#get to know roscgcld

[roscgcld]

took me like 5 mins or more remembering what ur user was + looking thru the okkotsu yuuta x reader tag bc my search thing on my blog is acting up 😭😭

IT WAS WORTH IT THO!! I MISS REREADING UR FICS!!

AHAHAHAHA HI LOVE!! I’m glad my yuuta obsession has reached the right people 😌🫶🏻🫶🏻 life goal achieved.

But i’m good! writing my final year project as a law student and having a lot on my plate, but am hoping and praying ill get back to writing soon cause i do miss having an outlet. Hope you’re doing well!! ❤️✨

[roscgcld]

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I don't think fic writers know how much they matter

Do you know how many times you distracted me when I was hurt or lonely? Do you know how many times a line or a scene from fanfic marked me so much that I remembered years later, even though I can’t recall my own phone number? 

Even if the fic isn’t perfect or popular or multi-chaptered… Sometimes there’s just one sentence that changed me.

You, miles and miles away, changed me.

[roseretto]

hiee !! i love your blog a lot !! just wanted to ask that can u some tips for how to make a tumblr fanfic page. i mean like how u did all the themes and stuff...

hi lovely! i use two apps on my iPad - PicsArt and Phonto.

On PicsArt I'd use either an FB cover or use a twitter cover sizing, and then I'd use stickers to go for a theme. Usually, I'd search for themes on Pinterest (like an autumn coffee shop theme or lilac themes) to get some inspiration. I usually just play with layers then; layering stickers, textures, and stuff. I don't have a set theme in mind, so it really i just me playing around with it.

Once I find something that I like, or it matches my theme, I just save it before I move it onto Phonto and put words over it - usually the character's name and then like a small quote or their 'title' or smth to just add a little something to the banner.

Honestly, I hope this makes sense - I don't really have a way to explain it other than me just experimenting hahaha. Another app I'd suggest is ProCreate, but I didn't want to spend money on it so PicsArt is a great alternative haha.

[11queensupreme11]

FIC RECOMMENDATIONS (ANIME)

in here is a list of fic recs for various animes! these fics come from quotev, ao3, wattpad, or on tumblr. fics will have my own review of them, but don’t take it too seriously, my reviews aren’t professional. 

JUJUTSU KAISEN

sincerely not & sincerely yours by @saintobio (gojo x reader, angst, angst ANGST)

this series is so fucking good but so fucking painful 🥹 i screamed internally so many times while reading it omg. fair warning though, i wasn’t kidding when i said angst in all caps. it is very angsty. season two “sincerely yours” is even more painful BECAUSE WHY NOBODY SIDE WITH READER AEJFHEFG 

the sweet old lady is a witch by @thera-daydreams (various x scarlet witch!reader)

milf reader. that’s it, that’s all i can say 😩🤚

chaos by @njisano (various platonic x scarlet witch! baby fushiguro!reader) 

more scarlet witch content because why not! it’s not really a whole cohesive story, but more like a bunch of random oneshots and headcanons that can sometimes connect to one another. anyways, since the reader is young here, the relationships are purely platonic 🥰

bewitched by @lalunanymph (naoya x reader, historical au)

okay okay... i know what you guys are already thinking but let me explain myself!!! canon naoya... is an irredeemable misogynistic pig who deserved to get his ass clapped by maki and her mom, but bewitched!naoya... has my respects. he’s an ass at the beginning, but i swear he gets better! 

dollhouse by @soxcietyy (yuta x reader)

worldbuilding! in here, reader lives in a misogynistic world where females aren’t very common, so you can already tell what sort of trigger warnings to expect. the romance between yuta and reader is budding, but it leaves me excited for more! 💖

survival by @fxtalitygod (sukuna x reader, historical au)

dark themes 🤤 yummy 🤤🤤🤤

how we break by @tojisun (past! toji x reader & gojo x reader, ANGST)

it hurts at first... but then it gets better ❤️

daydreamer by @roscgcld (yuta x daydreamer!reader)

i absolutely love this because reader is such a huge bimbo, but everyone loves her anyways 🥺

invisible by @chaichaiiskai (yandere!sukuna x reader)

au! no curses, but sukuna’s still a menace here :3

breedable by Souuve (yandere!gojo x student!reader, ao3)

only four chapters so far, but it’s already so twisted and fucked up. i love it! poor reader tho 😖 gojo’s vile as fuck in here

surprise! it’s a boy! & the struggles of a new family by AgentGrayson (ao3)

no reader or romance. it’s a cute series about yuji and the death womb brothers except in here, yuji and nobara don’t kill the brothers. full of slight angst, brotherly bonding, yuji getting the love and care he deserves, and the sorcerers panicking 

good intentions by Lazarel (yandere!yuta x reader, ao3)

very short, but it was chilling... 

the trojan horse by jwxeii (sukuna x reader, ao3)

it may be about sukuna... but the story still manages to be somewhat cute and tragic. basically, it’s one of those reincarnated lover fics, but really well-written!

his betrothed by LeftHandedly (yandere!gojo x reader, ao3)

gojo be like: yOwAiMO 🧿🫦🧿

our heart by BleedingRose7098 (sukuna x reader, wattpad)

reader’s so cute... but then shit goes down 💀

my child by RobenChan3 (sukuna x daughter!reader, wattpad)

THIS IS PURELY PLATONIC DW!

tsuki ga kirei desu ne by Tsuisuto (yuta x oc, wattpad)

best yuta fic i could find on wattpad hands down 😍

BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA 

manners by @minnie-mei (yandere! barbarian prince!bakugou x reader)

idk why, but anything barbarian bakugou related just makes me 🥵

yandere todoroki family by @i-cant-sing (platonic! yandere! todorokis x todoroki!reader)

I LOVE THIS WHOLE SERIES??? 

big brother by @cybersvoid (yandere!dabi x sister!reader)

ok i just REALLY love yandere todoroki family content okay??? yandere bro touya is just such a cool concept, leave me alone 😫

dragon mate-to-be by ExplosionGirl (yandere!bakugou x reader, fantasy au, quotev)

in here, bakugou’s a dragon (who can also turn into a human). anyways, i LOVE bakugou’s gradual descent to madness. he was into reader since day one, but it’s subtle and not obnoxiously shown

bleu heroine by simba (tamaki x todoroki!reader, quotev)

the todorokis here make me wanna rip their throats out, except for dabi. he can live. 

cherry blossom by Euphieria (isekai! todoroki! reader, quotev)

LMAO THE READER’S SUCH A BABY SAVAGE! 

