#god now that I really think about it I have a TYPE DX

[shantechni]

Natsume's Fear of Thunder

I'm gonna be honest, this can hardly be considered an analysis. It's more of a "sporadic and unnecessarily deep observation" of how Natsume's astraphobia has been presented in the series over the years, both in the anime and in the manga. So, please for the love of God take all of this with a grain of salt.

Yes, I'm using the term "phobia" very loosely, but I'm not about to get into that rn. Natsume has an irrational fear and strong dislike of thunder, that's an undeniable truth.

Before I dive in, I'd like to briefly explain why, of all the little bits of information Midorikawa has given us about Natsume, this one is the one to ceaselessly bump around in my brain like a DVD logo. This series is not in the horror genre (it's serialized in LaLa DX after all), but it does get suspenseful, and pretty disturbing depending on whatever topic it touches or the types of situations the characters may find themselves in. I don't fault anyone, particularly Natsume, for growing up with valid fears and preconceived misconceptions about most youkai; they can sound scary, they can look scary, and they can do some scary stuff if they really feel up to it.

That's why I'm so fascinated to see Natsume develop and still harbor an irrational fear for something like the everyday phenomena of storms. He's landed himself in all sorts of trouble and has come face to face with many beings, both natural and supernatural, who didn't have his best interests in mind, and yet the clap of thunder somehow keeps its spot on the list of things that has him scared stiff.

Aight, spoilers for both the anime and the manga beyond here, you've been warned👏🏽

Our first introduction to Natsume's fear is near the beginning of chapter 42, when he and Tanuma accidentally stumble across Taki's home while seeking shelter from a sudden shower. He questions how Nyanko-sensei ended up at her home as well and the youkai, much to Natsume's visible dismay, cheekily explains:

That doesn't end up happening since the rain remained light until its swift end, and the mention of Natsume's fear is glossed over rather quickly to save him the embarrassment, but it's an interesting mention made by Midorikawa nonetheless since it adds another layer to whatever image the audience has of Natsume and the series itself. Nyanko-sensei, having been around this kid long enough to know a lot of his vulnerabilities and insecurities (even the ones his dreams unwittingly reveal to the youkai), has seen and grown accustomed to a side of him that the audience had yet to be formally introduced to for once.

Right about now, you may be wondering how the anime adapted this scene. It didn't💀.

While the start of the episode (S3 EP5) is a one-to-one recreation of the chapter with virtually the same dialogue and scenery, any mention of Nyanko-sensei following Natsume to pick on him when it thunders is nonexistent and entirely skipped over so the gang can go straight to cleaning out the storeroom.

Most fans who have read the manga will tell you how notorious the anime is for excluding some of the characters' lines or scenes that take place in the manga, or just straight up rearranging or changing up those same factors. Sometimes those alterations work wonders, and other times they leave more to be desired, mainly if you know what happened in the manga counterpart of the episode. This such example is one of the times that'll leave people scratching their heads and wondering what warranted getting rid of a scene so insignificant that it'd have no effect on the plot of the episode whether or not it stayed. The only answer I can think of for that is the directors likely wanting a smoother progression of events to make for a viewing experience better tailored for an anime episode rather than a manga chapter.

Or, they genuinely didn't have enough space in the episode to squeeze in that little bit, which I highly doubt, but what would I know, I don't work for them. At the end of the day, we didn't get to see that scene in the episode.

After some more anime switcheroo shenanigans go on behind the scenes, along with an original episode pulling a retcon during a lightning storm, we receive our next moment in a surprising scene from the anime team in S3 EP10 (adaptation of chapter 28). Though the scene itself is short and not exactly an example of Natsume's astraphobia, I feel it should still be included because of its relation.

The chapter originally starts with Natsume and Nyanko-sensei searching for a tree that was struck by lightning during a storm the night before. However, the anime makes an addition of their own by rewinding time to that very night and showing Nyanko-sensei excitedly watching the storm take place while Natsume is tied up with his homework.

Nyanko-sensei goes on to tease him by suggesting that he doesn't want to watch the storm because he's scared, but Natsume dodges the youkai's mocking and begins to tell him to close the curtain before a crack of lightning cuts him off and illuminates his room.

Not only does Natsume not simply deny Nyanko-sensei's claim of him being scared, but his reaction to the thunder is seemingly more sudden than Nyanko-sensei's. Both of these points could subsequently lead the audience to interpret this entire sequence as the anime's first acknowledgement of his phobia, and it'd make for a very intriguing choice on the anime team's behalf after taking their ommitance of the previous scene into consideration. It could be a stretch though ngl, I tend to stretch like crazy, it makes sense to close a curtain when a pet is being noisy—

Finally moving on from S3, we eventually reach the most overt instance of Natsume's astraphobia, and potential origin or exacerbation of it, in the S4 finale (adaptation of chapter 46). This three episode arc is a largely intimate and heart wrenching one as it focuses on Natsume's journey to revisit his childhood home before it gets renovated by its new owners, a task he initially denied himself the permission of doing before realizing Touko and Shigeru would never deny him something so personal. Of course, he wouldn't be Natsume if he didn't attract a youkai along the way, and he's being pursued by one that seeks to feed on the tragic memories he formed while staying with the Aoi family, who was strongly implied to be the first family (if not, one of the first families) he was taken in by after his father's passing.

One of those memories shown to the audience is a younger Natsume relaxing in a shrine while memorizing where his childhood home is located, all in the hopes of gaining more discernible memories of his father and no longer being a burden to Miyoko and her parents.

Unfortunately, he falls asleep at the shrine and consequently loses track of time before having his slumber disturbed by a violent boom of thunder. He's so frightened by the ordeal that he can't even bring himself to rush back to the Aoi family's place, and his exhaustion puts him back to sleep until he's eventually found by some of the neighbors who went out searching for him.

The anime, with the natural strengths it has over the manga, goes the extra mile by not only keeping this portion relatively untouched, but further setting up the scenery and depicting just how rapidly the area goes from peaceful to turbulent. The character animation and voice acting make for a splendid combination and do a wonderful job of capturing this image of a helpless childhood version of Natsume.

What comes soon after this scene is a depressing sequence of events on its own, even more so when we can see he's still reeling from the storm and believing he caused the Aois to get into trouble by not getting back before dark. The adults obviously don't fault Natsume for getting stuck in the storm, but he doesn't see it that way in his shocked state.

The way Miyoko reacts by throwing her frustrations onto him doesn't help either.

And so, after aimlessly running off in his last unsuccessful attempt to find his childhood home, the memory fades away with a somber note as his present self recalls the moment he finally stopped calling for his long gone father.

Now, one could argue that Natsume had his fear of thunder prior to his time with the Aois since we don't have much reference material to work with when concerning his short period of time with his father, and they could be right for all I know. It's common for children to be startled by loud noises and bright flashes since they just aren't quite accustomed to those loud noises and bright flashes being customary for weather disturbances. Natsume, who we know grew up to be pretty sensitive to the things that go on around him, may have been one of those children who felt apprehension anytime a bad storm rolled in, and his father may have been the one to quell his fears back then. So, if we go with the conclusion that his fear didn't originate here, then this scene likely could've aggravated it. But I'm personally leaning a bit more towards the concept of this being the cause of it (partly due to how appealing that conclusion is to the obsessive part of my brain).

His initial reaction to the thunder is seemingly one of surprise rather than fear, and his behavior suggests that he's more concerned with making it back down the mountain before the thunder halts his progress. Although he's seen trying to talk himself down and fails to do so with how relentless the thunderstorm is proving to be, he doesn't need to have preexisting fears or anxieties over thunder to resort to calming himself down.

The dialogue differences strike me as something to consider too, but they're likely irrelevant.

Setting aside everything I just ranted about in the above paragraph, I should specify that I'm not simply pointing to the storm scene as the singular root cause for his future woes. Many psychological problems often aren't so black and white that someone can definitively point to one person or thing as the sole reason for the existence of their psychological problems. And phobias obviously don't always develop as a result of going through or observing a traumatic event; people can grow to fear or strongly dislike something merely by its association with an unpleasant memory or stressful situation. I know I'm starting to stretch hard rn, and this part of the post is getting awfully wordy, just hear me out—

Going back to that aforementioned short period of time with his dad, it's plain to see just how innocent of a time that was for Natsume. He was playful and affectionate with his dad like many children growing up in a healthy environment would be at that age. He doesn't even appear to have an awareness of youkai (if so, only slight enough for it to not become a problem for him just yet). We're shown later on that he would commonly draw around the house too, as evidenced by the nearly two decade old pieces of artwork his father never removed from the kitchen area and closet.

Natsume even proceeds to make a comment about this childhood version of himself likely being the mischievous type for him to run around drawing on surfaces without a care in the world.

He undeniably had his own troubles at that stage of his life though, with one of those troubles being his mom and the empty spot left behind by her passing away. Apart from his heartwarming portrait of a family with both parents, he's also shown lamenting to Miyoko after the death of his dad about not being able to remember his mom. We've seen with those two examples that her absence indeed left an impact on him early on in his life, but he doesn't stay too broken up over her considering how little he got to bond with her, and he doesn't openly despair about the loss of his dad until his growing sense of loneliness and longing becomes too much for him to smooth over.

The point I'm trying (and admittedly struggling) to make here is that after moving in with Miyoko and her parents, the worries on Natsume's plate increased tenfold and weighed him down far more than he was willing to accept at first. Suddenly, this kid had little to smile about in life, taking a glance at his only picture of his parents causes grief and envy to flare up in his chest, he's afraid of being a burden to those who took him under his wing, he's eating less than Miyoko because he's concerned with coming off as too greedy, he feels responsible for Miyoko getting picked on because of his relation to her, he's still learning the way back to the Aoi family's home, and now he's surrounded by all of these weird creatures that apparently no one else can see.

