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duranriz · 2 years ago
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So this is my first time making fanfiction haha anyways
AFAB READER!! Pure Angst No comfort, Angst Angst Angst, Modern/Highschool AU. Friendzoned
You Reject Him.
× Xiao ×
You and Xiao had a very close bond, You two were Bestfriends of sorts. Ever since you two were Kids you were always together, Through Kindergarten, Elementary, And now im Highschool. He would always say that he would never have a crush on you, Trying to hide the fact that he actually had a crush on you. He was..Scared of the day he wanted to confess to you..
- The Day of Confessing -
' Xiao had prepared what he wanted to say. Memorizing all the words he wanted to say to you, How he loves you so much even since elementary. '
" Can you follow me (Y/N)..? " Xiao said Nervously..Praying deep inside that you say Yes to him..
"Sure what is it Xiao?"
"J-just follow me I have something important to say.."
' Xiao held (Y/N)'s Hand leading her to the school's garden..Full of blooming and colorful Flowers.. '
"W-what did you want to tell me Xiao..?"
' Xiao frozed up..Blushing like crazy.. '
" I just wanted to say..That ..I-i love you! I love you very much (Y/N) I've had a crush on you since Elementary..A-and I uhm.. want you to be my one true love (Y/N) Plea- "
' Xiao was scared when (Y/N) shushed him.. He saw the disappointing look on (Y/N)'s Face.. '
"I'm so sorry Xiao..I don't feel the same way with you..I thought that you being soft was just you being a Kind and friendly friend..I'm sorry for rejecting you Xiao..It's better if we stayed as Friends.."
(Y/N) walked away from him..putting her head down in disappointment..
"T-that's fine..I'm sorry for wasting your time.."
' Xiao was in tears..Breathing heavily as the tears started to fall from his face..He accepted that he was Rejected by the person he put all his time to..Accepted that maybe you two weren't meant for each other.. He accepted that you didn't like him..
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dizzyjaden · 11 months ago
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✧ GENSHIN MEN CRUSHING AND CONFESSING ✧
Pairings: Kaeya, Xiao, Tartaglia, Kazuha, Diluc, Albedo, Scaramouche x gn! Reader
♤ Summary: Hcs for how various characters go about crushes~ ♤ Warnings: No major warnings mostly fluff, Scara's kind of a jerk though. ♤ A/N: Omggg first real post! Reblogs would be greatly appreciated <3
Kaeya:
When Kaeya meets you, he is first enamored with your appearance. Therefore, the route he takes is confidence and directness to flirt with you, he never once hides his attraction. His sultry voice and brief comments about how infatuating you are to him tend to extract these wonderful little giggles from you. The sound never grows tired on his ears, nor do they fail to make his heart swoon.
Kaeya does not realize it at first, but your effect on him becomes stronger swiftly, and makes him rather clingy. He finds himself unable to focus on the tasks of the day and merely looks forward to seeing you. He follows his urges and seeks you out, passing through your most frequent spots in hopes of 'accidentally' bumping into you. When he finds you, he will spend as long as he can stalling for your time. Asking you questions about your day, showering you with compliments, whatever he can do to keep you talking to him without appearing too desperate. He would usually see idle conversation as a bore, but anything is interesting as long as it's your voice that's talking about it.
It's natural to be wary of Kaeya's approach. While his flattery is nice at first, you notice that his inviting posture and half-lidded gaze does not disappear when he is speaking to others. It makes you wonder if you are as special to him as he's led you to believe.
Put off by this, you brush off his efforts. He is confused by your indifference and his demeanor begins to melt rapidly. He seems nervous now when the two of you are conversing, even blushing and avoiding eye contact with you. Being rejected by someone isn't what scares him. Being rejected by you is.
It is noticeable, people often tease you about what a lovesick puppy you've turned him into, snickering about how they've never seen the slow walking, smirk wearing, calvary captain of Mond so stuttery and fidgety around anyone. It is difficult to stand firm on your previous notion that "he is just that way with everyone." Perhaps he does deserve a chance after all.
Kaeya has mostly retired his earlier mannerisms with you, not wishing to make you uncomfortable. That is until, you throw an unprompted flirtatious comment towards him.
It is experimental and casual on your part, but it successfully shakes him to his core. He realizes then and there he cannot let another day pass without you being named as his partner. This routine of playful flirting is as far as he would typically take it when interested in someone, it was the most enjoyable part to him anyways. But with you, it just felt torturous and drawn out. He craved so much more.
As assured as he appears on the surface, Kaeya is not very good at expressing himself romantically. He does not want to risk everything just yet, so he believes the best course of action is simply asking you out for drinks.
You are still not entirely sold that Kaeya will take care of your feelings, but you agree out of curiosity and give him the chance to prove you wrong. He is overjoyed at your answer and becomes rather excited, he quickly has to catch himself and snap his careless attitude back on, but you saw his eagerness.
For a while you are testing the waters with Kaeya, keeping him taking you on little dates and you are quick to learn that there is a lot more to him than meets the eye. There is a certain serenity, a content air about him when you are together, as if he felt everything had fallen into the right place. The way he looks at you is different than when you first met. It feels as though he truly sees you now.
Finally, you are the one to offer a romantic relationship to him. He has been waiting for you. He knows you have been hesitant, so he's intended to allow you to harness control.
His answer is not a word or agreement, but rather a glint of joy in his eyes, quickly followed by a kiss. When you reciprocate, he knows he finally managed to snatch your heart. How thrilled he is for tomorrow.
Xiao:
Loving you to Xiao is similar to being a cat on a marble floor. He is completely unacquainted with emotion as a whole, so when this stomach tightening, face warming, posture stiffening feeling begins to hit him, he is justly at a loss.
He absolutely despises the feeling, to him it translates as nausea or sickness. Why, you gave him an ailment! How dare you! And to think he still yearns for proximity with you.
That is another thing he despises, ever since you met the adeptus you are always begging to spend time with him and he just can't help but agree. You seem to find much comfort in his presence, he isn't sure why. His conversational abilities are stale, his tone pessimistic, his liveliness is nonexistent. Mortals have never connected with him the way you have, which only makes sense because it's absolutely fruitless.
But there you are, always asking him questions about himself that confuse him. Why did you need to know his favorite color? He didn't have one. They were colors, useless visuals.
You are a strange mortal, and so easily charmed or manipulated as well by the smallest of things. Perhaps that's the reason he ends up taking on such a protective role to you. He is always worrying himself sick about you. A pure spirited person like you is just bound to find themselves in trouble.
Despite the amount of inconvenience you cause him, he finds himself feeling so privileged each time he gets to be around you. He's aware mortals often express gratitude for one another, and his way of doing this is by giving gifts.
They are small gifts, flowers, leaves that are intricately folded into three dimensional shapes, crystals, whatever makes him think of you, really.
He doesn't expect validation for his attempts and the way you react each time catches him off guard. All smiles and hurried words of gratefulness, sometimes you pull him into a tight lung crushing hug, which he just hates of course. But he'll allow it. You're only putting yourself at risk choosing to be so close to him.
Something about you makes him need more of you. Every day he finds himself wondering about you, if you will come find him. He catches himself watching from the rooftops of Wangshuu Inn, waiting. Hoping?
And you're always right on cue. This gives him a sense of stability and routine, which was never important to him before. But now he feels safe in a way. It makes no sense to him, he's protecting you, not the other way around.
It takes him a long time to consider the possibility that he does enjoy your company, that this ailment, this curse you've put on him, is actually just his emotional response to you being nearby. When he identifies it, he isn't sure what to do with it. He's aware that humans like to put labels on each other to signify their connection, but he knows so little, he's too unwilling to ruin what is already there. Friendship with you is better than nothing, even if he feels the urge to just attack you with physical contact each time your hand grazes him.
He takes his time opening up to you about his feelings and desires, dropping small tidbits to enlighten you when you speak to one another. You manage to figure it out before he's really given you a proper confession, but you want him to work through it slowly, so you say nothing until the day he finally outright says it.
"I believe I am... Falling in love with you. So, what happens now?" Hopefully, you're willing to guide him through it?
Tartaglia:
Tartaglia really never expected to become so obsessed with you. His initial interest comes from your abilities in combat. He enjoys sparring with the people that are more similar to him in strength, it helps him improve. You're perfect for this. An equal opponent to help him boost his own abilities is all he saw at first.
What he feels during these sessions with you is pure thrill. He sees your relationship as equally matched opponents who agree that there is nothing to lose and everything to gain. Fighting you is never predictable, you are strangely good at catching him off guard. He becomes easily addicted to the feeling of freedom that comes with fighting you, the ability to let go accompanied by the trust that you could hold your own even if he did take it a bit too far. Soon enough, he's borderline pestering you for more and more matches.
Something he slowly finds out is that the two of you share a specific chemistry. The trust you build on the battlefield with one another fuels your comfortable compatibility. Being around you is just easy. The first time his feelings for you begin to rise, he notices immediately.
Just a certain angle of you, and he... Felt something. He knows it, too. This is when his pursuit for you begins. It is rare for him to have free time, and the majority of that is already occupied with your sparring sessions. So, he has to sacrifice a few of those to instead ask you to spend time with him in a more casual way.
He demands you clear your morning plans to get coffee with him, and you agree. Why not? You don't know much about Tartaglia other than his go-to defense techniques.
But oh, how hopeless he is. Tartaglia has never had a romantic partner before, too consumed in his work to care all that much. He gives you horrendous pick-up lines the entire morning until you beg him to stop. He thought he was doing so well, too.
Fortunately, you're more skilled with words than him and you manage to bring the flow back by distracting him with topics you believe are of interest to him. He is comfortable around you, and prefers casual conversation, so he will indulge. Slightly embarrassed by your reaction to his crude attempt at flirting, he decides it may be best to leave it be the way it is.
Determined nonetheless, he continues to hog your calendar with little meetings, he is transparent and unimpressive, which thankfully comes off as quite adorable to you. You've never seen him in this light before. You enjoy teasing him. However, there is only so much he can take before he has to finally state that he is in love with you, and needs to know if you reciprocate.
Begrudgingly, you accept his feelings, although you are disappointed you no longer get to keep him on his toes, his victorious smile makes it worth it.
Kazuha:
Kazuha is the textbook definition of carefree, when he develops feelings for you, he immediately accepts them and continues to live on contently. Whatever happens, happens! His behavior around you does not change in the slightest aside from going out of his way to be near you. Other than that, it's almost unnoticeable.
His reasoning for not confessing anything to you is plain and simple. He does not wish to put you in an uncomfortable position when he is not sure if you even want the same things he does. He isn't scared of being rejected or losing you, he just genuinely does not want to stress you out. He doesn't want to apply pressure to you, he just wants to bask in your radiant existence as much as you'll allow him. No worries, being just friends is good enough for him if it means you can live undisturbed by his inconvenient feelings of affection.
Kazuha has always been in touch with his emotions, more so than the usual person. He subtly expresses his feelings for you with poems and words of affirmation, he likes to make sure you know exactly how wonderful you are. But he never oversteps or puts too much of a spotlight on you.
Because he is just a romantic at heart, it's easy to assume this may just be how he expresses friendship. He's aware that he comes off that way, which is another reason he's so willing to give you so much affection and praise. He does like you, and he wants to show it, but he knows it's not out of character for him to behave this way.
Where his feelings for you really shine through is how protective he is. He doesn't like the idea of you travelling anywhere alone and usually offers to accompany you everywhere. He has faith in your capability to defend yourself but he finds comfort knowing he will be there if needed.
Kazuha always has good ideas when it comes to spending time with you, they are likely to involve nature. He knows where all the best places are, hot springs, water falls, fields of flowers, certain spots where the sunset looks just perfect, you name it, he'll take you there.
He enjoys giving you his attention, but even just being in the same room while the two of you are focused on separate tasks is equally enjoyable to him. He likes that there is never awkwardness or tension between you. Just an easy companionship. You understand one another without trying.
Kazuha only confesses his feelings to you when he's certain you want to hear about them. Whatever way you may choose to let him know, he'll act fast to ensure there is no confusion. He sees no thrill or excitement in allowing you to remain oblivious, and is very content telling you directly when he feels you have given him enough hints. It almost feels too easy, which is exactly what he intends. He doesn't want to see you struggle with your own feelings for even a moment.
When Kazuha officially enters a romantic relationship with you, he takes the transition very slowly to keep you comfortable. He does not immediately start smothering you in affection. It's a slow and steady process. It's not that he doesn't want to kiss you at any given moment, he just prefers that you take the reigns in that area so he's always certain it's what you want to do.
