#goldenangelbloodcastiel

[janumun]

Hello love! I’ve been thinking and there is a lot of push and pull with the fandom about Caleb. And I’m wondering how you feel about him? What do you think of his character? What’s your speculations & how would you feel about it if he became a LI? My friends and I have sat down once & analyzed him and MC’s dynamic and dialogue, but as someone who has been in the LADS longer, what’s your POV? I’m so torn between my views and how there are some ppl in the fandom with such strong views and opinions about their relationship. (I’m currently on Ch.7 rn I believe, just to give a timeline)..

I hope you have an amazing day and all your daydreams are fun! 💕

Hello to you too, Gold! ♥️ I hope you’re having a great day as well.

Let me just preface this by saying I absolutely adore Caleb, there isn’t a single thing that man could do which would change that so I’m understandably biased LOL. Dividing this into labeled portions for ease of reading as this gets rather long!

My thoughts on him

I’ve been in love with that big giant since the near moment he looks down at you with those very visceral emotions tearing across his face, before he stops what he’s saying, leaving the end of his sentence unfinished (that “I promise I’ll be back soon.” message from him in our inbox is foul, Infold, FOUL sob).

If they had never introduced Sylus as a love interest, I know Caleb would’ve very easily been my 2nd favorite after Rafayel, I adore him that much.

I think I’ve made it somewhat obvious ATP that I’m a loser for yearning men. 1000/10 yearning in the pipeline, immense love and a desperate desire to keep their beloved safe and witness them happy, even at the cost of their own happiness and mental peace (Rafayel cough Rafayel). And Caleb also fits that bill to a T. I believe he would do anything were it to mean MC could go on living her everyday, normal life.

His method of protection, however, lies in how dedicated he is to the task of (fool! this fool!) willingly distancing himself from her by throwing in emotional barriers: treating her like a childhood friend/a little sister instead of what he’s always viewed her as, the girl he loves.

One of the most wonderful aspects of Love and Deepspace is how well it is able to portray subtle emotions through facial expressions and body language, something that its 2D predecessors, understandably, are at a disadvantage with how they have to make up for it in engaging writing (nothing wrong with that one!).

Bringing me to my original point of how Caleb’s actions/the way he looks at her and cares for her do not coincide with his words/setting up spoken barriers with her, delegating her to an annoying “childhood friend”. It goes without saying, that this is up to personal interpretation.

Thankfully, the only complaint I’ve seen in my space regarding Caleb’s potential as our 5th LI is that the game is fairly expensive for people aiming to get more than one LI’s card (and even then, when my sole bias was Rafayel pre-Sylus, as a casual spender, I had to pick and choose which cards of his I absolutely needed) and Caleb’s addition would make that struggle worse for the harem/multi-bias players. Which is a very valid concern to have.

Speculations

There are so many wonderful ways they could take his character were they to make him playable, and expand on what we already know of him.

Is he blood related to Josephine, MC’s adoptive grandmother, or was he, also, for reasons undisclosed/similar to MC’s reasons for being taken in by Josephine (I’m not sure if you have read those “underworld stories” yet so I will not go into spoiler-y details) adopted by her? How much does he truly know about MC’s condition and how her Evol is one, highly coveted? Assuming his playability also leads us to assuming he either survived that house fire and left the scene, not disclosing his whereabouts to even his childhood friend OR that he had something to do with it.

So far, I’m not inclined to believe the “Villain Caleb” theories any more than I’m inclined to believe Rafayel’s betrayal theories. Even amongst the LaDS cast and personal bias aside, I believe these two are the most likely to actively/most prominently display their marks of devotion for her, even through their direly reckless actions, regardless of the consequences to their own person. Case in point, Caleb’s traumatic “death” in the house fire with his Grandmother. We don’t know if it was intentional but if he is alive, he hasn’t contacted MC either and from what I’ve parsed from his character so far, she probably plays a central role in the decision he’s made to keep away/protect her from the sidelines.

[littlest-w01f]

Thanks for the tag @edreavie :)

Here's mine

Npt: @nox-ceur @legacyshenanigans @nyx91 @fox-actually @dee-writes-smut @siennaqiii @goldenangelbloodcastiel @dreambender96 @dawneternal @illyrianbitch

This or that!

Tagged by @napo-con-fritas. Gracias. <3 I feel like it's been ages since I've done one of these and I love them.

Tagging (if they wanna) @itslucyluna, @hklnvgl, @dionysia01, @postmariannizm and anyone else who wants to do it.

