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#643 words today#idk man slow going#but it's going#married young fic#god i can't even remember that as a tag#i have to keep checking the other word count posts lol#i'm curious how the story will turn out though#so that's something#word count
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
Bonus:
#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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Ted has had ENOUGH
#god i do love me some pissed off ted#we all remember 'up your's tennessee' ted#now we've got 'fucking ridiculous!' ted#that was a HUGE hit on yoshi though oh my god#and charlie was getting some too??#beating up on the second year guys cuz you can't touch tee (or ja'marr! were he actually participating)!#well actually ja'marr is participating because look at him just wandering around near the defense right after#i'm sure saying all kinds of shit <3#anyway. i have a feeling saturday against tampa could be brutual 🥲#ted karras#andrei iosivas#germaine pratt#ja'marr chase#i mean i'll tag#joe burrow#even though he kept his 275 million dollar ass far away from the action
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love love LOVE what matthew is doing with this portion of the campaign and how it mirrors how organizations like the ruby vanguard recruit people who were actually deeply wronged and gives them an outlet, and how a lot of the time their motivations are understandable, and wanting to get rid of the gods is not, in itself, the worst thing ever to many of these characters
but then you have orym there who is a widower with no living father because of the ruby vanguard, and no matter how the world/matt/the ruby vanguard justifies their actions, there will never, ever be a good enough reason to convince orym his family had to die for this cause
#eb watches campaign 3#i don't remember what my tag for this is#eb watches critical role#i'm on episode 63 and the whole thing w bor'dor is *chefs kiss*#orym of the air ashari#the ruby vanguard#critical role#idk man i can't articulate it but it's something about how#innocent people end up dying for grand ideas#and even IF a world without gods would be better#which is debatable#and IF predathos would stop at the gods#which is also highly debatable#it's that if ludinus is allowed to continue on this path#more people will lose husbands fathers children etc. etc.#and orym refuses to let that happen#who benefits from war?#bc that's what it would be if predathos was released. war.#ppl want this grand rebellion#with no care for who would actually be hurt#idk obviously this all feels so fucking relevant to the world rn#it's just so GOOD
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Can you believe it's been SEVEN YEARS since I drew this face? It's been a long time and a lot of water under the bridge for me, and I've been sitting down lately to watch all the Thunderbirds episodes I missed after I left the fandom. So, who knows where this might lead at this point, but have one EOS who is not at all happy about being ignored for seven long years.
I blame @lenle-g for getting this bug back in my brain. :P
#Thunderbirds#Thunderbirds are Go#Thunderbirds 2015#TAG 2015#Eos#Thunderbirds Eos#my art#codebaby#codebrat#god i've missed my bratty little daughter#XD i can't help feeling like a large portion of the fanbase now has never even seen this EOS#god seven years i feel so old#i had to look up my old artwork so i could remember how she looks
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I think we need to blow up the mouthwashing tag on every social media site
Solid fucking agree 🚬🐴
#asks#anon#can people treat I dunno. really heavy topics with the weight they deserve instead of fandomizing them like everything else. I know the#answer but still. and the way people have done it too is insaneeee like come the fuck on you people are literally ignoring shit for your own#comfort and thus creating some evilass metatextual instances ie using anya as a vessel for your own shit (denying her agency) and ignoring#jimmy on all levels because he makes you so uncomfortable but still wanting to have just one person to blame so villainizing the shit out of#curly when he did very much so fuck up big time but was still a person who did try even if it wasn't enough and also an abuse victim but#nobody likes to acknowledge that because nobody likes the idea that an abuse victim can fuck up big time and still be an abuse victim and#there's also the matter of how people idolize swansea and go oh he would've never let this happen when bro did know what happen halfway into#the months after the crash and didn't formally do anything until daisuke died. and people just act like daisuke can't and never would do#anything wrong when he literally stood there while jimmy rufied swansea. also the whole infantalization by the fandom really takes on a#whole nother tinge when you remember he's the only asian person on the Tulpar. like. guysssss. tears my fucking hair out and kills myself.#there's a reason that the only tag for a media I've found deeply personal I've refused to follow is mouthwashing because from the shit#that's slipped through the cracks alone good fucking god‼️‼️‼️ this is the uncomfortable game about accountability capitalism and sa do NOT#fucking remove the nuance from it. jesus fucking christ😀#anyway. yea.