DEMON SLAYER

fake it flowers by @cielinde​ (akaza x reader)

A WORK OF ART!! the first akaza fic i ever read and it’s what got me so obsessed with him lmao. anyway, i love how flirtatious he is and how it goes so well with the reader’s tsundere personality 😍

omae wa mou shindeiru by God (various x modern!reader, quotev)

a nice combination of crack and seriousness 😂

ATTACK ON TITAN

common sense by @pr1ncessm00n​ (porco galliard x reader)

OH?? MY? GODDD??? best fic ever wtf. it’s so unbelievably good, i couldn’t stop smiling throughout it, my face was literally aching because of how much i kept smiling. anyways, porco in here made my heart go doki doki

CROSSOVER

frog in a well by @unolvrs​ (jjk x bnha, ao3)

THE BEST CROSSOVER I’VE EVER SEEN 👏😭 the worldbuilding is breathtakingly beautiful, the characters are so well-written, and the PAIN of nobara and megumi being separated from yuji and trying desperately to get him back—and UGH i love this fic so much

to be heroes by CaloobadO (jjk x bnha, ao3)

worldbuilding! but in this fic, the jjk verse and bnha verse are part of the same world! i love how the author managed to put them in together and make it make sense

sorcerers ARE heroes goddammit by Hopeless_Otaku (jjk x bnha, ao3)

the jjk trio... aren’t heroic, but they’re trying their best 💀

the unsurpassable hurdle by WhiteApple00 (jjk x bnha, ao3)

this one’s cool and different to the other jjk x bnha stories! usually they’re about gojo or the main trio, but in here, it’s about the second years helping out ua! 

cloud 9 1/2 by Backyard_Tree_Line (jjk x bnha, ao3)

aizawa and gojo swap universes lmao 

my neighbor fushiguro by Yellow_Canna (jjk x bnha, ao3)

I loved this! It’s centered around izuku, toji, megumi, and gojo, and they basically traumatize the bnha-verse while izuku watches on in horror 😂

accidental universe hopping ft. gojo satoru and aizawa shouta (jjk x bnha, ao3)

another gojo-aizawa swapping fic! it’s hilarious because gojo’s having it easy while poor aizawa’s just fighting for his life 

curse or quirk? by ohshitmyship (jjk x bnha, ao3)

trio’s stuck in the bnha world and the 1-a kids are sus of them 

the unforeseen simulation joint-detention center & the cursed festival by ScouttioVI (jjk x bnha, ao3)

THESE ARE SO GOOD OMG! I literally froth at the mouth while waiting for an update. the author blends the worlds together so well while also changing some canon events but still somehow following the plot??? 💖 perfection!

your heart by Miranhaeun (bnha x persona, quotev)

first persona x bnha fic i found! the reader’s family pisses me off though, but i can’t wait till they get their hearts stolen (literally or figuratively, idc)

same as it never was by Miss Chief (bnha x naruto, quotev)

it’s a reader x various story, but shisui x reader hurts my heart 😢💔

[noritoshiikamo]

👀 yuuta you say? what about yuuta senpai + shibari 😌

hope you're having a great day ~

oh but with a little spice taglist: @iwaizumini @roscgcld @booksweet @ninefuckingoneone @ariesfic @bananaandbrans @fictionjunkies @ultgojo @honouredsatoru @duskamethyst

you don't get the pleasure or reasoning behind it as you repeated the same motion; twice around and one knot, this time binding the two wrists behind him. "d-did i do it right? is it too tight?" you asked, running your cold hands where the shibari is nipping on his skin, turning it slightly red. he chuckled, shaking his hair away from his face, damp from the sweat sticking on his forehead.

"you did right," he tested the knot, loose but not enough for him to escape.

your bare foot pitter pattered on the floor as you distanced yourself to marvel at your piece. you were surprised when he first suggested it. taken you so out of blue, you spat out your coffee and ruined your work clothes. you glanced at the love of your life, leaning against the counter, a small smile on his lips as he stirred his morning coffee.

"how do you feel about tying me down?"

the question still lingered in your mind as your eyes admired your man. you were squirming, mouth agape as you struggled to take it all on. how does he looks so beautiful tied up. "yuuta, you look pretty," you mumbled, your own face warmed up as he smiled. the ropes around his chest tightened with every breath he took, muscle flexing underneath.

he grinned, "you're just horny."

you got it now; why yuuta took so much pleasure in tying you up, spreading your legs in positions you never knew you could reach only to rut frantically in you like it was the last fuck he will every get. because with every seconds ticking away, you could feel your cunt dampening.

"come," he lolled his head aside, slyly with a smile you couldn't read, "be a good girl and sit on my lap."

you were giddy, almost jumping on your feet as you occupied his laps. yuuta might be tied up but he's still in control.

"show you pretty little pussy. i wanna see how wet you are." his next order came and you slipped the flimsy material aside, pulling on the soft skin apart as you presented your throbbing hole, clenching on nothingness. his lips met yours, soft but needy, it went down on your jaws and neck until he was resting between the crook of your neck, fangs nipping your soft skin. your wet cunt resting right above his clothed cock, with every roll of your hips soaking through his boxer.

