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lustylcve · 9 months ago
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★ — 𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑, genshin impact.
last updated, 021924
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MONDSTADT. 𝖺𝗇𝖾𝗆𝗈.
──── "to be free meant
something had to be given
as an exchange."
LIYUE. 𝗀𝖾𝗈.
──── "a contract could
never make me love you. and
that is because i already do."
INAZUMA. 𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖼𝗍𝗋𝗈.
──── "fear might have struck
me like lightning strikes the ground,
but i will never fear what i love."
SUMERU. 𝖽𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗋𝗈.
──── "knowledge might
be a blessing, but knowing,
and allowed to love you is so
much better."
FONTAINE. 𝗁𝗒𝖽𝗋𝗈.
──── "if i allow you to
judge my heart, will you
love it like i hope you will?"
NATLAN. 𝗉𝗒𝗋𝗈.
──── "to be made."
SNEZHNAYA. 𝖼𝗋𝗒𝗈.
──── "to be made."
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secretivemessenger · 2 years ago
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Harbingers Lover
Fatui harbingers x top male reader
Rating: NSFW
Warnings: OOC harbingers! Heavy fingering! Nipple play! Squirting! (Pantalone)! Riding! Pet names! Belly bulge! (Tartaglia)! Humiliation! Facefucking! Brat taming! (Scaramouche)! Lab sex! Rough sex! (Dottore)! missionary! Back scratching! Biting! (Capitano)! Manhandling! Soft to rough! (Pierro)!
Note: i know i said i won’t be writing long shit for a while since i had some lack of motivation- BUT, I suddenly got the urge to write this. So yeah 😀. Currently 4am so don’t mind if there is any mistakes
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Pantalone
Pantalone adores you a bit too much, he just loves you lots and is willing to give you anything you could ever want.
If you just simply want to ravish his pretty body then he’s all yours, or you just want to buy yourself a little treat then he’s more than willing to give you as much mora as you wish for.
One of the biggest and obvious benefits of being his lover is the things he gives you. He always likes to shower you with his gifts, it can be count as his love language.
And it specifically make him extremely happy when he see’s you wear something he gave to you. it’s insanely adorable how his eyes shone once when you wore the dark blue sweater he gave you.
Just as much as he likes to give you his little gifts, he also enjoys it when you do things for him. Like having you fill him up till he’s a sobbing mess, or just simply pampering and praising him while gently stroking at his hair.
Pantalone can also be very demanding. He is a very straight forward man after all. If he wants something he will not hesitate to get it. So if he wants you to just fuck him dumb right on top of his office then you’ll have to do it. Not like you’re complaining about it anyways.
His back was pressed down against his own desk, pantalone was bare naked for you while you still had your clothes on. The squelching sound of your fingers fucking inside his wet hole mixed perfectly with his sweet moans.
“Nghh…ahh please no more” pantalone let out a helpless cry. But instead of stopping you only moved your fingers faster. “Do you really wish for me to stop? Just say so and I’ll stop” you said with a smile looking directly at his eyes.
Biting his lips he gave it a thought before spatting with an adorable whine “please, give me more”. Giving him exactly what he wanted. You added a third finger and started fucking it in and out of him at a hight pace. His body couldn’t stop squirming around, back arched beautifully for you. He looked so mesmerising in such position.
Leaning down you gave his pecs a little kiss earning you a surprised gasp. Taking it as a sign you took his nipple inside your warm mouth, sucking at it harshly while twirling your tongue around it. Biting it every now and then. All that while still fingering him open.
His body was already an overstimulated mess, he himself was surprised he hasn’t come yet. But once you pulled out you fingers and replaced it with your cock, he couldn’t stop himself from squirting all over himself. He screamed your name loudly as it just kept coming out.
He looked quite fucked up even tho you just put it in. You wonder how would he last when you start fucking him silly with your cock.
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Tartaglia
Childe is the definition of the so called puppy boy. Probably because of his little habit of following you around like a little lost pup.
You don’t mind it, actually it’s the quite opposite, you find it extremely adorable the way he stalks behind you everywhere you go.
He wishes for nothing other than your satisfaction. He’s willing to do anything you want and give you everything you need without asking for a thing in return. 
If he were to take anything from you it would be the little praises when he does a good job for you. He finds his own satisfaction from pleasing you. Being a good boy for you is all he does.
He craves your touch all the time, even if he doesn’t ask for it you know that he just wants you close to him in anyway possible, he just wants the heat of your body against him. Still he doesn’t wish to be a greedy one fearing you’ll despise him after.
But in reality you’re more than willing to give him what he wants, after all he has been nothing other than a perfect puppy for you, and a good puppy deserves a reward for their hard work <3.
When you told him he can do anything he wanted with you he got so happy, you actually feared the smile he had on might rip his face apart from how wide it was.
He giggled at himself before telling you what he wanted “i want to ride you, please?” he said with hopeful eyes. And who were you to deny him after being such a good boy for you all this time. “Sure. Go ahead, please yourself”
And there he is, going up and down on your cock. You wanted to help him out but he specifically said to let him do things on his own.
He supported himself by placing his hands on your shoulders while you sat back against the couch. Watching the way he moves on your cock, the way it disappears inside of him and pop up against his tummy. He looked gorgeous with the way his eyes teared up you couldn’t help not to tease him.
Thrusting up against him with no warning made his knees feel weak, it made him squeal loudly. He looked up at you with teary eyes you almost felt bad. You just smiled at him and praised. “Cmon be a good pup and continue moving. Or do you want me to do it” he whined before answering “I’ll do it”.
He continued to abuse his hole on his own as you just watched him like he was some kind of a show. He looked like mess, as his cock leaked lots of precum. Your cock bulging against his stomach was the cutest thing ever, you barely held back on just slamming him on the couch and fucking him on your own. But you have to respect your darling’s wish. So you let him continue on his own, for now atleast.
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Scaramouche
Scaramouche is the polar opposite of childe. He is the actual definition of an arrogant little brat, If it wasn’t obvious already.
He has a bad habit of looking down on people especially those who he deems nothing but weak mortals.
He even looks down on you, His lover. Constantly raising his voice at you, ordering you around like you’re one of his subordinates. If someone saw you they would not believe that you have such special bond together.
He’s absolutely not the type to show affection, especially when in public. He feels like falling in love is such a humiliating thing and that everyone looks down on him for it. So he makes sure to act arrogantly with you when there is people around. To show them that he still have the dominant hand.
But do you care about his behaviour? No not at all. He can continue acting like a brat as much as he wants, it just gives you better satisfaction when you start breaking his little pride Till he’s nothing but a putty at your mercy.
He can say whenever he wants to you in public but you know damn well you can very much easily just bend him over anytime and have your way with him.
You seated yourself on the little chair while looking in-front of you as scaramouche stood there, fiddling with his fingers nervously. Why? He himself doesn’t know reason.
“On your knees” you said in a rather calm voice.
Hearing your words made his little ego drop. And it made anger rise in him. YOU want HIM to get on his knees? Just because your his lover you think you have the power to order him around like that. “Huh who do you think you are”
It honestly started to get irritating, and it just made the thought of breaking him grow more inside of you. “Hurry up and get on your knees instead of making things worse for yourself”. Your sudden change in tone made his body shiver, he didn’t know why but his body reacted on it’s own. Swallowing up his pride and getting down on his knees between your legs, letting out a small whine.
“Suck me off” these three words made his face heat up real quick. He looked up at you like you were crazy or something. The shock being too great he forgot how to talk. “You go the easy way out do it on your own, or i can just shove my cock down your throat on my own.” A mischievous smile spread against your face “which one would you prefer hmm?”
Gosh how could you say such things with a straight face. It made him embarrassed, he would never admit it tho. He was too deep in his thoughts to even realize the amount of time that had passed, the patience you had quickly drained. “I guess your choice is the latter”. Your words snapped him out of his thoughts, but it was already too late for him
It’s like his consciousness stopped for a moment and when it returned your cock was already deep down his throat. A little glare was all he could give, but it only made you chuckle at his pathetic move.
If he continues to be a brat then just fuck it out of him, yes it’s that easy. Grab his hair and shove him down till he kisses your abdomen. Watch while he grips at your thighs for support. Tears running down his face uncontrollably, droll dripping down his chin. He looked fucked out already even tho you just started. And you weren’t gonna stop till he’s nothing but an obedient doll for you.
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Dottore
Dottore views everything as an experiment, even the relationship you both have was nothing but a mere experiment to him. Until these “feelings” got involved.
Dottore was someone who had little to no understanding of human emotions. Let alone ‘love’. But being with you changed that, you were destined to be with him. Or so he believes.
He believes that you’re meant to teach him all the things that he doesn’t know or understand. And with time he became obsessed with you, so much to the point where he’s willing to take anything your able to give to him.
You’re his just like he’s yours. He won’t mind being your little toy, as long as you keep teaching him all these new things. Especially about his body. Together you explored all the parts of his body that could give him the feeling of euphoria.
Learning all of these new things about his body was certainly interesting, not just for him but for you too. You observed the way his body would react to every touch you make on it.
His reactions always leaves you in aww. No matter how many times you fuck him dumb it would always feel like the first time.
Fucking him in his lab is always hot. Knowing that anyone could possibly enter, a fatui agent, a harbinger, or one of his clones. But thats the fun part of it.
Pressing his face against the wall, while you thrust in and out of him. One hand holding his waist, and the other pulling on his harness.
His muffled up moans is all he could let out as you continued to ram his used hole. He couldn’t stop his hips from pushing back against you. Begging for even more fraction. “Please sir.. fuck me harder” he said while looking back at you with temping eyes.
Snapping your hips against his harshly while pulling back his harness. It made his eyes roll back from the pleasure. Head clouded with lust and only one thought, he wants to cum so soo bad. But when he wanted to jerk himself off you thrusted directly on his prostate. It made his hands shoot up to hold onto the wall for support.
You continued fucking against him, hitting his pleasurable spot over and over again. “Instead of playing with your cock, why don’t we see if you can cum with only your ass hmm. What do you think?” you whispered near his ears making a shiver run up his spine.
Letting out a loud breath “fuck me harder then” a mocking smile spread on his face despite the fact that it’s soaked in tears and drool.
“What a greedy whore. Alright you asked for it”. if he wanted it this way then he have no right to complain after about how sore his body feels.
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Capitano
Capitano is very much clueless about relationships and such. Because he’s so new to this he knows nothing about it so you’re gonna have to teach him little by little.
Go easy on and don’t rush him. Start by the simple things of how to enjoy some quality time together. A little date, a walk around together, or just having a small chat in his office. Doing that will deepen the relationship you two have.
After you get closer he’ll become more comfortable to physical touch’s. At first small little peaks is all he can do but in no time he was able to last in heavy make out sessions. Grip at his waist and pull him closer to deepen the kiss, listen to how he whines in the middle of the kiss. It’s all new to him to the point of it becoming overstimulating.
He was very sensitive to the kisses you too shared not knowing about the amount of pleasure he can get from other parts of his body. Starting with overstimulating his nipples to ramming your fingers against his prostate. All the new things he started experiencing with you were incredibly overwhelming, yet it felt fucking amazing.
He now looks forward to it everytime that you call him over for some tension release.
You had no idea why capitano called you in first. Usually when you wanted to do anything together you’ll be the one who have to make the first move. Well guess things change.
The moment you arrived you knew why he called you in because of the way he was acting. And you were honestly quite tempted to tease him, but you know better than to do that. Because he can kill you off just as fast. So you jumped straight to the point.
Seating yourself perfectly between his legs, already balls deep inside of him resulting in a deep groan to be let out from him. “Ngh.. hurry up and move already” chuckling at his demanding words “yes sir”. Before starting to slowly pull out till only the tips inside, and ramming back inside.
The satisfaction of being stretched open felt so good. Capitano wrapped his hands around you for support. Digging his nails in your back. “Loosen up a bit. My dick can barely breath” you said w a light laugh.
With a deep sigh. He tried to relax so you can move easily inside of him. Your thrusts started growing in speed bit by bit. As deep moans escape capitano.
Leaning down you started sucking at his neck which added to the pleasure he was feeling. Leaving hickeys all over it before biting it out of nowhere. He would’ve screamed if he didn’t mange to hold himself back. He Shot a glare at you which quickly disappeared once your movement speed increased.
His eyes became dazed as the pleasure was starting to get too overwhelming for him. For someone like him he was very sensitive. It’s truly adorable. It just makes you want to ravish him even more, turn him into your perfect toy.
But maybe you shouldn’t say that out loud. You still wish to hold on to your head after all.
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Pierro
Pierro might as well be considered the most ‘calm’ of the other harbingers. He lived for far too long, and has experienced a fair amount of relationships to understand what he’s doing.
A life as pierros lover is real calm and relaxing, you have no arguments, great communication, and a nice relationship overall.
The most struggle pierro have is being the leader of the harbingers. He is always expected to be so strong and smart, everyone thinks that he can and will do everything for the fatui. And he will. Yet it’s still quite tiring.
All the work he have to do always gets him so stressed. he just wants someone to take care of him. Someone to love him. And who else is there for him other than his precious lover.
You’re there to him. you’ll treat him just like he deserves. With love and care. And maybe some roughness too.
You just can’t deny how good it feels when you look down on the 1st fatui harbinger like that. Laying naked, legs spread wide open.
The way you can see your cock go in and out of him had you staring intensely. How you wish to fuck him so roughly but you care too much to mess him up more than his work is doing. You know how stressful his work is, so you have to push your urges and just focus on pleasing your lover. Continuing to fuck softly against him.
Of course pierro noticed you holding back. Honestly his pride was hurt a bit because maybe you thought he couldn’t handle a more rough play. “No need to hold back. I can take it” he said it so confidently. Hearing his words was like a switch.
Flipping him around so easily made a shrinking sound to be let out by him. His face pressed against the mattress while his ass presented itself so beautifully infront of you.
Holding down his waist you didn’t hesitate to push roughly inside of him again. He was the one who told you that you can be more rough. So you did just that. Going in and out of him in such roughly manner made the volume of his voice rise, which was pleasant to hear due to the fact that he’s mostly quiet during sex.
Pierro continued to enjoy the feeling of your cock fucking his hole. He didn’t mind the roughness of your movement, it was actually very arousing to him. Even a man like pierro like’s to be manhandled every once in a while.
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aimfor-theheart · 1 year ago
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Act I, Part I
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|| kaeya alberich x afab!reader || E/18+ || hurt/comfort/fluff || wc: 13k || ao3 || masterlist || Act I, Part II -> ||
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When you, a beloved artist and performer of Mondstadt, attract the attention of the Fatui, there is only one person you seek out for help; the infamous Cavalry Captain of the Ordo Favonius, Mondstadt's beloved bastard.
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❀ for you are the world (as i am in pieces) - @lorelune ❀
a/n: it is finally here!!! this is apart of a lovely collab with my buddy @lorelune that you should check out!! i've linked their fic above!! thank you so much to @acerathia for beta reading this!!! this is the first act of three that will be posted but this act has been broken into two parts because tumblr hates long posts so i will link that shortly as well! everything will also be on ao3!! thank you so much and i'd love to hear your thoughts!! <33
tags: afab reader (she/her pronouns but is rather gender fluid/binds her chest sometimes and presents both femme and masc), alcohol use, mentions of kidnapping, mentions of stalking/full on stalking from the fatui to the reader, eventual smut (not in this chapter), mentions of heartbreak/abandonment issues, bodyguard au technically, fake dating au technically
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SCENE I
Our story begins first in the open night, beneath torchlight and on an ancient, well-loved stage in Springvale. And then our world should open up to the wilderness, to the Mondstadt streets, until we end up in Kaeya’s home; it’s as mysterious and stylish as he is. Everything could or couldn’t tell you everything about him, everything might or might not mean something to the Cavalry Captain. 
The night sky shudders into shades of endless plum blue, kissed with silver-burnt stars and the gentle curve of a sweet moon. 
Kaeya’s eye catches its brilliance, reflects it back like it was made from the very same moonbeam, the very same starshine. 
You roar to life in the darkness.
Fire bursts from your mouth in a red-gold crush of heat, swinging in an arc around your head to illuminate you. 
The audience cheers, hollering and clapping, murmuring excitedly at the way you leap from your pedestal above the stage into a crouch. 
Your costume twinkles, shimmery and scale-like, jangling like mora in the pocket. It’s slinky, baring midriff and thigh, the curve of your bare feet, ankles and wrists adorned in jingling, scale-like jewelry. Your hair is wild, horns twisting out from your head. 
It’s cute, Kaeya thinks, watching with an amused, little smile. 
“The dragon careened from the sky and bore down on the knight!” Your narrator exclaims and with a flash of movement, you and the other actor clash in the darkness. Your fire lights up the stage only briefly, to catch another flash of movement, before plunging back into darkness. And then again, a burst of flames in another sharp picture;
The knight’s sword raised above his head to strike you down. 
Darkness. 
Before your fire explodes out in a plume to make the knight stagger back. The audience gasps. 
You twist and turn and move serpentine, fluid like water, or the licks of your flames. 
Kaeya hasn’t seen you perform in awhile, perhaps years, but it brings back memories of childhood. 
The way you’d light up a room and perform whether it was to sing or dance or entertain.
As a child, you were bursting with it, with freedom and joy. He remembers nights in Ragnvindr manor, tucked away in smoky parlors with adults who cooed to you, who encouraged you to sing for them, to play the piano or violin. He remembers candlelight and the way it seemed to glow brighter for you as you opened your mouth and let all of that wonder out of you. 
Your audience adores you here, too, out here in Springville, at this little outdoor theater which is perhaps just a couple half-hazard pieces of wood nailed together. Nonetheless, you make it feel like the rocky terrain of Dragonspine. 
And by the end, your audience is hooting and hollering, on their feet, perhaps a little drunk, but adoring nonetheless. 
Though it’s nice to see you perform, that isn’t exactly why he’s here tonight. 
He sips at the mug of ale in front of him, leaning back in his chair. 
He waits until you appear again in plain clothes, changed from your pretty costume, fresh faced. 
And my, my are you popular. Everyone stops to talk to you, to snag you, to hug and hold you and laugh with you. He can tell, though, that you’re making your way to him as the night grows later and longer.
He waits.
Until you are in front of him once more, moon a halo above your head. 
“Riveting performance.” He purrs. 
“Captain Kaeya,” you say his name like it bursts sweet and sharp on your tongue. 
He says your name in return, honeyed and slow, taking you in all your glory. 
Then you say, “you came,”  and your smile is an infectious little twist of lips. 
“Of course I did.” He responds easily, looking up at where you’re standing in front of him, and then as if it was innate, only natural of him, “you asked me to.” 
Your eyes flicker just behind him, catch someone in the darkness, before settling back on him. 
Call it instinct, but he feels his hackles rise, hair on the back of his neck stand up. Kaeya knows danger well and can feel it now, the way you can smell a storm that is approaching. 
You offer him your hand, palm up, and in the firelight of the torches around you, it shimmers in his vision, dancing with shadows. 
He quirks a brow at you.
“Your place or mine?” He asks.
“You’re not even going to get me a drink first?” You ask, feigning scandal. 
Kaeya feels the corner of his mouth tick up, “call me impatient.” He says, but he finally puts his hand in yours, envelopes it in his and realizes he has not taken your hand in many years. Perhaps not since you were children together. Your hands have grown, but so have his. Calluses rough up against your smooth, soft palm.
So untouched. So unscarred. Soft as–
“Yours.” You say decisively.
And you pull him up and into the fray of people, into the sweet night, turning away to guide him but with your hand still in his. He trails after you and if it looks suggestive, if there are some hollers and calls to you–
“The good captain, even?” A fellow actor of yours crows, ale sloshing in his mug, “is there no one in Mondstadt safe from your wiles?” 
“Not a soul,” you vow with a laugh and the group roars with cheers, drinks spilling. 
“Don’t tell me you two are leaving already!” Another says, “the night is still young!”
“All the more reason to leave now,” Kaeya sings and there is even more uproar, whistles and suggestive howls. 
You seize his hand tighter and pull him closer, pick up your pace as if to show your eagerness, leaving all their laughs and hollering behind. 
Your shadow persists, though, and Kaeya doubles his step to get closer, to sidle up next to your side. To guard your back. 
“Been awhile,” Kaeya hums, “you must be desperate to have reached out to me.” 
“Well, in all of Mondstadt, I could think of no one else I’d rather have.” You grin at him and the trouble is, you’re being honest. He can feel it, or perhaps he just wants to, that you would want his presence beyond this, beyond–
As you wander over trails and stones back to the city, hand always in his, he helps you along, or keeps after you like an eager dog. He lifts you off of a stone ridge you climbed, hands fitting along your waist like they belong there. He laughs when you dart away from him, chasing after you only to catch you around the middle, letting you yelp and twist in his hold, tossing your head back onto his shoulder to laugh up into the heavens. 
It feels like he’s a child again, a teenager, stepping through time and into another. Nostalgia rips at him, tugs at the seams of him. He wonders if you feel it, too, but doubts it. 
Not with the person loping not too far behind, keeping distance but not too much. Not enough. 
The gates of Mondstadt are alight with torches. 
You walk backwards to face him and for a moment, he really does almost lose his footing, because there is something so bewitching about you. He can’t stop looking, the curl of your smile, or the raise of your brow. It’s a natural sort of beauty, one born from within, he thinks, something in you that’s just so–
Wonderful. 
And then you turn back over your shoulder and take off, pulling him after you. Nimbly, he is your shadow. Footsteps on cobblestone, clattering together, until you yank him into a dark little alcove. You press your back up against the stone curve, pulling him by the front of his uniform so that he crowds you, shrouds over you. 
“Kaeya–” you say his name a little breathlessly and it echoes in Mondstadt stone streets, voice throwing so that someone could hear you. Will hear you. 
He’s quick to catch on, ducking his head into the crook of your neck, though not close enough to touch. 
Your follower has paused at the entrance of this alley. Kaeya  can see the shadow in the torchlight.
You suddenly pinch his ear hard enough to make him yelp a little. 
You laugh, but it’s warm and sultry, head falling back against the stone like you’ll give him more room. 
“Right here?” He asks, but his gaze glances past you, at your follower. 
You nod to his real question, but pitch your voice up in the charade, “please–” 
The sound makes him flush a little. 
And it makes your shadow scurry away when he realizes what you’re getting up to, clearly embarrassed, or in the least, shy about being a voyeur. Kaeya fights the urge to snort. 
He does realize your hand is still curled in the front of his uniform. And the column of your throat is exposed, pretty, and open for the taking. 
He focuses squarely ahead, listening closely to see where the footsteps have gone. 
He only catches the grin on your face out of the corner of his eye, before you suddenly let out a louder, lewder moan. 
He shushes you, almost reflexively, but he has to fight the urge suddenly to laugh. You do start to giggle this time and although it still sounds deeply intimate, he covers his hand over your mouth so you can laugh into his palm. So that you won’t blow your own ruse. 
You keep this up until he finally takes your hand and pulls you away from the wall. You stumble with him, until he’s got you tucked up under his arm. 
You’re still laughing a bit, clearly pleased with yourself, as he takes you a strange, meandering way to his own place. Your follower is gone, perhaps for the night off, assuming that you’ll be in Kaeya’s bed. He wonders if your shadow will find you again come morning or if he’ll scout out Kaeya’s own place for the night.
He leads you into his own apartment building, up the wooden stairs, and into his home. For an apartment, it’s rather spacious. Open. There’s a balcony off the bedroom, one that overlooks a great deal of Mondstadt’s streets. The bustling world below and the peaks of Mondstadt’s skyline above. It’s his favorite part. 
Once the door is shut and the lock nestled into place, you finally drop the act. 
His hand leaves yours, body leaves yours, for the first time that he’s seen you tonight and instantly, he can feel the rush of cold ease in. 
“Make yourself at home,” he says, slinging off his own coat, setting his boots to the side. 
He wanders in only to collapse on his sofa, eyeing you as you toe off your own shoes and carefully hang your own jacket beside his. 
He forgets sometimes, what it's like, to have someone else here. 
To have a coat beside his own, shoes kissing his. 
“I take it you figured out my letter?” You ask, padding deeper into his home. 
Kaeya smiles, “well, you can imagine my surprise when Jean handed it to me.” 
“Jean saw that?” You ask, eyes rounding out in horror. “Does she think–does she know we’re not actually–?”
“Sleeping together? Romantically entangled?” Kaeya asks, standing suddenly to move to his office. You follow tentatively after him, only to watch him rifle through his desk and produce the very letter in question.
The envelope is covered in lipstick marks. 
“You could’ve been a little more discreet.” He says, before inhaling a little sharply, “did you spray your perfume on this?” 
“Do you like it?” You ask in return, “it’s new.” 
He laughs, low and soft, “it’s nice. I think you traumatized Jean, though.” 
“I wanted people to be too embarrassed to look inside the letter.” You retort, “clearly, I succeeded.” 
“That you did.” He agrees, “and even if they did–”
An excited glow comes to your eyes, “did you figure it out?” 
“Well, I knew it was some sort of code since the content of the letter was—fabricated, to say the least.” 
“What? You don’t remember our clandestine trysts? I’m hurt—“ 
“You’re very clever.” Kaeya says then unabashedly and he thinks you melt a little at the praise. Or at least, you quiet down. “And it seems you’re in quite a bit of trouble.” 
When you speak this time, it’s hushed, like you’re worried someone is listening now somehow. 
“Can you help me? I had no idea who to turn to without tipping them off.” 
“Well, if it’s one thing I’m good at, it’s dealing with secrets.” He muses, but then he gazes at your letter again, perhaps scouring the contents of it once more. 
On the surface, it seems like a love letter, filled with winding, romantic phrases and memories of old; romps under star bright skies and hurried instances in the library. Nostalgic flashes of youth, when you danced the nights away with him. It details a sort of on and off again fling that neither of you can seem to quit. 
