#gif jungkook

[curse-of-art]

AGREE, OH MY GOSH.

??????? OH MY GOSH

[armpirate]

Borrowed Skin || JJK

pairing: JK x fem!reader || Obsessive love, Impersonation

w.c.: 6.3k

Warnings: smut, dirty talk, oral sex (female receiving), protected sex, teasing (Minors DNI! Refrain from reading if you're not +18, and ignore if you don't like this type of content)

Aprox. time of reading: 28 minutes

Summary: Something felt different about your boyfriend, Junghoon, after not seeing each other for four days, though you couldn't quite put your finger on it. Familiar gestures felt slightly foreign, shared memories were met with hesitation, and the faintest shadows of someone else lingered in his eyes. What you didn't know was that Jungkook, his twin brother, had killed your boyfriend to take his place. Hungry for a life he could never have any other way, he came up with a plan in order to claim the love he had always desired.

MASTERLIST

It was late evening, and your phone buzzed with a message from Junghoon, your boyfriend. You met a few years ago. It was like the first scene of the couple in a romantic movie, with your hands brushing momentarily as you both went to pick up the same thing in the supermarket. You could almost say it was instant, just one look and a bit of conversation, and you both knew neither wanted to move away from each other.

Everything was perfect, except for his brother, Jungkook. They were almost identical, except for the tattoos on Junghoon's arm that covered his full sleeve, which his brother didn't have. Same with their piercings. Jungkook only had a few on his ears, while Junghoon also had two on his lips.

The differences weren't only physical:

Junghoon was always the responsible one, the kind of person who double-checked plans and took pride in being dependable. He had a steady, grounded energy that made you feel safe. You loved that about him. He was attentive, but not overly sentimental, he showed his care through actions, not words. Although, lately, that side of him was also fading.

Jungkook, on the other hand, was the complete opposite. He thrived on chaos, living in the moment without thinking of consequences. He'd always been a wildcard, the kind of guy who could light up a room but also burn it down. And the kind of guy who would constantly get Junghoon in trouble constantly when they were still close.

You remembered the tension between them vividly: Junghoon often vented about Jungkook's reckless choices, saying things like, "He thinks life's a game, but it's not. One day, he's going to go too far." Jungkook would retaliate with sarcastic remarks, mocking Junghoon for being too uptight.

Their arguments weren't just sibling spats, they were deep, filled with years of unresolved jealousy and blame. It made it easy for you to tell them apart, not just in personality but even in how they carried themselves. Junghoon's calm demeanor was worlds away from Jungkook's restless energy, which always ended up with your boyfriend also being dragged in whatever problem he was in.

You sighed when reading your boyfriend's text. He had been away all weekend, he actually canceled plans with you at the last minute on Friday, which you simply shrugged off, because it wasn't the first time it happened. He always had a last minute conference for his book, a last minute presentation or interview he couldn't place.

Junghoon: What are you doing?

Y/n: I'm coming back home... Where are you?

Junghoon: I went to the gym

Y/n: You? To the gym? You hate it...

Junghoon: Yup. Thought it'd be time to give it a chance

You simply rolled your eyes, leaving your small bag at the passenger's side of your car, your lip trapped under your teeth as you looked at the screen.

Junghoon: Do you want to do something now?

Y/n: Like what?

Junghoon: Prepare some blankets and some snacks, we're cuddling until dinner time.

You were confused, but you weren't going to oppose him. You actually liked the idea of doing something together after so long.

Junghoon: I'm on my way

Y/n: Okay. I'm shopping, but I'll be there in 10. Use your keys if early

Jungkook smiled at the text looking back at him, his smirk widening at the idea of seeing you after so long, for the first time in Junghoon's skin. He had always seen you from afar, always hooked on his brother's arm, but that night things would be different.

Even if it took him erasing Junghoon from the equation and taking his place, Jungkook would be finally able to be right where he belonged: right next to you.

His heartbeat kept beating faster as he approached your building... And a question popped up: would you be able to tell he wasn't Junghoon? Or would he be able to play your boyfriend so well that you wouldn't notice?

After he parked the motorbike, he played with the keys in his hand, the item tingling in his fingers as he looked at the mailbox to confirm which one was your door.

The house was a reflection of you: warm and orderly, with small imperfections that spoke of a life lived rather than curated. He exhaled slowly, steadying the tremor in his fingers. That wasn't the first step; that had been weeks ago. But this was the moment he crossed the line, fully stepping into Junghoon's life. Into your life. Officially adopting an identity and a personality that didn't belong to him only so he'd be able to be with you.

"Love?" his voice sounded a bit deeper than usual when calling for you.

After not hearing from you after a few seconds, he assumed you didn't arrive yet and closed the door behind him. His helmet rested on the backrest of your couch as he planned on walking around. You didn't have many details in the living room, but it was obvious on the small frames placed on the shelves on both sides of your TV that you liked to make it known that house was yours. Guilt and worry held onto his chest as his eyes fell on a picture you had with Junghoon, then to a new one.

And he wondered... was he going to be able to play the perfect boyfriend his brother always was?

Before he could think any deeply about it, the door clicked behind him, and he suddenly turned to see you. Your small frame was bent more towards one side than the other, because the weight of the bags you were carrying in one hand was too heavy.

Jungkook walked to you before you could open your mouth, his hands brushing against yours and forcing him to ignore the electricity to act as normal as he could.

"Thank you, love" you whispered, closing the door.

His walk was intuitive, thanking himself for being early and taking a look around your place to know where things were. Your tracks stopped when you spotted the helmet, ignoring the rustle from the bags in the kitchen.

"What's with the helmet?" you asked confused.

For a moment, he didn't respond, his face unreadable. Then he laughed, a little too quickly, a little too loud. "Oh, that? It's not mine. It's... a friend's. He brought me on his motorbike. I've been meaning to return it."

You frowned. "A friend's?"

He shrugged, still moving inside the kitchen, knowing his lie would be caught as soon as you looked him in the eye. "Yeah, someone I met at the gym" he said, mentioning it like it was no big deal.

And it wouldn't be... if it weren't because his brother wasn't the perfect boyfriend he always showed off to be.

He assumed you'd already know everyone in Junghoon's workplace and his group of friends, adding someone in the picture from a background you didn't know of was a quick way of escaping, without any more questions.

You nodded slowly, still trying to process the oddness of it all. You didn't want to be paranoid. Hell, you promised you left behind all of your insecurities and doubts after what happened, but you couldn't help but let all of those feelings come back at you again with Junghoon's strange behavior that night. Showing up in the middle of the night, so eager to see you, with that same nervousness... It almost felt like a throwback to...

You shook your head, trying to erase those thoughts.

"Do I know this friend?" you asked, half-joking, trying to shake the strange feeling gnawing at your stomach.

He paused, the rustle of bags suddenly stopping. "I don't think so," he said lightly. "I told you it was someone from the gym."

The answer should have satisfied you, but it didn't. Something about the way he avoided any type of honesty when he spoke made your chest tighten. You didn't push further, though. You told yourself it was nothing -Junghoon was just tired. Maybe he really had changed, even in small ways. People did, right?

The rustle of the bags came back as you started making your way to the kitchen, his wide back completely eclipsing whatever he was doing on the counter. "Come on," he said, flashing you that familiar smile over his shoulder, "I'll let you pick a movie to watch until it's time for dinner."

You returned his smile, letting yourself be pulled into the comfort of the moment. Although it lasted just a short moment, because your teeth trapped your lower lip before you could even control yourself.

"Babe" you called him, getting his attention. "You know you can tell me anything, right? I mean..." you readjusted yourself in the kitchen, resting against the wall, shifting your position so you'd be able to look at him "There's no secrets between us".

Jungkook hesitated, knowing what your gaze meant. Yet, at the same time, he knew that look wasn't because you were suspicious of his fake personality. It was something else he couldn't decipher, but it made his heart shrink with a guilt he wasn't the owner of.

"I do have something to tell you" he finally said.

As much as you'd have loved to be relieved by that sentence, it made your pulse quicken. Because last time it started the exact same way.

"The helmet" he said, trying to control himself by redirecting his thoughts on the conversation "is mine. I didn't want to tell you, because it was going to be a surprise, but I'm a mess and ruined it. I've been studying to get the license" he finally admitted. "I bought a motorbike recently..."

"You did what?" you frowned. "That's..." definitely better than everything you had imagined. "Oh god, that's great" you smiled widely. "The amount of things we'll be able to do, and all the places we'll go".

Jungkook's heart fluttered at the way your expression changed, opening the door to an excited rambling with several ideas you were clearly already thinking of.

"You liked the surprise, baby?"

"Yes, yes" you nodded repeatedly. "You kept it to yourself so well, I wouldn't have seen it coming at all".

"Yeah... I thought it'd be better for all the plans I want to do with you, hmm? We could go on a small trip during your holidays, I could pick you up from work..."

"I... You didn't even hint at it. You're usually so bad at keeping secrets" you sighed, relieved at what he was keeping from you.

"It was a surprise worth of keeping from you"

"I'm happy though" you smiled at him, started to take out all the groceries you bought. "I'm happy you finally got a license. I would have rathered it to be a car, you know, it's safer. But it's great" to prolong the comfort and happiness, you turned to him with a smile, finding him supporting himself on the doorframe "It's really great" you nodded again. "You know what?"

"What, baby?"

"I bought you your favorite dessert"

He tried to hide the surprise and confusion, knowing damn well you're referring to Junghoon's. Trying to keep himself from messing it up, he opted for a neutral answer: "You're spoiling me, baby".

As he watched you pacing around the kitchen, putting all the things perfectly in the drawers, he couldn't help but notice how you seemed comfortable in his presence, unaware that he wasn't your boyfriend, a little too happy with the domestic aura it all gave. For one second, he could only feel guilty of not doing what he did earlier.

"You're not going to ask why I showed up unannounced?" he buried his face in the crook of your neck, inhaling your scent, trying to push away the guilt that gnawed at him. But at the same time, the feeling of having you in his arms was exhilarating.

"Why?" you asked softly, leaning into his body.

"I missed you" he murmured in your ear, his voice low and filled with desire. His arms tightened around your waist, pulling you closer to him.

His eyes shut close when your fingers moved up to his hair, enjoying the feeling. Your touch sent shivers down his spine, making him crave more. Instinctively his body against yours, his lips finding their way to your neck, planting soft kisses along your skin.

"I love you" he subconsciously said, with his lips attached to your scent while his hands roamed through your curves.

"Baby" you puckered your lips, touched by his words "I love you, too".

He buried his face in your hair, inhaling your scent and trying to commit it to memory, while his fingers ran through it, gently massaging your scalp as you stood there in your kitchen.

He slid his hands underneath your shirt, caressing your bare skin, making you hum at how warm he surprisingly felt. "You're so warm" you mumbled, snuggling closer.

"You feel so nice and soft in my arms" one of his hands made its way down to your thigh. "Hmm, the best" he gave your thigh a light squeeze and then slowly ran his fingers up and down the outside, moving his digits until they brushed against the hem of the fabric of your t-shirt.

"I'm glad you came" you confessed with a soft whisper.

Jungkook smiled against your shoulder, his face hiding in the crook of your neck "Why wouldn't I be here doing what I love the most?"

"Well... You always say your job is so important".

Junghoon loved you, you knew he did, but he also found a million other things more important than you, and he didn't hesitate to remind you. Now, having him behind you, his chest stuck to your back as he hugged you tight when he was supposed to be at work, you felt a warmth in your heart you hadn't felt in a long while.

"Of course it is, but you're even more important to me" he chuckled at your action, loving the way you tried to fit against his body.

You were tired of the amount of times you'd heard that same sentence on him, only to be paid dust all the time. But, somehow, those words felt so genuine that night...

"From now on, I promise I'll focus on you only. I promise" he whispered, with his lips brushing against your earlobe.

"I'm glad our arguments finally got some sense for you" you joked, although you weren't really joking.