"how the fuck are you so wet when i'm the one being tied down? give that ass a little smack."

your spanks might not be as harsh as his, but it was still enough to leave a faint mark on your fleshy skin.

"not enough, give me another one, put some more force on it, i know you can do it," yuuta purred, planting a kiss on your shoulder with his eyes down on your ass. your hands trembled as it raised and landed with a louder slap, you let out a desperate whine, gasping on his skin.

"it hurts."

shudders down your spine as he chuckled, "poor little baby. you gonna whine about how it hurt while keep drenching my cock? you like it more than it hurts, i could feel you throb. pull down my boxer, get it nice and wet." his order was to be obeyed as you tugged it just below the knees. yuuta didn't specify how you should wet it so you dragged your soapping slit along the length. his head thrown back with strings of curses escaping his dry lips.

"can i put it in? please yuu, i want to make you feel so good too," you begged, whining the nth time as the tip caught your entrance, but like a good girl you are, you didn't dare to disobey him. you can tie yuuta all you want, bind him by force but once he opened his mouth and barked out his order, it was as if it was grained in your head to obey him. this was more of a test for you than him; of how obedient you are when he's incapacitated. are you still going to obey to him or will you snap? unknowingly to you, yuuta could easily snap the rope apart anytime he wanted, but as long as you're obeying his every order, he could just lay back and enjoy your little show.

yuuta loves it when you beg, whining like a pathetic little slut. because that's all you are to him; a whore with some hole to be filled. he smirked, "go ahead. show me how good you can fuck yourself. make me feel good but no cummies. you're not cumming until i said so."

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[roscgcld]

thank for the tag tee c:

WTF DID I DO TO SUGA AHAHAHAHAHA

but i dumped one pretty boy for another? damn. but kunimi as the bestie? we gonna be the gossiping bitches lol

tagging: @duskamethyst @nakachuchu @aprosperlys @peachpanlong & whoever who wanna do it c:

You know what? I’m good with this!

(Time to blow up my notifications by starting another tag game)

Here’s the Twitter link

Tagging: @todoroki-waifu @honeybunny-sawamura @captainsolare @undersero @mer92 @tsumtsumland @bokutosnumberonefan @love-oikawa @daddy-daichis @horseanon–simpforall @obitobrigade @bisexualturtledove @ceo-of-daichi @cr0wprince @sorrythatspussynal @bakubabes-hatake

[peachpanlong]

D, E and F with Choso for the nsfw alphabet please? 👀

NSFW alphabet with Choso (D, E, F)

Choso x reader headcanons, 18+

cw // sub!Choso , dacryphilia , marking , knife-play , blood kink

(do not repost my work unless you have permission to do so, reblogs are fine)

D- dirty secret (What’s a secret fantasy they refuse to tell you about?)

✧ He has had multiple fantasies revolving around you edging him until he’s crying and can’t take it anymore. He finds the contrast between your fragile body and dominant personality in bed incredibly attractive.

✧ Choso gets super turned on when you mark his body. It doesn’t matter how. Hickeys, hand-shaped bruises, rope burns. He loves them all and simply can’t get enough of them. He refuses to admit to you how much he enjoys your markings, but you find out pretty easily from how much he melts from even the slightest bit of pain.

✧ This man has a blood kink which goes hand in hand with his knife-play kink. When he sees you pointing a knife to his chest with a sadistic smirk plastered on your face he can’t help but let blood rush to his dick.

✧ In conclusion: submitting to someone much smaller than him is one of Choso’s biggest fantasies.

E- experimentation (Are they down for experimenting with new kinks? Or do they like to stick to a routine?)

✧ This man is a sucker for you. If you bring up a fantasy that you found hot he’d be more than willing to help it turn to reality.

✧ His pleasure comes from yours. If you’re happy, so is he. He loves to see your euphoric expressions when he’s fucking you oh-so-god against the kitchen counter.

✧ Choso is a sub-leaning switch. He loves when you take charge and ride out your orgasm using his cock. He just wants to make sure you’re satisfied.

✧ He’s the kind of guy to try something out before he decides if he liked it or not. He’s not the biggest fan of inflicting pain and feels guilty seeing the marks the morning after. However, he does love pain being inflicted on him! He finds it super hot when you mark his body.

F- favourite lingerie (Do they have a favourite lingerie set they like to see you wear? Or is there a lingerie set that they like to wear?)

✧ Any frilly lingerie with ruffles will set off a fire within him. He just can’t help it, you look so innocent and cute!

✧ If you top the look off with some thigh highs and a frilly garter belt he will fold immediately. He’s a sucker for cute things, especially when you’re wearing them.

✧ When he sees you he doesn’t know whether he wants to surround you with cuddles and kisses or fuck you roughly infront of the mirror.

✧ He’s a sucker for these types of lingerie sets: 1 , 2

tag list: @noritoshiikamo @fushigurocockslut @roscgcld @tojifushigurosgf @lonis-fantasy-cafe

[jeanette-luminia]

I’m Home || Nanami Kento

   “He was finally home”

   Character: Nanami Kento

   Recommended song: Home by Edith Whiskers [Slowed + Reverb] or home (cover) by Matthew Hall

   Genre: Swearing, Fluff, Angst, Character death.

   Warnings: Grammar issues, Jujutsu Kaisen Manga & Anime spoilers.

   Word Count: 5.8k

   Proofread: N/A

   Pronoun: They/Them

   Note: Based on this ask I submitted to @roscgcld​. Italicize paragraph are flashbacks. I also sprinkled in some references just for funnies! Honestly I didn’t cry so I don’t know how depressing this is, I was just laughing most of the time ESPECIALLY towards the end.

Ao3 Version

   Work was shit. He always says that. As an Ex Salaryman, he stayed and sat in his cubicle almost 24/7. All he thought was making money because if you didn’t have money, you wouldn’t survive in the real world, It was an unhealthy mindset that he had all those years. “Work is shit”.