When you are with Kazuha, you can always trust that he will listen to you and cater towards your emotional needs. He is just so in love with you.
Diluc:
Diluc grapples with his feelings for you for a while, assuming they will just come and go. He is not the most knowledgeable about relationships and worries about his ability to be a good partner to you even if he does act on his feelings.
The idea of romance isn't something Diluc is a stranger to, but it's never been on the forefront of his mind. Charming and handsome as he is, it is only natural that he's been approached in the past by people hoping for a chance with him. He's never explored with any of those people, it just wasn't something he really wanted to do. But, you changed things. He catches himself imagining a relationship with you, wondering what it would be like to be with you in that way. The longer it goes on, the more painful it becomes.
When he's no longer able to deny his feelings, he takes a very polite demeanor. He's truly a gentleman, it's difficult for you to remember the last time you opened a door for yourself in his presence. If you happen to visit Angel's Share, you can rest assured you're never going to have to pay for anything.
Getting complimented by Diluc is rare, truthfully he just doesn't know how to phrase things. When he does compliment you, however, it's always genuine and heartfelt. Something about your manner, the way you carry yourself, your resilience, things like that.
Ensuring you are safe is the most important thing to him. He will always voice it loud and clear if he believes you are in an unsafe situation. He doesn't want to cross a line so he will only help if you ask him to. If you do happen to need his help with something, he will have it taken care of very quickly.
Diluc does not care to give you sugary compliments or be vocal about how you make him feel. He is more subtle than that. His affection for you is shown through how he remembers little things about you that might go unnoticed to anyone else, reminds you that he is there for you if you ever need him, never fails to show up for you when you do.
It takes a while for Diluc to gain the courage to tell you how he feels, but when he does get fed up pining after you, he is careful with his choice of words. He wants you to know that even if you reject him, he will still be there for you no matter what. You not reciprocating his feelings for you will not change your importance to him.
He genuinely does not expect you to reciprocate his feelings. When you do, he isn't sure what to do. He didn't have that part planned. He becomes a flustered mess on the spot but ultimately manages to pull himself together and swears his devotion to you.
Adjusting to a relationship with you seems to come naturally for Diluc. While he's internally awkward and so unsure most of the time, he becomes comfortable with you quickly as he realizes you do not judge him for this whatsoever. He is satisfied and feels secure knowing that there is nothing to prove anymore.
Albedo:
Albedo is not head over heels with you right off the bat. It takes a long time getting to know you before he feels anything. Of course, there was always something unidentifiable about you that interested him, but that's as far as it went until now. He isn't sure what exactly gave him this emotional response to you, but he's very curious about it.
Albedo is interested in humanity as a whole. He sees his emotions more akin to resources for his research rather than necessary tools to operate in society. So, when this crush on you blooms, it's an experiment to him. Obviously, he's going to need your assistance. He very boldly and plainly states that he is having these feelings and needs your help identifying and exploring them. It's the first time you've ever seen him clueless.
Explaining the concept of having a crush to him is nearly impossible. More often than not, crushes come out of the blue with no single explanation for them. Something about this he just cannot wrap his mind around.
It's a mission, but Albedo eventually gets it. Love, a sensation he had always pinned on biology seems to be much more emotional and complex than he could have ever anticipated. He reluctantly accepts your embarrassed explanation as truth. When he learns that you reciprocate his feelings, he is confused once more. Why didn't you just tell him? Nervous? Why? He insists you tell him when you feel something significant towards him so you two can conduct your research easier.
Albedo often takes notes about how certain things you do makes him feel. When you hold his hand, his face gets warm. When you laugh, he feels as though he is in a trance and forgets where he is. When you respond positively to his affection, he's eager to do those things more. Everything you do elicits a new reaction from him, it's all worth writing down.
He loves learning new things about you. Now that you've managed to put him in this position, it's like you are the most interesting thing in the world. What makes you the way you are? What crosses your mind the most? What is it about your favorite things that you like so much? Tell him everything in excruciating detail, please.
Albedo likes to share his interests with you too, when you offer to work with him on something involving alchemy, he is overjoyed. He likes to tell you about the ins and outs of everything involving life. He always wonders what you will think. Sometimes, you give him a new perspective on it that makes him reflect. He likes that about you. His work is usually rooted in science and logic, so it only makes sense that logical is the mindset he's lived with. But you bring such interesting ideas that he's never considered before.
He's realized he may be more out of touch with the world than he believed. If he did not know what love was before he met you, what else did he not know? Because of this, he will stay open minded and always consider your point of view when making emotion-related decisions.
For as long as you are with Albedo, he will always have something to learn and grow from. He sees you as very important to him in this way and will do his best to make sure you are content and happy in the relationship.
Scaramouche:
Scaramouche believes he has one purpose in this world. Divinity. If he is to invest himself in something, he better be getting one step closer to godhood in the process. His feelings for you are not necessary, he can't get anything of value out from them. That's the way he sees it. What irritates him is how badly he wants to indulge. Emotion is the very weakness that caused him to be cast out by his creator from the start. He isn't about to easily succumb to his emotion once more when his mission is the electro gnosis. But it is so very difficult to resist when you're around.
It's pretty much all up to you to initiate anything. It's challenging. The first time he saw your hand inching closer to his, he snatched it away immediately. Ever since these feelings of his emerged, every time you try to catch him when he's not busy, hoping to spend some time with him, he runs. He actually runs. He makes no attempt to hide it, either.
He knows if he spends too much time with you, his feelings will only grow. Allowing you to hold his hand or be near him is a slippery slope he's not willing to try. Why won't you just leave him alone? Why must you make it so hard for him to overcome his crush? Take a hint, already.
Eventually, you actually do take the hint and stop pestering him for his time. Good! Now he can focus on other things... Except he can't because now he's panicking over possibly having lost you. What if he hurt your feelings? No, he doesn't care about your feelings. You only ever annoyed him anyways. But for some reason thinking about it just stings.
Scaramouche realizes that one person causing this much trouble for him is absolutely unacceptable. You always being nearby was bad, but you leaving him alone is worse. He isn't going to allow you to steal his heart and then run for the hills, no way. He demands that you spend more time with him. You are flabbergasted, but he's glad to hear you agree.
Overtime, Scaramouche becomes more nervous about you. He grows attached to you and nearly everything he's grown attached to in the past abandoned him, it continues to haunt him to this day. He yearns for your affection, but having it would make the fall so much harder when you ultimately leave him behind. However, he's already so far in. He wonders if having a good thing for even a moment would be better than torturing himself over it instead.
With that, he tells you how he feels, how it's all your fault he's such a mess now, and that you need to make it up to him by being his partner. He's not surprised when you accept his feelings. It's the very least you could do, of course.
Over the span of your relationship, you'll notice how clingy Scaramouche is. It's like if you are not in his sight for even a moment, you're probably dead somehow. He'd never admit it, but you can tell he is paranoid and desperately requires reassurance. He's honestly kind of pathetic but he's yours.
Scaramouche remains unmoving on his theory that you will abandon him someday. He's been through it too many times to fully trust you straightaway. You're just gonna have to prove him wrong.
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theastrical · 8 months ago
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genshin men confessing their feelings for you
diluc, kaeya, alhaitham, zhongli, childe x reader
DILUC
diluc has always been keeping an eye on you for these past few months, either from having you as his now co worker at the tavern or…just by you existing. Not to mention that you guys are best friends and have been caught in the middle of everything in everywhere back when you guys were young…so working with him as your boss feels weird-although it doesn’t hide your excitement to be with him.
You won’t wonder or bother, since it hasn’t given you an answer around certain question that pop ups. So you continued your job per usual-You’re currently serving some customer and cleaning the cups, also the cigars bar that has been rusty since the dawn of man by this point. Diluc is beside you, making mocktails and cocktails for the rest of the customer.
Later-“Can we talk for a moment, outside..?” He whisper while you’re in the middle of cleaning the last cup; your head immediately charmed up by his question. His eyes look at yours, deeply-memorising yours, Hoping to get your spare minute. “Sure! What’s up?”, your reply seems to be a turn on, his shoulder gone straight and he looks more lifelike than before.
He went outside from the tavern and look at you, straight up, no talk, just…dreaming, wondering if you would ever say yes to him. “Look, it’s a bad timing but i..just couldn’t help it…” he paused. Looking at your eyes one more time. “….would you be delighted if i called you mine..?” He asked you nervously-you know that voice-he’s scared of rejection. And you’re scared if he actually loves you back…because you do-you realise, you loved him even tenfold than how younger you would..and with some pause between you both-your voice a bit tender, shaky, and scared. “Yes, i would love to diluc..”
KAEYA
Kaeya has always been such a teaser. You guys meet each other ever since you joined the knights of favonious-not as a knight though, you thought that’ll be too much of a hassle, but as a secretary. It’s not the best job, but they paid handsomely-with a burden as thick as a law book.
Kaeya would come and play, just visiting you in your office deliberately-searching for your antics to play with. At some point, it’ll be your…feelings or favorite things-but that’s okay, you always tolerate kaeya. You’ve never rejected him. Because deep down, you enjoyed being kaeya’s….play buddy-no, more than that.
Before going home, kaeya would usually play or spend time with you, especially when it’s raining-that’s the opposite for today. No sight of him. Just..plain old looking chair with nobody on that view. You prepare the files back on the shelf until you suddenly heard the creak of the door being pushed. “shit i’m wet from the rain…urgh…now the flowers are we—“ when he saw you all confused-he immediately excuse himself to “cough”-to restart as per his dictionary.
“My bad…uhm…soooooo are you going ho-“ “no” “oh ok sorry uhm…right..let me just get into it.” He immediately get to you, with his body all wet and his hair looking like a shrivelled wet cat, he gets the wet flower to your chest and “i like it better if you’re mine, so please take the flower if you’re willing to be one..” he smiles like a child, an innocent child that doesn’t know how all of this flutters your heart cohesively. So you take his flower and nod with a small smile…”sure capt..” he replied with a small peck on your cheek. “thanks cutie”
ALHAITHAM
alhaitham knows you well-he hopes you do as well. Since he has been preparing a certain sentence of asking you to be his for almost 5 days now. He’s nervous-which is weird for a guy who can fight as if his rent with kaveh has been due. But alhaitham is alhaitham, this man’s pocker face means the world is in calm-but internally, HIS WORLD is in torture from all of the overthinking session he has of you.
Today is your first preparation of your last project of the semester and you’re currently trying to reach out to your professor about the project you’ve made in hope of an approval-which turn out to be alhaitham’s agenda to persuade you softly but surely-by asking the professor to immediately get you an approval-you sure did get one just by having him near you-which is great but at the same time, your heart is on cloud nine just by having him help you directly; which also means that alhaitham’s agenda is working.
When you were off dreaming-He immediately holds your palm-looking at your eyes then-“follow me..” you both run upstair as he take your hand in his. Gently overlapping, in order to save place. After you both arrived, He suddenly gives you…something related to your last project, the analysis and journalism you needed.
“Thought you might need it…also..” he pauses for a moment before he takes your hand again. Gently cupping it. “If you need me more, then just be mine”..he swiftly says it, finally the nervousness has long gone and now enter the anxiety-waiting for your— “i need you everytime at this moment alhaitham, thank you and…sure…l-let’s be together..!” Your optimistic voice break his raging anxiety.
ZHONGLI
being his tea partner is so much more than a privilege, it’s a blessing by the gods. To give such a man to your pawn, to have that man listen and talk to you whilst you just enjoy the sight. He would always serves you the cup of tea first despite being the older one in this friendship-yet here he is, trying to serve your third cup of tea today.
You both are currently playing cards-this time, unlike any other card games you played before, he makes a challenge, the one who win will have to spoilt out some questions to the loser. “Are you fine with such a rule?” He asked, his voice luring you into his fine demeanor just like that and you wished every morning you’ll hear him greet you. “of course, as long as there’s no money related game, since i’m the epitome of broke”-you joke. He laughs quietly. “Surely not, that’s against the law and i would rather be arrested with a criminal, not a friend.”
You chuckled, he has a humor of an old man but his body is as fresh as a youngster-he’s weird and you wishes he can be more weirder when you’re near…a sign of being comfortable. He shuffles the card and gives it to you. You both played quite slowly, enjoying the pace as you both give each other some comments. “How come you’re choosing that card [name]…” he chuckles. “Why not! It’s my deck of cards..” …”oh? Hahaha..a bit feisty are we?” He pauses and-“done, i win.”
