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Now that I really think about it, maybe my goals of getting that scholarship isn't ambition, but the need for reaffirmation that I am still as worthy of my parents' pride as I was back in elementary school.

I mean, elementary school Whisper got second place in the national science Olympiad and could answer math problems 3 grades above her own. Elementary school Whisper got gifts every semester for getting the best grades in her class every semester. Elementary school Whisper had endless possibilities ahead of her.

And then there's me.

Elementary school Whisper could have very easily gotten that scholarship.

I, on the other hand, have to work to the point of getting nosebleeds just for a chance to do the same.

Then again elementary school Whisper didn't have any friends at all so at least I'm better than her in that aspect lmao

#vent #Im still going after that scholarship though #nothing is going to stop me from at least trying #thought about it even more and its a good thing elementary school Whisper was too young to get that scholarship #girlie wouldnt have survived being away from mom for more than a day #her mental state was as easily crushed as a tofu she would have crumbled before long #Im stronger and more social than her #i just need to keep telling myself thst

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