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Winter - After long days

Basically a hurt/comfort scenario for a friend out there (if you’re reading this, I hope you will but anyways, I love you <3)

boyyy I was planning to make it short and stuff but guess it didn’t turn out like I planned once again😭

I don’t see that much aespa content out there so enjoy😼

Requested : Yes but no at the same time

word count : 5,5k

Warnings : mentions of not eating, anxiety, brief mentions of bad relationships with parents, insecurities

Disclaimer : This story may contain themes that could suggest it is about suicide but it’s not, the reader is simply too exhausted to continue going through the day, there is no clear mentions of un-alivement because this is not what this story is about, hope this makes sense !

Let’s get started I guess

Summary : When she’s away, all days become to resemble each other, same routine, same people you see on your way to university, continuous arguments with your parents and not an ounce of break for your tired mind

That’s when you stop paying attention to what happens, letting days pass by just like a count down, waiting for your time to come if she were to not be there for you when you felt down

All you wanted was for her to message you back, but strangely, it’s like it wasn’t meant to happen, being on tour made her busy, so busy that it seemed to erase your existence

Today has been a long day, a day where you realized you were mistaken about your girlfriend, so much going on your mind you had forgotten futile details that were actually meant to be important

Outside, away from reality, unable to escape image of her haunting your mind, you felt so tired, way too exhausted to even stand there, your body itself started to give up, maybe you were meant to fall just now

If only she was there

A day

“a period of twenty-four hours as a unit of time, reckoned from one midnight to the next, corresponding to a rotation of the earth on its axis”

is its literal definition,

Common knowledge that is you would say, we use that unit on a daily basis and in basic writing, like what was written down just now, we live through days without really realizing if you think about it for a second

Who goes around and questions themselves about what defines a day ?

Is a day when you finally go to sleep after exhausting yourself for hours ?

Or is a day a work shift being yelled at by clients ?

Or maybe the length of a day depends on how many classes you have ?

When life goes on, no one actually takes the time to lay down and reflect on time that passed until that very moment. Do we notice the world around us when we wake up ? Things we used to once find relevant are now perfectly embedded in our usual routine, so much that we start forgetting about stuff that’s supposed to make us happy. Every day feels like a Monday, waking up to work until time says it’s time to get back to resting, life is dictated by time, it’s something everyone has always agreed on no ?

Yet time seems to be out of place when you’re with her

Days become unique, different, out of the ordinary

There’s those butterflies in your stomach when your alarm rings in the morning, knowing well you’ll get to see her face

Or if only it were to be that simple

Yes she’s an idol, her coming back home late when you stay at her place is what you’re used to, when her gentle cuddles wake you up near midnight, or when she leaves early and barely has time to make it up to you after her schedule kept her away so long. It does get hard to be unable to hold her hand and keep her close constantly, sometimes you do ask yourself how would it be to date someone that was more available for you. You know well she isn’t doing this out of hatred towards you, in facts, she has no control whatsoever, but the sudden sadness that seems to be rip your heart out of your chest when she’s not around is heart breaking enough to get you to question your life choices

You wouldn’t trade her for anything in the world though, her and all her beautiful aspects, everything she does make your heart flutter. From her gentle touch to the caring words that come out of her mouth when she’s actually there, the love you share is stronger than the obstacles on your way. Deep down you know that life without her would be like a blank paper, a calendar with nothing written on it, identical days going on and on with nothing to say about them, sleepless nights in need of someone’s affection

Without her, life would be meaningless

So in a way, maybe it is worth the wait, maybe the cries from when she can’t dry your tears or the fear of her absence when you’re not in her arms are worth all the happiness she brought you through the time you spent together. Because of her, because of the spark she brought to your eyes, because of how she makes your heart beat fasten whenever she passes by, because of the way she looks at you, because of how, even so rarely, she takes you out on dates. Because of all of these things, she gave a meaning to what you’re living, thanks to her, every morning means the start of something new, she broke the boring routine you used to follow to now follow her in a bunch of adventures, never knowing what’s going to happen, days become unique, they become different

She changed your life

And of course you couldn’t be more grateful

Yet these days you feel as if everything you've built together is starting to fall appart, maybe you overthink things too much, maybe the lack of sleep due to your intense studying is starting to drain the only little sense of logic in your brain away, maybe you’re too attached to someone who could probably live her life perfectly as an idol without you around, but then again, without her warmth around, you feel empty

She has been on tour for quite a while now, for about a month actually, a long month without her by your side, if barelly seeing her because of practice wasn’t enough, now you weren’t even sleeping in the same bed at night, there was nothing you wanted more right now than for her to pull you in her arms

The problem when someone you love too deeply is away is that your mind sort of loses it, impossible yet frightening scenarios about a potential break up between the two of you start rotting your miserable student life, and then takes over you. She’s the only one you have in mid, but since she’s away, it only becomes more painful to watch her on stage when she could be next to you, curled up in blankets with that signature smile of hers

Sigh

You know Minjeong has always been a very loving girlfriend, all the little attentions she does for you are enough to draw a smile on your face even if it was drenched in tears just a while before, she’s awesome, beautiful, charming, affectionate and all the typical qualities you would look for in someone but better. Needless to say, she’s the best thing that has ever happened to you

It’s just that these days, little things she does for you are starting to become less frequent, now replaced by stuff that bothers you. She’s probably not doing it on purpose, or hopefully so, however you miss the nights you would spend talking together and imagining the future, planning dates and cuddling together until you fell into dream land. Now, especially since she’s away, she barely texts you or updates you about what's going on, more often than not, her fans know how her life is going before you do, as if she was trying to detach herself from you

You tried to not make it too much of a big deal, telling yourself you were probably too demanding and clingy, explaining why she wanted a break, but you can’t help yourself to miss her, miss her so much that it hurts to see her everytime you open your phone, she could be out there, having “fun” with someone else and you'd learn it weeks later

Days strangely became boring again, since she’s not around, and you’re barely able to reach her, scared to be left on seen or get a cold response, you’d rather avoid your phone, meaning that a new routine took place again. Waking up on the cold mattress with no one to warm you up, taking a light breakfast and heading to university, attending classes, not talking to much people, avoiding calls from your family and trying to make it at the end of the day before falling asleep on that same bed and the cycle starts over

...