   He finds himself not taking care of himself for days, weeks, or even months just to finish every work he had. He lacks sleep, the bags under his eyes are getting darker and darker each day.

   He lacks nutrition, He usually eats bread and coffee and says “He had lunch”, Yet sometimes he finds himself not eating and drinking for several hours. It was an unhealthy habit for him.

   He didn’t want to go back to the Jujutsu World, or rather he doesn’t want to go back, but he knew running away wasn’t the answer to his problems, After all,  He can still see curses, he couldn’t escape that world even if he wanted to.

   The world was unfair. that was is perspective in life, some people living their best life without risking their lives to humanity whilst others risk their everything at a fairly young age just to survive this shitty world. He was right, the world is unfair.

   Their lives were like a ticking bomb, you’ll never know when it will explode, Sooner than later? Their lives are like a gamble, one wrong play on their cards and it’s all over.

   But something came into his world from what he didn’t plan nor controlled it, It was you. He was an observant person yet he didn’t notice that you were watching him from afar. You watched him to see if he’s doing well only to see his current state, and like every person feels, you were concerned about his current habits.

   He didn’t expect someone to approach him, he thought he blend well with the others, but in your eyes, he didn’t. The first time you approached him, he gives this cold aura like usual however, there is something more than his cold aura, something... warm.

   The idea of attachment wasn’t his thing, he knew this because of what happened in his past, It took him a long time to move on, trying his damn hardest to forget about what happened, trying his damn hardest to stop blaming himself because he knows his best friend wouldn’t like that. He knew the consequences of getting attached to someone, either they will stay or leave. He had tried pushing you away, but you didn’t budge, you knew he needed someone, someone to heal and fill his empty and broken heart, yet he doesn’t know he needed help until he met you.

   He didn’t know why you stayed, it upsets him yet why does he feel euphoric? It didn’t help when you were always there to take care of him when he doesn’t do it to himself. You we’re always there for him, you were selfless, you put him first before yourself. It made him feel bad, he didn’t deserve the kindness you give him.

   It was only a matter of time when he realized... he was in love. He said to himself to never fall in love or better, never started an attachment to someone only to end in a sad ending, yet... he made an exception, for you.

   There was something special about you that made his heart race every time he spends his time with you. Maybe the way your eyes flutter like you were part of the royal family. Maybe the way your hands felt soft to his callused one. Maybe how your voice and laugh never failed to send butterflies in his stomach. He doesn’t like it when his plans doesn’t go as they usually do, but for you, he didn’t care anymore.

   He was willing to take any of the risks just so he can spend his life with you. He was always selfless, but for the first time, he wanted to be selfish for once, he had fallen for you, deep. Yet he felt afraid, afraid that you would reject him, afraid that you would leave him after he had confessed his love to you, it scared him, it really did.

   You knew better, you had picked up the small changes when he’s with you, he’s much softer than before, sometimes you can see a small tint of light crimson on his cheeks. You can't help but felt amused seeing a stoic man feel like this, it made you fall even deeper.

   He still remembers the day he can finally call you his. He wanted to cry, he felt overjoyed that you felt the same way, he wanted to hold you forever, he wanted to take care care of you like one of the kind fragile beautiful glass he wants to keep forever.

   He didn’t know if it was the right time to say this, his feelings for you grew and grew each day, it overwhelms him sometimes. He sometimes thinks about what would happen if you didn’t come into his life. He studies you whilst you admire the moon from afar as a warm smile made his heart beat.

   “The moon is beautiful, Isn’t it?” He was caught off guard with a simple question as he looked at the moon above. You were right, it was beautiful as the moonlight shines. He thinks again, ‘Is tonight the right time?’, nonetheless, he pushed his negative thoughts and goes for it. ‘Fuck it’.

   “Y/N...” it made your heart race, it was the first time he used your first name, It made you think for a second, and then you realized, he was gonna do it.

   “I love you” You smiled, then turned into a small giggle, you couldn’t help it. “I know” He was taken back from your answer as his cheeks was slightly flushed, was he really that transparent about it? 

   “What do you mean by that?”

   “I don’t know, I just felt like it, But... I’m glad you felt the same way, Kento”    It was also the first time you used his first word, it made his heart beat faster than before. You slowly approached him, leaned forward as you grabbed his collar lightly, pulling him closer until your lips met his.

   The butterflies in his stomach have gone wild, His heart beats rapidly, he didn’t think it would go so fast, nonetheless, he didn’t protest. His arms have wrapped around you pulling you closer, he didn’t want to let go, he never wanted to let go of you, it felt like heaven.

   Both of you slowly pulled away, you met his gaze, he met yours. you couldn’t help but laugh ignoring your flushed cheek. he laughed as well, the butterfly in your stomach grow as you heard his deep voice, you couldn't help but bury your face in his chest.

   He held you tighter, you did too. It was one of the best moments that has happened to both of you. Finally, he can call you his, and you can call him yours, It felt like home.

   ‘Maybe the world can be fair sometimes..’

   He went back to the Jujutsu world, it was a much more suitable job for him, after years of running away, he came back, there was no sense why he still kept running away, something in him didn’t felt right.

   yet he was afraid, afraid that he may never come home to you, afraid that he wouldn’t have enough time for you, afraid that you might get tired of him.

   He knew that coming back has consequences. But you reassured him that it was okay and you understand, It was okay that he didn’t have enough time for you, you reassured him that you will never get tired of him because you love him. But you were afraid too, Afraid that he might never come home, that he will never come back to you, but you knew better, he was strong, he always keeps his promises.

   he had explained everything after the incident, the incident where a flyhead was terrorizing your home. He had seen you crying in the corner of your bedroom whilst the flyhead still roams around freely.

   he explained about the Jujutsu World and how it works, you had wished that you could do something to help him yet he reassured you that you don’t need to, and he just needs you by his side, and you did.

