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purplesurveys · 5 years

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What is your favorite color for cars? I always just preferred white cos it looks sleek and elegant on cars. What is your favorite color for bridesmaid dresses? Something a little off-white, like shades of dirty white so as not to clash with the bride’s white dress. I like to keep things looking neat or minimalist, so I’ve always thought white is the way to go for mostly everything. What is your favorite color? Haha I’m gonna jump ship here, from white to pastel pink. Do you do drugs? Other than the caffeine in my coffee if it counts, no. If not, do you want to try drugs? I’m open to trying the mild(?) ones like weed, not sure if that’s the word for it but yeah. Definitely nothing hard - I’ve watched enough Breaking Bad and BoJack Horseman to see what those can do to the human body lmao.

Where are you dreaming of moving to? I’ve always thought of moving to Canada, but I feel like it’s too far from where I come from and I fear the possibility of ending up lonely and depressed from the distance. Australia or New Zealand seem like safe choices. What do you do to avoid contemplating suicide? I usually get into such a hole when I spend too much time in my room, so when I feel the thoughts coming in I make the effort to get up and move to the living room so I get some light and background noise. It’s usually enough for me. Would you kill yourself if you had no family and friends? What an insensitive and triggering question. Do you love someone who is a jerk and an idiot? My friends have some idiotic tendencies but I do love them, if that counts. Do you know anyone who should be in jail but isn't? I dunno anyone personally but I’ve read a number of cases where criminals escaped jail or got such a short useless sentence. Has a police officer ever committed a crime against you? No but I’ve had grouchy traffic enforcers yell at me for violations I didn’t know about. I’ve gotten pulled over in cities 20, 30 km away from my city and I don’t know the traffic rules for each city, so it pisses me off when I get yelled at for violations I have no idea I committed??? I get so scared driving out of town because of this lol. Do you want more stuff or less stuff? More. I’ve never denied how materialistic I tend to be. Do you own a pair of Lularoe leggings? If so, do you recommend them? No but this question definitely pops up on a lot of these surveys... Do you think shoplifting for a homeless person is ok? No, but I also don’t think anybody ever has to resort to stealing just to get a necessity. Do you wish you could have love? Deep question, but I think I already get enough of it. Have you ever had a pastor tried to kill you? A lot of priests have killed my Christianity, that’s for sure. Do you want to just disappear? I’d get this feeling sometimes, but the urge hasn’t been seriously bad for a while now. What color is your cellphone? The official name is Space Grey but really it’s just a light shade of black. What's your favorite youtube channel right now? I don’t have a favorite that I regularly tune into these days, but I do catch myself watching old Good Mythical Morning episodes from time to time. Who is the cutest baby in your facebook newsfeed? Ate Jarica will sometimes share photos or videos of her twin godkids and they are the cuuuuutest set of twins I’ve ever seen. I’ve never seen a more attractive pair of kids. Do you feel terrible today? Yeah I felt a little sluggish all day because the weather’s back to being all warm and tropical and electric fans don’t help anymore cos all they do is blow out hot air lmaoooo. I literally slept from noon to 5 PM just to avoid dealing with the heat. Are there any good churches in your town? I dunno what classifies as a ‘good church’ but I generally don’t trust anything Catholic anymore. Where would you travel to if you had cash and a car? La Union. Are you afraid of where you're going after you die? No. I just see death as permanent sleep and honestly it doesn’t sound like such a bad idea. Do you sing into your hairbrush? I don’t. What are your favorite songs sung by Christina Grimmie? I never did listen to any of her songs nor was a big fan, but I was destroyed by what happened all the same. Dove Cameron or Hilary Duff? Hilary Duff. Never heard of the other person. Hilary Duff or Lindsay Lohan? Still Hilary. Lizzie McGuire was my life. Who stands out to you as the most down-to-earth celebrity? Hugh Jackman, Tom Hanks, or Jennifer Garner. Have you ever had to live with someone who abused you? Yuh. Do you think attempted murder should be a crime? ...Is it not????? How many people have tried to kill you and gotten away with it? Groan, what are these questions... Are you wondering if there's anywhere you can go where you'll be safe? I don’t wonder about it, I know there’s a couple of places I can go where I know I’ll be kept safe. Why do you think people bully others so much? There’s no one reason for it. They might be insecure, they might be getting abused at home and have no idea how to cope with it, it might be for the simple reason that they’re kids. If you're a bully, why do you do it? Because I got bullied before it. Has anyone ever tried to kill you because they were jealous of you? No wtf? Do you know any racist colored people? Filipinos are among the MOST RACIST people to ever walk this planet, and we’re brown lol. Are you wondering if something that happened to you is sexual abuse or not? No, but these questions are so triggering and offensive that I’ll start deleting future questions that strike me as being such. Which country's flag do you like the best? Nepal’s and Switzerland’s, just because they’re giant middle fingers to all the other flags. Is it hell where you live? Literally, because it’s so hot here; and figuratively, because our government CAN’T DO SHIT. Which big city is your favorite that you've visited? The nightlife in Shanghai was amazing. I wish I got to stay longer there. Which big city do you want to visit that you've never been to before? Chicago. Could you be a contortionist? Never. Do you wish you could make longer survey questions on here? I don’t make surveys. Is your "blocked users" list on facebook long? Not on Facebook, but on Twitter yes. Are you happy? I have days where I am. But I think most days I’m just simply meh. Not happy, but not too said either; and mostly just tired and waiting for the day to end, and trying not to get too burned out while I’m at it. Would you kill someone for money? I don’t think so. Is there anything you care about more than money? Very few things, like my dog and some loved ones. But generally, I’m pretty selfish when it comes to money HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Do you know anyone who would kill for money? Probably.