“Is that what I felt when we weren’t together ?” you asked yourself countless times, remembering the old weeks you used to spend alone, crying in the house of your parents and tired of feeling on the edge, not knowing when the downfall of your character will be

When days all repeat themselves, little details that may not seem bothersome can quickly become bigger problems, after all, if you have nothing else to pay attention to, your mind will automatically turn to negative thoughts, weather that make sense or not, and you have no real control over them. Because what’s the point of exhaustion yourself to be happy if you have no real reasons to be

Since she’s gone

Well of course, technically speaking, she isn’t

But her not being available is enough to affect you badly

When you wake up only to look at yourself in the mirror, disappointed of what you've become, depending on someone who won over your heart yet seems to have forgotten about it, comments from people around you that constantly question you about your love life which you never know what to answer

“I’m in love with someone who I’m in a committed relationship with but we barely talk and it’s weird to say I feel like she would look better with someone else but anyways moving on” kind of stuff you think out loud and mumble under your breath

Today could’ve been another regular day, exactly like yesterday, the day before and the whole last month actually, you probably would’ve liked that better if you had to be honest

But no, that wouldn’t be funny right ?

Today seemed like a disaster. No, no one died tragically and there wasn’t a tornado to take you or your family away, it was just a series of little things, individually inoffensive but in the end, enough to make you stumble over your own feet by how drained you are feeling

And again

No news of “winter”, the idol everyone seems to love

Of course you do too, but not in the same way as everyone sees her

“It’s nice and stuff to be pretty and have awesome vocal skills

Would be nice if she checked on her lover as well huh” you thought

...

This morning you woke up wincing in pain, groaning while holding your stomach and running to the nearest bathroom before staying there for a good 15 minutes, scared something would run out of your mouth, stuff you wouldn’t want to be stuck to clean afterwards

The cause of this ? You weren’t sure, but the way you were struggling to catch your breath and by the sweat on your forehead, you knew this was nothing positive

All of that woke your parents, it was around six in the morning, they were pretty unhappy of the noise you made, scolding you and telling you to be more responsible when it came to your health

“well good morning to you too I guess” you restrained yourself from saying

Since she was gone, you weren’t at her apartment alone and instead, lived with them with whom well, let’s say you didn’t have the best relationship

You went back to bed yet your eyes remained opened, unable to close them, you gave up on falling asleep for today, too bad if you were to doze off in class, at least it would be better than listening to the poor explanations of a teacher that didn’t want to be there

In the corner of your eyes, you saw a light, it was your phone who opened by itself, apparently you had had a notification whatsoever. You first thought it was the bank or maybe your little sister wanting to tell you something random but no, it was from someone you knew not so well yet felt comfortable around

“Jimin.. why would she text me so early” You thought at the sight of your girlfriend’s best friend and leader, known as the charismatic and powerful Karina on stage and a pretty protective person considering the three girls she had to take care of, plus you, someone she had a lot of affection for

Jimin :)

Hey y/n I was wondering how you are ?

Minjeong barely gave us news about you

She seems concerned

Everything good out there ?

Were the notifications you saw

You didn’t feel like unlocking your phone and seeing her messages, it’s not that you didn’t want to talk, but you didn’t feel like opening your heart to someone that was close to who made you so vulnerable lately

As foolish as it was, you chose to ignore it, sitting at your desk instead and studying to avoid thinking of whatever your girlfriend had been telling, or not, to her friends

Time passed and you felt yourself getting awoken by your mother’s shouts, your head laying down on a science manual you swore you were reading a second before, the clock on the wall in front of you showed the time, almost eight, the time you usually go in the bus that takes you to university

Quickly, while answering your mom so she would stop screaming, you picked up your stuff and ran out of the house on an empty stomach, scared to make yourself sick again, something you’d rather avoid in public. You would’ve want to stay home however you lacked the courage to fight with the authority figure above your head to let you sleep in

Making it on time, you climbed on your bus seat and sat there, your phone in your hands, headphones plugged in your ear, you were ready for the ride till class

As you closed your eyes, your breath in synch with the peaceful melody you were listening to, it finally came to an end, playing the next song in your playlist, a song that strangely, always brought your tears, maybe because of how lonely you had been feeling lately

Forever - By aespa

A cover they had made during the winter, you know, enough to warm My’s hearts, a cute mv and of course incredible vocals from them

Winter ?

Yeah Winter, The Winter, The Kim Minjeong, the one you fell for

Her voice was so calming, touching you directly in your heart, yet it was terrible for you, almost torture to hear again and again the words of love that came out of her mouth when she wasn’t even bothered by your state while she was on tour

You felt tired

And sick

But not the kind of sick that you go to the doctor for, that would probably just end up with laughs and fingers pointed at you

Here we’re talking about the kind of sickness that follows you for a long time, something you don’t necessarily pay attention to until it hits you harder than it should, something that not everyone suffers from, often coming from past experiences that turned out terrible, now resulting in a fear of being abandoned and unable to stay away from the only kind of love you’ve ever received

Yeah maybe dating an idol wasn’t the smartest decision

Just like that stupid rule says “never fall in love with idols”, you should’ve followed that instead of listening to your damn heart for the charming Minjeong who had confessed to you at that time, never you would’ve imagined yourself being so anxious by her absence that you were to throw up

You sighed deeply before looking outside, wondering what your girlfriend is up to, if she was even thinking of you, did you ever cross her mind once in a while or was she too busy that she forgot she was the one who fell for you first ?

You missed her so much

You finally arrived at school, ready to attend your first class with your eyes barely opened and a fragile state of mind, you had no choice but to pay attention to the teacher’s words as much as you wanted to fall back asleep, considering the fact that exams were to come soon and if you didn’t want to be seen as a failure, you had to work hard, despite your poor health at the remaining time

The day could’ve went by normally, your first class was fine, tiring of course but easy enough for you to follow. Then came the break before your second class, where you tripped in the stairs, if the embarrassment wasn’t enough, the bruise on your knees was there to assure this day to be exhausting. During your second class everything went normally, not much interactions needed with others and lunch already came

You weren’t sure about eating because of your still sick stomach, you bought yourself food but the pain you felt made you forget about your poor lunch which you just left there, meaning you had to attend your next classes without any food in your body, since food wasn’t allowed in the classrooms

You had only one class left by now, the others had been going well, nothing could make this day shittier right ? Your bruised legs, that sensation that you could faint anytime soon and the tears you were holding due to the absence of your dear girlfriend, all of this was enough right ? Plus combined by the nice morning conversation you had with your parents who seemed to be pissed at you for no other reason that you weren’t doing well

Somehow, your day ended up being worst than you could imagine, when the teacher announced he would give back the exams you had done a while ago, you felt a jolt of adrenaline make your heart beat, anticipating the worst and thoughts flying across your mind due to the growing anxiety inside your chest. You were known as a good student, you weren’t particularly impressive in anything else but academically speaking you were recognized finally

Meaning that any little mistake done by you had 10 times more impact than on someone with average grades, you felt scared to disappoint, you were already done with feeling under pressure today, you didn’t need anything else

...