   Your relationship was secret, the secret to the Jujutsu world, he didn’t want his senpai, Gojo Satoru, to learn about this, he also did it to keep you safe from the curses, being that you were an easy target to abduct or worse, torture you. He made sure you were alright, he made sure you were comfortable in his home, he made sure you were healthy, and you did the same.

   But when this kid named Itadori Yuuji entered the Jujutsu World, He had to overwork most of the time, it annoys him, he wanted to spend time with you yet he comes home late at night to see the sight of you either sleeping on the couch or sleeping on the dinner table. So he tries to make things up, every weekend without a fail, he spends his time with you ignoring his annoying senpai and the higher ups.

   But somehow Gojo along with his first year students accidentally spotted him with a person talking to him, and for the first time, they saw the stoic man smiling, Gojo couldn’t pass this opportunity to tease his kouhai, but he was also curious on who the person was considering they were the first one who made him feel like that for years.

   “Nanamin!” an unfamiliar voice called your boyfriend in the distance, you had noticed that Kento flinched quite a bit making you confuse who was it.

   “God, why is he here?” He groaned in annoyance as he placed his two fingers in the bridge of his nose, “You know him-” A sudden arm wrapped Kento’s shoulder making you stop as you noticed the man was a little taller than Kento, he also had an unusual white color which you don't see often.

   “Nanamin, why didn’t you come with us?! also...” He begins to turn around, finally making eye contact with you, “Who is this?” but before Kento replied, the blacked haired teenager suddenly smacked him in the head, “Gojo-sensei, you shouldn’t approach others unannounced.”

   “..Sensei?” you accidentally blurt it out without even noticing, “This is my senpai, Gojo Satoru, and this is his first-year students, Kugisaki Nobara, Fushiguro Megumi, and Itadori Yuuji, He’s the one I’ve been supervising” Kento introduces whilst the teen bowed as a sign of respect.

   “As I was saying, who is this?” He asked again but this time, you looked over Kento eyeing if he wants him to know, ‘Are you okay with telling the truth?’ ‘Yeah, he’s bound to know sooner than later, besides I don’t want him annoying me if you didn’t tell’, “Oi oi oi! are you talking using your mind?”

   You couldn’t help but let out a chuckle as the sight of the man named gojo annoying him, “I’m sorry for not introducing myself to you earlier, I’m L/N Y/N, I am Kento’s significant other, it’s a pleasure meeting you all” it went quiet, you wondered if you said something wrong, “Let them process” He whispered reassuring you that you didn’t say anything bad.

   “You have a significant other?!” Gojo, Nobara and Yuuji said in sync whilst Megumi only widen his eyes—“Yes and I would have kept it for longer” “WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME?! YOUR FAVORITE SENPAI! I FEEL BETRAYED!” you let out a giggle as you admire your boyfriend whilst his senpai annoys him.

   However, as months have passed, he picked up the slightest change you had. You had headaches quite often, you brushed it off thinking it was just stress but it didn’t help that it had woken you up in the middle of the night. You became more nauseous, you weren’t a nauseous person but it had gotten worse when you started to vomit frequently. You had mentioned that you had trouble hearing and blurry vision. You tend to forget things easily.

   Sometimes, you lost balance making you fall or even trip, what’s worse is that sometimes he can’t predict your mood. It concerns him, it was slowly getting worse as days, and weeks have passed. He suggested going and see a doctor but you always shrug it off and said “I’ll be fine”, He wanted to force you to go see a doctor, but he didn’t want you to force you into something you’ve already disagreed on. But that was his mistake.

   He remembers that day well, it haunts him, where you suddenly have fallen on your knees. It brings him pain just remembering that day.

   You were waiting for him in front of the gate, you wanted to surprise him so you planned to pick him up from Jujutsu Tech, but the longer you waited, the more your headache has gotten worse. You question why you have been feeling like this for the past months, you were slowly considering going to the doctor but you just sucked it up as you saw Kento leaving the building with Gojo and the first-years.

   His gaze spotted you as you waved at him and shouted—“Kento-” however you suddenly felt a painful ache as you put your hand on your head, then a wave of dizziness hits you making you lose your balance as you fell to your knees.

   “Y/N!” you heard a faint voice, your hearing is slowly getting worse, and so is your vision, all you see is a blur as you felt a hand behind your back, it was Kento’s. The pain was unbearable, tears threatening to leave your eyes “Kento... I-It hurts—My head hurts, my vision is blurry, I can hardly hear...”—You whimpered as tears streaming down your face, It truly hurts, “Shh, It will be alright, I’ll bring you to Ieiri-san”

   he hated seeing you cry or in pain, despite that, he sucked it up as he picked you up making his way to his female senpai.

   He didn’t feel the same, He was never gonna be the same, after all, you were is home. when Ieiri had brought the news, it had broke Kento’s heart. Was this the risk in your relationship?

   He waited, he’s a patient man, he can wait forever to make sure your alright, so he waited—Anxiously. he had taken a seat whilst Gojo and the first years waited on your condition, they grew fond of you, you were like their parent figure to them. The female doctor suddenly makes an appearance, closing the door behind her gently as she looked a the group whilst Kento got up from his seat.

   Her face was unreadable, he knew it was bad, but he had hope. “I’ve got good news and bad news, the good news is that Y/N fine” She paused, she was very hesitant to tell the bad news, “... And the bad news?” She let out a sigh, staring at his eyes and said;

   “Y/N have Brain Tumor”

   He felt like his whole world crumble, he didn’t know how to process it, that news ruined him, Is he about to lose you? he can’t, he didn’t want to, he already lost someone before, he doesn't want to lose you. Why didn’t he took you to the doctor immediately? He blames himself—he could have did something to prevent it, yet he didn’t.

