#glad I got to draw something outside work/uni tho

[banenaz]

Ayoo guess who's back with a new drawing 😩✨️

Tired sleepy silly boi 🥺🤲🏻💕

This was supposed to be for his bday lmao but I 2 months late ehe

Ok so ya. Happy Birthday Viccy boii

Missed drawing him sooo much

[riskeith]

omg i’m the same way HAHA. being the imposter makes me super anxious i’m the worst type of player i usually just end up leaving those games... doing the tasks and solving the mystery of who’s the imposter is pretty fun tho.. :p (i’m gonna try it out and let you know my thoughts.. you’ve never let me down before so i trust on you this too!)

THREE MONTHS? holy shit wow, that’s perfect 🥺 i’m soooo happy for you, are you planning on doing anything fun during those months? also i think this is like our summer break, which is so cool to see You guys get that during winter instead. so when school starts in three months you’ll be in your second year right? but yeah you absolutely deserve that god especially now with the shit that is online school 🤕

i love warmth so no complaining actually. even now it’s like 1-3 degrees celsius but i’m still feeling super cold haha. is summer your favorite season?

YES detective conan. the one and only. id love for u to check it out—even if it’s just one episode. if you like the aesthetics of 90’s anime this will be perfect., haha. it just has the cool mystery vibes with fun characters and conan is the Best. also, thank u for the recommendation i’ll absolutely check it out i’m a such a podcast fiend... (i love how in every one of these letters we just recommend each other stuff lmao)

shut up. u are literally the coolest. like outside ur amazing writing skills you draw and edit beautifully too? and you know language and study biomed which is so difficult so aaaah? big brained girl. i’m such a big fan. have you ever considered working in japan or things like that?

ohhh, i actually feel bad for u 🥺 the best part of uni imo is just walking around campus and emerging yourself in that scene. there’s something so... powerful being in an area with so many diverse students just studying or walking around. i miss it a lot as i’ve been in online school since march. we got the green light around september when the new semester started but we literally only got to go 3 times before they shut schools down again, yikes. i really really really hope you get to experience it soon though!!! 🥺 (oh no not orientation the goodies are the best part 😭 #getclunahergoodies2k21)

you read the manga???? wow!! that’s so cool, what are your thoughts on it? i thinking about reading it as well when i’m done with this season. :p anyway YES. aesthetic wise they just look... fucking good together. absolutely valid. if you remember the particular scene i’d love to see it haha!

SHE DID SIGN THAT. fuck these women are literally gonna be canon right in front of our eyes i cannot wait. 🥺 stop this made me miss the show sooo much we need it back asap 🥺

callum is just what sokka would’ve been like if he had bending. some even theorize that he’s gonna tap in to multiple primal sources so i guess that makes him sokka as the avatar HAHA. also, what’s interesting is that we’ll see soren and claudia take different stances now and watch how their relationship will pan out. i have a feeling their relationship will become a big part of the future seasons where they’ll have to adapt to these changes... hm

omg u are so sweet.. ♥️ then i’ll continue sending these for sure. as long as u are happy.. ♥️ hope you slept well!!!

AHHAA you just straight up leave if you’re imposter? omgggg that energy 😩 (yes pls lmk!! also please be super careful with your account and don’t share you UID anywhere publicly, there’s lots of issues with hacking and stuff so orz)

3 months yeppppp!! and yeah this is our summer break so :)) unfortunately i need to spend it studying for an exam in march, tho i haven’t done much studying thus far if i’m being honest 🤔 aside from that, i’m just gonna be chilling and catching up on a lot of shows! after watching tdp i finished she ra (so good. cried.) and i need to watch parasite sometime soon~

omg 1-3 deg C... i would NOT be able to handle that lol the coldest it gets here is like 9-10.. stay strong 💪 ahahah. spring is my favourite! summer used to be, but bc global warming (yikes) it gets way too hot to handle sometimes ahhh

i’ll def check detective conan out! my teacher mentioned it was something we could watch to practise japanese but i never gave it a go, but now i have incentive 🤪 i’ll let you know what i think! pls tell me how you feel about casefile too if you check it out! (what can i say? legendary.)