Not even passed the test

You could’ve went to the teacher and negotiate a better mark, or you could’ve blamed it on the context surrounding the day you had done this, hearing others screaming in joy while you were sitting there, tears barely rolling down your cheeks as you tried your best to hold your emotions in

You knew you had failed

Failed on so many levels

That day was about three weeks ago, another day similar to this one, a day where you felt lonely, a day where she wasn’t there, a day where you were feeling like giving up, a day that yes was different from the usual routine you kept complaining about but oh how you wished it would’ve stayed a boring day like the others

You weren’t able to concentrate at all, despite all your efforts

And now were the results

It wasn’t going to affect your year much, not even your average grades, yet the disappointed look in your teacher’s eyes and the thought of that same exact look in your parents’s gaze was enough to make you tremble

If only she was there

Oh right

Who knows if she would even pay attention to it

Between laughs filling the classroom, tear blurring your view, you saw a notification from another familiar person, then another, and another from someone else you knew

Aeri :0

Hey Y/n are you alright ??

It's been a long time since we've talked !

We all miss you a lot <3

Give us news soon !

...

“What.. ?”

...

Another one..

Ning :D

Y/nnnnn !!

Where did you go ???

Minjeong misses you so much she's all pouty lmfao

You should answer her messages !

We’re all worried :(

Hope you’re doing good !!

Talk to us Y/n

...

“Since when ??”

...

“Huh.. ? But she didn’t send me anything in the last few days.. if it’s not for a picture of the four of them standing with an award”

You look back at your phone and your conversation with your girlfriend

You gasp in surprise when you receive a bunch of texts at the same time, maybe a hundred or two..

And realize all your messages were not sending huh ?

“What the hell ??” you mumbled

That’s when something hit you, a conversation from not so long ago with your parents that you had completely forgotten, they had said a bunch of stuff but the one that just flashed in your mind is that they had mentioned cutting off the wifi because some work was being done in your shared house. They wanted to paint the walls with new colours and had to change some of the parts of the electricity system, meaning that to avoid a short circuit, they might had to turn it off for a while

That so explains the sudden change in Minjeong’s behaviour, why she went from texting you loads of messages everyday to nothing, as if she had forgotten about you, her messages were just not reaching your phone and yours weren’t reaching hers all because of that dumb stuff

“but what about my cellular data plan.. ?”

True, you had been able to text her from time to time and check news thanks to that, something you paid a lot for every month. However, there was a problem with it too, the company you were paying for your contract had been having business problems lately, meaning that your cellular data was going to be unstable until they would fix it properly

*ding*

a notification from the company

operator *********

Hello dear client, the problem has finally been fixed, thank you for being patient and accepting to continue your plan with xxxx .cie, sorry again for the bother, have a nice day.

You felt even more ashamed, thinking your girlfriend was leaving you when it was all your fault, you felt extremely ungrateful, and disgusting, you didn’t know what to say, or do

You felt exhausted, all of this combined plus the thought of your own lover being sad because of what you caused when in your head, you were blaming her, you felt tears running down your cheeks as you go out of the classroom, classes were finally over

It’s like today couldn’t even get worst, and strangely, you blamed all of it on yourself

You spent the bus ride reading all the kind stuff she had sent, not knowing how to answer

...

Love <3

Hey babyyyy !!

I finally arrived at the hotel :)

there’s a big fluffy bed, wish you were there ;)

hehe I’m kidding

or maybe not

don’t mind meeee you just look cute under me🙄

...

Love <3

Hey angel ?

Are you okay baby☹️ ?

I miss you so much :((

Life is boring when you’re not in my arms😩

...

Love <3

Baby look !!

I found a plushie that made me think of you oml :0

I bought it so I can imagine falling asleep with you next to me :))

Have a nice day cutie <3333

...

or even

...

Love <3

Hey love, I hope your studies are going well

I know you have a lot of work right now

I keep thinking about you

Please take care :(((

...

or lastly

...

Love <3

Y/n ?

Y/n baby ?

I’m seriously getting worried..

Are you okay angel ?

I miss you so much

Please answer me

You know life without you is impossible

I need to see you soon

I promise I’ll be there

...

“I.. how could I fuck up this much..”

And these are just a few examples of what she had sent in the last few weeks you spent worrying

“what.. what did I do to deserve this..”

She was right there all along

What was going on

You felt so worried for her now

What if she had not been doing well since you weren’t answering

It made you feel even sicker

“Well shit”

The bus ride went by while you weren’t even sure you could think properly, how were you going to deal with this situation ? You felt yourself getting overwhelmed once again, your stomach burning from nervousness, not butterflies but more like the feeling of being stabbed down there, making your breath hitch. You were tired enough today, barely able to keep your eyes open, and now you had to deal with this, something you believed you were the hurt one

As you walked in your house, you knew you wouldn’t be able to handle talking to someone at that time, so you just notified your parents that you would go out for a walk, wanting to clear your mind. You ran outside as fast as possible, choosing to ignore whatever complaints they had to say about you, it was useless to try to listen to them as of right now

While walking, you started to feel weak, the combination of the guilt you had built up with basically no energy left in your body due to not sleeping much adding to the fact you didn’t even eat today, you didn’t even know where you were going or if you could make it home

You didn’t just feel lost

You were lost

You took out your phone and began to type an apology to Minjeong, wanting to make it up to her as much as you could, you were even expecting her to break up with you on the spot, you knew you had messed up. It wasn’t really your fault but you felt as if it was, if no one would take the blame, you knew you would have to take it yourself

You were already imagining yourself alone again, far away from her touch, and all of this because you had forgotten about something so futile at that moment yet that had such a great impact on your current state

Your bruised knees were hurting

Your poor head started to ache even worst than your heart

You stood there in the middle of an empty park, not knowing what was the right thing to do, it wasn’t even sadness or disappointment, it was worst, it felt as if you had failed your only purpose in life, you couldn’t even pass something so easy at school and now you had not been taking care of your lover

Because after all, when days become boring, you know you can’t help but pick on every little bad thing that happens, they all seem to kick you down, closer to the edge of a void you weren’t sure you could get yourself out of

Were you being dramatic ? Obviously looking at that from an outside point of view makes it easy for people to judge and make fun of your state, swollen eyes from the tears that watered your cheeks, and the conviction that you were destined to not be happy for the rest of your life

All of this because of little details

Another long day you thought this would be

But this time, nothing assured you you could get through it

Do you deserve to do so ?

Your vision started to become blurry, you felt your legs give up as you started to fall, time seemed to have stopped, as if the universe was trying to make this moment worst, you knew you had poor chances of waking up if your head was to hit the ground, however you had nothing to grip yourself to

...

