#god look at this FUCKING ramble holy shit
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im going to cry why does she look like that
#roni ramble#not my art#i dont think she has visible eyebrows in the movie#but over here theyre visible#and for some fucking reason theyre taking me out. holy shit.#she doesnt even look bored here she just looks. defeated#like shes just straight up done with existence#the simple difference some god damn visible eyebrows make on her is insane#inside out#inside out 2#inside out ennui
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#i am UNWELL#oh my god am i unwell#i need jesus#holy fucking shit dude#my only complaint.. the hands are covered. BUT the gloves are kinda hot so it’s okay i’ll let it slide this once.#and he lowkey looks like he’s about to scold me? like yes please#also. the EYE CONTACT#yall know those tiktoks where you have to not blush or smile or look away while having eye contact? yeah im FAILING#sorry. gotta calm down. 😤😮💨#bang chan#stray kids#emmy rambles
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make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art make bad art
#repitition#in case#rose rambles#holy shit i need to let myself make art evwn tho it looks so fucking god awful
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WHAT THE FUCK DID THEY DO TO ISABELA
#dragon age#dav spoilers#da critical#holy fuck even excluding the weird orientalism in it (which i dont really feel qualified to talk about fully bc im white) it just looks like#shit in my humble opinion 😭#im trying not to look at too many spoilers but oh my god#playing on ps5 so im stuck with it too 😭😭#crow rambles
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If you make "memes" like this I get to steal something out of your house. I don't make the rules
#I SAW SOMEONE POST THIS and oh. oh my god#resisting tye urge to say some really awful shit#yhis makes me sosoosos fucking ANGRY#YOUD FIND ART LIKE THIS IF YOU USED YOUR BRAIN AND LOOKED#ALL OF THIS IS STOLEN FROM ART YOU CAN ACTUALLY FIND AND SUPPORT#HOLY FUCKKKK#kiwi rambles
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Heya! Was this the piece you were talking about?
Seems to be from someone going by seyorrol
YES!!!!!!
HOLY SHIT YES THERE IT IS!!!! THANK YOU LOVE YOU YOU'RE AMAZING MWAH MWAH MWAH
#it looks like they're no longer on tumblr so no WONDER i couldnt find it!!#i vividly remember rb-ing from the original artist and checking their tags#bc my immediate thought seeing this was 'oh theyre fuckin lmao'#but then the notes were like 'theyre fighting'#but i checked the og tags and I Was Right <3#god this is SO FUCKING PRETTY#the details the sheer level of it w/o being cluttered#the colors the composition the Very unique subject of the work#the flow of motion the EVERYTHINGGGGGG#rambles from the bog#i have seen many a work of art but this one... man... it speaks to me somehow#i dont think i can put into words how it makes me feel#i look at this and sigh dreamily. Peak Art imo#its my kinda shit! maximalist! unique! 'weird'! abstract!#its the kind of artwork i'd stand and stare at for a prolonged length of time#and theres yk! a Story behind it!#i would love to know it....#found their deviantart all their stuff is Stunning#talk about a rich inner world holy shit...#WAIT wait wait wait can i get a link to the original image???