Suddenly, he's no longer that carefree toddler we saw sitting on his dad's lap as the two of them watched over his late mom's garden.

I feel moderately certain about Natsume's experience with the storm, coupled with this pivotal and devastating shift in his life, being the plausible cause for him developing his irrational fear of thunder as a child.

After this arc, we aren't greeted with another scene featuring or centered on his astraphobia until chapter 85 (which doesn't appear to be adapted in S7 judging from the PV😭), and it focuses on Natsume, Tanuma and Taki viewing a limited exhibition at an old inn that has a deep history with youkai. Not too long after the owner engages in conversation with Taki, Natsume and Tanuma briefly comment on how peaceful the inn is making the both of them feel, and a sudden lightning strike cuts through the tranquility of the inn.

It catches everyone off guard and, unsurprisingly, has Natsume frozen in place as Tanuma asks him and Taki if they're alright.

Much like Nyanko-sensei's first time mentioning Natsume's fear, the moment doesn't last long as the gang soon realizes they'll have to spend the night at the inn while they wait for the sudden storm to pass.

By this point in the manga though, Midorikawa has evidently decided to make Natsume's astraphobia a recurring element of the sorts. She could've easily left his astraphobia as another facet of his that we get to see once or twice and never again since it's not serviceable to the story as a whole, but she's started using his phobia as an additional means of displaying his discomfort in any given situation. Having a thunderstorm suddenly appear during a moment of serenity, immediately after Natsume tells Tanuma the place is making him feel strangely good, was a brilliant move of jarring him. And it works especially well here as a sign of the looming threat that'll find its way into the inn over night and slowly creep upon the group the longer they remain there.

Midorikawa pulls this same stunt again to slightly greater effect in chapter 117, where Natsume, Tanuma and Nyanko-sensei happen upon the Kisaragi Manor and find themselves taking part in a ritual for summoning youkai.

It starts with the trio meeting up in the evening to view the bamboo lanterns, but a woman claiming to be in search of a mansion requests their help to find it before it gets too dark, as well as to avoid getting caught in a downpour should the drizzle grow heavier. While Tanuma shows interest in the ritual, and the people they meet are treating them somewhat cordially, Natsume is disconcerted by the arrangement they've found themselves in. He's surrounded by five women he's never met in his life, is once again in an unfamiliar place that feels weird in Nyanko-sensei's own words, and is thrown for a loop by everyone's enthusiasm with the idea of meeting youkai rather than being put off by them.

The group isn't even a minute into their summoning ritual when a huge boom of thunder shakes the room and causes a power outage, sending them into a brief stint of darkness until Hitomi relights the candle.

While waiting for the candle though, Natsume answers Tanuma's question by for once admitting that he's bothered by thunder, leading to Nyanko-sensei characteristically picking on his phobia by calling him a chicken.

Again, the moment is subtle and restricted to one corner of the page, but it sticks the landing. Instead of using the lightning or thunder as a sign of things to come as she's done before, Midorikawa uses them here as an integrant of an already somewhat concerning scene slowly veering towards being disturbing. In addition to selling just how uncomfortable of a situation this is for Natsume, it also depicts how far along he is in his friendship with Tanuma to be honest about an irrational fear we know he'd rather not speak of.

Alas, chapter 117 was our last time seeing thunder scare Natsume, at least until the next time Midorikawa chooses to use his fear to her advantage, unless the anime miraculously surprises us with its own original take as we've seen it isn't afraid to do. What we've been given so far though is plentiful in comparison to many other plot points or quirks that get reused or called back to far less than this one. I won't throw a tantrum if his never gets referenced to or utilized again (which I doubt will happen knowing Midorikawa's writing), but I eagerly anticipate seeing it again should it reappear.

It's captivating to watch this minor detail frequently make it's way back into the story somehow, to the point that it eventually cemented itself as a miniscule yet effective way of shedding different shades of light on the many complexities of Natsume.

[onestepbackwards]

Things the newly self-aware Pokemon gang have heard the Voice™️/God say:

“No! Stop eating your own shit, I just built you an outhouse! I run a cult full of idiots…” (Cult of the Lamb)

“Who would ever think that statuette was a clock?!“ “Seriously, judge?! I accidentally use the evidence I already presented and that got me sent to jail?” (Phoenix Wright game.)

“No wonder nobody messed with Kirby… He’s the reincarnation of a universe destroyer...” (Kirby Star Allies)

“Brilliant decision making me a grass type when every boss is flying or, I don’t know, supereffective against grass, Gardevoir.” (Rescue Team DX)

“Could the imposters escape extreme air jail if they linked their… tentacles or appendages or whatevers together?” (Amongus)

“On one hand, I saved a Rathalos before. On the other, I’m helping to exploit the species for materials now. Ratha would be so angry considering I had to save him from his evil eye infection.” (Monster Hunter Stories vs Monster Hunter)

“Have the generic ghosts just forgotten who they were or…? A little worrying they aren’t like the ghost family from the first game.” (Luigi’s Mansion.)

“Don’t tempt me to do a Genocide run, Sans. I’m getting a little sick of Undyne kicking my ass and hearing the soul shattering sound.” (Undertale)

“Huh. I really do spawn rain often.” (Scribblenauts).

“Yaaaaaaaaay. Frisk/Chara can finally touch grass by possession.” (Deltarune.)

“…I hate you, Nook. But I get to live rent-free on a private island I can literally shape however much I want. So, you are spared for today.” (Animal Crossing: New Horizons.)

“This feels illegal.” (Brilliant Diamond/Shining Pearl, getting the gift Mew and gift Jiriachi in Floraroma Town).

[Basically, the Voice clearly manages a lot of worlds and poke-gang has no context.]

It's a constant guessing game and can cause humerous moments.

Though it's often just confusing if they only get bits and pieces.

Some chalk it up to you being a god, so of course they aren't going to understand your musings. Why would they? Clearly you are overseeing something, and talking about it, or to it!

...But depending on if they can or can't see what you are doing, it definitely leaves a lot open to interpretation...

[outsidersstuff16]

Head Canons I have abt them (anon request!)

Order: Ponyboy, Johnny, Dallas, Soda, Darry, Steve, and Two-Bit

there will be ten each

Ponyboy-

Ponyboy seems like the type of person who will read the book before he watches the movie on the book to compare them and show the gang what's different about what.

2. Ponyboy seems like he would struggle to find writing creativity and when it comes to him, he goes into this writing zone and doesn't want to be bothered by anyone for the next 2-3 hours.

3. Ponyboy gives off this feeling that he's nice to everyone as long as they haven't badmouthed the gang or did any of the gang wrong. Like he would stop and help old people across the street because no one else would, You now?

4. I don't think that Ponyboy is a dog or cat guy rather a ferret guy who likes to dress up his fur noodle in things he's crocheted in his free time.

5. I can defiantly see Ponyboy being into what my family calls "grandma hobbies"; things such as Knitting, Crochet, Pottery, and Quilting.

6. Ponyboy is probably hella clumsy, like I could see him messing around on a table at bucks and falling off trying to jump to another table.

7. I feel like if the book was placed in the mid 70's he'd definitely listen to Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen or in his current time period he definitely listens to The Ring of Fire by Johnny Cash, he just seems like that type of guy.

8. He definitely treats Johnny to Fast Food when he has the extra money. It's not in a relationship kind of way just a hang out type of thing.

9. I can definitely see Ponyboy having a good 9 or 10 first place medals for track. He's probably what's carrying his schools track team too.

10. Ponyboy definitely helps people who can't get their lockers open at school and it's more than likely his pride and joy. I dare you to convince me otherwise.

Johnny-

1.He is a respectful king and no matter what everyone else says, he is not and innocent bean. Let's be so fr. He literally killed a man for his best friend and hangs out with Dallas Winston and y'all are gonna tell me he's innocent? Yeah right.

2.He has definitely picked up some really dirty jokes from hanging out with Dallas but will only use them in the appropriate setting. If there is something serious going on than he won't let out a joke. A party on the other hand, oh shit he's gonna be saying a dirty joke every 5 minutes.

3.He loves the rain and thinks it's a gift from God. He loves to dance in it alone or when he's feeling depressed or sad he'll just sit in the rain and let it comfort him. He thinks it's prettiest out when it rains. (and I Agree)

4.He loves helping mutts he finds on the streets. He has a best friend German shepherd he named Houston, and he follows him around a lot. I can also see them sleeping and cuddling in the lot together to protect each other.

5.Johnny has definitely influenced Pony to get his Ferret so Houston can play with it for funzees. He has also shown up to like 80% of Ponyboy's track meets.

6.Johnny goes home on Monday afternoons because he knows his parents are at work and he will go into his room and find entertainment for a few hours, shower, change his clothes, and then leave.

7.before his parents started fighting, they would do family outings on Wednesdays and go to restraunts, amusement parks, and fairs together and Johnny still keeps polaroids of those outings.

8.Johnny really doesn't drink but I can see him drinking on those big occasions when school gets out for the summers, or if its someone's birthday, but I think that'd be about it.

9.You can fight me on this in the comments, but I don't care. Johnny definitely has a summer job every summer. He'll work at the movie theater, the drive in, the dingo, or try for cashier at the DX. He always finds a job for the summer.

10.When Johnny's mom and dad started fighting Johnny was his mom's therapist and his dad's shit talking listener. So, like after a fight, Johnny would consol his mom and get her to bed and then listen to his dad talk shit about his mom until he was black out drunk.

Dallas-

1.Dallas has been around his parents fighting a lot and he definitely has mommy issues because of it. His mom has definitely left him for weeks or months at a time to starve growing up which destroyed his relationship with her growing up.

2.Dallas and Tim Shepherd definitely get drunk and sing stupid karaoke together and Ponyboy keeps polaroids of it to give to Dallas later when he's sober and Dallas keeps them in his wallet.