Maybe it really was the end

Another long day that ended with your eyes closed

Unsure about tomorrow

However this time your head didn’t hit your pillow

It was to hit the cold sidewalk your feet were on

Today was enough

Or it was enough for today

Needless to say

It was time to say goodbye

Apologies for your foolishness were the last words you pronounced

Barely audible

“M-minjeong, I’m sorry, I don’t know what happened, but I love you..”

...

That’s when something held you, arms wrapped around your waist, a familiar scent being brought to your nose and lips you knew too well pressed against yours, you barely had time to recognize her that you were pulled in for a long and warm kiss, sending shivers down your spine as one of her hands massaged yours

If you were feeling cold just before, you definitely weren't anymore, her gentle touch bringing you the comfort you had been craving and the sensation of her tongue moving in synch with yours was greater than what you were dreaming of

You both stayed like this for a moment, no words needed to express your love for one another, as if that whole month had never happened, a new beginning together, she wasn’t willing to let you go if it wasn’t for the need to breathe

Pulling away, she brought you closer once again but for a hug this time while tears rolled down your cheeks, she was there, finally there, not just on the internet or pictures you had saved on your phone, she was actually there and ready to stay for a long time

You began to apologize to her, stumbling over your own words as the exhaustion from today hit you, you tried your best to explain while apologizing to her and telling her you didn’t deserve any of this which she only answered by shutting you up once again, bringing her lips close to yours and leaning in for yet another passionate kiss

In silence, she brought you to her place afterwards, holding your hand and using her phone to notify your parents you would stay with her for the night, assuring them she would take very good care of you, the last thing she wanted was for you to worry or feel down, especially since she was around, she wanted to do everything she could to cheer up that poor soul of yours

When home, she made you lay down in her bed as she brought a blanket over you before joining you under it, putting your head on her chest as you felt sorry to drench her clothes in tears. She kissed your forehead and told you it didn’t matter, that no matter what, she wanted to make you feel safe

and she did

“I-I’m so sorry.. Minjeong” embarrassed by your own stutter due to nervousness of being around her again

“Love, don’t be, I promise it’s okay, I’m with you now, I’ve got you, do you mind telling me what’s been bothering you lately ? Remember I’m here for you angel” She answered, her voice calm enough to make your sobs decrease

She listened to you ramble about how you had been feeling lately, often you found yourself being interrupted by her peppering kisses all over your face, telling you she couldn’t help it. While you continued your talking, she felt her heart shatter in pieces, she felt devastated to know you had been feeling so unwell and that you had been unable to join her

“I just feel.. so disappointed in myself.. and I feel unloved sometimes.. like by everyone.. gosh I’m so sorry”

“Angel, I’m glad you trust me about that kind of stuff but you know it’s not true, I love you so much with my whole heart, you deserve the whole universe. I promise I’ll stay with you until you feel better, I don’t want to ever let you go again, I’m so proud of you for getting through those days alone, you’re awesome baby. I’m the one who should be sorry..”

“No ! I’m the one who’s sorry.. I don’t deserve you at all Minjeong I love you so much what the hell” You almost shouted, your arms reaching her neck to pull her closer, never wanting to go away even for a split second

You both kept apologizing until you agreed that it would be better to let that go and focus on what was ahead of you. Eyes locked with each other, you weren’t able to look away from her pretty face while she tried to resist the temptation to pull you into another kiss, not wanting to exhaust you more

However you beat her to it, bringing your lips to hers this time instead, giggling at how adorable you were, she gladly gave in, happy to see you seemed to be a bit better by now, your face already lighting up just by her tender presence

The evening went by, cuddling with each other, warmth embracing your now safe self. You finally felt at ease, in the span of a few hours she had made you feel complete again, reminding you of when you first fell for her, you didn’t even know how to thank her

She even insisted on feeding you sweets before letting you drift to sleep in the comfort of her arms, satisfied that you were both finally reunited

“Y/n baby.. you know I love you so much right” she would say with a giggle while watching your cute expressions, struggling to stay awake, scared she would leave again

“I love you so much Minjeong.. please don’t ever leave me, I’ll do anything..” you would whisper, somewhat still a bit scared to wake up without her next to you

“Love, it won’t ever happen again, next time I’ll bring you with me ! Or at least we'll make sure your wifi works well that time” She would answer, her gaze full of love over you

...

Because after all, she was the reason that, even after regular long and boring days, you kept a spark in your eyes

The end <3

Woowooo this turned a bit deeper than I expected but I hope it was enjoyable, please take care and stay safe, love you all <3

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gaypeople4itzy · 3 years ago

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OEC - As your girlfriends

Genre : fluff and suggestive

Word count : 5k

Requested ? No

Warnings : mentions of food, suggestive themes,

Disclaimer :

Yall I finished writing this half asleep after a long ass week of not being able to work because of school, so this isn’t like my usual writing, this is more like something to offer you while I work on better written stuff yet I hope it’s good enough, enjoy and let me know if I should do this with anyone else <3

Basically I’ll describe with my imagination how I think each of the members would be as your girlfriend and then, I’ll describe how I think they would be if they were all in a relationship with you

Before getting started, let me state that for the individual head canons, I made them as school Au because why not ? But for the poly head canons, they’re in this current universe (so yes they’re idols)

Jinsoul

- I kind of see her as those natural talented kids ? Like she’s so good at a lot of things which helped her gaining your admiration from the first time you met, she was so good at everything she was doing, and yet it didn't make you jealous one bit, instead you could feel your cheeks heat up whenever your paths crossed

- I think she would be like a volleyball captain or something ? Extremely skilled and very hardworking, you learnt her practice schedule as an excuse to see her more often, her tender figure when she jumps to do a serve or when it’s time to spike a ball to the other side of the net, of course not without winking at you first

- Because you obviously caught Jinsoul’s eyes the second she walked in school and saw your locker close to hers, she can’t help but to feel mesmerized by your beauty which she often keeps to herself if it’s not for the members of her sports team

- It didn’t take her long to make a move, the smile drawn on her face every time she would look up to see your cute self, either doing homework or getting caught staring back, she had to get to know you and she wasn’t shy to do so

- Once you two became close, firstly hanging out together after she was done practicing as she insisted on walking you home, you both started to see each other outside of school, it went from short study sessions at the library to sleep overs at her place as often as she could make them happen

- Pretty clingy, which you don’t dislike at all, in facts, you love returning the favour when she leans in to kiss your cheek already warm from her presence, she loves to have her arms around you and hold you close

- Even as friends, she already peppers your face with kisses apart from your lips which she swears to avoid until the day you’re comfortable to move further with her