How many years has it been since you last shared your heart with someone? I’m currently ~sharing it~ if we’re really gonna use that term. But it’s been around four years since I started doing it. Can you remember that last time you had someone who cared about you? Yeah, right now. What's one thing you lose a lot? Pens. Do you know anyone who isn't a bully? I know more non-bullies than bullies. Do you have anyone you can trust? Yep. Which Paramore song do you feel you can relate to the most? Right now it’s probably Caught In The Middle, but only particular lyrics: “I don’t need no help, I can sabotage me by myself, don’t need no one else, I can sabotage me by myself,” and the backing vocals that go with it, “All the glory days are gone, it’s over now, I’m on my own.” Do you have an Invisible Children shirt? I do not. Have you ever had to use an epi pen? Nope. Do you know what Invisible Children is? I wasn’t too familiar with the name at first until I Googled it and the Kony documentary that took YouTube and the world by storm in 2012 came rushing back. Did you have a To Write Love on Her Arms shirt? I did not, but it was the cool campaign to follow like a decade ago lmao. Did you ever celebrate To Write Love on Her Arms Day? I’m sure I did, or at least Tumblr made us celebrate it back then. What holiday is closest to your birthday? It’s usually Easter Sunday. Has anyone ever made your birthday miserable? Yes. Who do you dream of getting revenge on the most? I don’t think of that these days. What color is your favorite pair of shorts? Blue. Are you more boho, hipster, scene, sporty, or girly? I dunno, girly I guess? I don’t really fit into the other types. Fringe or lace? Lace. Dinosaurs or unicorns? Dinosaurs. Do you have a mandala tapestry? I do not. Elephants or koalas? Elephants. What's your favorite Japanese name? I don’t think I have one. I don’t really have enough of a grasp on Japanese names to figure out which ones sound nice to me. Do you wonder if there will ever be anyone who cares about you? There are a number people I know who do. Have you ever shopped at Sleeping Tiger Imports? No. Do you believe in unicorns? No. Do you believe in mermaids? No. Would your rather have wings or fins? Idk, wings. Do you wish you had parents that loved you? They do. Do you own any bellbottoms? No. Do you want to move away? I’ve been planning it a lot, yeah. Can you remember a time when you weren't lonely? Honestly I don’t think so. Have you ever been loved? I am right now. Who do you love the most? Gab. Do you love anyone? ^ Who was the best camp counselor you've ever had? Never went. Are you jealous of anyone? Sure.

#survey #surveys #meh lmao

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iiyanadesu · 6 years

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As the news of AcEijun spreads like wildfire, I'm gonna spew out some unpopular opinions about the developments (or lack thereof, as complained by some fans) on Act II.

Not really spoilers. Just a personal view from someone who never plays baseball. (Although I had, at one point, played Pawapuro.)

During the first 100 chapters of Act II I read complaints on the spoiler forums. Most of them can be summarized as such:

1. "Why tf Furuya gets power-up in Spring Koshien? His control and stamina is terrible!" 2. "Why haven't people recognize Eijun already? Look at him, his pitches, his control! *does the Will Smith pose*" 3. "Wtf is Kataoka doing throughout spring? Planning on buying new shades? lol"

And one question that arose from Act I:

4. "Why didn't Kataoka let Eijun pitch in the Fall T finals till the end? Don't give the glory to Furuya ffs!"

(There are probably more questions but these are the noticeable ones.)

So my issues with the replies to these questions are that... they are not satisfying to me. All of them are said in the technical aspect of the story, while ultimately forgetting that this story also leans towards the people aspect. We, the readers somehow are trained to think that EVERYONE who watches baseball are players and automatically know the baseball jargons.