3.Dallas is definitely scared of spiders because he was bit by one when he was like 11 and has never let it go and so the gang will mess with him on occasion and scare the shit out of him with a rubber or plastic spider or some shit.

4.Dallas got his St. Christopher necklace from a preacher in New York after telling him all that is mother had done to him and him and that preacher still keep in contact. I can just see it man.

5.Dallas definitely smokes the 7-leaf clover, let's just face it, he's probably been to jail for it too. I could see him taking a weekend trip every other month to another state just to get the shit too.

6.He's broke a chair over Two-Bit's back to see if the chair was indestructible. It was not and the gang never let Dallas or Two-Bit forget it. Two-Bit and him do the dumbest shit together all of the time.

7.Dallas has beef with this one cat out in the streets of Tulsa because he was trying to be nice and pet it and it scratched his face all to hell and has been look for it for revenge ever since.

8.Dallas was trying to give Johnny a piggyback ride wearing socks on a hard wood floor and he slipped and fell into a metal chair and broke his pinky and ring finger and kicked the damn chair after he got up.

9.Dallas loves bon fires because it makes him feel like a fire master and he likes to stick sticks into the fire to catch them on fire as if they were torches and will pass it around to tell a spooky story.

10.If this man were to have a pet, he'd have a bearded dragon because he'd find them cool as fuck and he'd scare Ponyboy with it when he mouths off.

Sodapop-

1.Soda gets extra tips at the DX from middle aged women or high school girls and he's never complaining about it because bitch he's broke! He does however split the tips with steve.

2.When Soda's mom and dad passed, Soda got most of her pictures and also got a silk duvet and pillow and he won't use it because he's scared to ruin it.

3.When Soda is mad, he'll go work on cars at the DX and won't come back home for a couple hours till he's calmed down and talks to Darry about his situation. Soda is really car smart too.

4.Soda at some point fixed and rebuilt and engine and everyone went out to celebrate it because it was Soda's equivalent to graduating and it was the happiest day of his life and have about 20 different polaroids of the engine and celebration in his work shirt.

5.He picks on Steve ALL of the time at work and Steve almost always gets him back with a really fucked up prank for example, wrapping the staff urinal with Surran wrap and 9 times out of 10 you'll hear Soda yell "Steve, You FUCKHEAD!"

6.Soda and Steve at some point were dealing with a rude customer and Dallas Walked in and they all just started making fun of this person with no chill and everyone was laughing about it for the next 3 days after it happened.

7.Soda love to watch the nearby rivers flow. It's like free therapy to him and it became his obsession when he was 12. His mother showed him that spot. Soda goes there to think when he's really upset. When his dad and mom died, he went there and camped for 2 days.

8.him and Steve will make extremely offensive jokes about each other but will refuse every single time to crack a joke about the Death of Soda's Mom and Dad and I mean refuse.

9.Soda will steal Soda he's never tried during his shift and give a review to Steve so Steve will know what he should try when he goes in. Sometimes on their day off on the way to a rodeo, Steve will stop for drinks and buy one that Soda rated poorly, and Soda almost threw hands with Steve because of it.

10.Soda likes to give each rodeo trip a nickname like if someone got flung into a wall by a bull, he'll call it the the bull-wall rodeo for the rest of his life and everyone will know what he's talking about.

Darry-

1.Darry is a prankster at work. He just is. I can see him putting charcoal paste on his boss's radio announcer and he put it right up to his lips and was practically making out with the thing and everyone was laughing at Darry's boss the whole day.

2.Darry wanted to go to college to do Physical Therapy on people but when his parents died, he had to use his college funds to pay for the caskets and funeral service and he cries about it often.

3.Darry and Dallas have man to man talks about stuff that upset them over the week and nobody knows about these talks because it's like their therapy that they can have for free, and they can both trust each other to keep it unknown.

4.At some point Darry went to work incredibly sick and passed out while finishing a roofing job and he was taken to the hospital and when Soda came to see him Darry broke down because of stress.

5.Darry tries to participate in church with his brothers every other Sunday and it always makes him feel like his week will be better. He finds it as a good reset.

6.Darry likes to make faces at babies at the store and when the baby starts giggling excessively Darry runs for it. He did this one time when he was in the store with Soda and Soda told everyone.

7.Darry likes to put Steve in a headlock as his hi to Steve and when Darry doesn't do this, everyone questions if he's ok and if something happened at work for him to not do that to Steve.

8.Darry won't get a dog till Pony turn 17 and more mature because then the responsibility of the dog can be split more even, and he'd get it as a gift for Pony.

9.Darry has tripped Ponyboy down the stairs for being mouthy and Ponyboy will never let him live it down and Darry is still very proud of his actions to this day.

10.Darry was definitely the quarterback for the football team and his dad was more than proud of him for it. They celebrated with Darry the night he was announced quarterback.

Steve-

1.he's very insecure of his nose. Like people who walk into the DX will make fun of him and mock him for it. At some point it got so bad Steve had to start working exclusively in the back of the DX on cars.

2.He loves rodeos because his mom used to work at them when he was little, so he became very accustomed to watching them he, at some point, got so close with one of the rodeo stars that he was allowed to ride his horse and do some of the jumps.

3.Stevie boy here does not like chocolate cake as much as everyone in this fandom thinks. He likes it enough to eat it. Like Two-Bit ate chocolate cake in one scene and everyone kinda looked over it but Steve eats it and everyone's all like "OHHHHHHHH".

4.Steve had a rough childhood and he had to get close with his male neighbor to learn basic 'dad' tasks from him. So, Steve and his neighbor are really close and have a really good relationship and respect for each other.

5.Steve enjoys drinking on Friday nights at bucks and more often than not Buck will let him have the beer or shots on the house. Steve doesn't get black out drunk but just enough to get buzzed and feel nice.

6.Steve saves up for his own car. He has a separate job where all of the money he earns goes towards buying his first car all on his own and his mom knows of it and is really impressed with Steve's financial decision.

7.If Steve were to have a pet, he'd have a cockatiel named Fred (My sister's idea) and this damn bird would piss Soda, Pony, and Dally so much it's actually crazy. Dallas and this damned bird had a roasting competition, and everyone was judging the shit out of them.

8.Steve likes to bully and I mean bully the shit out of Two-Bit for the fact that he watches Mickey Mouse. However, Steve calmed down on it because Two-Bit doesn't even watch Mickey Mouse all of the time.

9.Steve trips up the girls that make Soda uncomfortable with their comments on Soda's physical appearance. At some point one girl was tripped so hard her face go like 30 scratches on it and it was hilarious.

10.Steve and Two-Bit will do extremely dumb shit together all of the fucking time. Literally Steve tried to do a backflip off of the front porch of the Curtis house and Two-Bit tried to catch him and they both tripped and hit their heads harder as fuck and then blamed Ponyboy.

Two-Bit

1.Well, it's Two-Bit he's a wild card. Unless someone died, he's saying the most random shit ever. The boys were at the drive in and all Two-Bit had to say was "damn I took the longest piss ever yesterday I pissed the new Mississippi River, man."

2.Two-Bit likes to blame Ponyboy for anything and everything he can and everyone finds it so funny because it makes them seem so much alike siblings and its actually so unreal and funny.

3.Whenever Two-Bit is upset, he'll talk to Soda or Steve about it and 9 times out of 10 they can help him out with it. He's really good at getting help when he needs it.

4.Him, Steve and Dallas are some hyper motherfuckers around each other and will all do some dumb shit that will end up hurting all three or two out of the three on one of the three and they can't help but act like total crackheads around each other.

5.Two-Bit isn't actually as obsessed with Mickey Mouse as everyone makes it seems he just happens to enjoy it but that doesn't necessarily mean he has to be absolutely obsessed with it.

6.If Two-Bit had a pet I'm pretty sure he'd have a Raccoon, tell me those bitches don't give off the same energy I know he'd be feeding the raccoon hotdogs 24/7 365. That raccoon is probably fat as fuck man.

7.Two-Bit likes to take walks around Tulsa with Tim or Curly Shepherd and crack the corniest jokes ever with them and wave down cops just to tell them that there was 'trouble' at the dingo.

8.Two-Bit likes to go and volunteer at vet clinics and somehow can always get at least 15 dogs adopted in 1 day and he calls it his big boy charm and use that information as you will.

9.Two-Bit likes to pick berries for Darry so he can make pie, fruit salads, and other deserts. He also has a designated basket for it and unless he has that specific basket, he won't go, he'll just stay home.

10.Two-Bit steals the ingredients for smores and makes a bon fire to roast them with the gang and I already know he likes his mallow burnt and that's ok because that's when they're best and him burning the mallow grosses Dallas out so so so much.

The End

A/n thank you sm for requesting this let me know if you would like more head canons or one including Y/n or spicy ones. Love y'all see ya next time!❤😘

[dearsnow]

omg can i have maybe a silly awkward confession + first kiss w steve randle???

tysm i love ur works sm <33

8:00

- steve randle desperately wants to confess to you, but it never seems to go in the way he expects. (steve randle x gn!reader but it’s mentioned that steve has liked girls in the past, fluff, unedited)

word count: 820

a/n - yes in this story you are EXACTLY steve’s type bc he loves you!! and tysm :,)

If Steve knows one thing, it is not how to flirt successfully. How to fix cars and punch things, maybe, but the idea of romance with another person is so foreign to him that he wouldn’t even know where to start. He can throw compliments and ask people out no problem- the problem comes when it’s time for them to say “yes”. He had a girlfriend at one point, god knows how that happened, but like most things, it ended pretty quickly. It left him slightly heartbroken and more than slightly insecure in his ability to secure another relationship.

But when he saw you, waltzing into the DX looking like his exact type, he couldn’t stop himself from trying.

���Hey there-“

“Steve, come help me with this.” Soda called, wiping some sweat off his face with his sleeve. “I just can’t get it to fit.”