- Loves paying you lunch for some reasons ? If she doesn’t have the time to make you one of course ! She always assures you that she’s doing this out of love when you ask her in disbelief if you have to do something in return which gets you startled, Jinsoul is very caring and always aware of your state

- If you were to ever get sick, she won’t let you go outside, either you stay at her place or she stays at yours, it doesn’t matter, she just needs to keep you protected from all kinds of danger, you’re the most precious thing to her eyes and seeing you hurt is enough alone to break her heart, worst than if you ever rejected her love

- About that, most people think you’re together because of how quickly you were to stick to each other, never leaving the other’s side unless something unwanted separates you, usually leading to her being glued to her phone, waiting for your messages and you do the same, even your parents thought of her as your girlfriend when you first brought her home after a long day and tiring volley practice, letting her rest with you

- Talking about them, they reacted so well to her being your girlfriend, telling you they had been expecting it since a long time ago, surprised you weren’t dating yet, they were so happy that they invited Jinsoul to dinner that time, making sure to embarrass you enough, telling her stories about you when you were little, stuff Jinsoul swears she’ll never let herself forget

- This girl is absolutely whipped for you, anything you do is amazing in her eyes, so much that she catches on little details like those, from something you told her months back then or your favourite kind of ice cream with whatever topping you prefer, she has them all remembered clearly in her mind, ready to surprise you anytime just to see that adorable grin on that flushed face of yours

- As expected, she’s very into pda

- There’s nothing better than study dates, where she gets to tease you when you don’t understand something before helping you in exchange of a kiss

- talking about her teasing, as loving as she is, this girl can turn into a literal monster if it means embarrassing you slightly due to of her words or actions

- calm and collected yet competitive, she feels so accomplished to be dating you, so much that anyone looking at you might annoy her a bit, getting her all pouty if she doesn’t have your full attention

- however, she’s very understanding and doesn’t get too jealous, she’d rather focus on having you all to herself later on than getting hurt over someone looking at your beauty, telling herself she’s already been there, like when she first met you and couldn’t detach her eyes from you

- As mentionner before, she’s so loving, she literally is willing to do anything for you, so much that you often wonder how could you get so lucky

- Doesn’t tolerate harsh words towards yourself, weather they come from others or your own mouth, she refuses to hear them, unless you wanna see a pouty jinsoul and even slightly angry, she hates seeing you down, she’ll always remind you how beautiful and pretty you are

- She has such a heart warming vibe, being around Jinsoul is like being sheltered, not only her hugs are the kindest you’ve ever received but her presence itself is able to calm your nerves, even if your heart beats fast out of nervousness when she’s around, unable to get over her

- Her touch is so caring as well, a hand on your cheek and an arm wrapped around your waist while your mouths are joined together, humming in sync while you wished you never had to pull away, creating your own little space in the universe

- She waited a long time before taking things on another level with you, scared to make you uncomfortable by moving too fast, though you did run into her wild imagination for a while so she could barely contain her excitement when you confessed your desire to move further with her, putting all your trust in her, she felt low-key honoured

- Easily turned on by your fragile figure whenever you’re around her, often where the times where she would’ve want to take you right on the spot yet she’s pretty slow in her moves, taking her time to make you feel at ease before leading to one long night shared together

- I think she would have a thing for begging, as well as slight choking, she loves seeing you beneath her, waiting for her next move as her hand sneak up around your neck, pressing gently, just enough to let a sound fall from your lips, followed by her name when her fingers trace down your legs to your clothed core

- To conclude, here is a beautiful girlfriend, a literal angel, the kind of person you would never want to leave, her scent when she comes close to you and the praise coming from her as well as all the love she brings you makes your relationship one of the healthiest ever, based off kindness and trust put into one another, a bound sure meant to last forever

Kim Lip

- I think it’s no surprise when I say Jungeun is a flirt

- However, she’s pretty intimidating as well, she’s a known girl around the school

- So much that it resulted into you thinking she hated you, you’d always try to avoid walking her way and everyone thought you hated each other, when in reality, she had such a soft spot for you

- Cannot shut up about you seriously, she may seem like that cold and even cruel girl everyone falls for yet she gets all giggly when you walk by, so much that her friends are tired of repeating her to make a move, which she always answers that she has too much pride for to do so

- But yet came a day where she was tired of being teased and wanted to prove herself in front of others so she tried to do the typical move of walking towards someone and pulling them by the collar, which made you panic, only to peck your lips and walk away as if nothing happened

- Then the next day, that girl had the audacity to pull up in the middle of lunch and drag you away from your friends, pretending you had a date with her, only to drag you outside and make you eat with her, to then confess in the middle of talking, girly was just too shy to do something properly and went with the first thing in her mind

- Since then she never leaves you alone, always tagging along in some way, or pulling you away when she feels the need to have you in her arms, strange how quick she changed from the girl everyone was afraid of to one of the clingiest person on earth, and she’ll never even admit it

- She’s very protective of you, a slight injury and she’ll get mad at everyone

- wants to make sure you’re eating well, loves to buy you meals and stuff

- If she was hanging out with people you didn't like too much or you saw as a bad influence, she’d be 100% ready to leave them

- If you’re feeling down, she’s not the best with words but she will try the hardest she can to cheer you up, even if that means spending money or doing something embarrassing, she wants her lover to be happy and she genuinely is in love with your smile

- loves to pick you up and bring you at school, it makes her feel extra proud to show you off

- Kind of jealous ? Like a bit possessive as well I believe, she’s not going to hold back much if someone is going too far with you, and it might take her a while to calm her anger down but she wouldn’t hurt you for nothing in the world, you’re way too precious to her

- Always insisting to go on dates, even if you’re busy with studies, she’ll want to drag you out and let you two have fun time, she’ll promise to help you with whatever is on your mind

- Indoor dates even when it’s not raining ? Absolutely, she’ll knock at your house with a bunch of snacks and you’ll end up cuddling four hours, sometimes watching shows but most of the time too lost in each other’s eyes, she definitely cannot stop looking at you

- Continues to flirt with you even if you’re already together just to make you feel flustered

- I think she’d love buying you flowers, anything to make you smile really, but I feel as if flowers are kind of her signature thing ? Romantic enough to make one’s heart melt but not too cheesy for her to cringe at her own actions

- Ready to beat anyone up if they bother you, sometimes you have to hold her back because se seriously cannot deal with someone being mean to you, it would break her heart to see you lose your smile over someone too stupid to realize your worth

- Loves being the big spoon, no matter your height, she’ll love to have her arms wrapped around you, if you’re tall then be ready for a bunch of kisses planted all over your neck and if you’re smaller than her, aside from teasing, expect kisses on the crown of your head 24/7 and in general, just a lot of love from her

