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the-fandom-connection · 1 year

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I glow yellow in the day in my roooooooom I’ve been paralyzed by the fear and the dooooooooom and I might have COVID again I might have COVID again it’s like a fucking landslide with every goddamn thing saying ‘hey fuck u hey fuck u hey fuck u hey fuck u hey fuck u hey fuck u hey fuck u hey fuuuuuuck uuuuuuuuu’

#(:#fuck #god it’s so easy to be careless and brush some risks aside and then BOOM #how is the union supposed to survive if we can’t fundraise without potentially getting each other and other people horribly sick. how am I #supposed to be more outgoing and make connections like my therapist encourages me to in these fucking conditions? it doesn’t feel worth it.#fuck I hate this. I don’t blame my friend and coworker for exposing me but fuck I should have worn a mask. drunk through a straw or smth.#it’s nice living at home. no rent and not isolated. but it’s also so hard doing knowing that everything I do might expose my family.#cause yeah even with precautions there’s fuckups. and I wouldn’t mind so much like it’d definitely be worth it to get COVID in service of #raising money for the union. but giving anyone else in my house COVID??? fuck it sucked for them the first time (my dad’s ‘fault’)#I’m just glad I came back home late last night so I didn’t spend any time in close contact before getting texted this morning re: exposure #sorry to dump all that on anybody reading I just needed to type it somewhere #tw COVID #that’s probably a thing right?

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