#gigi.rambles

[goldenandhappy]

i've never really been a Lokius believer but there is no heterosexual explanation for that "tidying my coat" scene

[gigisgoblog]

On friendship, loneliness, and s03 aziracrow

Something very important that happened this season and that i see no one talking about, is that, in essence, Aziraphale and Crowley made FRIENDS.

Okay maybe not friends friends, but they ended up with people they could rely on, share their thoughts with, be themselves with.

Of course I am thinking of Nina and Maggie, but also Gabriel and Beelzebub ?

Gabriel is very much aware of what Crowley and Aziraphale did for him. He might be an asshole, but he's not that much of an asshole to ignore all the support he had recieved from them.

And Nina and Maggie aren't immortal beings, but they are there. They know the angle is an angel. They know the demon is a demon. But they still care enough to give them advice.

And that's SO. IMPORTANT. Because Azi and Crowley have always felt lonely in being just them. And they have been lonely for 6000 year, only relying on each other, being alone together. And that's unhealthy af !! That's how you become codependent !

But now there is another couple like them.

And there are other people who care for them.

And I believe that's going to be very important for how their relationship evolves.

[goldenandhappy]

okay gonna go deep on this one but that's what we do on Tumblr so brace yourselves.

Your imagination is a powerful tool of introspection.

To prove my point, if you look at all the examples above, they all revolve around the following emotional needs:

Validation

Recognition

Approval

Reassurance

And the viceral need to know that you're not a failure, and that although you, internally, might know that, you really wish the people around you also saw it in you.

But you're lonely and terrified, and too afraid to ask for it, so you just wish something bad happens to you, because hey at least that's when people will remember to tell you that they care.

When letting your brain wander, it will tell you exactly what you need.

It will just do it in an artistic slightly convoluted way, but all you need to understand it is good reading comprehension skills.

Me: You know how when you were a kid and you’d wish that you’d get sick or injured in a way that would justify why you didn’t live up to your potential?

Everybody, apparently: No?

[goldenandhappy]

My hc is that since Rosinante actually grew up in luxury (until, you know, he did not), he must have developed a taste for good fabrics and custom cuts. And it’s not like Law grew up poor. So in another universe, one where things went well, they would have went on shopping sprees in luxury districts, getting custom made outfits and eating at fancy restaurants that don’t serve bread.

[goldenandhappy]

Fics where Cora adopts Law but is deeply insecure about being a single parent.

Please. 

[goldenandhappy]

I am normal about Trafalgar law.

I am normal about how much I want to hold him, hug him, and smother him with affection.

This is normal.

I am normal about how much I think about him, his story, his trauma, and his strength.

And i am normal when i want to shove him under my blanket and spoon him while playing with his hair and watching him sleep.

This is not even self shipping.

I just want to take care of him and make sure he's happy.

[gigisgoblog]

This art is lovely, but all I can think of now is that Aziraphale, if he puts his mind into it, is wholly capable of defending his beloved demon, simply by leveraging the power of celestial politics. 

“If you (demons) want to touch him, you’ll have to kill me first.”

And if they do. BAM. War.

hand the demon over

[goldenandhappy]

i just want to have a genuine connection man...

[goldenandhappy]

The #AlldeadAU is Goncharov for angsty fangirls who like to suffer.

That’s me, i’m fangirls.

[goldenandhappy]

>be me

>write porn

>still horny

>re-read the porn i just wrote

damn that's good porn

[goldenandhappy]

i hope i'm not just a fic writer to you but also someone whose fics you send to your friends on your most loved discord server

[goldenandhappy]

I wrote chapter 3 of Ashes to dust

[goldenandhappy]

Do you ever feel like infodumping about your culture on your fandom-exclusive blog or is it just me ?

[goldenandhappy]

> Be me.

> Imagination running wild for chapter 3 of Ashes to dust.

> Entire scenes being depicted for 5 chapters down the line.

> Mind overflowing with vivid depictions of key scenes.

> Opens facebook because i grabbed my phone like a fucking idiot.

> It’s all gone

[goldenandhappy]

Are you apart of a Lawlu discord?

Yeeepp !! I've been part of The StrawHeart alliance for a while but never been really active there because the server is mainly LawLu oriented when i'm more of a LuLaw fella.

But lately I joined the Truffy Fest server and I absolutely love it there ! It's so well orgonized and it caters to all tastes ! And the people there are so so so sweet !

If you're in one of those and can't find me, I go by Gigi (or PirateQueenGigi, depending on the server) ! Hit me up if you see me there !

[goldenandhappy]

Guys i'm just saying, but my country's president staged a coup against the senate last year and gave himself all the powers.

I'm just sayin, in case you want to reenact a certain historical event.