- Wants nothing more than you being comfortable

- being in her lap whenever you sit down is a must

- loves making you grind on her whenever you’re needy

- such a tease too

- you better call her mommy or daddy in public unless you wanna get in trouble, often she's just messing with you but she seriously loves seeing you fall for it everytime

- Seeing you squirm is enough to turn her on, even in public or anything, she really just can’t get enough of you, and that means her hands are pretty much always touching you in some way, she can’t help it

- May seem a bit distant afterwards but that barely lasts a minute, she’s just trying to restrain herself from going down on you once again, she wouldn't want to completely ruin you unless you asked her to do so, which she often thought about

- Yes because you literally haunt her mind, never leaving and that makes her sometimes space out for a while, just imagining you with her, or you in bed, we never know

- So yeah here’s protective ass girlfriend, one you could always count on, someone you thought as your worst enemy who turned out to be the person that loves you the most in the entire world, it’s nearly impossible to not feel safe when she’s around, Jungeun is in love with you so bad she’ll get over her pride just for you, a stable and healthy relationship that will sure last for a long while as Junegeun will try to keep you as close as she can to her heart

Choerry

- This girl is so flirty

- And you were never shy to flirt back as you felt comfortable around her warm presence

- Yet both of you are oblivious dumbasses and it took you so long to figure out you were actually in love with each other

- It all started when you would get little notes in your locker, sometimes loving messages or cute little doodles, they always melted your heart and you seriously couldn't get enough, always waiting to get another one, excited to see its content

- Then one day, that mysterious admirer wrote you a confession letter, like officially declaring their love to you if it wasn’t obvious enough already, and concluded to meet up on the school roof top

- You were geniuely surprised when you saw Yerim standing there, rushing to take you in her arms before pecking your cheeks, you two had been flirting for quite a while not only through her letters who where way more explicit than her direct talk to you but also always throwing pick up lines at each other and nearly kissing a bunch of times

- Literally everyone thought you were dating but you were too scared to face a possible rejection so you chose to handle it in a platonic view while she had decided to be herself through anonymous stuff, letting her express what she truly felt in a less embarrassing way

- Not much words were needed when she pulled away and you looked at her, you instantly wrapped your arms around her neck and here you were again for another kiss, but this time with your lips, and a blushing Yerim who was caught off guard by your move

- Now that you were actually together, you never left the other’s side, seriously you were glued to each other, so much that you almost got detention for “making love” in the middle of the lockers when really, she was just trapping you in her arms and covering your face with kisses, enough to make your cheeks pink from not only the embarrassment but for that jolt sensation in your heart whenever she was around

- Always holding her hand, weather because you’re nervous or just since she feels like it, she’ll find tons of excuses to get you closer to her

- Loves to give you piggy back rides !! Or to carry you around, your choice really

- I feel as if she’d be a cheerleader or something, and would improvise a routine with her team on a love song just to present it to you

- Asked you countless times to join the team, or at least do a performance with her so she would get to lift you up and show you as hers in front of everyone else

- She can be pretty discreet about your relationship as she likes to keep her pretty lover all to herself but if someone does insist then she won’t be able to stop rambling about how much she loves you

- Tons of texts from her, similar to the letters she used to put in your locker, she’ll send you a bunch of stuff, and pictures she’d take throughout the day, weather it would be stuff that would make her thing about you or pics of you you’d find embarrassing but she’d swear are the cutest things ever

- If you ever fought, I think she’d be way too afraid to overstep your boundaries and would apologize through little messages in your locker, and you’d immediately recognize her quite messy hand writing, you’d never stay mad for a long time honestly, Yerim is too much of a sunshine for that

- Facetimes you constantly, even when she’s doing the most basic stuff, or even if you tell her you look terrible, she misses you a lot and will jump on any occasions to talk to you

- A lot of late night talks between the two of you, it was common already when you were just friends so imagine now that you’re officially together, you can talk for hours about the dumbest subjects, and yet, you’ll never get tired of it

Exhibit A : “Hey Y/n, do you think the person who invented algebra was just really confused and messed up their shit ??”

Exhibit B “Y/nnnnnnnnnnnnn okay hear me out hear me out, what if, no but like what if, what if the concept of stars are fake and there’s actually companies who put floating led lights in the sky”

And yet maybe she’s right oml

- On a more serious note, that girl would give up anything for you, and you would honestly do the same, she’s just so awesome and perfect, you two are so in love people use you as the couple reference around the school

- Actually way more dominant than you could’ve ever imagine, that girl’s duality is on another level

- Call her mommy and her whole attitude will change in a split second, and of course, she’ll make sure you’re not leaving her side without a few marks here and there, just to show off what belongs to her

- Very gentle in her moves unless you practically beg her to do otherwise, she would hate seeing you hurt, especially by her, but she can’t resist the temptation of going harsher once in a while

- Will definitely tease you in public, she usually expects an annoyed reaction of you, just for her to laugh it off, however if you do get needy from that, she’ll take care of you properly, even if that means making you finish in public, she would hate seeing her baby helpless and would do anything to make you feel better

- Gets turned on so quickly, seriously that girl may seem like the most innocent person out there but if you were to see the inside of her head, it’s another story, not that it’s that bad, she’s only into vanilla stuff, but you do cross her mind very often

- And so to conclude, we have the sweetest girl out there, miss Choi Yerim will never disappoint you, not a single time where you feel unloved when she’s around, you’re meant for each other, everything you do seems so natural and a life without her is impossible to think of, her and you are sort of like soulmates, meant to last forever as well as unthinkable to be without one another

Odd eye circle (together + you)

- The girls had been together for quite a while before meeting you, they needed stability before actually thinking about adding someone else to their relationship, though since things were going well and it was a healthy context, they started talking about it

- Strangely, you came in their mind pretty quickly, Jinsoul was the first one to mention it, only half joking when she imagined you, one of their best friends, being shared between the three of them

- Jungeun first rejected the idea, not that she didn’t like you, far from it actually, she was simply too proud to admit it, and seriously didn’t want to be seen as flushed around someone else, she had stated that two girlfriends were enough

- Yet it only took a bit of insistence from our soft girl Yerim, so charming that no one could resist her, and Jungeon knew she couldn’t deny her attraction to you for a long time, you were beautiful and they were helpless

- As much as Jungeon was the proudest one, she was definitely the flirtiest, since that talk between the three of them, it was almost like a competition of who would win your heart first

- Jinsoul’s love was a bit more discreet, she was flirty yes but also very caring, always making sure that little angelic character of yours was doing alright, she would insist on accompanying you to school despite her busy schedule, she was always around if you needed her, you found yourself falling asleep in her arms quite often after her cuddles comforted you from your worst nightmares, meanwhile her two girlfriends would glare at the scene, not jealous of you but nearly annoyed at her and how easy she had you in her arms