[notnaturalanahi]

Let the wind blow it all away

Pairings: Sam x Reader

Warnings: Bit of angst, bit of fluff

A/N: This short drabble goes for my girl, Nichole @goldenangelbloodcastiel since she’s been feeling a bit off lately. I hope you like it, babe! 

Tags bellow the cut.

The cool breeze blows his silky hair over his gorgeous face. You sigh, watching long fingers pushing it behind his ears. Sulking on your own awful mood, the cool spring air doing nothing to make you feel better.

Shoulders shrugged you look down to the ancient lore book on your lap; it’s useless you’re not even reading. Sam on the other hand, seems to be going through his at speed of light, he turns page after page soon taking another one from the small pile you took with you outside.

Earlier today Sam noticed something wrong with you, not wanting to pry into your personal business he simply suggested changing the scenery a little bit, whilst Dean drove to next town and back to get some supplies.

As you push your own hair away from your face you look up only to encounter Sam’s face right in front of yours. You move back a couple of inches in surprise. “Sam!”

He licks his lips, leaning closer, slowly lifting his hands to show you he means no harm, not that you’d ever believe he’d harm you.

His big hands cup your cheeks and his beautiful gray-green eyes under the June afternoon sun, reads yours before dropping to your mouth. You part your lips in order to breath, his closeness making your lungs ache.

Sam smiles, dimples on display, and is such a dazzling, contagious smile the sides of your lips turn up too. He closes the distance, eyelashes brushing his cheeks. With your eyes closed as well, the rest of your senses come to live.

The smell of old books and coffee, the mixed of mint and his own breath, the wind whistling on your ears and the soft material of his flannel on your hands as you fist his clothes pulling his closer.

He finally breaks the kiss, you breathe deeply, opening your eyes. He’s looking at you, really looking, a happy expression on his face. You lick your lips and return the grin, his fingers brush your hair away from your face as he leans forward to kiss you again.

Everything: @nadiandreu7 @winchesters-princess @purgatoan @whywhydoyouwantmetosaymyname @thegreatficmaster @death2thevirgin @mogaruke @isis278 @marygracewinchester @lbug1025 @authoressskr @fangirl1802 @ria132love @policeofficerdean @donnaintx @feelmyroarrrr @just-another-busy-fangirl @love-kittykat21 @tanithlowisabamf @emilyymichelle @goldenangelbloodcastiel @likesiriusly @petrovadixon @bulletscrossbowpie @imagining-supernatural @kdfrqqg @bradygabrielle-blog @charliebradbury1104 @hanny-writes-spn @thedevilsinthedetails @docharleythegeekqueen

Everything SFW: @deathtonormalcy56 

Sam/Jared: @kinkybabytwinkle

[sammy-moo]

Recommendations/Favorites

Hey y’all! Or can I call all of you honey bees? 

Anyways, this is my first recommendations/favorites post! 

I thought I’d share my favorite fics, imagines, one shots, and blogs currently! So please check it out! 

Starting off with Imagines

Sully Imagine (by @teamfreewill-imagine)

This Daddy!Sam x Reader was exceptionally adorable! And needless to say all her Daddy!Sam verse stuff is so stinking cute! I’m honestly a slut for Daddy!Sam. It just hits me right in the Fluffy bone. 

One Shots

Breathless by @timeforsmut (Jim Moriarty x Reader, smut)

Let’s just say this was absolutely brilliant. I had trouble finding any Moriarty smut with anal and he just seems like the type who’d love it. A very great read!

Bad Idea by @buckytrashbin (Sebastian Stan x Reader, kinda smut)

Just read it. Vegas. Sebastian. Need I say more?

Just in Case by buckytrashbin (Sebastian Stan x Reader, smut)

This entire thing would be my luck. I always manage to send the wrong things to people >.< But honestly it was a very good read! Fluffy and smut. And bubble baths? Got me in on that. XD

All It Takes by @jurassicbarnes (Bucky x Reader, smut)

Damn right I gave him bad thoughts ;) Just the perfect, quick read to strike my Bucky mood! If you’re on the quick go and busy it’s the perfect one to read!

A Love like Mine by jurassicbarnes (Bucky x Reader, smut)

I’ve been on a Sebasitan and Bucky kick lately. The fact I’ve become Bucky!Trash and found another glorious fic. Like shit, if he did that to me I would be wide awake wanting more too. UMPH! 