You were shocked. That man easily beat you as if you’re just a mosquito that happened to be crushed by his own hand. You’re a bit confused-at some point you can only sighed, until he starts the conversation for the challenge. “say..i would like to have a partner-a relationship partner, somebody who i…enjoy the company of..” he explains it as your heart drops knowing he’s about to announce his own crush which is in her mind-not her-never her. “And i think it’s you, [name], would you like to accompany me and be mine perchance?” He says that softly and with a smile. Suddenly your heart feels like it has just popped out. “Yes please..?” He hears that and laughs…“Hahah no needd for please, thank you, i love you..”
CHILDE
you’re a nurse who-somehow become childe’s caretaker. He struggles on keeping himself intact so he would always need your help on medicating him at certain points, visiting your clinic especially after breaking his bones or bruising up his knees after fight.
So every single day, in hopes of both of you meeting each other, there some certain wishes you guys can meet outside of being a nurse and outside of being a fatui who continues to suffer through their workloads. But childe doesn’t want to just meet you, he wants to be WITH you. It’s obvious enough for his co workers. He wants more than meeting you every single day in hope of you medicating him, he just wants you to be there, to tell him “get well soon” with love and not in regards of your passion.
This thought lingers upon him even in a heated battle, but one thing for sure, he will survive this, even with a huge scratch, he will survive in order to confess his feelings rightfully. He was stuck between death and small chance of survival at this point, but childe is fully convinced, he will survive for the sake of you or else he’ll curse himself.
He did. He finally did it. Although watching you cry over his body is not something he would ever like to memorise..but it’s the part where he realised, you care for him way more than he thinks. So without further-ado, not wanting to lose his consciousness after everything, he said it right to your face, “i love you, i really do, i survive this….for us.”
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y0urzayn3 · 1 year ago
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Genshin Men finally Confess
For everyone who’s still single, (like me) enjoy valentines with these Genshin men
Characters - Zhongli, Ayato, Wriothesley, Diluc, Alhaitham x GN! Reader (separately)
Tw- Kaveh’s is suggestive, but the rest are fluff
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He was the lord of geo, and you assured him throughout the course of the archon war. You helped him carefully strategise and plan his attacks, just as a good adviser should. Like Zhongli, you too dawn a geo vision, one that is tied around your neck with an amber ribbon made of nothing but the finest silk in all of Liyue.
Of course he was aware of the day known as Valentine’s Day, that celebrated nothing but love and bonds.
This, he thought, was the perfect day to confess to you the secrets he had held for so long.
On that day, he calls you to a cliff overlooking the entirety of Liyue, right at the time of dusk.
“Y/n,” he says holding a bouquet of your favourite flowers and a box of chocolates, “will you make me the happiest man alive and become my significant other?”
He was prepared for rejection, but what he didn’t expect was for you to jump into his arms with an excited squeal and a loud yes.
As the sun set in the background, you two shared your first kiss.
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As the Yashiro Commissioner walked down the familiar roads of Inazuma city, he noticed the heart decorations and couples roaming around, evidently on dates. He tried to picture himself and you, his assistant, as some of them but quickly snapped out of it when he noticed what he was doing. Then he thought, why shouldn’t he spend Valentine’s Day with you? So, as soon as he finished his patrolling, he rushed to you. “Y/n, clear my and your entire schedules for tomorrow, we’re going on a date.” He then practically ran out of the room in embarrassment and left you blushing. Everything after that happened so fast that he didn’t even realise it and now here he is on his first ever date with you. You are at a small boba shop and Ayato decided to tease you by stealing some from your lips. Ayato knows that work is going to pile up after this, but seeing your flustered face makes so worth it.
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Kaveh, a masterful achietect, whose only formidable opponent in the field was you. Although everyone knew you two despised each other, the acting grand sage decided having you two work on a project together might just help you get closer. (He had enough of Kaveh cribbing about something you said or did) To make matters worse, he had you two share the same dorm! Thus, the tedious project began. As you started working with Kaveh, you realised he wasn’t so bad after all. The insults you threw at him each other soon turned to words of affirmation and some flirtatious lines in private. At last, after many months, the project was completed on Valentine’s Day. The two of you decided to go out for a drink to celebrate. The night ended with lipstick marks and hickeys, looks like you two got a lot closer than the grand sage intended huh 👀.
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As the Duke of the Fortress of Meropide, Wriothesley occasionally makes his visits to the surface, to ensure that everything is in order. On one of his visits, he came across your small cafe. As he entered, he was greeted by a homely decor and you, who were standing at the counter. Blissfully unaware of his post, you casually asked him what he would like. It was love at first sight for him. After the incident, he often visited your cafe and the two of you became good friends. He actually loved the dishes you served him so much, he asked you to teach him. So here he was, on the day before Valentine’s, helping you prepare what you would need the next day. Unbeknownst to you, he only insisted as he wanted to whip up a little something for you too— a box of macaroons iced with hearts.
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Alhaitham often looked down on people, he found them to be much less intellectual than he preferred. That was until he met you, someone who was on par with him in academics. But what he truly loved about you, was your bubbly nature. He found himself looking forward to your untimely visits. Then it hit him. Like a downpour of bricks on his head. He liked you, romantically. Luckily for him, he’s read countless romance novels, and already had something in mind. On Valentine’s evening, he took you to Mawtiyima Forest for some stargazing. As the two of you admired the intricate constellations, he whispered a subtle “Isn’t the moon beautiful today?” in your ear. He knew you understood.
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a/n- for those confused, the phrase “isn’t the moon beautiful today?” is a poetic way of saying I love you.
belongs to @y0urzayn3, please don’t steal my work.
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oni-gory · 11 months ago
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Genshin Boys as your Valentine!
ᡣ𐭩 Characters: Chongyun, Gaming, Gorou (afab reader), Scaramouche x gn reader
ᡣ𐭩 cw: minor writing smut, sfw, fluff, gn reader, praise, tsundere Scaramouche, bondage, dom reader, nsfw on the Gorou section!!
ᡣ𐭩notes: My first sfw post! (kinda) ૮꒰⸝⸝> ̫ <⸝⸝꒱ა☆⋆。
Not proofread!
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Chongyun
Chongyun stood in front of you, holding out a small letter with a heart stamped upon it. His face was slightly red and he was avoiding your gaze, staring at the floor. You stood in front of him with wide eyes, shocked to see your friend so flustered. He was usually so calm and relaxed… You couldn’t help but snicker softly.
“Hey, don’t laugh at me..” He said quietly, hiding his red face with one hand. You smiled softly and took the letter, looking down and examining it curiously. “Sorry, sorry… You’re just being so cute.” You chuckled before ripping the letter open, eager to read whatever he had written. Your eyes skimmed over the letter, your smile widening as you continued to read. Chongyun wrote a very heartfelt and sincere letter confessing his love to you and asking to be your valentine.
He was still staring down at the floor, nervous to see your reaction. You looked back up at him before dropping the letter on the floor and pulling him into a hug. Chongyun’s body was so… cold as he slowly wrapped his arms around your body. He shyly felt over your soft body, closing his eyes and dropping his head on your shoulder. “I’ll be your valentine, Chongyun.” You whispered, smiling. His eyes lit up and Chongyun smiled slightly. “Thank you…Thank you very much.”
Gaming
Gaming, one of your best friends was spending Valentine’s day at work. Which was sad, for you at least. You invited him to come over to your family’s place for a bit to hang out so he could relax after work. You made him a cup of tea and a little treat for the both of you. After about thirty minutes of waiting and continuously reminding your family that he was going to come, Gaming arrived.
He knocked on the door politely, and you eagerly let him inside. The both of you went into your bedroom, sitting down and drinking the tea. (or water if u don’t like tea!) “Soo, Gaming, did anyone ask you to be their valentine?" You asked him curiously, a slight anxious look in your eyes as you glanced at Gaming. He sipped his tea before shaking his head and responding enthusiastically, "Nope! I’m all alone this Valentine’s day. But that’s alright~!" When he said that you got kinda hopeful, blushing as you looked down at the teacup in your hands. Gaming didn’t notice your face, obviously eating the treats you had made for him.
You were having a hard time finding the words to ask Gaming to be your valentine. The day was almost over already… but you couldn’t wait. "Well… Gaming, could I be your valentine.. maybe-?" You asked quietly, preparing yourself for rejection. But… instead of getting the reaction you expected, Gaming looked over at you, his cheeks stuffed with food and his eyes sparkling. He swallowed the treat and nodded happily. "Sure… You can be my valentine, {name}. I wanted to ask you the same question honestly.." You and Gaming spoke for about another hour, before you both climbed up in your bed and cuddled. Gaming figured he could just spend the night because he didn’t have work tomorrow. He had his arms wrapped around your waist, rubbing circles on your back as both of your breaths synced.
Gorou
Your sweet boyfriend, Gorou, hadn’t been findable at all on Valentine’s day. The prior night you had both agreed to be each other’s valentine but all day he hadn’t been available at all. You figured he just decided to go to work, which was a bit disappointing, but okay. By the end of the day, you were getting ready for bed and still waiting for Gorou to come back home when he finally arrived. Your lover came inside of the house quietly, trying to shut the door without it making a sound. But you heard him.
Gorou walked into the bedroom, holding a paper bag. You were lying in bed, playing with the bottom of your pajama shirt when you saw Gorou. You walked up to the light orange-browned haired boy, staring at him sternly. "Uhm… Happy Valentine’s day, my love. I-I got you something." He stuttered, knowing you were annoyed because of him. You grabbed the bag from Gorou, opening it up and looking through the bag. Your eyes widened when you saw he had bought.. lingerie and red, skin safe rope. You stared at your lover before speaking, "Darling… Happy Valentine’s day."
Gorou was tied up on your shared bed, looking at you with big, teary eyes as his ears twitched. He was wearing the lingerie that he had bought for you as a gift. His mouth was stuffed with chocolate he had bought for you as well, acting as a mouth gag. You were sitting in front of him, flicking his nipples to tease him endlessly. Every time you did so Gorou would flinch and let out a muffled whimper. "Such a cutie… but this is what happens when you ignore your lover for a whole day." You whispered, leaning forward and reaching your hand down to his cock while your other one rubbed his cheek lovingly.
You grabbed the lace panties that Gorou had on, moving it to the side and watching as his cock sprung out. His cock twitched and his face reddened when you began to rub only the tip. Gorou started drooling when he tried to eat the two heart medium sized chocolates so he could speak, failing. A bit of precum coming out of him and lubricating your hand. You smirked and leaned down, kissing all over the General’s cock. To think, someone with such a powerful position acting so submissive in front of you, his sweet lover. He was sweating and arching his back, already feeling as if he was losing his mind thanks to your teasing.
Eventually, after edging Gorou for almost thirty minutes, which left him crying and his hips desperately rutting into your hand. He needed more friction, he needed to cum. "Mmh… I just can’t stay mad at you." You finally decided to give Gorou what he wanted so desperately. You removed your own panties and climbed on top of your boyfriend, grinning at his expression. He looked so happy and relieved. You slowly lowered your cunt onto his cock, making Gorou whimper loudly as he tried to hold you, but the rope held him back. You started to ride Gorou’s cock, letting out quiet moans when you felt his cock hit your g-spot over and over. The chocolates in his mouth began to fall out, but you leaned forward and grabbed one of the pieces, eating it. You made Gorou eat the other piece of chocolate.
"L-lo—luhve~.. p-pleasee… W-want chu.." He manage to stumble out a few words along with desperate whimpers, making you bite your bottom lip and smile. His ears were starting to twitch more rabidly, a sign you knew meant he was on the verge of cumming. You pulled up your shirt and grabbed Gorou’s head, having him lean down and worship your gorgeous body. You were about to cum too. "Can you cum with me, darling~..?" You whispered to him, making Gorou nod frantically. He wanted to cum with you, and as you continued to ride him, both of your orgasm’s neared. The both of you came together, Gorou’s eyes rolling into the back of his head as he moaned and your body shivered when you felt his cum filling up your pussy.
