#goddamn-it-eren

[illopii]

my babies, my love, my forever children

[yutamayo]

gays will go anywhere but on a date with each other

[ragemuffin]

He’s so done with these fucking teenagers.

[hjemne]

attack on titan as textposts pt 3

pt 1 - pt 2 - pt 4 - pt 5 - pt 6 - pt 7 - pt 8 - pt 9 -pt 10

[rukunas]

college!au drabble which is totally not a self-imagine. tw scummy/toxic eren

The library shouldn’t be this busy on a Saturday— you’d know. You’re always here around this time every week, trapped in the enclave of shelves and whiteboards and books, a huge stack of them propped next to your laptop. Indigo ink stains more than just your notebook, your palm a mosaic of blue hues. The scent is comforting, though, a stagnant presence as you flick through your anatomy textbook. Your brows narrow at the haphazardly-scribbled diagram of the hormone pathways— where the fuck is testosterone produced?

“Bro, she was all fuckin’ over you last night. Basically had you pinned up against the wall.” Laughs bark down the table you’re seated at. Despite the thick headphones you have on, you hear the voices loud and clear.

Testosterone is produced there. The collective fumes of luxury cologne scream Daddy’s Money™ and disrupt your bubble of productivity. Your forehead pinches again, this time in annoyance, knowing just what group of boys decided to have their own ‘study sesh’ on a Saturday afternoon, definitely hungover and waiting it out before heading to the game.

“D’ya think she still would have been all over me if she knew I had her best friend bent over the night before?” Another roar of laughter, this time accompanied with table banging and echoes of “No way, dude!”

It’s so incredibly clichéd, you can’t help but roll your eyes. There is no way men actually speak like that, as if these head-empty imbeciles could get a chance with a girl if they tried.

“No way, dude!” You huff lowly under your breath, amused by your precision at the tone. It was honestly pretty good, you have to pat yourself on the back for that one—

“What was that?”

A glance upwards forces you to meet a pair of forest green eyes, sharp and narrowed. The smirk settling right below makes you unsettled. Annoyed.

You play it cool anyway, tugging off your headphones and shrugging. “Didn’t say anything.”

“Didn’t seem like it.” He raises a brow. His friends snicker behind him, staring you down, waiting to see how the leader of the pack was going to tear you down, limb by limb.

You aren’t the biggest fan of Eren Yeager.

He’s actually, surprisingly, a fan favorite on campus. Somehow he’s always busy handshaking a guy or has a group of girls squealing and running up to him, bragging about how they’re his best friend— ugh. And he gets the grades to make the Dean’s List, becoming all chummy with the professors and even landing some hotshot internship. But you’re the only one who sees through his shit, catches him at times like this where he isn’t God’s gift to Earth and instead is a typical college frat boy— no, scratch that, definitely worse.

You take the high road and shrug once more, pulling your headphones back over your head. Silently, you pack your things, trying your best to ignore the heavy gaze on your silhouette of at least a pair of eyes watching you leave.

“You have got to fuck her.” Jean sighs. “Or I might. Isn’t she why we’re here anyway?”

Eren isn’t sure if his skin is heating up because of the call out or because of his possessiveness over you, despite the fact that he’s nothing to you. The way you look at him proves it, like he’s a wad of bubblegum sticking to the bottom of your shoe, like he’s the one that’s a nobody.

He knows your friends. Hangs out with them, fucks them occasionally. But not because he likes them— he just likes to keep tabs on you. Why? He doesn’t fucking know why. God, he wish he knew why. He does stupid shit like this, coming to the library on a fucking Saturday like a goddamn dork just because he knows you like how quiet it gets on the weekends. He is so infatuated with someone who won’t even look his way, someone who keeps a nose buried in school work and doesn’t even bat a lash at his looks, his jokes, anything?!?

And fine, maybe he’s also feeling a bit warm because of you.

World’s Biggest Blue Baller, yep, it’s you.

Nah. He’ll get you one of these days. Despite whatever game the two of you are playing, he will win. He knows it, feeling the certainty thrum in his blood. It’s why he’s the leader of his friends, the pack of the herd, the man of the men. Because when Eren Yeager has his mind set to what he wants, he’ll get it.