The thing is, they aren't.

The in-universe spectators actually have the very same reactions like IRL spectators. Some of them are / were players themselves, meaning they knew all the rules and technicals. But the majority of them? They know NOTHING about baseball.

People who know nothing about baseball (let's call them the plebs) watch the games differently than those who have experience playing baseball. People who do play baseball pay attention to all the details; pitch type, whether a pitch is strike or ball, pitch count for each pitcher, the usage of the strike zones, all the detailed statistics.

But the plebs? They can't differentiate between a corner strike and a corner ball. Curves and slurves, 2-seamers and 4-seamers look the same. So they focus on what they can understand.

Pitch speed display "154 km/h"? Wow look at that pitch, it's damn fast! Players making errors on the field? lolololol what the heck. A runner ramming against a fielder? OMG is the fielder okay? OH, HE GETS HOMERUN!!!!111 And ofc, "Aww look at that pitcher, he's the ace his pitches are fast he even gets a homerun, so cooooooooooooooooool~"

So before you start typing and complain about the spectators, maybe you need to read the manga as someone who never plays baseball. This is a manga with multiple perspectives, if you choose to only read it from a player's PoV ofc you'd wonder why the heck Eijun is not immediately popular in Spring T.

Okay. Opinion time.

1. "Why tf Furuya gets power-up in Spring Koshien? His control and stamina is terrible!"

The statement, that I totally agree. From what I've noticed, Furuya is the type of player who must not go all out in a peak body condition. He has excessive strength - unfortunately it's not needed because it keeps backfiring on him.

Just. Look at all of his matches when he's at peak condition. His pitches go all over the place lol he even injured Ono with them, poor boys.

"But, but how do you explain his best pitches?"

Okay, here's the thing. One thing Furuya always does when he becomes a relief is to pitch in the bullpen. And he always goes all out. After a while he loses that extra strength, he gets sweaty, he's warmed up - then he could pitch better. When he's the starter, he has little to no chance to warm up, no chance to flex the stiff muscles, no way to reduce that excess strength, hence the reason his pitches fly everywhere.

Spring Koshien is a tournament packed in about 7 days. Imagine pitching for many days straight? Your energy gets drained, you sweat a lot, you become fatigued.

Luckily, Spring Koshien is held in - surprise - spring, meaning cool breezy weather, less sweaty, nicely rested. Stamina lasts longer. Fatigue is still there though, and it limits Furuya's pitches.

Aaaaaaaand yep, because fatigue became Furuya's limiter his pitches were more manageable. All of his best pitches are always due to some kind of limiter. Spring Koshien with his fatigue. Fall T finals? It was because he was pitching despite a foot injury lol must be painful, it restricts his movements.

Just. Re-read those matches.

(Miyuki is the only person who notices this particular weakness and has been pointing it out, but Furuya just. Doesn't. Listen. Another huge weakness Furuya has.)

2. "Why haven't people recognize Eijun already? Look at him, his pitches, his control! *does the Will Smith pose*"

This complaint came in during the Spring T arc. Do you know? Only 2 high school baseball tournaments in Japan get TV broadcasts - the Spring Koshien, and the Summer Tournaments all the way to Summer Koshien.

Spring T is not broadcasted on TV, so whatever development Eijun showed was limited only to those who personally went to the stadiums to watch the matches. On the other hand, whatever impression people have on Eijun is still stuck at the Spring Koshien debut. You know, that match where Eijun rolled off the mound lol

If we want all 120 million people to recognize Eijun's greatness during Spring T, they'd have to go to Tokyo and watch in the stadium, which can only fit between 35k to 60k people. Realistically? It's an impossible feat. Seriously. You're dreaming of the impossible.

BUT.

Because Eijun's epic debut is that funny incident, people are not going to forget him that easily. (Compare to the possible scenario on debuting normally, which means he'd definitely be overshadowed by Furuya because what did Eijun have? His pitches was not fast, his batting skills were still questionable. Very easily forgettable.) Now that he's officially appointed as Seidou's ace, what do you think people's reaction would be, now that Summer T will be broadcasted on local TVs and online?

"Hey, isn't that the guy who fell on Koshien's mound last spring? HE'S THE ACE?? WTF HOW?? WHY??"

Oh, people's reactions will be priceless. And they will definitely be interested in him. Because last time they saw this kid, he was a clown.

NOW IT'S EIJUN'S TIME TO SHINE.