Scaramouche
Scara wasn’t very fond of people. He preferred to be left alone so he could focus on his own things. But… then there was you, who couldn’t seem to leave him alone. At first Scaramouche hated you, but as time passed… He found himself secretly growing fond of your presence. On Valentine’s day, you were following Scara around like a puppy, basically begging him to be your valentine. Every time you’d ask, he’d try to distract you in some way so he didn’t have to give an answer. But you were beginning to get exhausted, and eventually Scaramouche decided to accept. he couldn’t make it look like he actually liked you though…
"Please, please, pleaseee Scara.. Just be my valentine!" You begged, tugging at his arm a little and looking at Scaramouche. His face began to redden and he quickly looked away before you could see. "Ugh, you’re so annoying.. Fine. I’ll be your stupid valentine. The day’s almost over anyways." The puppet stated, rolling his eyes but feeling a tingle in his chest. Your eyes lit up with joy and you excitedly hugged Scara, clinging to his arm happily. "Don’t get ahead of yourself, I still despise you." He murmured. Yet you knew he was warming up to you.
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i23kazu · 2 years ago
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GENSHIN MEN & THEM CONFESSING TO YOU .
characters. xiao zhongli kaeya diluc childe alhaitham kaveh x reader genre. romantic fluff and angst! an. from @/eloquentmoon's romantic confession prompts list! | please reblog!! im getting back into writing and reblogs with tags and comments will make me want to write more :D
xiao
"for years i have yearned for you, in secrecy and silence." he says, clutching a twine-wrapped bouquet of qingxins between his fist. his grip is so tight, it leaves an indent on the stems for you. you bring him into your arms, head resting on his shoulder as you take his hand in yours.
"as have i."
zhongli
"you need to know that i have grown to care for you. deeply." the man who stands before you, once a god, now looks so small in stature that it looks as if he's curling into himself. preparing for rejection, for hurt, for heartbreak. morax stands in front of you, with the weakness of a mortal.
"i have cared for you all this time, zhongli."
kaeya
"you deserve to know." kaeya sits next to you, his arm around your frame as the two of you sit in silence for a while – the silence is newly broken.
"know what, kaeya?"
"it's you. it's always been you." he stares off into blank space for a while. "the one whom i've always cared for."
diluc
"are you really so oblivious?" he chuckles, hands behind his back, feet shifting nervously. the renowned king of mondstadt, was now toeing the ground. "there isn't anything that i wouldn't do for you."
"and what if i were the same?" you reply, taking his hand in yours. "call me, and i would worship the ground that your feet walk upon."
childe
in the room stands childe, with his baggage, freshly off a snezhnayan ship. as if your body was on autopilot, you run straight into his arms, glomping him.
"i cannot bear to be apart from you anymore." he holds you tightly in his arms, his scent of musk wood engulfing your senses as he wraps himself around you.
"i've loved you since the moment i first laid my eyes on you."
alhaitham
"is it so obvious how infatuated i am?" he scoffs, looking away. there's a hint of a blush of redness you see on his cheeks, but the pigment quickly recedes.
"no. should i be surprised? or should i tell you that i've known all this time, and that i feel the same way?"
the redness returns.
kaveh
"i'm falling for you."
he blurts out, redness covering his cheeks as he hides his face in the safety of his hands. kaveh lets out a soft sigh, peeking out from behind his fingers – not too much to cause another wave of embarrassment, but just enough to gauge your reaction.
"then we've fallen together, it seems." he hides his face once again; but this time, in your shoulder.
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kitsuga · 4 months ago
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Hold My Hand. {Albedo x Reader}
Description:  
A fic in which Albedo is amused by reader’s attempt to confess over time; makes them work just to hold his hand. 
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Tags: fluff, confessions, reader is not mc/lumine/aether!, not beta'd, not edited, gender neutral reader, albedo x reader, genshin impact x reader, genshin impact, albedo
Word Count: 810
A/N: Written on: April 3, 2021 
Albedo is a bit hard to capture, I think. I think that’s why I keep pushing myself to write him LKSJDFH hes very cute though and uhg I wish I had him, beautiful alchemist boy 
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Teal eyes kept peeking at the person beside him. As the two of them walked along the frozen mountain pass, (Y/n) kept bumping into him, mumbling an apology and swerving back on track only to do it again shortly after. At first, Albedo was worried something had been wrong—maybe the cold had gotten to them, or they’ve gotten sick; the more he watched them, however, the more he realized this was not the case. 
The flush of their face, the closeness of their body, and the shyness in the way their eyes could not meet his told him all that he needed to know, but he would keep this information to himself and see just how long it would take them to do something about it themselves. 
He kept his little experiment quiet. He would say nothing, nor would he let his body language suggest he knew what was going on. It would be a lovely little experiment to see just how (Y/n) expressed their love, or rather, attempted to express it. Maybe he’d express his back as a reward. 
Days have gone by, and Albedo has to keep himself from laughing at their frustrations. If they bumped against him, he apologized and moved. If they started a romantic suggestion, he’d play dumb or simply pretend not to hear. If he caught them longingly looking towards him, he’d ask if there were something behind him. At times, he’d be nice and give them a little prompting--a chance for them to come clean—by asking them if anything was wrong. Time and time again, their face would heat up and they’d quickly dismiss the idea. Albedo can’t help the small smile he keeps to himself when he turns around. 
Weeks later, he’d find them still trying, practically gluing themselves to his side. They’d keep quiet, but would keep eye contact with him longer, and leave their fingertips lingering along his hand or arm just a tad bit longer than was normally acceptable of “just a friend” or an assistant. Albedo would offer them the gentlest smile he could to help push them forward a bit more, but they’d still find themselves at a loss for words.  
He found the very idea of them being shy interesting. As someone who normally spoke their mind and were adventurous to an extent, watching them flip a switch as they get close in proximity to him was definitely a fun little show. He’d certainly tease them about it once they confessed, but for now, he’d replay all of the little instances together in his mind whenever he got the chance. 
Albedo figured the day was finally upon the two of them to finish their little dance. As he leaned over the alchemy table, vials in hand, he watched (Y/n) come up beside him without a word. He could feel their eyes on him for quite a while, not that it deterred him from the task at hand, but it was entertaining to feel the gaze get closer and closer. He smiled as (Y/n) reached for the hand closest to them, attempting to lace their fingers between his, causing him to chuckle to himself. 
“Is this your attempt at finally confessing? Holding my hand?” 
“You knew this entire time!” 
“Maybe.” 
He laughed gently as they seemed dumbfounded—maybe a bit betrayed, as well—and huffed out of embarrassment. Albedo turned towards them, taking in the enjoyment he got from watching them go through several different emotions rapidly, unsure on what they should do now and trying to figure out if they had been rejected. To ease their fear, he gestured for them to come closer, and trapped them between himself and the alchemy table once they were close enough. Smiling innocently at them as they grew embarrassed, he went back to his task at hand, ignoring the heat they gave off and the fact he could practically hear their heartbeat leap from their throat. 
“Your attempt was very cute, but my hands are a little busy right now.” 
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redheadloverr · 1 year ago
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Asking them to be “flings”
i have no other way to really tittle this idea but heres the concept;
randomly hitting genshin boys up (separately ofc!) saying you want a ‘fling’ and you end up confessing to them!
gn!reader x anemo boys!
quick A/N! I’ll check grammar/misspellings later, also trying a new style to my blogs so pls let me know if you like this style better! <3
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Heizou
at first he thought you were joking. he completely laughs in your face, unaware that this would be something you’d actually want.
“you’re funny, y/n.” he says with a chuckle, ignoring you and going back to his work. after he realizes you’re serious, he looks up at you examining your expression.
“you’re serious?” he asks, still examining you. you nod at him and he continues. “we’ll, I’m not opposed to that idea. I never thought you’d be the type to ask something like that, though. so tell me, what’s your motive?”
you stare at him shyly, not knowing what to say. you couldn’t just tell him you had a crush on him this whole time and that you only want to hook up because you’re too scared to get rejected by him.
he notices your long pause and continues, trying to tease you. “don’t tell me you have a crush on me~”
you stiffen. you know he’s teasing you yet the thought that he may or may not know is eating you up inside. you’re unable to speak, your cheeks turn a light pink.
“is that the case?” he asks you firmly, trying to read your face before continuing.
you weakly nod and wait for his reaction. he closes his eyes, thinking for a moment.
“if that’s the case, I don’t want to be ‘flings’.” he says, finally looking at you. “if you want to date, I’m more than happy to oblige.”
you two smile at each other before setting up dinner plans for later that evening. you feel so happy you could die!
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Kazuha
“no.” he says seconds after you ask him, completely crushing you.
you awkwardly turn to leave the room when he reaches for your hand.
“wait-“ he pauses, “don’t ask anyone else, though.”
“I won’t, I only wanted to do it with you” you’re immediately shocked that you’d even confess something like that to kazuha of all people. you cover your mouth, turning away from him to hide your embarrassment.
he turns his head, confused at you. “what do you mean, Y/N? why only with me?”
you take a deep breath before speaking. “I like you kazuha, I’ve liked you for a while now. I didn’t know how to tell you so I thought maybe I would just ask if you’d want to hook up and maybe something will happen out of that..” you were rambling at this point.
he silently nods while listening to you, his expression not changing once. when you finish talking, he smiles at you. “you should’ve said that from the beginning. I don’t do those ‘flings’ but I’d be more than happy to take you out for dinner and see where things go from there.” his smile is warm and genuine. he gently pats your head before he speaks again. “are you free this weekend? I know a spot.”
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Scaramouche
he drops what he’s doing and gives you a death stare, sending shivers down your spine. “excuse me?”
you flinch a little at his words, not knowing what else to say. “repeat yourself.” he says firmly. you tell him again, in a smaller voice.
“I thought that was what you said.” he said with a sigh. “what’s your reasoning? you’re not the type that usually asks me for such a.. request.” he looks you up at down trying to read you.
“well.. I just.. I like you.” you say shyly, almost scared.
“what?” he stares at you again, but he stares at you a lot softer.
“I like you, I’ve been trying to confess to you for a while now but you just never got the hits.. I know you hook up with people casually so I thought maybe I could try that route instead.” you go on, rambling.
“stop.” he says, and you tighten up. “you like me?” he asks. you shyly nod. “are you sure?” he says, more so asking himself.
“of course I’m sure!” you say, wondering why he would even ask that. he takes a moment to process everything.
“I like you too.” he says, now shyly. “I didn’t think you’d like someone like.. someone like me.” he says.
you chuckle, “of course you’d say that! you’re far more than just your title and your past, scara. I want to get to know every side of you.”
he shyly moves closer to you, holding your hands, looking at them. “thank you.” he says before he looks up at you and smiles.
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Venti
venti giggles at you, shaking his head. “oh Y/N, I know you’re way too innocent to ever want to have a ‘fling’ with someone randomly.” he holds your hand, looking into your eyes. “so, why all of a sudden have you asked for such a thing?”
venti was so good at reading you he knew, he didn’t even have to look at you to know this isn’t the type of thing you’d ever do. you felt like you had no choice but to be honest with him. making up a lie wouldn’t help this situation.
you take a deep breath, “venti, I have a crush on you.” you look at him, waiting for a response before continuing.
he nods, waiting for you to keep talking, so you do. “I didn’t know how to bring it up, I thought this would be the best way to ease my way in..”
he sighs, placing his hand on your shoulder. “oh Y/N. you should’ve just told me, it would’ve been a lot less more embarrassing on your part and a lot easier.” he walks towards a tree, patting the ground next to him, hinting you sit next to him.
you take a seat next to him as he continues. “I have no clue why you decided to ask me that of all things, but I’m glad it wasn’t the reasons most people ask others for such a thing.” he smiles at you, holding your hand. “with that being said, I like you too. I don’t know when I started liking you, but I did and I still do. you amaze me everyday, even now. If I had to spend the rest of a lifetime with someone, you’d be my first choice.” he looks at you, waiting for you’re response now.
your cheeks turn a deep red shade. he chuckled at your reaction. he leans over saying “I hope we can be more than friends after this” before moving your head towards him, kissing you.
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Xiao
xiao has no words, he just stares at you. dumbfounded. he couldn’t believe you had just said that, and he couldn’t believe he was blushing because you said that. he blinks before asking you “can you say that again? I don’t think I heard you right?”
you shyly nod, repeating the same request you had asked him just a couple seconds ago. he covers his mouth, looking around to see if anyone was around.
“why? who put you up to this?” he seems a bit angry, annoyed. he grabs your wrist, and takes you to a private area.
“no one put me up to this!” you tell xiao as he continues to pull you along with him. “I’m the only one who made myself say that, and now I regret saying anything at all.” he stops walking and looks back at you.