   You were his comfort every time he needed someone to hold, his special person who made him better, his person he always want to come home to, You were his home.

   “It seems like they had it for the past few months, usually the tumor in your brain can be removed in an early stage but...” She trailed off her words, sometimes, Kento wished he didn’t understand this kinds of situation so easily, he easily understands that it was nearly your time to leave this world for good.

   “they won’t make it, right?” He spoke up, he didn’t want to believe it, but it was the reality, a harsh reality. “Sadly yes. Due to their condition right now, I can only suspect that Y/N will live for a day or less than that..”

   “W-wait why?!” Nobara protested, ever since she had met you, she had grew fond of you, maybe because you were an easy outgoing person, “It already grew a lot, all we can do is to accept it.” She started to turn around and walk away slowly, “B-but your a doctor! You should be able to save them!” “Kugisaki, that’s enough” Megumi rested his hand on her shoulder as she shot her eyes on him, “Nobara, I know how you feel but not all doctors can save every patient.. You can visit them if you like”

   It went silent, even Gojo went silent, what would happen if he didn’t met you? Would he be happier? Would be like this? “If you would like to visit Y/N, please do” He had excused himself, He didn’t want to face you right now, not with his current mindset, “But-” “Let him be Yuuji, He needs some alone time right now”

   He questions himself, why you? out of all the people in this planet, why does it has to be you? He overthinks everything, his memories with you flashes, he had chosen this, he knew the risk but he didn’t know that... this was the risk of it. Time has passed, he didn’t even noticed it until his senpai had texted him. ‘You can visit them now, we’ve left a while ago’

   he made his way to the empty hallway, He had kept his deadpan face for so long, sometimes it made you think when will it break, however you didn’t think it would break on your deathbed. He stood in front of the door, He hesitantly knocked the door and said, “Y/N..” “Kento? Is that you?” You immediately responded, he knew you were waiting for him so he gently opened the door as he gently close the door behind him making his way to the bed you are currently in.

   He look into your eyes, and you look into his, you were still gorgeous to his eyes, he had noticed that you were gesturing him so come closer, “Come Kento, I wanna talk with you” You smiled, like you weren’t about to die, like you weren’t about to leave everything, leave him. He made his way on the empty chair beside you as he sat not leaving his eyes from you.

   “...How are you feeling?” He asked, you can hear the concern in his tone, face and his eyes. “I feel fine, though I’m a bit tired”, You grabbed his hands and caressed his hands, it still amazed you how big Kento’s hands compared to you. It was quiet, it wasn’t awkward, the silent was comforting to the both of you, “I’m sorry...” you had broke the silence, he was taken back, why did you apologize?

   “Why are you apologizing?” “I’m sorry I didn’t listen to you, I guess this wasn’t stress after all” a small chuckle leave your lips, It truly wasn’t your fault, if he had known this, he would have prevented it, if only- “Kento.” Your voice snapped him on his little thought, you looked at him, your gaze is much more different than earlier, “Are you thinking about things you can avoid this situation?”

   It still surprise him how you can always read him like a book, you were like the author in his own book, “I should be the one who apologize, not you” A soft chuckle escaped your lips again. He kept his deadpan face, but it seems like it was almost about to break, you’ve noticed it, your eyes soften whilst you held his hands caressing his fingers gently, “Aren’t you afraid?” He asked, “Afraid of what?” “Of death..” You think for a second then your lips curled as you look him in the eyes and said, “Why fear something unavoidable? everyone has to experience it.” It went quiet again, He has a lot to say, why can’t he say it?

   “You know, I always wanted to live in Malaysia, Kuantan Malaysia... with you”

   “Yeah... we’ll have our house near the beach, every morning we take a walk in the shores, reading some books in the balcony whilst having tea, watching the sunrise and sunset with you...” You paused as you look at the window whilst the moon slowly shows itself, it had surprise Kento that you had plan a future with him, he lower his head as he felt his tears threatening to flow.

   “Maybe we'll get married there too, we’ll have our wedding and the venue in the beach, invite our friends and family, and have a good time. Maybe we’ll get a pet, you know how I love animals. Then maybe—just maybe... we could have a child together, running around the house, running at the sand, and sleeping in our bedroom. Yeah, that’s sounds about right...”

   Your eyes left the window as you looked over at Kento whilst you heard a quiet sniffle, A soft yet weak laugh left your lips whilst he kept his head low, He had plan on quitting the Jujutsu life once they have found all the Sukuna fingers but he didn’t plan far ahead, “Don’t cry Kento or else I’ll start crying” A broken chuckled escaped as you tried your best not to cry.

   A smile crept up on your lips as you began to raise his head, seeing him cry had broke your heart, he never cried in those years you’ve been together but you had seen his vulnerable side however all you wish is to see him smile one last time. “Kento...” you began to cup his cheeks as you caressed with your soft hands whilst he began to put his hand above your hand.

   “I wanna see you smile, darling” You sob, your tears have left the corner of your eyes yet you still smile, he watch as your teary eyes flutter, your glassy tears roll down your cheeks, he then began to wipe your tears away whilst you kept staring at his beautiful eyes, “Darling..” “...Yes?”

   “I don’t regret meeting you, because if I haven’t met you, I wouldn’t be the person I am today, thus why I want you to live longer than I did, We can meet again later on, Okay?” Finally, he gave you a genuine smile, it made you sob harder seeing how you won’t see that wonderful smile again, “I love you Y/N”, you didn’t said it back, instead, you grabbed his collar lightly and pulled him in until your lips met. It felt like the first kiss you’ve had with him, it felt like home.

   You both pulled away, you stared into his eyes, and he stared into yours, your forehead is touching letting your tears fall as you both cup each others face. Your eyelids felt heavy as you slowly close your eyes, a small smile thug your lips ready to say your final words.