3. "Wtf is Kataoka doing throughout spring? Planning on buying new shades? lol"

This question refers to Kataoka's impassiveness throughout Spring Koshien and Spring T. He went silent mode during training and matches and left all players to do things by themselves (under constant monitoring ofc). Yeah we're not the coaches but I do get why he acted like that.

First of all Kataoka wanted the players to think for themselves. Play in matches, watch the replay, recognize their strengths and weaknesses, work on them. Eijun does that. Miyuki does that. Kuramochi and Zono do that. Kataoka did not try to meddle in their training (unlike one old man) but if they ask for help, he will help. Eijun and his batchmates have been teammates for a year, they are supposed to know what to do by now, so Kataoka can focus on new kids.

But of course, his silence didn't help much because Furuya was clearly struggling, to the point that Eijun got royally pissed off in the match against... against who? Was it Ichidai San? I forgot.

(People were like "Yay, look at Miyuki, he has goosebumps! He's very proud of Eijun!" but judging from Miyuki's facial expression I was like, "lolno, Miyuki is fucking scared of Eijun's accurate pitches, Eijun's really pissed off lmao")

Eijun's pissed off pitches were wake-up slaps to Kataoka's face lmao

Aaaaaaand the final question.

4. "Why didn't Kataoka let Eijun pitch in the Fall T finals till the end? Don't give the glory to Furuya ffs!"

My instant response for this question: lol you guys rly don't care about Eijun's mental health, do you.

I want you to imagine this:

It's Fall Tournament, and Eijun has been suffering from yips for about 3 months. He can't pitch to the inside corner; the deadball against Inashiro's Shirakawa in the last Summer T finals made him scared of pitching there. He has to try other ways, other methods, and eventually he learns the outside corner.

The outside corner is so effective, but when the opponents figure out his pitching pattern? They forced him to eventually use the inside corner. He succeeded, yes, but it was still scary. What if he pitched a deadball again?

Fast forward to the semi-finals. Seidou vs. Seikou, a.k.a. the scariest game in Eijun's life. Ever? Probably ever. Because despite his success on pitching into the inside corner, and that he learned change-up, remember that he was still afraid of deadballs, and one wrong step could destroy everything he had worked. For good and for real.

If you actually read the Seidou vs. Seikou match from Eijun's PoV, you'll find that it's indeed fucking scary.

First, he threw a deadball. Just several days after he was able to throw to the inside corner, and he pitched a deadball. The thing he was scared of the most, he did it.

Second, Kanemaru's mistakes. It added more fuel to trigger the yips back in full force. Ever noticed how Eijun's hands tremble after that? Eijun was so fucking scared, he was stressed, he actually panicked. It was thanks to his teammates that he was able to pitch easier after that.

Then when he got an easier time pitching, came another incident. Miyuki was slammed by the big pitcher. WHAT. THE. FUCK.

(I can imagine part of the reason Miyuki hid his pain was because he knew Eijun was already nearing his mental health limit just playing in that game. Imagine if Eijun found out - even he'd be devastated no matter how much he wanted to emit sunshine. That was why Miyuki kept hiding it until the end of the Fall T finals.)

So the finals came ONE DAY after the semi-finals. Eijun's mental health was improving but was still scarred from yesterday's match. Kataoka knew this. Miyuki knew this. Their decision: to not stretch Eijun's mental health limits too far.

And we all know which is the most stressful part of the finals, because we have seen it before - the final innings of the match.

Basically Kataoka pulled Eijun off the final inning to preserve his mental health that had been stretched to its limit due to yesterday's match against Seikou. And you guys wanted him to face the most stressful inning that destroyed him last time in the Summer T? wtf

So what if Furuya hogged the glory? Furuya only pitched in that one inning, he shouldn't be too complacent (even though he was lol)

And that's basically my opinions throughout the so-called unfair treatments throughout the series. Like I said, this manga is not supposed to be read entirely from the technical aspects of high school baseball. You need to understand the people involved in it, too.

Peace. ;)

#uh #personal #do i need to tag the fandom?#opinions #headcanons #daiya no ace

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survivor-mesopotamia · 4 years

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Ep. #2 - “Shit ain’t over till the fat lady sings and I didn’t warm my pipes.” (Cameron)