But beyond that, there are ciphers, a code to uncover. And Kaeya pulls a slip of paper from another drawer of his desk, lays it out on the surface. Your true message reads very clearly in his messy scrawl;
Help. Fatui watching. Must be careful. 
Kaeya gestures to the chair across from his large desk. You sink down into it with a nervous little breath. 
“How long has this been going on?” He asks and perhaps the air changes, or the way his shoulders settle back. It’s the voice he uses as captain, twinged with authority and coolness.
“I noticed them following me about a month ago. Maybe longer, though.” You answer. 
“Do you have any inclination as to why?” Kaeya asks now and he sets your letter aside. 
You take your bottom lip between your teeth for a moment and Kaeya watches the movement, before you release it. 
“It isn’t a secret that I’m not their biggest fan.” You finally answer. “I tend to toy with them if they get too close.” 
Much like Diluc, you harbor a deep loathing for the Fatui. 
You are a vocal and known defender of Mondstadt’s freedom from Fatui and their meddling hands. Notoriously, you’ve openly mocked them on stage and even worse, outwitted them in social entanglements. At every turn, when they tried to use your family’s name, coerce you financially, or corner you with social politics, you’ve managed to weasel by. They have tried endlessly to get you to bend to their whims, whatever they might be, and you have refused. 
For the past few years, they have tried desperately to get someone as loved and known in Mondstadt in their pockets. 
And for years, you’ve escaped them. 
You’ve done much to outwit them. You’ve caused all out personal brawls between underlings, made a fool of yourself at one of the largest balls between nations, led them on wild goose chases that amounted to nothing, and even gone so far as to reveal salacious scandals to get your way. 
Socially, in a battle of wits, you are a wicked opponent. 
But physically? You are a sitting duck. And as beautiful as those flames of yours are on stage, you’ve never once used them in battle. 
Kaeya remembers you as a child, trying to keep up with Jean and Diluc, well on their way to being knights, and all you did was cry and cry and cry.
It was so clear you were never meant for battle, always been more of a lover, in his mind. Crybaby that you were, you were meant for the arts; your sword a pen, your battle cry a song. 
“No,” Kaeya agrees, “but many people are not fans of the Fatui, to varying degrees of vocalness. I can’t imagine they’d be so foolish as to target the very Heart of Mondstadt for no other reason than your disapproval or mischief now.” 
The world has coined you Mondstadt’s Heart. It’s Light, it’s Shooting Star. You are as close to an adored princess (—and you’d scoff at the idea of royalty, like a true Mondstadtian—) as you can get in this nation and though you carry the bloodline of Imunlaukr, you have spent your days with the everyday man. You traveled and performed and dined and drank with those far from nobility. 
As soon as he and Jean and Diluc had joined the knights, you had already joined an acting troupe. You were already off, free as a bird, to compose and write and perform and sing and dance your way across Mondstadt. Across the world. 
But you always flew back home.
At one point, he’d been close to you perhaps, in his youth. You’d grown up alongside him and Diluc and Jean.
He always assumed, actually, that you and Diluc would—
Well, you’re both the beloved figures of Mondstadt. 
It’s light and dark, truthfully, blessed by the Pyro Archon.
But everything had fallen apart when—
Kaeya had assumed you’d sided with Diluc and never wished to see him again. Or, in the least, you had nothing good to say to him. You’d never been rude to him, but he’d kept his distance nonetheless. 
Perhaps for fear of your scorn. Perhaps he couldn’t face it. Of all the people who could scold him or reject him, yours felt particularly hard for him. He blames it on your otherwise playful and loving nature; to be despised by one of the sweetest of Mondstadt would be hard to stomach. 
You used to write to him, more than just coded letters when you were in grave danger. But slowly, the letters stopped, and he assumed Diluc must’ve said something or—
Your paths were easy to keep from crossing.
Kaeya deals in secrets and shadows and is busy with the knights.
And you deal in brilliant light and open-hearts, your whole life on a stage. 
Nonetheless, he’s surprised by your warmth.
“What are you thinking?” You ask softly and the way you’ve said it makes him think you could tell his mind was spiraling.
Kaeya sets down your letter, “that you’ll have to stay here for the night if you’d like your little shadow to believe your ruse.”
You open your mouth, perhaps to protest, to ask again—what are you really thinking about?
But you don’t.
“I suppose I’ll have to crash on your couch.” You answer, before a wry smile curls at your lips, “unless you’d like to stage a grand argument where I storm out.” 
“You’re still trouble.” Kaeya hums, eyeing you perhaps more fondly than he should.
“And you were my partner in crime once! Don’t tell me you wouldn’t now—“
“I would, if it benefited us.” He assures you, smiling himself, “but for now, I think keeping up a false relationship for the eyes of others may help us a great deal.” 
“Is this your way of asking me out?” You tease. 
“I think it would give me an excuse to be around you frequently to protect you. No one would think twice about two lovers recently rekindled.” 
“Surely, I don’t need—“
“In the least, I’d like to observe your observer.” Kaeya says smoothly, and then, “you’re not seeing anyone else, are you? We won’t have to worry about your real lover, do we?” 
The question hangs in the air for a moment, suspended.
“No,” you say then, something strange in your voice, a little shake of your head, “what about you?”
“I’m far too busy with the Knights of Favonius for a relationship.” Kaeya says flippantly, forcing his voice to remain even. “At least that makes things less complicated.” 
“Right,” you agree and there is a moment of silence as the situation settles around the two of you. There’s a shyness in the silence, a sudden uncertainty. Kaeya does not do well in it. And apparently neither do you, because at the same time, you both try to say;
“You can take my bed for–”
“I’m sorry to intrude on–”
You both laugh a little and try again;
“You’re not intru–” 
“I can’t take your–!” 
Silence again. 
Your eyes meet and there is a smile in the corners of them, laughing eyes, crinkled with their life.
He opens his mouth to speak again but this time, you lurch forward and beat him to it, “I can’t take your bed!” 
“I’ll change the sheets, if that’s what you’re worried about.” He says easily.
“No! It’s your bed and I’ve just–dropped in on your life!” You exclaim, voice pitching upwards. Dramatic little thing that you are.
But Kaeya can’t help but feel as if it’s a little true, not in any horrible way, rather in a way that is worse;
It feels poignant. 
Right, even. 
To have you fall back into his life the way you used to fall as a child, reckless and with wild laughter. 
“Not at all,” Kaeya says and he finds, surprisingly, that he means it, “besides, the couch is comfortable–”
“Then I can take it.” You counter. 
“No, I’m afraid it’s my home and I’ve already decided” 
“Kaeya.” You say, as if to scold him.
He says your name in return, in the same tone, as if to mock you.
Eyes locked again, Kaeya takes you in fully. 
After all these years, you have only grown all the more beautiful. Everyone knew you would be, but somehow you’re more than he remembers, a full bloom, a perfectly ripened fruit. A fledged angel. You’re more than he could ever fathom, somehow in his home, after years, and showing him a warmth and kindness he perhaps doesn’t deserve. 
Faintly, he wonders if he should work up the courage to apologize. 
For what exactly, he can’t name. 
(But for years now, he has felt the urge to apologize. To everyone. For everything. And yet it will never loosen from his throat, lodged there, down deep.)
“Would you like to borrow clothes to sleep in, too?” He asks and if his eye skips down to your body briefly, he is quick to avert it. 
Sheepishly, as sweet as ever, you smile and say, “if you wouldn’t mind.”
“Not at all,” he purrs and then he stands, stretches a little, hands raised above his head. “Shall we?” He asks and begins to move towards the door. 
You stand to follow him.
“Kaeya,” you say suddenly, his name flying from your mouth like a freed bird. 
He pauses in the doorway, the arch between two places; where you are and aren’t. One foot in and one foot out. 
He can tell by the look on your face, so painfully expressive, shuddering with several emotions, that you want to say much. You’re like an open book for him to plainly read, so vulnerable. 
He hopes you won’t say a thing, doesn’t think he can quite bear to hear it. 
“Thank you.” Is what you settle on and it’s soft, painfully earnest. 
Kaeya swallows, hides it all behind an easy, flippant smile, “of course.” 
And he turns away from you, turns his back on your seeking face because he can’t be what you find, doesn’t want you to pry. Your eyes are too searching and he has to be careful, so careful–
He gives you soft, worn clothes of his. He is careful not to look too long at how you fill their shape, or how you look with your hair undone or your face free of stage makeup. 
He is sure all the world wishes to know you this way. 
He tries not to make you laugh or smile and is certainly careful not to hold your gaze. 
He sleeps with his eyepatch on, shirt carefully buttoned and irritatingly twisted up over his body.
He stares up at the ceiling of his living room as you lay in his bed and he forces himself to think 0f anything but, to think of his duties in the morning, or the look on your face all those years ago. 
Why are you being so kind to him?
He turns the question over in his mind like a coin, over and over and over, as if it may land on a side and reveal to him an answer.
He hardly sleeps. 
And in the morning, the birds sing and so do you, humming under your breath as you dorn your clothes from the night before. 
“My great walk of shame,” you sing with a laugh. “Hopefully all of Mondstadt notices.” 
“Wait,” he says and the morning sun makes him lighter, your laugh brightens his whole home, and he disappears into his room momentarily to fetch his bottle of cologne. 
If he were a worse man, he would dab it onto your neck with his own fingers.
But instead, he hands you the bottle, “if you’d like them all to really talk.” 
You laugh again, full bellied and beautiful. So beautiful that you put the morning bells to shame.
You dab it on your neck, against your pulse points, the smell of sweet mint and amber, something boozy, almost like bourbon, hangs in the air and–and you smell like him. And your own perfume, the crush of vanilla and dark berries. 
They’d almost compliment each other.
And then you hang in his doorway like the light beams that linger as the morning turns to day and finally you say, “it was good to see you again.” 
“You’ll be seeing much more of me now,” he replies breezily. 
“And I’m glad for it.” You tell him, “at least something good has come of this.” 
He swallows hard. He averts his gaze from you and onto the Mondstadt streets beyond. The birds that flutter and coo as the day blossoms and grows. 
“Go,” he says gently, “and spread your rumors about us.”
You laugh again and promise to do just that, skip in your step, as you turn to take on the world as if not a thing could touch you. 
And he shuts the door quickly–to his apartment and home, and to his heart. 
He doesn’t dare think about it as he throws the lock into place.
But he’ll hum the tune you were singing this morning for the rest of the day and well into evening.
When he sleeps that night, it is with the thought of your form burning in his bed the night before and he thinks if he prayed much, he’d say oh Archons, what have I done? What have I gotten into? 
What does the world have in store for me now?  
***
SCENE II 
In Angel’s Share, warm and glowing, a love shared between the patrons. 
You— have the uncanny, incredible talent of prying open all that is around you, so that it bursts sweet like a ripe fruit into your waiting hands. You have known this since you were a child; if you listen, the world will reveal its secrets to you. If you sang, something sang back. And when you danced, all was moved with you. 
And now, all that world seems to hang on your every breath, the tavern hushed as your voice carries over the sounds of a lyre. All the patrons’ faces are relaxed, open for you, as you sing. 
Venti plays beside you, fingers plucking carefully, stroking into a fuller sound as your voice carries and rises. 
It’s a slinky little song, playful and flirtatious, heart-warming as the room coos and sighs. Not a soul is spared–and they never are, Venti always tells you with a laugh. You can feel it, the energy that simmers, that you manage to reach for and control. 
You’re singing about love. You don’t do it often. 
But the song is an old one, about young lovers, and petal blossoms. Spring fevers and moonshine. You trill and chirp like a bird, voice soaring and floating above the room. 
Until the last note blooms from your mouth and the patron’s of Angel’s Share erupt into applause. 
You hadn’t planned on singing tonight, only sitting with Venti and Diluc at the bar. But, as what often happens on lovely, slow-warming nights of spring, the tavern fills and the customers beg for a song as they grow drunker and louder. 
You know they will likely ask you for one more—a rowdier one that you will kick up your feet to and dance. You will clap and stomp and pull a drinking man into your arms briefly and everyone will hoot and cheer as you teach someone clumsier than you how to dance to your tune, for a moment so that he might see the world the way you do.
Or hear it with your ears.
They never quite can keep up, but it’s fun nonetheless.
And then, for Diluc’s sake, you will play a slow, soft tune with a violin perched on your shoulder. It will be an old drinking song that you have slowed and made into a minor chord so it rings with melancholy and not cheer. 
But it will lull the patrons and urge them to leave for the night, arm and arm, bumping shoulders.
You will help Diluc clean up and he will urge you to head home, too. Venti will linger, though hardly lift a finger.
For now, though, you retreat from your place of spotlight to take up your stool at the bar once more. Venti perched up beside you. 
“Another round, barkeep!” He announces.
Diluc looks flatly at you, before his eyes shift to Venti and drawl, “with what money?” 
“I’ll pay for it, Diluc.” You pipe up and he sighs and shakes his head like he always does. 
(He never charges you for them, anyways. You’ll still try to leave money for the both of you at the end of the night.) 
Instead, he says, “that was quite the song.” As he sets a glass of valberry wine in front of you; it is one of your favorites. 
For Venti, an ale.
“A love song!” Venti adds, waggling his brows as he loops his hand around the mug of ale. He takes a large sip, throat working, gulping it down far quicker than he should be. 
“I was in the mood,” you say breezily, lifting one of your shoulders in an easy shrug.
Diluc cocks an eyebrow but otherwise does not press you. He returns to wiping down the bar. 
Unlike Venti, who slams his mug back down onto the bar (sloshing some of the ale and Diluc, the poor man, sighs as he runs his rag over the splash) and wipes his mouth with the back of his hand before saying, “you’re seeing someone!”
Now, technically, you are supposed to be sharing this little rumor in hopes of it spreading like wildfire.
But lying to Venti? To Diluc—
About Kaeya, no less. 
So instead, you say, “I wouldn’t say that, per se.” 
Venti pounces excitedly, “but there is someone! Who is it? Do we know them?” 
You swallow. Though you are an actor, you are hardly a liar and even now, it turns your stomach over itself to do it. You’ve never been good at lying; your heart has always been on your sleeve, emotions written so plainly across your face. Lying makes your skin itch, you can hardly ever do it, even rarer can you pull it off. 
“Well,” your voice goes high.
“We do, don’t we?” Venti asks, impish grin hooked onto his lips. .
He mistakes you for shyness or awkwardness over a crush, rather than nerves or guilt. You let him. 
Venti is a dear friend of yours and has been for several years now. It was a sort of instant connection with him; even stranger and more wonderful than that, once the world had given him to you, it had felt like he’d always been in your life, at your side. Your bard. Your drinking and dancing partner. Your confidant and mischievous accomplice. The games the two of you play are far beyond anyone else; you send each other all over Mondstadt with scavenger hunts and puzzles–for new sheet music he’s written for you to sing or exciting news you wish to tell him– tongue twisters and poems, cherished clues and inside jokes. Your letters are often in code or riddle. The two of you are always disappearing to secret places and hiding spots. 
He’s your dearest companion. 
Lying to him troubles you greatly. 
You’ll have to ask Kaeya if you can tell him, if you could explain to Diluc that–
Still, you swallow, “you do, yes.” 
“Let me guess!” Venti then says, tapping his chin in contemplation. And for a moment, you have half a mind to lead him down a riddle, instead of this guessing game. The wine is muddling your head, though. “Is it Franz?” Venti asks. 
You laugh, surprised, shaking your head quickly; Franz is a fellow actor. He’s great fun but—
“Franz is seeing Emil!” 
“It’s not Rosaria, is it?” Venti then asks, “I thought you said that was a one off sort of—“
“It’s not Rosaria!” You cut him off, cheeks suddenly blossoming into an embarrassed heat as you glance at Diluc. Venti had been the only one who knew about that. 
Until now, of course. 
You smile sheepishly.
“Rosaria?” Diluc questions, surprised as well.
“It was a one off sort of—“ You begin to repeat Venti, laughing nervously. 
“I just had to be sure!” Venti then cuts you off, before taking another long sip of ale. He makes a show of mulling over his thoughts. 
“Is it…” He trails off, before his eyes suddenly sharpen and pin you to your place. You swallow because you know him and you know that look. Sometimes, you think Venti knows too much. You don’t know if it’s intuition or–
“…Kaeya?” 
You freeze. 
“It is!” Venti crows.
“What?” 
You wince.
“It’s just—it’s nothing—really!” You squeak out. 
“I had heard you went home with Kaeya!” Venti continues, loud enough that, yes, this rumor will certainly spread now. 
And more importantly, you believe it’s loud enough to reach the ears of the man who has been following you all day; the undercover Fatui member sits not far off, keeping his eye on you. He pretends to drink alone. 
“You went home with Kaeya?” Diluc repeats and if he sounds as if he might scold you, you suppose you wouldn’t exactly blame him. 
You lean in towards them and instinctively, they do the same, the three of your heads ducking close to each other. 
“It wasn’t like that,” you whisper to them, “but if anyone else asks, it was like that.” 
Diluc’s brows furrow and a frown settles onto his lips. Venti throws his head back and laughs. 
“What are you two up to?” Diluc asks scornfully, eyeing you.
“Nothing!” You chirp but it isn’t very convincing. 
“I knew you had feelings for him,” Venti continues, perhaps a little too loudly again, and somehow, it’s as if his voice could carry. Like he’s thrown it playfully, caught it on the breeze from the open window. 
Venti has always been rather magical to you. In the same way it feels as if you’ve always known him, it feels as if he could have always been here, in Mondstadt, even before he appeared. There is something in Venti that sings to you, the way the wind does on a beautiful day, rushing through your hair and into your heart. You couldn’t name it, but you know it as well as you know the streets of your home, as well as you know your favorite sonnet or song.
You make a show of shushing him and he laughs heartily again before he throws you a wink. 
You grin mischievously yourself this time. 
“Has Kaeya ever taken a lover?” Venti asks now, perhaps wondering out loud. 
“Too many.” Diluc grouses. 
“He’s strange that way, isn’t he?” You muse, taking a slow sip of your wine. You consider your next words. “He somehow has the reputation of taking countless lovers, but I couldn’t name you a single one.” 
Venti’s eyes twinkle, as if he knows something you don’t. Like a child, you sometimes wish to beg him to tell you what he seems to know, what the world has given him, but you know that is no way to learn.
“Diluc?” You question. 
Diluc gives you another flat look, “I am not privy to Kaeya’s romantic life.” He puts away a glass a little more forcefully than necessary, the glass twinkling, “and I have no wish to be.” 
“You can’t name a single paramour of your brother’s?” Venti presses and the two of you lean against the bar in intrigue now, excited, shining eyes turned to Diluc. 
“No, thank the Anemo Archon, I can’t.” 
Venti snorts at a joke you can’t seem to grasp. 
But then you and he share a look, and this time, you can read very plainly what is in his face. You wear twin smiles, impish, and all trouble. 
Diluc shakes his head, “don’t look like that in my bar. If you’re going to cause trouble, do so elsewhere.” 
“You’re such a grouch,” you snip back at Diluc, taking another sip of your wine, the sweet burn settling deep in your belly. Warmth blossoms. “You’re not curious at all?” 
“No,” Diluc says again quickly. 
You narrow your eyes, “liar. I know some part of you cares, no matter how badly you pretend not to.” 
Diluc huffs, “if I cared, I’d know.” 
Venti hums, “then you do know.” 
“I just said–” 
“I think it has more to do with Kaeya, don’t you?” Venti then says lightly, perhaps too lightly, “if Kaeya wanted you to know, you’d know. Kaeya keeps his cards close to his chest.” 
Another sip of wine has you feeling flushed. Open. 
“Well, I’m just going to ask him the next time I see him.” You declare to the two, to the bar, perhaps to the whole world. 
As if maybe it was you who asked for the truth, he’d answer. 
“Good luck with that.” Diluc says dryly. 
“Good luck to you!” Venti cheers, jerking his mug of ale out to you so that you may clink your glass of wine against his. You do so, just as he laughs;
“Good luck on your endeavor to capture our Captain’s heart! If anyone could, it would be you!” 
***
SCENE III
The Mondstadt streets, early morning; bustling and lively. A flourish of colors as people pass to and fro. Our lovers meander, as if in another time entirely. Kaeya is often shrouded, by people, by vendors, by the world. 
You walk beside Kaeya, shoulder to shoulder, past vendors of food and flowers and jewelry. Children yell and chase each other past you, mother’s hollering after them. The smell of fresh food and perfume floats on the breeze. 
Kaeya swaggers beside you, sword at his hip, in his full knight’s uniform. You, on the other hand, are in simple skirts; white ruffled fabric beneath an outer layer of peach. A corset of flowers, woven, but hardy and loved, with silk ribbons in the back all tied up and tangled in your hair. Despite the dress, you’ve decided today to bind your chest. Some days, you bind, some you don’t. Some days you are more masculine and others feminine.
And often, you live in between, perhaps around the two. Both and neither all at once. 
Heads turn as you pass but this is what Kaeya wanted. 
He ducks his head now to say, “your shadow is certainly persistent.” 
His voice is low and soft, kept hidden from prying ears. 
You look up at him, “they always are. I swear, one day, they’ll follow me into the bathroom–”
Kaeya snorts, casting his eyes back outwards at the moving streets. 
Now, he says, more obviously, “what have you got left on your list?” 
You look down into the basket on your arm; the loaf of bread that is still warm, the couple of fruits and vegetables that fill in with color around it like large jewels. 
“Milk and eggs,” you respond, “but I like to look at the flowers, too.” 
“As you wish,” Kaeya smiles and you feel his hand at the small of your back, leading you through the crush of people, towards where you will find your milk and eggs. 
“Kaeya,” you say, soft as the breeze. 
“Hm?” 
“I have questions.” 
He quirks a brow at you now, intrigued, perhaps even wary. It’s hardly a flicker of his expression. But still, he asks, “of what kind?” 
“Mostly the secretive kind.” You answer; you’d like to ask who you can share this false relationship with. You want to know if he’s informed Jean. 
You step up to the vendor for milk and eggs with Kaeya at your back. 
“You should save those for later, when you’re in my home.” 
“Oh?” You ask, head turning over your shoulder to look at him,“I’m coming over later?” 
Your eyes meet and if you didn’t know better, you’d think the tension is real, the little fissure of heat that kindles inside you makes you flush with warmth in the face. Along the tips of your ears. 
Kaeya really is handsome. A true knight in shining armor or–he looks like a prince from a fairytale, you think. The regal line of his nose and pretty dip of his cupid’s bow lip, the depth of his blue eye; you swear it could be a shade of blue you have never seen before. One that you could give a new name to. 
“If you’d like,” he says breezily, his smile sharp and handsome, “I’ll provide dinner.” 
“And wine?” You ask, a smile of your own tipping up into a mischievous curve.
“Always wine.” He agrees and this time, you think his smile is more sincere. 
You purchase your eggs and milk with twinkling coins that you press into the warm, wrinkled hand of the old farmer who sells them. And then you are on your way again, meandering the streets at Kaeya’s side. 
“I do have a question that can be asked now, though.” You return, cradling the basket on your arm filled with your goods, letting it rest against your hip. 
“By all means,” he replies, as if he’ll be that easy to give you an answer. He gazes back outwards, at the world around him. 
And before you can lose an ounce of courage, you look up at him and simply ask, “have you taken many lovers?” 
He laughs, surprised, and his head turns sharply to look at you again. “Is this a trick question?”
You laugh now yourself, “not at all! I’m being earnest.” You implore him with your eyes now, expectant, and honest.
 He laughs again, softer, shorter, as if he can’t believe you. He returns his gaze to the street in front of him. “I’ve had a few.” He answers simply.
“A few?” You prod.
“My, you’re nosy.” He teases. 
“I’m curious. I want to know!” You defend, nudging him a little, “I want to know more than just the elusive rumors about the casanova of the Knights of Favonoius.” 
“Is that what I am?” He purrs, “a casanova?” 
“Don’t change the subject!” You respond with another laugh and it’s almost a little dizzying, watching him work in real time to slip from your grasp. You feel heat in your cheeks, up along the nape of your neck. 
But you adjust your grip, you try again. 
“I’ve had quite a few.” He amends sheepishly, boyishly. “I hope you’re not the jealous type.” 
“I am.” You snip back playfully, honestly, but still, “were any of them serious?” 
You can tell he is weighing how to answer as he lapses into a brief silence and then, as if he’d manufactured it, he urges you suddenly to a vendor for flowers, with her large bushels of them, beautiful and bright and fragrant. He ducks behind a burst of them, appearing around the other side with one in hand, which he offers to you. 
His grin is lopsided, handsome. “For you, my lady.” 
It’s blue and beautiful, full of fragrant petals and blooming a deep purple at the center. 
You snatch the flower from his grasp, “you’re avoiding my question.” 
Still, you bring the flower up to your nose and inhale deeply. 
Kaeya meanders around the other bunches of them and you follow after him, keeping the one in your hand close to your face, by your nose. It’s sweet smelling, soft and mellow, and fresh. 
“What do you define as serious?” He returns your question with one of his own finally. 
“Have you been in love?” You ask now.
“Sure,” he answers with a secretive slip of a smile. 
You don’t know why, but you almost think he’s bluffing. 
“So it was serious?” You encourage, trying to ease more out of him. 
He shrugs gracefully now and gives you another, “sure.” 
“Did you think you would stay with them forever?” You pivot now, knowing you have to be specific. The question bubbles from you without thought, as if you are asking if the weather is alright, or if he’d prefer the red or gold flowers this morning. 
He stops up short. 
He looks at you very strangely for a moment. 
And perhaps it is one of the first straightforward and honest things he’s said to you, “nothing lasts forever.” 
“No, but you could promise your own forever to someone.” You respond, letting the petals of his flower brush up against your cheek, soft and silky. 
“Well, what about you?” He returns smoothly, carefully avoiding what you’d just said. 
You smile, because you know now, you can tell he is an expert of avoidance. You smile like you’ve caught him. 