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assuming Pokemon isn't planning to be 1:1 with its time periods, but similar... Serena/Calem and Dawn/Lucas could be time travelling besties that's all I'm saying
#pokemon#pokemon z-a#pokemon legends z-a#pokemon legends#pokemon presents#pokemon day#pokemon spoilers#<- i saw some people saying to 'tag spoilers' for the trailer so I GUESS#serena just stop by Japan for a bit on your adventure it'll be funny#actually you know what would be HILARIOUS is if they just use Dawn/Lucas again#god's favoritest protagonist can't catch a break forced to go on time traveling adventures every three years#serena pokemon#trainer serena#calem pokemon#trainer calem#does anyone even care about Calem. I can't even remember what he looks like. Calem fans if you're out there I'm rooting for you#game freak
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hey when they wrote "knight behind bars" and they wrote kitt helping a couple get together and they gave him the line "Some day, it will be my turn" [to find love]. did they know what they were doing. did they know that in some 40 years some gay autistic robot-obsessed little freak on tumblr would not stop thinking about it for weeks and write literal dozens of paragraphs screaming about it on discord. did they know they were going to ruin Me, Specifically, with this concept that feels like the culmination of everything kitt has gone through through the show and such a fascinating thing to think about in regards to michael and kitt's relationship,
one of the themes of knight rider is kitt developing as a Person, developing a line between the Knight Industries Two-Thousand, and Kitt. discovering humanity, his own emotions, the joys of the seemingly and logically pointless, and often through the lens of his own driver, his partner, his friend, Michael - his primary guide through all these experiences, his reference for those human things he doesn't understand. and as much as he initially claims to not be capable of experiencing emotions, of understanding feelings, he learns to. he experiences a wide range of emotions through the show even while claiming he doesn't, he even learns fear and insecurity. perhaps it's only natural a robot would learn to love, or at the very least be terribly curious about it and wonder if such a thing could ever exist for Him
the majority of people are not exactly kind to kitt. they talk about him like he's not there, they talk about him like he's a machine, a novelty, some people are even scared of or disturbed by him when all he's trying to do is make polite conversation and company. he's always Othered - there's no other cars like him (at least not anymore), but there's no other person like him either, he doesn't truly belong among humans or vehicles. some of the technicians at FLAG don't even seem to fully respect him as a person, at least they don't based on my vague recollection of how they talk about him in Junkyard Dog. when Michael asks him after KARR is destroyed if it feels good to be one of a kind again, he doesn't say yes or no - he only says it's a "familiar feeling." it may be familiar, but it's surely also isolating, and i think that's something he'd realize as he slowly picks up this curiosity about love. where could he even find it when so few people see him as an equal person to begin with?
and then there's michael. oh my god, and then there's michael. no matter what flavor you choose to read it in, the whole show is about their relationship, they're a duo, a set Not to be separated, they're Partners. they work together, they worry about and look after each other (forever insane about when kitt was a melted shell, Michael stuck around the garage for hours, waiting for any news like a worried spouse, constantly checking on him every opportunity he got... encouraging him to recover, and even helping paint back on his protective coating... kitt always looks after michael, but for once, it's michael's turn to look after Him), in a way they were Made for each other - Kitt more literally, being programmed for Michael and holding his namesake, but Michael was also made in a sense for the pilot program, hand picked and given a second life to work for the foundation and with this strange supercar. and even if they had a rocky start, michael comes to view kitt as a person - car, TV set, or computer core, Kitt is his partner, his buddy. he helps him find himself, guides him and teaches him about these things that make us human, and in a way, kitt becomes human - but his entire experience is still through the perspective of an AI in a car, it's still very unique and isolating, and I think he sort of grows into his own limitations, he's finally brushing against the walls that define him.