Day 4: Well. I survived my first tribal council of the season, and even though it went exactly according to plan, while I slept my entire day away, I'm still really hesitant to tell myself that I'm doing well on my tribe. I'm really nervous that my tribe mates are playing me, and that I'm really boo boo tha fool here. I called Megan post-tribal, and I was finally able to get some closure on something that happened between us in our personal lives, which felt really good. After that, she asked me about the idol, to which I had responded "Wait, Julian didn't tell you?", which hopefully sows some seeds of doubt in Megan about Julian. Ideally, if the Enlil tribe has to go back to tribal council, the four of us can bear witness to a Megan vs. Julian war. Because unfortunately, the connections I have outside Enlil, are shared with either Julian or Megan. If Megan and Julian are going after each other pre-merge, or during a swap scenario, I don't have to share those connections anymore. After that, Megan and I just talked about the nudes we received during quarantine ~ I then promptly ran to Will to tell him about the potential crack I just formed between Julian and Megan, which was met with genuine excitement. I think I'm really gaining Will's trust, and I think we vibe so well together. Love that guy! Overall, it wasn't a very productive day because I woke up at 4:30p PST. Love that for me, thanks for shading me @ Tribal Bodhi.

going into this scavenger hunt as the tribe that went to tribal last is worrysome. It's a challenge that's fully dependent on our activity, so we are at a serious disadvantage against the other two tribes that get to choose someone less active to sit out. We don't have that luxury. The point/life system eases the blow, however, since we can get less active players 1 life while more active players can get 3. In case we lose, I'm trying to connect with everyone on the tribe. I really don't want to vote anyone out though. I have an alliance with Julian and JJ, and one with Will on the side. Chrissa wants to work with Julian, JJ and myself, and I think Megan and JJ have something on the side. I'm nervous for who would be the target in the vote, and any vote would hurt all of our games collectively. Hopefully we win because the next vote will not be easy AT ALL.

Done w typing this sheet

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jj and zachary are so fucking annoying to this challenge and if i vote for you first at the swap, its probably because youre typing too much during this challenge sorry not sorry xoxo - sincerely johnny a month from now

let me be clear with andrew I was not calling his hosting unfair i was calling the fact that a majority green item giving him a point unfair not the hosting but lack of yellow, also i have a headache i don't feel that good. and I just don't think zach should have had a point for it nothing against hosting obviously i watch a movie trivia thing where literally they have a challenge to challenge any questions that are unfair, that doesn't mean they are calling the question writers or the answer writers unfair.

Zach just won the tribal challenge for us which is fantastic. We can maintain the illusion of a unified tribe longer, which keeps us together in a swap situation, and Zach has clearly painted a challenge target on himself over the last two challenges which will make him go before me if our Triforce ever becomes the minority. I'm really happy with my position in the game right now

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me and monty trying to find the idol and decode this annoying ass video https://imgur.com/a/lu7sbMu

Forgive me father for I have sinned it's been approximately three days since my last confession so far can't complain really we be winning they hating we be riding pretty damn clean I've got a majoritu alliance I didn't start so odds of it falling around me and being the first voted out slim to none thank the sweet baby jesis and all that good shit. Oh well that's all for now

JULIAN’S HOST CHAT GUEST, ZEE:

I am filling in a confessional because you told me to. I am in front of my fan because it's hot. I'm thinking that it seems pretty stupid to ask me for a confessional. Julian's prod chat isn't very interesting because he's distracted.

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also just threw out madison's name to johnny. if this shit backfires on me ill be ):

https://youtu.be/Pqck1gayfJU

https://youtu.be/FMay7NycsPw

yo yo yo homies!!! fuck the scavenger hunt and the mobile Skype app !! Lowkey scared but I think I’m close with everyone on the tribe except madi soooooooooo that’s probably who will go tonight. I’ve connected a lot with Monty and am hoping we can work together closely moving forward 💕not sure how useful my relationship with Zach is going to be come swap/merge bc it seems like he’s ALREADY making himself a target like the big doof he is. More later 💋

https://youtu.be/Qg47yupj1bQ

https://youtu.be/vUK8A1qWVoA

Hello tumblr survivor world! Sorry I didnt confess for episode 1, I was going to but i accidentally exited out of the page when i almost finished writing it. Anyways, it was just a cast assessment for my tribe so tl;dr everyone on my tribe is great and its really sad that we have to vote someone out now. So this whole weekend I was away so I was REALLY worried that I would be voted out since I sat out of the challenge. But after talking to Johnny and Isabelle, it seems like Madison will be voted out tonight. Which is so bad bc this her first game in a year, but hey it's our first vote and it's not me so it's not really the time to make a stand. _________________________________________________________________________________________ Okay I took a break from writing this confessional and there's moreeeeeeeee so part 2 I guess. So I had a call with Johnny and we came up with an alliance of me, him, Isabelle, and Benji. What an iconic alliance, right? But also while Johnny and I talked we got onto the topic of idols and why it is that there hasn't been an idol post yet. I brought up that wayyyyyy back when in Malaysia and some other games around that time, some of the idol hunts were less clear cut. We ended up looking at the blog and clicking the "idol system" tab and it brought us to some weird crab video with audio that sounds like a pokemon cry? Idk part of me thinks its just a joke but I also have to consider that it might be SOMETHING. It said remember to like and subscribe so I sent a screenshot of me liking and subscribing to see if that would do anything but nope. Johnny said he'd do some thinking about it and get back to me later if he figures something out. Also tribal seems super clear cut so I'm a bit less worried now but y'know how it is I can't not worry about tribal.