And as if to teach him, you answer very honestly, “I have been in love many times, but I only promised forever once to someone.” 
Now it’s your turn to meander around the flowers, turn over your shoulder and wander away from him a little. 
He follows tentatively. 
“And what happened?” Kaeya asks carefully. 
You pull another flower out of the bunch to admire it next to the one he gave you, a wispy white one, twinged peach at the edges. 
“I got stood up,” you admit and pick your head up from your flower searching to look at him briefly, “we were going to elope.” 
The look in his eye is perhaps a little too delicate for your liking. 
You return to fiddling with the flowers, pulling another, and another, to create your own, small bouquet of them. It’s easier when your hands are busy to speak about this still, which even years later, feels raw and prickly. 
“It was while I was touring in Liyue–we were supposed to meet at some old ruins–an altar– and be married at dawn. I was going to leave the acting troupe, leave Mondstadt behind forever, and disappear with him.” You say, carefully arranging your flowers, delicately shifting and changing them. You offer a smile that doesn’t quite reach your eyes, and try to joke, “it was all very romantic at the time.” 
You let out a breath, admiring your bouquet, “I waited all morning. And then all afternoon. All night. I thought something horrible happened to him but–”
You pick your head up again and this time Kaeya offers you another flower; one to match your bouquet. You accept it and it fits beautifully into the bunch of them, carefully placed at the center. It’s another blue one, soft and lovely and full to bursting. 
“It turns out he just got cold feet. He married a Liyue girl a year later.” 
“And what did you do?” He asks softly. 
“I went on to perform in Sumeru, Fontaine, Natlan, and Snezhnaya. And then I came home to Mondstadt, licking my wounds, and haunting poor Diluc and Venti at the bar. Singing too many heartbreak songs, drinking a little too much–you know, the whole spiel.” You say and this time, you do smile, because despite how hurt you were, memories of Venti trying to cheer you up, causing a ruckus, and poor Diluc trying his best to help you as well flood to you. 
Jean taking you out on girls’ nights and your fellow artists banding together to keep you afloat. Lisa finding beautiful copies of your favorite plays and stories. Good people who came back into your life and tried to put you together again. Good moments, despite it all. 
“Well, if it’s any consolation,” Kaeya begins smoothly, reaching out to smooth a petal a certain way, “I think that is perhaps the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard of any man doing.” 
You snort and Kaeya continues, “I’m serious.” But you can’t tell if he means it or not, “Imagine losing the very Heart of Mondstadt.” 
He suddenly takes the bouquet from your willing hands and goes to pay for them with shimmering coins. He returns the flowers moments later, settles them into the crook of your arm, but not before stealing one and tucking it carefully behind your ear. 
“There,” he murmurs, eye flickering over your open face, unreadable as always, “perfect.” 
And with that, he saunters away and you are left staring after him, on his coat tails for a moment. 
But he pauses, he waits for your skip of a step to come back into place at his side. 
The flowers fill the space of your kitchen with the color of blue you can’t name, the one that is caught in his eye, and the one you dream about in Mondstadt skies. 
***
PRELUDE TO SCENE IV
Late afternoon. Outside the monumental Cathedral. Once inside, light pours from stained glass windows in a kaleidoscope of color. The way it touches you is almost a mystery, a vision. The audience should never fully see Kaeya’s face as he turns and moves, always partially shadowed. 
“I need to check on something before we see Jean.” You tell Kaeya and he hustles to keep up with your steps. 
“In the Cathedral?” Kaeya asks, brows rising over his face in surprise. 
“Sort of!” You chirp and then you glance over your shoulder, throw him a smile he knows means trouble, and say, “it’s a secret.” 
Kaeya masks his face well as he follows you around a sudden stone bend that veers away from the main room. He assumes it will go up, to the spires, but instead, it goes down. He stares at curled stone steps that lead into darkness. He glances around for a moment as if someone might stop the two of you, but no one does. 
You disappear into the shadows and Kaeya follows behind quickly. 
Now at a door, you turn, press your back to it and Kaeya comes up short. It’s a tight space, this narrow crook, and if Kaeya were to step away, he’d have to take another step up above you. 
“Will you guard the door?” You ask sweetly. 
Kaeya can’t help but laugh, a little surprised, “are you supposed to be doing this?” 
“I have a key.” You protest, fishing out a necklace from beneath your buttoned up shirt–today you are in trousers, with your chest bound, but a pair of heeled boots. You hold it up and a gold key shimmers in dull light. It looks old and perhaps once illustrious, with a whirling, intricate design. 
“Who gave that to you?” Kaeya asks. 
You look perfectly innocent, “I found it myself.” 
Kaeya can’t help the smile, “does anyone know you have it?”
You narrow your eyes, “you’re not going to tattle on me, are you?” 
His smile turns into a fond laugh, warm and softly echoing in this little hallway, the arch of the door. “No. Should I be worried?” 
“No,” you respond and he’s fit to believe you as you turn back to the door and fit the key into the lock. With a gentle, easy click, the door creaks open. “I’m just going to fetch my diary.” 
“Your diary?” 
Without an answer, Kaeya watches as you disappear behind the door, which leads to another, darker hallway. You lift your hand and light fills the space, a flame of yours licking to life. There is another door at the end of the hallway. He assumes you’ll go on, push through that one as well. 
But instead, you turn to the side to face a bookshelf lining one of the hallways. There’s plenty of them. You push on what appears to be a small statue fastened to the shelf and use it as leverage to begin sliding it over.
Your eyes flick to Kaeya only briefly and you lift your finger to your lips as if to ask him to keep your secret. 
The door shuts before he can stop it, sealing him away. 
Instantly, he frets. 
He pushes against the door but it’s locked now. And you have the key. 
He tries to remain calm. He feels suddenly foolish or tricked. He just thought–
Well, he assumed you were a goody-two-shoes. Mondstadt’s proper, most beloved girl. He thought you didn’t have a rebellious or secretive bone in your body. He assumed, for all intents and purposes, that you were something of a prude in this way. A rule follower. 
Huh. 
Kaeya glances back from the way he’d came, to the door. 
Perhaps he doesn’t know you as well as he thought. 
He tries not to worry the longer the minutes grow. 
He doesn’t want to call for you because he doesn’t want to attract attention but if you don’t return shortly–
The door suddenly creeks again and Kaeya has to step out of the way as you reappear behind it. 
And in your hand is a small, leather-bound notebook. 
You shut the door behind you, sealing your secrets away. 
“Diary found.” You tell him with a smile, holding it up. Then, you tuck into the crochet bag on your shoulder.
He stares at you, still rather surprised. 
“What?” You ask, brushing past him, to head back up towards the curved stairs. 
“What secrets do you have in that diary that warrant such a hiding place?” Kaeya asks, still astonished. 
You laugh, warm and bubbling, as you return to the main floor of the Cathedral. The colors of the stained glass in the afternoon sun shimmer on you, dancing over your skin in a wash of violets and peaches, blues and crimsons. Emerald colors your shoulders. Gold along your face. You look like a wonder. A fairy. Part god–
“Nothing so important–just my feelings. Songs I’ve written. Snippets of poetry.” You tell him and he wishes he could believe you. You say it so earnestly. “Secrets of the heart, I suppose.” You joke. 
Kaeya glances behind him, then back to you, “and where did you–find that place? How did you–?”
“I know many places in Mondstadt that others don’t. I’ve stumbled upon them ever since I was a child.” 
You catch his gaze over your shoulder, shimmering in his vision, and smile, “maybe I’ll show you more of them sometime.” 
The afternoon light almost blinds him as you swing the massive doors open once more. He dumbly follows after you, taken aback, enamored, in awe. 
“Come along, Captain!” You sing like a bird, “Jean is waiting!” 
***
SCENE IV 
Jean’s office. Golden hour. The light turns the wood of her desk and floor and the walls bronze. Papers are scattered around her desk, haphazardly organized. Her hair is a halo glow in the last rays of the sun. Kaeya’s back is turned, towards the bookshelves and away from the audience, like he might be searching for something. He is careful not to look at you. 
You sit across Jean’s desk as the afternoon wanes into evening, the sun dipping you in honey rays, soft and dreamlike. Kaeya busies himself with the rows of books, keeping his back carefully turned away from the two of you. He listens closely, though, even as he pretends he doesn’t. 
“So you’re not actually…seeing each other?” Jean asks. 
“No,” you laugh, “did I scare you with my letter?” 
“Yes.” Jean says seriously. 
Kaeya fights the urge to turn and offer her a cold look. Still, she continues, “I thought I was going to have to lecture one of you. Though, I’m not sure which one–”
You laugh now, fuller, warmer. 
It’s a lovely sound, it fills the space with warmth. 
“Who else knows? Kaeya, I don’t appreciate you withholding this from me at first.” Jean says and Kaeya can feel her eyes touching the back of his shoulders like the tip of a sword might. 
“You know I deal in secrets.” He responds flippantly. 
“This is different.” Jean responds and perhaps he does know that. 
You and Jean are childhood friends, he knows Jean cares a great deal for you. Or harbors some sort of over protective, sisterly feeling towards you. And even when you went away, even when you hardly saw each other, he knew the feelings didn’t wane. 
No, he knows how childhood bonds are. 
“It’s alright, Jean, we’ve had to be careful. We needed to establish a believable cover.” You are quick to mediate, perhaps defend him. “I started this, anyways.” 
Jean won’t get mad at you, nor will she blame you for much. 
“Currently, we’re the only three who know.” Kaeya pipes up, allowing his finger to trace over the spine of a book gracefully. 
“I’m trying to convince him to allow me to tell Diluc and Venti.” You quickly add and Kaeya knows now that he’s lost that battle. 
Jean will side with you.
“Diluc doesn’t know? Wouldn’t he be a useful ally now? She spends a lot of time at the tavern; he could keep an eye on her when you can’t.” Jean says. 
Kaeya takes a moment too long to respond, he knows it, senses his mistake, because Jean pounces–
“You two are a pain.” 
“Now, now,” Kaeya begins smoothly, “I just think the less people know, the better.” 
“You know you can trust Diluc.” Jean scolds. 
“Diluc is a terrible liar.” Kaeya snips and his head snaps to the side to glance at Jean over his shoulder. He quickly rights himself and shields his face once more, returning to his perusal of books. 
“I’m sure if he knows what’s at stake, he could keep it together.” Jean responds, tone firm and unmoving. 
Kaeya sighs heavily, but his next reply is cut off by your own voice, “I don’t like lying to him or Venti.” And then, because you’ve never been one to shy away from the truth, you add, “especially about you.” 
“I think both would readily help us. The more eyes on her, the safer she is.” Jean agrees. 
Kaeya can not explicitly express why this makes him bristle— or perhaps he simply doesn’t want to admit it. He knows it, somewhere inside of him, knows that the thing that claws and scratches looks a little too close to jealousy. It is perhaps just a little too green. Maybe, he wanted to keep you to himself just a little longer. 
But he knows, logically, Jean is right. And if it’s for your safety–
Kaeya finally turns to look at the two of  you. Which is foolish, because the sun is setting, and you are in its window. You are caught in its light, warm and relaxed, with your chin in your hand as you turn to look at him.
“As you wish, Acting Grand Master.” Kaeya says evenly and offers a (frankly) rude little bow. Jean will know he’s mocking her a little and that he doesn’t particularly like the decision made. And then he says to you, “shall we? I’d like to get you home before sundown.” 
You prick your head up, concern and surprise on your face, “am I staying with you for the night?” 
Kaeya is careful to let the tone of your voice roll off him and not take it or covet it. 
“No,” he muses, “I thought I’d stay with you for the night.” 
He pretends he doesn’t notice the way you brighten or the way you jump up from your seat to follow him. He doesn’t turn to look at you, but he hears your soft goodbye to Jean, and her murmuring something in return. Your sweet little laugh. And then your quick steps to catch up to him once more. 
When you exit the Knights of Favonius headquarters, taking the steps with a little skip, you suddenly sidle up to his side. 
Right underneath his arm, attaching yourself. 
He is careful to school his features, dropping his arms around your shoulders easily. Yes, he supposes it’s wise to look like a couple heading home together. 
“Sorry we ganged up on you,” you say and the way you peek up at him would be enough to send any foolish man’s heart into a tailspin. 
Kaeya is desperately lucky he’s never been a fool. 
“No,” he soothes, “Jean is right. And you shouldn’t have to lie to your friends.” 
He feels your fingers flex at the bend of his rib, in the fabric of his clothes like you’re tightening yourself to him. He walks in step with you, with your side pressed to his. 
Has he ever done this, he wonders, so openly with someone? Walked through the cobblestone streets with a lover under his arm? Or has he kept everyone in shadows and secrecy? 
It doesn’t matter. This is a secret, too. It isn’t real.
And still, the question flies from his mouth before he is prepared for it, “why didn’t you ask for Diluc’s help?” 
You stop walking and as he continues for a moment, you slip from his embrace. 
He turns to look at you. The sun is a crimson flare, catching on your ruby Vision, on the look in your eyes. 
You smile like a cat that’s caught a canary. 
“Kaeya,” you say his name like a melody, “are you the jealous type?” 
For a heartbeat, he almost feels harpooned, caught, suddenly struck in place. It’s frightening to be picked apart so effortlessly, with that smile on your face. Earnest. Horribly lovely. 
What a strange creature you are, he marvels. 
But then he laughs and lies, “not particularly.” 
You hum and begin to saunter towards him, walk on past him, and he is caught in your shadow. He follows. 
“It would’ve made sense to ask him.” Kaeya continues. 
“But I asked you,” you say simply, “you’re who I thought of.” 
Carefully, he reaches for your hand, the brushing of his pinky to yours. As if to ask, may I play pretend with you? As if to ask, may I take up the role of the one who gets your hand? 
You readily accept it and the part, too. And then you smile at him again, impish, filled with mirth;
“Besides–can you imagine how scandalized Diluc would’ve been if I’d given him the same letter I gave you?” 
Kaeya truly laughs now, deep from his belly, and you laugh with him as you pull at his hand, as you press up against his side. Your fit of giggles fills the sky. 
And the world must watch as you stroll through Mondstadt together and wander up to your home on the hill. He thinks the world must watch as he slips through your door, through your fingers, like a serpent in a garden. 
Like a sweet sinner, a non-believer, slipping into the back pew in the house of a love-spun god. 
***
SCENE V 
The trail from Springvale to the main city should feel familiar to us. Though lonelier now, shrouded in darkness that was easily chased off with two. Later, Kaeya’s apartment; a rapidly growing safe haven. 
After your rehearsal on the stage in Springvale, you meander back to the city. Kaeya said he would meet you halfway, but currently there is no sign of him. As the hush of night descends, a feeling of wariness overtakes you. You hear the owls begin to hoot and the distant, far off call of a wolf. The wind rustles the bushes. 
You turn to glance over your shoulders, again and again, half afraid that one of the times you may find someone staring back. 
You try to calm yourself. You swear you’re being paranoid; you have taken this road countless times. There is little to fear. 
And still, the feeling persists. It grows. 
You turn fully to look behind you, allow a burst of flame to erupt in your palm to illuminate your darkening world. 
“Is someone there?” You call out. 
With everything in you, you wish to hear Kaeya’s voice reply. Or Diluc’s. Maybe a fellow actor lollygagging behind? 
Your heart thuds hard in your chest, quickening. 
And even before you see the rush of a shadow, something instinctive, something ancient in you, tells you to run–
You take off as you plunge yourself into darkness, fleet-footed and desperate. 
You run hard and know certainly now that someone follows. You can hear it, feel it, the press of them behind you. The city lights of Mondstadt in the night sky are your beacon. 
If I can just get to the city, to the light, to my city of light–
You run harder, more wildly. Fear sharpens and quickens you. 
A flash of silver ahead of you. 
Your heart knows it before your mind;
“Kaeya!” 
You nearly collide with him but he’s got you, hands on your shoulders to steady you, eye flying over your face desperately. 
“What is it? Are you hurt?” He asks before looking past you. 
“There’s some–” you turn to look with him. 
But the forest behind you is quiet. The darkness is hushed. Almost unnaturally so. Goosebumps erupt over the nape of your neck. 
Your words die, dwindle in your mouth. 
You swore–
You try to catch your breath, try to quell your racing heart. “I thought there was something behind me.” 
Kaeya has gone inhumanly still, too, listening, watching. You think he senses something, too. He must know danger, know its call, no matter how silent. 
He’s got his hand on your lower back, corralling you closer to him protectively. He doesn’t stop eyeing a spot ahead, though, in the darkness. 
He hums. “Perhaps it was an animal.” But he seems to know differently. 
After a moment, when you have your breath under more of your control, you manage to get out, “must’ve been.” 
“Let’s go,” Kaeya turns you away, hand slipping around your waist for support. 
You lean into him. 
Belatedly, you realize you’re shivering. Hard. Trembling all over. 
He ushers you into his apartment above the city once more. The moment the door is shut and locked tight, he moves with more urgency to guide you to his couch. 
He disappears momentarily and you almost want to call him back, like a child, you want to reach for him. He returns with water and sets it on the coffee table. 
He kneels in front of you now, like the knight he is. 
“Are you okay?” He asks first and again, he searches you. “Are you hurt?” 
You shake your head, the movement jolted, unsteady. 
“I just feel–strange.” 
Kaeya’s eye softens fractionally, “probably an adrenaline crash. I’ll grab a blanket.” 
Again, he disappears and you want to stop him. You want to grab his wrist before he can slip from you, you want to sink into his arms. You want to be held. 
But you sit and you tremble. 
When Kaeya gently fixes the blanket to your shoulders from behind, you jolt, startled. 
“I’m sorry,” he says then, “it’s just me.” He comes around again to kneel in front of you. He pulls the blanket tighter around your shoulders, affixing it to you, bundling you in it. 
It smells like him. You try and take in a deep breath to still your trembling. 
After a moment, you say, “there was someone.” 
“I believe you,” Kaeya agrees softly, “someone was chasing you–I heard the second pair of footsteps and came running.” 
You inhale shakily. Tense silence fills the space. 
You can hardly speak, “do you think–do you think they were actually trying to–?”
Kaeya inadvertently answers your question, “I think we should be more careful from now on. I want eyes on you always from here on out.” 
“I thought it’d be fine–I always walk home from rehearsal and–”
“I know,” Kaeya soothes, “I thought I’d get to you sooner. I should’ve been. I’m–” 
“They’d just followed me around before.” You say uselessly, almost in disbelief, “why would they–?” 
“We’ll find out,” Kaeya says gently, “but for now, you should rest. How do you feel?” 
“Shaky,” you answer, “I’m not sure how I’m going to sleep tonight.” 
“I’ll be right out here,” Kaeya promises, “they won’t try anything now. It’s clear they’re waiting until you’re alone.” 
You want to beg him to allow you to stay on the couch with him, or for him to sleep in bed beside you. You feel needlessly clingy, like a scared child. How silly, he must think of you, to be so frightened of a little chase. You’re sure he’s seen so much worse, faced danger you can only conjure in storybooks. 
You bite your lip, catch between your teeth so it won’t wobble. You nod. 
Kaeya studies you for a long moment before you feel the careful press of his hand on your knee, the delicate swipe of his thumb in a soothing caress. 
“Would you like me to draw you a bath?” Kaeya asks softly. 
For a moment, you’re surprised by him or perhaps his attempts at soothing you. A bath does sound appealing though being alone doesn’t.
(Instantly, an image flashes hot in your mind, of you in the bath, and Kaeya leaning against the counter to chat idly with you. Or seated beside the basin, his sleeves rolled up, or–)
“No, I don’t need–” you’re quick to try and assure him. 
“It’s no trouble at all,” he stands with grace and ease and makes his way to his bathroom. In a moment, the water is running and steam is filling the small space. The scent of iris and eucalypts. 
You force yourself to stand on trembling legs, astonished with how thoroughly adrenaline has riddled your poor body. You’d think you’d be used to adrenaline in some way, the sharp plummet of your heart because of stage fright. 
But performing dangerous tales is significantly different from being a part of one. 
“Thank you,” you say gently, catching Kaeya’s hand to squeeze momentarily.
“It’s nothing,” he brushes you off and slips from you, allowing you to disappear behind the door to the bathroom. 
All alone you can hear the drum of your heart again. 
Your reflection looks strange to your own eyes in the mirror. Everything feels different; unreal, almost. You look away quickly, towards the running water, the filling bathtub. 
You try not to think, to strip yourself bare, and to leave the jitteriness on the floor with your clothes. 
You slip into the warm water. 
Kaeya left you clothes of his, a towel. 
You want to call for him. You want your heart to quiet. You want your fear to dissipate like the steam. 
You force yourself to take deep breaths. You force yourself to wash and scrub at your face and neck. You are okay. Kaeya is outside the bathroom and you are safe. 
Still, your feeling of unease doesn’t leave you. 
Even after you have donned Kaeya’s clothes and stepped from the warm bathroom. 
You linger in the archway of his bedroom. 
He looks like he’s about to speak but you beat him to it, “will you stay with me? In your room?” In your bed? 
You watch Kaeya’s brows raise in surprise before he quickly schools his features. “I don’t want to intrude.” 
“I’m asking you,” you respond and perhaps there is a note of vulnerability, perhaps there is a wobbling, small part of you that sounds a little too desperate to his ears. 
You find some form of embarrassment in the press of heat in your face. But you don’t retract it, let your honesty hang between the two of you like a pendulum. 
“I’ll sit on the armchair in there until you fall asleep,” Kaeya compromises, “how does that sound?” 
Relief is sweet and cool and winding around you. You let go of a breath you hadn’t realized you’d been holding tightly to. 
“I’d appreciate that.” You say and you turn to try and make yourself comfortable in his bed once more.
There has been several nights now where you have slept in his bed alone while he sleeps on the couch. Each night, you offer to take the sofa, and each night, he denies you. 
Tonight, he drapes himself over the lovechair in the corner of his room.
He settles deep, eye flickering over you as you turn the covers over and crawl into bed.
In the silence, you can hear your heart again, “I’m sorry for making you do this.”
“There’s no reason to apologize,” Kaeya says smoothly, waving away your concern, “I’m glad I could help.”
You wonder if he means that or if he’s saying it because it is the right thing to say. You don’t dare ask him. You don’t dare press; some truths you would rather not be revealed to. 
“You look like you’re about to tell an incredible bed time story in that arm chair.” You joke instead.
Kaeya snorts, head rolling a little onto his chest. He looks tired, too, disheveled a little in a way that he rarely is. 
But he’s still so buttoned up; you wish he’d show you the defenseless side of him. The one not in perfect ruffled blouses or knights’ coats. The one without the eye patch or the carefully charming smile. 
“Would you like me to tell you a story until you fall asleep?” He asks dryly.
But when you laugh a little and say, “yes, actually,” you mean it.
Kaeya’s brow quirks upwards. 
“I don’t have many bedtime stories.” He tells you. 
“That’s okay,” you reply, “I’m going to fall asleep soon, I’m sure.” 
Kaeya hums lightly, letting his head fall back against the back of the chair. He hangs there for a minute, revealing the lovely brown shade of his exposed throat.
Finally, he says, “I’ve got one.”
“Please share,” you encourage.
Kaeya draws in a slow breath, allowing the silence of the room to be sucked in, too. He holds it so the only thing you can do is wait, watching him in the near-dark.
Finally, he speaks and his voice is nothing like you’ve heard it before;
“Once, there was a prince from a far away, forgotten land…” 
The soft cadence of his story, hushed, and almost tentative, lulls you. It eases your heart and your mind. It reminds you of the wash of the waves against the shore or the wind as gentle as can be. 
In no time at all, you are drifting off into strange, plum-darkened dreams of lost princes and beasts in the night. 
And unknown to you, Kaeya gently pulls the covers of his own bed up over your shoulders. Gingerly, he tucks you into bed and watches your sleeping face for a moment. 
With a breath loosened, he finally leaves your side and finds his place on the couch. 
And in the morning, for once, you are awake before him and find him on the couch. 
Carefully, you tuck the blanket he’d thrown over himself up around his shoulders. You brush a strand of his long hair from his face. You let loose a quiet breath. 
He sighs in his sleep and turns towards your touch, chases it in his dreams. 
And though you linger, you don’t bother him again, but turn to begin making coffee for the two of you. 
You hum softly, an ancient little melody from a faraway land, and it stays in your head the entire day, with thoughts of a lost prince who, in your mind, surely looks like Kaeya; handsome and refined and beautiful. He must be noble and kind and charming like him, too. 
And more than anything, his eyes must be stars like his, too, and his hands must be calloused and gentle. 
And his voice must be like his, too, when he murmurs sleepily, rubbing at his eye, “where did you learn that song?” 
“I don’t remember,” you reply and you set a steaming mug of coffee on the table beside him, “I think from a traveler, a long time ago.” 
“I haven’t heard it since I was child.” He admits. 
“You know it?” You ask.
“Thank you,” he says softly, voice still rough with sleep, “for the coffee.” 
“Thank you,” you respond, “for staying beside me last night.” 
“It was nothing,” he assures gently. And then he finally answers you, perhaps in a way that you know is personal to him, “it’s a lullaby.” 
You smile behind the lip of your own mug, gentle and sweet, and say;
“Then the coffee is nothing, too.” 
***
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camishir · 2 years ago
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Once Upon A December - Chapter 2
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Chapter 1 << Chapter 2 >> Chapter 3
tw : alcohol consumption (not reader), drunk but supportive Fatui agents.
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After leaving Sumeru for good, you decided to begin your journey in Natlan.
To think that you got quite lucky. A job in a busy tavern where you could perform during the busier shifts and even help out the waiters paid well – so you took it. The tavern was called „Fireball" by everyone, as it was famous for it‘s famous spicy meatballs that you had yet to try.
The tavern‘s owner, an old, hard-of-hearing, but extremely friendly man, welcomed you with open hands. Seeing you perform, sway on stage as dendro particles and flowers matched your moves mesmerized every drunk, bard, and simple visitor passing by. You were hired in no-time and soon became the talk of the town.