FHDSKJFHSDKJDS you’re making me blush nooooooooooo 😳😳😳😳😳😳 thank you!! i try my best 😭 and no I haven’t! i’m a big homebody and i really do like it here, so i’d prefer to stay. (we don’t *really* get natural disasters here either so. peace of mind lmao)

aw that sounds so good... i did really like the vibes on my first and only day! the weather was super good too and it made me feel excited to be at uni and Grown up AHHAAH. i hope I get to experience it next year too!! (#GETMEMYGOODIES2K21!!)

i like it!! horikoshi (the mangaka)’s style is soooooooo nice i just love looking at his drawings ahaha it’s super satisfying.

and here’s the panel!! (got rid of the text bc spoilers LOL)

but LOOK... them.. they.... i love them sm 😭😭😭

!!! they got renewed for like 4 new seasons right? congrats to them i can’t wait!

yesss i was gonna say that too but wasn’t sure if i should bc ofc even tho sokka has no bending in atla he’s still such a capable character and strong person...  glad we were thinking the same tho! yess the contrast between them and who they’re fighting with/for will def be interesting... kinda gave me zuko & azula vibes as well lmao 

<3333 thank you! no clue what time it is for you.... hope you have? a good night’s rest too? ahaha c:

[kyunsies]

Hello mädch!! i saw that you got settled into your dorm and I hope you're well <33 i saw that you also answered my ask from earlier in the week,, and tbh I haven't done much, which is fine :') but today was pretty good!! We went over to a relative's house to have a bbq and the food was really good T—T we visit them sometimes to exchange food but it was the first time in a while we got to sit down, have a meal, and talk. also one of them (who was visiting too) is a prof so we talked mostly abt uni stuff and it eased some of my nerves. And they have a dog so I got to play w her as well (◍•ᴗ•◍) goddd she's so cute and has a lot of energy,, I wish I could show you photos T_T

unfortunately I STILL haven't finished the gifset,,, been v lazy this week and bc it's a compilation and I'm using diff kpop mvs it takes longer bc I can't just slap the same psd to everything. I've also noticed recently that my desire to gif/draw/be creative is usually when I am busiest, and then when I Do have time I don't utilize it to its extent. When a bunch of gambler content was coming up I'd see so many things I want to gif but that was also when I was super swamped in school so I just downloaded videos to gif later T—T and now that I am done w school I use it to be lazy aka catch up on sleep hahahaha. That being said though I've been drawing quite a bit lately (*´꒳`*) anyways I hope you sleep well tonight! - 🌱

hi bub !!!! yes i was able to get settled in nicely, thank you 🥺 i’m so tired lol i’m definitely going to bed soon <3 YES i answers the asks SKDJJD JDJD again hun i’m so sorry those were late :( also !!! ahhh you got to spend time with your family !!! i love family dinners lol esp if they’re outside idk it just makes me feel cozy <3 and i’m glad one of your family members was able to ease your mind a little about uni 💖💖💖 and awww :( what kind kf dog is it? i’m sure it’s so cute !!!!

oh gosh babe that gif project sounds like a lot of work ;____; i’m glad it’s something I want to do tho which is really important <3 also i totally TOTALLY relate to this 100% bc when so much content gets put out and we have so little time i have the desire to do it all but the minus i have free time for some reason i don’t feel the need to be creative :( instead i’ll watch hours of yt LOL :’) i hope now that u have free time you’ll find that inspiration u need to make something u really want 🥺 and in the end it will turn out well !!! i’m probably going to sleep soon, so goodnight hun !! thank u for stopping by 💓💞💘💘💕💖

[keatulie]

tagged by @gaymarriedinspace!!!