And so began Steve’s campaign. Every time you walked by, he would attempt to move the conversation towards asking you out, but something or someone always got in the way. Eventually, the attempts got less and less frequent. The world just seemed to not want his brazen attempts at romance.

If you’re being honest, ever since you saw him while walking by the gas station, you’ve been hooked on Steve Randle. You’re always nice to the greasers and even befriended a few of them, but something about him just makes you nervous. He’s too handsome, too cocky, and too often talking to girls. Of course, that doesn’t stop you from liking him.

Sodapop knows. He sees how you stare at him, even though you look away as soon as he catches you. He sees your awkwardness, your giddy smile, and he sees that Steve, for once, can’t seem to find his words.

“You should do it.” He says. You turn around.

Soda has a grin on his face, and it terrifies you. “Do what?”

“Ask him out. Steve, I mean. You know he likes you- I think I’ve told you a million times since you first came ‘round.”

You’re dumbfounded. Soda raises his eyebrows, gesturing at the boy in the corner. Ask him out? You? You, ask out the guy you’ve been crushing on for practically forever now? “I don’t think so.” You lower your voice. You doubt Steve can hear your conversation, but you keep it hush-hush for safety’s sake.

You want to. You really, really want to, but there never seems to be a right time.

“Just do it.” He elbows you. “Steve! Steve, come here a minute. They need help.” He yells, giving you a wink. Your heart beats a million miles a minute in your chest as Soda walks away and Steve walks towards you. Has Steve always looked so good in the dingy gas station lighting?

It’s now or never, you guess.

“Whaddya need?” Steve questions. He has a little air of giddiness to his voice, like he’s waiting to say something he’s been keeping inside for a long time.

You take a deep breath. If Soda’s wrong, you’re going to wring his neck. But you need to do it. You just need to, and now’s as good a time as any.

“I just… uh, would you want to see a movie with me? When you’re done with work, of course.” You look away, bracing yourself for a potential rejection.

“Aw man, you couldn’t even let me do it myself?” Steve borderline whines. “I’ve been wantin’ to ask ya that for forever now.”

Your mouth opens just a little bit as you stare at him, face heating up. Soda was right.

Steve moves a bit closer, his hands shoved haphazardly in his pockets. “I like ya. Have for a while, I mean. So yeah, we should hit the drive-in when it gets dark.”

He has a dopey smile on his face, and you’ve never seen anything so cute in your life. He’s rough around the edges, but there’s something smooth in the way you feel secure in his presence. “I’d love that. I like you too, by the way.”

Steve could cheer, but he settles for a subtle fist-pump and a mental note to brag to the gang later. He knew it would eventually go his way.

“Do you like me enough to kiss me?” He teases. If it was his choice, he’d kiss you until his lips turn blue. What he doesn’t expect, though, is your agreement.

You, in a great act of bravery, pull him closer and press your lips to his.

The entire world seems to melt away from the two of you as Steve wraps an arm around your waist and keeps a hand on the back of your head. If the world exploded in that moment, neither of you would care.

When you finally pull away, there’s a heavy blush on his cheeks.

“So, the drive-in at 8:00?” You laugh.

“Yeah, geez, for sure.”

[pumpkinsy0]

Okay my friend has a new obsession with amnesia aus and i think youre the only person who could do this wattpad idea justice so hcs for sodapop (his fav character) getting amnesia?

whyd u sneak diss me like that omg????💔💔💔💔😔😔 /lh

as a disclaimer obviousllyyyyy im not a professional so if i mess up a bit on something just know, hey, i tried, dont kill me💔💔and tell me what i did wrong!! correct me!!!!

OK NOW theres different types of amnesia so for everyones sake, for the need to b different and have a lil fun w this, the ones ill make hcs for is dissociative and post traumatic cause i feel like those r most likely w this guy

dissociative amnesia

•theres different types of dissociative amnesia as well HOWEVER the one i could see soda having is selective, meaning its a loss of SPECIFIC memories related to a particular event/aspect of an event, and u already knowwwww this is the case w the curtis parents’ death, it was just a lot for soda and so he just, forgot it

•selective amnesia can go on from a couple minutes to YEARS, but in sodas case, it was only for a couple days after the fact, maybe almost a week???? it lasted, id say around a week

•the gang kinda knew something was up w soda, cause every morning he would get up all happy and cheerful. the gang thought “hey maybe hes just trying to lift our spirits”, but something would b brought up about their parents and they would have to break it to soda again and again that his parents r dead, theyre not off shopping or going to work early, they died, man. did the gang know it was AMNESIA??? no, nooo they did not, just “simple traumatized forgetfulness” i dont think they know about this type of amnesia😭

•sodas slightly suicidal im ngl to u. its not like he has a plan for it, never got that deep into it, its more of a passing thought “i wish i was with them” type deal. he usually doesnt think like that anymore bc he knows how badly his family needs him but when ponys asleep, it turns into a “what if i did” idea

•idk how to exactly explain this bit but id say the part of what caused such stress for soda that his mind just tried blocking out the whole event was like HOW his parents died. the fact that they died was aready a lot, dont get me wrong, but finding out they were practically mangled by an oncoming train??? yea that’ll do it😭😭he really thought about how messed up theyd b once and that broke him

•he doesnt remember the specific day of finding out his parents died, and everything else around that just feels foggy, he was in a dreamy state for longer than he had the amnesia

post traumatic

•ALRIGHT SO MOST WELL KNOWN TYPE OF AMNESIA!!! how soda got this one??? could b he got hurt at the dx but also getting a head injury during a rumble or while playing football w the gang is COMPLETELY plausible, pick ur posion

•at first everyone thought “ok well maybe he just hit his head n thats it, just give him ice, hes bounced back from worse” but noticed something was wrong cause he kept asking the same questions, and couldnt answer basic questions about himself when asked

•this would b like the first time they see soda being wholeheartedly annoyed and sick of everyone, the gang would b on him all the time making sure hes safe and i dont think in his current state he would 100% get that. to him theyre just being nosey or dont trust him, so he wants them to back off and have SOME semblance of independence for himself

to give him his space, they could leave lil post it notes for him to follow, everyone can see it so soda doesnt feel as “targeted” or in the spotlight

•hes having a ton of problems trying to fall asleep so thank god he already shares a bedroom w pony, maybe they just stay up together and talk till they both fall asleep. soda also has a tendency to wander so pony helped him yknow, not hurt himself while doing that. really his job was to make sure soda didnt do it at ALL, but pony didnt wanna push soda to do anything he didnt wanna do, if he wanted to wander who is pony to limit him

•having pta can cause ppl to act inappropriately in public/not able to recognize social cues and if theres one thing about soda, he has a VERY specific persona he wants to put on in public, im not saying this bc the gang would b embarrassed of soda, but bc they know soda would just not like to act like this in public, so mainly, hes kept inside till hes at least somewhat better, for HIS sake. at most they let him b outside w the gate closed or somethin so he doesnt run off, BUT this doesnt mean he doesnt act impulsive/inappropriately w the gang tho, its happened here n there for sure

•he does get his memory back eventually, the gang whipped out photo albums, played memory games (it was actually VERY fun for everyone so that came easily), pony gave him a notebook to help jot things down, they even made a solid schedule for soda so he could get back into the groove of everything. this went on for id say few days in total

[thepageofhopes]

Saw a rhythm game template by @shuwa-chan, so of course I had to do it!

Games and explanations/musings under the cut!

That I want to try: Parappa the Rapper!

I've never played, but I probably should play the game that potentially started the entire genre at some point, right?

That I miss playing: Groove Coaster

My dear departed baby. Yes I know there's a Nintendo Switch version but there's nothing really like the feeling of playing on an arcade cabinet. I played this for over 3 years, and it's where I really got my rhythm game chops. I remember when I first started I could barely play 4s and 5s.

This game is how I met my bf of over 7 years now! It's also where we first saw undertale songs on a rhythm game, and it was such a perfect fit. I will still forever be salty about grinding for 30+ hours on the first undertale event and then getting 51st place, 1 away from the highest tier.

Sadly, Groove Coaster is one of the games where I am held back from being as good as my other experienced peers due to the stamina requirements it has, so I never quite reached peak performance.

I still occasionally visit Round1 and play it, but Round1 is expensive and doesn't really offer a lot of the games I really like, but maybe if they get a MaiMai DX cabinet, that'll change.

That I first ever played: Stepmania

I guess technically I played DDR first, but I don't count random times playing at random arcades every couple of weeks. Stepmania is where I got my start, and I even used to design a few songs on there! I never got particularly good, but back before a lot of copyright bullshit happened, bemanistyle was such a cool place to play every type of song imaginable.

That I think is cool: Lanota

I just really love the vibe, music, and system of Lanota. It's got a really unique soundtrack with a heavier focus on orchestral tracks (though obviously it has its fair share of hardcore electronic too), the feeling of swishing across those blue notes is always satisfying, and the way the game plays with the area where you hit notes is always super fun and cool.

My all-time favorite: Groove Coaster

It might not be the best system ever, but I have too many good memories for this to not be my all time favorite. Maybe when MaiMai DX comes to the states it'll be un-seated, but for now, GC is my favorite rhythm game.

That I'm confident in skill-wise: MaiMai

When the location test of DX in Dallas came through, I ended with a solid 13.1k ranking! Not a god level skill by any means, but it's enough that I can play and pass almost all charts in the game, and make good scores on a fair number. My specialty tends to be trills and tap-intensive songs, mostly owing from my GC experience, and low-bpm and weird slide tech are my worst enemies.

But I mean, last week I got an S on Umiyuri Kaiten, so that's something.