One Worth Keeping by @aramina89  (Sam x Reader, angst)

I LOVE me some angst and this one is just the beginning! This one shot through my heart, they were to blame, but it didn’t give love a bad name. (sorry couldn’t resist!) In all seriousness though, it was really good! And it’s probably how it really would be if Sam did get someone pregnant. The hunter’s life isn’t safe for an infant, especially with both the child and mother being great targets to get to Sam. 

Accidents by @impala-dreamer (Jared Padalecki x Reader, angst) 

Oh my god... Bad Jared! But soooo good! If you really want your heart to hurt go this route. It’s like a triple whammy. But even with the pain I loved it. ^_^

Teach Me a Lullaby by @ellen-reincarnated1967 (Jared Padalecki x Reader, angst)

PARDON AS I SCREECH! Seriously I was like prepared when I was reading, but the further I got my heart just broke! And it’s the first angst fic that has made my eyes water up! If you love angst like I do, this is a read you need to have in your list of angst! I can’t get over it. It’s seriously amazing.

Fics

Front Line Love by @bucky-plums-barnes (Bucky x Nurse!Reader)

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! I’m in love with this idea! I’m literally dying for the next part. I’m super excited and looking forward to it! Really hoping there will be more parts! 

Stuck With Me by @because-imma-lady-assface (Sam x Reader)

Okay this one.... Don’t even get me started... I will be squealing forever. I literally love it so much. Each part... Oh my god... I can’t. The cliffhangers so far are brilliant. The suspense has been killing me. I keep yelling at my phone and screaming in my head. Like SAM COME ON DUDE! Then again, if I was him constantly eating burgers on the road too, I’d pick tacos over burgers. But I’m not. I’ve had tacos too many times. I would’ve been in the back of the Impala urging for burgers. Totally on Dean’s side. BURGERS SAM YOU NEED THEM! But SERIOUSLY READ THIS!! 

Blogs

Most of the blogs I’ve been loving have been tagged, but I will still list them. :) These are in no particular order!

@bucky-plums-barnes if I’m on a Bucky fix I know where to go. Gen has an entire list of banging kinks for Bucky. Not only that, but she seems super sweet and I’d love to be friends with her!

@because-imma-lady-assface Total sweetheart! Amazing writing! She’s got me addicted. Stuck With Me is a drug now... She’s my supplier... But Ashley is another blogger I would LOVE to be friends with!

@goldenangelbloodcastiel Kait is seriously amazing! I’d like to consider her a friend and I hope it’s the same for her! She has an amazing blog!

GO CHECK THEM OUT AND FOLLOW THEM THEY ARE ALL AMAZING SWEETHEARTS GIVE THEM SOME LOVE

[faith-in-dean]

Tag a quality blog, You’re it! Quality doesn’t means that you have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. If you get this message, someone (aka me) is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don’t care how many followers you have. ❤️ Send this to 15 blogs who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will happen. But it’s just good to let someone know that you love them ♡♡♡

♥

[vycarys]

@goldenangelbloodcastiel i don't know what i did to deserve this much love. you have no idea how your kind words made me feel 🥺

almost all of my stories are non-MC as it gives me more freedom to write! some of them even have MC as a cameo (antagonist, at times)

if anyone is interested in checking the stories with MC as a cameo: Something Real 𒉽 Sylus Unseen Bond ❄︎ Zayne Cicatrize ⛦ Xavier

—xvysarene ((sorry for reblogging this via my side blog!))

Does anyone knkw where i can find or has links to stories involving Sylus or Zayne or Rafayel x Reader where Reader is not MC?? im finding it so rare on ao3 and tumblr that it breaks my heart💔

[novemberthee5th]

goldenangelbloodcastiel replied to your photo “whoever is responsible for the angel emoji next to misha’s name on...”

what is Misha's username?

mishacollins :)

[janumun]

Hello! I wanted to gush about your writing and the game for a minute! ☺️🤭

I just got into the LADS fandom at the beginning of this week and I am absolutely FERAL for all of them. I originally wanted to play the game awhile ago but my phone is old and I didn’t think to use my PC but hot DANG if the ticky-app didn’t pull me back in with SYLUS?! HELLO?! Your writing on him is absolutely DELICOUS! 😍 I adored your poly Misty Fic so much that I had to share it with my friend who is a Deepspace girlie too & I CANNOT stop re-reading it. We have been on discord simping and squealing over these men while I stream it. The game is so well done, I’ve yet to come across one done so well and your writing fits so good into the characters. Thank you for giving us the best fan fiction any, new & old, LADS fan can get! 😍