5 things you can find on my blog:

Two. like. so many.

old recordings/images of Stuff that just carries a Vibe of childhood, like bits from 90s-00s channel continuities and advertising, toys, photos of rooms from certain years. am super nostalgic.

video games like Spyro the dragonnnn. also bursts of cute Chao posts from the Sonic series bc I love those guys. builds/maps and things from Zoo Tycoon/The Sims as well.

abstract humour.

animals and nature!

5 things you can find in my room:

so many toys and plushies!

nice smelling stuff like fragrance diffusers and candles.

Clutter that isn’t rly mine but doesn’t fit anywhere else in the house.

clothes, bc laundry is the One chore for me that’s just uuuuhuhhgh.

more sketchbooks, scrapbooks, and notebooks than any one person needs.

5 things I always wanted to do:

be a title designer, which sounds rly specific but wow, well-designed openings like the Adventure Time cards and like 30s-40s cartoons are just SO good!

spend a week or so somewhere near the Rockies and go on an animal study/expedition.

learn how to sculpt clay figures and make plush toys (which one of Classy’s answers reminded me of haha). just wanna make a ton of cute little collectible stuff for myself and others.

learn to fiiiiinallly play an instrument. maybe a woodwind. I have an ocarina. o:

stay at a camp. I always used to see these in North American shows and it seems so fun haha. but like, one for adults. except it runs exactly the same as a kid’s camp. so basic nature survival, crafts, trails, campfire stories.

5 things that make me happy:

everyone I know who is super cool and friendly. <3

birbs. esp when I wake up early enough in the day and it’s sunny and there’s birds outside.

my dog.

drawing and designing worlds/characters/anything rly.

nature walks.

5 things on my to do list:

start work on my final uni project hhhhn,

get into a steady exercise regimen

go on like, adventures more often.

spring clean my room (allllready started!)

get a Job.

5 things you may not know about me:

I have like, um. it’s not double-jointed I think, but a weirdly shaped left thumb? the joint at the base in the palm kinda juts out and I can make it stick out. also my thumb is crooked, but I can pop it straight if I want w/ no pain nowadays. both hands used to be like that but the right just straightened itself out as I got older. I used to accidentally throw them out and lock them all the time doing things like pulling socks up and it rly hurt.

I experience color-graphemic synesthesia, where you inherently associate certain letters and numbers with colours. I remember becoming aware of this when I was little and a baby show I was watching described the number six as ‘soft and round’, and I was like ‘!!! same and it’s also mint-green!’ in case you want to know: one is brick red, two is salmon pink, three is sort of apricot-yellow, four is royal blue, five is pale yellow, six is^, seven is dark purple, eight is apple red, nine is gold. these continue into the teens and like 20, 30, etc, but they don’t stack up. ‘46′ is not blue and green, it just doesn’t have a colour.

even tho I’m... super unobservant and have garbage short-term memory I’ve got a rly good long-term one. I can remember so many details about stuff I did and events that happened when I was younger. weirdly, even tho this prob crosses into short-term, I can usually navigate my way around a place after visiting it for the first time (even tho I never remember any names or roadsigns). I’m basically a homing pigeon. the strongest senses relating to memory for me are smell and hearing.

I've had just one surgery in my life (so far.. . .) and it was on my eye when I was 5. I have strabismus/a squint, and before that operation my left eye would still drift to the side (inwards), even while wearing glasses. a year ago it stopped drifting almost completely, except when I’m sleepy or focusing on something too close to my eyes. I don’t know why, I guess my muscles strengthened? but I’m glad. :3

I’m 4th of 5 kids, but 3 are much older and 1 is much younger (and all to a different parent) so none of them have lived with me or been particularly close, so I was basically raised as an only child.

thank you!! 🌟

I tag @dreamweavers, @eyespyscience, @hollehmonstah, @koldtblod, @uighean if u want to do it. :3

[zzpopzz]

Really long rant about how I made Vanilla Twilight, I typed it at 2am so it’s kinda crappy and boring, just skip through this post.