That I wish I was good at: Sound Voltex

I honestly just don't play this enough to be that good, despite it being at all the arcade locations I visit. I definitely really like it, but I've never felt the urge to particularly deep dive it like I have with GC, Maimai, WACCA, and Chunithm. Still, it's a really cool system with a huge song library and an insanely high skill ceiling, so maybe someday I'll commit enough to gid gud.

That I think has the best concept/design: Chunithm

Speaking of Chunithm, this is a game I'd probably lifestyle if I could find an online cabinet. The thing I tend to value the most in rhythm games is how a rhythm game expresses the music via the mechanics (thus why I was really drawn to GC, since the track and changing visuals along with the actual notes all contributed to expressing the music) and to me Chunithm does music expression the best, with MaiMai a close 2nd and GC a very close 3rd. The air notes add so much dimension to the way it feels to play.

That I think has the best song selection: Chunithm

It also helps that Chunithm probably has one of my favorite song selections...ever. It really fits for a weeb like me, as it has an insane number of anime openings, along with a great selection of touhou and vocaloid tracks. 2nd is definitely GC, and honestly if you count Wai Wai party probably beats Chunithm. Groove Coaster has a lot of weird songs you won't see anywhere else - collabs with Dangan Ronpa, Puzzle & Dragons, Crypt of the Necrodancer, Deltarune, BlazBlue, Dondonpachi, etc. It also has an amazing selection of touhou tracks, including 3-4 whole CDs worth of commissioned tracks not available in any other game. I own 3 of them and I am forever sad that Dream Coaster by A-One, COSIO's remixes of Hecatia's Theme and Raiko's Theme, Joker Junko by COOL & CREATE, and BUTAOTOME's remix of Utsuho's theme will never be in another rhythm game.

That I've been playing a lot recently: MaiMai, WACCA, and Chunithm

There's a set of freeplay arcades in my area called Cidercade, and they have a great selection of rhythm games. I'm lucky enough to have a monthly pass, which they don't currently offer anymore, and it only costs $20 a month, which is an insane price for a freeplay arcade. Thus, I tend to go twice a week, with one day focusing on MaiMai, and the other focusing on WACCA and Chunithm. WACCA is my other dear departed baby who died too soon, and it is incredibly sad how the pandemic killed what was a lot of people's new favorite rhythm game.

That I think deserves more attention: Beatblock

I don't normally stick with PC rhythm games, but Beatblock might become the exception. It essentially plays kind of like Undyne's battle from Undertale, but with far more flexibility and freedom in the movement and mechanics. The custom song community for this game is BATSHIT INSANE. Please please please check out some of the songs here, here, here, and here. It's currently in the demo stage, so it's free, please try it!!

That I think looks the hardest: Beatmania

The timing windows on Beatmania and all the Beatmania-likes (ex. POP'N, DJMax) are so hard for me. This, coupled with the fact that the pinky movement requirements for the DJ look physically painful make this the obvious contender for this spot, at least for me.

[colubrina]

Hello friend! I felt like reminding you that you are one of my very favorite authors and I think about your work all the time.

I read all your fanfic just... SO MANY times and there are some interesting concepts that I always associate with you whenever I see them other places. Like! When a character is badly hurt with magic in a way that doesn’t leave a scar, and all the weird complicated problems that causes. Fairy Stone. Sliding into fascism as a desperate attempt to right wrong committed against you. (But The Darkness Alters my beloved.) or like. When I’m out of mustard. And I remember your Blaise in The Muddy Princess and how invested he was in his condiments. A list of qualities you want in a spouse, and I just think about Narcisa from If Im Gonna Fall In Love sighing deeply at the foolishness. I thought of The Wrong Strain and Pansy Parkinson just a few days ago, because everything became about the worst moment of her life (even before Fleur’s disease-ridden cousin) and that was deeply unfair.

And now! I think of Calla when I go by the Capitol. And how the different types of molecule manipulation can look like different types of magic. Bookbinders when I think of libraries, which makes me think of legacies. I was always put off by celebrity stalkers but also I think about your DXs and the tricky way they have to navigate that space. Unethical experiments my more toxic beloved. I am so very excited for the day I can buy your books.

I hope you’re having a happy spring! 💙💙💙💙💙

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

Thank you, friend! This is just the absolutely nicest message. Your support has been beyond amazing on this (incredibly long) (oh my god, it's been so long) journey to trad publishing and I really, really hope that eventually there will be a book on the shelf where I can put you in the acknowledgments and there will be this real, tangible result of all this time. Thank you so, so much!

[patheticcreation]

pmd au. i learned how to do readmores yay!

okay you (you my partner i am speaking to you rn sushi) would be a venipede. reason being i associated you with scolipede the longest, poison is a very youcore secondary typing, venipede feels like a 'starterish' pokemon (like how the mystery dungeon games have some options that arent starters sometimes, like shinx, vulpix, skitty, riolu, etc). also because i think itd be the cutest in art. id be a litwick I GUESSSS because its my fave forever. this is under the assumption we never evolve btw i never evolve my mystery dungeon duo. you'd wear your little exploration scarf as a bow like those stupid isopod pictures because venipede looks like a fucking thumb and i dont think anyone would be able to wrap a scarf normally around that thang. also youd like that wouldnt you. you'd be the designated 'partner' pokemon in the way that pmd partners all have adhd and also were always pokemon, born in the pokemon world etc. id take the protagonist role being a former human and whatever but i feel like this would be a pmd plotline where the the partner is the more lore-relevant one (like psmd). like i am just some random human dude who came here on Accident you're the one who has insane plot twists and the audience would cry over. our pmd au would have somehow even More gay tension than the canon ones do your little guy would have the most obvious crush on mine ever. i know humans in the pmd world is a divisive topic and i recently kind of realized humans are like straight up a thing in the pmd world; not a myth or a legend or extinct or anything like that but just straight up existing in the same world. assumedly with trainer culture like the main series games but it's really hard to tell considering nobody in the pmd series Ever mentions that kind of stuff which is probably why it took me until explorers to realize humans DO live in the same world. so because this is an au and i wanna have fun fuck you it takes place in a 'humans have been talked about but are not There, aka extinct/a myth/undiscovered' and my litwick guy specifically is from our earth, aka where the pokemon series is fiction. so with how much of a nerd about it i am they'd try and get a leg up in the world with all their knowledge but fail miserably because theory cant be equated to hands on practice or w/e and your little venipede guy would have to help. except for the first bit at least they'd have some kind of gay dynamic where my little rb-litwick would think hes sooo much better than your bug guy because he came from a world where bug types sucked in a fictional meta. gay little remarks like 'i could fry you right there where you stand bug boy' the inherent homoeroticism of a type advantage etc etc. i don't know what their inevitable rescue/expedition team name would be but considering your naming conventions and the fact I've named my teams: Team Hungry (dx) Team Bad Guys (explorers) Team Losers (gates) and Team gay gang (super) <- that replay was a few years ago and if i had to choose a team name for that game now itd probably be team wimp or weenie or whatever the schoolyard bullies call the prota/partner duo to fit in with the naming conventions of my other games' playthroughs) it probably wouldnt be too serious. theyd do the pmd thing where they move in together instantly at the start of the game. at the halfway point they'd start sleeping in the same bed because of one of their nightmares or whatever from whatever big bad is tormenting them in the plot. if it was a pmd game and had gameplay style like explorers instead of 'sentry duty' occasionally they'd have essentially date nights where you could get character development that would twist the knife further when one of them has to leave at the end of the game. i will add more when i think of more. god this post is so hard to read. god im gay. fuck. fuck. also welcome to my new tag 'funny silly gay faggot au' for specifically my gay lorebuilding shit

[familiar-wandering-fey]

baked po-tay-toes

one of the god-tier foods on the planet; fluffy, customizable, fairly easy/low-effort but can be given fancier jackets and warm and comforting.

I think that describes my core pretty well. A human-sized hobbit. I like sci-fi and fantasy of most types. I use my potato powers to play games of all kinds but I do have many favorite franchises and then just a lot of random things I’ve tried with friends (my avatar is a screencap from the Crusader Kings III loading screen that makes me laugh the most, the aesthetic is very, “I’ve had enough of your shit Eustace, come and say that to my face”). Keep reading for the deep dive, no promises on rambling. 

Call me Ashlynn, or Ash, I call myself Ash a lot. She/her/they, a millenial verging on that elder line, bi-pan romantic, agender femme comfortable (femme euphoria is *chef’s kiss*), demisexual riding my starship through the internet voids. 99.99% autist (self-dx, always trying to keep learning to make sure the brain gremlins stay somewhat contained *lolsob*at the even more likely audhd combo and the constant brainfight between Order and ~*chaos*~). Is that why we all love to hyperfocus on mythology? The eternal struggle between divine order and chaos?

Even now I’m reigning in the urge to get side-tracked when this was supposed to be straight-forward, a little fun ‘hello’ and now I want to write ten-thousand essays all at once. It’s why I tend to lurk (bringing it back). I’ve been on Tumblr a long-time and quit during the great banning of tiddies protest in whatever 20-year that was. I wasn’t super involved anyway. This was once a blog where I role-played as Marius from AR’s Vampire Chronicle’s. That used to be a huge pass-time of mine actually, text-based RPG’s on forums (anyone remember Avidgamers/Acornrack? That’s like the real deep cuts of forum-based rpg-ing and it was so cute and customizable in an early internet Myspace sort of way. I would say it’s collapse definitely taught me some deep lessons about retaining data/copies because it was literally there one day and gone the next with zero warning and just so many beautiful things and connections lost to the void). I really sympathize with (some) Twitter users and (most) Reddit users that either have already had that happen or are precariously on the verge of having that happen. Here’s hoping that Tumblr isn’t on the verge of tripping right when I was getting back to it.

I decided just to private the RPG posts, there aren’t that many it wasn’t really my main Tumblr blog at the time of the great logging out. The trend of Tumblr RPing was fun though, I don’t know if that’s still a thing people do actively or seek out but I guess I’ll find out. I think that’s enough to start, see ya’ out there.