   “Kento...” Your voice was weak and soft, it was almost a whisper, but nonetheless, he heard you say his name,“...Yes love?” A deep sigh escaped your lips as Kento waits for your final words.

   “...You got it from here”

   You both stayed, not letting each other go, you both stayed feeling each other’s warmth, you both stayed until your hands lets go of his face on its own, you both stayed until you took your last breath, you both stayed until you left him forever, you let your tears roll for the last time, he stayed holding you dearly.

   He pulled away, yet you were still. He held you, he didn’t want to let go, after all, all he can do now is to cry whilst he held your lifeless body as he hear the flat line tune. And for the last time, he saw you sleeping peacefully, smiling.

   “... I guess we’ll meet again, my love”

   The sun has set, the moon has risen, the day will soon be over with a soul flying through the heavens far above.

Patient’s Name : L/N Y/N

Time of death : 7:30 PM

Date of death : July 30th of 2018

Cause of death : Brain Tumor 

   He wasn’t the same as before, he became a lot more reserve and rarely talks anymore, breaking the news to your family was agonizing, he had to witness your parents cry and breakdown, breaking the news to the first-year students was also agonizing, Gojo even have to excuse himself, you were the only one who made him feel like he was a normal human being rather than a God to worship, Megumi tried his hardest to kept his tears inside and as for Nobara and Yuuji, they burst into tears. Honestly, it was a sight he didn’t want to see.

   The funeral was held, everyone who knew Y/N came, Seeing your grave simply breaks his heart, he didn’t cry, he simply couldn’t cry anymore, not because his upperclassman was here, it’s simply because he had cried out his tears that there were no tears left to cry. He stayed in front of your grave whilst the rain touch his suit.

   Home wasn’t the same anymore, he’s so used to saying “I’m home, love” that he stills says that only to realize you weren’t there anymore and was only met with silence, There was no music when he comes home from work, There were no kiss before he leaves or when he comes home, it really hits hard for him. He tried living normally without you, he really did but your warmth brings him comfort, he can only see an empty space on his bed.

   His sleeping schedule had gone worse, he didn’t want to sleep because he keep seeing you in his dream, he miss you so much. sometimes he can't help but think what would happen if he didn’t met you, surely he wasn’t in this state, he would be living peacefully, yet it wouldn’t feel right. His upperclassman tries his hardest to cheer him up, because he had promised you that he will try to comfort Kento in his lowest.

   “You got it from here”. Your last words, it opened another memory of him, it was his last words, last words before he had his final breath and left him.

   After a while, he slowly starts to accept it, he slowly starts to take care of himself more often, he finally starts sleeping more rather than staying almost all night just to ignore his dreams. He learned to accept it slowly, it still hurts him, but this is something you wouldn’t like. He never fails to come to your grave everyday with flowers in his hands, tells how his day went and how the others are doing. He tends to take care of your belongings, making sure their clean and well organize, it’s something that reminds him of you.

   Yet here he is, Inside a special curses domain, he observed the place well, only to find that there was no way out. A deep sigh escaped his lips as he look at his opponent. He already accepted his fate, after all, there was nowhere left to run nor hide, maybe he can finally meet you again, your sweet and warm smile.

   “Idle Transfiguration. I am grateful to you”, He gently remove his glasses putting it inside his blazer, “I don’t need gratitude” His lips curls up as he lazily smiles and utter, “I’ve already received it from lots of other. Thanks to Y/N, they made me feel what love is. I have no regrets.”

   Until a fist suddenly made an appearance at the center of the domain, His eyes widen when he saw Itadori suddenly appearing from the air, then a familiar atmosphere sends shivers through his spine, he swore it felt like you, telling him to ‘Don’t rush your life, ken’ .

   “Nanamin...” Itadori suddenly called him as he glanced over the pink haired teen, “What’s wrong? Itadori-kun” his voice was gentle and stern, his gaze soften when he saw Itadori’s saddened eyes.

  “Aren’t you afraid?” He raised a brow curiously, “Afraid of what?” “Of you know, death... we fight curses, we don’t know when we’ll die...” He find himself taken back from his question, it’s not like other people question this to him but coming from a student, he didn’t blame him for being scared, he was just a student after all, he still have a lot to live yet his death is already planned.

   He thought about it, his lips curled up as he let out a small chuckle whilst the boy glances at the blonde man, “...Why fear something unavoidable? everyone has to experience it, It’s only a matter of time.”

   Death has time, time if you are ready, they say death is an “Internal Loneliness”, but he thinks it's quite different. He sees death as if it's like being free from the chains humans was imprisoned it. He interpret it as freedom, where you can finally rest peacefully, that’s how he sees death.

   Yet he finds himself walking in an empty hallway in Shibuya, Half of his body is burned, he lost one of his eyes, he’s tired, no, he’s exhausted. He has been fighting curses for years, and years, the cycle never ends, he wanted to rest, rest with the others, rest with haibara, to rest with you.

   Still, he fights as he sees the large group of curses in front of him, he wonders when this will end, he wonders when will he retire then all of the sudden he remembers the place you mentioned, Kuantan Malaysia. 

   “Malaysia. Yeah, Kuantan Malaysia... would be nice”

   He imagines a life in a secluded beach, watching the sun rise and fall, watching the waves as it hits the rocks, finally get around to the countless books he bought but never read, Going through them page by page, kinda like taking back the time he have lost.

He had remembered about the others, he had to head over the save Fushiguro—’Wait, what about Maki and Naobito? they were also burned from that special grade curse. What happened to them...?’

   “Kento.. you’re tired.” Tired... ‘Yeah... I’m just tired. I’ve done enough, Haven’t I?’ “You’ve done enough”

   He still fights, even though he's tired. He sliced a curse, then again, then again, then again, until every curse that was near him was dead, standing in the middle after he sliced the last curse, Mahito suddenly appeared as he placed his palm onto his chest, the same curse he fought twice.