So I'd been thinking about it for a long time now, even before finishing Vanilla Twilight that I'd talk about it if someone asked, well that never happened so I was just thinking that I'd let it go but that post is so important to me so well fuck it I'll just talk about it anyway. I did it completely on a wimp like how cool would it be if I make a lyricstuck for Toumaki like I'd be the first (if anyone did this before me im sorry). The first song I intended to do wasn't VT, it was a much shorter and easier song. I saw the music video first time after a while and the lyrics gave me some scenes to draw right away, like the tones, the atmosphere, the lyrics all fit them very well, made me wanted to draw something happy but sad. The ending for it was a happy one instead of a sad one like other songs I did (I didn't post the ending for any of them, just let the viewers decide what it's gonna be) I was very scared like what if it won't turn out ok and people gonna hate me for it or no one even gonna look at it. Also what I visualized are mostly illustrations with backgrounds, what I never done before so high chance it won't go anywhere. I thought well let's just see how far will I get and won't talk about it at all until I post it so at least I won't be all barks no bite. I was very traumatized that someone might know about what I did so I locked all the files when I shut down my PC in case someone hack into it lmao. I started with making a storyboard(kinda) for it, this is where I first got trouble because there was some part I didn't think of when I visualized what I'd draw at first ( 'I don't feel so alone' part mostly and some in between) and it's only at this point that I realized how many I'd have to draw (over 40 images total) and it's mind blowing for someone who rarely finish a painting like me at that time, that number is more than what I'd draw in a year. VT doesn't have choruses that meant I can't do tricks like repeat some panels (I don't like this anyway). I usually painted on small canvas before that but I wanna make sure I can fix things later and some idea I had was pretty big so I used 3000x5000px canvas then trimmed them down ( I didn't know how big it was and it's huge). The idea was to make a tumblr scroll-post like a lyricstuck (my favorites are by paperseverywhere and toastyhat/emptyfeet , they made really cool tutorials about these) so I tried to drew out compositions that would look good scrolling down panel by panel and have some connections between them (this didn't turn out so good in the end because I wasn't good lol) Since I was scared that people might point out that I draw something wrong, it took me almost a week or something searching for references (check my pinterest board) like the streets, sky, houses, roads, outfits, poses,... I was going to draw. I got some knowledge about bikes by this too, like I can tell the differences between road bike, mtb, touring bikes,... I also see and captured bunches of screenshots and reread ywpd trivia countless time to make sure I won't get anything wrong. If you take notice, every outfit Toumaki wear in there are all canon, from anime or promos. The first few panels was really exciting because I had never painted so many with backgrounds before, I was really happy when I almost finished the first verse even compared to the full 3:50 of the song it was only 20 seconds and I thought maybe I can pull this after all. The last panel was intended to be Makichan standing infront of his house looking at the sky but I wanted to show the sky at the end of the panel and that wouldn't work on scroll-down post so I had to leave it for later, I repainted this panel for about 3 times and finished it just 30' before posting. The first panel of the second verse wasn't turning out alright too because that was my first time doing a 3 points perspective drawing and the colors didn't turn out as I wanted either (my intention was a green/gold dawn scene). Things kinda worked well despite that until the scene when Toudou sits in his ink, gdi I didn't know why I was so caught up in that and painted every piece of that wooden floor, it took me almost a week but turned out better than I expected so I was ok with it. I was going to make sketchy paintings for all of the panel but I did too much details on that one so it gave me the impression that I'll have to do just as much for every others. Now I still had school to go and that semester my uni got me pretty crappy schedule that made me have to wait for classes at school frequently, I was frustrated because I didn't get to paint during that time and I might finish it too late (even though I didn't set a deadline) and when I got home I just spent so much time checking twitter and just can't pick myself up to draw and ended up feeling shitty about it. *Side