he learns of love, and then he learns to dream Of love. these things he sees in the movies, that michael tells him about, that he so often sees michael Partaking in that he gets so oddly jealous of, doesn't it all seem so wonderful? he's very curious. but who could ever love steel and circuitry, who could ever see him as an equal let alone a partner in a romantic sense? who would ever love a car and all the limitations That comes with? it's a problem for a hypothetical hopeful Some Day, in the meantime stuck between two worlds where he doesn't perfectly belong to either, where no car Can love him and no human seemingly Would love him...
and michael loves him anyway. before either of them really realize or talk about it, in spite of everything, in any form, regardless of the fact it wouldn't be a typical relationship by absolutely any means, michael loves him anyway. kitt is as much a person to him as bonnie or devon or RC, and that person is someone he loves and cares for deeply. the feeling is mutual, kitt's world revolves around michael, he's one of the most important people in kitt's life, and he'd do anything to protect him.
and it is michael that will finally teach him to love, and what it means to feel loved in turn, to be loved as the person he undoubtedly is.
#liz blogs#kr#knight rider#michael knight#kitt#robots#gay#this isnt writing. its rambling. its very insane rambling.#WHAT is the ship tag. i dont even know. fuck it we ball#michael x kitt#sure#knight rider spoilers#i saw someone make up a really good one but i cant remember what it was-- oh my god was it MK2000. was it. was that iT-#mk2000#retroactively gonna go tag all the fruity posts with that i dont care#do not even get me started on michael learning to love for the first time in This lifetime. ... literally dont get me started i havent seen#the last stevie episode yet. thats next weeks crying fit. but i feel like that's a piece i need#but stevie was michael Long's girl. part of His life. michael Knight can't go back to that. and maybe he Shouldn't#listen. its about michael teaching kitt to love. and kitt Letting him learn to love Again. something real besides his weekend flings#i need a lobotomyyyyyyy i need an ice pick to the brain i need to stop being completely fucking insane about robots#IF BEING INSANE ABOUT FICTIONAL ROBOTS WAS A JOB I WOULD BE A MILLIONAIRE#anyway michael is bisexual and a dashboard smoocher thanks for coming to my ted talk#homosexuality is rampant in the military jerry. thats a bisexual if ever i saw one. have you seen the way he dresses. he calls his car baby#if you dont watch knight rider and you read this i'm sorry i must look deranged#this ship is queer flavored even besides the fact its two guys. there's like four levels of queer flavoring in this bitch
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Small test run of Infinity Nikki done! Mostly just finished the tutorial (and kicked Momo around), but it so far it seems pretty fun~
Also photo mode is so nice ♥
#there's some janky animations in those manual progress cutscenes#and after the crash cutscene i had some big lag#but that vanished after progressing the quest#tutorial was somewhat annoying (i hate those “and now click here” ones that refuse to let you do anything else before you finish them)#but didn't take that long#and yeah the photo mode is a godsent for someone used to gpose lol#so many games have pretty graphics but absolutely refuse to let you pose for pics#or god forbid edit colors or lights to make them look better#i can maybe see some of the same problems that shining nikki had#as in. 3d outfits refusing to play nice together when mixing outfits#as that was something i loved doing in love nikki#but so far i haven't got any “you can't use that piece with this outfit” that i remember getting A LOT during shining#anyway uhhhhhh#i should probably come up with a tag for these pics#for organizational purposes u know?#neri in miraland#that'll do#AH also if any mutuals/followers try the game feel free to toss your friend codes my way 👉👈#i've yet to see what the friend system even lets you do but still#infinity nikki#edit: oh right i forgot to clarify - if you walk into momo he kinda shuffles out of your way#and if you keep doing it multiple times he comments something about it lol#i got “okay okay i'll get out of the way!” and something about him need some protective gear lol
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Day After Day | 日复一日
25k | T | Weilan | Case Fic, Undercover Married, Grief
Shen Wei swallows. “And this is why you asked me to—” he makes a vague gesture that means go undercover as your husband “—pretend with you.” Zhao Yunlan comes to a stop, eyes on Shen Wei. “That’s why the cover is a married couple. The reason I’m asking you is because there are no other options for people to go undercover with.” Shen Wei scoffs to give himself an excuse to look away. “You certainly know how to flatter someone, Zhao Yunlan.” Or: Four Haixingren disappear for two months after a stay at a romantic mountain retreat. Shen Wei and Zhao Yunlan book a weekend there to find out what happened.
