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Total: 10 papers, 71 frames, lost track of time but probably all day

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Bonus: - young Ice God and young Emil -

@godofthievesemil

A part of Ice God’s lore: here

A part of Emil’s lore: here

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Yuko drabble

Before she was struck with the sudden unknown source of magic that put her in a body that wasn’t hers, she had a small talk with a man that often visit her. A man that she knew before hand. 

Emil, God of Thieves.

She could never say his current ‘title’ without messing up. She is not used to it, even if it changed thousands or millions of years ago, she could never forget his old title. The God of Friendship. 

They sat in the kitchen, on the same table and chair they often sit when he came to visit. He already finished and settled the dishes of food in front of them. The food that they knew they don’t need, the food that he knew she couldn’t even eat but he still cook for her. Maybe he is just used to cooking for everyone he visits, maybe he just want to do it for old time sake.

They talked for a while, they talked randomly but something was stuck in Yuko's head. As silent fell with little to no more topics to talk about, she thought it was appropriate to ask him. Looking up at Emil, she asked quietly. "Did you know.. The previous Ice God.. Used to love you?" - she asked, quietly. The sound was enough to echoed around the realm for some time before Emil nodded. He nodded, he nodded a little bit too quickly. It almost felt like he knew it was coming, it was like he prepared for it since so long ago.

So he did know was all she should process. Silent fell between both of them. "He cried for you" - she said suddenly. Maybe it was the inner anger inside of her heart jumping out taking control. He nodded. "I heard it. From Minako." - he said, sipping the tea that was cold by then. "She was like your mom when you were younger" - he said, maybe to change the subject. She nodded, she admitted but the small anger in her didn't want to drop the subject, not yet.

“Why didn’t you say anything?” - she pushed. She had never pushed anyone to say anything, to answer any questions she had. Maybe it wasn’t her asking anymore. Maybe it was a part of him in her that wanted to know. “He knew you didn’t love him back. He knew you were falling or someone else. He supported you. The least you could do was say something.” - she said, curving her hand into a fist. He stayed quiet, waiting for her to finish. 

“I was too focused on him. It was my mistake to fall so deep for someone.” - he said quietly. Her eyebrows knitted together. She didn’t want this, she doesn’t need this answer. But the anger in her subside. He gave up, he had given up so long ago. Her chest felt heavy, he is crying again, she could feel her curse mark glowing, he is crying again, over someone he knew doesn’t feel anything for him. 

“You know” - Emil started, catching her attention. “One of my reason to come here.. more often than other places.. was because of you.” - he said, sipping the cold tea. “Of me?” - she asked, blinking. “You were created with his eyes, you were created with his love, you are a part of him. He was and will always be a close friend of mine. And I want to treasure it even if my heart is not his” - he said, not meeting her eyes. 

Her chest felt lighter. For once since so long it felt lighter. He is happy.

@godofthievesemil  , sry it if it ooc, i can rewrite his parts if you want ovo)b

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Hope

ft. @godofthievesemil

‘Today is cold, it’s always is’ - she thought, chuckling to herself. The crippling loneliness is getting onto her is what she usually tells herself when her mind started to wander off to her emotional side.

♢ Click clack ♢

She made her way to the main part of her realm. The realm involves 4 different floating islands, 3 small ones floating around the sides of the main island of the realm. They connects through a long stair way. In the three other islands, it consists of bedrooms and bathrooms for guests, not like she’d ever get any but better come prepared.

♢ Click Clack ♢

The sound echoed around the empty space. Sometimes she wonders if there is a limit to this realm, she never really explored all of it. She was given to by a previous Ice God. He is gone now though but he was a nice man.

♢ Click clack ♢

Sometimes she also wonders what is it like to be a heroic God or Goddess. Sure, she wasn’t evil but she is definitely not the best Goddess as her powers can actually take a person’s life just by touching them.

♢ Click clack ♢

She rubbed her hands. Sometimes she wonders what is it like to be warm. She could definitely feel physical touch but she is always cold. She always wonders how humans feel when they experience hot, cold and neutral weather, she can’t feel them, she could only feel cold.

♢ Click Clack ♢

She fixed her dress, the sizzling sound in the main island notified to her that someone was there, in the kitchen. Emil was the first one that came to mind, he usually crashes over. He crashes over to any God or Goddess’s house or realm really. Different from other God or Goddess that might feel that it is unpleasant, she finds it comforting that he visits once in a while. She needs someone to interact with.

♢ Click Clack ♢

She reached the end of the long icy stairway and made it into the kitchen, the main kitchen. “Hey!~ I made some for you too!” - Emil said. She put on a smile before walking towards the God of Thieves. Compared to her, he is pretty young.

♢ Click Clack ♢

She settled down on the icy diner table, the pasted on smile as usual. “Oh wow~ your food is really tasty! Come over more often if you can~” - she said, smiling. She should probably stop doing that, she knows she should stop doing it. Lying. 

♢ Click Clack ♢

The sound of the cutlery touching the plate as Emil sat across the table. Sometimes she wonders if other Gods and Goddesses could feel cold. Her realm is full of nothing but ice, even some of her food are ice yet Emil is eating, sitting and talking like it’s nothing. Maybe he is cold, maybe she should lend him a jacket. She shook off the idea, the jacket would be frozen too anyway.