You didn‘t have the closest relationship with other workers, as it was always only work-related talk, never had enough time to joke around or sit down for lunch together.
But it didn‘t matter. You were only here to make some money to continue your journey.
It was about two weeks since you‘ve been working in „Fireball". Tonight was a much easier day, as there were not that many people in the tavern. Silent and comforting chatter created a warm atmosphere in the tavern.
- It‘s weird to see so few people here in the evening. Usually the tavern is buzzing with people, - you said to your co-worker, Juliet.
- Yeah, but I feel rather relieved. My head was starting to hurt from all that loudness," – Juliet answered, as she sat at the bar facing you.
You continued to wipe another glass, as you heard your other co-worker come down from the upstairs floor with an empty tray.
- Keep tabs on those at table 13. They‘ve had more than enough drinks tonight. – Merilia sighed, as she unceremoniously slumped on a bar chair next to Juliet.
You only chuckled at Merilia’s exhausted expression, as comfortable silence filled the tavern again.
As you started wiping the bar, Juliet turned her attention to you.
- Say, Y/N, how long are you planning on staying here? Heard you want to become a performer or something like that? – Juliet asked, trying to start a conversation.
- Yeah. I was hoping to earn some mora before continuing my journey, - you nodded at the woman before you.
Before Juliet could ask anything else, sudden rustling and footsteps were heard outside. What startled all of you was the fact that it sounded like there were more people coming into the tavern than usual.
And you were right.
Around 20 Fatui agents of all lower ranks scattered in the tavern and took their seats, quickly changing the comfortable atmosphere into a more suffocating one. You only noticed that something was off by looking at your co-workers faces, as they soon became slightly more pale. Both of the girls' eyes were on the tavern’s door. Automatically, you turned to see what unsettled Juliet and Merilia so much.
A tall, wide figure entered the tavern. His whole face was covered in a shiny mask, and his body was surrounded by a heavy-looking armor. This tall man spared you a single glance, as he made his way towards the table in the darkest corner of the tavern.
- I’m not serving him. Get someone else to do it, - Juliet said quietly as she stood up and walked over to one of The Fatui's tables, ready to take their orders.
- Who is he? – you asked Merilia, as she was standing up from her seat.
- Capitano. One of Fatui's Harbingers.There is no way I’m about to serve him and risk losing my life today, nu-uh… Heard he was one of the most cold-hearted ones… - Merilia whispered, as she leaned toward you.
You only blinked away your dumbfounded expression, as you understood that the task of taking Capitano’s order fell for you. With a deep sigh, you prepared your best smile as you made your way to the Capitano’s table.
The Harbinger was sitting there alone, arms crossed, as he watched his men have their share of fun, already ready to drink and relax. As you stopped at his table, the man slightly raised his head and turned his face to you. Even though you couldn't see his face, you could feel his full attention on you.
- Good evening! Are you ready to order? – you asked, pulling out your notebook and pen, ready to write down Capitano’s choice of food.
The man stayed silent for a moment, as if he didn’t understand you. During that moment, your thoughts raced a thousand miles per hour.
- What would you recommend? – he asked, surprising you with a deeper voice than you had expected.
- Well… We are famous for our spicy meatballs! Or if you’re not into spicy stuff, my personal favourite are sticky glazed ribs, - you chirped, nodding your head slightly.
Capitano hummed quietly as he lowered his head a little more.
- I’ll try the meatballs then. And… Bring me a drink of your choice, but make it free of alcohol, - The man finished his order.
With another nod, you noted everything down and made your way to the kitchen to submit the order.
- How was it? – Juliet asked you, as she patted your shoulder.
- He was actually really polite, ordered a plate of meatballs, that’s all, - you smiled back at your co-worker which was happy to see you fine with the encounter.
Both of you got snapped out of your small talk, when Fatui agents started to get rowdy. One of The Fatui agents stood up, clearly already drunk from just one glass.
- Hey, waiter! How about a performance with our food? Isn’t this the best tavern in town? – he slurred, with a half-full glass in his hand. Quickly, he got pulled to sit back down by another agent, but not long after, another one of the men started hyping up the idea of someone performing for them.
You noticed Juliet's face turn sour from the drunken conversations of The Fatui agents, but you quickly moved in front of her.
- Let me handle this. It's just another night of performing, right?—you asked, taking a step back from Juliet and making your way to the small stage in the middle of the Tavern.
Juliet nodded, as she gave you a reassuring smile.
- Break a leg! – she chuckled.
You made your way to and up the stage as you noticed all the Fatui agents starting to clap, relieved that they had finally gotten a performance.You didn’t fail to miss Capitano’s lingering gaze on you.
As you exhaled, you closed your eyes.
3… 2… 1…
When you opened your eyes again, The Fatui men were clapping for you, cheering for you to perform again. You only smiled as you bowed to them and made your way towards the kitchen, intending on finally delivering Capitano's order.
With a plate of meatballs and a glass of juice in your hands, you made your way to The Harbinger’s table.
- Is there anything else you’d like to order? – you asked, this time more reassured of yourself.
- No, that is all. Thank you. – The Harbinger spoke, as he picked up the cutlery.
Upon wishing him a nice meal, you made your way back towards the bar, where Juliet and Merilia were already waiting for you.
Just like that, the rest of the night went on quite peacefully. About an hour later, you performed again, which made The Fatui agents cheer for you even louder than before.
At the end of the night, when everyone finally left the tavern, you and the girls could breathe a tad bit easier. All of you were beyond tired, but all that was left is to clean up and close up.
You felt your eyes widen, when you stopped at Capitano’s table with a wipe in hand.
There was a hefty bag of 20,000 mora left on the table with a note sticked to it :
„Thank you for a wonderful performance."
P.S. I‘m incredibly sorry for my rowdy men.
- Capitano"
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catgirlforkaeya · 3 years ago
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hello, can i request kaeya comforting gn reader who is overwhelmed because a lot of things happened at once? but at first reader doesn't want to break down in front of kaeya because he's having his time at the tavern so they're afraid of being a disturbance and being a burden to him.
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kaeya x gn!reader
hurt/comfort + tiny bit of fluff at the end + college au
warnings: all lowercase + not proofread + mental health struggles (obvi)
a/n: omg anon i love this scenario sm 😭 i’ve actually been overwhelmed lately too so this is perfect LOL, i hope it’s good! i apologize for how rushed it is i’m very tired 💔
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this past week had been absolutely miserable. you had way too much going on in your life and it was all weighing you down. between studying for all the huge tests that were coming up, completing homework, helping a new student, and working at the library in the city you barely had any time to catch a break. all of this was starting to affect your mental health badly— it was already bad due to the lack of light in winter but all of this stress was worsening it. you were trying your best to keep a smile on your face throughout everything but the façade was slowly coming undone.
you and kaeya were out at the local bar “angels share” as usual. a few years ago you two started coming here together to hang out with friends (or sometimes just with each other) and it quickly became a weekly thing. almost every friday you’d spend in the bar. you really don’t have any complaints about the bar— everyone there is friendly. you just were not in the mood for it tonight.
at first you thought you’d be able to pull through tonight and hoped it’d brighten your mood some, but you were completely wrong. you quickly got exhausted and felt like you were on the verge of a breakdown. as much as you wished you could just breakdown right then and there you didn’t want to be a burden to kaeya. you could tell he was enjoying the night and didn’t wish to ruin that.
after a few hours of being there you slowly felt yourself tipping more and more over the edge. that burning knot in the back of your throat had began to form out of the blue, so you slipped out to the bathroom to regain your composure. you were not able to regain your composure though, feeling the knot get even worse. you stood there at the sink contemplating stuff, coming to the conclusion that it was probably best if you headed home.
you walked out of the bathroom and towards where your group had been sitting tonight. you sat down on the edge of the booth next to kaeya, resting your head on his shoulder for a quick second.
“hey, i think i’m gonna head home for the night. i’ve got homework to catch up on,” you said, keeping your voice quiet so the others wouldn’t eavesdrop.
kaeya looked over at you, his icy blue eye meeting yours. “okay, i can head back too if you want— i don’t mind.”
“nono it’s fine, you don’t have to leave ‘cause of me. our apartment is close i’ll be okay,” you responded quickly. you hated denying him like that but you just needed some time alone.
“alright— i’ll be home in like two hours, okay?” kaeya wrapped an arm around your waist as a small half-hug. you nodded and gave him a small kiss on the lips, saying your ‘i love you’s and goodbyes.
you quickly left the bar once you said goodbye to everyone. stepping out into the cool air you took a deep breath. when you were inside you felt like you were suffocating, so finally getting some fresh air was nice. you could see your apartment complex a little bit down the road, so you picked up the pace of your legs. thankfully the sidewalks were bare so you weren’t running into anybody.
the next few minutes were honestly a blur for you. one second you were out on the streets jogging home and the next you were inside your apartment. you knew it was probably from the lack of sleep you’ve gotten lately. you’ve noticed that ever since your sleep started lessening you’d space out more— losing track of time randomly.
your legs were now feeling the aftermath of running. you groaned to yourself and stumbled towards the bedroom. all you wanted right now was to lay down and just cry. you’d been holding in everything for so long now and tonight was the breaking point for some reason. of all nights your brain just had to pick the one night you’re supposed to have fun.
collapsing onto the bed, you shifted so your head was on the pillow. you grabbed an extra pillow off the bed and placed it against your chest, wrapping your arms around it. it didn’t take very long for the tears to begin flowing. it was slow— which was shocking. earlier back at the bar you thought you were going to have a full meltdown— not a few tears here and there. it was better than bottling everything up for even longer though. if you were to keep everything pent up for another few days you’d probably lose your mind.
your mind was going a mile a minute. thousands of unwanted thoughts began to crowd your mind at once. as an attempt to ignore them you just hugged the pillow in your arms tighter, trying to force some more tears out of yourself. you were hoping to just wear yourself out from crying so that you’d be asleep by the time kaeya got home. you really didn’t want him to see you like this. it’s not that you don’t trust going to him for stuff— you trust him with your life at this point, you just felt like you were being a burden even though he’s assured you countless of times that you’re not.
thankfully you still had a few hours alone— or so you thought.
you weren’t quite sure what time it was. you hadn’t looked at the clock since you got home. you’d been stuck in the same position, too exhausted to even move. you had been trying your best to sleep but that was failing. your attempt at crying yourself to sleep had failed.
suddenly you felt an unexpected shift in the mattress next to you. you immediately sat up to see what was going on— you had an idea but you’d been so spaced out that it scared you shitless.
kaeya was sitting next to you on the bed where he always is, looking over at you. he gave multiple quick apologies for startling you.
“it’s okay,” you mumbled, looking away for a second to try and wipe off the tears on your cheeks. you hoped it just looked like you were rubbing them since you were tired.
kaeya’s smarter than that though.
you felt him place a hand on your thigh, causing you to look back over at him. “love are you okay?”
“yeah,” you responded quickly, trying to cover up the small voice crack with a cough. there was a moment of silence between you two— kaeya looking at you with furrowed eyebrows as you tried your best to avoid eye contact.
when he reached up to cup your cheek gently is what caused you to break.
all the walls you’d built up to encase your tears in fully shattered. everything began coming out all at once. the tears you were trying to force out of yourself earlier were finally coming. at this rate you knew there was no point in hiding your emotions, so you didn’t give any protests when he pulled you against his chest. you just hid your face in his chest, not caring about all the sobs that left your mouth.
kaeya just sat there with you, holding you close as you let it all out. he didn’t want to interrupt you in the middle of a breakdown to ask what was wrong because he knew it’d go nowhere. for the time being he just gently ran his fingers through your hair, whispering small ‘it’s okay’s and ‘i’m here’s.
once you were finally calmed down a bit he asked you what was wrong. with a shaky breath you started opening up about everything— how overwhelmed you were due to all the stuff you had going on, how you were barely sleeping anymore, how your mental health had plummeted. the conversation turned into a full blown therapy session; you venting about all of your problems while kaeya sat and gave advice when he felt it was necessary. that’s something you always admired about him, whenever you were venting he wouldn’t interrupt you every few sentences with advice. he’d wait until you were done with that topic, then proceed to give advice if it’s needed.
“i’m sorry i didn’t notice any of this sooner hun,” kaeya started, “if i had noticed i wouldn’t have let you get to this point.”
“no it’s okay— it’s not your responsibility to constantly look out for me,” you said, shaking your head slightly.
“i know, i just hate seeing you like this,” he sighed as he took a strand of your hair, gently wrapping it around his fingers. “you should probably get some rest though. i know it’s hard to get it right now but it doesn’t hurt to try.”
you nodded. suddenly kaeya got up and walked over to your shared dresser. he pulled out one of his shirts and a pair of sweatpants. you assumed it was for him to wear, but he ended up handing it to you. you sat there confused for a moment— kaeya was always okay with you wearing his clothes but he’d never straight up handed you a pair of his clothes to wear.
“i know how much wearing my clothes soothes you, so hopefully wearing them tonight might make you sleep better,” he gave you a soft smile when he said that. hearing that sentence made your heart melt. you’ve never explicitly said that so the fact that he payed attention to it was enough to make you fall in love all over again.
you gave him a ‘thank you’ as you began slipping out of your clothes. kaeya ended up helping you undress some— even though it wasn’t necessary. he’d place a kiss to your shoulders every now and then, sending small shivers down your spine.
once both of you changed into what you were going to sleep in you slipped under the covers next to each other. your body barely touched the mattress when kaeya had his arms locked around your torso, pulling your body flush against his. you didn’t mind though— you just nuzzled your head into his chest once again.
“i’ve said this a million times but please don’t hesitate to come to me for anything. you’re not a burden to me,” kaeya spoke softly, his chin resting atop your head.
“i know,” you bit the inside of your cheek to stop the few tears that started welling up from his words. “thank you kaeya.”
he hummed softly in response. “i love you more than words can describe.”
“i love you more,” you tilted your head upwards, placing a kiss to his jawline then on his lips the second time.
“i love you most,” he gave you another kiss, dragging it out a bit this time. “now go to sleep, you need it.”
within a few minutes you finally drifted off to sleep. that was the first time you actually got a full night of sleep in almost a month.
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diejager · 3 years ago
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Okay, okay... hear me out: Spiderman! Childe. That's it lol-
Ahhhhh Spidey Childe! It's so popular and addicting now. But like, the suit is skintight, so... if he's hard... can it be seen through his pants? Is there a bump or smt???
Anyway! Its fluff, hope ya like it!
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Art: ha_.ze on Instagram
Warnings: FLUFF, swearing, not proofread.
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Swinging from building to building, body soaring between structures with webs that spun from his wrists, Spiderman waved off the citizens as he returned with a mission well-done. And among the crowd, you shook your head amusingly at his show of popularity, lopsided smile on your lips when he finger gunned you. He was very outgoing and prideful of his victories as well, competitive and teasing in the same ways as Iron Man boasted of his newly built inventions or how Stark tower stood high and mighty - the apple never fell too far from the tree, at least pupil/teacher-wise with them.
You watched as his already small figure get smaller and smaller by the second until he turned a corner and disappeared from your sight before you left to meet him at whatever location he sent you. All you had to do is walk away from the mass like Spidey did and wait for his message, who normally arrived a few minutes after he finished his mission.
TarTar [12:51]: Hey! I'll be at Xiangling's.
With that received, you swiftly turned around and marched towards the Wanming bistro, your neighbourhood's known stop for delicious food. It was a few stops away from the tall, looming skyscrapers and glass buildings of NY city- ok... maybe it was more than 15 minutes away... that's why NY city had its somewhat efficient subway.
(Name) [12:52]: I'll be there in half an hour, order smt, I'll eat with you.
Not a second passed before you got a call, from none other than spiderman himself.
"Girly, what do you mean you'll be here in half an hour?" his voice rang through the phone, pouty and demanding attention. "Can't you hurry up?"
You sighed, balancing your phone on your shoulder as you recharged your bus card.
"I don't have any sorts of speed and power as you, Ajax," you explained, scanning your card and passing through the subway. "If there's no traffic, I'll be there in less than 30 minutes, alright?"
"Ah, then I guess I'll have to eat alone," he whined, letting out a puff of exhaustion. "And here I wanted to spend time with you."
His whining sometimes got on your nerves, but it was Ajax, prone to acting like a child that he was - a very boyish and toned childe.
"You try taking the subway in rush hour, Ajax. Pushing and rushing won't do anything. If it makes you feel better, wait for me outside the station, I'll try my best."
"Hmm~ Sounds acceptable at most," he hummed, voice lowering slightly to sound deeper, like a certain Dr. Zhongli. "Be quick, I'm starving!"
"Good thing Xiangling cooks fast, then. See ya, Ajax," you hung up, huddled into the cart with a few dozen citizens with you trying to get to their destination.
***
"YOU TOOK FOR-EVER!" Childe screamed into your ear when you joined him outside.
Much to his disliking, you scoffed in his face.
He was lounging on a bench, face stuck to his phone when you arrived, he looked so comfortable in his bomber jacket that you thought he was going to melt into the bench. You had, unfortunately, taken longer than 30 minutes, much to your and Childe's patience.
"It's rush hour for fuck's sake, Ajax," you slapped his shoulder harshly, walking to his side. "Must you scream like a child? It's really unbefitting of the string hero that saved NY city this evening~."
He gasped dramatically, playing along with your teasing, something you often did for fun. He gripped his shirt, closed his eyes and lowered his head in a defeated manner as you chuckled at his display. Tapping his shoulder, you shook him from his stupor to point at Xiangling's waving figure, smiled wide and cute.
"I texted Xiangling on the way, ordered your fav," you returned her wave, urging Childe to walk faster.
"What? You did that for me? You shouldn't have-!" he beamed, wrapping an arm around your shoulder and weighing you down a bit.
"I also put it on your tab."
He suddenly stopped, pulling you back with him as he grabbed your shoulders, face inches from yours with a shocked face. You could feel his breath on your nose and dull, blue eyes piercing into yours.
"On.. my tab??"
He sounded surprised! Surely, he could pay for it with the money he gained from working as an intern for Iron Man.
"A measly 20 ain't much compared to the money you gain, no?" you cocked your head, blinking innocently as you pulled away. "Isn't it, Ajax?"
He grimaced, doomed to pay for your food. Shoulders lax and arms dangling on his side, he sighed, accepting his duty to pay for you. Poor boy, falling for your traps so easily, not that he wouldn't return the favour later
"Alright, you got me!" Childe flayed his hands in the air, trailing behind your cackling form as you pushed through the entrance. "You're paying next time!"
"Whatever you say, TarTar."
"You thought of a way to travel way faster, you say?"
Holding a single, salted French frie, you used it to point at him, brow lifted while he droned away with his crazy ideas. You were seated in a booth near the window, sharing your French fries, burgers and drink with him, with the couples discount - which wasn't that much of a farce.
Childe nodded enthusiastically, biting a mouthful of burger. His cheeks were stuffed full, round with Wanming's delicious food and mouth covered in sauce. He looked like an overgrown chipmunk - to which you snickered, fist trying to hide your grin.
"Whaaat?" Childe asked, still eating.
"Ew, swallow before taking, it's disgusting-" you cringed. "-and you'll choke."
He swallowed hard, a smirk splitting on his face, eyes lidded and conveying a lustrous gleam:
"Choking you say, I bet you'd choke on something else too, girly~."
Caught off guard, you sputtered, choking on air as his words hit you, an underlying meaning to his words that would surely make you and the people eating around you flush.
You dropped your frie in favour of hiding your red face from the ginger, red-tipped ears and cheeks bloody red that would become a victim to his teasings. Peaking from between your fingers, you stared at Childe's cheeky expression: cheek resting on his palm and eyes crinkled from his adorably handsome grin, teeth flashing brightly.
"God, you're cute, (Name)."
His smirk seemed to grow increasingly bigger as you hid your face again, you were just the cutest in his eyes.
"So~ onto the subject at hand: I found a way to travel faster, way~ faster than by bus, car and walking - I found the best way of travelling."
***
"OHMAHGOD- IM GONNA FALL!!! IM GONNA FALL!!! PUT ME DOWN!!!!"
Your arms wrapped around Childe's neck for dear life, clutching onto his skintight suit as if you'd fall from his embrace. He supported you with one arm, using the other to swing from web to web, cackling his head off while you screamed for your own.
"PUT ME THE FUCK DOWN, AJAX!!! I SWEAR TO WHATEVER GOD OUT THERE THAT I'LL RIP ALL YOUR HAIR OFF IF YOU DON'T PUT ME DOWN!!!"
"Don't be such a worrywart, (Name)! Like I've said, I've got you! It's not like I'd just drop you, you're my precious damsel in distress!!"
Your nails dug into his skin, making him yelp and fingers grip your hip tighter.
"I AIN'T ANY OF YOUR STINKY AND SWEATY SHIT!!"
"Hahahaha! Love ya too, girly!"
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tartglias · 4 years ago
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diluc, kaeya, albedo and childe when they’re in love
“ahh ok i just discovered ur blog and this is my very first ever request to a blog. so uhm can i req diluc, kaeya, albedo & childe headcanons on what they'll do when they're in love? like, will their attitude change when they're around the reader HAHAHA it's ok if u remove a character <3 if u don't want to write it feel free to ignore hehe”
Diluc
Even though you both decided to keep the relationship away from the public eye, it’s not shocking that certain people come and ask if you can deliver a message to Diluc. It tends to be Kaeya or even Jean, whenever the Knights of Favonius are too busy to handle something a little too dangerous. Sometimes it’s even Venti, trying to persuade you to convince Diluc to lower the dandelion wine price.
Whoever the person is, they come to you because they know that Diluc has a soft spot for you. If something catches your eye, expect it on your doorstep the following day. He loves to spoil you, to the point in which you have to tell him to stop gifting you things, and that his love is and will always be enough.
And obviously, they know that if someone can convince him of doing something, that someone is you. It’s amusing how the normal situation switches when it comes to you. If Kaeya approaches him and asks for a favor, expect a very angry Diluc rolling his eyes and turning around, completely dismissing him while trying to not make a scene in front of you and the other costumers at the tavern. But, if it’s you who delivers the message, he just sighs and meditates it, eventually giving in. You see him smile slightly once you quickly kiss his cheek and thank him.
“Why do you always decline these requests but accept them once I ask you?” You once asked, looking up to face him as you cuddled him in bed. His hair was messy and untied, but he still looked beautiful, specially under the moon light.
“Because you’re not annoying” he simply said, caressing your cheek. You stared at him, unconvinced. This earned you a soft laugh from the man beneath you.
“I don’t know, I just can’t say no to you. Which is funny because now everyone knows you’re my weakness” He said.
It was then and there that he understood how much you meant to him. You could ask him to pick up every single Cecilia flower in Mondstadt and he would not hesitate to do it. It was dangerous, and he knew that, but his feelings were too strong.
“Kaeya will definitely use this for-“ “I love you” he said, interrupting you. Your eyes widened and a small gasp left your lips. It was the first time he said the big “L” word, maybe the first time in his life.
“I love you too” you whispered, still in awe from his previous confession.
He kissed you deeper than ever before, transmitting every single feeling he had into the kiss. You meant the world to him. He was in love.
The rest of the night was filled with quiet “I love you”s and cuddles, eventually falling asleep wrapped in each other’s arms.
Kaeya
One thing that helped him understand his feelings for you was that he could just be himself.
His past forced him to wake up and put on a facade as the flirty Cavalry Captain that had every person in Mondstadt wrapped around his finger. But you were different. When he was with you, he was Kaeya. No fancy titles, no social etiquette. Just Kaeya. Not only he felt comfortable enough to be himself around you, but you also seemed to like his true self as well. And that’s how he realized.
After long days filled with commissions and some paperwork, he would come home exhausted only to find you already waiting for him. Without need for words, he would wrap his arms around your waist and hide his face on your neck after leaving a small trace of kisses.
“Long day?” you asked as you gently hugged him, untied his hair and started brushing it with your fingers. He would reply with a small “hm” before looking up and kissing your lips.
This sight could confuse an outsider, since Kaeya, with his oh so flirty social title, is usually the one calling out for you or keeping his hands on you at any moment. Kaeya is not afraid to show his love to the world, and he makes that very clear in public. Yet, this sight made him look vulnerable, and that was something he reserved just for your eyes. You made his walls fall down, you made him vulnerable in the best way possible. He felt at peace when he was with you, and that feeling used to be so foreign to him due to the secrets of his past. But here he was, in your arms as he rambled about his day without care in the world.
His attitude towards you in public never changed much, always finding his way to make you swoon and fluster you. He loves to let everyone know that he is yours and you are his. But, once the doors close behind him, he would let his guard down completely with you. He would cling to your body as he seeks for advice or talk about his worries.
“I think that it’s best to ignore Pallad from now on since he always gets-“ you started saying, but noticing how Kaeya was looking at you made you lose your trail of thoughts. “Wh- Why are you looking at me like that?”
“You make me feel better about myself” Kaeya said, snuggling closer to you. He let out a chuckle when he heard you mutter a “huh?”
“You make me feel at peace, and I haven’t felt like that in a long while”
Albedo
Relationships were kind of new to Albedo, he wasn’t certain about the right way to show affection. But one thing he was sure about was that every time you came to visit him in his research room he felt funny inside. Funny in a good way, he felt a sudden urge to hold your hand or make you smile. 
To understand this feeling more, he started doing research on couples in Mondstadt. Was he the only one that felt this way at the sight of someone he cherished? Or was this the beginning of him becoming a monster and destroying the city of freedom at last? Lucky for him, he realized that it was considered normal to smile whenever you see your s/o. 
While he was doing his research, Klee appeared holding one of her treasures. She wanted to show Albedo her newest creation, but instead she found him staring at some old couple sitting by a fountain. She thought it was a strange sight. “What are you doing?” she asked, startling him. “Research” he simply said. “On old people? Why don’t you do a research on me? I’m young! And I have treasures!” “I don’t think you can be of use in this research” he said, sighing. 
