#getting my meds
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Omg that man I talked to is the devil! He is the worst type of doctor he is the reason people hate medical providers. I just needed him to refill one med! But after agreeing to do that he then decided to go through every single medicine I'm taking? Then he asked me if I knew I was taking a lot like I'm not the person who throws them down my throat five times a day! He wanted to know who prescribed them and for what reason... dude I was just supposed to get a refill not go over my entire medical history.
Then he wanted to know if my other prescriber knew that I was taking a bennzo and an opioid. Yes everyone fucking knows just refill my med that isn't either one of those!!!!
#he asked me if I knew that some of my meds make me constipated and I have to be careful about that#maybe if you'd done more than ask me what meds I'm taking and why you would know I know stuff about my medical history#he just went in like me and any other provider before him didn't know anything about medicine and he should totally revamp my medical care#I am never talking to him again I made a note of his name#if there are appointments with him i'll wait I'm not talking to him I'm telling my therapist and I'm telling my regular psychiatrist too#fuck you gerald#fucking French asshole#personal#getting my meds#my body is a wonderland that's been condemned for 20 years
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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everything stays... but it still changes
#wc#warrior cats#thunderclan#yellowfang#cinderpelt#leafpool#hollyleaf#jayfeather#alderheart#flipclaw#the meds.... my everything#mine#fanart#oodles of doodles#spotted didn't get in because she died too early to teach anyone anything :pensive:
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I am
• worried
• depressed
• uncomfortable
• upset
• afraid
• uneasy
it does not feel good.
I'm going to drink some water, take a nap, and deal with these things later
#I'm still waiting to hear back if I got my apartment#I just broke my glasses#I ran out of my meds and it might take a while to get more#I have so many people I need to message back#I fucked up and missed my therapy appointment yesterday#I'm with both of my parents for the holidays and I'm not out as she/her#I just feel gross
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#sketchbook#acrylic painting#my art#desperately trying to scan around the cat on my lap who will not move#this is mostly for me#2 days. until i get a new gp and can get meds that wont make me feel so physically bad in exchange for a little less dread. hpoefulli#just like the angels i draw aren’t nightvale or magnus archives or whatever else people tag it as fanart of#but at least those are media i have heard of and enjoy
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I am SO normal about Jason Todd and all the little ways his ptsd is depicted in both canon and fanon. Totally. not
#like- our boy’s got it all#allergic to feelings#and extreme feelings when he does have them#oooo and don’t get me started on all the ways he’s forcing himself to relive his trauma#I could write an entire friggin essay on it#my doctor finding me poring over psych books: …?#me: IT’S FOR MED SCHOOL#doc: …okay#jason todd#ptsd#jason todd and his ptsd#you can pry the Jason has ptsd headcanon from my cold dead hands#and even then im not letting go#ghost talks#batfamily#batfam#robin#jaybin#jason todd is red hood#headcanon
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Period Cramps Bones that I drew to cope w just experiencing one of the worst instances of it in my life
#she’s still getting me#actually as I’m typing this I think my meds have hit#I can finally go back to bed#my art#bones mccoy#leonard mccoy#dr mccoy#star trek
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Oh Shang Qinghua your sweaty, fidgety, charm strikes again
#svsss#shang qinghua#mu qingfang#mushang#some doodles i think theyre neat#INTRESTINGLY I think Mu Qingfang and Mobei Jun should share him they can both work together to get their husband to take his meds (and kiss)#my art#nibbelraz
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Whenever I drew Connie with a single dandelion behind his ear this scene was playing in my head like wii channel music.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#shadowheart#connecticut tav#bg3 tav#comic#i was near burn out while making this#or more like i had a small breakdown while making the last page#but turned out i forgot to take my meds that week oops#aaanyway#shart eventually learns how to make flower crowns#i have this idea that for their wedding they make the crows for each other#consistency in art style? i dont know her#you can see how i tried to do the simplified style and then abandoned it halfway through#that's what you get for working on something for almost a month#i love the feeling of finishing a comic#but goddamn it's so much work#that's a lot of tags sorry#i'm actually nervous about sharing this one ough#moonbird
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Giving AFO period cramps
#he won't get meds or a warm blanket#he needs to suffer#bnha#mha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#fanart#all for one
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I have two doses of the same med and my psychiatrist is on vacation for the whole summer and when I talked to her replacement and told them I needed both they only refilled one…now I need to talk to them again to explain to them that they need to refill it.
