#goober night babes xx

[the-woild-is-y-erster]

ough eel's back from hoco boys !!

i look w r e c k e d and i am DRENCHED in sweat but i had a pretty good time and my makeup is still almost entirely intact which is extremely surprising

got in the dance circle several times, boogied down and did the macarena so aggresively they made a dance circle around just me doing the macarena so that boosted my ego >:)

slowdanced by myself because i thought it was funny and i was having fun

i literally only got off the dance floor like twice for drinks and some raising canes they catered (these guys must have had BANK, canes is so friggin expensive to cater)

got complimented a ton and for those of you who saw my post of my outfit (thank you very much for your comments btw they made me very happy) i was also wearing a black cowboy hat with leather fringe and a sparkly hatband (ill post a pic tmrw)

there was this super hot guy theo there but i know for a fact he has a gf (i deadarse thought he was in a relationship w this guy cole last year but maybe that was my imagination you know how weird guys are around eachother)

but he is SO FINE and for what :(

got home and i just figured out i forgot to do my latin homework<3 ill email my teacher tmrw but i've forgotten it like evry single week because his due date for work is super weird

like class is on monday righ (its online) and the due date for work is on friday? which like fair he needs time to grade it but also my procrastinating ass cannot do that

[tiffanytheweirdo]

Everything I need--Avalance

I finished writing this short fic on a train with in 30 mins in one go I'm impressed by myself too. Did some fine tune on wording and here is it out for reading everyone! Enjoy! xx

Also, the 19th way to say I love you of Sanvers is up now too! Go check it out in the link below.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/15092165/chapters/45234886

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"Sara" Ava whispers her girlfriend's name in the dark room, trying to get a response.

Sara has locked herself up in her quarter after a rough mission, probably blaming herself for what had gone wrong. The mission supposed to be easy and quick, but the sudden appearance of some old enemy of Sara had made things go south. Charlie ends up being shot and is currently in the med bay being healed by Gideon.

Zari called Ava after settling her own girlfriend in the med bay, telling her what happened and that an also-hurt Sara had run off to lock herself up.

"Just leave me alone" Sara grunts in response, voice rough and obviously pained.

Ava sighs, of course Sara is going to try push her away. But she's here to stay so she walks towards the direction of Sara's voice. Now adapted the darkness in the room, Ava can see better and she finds her girlfriend curling up in the corner, knees drawn up to her chest.

"Can I turn on the bedside lamp to at least see you face better?" Ava kneels in front of Sara and asks gently.

"Ava--" Sara tries to protest but all she can get out is her girlfriend's name.

"It's okay babe, I'm here" Reassuring the smaller blonde, Ava quickly walks to turn the small light on and resumes to her position in front of Sara.

She can barely hold back her gasp when the warm light light up the room. Sara's white suit is mostly red now, with blood that maybe is her enemy's, Charlie's, or even her own.

But it's the tear tracks on Sara's face that break Ava's heart.

"Oh Baby" Ava's heart is aching for the hurting girl in front of her.

"No Ava, just let me be" Sara avoids eye contact with Ava, looking anywhere and everywhere but her.

"I just want to make sure you're okay. I'm worried. We are"

"You don't have to" Sara comments dryly, still not looking at Ava.

Ava sighs again, sitting sown onto the floor. This is gonna be a long night.

Hovering her hands on top of Sara's, Ava wait for Sara's slight nod as permission before linking their hands. Because Ava knows that sometimes touching will just cause Sara more distress.

The pair just sit on the floor like that for a while, Ava caressing the back of Sara's hand lovingly. 

"Do you wanna talk about what happened?" Ava decide to give it a gentle push a few moments later. So she asks gently, although she already knows.

"Don't you already know?" Sara's sarcastic side has come out as defense mechanism.

"Babe, it's just me. You don't have to be this strong all the time" Ava moves one of her hand to cup Sara's cheek, tilting her face so their eyes can meet.

The raw pain in Sara's eyes is too strong that Ava has to close her own eyes to collect herself. She leans forward to press their foreheads together after a kiss on Sara's forehead.

"You're wrong Ava" Sara states dryly out of the blue.

"Sara?" Ava doesn't understand where is this coming from.

"I'm not strong, not at all" Sara bows her head as if she feels shameful.

Ava squeezes Sara's hand, encouraging her to keep talking.

"If I am strong, Charlie won't get hurt. If I'm strong, Zari won't be worrying so much. Hell, you won't be here hurting to see me like this" Sara's voice breaks, she can't hold it anymore. The dam is breaking.

"Come here babe" Ava scoots forward to gather Sara onto her lap, wrapping her arms securely around the now weeping girl.

Sara sobs into Ava's shoulder, her entire figure shaking.

"Just let it all out baby, it's okay" Ava just holds Sara and let her pour all the pain out, whispering comforting words to her.

When Sara's sob subsides and turns into occasional sniffles against her chest, Ava starts to talk.

"Listen to me babe, you said I'm wrong but I have to say it's the other way round. You, Sara Lance, are the strongest woman I have ever met. If you are not strong, how can you survive all the horrid things you've been through? If you are not strong, how can you be living with all the pain you carry in your heart? If you are not strong, how can you be this gorgeous covering in all the scars that prove you are so fucking strong? I know sometimes it's hard for you to believe that you are good and I always wish that you can see yourself the way I do" Ava pauses to life Sara's head off her chest so she can look into those icy blue eyes she loves so much.

"Sara Lance, everything you are just make you the perfect Sara Lance I need and love. Remember this, you goober, no matter how much you push me away or how you say I'm wrong, I'm here to stay, not going anywhere"

Sara stares at Ava in shock. This is the first time someone declares their love for her out loud and promising not to leave her no matter what in front of her, looking right into her eyes.

Tears pooling at her eyes again, Sara buries her head against Ava's front, and she murmurs.

"I love you Ava Sharpe"

"I love you too Peter Pan, you're gonna be okay" Ava replies, a small smile on her face.