story*  I was so mad because I didn't get anything done and there's still more than half of the whole thing to do and the worst part is that I had no one that I can talk to because I didn't have any friend who ship Toumaki and I also don't want to publicly talk about what I was doing, I wanted to surprise people when I'm done, I didn't wanna give people the expectation then screw it up (I literally thought I'd drop a bomb not a grenade lmao) I can't remember how long was that shitty phase but I felt like it was so long, I barely finished verse 2 at that point. I was so mad at myself and my progress so I spent a few days to look at time management threads and this helped a lot, I changed my habits completely  by this and I still apply those methods now, like I used to stay up til 3am to read fics (bless you writers you fueled me with your writings bless you all) then I switch to bed before 12 and get up early for a good start or reduce working time while increasing quality* After that I kinda got things together,I just went ahead with painting tho it's still kinda tiring, I had to work on 5 essays during this time too. At this point I was like screw all, I give no shit about what everyone thinks I'm just gonna finish this and get some good nap (I practiced power nap to get more focus time for painting but dude everyone wants a good long nap) 10 days before uploading I found out that there's a Toumaki day (I'm so sorry), I was going to posted on the first sunday of June (I did researched on which was the best time to post on social medias so I randomly picked a sunday) and Toumaki day is the last sunday of May, that meant I had 10 days left and 15 panels to paint! I was going to ignore that but I already made it big I should make it right too so I shit my pants going through those last panels. I purposely hiding Toudou's face till the last verse to emphasize the feelz and got so relieved that I finally got to paint him (I read some tags that some viewers got emotional at this part so I'm so glad it worked). The whole things was put under Makichan's perspective so I was so sick of painting him at that point, he showed up in every panel and I can't paint him ugly because he's beautiful (especially his hair, I spent shitload of time painting them). I can talk lots about why I picked to do so but that's headcanon shit and it's embarrassing so let's just skip that. The last day I had only 3 panels left and I was hell confident that I've got this and somehow spent the whole evening rewatch Toumaki pingpong ep (end me). Of course that didn't end well, I managed to finish those by midnight but I still had like 3 panels that needed  repaint completely and all 43 needed retouch and edits. My plan was to post at 9am sunday (thats 9pm saturday est) so I had to get up at 5am and finish all that, I ended up cutting down 2 panels and simplified the instrumental panel (some tags said that was nice so I was at least relieved). Unlike other songs I did, the length of every line's quite different and the original sizes I did would make viewers have to scroll slower or faster at different parts. I didn't plan this beforehand and had to trim down some panels even the parts that I really liked and spent lots of time on. I also found out that people outside the homestuck fandom might not familiar with this type of post so I made a video too (I’m sorry I have zero skill in editing). After posting I was terrified of people's reactions or worse, there won't be any reaction so I turned everything off and went to sleep and woke up with an unimaginable number of notes I'd got, I set the target of 500 notes and I really didn't think that I'd get past that number like maybe 2-300 (well my other songs didnt even get 200), at the end I got 5000. I spent the next week reading and screencap tags given in reblogs, I put them on desktop and they're still my motivation til now. Vanilla Twilight is the thing I'm proud of the most even until now, when I've done other songs and projects that look somewhat better. If I have to recommend one thing on my blog I'd recommend it despite its' unskilled paneling, poor composition and muddy colors. It was the first time in my life that I'd put so much effort into something and went through such emotional roller coaster, the feelings I put into it was raw and the idea was very original compared to other songs, I improved and changed a lot during the 2 months I spent on it and never once regret doing it. ***Anyway, you sure have much free time to read it this far, here's a little game for you: I put random things in VT and HF like some characters/stuff from other series, my ocs,... (there wasn't anything purposeless in there even the logo on their cups or the bags they wear) just send me anything you find and I'll draw you something in return**