I will most definitely be sharing and be back! …aaannnddd maybe stalking my notifications for new posts 😝😅

Hey! Firstly, welcome to the fandom! 😍

We have angst-ridden super hot men and big tiddies to keep us company, enjoy your stay down here with us. We are all so unwell for these boys. 😂😂♥️

And YESSSS. Sylus has been a terrible bed bias wrecker 😮‍💨 I try to stay loyal to Rafayel, Sylus threads his fingers through mine and tugs me back. I try and think of Zayne and how big he is and Sylus is there, shoving that fine ass and big D energy into my face. I try and look at Caleb and Sylus is already there; infuriatingly smug grin and sultry red eyes tugging my proverbial collar his way. 😩😩

Also, AAAAAAAAAH you’re so kind, thank you for your lovely compliment and for making my day, I’m happy you enjoy my writing for the boys (and especially for Sylus 😉).

It’s been well over 8 years since I got into otome and joseimuke games and I agree with you whole-heartedly. LaDS has a unique charm to it and is immensely immersive, as compared to the rest of its predecessors. Pair that up with a riveting story and top tier angst and you’ve got yourself a brilliant game. Truly kudos to the devs for feeding us so well 👏🏽👏🏽 Absolutely feel free to come back and gush to me about these boys, please, I’m more than happy to scream with you 🥰🥴💜

[goldenangelbloodcastiel]

I you write anymore of "I swear if you don't stop" can I be tagged?

Hellz yeah! I've probably got about two or so more parts left on it idk. But yes, you can definitely be tagged! 🌸❤️

[littlest-w01f]

Get To Know Me

Thanks for the tag babe @romanticatheartt 🌹

Favorite color(s): Crimson red, new obsession (L&ds fandom *wink wink*)

Last Song: Slumber Party by Ashnikko 🤭🤭

Currently reading: Agggtm

Currently watching: Rewatching Lucifer and Peaky Blinders... Realising I could write for them

Currently craving: Sleep 😴

Coffee or Tea: Ooo cold coffee >>>

Hobby To Try: I do crochet, but I really want to get into glass painting but that's a long shot

Current Au: Mafia, demon, ghosts pick any while I'm doing kinktober 💀💀

No pressure tags: @nox-ceur @legacyshenanigans @nyx91 @ghosttownheart @dee-writes-smut @readychilledwine @fieldofdaisiies @goldenangelbloodcastiel @siennaqiii

Get To Know Me

Rules: Answer and tag nine people you want to get to know better and catch up with.

thanks @harrowitzer for the tag!

Favorite color(s): pink, specifically #ff00e3 because it kind of sparks joy when I’m starting a drawing

Last Song: Circus by Britney Spears

Currently reading: ASM Vol 2…. But like so so slowly. I think I’ve gotten through an issue in a month lol (I keep drawing instead so I can’t be too upset)

Currently watching: Oh, lots of stuff. Leverage, the Expanse, just finished up IWTV season 2 not too long ago, rewatching Steven Universe: Future, but me and my roomie kind of put that on hold when the spideytorch server I’m in turned me on to Spider-Man: The Animated Series (1994) and I. Fucking. Love. It. Peter’s so yappy and inwardly monologing and whiny and it’s so so so good for it.

Currently craving: Was craving some pistachio ice cream recently so I got that. Really hit the spot.

Coffee or Tea:  BOTH!! I like coffee more, but to pretend I’m not a lover of tea is nonsense. In fact, with the right tea you can totally get the coffee experience. In fact, if I had to choose for one to continue to exist and one to not, it’d probably be tea that I’d deem worthy of continuing on because it’s such a diverse drink anyway.

Hobby To Try: Well I like drawing, so I’ve been sort of dipping my toes into comic making. I made probably my first real legit little comic (like four panels nothing crazy but more than I’ve done before) about a young Peter B Parker and bisexual panic moment. Might post it on my art blog at some point. Spent a bunch of time practicing Peter’s facial expression too to get comfortable with drawing him and find an easy style for comics

Current Au: Uuuuuh the story I’ve been building for my version of Peter, I guess. I got a crazy ass bullet point list that keeps getting bigger as I figure out where I want to place things and then I RP with my partners about it or write little connecting fics. (I’m more of an RPer than a fanfic writer. To those of you brave enough to share your work, I salute you. You inspire me)

tagging: @transgender-catboy @hongzhizhu @anarchyspider @slightlydepressedmelon @enigmacatinspace @kahlannightwing @hiitspath @jazzums @zacolyn

and probably like so many others I could tag, but whoever wants to

[goldenangelbloodcastiel]

I didn’t know he stream was going to be on my birthday! That’s cool! I haven’t been watching videos, and stuff doesn’t always show up on tumblr so I haven’t been in the jse loop much. I’ve been sick since Thanksgiving and have been in and out of the hospital all thanks to my kidneys. I have another CAT scan tomorrow. I won’t get to celebrate my b-day so maybe I can watch the stream! Love you JSE COMMUNITY! 💚

Charity stream tomorrow!

