#godd frrrr tho i almost forgot how much more smoothly my braincells cooperate when i smoke
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#godd frrrr tho i almost forgot how much more smoothly my braincells cooperate when i smoke#it's still a dangerous balancing act to avoid severe hours-long panic and i def felt it coming on for a min#until anxiety brain decided it'd be worse to freak out in public lol. but once that got bypassed i am so vibing rn fr#i wish i could trust it more regularly again#it may wreck like the intellectual part of my braincells but it's not like alcing hol doesn't too and at least with this it mitigates rathe#than fuels the trauma rumination y'know#+ even if it doesn't make my art 'better' per se it still drastically lowers my mental barriers to actually doing any at All
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