For one second, Jungkook wondered how his brother could even think of believing anything was more important than being with you in his arms. How could Junghoon ever think of not putting you in first place?

"You don't know how much I hated those arguments, baby" he looked into your eyes when you turned your face, his gaze and tone both growing somber at the mention.

"Me, too. I hate being mad at you" you kissed his lips.

"Being mad at you was like torture. Those fights felt like hell" slowly, he made you turn on your feet, the feeling of you in his arms already making him feel better.

"What comes after those fights is worth it though" you smirked, hiding your face on his neck.

Jungkook chuckled, endeared by the way you hid how your cheeks turned a lighter shade of pink "Yeah, my clingy baby gets even clingier after our fights" he grinned and his hand rubbed up and down your thigh.

There was something about his touch, his words... or the way he was holding you like he actually wanted you that kept you pushing for more. You started kissing his cheek, but quickly moved down his jaw and throat, feeling him gulp thick under your lips.

"Mmm, baby, that feels nice" he tilted his head to the side to give you even better access to his neck.

You moved back up, your lips rubbing against his. "You like that?"

He brought his hands up to the sides of your face and pulled you closer, his lips hovering over yours, wondering if that was always how you made things up.

"Hmm" he nodded " And I think you're so cute"

He gave your nose a small kiss before kissing your lips softly, gently pulling on your lower lip with his. With every second, he deepened the kiss, gently pushing his tongue into your mouth, pulling and playing with yours. Your fingers sank deeper in his hair, flicking your tongue on his while your hands started moving down his torso. A low hum and a moan escaped his lips as he felt your fingers move, his hands sliding up and down your thighs before eventually gripping your hips. A gasp broke the kiss when you felt his hands on your hips, pressing you a bit harder against his crotch, and as you started to rock your hips against him, you felt that need for him starting to build up.

His teeth crushed on your neck, sucking at the skin to give you a mark as his hips continued to move against yours. His hands traveled down the back of your thighs, digging into your flesh as he started rolling your hips against him, slowly getting addicted to the way you felt against him. He didn't think twice, lifting your body so you were sitting on the counter.

He was left confused when you sat straight in front of him, although your smirk calmed him down almost immediately. His pulse raced up when you started taking your shirt off, his eyes falling down to your chest. His hands moved through your smooth soft skin, traveling up your sides, while his eyes shined as if that was the first time he saw you that way.

You didn't give him time to think, because you bent over to kiss him before he could. His hands were placed on either side of your neck, pulling you back down to his lips, the kiss immediately growing more and more hungry, his tongue immediately seeking access to your mouth again.

"Babe" you whispered against his lips, "what do you want?"

"You, I only want you"

"I'm all yours"

A smirk played on his lips as he heard the words fall so freely from your lips, your eagerness only fueling his hunger for you. The fact that he thought he'd never hear those words from you, and even less dedicated to him, made his head spin. His hands slide up your sides and then down again, his fingers hooking onto the waistband of your pants as he looked into your eyes

"Is that so? You're all mine and mine only?"

"Only yours" you whispered.

You didn't care about how many times you needed to confirm that, because that was the truth.

"Good girl" he groaned, those two words, so simple yet impactful, made your blood run faster through your veins.

He tugged on your pants, signaling for you to lift your hips up a bit so he could take them off, and you helped, supporting your hands on his shoulders to give him enough space to get you naked.

As his eyes traced a silent path through your body, you couldn't help but tilt your head. "Liking what you see?" your hands moved up through his shirt.

His answer, forward yet nervous, came up as if it was the most obvious answer "Shit, I love it"

You didn't need to speak for your boyfriend to help you take off his t-shirt, it was enough with the way you kept moving the black fabric up for him to follow your silent command and do as you wanted, his abs slightly flexing as you exposed him.

"When did you get so bulked up?" you curiously asked when you spotted the difference.

It was then when you realized the big toll routine had on you and your relationship, how you barely noticed the change in his body despite seeing each other almost every day.

"I've been working out a lot lately" he said, smiling nervously, watching your fingers run over his arms.

You could almost hear the pride in his tone as you touched his muscles.

Again, a pang of sadness showed up again across your brain as you realized how long it had been since you were that intimate with your boyfriend. You didn't even notice how toned he was becoming, you didn't even notice the progress as it was happening.

"I see" you chuckled, wrapping your fingers around his neck when you saw him placing himself between your legs.

He hummed and smiled as you wrapped your arms around him, his hands immediately going to your hips, gripping them and pulling you closer to him, his face in line with your neck. He nuzzled your throat, showering the skin there with light kisses.

His lips moved up to your jawline, placing small, slow kisses up your jaw, his hands grabbing your thighs and pulling you even closer, until your hips are rubbing against his again. The mere touching having you whispering in between kisses how bad you craved him, while his hands tightened their grip on your thighs at your words, your desire for him only fueling the lust and hunger for you inside him.

He attached his lips to your neck once more, gently sucking and biting the skin there while his hips rolled up as you grinded against him. The only thing that could ever stop him from devouring you was yourself, and that was exactly what happened.

He let out a soft hum as you touched his back, his hips rolling up against you again at the soft feeling of your fingers. When your digits hit his belt, a smirk played on his lips. "Do you want it off, baby?"

You nodded and you could feel his grip on your thighs loosening to give you space to move in front of him, able to drag your body down his from the counter. He watched you in awe, the movement already sending a wave of excitement through him. When looking down at you, his eyes took in every inch of your bare skin while he undid his belt buckle.

A thick groan left his lips when you played him while undressing him, your fingers barely touching his skin when taking off his dark jeans, earning him calling you a tease with a groan. Your boyfriend didn't hold back, holding your thighs to put you back against his body, the sudden move surprising you, but not letting you back off from teasing him "Yes, I'm a tease, and? You love it".

"Hmm yeah, I do. But I also love you being a good girl"

A smirk immediately plays on his lips as you weren't able to control your legs from pressing together. His hands moved down your body, caressing your bare skin. "Oh? Does someone like being called a good girl?"

It was something... new. It wasn't the type of chat you had while having sex.

He lifted your body once more, making you wrap your legs around him so you'd be steadily placed.

"Grind against me" he said in a deep tone, his hands gripping the small of your back more firmly, wanting to feel you closer.

You positioned yourself correctly enough to do what you were told, your hips almost meeting his, you could feel his hardened bulge, yet you didn't move an inch. "You want this?" you moved your hips down, rolling them for one second before moving them back up.

He took a deep breath, trying to keep his patience even at the feeling of you rolling your hips for a second, his own self-control slowly slipping out of his grasp. He gripped your hips harder, wanting to feel you against him even more "Yeah, I want this. I want you. So move against me and be a good girl for me, baby"

Clearly, you weren't going to make it so easy for him.

You bit your lip, bending over until your lips were almost touching his ear "Use the right words".

He shivered involuntarily at your whispered sentence, your breath in his ear sending another wave of excitement through him, the need to be with you growing stronger "Please, baby. Let me feel you, just move against me. You know I'm a patient man, but this is making me lose my damn mind"

"So this" you grind your hips down, moving them back up again "is making you lose your head?"

He let out a low, almost guttural groan at the slow, calculated move of your hips, the friction created by your movements driving him insane "Yeah, you're making me lose my damn mind, baby. You know what you do to me".

You licked his upper lip, your hand holding his chin before you rolled your hips back down against his.

He moaned in consequence, feeling the way you rolled your hips again, his own hips involuntarily bucking up against yours. "Baby... that's it, just keep going like that. Just a little bit more" he held back the urge to take control of your body and just take you right there, trying to keep a bit of my composure.

Although that composure didn't last long, just enough for him to take you to your bedroom.

You didn't know how or when you ended up underneath him, his body trapping yours against the mattress while his lips ghosted over yours "We're done playing now" he assured you. The air was caught in your throat when he brushed his lips against your throat. "I fucking love the way you're all mine" he groaned. "Mine only, hmm? I'll destroy whoever tries to get between us".

You gulped thick when you heard him saying that, unsure if it was just the pleasure ruling him... because he was looking deadly serious.

"What?" he called you "You like knowing that you're all mine and mine alone? You like hearing how I'll do anything to keep you all to myself?"

In three years of relationship, it was the first time you heard Junghoon being so possessive of you. Yet you didn't hate it. Not at all.

He crawled on top of you, his body trapping you beneath him. His fingers skillfully undid the clasp of your bra with a swift motion as soon as his fingertips found it. Your back arched with need as you felt the fabric caressing your skin before disappearing, and it kept folding as his lips started making their way down your body. He paused for a moment to look up at you, his eyes darkened for all the right and wrong reasons as he admired the invisible path he made from your chest to the edge of your underwear.

He held your gaze for a moment, his eyes searching for a hint of suspicion or doubt, for any sign that could make him back down. But he found none, only desire and trust. His fingers hooked into your underwear and pulled them down your legs, his eyes never leaving yours as he got you naked in front of him.

Jungkook moved back up your body, his hands trailing up your thighs as he went. He positioned himself between your legs, his lips finding your collarbone again, leaving a mark that would be difficult to hide, while his heart pounded hysterically against his chest. His desire for you and the guilt of his identity waging a silent war inside him.

But he chose to silent them.

He lifted your leg over his hip, pulling you even closer to him. His body pressed against yours, and the last remaining layers of fabric between you felt like an unbearable barrier. He nipped at your earlobe, his voice a low, demanding whisper "I fucking need you so bad".

"I need you, too"

The way your words echoed his, the way you sounded so out of breath... It all kept clouding his judgement. He knew those words were dedicated to someone else, he knew your body was craving Junghoon, but the thought of his touch exciting you like that only made him growl deep in his throat.

His lips reached the apex of your thighs as he started moving down, pausing for a moment as he looked up at you. Your face was flushed with desire, your eyes darkened with need. He took a moment to memorize the sight before he gave in completely to his desires. Giving you one last look, he bent enough to sink his mouth sensually among your folds, the contact making you hum in pleasure almost instantly.

He ran his tongue over you, savoring the taste of you in his mouth. Your body writhed beneath his touch, your moans and gasps filling the room.. the combination of it all causing his chest to puff with pride, while his tongue dived deeper in you to get a better taste. Jungkook lost himself in you, driven by the overwhelming need to make you his, to make everything he had always dreamed of a reality.

Your moans, the sight of you, your reaction to his touch... it all drove him crazy with a primal need to possess you, to make you his in every way he had thought of ever since Junghoon introduced you to the family. He delved deeper, his tongue exploring you with a fervor that bordered on desperate. Jungkook craved more of those sounds, those sensations, those reactions.

You almost couldn't recognize yourself. The passion, the way your boyfriend was giving himself to you, the way he was sinking his mouth in you as if he wanted to eat you whole and then eat you again. You swore he made you let out sounds you haven't heard on yourself ever before.

"Baby, I need you" you moaned, almost with a plea.

Your words, the need in your voice, the way your body responded to him -it was like fuel to the fire. He wanted -no, he needed- to give you what you were asking for.

Licking your clit one last time, he moved up your body, making sure he showered with kisses every centimeter on the way to your face. Jungkook positioned himself between your legs again, his eyes holding your gaze. His fingers brushed against you, teasing, but never quite giving you what you want. His voice was a low, almost desperate plea:

"Are you ready for me, baby?"

You dedicated him a soft smile, before you nodded and placed your hands on his shoulders "Always".

Your answer, the look on your face -it teared away the last shred of restraint he had. With one movement of his head, he motioned you to get a condom, which you reached effortlessly at the bedside table to hand it to him so he'd wrap himself on the latex. 

His lips claimed your mouth in a deep kiss, while his length slid into you with one movement, filling you completely. It was strange, but he felt like coming home, finally being where he belonged.

For a second, the guilt installed in his brain, reminding him of what he was doing, of the place he was taking over, but how quickly you pulled from his neck and how you linked your lips together worked to get him back to the only thing that mattered: you.