[barbylion]

tagged by @alifefullofvibes

put your favorite playlist on shuffle and list the first ten songs then tag ten people!

this is from a playlist aptly titled charonscoins.mp3 (charonscoins is my spotify u/n)

1. Madame, Zion.T

2. Take Me, Aly & AJ

3. Lie, g.o.d.

4. ADTOY, 2PM

5. Baby, Clean Bandit x Marina x Luis Fonsi

6. Bitches Rule, Yeseo

7. True Affection, The Blow

8. Twilight, UQiYO

9. There She Is!!, Witches

10. haaAakkKKK!!!, OuR

11. [honorary mention because I skipped ahead to listen to it] Nightmare, Yoon Do Hyun x Reddy x G2 x Inlayer x Johnny

as usual ur under no obligation to do this <3 @saltydornishman @vernonesense @everlasting-beg @clgzb @doxale @goldenangelbloodcastiel @mystericmoon

[notnaturalanahi]

I have this gif submitted twice by @nadiandreu7 and @goldenangelbloodcastiel 

Ange ou démon

“Cas?” There’s something about him, something unsettling. 

“Yessss.” He’s moving to much, expressing too much thorugh his face. 

“You ok? You-you’d been a bit weird since you came back from the cage thing with my brothers.” 

“Never been better.” He walks to you, stalking, like a lion would its pray.

“Sure about that?” Your back hits a book shelf and you never realized you started walking away from him. 

“You scare of me, Y/N/N?” His arms move to both side of your head caging you in place. 

Your whole body trembles at his closeness, to be honest this was always a fantasy of yours. Castiel finally noting you, his mouth ghosting over your skin. You open your eyes, not knowing when you closed them and you look down, at your on chest rising and falling rapidly, your breathing shallow as you’re unable to fill your lungs completely. 

“Cas.” Your breath hitch in your throat as his body lays on yours, and he nudges your head to the side with his nose and your knees go weak as he sniffs your scent. 

“You gonna tell me you don’t want this, Y/N?” You hear the wet sound of his tongue darting out of his mouth. 

A whimper leaves your mouth when he finally licks a long stripe from your clavice to your ear. “That’s what I thought.” His fingers grab your jaw and he forces you to look into his blue eyes. 

With the snaps of his fingers you’re both in the confines of your bedroom, naked on your bed and he hoovering over you. 

“Cas.” You moan as his swollen head finds the soft spot between your folds and his mouth latches around one hard nipple. 

It burns to break the seal but there’s noone else in the universe you rather do it this other than with him. The angel you’d been in love ever since the moment you first saw 6 years ago. 

The stings quickly becomes pleasure and you’re crying out, squirming beneath him. And it’s like a bolt of light, blinding your every sense. Castiel growl on top of you, emptying himself deep withing you and you see it. 

His eyes go from the baby blue you love so much to that glowing red you’d seen before, and you know you’re doomed.

[blueberry-demon]

Some cards I painted for JJ’s week 💜 (there’s 2 separate cards)

@therealjacksepticeye @goldenangelbloodcastiel @septicart-appreciation

[goldenangelbloodcastiel]

WE ARE BOTH GOBLINS

I LOVE YOU AND YOUR CONTENT, ITS THE BEST TO SHOW UP ON MY DASH AND ALWAYS GIVES ME A 😊 SMILE!!❣️

I AM BUT A GOBLIN GOOD SIR

[egopocalypse]

Kingdom Come (Part Fourteen)

It’s been a while, hasn’t it? ;) If you’ve forgot what’s happened in this nightmare of a fic, here’s the link to catch up.

He’s choking. 

Henrik’s grip tightens around his throat, closing off his airway as he’s lifted in the air. His feet scrape against the stone floor, kicking out at the doctor’s knees and ankles, and red gloves curl around fingers and wrists, failing to pull him free. 