   “I didn’t know you were here...”

   “Yup. The whole time, wanna chat? We go way back after all.”

   ‘Haibara, Y/N... tell me, what the hell was I trying to do anyway? I already ran away but came back with a vague reason of finding work worthwhile. Sometimes I question myself, why did I go back?’

   He suddenly saw his classmate, his best friend, Yu Haibara, in front of him pointing at his left only to see itadori suddenly stopped from running. ‘Did I came back... to help others after running away all those years ago...?’

   “Nanamin!”

   ‘No... I can’t say that to him, that's not right. I’ll just end up becoming a curse for him... Hey, Y/N, Haibara, it’s alright, right?’

   “Itadori..” He called his name as Itadori’s eyes widen, He give his final and genuine smile, “You got it from here..” He finally let out his last breath, Finally, He can finally rest with the others, Haibara, and you. He can finally go home. He hated that he was leaving everyone behind, but his selfish part of him was glad, glad that he can finally see you again.

   He lazily opened his eyes while a light shines through making him squint as he put his hand above his head cancelling the light, He was finally able to adjust his eyes through the light, his eyes widen when he heard a familiar voice, “Oh! Nanami!”

   He was speechless, he had stood still whilst he’s still processing. ‘Beach... Haibara...?’, It couldn’t been an another domain, there’s no mistake. He’s dead.

   “Oi! Nanami! Are you there?” He called him again, finally, he snapped from thinking, he stared to Haibara, he still looked the same, he was still the Haibara he knew, he was still the Haibara he spend time with, “Oh my, Nanami you’ve age a lot for your age” The boy let out a laugh but it was cut off by a human’s warmth as he realized that Kento had hugged Haibara.

   “Shut it. I can’t believe you left me first.” He let out a soft chuckle as he felt his friends arm wrapped his body returning the hug, “I didn’t think you’ll get into a relationship, I’m really happy for you” He slowly opened his eyes whilst they pulled away to each other as Haibara gave him a warm smile.

   “They’re waiting for you.”

   Without saying a word, Kento began to ran, ran towards the shore, He felt desperate yet he didn’t care, he wanted to see you again, he wanted to see your smile again, he wanted to hear your voice again, he wanted to feel your warmth again, he just wanted to be in your arms again, he wanted to go home on your arms.

   After searching, he had finally found you, standing in the water, wearing a simple white dress as you look a the horizon, he had stood still, he wanted to see you yet he couldn’t believe that you were standing, you slowly glanced over Kento yet he still havent move. You slowly made your way towards his frozen body, it made you chuckle.

   Here you are, standing in front of him, he was still as handsome the last time you saw him. “Hi Darling, I didn’t think you’d follow me sooner.” You slowly began to put your palm over his face whilst you gave him a sincere smile, “You did such a good job, It’s time for you to rest” you paused, as you reached out your other hand holding his whole face.

   “Welcome home, Love”

   He suddenly grabbed your waist as he pulled you close to his chest whilst his face was in the crook of your neck. He sobbed quietly, it felt unusual for him to cry, but he didn’t care anymore. He sobbed quietly, he can finally hear you again, feel you again, he can finally see you again. He sobbed quietly as he felt those familiar fingers finding their way through his hair, the feeling he loved to dearly. He sobbed quietly, He can finally say he really is home.

   “I’m Home”

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requests open!!

you know what, loves, i want some new inspiration - I have a few wips I have been working on, but nothing really sparks my fancy just yet. So I will reopen my requests!

pls send in your requests! be as detailed as possible! or just a one liner prompt! just send them in loves!!

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hello love! I have been surviving, how about you? I'm entering my final year of law school so pray for me, but other then that I am been surviving somehow c: 🥺💓

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YOURE BACKKKK??? I MISSED YOU SOSOSOS MUCH OHMYGOD???☹️🫶

I AM TRYING TO BE BACK??? I JUST LOGGED ON RANDOMLY AND WANTED TO WRITE SO HI FOR NOW AHAHAHAHA

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help omg i keep always coming back to ur daydreaming reader masterlist bc it’s just so good 😭😭😭 ESPECIALLY THE ONLY PROMISE WORK??? i’ve read that at least 4 times 😓

awe thank you so much for that, babes! I am happy that my work brings some people some joy and happiness. It's weird to think that people come to my little corner of the internet to read my stories, but I will make sure to try and work harder to ensure that I can continue to write some more for everyone!

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Thanks for the tag bab~

I used my real name, total fail as it wasn't anything aesthetic

But my online name, sheeeeeeesh

Definitely understood me, as I am obsessed over the stars and the moon and nasty thunderstorms

But like, Hello Kitty?

Tagging: @roscgcld, @garden-of-vegan, @youlightmeupfinn

Hello friends that I tagged and do not know I am 👀

This is what I get for not having friends to tag 😂

MUN GAME!

Rules: Google/search your name + your favorite color + the word ‘aesthetic’. Take the first four (non collage) photos and voila, you have your aesthetic moodboard! Then tag your friends and moots to join

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YOU'RE BACK YIPEEEEEE

I am trying to! I've only written for myself for the last few months since I feel like my obsession with external validation from others for something that i started off as a hobby has become somewhat unhealthy. So I am trying to ease back into writing again, and hopefully it will finally stick this time c:

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Hey are you still active here or is this a dead blog

tbh I am a lil more inactive because i am currently working at an aviation company for my work placement, but i do wander about tumblr from time to time T^T I do wish tho that I have more time or dedicate more time to tumblr because i do miss writing

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YOUR GIRL IS FINALLY DONE WITH HER SECOND YEAR IN LAW SCHOOL! I am hoping to finally get back into writing properly now that I’ve done most of my most stressful bits of college c: hopefully everyone is still doing well and would support me after my very long break 🙇🙇