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VERY RUSHED demonkicks sketch bc I wanted in on the fun (dtiys)
OHYMGOD I LJTARALLY JUST AOKW UP LIKE 45ECONSS AHO BFUT RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANFNDNFNWKRKWJHRNAKVKGJSJRNAJFJVKFLAKFODOQKOWODKFKGLSLVLTLWOGCPAOQKTLSLGRLLWKFKRKVLGEE
#OHHHMYMGOOFDDDD#DFAVES#FAVES#ULTRA MEGA FAVE#ALL TIME FAVE#ALL TIME BIG FAVE#< needed new fave tag#GAHHHHH#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAOAAAFKFKDKFKFOFMRNSMMFKKFLSKFKRMKEKAKSH#HOHLY SHIT KM STILL STRUGGLIKG TO SAYY AWALEW BUT HOLY SHIT REMY TJANKYOUSO MUCCH ITS SO FUCKING NAAUIFKFUL#REMY ART AAVW ME#SAVE ME REMY ART#IRS SOCEBAURFUL#BWAUTFUL#AAAAAAA#THNAKYOUSPMHCH#CIRESAMS EXPLODES#GODDD THECWAY THEY ARE HOLDING EZCH OTHER.ARE YOU TRYING TO FUCKING KILL ME#THE QAY DAKOTAP LOOKS AT ASHS.THE WAY ASHE LOOKS AT DAKOTA.#IM ACTUALLTL GONNA BE ILL.#OH MT FOD.#ALSO DIABETIC(?) DAKOTA COLE PROPOGANDA!!!!!!!#GOD THJS OS#GOD I LVOWTJEM SO MJCH#I MJSS TJEM#HAS ANYONE HEARD KF DMENKCICKS…….#vixen rambles#vixen answers#demonkicks#jrwi demonkicks
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#im so upset ok literally no one cares but#my bedroom at home was getting kinda redone this summer#we repainted and added shelves above my desk and styff#so i displayed my album collections on the shelves it was so slay ok it was fire#and#today as i was adjusting things#the shelf with my skz collection just fucking rips out of the wall bro#like BROO?? there are holes in my wall now but idec bro MY ALBUMS???? l#it was so high up too im. they fell from a catastrophic height.#literally every single one of my skz albums falling to the floor which is like at least 50 or smth idek#no that sounds too high but you know. A LOT#i have from mixtape to rockstar not every singlr one but yeah#MY LIMITED ALBUMS?? THESR ARE EXPENSIVE HOLY#im taking a deep breath rn#actually looking from through my tears they didnt look Too beat up (except noeasy fuck that packaging) and except my stay in playground pho#photobook case CRACKEDDDD og my god. its judt the outer plastic case but i. am. so. sad#that is like $50 bro#anyway god#now we have to somehow fix it. we used these shelves before in my sisters room and they've held up great but she pretty much puts stuffed an#animals and thats it lol#did not account for my shitload of albums creating a ton of weight but well.#theyre supposed to hold 170 lbs are my albums rly more than that holy shit#ANYWAY#this litrtally happenrd 15 minutes ago thats why im venting rambling idk#now i have to sleep in my moms room AGAINN until these are fixed#like i love her but i like sleeping alone god pls#(i also primarily write at night and. well its not the easiest to write smut and stuff when ur mother is right next to u.)#GOD UGH. idk its fine but im#silver lining is it wasnt my loona collection bc not only are those rare ash i swear they dent from a strong gust of wind bro#I REACHED TAG LIMIT LMAO I DIDNT KNOW THAT WAS A THING BYE
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HIII I KNOW. A LITTLE BIT ABOUT ANNIHILATION. PERIPHERALLY. ive seen like part of it but i do NOT remember much. except that its one of the prettiest movies ive ever seen. that being said im so eyes emoji abt ur au..... r there any specific scenes frm the movie ur thinking about?? how would the character dynamics differ from either canon?? etc etc etc!!!
GOD I FUCKING LOOOOOVE ANNIHILATION. ONE OF MY TOP 5 FAVORITE MOVIES OF ALL TIME EVER. yes yes yes yes yes OK. so this is. all encompassing crossover jrwi au which means I'm pulling characters from different campaigns. which. usually im not a huge fan of but i think i pulled it off rlly well in a limited sense here bc i have very specific reasoning behind why i put each character where. u will know at least two of them and they WILL cause you psychic damage so trust me when i say the other ones will too. putting this under a cut bc im gonna ramble
BASICALLYYYYY it's gonna follow the plot of the movie pretty closely just with slightly altered character dynamics + each of their reasons for going into the shimmer. so each person on the Current Team has lost someone on a previous expedition, and basically all of them are trying to find answers for what happened to their loved ones.
im gonna talk mainly about the ones you know because youll understand where I'm coming from the best with them but just know I am OBSESSED w the roles I have put gillion and chip in here. god I miss riptide every day .