#I’m so anxious#I hate talking to new people and since she’s on vacation this may be another new person#ahhhh#they’re just having someone call me and I’m going to go bananas#personal#medication#getting my meds
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I have a disproportionately loud mess of a head for no discernible reason* so it’s kind of a miracle that I spent the last month and some change willing myself to wield watercolor again. Witness the struggle! A long overdue color sketch for a (super patient) client.
Just watercolor with a boop of gouache.
*they are a mush of small but immense problems??? Executive dysfunction being maximized by meds the main culprit…
#watercolors#work in progress#equine#commissioned work#color study#traditional media#traditional art#you wouldn’t believe how much I want to hyperfocus on this piece for a week state#but the burnout and year long hiatus have shaken my confidence to its core#and I was never a confident person to begin with#it’s a horrible feeling and I have had to borrow J’s will to conquer it in any way#I celebrate even the smallest victory these days otherwise I’d burst#can you believe my adhd diagnosis was inconclusive?#no I’m fan but I am getting tired of relying on my brain to punch itself#i need new meds holy shit#there are not enough apologies to make up for how I feel about making everyone wait
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Help a Multi Disabled Afro indigenous get Proper Medical Care!!!
Its disability pride month and i have been unable to afford medical care and havent been able to get any of my medications. Im kinda suffering without meds and proper medical care. If youre able show some support cuz I really need it!
$230 goal!
CA: $sleepyhen
VN: wildwotko
Dm for Paypl
#disability#disability pride month#ehlers danlos syndrome#potsie#heds#I really need to get my asthma allergy and pain meds#ive been without for a five days and not taking my meds is sending me into a huge flare#If youre able consider helping out!
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if murderbot learned what autism was i truly believe itd go "wow humans are so ridiculous they cant even agree on their own stupid human social rules" and then never think about that or its possible relation to its own behaviors ever again
#mensah: secunit here are some accessibility drones so u can interact with the world more comfortably#mb: its super impressive how she can make up reasons to get around the 'no drones allowed rules' just so she can bribe me#ratthi has his head in his hands. like deities send me strength i cannot fucking deal with this#tmbd#mbd#murderbot diaries#i dunno the tags man. i also do not know if its even funny anymore#im so tired#lost track of my life and didnt realize i ran out of sleep meds haha. fuuck#tomorrows gonna fucking suck balls#my posts
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Idk new post bc the last lost traction, no donations in a week. We need 450 for the rest of February, 450 for a deposit, and 950 for March, 50 for the rest of the utilities. We were homeless since Aug 2020 excepting 4 different months whose places fell through for various reasons, have to get rid of the van we were living in because it's falling apart, Collie got FFS December 28th, she's recovering well and maybe could do something with a car if we had a better car, given her ability to drive. I still haven't found much work but I'm still looking. Anything helps.
paypal.me/NoraEstherRose
venmo: nora-esther-rose
venmo: Leah-Esther-Rose
#i wish i could get a loan ? i hate how little my parents have ever helped me. we rely too much on collies mom who can only do so much#we both have various disabilities we still are in the process of understanding.... i hope i get adhd meds soon. :(#we havent been able to afford better anti depressants for over a week now. i hate feeling dependent#i wish it were a prescription.... stupid world. stupid time
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hate that i have the brownie curse where i can't do shit if people are around
#they were supposed to leave 3 hours ago and i was gonna work on construction projects then but i'm running out of awake time...#and they are still here so idk if i'll get to it today....#might be able to swing it tomorrow/saturday but i hate putting it off...wish i'd taken my meds today after all augh#stirring up trouble#but nooooo i wanted coffee.....stupid....orz
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