#gets rejected by his girlfriend throws a tantrum hates himself and crawls into bed to cuddle with his mother.....i need his pathetic ass

[alpacinosgf]

[ehenyeoongg]

CHILDHOOD FRIENDS

Pairing: Bestffriend Hendery x reader Word count: 2.4k

“I-If you can’t accept me yet, then.. I’m willing to wait for you.”

“I can’t do it anymore, Hendery.” you were walking home with an ice cream in hand. 

“You know, you could always move into my place. it’s empty, and you’ll be away from your parents that way.”

“Can I really?” You asked, but you still refused his offer.

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“You know when you told me I could move into your place?” you called Hendery one night. 

He hummed in response. “Is your place still vacant?” Hendery was waiting at the playground in front of your house fifteen minutes later, and helped you with your bags.

“What happened to you?” Because of the tank top you wore, he could see the blue and purple bruises that decorated your tanned skin. There was also a wound and dried blood on your forearm, and your lip was busted.

“Can we just get out of here first?” you got into the car and buckled up. He drove off and when you arrived, he helped you out of the car and placed his jacket around your bare shoulders.

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“You know, you could report them to the police..” he brought some blankets into the living room after you finished your shower and saw you struggling to apply medicine on your arm. 

“Nah, if I report them and they end up in jail or something, I’ll have to live with my aunt and uncle, and they hate kids. Who knows what’ll happen to me if I live with them.” he took the tube of cream from your hands and sat down beside you, then helped you apply it onto the bruised spots. 

“Until when are you going to stay here then?” You looked into his eyes that were filled with concern.

“Why? Are you renting this place to someone else? If you are, then just tell me, I’ll move out immedia- ah!” you winced when he pressed on your bruised skin. 

“I meant how long are you going to stay away from them? You can’t stay here forever, someday you’ll have to go out and find a job, maybe marry some guy and have kids.” he spoke what had been on his mind for awhile.

“I could marry you and have kids with you.” you said, not turning around. 

“Not funny, Y/N. You’re 19, I might get arrested if my fans find out.”

“You’re only 21! Also, I’m turning 20 in a few hours, I’ll be an adult then. So, we’re two young adults who are single and unmarried. We’re living under the same roof, and we’ve been in a loving relationship for years!”

“You mean, you got dumped by your boyfriend a week ago while I’ve never had a girlfriend, my dorm is just next door, and we’ve been best friends since we were in elementary school.”

“Exactly, single, under one roof, and loving relationship!” he recapped the tube of cream and placed it back into the first aid box. You turned to face him. 

“Did you really never have feelings for me after all these years?” You looked into his cold, expressionless eyes. He shook his head, and moved to pick up the first aid box. You grabbed his hand, making him sit back down onto the couch. You slowly crawled closer to him, while he didn’t make any move. 

As you climbed on top of him and straddled his hips, the look in his eyes changed. No matter how good he was at acting, you always knew. Or at least you thought you knew.

“W-What are you doing?” he tried to sound as cold and emotionless as he possibly could in that situation. 

“Can’t you at least try?” You wrapped your arms around his neck and hugged him like a huge koala bear. 

“Hmm?” he hummed, sending vibrations through your chests that were in contact. 

“Be my boyfriend. For a year. If things don’t work out between us, we’ll end things.” you pulled away from him and looked into his eyes.

He was quiet for awhile. 

“I can’t. Now can you please get off me?” You can’t, or you don’t want to? You got off him and watched his back, your eyes brimming with tears. 

“What do you want to eat?” he asked as he walked into the kitchen, but you had already left. 

“Y/N?” he wanted to go after you, but after what he just said, you probably needed some time to yourself to think. Still, it was night time, should he have gone after you? Hendery sat on the sofa, staring at the ceiling. 

“She’s independent and strong. I’m sure she’ll come back safe.”

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You met Lucas as soon as you left Hendery’s place. 