- Yerim, her, you would already call her your soulmate if it wasn’t for her two girlfriends, you were together pretty often, if Jinsoul was somewhat your caretaker, Yerim was your ball of sunshine, the reason you’d still wake up on boring days, when she would bring out outside and take you out on a cute date, satisfied of the reaction of her two other lovers who watched her bring back a bright smile on your cute face, warming up whenever she was around

- For Jungeun, she insisted on having you all to herself, so much that you’d wonder if that wasn’t considering cheating on her relationship considering how touchy she could get, she’d drag you around, pick you up at random times and sometimes plating kisses on your face, not without having you literally panicking in her embrace when her intense gaze would meet your afraid one

- You were firstly pretty confused when they all started to chase after you, but you became even more when you realized what you felt towards them, and you seriously had no idea how to say it, yet it was so much on your mind that it slipped out of your mouth during a sleepover, resulting of you being attacked by kisses before hugging the three of them, more happier than ever

- They had no intentions of hiding your relationship, you were actually all so madly in love with each other that it was impossible for the fusional dynamic between the four of you to be unnoticed, especially by curious fans, so they made your relationship public after only a few weeks, with your consent obviously, and people were actually very open to it

- Of course there had to be some hate, but hey ! No worries ! They were there to comfort you and get through any hardships with you, even if that meant letting their career get hurt, you became their top priority and they were ready to do anything if it meant to see you smile

- I don’t think fights would happen that often, Yerim wouldn’t let things go down too easily, Jinsoul could be a bit condescending from time to time while Jungeun was a proud dumbass but they’d never allow themselves to hurt you, worst that would happen would be for you to not sleep at the dorm with them and get back to your apartment, alone, before being showered in apologies and affection shortly after

- You accompany them to practice when you don’t have school, always ready to encourage them, sometimes studying or doing homework meanwhile, you always tell them it’s solely to encourage them but you can’t really deny it’s also to get the chance to see them sweating after all that effort in sports clothes

- Insisted countless times for you to come on stage with them, after all, sometimes you practice with them and they find you amazing, so why wouldn’t you want to go on stage with them ?

- If you really didn’t want you then they would absolutely mention you on stage, telling the audience how much they miss your presence when you’re not around, especially if they’d be on tour and you couldn’t come, because seriously, they would drag you with them everywhere

- Love to tease you during interviews, but they adore you so much, they’re doing it for the only purpose to see you blush and stutter over your words in public, interviewers love to play along since your relationship is pretty much known by everyone, pretty popular among the fans as well

- There isn’t a moment when you don’t feel safe around them, they’re strangely so warm and comforting, all by different ways but with similar effects, and the thought of losing them is too much for your poor heart to handle

- When sleeping together, either they fight until you choose one to sleep with, if it’s Jinsoul then she’ll most likely sing you to sleep and will caress your hair gently, if it’s Yerim then be ready for kisses peppered all across your face and the top of your head, she can’t really help it, and if it’s Jungeun then good luck with the kisses placed across your neck just to tease you, before letting you drift to sleep while holding you tightly

- Dates with them sure are.. special ? No but seriously, they’re willing to spend all their money on you before treating you to your favourite restaurant or taking you to an amusement park, always insisting on carrying you around or at least hold your hand in some way

- They absolutely love doing v lives with you, usually you sitting on the lap of one of them, making them so proud, especially when you get flustered from the fans leaving surely strange comments

Exhibit A : “Y/n why don’t you and Lip kiss for the camera oml, pretty please ?”

that resulting into Jungeun holding your chin so you look at her while you try to free yourself from her grip

Exhibit B : “Guys look how red Y/n is because Choerry is so close to her face awe, couple goals seriously”

Of course ending up with Yerim kissing your nose in front of everyone

Exhibit C “Jinsoul admit it, you want to recreate the not friends scene between you and Heejin with Y/n”

Y/n has left the room, no comments needed

- They’ll be your biggest emotional support, from when you struggle at school to fights with your family or friends, they’ll be there to carry you and make sure you don’t fall, they’ll always have their hand ready for you to catch, they cannot let their precious one get hurt

- They try their best to not bicker each other over you, not wanting to make you feel pressured or uncomfortable, but oh god they love making each other jealous by kissing you in front of the two startled others, often leading to steamy stuff actually

- These little shit love to start teasing you in public, especially to make each other jealous, which sometimes ends up with them taking turns on you while the only thing you’re able to do is whimper under their touch

- Though sometimes they really love taking you at once, seeing you get overstimulated by their slight touch alone is such a great sensation that they clearly cannot get enough of

- Call them names in public and see yourself unable to make them forget that, no matter if it was an accident or not, they’ll absolutely make you say it again and again until they feel satisfied, or they’ll make you scream it later on, depends on their mood

- Jungeun can be a bit harsh with you while the two others always try to get her to slow down, not wanting to break their little one just yet, they are indeed very caring and despite ruining you, they’ll want you to be fine afterwards

- Jinsoul is probably the naughtiest, always making sneaky comments when you least expect it if it’s not her hand sneaking up between your legs meanwhile Yerim is softer towards you and enjoys making you weak after time, not a fan of quickies, she’d rather take her time to make you feel real good

- Their aftercare is +++, will probably apologize if they went too rough on you, they’ll respect any limit you put, you don’t even need to say it, sometimes they can just see it by how well they know you, and after that, it’s bath time ! A warm space for them to hold you and wash you until you feel better, promising to help you if you struggled walking, which happens a bit too often actually

- As a conclusion, let’s just say these girls are literally your guardian angels, unable to leave you alone, they just want to be by your side constantly in case you need anything, between their flirting and the laughs you share late at night in their dorm when Haseul yells that it’s time to sleep, the love that is holding the bound between you so solidly, is something not even describable, it’s a literal paradise on earth, life without the three of them around is inconceivable and you couldn’t be more grateful for everything they’ve brought you

The end :) <3

Hope it was enjoyable !!

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Loona - dating someone much smaller than them part 2

Pairings : Individual Loona members x reader

Genre : fluffy fluff

Requested ? Yes !

word count : about 3,5k

Warnings : None I'm pretty sure :))

Clips from

-> rap no no no on ytb (all of Loona)

—> heeki clips on ytb (Heejin + Gowon)

-> heeki clips on ytb (Choerry)

-> choerry choco on ytb (Hyunjin)

-> jichuu tea on ytb + jisuclips on ig (Hyeju)

-> webnie on ytb (Yeojin)

-> (I made the gifs)

Disclaimer : wrote this at 3am and I didn't reread much of it, sorry in advance for any mistakes !