“why did you say it then?” he says eager to know the reason. “I like you, xiao. I didn’t know how to tell you so I thought maybe this could help me a little? It was dumb I know but..” “It’s not dumb!” he cuts you off, “I think it’s kind of cute, and I’m flattered you would.. like me” he says the last part shyly
“of course I like you, xiao. I’ve liked you for a while now, you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me..” you say shyly
he smiles, “and you’re the best thing that’s happened to me as well. but please, don’t scare me like that again.” you both chuckle.
“would you like to go out later today?”
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riitah · 2 years ago
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[chocolate kisses] - gojo satoru x fem!reader
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SYNOPSIS: gojo satoru is your best friend, and always will be. nothing more, nothing less. despite you having rejected him years ago, there was no awkward tension between the two of you. in fact, to everyone else, it seemed as if you two were already a thing well before gojo had said anything. holding hands, sharing sweets, falling asleep on each other’s shoulders – these were things couples did, no?
yeah, but everything was strictly platonic. from your viewpoint, anyway.
but lately, you’ve been getting this strange sensation near your chest whenever the two of you decided to do something that required physical contact. and these beautiful, mesmerizing eyes that you didn’t think much of before now put you in a trance whenever he takes off his blindfold.
how could you confess your feelings when you were the one who refused his?
WORD COUNT: 1.5k  
HONORABLE MENTIONS: special thank-you to my beta readers “henry rumpelstiltskin III of the nuclear sock kingdom” and forel :)
AUTHOR'S NOTE: I’ve recently started getting into Jujutsu Kaisen and, though I don’t exactly have a strong romantic attraction to him, Gojo’s been on my mind a lot. After reading several pieces of fanfiction about him, I decided that I wanted to write my own (honestly his personality’s probably gonna be so influenced by them 😭). So enjoy a small oneshot featuring this man, the first work on my blog that isn’t Genshin related.
Also, we’re gonna pretend that the Jujutsu world pumps out daily newspaper articles that only sorcerers can access 😁👍
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Gojo Satoru. The strongest jujutsu sorcerer. You would’ve liked to add “self-proclaimed” in front of it, but there was no denying how powerful your best friend was. Especially after you personally fought him one-on-one.
You scowled and turned off your phone, freeing yourself from having to continue reading the article titled, “Gojo Satoru, the World’s Strongest Jujutsu’s Sorcerer, has Defeated Yet Another High Grade Curse and Saved Millions of Lives!” with his – as much as you hated to admit it – gorgeous face plastered smack in the middle of the screen every few paragraphs. Were all of the exclusive Jujutsu World newsletters and their long-ass titles about him now?
“(Y/N)!” someone shouted from outside the door. Moments later, a certain white-haired individual popped his head into the room, a gleeful smile on his face. “You’re still here! What’re you doing?”
Speak of the devil.
You sighed in response, massaging your right temple as you mentally prepared for another lunch break spent with this man. “Toru, don’t you have anything else to do other than coming here to bother me?”
With an exaggerated gesture, he clamped one of his hands over his chest and tilted his head to one side. “I’m hurt! Don’t you enjoy my company?”
“The day I got assigned to the seat next to you back when we were students at Jujutsu High was one of the worst days of my life.”
“Aw, c’mon, we both know that I made your high school years the most enjoyable!”
He strode into the room – quite indifferently, a sharp contrast to his previous overdramaticized display of sadness – and with him, his intimidating aura. Despite his laidback attitude, he did carry a pinch of…
You squinted at him as he set down a paper bag on the coffee table and plopped down next to you with his legs spread wide as if he was trying to get into your personal space without actually doing so, quietly searching for a word that fit.
“What’s up?” He noticed your gaze and turned to look at you, a smirk resting on his lips. Despite his eyes being covered by the blindfold that he constantly paired with almost all of his outfits (which is…just one), you could tell that there was a teasing glimmer in them right now. “Finally regretting rejecting me? Hm?”
You snorted at the joke that he’s made one too many times, and when he leaned in you lightly pushed against his chest. “You wish. And stop occupying 75% of a couch that’s meant to fit at least three people.”
To this, he closed his legs and scooted closer to you instead. The wood creaked under his weight as he gently pressed against your side.
Your arms resting against each other.
Your breathing syncing.
His head moving to rest on top of yours.
You playfully rolled your eyes and indulged in his intimate behavior like you always did. Only this time – along with the various other times the last few weeks – every touch felt electrifying and sent shivers down your spine.
You pushed these weird sensations aside, entwining his fingers in yours, something you’ve done well over a million times. His hand felt rough, calloused – all from training, you knew. A direct piece of evidence that proved just how much work he put into becoming the best of the best. A direct piece of evidence that proved why he held the title of the strongest jujutsu sorcerer and not you.
Biting down a surge of jealousy, you closed your eyes and gently laid your head on his shoulder. Noticing how his posture felt somewhat stiff, you started rubbing invisible circles into the back of his hand – just the way he liked it when he felt stressed.
You heard him exhale, a quiet sound that exited his body with poise and ease. You weren’t sure how anyone could breathe so elegantly, but here he was. And, just as you expected, his body sank lower into the cushioned seats as the tension left it, pulling you backwards.
For several moments, everything felt tranquil. Then, he just had to ruin it with a, “(Y/N), your heartbeat’s accelerating,” the smugness in his tone evident.
You harshly elbowed him and pinched his cheek, pulling on it hard.
“Ow!”
You half expected him to turn on his Infinity, but your fingers remained in contact with his face with no signs of slipping.
“Okay, okay, it didn’t – now will you please let go?”
You released him from your grasp and he rubbed at the spot, which was now red. “You know, if you wanted to touch my face so bad, you could’ve just asked.”
“Are you asking for a slap this time, Gojo Satoru?”
“Will that make you stay with me until the end of your break?”
“No, that’ll cost you another five slaps.”
“So mean! My presence should be more than enough to cover for it.”
“Not everyone’s obsessed with you,” you huffed indignantly before readjusting yourself into a more comfortable position. “Get that inflated ego of yours checked out.”
He merely chuckled and pulled you closer to him, moving his thumb to the area where your pulse resided. “But are you sure you’re not in love with me? (Y/N)?”
His voice dropped an octave when he drawled out your name. And your chest tightened in a way you couldn’t explain. Without even realizing it, you dug your fingernails into his skin, your breathing shallow.
“You’d like that, wouldn’t you?” you managed to say with a shake of your head.
“Keep pressing your sharp fingernails into my hand and I’ll start bleeding.” He laughed, and then, before you could apologize, added, “And I mean, why else would you be reading an article about me?”
“You – you saw that?” you whispered, horrified. Just how long had he been watching you before he made his presence known?
“So you are head over heels for me?”
He was half teasing, and half serious. You didn’t know how you should respond and looked down at your lap.
Seconds lapsed by in silence, but they felt like an eternity. Without alerting you to what he was doing, Gojo slid his blindfold off and shook his head a little.
Then he parted his lips, his voice more sincere than you’ve ever heard it.
“(Y/N), will you look at me?”
And you reluctantly obliged, heart nearly stopping when you met his pretty blue eyes.
His messy hair, now no longer supported by the black piece of fabric, swept over his forehead like a blanket of snow. And his eyes, half lidded as he stared down at you expectantly, sparkled like rare jewels in the dim light.
They were beautiful. He was beautiful.
You wondered if he was just doing this to guide you towards the more favorable answer to his second to last question.
“Please tell me the truth, (Y/N).”
You swallowed thickly, unable to look away. Mesmerized.
Entranced.
The way he said it made you want to give in with a simple “yes.”
“I–you–? I mean–”
When you finally spoke, words tumbled out of your mouth out of order, reducing whatever meaning you meant to put behind them to nothing but a mess of letters.
“I…I think so? I don’t know–”
And Gojo stared at your reddening face all the while, his serious façade breaking as the corners of his mouth twitched upwards in amusement.
“Let me ask you this, then.”
He brought his face closer to yours, the distance between the two of you almost enough for the tips of your noses to touch.
“What do you feel when I do this?”
He brushed a strand of hair out of your face, his finger slightly brushing against your cheekbone.
“Or when I touch you like this?
One warm hand caressed your cheek, a faint scent of chocolate wafting to your nose.
“…giddy,” you mumbled, the proximity and skin contact making you a little dizzy. “And nervous, I suppose.”
His eyes flickered from your (E/C) ones to your lips.
“And what if I told you I wanted to kiss you right now?”
The same hand trailed down your jaw until it reached your chin, where it stopped, awaiting your answer.
You didn’t know what sudden wave of confidence washed over you, but the next words that left your mouth weren’t products of a stumbling, stuttering mess.
“I’d let you.”
Without wasting any more time, he closed the remaining distance by bringing his lips to yours.
They were soft – just like you had imagined them to be, if not better – and tasted like chocolate. As he pressed himself against you, you ran your hand through his hair, enjoying every declaration of love he mumbled against your lips.
“You made me wait years for this, you know. Really uncool.”
You giggled when he leaned down to steal another kiss, arms still wrapped around his neck. “I know. Consider it punishment for constantly teasing me for more than an entire decade.”
Your competitive streak didn’t die down, no. But for now, maybe you could see him as something more than just a best friend and rival.
You smiled as you watched him grab the bag he placed on the table earlier and dig into it to hand you your favorite box of chocolates.
Gojo Satoru. The strongest jujutsu sorcerer, and the only one who has your heart.
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agoodficforchii · 2 years ago
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I Don’t Do Love
Fandom: Genshin Impact Pairing: Xiao x Reader Word Count: 910 Summary: You've grown to love Xiao, but does he feel the same? Warnings/Extra Notes: Angst, Slight cussing, Lumine is used as "the other girl"
In all honesty, you should've known what you were getting into when you met Xiao. Xiao, conqueror of demons, the last Yaksha Guardian, someone who wanted nothing to do with humans. Really you should have known better. But she was able to talk to him. She got close to him. He let her in. Then again, she was the Honorary Knight of Mondstat, savior of Liyue, the great traveler. What were you? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. You’d probably be laughing at yourself if it didn’t hurt so damn bad.
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As the sun fell into the horizon, I started approaching the familiar inn. Today was the day I’d finally tell him how I felt! Or that’s what I was telling myself. I prepared for all the outcomes possible, if he rejects me, if he accepts it, all of it. Walking up the stairs to the roof I can’t help but think about the first time Xiao and I had met. I was going to Mondstat to visit some family and decided to stay at Wangshu Inn before continuing the long trip ahead. It was already night when I checked in and instead of eating a full dinner, I skipped straight to dessert, Almond Tofu! After asking if it was possible to eat outside in a less crowded area, Verr told me the roof was mostly empty at night and that's where I headed. I expected a few people but what I didn’t expect was the last Guardian Yakasha to be leaning on the railing. After a short amount of time spent deciding whether or not to go back inside, I chose to walk up next to the lonely Yaksha. He instantly snapped his head toward my direction, scaring me to the point where I almost dropped my plate. We kind of just stared at each other for a while but I always hated awkward silences so I spoke up,
 “Uh hi? I hope I’m not interrupting anything,” I quietly said. 
Despite my best efforts he only turned to look forward again and the awkward silence came right back. After a short while, I noticed him glancing at my plate. Coming to the conclusion that the Archons above had graced me with a second chance to talk to the Yaksha I spoke up again,
“Would you like some?” I asked with the best smile I could muster up.
To my surprise, the Yaksha actually looked flustered. Was he not expecting the offer? Or does he not talk to people often? I snapped back after hearing his voice for the first time, 
“You don’t need to offer me any,” he said, turning his head forward once again.
His voice was so soft in the quiet night. I wanted to hear it again. Finally processing his words I felt a little sad knowing he didn’t expect my offer.
“But I insist! Please have some,” I replied as quickly as I could.
Pushing the plate towards him, he hesitantly grabbed the plate and took a small bite of the desert. 
“I’m [Name], it’s nice to meet you.” I decided it was a good time to introduce myself.
He glanced over at me before replying, “I’m Xiao… Thank you.” 
Thinking about how close the two of us have gotten and all the time we spent together suddenly gave me a huge boost of confidence. 
“I guess what I’m trying to say is I like you. A lot.” I had confessed in a whisper, looking anywhere but at him.