“Eo? Y/N, why are you coming out of.. Are you crying? What happened?” your tears were about to spill but you held them in and smiled. 

“I-It’s nothing,” you laughed it off, hoping he wouldn’t notice.

“You’re crying..” he reached a hand out to you but you turned away, “No, I’m not..” you wiped your tears away with the sleeves of Hendery’s huge hoodie. 

“What happened? You can talk to me if you want.” Lucas followed you and sat down at the playground.

“I heard you’re an adult now. Congratulations!” he offered you the can of beer but you shook your head. 

“You sure?” he offered it again. You took the can of beer from his hand and drank it all in one go.

“H-Hey, Hendery will kill me if he finds out that you drank it all in one go. I wanted you to take a sip, not..” You reached for another can and opened it, but he pulled it out of your hand. 

“I think that’s more than enough.” you sighed and pulled a pack of cigarettes and lighter from your pocket. 

“Where did you get those from? You were underage just a few hours ago..” You took a puff, and let smoke out.

“I’ve done more than smoke, Lucas. I have a high alcohol tolerance too, so that one can of beer was nothing.” 

“Uh huh, right. I’ll ask Ten for some wine then maybe.” he left the playground and you took the chance to drink a few more cans of beer.

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<message from LUCAS>

Hendery opened the message. A video?

“You know.. I wish I hadn’t been born as a human.” it was your voice. You were already very drunk, and Lucas took the chance to take a video of you as a prank. 

“Then what do you want to be if not a human?���

“His heart. I want to share his feelings, his happiness, his sorrow. I want to be wherever Hendery is. If he dies, I die. But if I die, I could just be replaced with a better heart.” you smiled sadly and drank more beer. 

“I’ve tried to be there for him, but it seems.. He doesn’t want me involved in his future. He’s been pushing me far away, and without realizing it.. We’ve drifted apart.” Your tears fell, and the camera was shaking too. It seems that Lucas was crying as well, and he was trying his best to hold it in. 

“HENDERY WONG! YOU JERK! SHE LOVES YOU, CAN’T YOU SEE THAT!?” A drunk Lucas shouted at the top of his lungs.

Hendery left the apartment and ran down to the playground.  

“You dummies! What are you doing here?”

“You jerk!” he narrowly dodged a crushed beer can that came flying his way. Lucas stood and staggered and swayed as he walked towards Hendery. 

“You’re drunk. I’ll get Winwin to..”

“No need. I can get back myself.” Hendery could do nothing but watch as Lucas refused to get any help from the jerk, yelling and screaming as he did so. They were lucky they lived in a loud neighborhood, so no one really cared for the tantrums of the young man.

“Y/N.” you turned away, “Y/N.” Hendery walked to the other side of the swing and knelt beside you.  He sighed and picked you up over his shoulder. 

Lucas left some trash at the playground, help me pick it up.’ he texted in the WayV group chat before leaving. 

“What do you want, Hendery!” you kept hitting his back. He opened the door to his apartment and entered, going straight to the room and throwing you on the bed. He had both your arms pinned above your head, and your legs between his. You were trapped, and in your drunk state, all you could do was squirm around. 

“Let go of me!”

“Look at me.” you refused to meet his eyes. 

“I SAID LOOK AT ME!” he raised his voice and you flinched. You were really scared now, and tears fell as you met his eyes. 

“No! No, I don’t want to..” he had never raised his voice at you before, and now that he suddenly shouted..

His lips met yours. His kisses were rough and needy, as if hungry for something. You melted into his touches as he loosened his hold around your wrists. You reached for the hem of his shirt, but he held your wrist, stopping you. 

“I can’t. You’re drunk.” he pushed himself off you, but you pulled him back.

"If you say goodbye now, it's goodbye forever." he was right on top of you, his arm supporting him. Hendery opened his mouth, but hesitated to answer. He didn’t know what to do, what to say. When you asked him to be your boyfriend, he refused, but he had a reason, and he wanted to explain, but how would he start that conversation?