You broke the kiss, moaning when he started moving, a low giggle adorning the room and making Jungkook the weakest he had ever felt. "Fuck, you feel bigger".

He couldn't help but smirk at your words, the need to hear more, to make you feel even more driving him forward. He lifted your leg over his waist again, his lips finding your ear as he murmured: "Is that a good thing, baby? Does it feel good?"

"So fucking good" you closed your eyes, dropping your head back.

He didn't know how long he stayed moving while just looking at you, drinking up all of your reactions, memorizing every small detail on your face with every new wave of pleasure, or the way your nails digged on his skin whenever he angled his hips to reach the right spot. You were so hypnotizing and addictive.

He was done being a viewer, he was the main character of the most devoted love story to ever exist.

Hearing you moan like that, hearing how good he made you feel, pushed him even closer to the edge. Jungkook bit down on your shoulder, just enough to leave a mark, as he tried to hang on just a bit longer. He picked up the pace, driving into you deeper, harder, his eyes fixed on your face, ready for the smallest sign to give you everything you could ask for.

When you opened your eyes, you didn't recognize the dark look in your boyfriend's eyes as he crashed into you, his pace was relentless, like he had been deprived from touching you for years.

Your hands moved instantly to his wrists, trying to find some stability as your body kept bouncing harder against the mattress. Jungkook intertwined his fingers with yours, holding onto you as if he never wanted to let go. He could feel your body responding to his, and could see how close you were.

"Give it to me, baby. Give me everything you have" he asked softly, your hands moving to each side of your head as his body bent over to cover yours.

He held your gaze, he took care of your body, and he walked with you to your high to make sure you wouldn't miss a single beat. Until you both turned into one, your bodies being a mix of shivers and electricity.

Jungkook held you tight, only letting go of your hands to wrap his arms around you and sink his face on the curve of your neck to inhale your scent. You were so his that it physically hurted.

"That was..." you thought for a few seconds, trying to come up with a word "new".

Jungkook curiously moved back to look into your eyes "New? In a good sense?"

"Yeah... Yeah" you nodded, huffing a laugh "Different, in a good sense though. It's just that..." you started to explain, feeling a bit nervous "you're usually so soft and slow, and careful and delicate".

"Am I?" Jungkook lifted his eyebrow, trying to wonder if he allowed his own needs to take control of himself and risk getting exposed. "I just got carried away. I'm sorry if I hurted you".

"Hoon, I've been asking you to be a bit rougher for months" you chuckled "Why are you apologizing? I liked it" while speaking, you tilted your head, looking at him "Maybe we should get even freakier next time".

For a second, Jungkook's lip twitched at hearing his brother's name on your lips, but he recomposed quickly after, letting a smirk be drawn on his face.

"You felt like a completely different person" you chuckled "I liked it".

Jungkook pecked your lips quickly, trying to get rid of the idea that he was indeed a different person.

"Shall we get something for dinner?" he casually asked, hugging you tight in his arms. He stretched his legs lazily,moving his face down to look at you, his lips curling into a satisfied smile. "How about we order something for dinner? I'm starving."

You blinked, surprised. "Order something? You usually insist on cooking after..." you trailed off, cheeks warming.

He tilted his head, the playful grin never faltering. "Figured I'd give us both a break. Besides, my cooking could use a little variety."

Junghoon always prided himself on his cooking, especially after moments like these. It was his way of grounding himself, of caring for you. Still, you shrugged off the unease. He probably was just trying to be thoughtful in a different way.

"What are you in the mood for?" you asked, shifting to grab your phone.

"Anything but Chinese food," he replied quickly. Too quickly.

Your fingers paused mid-air. "But...you love Chinese food."

Jungkook stopped, trying to think of what to say to get away from his own mess.

He hesitated, barely perceptibly, before chuckling. "Right. I meant, I've had enough of it lately. Craving something else."

You nodded slowly, letting it slide, but a faint buzz of doubt lingered in the back of your mind. As you scrolled through the menu options, he got up, moving to his pants on the floor.

His movements were fluid, confident, but lacked the familiarity you'd always known. The way he grabbed the fabric and tossed it on: it wasn't the usual meticulous way Junghoon folded and set aside his clothes.

"Pizza?" he suggested, his voice easy, casual. "Something simple."

Your lips curved into a small smile despite the growing doubts. "Sure, pizza sounds good."

As you placed the order, you caught a glimpse of his reflection in the mirror. He was looking at you, but there was something in his eyes -a hunger, an intensity- that didn't belong to Junghoon. You shook your head, telling yourself it was all in your imagination.

After slipping into your clothes, the two of you left the room, the warm glow of the moment still lingering in the air. Junghoon walked beside you, his arm brushing yours occasionally as you both made your way to the living room.

"What time should the food get here?" he asked, glancing at you.

"About thirty minutes," you replied, checking the confirmation on your phone. "Plenty of time to relax."

Jungkook moved first, wrapping his arm around your waist to drag you with him over the couch, making sure both of you falled over it, your body almost over his lap, as he cuddled you tight. Something so simple as that had you instantly feeling better, instantly forgetting about any doubts or insecurities, vanishing that sense of unease and anxiety, to welcome comfort and love.

You didn't realize, but you started rubbing your cheek against his chest, while your hands held tight on his arms, your eyes closed while you allowed his scent fill your nostrils.

You were tired of being suspicious, and always ending on the worst of the conclusions, because small changes didn't always have to be for the worst.

If that was the first night of a new phase of your relationship, you'd gladly take it.

And something in him moved at your reaction. He was convinced he'd make you a million times happier than his brother ever did. It was as if the universe was telling him you were always meant to end up with him, because you molded together perfectly.

He, and only him, was everything you ever wanted, and he'd make sure he'd be the only thing you'd ever want. 

[cosmicdreamgrl]

𝘧𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘫𝘬 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴: (134/?)┃𝘤𝘳 : 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘥

[hyyhhope]

you're my light

cr. namuspromised

[jkvjimin]

(206/∞) the perfect nose for butterflies to land on it ♡

[hobipalooza7]

𐙚⋆˚✿˖° destined to meet — jeon jungkook

no smut bc this is my first fic👋

Summary

on your way to work, you end up in a rather embarrassing state which causes you an emergency that needs to be handled in the bathroom. could a coffee shop help? or could a random man help?

˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗ have fun reading

You were in the most uncomfortable state you’ve ever been in your entire life.

You were going to get some lunch for you and your co-workers at your workplace, but you ended up being in a state where you needed to use the bathroom, like, ASAP, and it didn’t help that some people on the streets saw you crossing your legs whilst trying to find a bathroom.

You were walking around town as fast as you could, your eyes flickering towards every single open shop to find at least just one café or coffee shop. Luckily, after a few minutes of holding your urine, you found a coffee shop and ran inside, not wasting any time as your eyes landed on a barista from afar.

You quickly rushed over to her, your words coming out automatically because you urgently needed to use the washroom. “Hi! Uh, where’s your bathroom?” you asked the worker in a polite tone, despite needing to use it so freaking badly.

“It’s for customers only,” said the barista as she was filling an empty cup with some coffee from an espresso machine.

“Oh, okay. I’ll buy something then,” you said with a shrug as you took a plastic bag of some bread nearby and handed it to the worker, but she shook her head as she pointed towards a packed line on the other side of the shop. It consisted of about a dozen other customers, waiting for their own order, making your eyes widen in shock as you turned your gaze back to the barista.

“Can I just go now? I really have to pee and it’s an emergency,” you begged, not wanting to wait possibly an hour just to use the washroom for a few minutes.

“Store policy,” said the worker, not sounding like she’d change her mind anytime soon.

A minute went by and you were still begging the worker to let you go, but she kept ignoring you and handing out other orders to people, as if telling you to shut the hell up, get in line, order something, and then go to the bathroom.

There was no way you could change the woman’s mind, and your hopes were completely crushed.

You turned around to walk away, heading for the exit, but a voice calling out to you from behind snapped you out of your thoughts of defeat.

“Uh, honey?” a man said, who was standing first in the stacked line. A Korean accent was hidden beneath his polite tone as he pointed at the barista in front of him.

Honey? Who the hell was this guy?

“I’m about to order. Do you want your usual?” he asked before turning back to the woman in front of him. “My wife would like a double espresso. And she is part of the purchasing class, so can we get the bathroom key, please?” the man asked the worker.

Ohhh…

Your expression softened somewhat as you stared at the man, not with confusion anymore, but a hint of admiration for how he just saved your ass. He was trying to help you get to the bathroom, despite you being a total stranger to him.

The man took out his wallet and paid the barista, holding his other hand out to get the bathroom key in return. Once he received it, he walked over to you and gently grabbed your wrist, placing the key in your hand.

“I’ll wait here for your espresso. You can go to the bathroom now,” he said with a soft smile, but you just stood there awkwardly in silence, not knowing what to say other than a ‘thank you’.

“Uh, thank you, by the way. I’ll see you in a few minutes, I guess,” you said with a nervous laugh before your eyes searched for the bathroom door, and it didn’t take you long before you spotted it and quickly walked towards it.

Timeskip to about four minutes later, you were done with your business and came out of the bathroom, looking around for that same man who helped you get the key to the bathroom. You spotted him quickly at a table of two, waiting for you.

You walked over to him and sat down on a chair in front of him, seeing your cup of espresso laying there on the table. “Saved your espresso, Miss…?” the man asked, trailing off his sentence so that you could finish it by giving him your name.

“Y/n. I didn’t catch your name, though,” you replied, grabbing your cup of coffee as you began to drink it slowly, listening to the guy speak.

“Jungkook. Jeon Jungkook,” he said with a soft smile, watching you drink your coffee with a calm expression plastered on his face. “Can I have your number, Miss y/n?” he asked, waiting for your response to his rather blunt question.

“Just call me y/n. And yeah, I guess. Give me your phone,” you said with a nod, holding out your hand for his phone. Jungkook took out his phone quickly and placed it in your hand as you opened an app and started typing some stuff into it, all while he waited patiently.

“Here. I’ll call you,” you stated after a few moments of silence, giving Jungkook his phone back before you grabbed your cup of espresso and stood up, walking out of the coffee shop for work before giving him one last glance.

𓂃⋆.˚ this is my first ever fanfic, so honest comments are greatly appreciated !

[jjkarmy091]

Crush- Jungkook

Summary: You never thought being friends with BTS was gonna be this hard, especially when you ended up falling hard for one of them. Everything goes well until there's a third person involved. You can only wait to see what's happening after. Genre: romance; angst

Pairing: Jungkook x female!reader

Wordcount: 8.222

Warning: curse words; smut

Author's note: Hey guys. I started writting this idea very randomly and this is the result. Also this is my first time writting smutt so please be understanding. Hope you guys like it <3

P.S- I'm sorry for any mistakes!

You’ve been friends with the BTS members for a while, but you met them way before they were this famous, as cliché as it sounded. You started taking dance classes about 8 years ago. That’s a fun fact about you, you always loved dancing and everything related to it. On your worst days that was your escape, the only way you could heal somehow. When your grandmother passed away, dancing was the only way you found to suppress the pain and guilt of not having been there. Interestingly, it was also at that time you met Jhope, Tae and Jimin.  

You guys met in 2018 on those dance lessons you were taking and you felt grateful for it. In so much competitiveness, they were always so kind to you that you ended up being fond on them. Hours became days and days became weeks and when you realised you were like flesh. 

A year and a half later the trio auditioned for Hybe and got selected. Being trainees, all the free time they had was for rehearsals and recording sessions. You continued to take dance classes, at the same time as you were busy at school, so visiting your friends wasn't as easy as you thought it’d be. 

That was the reason you loved summer. Being free from school, you had all time in the world to enjoy life and do whatever you pleased, which was practically going out with your best friend Tate. Every time you could you'd meet up with the boys too, which lead us to July 14th 2019, you were waiting for your friends at a deserted ice cream parlor. You would regularly go there because you’re close to the owner and the guys would go there to have their private time alone, free from the drama and pressure from the company.   