[sillyfudgemonkeys]

the thing is all you do about p3re is salt about it. I'm disappointed by a lot about p3re too but I don't go as far as you do and be a downer all the time. you've been accusing it as a p5 game with the p3 skin which i think is disingenuous, because they were giving p5-esque updates to a 2002 game, a game over 2 decades old

im just happy that you're not one of those people who are hoping that p3's ending would be changed.

there are people saying that the answer is a retcon to the p3 game because mc did not die in p3vanilla and the answer retconned that.

but anyways... im just sad that everytime you post about p3re its all just salt.

Kinda feeling bad for P5 atm, since I've been dragging that dead horse for much longer. TT0TT But I think you're right, even tho I don't talk about it as much, but I've been mostly dragging P3R......

I'm going to be honest........as they come out with stuff, I haven't found a whole lot to be happy about:

(addressing the P5 point here since it goes hand in hand The P5 comparison, and the one I have the most issues with are portions of the UI (I still never published that damn asks did I? shit damn it, well it's buried I'll have to get it at a different time). There's def gameplay features they've added (but more or less I expected them, and actual gameplay changes I'm.....a bit more lenient towards tbh, battle systems will evolve and I accept that). Plus there's the new SEES outfits which are.....very P5 coded....and a strange "we gotta add this!" type of change (aren't we "honoring P3"? why do they NEED a new outfit? Why can't we just have a costume called "PT costume" like the PT got a "Shadow OPs" costume?). THAT BEING SAID....I don't think I've brought up the P5 comparison since the SEES outfits tbh. At least...I thought I was more focused on P3R itself lately...... I should go back and compare it and see just how much influence of P5 I think is on there now that the initial shock has wore off. (that being said....I tried glancing through my blog and....I don't talk about P3R often on here ;w; It's like maybe 70%neg, 30% pos/neutral? I think the last big blow up was the lack of the concept art being on the train? I feel like I've been very passive and silent about the game for the most part....not even talking about a lot of the ad art/trailers/interviews I dunno I just don't find I'm interacting with it much so TT0TT I get I'm being salty but I think P5 deserves to say "maybe ease off a bit yeah?" than P3R atm? sorry if it's been overly salty for you tho anon 😔)

They removed my fav MC. I love P3MC don't get me wrong, but I prefer FeMC. That being said, I love seeing them as a packaged deal. The work off each other so well. I hate how Atlus treats her fans it SUCKS. And IF we are lucky, she might be DLC???? I'm pissed at Atlus' DLC practices already, but this is a kick in the teeth. ;w;

They removed the Answser and Metis. Do I think the Answer is perfect? No. Do I have some issues with it? Yeah. But I love Metis, and good and bad, it's a big part of P3's story. And us not getting that is......really bad imo. Plus the possibility of MORE DLC???

They removed key gameplay features. Tired mechanic and split up mechanic being the biggest two (possibly reversals? I'm not sure on that, I don't mind reversals or even a play on the jealousy mechanic, I just think it needs to be reworked TT0TT). Two mechanics I loved and wished were in P4/5 tbh..... so yeah a bit salty, I've always felt it was a key feature of P3.

Still fucking DLC (not just P3R's fault, but still not a plus...or should I say negative?). And then the costumes aren't as good? TT0TT Thank god for the in game ones. orz At least they aren't making me pay for THOSE. DX

I....am not a fan of the new models and lighting. Soejima got me into Persona (I prefer the 25th anni art styles over this P3Rs), it's not that it's shit I just have a preference..... The lighting however.... and I've always kinda like Vanilla/FES's lighting scheme. There's parts of P3 that I just really love (the ones where they have special lightening and the rainbow). And P3R's.....just hurts my eyes ngl. TT0TT It's flat or bloomed, and then the models will look plasticy, it's just an assault on my eyes orz

Music.....I think I'm the kindest to the music, esp when covering the legacy songs. I don't mind covers. As long as I get an option to play the OG (I like options) then I'm fine. Edit: LOL NEVER MIND APPARENTLY THAT'S NOT THE CASE???? TT0TT WTF ATLUS??? I have some mixing issues (or Azumi's cursive singing) but even tho I labeled it as "salt." It's more of a "minor complaint" compared to other stuff on the list if I'm honest (maybe it'll sound better on my TV who knows)

Still no definitive version. It's related to FeMC/Answer, but really.....the damn questionnaires always listed Vanilla/FES/P3P. I know the biggest argument for a P3 remake was a definitive version. We still don't have that! I've been wanting one since before P3P was released! I knew this would be an issue! TT0TT

Maybe my salt is a bit more apparent because.....I love the originals......I mean I do have issues with them (Yukari/Junpei my be-loatheds), nothing's perfect, everyone has gripes about something even if they love it (*motions to the P4 fandom*). But with the new voice cast/possible translation (and new events) I'm willing to give them a chance (again.....like I always do orz).

I def don't want P3's ending to change. That being said, I'm not gonna be surprised if it does. "This might as well fucking happen" is my mentality atm (at best it's confirmed P3R is a new timeline, which I can dig but......is it really so hard to have one definitive ver???? orz). TT0TT If atlus really wants to keep using P3MC in future games (or heaven forbid FemC to an extent!) they really should play into the multi timeline. Might not be the P3MC we know as the SEES leader, but it's still a variation of him. (this way we keep the OG message in tact, explore/expand the lore, and still get to see an old face without "time warping/travel dream sequence" for the 1000th time, love those but moving forward is also good too TT0TT).

The answer.....didn't..... retcon..... TT0TT Ahhhh this is why the made the Answer, because people were confused. orz C'mon Atlus bring back the Answer! You've been screwing it over both in anime/movie and the manga like c'monnnnnn!!!! ;w;

*inhales* All that being said. I'm just weary. I'm hoping the end product is going to be a lot better than than it looks atm (and that's why I'm going to give it a chance, the complaints I have are from the previews). P3R has been in the perpetual state of "we're so back/it's so over" for me TT0TT It's tiring. And I'm just trying to keep my expectations on the ground (I've already been kicked and then kicked while I'm down with FeMC/Metis, I'd rather stay down until I know it's safe to get back up ;w;)

But there's been a few things that have been......highlights.

Hermit seems to be the same with all the emojis and such (I don't think they are voiced which is both sad and fun, cause I like trying to act out the L33T speak myself)

I think Female SLs have had a strong/confirmed leak that they have a friend route (please! TT0TT god I've wanted this so much!)

While I didn't get the option of SLing my male teammates ;w; I am getting episodes (which is in the vein of that and other stuff I've wanted!) AND there might be some big stuff with Strega which is also something I wanted! (as afraid as I am for flanderization, at least we're getting this!)

More Aigis/MC good stuff (at least in full 3D)

Midori's tweets are unfortunately giving me SOME hope for FeMC/Answer DLC. (unfortunate because it's DLC and cause I dunno if me hoping is good for my health atm)

There's some new songs that I like (even with my minor complaints)

we're getting a BMG randomizer???? Yay????? (I'm excited just confused TT0TT)

Tartarus looks decent, I'm hoping I like the gameplay loop even tho they've cut stuff I love! I'm hoping it's fun to explore!

I like the new upgrades to the presentation for the minor stuff (going to the arcade and such).

I like SOME of the design/UI choices (the white figures remind me a lot of the opening)

OP song is.......ok, pretty visuals. I like the visuals the most. (FES's song is still my fav tho)

As much as I'm resistant to idea (lots of pros and cons, so I'm very conflicted), a part of me is kinda hoping it's a new timeline ngl. I'm just afraid of what.......that entails tho. Like if it's a new timeline, it would explain some....differences and that would be cool. But at the same time I'm....afraid of them changing the ending. I guess I'm preemptively trying to soften the blow in case it happens?

I guess the confliction is "exploring something new" vs "actually honoring the original work????" (which I'm not really feeling they are doing atm).

I dunno, if they wanted to just do a new timeline experimental thing I'd rather they ruin/mess with P4. As someone who prefers P4 Vanilla and can easily just play that as my definitive version, I would've been more down with them messing with P4, and keeping P1/2/3 more faithful and creating a definitive version. Wait...."new timeline"....uhoh *opens up new post* Theory time ;w;

But...yeah I'm sorry anon. I didn't think I was posting about it THAT often tbf (I think the most I've said is on twitter and it's mostly been about the models/lighting fksjkldja but even then I don't think it was THAT often either).

Who knows, maybe I'll like P3R when it releases! Or maybe I'll ignore it and jus stick with FES/P. We'll find out later I guess. TT0TT

[firebirdsdaughter]

So…

… Toei is promising me Banba is gonna smile next week.

I’m gonna be holding you to that, Toei.

[victoria1676]

Okay I just remembered that the reader had decided not to destroy sumeru and snezhnaya but the real reason they didn't destroy sumeru is because they saw how their archon looked like a child and you can't tell me they thought 'This child's canna be the true reason this nations gonna downfall so there no point lmao' but it could also be because they never really attacked them and maybe assisted the reader because their are healer there but also their archon represents wisdom lol so they wouldn't be as blind anyway I'll be back to give you more art and just chat lol anyway see ya.

-Anon Crow ✌️

Notice: This is all for fun and mostly something you dont need to take serious in the game as these are just my opinions and thoughts that I try my besg to make people understand despite it might not be able to understand properly the way I try to show it TwT

Actually the reason why I picked Sumeru and Snezhnaya is that:

Sumeru:

Since its coming out next month I will be busy exploring and reading the lore alot so that I can understand the plot of that region and trying to understand all the Sumeru characters properly without butuchering or making the character OOC. The dendro archon is like so far obviously the god of wisdom and despite their small form they are very much someone we do not underestimate if people like read or why the Dendro archon is a small child XD

But anyways back to the topic.