You flipped him over and straddled his waist. Wait, this seems a little too familiar. Right, you just got rejected a few hours ago in this very position. You lost your will to continue as soon as you remembered that.

“Y/N, I..”

“I get it. You don’t actually love me or have feelings for me. I’m sorry to have disturbed you. I’ll move out tomorrow.” you got off him. Hendery reached out for you, but he didn’t know if that was the right thing to do. If he reached out for you, he could cause the downfall of the entire group if there are scandals. But, if he doesn’t, he’ll lose you forever. 

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“YOU WHAT!?” Lucas slammed the door open. His hair was a mess, and although his eyes weren’t fully open, he was awake enough to punch Hendery’s face. Of course, he didn’t punch Hendery because he knew there was no use.

“SHE’S YOUR FIRST LOVE.” Yangyang followed closely behind him. 

“But you guys are my family.” he looked up at them. It was clear that he hadn’t gotten any sleep the last night. He had heard you get up to pack and leave early in the morning. You didn’t even say goodbye.

“Only in these situations you call us your family.” Kun scoffed. 

“Go talk to her, and-” Ten was cooking in the kitchen.

“It’s no use. She’s probably out of the country now. I heard her call someone.” 

“You heard her call someone yet you didn’t bother to stop her from leaving?” Lucas clenched his jaw. He had had enough of Hendery who was now staring blankly at the coffee table.

“Would you do anything to see her smile, or smirk. Maybe laugh for a split second?” Memories flashed before his eyes. The summer days and winter nights you spent together when you were younger. The way your smile was imperfect, yet made his heart skip a beat every single time. The little things such as the way you separated the onions from every dish. Every little thing, and trivial thing, it was all still fresh in his mind. But what could he do? You had already left.

“IS THAT A YES OR A NO.” Lucas was on the verge of losing his mind. Hendery was taking too long. The more time he took, the further you were getting. If he took too long, he might not be able to see you again.

“Y-Yes. I would do anything I could to see her smile, and laugh. I would even pick out the onions in every side dish for her, even if it meant I would get cramps in my hand after all that. I would..” All he could see in his mind was your smile, and your laughter filled his ears. “Fuck, I love her.” Hendery finally realized how much you meant to him. 

“Well then what are you waiting for, let’s go find her!”

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All 7 of them and a few managers were at the airport, looking for you. 

“Excuse me, can I ask about this flight number..” 

The plane had left. You were no longer in Korea. Lucas and the boys felt dejected. He finally realized he loved you, but you weren’t there to hear his confession. 

“We have a concert in Japan tomorrow. If you leave, you won’t get back in time.” He didn’t know what to do. 

“Ah, sir?” Kun turned to the lady at the counter, “ We received information that a passenger didn’t board the plane. She missed her flight and booked the evening flight.” Right, that clumsy girl must’ve forgotten her passport. 

“Hyung, can I have your car keys?” Hendery asked the manager and drove home immediately.

“Y/N!” You were in your room,  standing in front of the bedside table, and just as he had thought, you forgot to bring your passport. You were about to pick it up when he had you in a bone-crushing hug. You could feel his rapid heart beat against your back.

“H-Hendery?” you were surprised to see that he was back so fast from his dance practice. 

“Please..” he sniffled, “Don’t leave me..” 

“It won’t work out, Hendery. You’re an idol, and I’m a nobody. I’m not worth the time and-”

“No. You’re my love. You’re the only person I love in the whole wide world. You’re worth more than time and money. I’ll even quit being in the group if it means I can spend more time with you. I love you,  Y/N. And I’m sorry I took so long to realize it.” You were in shock, and couldn’t say a word.

“I-If you can’t accept me yet, then.. I’m willing to wait for you.” 

“What are you even saying?” you noticed the tears in his eyes.

“I love you , Hendery.”