It took Klee a while to understand what was happening, but when she did she started giggling uncontrollably. Albedo just stared at her wondering what was wrong with the child. “Albedo are you in love?”
Love, such a strange concept. He read about it, and now that Klee mentioned it, he realized that it made sense. He felt funny every time he managed to make you smile or laugh, and even more when he saw the blush on your face after complimenting you. He realized that the “funny” feeling happened because he loves you. He loves when you visit him, he loves when you ask him questions about his research and when you offer to help him. He loves you.
He immediately started searching for you, he felt the sudden urge to see and tell you about this discovery. Once he found you, he couldn’t help the smile that appeared on his face. You looked beautiful, and you weren’t even trying. You just came back from a commission and your hair was messy, and he noticed that your clothes were a bit dirty too. Yet you looked mesmerizing to him. 
“Albedo! I was on my way to visit you!” You greeted him once you saw him, kissing his cheek. 
“I made a new discovery today, dear.” He said, taking your hands in his. “I discovered that I’m in love with you”
Childe
If there’s something Childe is gonna do, is spoil you to no end. Similar to Diluc, if he noticed that something caught your eye for more than 3 seconds, expect it by your doorstep soon. And don’t even try to stop him, he just won’t listen.
Since he has to go away for weeks due to his line of work, he wants to spoil you so you don’t forget him. Not that you could anyways, you always thought of him and even prayed for his safe return. When he comes back, expect little souvenirs from his travels and stories he may or may not exaggerate a tiny bit.
He loves whenever you wear things he gifted you, and loves to tease you about it. “May I know who got you that beautiful necklace dear?” he would ask with a smirk on his face. “You, Childe” “That’s right, the best for my favorite person in the world”
But his love doesn’t come in material things only, he also loves to spend time with you. There are times that he has to go away for long periods of time, and after a few weeks he starts missing you so much he just has to send someone to pick you up and bring you to him. On those occasions he makes sure to do everything he has to do in the morning so he could spend the afternoon exploring with you.
His line of work is dangerous, and you know that. There are times in which you’re exploring some ruins with him and treasure hoarders appear. In those cases he asks you to close your eyes, and only open them when he tells you to. Under no circumstance he wants you to witness this side of him he tries so much to hide.
Once it’s over, he would reach to you gently and tell you to open your eyes. When you do, the sight in front of you breaks your heart. He was alright, not a single scratch on him, but his face was filled with worry and fear. “I’m sorry” he would say, closing his eyes and taking your hand. “Why are you apologizing?” “I’m a monster” he said, not daring to look at you.
It would take you a few minutes to convince him that he actually is not a monster. Those treasure hoarders appeared out of nowhere, and threatened you. He was just protecting you. “This is what I do all the time, how are you not scared of me?” He asked. You hugged him very tight, not wanting to let go of him until every drop of fear and guilt leaves his body. “I know you would never hurt me”
He knew you were right, he could never hurt you. He may think he is a monster unworthy of your love, but he knew that he could never lay a finger on you. And as you hugged him tight in front of some random ruins you were exploring, he realized he was in love and swore to himself he would do anything to protect you.
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sapphire240400 · 2 years ago
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Thoma- Dude- You almost give me a heart attack-
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kaeyasstarlight · 2 years ago
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Sounds of love(Kaeya Alberich x GN!Reader)
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A.N: This is for @xiaoslxt and @adalynn-is-lost's event :)) I got Phonophobia(fear of loud noises). I hope you'll enjoy it and that I was able to fulfill the theme ^^
Warnings: Loud noises, Feeling of fear, Crying, undressing(nothing explicit), mention of alcohol consumption, Kaeya calls reader darling and love
Genre: Fluff/Comfort
Word count: 1,2 k
Disclaimer: I did some research on phonophobia, but if something is wrong, tell me so that I can fix it :))
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The tavern.
It can be a relaxing place for some people, like for your boyfriend Kaeya. Although, for you, it wasn't really. You knew your boyfriend loves to go there almost every night, so you didn't want to tell him you didn't like this place because of all the noise, mostly people talking loudly, drunk people who can yell as well as get crazy and many other factors that might trigger your phonophobia. You're scared that he might think wrong of you(which he would never cause he literally adores you no matter what) and that he might think you're acting childish for being afraid of something like this(know that no matter what you are valid and no matter what you're scared of doesn't make you weak).
Usually, when he asks you if you want to go to the tavern with him you tell him that you're too tired or that you have some work to finish, etc. Except, this time you didn't have any reasons to not go cause he knows you finished your work yesterday evening and the way you look right now doesn't look like someone tired.
So that's how you got where you are right now, in the living room of the home you both share, both sat down on the couch when he says:
"I'm going to the tavern you wanna join? Diluc is going to be there and I know me and him are not on the best terms, but if you want to catch up with him, go ahead. I'm sure that he wants to see how you're doing even tho he won't admit it. Plus, drinks are on me tonight don't worry. You worked so hard lately and I want to treat my darling a bit.", he kissed your cheek. You gotta admit his offers seemed nice and maybe you're just stressing. Maybe it's not so loud and that you might have some fun. You've never really gone there so you don't actually know if it's as bad as you think it is. Also, he's right. You did wanna catch up a bit with Diluc. Some stuff happened since childhood and it's been a while since you had a real conversation with him. Plus, your lovely boyfriend is gonna be there so if anything happens you know he will do anything for you.
"Yeah let me get ready and let's go", you give him a sweet smile and head towards the room to get changed out of your pyjamas.
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You both arrive at the tavern's door hand in hand and he sees that you seem a bit nervous. He looks at you.
"Hey, if you feel uncomfortable at any moment, tell me and we will go home immediately, okay sweetheart?" Sometimes you wonder how you got someone so loving as him in your life.
"Okay I promise", you give him a small smile then he squeezes your hand a bit to show you that he's here for you.
He opens the door for you like a gentleman and follows you right after. Venti and Rosaria, his drinking buddies, are here as well both sitting in front of the bar with Diluc on the other side of it. Kaeya sits down on a stool and you sit down right beside him.
"Hello dear brother, do you remember our lovely [your name]?"
"Of course I do.", he looks at you, "Hello, [your name]. It's been a while, how are you doing?", he says his tone least harsh than when he was talking to Kaeya. You both start a conversation while he serves his brother a glass of Death After Noon. Your boyfriend chats a bit with his friends while you catch up a bit with Diluc. He seems happy that you're the one taking care of his brother, but he won't tell you that tho, well not now at least. Kaeya holds your hand under the bar the whole time and you think, maybe it's not that bad. Maybe you just got stressed a bit.
After a while, an unknown figure to both you and the others at the bar appears besides Diluc.
"Ah yes, this is [insert a name]. Charles recommended them to me as a new bartender. I'm forming them tonight." You all greet them as they serve you drinks.
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The evening goes on and people seem to get a bit drunker. They start to talk louder than earlier and stand on the tables to sing drunkenly. The hold you have on Kaeya’s hand starts to be a bit more strong and don’t think he didn’t notice. He looks at you to see if you're okay and you give him a small smile. He trusts you but decides to not take any more drinks for the night in case you need his full attention.
You start to hear more and more loud people talking, cheering and singing. The noises ramble in your ears and your body starts to shake with your heartbeat getting faster. The last drop that makes you panic is when Diluc's new employee drops a glass on the floor and it makes a loud noise. Your body starts to shake even more as well as your heartbeat is faster than earlier after and tears are starting to form in your eyes.
Kaeya's first priority at the moment is you as soon as he feels you shake. He brings in a corner away from people and the looks of others. Your friends leave you and Kaeya alone cause they know this is best for you. He takes your hands and asks you in a comforting voice:
"Love, can you look at me?", you look at him with teary eyes and the sight breaks a part of his heart. You have a scared look on your face and you look like you want to run away.
"We're going home, love. I'm here for you don't worry I'll take care of you."
He says his goodbyes and leaves the tavern carrying you on his back. The fresh air makes you feel a bit better and seems to calm you down. The town is quiet at this hour and the road to your shared house is not too far away.
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Kaeya gently lays you on the bed and asks you if he can undress you to be in more comfortable clothes. You nod yes and he goes get a shirt and pants of his that he knows you love cause it smells like him. He gently changes your clothes and makes sure you're comfortable.
"Are you feeling better? Do you need something? Water? A blanket? Anything you need I will go get it for you."
"Just you. And maybe a hug?"
"Of course darling."
He lays down next to you in the bed and hugs you from behind while giving you relaxing touches on your skin.
"Ummm Kaeya?"
"Yes, darling?"
"Well, the reason why panicked out there is that... I have a thing called phonophobia... Basically, it means that I'm afraid of loud noises and it makes me scared... Sorry, you probably think I'm weak...", you look away from him after this last sentence
"Love, no...", he holds your cheek gently, "I would never think you're weak. We all have our fears and it's totally okay. You know I would have never judged you. I'm sorry if I made you go there and you were uncomfortable."
"No don't worry. I thought that I maybe it wasn't that bad, but now I know I might not go there for a while..."
"Don't worry it's totally okay. At least now I know about your fear and I will be there for you whenever you need"
He will always be here for you when you're afraid
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boochandesu · 2 years ago
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if you have any ideas/requests for short fics/drabbles, I'd appreciate it..
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kokomisprincess · 2 years ago
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Just basic rules and a little about me.
First of all, Hi! My name is Vera, I’m 18 turning 19 on halloween :). I do like to brainstorm and just think the most random thoughts 24/7. I’m kinda new to writing and have dyslexia so I may misspell something and not notice, apologies if that happens or for the possibly bad writing. Also. Minors please dni 🙏
RULES | WHAT I WILL AND WILL NOT WRITE.
These will be kinda basic rules and whatnot
I will write for pretty much anything including dark content, male reader, lgbtq+, basically anything that isn’t too too heavy or I don’t feel comfortable/that I can’t write well.
I will not write for anything that contains scat, ped*philia, racism, homophobia etc. Just basically like I previously mentioned, nothing too too heavy.
WHO I WILL AND WILL NOT WRITE FOR.
Will not write: qiqi, klee, sayu, diona, dori, nahida etc regardless if some are “older than they look”
Will write: any of the other characters pretty much!
Aaaaand that’s pretty much it.
I’m looking forward to your thirsts and requests! Make sure when requesting to tell me the preferred gender of the reader as well. I’ll probably edit this as time goes on.
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secretivemessenger · 2 years ago
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For the 1k event i'm requesting
Prompt = 100. “You’re still horny? Didn’t I fuck you hard enough last night?"
With Pantalone, they're in a meeting and mc is sitting next to him, suddenly, mc's hand trails towards Pantalone's thighs and slowly rise up to his dick but before his hand could reach his crotch, Pantalone grabs his hand.
At the end of the meeting they both walk out but Pantalone grabs mc's hand and drags him into an empty room, rest is up to you
Keep quiet
Bottom Pantalone x Top male reader
Rating: NSFW
Warnings: OOC Pantalone! Implied partners with benefits! Past sexual sessions mentioned! Hand job! Public sex!? Almost getting caught! Then actually getting caught! Nipple play! Reader has a big cock! Belly bulge!
Note: sorry for the long wait dove^^ but here ya go , also changed the plot up a bit if you don’t mind😗 also reader is a fatui harbinger or else how tf he gon be in the meeting room🤨
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Every one of the harbingers was standing far away from each other in that room that looked like a corridor —a single long table seated in the middle with a total of 12 wooden chairs.
In that freezing meeting room, the only sounds that could be heard is the sound of chilling silence, as hard stares were being thrown around towards one another.
You barely held back the laughter inside because of their silly little staring competition, asserting dominance is what Childe said it was, but you were far too amused to complain about it.
All of this was happening because the so called “leader of the harbingers” was not yet present , which is not that surprising because that old grandpa —as you liked to call him— always shows up to these “very important meetings” whenever he wants, sometimes you’ll be kept inside for hours till he finally decides to show up, unbearable but you still managed to bare with it somehow.
The sound of the large door opening attracted the attention of all as everyone’s faces turned to face the newcomer who entered the room, with his charisma and charm, Pierro walked inside the room scanning it with his eyes behind the mask.
Making sure everyone was present he made his way to the table sat down on the chair at the beginning of the table , all without saying a word , once he was fully seated he spoke out. “You are allowed to sit down now.” And just like little trained obedient puppies, everyone followed the somewhat order without a word of complaint, you chose the nearest seat to you which luckily was right next to the one with all the glory, Pantalone.
What you and pantalone have is somewhat complicated, you weren’t exactly lovers nor friends, a sex partnership is what it should be called, you were made to sign a whole 100 page contract before starting this, it was surely stressful but definitely worth it.
The smile on Pantalone’s face never leaving his lips as he looked at the leader listening carefully to what he had to say, and all you could do is stare at him, his face looked so pretty, almost hard to believe such an elegant person was begging like a slut to be stuffed by your fat cock just yesterday, such a two face~ a cute one atleast.
Just thinking about it excites you, remembering the way you held onto his slim hips as you pounded his hole till it stretched to the shape of your cock , making it so no one other than you can use that pretty hole of his, useless to everyone but you.
You can still hear his choked out moans inside your head, his little cute whimpers his shameless cries the way he stuttered with a moan everytime he tries to speak , at the end he just lost all his energy and passed out leaving you to continue fucking his passed out body.
Absolute good times, you wish to go back to yesterday just so you can fuck him again and again and again, such an unhealthy obsession you have developed for the infamous Pantalone, but you truly can’t be blamed he is majestic after all.
As these thoughts and memories flooded your mind like a disease you felt the heat moving straight to your cock, you can definitely get hard just by thinking of the things you two have done, meanwhile eyes slowly turned onto you which brought you out of your very deep thoughts.
Cold and amused stares were sent your way along side some glares , you might’ve been too obvious with spacing out this time, a small oops left your mouth, you heard a small chuckle from your “partner” before he averted his eyes back to Pierro, and so did the other harbingers.
How embarrassing getting caught daydreaming about fucking one of your fellow harbingers, if only they could read your mind they’d be truly flabbergasted, to know about the horrendous thoughts that fill your mind.
Looking back at the leader you tried to focus your attention on him again but it was very hard, alot of uninteresting words came out of his mouth, you’ve only listened for few seconds and the feeling of boredom started consuming you whole.
Looking back at the man who has your mind in a choke hold you couldn’t help but admire him again, the way that little tank top of his looked around his upper body, if you squint a bit you’ll even see his cute nipples through it, and the way these tight jeans sticked to his legs like magnets, making his thighs look unsurprisingly charming and so grab-able, you just wanna squeeze it and squish it.
But who were you to keep your desires hidden? And so that’s exactly what you did.
Your hands gripped tightly at the inner side of his thighs under the table, his body jolted up in surprise at the unexpected touch, he looked straight at you with questioning eyes, you just smiled and signaled him to shush and give his attention back to Pierro, the look of panic in his face never eased but he still slowly turned his head back around , trying so hard to ignore the feeling of your hands squeezing his thighs.
Slowly going up towards his clothed cock, his breath hitch at your slow movement, these little touches you gave his made him incredibly weak, the feeling of your hands at his growing bulge was unbearable so he gripped tightly at your hands and glared at you, expecting you to stop he almost let out a moan when you squeezed at his cock.
As his other hands held on tightly to the chair’s leg, you started massaging his cock till it was rock hard inside his pants, breathy sigh’s left his lips as concentrating with whatever is going on has become unbearably hard, the way your hands slipped inside his pants then to his boxers made him flinch so hard as he looked at you in a panic state then looked around seeing everyone deeply focused on Pierro’s important talk.
Once your hands wrapped around his wet leaking cock an uncontrollable moan left his mouth, at the same time he smacked his fist on the meeting table to cover up his sound, the so called important talk was cut out by Pantalone’s loud smack to the table.
“Regrator, is something wrong or did you just feel the need interrupt what I had to say?” Pierro spoke while looking directly at Pantalone waiting for his answer, the moment he tried to open his mouth to answer you started fisting the tip of his cock squeezing and jerking it up then playing with it using your fingers, he tried his best not to whimper and cry out, scared he might embarrass himself infront of his fellow harbingers he stayed quiet as his heart shook with fear and excitement.
“You chose not to answer I see, this meeting was prepared by the tsaritsa herself , so make sure to arrange a meeting where you can talk to her about this kind of behavior , yeah?” Pierro said with his intermediating eyes, as Pantalone glared daggers at you for getting him into this unnecessary trouble while you only smiled at him still playing with his pretty cock “Y..yes” Pantalone answered in a stuttering tone taking all of his energy to not moan out while talking.
A sigh left Pierro’s mouth before going back to whatever he was saying, as you continued to jerk him off moving your hands up and down, looking at his sweaty face as it no longer holds that smile.
He smacked a hand against his mouth as his chest raised up and down, his body was shaking and trembling because of you, he almost teared up as he felt himself about to cum, before he gets anywhere you pulled your hand out completely.
He looked at you in shock , he opened his mouth many times to say something but nothing came out, you just smiled at him before turning your head to Pierro completely ignoring Pantalone, no matter what he tried to do you ignored him through out the whole meeting leaving him to suffer with the painful hard on you caused.
Pantalone was absolutely furious , how dare you do all this to him just to deny him from his release , and so once the meeting was over it was no surprise to you when Pantalone grabbed your hands and started dragging you away , while you just let yourself be pulled by him , you stopped in your tracks once you reached the hallway leading out of the building.
“Oh? Where are you planning to take me?” You asked playing the clueless game knowing damn well where he was gonna take you , “Stop wasting my time by acting dumb , let’s go.” He said in an annoyed tone
“You’re still horny? Didn’t I fuck you hard enough yesterday?”
You said in a mocking tone while a smirk presented itself on your face. “Doing such things in the meeting room , weren’t you the one who was being a horny mutt.” He confronted you , “Me? Are you sure? Cause I’m very sure you were the one getting turned on”.
Slamming him on the hallway wall. “You liked it, didn’t you?” You said as the smile on your face stretched more “Liked being touched like that knowing that everyone in that room could’ve possibly caught us , caught you enjoying yourself like a damn slut.”
His body twitched at your words and you didn’t fail to notice it , a small chuckle escaped your mouth , “Are you done now let’s g-” He tried to sound intimidating while saying it but you didn’t even give him the chance to fish his words.
Pressing your kneecaps on his visible bulge made him release a desperate moan , his body already feeling hot. “Why waste time in going to your building when we can do it here?” Hearing your words he looked at you like you were crazy or something “Oh cmon.” You started planting little kisses on his neck. “You were really enjoying it in that meeting room.” Moving your kisses higher till it reached his ear. “C’mon, it’ll be fun I promise.” You ended it with a small blow on his ear making his body shiver with chills.
Silence was the answer you received from him and you decided to take it as a yes. You slowly started by taking off his shirt leaving trials of kisses till you reached his cute buds , starting with small licks before taking the pink buds in your mouth he didn’t try to push you away instead he wrapped his hands around your neck pulling you closer as small gasps left his mouth.
You continued Sucking at his nipples till they were all red and hard , just by you swirling your tongue on his nipples made him breathless , lost in pleasure he didn’t even notice you taking off his pants until the air brushed against his hard cock stealing a gasp out of him , as you slipped your fingers inside his gaping mouth. “Suck.” You ordered , oddly enough he obeyed without making sure to get your fingers all wet , how adorable it was the way he sucked on your fingers , making you wish it was your cock instead.
Alot of thing were going on at one time , you fucking his mouth with your fingers all the while you still continued to suck at his nipples , it made his body so shaky and sensitive he barely managed to keep himself standing.
As hard as it was for him as it was for you , you who’s cock has been hard all this time without even touching it , you left yourself needy and gave all the attention to Pantalone instead.
But you too were getting desperate , so finally deciding to give yourself the attention you deserve you slowly started stripping your lower half naked , finally freeing your cock from its confinement. Pantalone stared down at your huge cock his drolly mouth looking very hungry for it. “See this, this is what fucked you good last night.” You said as you stroked yourself infront of him.
Swallowing his spit his sweaty face turned flashy red as he slowly took all the courage he had to speak his mind. “Fuck me… Please..” With the amount of desperation in his voice you couldn’t decline him beside it made you much more harder than before , as a laugh came out of you. “Gladly~” You said as a big smile planted itself on your face.
You moved too fast for his unfocused eyes , in a matter of seconds you took a hold of his legs and made it wrap itself around your waist , before plunging your fat cock inside his hole , and the loudest scream left him , Pantalones eye’s opened wide as his tongue lolled out , uncontrollable gasps and breaths lefts him because of the feeling of your cock inside his guts.
While pantalone was still getting used to your cock suddenly invading his insides , you looked down at his little tummy that you can clearly see the traces of yourself in.
It made you proud knowing that your cock was so deep inside of him it bulged in his stomach , pressing your fingers down on the bulge made a small cry leave him as he digged his nails onto your shoulders drawing blood , but you didn’t mind that it was actually cute.
Not much time was needed for Pantalone to adjust thanks to the fact that his hole was still lose from yesterday , so once a certain time passed you started moving your hips starting by slowly fucking him , this gentle pace didn’t last for long as your movement became more faster and rougher by time.
Shameless moans of your name left Pantalone’s mouth completely forgetting you two were still in the hallway and some of your other “fellow harbingers” were still present in the building , but you didn’t mind getting caught because then they’ll know that he was yours and yours only.
You pounded into him while gripping on his ass and stretching it , you raised his body and brought it down with your thrust drawing another slutty moan out of him , moving your hips you continued to fuck into him roughly watching your cock move inside of him watching the way his face twists with every thrust , he looked fascinating.
The both of you were close to cumming , it felt like a need to you to cum inside of him , to fill him up with your cum you can feel yourself getting closer just by thinking about it , your thoughts were cut off at the sounds of a very small gasp , very small you almost missed it.
Looking to the side you saw one of the fatui agents , you recognised from his uniform that he’s one of the dept collectors , how long has he been here you wondered , giving the fact that he have a visible hard on it must’ve been a while , you two were so lost in pleasure you didn’t notice him at all , truly hilarious.
Without stopping your thrusts you continued fucking into Pantalone who’s eyes were closed as he continued moaning absolutely clueless about everything other than the cock moving inside of him , as a smirk came up your face you put your finger on your lips signalling the agent to shush.
The agent nodded his head nervously and went away with his life , knowing damn well if Pantalone was to know he will surely end up without a head , but he didn’t really leave he knows how dangerous it is to stay but he couldn’t leave for some reason , so he hid behind the wall thinking you wouldn’t notice and started taking care of his own problem
you couldn’t contain the small laugh at the dumb agent as you continued to fuck your cock into his puffy hole knowing damn well that little agent was jerking off to you fucking Pantalone.
🏷: @gaybitchfx @vyloy @peter-the-pan @saelipse (your food) @valeksei (totally didn’t forget to tag you) cuse you said to tag u in important shit
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kyinpeachichu · 2 years ago
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Bennett x Cuddle bug Traveller/ y/n
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Of course when he first met you, he knew all about your stories and how great you were. And at first glance he thought you'd be super intimidating.
But you were the complete opposite.
You were friendly and welcoming, and even brushed off his bad luck when he told you about it. It wasn't because you didn't believe him (well at the time you didn't really think it was that bad) but because you were actually pretty ok with it.
"It can't be that bad" you thought.
You had your own constant bits of misfortune too after all. Almost dying every time, being a wanted criminal in every nation you step into before saving it from the clutches of evil and still have no clues about your sibling. Yeah, life wasn't perfect for you either.
After getting to know Bennett for a bit (and when I say "for a bit" I mean you have like, just two conversations) your body was already launching it's affection without you knowing.
It started with locking your arm around his, surprising him from behind with hugs, (which end up with both of you on the ground most of the time), and once again, forgetting the idea of personal space.
Bennett on the other hand, didn't even notice.
In fact he unknowingly joined in on it too.
He bumped fists with you, put his hand on your shoulder, playfully bumping you by the shoulder or hip with his own shoulder and hip.
And as your friendship progressed, so did the playful touches.
You started nuzzling your head on his shoulders, hugging him from the front, and patting his head.
Bennett didn't exhibit any of these behaviors himself, but he liked it whenever you did.
He didn't notice you were being really touchy with him until someone pointed out how "comfortable" he was with you.
And even when he'd realized it, he didn't stop the way he acted around you.
If you didn't mind his bad luck, the "I guess it's ok" he told himself.
And so you two continued to be the best of buddies!
⬇️💗DATING ONES BELLOW💗⬇️
as your relationship progressed even further, your friendly gestures evolved into seemingly more intimate ones.
You had friendly intentions behind it, but that wasn't how it looked from an outside viewer's perspective.
You started kissing his cheek, always hanging around close to him, and not to mention snuggling close during rain storms and kissing his wounds.
He'd be really dense to it and even thank you for it.
Except the cheek kisses. Those left him confused and thinking "wait.... what just happened?"
(🍪🍧🍬🍭Ok ok, EXTRA SUGAR!🍦🍨🍮🍯)
During your early days of hanging out and misfortune constantly following him, Bennett can't help but be extremely apologetic and cautious whenever you were around.
But somehow, you always seemed to make it better.
When it started raining out of the blue once, he apologized thinking it might've been all his fault. Profusely saying sorry for "ruining your day"
To which you replied to with "Hm? Oh don't worry about it. I actually like the rain. It was getting really hot lately anyways."
And you did this to every scenario. And every time, it made him feel better.
If lightning starts to draw closer. He'd panic and try to drag you to a place for shelter. But then he saw you gazing at the distance with a smile on your face. The lightning reflected in your eyes as it strikes and the thunder growing deaf upon your ears. "The storm looks really pretty don't you think?"
You two are sitting in dragonspine with only a small fire that keeps going out no matter many times he uses his vision, you'd snuggle closer to him and even use your anemo abilities to keep the fire going a little longer. He feels bad about not being able to do much, but once again, he saw your eyes sparkling as you watched the snowy scenery. "The snow looks sobbeautiful out there."