Like i mentioned the Dendro Archon despite being youngest of the seven being 500 years old if I am correct remembering Ganyu's dialogue where she mentioned about the dendro archon and yes again they are the God of Wisdom so for me I am sure they would be aware something is wrong with the creator that suddenly appeared and acting like a tyrant. Espeically like despite they are mentioned to be a kid we cant underestimate them XD

Hopefully around 3.0 we can get more lore of her and lore of Sumeru because im dying to know their lore including Fontaine!! 😭💕👌

Snezhnaya:

I find like considering that is basically where all the Fatui are gonna be appearing a lot and the Tsaritsa so far me is like someone who worship the creator in her own way but never a harder core type like Zhongli, Venti and Ei. She feels like someone who cares about the creator but is more focused on her plan.

(Yeah so far im still trying to get the right description of Tsaritsa without making her OOC TwT forgive meeee)

But like both she and her harbingers have their own goals and I think some harbingers i find would not be a worshipping type unlike Childe who already is exposed being a vessel and someone who will do anything be the creator's side.

Meanwhile I still have to search more info of the harbingers as majority some of their lores were mentioned by charas, books and artifacts of them.

La Signora for me is the one who would despise the creator but always like questions them on why didnt they save her beloved and why is her body (and possibly her soul) now confined into a daily torture of boss fighting domain.

Scaramouche for me feels like someone who hates the creator for making him go through a hard and harsh life especially taking away his friend away. It would take time for him to like get around okay with reader.

But honestly these are just my thoughts since I havent done much re-reading lores since I am still waiting for Sumeru and also trying to get more primos to get Kazuha since i only have 4 or 3 days left to get him along with Heizou DX

These two inazuman anemo boys better come home cause i legit had to multitask my last summer assignments and farm more primos to get them before the banner ends. I could have also get Klee if my luck as a F2P is not very bad and cursed TwT

[adhbabey]

I talked to my therapist about it, and I'm certain my mother has it... I think I have OCD.

My therapist agreed that I can self dx about it, and in the future I would like to get an official dx. But for now, I believe I have it and that was honestly really difficult to acknowledge about myself.

It's scary, it's an anxiety disorder. And for me, I have mostly mental compulsions, and I only have a few external ones. But it's pretty difficult to tell unless you know what's what. But I've researched it and it's called "Pure O" but it's not actually a type because ppl with pure o have mainly mental compulsions.

This disorder is difficult to acknowledge because it gives you violent intrusive thoughts, everyday. And to deal with the intrusive thoughts, you're not supposed to avoid them. But that's pretty fucking hard.

Anyway, this was pretty hard to write. My god. I just wanted to tell all of you because I want you to know it's okay to self dx when you know something is happening, when you know that you deal with something.

Because now, I'm able to acknowledge what's going on and accept myself. And I'm able to understand how to deal with it when I have an issue.

This is important to talk about. No matter how scared I am. I want to heal and help others heal. That's the point of this blog.

[madmaudlingoes]

MAG 191 thoughts

I love Georgie I love her I love her.

No seriously, her conversation with Melanie was FANTASTIC from a characterization standpoint. These last two episodes have given her so much nuance after S4 really only showed her in flashes and I LOVE.

In S3, Jon accused her of being reckless because she doesn’t feel fear. In this ep, what she owns up to is the opposite - being too cautious because she doesn’t have an automatic fear response to go by.

Her response to the Admiral’s situation (side note: Battersea Park??? There’s an animal shelter there irl right??) also parallels how she treated Jon last season: on one hand she’s pretty fatalistic about it, kind of “oh well that happened nothing to be done,” but on the other she can’t quite stop herself from checking in even though it’s probably not healthy for her (and definitely wasn’t helpful for Jon).

And in general, it’s a great continuation of her tendency to take an all-or-nothing approach: just quit your job, Jon. Just stop making recordings, Jon. Just stay away from me, Jon. Just let the Admiral be a monstercat, he’s happy that way. Even when she can’t stick to it.

Also, Jon’s line about how Georgie treats the people she cares for ... god I want all the backstory for these two. That plus her dig in S3 about Jon getting involved in something weird and getting in over his head ... what HAPPENED at uni ...

Jon and Martin’s little talk. Jesus. Somebody pointed out that they’re so calm/resigned through the whole thing - these are thoughts they’ve been having in private that they’re finally verbalizing. We saw Martin work through some of it in his domain, but this is the most explicit Jon’s been about the risks and what he’s willing to lose. And if Martin hadn’t taken the detour through his domain, I don’t know that he’d have been able to handle this, or at least not as well, which is obviously another reason Helen tried to make it a Thing.

Interesting that Jon’s pretty sure he won’t just drop dead without the Eye, which was Martin’s fear back in 154. He seems to think he’ll keep breathing, but his memory/personality/identity might go.

Which made me wonder - are these tapes for him? Has some future Martin carefully collected all the relevant tapes and organized them (he did work in the library, once) so that Jon can remember, if only for a moment, what happened? It’s been noted multiple times this season that the tape recorders like Martin, after all...

I was working on a fic that is now jossed about Martin and Arun writing poetry together, but I think I like this better. Martin flatly telling Arun he’s rude ... That’s Growth.gif

Oh Melanie. “Well, at least I hate consistently.” DX (Also: Georgie Has A Type Georgie  Has A Type Georgie Has A--)

Again with the nuance: Melanie can still want to help Jon, even call him “a friend” last season, and also they drive each other fucking crazy on a personality level. That’s such a good dynamic. 

Similarly, Jon still not being able to resist trying to correct/argue with No Name because that’s just How He Is. (Also, it sounds like she was trapped in a very Eye-flavored domain.)

[patchdotexe]

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tumblr appears to have eaten the emoji but im guessing this is for the oc meme!

uhhh OH i should. totally talk about this dingus, who i love, and ill finish redrawing her comic someday

i keep wondering if i should like, provide art to go with these, but... wait why is she in the bridgeverses world on toyhouse. did i do this??? jorb why did we put her there

OKAY SO. she’s half-human, half-hedgehog, and i keep describing her as “VERY thirteen”. bc she’s like, 13, and also is full on “I HAVE THE POWER OF GOD AND ANIME ON MY SIDE” p much. she thinks shes unstoppable but shes actually just kind of embarrassing and then she like, kicks human!chaos 0 in the face, except that ended up being a Very Bad Idea

i came up with her when i was 13.

i think her backstory was, like... she was made by eggman as a genetic experiment? also despite being “half-hedgehog” she just kinda looks like a human but with anime hair. i gave her a tail later. actually no toyhouse says shes a hedgehog/human hybrid, but the “half” part specifically is probably from her intro RP. i think she was specifically supposed to be like, “what if a human but also had cool chaos powers” (in a setting where chaos powers are, like, mobian exclusive) so she got like, gene spliced or whatever

except like something got screwed up so. she can go super, but she’s permanently in a super form. kind of. she’s not invulnerable but she’s all glowy and practically radiates chaos energy, and can do like, chaos spear n chaos blast n stuff, as well as ~cool original abilities~ like chaos lance which is, uh.. just a beam attack i think. the “got screwed up” part is that like, she’s constantly building up chaos energy but cant really like... how to explain. like uhhh the amount of energy she uses doesnt really make too much of a dent in the amount of energy she’s building up unless she’s going all-out and like, running super fast or shooting laser beams or whatever, and when she starts getting overcharged she ends up in physical pain and basically feels like shes gonna explode. so she kind of always has to be moving and  doing Something to burn off energy. she doesnt... really sleep often.

she CAN like, turn off her super form, but it leaves her super weak and defenseless and i dont think she can like, properly switch it on/off? like i think she can turn it off (probably by discharging all of her energy at once) but turning it back on probably doesnt put her instantly back in super form again, like it probably has a wind-up time or something. iunno thats something i kind of threw in at one point and never figured out the specifics of so this is me lookin back on it like “okay how does that work so that there’s a proper risk-reward tradeoff here”

ANYWAY so enough about her powerset. she’s very very excitable, and loves being a part of things and fighting and doing cool stuff and adventure and exploration and!! everything!! she is EXTREMELY hype all the goddamn time. her likes on toyhouse are “Velociraptors, videogames, being cool“ which i think is hilarious. she’s the type to fling herself face-first into danger, which is a trait my ocs end up having but she was probably one of the first cases of? she thinks shes the best and gets REALLY frustrated if people dismiss her or make fun of her, although she’s also Very aware of her mistakes so she can switch from being “HAHA YES I AM EPIC” to “i am literally the worst and i hate myself and am going to go crawl under a bed” so she’s like... she’s a mood.

her story is very fun, she was like... she accidentally derailed a RP’s plot from a cool mystery investigating why a city was getting worn down and basically eaten by the void to “oh god, this 13 year old accidentally caused human!chaos 0 to snap and go evil from exposure to chaos energy so now he’s gonna collect all the emeralds and go full supervillain so we gotta stop him”. STARPOST ADVENTURE DX HELL YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

oh god this is so long. im sorry. she’s dorky and terrible but i love her

[rawiswhore]

Triple H, Shawn Michaels x Fem Reader- “Let’s Get Ready To Suck It”

It's late 1997, December 1997 to be exact, and the WWF is about to go through some drastic changes.

What was once a colorful and family friendly company is starting to have some very inappropriate for young, prepubescent kids.

Even the former classy Hunter Hearst Helmsley is beginning to change, from a classy 1800's gentleman who hated gross, uncouth and disgusting cads and would stick his nose up at people without manners will end up dressing and acting like a modern day fratboy.

And Shawn Michaels has also ditched that tacky mullet he had during the majority of the 90's.

But enough about that.

Shawn and Triple H have recently formed a group called DX, or D Generation X, and they now have a special little gesture where they chop at their crotches and tell people to "suck it" if they don't agree with what they have to say.