You were about to text Tae when you saw three silhouettes that you recognized plus one you couldn't identify. As they approached, the trio greeted you, apologizing for the delay as they had problems with the bands manager. That was when you met Jungkook for the first time. A tall, sun kissed skinned boy with big brown eyes with some earrings dandling around. Your eyes focused on him all the way until they reached where you were. He was absolutely gorgeous but didn’t talk much, you could see he was shy. You did try your best to make him feel more comfortable by talking to him or asking him stuff but his answers were very short and dry. You thought maybe he didn't like you that much to keep a conversation. Tae and Jimin held the whole conversation that day while you kept looking briefly towards Jungkook. You noticed he’d glance up to you sometimes but he remained in silence looking at his phone for most of the time. You concluded that maybe he had a girlfriend hence why he probably was so quiet around you, not sparing you glance that took more than 5 seconds. 

 The times they couldn’t meet you, you’d be the one waiting for them outside Hybe. You usually didn't come in. You knew the atmosphere there was very toxic and what the guys were going through and all that pressure was slowly tearing them apart and if you went there you knew there’d be chaos, something about them not being seen with girls to avoid difamation, dating rumours and scandals that could harm their image, as if they didn’t date or hang with girls anyway. Nevertheless the guys made sure to keep you a part of their life throughout their growing career, encouraging you to go there whenever you wanted.

Eventually you ended up meeting the rest of the members. The ony person who knew about this connection was Tate, who knew about your obssession with BTS but never understood why until one day you told her you had two tickets to their concert in Seoul. The only thing she wasn’t expecting was you being backstage introducing them to her. She was shock for the rest of the night and as soon as you got home she gave you the biggest tantrum about it, asking you why you dind’t give her a heads up, but got over it the next day. 

You ended up creating a very beautiful friendship with everyone, getting along with them pretty well, even tho Jungkook was the furthest from you still, much to your sadness. As you hung out with the boys, you developed a huge crush on him and not just because he’s attractive, he was so much more than that. After so many years, you know that he is one of the most humble people you have ever met. Not that the others aren't, but he has something different. The way he looks at people sweetly, the way he wrinkles his nose when he laughs, the way he bites the inside of his mouth when he's nervous and the way he’s not afraid to cry and show his emotions.

After summer break you went back to school, having the same dynamic as always, classes, studies and dance lessons. You’d also go out with Tate everyday, especially when the boys were away indefinitely. The more the guys got known, the more time they spent away and the harder it was to see them. You knew it was part of the process and you were very proud of them but sometimes you caught yourself wishing they were still the little boys from the beggining, meaning you’d have more time with them like before. Despite it all, you always followed their journey, whether it was good or bad. You always saw what came out on social media, especially about Jungkook. Being the maknae and quite talented and flashy, he was often involved in rumors with singers and actresses. Often denied, other times ignored.  

The only vacation the boys had after this career development was Christmas 2021 when they had the opportunity to come home after almost two years touring. You were ecstatic. Even though you heard from them every now and then and talked to Tae every day, having them near was completely different, so when you heard they were back you and Tate decided to organize a small welcome party. You were also on school break so you two had tim to organize everything. 

With a lot of effort and courage you spoke to their manager about using a small space at Hybe for the party, which miraculously was accepted. When the boys arrived and saw everything prepared, they felt so happy and at home. You hugged them all and were surprised to actually see Jungkook reciprocate. Your heart felt super warm, you had to confess. Everyone had fun, drank and danced. As it was hot with all that crowd, you escaped outsidee to get some air. A few minutes passed when you heard footsteps behind you. 

“I’ll be right there Tae. Just needed some air, you know how I feel with a lot of crowds around"  

“Unlucky for you it’s not Tae and I don’t know how you feel but feel free to tell me all about that” you turned around suddenly, surprised to hear Jungkook's voice. God, he looked perfect in that light blue shirt and tight, ripped black jeans. You did everything you could to concentrate and looked straight ahead again, adjusting your coat. 

“What are you doing outside Jk? It’s cold. You shoudn’t be here, it’s not good for your voice, remember?” 

“I'm probably doing the same thing as you, running away from the crowd. When in your daily life you are surrounded by people there's a time you just want to enjoy your own company. Also, don’t worry about my voice, I’m used to this at this point” you smiled while turning to him  

“Let me say I’m impressed. After so many years this is the biggest conversation we had. Made me wonder if I was the one at fault since you talked to everyone but me.” 

Jungkook frowned “ Sorry about that. You know I've always been very shy and I'm not good at opening up to people. But it has nothing to do with you I promise. The good thing about being an idol is that you get used to dealing with a lot of people, that helped me a lot too.” 

“That or the fact that you're surrounded by girls trying to make out with you?” you said jokingly, but at the same time you felt a touch of jealousy just thinking about that option. Even though you didn't you ended up thinking about all the people who could have throw themselves at him and you got a serious face. “Just kidding, you don’t have to answer. It’s not my business anyway” your throat was so dry you had to take a sip of your drink.

“If I didn't know any better I’d say you're jealous” It was one of the things you disliked about Jungkook the most, the fact that he could read people as if he was inside them, like he was the one feeling things. You knew he was messing with you but he didn’t know you were crushing on him and you were in fact jealous as fuck. 

“jealous of who? Of those delusional girls who think you’ll chose them over anything else?” Damn why did she sound so defensive right now? Get your shit together Y/N 

“Hey! Calm down, I was just messing with you. I don’t have time and space for relationships of any kind. Right now we have so much on our plate that relationships are far from our goals. Doesn’t mean we can’t have fun once in a while though” you knew he was mocking you however you ended up punching him in the arm. Since when had he gotten so muscular?  

Ever since that day you have gotten closer. Now he no longer ignored you. If necessary he would be the first to bother you to the point where you wondered why the hell were you crushing on him all this time, but then he’d give you that bunny smile and everything would go down the drain. Even busy, outside the country and having concerts everyday you were always talking to each other.

You had finished your studies and were auditioning to become an official dancer. You dreamt of working with big groups but you knew it’d take a lot first. You got a lot of no’s before the big yes. When you received the news you were the new dancer for Stray Kidz you cried and called Jungkook immediately. The next day he was on your door with a bouquet of flowers and a cake. Everything you ever dreamed of was finally happening and you could only feel grateful and knowing Jungkook was there every step of the way madde you have the impression that maybe he could feel something for you too. The more he was present in you life, the more your feelings were prevailing, there was no way to ignore it and you were sure those who knew you well also noticed. Tate had questioned you once about being in love with Jk and denied it but with no success. Her words still echo in your mind ‘till this day 

"You know that despite everything he's famous Y/n and above all he's young. He has everything right now and he's not going to stop taking advantage of it and you're the one getting hurt in the end. It's just a crush, it’ll  pass if you give yourself the opportunity to meet other people" Was she right? maybe. Did you listen to her? Definitely not. Hence why you are heartbroken at this moment.  

April 2023 and Harry Styles was having a concert here in Seoul and you were looking forward to go. Jungkook knew you loved Harry and as soon as the tickets came out he surprised you with VIP tickets with the opportunity to meet him backstage. You were so thrilled you jumped on him hugging him so tight he almost suffocated., but of course there had to be something. Due to changes in Stray Kidz shedule, a last minute rehearsal was booked and guess what, on the same day and same hour as the concert was supposed to be. You were devastated, yet there was nothing you could do about it. It was work and right now you had no right to miss it on a whim.

When you told Jungkook, he got so sad for you. You told him to go so the tickets wouldn’t go to waste and you’d meet up after the concert so he could tell you all about it, and that’s exactly how it happened. He went to the concert with friends and you went to more than two and a half hours of rehearsal for a surprise concert that was going to take place in three days. You and Jungkook had agreed to meet next to the ice cream parlor as it was the least frequented place and most secure to meet up. The fact that it was the place you met also had given it a different touch, that’s why you considerated it your favorite place. 

You got there before him so you waited for a while however there were no signs of him. Half an hour passed and still nothing. At this point you had already sent him a few texts but still no answer. It struck one hour of waiting and now you were thinking something bad had happened to him because this wasn't Jungkook’s usual behaviour. You called him and he didn't answer, so you decided to call Tae. 

If you knew then what you know now you would’ve left without thinking twice. When you called Tae you asked him when was the last time he had seen Jk, to which he replied that they and a few other friends were at the concert and then he left with a girl named Winter. As you couldn't go with him he didn't take long to find a replacement and that was already a punch in your heart, but knowing that he forgot the plans he had with you for a girl broke you completely. 

He didn't know about your feelings for him so you didn't have to be upset or jealous because he found someone else to go with him, but forgetting about you later? it was too much. The least he could have done was warn you there was a change of plans. You waited for him for an hour with a snack you prepared especially for him because you know he loves food, what for? Maybe Tate was right, it was time to forget about this stupid crush. After all nothing would come out of it. He was a famous idol with everyone at his feet (including yourself) and you? You were just a girl who took her first steps in the industry and that was what you should focus on, your goals!

When you got home, you took off your makeup and did your skin care and then threw yourself on your bed and screamed into your pillow. When you calmed down, you looked at your phone at 1:05 a.m. and there was still no sign of Jungkook. Without thinking much, you wrote him one last text, turned off your phone and tried to sleep. 

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The next morning you woke up full of pain in your body, of course you weren't surprised, after almost three hours of intensive training, apart from the previous exercises you did, it was a huge burden. Even though you were used to dancing for hours on end, the pain was a sign that you did a good job. You had reherseal before dinner so you still had time to rest a bit and to tidy up your room. You turned your phone back on only to be faced with dozens of calls and texts from Jungkook, which you ignored. By the time you finished it was lunch time but you weren’t in the mood to cook so you enjoyed the good weather outside to go and grab a meal. When you were about to leave the house you hit what looked like a wall, but it was neither more nor less than Jungkook's chest. At first you didn't understand anything, but then you looked up and saw the figure of the person you were ignoring, you snorted and tried to turn away and go your way when you felt a hand grab your arm. 

“Before you kick me in the balls PLEASE hear me out. I know you think I ditched you last night but it’s not what like that at all. It’s NOT what you’re thinking”  

“Dude please. First of all I’m not thinking about anything and second yes you did Jungkook how the hell did it even occur you to leave me alone late at night? I spent one hour waiting for you man, ONE HOUR- waiting for you like the fool I am, only to find out later that you went to enjoy the night with some Winter girl. What kind of consideration do you have for me? It wouldn't hurt much to send me a text saying the plans would change, it would be okay, I would understand! what the fuck Jung---” you stopped talking after realising how close you both were. He was so close that you could feel his breath on your nose.  

"I'm so sorry. It wasn't my intention at all. Since you couldn't come I invited Winter, a friend of mine from the industry. She had no one to go with so I asked her to come along. When it was over, I took her home so she wouldn't go alone, but halfway there I ended up getting a flat tire and when I went for my phone it had run out of battery. Winter asked for help from hr phon to the tow truck. At the end of it I went to ice cream parlow we use to meet but you weren't there anymore. When I got home and plugged in my phone your texts and calls started showing up, I called you back but it was disconnected. I knew you were home today so I decided to take a chance and come here to apologize to you. I’m sorry bug” 

Now that you knew the situation, you felt a little embarrassed by your reaction. Maybe you overreacted a bit. You looked at him and saw him with bags of food on his hand so you opened the door and let yourself in. Jungkook was still outside, unsure if you wanted him in or gone until he saw you open the door wider and got himself in aswell dropping the bags on the nearest table.  

“I'm more relieved to know that you didn't ignore me in vain then. Lucky you showed up today and not yesterday. I would’ve committed a crime if you showed up here yesterday” To be honest you were much more relaxed knowing that despite the misfortune he hadn't left you to be with someone else. For no reason at all, this information glued some pieces of your heart together, however, you still felt a little sad that he had taken a female friend to the concert right after you told him you couldn’t. Stupid you know 

“You know I wouldn't do that silly. You’re my number one girl, you know that” At that moment you just wanted to punch him. Him saying those things had made a turmoil in your heart. 