You two slipped and fell into a pit with mud all over your clothes. He's starts apologizing again but you were just laying there laughing. It was like going down a slide you said.
Bennett had accidentally scared the fish away (and when I say accidentally I mean that he didn't do anything and they just swam off). He was upset he couldn't get any fish but then there you ran with your boots off splashing in the water. "Now that the fish are away, the pond is ours!"
You always made him happy.
No matter how bad things got for him, you were like that little shooting star or ray of sunlight through stormy clouds that brightened up his day.
It was then after thinking about that, that he knew he loved you.
But he didn't tell you about it. And was even careful not to drop any signs. (To which he failed miserably obviously.) (He was like an open book)
But his new found love for you just made it even more obvious.
He started evading your advances and tried to keep a distance from you.
He knows he causes alot of trouble for the people around him and he doesn't want that to happen to you anymore.
When you confronted him about it, he said it was nothing and that you should stop seeing him. "For your own good"
The mere thought was enough to send you into a rage. (But you didn't, you kept your cool)
And that was when he told you.
"Listen... I-I... I really, really like you ok. I love you. You-you make me happy all the time and I-... I'm just a burden. I know, you don't love me back. Just my luck I guess heheh-"
NOT ON OUR WATCH HE DOESN'T!!!
We shook him out of his senses and told him that we liked him too.
We made him cry. (A good cry!)
After a big emotional ride, the following days were happy. Bennett couldn't help but run to his dads and tell them that he has you now.
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camishir · 2 years ago
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Once Upon A December - Chapter 1
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Chapter 1 >> Chapter 2
New story! Hope you all enjoy!
Warnings : slight angst, a little bit of crying.
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It was another ordinary day.
You woke up quite early, not wanting to leave the pleasant warmth of your bed, but the sun shining straight through the gap in the curtains into your eyes made you sit up in your bed.
With a tired yawn, you started yet another day of your life.
Eating breakfast, dressing up and walking through the city was your everyday routine now. Sumeru was supposedly one of the most innovative regions in the whole Teyvat, and to think that you found it to be utterly boring would be an understatement.
With easy steps and waving to your friends here and there, you reached your every days destination - Zubayr theater.
Upon entering, you could already feel a thick tension hanging in the air, which was unusual for this always lively and cheerful place. A single dancer was in the middle of the stage, seemingly lost in her thoughts. As you were making your way towards the said stage, you noticed the dancer’s concerned face, which was another hint to the unpleasant past events.
- Nilou, is everything okay? – You asked, extending your hand and gently touching her shoulder.
Your action made the young performer slightly flinch as she snapped out of her thoughts.
- Ah, Y/N. Sorry, I was lost in my thought’s. How was your morning, did you sleep well? Knowing that you stayed up late last night to help us with decorations was really generous of you! – Nilou smiled at you as she turned to lead you to the backstage.
- I slept well, but you dodged my question. Nilou, I saw your facial expression and the people in this place feel extremely dull today. What happened? – you asked, worry filling your eyes.
To your persistence, Nilou only sighed, as she took your hands in hers, playing with your fingers.
- The Akademiya gave us yet another warning, except this time it was more of an… order. They said that if we don’t stop our performances anytime soon, they’ll be sure to settle all of this once and for all… - The young dancer sighed, avoiding your eyes.
You and Nilou had been close friends since childhood. You both grew up together learning how to dance and performing the most amazing plays on the stage. Once an inseparable duo, yet so different in personalities. While Nilou was always extremely gentle and attached to the theater, you could only wish to finally travel Teyvat and perform in more places than just this one theater. But you did not want to leave Nilou alone.
But is it so wrong to wish for new experiences, sights and relationships?
- …Then maybe it’s time for us to move on? – You asked, but your tone sounded colder than you have intended.
To your question, Nilou only squeezed your hands a little bit tighter.
- Y/N, I know what you‘re going to say, but I can‘t... I can‘t just leave these people. They are our family, and this place is our home! We can‘t just leave it! – Nilou pleaded, looking directly into your eyes.
- But what can we do? We tried multiple times to reason with The Akademiya to no avail. This is no different. And I don’t want to spend the rest of my days somewhere in a deserted village just because I broke one of stupid Akademiya rules. – You stared at Nilou, slipping your hands out of her hold.
To your distant action, Nilou only frowned as her eyes slightly widened. But not long after, her facial expression changed into a more sad one. It took a moment for her to gather her thoughts, as she squeezed her hands into the fists, trying to hold all of her emotions at bay.
- Y/N, please… You’re my best friend… And you wanting to leave and give up like that does not sit right with me… - She spoke softly, avoiding your gaze.
You felt bad for upsetting your closest friend, but the emotions that were stirring inside of you took over, as you gently hugged the girl in front of you.
- I’m sorry, Nilou… But I can’t live like this anymore. I’m not happy here. No matter how hard I try, this is not the life I want. I want to travel, experience different things and meet different people… I’m sorry… - you whispered, feeling your own eyes water at the sudden confession.
You felt Nilou nod against your shoulder as she hugged you back even tighter. After a minute of sorrowful silence, she slowly stepped away from you, smiling gently.
- Then… Then I wish you all the best. Please, whenever you can, come to visit me here. I’ll always be waiting for you. – The young dancer nodded, as she now was standing further away from you. Yet, you could still see the fresh tears that had rolled down her face.
- I promise to visit you as much as I can, - you smiled, wiping your own tears.
With one last goodbye, you went back to your small house, packed your things and notified the landlord about your departure. Taking a quick peek at the map, you already knew where you wanted to travel first. The nation of fire was the first one to come into your mind.
Here starts your new journey.
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undermine-the-instinct · 1 year ago
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THIS IS AMAZING?!?! JUST?!?!?
I love love LOVE, the prose in this; it feels like I'm reading an actual play about two "not quite" lovers and just???
The night sky shudders into shades of endless plum blue, kissed with silver-burnt stars and the gentle curve of a sweet moon. 
I'm sure you didn't even mean that to rhyme but it just perfectly sets the mood. Perfect setting and ambience.
Like a sweet sinner, a non-believer, slipping into the back pew in the house of a love-spun god.
I quite literally gasped at this line. It's so beautiful and Kaeya is so enamored it makes my heart trill. The image it invokes of a heartsick love drunk fool... 💘💘.
He sighs in his sleep and turns towards your touch, chases it in his dreams. 
🥺🥺🥺 My heart...ngl I LOVE this little trope and to see it here?
You hum softly, an ancient little melody from a faraway land, and it stays in your head the entire day, with thoughts of a lost prince who, in your mind, surely looks like Kaeya; handsome and refined and beautiful. He must be noble and kind and charming like him, too.
And more than anything, his eyes must be stars like his, too, and his hands must be calloused and gentle. 
And it's reciprocated!! I just think it how sweet readers thoughts for Kaeya are, all romantic and soft and fairytale like. Makes me sigh all dreamily ❤️
I don't want to take up too much space or ramble for too long im sure i missed a few other of my favorite parts, but I'm excited to read more!! Off to the second part!
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Act I, Part I
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|| kaeya alberich x afab!reader || E/18+ || hurt/comfort/fluff || wc: 13k || ao3 || masterlist || Act I, Part II -> ||
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When you, a beloved artist and performer of Mondstadt, attract the attention of the Fatui, there is only one person you seek out for help; the infamous Cavalry Captain of the Ordo Favonius, Mondstadt's beloved bastard.
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❀ for you are the world (as i am in pieces) - @lorelune ❀
a/n: it is finally here!!! this is apart of a lovely collab with my buddy @lorelune that you should check out!! i've linked their fic above!! thank you so much to @acerathia for beta reading this!!! this is the first act of three that will be posted but this act has been broken into two parts because tumblr hates long posts so i will link that shortly as well! everything will also be on ao3!! thank you so much and i'd love to hear your thoughts!! <33
tags: afab reader (she/her pronouns but is rather gender fluid/binds her chest sometimes and presents both femme and masc), alcohol use, mentions of kidnapping, mentions of stalking/full on stalking from the fatui to the reader, eventual smut (not in this chapter), mentions of heartbreak/abandonment issues, bodyguard au technically, fake dating au technically
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SCENE I
Our story begins first in the open night, beneath torchlight and on an ancient, well-loved stage in Springvale. And then our world should open up to the wilderness, to the Mondstadt streets, until we end up in Kaeya’s home; it’s as mysterious and stylish as he is. Everything could or couldn’t tell you everything about him, everything might or might not mean something to the Cavalry Captain. 
The night sky shudders into shades of endless plum blue, kissed with silver-burnt stars and the gentle curve of a sweet moon. 
Kaeya’s eye catches its brilliance, reflects it back like it was made from the very same moonbeam, the very same starshine. 
You roar to life in the darkness.
Fire bursts from your mouth in a red-gold crush of heat, swinging in an arc around your head to illuminate you. 
The audience cheers, hollering and clapping, murmuring excitedly at the way you leap from your pedestal above the stage into a crouch. 
Your costume twinkles, shimmery and scale-like, jangling like mora in the pocket. It’s slinky, baring midriff and thigh, the curve of your bare feet, ankles and wrists adorned in jingling, scale-like jewelry. Your hair is wild, horns twisting out from your head. 
It’s cute, Kaeya thinks, watching with an amused, little smile. 
“The dragon careened from the sky and bore down on the knight!” Your narrator exclaims and with a flash of movement, you and the other actor clash in the darkness. Your fire lights up the stage only briefly, to catch another flash of movement, before plunging back into darkness. And then again, a burst of flames in another sharp picture;
The knight’s sword raised above his head to strike you down. 
Darkness. 
Before your fire explodes out in a plume to make the knight stagger back. The audience gasps. 
You twist and turn and move serpentine, fluid like water, or the licks of your flames. 
Kaeya hasn’t seen you perform in awhile, perhaps years, but it brings back memories of childhood. 
The way you’d light up a room and perform whether it was to sing or dance or entertain.
As a child, you were bursting with it, with freedom and joy. He remembers nights in Ragnvindr manor, tucked away in smoky parlors with adults who cooed to you, who encouraged you to sing for them, to play the piano or violin. He remembers candlelight and the way it seemed to glow brighter for you as you opened your mouth and let all of that wonder out of you. 
Your audience adores you here, too, out here in Springville, at this little outdoor theater which is perhaps just a couple half-hazard pieces of wood nailed together. Nonetheless, you make it feel like the rocky terrain of Dragonspine. 
And by the end, your audience is hooting and hollering, on their feet, perhaps a little drunk, but adoring nonetheless. 
Though it’s nice to see you perform, that isn’t exactly why he’s here tonight. 
He sips at the mug of ale in front of him, leaning back in his chair. 
He waits until you appear again in plain clothes, changed from your pretty costume, fresh faced. 
And my, my are you popular. Everyone stops to talk to you, to snag you, to hug and hold you and laugh with you. He can tell, though, that you’re making your way to him as the night grows later and longer.
He waits.
Until you are in front of him once more, moon a halo above your head. 
“Riveting performance.” He purrs. 
“Captain Kaeya,” you say his name like it bursts sweet and sharp on your tongue. 
He says your name in return, honeyed and slow, taking you in all your glory. 
Then you say, “you came,”  and your smile is an infectious little twist of lips. 
“Of course I did.” He responds easily, looking up at where you’re standing in front of him, and then as if it was innate, only natural of him, “you asked me to.” 
Your eyes flicker just behind him, catch someone in the darkness, before settling back on him. 
Call it instinct, but he feels his hackles rise, hair on the back of his neck stand up. Kaeya knows danger well and can feel it now, the way you can smell a storm that is approaching. 
You offer him your hand, palm up, and in the firelight of the torches around you, it shimmers in his vision, dancing with shadows. 
He quirks a brow at you.
“Your place or mine?” He asks.
“You’re not even going to get me a drink first?” You ask, feigning scandal. 
Kaeya feels the corner of his mouth tick up, “call me impatient.” He says, but he finally puts his hand in yours, envelopes it in his and realizes he has not taken your hand in many years. Perhaps not since you were children together. Your hands have grown, but so have his. Calluses rough up against your smooth, soft palm.
So untouched. So unscarred. Soft as–
“Yours.” You say decisively.
And you pull him up and into the fray of people, into the sweet night, turning away to guide him but with your hand still in his. He trails after you and if it looks suggestive, if there are some hollers and calls to you–
“The good captain, even?” A fellow actor of yours crows, ale sloshing in his mug, “is there no one in Mondstadt safe from your wiles?” 
“Not a soul,” you vow with a laugh and the group roars with cheers, drinks spilling. 
“Don’t tell me you two are leaving already!” Another says, “the night is still young!”
“All the more reason to leave now,” Kaeya sings and there is even more uproar, whistles and suggestive howls. 
You seize his hand tighter and pull him closer, pick up your pace as if to show your eagerness, leaving all their laughs and hollering behind. 
Your shadow persists, though, and Kaeya doubles his step to get closer, to sidle up next to your side. To guard your back. 
“Been awhile,” Kaeya hums, “you must be desperate to have reached out to me.” 
“Well, in all of Mondstadt, I could think of no one else I’d rather have.” You grin at him and the trouble is, you’re being honest. He can feel it, or perhaps he just wants to, that you would want his presence beyond this, beyond–
As you wander over trails and stones back to the city, hand always in his, he helps you along, or keeps after you like an eager dog. He lifts you off of a stone ridge you climbed, hands fitting along your waist like they belong there. He laughs when you dart away from him, chasing after you only to catch you around the middle, letting you yelp and twist in his hold, tossing your head back onto his shoulder to laugh up into the heavens. 
It feels like he’s a child again, a teenager, stepping through time and into another. Nostalgia rips at him, tugs at the seams of him. He wonders if you feel it, too, but doubts it. 
Not with the person loping not too far behind, keeping distance but not too much. Not enough. 
The gates of Mondstadt are alight with torches. 
You walk backwards to face him and for a moment, he really does almost lose his footing, because there is something so bewitching about you. He can’t stop looking, the curl of your smile, or the raise of your brow. It’s a natural sort of beauty, one born from within, he thinks, something in you that’s just so–
Wonderful. 
And then you turn back over your shoulder and take off, pulling him after you. Nimbly, he is your shadow. Footsteps on cobblestone, clattering together, until you yank him into a dark little alcove. You press your back up against the stone curve, pulling him by the front of his uniform so that he crowds you, shrouds over you. 
“Kaeya–” you say his name a little breathlessly and it echoes in Mondstadt stone streets, voice throwing so that someone could hear you. Will hear you. 
He’s quick to catch on, ducking his head into the crook of your neck, though not close enough to touch. 
Your follower has paused at the entrance of this alley. Kaeya  can see the shadow in the torchlight.
You suddenly pinch his ear hard enough to make him yelp a little. 
You laugh, but it’s warm and sultry, head falling back against the stone like you’ll give him more room. 
“Right here?” He asks, but his gaze glances past you, at your follower. 
You nod to his real question, but pitch your voice up in the charade, “please–” 
The sound makes him flush a little. 
And it makes your shadow scurry away when he realizes what you’re getting up to, clearly embarrassed, or in the least, shy about being a voyeur. Kaeya fights the urge to snort. 
He does realize your hand is still curled in the front of his uniform. And the column of your throat is exposed, pretty, and open for the taking. 
He focuses squarely ahead, listening closely to see where the footsteps have gone. 
He only catches the grin on your face out of the corner of his eye, before you suddenly let out a louder, lewder moan. 
He shushes you, almost reflexively, but he has to fight the urge suddenly to laugh. You do start to giggle this time and although it still sounds deeply intimate, he covers his hand over your mouth so you can laugh into his palm. So that you won’t blow your own ruse. 
You keep this up until he finally takes your hand and pulls you away from the wall. You stumble with him, until he’s got you tucked up under his arm. 
You’re still laughing a bit, clearly pleased with yourself, as he takes you a strange, meandering way to his own place. Your follower is gone, perhaps for the night off, assuming that you’ll be in Kaeya’s bed. He wonders if your shadow will find you again come morning or if he’ll scout out Kaeya’s own place for the night.
He leads you into his own apartment building, up the wooden stairs, and into his home. For an apartment, it’s rather spacious. Open. There’s a balcony off the bedroom, one that overlooks a great deal of Mondstadt’s streets. The bustling world below and the peaks of Mondstadt’s skyline above. It’s his favorite part. 
Once the door is shut and the lock nestled into place, you finally drop the act. 
His hand leaves yours, body leaves yours, for the first time that he’s seen you tonight and instantly, he can feel the rush of cold ease in. 
“Make yourself at home,” he says, slinging off his own coat, setting his boots to the side. 
He wanders in only to collapse on his sofa, eyeing you as you toe off your own shoes and carefully hang your own jacket beside his. 
He forgets sometimes, what it's like, to have someone else here. 
To have a coat beside his own, shoes kissing his. 
“I take it you figured out my letter?” You ask, padding deeper into his home. 
Kaeya smiles, “well, you can imagine my surprise when Jean handed it to me.” 
“Jean saw that?” You ask, eyes rounding out in horror. “Does she think–does she know we’re not actually–?”
“Sleeping together? Romantically entangled?” Kaeya asks, standing suddenly to move to his office. You follow tentatively after him, only to watch him rifle through his desk and produce the very letter in question.
The envelope is covered in lipstick marks. 
“You could’ve been a little more discreet.” He says, before inhaling a little sharply, “did you spray your perfume on this?” 
“Do you like it?” You ask in return, “it’s new.” 
He laughs, low and soft, “it’s nice. I think you traumatized Jean, though.” 
“I wanted people to be too embarrassed to look inside the letter.” You retort, “clearly, I succeeded.” 
“That you did.” He agrees, “and even if they did–”
An excited glow comes to your eyes, “did you figure it out?” 
“Well, I knew it was some sort of code since the content of the letter was—fabricated, to say the least.” 
“What? You don’t remember our clandestine trysts? I’m hurt—“ 
“You’re very clever.” Kaeya says then unabashedly and he thinks you melt a little at the praise. Or at least, you quiet down. “And it seems you’re in quite a bit of trouble.” 
When you speak this time, it’s hushed, like you’re worried someone is listening now somehow. 
“Can you help me? I had no idea who to turn to without tipping them off.” 
“Well, if it’s one thing I’m good at, it’s dealing with secrets.” He muses, but then he gazes at your letter again, perhaps scouring the contents of it once more. 
On the surface, it seems like a love letter, filled with winding, romantic phrases and memories of old; romps under star bright skies and hurried instances in the library. Nostalgic flashes of youth, when you danced the nights away with him. It details a sort of on and off again fling that neither of you can seem to quit. 
But beyond that, there are ciphers, a code to uncover. And Kaeya pulls a slip of paper from another drawer of his desk, lays it out on the surface. Your true message reads very clearly in his messy scrawl;
Help. Fatui watching. Must be careful. 
Kaeya gestures to the chair across from his large desk. You sink down into it with a nervous little breath. 
“How long has this been going on?” He asks and perhaps the air changes, or the way his shoulders settle back. It’s the voice he uses as captain, twinged with authority and coolness.
“I noticed them following me about a month ago. Maybe longer, though.” You answer. 
“Do you have any inclination as to why?” Kaeya asks now and he sets your letter aside. 
You take your bottom lip between your teeth for a moment and Kaeya watches the movement, before you release it. 
“It isn’t a secret that I’m not their biggest fan.” You finally answer. “I tend to toy with them if they get too close.” 
Much like Diluc, you harbor a deep loathing for the Fatui. 
You are a vocal and known defender of Mondstadt’s freedom from Fatui and their meddling hands. Notoriously, you’ve openly mocked them on stage and even worse, outwitted them in social entanglements. At every turn, when they tried to use your family’s name, coerce you financially, or corner you with social politics, you’ve managed to weasel by. They have tried endlessly to get you to bend to their whims, whatever they might be, and you have refused. 
For the past few years, they have tried desperately to get someone as loved and known in Mondstadt in their pockets. 
And for years, you’ve escaped them. 
You’ve done much to outwit them. You’ve caused all out personal brawls between underlings, made a fool of yourself at one of the largest balls between nations, led them on wild goose chases that amounted to nothing, and even gone so far as to reveal salacious scandals to get your way. 
Socially, in a battle of wits, you are a wicked opponent. 
But physically? You are a sitting duck. And as beautiful as those flames of yours are on stage, you’ve never once used them in battle. 
Kaeya remembers you as a child, trying to keep up with Jean and Diluc, well on their way to being knights, and all you did was cry and cry and cry.
It was so clear you were never meant for battle, always been more of a lover, in his mind. Crybaby that you were, you were meant for the arts; your sword a pen, your battle cry a song. 
“No,” Kaeya agrees, “but many people are not fans of the Fatui, to varying degrees of vocalness. I can’t imagine they’d be so foolish as to target the very Heart of Mondstadt for no other reason than your disapproval or mischief now.” 
The world has coined you Mondstadt’s Heart. It’s Light, it’s Shooting Star. You are as close to an adored princess (—and you’d scoff at the idea of royalty, like a true Mondstadtian—) as you can get in this nation and though you carry the bloodline of Imunlaukr, you have spent your days with the everyday man. You traveled and performed and dined and drank with those far from nobility. 
As soon as he and Jean and Diluc had joined the knights, you had already joined an acting troupe. You were already off, free as a bird, to compose and write and perform and sing and dance your way across Mondstadt. Across the world. 
But you always flew back home.
At one point, he’d been close to you perhaps, in his youth. You’d grown up alongside him and Diluc and Jean.
He always assumed, actually, that you and Diluc would—
Well, you’re both the beloved figures of Mondstadt. 
It’s light and dark, truthfully, blessed by the Pyro Archon.
But everything had fallen apart when—
Kaeya had assumed you’d sided with Diluc and never wished to see him again. Or, in the least, you had nothing good to say to him. You’d never been rude to him, but he’d kept his distance nonetheless. 
Perhaps for fear of your scorn. Perhaps he couldn’t face it. Of all the people who could scold him or reject him, yours felt particularly hard for him. He blames it on your otherwise playful and loving nature; to be despised by one of the sweetest of Mondstadt would be hard to stomach. 
You used to write to him, more than just coded letters when you were in grave danger. But slowly, the letters stopped, and he assumed Diluc must’ve said something or—
Your paths were easy to keep from crossing.
Kaeya deals in secrets and shadows and is busy with the knights.
And you deal in brilliant light and open-hearts, your whole life on a stage. 
Nonetheless, he’s surprised by your warmth.
“What are you thinking?” You ask softly and the way you’ve said it makes him think you could tell his mind was spiraling.
Kaeya sets down your letter, “that you’ll have to stay here for the night if you’d like your little shadow to believe your ruse.”
You open your mouth, perhaps to protest, to ask again—what are you really thinking about?
But you don’t.
“I suppose I’ll have to crash on your couch.” You answer, before a wry smile curls at your lips, “unless you’d like to stage a grand argument where I storm out.” 
“You’re still trouble.” Kaeya hums, eyeing you perhaps more fondly than he should.
“And you were my partner in crime once! Don’t tell me you wouldn’t now—“
“I would, if it benefited us.” He assures you, smiling himself, “but for now, I think keeping up a false relationship for the eyes of others may help us a great deal.” 
“Is this your way of asking me out?” You tease. 
“I think it would give me an excuse to be around you frequently to protect you. No one would think twice about two lovers recently rekindled.” 
“Surely, I don’t need—“
“In the least, I’d like to observe your observer.” Kaeya says smoothly, and then, “you’re not seeing anyone else, are you? We won’t have to worry about your real lover, do we?” 
The question hangs in the air for a moment, suspended.
“No,” you say then, something strange in your voice, a little shake of your head, “what about you?”
“I’m far too busy with the Knights of Favonius for a relationship.” Kaeya says flippantly, forcing his voice to remain even. “At least that makes things less complicated.” 
“Right,” you agree and there is a moment of silence as the situation settles around the two of you. There’s a shyness in the silence, a sudden uncertainty. Kaeya does not do well in it. And apparently neither do you, because at the same time, you both try to say;
“You can take my bed for–”
“I’m sorry to intrude on–”
You both laugh a little and try again;
“You’re not intru–” 
“I can’t take your–!” 
Silence again. 
Your eyes meet and there is a smile in the corners of them, laughing eyes, crinkled with their life.
He opens his mouth to speak again but this time, you lurch forward and beat him to it, “I can’t take your bed!” 
“I’ll change the sheets, if that’s what you’re worried about.” He says easily.
“No! It’s your bed and I’ve just–dropped in on your life!” You exclaim, voice pitching upwards. Dramatic little thing that you are.
But Kaeya can’t help but feel as if it’s a little true, not in any horrible way, rather in a way that is worse;
It feels poignant. 
Right, even. 
To have you fall back into his life the way you used to fall as a child, reckless and with wild laughter. 
“Not at all,” Kaeya says and he finds, surprisingly, that he means it, “besides, the couch is comfortable–”
“Then I can take it.” You counter. 
“No, I’m afraid it’s my home and I’ve already decided” 
“Kaeya.” You say, as if to scold him.
He says your name in return, in the same tone, as if to mock you.
Eyes locked again, Kaeya takes you in fully. 
After all these years, you have only grown all the more beautiful. Everyone knew you would be, but somehow you’re more than he remembers, a full bloom, a perfectly ripened fruit. A fledged angel. You’re more than he could ever fathom, somehow in his home, after years, and showing him a warmth and kindness he perhaps doesn’t deserve. 
Faintly, he wonders if he should work up the courage to apologize. 
For what exactly, he can’t name. 
(But for years now, he has felt the urge to apologize. To everyone. For everything. And yet it will never loosen from his throat, lodged there, down deep.)
“Would you like to borrow clothes to sleep in, too?” He asks and if his eye skips down to your body briefly, he is quick to avert it. 
Sheepishly, as sweet as ever, you smile and say, “if you wouldn’t mind.”