This iconic gesture would spread like wildfire all across the nation, done by almost every middle school and even elementary school boy and getting in trouble because of it.

Bart Simpson saying "Underachiever, and proud of it, man!" and "Eat my shorts!" doesn't look too bad now, does it?

After a time of rehearsal, you, Shawn and Triple H were walking back to your dressing room that the 3 of you have all shared together, you in the middle of them both and your arms wrapped across the smalls of their backs.

Observing their new "suck it!" gestures, you had an idea with them. A clever idea nonetheless.

"Boys" you said to them. "I know about you and your 'suck it' gestures".

"Yes, and?" Shawn responded.

"I have an idea" you responded. "A pretty clever idea too".

"What's your idea?" Shawn asked.

You had a naughty smile on your face.

One of your arms left Triple H's small of his back and was in front of the door knob, where you turned the door's knob and the door opened.

Pushing the side of the door with your hand, your head turned back and forth to see if anyone was in the room.

"Hello?" you shouted. "Is anyone in here?"

No response. Hopefully.

Thank God.

"You didn't answer my question" Shawn said. "What is your idea?"

You shut the door behind you, the door closed and hopefully locked so no one will come in.

"Well, I mentioned you and your little 'suck it' gestures" you said, crossing your hands at the wrist with your hands in front of your crotch, demonstrating DX's "suck it" gesture "Since you do that 'suck it' gesture, which implies you can suck my dick if you don't like it, I was thinking...I could suck both of your cocks in this room while you do that 'suck it' gesture".

Shawn and Triple H both broke out in laughter, their eyes shut tight and laughing quite hard.

"What?" you asked, looking upset and shouting that word so they could hear what you said while they laughed together. "Are you laughing at this idea? Are you not quote unquote 'down' with this idea?"

You crooked your fingers like question marks when saying "down".

"No, no" Shawn said. "It's a very clever idea, I'm definitely down with that".

"Oh, I'm down with that" you said, your face and tone of voice going from upset to seductive, like a phone sex girl. "And I'd gladly suck it".

You got close to Shawn's chest, drawing a circle with your index finger on his chest.

"I take your 'suck it' as a compliment" you purred, trying to sound seductive. "That goes for you too, Trips".

With that, you then lowered your body all the way down to the floor, until you were crouching your knees on the floor.

You gripped the sides of Shawn's tights, where you pulled them down to his ankles, freeing his penis.

He wore no underwear underneath his tights.

You then moved to Triple H, where Trips moved his hands towards his belt buckle and unbuckled his belt, you gripped onto both sides of Trips' jeans and his underwear underneath his pants.

You pulled Triple H's jeans and underwear all the way down his ankles, where his penis was released once you pulled his jeans and underwear down below his crotch.

With Triple H and Shawn standing in front of you with their penises pointing at you...

"We only got two words for you!" Shawn exclaimed a big smile on his face.

Triple H was smiling too.

Both of their smiles were ear-to-ear smiles, across their faces and showing their teeth.

Both of their hands formed an "x" across their wrists and above their crotches.

"Suck it!" Shawn and Triple H exclaimed in unison.

You broke out into a smile too.

You opened your mouth and Shawn's dick entered your mouth, your mouth and lips wrapped around his shaft.

With that, you began bobbing your head up and down Shawn's dick like your hand was previously pumping his shaft.

You bobbed your head up and down his shaft, until your mouth reached the very bottom of his cock.

Shawn tilted his head back, his eyes rolled in the back of his head, eyelids shutting the whites in his eyes and his mouth agape.

His chest heaved back and forth, thank God he was shirtless and his pants were down to his ankles while

Precum began to spill out of Shawn's penis head and onto your tongue, where the cum traveled down your throat, all salty, juicy, hot and delicious.

"Ohhhhhhhh, God" Shawn moaned, his head eventually standing up, looking down at you and his mouth agape in an "o" shape".

Some loud, blowjob noises, best described as sounding very "slurp-y" and "stick-y", the types of noises that are made when you're sucking a guy's cock, were made while you were doing this to Shawn's dick.

You then pulled your face away from Shawn's dick, his dick leaving your mouth, leaving his dick wet, creamy and slippery.

"Shawn" you said to him, looking up at him. "Don't forget to crotch chop and say 'suck it!'".

"I won't, princess" he said, looking down at you, his hand atop of your head, running his fingers through your hair.

He called me 'princess', you thought.

"Don't forget about me!" Triple H exclaimed, pointing at himself.

"I won't forget you!" you responded. "In fact..."

You opened your mouth again, and not only did you let Shawn's cock inside your mouth, you tried to fit Triple H's cock inside your mouth too.

Your mouth widened having both dicks inside your mouth.

Triple H's dick has never touched another man's dick, at least, not flesh-to-flesh. That goes for Shawn as well.

You've never had two men's dicks in your mouth at the same time.

Trips' eyes rolled in the back of his head, his head tilted back and his mouth was open.

He wanted to rest his hand on something, maybe the doorknob.

Speaking of maybe, maybe putting two men's dicks inside your mouth wasn't such a good idea, it's such a tight fit after all.

You pulled your head away from their dicks, their dicks shiny and slobbery.

"What?" Shawn asked.

"Maybe trying to put both dicks in my mouth wasn't such a good idea" you said. "Though, I'll still suck both your cocks, just watch me".

"Suck it!" Shawn exclaimed, thrusting his pelvis in front of your face, his hands standing still, fingers touching fingers.

"Don't mind if I do" you said, a naughty, impish smile on your face.

You then opened your mouth and pulled your face close to Shawn's genitals, where Shawn's dick crept into your mouth, filling your mouth up entirely like a hotdog in your mouth.

Your mouth was wrapped around Shawn's cock and began bobbing and bouncing up and down his shaft.

"Suck it!" Shawn exclaimed, thrusting his crotch in front of your face, his crotch going from back to front, his cock and his genitals getting further into your mouth.

He did the whole "chop" with his hands while saying this too.

Poor Triple H's dick hasn't been sucked, yet.

It's okay, his dick will get sucked too...

You then pulled your face away from Shawn's cock, his cock leaving your mouth, where now your mouth could meet Trips' dick.

Trips' cock then entered and got inside of your mouth, where you bobbed your head up and down his shaft, wetting his shaft.

Finally, now Trips gets a blowjob!

With that, Triple H breathed a sigh of relief.

His chest was heaving up and down, his eyes rolled in the back of his head, with you sucking on his shaft, this felt so wonderful for him.

"Suck it!" Triple H exclaimed, his facial expression going from aroused to smarmy, a big smile on his face.

He then crossed his hands in an "x" shape", one hand horizontally across the wrist.

Some precum was bubbling from his penis slit, getting on your tongue.

You tasted his salty, yummy precum, and, using your throat muscles, gulped his cum down.

Hope you don't have a Rod Stewart situation where you have to go to the hospital for having cum in your stomach.

"Suck it, you dirty slut" Shawn purred.

You then pulled your face away from Triple H's cock, where his cock left your mouth.

His cock was shiny and wet, he still hadn't completely came yet.

You then moved your face to Shawn's dick, where, like before, you opened your mouth and his cock got inside your mouth.

You wrapped your lips around Shawn's cock and bobbed up and down his shaft, sucking his cock, tasting his salty but hot cock.

Shawn's eyes were clenched tight, his teeth clenched and gritted, his chest heaving up and down.

Shawn opened his eyes, he wished he could keep his balance on something while you fellated his shaft, but he didn't have really much to hold onto besides maybe the door knob.

"Suck it, babydoll" he purred, looking down at you. "Suck it!"

While he said that, his hands crossed together at the wrists in front of his crotch, doing his infamous "suck it" body language.

Him saying that turned you on even more.

"Suck it, dirty girl" Triple H purred. He was getting on in the action even more.

You moaned on Shawn's cock, your breath hot.

With your breath being so hot and you being hot (as in sexy), Shawn then burst his load of cum into your mouth, his white, hot cum filling up your whole mouth.

Some of the cum was traveling and sneaking down your throat and you didn't even swallow it all yet.

You then gulped down all of the cum in your mouth that left his cock, trying to gulp all of it down and trying to get all of the cum off of his cock.

His cum was so hot, salty and white.

You pulled your head away from his penis, his penis leaving your mouth.

You took a look at Shawn's cock.

Definitely wet, but it doesn't look like there's any cum on his dick.

Now, time for Triple H.

You then turned your head to Triple H's genitals, where opened your mouth and his cock got in your mouth again, your lips wrapped around his cock.

You then bobbed your head up and down Triple H's shaft, sucking and pleasuring his penis.

His eyes rolled in the back of his head, his chest heaved up and down.

"Ohhhhhh, God, baby" Trips moaned. "Feels so fucking good".

He put his hand behind your head, where he pulled your head closer to his genitals.

"Suck it, baby, suck it!" Triple H moaned, his other hand making a chopping motion up and down the side of his crotch. "Suck it!"

He then put his hand behind your head back to his hip, where he made his hands form "chopping" motions, like they were knives chopping carrots.

While he did this, he thrust his pelvis into your face.

You gulped down his salty man chowder, so salty but delicious and yummy.

While sucking his cock, your mouth and his cock combination made these very loud oral sex noises.

His cock was basically fucking your throat.

And out of the blue, his cock released some white, salty cum from the slit of his penis head, his cum as well as his cock entirely filling your mouth.

Your throat muscles swallowed and gulped down all the cum in your mouth, your tongue tried gathering and collecting all the cum atop and across your mouth, gulping that cum down.

You then pulled your head away from Triple H's genitals, his cock leaving your mouth, remaining flaccid.

His cock was wet and shiny, some cum was dripping out of his penis slit.

God, you wish you could suck both of their cocks inside your mouth, but it fit so tight, and maybe you could do that another time, maybe even more tonight.

You could even, one night, suck one of their cocks while another jerking off the other cock.