“Ohhh you stop it. As if Jk, as if. Is this the conversation you use when you want to hook up with someone or make them forgive you?”  

“Not at all. You wanna know what I do? I go to their house with their favourite food and tell them how they bright my day and I can’t stand them being mad at me” you throw him a pillow, hitting him on his arm while he sits on your couch laughing and clapping about your reaction. “But now seriously. You know I’d never leave you hanging like that and I came to redeem myself. So here it is, let's eat, I’m starving.” You sat next to him accepting what he gave you. With that mix of emotions from yesterday you ended up not eating anything.  

“What are you gonna do later?”  

“I have a rehearsal before dinner, finishing some details on the choreographies to make everything perfect. Why?” 

“Just wondering. I will probably get to the studio and record some stuff I’ve been making. Do you want me to pick you up after?” 

“Make sure to not delete your creations. I still can't forgive you for what you did with decalcomania.” Jungkook laughs and you both get to finish your meal. After minutes of silence he spoke again 

“Y/n?”  

“Hm?” 

“If Hybe made you an offer to dance for BTS would you accept it?” You weren't expecting that, so your only reaction was to start coughing as if you had choked on something. You brushed it off, replying in a funny tone 

“Why? Are you thinking about having me there?” You were expecting him to laugh as well but all he did was look at you.  

“I don’t know Kookie. Right now I couldn’t exchange, I signed a six months contract with Stray Kidz and I actually enjoy working with them, besides if anyone found out I knew you all before fame they would use that against me. I don't want to live in anyone's shadow. I want to acquire things on my own merit, not because I know person A or B.” 

Before he could answer his phone started ringing and he answered it. While he was talking to the person on the other line, you were tidying up the dishes and throwing away the waste. When he finished he said he had to leave to the studio but that you’d see each other later. He gave you a tight hug and left.  

You didn't know why but there was a change between you two after that question. Of course you’d love to make part of their dance team, be close to your best friends, be close to Jungkook, that's all you ever wanted, but it would complicate things, even more so if it came out in public, and damaging their image was the last thing you wanted to do. You looked at the clock and as it was still early you decided to watch Step up to ease your mind. You left around 6 p.m and started another round of practice. You loved the feeling of being free on stage, you didn’t have to pretend or fake anything, it would come out so spontaneously. When it ended you saw a text from Jungkook asking if you could meet him at their studio. It was now 8 p.m, so you went. As you get there, your name was already on the list of people allowed in the company so it wasn't difficult to get in and find the way to the studio. When you arrived you immediately start to hear the noise of Tae's screams and Jin's laugh. When you got a better visibility you noticed Jk lying on the ground, which was unusual for him. Jimin is the first to speak  

““Y/n, please come inside! Can you help JK get to his apartment?He’s quite sick.” You sighed as you started approaching Jungkook. He looked so pale. 

" Hey bunny, you feeling okay?” You asked softly.  

Jungkook looked over, you shouldn’t be so close to me. You'll end up getting sick aswell. I'm sorry I couldn't meet you bug” He said. He was about to stand up when you walked over and put your hands upon his shoulder supporting him still. 

“Of course I should be here, you idiot, right next to you.” You told him leading him to a couch, pushing him down gently.

“Did you take some meds already?” You asked looking at him. He nodded. “Have you eaten anything?” You asked raising your eyebrows. He nodded. You plopped down beside him and he was scooting away.  

“Jungkook please it’ll be fine. I’ll be fine. My immune system is not as weak as yours.” You joked, referring to the moment when you fell sick and he took care of you. It was sweet and thoughtful. Although the next day he suffered and you were well and happy. He squinted his eyes and laughed. 

“Hey! Don’t mock my immune system!” He shouted jokingly. He scooted over and wrapped his arms around you. 

“Smooth Jk. Smooth.” You said teasingly. Jungkook turned red and glared at you, not later he smirked and said, “You insisted first.”  

You looked right and you saw his face. You laughed so hard. He was puckering his lips and raising his perfectly arched eyebrows. He was doing his ‘trying so hard to be flirty’ face. The other boys were watching the whole scene and laughed. Everyone left the studio in the meantime and you helped Jungkook out too, taking the bag he had with him and went to your car until you reached his apartment, where you helped him out of the car. Getting in, he sat down on his couch while you grabbed him a glass of water and handed it to him, sitting down next to him. Suddenly, you felt a heavy weight upon your lap. You looked down and you saw Jungkook wrapping his strong arms around your waist and snuggled closer to you. 

“Anyway, you’re here. Might be the best to take full advantage.” He mumbled softly. He looked so cute and your heart fluttered at the sight. For others it might look weird but you knew he was always an affectionate guy. You were comfortable with him anyways. You massaged his scalp, played with his hair and gently traced his cheekbones. You wondered to yourself, how does he look so good while being sick? At this moment you imagined yourself being together with him. How perfect it would be.  

Time passed by and he did was still asleep. You could feel his warm breath and gently squeezes. You felt your phone vibrate so you picked it up. It was Tae   

“How’s he feeling?” He asked 

“I don’t know. Better? Hopefully.” You answered softly. He laughed. “You should tell him how you feel about him. I support this, we all do.” Your silence was enough of an answer because Tae replied right away “Don’t worry Y/n, I won’t tell him. You should though.” You shook your head and shifted a bit feeling your face warming up. Jungkook tightened his grip and snuggled closer to you. 

“He likes you back Y/n.” 

“No, Tae. He deserves someone better than me. I won’t confess my feelings just so that I would feel relieved and burden him with that info. I won’t lose him as a friend just because I can’t control my feelings for him.” Jungkook did deserve someone better, someone who could give him what he deserves and you knew you weren’t that person, at least not right now 

“Jk would be lucky to have you, y/n.” Tae answered with such certainty in his voice.  

“I would prefer being together with him as his friend, rather than losing him because of this stupid feelings.” You answered quietly. 

“If it’s meant to be, it will be, remember that. If you guys need anything give me a call” and he hung up. You were playing with his hair when you felt Jungkook’s long finger plunged beside of your stomach. You were squirming and he was holding you down. For a sick person, his strength is admirable. “Jungkook, stop!” He looked down at you and smiled teasingly.  

Suddenly, it struck you. What if he overheard the conversation with Tae? You froze at the thought. “Do you want something to drink?” You stood up walking over the sink to grab him some more water. As you were filling his cup you felt his arms engulfed you from the back. His head resting over your shoulder. 

“Bug I don’t want to drink it.” He whispered softly against your ear. His hand turned you around and now you were facing him. He caressed your cheeks and his hands snaked around your hip and put you on top of the kitchen sink. 

“I heard your conversation with Tae” He chuckled. Your heart dropped and you looked away. “Don’t look way,” he put his finger under your chin. 

“Oh god, how embarassing. You don’t have to do this. I get it. Let’s just not” Jungkook looked at you straight in the eyes. You looked away, you could not do this. you felt tears pooling around. He grabbed your face and forced you to look at him. 

“You are the best thing that could have ever happened in my life. It’s you that I don’t deserve. I’ve always liked you I just couldn’t find the courage to tell you this. Since the first time we met. You looked absolutely stunning I couldn't even look at you. Then you tried to make small talk with me and all of a sudden I forgot how to speak. I felt so bad because you looked so sad after” 

“Oh!” You looked at him and couldn’t help but grin.  

“Yeah, oh.” He answered playfully.  “Let’s take things slow if you want or still have any doubts of my feelings fo--" You didn’t let him finish because you kissed him. You were waiting for this moment for so long and now that you knew the feelings were mutual you wouldn't let the opportunity pass. He grabs you by the ass and takes you to his couch. You grabbed his hair to deepen the kiss. As he reached the couch, Jungkook sat down with you on top of him and you two stayed like that for a minute. You could feel his boner peek through his jeans against yours. You haven’t done anything besides kissing and you were already soaking wet, the effect he has on you is tremendous. But instead of continuing fooling around he sits you down and stands up. 

“I want you so badly Y/n but not like this. Two minutes ago I said we’d take things slow and now I need to get away from you, otherwise I’m not gonna let you leave tonight. I want to take you out first and then see what happens” Y/n bit her lips while she adjusted her clothes “and here I was thinking you’d be doing me just right on our first kiss”  

“I rather be doing you bad every day and every night after this, so I can wait a little longer” He teased. The thing is, could you?  

The days after this moment remained normal. You at your rehearsals and accompanying SKZ and Jungkook focused on recording the new album that BTS were preparing, not to mention other activities he had that took him to travel for three or four days to America every now and then. When you two were alone, it felt like hell was on earth. The environment would get so hot and you couldn’t resist each other. Even if you haven't had sex yet, there would be silly hands here and there, not to mention Jungkook’s mouth on you. No one has ever eaten you out as good as he does. If he can get three orgasms, sometimes more just with his mouth and fingers you can only imagine what he can do with the rest. It’s like your body molds itself just for him. 

Today was just another day. You were off work and had planned to have lunch with Tate. You were wearing a long black dress, curly hair and some makeup. It was rare but sometimes you liked to get it done. After lunch you decided to go on a shopping spree. As you were waiting for Tate to get out of Zara you saw someone who looked like Jungkook with some blond, slim girl but you doubted it, you knew he was busy with work, it couldn't be him, so you tried to let it go. An hour and a half later you got home and as you didn't feel like cooking you ordered two portions of fried chicken in case Jungookk was having dinner with you. You called him twice and had already sent him a few messages, all of them unread.   

You decided to wait for him to reach out to you. You turned on your tv and started scrolling through your phone. Right now, you were on Instagram when you received a text from Tate “isn’t this your Jungkook?” Attached to this were a few pictures where it could be seen Jungkook and a girl you’ve never seen before. In the caption it said “BTS Jungkook and Winter Aespa seen out and about on a cute date. The dating rumors between these two have always been huge, although neither party has spoken about it, will they confirm it now?”  

Your heart shattered. So it was Jungkook you saw before. Once again with the same girl he stood you up for the last time. You were like a statue, you didn't know what to do or how to react. Without realizing it, tears began to flow down your face. Meanwhile your phone vibrated with notifications from Tate about Jungkook. You got up and went to the bathroom to see how you looked. You felt so stupid but this wasn’t ending this way. You may have feelings for him but he’s not allowed to play with you like that. You were boiling at this point.  

Grabbing your car keys you went straight to Jungkook’s house, hoping he’d be there so you could slap the hell out of him. Getting there you rang the bell. To your surprise, the door soon opened and you let yourself in. You called the elevator and took advantage of the waiting time to rehearse your speech hoping not to give in to his soft words. By the time you got to his door, he was already waiting for you with a smile on his face and you swear it made you so angry that as soon as you reached him, you punched him in the stomach. 

He was not expecting this at all. All contorted, he looked at you with a what the fuck face.  

“What is wrong with you Y/n?” 

“What’s wrong with me? You’re the one cheating but here you are asking me what’s wrong with me? Seriously, what’s wrong with you? What am I? A toy hoped to get and soon get rid of?” 

“You’re out of your mind. Where the fuck did you get those ideas from?” 

“You’re gonna pretend you don’t know? Fine then” You hold your phone in front of him with the Dispatch article written about him and Winter. “Do you remember now?” 

Jungkook's confused expression changed to relief, which irritated her even more. In your idea, he was enjoying this and you didn't feel like being the clown. You paused and looked down, turning to wipe away some tears that had already formed in your eyes. Jungkook only noticed your tears when you turned to him again. 

“I wasted my time on you. When I heard you say you had feelings for me I never thought you’d be the reason for all my tears. Everything I wished for is everything I regret now. Falling in love with you was a mistake and I was a fool to believe you. I’m ending this right here. It’s over. Gosh I can’t believe I almost changed my life course for you.” You were crying now.  

“You’re in love with me?”  