The silence that had followed my confession wasn’t the comfortable one I was used to with Xiao. No this was different. I could feel my heart pounding rapidly against my chest, silently praying he says something, anything. After a few more seconds I hesitantly looked at him, he wasn’t looking at me. Why wasn’t he looking at me? A sudden feeling of dread washed over me as I stood there frozen in place. I reminded myself about how I prepared for rejection, it would be okay, we could still be friends. Everything would be okay. Right? A few more seconds pass and I finally see his lips move,
“[Name]...”
It’s been a couple days since that incident. I wanted to forget about it. I wanted to run away. I wanted Hu Tao to bury me already. But I couldn’t, no I said I would stay friends with him. No matter how much it hurt, I wanted to stay friends with him. So here I was, walking up the familiar steps up to the rooftop ready to face him. I stopped at the entrance, suddenly feeling deja vu. I see the back of the man I had come here to see. A slight smile fell on my lips as I started to walk forward. I stopped (again) when I noticed there was someone else with him. I recognized that blonde hair anywhere, the traveler. Now normally I wouldn’t stay and eavesdrop, but hell what else do I have to lose now. It’s been a minute and nothing’s happened. I was about to leave when I heard it. He laughed. Laughed might be too generous of a word. It was more like a really small chuckle, maybe a huff? But he was smiling. He was happy. He was happy with her.
“I don’t do love” He had told me that night. 
I believed him.
But I was wrong. He didn’t do love for me. He loved for her.
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yangbbokari · 1 year ago
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When Summer Comes To An End
Pairing: Felix x gn!Reader
Genre: Angst/fluff, high school!au, college!au, first love, friends to lovers to exes to strangers
Warnings! Language, slightly suggestive, tears, death, car crash
WC: 885 Summary: When summer ends, it reminds you of your sweet first love, Felix. You were young and foolish and let go of something you should have cherished. But now, you want to focus on what lies ahead of you instead of what haunts you from the past.
Author’s note: Well skl finna start soon and I was like, “y not?” so yeh. !!NOT PROOF READ!! Also, I am not implying that the said idol is behaves anything close to what is written here(more specifically the angsty part)
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It’s that time of the year again. You know that it’ll come around as soon as summer starts. If you could go back, you’d do it all over again and you’d try your best to fix your mistakes. He was everything to you yet you let it all go. Maybe if that didn’t happen. Maybe if this didn’t happen. Maybe if…
It was your freshman year of highschool and you were new to town. Felix was the first to approach you with a bright smile on his face. He was a grade higher than you which meant he was a sophomore. At first, you wanted to keep to yourself but you couldn’t find it in yourself to refuse his kindness. So the two of you ended up becoming friends. You guys were similar in every way possible, except the fact that he was more extroverted. Felix was a warm ball of sunshine who radiated happiness. He easily made friends and just knew the right ways to make someone feel comfortable. You, however, kept quiet and if you really tried, you could become invisible to others eyes. You didn’t like interacting with people and when you did it was always extremely awkward. But, both of you loved to play games, especially Genshin Impact, and when the two of you weren’t playing games, you would put on some songs and let your bodies flow free.
Since he was your only friend, you were over at his house frequently. Plans usually started out as studying but would eventually just become a competition in Genshin and who could pass more levels. You knew Felix as well as he knew you because the both of you grew really close. 
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One day, when you guys were having a tickling match, Felix ended up on top of you, both breathless, his hands pinning yours beside your head, staring into each other's eyes. You felt your face heat up and your heartbeat accelerate. You could’ve sworn you saw his eyes flicker from your eyes, to your lips and back.
You gulp loudly. “Felix..?”, you pretty much squeak. “I-I-I think– Please don’t say anything.” Felix cuts you off. He leans down and hides his face in the crook of your neck. “I don’t want to wake up if this is a dream. I-I’m scared that you won’t feel the same way.”
“Felix…”
“Can you just reject me so I can move on? So I will stop having these delusions of us being more than friends.”
“...Felix…”“You're better than anything I could possibly wish for, Y/n. I just hope this is a dream because if it’s not then this is so embarrassing. I wish you could just like me back. Plea–”
“I do.”
“What?”
“I do love you, Lee Felix. More than whatever’s going on in that dream of yours.” You confess your love to him and he’s dumbfounded. He begins rambling again. “This must be a dream. There’s no way Y/n would actually say something like that. She’d never see me in that light–”
“FELIX!!”, you yell out his name. He lifts his head and stares at you in shock. You grab his face with both of your hands. “Focus on me and quit rambling. This isn’t a dream and I won’t reject you. Because I love you too. I’ll repeat it as many times as I have to. I love you, Felix. I love love love love love you. More than words can express.”
Felix takes in a shaky breath before letting out a relieved sigh. Suddenly you feel some tears fall onto you. You wipe his tears away, a little worried, until you see his smile. “Did I just move Lee Felix to tears?”, you tease. He looks back up at you with a pout. “Shut up.”
You had a sweet relationship with Felix. People around you called y'all lovebirds and claimed that you guys had such sappy puppy love. Both you and Felix denied it but we all knew the truth. The first few years were the best. Secret kisses, stolen glances, and hidden hickies. It was all until graduation came around. Everyone would think that that’s fine. Except it wasn’t because only Felix was graduating and you would be left alone.
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“I-I d-don’t want you to leave me. Y-you’re gonna go find some other girl and forget about me. You won’t remember how much I love you.” You cried into his arms on his graduation day. You didn’t want him to leave you behind. Felix soothed your hair and hushed you. He pulled you impossibly closer to his chest. “It’s ok sweetness. I actually have a surprise for you.” You looked up at him curiously. “Wh-what is it?”, you asked. He softly smiled, still holding you close and said, “I’m going to take a year off of school so that we can go to college together.” You just stared at him in disbelief. You couldn’t believe it. “W-what? Baby, you can’t do that. Even for me. You need to get your education.”
“Shh, shh, sweetness. I’m choosing this because I love you. I’m choosing this for us.”, he reassured you. “Okay?” You nodded your head and wiped your tears away. He hugged you even tighter and put his chin over your head. “You know…”, he started. “Hmm?”, you replied. “...you’re so cute when you act like that. ~I don’t want you to leave me~”, he imitated you.
You pushed him away with a pout. “You just ruined the mood.” All he could do was chuckle at your remark.
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When you finally graduated, Felix was the first one there to congratulate you. You ran into his embrace as he picked you up and spun you around. He immediately peppered you in kisses. You giggle at his antics. “I’m so proud of you, sweetness. You know that?”
“Yes, yes, I know, Lixie. I love you so much.” You placed a small kiss on his nose. He smiled widely and let out a cheeky chuckle. “I’ll show you how much I love you tonight.” You slapped him on the arm as he headed toward the car his parents bought him a few weeks back. “FELIX!! STOP!! NO!! HELP!!”
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The shared apartment that you moved into with Felix seemed almost perfect for you guys. It took the both of y’all a full two weeks to finally finish moving in and another two to finish decorating and setting up. You guys were the definition of a perfect couple so when obstacles came, they were unexpected.
You were both busy with your own studies and on top of that, your part-time jobs. Y’all wanted to at least support yourselves in some way. The deal was that Felix would go out for groceries and you would cook. Then study sessions and movie nights on friday. But suddenly, Felix started falling behind but you brushed it off as him being stressed. A week became two. Then a month. Then three months. You became worried so you tried to check up on Felix.
“Hey, baby.”, you said when he arrived home. “Lixie? Sunshine? My love?” He continued to ignore you. “Baby come eat.”, you said, worried. “I’m not hungry.”, he grumbled. 
“You know that’s not healthy. At least have a bite.”
“I’m good.”
“Please, Lixie. Just a bite.”
He was slowly growing irritated. “I said I’m not hungry alright!”, he lashed out at you.
Your breath hitched in your throat. “Sorry, I was just worried.” You looked down at your hands.
“Well being sorry won’t change the fact that you’re being annoying!”, he yelled at you. You looked at him in shock. “What?” Your patience was growing thin. “I’ve had enough today! Now I have to come home and listen to your nagging ass. No one’s giving me a fucking break today!”
He rubbed his temples and sighed heavily. “What!?”, you asked a little more loudly. “WHAT THE FUCK Y/N!!! YOU HEARD ME ALREADY!! Just shut your FUCKING MOUTH and leave ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!” You couldn’t believe your ears. “Are you being serious right now? I’M FUCKING WORRIED BECAUSE YOU DON”T WANT TO EAT SUDDENLY AND NOW I’M GETTING THIS BULLSHIT!!! ME CARING FOR YOU IS WHAT YOU CALL NAGGING!?!? YOU KNOW WHAT!? FUCK YOU AND YOUR PROBLEMS!!” You stormed off angrily to your shared bedroom. “FUCK YOU TOO!!!”, you heard Felix yell back before the slam of the front door.
It was a good two hours before you finally calmed down and your tears stopped falling. You realized you never heard Felix come back home and it was already 8pm. You decided to step out of the room and wait for him on the sofa. But now you’ve been waiting for hours and it’s almost already 12am. He must’ve gone to his friend's house, is all you summed it up to.
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Early in the morning you woke up to the sound of your phone ringing. You rubbed your eyes and reached to grab your phone from the nightstand. Not even checking the I.D, you pick up.
“Hello?”, you say groggily. You checked the time and it was still two in the morning.
The other end replies, “Hello. Is this Ms. Y/n l/n?”
“Yes, this is.”
“You have been listed as the guardian and emergency contact of Mr. Felix Lee. We need you to immediately come to the hospital. There are some things to be discussed and–” You hang up on the caller and you get dressed as fast as possible.
You get to the hospital quickly and you rush to find where Felix was. God, you hoped he was okay. You managed to get some information on him but all it was, was that he was still in the ER. You began panicking as you frantically called his parents. You knew it was very very early morning but you needed them to know too. Just in case, is what you told yourself. But you also knew that you just didn’t want to face this alone. They quickly came and they were panicking just as much as you were.
Everytime a nurse or doctor came out, you rushed to their side asking about Felix’s condition. But all you got was, “We’re trying ma’am.” As soon as you saw the sign above the ER go off, you got up and went to the door. The doctor came out, taking his mask off his face. “S-so..?”, you asked, still afraid of his answer. The doctor looked at you with sympathy in his eyes. “I’m sorry for your loss.” You broke down in tears and you felt your knees going weak, dropping to the floor. Your tears saw no sign of stopping. You couldn’t believe it. Felix was gone, just like that. Your warm ball of sunshine was gone and and a-and it was because… it was because of you…
You scrambled to your feet and ran over to Mrs. Lee apologizing over and over and over. “I-It’s all my fault. I was arguing with him before he left a-and he must’ve drank because of the frustration I caused him. He crashed because he was angry at me. I was the reason for all of this.” Mrs. Lee consoled you saying that it wasn’t your fault and that what happens, happens.
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It’s been three years since the incident. You tried your best to move on but everything reminded you of him. Now the end of summer is arriving. But your summer truly ended three years ago. You walk to his grave and you place some irises down. Felix’s favorite flowers. “Hi, Felix. It’s me again. I hope you’re doing well. I love you. Always. Summer isn’t the same anymore.”
“You were my sun and I lost it. With no sun, there is no summer. Goodbye, my summer.”
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This is my first ff I've written and I would really like some feedback or tips to improve my writing. If you've found this and read, ty very much! (✿◕‿◕✿)
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scarahours · 3 years ago
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𝐅#𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐃!
a genshin impact smau
pairings: scaramouche x reader
synopsis: getting off wasted at a party wouldn't hurt right? that's what college life is for - you study, eat, sleep and repeat. probably do something batshit once or twice. but who would ever know, it wouldn't hurt right? so why do you suddenly find the social reject's lips pressed against yours?
updates: irregular but will try to post as often as possible
started on 06-25-22 (ongoing)
taglist is open!
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
[name]'s friend group | kunikuzushi's
✧ 01 the night of damnation
✧ 02 fucked up
✧ 03 the bro code
✧ 04 aftershock
✧ 05 confessions
✧ 06 memoirs of a forgotten past
✧ 07 fix it felix
✧ 08 back off, she's taken... not?
✧ 09 fucking bastard
✧ 10 can't it be me?