DAKOTA COLE AS ANYA. Anya is the retired paramedic !! she's the one that. hold everything. gets killed by the fucked up bear. smile. that was just a fun little coincidence for me . ORIGINALLY I was dead set on having the pd representative be william bc im biased and I love him but after rewatching the movie I just think dakota fits in anyas place so perfectly. she's the most outgoing of the group, she's the one that initially invites Lena to join their team (also side note there is a pre-existing dynamic between dakota and chip because they've had MULTIPLE interactions in various what if crossover episodes and their dynamic is one of my favorite things ever). she's also the most aggressive. she's the first one to snap into action mode after finding the body in the pool, she's the one to take josie away from it and has a very protective stance over josie for the rest of the time after that (this is going to be relevant i am gonna talk about josie next) . once the group starts arguing about whether they want to continue further into the shimmer, anya shifts into a VERY black and white mentality, pinning ventress as The Bad Guy immediately for wanting to continue. and then when Lena shows some hesitancy over what she wants to do, anya snaps into a "youre either with me or against me" mindset. she also has this growing sense of paranoia ever since they find the tape of what appears to be the previous crew killing each other, and after she learns Lena is lying to them about her connection with Kane she goes way overboard with tying them to chairs and threatening to kill them. while i don't think dakota would necessarily go that far I DID say this to jonesy when we were rewatching the movie together so. bfu connecting two dots meme
anyway i think dakota is in the shimmer looking for william AND vyncent. parallels to the "dakota leaves for 10 months without telling them" which is why the three of them would be separated in the first place. william somehow finds out about the southern reach and his draw toward a mystery is what causes him to join the first expedition. vyncent goes with him because he can sense it's dangerous (and basically a suicide mission) and doesn't want william to go alone. I have. ideas. for what happens to them in the shimmer but they are vague at best right now and even then. dakota never finds out what happens to them before he's killed by the bear. the bear uses their voices to draw him out btw. smile. he dies protecting thr rest of the group even immediately after his paranoid breakdown.
OK THAT GOT LONG. OOPS. ONTO THE SECOND ONE
SHILO AS JOSIE. ohhhhh josie radek one of my favorite characters in media of all time. God I love her so much. anyway she's the only one of the current expedition with no previous combat training, so she's often seen by the rest of them as someone who needs to be protected. if I'm remembering correctly she's also the youngest. (in this. au. dakota would be older than shilo. feels better in my mind. none of them would be Kids they'd all be adults at this point but I'd put shilo in early 20s and dakota maybe in mid 20s. so . still young.) shilo is in the shimmer looking for his twin brother who went missing. somehow he was able to track down the southern reach and find out emizel was part of a previous expedition, and desperately wants to get him back. he's the one with the LEAST amount of knowledge going into the shimmer. he doesn't realize it's a suicide mission. he just wants his brother back. anyway when they get to the first outpost they find the remnants of the first team's base of operations, with names on a guard patrol rotation and leftover weapons and. a video camera. with a tape in a plastic bag labeled "for those who follow". josie is the one holding the camera when they watch it. the tape shows members of the previous party in the abandoned pool, one guy tied to a chair while the others cut open his abdomen to show his intestines moving around like snakes or worms. in the movie, the guy who cuts him open is Kane, Lena's husband. the rest of the party doesn't know her connection to kane, and she knows now if she tells them they won't trust her (and is proven correct by this when anya eventually finds out her connection) ANYWAY I'm going off track. sorry this is my favorite scene in the whole movie I get distracted. ANYWAY so when they see this, josie is the most immediately horrified by it because she's the only one who hasn't seen anything as gruesome as that before. for shilo. well. he gets to see the one being cut open is emizel. and then later when they get to the pool and find the body still there (again. josie is the one to find this. she's also the one who reaches down into the old dirty water and accidentally picks up the knife. which was still left in the same place they saw it be dropped in the tape) corpse plastered to the wall by all kinds of multicolored fungus and lichen, I think shilo doesn't immediately break down, he doesn't really. process it right away. I mean it's completely unrecognizable. it's not until he accidentally picks up the knife that it all clicks into place in his mind and he realizes "that thing right there used to be my fucking brother" and completely shuts down. runs out of the complex, dakota has to chase him down because they all know its dangerous to go anywhere alone, etc. after this he loses any sense of purpose, the only reason he came into the shimmer in the first place was to get emizel back and now seeing what happened I think he just gets. hopeless. which is the beginning of the end for him . i haven't decided if his exact death is the same as josies but i want it to be peaceful in the same sort of way. "imagine dying frightened and in pain and having that be the only part of you which survives... i wouldnt like that at all" "ventress wants to face it.. you want to fight it... im not sure i want either of those things...." josie radek i am in love with you. anyway. annihilation pool scene for you because I love this image more than anything
#DEFINITELLYYYYY RECOMMEND WATCHING THE MOVIE AHAIN ITS SO FUCKING GOOD#i have a lot of thoughts about gillion and chips roles as well but you havent listened to riptide yet so it wont hit as hard#also the others for posterity: rand from bitb as sheppard (the first one to die) looking for rolan and kian .#and rumi from apotheosis as ventress (the leader of the party) . i have a lottttt of thoughts about rumi ventress. they mean a lot to me.#especially considering what happens to ventress at the end of the movie. mirrors rumis relationship to godhood really well i think#UGH. fucking obsessed w this au#my freak week post for tomorrow is in fact the pool scene. surprise surprise. where they find the tape#so you get. THREE images. first one is gillion with the knife#second one is emizel being cut open to Worm Guts (the prompt is weird gore. lmao)#and the third one is. shilo and chips different flavors of horrified reactions.#and bc this is an au where there are not. fish people and superpowers and vampires and such#i gave characters like gill and the twins and rumi more human/modern designs. and .#holy shit i popped off with gillions completely by accident#i just kind of. started coloring him and zoned out and then went *squidward voice* oh god hes hot !#so i think i got possessed. actually.#anyway. thank you so much for letting me ramble this has been on my mind ALL afternoon#asks#friends!!!#intertexts#jrwi annihilation
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WAIT HOLD ON WOAH WAIT A SECOND WHAT IS THAT
HOOOHH MY GOD OH MY GOD HOLY SHIT YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!
#GUYS GUYS HOLY SHIT LOOK OHG MY GOD#LOSING MY FUCKING MIND!!!!#animal jam classic#ajc#animal jam#juno animal jam classic#juno ajc#jamblr#tomothy rambles
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im actually abt 2 kms
#they..re....so.....gorgeous......whatt#i cant even#its phsyically painful looking @ this rn#that shuld b meee#oughh#god i NEED 2 listen 2 my japan cds its been 2 long im getting withdrawls#my papa has gtp on vinyl its so sick bro#i think he'd've given it 2 me but i dont have a playerr ughghfjeoehephfoeur#anywayz wth was i sayin#oh yesh . im morphing into them rn as we speak#their outfits r. horrendous acrually#holy shit micks os rlly fucking bad 💔💔#srry im js. leopard prints biggest h8r. am i poser 4 that#w/e!!!#japan the band#rivers rambles <3
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OH MY GOD WE JUST READ THE NEW DBS TBHK UPDATE
HOLY SHIT
HOLY SHIT
#rambling about the update down here#don’t read if you don’t wanna be spoiled!!!#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk manga#jibaku shounen hanako kun#jshk manga#OK RAMBLING TIME#TSUKASA APPEARING AFTER THE CLOCK BREAKS#THEN HIM KISSING NENE WHILE HER AND HANAKO ARE FROZEN#I WAS NOT EXPECTING ANYTBING LIKE THAT AT ALL HELLO?????#AND THEN HE JUST PICKS HER UP AND CARRIES HER AWAY???#HANAKOS FACE WHEN AKANE AND KOU FOUND HIM TOO#OH MY GOD HE WAS FUCKING DEVASTATED#EVEN AKANE LOOKS CONCERNED FOR HIM#AND THEY DONT LIKE EACH OTHER AT ALL#I wanna see Hanako go apeshit so bad#his brother just stole his practically girlfriend so he has plenty reason to#but holy shit I can’t get his devastated face out of my head#have we ever seen him with that much emotion before?????
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I'm currently looking for a skirt in thrift stores but so far have been rly unlucky finding one that looks like what I want and fits me... But I HAVE found a new flannel so like... the butch side of the futch life is pursing me MKDSJFHKF (I'm happy with that fact)
#god forbid I find a cute skirt though I want to cry#please I just want One (1) cute skirt I beg#a kneel-lenght or longer wool skirt#high waisted#you'd THINK it'd be easy to find ????#not in my city's thrift stores apparently (i'm not done checking them all tho so fingers crossed)#beary life#beary ramble#i hate looking for clothes tho holy shit#especially pants it's SO FUCKING HARD to find pants that fit and suit me#clothes shopping hammers my body dysphoria straight into my face everytime#(though on a better side of things : the dysphoria is A LOT LESS WORSE THAN IT USED TO BE so like....#perseverance of looking and actively trying to accept this body is ever so slowly working yknow#never give up !!!!)
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I beat TotK today ✌️
#saccha's thoughts#totk spoilers#for my tag ramblings#ganondorf's second phase sucked so much ass#oh my god I was SO BAD at dodging his attacks#it turns out im still rusty#do appreciate the master sword having infinite energy during the fight#ganon pulling the 'forbidden spell' that zelda also used was fucking baller#holy shit#a genuinely good idea for his final phase#the final phase being relatively relaxed was also VERY much appreciated#was kinda hoping for a bit more dragon v dragon action#and maybe the 3 elemental dragons showing up too#but eh can't have everything.#very curious what any potential dlc for this game will look like
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GAME COMPLETED!
I need a hot minute before I gush... But oh my god, wow, this game was incredible. Not just a stellar handheld title, but a prime Zelda title as a whole. 9.9/10, for sure <3
#scrawny rambles#tloz#albw#anyhow i'm obsessed#i WILL be making memes in the aftermath#as always this is a zelda game and OH MY FUCKING GOD THE PLOT. JUST. look i've known all this for years but#yuga. hilda. their schemes. their dynamic. what the FUCK is up with them???#ravio my beloved freeloader god fucking bless and amen#i only wish that you had REARRANGED MY FURNITURE ONCE YOU SOLD OUT. FUCKER.#smh ravio ess-em-eych#everyone in that trio needs to be held by the nape and shaken to varying degrees#i 100%'d my file and died only nine whole times!! wow 🥰🥳#GOD. this MIGHT be the first time i've 100%'d a game ever#holy shit#but yeah OH MY GOD what a stellar fucking game#highly recommend#takes a little getting used to at first#but everything is so intuitive and so wonderfully designed#guiding without handholding#again just a stellar example of zelda at its best in so many ways#we STAN albw on this blog#even if turtle rock was a pain and i'm put-off by what they did with oren lmao
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Working with Leviathan be like
Leviathan: *completely both rewrites a severe trauma trigger back into something neutral and freeing, and further reconnects me to the Sky and myself off plane and pre-incarnation in the space of 24 hours* yeah nice, anyway we should play video games now I'm tired
#ramblings //#Emphasis on he works over the span of months but he really is a uh... A pool of water that doesn't drip into your mind until you open the#door. And you think you will be drowned when you do but he is so soothing. And he walks with you#And sometimes what he walks you through is really painful and it's like what the actual fuck am I doing but he stays there like#duh it's what I said would happen it's fine trust me#And you do and then it's like. Holy shit. Look what I walked through. Hope you're proud of me#leviathan //#ramblings //#Anyway. Friendship ended with Despise A Certain Game now Ending Of The Game Where She's Soothed And The Rain Fades is my friend#And. I didn't realise how much I'd become afraid to talk about me. I talk about Leviathan all the time as the sky but I don't.... Like#talking about myself as a part of the day sky and what that means. I have. Thanks to him. Had gateways opened to astral memories#that I was too scared to touch and.... I'm.... I think I'm ready to start recorroborating my info between brains in astral and physical#bodies..... I think..... I'm ready I'm... I am So fucking End Of Game Where Rain Fades right now and that makes me want to fucking bawl my#eyes out because a) I wasn't allowed in the cult I was in to go near that part of the game bc they told me the character there was alive and#she hated my guts and thought I was disgusting. And b) god the storyline involving her is just so so so so so relevant to my life post-cult#:( you know. Just :(#Diary //#The child returns to her mother the cycle is done the rain clears the ocean is infinite the workings of the cult I mean church are undone#And that doesn't scare me anymore? The cult was so.... Had me thinking that any time that game was brought up they were in control of it#and they would see me and it was their game and they made it alone and I could never just enjoy it as a video game.... It#Still hurts a little but leviathan walked me through allowing it to be neutral and admitting that I see myself in it. Because I tried my#hardest to not admit that thinking that if I did they'd be in my head but mo#No* it's... Its a communal thing. It's allowed to be relatable to a wide audience for neutral reasons. I don't have to break down when I see#it. And I'm allowed to talk about the Sky and I'm allowed to talk about where and when I met Leviathan and I'm allowed to not hide what I do#with him because others may take it as gross exaggerations for bragging rights - I'm allowed to be neutral. Just because at one point in my#life I thought astral projection was only for a select few does not mean now that I do it I have to hide it in case someone like me#takes their insecurity so far that they see my neutral declarations as an attack on them............. Anyway#The Day Sky. My beloved. You mean so much to me. I won't forget my purpose in this incarnation I will not hide it#Thanks Lev#I love that arguably calling him Lev is more controversial than calling him Tengri but it's Not just a nickname lmfao
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