i just spent $8 on a spectogram and STILL cant find this fucking idol im gonna kms... monty im sorry im steam rolling ahead looking for this thing without telling you, but thank you for the first clue xoxo... if i get stumped in the future ill reach out for SURE (but idt you trust me that much so this seems kinda valid to me) ((FOUR HOURS LATER: i told monty lololol)) ALSO FOR FUCKS SAKE I think madison is gonna go, and truthfully, im fine with it because it's the easiest thing to do due to her poor performance in the past few challenges and just being the least AROUND the tribe, but i know that it'd probably be better for me long term to get rid of abby because i just dont see her as a long term ally for me. i think she's close to JJ and Megan on the other tribe, and she's becoming much more acclimated to the tumblr survivor community that i just BET that she maybe has an additional connection on the rookie tribe. If I can attempt to break that up before we get to a swap, I think that's what im going to have to do figure out if we lose another challenge before a swap... i dont really want to see ANYBODY else go besides abby if im thinking about a second boot. i bet it wont be easy to take her out tho also, if madison goes, this is like...... lowkey vindication for game changers???? last night i talked about this with monty and i was like hmmmm "is it ugly to bring up past game history?" and his response was "not if it's within the same series" .... so. vindication

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omg i just told madison how to find the idol system thing i hope she doesnt tell anyone i told her about it LMAO........ this almost seems too easy.i got added to two alliances today. why do i not feel safe? is it me going? WTF IS GOING ON

excited to be first boot because no one will TALK TO ME!

Things haven’t changed much since my last confessional! As far as I know the tribe hasn’t started into alliances and we’re all riding some excitement at having so far avoided tribal. I think the rest of the tribe and I are all feeling good and just focusing on making the tribe switch without losing any members.

from round 2 https://youtu.be/fk002uG2HoI

Hi sorry I forgot to do a confessional this round so this will be short imma just say a few things 1. I don’t trust julian one bit he can stop being shady to me 2. I can’t believe we aren’t going to tribal I’m so fkn happy i was able to pull out the win for our tribe because I didn’t want to lose anybody else 3. I love and adore will with all of my being and he’s my number 1 ally right now 4. I find it highly doubtful that there’s only one idol in this game and that you can’t find it until merge but that’s as far as I can get in the idol search for now so I guess there’s nothing I can do about it 5. I’m still having fun can’t wait to fuck up another flash game yay!!!

My Purple edit is amazing right now. But having played more games than most of these newbies, I have decided to take on the role of teacher and becoming more of a "role model" for these newbies. I feel like I have the closest bond with Zach, and I need to get a little closer with Collin. I have Grace from past games, and then there are the others who I do not really have any strong bonds with at the moment. I guess I need to start going to them more and show that I want to work with them.

https://youtu.be/yhwXzqrTcsA Confessional 2 for round 2

https://youtu.be/TVnpwqc8XLY

Madison voted out 6-1

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chinguwritings · 7 years

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Nobody Compares (M)

A/N: 10 years later...

So like... the sex wasn’t really angry... I sorry... GUYS WTF THIS WAS SO HARD FOR ME TO WRITE LIKE I HAD THE WORST WRITER’S BLOCK OF MY LIFE anyways... sorry if its sh*tty and yes, i know, the ending sucks :’) kms

-Admin Kay

Pairing: Yeo One x Reader

Genre: Angst Smut

Word Count: 2,163

“Thanks for the ride!” you smiled, waving at Hongseok as he slowly drove away.

You’d just gotten back to Korea after studying abroad in Japan for a year. Technically, you weren’t supposed to come back for another day, but your studies ended early and luckily, you were able to get a last minute seat on a plane to Korea.

You had a great time in Japan, but you did miss home, and you especially missed your boyfriend, Changgu Despite your frequent phone calls and video chats, you still longed to see him; seeing his face through a digital screen could never compare to the beauty of seeing him in real life.

You could feel your excitement building up as you made your way to the front door. You wanted to surprise him since he didn’t know you’d be back today. Reaching into your purse, you quickly found your keys and carefully stuck it into the keyhole, trying to be as quiet as possible. You couldn’t stop the smile growing on your face as you finally turned the knob and pushed the door open.