“All I said that was the only thing your brain could retain? You’re a lost cause”- you huffed. 

“It’s everything it matters to me. Y/n I-- If you let me explain this wouldn't be happening. If you let me talk and trusted me a little bit more maybe this wouldn't be happening to this extent. Yes, I was out with Winter and yes, we went to that mall. She was helping me chose a gift for you and I was helping her doing the same thing for her girlfriend. I wanted to surprise you, that’s why I said I’d be in the studio the whole day. I was asking time to prepare this all for you"   

That’s when you stop on your tracks for a minute and see what’s around you. The floor with rose petals and candles showing the way to a set table. Red ballons everywhere and a “Will you be my girlfriend?” stuck in the wall. There was also soft music playing around the living room and a guitar near the couch. You didn't have any reaction, you didn't know what to say after the scandal you made and the way you spoke about him, so you stayed silent until he said something. 

“Just because you think you’re not enough for me, doesn’t mean it represents the truth. I’ve known Winter since trainee days. Also being an idol you meet a lot of people. I’m one of the few friends around her that knows she’s dating a girl and as you know Korea is still very close minded when it comes to these matters. In an event we had way before you and I were a thing she drank a little more than supposed to and spilled it out to me. Recently I told her I was with someone who has my whole heart and asked if she could help me do something you actually deserved. I love you Y/n. I’m in love with you and all I wanted was to give the princess time you should have. I’m sorry if you think I’d be capable to cheat or use you like that, but if you do then ---” 

“Don’t! Don’t finish that line. Jungkook, I’m so sorry I- You. I never felt this way about anyone. You were the one I always imagined myself with and I’m scared. I’m so fucking scared that I won’t be enough to keep you because you can have so much more. You’re everything I ever wanted. I’m sorry for fucking this up”  

Jungkook didn't say anything else just pulled her to him and hugged her tightly, then he moved away enough to touch his forehead to hers and kissed her. She kissed him back right away and things escalated from there. Stumbling through the house to his room, they left pieces of clothing behind.  

You’re so pretty,” his hands flitted across your skin. His hands held firmly onto your hips, clasping tightly before slowly letting his palms slide across your lower back. His arms ended up wrapping around your waist “I love you so much Y/n. Why did it take us so long to get here” His tone was pure sex and you were dripping wet. His lips connected with your collarbone first. Your lips fell apart as your hands wrapped around the back of his neck keeping him put where he showered you in kisses. Slowly he moved to you jaw and finally to your mouth again while his hands roamed through your body, stopping at your covered breasts, going down to your waist and hips. One of his hands went up again, going under your bra and squeezing it, while you lowered your hands to his belt and started to take it off so that it would be easier to take off his pants after. After getting rid of his clothing, he laid you down his bed, him being on top of you. He was so gentle and sweet and you were so turned on. You could feel Jungkook’s erection so you pressed onto him causing him to groan.  

Taking his time with you, slowly he started to go down your neck, taking off your bra and licking your breasts, going down to your waist and then your hips. At that part you sighed, you couldn't take this sensuality anymore. When you started to move, he pinned you down the bed, keeping you quiet while he starts taking off your panties. He opened your legs a little more so he could view what he was aiming to eat ever since you got to his house  

“You’re gonna be the death of me. You’re so sweet I could eat you all day and night. Your pussy is so perfect. You are perfect”. By the time he inserted two fingers inside you, you were a moaning mess, grabbing his hair for him to go even deeper than he was. After two orgasms you decided it was his turn to be blessed. Before he could move you back down, you were leaning forward, lips attacking his neck just under his jaw bone leaving a few marks here and there. You moved further down his lap to palm at his erection. You started slow, a soft glide down the length of his cock. “Fucking hell” he moaned 

You got down on your knees and slowly ran your tongue along his length, massaging it with your hand, then you put it in your mouth and started sucking it. From the noises he made you knew you were doing a good job. He was so sweet and so thick. “Stop-- ah – fuck- I wanna feel you around me before I cum.” You gave it a few more pumps until he grabbed your hair and pulled you back up. Reaching his bedside table, he took out a condom and put it on. Laying you back down he started kissing you again, putting two fingers inside of you again until he positioned his length and aligned it with your wet slit. His hand went over your hip while you’d let him slip inside you. You both moaned so loud but didn’t care for those who could hear it. He was so big and you were so tight you could feel him rip you in two. From that moment on it was pure mess. No one would say he was a monster in the sheets, pounding on you with no mercy. “Oh my – yeah yeah – like that ahhhhh- fuck fuck- you're so big. You fill me up so well Jungkook. Fuck I love your cock. I’m gonna-- ”  

“You’re delicious bug. Cum for me angel. Let me know how good i make you feel with this cock. I’m not gonna last long either” he moved faster, his hips meeting yours in an immeasurable force. You came first and then he reached his high too. he came out of you, laying down next to you. You laid your head on his chest and you stayed like that for a while in complete silence until he broke it “Are you okay?” he asked, kissing your forehead. “I’m perfect bunny. How are you?” 

“I’m great. Have the girl of my dreams in my arms, what else could I ask for?” he stepped back a little so he could face you on his side “I love you Y/n. Even though this was not the way I wanted to do things I want you to be mine. Just mine. I don’t share and I’m jealous and I know I'll do a lot of mistakes but I’m all in if you are.” 

“I was always yours, even when you didn't know. I’m yours. Forever. I’m sorry for everything i said before. I was really unfair. I know you’d never do anything to hurt me on purpose”.  

“It’s okay. I’m sorry too, for the way I handled things.” you said lying down in each other's embrace until you said you had to take a shower, asking him if he wanted to keep you company. Needless to say, the answer was yes, with the right to a second round. In the end, you went to eat what he had prepared with so much care, put away the dishes and watched a movie which lasted a maximum of 10 minutes, as after that your mouth was already in another more interesting place, taking the rest to the bedroom and out into the night. 

Luckily for both of you, the next day was your day off. That morning you woke up sore as hell but didn’t mind it. You got up slowly so you wouldn’t wake Jungkook, you saw his shirt on the floor and put it on and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. You were making pancakes since you know he loves them. You tried to make as little noise as possible so he wouldn’t notice and you could surprise him. You were so focused that you didn't hear the footsteps behind you and suddenly felt arms circling your waist. 

“Hmmm... Smells amazing baby. I’m getting hungry” Jungkook said while leaving soft kisses on your neck. “It was supposed to be surprise! You shouldn’t be downstairs yet” You poutted. As soon as you finished the last pancake, jungkook turned you around and placed you on the counter. “I noticed you weren't next to me and I missed you. Spent so long away from you that now I want to enjoy every moment with you while we can. Besides, there's something about you that made me addicted. Your smell, your kisses, your pu--”  

“Okay loverboy, that’s enough. We need to get clean and eat the pancakes I made with so much love. Also I need to talk to you about something.” Jungkook frowned, but obeyed. Both went to take a quick shower, got dressed and went to eat. As you were finishing you cleared your throat “So... remember yesterday when I said I almost changed my life course?” Jungkook nooded, sipping on his banana milk “Well what I meant by that was – I -- I auditioned for your dance team and got selected. I was asked if I wanted to renew my contract with SKZ and I said no. I remember you asking me if I’d work for you and kept thinking about it. Hobi told me Hybe was going to open a dance contest to enter the dance team and I tried my luck. When I signed up, I didn't use my name, but rather a nickname so if you saw something you wouldn't know I had participated, influencing any decision. Are you mad?”  

The news left Jungkook with a mix of emotions. He already had mentioned to the members that it was being extremely hard to balance work and the fact that he was always away from you. When he asked you if you would see yourself working with them and you said no, he was sad but understood. Knowing this was a topic you considered made him feel chosen and loved. It wasn't your responsibility to change your choices but you still decided to do it to be not only him but with the rest of the members. Deep down he knows it was more because of him, because of your relationship. 

Out of nowhere, he gets up and goes to a table and opens the small drawer there and takes out a small red velcro box, picks it up and heads towards you. 

 “This was supposed to happen yesterday but with all rhat chaos there was no opportunity, so here we go. Will you be my girlfriend?” when he opens the box, you feel like the happiest woman in the world. Inside were two promise rings, one for you and one for him. You belonged to each other and it was fantastic your partnership. Despite some hassles and disagreements, you always found the balance to understand each other. There were days when you gave 60% and he gave 40%, other days he gave 70% and you gave 30% and everything was fine. You understood each other that way because your relationship began based on friendship, respect and communication. 

After the misunderstanding with Winter, you swore to yourself that you wouldn't make the same mistake again, always trying to clarify everything before jumping to hasty conclusions. In fact, after some time you had the opportunity to meet her and she was pretty great, you two became really good friends. She even helped you guys move to the house Jungkook was building back then. 

Regarding your work place, you did switch to Hybe. You know that you got there on your own merit and you were happy for that and the fact that you were able to be close to your boyfriend and your friends made that a lot easier to handle all the pressure coming from it. You and Jungkook announced your relationship shortly after and although it was complicated at first, the chemistry between you was so strong that even his fans became yours and soon they were shipping you both.  

After BTS world tour ends, you and Jungkook would go on vacation. Little do you know he's going to ask you to marry him and little does he know that you're going to give him some news that will change your life forever. Definitely the best happily ever after for you, Jungkook and the little one forming inside you.

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Thank you to everyone who read it all. Thank you for all your sweet messages and huge support. I love you! I'll see you soon <3

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Chapter 25 update status: 4.10k words, 100% done. Update up on Friday by midnight

Amor tam pulcher | KTH - masterlist

❁pairing: senior!taehyung x junior!oc (Italian education system)

❁description: a love story revolving around a butterfly and its favourite flower

❁synopsis:

if he could, he'd write poems on how pretty she looked, on how perfect she was. He'd probably make the next Catullus or even better, he'd dare say. Everyone would love to read about her and how she makes him feel. He even wonders how she isn't loved, worshipped in fact, by everyone but he's glad he's the only one whom she hops to whenever class is dismissed, the only one to have her cheeks explore all possible shades of red, the only one whose arms she'd willingly fall asleep in between.

❁genre: romance, fluff, smut, angst

❁wc: 151.49k+

❁date: 30/03/2024

❁warning: mature content

❁notes: strangers-to-lovers, teen love story, lots of fluff, smut, senior!taehyung (taehyung is like super smart), junior!oc (academic weapon, she loves herself an excellent academic performance), a lil angst, taehyung is head over heels for oc, nature lovers (oc loves flowers, taehyung loves butterflies), countryside (looks like Italy because that is the only type of countryside I know and love), oc has a lovely family, taehyung has daddy issues, jimin and jungkook are taehyung's besties( they also have other two girls as best friends); oc has a girl best friend (childhood best friend) and three boys as best friends); oc is so fucking prettyyy, like girl pretty; cross-posted on wattpad and ao3

❁chapters (status - ongoing) ⇀ updates every Friday, midnight

latest — 17/01

❀ ❛prologue❜ - 1.52k

Rewriting the story of Daphne and Apollo ⇀ «A love that drives me crazy, a lovely crazy, a sexy crazy, an amazing crazy»

❀ 01 ❛love is all around❜ - 4.24k

On a chilly summer morning, a bouncy curly-haired sun rose up and shone above the flower

❀ 02 ❛ying yang❜ - 4.28k

Photosynthesis: the sun shines bright above the flower providing it with energy which will be transformed into nutrients

❀ 03 ❛the exploratory stage❜ - 5.48k

As the sun shines in its might, it brightens the way for a little flower to see over the horizon

❀ 04 ❛just like old times❜ - 6.70k

The bright rays of the sun show the way to the flower, introducing it to an innocent little bear, a ferret and a little wasp

❀ 05 ❛a monarch butterfly❜ - 4.17k

There, going back home, was an unusual combination of subjects: a cricket, a wing-man, a monarch butterfly, a little pika and a puppy

❀ 06 ❛venus❜ - 4.82k

Who could have ever thought that a flower could grow in space? Who? No one surely and yet... there it was, standing upright in its beauty

❀ 07 ❛a laurel❜ - 4.92k

He knew he wasn't meant to fly to space because he physically couldn't but this thought wouldn't stop him. Was he being pretentious? Trying to exceed his limits?

❀ 08 ❛fuck you!❜ - 6.10k

Normally, flowers are in people's gardens or on a bed of green grass so... what the hell is one singular one doing in the middle of the ocean. Does it know, does anyone know, that too much water will cause it harm... especially when the water is salty?

❀ 09 ❛en route❜ - 5.07k

With its six tiny feet into proper boots, a good protective shield over his wings and an astronaut helmet on, the monarch butterfly embarks on a life-threatening journey, one believed to be a one-way ticket travel

❀ 10 ❛who we are, what we do❜ - 6.01k

Flowers don't have eyes, yeah, and neither does a pika glow even during the day. The flower is used to seeing only the sun shine during the day. The little pika walking by is unusual.

❀ 11 ❛an overly ambitious hedonistic seductress❜ - 6.04k

Cleopatra is the modern definition of the term "femme fatale"; she's known for ruling in ancient Egypt but also for her relationship with Ceaser and Mark Antony

❀ 12 ❛the butterfly, the cricket and the wing-man❜ - 4.49k

A butterfly, a cricket and a wing-man all have wings somewhat. The first does fly, the second mostly leaps and the last doesn't fly unless the first two do.

❀ 13 ❛the Titanic❜ - 7.31k

Between the night of the 14th and the 15th, in 1912, one of the biggest ships of its time sank, going against the expectations but did it? At the time, there was a little competition between countries so when it sank it wasn't so surprising: something so big with very few resources would have never made it across the ocean.

❀ 14 ❛from five to ten❜ - 11.44k

Brighten the mood. Increase the energy. Make a downturned flower rise high and flunt its beautiful petals for others to see.

❀ 15 ❛bold, red and underlined❜ - 14.70k

“You know? That party I wanted to host at mine? You’re so invited. In fact, you’re the first one on my guest list and I’ll underline your name in red as in ‘in great and urgent need of pussy’—”

❀ 16 ❛«it's Daphne»❜ - 11.30k

A monarch butterfly sees a lot of flowers in its short span of life but never has this one, nor its ancestors, seen a flower as pretty as the one ahead. The flower was there, living beautifully in space.

❀ 17 ❛hesperiidae❜ - 6.41k

Right when the sun faded away and the dark clouds took over, the little butterfly's wings fluttered less as it lost hope until something caught his eye, a gleam slicing through the gloom and focusing on a flower.

❀ 18❛opposites attract❜ - 5.59k

Winter and the Wind of the West come to destroy but nothing can touch a flower when it's under a shelter, something that will prevent it from dying in the cold or losing its beautiful petals.

❀ 19 ❛peek-a-boo (boo boo)❜ - 5.66k

Things have been too unusual for this butterfly. Wasn't it trying to embark on an impossible journey? To space? How did it end up in a shiny sea? it's floating and his pupils are swelling. The beauty is indeed out of this world

❀ 20 ❛lifejacket❜ - 6.97k

The wings grew with each flutter. There was a glowing dot on the ocean and it was slowly fading out into the darkness so the butterfly cradled it and protected the leur

❀ 21 ❛monarch and blue morpho butterflies❜ - 4.13k

The weather was chilly and slightly windy. Despite the discomfort it caused everyone, the flower stood out like a thumb as it danced and waved with the soft patterns of the breeze. The butterfly couldn't do anything other than admire with widened orbs

❀ 22 ❛rosy cheeks❜ - 3.91k

Did it see it? Did the flower see the butterfly? Because the butterfly has already seen the flower. Had already memorised every curve, every line, and every dot that brought the flower to life.

❀ 23 ❛caramel macchiato❜ - 4.23k

There was no way he could ever get lost: one look at those eyes and he'd see all the constellations, the map leading him to Venus

❀ 24 ❛butterflies, flowers... and butterflies❜ - 6.03k

«I mean, it's also an evergreen plant like the Laurel but it doesn't sound as special. Lauri does though.»

❀ 25 ❛bittersweet❜ - 4.10k coming soon on Friday

There were seven lanes, each welcoming an athlete, for a total of seven athletes. Yet, as the contestants got ready for the lace, some chose to acknowledge the presence of only a few athletes, the ones they were marking. Their true competition.

❀ 26 ❛open stage❜

❀ 27 ❛approach, round out, flare❜

❀ 28 ❛a lighthouse❜

❀ 29 ❛heads or tails❜

❀ 30 ❛collywobbles❜

❀ 31 ❛the sun on the horizon❜

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THE CORPORATE EQUATION chapter 2 ✫ jeon jungkook

a miscommunication in HR leads to a near-PR disaster when an important client’s demands clash with employee well-being. Jungkook’s rigid solutions exacerbate the problem, and you are forced to step in.

CONTAINS: corporate!au, ceo!jk, headofhr!reader, grumpy x sunshine, slow burn, accidental vulnerability, mutual pining, emotionally unavailable jk, bickering turned bonding, fluff & angst :)

NOTE: this will be a mini series. thanks so much for reading!! this work is not revised and english is not my first language :)

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❀ chapter two: crossing boundaries

It was 7:00 a.m. The first sign that something was wrong came in the form of a frantic email. You were reviewing quarterly engagement reports when a notification pinged on your laptop.

Subject: URGENT Client Escalation

The email was from the PR team, outlining an issue with one of the company’s most important clients. Somehow, a key detail in the client’s contract had been overlooked by HR—an agreed-upon timeline adjustment had not been communicated to the production team. Now the client was threatening to pull out unless the project was delivered immediately.

You felt the familiar rush of stress prickling at your temples. The issue wasn’t just the oversight—it was the solution Mr. Jeon had already accepted: doubling employee workloads to meet the client’s demands.

For years, you had championed policies to ensure work-life balance. The HR team trusted you to advocate for them, and you weren’t about to let this crisis undo all that trust. Still, Jungkook’s reputation preceded him. The company’s young, exacting CEO wasn’t known for bending to opposition, especially when it came to business decisions.

“Let me guess, Mr. CEO decided to plow through without considering the fallout,” Soojin said, leaning over your desk. Her casual tone didn’t mask the genuine concern in her eyes.

“You guessed right,” you replied, sighing. “But I’m not going to let him ruin our team.”

“Good luck with that,” Soojin muttered as you grabbed your clipboard and headed for the conference room.

That’s how you found yourself walking into a room full of department heads besides Minho, your co-worker, ready to advocate for a solution that wouldn’t burn everyone out in the process. The absence of his usual level-headed support only heightened your nerves, but you shook it off.

Once inside, the tension was already palpable. As the head of HR, you were no stranger to high-stakes situations, but this one felt particularly personal. Employee well-being wasn’t just a talking point for you—it was the foundation of your work.

"We will win, alright?" Minho sat toward the back, offering you a reassuring smile but you scanned the room, noting the familiar faces of department heads.

Jungkook entered moments later, exuding his usual aura of control. His sharp gaze immediately found you, and you braced yourself. His assistant, Hajun, followed closely behind, setting a sleek portfolio in front of him.

“Let’s hear it,” he said curtly, gesturing for you to explain. You stood, clearing your throat before launching into your plan.

“We can revise the timeline and propose alternative solutions to the client that don’t hinge on doubling employee workloads. It’s a balanced approach that maintains employee morale while still delivering results.”

Jungkook frowned, his arms crossed. “The client doesn’t want alternatives. They want what they were promised, on time.”

“And rushing the team to exhaustion is your solution?” Minho countered.

“Burned-out employees won’t give you their best, and they certainly won’t stay loyal to this company. Then what?” You said.

Jungkook’s jaw tightened, and for a moment, you thought he’d snap back. You braced yourself for the inevitable clash, but before he could respond, Minho’s voice cut through the tension like a breeze.

“Okay, let’s not turn this into a cage match,” he said, with a lighthearted laugh. “How about we hash this out before someone flips the table?”

Minho’s grin defused some of the tension, and you shot her a grateful look. But Jungkook’s glare remained fixed on you, the battle far from over.

“Soojin should be here for this,” Jungkook said, glancing at the empty chair beside you. “Where is she?”

“Caught up with another issue,” you replied, your tone firmer than you felt. “But I can handle this, Jungkook.”

His eyes narrowed at the use of his name without the customary "Mr. Jeon," but he didn’t comment. Instead, he leaned back. "This is not what I asked for."

Unlike Mr. Jeon, most department heads seemed receptive—until Joohyun, the head of finance, cut in.

“This is impractical,” she said with a smirk. “The client won’t care about employee well-being if their deadlines aren’t met. HR isn’t exactly known for its strategic prowess.”

Her words stung, but you steadied yourself, opening your mouth to respond.

Before you could get a word out, Jungkook spoke up, his voice cold and firm.

“That’s enough, Joohyun,” he said, silencing her with a glare. “This company wouldn’t function without HR, and their strategy is the most reasonable approach we’ve seen so far. Let them do their job.”

The room went quiet, the weight of his words lingering. For the first time, you saw a glimmer of support in Jungkook’s eyes—a brief acknowledgment that maybe, just maybe, you knew what you were doing.

The hours after the meeting dragged like molasses, each moment more draining than the last. While you’d won a small victory in convincing Jungkook to let you move forward with your plan, the day’s battles were far from over.

The PR team descended on the HR office like a storm shortly after the meeting. You barely had time to glance up before Eunji, the PR team lead, plopped a thick stack of papers onto your desk with an audible thud.

“Care to explain how we’re supposed to salvage this without throwing the team into overdrive?” she asked, her voice dripping with sarcasm.

“I don’t know, Eunji,” you said, your tone carefully even. “Maybe by working with HR instead of trying to steamroll over us?”

Eunji rolled her eyes, arms crossed. Behind her, a few other PR associates snickered. “Look, we get it—you’re all about employee hugs and yoga sessions, but some of us have real deadlines to meet.”

You inhaled sharply, willing yourself to stay calm. Dohyun intercepted. “Protecting employees isn’t just about ‘hugs,’ Eunji. If your team collapses from burnout, how are you going to meet any deadlines?”

One of Eunji’s team members muttered something under their breath, prompting more snickers. Soojin, who had been quietly typing at her desk nearby, finally stood up, placing her hands on her hips.

“Maybe if PR didn’t miss the communication in the first place, we wouldn’t even be in this mess,” she said, her voice sugary sweet but sharp enough to cut.

The PR team bristled, but Eunji pulled them away with a dismissive wave. “Fine, let’s see if your little plan works. Don’t screw this up, sunshine.”

You let out a shaky breath once they were gone, rubbing your temples. Soojin and Dohyun handed you chocolates from their drawer without a word, and you shot them a grateful smile.

By the time most of the office had cleared out, you were still at your desk, surrounded by drafts and scribbled notes. Your plan was solid, but getting it ready for client approval would take hours more.

You were so focused that you didn’t notice Jungkook approaching until his voice broke the silence.

“You’re still here.”

You jumped slightly, looking up to see him leaning against the doorframe of your office. His suit jacket was gone, and his tie was loosened—a rare, almost humanizing sight.

“I could say the same to you,” you said, turning back to your screen with an edge to your tone. “What do you need?”

He didn’t answer immediately, instead walking over and scanning the mess of papers on your desk. “You’re putting a lot of effort into this.”

“Well, someone has to,” you muttered, your irritation still fresh from the way he’d treated you in the meeting earlier. You expected him to bite back or make some condescending remark, but instead, he surprised you.

Jungkook pulled up a chair and sat beside you, his movements deliberate but uncharacteristically nonchalant. “Let me help,” he said simply.

You blinked, caught off guard. “You? Helping HR? Did I hit my head at some point today?”

He rolled his eyes, clearly uninterested in your sarcasm. “The faster we fix this, the faster we avoid another PR disaster.”

Your mind whirred. This was the same man who had dismissed your plan so curtly in the meeting, barely giving it the time of day. And yet, when Joohyun had criticized you, he’d stepped in to defend you with a ferocity you didn’t expect. The contradiction in his actions left you confused and more than a little annoyed.

After a beat, you handed him a stack of notes, though your hesitation lingered. “Fine. Just... don’t make it worse.”

For the next few hours, the two of you worked in an uncharacteristic rhythm. You were still simmering with unspoken frustration, but you couldn’t deny Jungkook’s methodical efficiency. He asked sharp, focused questions, cutting through fluff and refining your ideas in a way that almost impressed you. Almost.

At one point, during a lull, he leaned back and glanced at you. “You’re passionate about this,” he said, not unkindly. “Why?”

You hesitated, caught off guard by the sincerity in his tone. But the sting of his earlier dismissal was still fresh, and it made you hesitate.

“Does it matter?” you countered, your voice sharper than you intended.

His brows furrowed slightly, but he didn’t back down. “I think it does.”

With a sigh, you admitted, “Because I know what it’s like to feel overworked and unseen. I’ve been in jobs where I was just... a number. I swore I’d never let that happen to anyone if I could help it.”

He nodded slowly, his gaze thoughtful. “I didn’t expect that.”

You tilted your head, your frustration bubbling over. “Why are you even still here? You dismissed me in the meeting like I didn’t know what I was talking about, but then you defended me like you cared. Why?”

He exhaled, leaning forward to rest his elbows on his knees. “Because Joohyun was out of line,” he said after a pause. “And because... I didn’t dismiss your plan because it was bad. I dismissed it because I didn’t think it could work.”

You blinked, his admission catching you off guard. “So, what you changed your head?”

He sighed again, running a hand through his hair. “I didn’t ask for this job. My father’s health forced me into it, and now... everyone expects me to know what I’m doing. Sometimes, I feel like I’m just trying to keep my head above water. I thought your plan was risky, but then I saw how you fought for it, and I realized... maybe you see something I don’t.”

His vulnerability left you momentarily speechless. For a moment, the hard edges of his persona softened, and you saw him as more than just your stubborn, workaholic CEO.

“You’re doing better than you think,” you said quietly, the tension in your voice giving way to something softer.

He looked at you, his expression unreadable, before turning back to the notes. “Let’s get this finished,” he said gruffly. But the silence that followed felt lighter, the unspoken understanding between you lingering in the air.

You couldn’t resist the opportunity. “So, CEO Jeon can admit when he’s wrong, huh?”

Jungkook’s eyes snapped to you, and you grinned, trying to hide your amusement behind a half-smirk.

“Don’t get too carried away,” he replied, though his lips twitched. “I didn’t admit anything. Just—acknowledged a change in perspective.”

“Right,” you teased, raising an eyebrow. “So you don’t think I’m the genius behind this whole plan?”

Jungkook rolled his eyes but couldn’t suppress the ghost of a smile. “Keep talking like that, and I’ll leave you to handle the PR team alone.”

“Good luck with that,” you shot back, your tone light but filled with a touch of challenge. “You can’t keep up with me.”

He leaned back in his chair with a smirk, crossing his arms. “We’ll see about that.”

The week following the tense meeting had flown by in a blur of deadlines and intense focus. But amidst the whirlwind of emails and conference calls, you noticed a subtle shift. Employees seemed more engaged, and the PR team had been surprisingly cooperative.

It wasn’t until Friday midday that you received an unexpected email from Jungkook. The subject line simply read: Team lunch, my treat.

The moment you clicked it open, you saw his message:

"I know things got a little heated last week, but I want to take a moment to properly thank the HR team for handling the issue so well. You guys really pulled it off. Let’s do lunch together to celebrate."

You blinked, surprised but intrigued. Was this an attempt to redeem himself after the way he’d dismissed you in front of the directors? Or was this just his idea of a token gesture?

Later that day, you and your team gathered in the HR office, the air filled with an unusual sense of anticipation. Soojin, always the first to perk up at free food, was already checking the time, her phone in hand.

“Is this real?” Soojin asked, eyebrows raised. “The CEO wants to take us to lunch?”

“You mean... after everything that happened?” Minho said, his tone skeptical but intrigued. “I guess we did do a good job.”

Minji, who had been quieter than usual, leaned back in her chair. “I didn’t think he’d actually do it. But hey, free food, right?”

Dohyun smiled, leaning in with a teasing smirk. “I think it’s more of a CEO redemption tour. Let’s see how much he’s willing to dish out.”

You couldn’t help but smile at their banter, even as you reflected on Jungkook’s sudden change of heart. Was this his way of softening the corporate image he’d cultivated so carefully?

Moments later, the door to your office opened, and there he was. Jungkook, wearing his usual sharp suit, but this time his tie was a bit looser, and his posture seemed less rigid. He gave a slight nod toward the group as he stepped inside, his gaze landing on you.

“Ready?” he asked, his voice softer than usual.

The team exchanged curious glances, but they nodded, following him out of the office and into the elevator.

The restaurant he’d chosen was an upscale yet relaxed spot, with warm lighting and modern decor. A reserved table waited for you in the corner, a large round table that felt more personal than corporate. As you sat down, Jungkook took a seat at the head, but this time, the air wasn’t filled with tension. The casual vibe of the restaurant, combined with his slightly more laid-back demeanor, made the whole situation feel less formal.

“I’m not a big fan of these ‘team appreciation’ things, but I know when I’ve been outmatched,” Jungkook began, his voice still carrying that authoritative tone but with a touch of lightness. “You all handled the client issue far better than I anticipated, and I want to take this moment to thank you for that. Soojin, Dohyun, Minho, Minji... and you too,” he added, looking directly at you. “I know it wasn’t easy, and I appreciate your patience with me.”

You met his gaze, surprised at how genuine he sounded. His eyes weren’t as cold as usual, and there was a subtle vulnerability there—like he was trying to make up for something.

The team exchanged surprised looks, and Soojin, ever the one to break the ice, grinned. “Well, I’m glad to see the real CEO Jeon has made an appearance. Maybe he’s not as bad as we thought, huh?”

Jungkook smirked, his expression flickering with amusement. “I can’t help the fact that I have standards.”

Minho raised an eyebrow. “Standards? You mean the ones that almost had us working ourselves to the bone?”

Jungkook’s face flickered with something almost like regret, but he quickly masked it. “I was wrong about the approach. You all proved me wrong.”

Dohyun leaned forward, a cheeky grin spreading across his face. “Well, if you’re asking for forgiveness, you’re going to have to buy us dessert.”

Jungkook let out a short, dry laugh. “Fine, but only because I can’t let you keep making fun of me for this.”

As the lunch wore on, you found yourself enjoying the conversation, the occasional teasing, and the chance to see your team—his team—connect on a more personal level. Jungkook was still a far cry from being the warmest leader, but in this moment, he was something closer to approachable.

“So,” Soojin said, nudging you with a sly grin. “How about we plan the next one? This was a nice change of pace.”

You looked at Jungkook, who was sipping his drink with a relaxed air, and smiled. “We’ll see. I think someone has to redeem themselves more than once to really earn it.”

Jungkook smirked. “I’ll take that challenge.”

[seoul-bros]

Jikook Week 58 Complete ✔️ (14-21/01/2025)

Jikook have finalized their 58th week in the military and it's time to look back at this week in 2019.

On 15/01 Run BTS Episode 59 entitled BTS Hotel. This was a two-parter with Episode 60 (released on the 22/01) of the guys playing a series of musical and other games. The teams were Vmin, Sopekook and Namjin.

The first game was Can you hear my song? guessing a distorted BTS song. Vmin got Idol straight out the gate (look at these two so in sync and so happy).

But then sopekook, well mostly JK, got four in a row.

By this time, Jimin was getting a bit frustrated but....

...Taehyung was there to save the day.

With one question remaining the score was Bba (namjin) 2, Jji (vmin) 7 and Kim Seokjin (sopekook) 7. The last question was worth 5 points and namjin managed to level the scores so all teams got one point.

Just as an aside, how cute were Vmin that day?

The second game was to listen to a BTS song and translate sections in English to Korean and sing it back. This game was more difficult than it sounds and RM and Suga had a definite advantage being the main songwriters of the group. JK managed to get one.

Jimin had two goes at Anpanman but still ended up frustrated.

The third game was the Rabbit Game.

I have to agree with Namjoon, jikook were the kings of this game.

Joon, Jimin and JK were the last three standing but JK was on top form and managed to defeat both with the speed of his reactions. So Kim Seokjin team won again.

The final game was Intuition Yes or No. All the teams did pretty well at this round with Kim Seokjin winning against the other teams by one point Bba (namjin) 5, Jji (vmin) 5 and Kim Seokjin (sopekook) 6.

Overall the Kim Seokjin team won with four points.

Post Date: 21/01/2025

[defendingwarrior]

JUNGKOOK in RUN BTS! | Episode 30

[curse-of-art]

What a pretty necklace they would be

his pretty hands deserve their own fandom (part 1)

[gyu-woo]

after gym sesh?

pairing ੈ✩‧₊˚ personal trainer! gyu x chubby! fem! reader 😩🖤(chubby gals deserve love too!!!)

i recently rewatched his LA vlog (as a proud los angelean) and i got the idea of him being yalls personal trainer and him rewarding you after hit a new pr ‼️ i miss him and the LA concerts 😣

genre ; smut? (omg light writing smut?!) overstim 🥸 and oral (fem receiving)

author’s note ?! : not proofread soz hehe enjoy my stars!!! (ngl this was kinda ass my bad yall)

when mingyu said he’d reward for hitting a new PR you’d never expected to be laid out in the locker room of his owned gym, his head between your legs as his tongue licks a fat stripe against your core humming against you.

“baby was so good today” he breathes, his eyes looking up at you. “so good for me hitting a new pr knew she could do it” his hand squeezed your plush thigh as he placed a small kiss on the inside of it before dipping back down to your core.

too dazed to say anything you babble out incoherent nonsense as his nose toys your soaked clit hands flying to his hair. “taste so good baby could eat this pretty pussy everyday if you’d let me hm?” he mumbled the vibrations sending a jolt through you.

hand lays flat on your plush tummy his fingers squeezing at the fat lightly, tongue continuing to make out with your cunt like a starved man who’d been binded by chains in a dungeon for years.

“couldn’t wait to get my hands on you..” he groans kissing your cunt before lapping at it again mumbling words of sweet affirmations as you pant and let out small whimpers eyes shut tears of pleasure brimming the corners of your eyes.

bucking your hips into his lips involuntarily feeling your stomach knot you cry out tummy sucking in slightly as his lips kiss and suck on your clit the sounds of wet slurping and sucking echoing around you. “just a little more baby, i’ve got ya..” he mumbles against you.

“f-fuck gyu- m’ close..” you cry out fingers gripping his hair tighter your breaths coming out in short gasps. then before you know you cum on his tongue a pornographic moan falling from your lips body shaking as he continues lapping at you cleaning up his beautiful mess but he doesn’t stop there.

slightly overstimulated you choke out his name in whines “n-no more gyu- can’t..” you half wince half moan his actions between your legs continuing before he finally pulls up to meet your face, lips red and puffy from making out with your pussy.

he noticed the way your lips and limbs trembled from the aftermath a slight smirk falling onto his lips “come on, i’ll take ya home yeah?” he spoke softly sitting up and helping you put your discarded clothing back on. “we’ll get you a nice warm bath started..” he continued pulling your panties up before pulling up your grey sweats.

closing the gap between you fully as you stood he takes his hand and fixes your hair slightly, “then maybe i’ll get you a round 2 ?” he finally looks at you a blush on your face his soft chuckle sounding around the room as he sees you get all flustered. “but maybe after i take you on a date hm?”

[drunkmusichistorian]

[namchyoon]

they're so funny 😭