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UMM ERM. 53 &.... Sammy.... 😚✨🌈
Golden Brown - The Stranglers
never a frown with golden brown....
#something something Sammy reliving his trauma thru ben and having to act like hes fine doing the one job that reminds him everything lost#gestures vaguely. yk.#grips my head hes so . ugh. die white devil#my art#Sammy stevens#kfam#660 on the radio dial...
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me drawing: fuck everything i make SUCKS why does none of it look right i should quit i should never pick up a pen again why cant i get this right im hopeless why do i bother
*starts drawing with a reference*
omg wowie it looks so gud....iyam Artiste™ forget what i say b4....iyam so Skilled and Adept i will draw forever and ever and never give up................
#spacie spoinks#i was just crying abt this 👍 (and a million other things but i started drawing w/a ref and saw the light)#(all of the sudden all the other things i was crying about disappeared)#imagine this w/the omori music#you know the one#still havent finished that game ._.#ITS BEEN 2 YRS#anyway i may be stupid#yk maybe in order ta not be so frustrated all the time i should do more studies and use more refs#do you think that would help guys its probably a good idea#seeing as uh#*gestures vaguely*#undertale music was playing as i had my revelation#*(Using a reference.....it fills you with DETERMINATION)
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also just for the record. no matter how much utterly stupid shit i say or draw about him, frank actually makes me so deeply sad. this old man should be picking up his grandkids but he cant. i think about him too much and im so sad
#marvel#frank castle#the punisher#this is true for like most of these guys [gestures vaguely to comicbook men] but frank is the one that makes me want to chew on rocks rn. s#like yeah i selfship with him for fun and i like to think about cutesy or funny stuff involving him but the reality is he makes me so sad#ig thats part of why i do it. you make me so sad old man. but youre not real so in some version of not real you can be a little better#not happy but yk better#but like. just. fuck man hes so deeply damaged and hurt it drives me up the wall. my hurt person hurting people#as always i struggle to string words together this isnt news if you know anything about him you know exactly what im getting at#he would have been a wonderful father and husband. the way hes so devoted to them still. always. its killing me#sometimes i see canon moments of him where how just fundamentally deeply broken as a person he is and augh#nothing can help you nothing can make things any better but my god you cannot be left alone in this state#eh maybe thats it. i cant help him i cant make him feel better. but i cant let him be alone like this#i dont think he should have to be alone like this#bleh sorry word vomit. im tired and sleepy. i wrote 4 essays this week. need to write 2 more. going a little bonkers#brain is fried.
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So, I have fallen deeply in love with your fem fortress AU, the characters are all amazing. I am wondering, however - how was the medic marriage before they divorced, and was there a specific catalyst to Ludwig just fucking leaving
medic and Ida bonded over a unique perspective in the medical field (met each other while digging up corpses) and failed to realize that a relationship is built upon more than just a singular shared interest in something very illegal. It just sort of lacked some basic relationship qualities, like “mutual attraction” and “basic respect for one another.”
their household just slowly turned into a laboratory split down the middle where they refused to cooperate or compromise with each others work ethics, and I think they just stuck around for whatever legal benefits it wouldve provided them.
Medic eventually faked his death and left Germany for multiple reasons, but probably left Ida earlier than that. Part of me thinks that he just sort of stopped showing up at home and Ida was so used to ignoring him that it took her a solid few weeks to realize it. Probably saw in the newspaper that he had supposedly died and went “huh. I thought it had been quiet around here lately. Unfortunate.”
#This ask. Has been in my box for far too long. I’m so sorry.#I was going to draw a funny to go along with this but. Gestures vaguely. Yk.#Ottos fem fortress#Ida#Asks#they cannot Stand each other ok. Heart
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Slowly drags myself here. Hi. fun fact i am now friends with Angell's VA in PTN so thats cool
#mmmm im debating what i shall do here#feels weird idk how to describe it#but idk if thats just me or this *vague gestures*#i haven't like...properly been here in a hot minute#i mean obv i popped in for Seiroku's things but yk#᛭ — [OOC] angst is the game and tears are the currency
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well well well, if it isn't the feelings i said weren't that deep
#nano bits#this is about every single feeling i have but specifically right now.....#everyone. how does one have a crush like a normal person. idk how to have one#either i am so nonchalant that people think idc about them or i fumble through every social interaction that has—#—and will ever exist and they and their grandma notice right away#i'm 27 i should hold it together better than this#nothing's gonna come from it btw even if he found out#we respect an aro king#we still caught feelings!! but we respect an aro king i will not burden this man with (vague hand gesture refering to self)#whatever i've got going on#we play dnd together and i my character became the source of one of his character's traumatic events#<-(taunting one of the big bads for them to attack ME and getting someone else hurt by dice decision)#i was trying to keep that from happening... so it was DEF NOT ON PURPOSE but yk#i still feel so bad (and anxious. as one does. when they're normal.) nano wth is wrong with u it's playing for fun...#he's kind he won't hold it against you#nano brain: WHAT IF HE STARTS HATING ME#dude chill out. you're good. it's whatevs#(<-me lying to myself)
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hey *with the intention of fucking up your siblings relationships even more*
#thinking thoughts about cyrus abusing his shields and shutting his thoughts down completely post robbery fight#endless guilt over what happened and unwilling paranoia over anybody in his thoughts (even if its *literally his siblings*)#he cant cut the chord to the connection. wont even think about it. he needs to feel them /there/ to some capacity#but hes willing to build a fort around it#only allowing passing thoughts to leak through#he builds the wall after he argues with river about nearly killing fawn because theres no way hes letting any of those two-#-feel him get so fragile again#and then he argues with fawn about (gestures vaguely at everything) and the insistence that they /need/ to feel him there is enough to-#-make those walls crumble#also this is very much unrelated to everything i put here#but cyrus takes 4 years to be finally convinced to break out the farm himself and. yk. i think itd be a little goofy silly to see#fawn and rivers reaction to him clinging so stubbornly to being a hero and still failing#cyrus becker(s)#nmoc: fawn becker(s)#nmoc: river becker(s)#keeping up with the beckers#pulp speaks
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baskie club dump
#twisted wonderland#floyd#ace#jamil#epel#d.art#cannot rmr if ive tagged ships before#anyways the baskie club r all together in my eyes#so yk -gestures vaguely-
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'hey r u doing ok you seemed kinda off today' girl please be so fresh and fucking for real with me rn.
#don't play. no i am not. that said we ball don't we#nothing especially wrong this time just yk gestures vaguely truly#abby talks
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now more than ever is the time to pray for nagumo.....
#sakamoto days#nagumo#sakadays ch 154#sakamoto days spoilers#i think the assumption a good amount of people had ab nagumo v gaku with uzuki interference is whats gonna happen here LMFAO#nagumo v uzukirion with sakamoto interference.. i used to pray for times like this#now the question is what state will he be in when sakamoto arrives bc ughhm#i cant imagine he'll die before rion explains to them what the fuck goes on (or hopefully at all)#oh and also what rion is really doing yk. gestures vaguely here
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lol. scalped.
#this is not a good result i understand that but at the same time.. idk. gesturing vaguely. yk?#it's the IDR Labs attachment style quiz btw
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name a more iconic duo than orv fanfiction and making me cry i'll wait
#IGNORE ME#orv fic writers are on some shit i am not kidding#fic after fic of things ur mentally ill ass needs to hear or needed to hear once upon a time#not the onoly reaeson for tears ofc theres plenty that are like#((gestures vaguely)) yk. (nobody is enlightened to what i mean tho hopefully u get its a positive gestures vaguely)#there havent been many fandoms ive been into enough to read fic of#but of the ones i did none of them affected me this consistently/profoundly/personally#anyway. everyone is cool and rad send tweet
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the thing i cant get over with calvinism is that like. yes God is sovereign yes God knew the ones who will be His since before the beginning of time, but that doesn't necessarily imply predestination. God knowing does not equal Him Specifically Choosing These People To Be Saved. the aspect i get the most hung up on is if you are saying that God has chosen specific people to be saved, then the opposite is also true. you can't say that God chose these specific people to go to heaven without necessarily implying that inversely, God ALSO chose (maybe indirectly, but still) specific people to not be saved. to go to hell. and for me that absolutely does not mesh with the loving God of the Scriptures.
#julia.txt#now ill admit that i might be missing something#but like. i dont get it#also it just removes the concept of free will that is so important#you CHOOSE to follow God you CHOOSE to accept the Lord as your Saviour you CHOOSE THAT!!!#from the beginning of time God made us with free will. otherwise we're what. robots ? that have no choice in where we will end up#and obviously God KNOWS where we will end up. but that doesn't negate our role in it. yk#and also also#it strikes me as very. hm. in the nicest way possible very arrogant. kinda.#like .. oh i was chosen by God to be speciallll i am saved bcause God chose me specifically to be saved#rubs me the wrong way#the only difference you have with someone who isnt saved is that you chose to accept God and they didnt. and thats it#idk. gestures vaguely#weird to me !!!!!#faith posting#calvinism talk on the dash....#opens my hands. in it you see john 3 16. for God so loved the WORLD !!!!!!!!!! THE WORLD!!! that he sent His only begotten son#so that WHOEVER!!!! believes in Him shall not perish. but have eternal life
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obsessed w how half of the ‘unpopular’ 5cream opinions on the sub (ik. i left but i still lurk bc im messy) are literally just people going “yk what? i actually liked liv!” like yall… 😭
#ceci speaks#scream#scream 5#scream 2022#liv mckenzie#its just funny to me okay!!!#as one of liv’s like maybe (3) stans if im gonna be generous 💔#like the fact that its ‘controversial’ enough to come up from at least 5 diff people…why did anyone even have beef w liv to begin w!#she is fine as hell gorjus gorjus girl clearly has good taste (i gesture vaguely to her love life but also her fits)#perhaps not the brightest bulb in the box but dude. no one in that friend group was smart.#at least liv tried to ask questions…#bc why did literally NO ONE in that group#including the self professed ‘expert’ in all things horror + stab#think to themselves like hm. yk who might be a viable suspect here. our good friend amber stabhead mcmacherhouse.#thats a whole other post tho but anyways. rip to this diva.
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//me staring at the screen wrt 'ship'/smoochy experimentation in general like 🥺🥺🥺<- no less secure after writing fem ocs on tumblr for almost 15 years. love to fuck around and have fun but what if you think i'm being exclusionist/weird abt it........ when really im just a silly billy whos down for Anything partner is and can go from 0 to 100 if desired or if minds changed np going from 100 to 0 yk
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Submit a Peepaw for Babygirling HERE! We don't have nearly enough! Small Authors/Artists/Gremlins encouraged to submit their own peepaw for babygirlifacation.
#TMNT Peepaw Babygirling Tournament#peepaw multiverse#rottmnt polls#rottmnt#peepaw polls#TMNT peepaw babygirling propaganda#yk I honestly was gonna lineart this but. (vaguely gestures) this.#Btw this peepaw in particular is from the fic “Take it back now ya'll”#he probably won't be in the tournament though </3
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