“Changgu, I’m home!

Ch-Changgu…?”

Your happy mood quickly dissipating as you processed the sight playing out in front of you; he was on the couch with some other girl, his hands on her neck, their lips connected.

He perked up excitedly when he heard you come in, quickly standing up to greet you at the door.

“Oh! You’re back early!”

Seeing him open his arms, you could tell he was going to hug you, but you didn’t want him to. Giving him a disgusted look, you pushed him back, not wanting to be anywhere near him. How could he cheat in front of your face and act like its nothing? Did he have no conscience?

“Hey, what’s wrong?” he asked, a disappointed look on his face.

“What’s wrong?... You’re asking me what’s wrong?!” you yelled angrily, your eyes welling up with tears, “I’ll tell you what’s wrong, YOU.”

“Me? What’d I do?”

“You brought her home!” you pointed to the girl who was still sitting on the couch, “What the hell is your problem?!”

“My problem? What’s your problem?! Why can’t I bring her over? She’s nice and I like her!”

You felt like you’d just gotten hit by a bullet hearing his words.

‘She’s nice and I like her’? What the hell is he trying to say?

“What am I to you then, a piece of shit?!” you lashed out, slapping him across the face.

The loud sound echoed through the small living room, both Changgu and the girl looking at you in disbelief. You were slightly shocked yourself that your actions had gotten so violent, but you didn’t regret it.

“Y/n… can you please, calmly explain why you're so mad…” Changgu said quietly.

“Do you honestly not know? You think it’s all cool to have two girlfriends?”

“Whoa, whoa, whoa… two girlfriends? Where the fuck are you getting that crazy idea?”

You felt your blood boiling hearing his words… was he really playing dumb right now?

“Stop playing dumb you asshole! You’re dating ME, yet you brought this bitch to our apartment? You think that’s okay? If you want to break up with me just say it!”

“Wait a second, I’m supposed to be dating you? YOU were the one who told me we were taking a break because you were studying abroad.”

“Yeah, because I was all the way in Japan! How were we supposed to still be in a relationship when we're not even in the same country!”

“So, if we’re not together then why can’t I see other people?!”

“Just because we’re taking a break doesn’t mean you can just go around fucking other girls!”

“I’m not! I’m just… going out with them! Is that such a big deal?”

“Yes!”

You took a breath, about to keep going, but you couldn’t do it. You could only look at him, choked up, the pain of his actions eating you up on the inside. Falling to your knees, you finally released all your built up emotions as you bawled your eyes out, right there on the floor in front of him.

He really thought that taking a break meant he could just go off and do whatever he wanted? That he was free of you? All this time you thought he was fully committed to you, the way you were to him, but he wasn’t.

“Y/n,” he pleaded, kneeling down next to you, “I’m sorry, I really didn’t know that’s what you wanted. That’s why I was so sad when you said you wanted to take a break… I tried to cope by seeing other people, but honestly, it didn’t work.”

“Then why is she…” you trailed off, noticing that the girl that was there earlier was gone.

She must’ve left while we were arguing…

“Then… why was that girl here?! You knew I was coming home soon… Why didn’t you wait?”

“I didn’t know you were guaranteeing we would get back together as soon as you got home! I honestly thought you would find some hot Japanese dude up there or something… and if not then I’d be like your second option…”

“Y-you… you think I’m a slut or something? You think I’m just gonna go around playing with guys or--”

“Just stop… please. You know that’s not what I’m saying.”

“Don’t tell me what to--”

Before you could finish your sentence, you were interrupted, Changgu’s soft lips quickly muting you. In response, you violently grabbed him by the collar of his shirt, clenching the thin material in your hands as the thought of pushing him off arose and continuously mocked you. As much as your mind told you to stop him, you couldn’t will your heart to agree. Even with the intention of pushing him away, you ended up pulling him closer until you were practically on his lap. You missed him so damn much that you just couldn’t contain yourself.

Before you knew it, you had him pinned to the ground, your legs on either side of his hips as you continued to hungrily kiss him. He moaned as your tongue slid between his lips and swirled around in his mouth, your fingers combing through his long silky hair.

You could sense his arousal when you felt his gentle, but desperate grip on your hips, urging you to grind against him. Complying to his wish, you willingly began to roll your hips against him, your pace starting off slow and steady.

The feeling of his hard erection rubbing against your heated core sent surges of pleasure through your body, a raspy groan slipping out in response. Soon, he was moving his hips with you, following your rhythm as he tried to elicit the same amount of pleasure for himself. The way he rolled his head back, biting his lip and softly moaning every few seconds, you knew it was working, but you wanted to give him more. Climbing off of him, your hand went straight to his bulge, stroking him over his pants.