“Not at all,” he purrs and then he stands, stretches a little, hands raised above his head. “Shall we?” He asks and begins to move towards the door. 
You stand to follow him.
“Kaeya,” you say suddenly, his name flying from your mouth like a freed bird. 
He pauses in the doorway, the arch between two places; where you are and aren’t. One foot in and one foot out. 
He can tell by the look on your face, so painfully expressive, shuddering with several emotions, that you want to say much. You’re like an open book for him to plainly read, so vulnerable. 
He hopes you won’t say a thing, doesn’t think he can quite bear to hear it. 
“Thank you.” Is what you settle on and it’s soft, painfully earnest. 
Kaeya swallows, hides it all behind an easy, flippant smile, “of course.” 
And he turns away from you, turns his back on your seeking face because he can’t be what you find, doesn’t want you to pry. Your eyes are too searching and he has to be careful, so careful–
He gives you soft, worn clothes of his. He is careful not to look too long at how you fill their shape, or how you look with your hair undone or your face free of stage makeup. 
He is sure all the world wishes to know you this way. 
He tries not to make you laugh or smile and is certainly careful not to hold your gaze. 
He sleeps with his eyepatch on, shirt carefully buttoned and irritatingly twisted up over his body.
He stares up at the ceiling of his living room as you lay in his bed and he forces himself to think 0f anything but, to think of his duties in the morning, or the look on your face all those years ago. 
Why are you being so kind to him?
He turns the question over in his mind like a coin, over and over and over, as if it may land on a side and reveal to him an answer.
He hardly sleeps. 
And in the morning, the birds sing and so do you, humming under your breath as you dorn your clothes from the night before. 
“My great walk of shame,” you sing with a laugh. “Hopefully all of Mondstadt notices.” 
“Wait,” he says and the morning sun makes him lighter, your laugh brightens his whole home, and he disappears into his room momentarily to fetch his bottle of cologne. 
If he were a worse man, he would dab it onto your neck with his own fingers.
But instead, he hands you the bottle, “if you’d like them all to really talk.” 
You laugh again, full bellied and beautiful. So beautiful that you put the morning bells to shame.
You dab it on your neck, against your pulse points, the smell of sweet mint and amber, something boozy, almost like bourbon, hangs in the air and–and you smell like him. And your own perfume, the crush of vanilla and dark berries. 
They’d almost compliment each other.
And then you hang in his doorway like the light beams that linger as the morning turns to day and finally you say, “it was good to see you again.” 
“You’ll be seeing much more of me now,” he replies breezily. 
“And I’m glad for it.” You tell him, “at least something good has come of this.” 
He swallows hard. He averts his gaze from you and onto the Mondstadt streets beyond. The birds that flutter and coo as the day blossoms and grows. 
“Go,” he says gently, “and spread your rumors about us.”
You laugh again and promise to do just that, skip in your step, as you turn to take on the world as if not a thing could touch you. 
And he shuts the door quickly–to his apartment and home, and to his heart. 
He doesn’t dare think about it as he throws the lock into place.
But he’ll hum the tune you were singing this morning for the rest of the day and well into evening.
When he sleeps that night, it is with the thought of your form burning in his bed the night before and he thinks if he prayed much, he’d say oh Archons, what have I done? What have I gotten into? 
What does the world have in store for me now?  
***
SCENE II 
In Angel’s Share, warm and glowing, a love shared between the patrons. 
You— have the uncanny, incredible talent of prying open all that is around you, so that it bursts sweet like a ripe fruit into your waiting hands. You have known this since you were a child; if you listen, the world will reveal its secrets to you. If you sang, something sang back. And when you danced, all was moved with you. 
And now, all that world seems to hang on your every breath, the tavern hushed as your voice carries over the sounds of a lyre. All the patrons’ faces are relaxed, open for you, as you sing. 
Venti plays beside you, fingers plucking carefully, stroking into a fuller sound as your voice carries and rises. 
It’s a slinky little song, playful and flirtatious, heart-warming as the room coos and sighs. Not a soul is spared–and they never are, Venti always tells you with a laugh. You can feel it, the energy that simmers, that you manage to reach for and control. 
You’re singing about love. You don’t do it often. 
But the song is an old one, about young lovers, and petal blossoms. Spring fevers and moonshine. You trill and chirp like a bird, voice soaring and floating above the room. 
Until the last note blooms from your mouth and the patron’s of Angel’s Share erupt into applause. 
You hadn’t planned on singing tonight, only sitting with Venti and Diluc at the bar. But, as what often happens on lovely, slow-warming nights of spring, the tavern fills and the customers beg for a song as they grow drunker and louder. 
You know they will likely ask you for one more—a rowdier one that you will kick up your feet to and dance. You will clap and stomp and pull a drinking man into your arms briefly and everyone will hoot and cheer as you teach someone clumsier than you how to dance to your tune, for a moment so that he might see the world the way you do.
Or hear it with your ears.
They never quite can keep up, but it’s fun nonetheless.
And then, for Diluc’s sake, you will play a slow, soft tune with a violin perched on your shoulder. It will be an old drinking song that you have slowed and made into a minor chord so it rings with melancholy and not cheer. 
But it will lull the patrons and urge them to leave for the night, arm and arm, bumping shoulders.
You will help Diluc clean up and he will urge you to head home, too. Venti will linger, though hardly lift a finger.
For now, though, you retreat from your place of spotlight to take up your stool at the bar once more. Venti perched up beside you. 
“Another round, barkeep!” He announces.
Diluc looks flatly at you, before his eyes shift to Venti and drawl, “with what money?” 
“I’ll pay for it, Diluc.” You pipe up and he sighs and shakes his head like he always does. 
(He never charges you for them, anyways. You’ll still try to leave money for the both of you at the end of the night.) 
Instead, he says, “that was quite the song.” As he sets a glass of valberry wine in front of you; it is one of your favorites. 
For Venti, an ale.
“A love song!” Venti adds, waggling his brows as he loops his hand around the mug of ale. He takes a large sip, throat working, gulping it down far quicker than he should be. 
“I was in the mood,” you say breezily, lifting one of your shoulders in an easy shrug.
Diluc cocks an eyebrow but otherwise does not press you. He returns to wiping down the bar. 
Unlike Venti, who slams his mug back down onto the bar (sloshing some of the ale and Diluc, the poor man, sighs as he runs his rag over the splash) and wipes his mouth with the back of his hand before saying, “you’re seeing someone!”
Now, technically, you are supposed to be sharing this little rumor in hopes of it spreading like wildfire.
But lying to Venti? To Diluc—
About Kaeya, no less. 
So instead, you say, “I wouldn’t say that, per se.” 
Venti pounces excitedly, “but there is someone! Who is it? Do we know them?” 
You swallow. Though you are an actor, you are hardly a liar and even now, it turns your stomach over itself to do it. You’ve never been good at lying; your heart has always been on your sleeve, emotions written so plainly across your face. Lying makes your skin itch, you can hardly ever do it, even rarer can you pull it off. 
“Well,” your voice goes high.
“We do, don’t we?” Venti asks, impish grin hooked onto his lips. .
He mistakes you for shyness or awkwardness over a crush, rather than nerves or guilt. You let him. 
Venti is a dear friend of yours and has been for several years now. It was a sort of instant connection with him; even stranger and more wonderful than that, once the world had given him to you, it had felt like he’d always been in your life, at your side. Your bard. Your drinking and dancing partner. Your confidant and mischievous accomplice. The games the two of you play are far beyond anyone else; you send each other all over Mondstadt with scavenger hunts and puzzles–for new sheet music he’s written for you to sing or exciting news you wish to tell him– tongue twisters and poems, cherished clues and inside jokes. Your letters are often in code or riddle. The two of you are always disappearing to secret places and hiding spots. 
He’s your dearest companion. 
Lying to him troubles you greatly. 
You’ll have to ask Kaeya if you can tell him, if you could explain to Diluc that–
Still, you swallow, “you do, yes.” 
“Let me guess!” Venti then says, tapping his chin in contemplation. And for a moment, you have half a mind to lead him down a riddle, instead of this guessing game. The wine is muddling your head, though. “Is it Franz?” Venti asks. 
You laugh, surprised, shaking your head quickly; Franz is a fellow actor. He’s great fun but—
“Franz is seeing Emil!” 
“It’s not Rosaria, is it?” Venti then asks, “I thought you said that was a one off sort of—“
“It’s not Rosaria!” You cut him off, cheeks suddenly blossoming into an embarrassed heat as you glance at Diluc. Venti had been the only one who knew about that. 
Until now, of course. 
You smile sheepishly.
“Rosaria?” Diluc questions, surprised as well.
“It was a one off sort of—“ You begin to repeat Venti, laughing nervously. 
“I just had to be sure!” Venti then cuts you off, before taking another long sip of ale. He makes a show of mulling over his thoughts. 
“Is it…” He trails off, before his eyes suddenly sharpen and pin you to your place. You swallow because you know him and you know that look. Sometimes, you think Venti knows too much. You don’t know if it’s intuition or–
“…Kaeya?” 
You freeze. 
“It is!” Venti crows.
“What?” 
You wince.
“It’s just—it’s nothing—really!” You squeak out. 
“I had heard you went home with Kaeya!” Venti continues, loud enough that, yes, this rumor will certainly spread now. 
And more importantly, you believe it’s loud enough to reach the ears of the man who has been following you all day; the undercover Fatui member sits not far off, keeping his eye on you. He pretends to drink alone. 
“You went home with Kaeya?” Diluc repeats and if he sounds as if he might scold you, you suppose you wouldn’t exactly blame him. 
You lean in towards them and instinctively, they do the same, the three of your heads ducking close to each other. 
“It wasn’t like that,” you whisper to them, “but if anyone else asks, it was like that.” 
Diluc’s brows furrow and a frown settles onto his lips. Venti throws his head back and laughs. 
“What are you two up to?” Diluc asks scornfully, eyeing you.
“Nothing!” You chirp but it isn’t very convincing. 
“I knew you had feelings for him,” Venti continues, perhaps a little too loudly again, and somehow, it’s as if his voice could carry. Like he’s thrown it playfully, caught it on the breeze from the open window. 
Venti has always been rather magical to you. In the same way it feels as if you’ve always known him, it feels as if he could have always been here, in Mondstadt, even before he appeared. There is something in Venti that sings to you, the way the wind does on a beautiful day, rushing through your hair and into your heart. You couldn’t name it, but you know it as well as you know the streets of your home, as well as you know your favorite sonnet or song.
You make a show of shushing him and he laughs heartily again before he throws you a wink. 
You grin mischievously yourself this time. 
“Has Kaeya ever taken a lover?” Venti asks now, perhaps wondering out loud. 
“Too many.” Diluc grouses. 
“He’s strange that way, isn’t he?” You muse, taking a slow sip of your wine. You consider your next words. “He somehow has the reputation of taking countless lovers, but I couldn’t name you a single one.” 
Venti’s eyes twinkle, as if he knows something you don’t. Like a child, you sometimes wish to beg him to tell you what he seems to know, what the world has given him, but you know that is no way to learn.
“Diluc?” You question. 
Diluc gives you another flat look, “I am not privy to Kaeya’s romantic life.” He puts away a glass a little more forcefully than necessary, the glass twinkling, “and I have no wish to be.” 
“You can’t name a single paramour of your brother’s?” Venti presses and the two of you lean against the bar in intrigue now, excited, shining eyes turned to Diluc. 
“No, thank the Anemo Archon, I can’t.” 
Venti snorts at a joke you can’t seem to grasp. 
But then you and he share a look, and this time, you can read very plainly what is in his face. You wear twin smiles, impish, and all trouble. 
Diluc shakes his head, “don’t look like that in my bar. If you’re going to cause trouble, do so elsewhere.” 
“You’re such a grouch,” you snip back at Diluc, taking another sip of your wine, the sweet burn settling deep in your belly. Warmth blossoms. “You’re not curious at all?” 
“No,” Diluc says again quickly. 
You narrow your eyes, “liar. I know some part of you cares, no matter how badly you pretend not to.” 
Diluc huffs, “if I cared, I’d know.” 
Venti hums, “then you do know.” 
“I just said–” 
“I think it has more to do with Kaeya, don’t you?” Venti then says lightly, perhaps too lightly, “if Kaeya wanted you to know, you’d know. Kaeya keeps his cards close to his chest.” 
Another sip of wine has you feeling flushed. Open. 
“Well, I’m just going to ask him the next time I see him.” You declare to the two, to the bar, perhaps to the whole world. 
As if maybe it was you who asked for the truth, he’d answer. 
“Good luck with that.” Diluc says dryly. 
“Good luck to you!” Venti cheers, jerking his mug of ale out to you so that you may clink your glass of wine against his. You do so, just as he laughs;
“Good luck on your endeavor to capture our Captain’s heart! If anyone could, it would be you!” 
***
SCENE III
The Mondstadt streets, early morning; bustling and lively. A flourish of colors as people pass to and fro. Our lovers meander, as if in another time entirely. Kaeya is often shrouded, by people, by vendors, by the world. 
You walk beside Kaeya, shoulder to shoulder, past vendors of food and flowers and jewelry. Children yell and chase each other past you, mother’s hollering after them. The smell of fresh food and perfume floats on the breeze. 
Kaeya swaggers beside you, sword at his hip, in his full knight’s uniform. You, on the other hand, are in simple skirts; white ruffled fabric beneath an outer layer of peach. A corset of flowers, woven, but hardy and loved, with silk ribbons in the back all tied up and tangled in your hair. Despite the dress, you’ve decided today to bind your chest. Some days, you bind, some you don’t. Some days you are more masculine and others feminine.
And often, you live in between, perhaps around the two. Both and neither all at once. 
Heads turn as you pass but this is what Kaeya wanted. 
He ducks his head now to say, “your shadow is certainly persistent.” 
His voice is low and soft, kept hidden from prying ears. 
You look up at him, “they always are. I swear, one day, they’ll follow me into the bathroom–”
Kaeya snorts, casting his eyes back outwards at the moving streets. 
Now, he says, more obviously, “what have you got left on your list?” 
You look down into the basket on your arm; the loaf of bread that is still warm, the couple of fruits and vegetables that fill in with color around it like large jewels. 
“Milk and eggs,” you respond, “but I like to look at the flowers, too.” 
“As you wish,” Kaeya smiles and you feel his hand at the small of your back, leading you through the crush of people, towards where you will find your milk and eggs. 
“Kaeya,” you say, soft as the breeze. 
“Hm?” 
“I have questions.” 
He quirks a brow at you now, intrigued, perhaps even wary. It’s hardly a flicker of his expression. But still, he asks, “of what kind?” 
“Mostly the secretive kind.” You answer; you’d like to ask who you can share this false relationship with. You want to know if he’s informed Jean. 
You step up to the vendor for milk and eggs with Kaeya at your back. 
“You should save those for later, when you’re in my home.” 
“Oh?” You ask, head turning over your shoulder to look at him,“I’m coming over later?” 
Your eyes meet and if you didn’t know better, you’d think the tension is real, the little fissure of heat that kindles inside you makes you flush with warmth in the face. Along the tips of your ears. 
Kaeya really is handsome. A true knight in shining armor or–he looks like a prince from a fairytale, you think. The regal line of his nose and pretty dip of his cupid’s bow lip, the depth of his blue eye; you swear it could be a shade of blue you have never seen before. One that you could give a new name to. 
“If you’d like,” he says breezily, his smile sharp and handsome, “I’ll provide dinner.” 
“And wine?” You ask, a smile of your own tipping up into a mischievous curve.
“Always wine.” He agrees and this time, you think his smile is more sincere. 
You purchase your eggs and milk with twinkling coins that you press into the warm, wrinkled hand of the old farmer who sells them. And then you are on your way again, meandering the streets at Kaeya’s side. 
“I do have a question that can be asked now, though.” You return, cradling the basket on your arm filled with your goods, letting it rest against your hip. 
“By all means,” he replies, as if he’ll be that easy to give you an answer. He gazes back outwards, at the world around him. 
And before you can lose an ounce of courage, you look up at him and simply ask, “have you taken many lovers?” 
He laughs, surprised, and his head turns sharply to look at you again. “Is this a trick question?”
You laugh now yourself, “not at all! I’m being earnest.” You implore him with your eyes now, expectant, and honest.
 He laughs again, softer, shorter, as if he can’t believe you. He returns his gaze to the street in front of him. “I’ve had a few.” He answers simply.
“A few?” You prod.
“My, you’re nosy.” He teases. 
“I’m curious. I want to know!” You defend, nudging him a little, “I want to know more than just the elusive rumors about the casanova of the Knights of Favonoius.” 
“Is that what I am?” He purrs, “a casanova?” 
“Don’t change the subject!” You respond with another laugh and it’s almost a little dizzying, watching him work in real time to slip from your grasp. You feel heat in your cheeks, up along the nape of your neck. 
But you adjust your grip, you try again. 
“I’ve had quite a few.” He amends sheepishly, boyishly. “I hope you’re not the jealous type.” 
“I am.” You snip back playfully, honestly, but still, “were any of them serious?” 
You can tell he is weighing how to answer as he lapses into a brief silence and then, as if he’d manufactured it, he urges you suddenly to a vendor for flowers, with her large bushels of them, beautiful and bright and fragrant. He ducks behind a burst of them, appearing around the other side with one in hand, which he offers to you. 
His grin is lopsided, handsome. “For you, my lady.” 
It’s blue and beautiful, full of fragrant petals and blooming a deep purple at the center. 
You snatch the flower from his grasp, “you’re avoiding my question.” 
Still, you bring the flower up to your nose and inhale deeply. 
Kaeya meanders around the other bunches of them and you follow after him, keeping the one in your hand close to your face, by your nose. It’s sweet smelling, soft and mellow, and fresh. 
“What do you define as serious?” He returns your question with one of his own finally. 
“Have you been in love?” You ask now.
“Sure,” he answers with a secretive slip of a smile. 
You don’t know why, but you almost think he’s bluffing. 
“So it was serious?” You encourage, trying to ease more out of him. 
He shrugs gracefully now and gives you another, “sure.” 
“Did you think you would stay with them forever?” You pivot now, knowing you have to be specific. The question bubbles from you without thought, as if you are asking if the weather is alright, or if he’d prefer the red or gold flowers this morning. 
He stops up short. 
He looks at you very strangely for a moment. 
And perhaps it is one of the first straightforward and honest things he’s said to you, “nothing lasts forever.” 
“No, but you could promise your own forever to someone.” You respond, letting the petals of his flower brush up against your cheek, soft and silky. 
“Well, what about you?” He returns smoothly, carefully avoiding what you’d just said. 
You smile, because you know now, you can tell he is an expert of avoidance. You smile like you’ve caught him. 
And as if to teach him, you answer very honestly, “I have been in love many times, but I only promised forever once to someone.” 
Now it’s your turn to meander around the flowers, turn over your shoulder and wander away from him a little. 
He follows tentatively. 
“And what happened?” Kaeya asks carefully. 
You pull another flower out of the bunch to admire it next to the one he gave you, a wispy white one, twinged peach at the edges. 
“I got stood up,” you admit and pick your head up from your flower searching to look at him briefly, “we were going to elope.” 
The look in his eye is perhaps a little too delicate for your liking. 
You return to fiddling with the flowers, pulling another, and another, to create your own, small bouquet of them. It’s easier when your hands are busy to speak about this still, which even years later, feels raw and prickly. 
“It was while I was touring in Liyue–we were supposed to meet at some old ruins–an altar– and be married at dawn. I was going to leave the acting troupe, leave Mondstadt behind forever, and disappear with him.” You say, carefully arranging your flowers, delicately shifting and changing them. You offer a smile that doesn’t quite reach your eyes, and try to joke, “it was all very romantic at the time.” 
You let out a breath, admiring your bouquet, “I waited all morning. And then all afternoon. All night. I thought something horrible happened to him but–”
You pick your head up again and this time Kaeya offers you another flower; one to match your bouquet. You accept it and it fits beautifully into the bunch of them, carefully placed at the center. It’s another blue one, soft and lovely and full to bursting. 
“It turns out he just got cold feet. He married a Liyue girl a year later.” 
“And what did you do?” He asks softly. 
“I went on to perform in Sumeru, Fontaine, Natlan, and Snezhnaya. And then I came home to Mondstadt, licking my wounds, and haunting poor Diluc and Venti at the bar. Singing too many heartbreak songs, drinking a little too much–you know, the whole spiel.” You say and this time, you do smile, because despite how hurt you were, memories of Venti trying to cheer you up, causing a ruckus, and poor Diluc trying his best to help you as well flood to you. 
Jean taking you out on girls’ nights and your fellow artists banding together to keep you afloat. Lisa finding beautiful copies of your favorite plays and stories. Good people who came back into your life and tried to put you together again. Good moments, despite it all. 
“Well, if it’s any consolation,” Kaeya begins smoothly, reaching out to smooth a petal a certain way, “I think that is perhaps the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard of any man doing.” 
You snort and Kaeya continues, “I’m serious.” But you can’t tell if he means it or not, “Imagine losing the very Heart of Mondstadt.” 
He suddenly takes the bouquet from your willing hands and goes to pay for them with shimmering coins. He returns the flowers moments later, settles them into the crook of your arm, but not before stealing one and tucking it carefully behind your ear. 
“There,” he murmurs, eye flickering over your open face, unreadable as always, “perfect.” 
And with that, he saunters away and you are left staring after him, on his coat tails for a moment. 
But he pauses, he waits for your skip of a step to come back into place at his side. 
The flowers fill the space of your kitchen with the color of blue you can’t name, the one that is caught in his eye, and the one you dream about in Mondstadt skies. 
***
PRELUDE TO SCENE IV
Late afternoon. Outside the monumental Cathedral. Once inside, light pours from stained glass windows in a kaleidoscope of color. The way it touches you is almost a mystery, a vision. The audience should never fully see Kaeya’s face as he turns and moves, always partially shadowed. 
“I need to check on something before we see Jean.” You tell Kaeya and he hustles to keep up with your steps. 
“In the Cathedral?” Kaeya asks, brows rising over his face in surprise. 
“Sort of!” You chirp and then you glance over your shoulder, throw him a smile he knows means trouble, and say, “it’s a secret.” 
Kaeya masks his face well as he follows you around a sudden stone bend that veers away from the main room. He assumes it will go up, to the spires, but instead, it goes down. He stares at curled stone steps that lead into darkness. He glances around for a moment as if someone might stop the two of you, but no one does. 
You disappear into the shadows and Kaeya follows behind quickly. 
Now at a door, you turn, press your back to it and Kaeya comes up short. It’s a tight space, this narrow crook, and if Kaeya were to step away, he’d have to take another step up above you. 
“Will you guard the door?” You ask sweetly. 
Kaeya can’t help but laugh, a little surprised, “are you supposed to be doing this?” 
“I have a key.” You protest, fishing out a necklace from beneath your buttoned up shirt–today you are in trousers, with your chest bound, but a pair of heeled boots. You hold it up and a gold key shimmers in dull light. It looks old and perhaps once illustrious, with a whirling, intricate design. 
“Who gave that to you?” Kaeya asks. 
You look perfectly innocent, “I found it myself.” 
Kaeya can’t help the smile, “does anyone know you have it?”
You narrow your eyes, “you’re not going to tattle on me, are you?” 
His smile turns into a fond laugh, warm and softly echoing in this little hallway, the arch of the door. “No. Should I be worried?” 
“No,” you respond and he’s fit to believe you as you turn back to the door and fit the key into the lock. With a gentle, easy click, the door creaks open. “I’m just going to fetch my diary.” 
“Your diary?” 
Without an answer, Kaeya watches as you disappear behind the door, which leads to another, darker hallway. You lift your hand and light fills the space, a flame of yours licking to life. There is another door at the end of the hallway. He assumes you’ll go on, push through that one as well. 
But instead, you turn to the side to face a bookshelf lining one of the hallways. There’s plenty of them. You push on what appears to be a small statue fastened to the shelf and use it as leverage to begin sliding it over.
Your eyes flick to Kaeya only briefly and you lift your finger to your lips as if to ask him to keep your secret. 
The door shuts before he can stop it, sealing him away. 
Instantly, he frets. 
He pushes against the door but it’s locked now. And you have the key. 
He tries to remain calm. He feels suddenly foolish or tricked. He just thought–
Well, he assumed you were a goody-two-shoes. Mondstadt’s proper, most beloved girl. He thought you didn’t have a rebellious or secretive bone in your body. He assumed, for all intents and purposes, that you were something of a prude in this way. A rule follower. 
Huh. 
Kaeya glances back from the way he’d came, to the door. 
Perhaps he doesn’t know you as well as he thought. 
He tries not to worry the longer the minutes grow. 
He doesn’t want to call for you because he doesn’t want to attract attention but if you don’t return shortly–
The door suddenly creeks again and Kaeya has to step out of the way as you reappear behind it. 
And in your hand is a small, leather-bound notebook. 
You shut the door behind you, sealing your secrets away. 
“Diary found.” You tell him with a smile, holding it up. Then, you tuck into the crochet bag on your shoulder.
He stares at you, still rather surprised. 
“What?” You ask, brushing past him, to head back up towards the curved stairs. 
“What secrets do you have in that diary that warrant such a hiding place?” Kaeya asks, still astonished. 
You laugh, warm and bubbling, as you return to the main floor of the Cathedral. The colors of the stained glass in the afternoon sun shimmer on you, dancing over your skin in a wash of violets and peaches, blues and crimsons. Emerald colors your shoulders. Gold along your face. You look like a wonder. A fairy. Part god–
“Nothing so important–just my feelings. Songs I’ve written. Snippets of poetry.” You tell him and he wishes he could believe you. You say it so earnestly. “Secrets of the heart, I suppose.” You joke. 
Kaeya glances behind him, then back to you, “and where did you–find that place? How did you–?”
“I know many places in Mondstadt that others don’t. I’ve stumbled upon them ever since I was a child.” 
