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orv spoilers!!!
ok guys. guys. why aren't we spending every single fucking moment of our lives talking about the oldest dream & kim dokja scene?? like hello??? i'm not even talking about when kdj tries to stab himself no no i'm talking about the few, small moment leading up to that, when it's just them, staring at each other.
it's such an gut wrenching powerful scene in my opinion. like like like oh my god. so much has happened. and yet, and yet to them it's still about the same webnovel. kim dokja has aged thirteen years since he was this kid, but as he steps forward they still are both just kim dokja.
They both remember the cold rush of air when they leapt from their school balcony. They both remember the breathless laugh before they did it. They probably both remember the way it reminded them of when they were five, getting thrown into the air by their mother, her face not yet wrinkled with regret. They remember the way it burned as they hit the cold pavement and as blood seeped into the concrete. the way that whole thing was nothing more than a reminder that this time there was no one left to catch them.
They remember the flashes of cameras and they both remember typing three tiny words into the hospital computer.
They are both kim dokja: One is just the past and the other is the future.
They stare at each other when by all definitions they shouldn't be allowed to exist close to other. Kim Dokja hates him, he hates himself and he hates his past. and the oldest dream wishes he were him he wishes he could be someone stronger ,someone better, and that's why our kim dokja exists. They are trapped in this circle of resentment and remorse.
His companions stare, registering the scene in front of them. what this means. and it's this heartbreaking sort of realization that the god they came here to fight is not just a child, but the past of their leader. this world that has bruised them and hurt them and killed those they loved, was caused by one of the ones they loved.
And then the oldest dream( he's just a fifteen-year-old kid. he doesn't even have a drivers license yet. he doesn't know anything in this world except for pain and the rush of joy that comes with another chapter) opens his mouth. He stares at his future. A future he has created for himself. and he whispers, in a slow voice, his face twisting
"M-monster…"
#also obsessed with the part where kdj stabs himself because to me that is the PINNACLE of his pain & self-hatred and it's the monument to#every single hint and subtle moment that builds kim dokja's self-hatred bit by bit#it is *the* moment of all that burning pain and agony and oh my god is it beautiful#and then all his compainions#in their own way#grab a hold of him. they stop him from hurting himself. from killing himself#and it's so#god it's so beautiful#i'll make a post about that one day#orv spoilers#tw sui attempt#mentions of suicide#orv#tw suicide attempt#omniscient reader novel#omniscent reader's viewpoint#omniscient reader's viewpoint
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SILENT. HILL.
Nothing compares to SH for me. Goodbye everybody the OG fixation is back and I will be nowhere in the vicinity of normal
#krok.exe#Silent Hill remains to be the number one thing on my list#My favourite of all time#Informed my brain chemistry#Informed the horror tropes I love#God it's so beautiful#Nobody look at me I'm ripping James' eyelids off
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No Wonder
by Joanna Newsom
Take it with me, love, to a place it can be, love. Little bird, little stone, shine, in light of the undone, dig with your hands, dear gather our friends, dear and I will cover with dust, dear Silence and trust, dear. Stay through the winter, wait for the splinter, and the green in the springtime, Queen-and-her-King-time.
Sweetness all summer and fall hit like a drummer and split in the autumn pit with no bottom.
And after the fall, out in the country in the long drought with ya, honey. And I call, daughter and son, ours to adore, whatever may come. After our chores end, and our money and our scores are settled and done, darling, I will stay till the last, plates are all filled, treats are all passed.
Ain’t it a thrill, ain’t it a gas Foot* at the hill, and don’t it go fast? At the foot of the hill, we empty our glasses.
And I’ll follow you over, will you follow me under? Crawl through the shadows, call out the wonder. Oh, how I love you, time will tell – I’ll never tire of you, I’m just tired of myself, dear.
And as our days, waft in a realm our path is away, soft as a dream. We laugh and we race soft and ennui capture a stray pod on the breeze hammer a stake, mark in our seed manage to rake, water, and weed. Hundred to one, our garden will grow. But wonder or none, I wanna be known, wanna be sung, wanna be shown, want for no one but you and your warm opening arms. Watching the rolling storm clouds sail by
our window, dock in the valley; paled*, pocked, and dimpled crocodile belly. We wait all night and count the thunder, there is no lightning. It is no wonder.
But just before dawn, water comes streaming in the dark, every bead burns like a star, blinking to sleep, burns like a spark, burrowing deep, under the lawn, quiet and green rain has begun, honey, come see under the sun, rising like steam. Wonder or none, I wanna be seen, wanna be–eventually, eventually.
Grow through the winter, and summer, surely and slowly. Little star shine of wonder at home with you only.
#joanna newsom#no wonder#a joanna lullaby#god it's so beautiful#she really went and did it again made a new masterpiece album#my lyrics here are mostly similar to what i've seen others hear too but there are some different places still#i marked 'paled' here because i can hear and see both 'paled' and 'paved' and they both make sense within context of the line#but i went with 'paled' because it creates and l alliteration and joanna loves a little phonetic play#anyway#i hope you enjoy this#i have 2 left any request which should i do first marie at the mill or the air again? or maybe no one needs these from me anymore?#jnew 5 lyrics#love joanna#jnew#'foot at the hill' can also be 'ford at the hill' depending on which wordplay she went for haha
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okay on second listen i am appreciating love run a lot more
#god it's so beautiful#the lyrics are so raw#there is such quiet sadness#but also bitterness and regret and anger#the feeling of releasing something but being happy it's gone#the “fuck the whole world” feeling of your early twenties#i am feeling#asi rambles#tad#the amazing devil#love run
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The world exists in such a baffling state of simultaneous sex-aversion and sex-hegemony. Every social platform on the internet is trying to banish sex workers to the shadow realm but I can't post a tweet without at least two bots replying P U S S Y I N B I O. People are self-censoring sex to seggs and $3× but every other ad you see is still filled with half-naked women. Rightwingers want queer people arrested for so much as existing in the same postal code as a child and are also drumming up a moral panic about how teenage boys aren't getting laid enough. I feel like I'm losing my mind.
#it's bad if you want i have sex it's also bad if you DON'T want to have sex#god forbid if you're a woman in a heterosexual marriage and aren't in the mood#that's 'withholding sex' and you're clearly abusive scum who should be divorced and left without any of your shared assets.#but if you DO have sex now you're a degenerate freak plotting for the downfall of western society#i don't know what to say i'm just so tired#politics#culture#queerphobia#lgbtqia#misogyny#<it's not the exclusive source but let's be honest sooo much of this is integral to the patriarchy#patriarchy needs access to an underclass they can treat like sex objects but they also don't want them to have any human rights#so sexuality is both obligatory and stigmatized#purity culture#i'm really struggling with tagging this because most of the appropiate tags would- in a beautiful twist of irony- get me booted off tumblr
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Ohh look, it's the dead boy detectives!
#it happened again#another pair of neil gaiman's gay men have stolen my heart#this happens too frequently for my liking#no but edwin and charles MY GOD#their relationship is so insanely beautiful#please watch dead boy detectives if you haven't yet I NEED it to be renewed!!#also you're allowed to hit me cos I worked on this instead of working on my final#dead boy detectives#dead boy detectives fanart#edwin and charles#painland#chedwin#DBD#my art#fanart#digital art#ghosts#my fanart#illustration
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why is religious Christmas imagery all so joyful and pleasant? where is the inherent horror of the birth of Christ? A mother is handed her newborn child, wailing and innocent. Her hands come away sticky. Red. Simply by giving her son life she has already killed him. He is doomed from the beginning. Her love will not save him from suffering. Because the thing cradled in her arms is not a baby, it is a sacrifice: born amongst the other bleating animals whose blood will one day be spilled in the name of what demands it. the night is silent with anticipation. Mary, did you know? That your womb was also a grave?
#instant conversation enders for my multiple youth pastor cousins#don’t say it (I’m gonna say it)#The Child is The Price#but i mean come on#as someone who isn't actually even christian the real-life historical version of this is still cursed as fuck#i mean we know that jesus was a person who existed. whatever circumstances he was born in#its terrifyingly ominous to imagine being so unaware of the affect your child will have on the future of humanity#time itself will one day be counted around your birth of him#and all because he will suffer an excruciatingly painful death that you will not be able to prevent#not only that. but regardless of his or your intentions#regardless of whether there is a god#for millenea unfathomable millions will have blood spilled and will spill blood in his name#atrocities will be committed that you cannot even conceive of#and all on his and your behalf#you love your child. its beautiful. but there's horror in what you've done. because everyone else will love him too#and what's more dangerous than that?
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the closet is GLASS
#⏝ ☆#we won again bakudeku nation#gay gay homosexual gay#save me.. doomed yaoi.. save me..#THIS IS OFFICIAL OH MY GOD#the way i've re watched the video atleast 8 times these past 2 hours#they are so beautiful#my hero academia#mha#izuku midoriya#bakudeku#boku no hero academia#bnha#bakugo katsuki#bkdk#deku#katsuki bakugo#wonder duo#katsuizu#dynadeku#boku no hero acedamia
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OMG BUTCHNATURAL???????????????
#i did it#i was so possessed .this all came to me like a headrush#LESBIAN SPN DOPAMINE IS SO BEAUTIFUL ACTUALLY#THANK GOD#also true butchification is when they look exactly the same yknow#spn#illustration#artists on tumblr#supernatural#lesbian#DYKES EVEN!#dean winchester#sam winchester#spn fanart#butchnatural#d art
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Oxygen
#my art#oc#original character#mixed media#god this thing is so jittery but im so tired of making it so I don't even care anymore#beautiful but jittery sky woman#tginf
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last thing you see before he fucking GETS YOU
#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon spoilers#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi kabru#god i wish he had beautiful brown eyes#his blue eyed stare is so scary#I love him soooo much#my post#kabru
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THE GREEN KNIGHT (2021) dir. David Lowery
#*#*gifs#the green knight#thegreenknightedit#filmedit#moviesedit#dailyflicks#filmgifs#cinemapix#userriel#userstream#userdanahscott#usermimsi#this movie was beautiful my god#and so was dev#films#1k#2k#3k#4k#5k
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IT WAS ERIC AFTER ALL!!!! I'm so glad we got to meet him (before Vil snaps him away with those Infinity Gauntlets) (can't wait to see what happens when we get the matching Infinity Tiara to go with them, there will be no survivors)
(sorry to be so slow/rough lately, just got a lot of stuff on the ol' brain at the moment! alas, if only I could spend all my time drawing incredibly stupid characters I mean I do but)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#tapis rouge#i know these are not my best but by god i needed to draw ~daddo venue~#he is a treat! can't wait for him to yell at us for screwing up a shoot or whatever the last-minute disaster will be#i am SO HAPPY it turned out to be about movies after all! ...i mean sort of anyway#i'll take what i can get (and i do enjoy twst trying to be all cute about snow whAHEM i mean beautiful queen) (i see you there twst)#(also to be fair it actually wasn't poisoned in historial-revisionism-twstland so i think we can trust this apple. a+ acting eric)#anyway we are still. very solidly in the 'stand around and talk about the wallpaper for three hours' part of the event.#but HEY we got to meet eric! i was not really expecting it to be him so i am VERY pleased#also god help me i did think the shopping montage as portrayed by a rhythmic where they literally SKIP down the street was hilarious#there's a lot of Choices that were made in this event and that was a good one
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THE TOUDEN SIBLINGS, THE TOUDEN SIBLINGS!!!!1!!!11!!!!!2!1!!! REJOICE REJOICE EVERYONE GATHER AROUND THE TOUDEN SIBLINGS OH HEAVENLY TOUDEN SIBLINGS!!!!!!1!!!!!!1!!!!11!!
TOUDENS TOUDENS TOUDENS!!!!!!! YEAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#THEY'RE SO FUCKIGN PRETTY#i have never seen more beuatifl blonde white people#oh falin oh laios#they're sowonderful and amazing and they're so#did you notice how pretty their eyes are#and how similar they are#its almost as if they share some genetic genes or sometrhing#woow#so cool#the yuri win the yaoi win#lets hold hands and rejoice#maybe there is a god#laios dungeon meshi#laios#falin touden#laios touden#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon spoilers#dunmeshi laios#laios dunmeshi#falin dungeon meshi#dunmeshi falin#dunmeshi spoilers#falin is genuinely so so beautiful#laios is beautiful in his odd little way#what a pair#they're genuinely really beautiful
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gale's key art by magdalena katanska for the baldur's gate 3 deluxe edition vinyl
#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#tara the tressym#baldur's gate 3#bg3#baldurs gate 3#bg3edit#ch: gale dekarios#ch: tara the tressym#vg: baldur's gate 3#series: baldur's gate#edit: mybg3#i enhanced the colours a bit bc the pictures of it were so washed out#god i love this#i wish they'd sell this as a print#beautiful beautiful beautiful
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Dance untill the sun sets
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ID: A digital drawing of the Lamb and Narinder from the video game Cult Of The Lamb, dacing over a blue background. The Lamb is drawn with a short ponytail, wearing white shorts and a red top with short sleeves, as well as arm and leg guards. Their back is facing Narinder who is holding one of their hands up above their head. Narinder is drawn as his follower form, wearing wide pants and a red shirt with wide, shoulder-length sleeves. Both characters are smilling and have a slight blush over their face.
#Narinder indulging the fuck out of mortal life will always be everything to me#i love concepts of him being bitter and mad about being amongst mortals after being defeated#but i ADORE concepts of him (+ the bishops) being so fucking happy with mortal life it scratches an itch in my brain#rediscover the joy and beauty of mundane life through the eyes of a former god#cotl#cotl fanart#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#cult of the lamb#fanart#itchyballsart
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