#gingerbregulus

[regulilying]

And, so, there it was; so ugly that it made shivers shoot up her spine in nothing more than repulsion.

She could've gagged, his words running around her head and mingling with the rain cluttering outside. Don't hate me for it.

And it wasn't such that she hated him, of course — it was it, it, it, it!

Frozen and sickness and poison and denial. Red and black and grey glazed her sight and she racked a dry sob as he stood pathetically looking down at her. So, here it was and here it went. She should've known. He'd shrugged her away when she'd touched his arm and he was vaguely distant and she didn't miss the way he sat with the Slytherins. She knew what it all meant, of course. She knew the duties and rules and prejudice.

Maybe it had all been a lie.

Lily rocked on her toes and closed her eyes, trying not to feel his presence right beside her. She wanted to tell him to leave — leave forever — but words seemed to have got lost on the way to her tongue and instead they stood silent in the rain and the sadness.

She could not reach his eyes, that sparkled like ice in the summer and created an illusion like coal in winter. Right now they were sort of empty, and she didn't even want to think that — but the connection was unmistakable. They looked down at her red head and were empty with naivety.

They stood there as she shook her head over and over and muttered words that were inaudible. And then, "Lily." And, "don't." And, "I get it if you hate me." And, "but, but that's the problem, isn't it? I d-don't." And, "you should." And, "m-maybe, I'll learn to." And then the proper tears came. And just like Lily liked to think along with many things, she also liked to think that she didn't cry often. She did quietly into her pillow a couple months back when Nanny died, and when she wasn't as tall as present. But these were dry and hurting gasps for air that pulsated through her particles and clutched at her lungs. And Regulus Arcturus Black was causing it, and she hated it.

Whether it was a matter of hating him, she wasn't so sure, but it was certain that the black writhing mess on his wrist that moved like a snake, she hated.

She heaved and choked and as his hands shot forwards to touch her, she jerked away like he was toxic and she would die with one touch of his. And then it was a fuzzy chaotic mess as she shouted unprocessed words at him about trust and, and love, and he crumbled and tugged his sleeve down and watched her as she took the first step to hating him. And, "I'm sorry." But not, "it's okay." Just a whirl of angry red as she leaves.

- Sevens

[filthymudbloods-archive]

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[blcise]

voted lilyevcn!! xx :)

tysm!! x

house: gryffindor / slytherin / ravenclaw / hufflepuff

blog compliment: your blog gives me life everything is a+ keep it up buttercup

also SAME heart eyes @ slytherin boys amiright

following: no but i love u / i am now! / forever

help me pick a new url!

[tauruswiftie]

finny... u have a rxmione post.... im....................... Concerned

im..... a sinner.............. a romione sinner............. spreading sin to everyones dashes......... :0

[luxiusmalfoy]

wait isn't that quote about lily seeing the beauty in others film canon only? bc in ootp when we hear from lily like every line she gets is in all caps!!

yeah it’s from the film but i think it sums up the impression i get about her generally from the books. from in snapes memory? to be fair she does shout and come across as pretty angry but tbh i’d be hurt and angry in that situation too so i dont think that says anything negative about her, just that she willing to stick up for herself/others

[cnfucianism]

But our world is not that world. 

[secretadmirerexchange]

you are such a wonderful person inside and out, please keep smiling and i hope you have a lovely day.

— for @gingerbregulus, love your secret admirer

[lcvegoocl]

i voted for sncwflakesirius (i think!!) xxx

thank you!! :D

URL: don’t get it | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Mr. Tom, A Dildo LoverIcon: 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | dan and phil’s facesDesktop Theme: 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | *aesthetic tears*Mobile Theme: 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | badlandsPosts: 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | memetastic Updates tab: 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | drAGONOverall: 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | str8 fireAm I following?: no but ily! | now | *pewdiepie’s voice* 100% | I love you biiitchhh, I ain’t never gonna stop lovin’ you, biiiitchhComments: your holiday urls are always hella rad and your blog is amazing wowowow

want one?

[filthymudbloods-archive]

reggnog ⇉ holideamus

the reg in reggnog was starting to bother me

also bc im an indecisive little shit and i dont feel well and deamus makes me happy

[hexrmionegranger-blog]

favourite dramione | bloggers

i love every blogger in the dramione community, but here’s a few people i follow that you should all definitely check out!

@weasleyey - the one who created dramione favourites, bow down. she’s a brilliant writer, has amazing ideas and is just so damn nice and sweet!

@gingerbregulus - fellow dramione trash who is honestly so nice and hilarious. and girl, i love the fact that we share the same views about characterisation and just how we love our favourite pair together

@emotionalxdramione - so, so great, and makes the funniest head canons for dramione (dramione + blaise, anyone) and really is so talented and full of amazing ideas!

@not-on-the-same-boat - such an amazing writer and posts the best dramione-related content, so, so nice and sweet too!

@dramioneasks - everyone who helps run this account is so generous and helpful and really, where would us dramione fans be without them? lost, is the answer

there’s so many more and i love all of you and i love every dramione blog i follow so much! and if i haven’t followed you yet, and you do post a heap of dramione, give this a like and i’ll follow!

[dramioneasks]

hey lisa! can you recommend fics like you described under your muggle au trope on your fav trope list? the draco being a bratty spoiled rich kid and hermione being "regular" and smart?

LoL, there is not really any like that (someone should right one), but here are some muggle au (high school/uni) ones that I like:

Tip Toe - provocative-envy - Modern, non-magical, high school AU

Take Note of This By: Niamhooo - T, WIP - University AU, Dramione. Hermione is an English major in university, juggling the two part-times jobs of being a barista and a librarian. She never thought that the pretentious Draco Malfoy who caused mayhem in her café would one day be leaving her anonymous love notes in the books she organises. Slow-burning romance, lots of fluff.

This one is adult dramione: 

Friends With Benefits By: LucindaRemyMalfoy - M, 36 Chapters - Hermione and Draco are best friends who’ve come up with a rather interesting arrangement that works for them - but what happens when fathers get involved, weddings get crashed, and true feelings are revealed? Stick around to find out. And grab your gloves ladies and gentlemen, because it’s about to get messy! AU/

- Lisa

Edit: Thanks gingerbregulus

Bite Marks By: provocative envy - M, 2 Chapters - TWO-SHOT: “So—you’re upset,” he says with a nonchalant nod and discreet adjustment of his slightly too-tight khaki corduroys. She blinks at him, her expression alternating between indignation and incredulity and flat-out fury. He had been right about her being pretty beneath the intimidation tactics. HG/DM. (Companion to ‘Punch Drunk’).

[nymphadcra]

#tbt missing my violin and just orchestra in general rn. #missingmyredhairtoo

[padfout]

unpopular opinion: jk rowling didn't know how to write romance

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[alicvnte]

bitter/sweet by provocative envy !!!!!!

AHH thank you ( i’m internally screaming bc u are one of my fav dramione blogs omfg) 

[heartsofbeskar]

BLACK AND GOLD TBH

it would be hella badass

[dramione-vincet-semper]

OMGGG have u read bitter/sweet or difficult by provocative-envy tho

LOVE ‘Difficult’. I’ll look at Bitter/Sweet. Thank you