Besides, those quiet smart girls are always the most fun to break.

[silvadour]

Attack on Titan S04E30 - Act 2 - "A Long Dream" Episode Director(s): Yuichiro Hayashi (林 祐一郎) & Tokio Igarashi (五十嵐 季旺) Chief Episode Director: Jun Shishido (宍戸 淳) Screenplay: Hiroshi Seko (瀬古 浩司) Key animator: Arifumi Imai (今井 有文) Storyboarder(s): Arifumi Imai (今井 有文) & Yuichiro Hayashi (林 祐一郎)

[kayakima]

Omg hi I already spammed ao3 but I need to spread the love to tumblr too but I’m loooovimg your fic our whole lives are ahead of us!!

What I specifically really love about it is Jean’s journey working through his grief from Eren dying AND from never really having a shot with Miksasa, the whole promise to take care of her, UGH.

I’m actually working on a modern AU of divorced dilf jean and it’s somewhat of a similar vibe because he and Miksasa were married, but now Jean and reader (I can’t help myself with reader inserts) are getting cozy 👀 and Eren is lurking but I can’t give away spoilers but ANYWAYS, I bring that up to say i think it’s beautiful that across the fandom we have similar themes but approach them differently (and in different worlds). Okay that’s all ❤️

Ok starting off THANK YOU for the spam I appreciate and love every single comment you and everyone else leave on Our Whole Lives because comments keep me motivated to keep writing.

Also divorced dilf! Jean needs to watch out for me. I’m jumping that man the second he gets a moment of free time.

Now onto Eren and Jean and why they’re so fucking important to each other:

I will NEVER understand people who think Eren and Jean actually hated each other. Who was the first person to talk to Eren in the paths after Armin??? Who was the first person to criticize him for attacking Mikasa when he lost control of his Titan? Who knew him well enough- and who figured it out before Armin- that the only way he would’ve told Mikasa he hated her was because he’d have some other motive to do so and that that statement was most likely dishonest???

I will die on the hill that Jean loved Eren so, SO much, and that all of their fights and arguments were disingenuous. Every single fight Jean started with Eren stemmed from criticizing his recklessness and willingness to put his friends in danger. Maybe Jean saw Armin’s protests as ineffective, and Mikasa’s willingness to do whatever Eren asked of her to be something Eren took for granted, and he wanted to step in and get the message through that Eren can’t be so wanton with the lives of others. Every single jab or poking from Jean outside of a fight (“for starters, I’m a whole lot smarter than Eren”) always came off as childish teasing to me. Even when Jean blows Eren’s founder’s head off he calls him a suicidal dumbass- the nickname he coined for Eren at the beginning of the series.

Jean is established to have a temper, and it’s implied with an official art and with his OVA that he was bullied a lot as a kid (which I push as a combination of that and daddy issues later in Our Whole Lives being why he has such a temper and uncertainty in himself), so it’s not hard to assume his trigger-happy nature stems from him learning that the way to settle disputes with other guys is with his fists.

On the contrary, his mother is consistently there for him, wiping tears, telling him he’s sweet (which he may be apprehensive to because of aforementioned bullying), smothering him a bit and constantly showing him kindness. I think that reflects with how he views and respects women, because he does not mistreat or disrespect any of the women in the show that he isn’t on opposite sides with during a wartime setting (throwing bombs at Pieck in Liberio or shooting Yeagerists doesn’t count. They were enemies in active combat). He’s the one who checks on Gabi in the morning after he kicks her, and when it initially happens, he runs off into the woods and freaks out, not just because of his grief and anger and humiliation, but also because he hurt a little girl, in front of everybody, even as an accident. Then acknowledges that he went too far and immediately apologizes to her when he gets the chance. He’s so consistently gentle with his peers, even Connie, and I truly think he saw Eren as one of the only people, if not the only person, that he could throw punches at to both get his own negative energy out and to do what he could to knock Eren down a few pegs when he needed it, and he never seriously insults or fights Eren when he’s at a low moment. (“Quit whining, you half-naked weirdo!” When Eren is begging the group to leave him behind in the Reiss’ cavern? I hear “calm down, we’re not leaving you and you’re an idiot to ever assume we would” LOUD and clear)

Eren, in the same thread, was always willing to throw down, and is also established to have a temper just for the sake of having a temper, but never once fought Armin until the table scene, because he knew he could beat him easily, and would never do something like getting into a fight with Mikasa. Eren’s constant ragging on Jean also comes off as an outlet to his anger, and to me, Eren knew that Jean would be able to handle it and hold his own.

If Eren hated Jean, he wouldn’t have brought him into the paths for a one-on-one. If Eren hated Jean, he would’ve ripped into him for having an infatuation with Mikasa even though Jean was terrible at hiding it. If Eren hated Jean, he wouldn’t have said “you all are very important to me” on the train.

They weren’t just friends, they were brothers that knew from the moment they met that they could match each others’ energy and anger when they needed to, because they knew the other could actually handle it better than anyone else.

What is that if not love?

[yukimiyum]

Please I need you to elaborate on Eren if you feel so inclined to do so

honestly i feel like eren has Really Big emotions and he just doesn't know how to deal with them so he just shoves them away for the sake of duty or protecting the timeline or whatever you want to call it. so when he's in a vulnerable position, he's completely out of his element and almost numb to it all, like he doesn't care, because if he acts like he doesn't care then no one can manipulate him. he cannot risk what could possibly happen when you touch him so softly like that, especially brushing against a part of himself that he deems as brands of his duty. not even in the sense of a timeline going wrong; he just might explode everywhere, and he doesn't want you to see that can of worms releasing all over the place, blemishing your skin, yknow?

he feels so strange and weird about how you are with him. you don't look at him with contempt like levi, or pity like armin, or betrayal like mikasa. you look at him like he's a man, not some horrifying deity that everyone (and even himself) has believed. you look at him so plainly, touching him gently, combing his hair, humming in the kitchen making his favorite food, and he's just...so, so uncomfortable.

but he'll never voice it, because it's not truly uncomfortable. there's a small, tiny part of him that enjoys the mundane-ness of it all, knowing he's not a monster to everyone.

he'll never say so, he just has his boundaries that he puts up, and you've learned to deal with them. but instead of you just walking away without being able to get what you want, you just shrug it off. you'll pout a bit, sure, but you never make him feel bad for not wanting you to touch him like that. and it blows him out of the water

[zaliasownedthisacc]

I can't fathom how SOME people wake up in the year 2024 and opens up their phone to write ereri fics.

[4everinyour-roaa]

my heart skips a beat every time i see this screenshot

[m00ns0ng]

i’m gonna need y’all to read this reaalll slowly

fanfic writers do not need to to cater to you or your tastes

if YOU want to see a certain type of fanfic more, YOU should write it instead of complaining

fanfic writers do NOT need to cater to you or your tastes

if YOU🫵🏾 see shit in fanfic you don’t want to, then don’t read it. not every fanfic is going to match your taste.

stop acting like it’s the end of the world just because certain fanfic fads are popular. it’s not that deep.

FANFIC WRITERS DO NOT NEED TO CATER TO YOU OR YOUR TASTES

you want to see more of something? write it and then post it. maybe you’ll inspire others and see more fics of what you want.

[the-boy-who-sought-freedomm]

Isayama made Eren so pretty and for what

[lovedeathalice]

I CANNOT BREATHE?!?!??!?!

THE GOD OF EREN FANART @roredwarrior on IG HAS BLESSED US ONCE AGAIN

HE'S SO FUCKING FINE,,,,,!??! LIKE HE LOOKS SO GOOD I'M LITERALLY GONNA FAINT

[overlyimmersed]

Speaking as someone who has never seen a single second of attack on titan...

what the actual fuck...

[lesbiansanemi]

So hard being an “I hate attack on Titan and think it’s fucking bad” bitch in an “I love attack on Titan 🥺” world

[hjemne]

like fr I am always always down to talk to people about attack on titan doesnt matter if were mutuals or not just hmu and send me a message if you want to talk aot

also link to my ao3 bc idk how to do it in my header