“No,” Channgu sat up, pulling your hand away.

“Why-”

Before you got a chance to finish speaking, he picked you up bridal style and carried you to the bedroom. As soon as you got there, he threw you onto the bed and crawled on top of you, desperately pulling you into a kiss. Your lips moved together passionately, tongues dancing together messily as your hands carelessly roamed each others bodies. Changgu let out a deep moan as your hand found its way back to his crotch, massaging his stiff member strained under the thick denim.

“Let me help you,” you whispered coyly, flipping him over and taking your place on top of him once again. Sitting between his legs, you purposely took your precious little time undoing his pants, knowing how needy he was.

“Please…” he begged, growing impatient as he waited for you to give him some sort of relief.

“Just wait,” you replied softly, motioning him to lift his hips so you could slide his pants off.

Wanting to tease him even more, you stood on your knees, one leg on either side of his hips as you slowly stripped yourself of your clothes. He bit his lip as he watched you, the lust in his eyes encouraging you to continue your scandalous actions. All you wanted in that moment was to make him want you, crave you, need you… and you wanted to be the only one that could make him feel that way.

“Like what you see?” you mocked, flaunting your body as you finally removed your last article of clothing.

He only nodded in response, his lower lip between his teeth as he slowly scanned your bare frame. You watched intensely, lips spread into a smirk as he reached his hands up to touch you… but before he could, you grabbed him by the wrists and pinned him flat to the bed.

“Desperate are we?” you chuckled, seeing the vulnerable figure beneath you, “You failed to wait for me while I was gone, so now you have to wait even longer.”

Hooking your index into the waistband of his boxers, you slowly pulled it down, letting his erection spring free. He let out a relieved sigh as you slowly wrapped your fingers around his thick shaft, milking out the pre-cum that had built up from teasing him. Using your thumb, you spread the warm substance down the underside of his length as lubrication before you started pumping him. He moaned as your hand slid up and down at a steady pace, your other hand resting on his hip.

“I’m the only one that makes you feel this good, right?” you asked softly, glaring down at him.

He gave you a small nod, his glistening with sweat, eyes sealed shut as he absorbed the pleasure he’d been seeking for the past year.

“Good,” you sighed, leaning forward and planting your lips on his.

Keeping your lips connected, you guided his cock to your entrance, easing your hips on to him. You inhaled sharply, as you adjusted to his size, wincing as you felt him going deeper inside of you.

“Are you okay,” he asked breathily, noticing your reaction.

“Yeah… it’s been awhile…” you laughed nervously, darting your eyes away.

“Don’t worry, we’re on the same page,” he smiled up at you, his hands resting on your hips as he helped you get into the motion.

It took a few moments for you to get comfortable, but when you finally did, you didn’t hesitate to let loose. With your palms on his chest to prop yourself up, you rode him out to your heart’s desire. He felt so good inside of you, hitting the spot everytime you rolled your hips against him.

To your surprise, he abruptly flipped you over, fearlessly taking the lead as he started violently thrusting his hips into you. Your hands instantly found their way into his hair, fingers tangling in his long messy locks as he kept up his intense pace.

“Changgu!” you cried out, wrapping your legs around his waist, your head rolling back at the overwhelming sensation.

“I’m so close,” he panted, thrusting even harder, the sound of sex quickly filling the atmosphere.

You could feel him tensing up, his body quivering when he finally let out a loud grunt, his hips jolting forward as he shot his hot seed into you.

“Babe,” you whined, not having reached your high yet as he pulled out.

“Sorry,” he said, hastily moving down between your legs to finish you off.

His mouth was filled with his own taste as he flicked his tongue in your core and around your clit. Your back bowed upward as his lips enveloped your sensitive bulb, your awaited euphoria hitting you at last. You let out a loud exhale as you let yourself sink into the bed, Changgu scooting up to lay next to you.

As the two of you laid there catching your breath, he pulled you closer to him, his arms wrapping around your torso.

“I’m sorry,” he mumbled into your ear, his head leaning against yours, “I’m sorry for being an idiot and I’m sorry for not trusting you. I’m sorry for going out with other girls while you were gone and just… sorry for everything. I love you, I hope you’ll forgive me. You’re the best girlfriend ever, I don’t want anyone else.”

If you were being honest with yourself, you were still hurt by his actions, but knowing everything was a misunderstanding helped. It helped even more hearing him say he didn’t want anyone else… it gave you a sense of security.

“I forgive you… but it still hurt seeing you with someone else…”

“Every girl I’ve ever met, is nothing in comparison to you… and trust me, next time you leave for a year I’m going with you.”

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