✧ 11 the one for you
✧ 12 back to square one
✧ 13 magnetic pull
✧ 14 let yourself fall
✧ 15 one problem after the other
✧ 16 insufferable elder sister
✧ 17 at her mercy
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vrmxlho · 2 years ago
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-ˏˋ SEASON OF LOVE ˊˎ- EVENT MASTERLIST
bllk, genshin, jjk, hq x gn! reader event
where i write fics for the characters you request based on predefined prompts/tropes
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note: basically just send in asks with characters and the prompt/trope you chose!! i write for any character from bllk, genshin, haikyuu or jjk and it will always be x gn! reader
also note: the prompts and their dates can be modified so if you like a prompt/trope but want it a specific date just lmk
last thing: this is on a first come first serve basis, if you rlly liked a prompt/trope but someone already chose it request it outside the event
status: posting in progress!!
updates: daily (hopefully) in february
taglist: if you want to be tagged in a request please just reply with the day/character/fandom + if you want to be tagged in everything just reply + will be tagging my moots anyway cuz if this flops i’ll cry
genre: fluff and angst
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feb 1 - kaiser blue lock
love flowers: a flower that symbolises deep emotions and desires, not always romantic
feb 2 - isagi blue lock
fake dating: where two people fake a relationship towards a mutually beneficial goal
feb 3 - kurona blue lock
star-crossed lovers: soulmates whose affection for each other is doomed to end in tragedy
feb 4 - xiao genshin impact
reincarnation: destined love that survives death
feb 5 - bachira blue lock
first love: the first person you truly had feelings for
feb 6 - noah noel blue lock
blind date: theoretically a date between two strangers becomes a reunion between exes
feb 7 - gojo jujutsu kaisen
a bet: love involved in a wager
feb 8 - sae blue lock
break-up bonfire: the best way to forget them is to destroy all evidence of your relationship
feb 9 - geto jujutsu kaisen
precognition: meeting the love of your life in a dream
feb 10 - otoya blue lock
bad first impression: not-so-cute meet cutes
feb 11 - nagi blue lock
guardian angel: an angel assigned to protect and guide you to your highest being
feb 12 - karasu blue lock
hollywood kiss: kissing out of obligation not out of love
feb 13 - kuroo haikyuu!!
theirs not mine: being in love with someone else's partner isn't easy
feb 14 - iwaizumi haikyuu!!
love amnesia: when you can't remember loving someone as much as the person you are presently in a relationship with
feb 15 - reo blue lock
grow old with me: nothing lasts forever except my love for you
feb 16 - gojo jujutsu kaisen
love killer: perhaps your job as a hitman isn't suited for you
feb 17 - karasu blue lock
the exception: the playboy who genuinely falls in love
feb 18 - nagi blue lock
lonely together: solitude is best when with someone else
feb 19 - shidou blue lock
love at first punch: perhaps on purpose, perhaps a mistake, there's no doubt it made an impression
feb 20 - sae blue lock
in-laws: family dinners are the best time for bonding
feb 21 - suna haikyuu!!
love is a dream: perhaps your relationship which was always well remembered wasn't as good as it seemed
feb 22 - reo blue lock
"i do": weddings are expensive, love is not
feb 23 - yuuta jujutsu kaisen
now or never: a love confession before imminent death
feb 24 - reo blue lock
rejection affection: rejection doesn't have to be the end of one's flirting
feb 25 - isagi blue lock
final moments: the last hours before you're gone, remembering the good and the bad
feb 26 - otoya blue lock
serial romeo: everyone is "the one"
feb 27 - rin blue lock
secret relationship: the good things in life are best kept secret
feb 28 - chigiri blue lock
your favourite: noticing the little things
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rrinsluvr · 3 years ago
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butterflies in my stomach!
summary! :: how having a crush on genshin men would be like!
characters & pairings! :: thoma, childe, aether, kaeya, xiao x gn!reader (separately)
contains! :: genshin modern!au, fluff, angst
notes! :: here’s a draft i made months ago that i just finished! who knows, i might use some of these for future series :p
not proofread
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thoma! would be your first love, that you fell in love with at first sight! when you sat across him— the very moment he turned his head, made eye contact with you and shot you that oh so charming smile of his, everything slowed down and suddenly it felt like it was only the two of you there. but after years of liking him you had finally learned to move on only to find out years later after you lost feelings, that he liked you too at the same time and for the same period of time
childe! would be the type who you knew was too out of your league. he was known to be for being mischievous, handsome and at the same time super smart! like he was everyone’s ideal type and that included you. the moment he sat next to you, you immediately clicked! having common interests and hobbies really brought you two closer, however you had never confessed knowing he was out of your league and liked someone else. not knowing he was hiding the fact that he liked you too, because he too thought that you were too out of his league and that you deserved better than someone like him
aether! would be the guy who was too good to be true, it wasn’t uncommon to like him because he was everyone’s ideal type! good grades, good looks and and attitude that made even teachers fall for his charm! but that was the problem, aether was too friendly. mistaking his kind words and helpfulness for romantic feelings towards you— you confessed. only for him to reject you with that kind smile telling you it was completely platonic for him and that he was sorry for leading you on. it was your first confession ever, but you got rejected in the nicest way possible. so how could you hold a grudge on him when you knew he didn’t mean any harm?
kaeya! was one of those stereotypical popular guys. you were having trouble finding your classroom due to being in a new school, but never fear kaeya’s here! not only did he help you find you room, but he helped you get used to your new school too. so like others, you were charmed by him. it took you time but you finally confessed, you asked him to meet up at the same place you first met and confessed your love for him there. it was supposed to be a place where fond memories were made, it really was— until he rejected you and confessed that his friends dared him to make you fall for him. heartbroken, you left immediately not knowing how much he wanted to pull you back and make you his, to pull you into his arms and kiss you like there’s no tomorrow. to tell you that he too had fallen for you but he knew that if he did his reputation that he worked on for so long would crumble and that you deserved so much better than someone who plays with peoples’ feelings for a game of truth or dare.
xiao! was someone you started to like because he was somewhat different. he was popular but more on the quiet side, that’s what made girls like him so much being cold and mysterious and shit. initially, that was why you liked him too until you got to know him more that is. he was so much more than the cold mysterious guy everyone made him out to be, so much more. but his actions confused you so much, one moment he’s complimenting your hair today and before you could even blink he was back to acting like you weren’t friends at all. it confused you so much that you were too scared to confess and just like that you graduated without telling him how you felt and without knowing if he felt the same. to this day you wonder if he ever felt the same, maybe you should find that letter he gave you a bit before you graduated.
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gaybitchfx · 3 years ago
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Can you do zhongli x male reader
Traveler introduced zhongli to the reader, and reader just fell for him the second he saw him, and ever since then reader has been (badly 👀) flirting with zhongli, and one day reader started thinking about giving up
Note: When I used to play genshin impact I played as Aether so the traveler will sadly be Aether sorry to the Lumine lovers and might be kinda rushed.
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EYE CATCHING
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Character(s): Zhongli
Type of reader: M!Reader
Category: Fluff🥰✨
Warning(s): Very bad flirting
Edited: ❌
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“Oh! Mr. Zhongli! Perfect timing, I have someone I want you to meet that’s also helping me find my sister!” Aether said with a smile as he looked at Zhongli. “Hm?” He hummed and went over to Aether. 
“And who could that be?” Zhongli asked. Aether looked around till he spotted you buying a few things for who knows what. “Y/n!” Aether exclaimed as he ran over to you. 
Hearing your name, you turn around only to see Aether running towards you making you frantically look around figuring out what’s going on. Aether abruptly stopped inches away from you making you blink owlishly. “I have someone for you to meet, Zhongli, this is Y/n. Y/n, this is Zhongli.” Aether said as Zhongli wasn’t too far behind him. 
“Good afternoon.” Zhongli said with a small smirk as he held his hand out for you to shake. You stared at him baffled by his appearance. He was quite attractive, but in your opinion, he looked like a God. “Y/n? Hellooo? Earth to Y/n?” Aether spoke as he waved a hand in front of your face snapping you back into reality. 
“Huh? Oh! Y/n L/n. Nice to meet you!” You squeaked and shook his hand nearly dropping the things you held. And from this point forward, this is where things get a bit embarrassing. Aether may or may not have made a mistake with introducing the two of you because ever since he did you couldn’t stop making those love sick eyes at Zhongli whenever he wasn’t looking. 
It’s painfully obvious you’re head over heels for him. “You’re making the eyes again, Y/n.” Aether sighed as he tapped your shoulder making you jump. “What’d you say?” “I said you’re making the eyes again.” Aether said making you groan. “I was?! That’s so embarrassing.” You groaned as you covered your face with your hands. 
“Maybe just confess you like him?-” “No! I can never do that!” You shouted surprising Aether from your tone of voice. “Ah, I’m sorry I just can’t handle rejection that well, so for now I’m just gonna use my bad flirting skills and see where things go!” You said with a smile before rushing over to Zhongli who had sat down and started drinking some tea. 
“Oh, good morning, Y/n. How can I help you?” Zhongli asked, now turning his attention onto you. “Uhm… Are you an apple because uhm...” You mumbled trying to figure out what the hell you could say. Zhongli chuckled causing you to become slightly flustered and embarrassed. 
“Sorry.” You sheepishly laughed now wanting to just dig a hole and stay in it forever. “It’s alright, you’re quite funny.” Zhongli said with a close eyed smile that had caused your heart to run laps. “Thank you!” You chirped with a smile. Weeks had passed since you started flirting and hinting at Zhongli that you liked him but failed miserably. 
“Maybe I should just give up since there isn’t much progress. I’m probably annoying him too.” You sighed and rested your cheek on the palm of your hand as you watched the water move ever so gently. “Y/n!” Zhongli called out getting your attention. You turned around and looked at him confused. 
“What happened?” You asked. Zhongli had stopped in front of you. “I was wondering if you were willing to join me at Third-Round Knockout and maybe chat for a bit, maybe get to know each other a bit more?” Zhongli asked, his voice soft and eager for your response. 
You stared at him and blinked a few times before pinching yourself confusing Zhongli. “I’m not dreaming...” You muttered to yourself. Zhongli cleared his throat, waiting for your answer. 
“Oh, um yes! I mean sure. What time?” You said. “Maybe around early noon?” “Alright, I’ll see you there.” You smiled and waved to Zhongli who also waved bye to you as he left. Once he was far enough you pranced and squealed from joy happy with how things turned out.
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reveltica · 3 years ago
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let's put the past behind us
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pairing: childe x gn!reader
a/n: OH.MY.GOD! i am so grateful you all liked my very first take on genshin impact x reader fic! the positive feedback made my day. so without further ado, here's part 2!
WARNING!: IT IS LONG. YOU'LL HAVE ONE HELL OF A READ. angst. fluff . a bit of cussing and as always please refrain from harassing childe mains just because of a fanfic. that would be all, thank you~
《 part i
"You're listening to Radio Revel"
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"I love you Lumine. I've never met anybody as enchanting and strong as you are. Ever since I've met you, everyday's been an adventure. I admired you when you were also taking care of Teucer, it gave me this fuzzy feeling that you would get along with my family just fine. You're determined and you wouldn't stop at nothing just to look for your brother and I love that about you."
This was Childe's confession to Lumine on that fateful day. He eagerly took her small yet calloused hands within his large ones.
"And...you're the kind of woman I would want to spend my life with." he finishes, a sweet, innocent and boyish grin adorned his face. Most likely proposing for her to be his girlfriend.
Lumine looked up at him, eyes wide staring at his deep blues. She felt something, alright. But not the kind that you (the reader who is currently reading this but not the one who broke up with Childe) and the man in front of her expected.
Lumine sported a sad smile, her head slowly shaking. "Oh, Childe. You felt like that about me?" she asked softly. Something in Childe hurt a bit, with the way her expression looked like that. He knew that something's not going the way he hoped.
The Traveler slowly took her hands out of his grasp and heaved a deep sigh. "I appreciate your admiration towards me Childe. Unfortunately, I have to turn you down."
His eyes widened in utter disbelief. Did he...did he hear her right? Has it always been one sided? Did he assume that Lumine had feelings for him as well?
That seems to be the case boy, I'm sorry.
He shook his head a bit, eyes narrowing a bit at her. He was so deep in disbelief to have his feelings be turned down this fast, Lumine didn't even thought twice about it.
"Childe I do care deeply about you. I care for you as a friend. And you're one of the greatest I have ever since I came into this world. I enjoyed our adventures and I am ever so grateful for your help during commissions. But, that's only it." Lumine looked to the side half guilty for what Childe is feeling right now.
"Stop talking—" he murmured lowly.
"I'm...really sorry Childe." Silence fell between them. What once was a fun and thrilling sparring exercise turned into a very sour and bitter event.
Few minutes passed and Lumine mumbled a small goodbye to the Harbinger and left him there. His head hung low, eyes darker than ever and his insides felt heavy.