it's finally here!!! my beloved fic for the 520 day guardian reverse exchange! this was written for trobadora, who gave me the most delicious set of ideas to fit into a story. it was so fun.
i have no idea how to describe this fic, frankly - this is, hands down, the most complex and most heartwrenching and most incredible thing i've ever written in my entire life.
here is a list of some things in it: a kiss, a mystery, a change of heart. old chinese people, dark energy world-building, lesbians, big-time character parallels, forgery of documents, rainstorms, rowboats, lollipop symbolism, [redacted], bedsharing, grading, the stupidest undercover name ever. zhao yunlan described with so many light metaphors. shen wei being the most shen wei i could make him.
read Day After Day | 日复一日 on ao3 here!
#guardian#weilan#zhao yunlan#shen wei#zhen hun#镇魂#banner post#520 day reverse exchange#man this fic is just so. its so. guys. i can't even say. this is SO personal and also SO a product of these exact two months of my life#truly this is just MY personal ideal weilan casefic that i lucked into being able to write as a gift fic#i remember talking to d in mid-april coming up w/ the case premise and they were like 'wow this will be complex to write' (paraphrased)#and i was like 'wow yeah ahaha. i love the idea though. maybe i'll just write one part' HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. haha. hah.#now that its done the last month and a half lowkey feels like a fever dream. the total count of hours i was literally sitting and writing i#a frankly alarming number when considering it happened in the context of a month#god this was SO FUCKING FUN though. i got to think SOOOOOOOO much about 1) including so much chinese stuff from my childhood in here#and 2) making references to chinese chengyu that i learned over the last four months of nonstop watching cdramas#and 3) soooooooooooooooo much additional meaning in the names of everybody and everything possible haha#anyway. mwah THANK YOU I LOVE YOU to everybody who is being so fucking niceys to me about this fic. i love you!! you are making me so happy#520 day fic 2024#<- if you want to see cut scenes from this / earlier versions of this fic. they are in this tag#my fic
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@dreamcrow followers and/or mutuals only: d0/uxie. discuss
#wip tag#why do people like him. What Is His Deal#if you do/were to write him: HOW??#this is not character bashing. i WANT to like him. the spirit is willing#but what is the appeal beyond 'daddy issues: the badly rushed series'...#i'm currently coasting on 'deeply intimidated by how hot bellroc is' which i feel very confident in (write from life etc.)#but that's for. one specific (rp friend's) interpretation. also: not yet published#i find it very difficult to write a character if i can't even intellectually empathize w/ them which is. difficult. w/ what we get onscreen#perfectly willing to concede i'm Just Not The Target Audience on this one but curious to see what you all think.#also thank god i remembered to bork his name before posting this. can u imagine.