♢ Click Clack ♢

She smiled as Emil started telling her about the things that he saw, the things that he did that day. It was nice to listen, in a way she would say she enjoys listening to others rather than speaking to them half of the time. Sometimes she wonders if they would listen to her if she tells them there is something she wanted to vent about. She shrugged it off, of course they would, she shouldn’t be thinking of something like that. 

♢ Click Clack ♢

“Heey, Hey. Yuko. Are you okay there?” - Emil asked loudly from across the table, waving his hand in front of Yuko. She flinched, staring at the God sitting in front of her. “I apologize, I zoned out for a moment there. Did you say anything important that I need to know?” - she asked. He shook his head, munching on the frozen apple in his hand. “Not really but anything you need to tell me about? I talked to Otabek a while back and from what they told me, you don’t seem to be fine.”. 

♢ Click Clack ♢

She clicked her nails onto each other as she got nervous. She know she shouldn’t be, Emil is a friend, a weirdly close friend because of how often he visits. Emil kept on pushing, he knew something was up, he know way too well that Yuko would lie about herself to not bothers others even if it means her problem would get worst. 

♢ Click Clack ♢

Emil tapped his nail onto the icy table, waiting for Yuko to response. Most of the Gods and Goddesses know it, they know how easily nervous and awkward Yuko is when it comes to herself, she cares too much about others to start naturally talk about how she feels. He gave her time to collect her thoughts, something she incredibly appreciate. 

♢ Click Clack ♢

She put down the fork and spoon and she didn’t use, staring at the God that have been waiting for her. “Emil.. I’m not fine.” she admitted. He wasn’t surprised, no one would by that matter. “My powers are weaker than before, my body have melted more than before” - he admitted, he nodded, listening to the Goddess. 

♢ Click Clack ♢

The sound of her finger tapping on the glass echoed around the realm. “Maybe they hate me. The humans. They did many things, turn many Gods and Goddesses such as Goddess of anger, God of the sun, you, ect stronger while unconsciously slowly killing God and Goddesses such as Goddess of the Sea, Goddess of Nature and I to name a few..” - she sighed. He nodded. “I used to be fully natural Emil.. I used to be a full Ice Goddess, my body was nothing but ice. But now all I have is a curse and a pair of ice legs.” 

♢ Click Clack ♢

She gathered the plate in front of her, along with the unused pair of fork and spoon that Emil gave to her. “I have faith in human, I really do. I do know that they’ll find a way to fix it, to bring the world back to its natural balance, give me back my own body.. It’s just hard when you are slowly melting away Emil.” - she stood up, putting the clean cutlery in the cupboard, the plate in the sink. “I miss Charlie..” - she said quietly, her voice slightly shaken. If she could cry, she would definitely cry at the mention of her pet. “I’m sorry he.. is gone that way.” - Emil comforted. 

♢ Click Clack ♢

The plate was placed carefully in the sink as she took a deep breath. “My curse.. or is it just what all Ice Gods have and I am just the only one that can’t suppress it? You’re supposed to have strong will, skilled skill set, be optimistic. What am I doing wrong? Am I not strong enough? Am I not skilled enough? Am I not happy enough? Is it really my fault my curse stuck on me but not the other previous Ice God?”. Her hands holding onto the side of the sink, holding herself up. 

♢ Click Clack ♢

She turned to face Emil again. There it was, her pasted on smile. “I’m sorry, that was just the loneliness in this realm that got to me” - she smiled. They talked for a bit more. She would be lying if she said Emil’s encouraging words didn’t help. She did feel better. But it won’t fix it. It won’t fix what happened and she knows about it pretty well. 

♢ Drip Drop ♢ 

Her eyes leaked, drops of water fell out. Why? She watched them fall, defeated. Is it really that time? Does the time she has left is really running that thin? There is so much she wanted to do, needed to do, have to do. Emil was gone by that time. How embarrassing would that be? Having someone else see your eyes leaked? See you cry.

♢ Click Clack ♢

She made her way back into one of the three small islands of the realm, looking through the mirror to see what other Gods are doing. Such fun things. Dating, swimming, hanging out, talking, kissing, hugging, dancing, singing, helping. Her eyes leaked more and more. I want to swim, I want to dance, I want to help people, I want to hug people, I want to.. but I know I can’t. So many things she can’t do. Maybe that’s why this is happening to her. Maybe that’s why humans hated so many things that involved her.

♢ Drip Drop ♢

♢ Click Clack ♢

♢ Drip Drop ♢

♢ Click Clack ♢

She walked around the room, rubbing her hands, her eyes leaked out nonstop. I am worthless, people hates me. I worth something, people loves me. I am a monster, they are terrified of me. I am an Ice Goddess, people come to the coldest land just to see me. I am useless, I can’t even do anything right. I am useful, so much things I have done for every human I saw. 

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Silent. She calmed down. She stopped her eyes from leaking. She checked her legs, they are still intact. Why? Maybe there is still hope out there? Or maybe this is just temporary until something happen and she fully melted away. Maybe that’s what happened to the previous Ice God? 

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((I like to make my muse suffer and I’m cliche af. I kno.))

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• I know you said that. But you know far too well he won’t come back the same. You killed him. He is gone forever now. My Charlie. •