Cruel green eyes glint with glee as they stare into his own, and a chill runs down his back. Those eyes should never hold that dreadful green- should never hold that amount of malice- and he can’t breathe. He can’t escape. He’s dying, he’s dying, he’s dying-

“-ie, wake up!”

He snaps up to a sitting position, his back ramrod straight as he gasps for breath. His eyes dart wildly around him, aimlessly searching for a hidden shadow. 

He jumps as a hand clamps down on his shoulder and grabs their elbow and upper arm before he twists it and throws his attacker over him. They land with a grunt, and right when he’s about to launch his next punch-

“Jackie!” A familiar voice calls. “Jackie, it’s me! Marvin! I’m not trying to hurt you!” 

“Marvin?” He relaxes and stands up, offering to pull Marvin to his feet. The dewy grass crinkles under his feet, and he rubs his neck, looking around the forest clearing they found themselves in. “Where are we?”

“We’re safe. For now, at least.” Marvin grunts, kicking aside a stone. “If he’s not actively looking for us, we should be out of Anti’s reach.”

Jackie raises an eyebrow. “What do you mean, should be?” He asks, his tone curious yet a little suspicious. “And where are the others? Henrik is always fussing over me after a fight like that.”

Marvin ducks his head and his hand flexes, a nervous habit the hero could spot from a mile away. Jackie’s stomach drops, unease filtering through his heart. “They are here, right?” 

“No,” he mutters. “No they’re not.”

“Well then, are they-?” Jackie stops, his face paling as he steps back. “No. No, you didn’t- you couldn’t have-”

Marvin winces. He figured it out. “I had no other choice.”

“You had no other choice?” Jackie clenches his fists, red rising to his cheeks. “Of course you had a choice! You always have a choice!” He marches up to Marvin, pushing him back with one finger. “You left them there, in his hands! You left Henrik-!”

“Henrik’s dead, Jackie!” He explodes, knocking the air out of his brother’s lungs. “And I’m not the one to blame for that!” 

Silence falls.

Jackie’s frozen, unable to move as ice creeps through his veins. Is it true? Did he really-

He falls to his knees, a sob ripping from his throat. His eyes lock onto his hands, watching them tremble as he recalls Henrik’s face as he choked him. Had he been aware of what was happening while he was trapped inside his own head? Had he been fighting back against Anti’s control?

He’ll never know.

Marvin curses, kicking a stone out to the woods. This isn’t how he wanted Jackie to find out. He never should’ve said anything. He just- fuck, he just wanted Jackie to stop questioning him. He had to know Marvin was doing what was best for everyone, right?

It was better that Marvin got the two of them out rather than risk them all getting captured. At least now, while they were out of Anti’s hands, they could figure out a way to save Chase. 

Getting him out is all that matters. The others are a lost cause.

He sighs, running a hand through long, loose locks. He knows it’s hard, but he needs Jackie to get over it quickly. They weren’t going to help anyone if they sat around grieving the whole time. 

He sits down next to the hero and pulls him into a side-hug, rocking his sobbing brother back and forth. He hums a soft tune and waits for the tears to stop, wincing as Jackie starts to slump against him. “Look, I’m sorry, okay? It’s not right, and it’s not your fault it happened. Anti is a sick son of a bitch, and he could’ve chosen anyone to fight you, but he chose Henrik because he knew it would hurt you the most.” 

He pushes down Jackie’s hood and starts playing with his hair, brushing the damp strands away from his face. “I know you would’ve wanted me to save JJ, but I didn’t have time. My magic could barely hold you up as it was, let alone both of you, and you couldn’t-” He pauses and closes his eyes. “You couldn’t see what was done to him.”

“What did he do?” Jackie croaks, slinging an arm underneath Marvin’s shoulders.

“The red strings were physical- merely a representation of the ones that lie underneath.” He mutters, wincing at the image his magic provided. “There’s thousands of them, clinging under skin to bones, wrapped around flesh and muscle, and reaching into his brain, snaking through the folds of his memory and control.” A deep shudder wracks down his spine. “I’ve never seen anything like it.”

“There’s no way-” Jackie breaks out from Marvin’s grasp, bloodshot eyes trying to meet Marvin’s. “He’s only been gone for a week! How could Anti have done that to him?”

“That’s the thing.” Marvin’s voice is dead, his words leaving in a monotone drawl. “I don’t think this was a kidnapping.”

Marvin turns to face him, and Jackie’s stomach sinks as he meets his tired, despondent gaze.

“I think it was a puppet returning to his master’s control.”

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