You catch his gaze over your shoulder, shimmering in his vision, and smile, “maybe I’ll show you more of them sometime.” 
The afternoon light almost blinds him as you swing the massive doors open once more. He dumbly follows after you, taken aback, enamored, in awe. 
“Come along, Captain!” You sing like a bird, “Jean is waiting!” 
***
SCENE IV 
Jean’s office. Golden hour. The light turns the wood of her desk and floor and the walls bronze. Papers are scattered around her desk, haphazardly organized. Her hair is a halo glow in the last rays of the sun. Kaeya’s back is turned, towards the bookshelves and away from the audience, like he might be searching for something. He is careful not to look at you. 
You sit across Jean’s desk as the afternoon wanes into evening, the sun dipping you in honey rays, soft and dreamlike. Kaeya busies himself with the rows of books, keeping his back carefully turned away from the two of you. He listens closely, though, even as he pretends he doesn’t. 
“So you’re not actually…seeing each other?” Jean asks. 
“No,” you laugh, “did I scare you with my letter?” 
“Yes.” Jean says seriously. 
Kaeya fights the urge to turn and offer her a cold look. Still, she continues, “I thought I was going to have to lecture one of you. Though, I’m not sure which one–”
You laugh now, fuller, warmer. 
It’s a lovely sound, it fills the space with warmth. 
“Who else knows? Kaeya, I don’t appreciate you withholding this from me at first.” Jean says and Kaeya can feel her eyes touching the back of his shoulders like the tip of a sword might. 
“You know I deal in secrets.” He responds flippantly. 
“This is different.” Jean responds and perhaps he does know that. 
You and Jean are childhood friends, he knows Jean cares a great deal for you. Or harbors some sort of over protective, sisterly feeling towards you. And even when you went away, even when you hardly saw each other, he knew the feelings didn’t wane. 
No, he knows how childhood bonds are. 
“It’s alright, Jean, we’ve had to be careful. We needed to establish a believable cover.” You are quick to mediate, perhaps defend him. “I started this, anyways.” 
Jean won’t get mad at you, nor will she blame you for much. 
“Currently, we’re the only three who know.” Kaeya pipes up, allowing his finger to trace over the spine of a book gracefully. 
“I’m trying to convince him to allow me to tell Diluc and Venti.” You quickly add and Kaeya knows now that he’s lost that battle. 
Jean will side with you.
“Diluc doesn’t know? Wouldn’t he be a useful ally now? She spends a lot of time at the tavern; he could keep an eye on her when you can’t.” Jean says. 
Kaeya takes a moment too long to respond, he knows it, senses his mistake, because Jean pounces–
“You two are a pain.” 
“Now, now,” Kaeya begins smoothly, “I just think the less people know, the better.” 
“You know you can trust Diluc.” Jean scolds. 
“Diluc is a terrible liar.” Kaeya snips and his head snaps to the side to glance at Jean over his shoulder. He quickly rights himself and shields his face once more, returning to his perusal of books. 
“I’m sure if he knows what’s at stake, he could keep it together.” Jean responds, tone firm and unmoving. 
Kaeya sighs heavily, but his next reply is cut off by your own voice, “I don’t like lying to him or Venti.” And then, because you’ve never been one to shy away from the truth, you add, “especially about you.” 
“I think both would readily help us. The more eyes on her, the safer she is.” Jean agrees. 
Kaeya can not explicitly express why this makes him bristle— or perhaps he simply doesn’t want to admit it. He knows it, somewhere inside of him, knows that the thing that claws and scratches looks a little too close to jealousy. It is perhaps just a little too green. Maybe, he wanted to keep you to himself just a little longer. 
But he knows, logically, Jean is right. And if it’s for your safety–
Kaeya finally turns to look at the two of  you. Which is foolish, because the sun is setting, and you are in its window. You are caught in its light, warm and relaxed, with your chin in your hand as you turn to look at him.
“As you wish, Acting Grand Master.” Kaeya says evenly and offers a (frankly) rude little bow. Jean will know he’s mocking her a little and that he doesn’t particularly like the decision made. And then he says to you, “shall we? I’d like to get you home before sundown.” 
You prick your head up, concern and surprise on your face, “am I staying with you for the night?” 
Kaeya is careful to let the tone of your voice roll off him and not take it or covet it. 
“No,” he muses, “I thought I’d stay with you for the night.” 
He pretends he doesn’t notice the way you brighten or the way you jump up from your seat to follow him. He doesn’t turn to look at you, but he hears your soft goodbye to Jean, and her murmuring something in return. Your sweet little laugh. And then your quick steps to catch up to him once more. 
When you exit the Knights of Favonius headquarters, taking the steps with a little skip, you suddenly sidle up to his side. 
Right underneath his arm, attaching yourself. 
He is careful to school his features, dropping his arms around your shoulders easily. Yes, he supposes it’s wise to look like a couple heading home together. 
“Sorry we ganged up on you,” you say and the way you peek up at him would be enough to send any foolish man’s heart into a tailspin. 
Kaeya is desperately lucky he’s never been a fool. 
“No,” he soothes, “Jean is right. And you shouldn’t have to lie to your friends.” 
He feels your fingers flex at the bend of his rib, in the fabric of his clothes like you’re tightening yourself to him. He walks in step with you, with your side pressed to his. 
Has he ever done this, he wonders, so openly with someone? Walked through the cobblestone streets with a lover under his arm? Or has he kept everyone in shadows and secrecy? 
It doesn’t matter. This is a secret, too. It isn’t real.
And still, the question flies from his mouth before he is prepared for it, “why didn’t you ask for Diluc’s help?” 
You stop walking and as he continues for a moment, you slip from his embrace. 
He turns to look at you. The sun is a crimson flare, catching on your ruby Vision, on the look in your eyes. 
You smile like a cat that’s caught a canary. 
“Kaeya,” you say his name like a melody, “are you the jealous type?” 
For a heartbeat, he almost feels harpooned, caught, suddenly struck in place. It’s frightening to be picked apart so effortlessly, with that smile on your face. Earnest. Horribly lovely. 
What a strange creature you are, he marvels. 
But then he laughs and lies, “not particularly.” 
You hum and begin to saunter towards him, walk on past him, and he is caught in your shadow. He follows. 
“It would’ve made sense to ask him.” Kaeya continues. 
“But I asked you,” you say simply, “you’re who I thought of.” 
Carefully, he reaches for your hand, the brushing of his pinky to yours. As if to ask, may I play pretend with you? As if to ask, may I take up the role of the one who gets your hand? 
You readily accept it and the part, too. And then you smile at him again, impish, filled with mirth;
“Besides–can you imagine how scandalized Diluc would’ve been if I’d given him the same letter I gave you?” 
Kaeya truly laughs now, deep from his belly, and you laugh with him as you pull at his hand, as you press up against his side. Your fit of giggles fills the sky. 
And the world must watch as you stroll through Mondstadt together and wander up to your home on the hill. He thinks the world must watch as he slips through your door, through your fingers, like a serpent in a garden. 
Like a sweet sinner, a non-believer, slipping into the back pew in the house of a love-spun god. 
***
SCENE V 
The trail from Springvale to the main city should feel familiar to us. Though lonelier now, shrouded in darkness that was easily chased off with two. Later, Kaeya’s apartment; a rapidly growing safe haven. 
After your rehearsal on the stage in Springvale, you meander back to the city. Kaeya said he would meet you halfway, but currently there is no sign of him. As the hush of night descends, a feeling of wariness overtakes you. You hear the owls begin to hoot and the distant, far off call of a wolf. The wind rustles the bushes. 
You turn to glance over your shoulders, again and again, half afraid that one of the times you may find someone staring back. 
You try to calm yourself. You swear you’re being paranoid; you have taken this road countless times. There is little to fear. 
And still, the feeling persists. It grows. 
You turn fully to look behind you, allow a burst of flame to erupt in your palm to illuminate your darkening world. 
“Is someone there?” You call out. 
With everything in you, you wish to hear Kaeya’s voice reply. Or Diluc’s. Maybe a fellow actor lollygagging behind? 
Your heart thuds hard in your chest, quickening. 
And even before you see the rush of a shadow, something instinctive, something ancient in you, tells you to run–
You take off as you plunge yourself into darkness, fleet-footed and desperate. 
You run hard and know certainly now that someone follows. You can hear it, feel it, the press of them behind you. The city lights of Mondstadt in the night sky are your beacon. 
If I can just get to the city, to the light, to my city of light–
You run harder, more wildly. Fear sharpens and quickens you. 
A flash of silver ahead of you. 
Your heart knows it before your mind;
“Kaeya!” 
You nearly collide with him but he’s got you, hands on your shoulders to steady you, eye flying over your face desperately. 
“What is it? Are you hurt?” He asks before looking past you. 
“There’s some–” you turn to look with him. 
But the forest behind you is quiet. The darkness is hushed. Almost unnaturally so. Goosebumps erupt over the nape of your neck. 
Your words die, dwindle in your mouth. 
You swore–
You try to catch your breath, try to quell your racing heart. “I thought there was something behind me.” 
Kaeya has gone inhumanly still, too, listening, watching. You think he senses something, too. He must know danger, know its call, no matter how silent. 
He’s got his hand on your lower back, corralling you closer to him protectively. He doesn’t stop eyeing a spot ahead, though, in the darkness. 
He hums. “Perhaps it was an animal.” But he seems to know differently. 
After a moment, when you have your breath under more of your control, you manage to get out, “must’ve been.” 
“Let’s go,” Kaeya turns you away, hand slipping around your waist for support. 
You lean into him. 
Belatedly, you realize you’re shivering. Hard. Trembling all over. 
He ushers you into his apartment above the city once more. The moment the door is shut and locked tight, he moves with more urgency to guide you to his couch. 
He disappears momentarily and you almost want to call him back, like a child, you want to reach for him. He returns with water and sets it on the coffee table. 
He kneels in front of you now, like the knight he is. 
“Are you okay?” He asks first and again, he searches you. “Are you hurt?” 
You shake your head, the movement jolted, unsteady. 
“I just feel–strange.” 
Kaeya’s eye softens fractionally, “probably an adrenaline crash. I’ll grab a blanket.” 
Again, he disappears and you want to stop him. You want to grab his wrist before he can slip from you, you want to sink into his arms. You want to be held. 
But you sit and you tremble. 
When Kaeya gently fixes the blanket to your shoulders from behind, you jolt, startled. 
“I’m sorry,” he says then, “it’s just me.” He comes around again to kneel in front of you. He pulls the blanket tighter around your shoulders, affixing it to you, bundling you in it. 
It smells like him. You try and take in a deep breath to still your trembling. 
After a moment, you say, “there was someone.” 
“I believe you,” Kaeya agrees softly, “someone was chasing you–I heard the second pair of footsteps and came running.” 
You inhale shakily. Tense silence fills the space. 
You can hardly speak, “do you think–do you think they were actually trying to–?”
Kaeya inadvertently answers your question, “I think we should be more careful from now on. I want eyes on you always from here on out.” 
“I thought it’d be fine–I always walk home from rehearsal and–”
“I know,” Kaeya soothes, “I thought I’d get to you sooner. I should’ve been. I’m–” 
“They’d just followed me around before.” You say uselessly, almost in disbelief, “why would they–?” 
“We’ll find out,” Kaeya says gently, “but for now, you should rest. How do you feel?” 
“Shaky,” you answer, “I’m not sure how I’m going to sleep tonight.” 
“I’ll be right out here,” Kaeya promises, “they won’t try anything now. It’s clear they’re waiting until you’re alone.” 
You want to beg him to allow you to stay on the couch with him, or for him to sleep in bed beside you. You feel needlessly clingy, like a scared child. How silly, he must think of you, to be so frightened of a little chase. You’re sure he’s seen so much worse, faced danger you can only conjure in storybooks. 
You bite your lip, catch between your teeth so it won’t wobble. You nod. 
Kaeya studies you for a long moment before you feel the careful press of his hand on your knee, the delicate swipe of his thumb in a soothing caress. 
“Would you like me to draw you a bath?” Kaeya asks softly. 
For a moment, you’re surprised by him or perhaps his attempts at soothing you. A bath does sound appealing though being alone doesn’t.
(Instantly, an image flashes hot in your mind, of you in the bath, and Kaeya leaning against the counter to chat idly with you. Or seated beside the basin, his sleeves rolled up, or–)
“No, I don’t need–” you’re quick to try and assure him. 
“It’s no trouble at all,” he stands with grace and ease and makes his way to his bathroom. In a moment, the water is running and steam is filling the small space. The scent of iris and eucalypts. 
You force yourself to stand on trembling legs, astonished with how thoroughly adrenaline has riddled your poor body. You’d think you’d be used to adrenaline in some way, the sharp plummet of your heart because of stage fright. 
But performing dangerous tales is significantly different from being a part of one. 
“Thank you,” you say gently, catching Kaeya’s hand to squeeze momentarily.
“It’s nothing,” he brushes you off and slips from you, allowing you to disappear behind the door to the bathroom. 
All alone you can hear the drum of your heart again. 
Your reflection looks strange to your own eyes in the mirror. Everything feels different; unreal, almost. You look away quickly, towards the running water, the filling bathtub. 
You try not to think, to strip yourself bare, and to leave the jitteriness on the floor with your clothes. 
You slip into the warm water. 
Kaeya left you clothes of his, a towel. 
You want to call for him. You want your heart to quiet. You want your fear to dissipate like the steam. 
You force yourself to take deep breaths. You force yourself to wash and scrub at your face and neck. You are okay. Kaeya is outside the bathroom and you are safe. 
Still, your feeling of unease doesn’t leave you. 
Even after you have donned Kaeya’s clothes and stepped from the warm bathroom. 
You linger in the archway of his bedroom. 
He looks like he’s about to speak but you beat him to it, “will you stay with me? In your room?” In your bed? 
You watch Kaeya’s brows raise in surprise before he quickly schools his features. “I don’t want to intrude.” 
“I’m asking you,” you respond and perhaps there is a note of vulnerability, perhaps there is a wobbling, small part of you that sounds a little too desperate to his ears. 
You find some form of embarrassment in the press of heat in your face. But you don’t retract it, let your honesty hang between the two of you like a pendulum. 
“I’ll sit on the armchair in there until you fall asleep,” Kaeya compromises, “how does that sound?” 
Relief is sweet and cool and winding around you. You let go of a breath you hadn’t realized you’d been holding tightly to. 
“I’d appreciate that.” You say and you turn to try and make yourself comfortable in his bed once more.
There has been several nights now where you have slept in his bed alone while he sleeps on the couch. Each night, you offer to take the sofa, and each night, he denies you. 
Tonight, he drapes himself over the lovechair in the corner of his room.
He settles deep, eye flickering over you as you turn the covers over and crawl into bed.
In the silence, you can hear your heart again, “I’m sorry for making you do this.”
“There’s no reason to apologize,” Kaeya says smoothly, waving away your concern, “I’m glad I could help.”
You wonder if he means that or if he’s saying it because it is the right thing to say. You don’t dare ask him. You don’t dare press; some truths you would rather not be revealed to. 
“You look like you’re about to tell an incredible bed time story in that arm chair.” You joke instead.
Kaeya snorts, head rolling a little onto his chest. He looks tired, too, disheveled a little in a way that he rarely is. 
But he’s still so buttoned up; you wish he’d show you the defenseless side of him. The one not in perfect ruffled blouses or knights’ coats. The one without the eye patch or the carefully charming smile. 
“Would you like me to tell you a story until you fall asleep?” He asks dryly.
But when you laugh a little and say, “yes, actually,” you mean it.
Kaeya’s brow quirks upwards. 
“I don’t have many bedtime stories.” He tells you. 
“That’s okay,” you reply, “I’m going to fall asleep soon, I’m sure.” 
Kaeya hums lightly, letting his head fall back against the back of the chair. He hangs there for a minute, revealing the lovely brown shade of his exposed throat.
Finally, he says, “I’ve got one.”
“Please share,” you encourage.
Kaeya draws in a slow breath, allowing the silence of the room to be sucked in, too. He holds it so the only thing you can do is wait, watching him in the near-dark.
Finally, he speaks and his voice is nothing like you’ve heard it before;
“Once, there was a prince from a far away, forgotten land…” 
The soft cadence of his story, hushed, and almost tentative, lulls you. It eases your heart and your mind. It reminds you of the wash of the waves against the shore or the wind as gentle as can be. 
In no time at all, you are drifting off into strange, plum-darkened dreams of lost princes and beasts in the night. 
And unknown to you, Kaeya gently pulls the covers of his own bed up over your shoulders. Gingerly, he tucks you into bed and watches your sleeping face for a moment. 
With a breath loosened, he finally leaves your side and finds his place on the couch. 
And in the morning, for once, you are awake before him and find him on the couch. 
Carefully, you tuck the blanket he’d thrown over himself up around his shoulders. You brush a strand of his long hair from his face. You let loose a quiet breath. 
He sighs in his sleep and turns towards your touch, chases it in his dreams. 
And though you linger, you don’t bother him again, but turn to begin making coffee for the two of you. 
You hum softly, an ancient little melody from a faraway land, and it stays in your head the entire day, with thoughts of a lost prince who, in your mind, surely looks like Kaeya; handsome and refined and beautiful. He must be noble and kind and charming like him, too. 
And more than anything, his eyes must be stars like his, too, and his hands must be calloused and gentle. 
And his voice must be like his, too, when he murmurs sleepily, rubbing at his eye, “where did you learn that song?” 
“I don’t remember,” you reply and you set a steaming mug of coffee on the table beside him, “I think from a traveler, a long time ago.” 
“I haven’t heard it since I was child.” He admits. 
“You know it?” You ask.
“Thank you,” he says softly, voice still rough with sleep, “for the coffee.” 
“Thank you,” you respond, “for staying beside me last night.” 
“It was nothing,” he assures gently. And then he finally answers you, perhaps in a way that you know is personal to him, “it’s a lullaby.” 
You smile behind the lip of your own mug, gentle and sweet, and say;
“Then the coffee is nothing, too.” 
***
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I’ve returned!
Alright so Xiao right?
For the plot I was thinking maybe the reader is like married to Xiao and the reader works like a lot so Xiao doesn’t get to see him often but when he does the reader always falls asleep even during heated moments. So over time Xiao gets more and more needy and when reader was about to leave Xiao just stops him and basically begs for the reader to fuck him. The reader is pretty sympathetic towards his husband so he gives him what he wants since he himself hasn’t had anytime to have a proper release, but instead of the reader getting straight to the point he edges Xiao and teases him.
That’s the most I’ve ever written for a request! Hope this is alright though!
Desperate Boy
Sub xiao x dominated male reader
Rating: NSFW
Warnings: Teasing! Implied Dacryphillia! Very desperate xiao! Crying xiao! Implied size difference! Very ooc xiao! Thigh fucking! Badly written! I suck at naming things
Note: so im finally writing something again sorry for the long wait guys but your man is here to feed you and myself
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Oh dear adorable Xiao always been such a needy slut , once he experienced what’s it like to be “loved” for the first time he just couldn’t get enough , he couldn’t help himself not to be greedy wanting to go through that experience again and again
But poor sweetheart his husband has always been very busy , working as a partner lawyer to yanfei his job always consuming his time and energy , going back to the inn just to sleep right away
Xiao knows quite well how tiring your job can be he knows very well that this feeling is wrong and that you deserve to rest but he’s just so frustrated he can’t control himself , waking you up in the middle of the night to cry about how sexually frustrated he is looking so adorable crying you almost didn’t want to help him
But you were too tired to tease or argue with him so you gave him exactly what he wanted , you had him laying on his back as you fucked him nice and slow just like he want it
His nails would dig on your back leaving bloody scratch marks on your back , xiao being too drawn into pleasure to notice you slowly drifting to unconsciousness until he felt your movements stopping completely as you fell asleep right on top of him
He was a mess laying still sandwiched by you while your cock still fully inside of him , it left him a crying mess indeed forced to stay still as you sleep soundly his whines and whimpers couldn’t even be heard to you
And so his only option left is to fuck himself on you , moving his hips trying to get his own release but being squished by you made it very hard to move he ended up crying in frustration not being able to do anything other then lay down and cockwarm you
The next morning you woke up to find your dear husband looking more sexy then you could’ve ever imagined , xiao still wide awake his body twitching uncontrollably , you had to continually apologize to your little pouty darling making sure he know how sorry you are leaving him is such position before leaving to work again
But nevertheless that took nothing from xiaos sexual frustration if not it made it worse but he now knows better than to ask for your help again when your tired
he tried giving you signals at the morning before going to work , massaging your shoulders while tracing his fingers down your waist claiming it’s to help you relax before work , sometimes the poor baby would go to the cheapest way and bend his body infront of you to pick a spoon that “fell” onto the ground
But you never noticed his attempts in trying to get your attention or so he thought , you noticed every little move he did , picking on every word he say you knew exactly what he wanted but you couldn’t simply hand it over to him now could you , He had to work harder if he wants to get fucked properly
Today was no different than any other you wake up do your morning routine get dressed and then your ready to go to work , just as you got your hands on the door handle you felt someone pull on your shirt turning around it is no one other than your sweetheart
The way he looked up at you told you everything you needed to know , his eyes were begging you to just fuck him dumb and you were very tempted to do just that but instead you smiled at him and said
“do you need something love , I don’t want to be late for work” he felt like crying all the frustration he had just kept growing more and more he just wants you so bad why can’t you just help him out why do you have to be so cruel to him
He started crying blabbering about how mean you are never giving him what he wants despite knowing damn well how pent up you get him , your poor baby looked so week and pathetic you almost felt bad for him
You pressed him onto your chest in a tight embrace “poor boy it must’ve felt very bad didn’t it” you said as he nodded his head to your words “I suppose yanfei can handle a work day alone” your words made xiao feel like the happiest boy alive
You carried him bridal style back to your shared bedroom as xiao couldn’t even contain his smile not knowing how much he will have to suffer to get fucked properly
Once you set foot in the room you walked to your bed and placed xiao ontop , and you starting by slowly undressing yourself while xiao followed your every move with his eyes taking your shirt off was your first move you unbuckled your belt next and got close to xiao “your hands sweetie” he understood his role right away , handing you his hand you tied them together using your belt before pushing him on his to lay down on his back
Taking off his pants revealing his plumpy thighs looking so perfect , you were so mesmerized by his beauty as he looked at you with such sensitive eyes , you can see his boxers already stained wet showing just how excited he was , poor boy didn’t know what was coming for him
You traced your hands on his soft thighs squeezing at them forcing your sweetheart to let out a desperate moan from just that , placing small kisses on his inner thighs going upward till your face reached his croch you blew on it making xiaos body jolt from shock , he was just too sensitive it made you laugh
Your moves were very simple but had a very great effect on xiao you only played with his thighs and he already feels like cumming , his slutty moans were enough to get you hard , too hard it felt painful having your boxers on so you took them off , xiao’s mouth almost water at the sight of your cock as his imagination ran wild
All he could ever think about now is your cock stuffing him full , you took off his boxers as well as his slik covered cock pressed against his stomach “be a good boy and press your legs together for me love” your words left him confused why do you need his legs pressed aren’t you just gonna use his hole
He looked at you so innocently “you still got alot to learn my dear, just do as i say” you said as he nodded your way , following your instructions his pressed his thighs together and waited patiently for your next move
You pressed your cock on between his pressed thighs and slowly slipped in your cock , how amazing it felt having your cock against his creamy smooth skin slowly rocking your hips fucking his thighs slowly , and the confused xiao has already became a mess the way your cock would slide against his skin had him on the verge of tears
Your cock would rub against xiaos own with every time you slide in and out of his pressed skin , “does it feel good hm, having your thighs used like this” he could only nod his head to your question to busy moaning over the fraction of your cock against his
He was just so uncontrollably adorable just looking at the way his face would shift every time your cock slides inside again made your heart melt , you wanted to fuck his tight hole already dumb all the cum you had into him no matter how much you wanted to hold back you couldn’t
You pulled out pulling a whine out of xiao as well , taking a hold of his still pressed legs you spread them apart out of nowhere making your husband jolt out of surprise , taking the lube from the drawer you poured a generous amount on your fingers and proceeded to enter a finger in his hole
What surprised you is how easily it entered not struggling much to put the second one inside , looking up at xiao he looked so embarrassed and ashamed he played with himself but can you blame him , he was left alone with no one to play with him so it was his only choice
Before he could come up with excuses on whatever he had done you plunged in another two fingers at the same time making the total four fingers stuffing his hole , he couldn’t help but arch his back slutty moans escaped his mouth as tears streamed down his face
Your fingers pressing right against his prostate you pulled them out just to ram them back inside roughly fucking him with only your fingers hitting his sensitive spots with every thrust of your fingers , xiao could only moan and squirm around your fingers felt so good inside of him hitting spots his small fingers never managed to hit
Then you suddenly started Working your other hand on his cock , pumping it in rhythm with your fingers thrust , having his body played by you felt so good he felt he would cum just then and there with only your fingers but he couldn’t as your hand roughly fisted his cock squeezing so hard no drop of cum could come out
He could only whine and cry out about it as your hands continued playing with his body like a toy , moving your face forward to xiaos own you pressed your lips against his , biting and sucking roughly on his lips with all the activities his body is going through right now he felt like he would pass out it was intoxicating
Pulling out completely you looked at him , breathing heavily his chest going up and down his teary eye lost before looking at you , too fucked out to to anything but lay down , it made you feel like fire was burning near your croch
You took a hold of your cock and positioned it against his gaping hole before roughly ramming in , the loudest scream came out of xiao and your sure everyone in the inn heard it , finally having your cock inside his cock hungry hole it felt so good he came right away painted his stomach white withe his own fluids
His hole clenched around your cock it made you feel like you would come as well finally getting to be inside his warm hole , you pulled out before ramming inside again and again making xiao cry out of overstimulation having just came
But you were no where near done , you weren’t going to stop till the yakasha pass out because of being fucked so good , he was the one who wanted this after all
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