Jeon Heejin

- NOW HER

- kind of has the personality of a trouble maker so she messes a lot with you, always finding new ways to tease you, no matter what the time of the year it is, it's hard to catch a break, and it's harder to hide your flustered expressions from her

exhibit A :

"Doll, can you come here a sec, I need something ?" Heejin shouts from the kitchen

"I'm comingggg, so what's up ?" You say while running downstairs

"Can you give me some ingredients that I need, I'm busy cooking and it'd definitely come in handy, I'd need sugar first btw" she asks, not even looking at you yet, barely able to hold in a laugh

"Yes sure give me a sec" you tell her before looking around, trying to find the sugar that is currently sitting on tope of a counter, impossible for you to reach, and of course you catch on her plan pretty quickly

"Oh come on Jin that's not fair !" you pout

"Well I think it's fair enough for me to see cute all cute" Heejin says, her lips almost touching yours, making you stop whining

OR OR

exhibit B :

"Heejin give me back my bag !!" you should while jumping around

"hmmm let me think..... no !" she says, her hand clearly out of reach for you

"But Heejin pleaseeeeee"

"Ehh still a no"

"But but Heejin please come on pleaseee"

"Fine baby, just because you've begged enough I'll let you have it" she agrees with a little smirk

Of course she's so proud of herself afterwards

- Pretty possessive of you, wouldn't it be a shame if other people looked at what she pulled for too long ? Heejin isn't a confrontational person, but everything is different when it comes to you, she knows how cute you are and she's aware people could come a bit too far with you, she'll insist on being with you a lot too, blaming it on the fact that she wants to protect you (which is still true), when she really is just feeling more clingy and jealous just now

- loves to hold you in her arms, you're like the most precious thing ever ?? Cuddles onto you or put her head in your neck, always. Wherever and whenever, she will have you with her, her presence is very reassuring in general so it's really not something you'd tend to complain about, clingy Heejin following you around for a hug, losing patience and back hugging you in public, losing it over how cute you really are

- makes you sit in her lap whenever she's working, it's a must, she just cannot get over how short you are, she loves the sensation of you fitting perfectly in her arms

- loves to bring you on shows or stages and show off how cute you are to her fans, and how you're all hers, wouldn't force you to act cute on purpose whatsoever though, she thinks you're naturally the most adorable person she has ever encountered

- lots of piggy back rides, everything can be an excuse for one ! Too tired ? Heejin will carry you on her back until you're home and safe with her ! Hurt ? Heejin will not hesitate to take you with her and bring you in her bedroom before giving you medicine ! You're whining at her ? Heejin will pick you up and won't let you get down just to make fun of you a lil

- In conclusion, yes we do have such a troublemaker that can get you so pissed yet so flustered in the matter of a few seconds, Heejin can be quite the tease and your height is definitely at her advantage though she knows she would never be able to love someone like she loves you, the most precious being in the world, your relationship is filled with laughs, pouts and most importantly, all the love you could ever wish for :)

Kim Hyunjin

- You lowkey thought she hated you at first ? She can come up as quite cold in your first encounter, especially because you accidentally bumped into her in some random place, the way she looked at you made you shiver, thinking something was about to go down, and you know that from that height of yours, fighting with someone, especially miss Kim Hyunjin, is pretty much impossible

- in reality, Hyunjin is so sweet towards you, you make her smile so hard that she doesn't know how to express it, every little gesture seems like she would be ready to kiss you on the spot, your height only makes her want to be even more affectionate towards you, somewhat turning her softer than she can already be

- lots of hand holding to keep you close to her without having to express herself too much on that matter, she'd rather keep her mouth shut and be subtle about it, making sure you're sticking around her, and that she's the only one who can enjoy your cuteness entirely

- gives you some of her clothes, she literally melts whenever she sees you in them, wear one of her hoodies and she'll come to hug you so tight out of love, too much cuteness of yours making her heart flutter

- expect a lot of teasing, always finding a way to bring up your height no matter what the situation is, and of course she loves acting like she can save you from all height problems, Hyunjin has an ego, we all do, but she's very proud of being taller than you and there's nothing that could make her forget that fact

(casually talking to the Loona members)

"Yeah so I was with my friends in pe class and stuff, and we were playing basketball ! Then the ball came towards me but fr I'm so bad at sports I couldn't even mark a point"

"That's because you're so short, basketball just isn't made for you angel, unless you had me with you of course !" Hyunjin said, not without winking at you who quickly changed the subject to not give her, once again, the satisfaction of getting angry over her words

- I think she'd love carrying you on her shoulders, as in like, you literally sitting like a little kid being carried by their parent, especially in concerts or crowded places and she'd honestly never let go, everything is an excuse for her to play the hero and make fun of you a bit afterwards

- This girl is pure happiness, from her teasing smile to all the love she offers you, despite coming off as cold sometimes, her presence definitely warm up your cheeks more than you'd want it to do so, Hyunjin is honest and loving, she loves you more than words could express and she'd never be willing to let you go

Park Chaewon

- surprisingly can be very clingy when it comes to you, you're just too cute for her heart to handle that she'll tend to randomly throw you a lot of affection just to see your reaction

- matching clothes is a must !! Her from the adult section, yours from the kid's, taking a bunch of selfies together where she brings you close to her so you can compare heights and she gets to tease you a little bit, you both look like those cute couples everyone is jealous of, her being the "tall" and protective one meanwhile you're the angry and short looking one

- tries to keep an eye on you as much as she can, lowkey jealous but would never openly admit it, she does think that you being so adorable means anyone could steal you from her, and she most definitely doesn't like the thought of that

- not the one that teases the most but definitely laughs at you struggling before giving you a hand, it's not that she wants to make you feel bad but she can have a hard time expressing how your cuteness makes her feel and so she'll resort to a cute laugh and a big grin plastered on her face when seeing you angrily trying to do something with that tiny body of yours

(trying to reach for something that's too high)

"Pfft princess come on try harder" she'd say while looking at you with so much love in her eyes, but of course you'd be too concentrated to notice

"But wonieee :((( just help meeee" you'd whine at her, practically begging for her to do something

"mhh fine, you're just the cutest aren't you ?" she'd say while subtly kissing your cheek before getting whatever you needed from her

- I think your height compared to hers would awake some sort of new confidence inside of her, so much that she would find it way easier to flirt with you, she wouldn't necessarily come up with pickup lines, actually that fresh feeling of being somewhat "superior" would make her say things straight up, and of course you'd stay stunned by her words, Chaewon may not always be the most vocal about her love yet she manages to surprise you whenever you don't expect it one bit

- I think she'd like to treat you like a kid sometimes ? