#gettingbacktocollege

[iamsunshine21]

Hello! Last night was quite a chilly and icy one for us here. I got done early with work. It was super icy (which is why there was no one ordering food!), and I went to my car and it was a solid brick of ice! I hate snow and cold but I absolutely despise ice! All of the above raises my anxiety to an unmanageable level but ice tops the cake. On top of the shitty weather, I had found after work that the new weight loss plan was not for me after all, and that was very frustrating to me as well. This morning I woke up with pretty high anxiety knowing I needed to go to therapy for my anxiety and it's 40 miles away with icy roads. It took me an hour for a usual 30 minute drive. Even with getting up early and leaving early I was late 😒 I needed to also leave therapy early today because I had orientation for my new program I've been hoping to start in school on Monday the 23! Going to this made my anxiety even higher than it was before because I really wanted to start classes this semester and I knew I would find out if I would be able to at this meeting. While there I learned that I WILL be able to start school this semester! That makes me so incredibly excited because I absolutely hate what I do now and the faster I get done with school the better! After that great news, I decided to join the gym again! I have been putting it off awhile, but I am finally at a point where going to the gym on a regular basis is definitely manageable. I'll be up early tomorrow so this is going to be the end for tonight. If anyone has any tips or suggestions as this is my first blog I'd love to hear them in my suggestions! Ashlee