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YEA BABEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#prince's gaming tag#god its so over for me#i wonder if ill feel this way once i meet a certain gambler or if itll feel more intense#or if ill actually like this guy more than the gambler lolol#while im here i wanna tell you guys a little thing that happened regarding him#i was at work scrolling through tumblr and one of my mutuals was blogging about him and the post mentioned his first name which is Veritas#i can't remember if i knew it already and forgot it or if it was my first time reading it but my first reaction was 'HIS NAME IS TRUTH???'#and then not even five seconds later i thought about it and went#'he's a scholar who hates ignorance and wants to spread knowledge to all in order to cure it. ofc his name is truth'#i said all this out loud to no one at work (i think if anyone at work was around and acknowledged my outburst id die on the spot)#oh this happened a while back mind you#before i started playing this game and all i knew about it was what my irls and mutuals on here passed my way
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you guys really weren't kidding about how fucking good lake mungo is
#i think it just came out above ex machina on my list of favorite movies what the fuckkkkkkkk#technically i need to rewatch ex machina before deciding for sure but either way SUCHHHH A GOOD MOVIE AAAAAGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#wait just remembered- i actually read the plot summary on wikipedia a loooooong time ago (but i hardly remembered any of it)#and having reread it just now after finishing the movie oh my GOD it does such a shitty job of conveying just how great this movie is.#what a dull clinical description what the fuck! please if you've ever read it and decided not to watch based on that#PLEASE give it an actual chance it is SO much better than wikipedia makes it seem.#it just doesn't (and CAN'T!) accurately portray just how truly haunting the movie is. a masterclass in how to tell a great ghost story#without relying too much on jumpscares or obviously horrific imagery (imo). just....wow.#and now for some screaming [🚨🚨🚨 brief spoilers incoming 🚨🚨🚨]:#SHE WAS THEREEEEEEE SHE WAS THERE THE WHOLE TIME IN EACH OF THE 'FAKE' PHOTOS/RECORDINGS OH MY GOD#AND EVEN THOUGH I TRIED *SO* HARD TO BE VIGILANT I NEVER SAW HER!!!! AND NEITHER DID THEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!#GOD I DON'T THINK ANY OTHER PSYCHOLOGICAL HORROR MOVIE HAS EVER MADE ME FEEL THIS INSANE HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ok i'm done. anyway cool movie haha#lake mungo#📺 tag#send tweet
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Rewatching the crown and oh wow, I forgot how good this show is
#i went on a 15 minute rant to my poor mother after finishing the first 2 episodes and i held back SO MUCH#seriously. i could pick this show apart frame by frame and have something to say about each one of them#it's just!!!! SO good#the storytelling (in *every* area!! acting. writing. cinematography. music. i can go on!)#anyway if you hear less from me these next few weeks i'm probably busy meticulously picking apart scenes from the crown in my mind#because oh. my god#i can't#(also- rewatching this i remembered how much the crown taught me about storytelling?? i distinctly recall taking lots of mental notes#about how to say things without *saying* them when s1 first aired. because it's a masterclass in showing instead of telling!!)#even the dialogue shows rather than tells in a lot of instances#i'l shut up now but AAAAA#autism reactivated shfjdj#i forgot i was fixated on this for a good few months every year or so between the ages of 14 & 18 lol#and for good reason holy shit#alys.txt#the crown#<- probably best if i make a tag
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you see it too, right? 😆
for video big thanks to my dear 💗 eloisebrandtner
#super shitty quality#i'm not even gonna tag it#but heheheh#you remember i'm still waiting when they will kiss during this song too??#almost there haha#i will wait a little more#friend sent this to me god only knows how#😁😁😁😁#can't wait to see it in good quality#berlin1#my ramm gifs
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I ran out of coffee beans. /glares into camera
It's officially time for 6 hot chocolates today.
#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.#[ me at my own tag: you mean coffee? ]#[ i can't exist without coffee. i mean i have black tea but it's not the same. ]#[ it's not the same. ]#[ god i'm gonna miss /this/ coffee. because this machine came with this pre-furnished apartment. ]#[ but i'll invest one day. ]#[ mental note: just remember the vanilla ice cream makes even instant coffee incredible sae. ]#[ okay but i refuse to go to the store rn. like i don't need to go. ]#[ but aLSO COFFEE? ugh. ]#[ life is stressing me out a bit-- like coffee please why run out 😭 ]
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