He was just rejected.
But wait a minute. Hold the phone. Why should he be feeling this way? He rightfully deserves it! Remembering also that he already had someone waiting for him back home.
You.
He had to come clean. He had to confess everything. He had to get on his knees and ask for forgiveness a hundredfold for his unfaithfulness towards you. He wouldn't ask for another chance but he sure as hell would want to make it up to you a thousandfold.
And so he ran. He ran as fast as he could and was now face to face with he front door of your shared home.
Yes, home.
You were home. His lover was home. His bestest friend of all time, through thick and thin was home.
In all honestly, he felt scared. His knees were wobbling. He has to say it. He has to. You may scream at him, scratch him. Hell, even beat him up for cheating on you. But hopefully in the end you would let him earn his forgiveness.
He opened the door and there, he saw you by the table, reading peacefully.
——
"...What?"
You didn't answer him, hell you didn't even let him explain himself. But what was there to explain? It's very obvious to see, even outsiders too given that they knew you two were dating.
Childe immediately shot up and raced towards you to grab your wrist. Your foot was almost outside, your free hand carrying your luggages. "P-please wait [name]. Let me...let me talk to you. I know I've done a lot of damage but please—"
"Childe. Please let go of my hand."
He could feel his heart shatter, his gut churning incredibly. He haven't even felt this way when Lumine had rejected him. Your impact was so different. It felt like he was stabbed multiple times.
You didn't even turn to face him.
"I genuinely think that this is for the best. For us both."
"No...no, please Lumine, she—"
"Look on the bright side—" you laughed a bit bitterly.
"—you'll finally get to be with Lumine without hiding behind bushes."
You were letting him go just to be with someone who doesn't even see him that way.
You forcibly took your hand away from his grasp and let out a sigh. For the last time, you turned to face him and smiled gently. Filled with hurt but also relief.
"Thank you Childe, for everything. Although this isn't the end, you can always count and lean on me. I am your partner in crime after all." you giggled and finally walked away.
From the house, from the hurtful past and from him.
Childe was left there by the doorway. Eyes still trained on your retreating form. He wanted to run after you but he couldn't. This is the least he could do for you, he had hurt you so badly anyway so who was he to stop you from walking away from him?
Whatever life was left in Childe's eyes, it certainly disappeared the moment you said "Ajax, let's break up."
——
After a few weeks, Childe went back to Snezhnaya after you. He reported back to the Tsaritsa and was even given days off to rest before he was notified of his next mission.
He went back home. To the neighbourhood you two grew up in. Remembering this, he felt cold, and not because of Snezhnaya's climate. But because of the fact that you would be there.
He was greeted by his younger siblings. They were all happy that he was back on this sort-of holiday. Tonia and Anthon knew of his original occupation but Teucer was the one who is excited to see new toys he had brought.
They had a big celebration back home, Childe even cooked for them. While the siblings were out fishing, Tonia finally asked why you went home first? She told Childe that she had bumped into you a few days ago.
Childe froze and gulped. How could he explain this to his younger siblings especially to Tonia? She was pretty attached to you. And you were very good with taking care of them when they were little.
"U-uhh, well. They said that they had something urgent to do at the guild! You know how great of an adventurer they were right?" he lied. Tonia seemed to buy it, seeing that her eyes sparkled about the mention of you adventuring.
"I want to see them again! Bring them to our house for dinner, we have a lot to talk about!" Tonia cheered.
"They...they might be busy. How about next time?" Childe said, almost stopping himself when he remembered that those words were the same excuse he once used on you.
Tonia pouted, cupped her cheeks and turned to watch Anthon and Teucer play with each others fishing rods.
"Next time for sure!" she demanded.
After their outing, Childe decided to visit your home, to attempt to talk to you. He remembered the way to your house on instinct. He memorized the little alleyways only you two knew of back when you were only children.
How time flies, he thought. It brought a warm and nostalgic smile to his face and he couldn't help but feel warm inside whenever he reminisced those days.
He wanted to hang out with you again. He wanted to tag long with your adventures again. He knew of his past actions but his selfish side wanted to be your friend again.
Once he arrived and knocked on the door, he was met by your brother. Uh-oh, he just remembered how overprotective he was when it concerned you.
But Childe looked at him straight and asked if you were home. Judging by the deadly glint in your brothers eye and the obvious nerve that was visible by his jaw that he knew what went down in Liyue. But he controlled himself, due to the fact that you specifically told your brother to not cause trouble.
Or at least hurt Childe. Ahaha, wrong, I'm sorry bestie.
Your brother immediately punched Childe square on his jaw, making the latter fall back on his rear.
"Sorry, but they're not here." he gritted through his teeth. Childe's warrior instinct came in full swing and immediately shot up to return your brothers punch.
They've been at it for a while now. Not even the neighbours stopped them since they all knew that they both had done this before, dubbing it as "sparring sessions". But they both immediately stopped when your brother felt like all his rage have been let out. He sat beside Childe's form, laid out on the cold snow and trying to catch his breath.
"I missed our sparring sessions." Childe panted out, a smile adorned his face. Your brother snorted and groaned, massaging his sore jaw.
"It might be the last for a while." he said. They were both quiet and Childe knew it all too well. After a few moments "So, where are they really?" Childe asked.
"Out of town, they've gone on a commission for a few weeks. Can you believe that squirt? Went home just to get back out there the next second." your brother chuckled lowly.
He sighed and shook his head. "Why would you even do that to them, Ajax?"
"I...I don't even have an explanation."
"Bullshit, Ajax. Just bullshit."
...
"I really want to apologize to them. For losing that spark I felt when I was with them." Childe mumbled truthfully, at least this was the reason why he did that.
"If that really was it, why didn't you just break up with them? Why did you decide to hurt them even more? Hurt my sister/brother, Ajax!" your brother shouted.
Childe was still all this time, the guilt eating up his insides ever since. "I'm sorry. I really am."
Your brother scoffed and only splashed him with snow. "Tell that to them, you moron." he snickered and stood up, lending Childe a hand.
Your brother may be hard, firm and harsh but he's just looking out for you. Childe knew that.
"Care for some firewater?" your brother offered.
——
Weeks passed and Childe was getting used to the slow pace of life on his holiday. He contemplated all of his decisions and actions.
He wanted to make things right between you two, and so he waited for your return eagerly. He even practiced his apology speech!
He realized how much of a dick he was. How he would always cancel on you and instead go and hang out with Lumine. How he would forget certain occassions but wouldn't forget the Travelers birthday and spoil them on their special day.
He owes you an explanation. And three hours and a half worth of kneeling in front of you, no moving. He was ready to do that much just to be your friend again. You were his special person.
The one who had accepted him both as Ajax and Childe The Eleventh Harbinger. You hold a special place in his heart and you still do. Be it as his first love or his best friend.
He'll spend eons just to earn your trust back, if that's how long it takes so be it!
While he was in his room, pacing back and forth in front of his mirror reviting his apology, loud voices could be heard out his window.
It was Tonia, Anthon and Teucers excited voices, running towards a figure draped with a thick cloth. Childe examined who it was and his heart almost stopped and beat so fast.
It was You.
——
"[Name]!! You're back at last!" Tonia cried as she hugged you by your hip. You chuckled and began to ruffle her hair, as well as her two brothers.
"Here I am. So, were you all good children while I'm gone?" you teased as you crouched down to their level. The three nodded enthusiastically and Teucer even brought out the new toy his older brother gave him. "Big brother had brought me a new version of Mr. Cyclops! Isn't he cool?"
At the mention of Childe, your smile faltered a bit. He was here already. You hadn't prepared your heart and mind to face him yet.
But during the times you were gone and had a moment to reflect on yourself, you decided to move on. It's hard but it is needed. Besides he is also your best friend, you still want to see him in as your goofy childhood best friend.
You've been prepping yourself to face him. Talk to him and finally have some closure you both needed. You just didn't expect it to happen right now.
And there he was in all his glory, standing by the doorway of their house. A parallel to the night it all went down. Childe's eyes seemed to have a spark of life in them again. His eyes wide and his heart racing in an incredible speed.
He could feel his legs turn to jelly the moment he tried to take a step forward. You simply stood up, his siblibgs already racing towards their older brother. With a small smile you greeted him.
"Hello Ajax."
"....[name]"
Your name rolled off his tongue easily. Soft and sincere but you heard it well. "Would you like to invite me over?"
——
You were both seated in the drawing room of Childe's home. The place where the both of you, along with his siblibgs would play, chat and share stories by the fireplace.
You looked around to remember the good old times. And to bring yourself out of awkward suffering. You were seated in front of him, as far away as possible.
Childe simply watched you adore your surroundings while sipping on hot tea. He cleared his throat and decided to have some small talk.
"So uh, how have you been?"
You flinched and looked at him in surprise, your doe eyes widening. Childe noticed your reaction and was about to apologize for surprising you when you immediately responded calmly.
"Oh, well. I've been doing great. I've gone through a number of commissions and jobs from the guild. And I've contemplated on sone stuff..." you replied, looking down at your cup.
Right, this is the perfect chance!
"Ajax, we need to talk—"
"[Name], we need to talk—"
You both blinked in silence before erupting into laughter. You both missed this, the feeling of being comfortable with each other.
"Alright, you first—"
"Okay, you go ahead—"
Again, the genuine laughter. This has been one of the greatest things being in this friendship. You settled down from laughing and you gave him a soft smile.
"I guess you have something to tell me too huh?" Childe nodded and sighed. Here it is, the moment he's been anticipating for and feared at the same time.
"[name] I am...really sorry for what happened before. I should've been more honest to you. Should've been more honest to myself." Childe started.
"I shouldn't have dragged you on and on just because of my infidelity. You didn't deserve any of that treatment and I only have myself to blame for. And I would do everything to earn your trust again, I would do everything to be your best friend again."
"I truly am sorry."
You were silent for a while and Childe was getting really anxious. But if you did react violently, he'll welcome it.
"What about Lumine? Are you guys together now?" you asked and something inside Childe shattered a bit. Remembering that in his pursuit of this new love, he lost the only one who had been with him ever since.
"We...never got together. She doesn't feel the same way I did." he confessed.
You blinked, a selfish part of you saying "Ha! serves you right!". You were simply shocked at the the unexpected outcome. "Oh...I'm sorry to hear that."
"You...don't need to. I guess I only havr myself to blame for."
You simply sighed and traced the rim of the cup in your hand. "Did you lose interest in me, I suppose?" a small smile evident on your face.
"[Name] I...I suppose so." he admitted in defeat. Saying it now, Childe realized how bad he was before. Not just bad, the worst maybe.
"We would've avoided the painful stuff if only you just told me the truth. But at the time I might have told you to stay and be pathetic about it." you chuckled silly, knowing that in the past you just might do it, given the situation.
"I should hate you, honestly. I should be very angry at you right now and just beat you up. Because, I couldn't believe at how reckless you are." your voice raised an octave, all of your bottled up feelings pouring out.
But you knew better. It's no use getting angry at him now is there? Childe is actually encouraging you to get mad at him, he deserves it. At least that's what he thought.
"But you're also my friend. My reckless best friend" you chuckled along with him. "I couldn't ask for anyone else but you to stay as my friend. We practically grew up together! I'm not going to throw all those memories away just because of your stupidity." you finally said.
A smile adorned your beautiful face. A genuine smile. Childe slowly dat up, seeing your domewhat relieved expression. He has to admit, a smile suits you. And he found himself entranced with the you right now.
"So I say! Let's put the past behind us, and...can I have my best friend back?" you cheered as you stood up, holding out your hand to him.
Childe sport a boyish grin before laughing his heart out. And you missed seeing like that. The last time you saw him,his face spelled 'miserable'. And this is a fresh start for the both of you.
He took your hand and stood up. "You just got yourself a best friend for life. No refunds." You laughed at that statement.
——
Days passed and you two finally had the closure you both needed. You had let go of the past negativity and gained your best friend back again.
You both hung out like the usual, visited the place you frequent to as a child. It was a fun holiday and you couldn't ask for any better.
But why is it....that Childe still feels this emptiness inside him. But whenever you're around, he felt all warm and at home inside..
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a/n: it is very longgggggg but you guessed it! there'll be another part coz of that last sentence. I feel like i didn't do a good job at the last part but ehhhh..
tags: @tartaglia-please-come-home @s-kiyomi @cyanpasm @ilylifebutwhy @iamconstantlyinpain @raiiny-night
part iii 》
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