#golden dont be jealous of fox he has like ten other billion things wrong with him outside of gender. karma got his ass. fly high you bear

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FHS Shipping Week day 4: t4t, jealousy

No one specified the jealousy was specifically romantic jealousy so I get to loophole my way into killing Golden!!! yay!!!! Trans hell!!!

A lot happens when Golden leaves their home to live with Fox—or around that same time. One of those things is Fox getting outed as trans. Golden tries not to make it about themselves, to push it aside, to not dwell.

But the feelings creep in anyway—ugly, shameful things that rear their heads no matter how hard they try to suppress them.

And then comes the guilt. Why should they feel bad about Fox being trans at all? What kind of person does that make them? The answer sinks in with a sickening weight: jealousy. A deep, unbearable envy that twists in their chest.

Golden has been the golden boy for so long. Their name, their face, their manhood—all immortalized in the eyes of the public. People already know them. People will judge. And then there’s Fox, who has lived as himself since he was a child. No one questions him. No one scrutinizes his past. No one even knew.

It stings. It burns.

Being nonbinary in Latin America already feels like a joke. But for someone like Golden—someone whose masculine face has been printed, shared, and recognized—it feels worse. It feels like being a clown.

Fox passes effortlessly. Even after being outed, people dismissed it as a ridiculous rumor because it was easier to believe he had always been a man. But Golden? There is no "passing" as nonbinary. No milestone to reach where people finally just see them for who they are. They will always have to explain, to correct, to remind people of their existence. Fox can simply let them assume.

"You look like a man—chin, shoulders, torso. I look like a man—chin, shoulders, torso.

You are a man.

I am a clown."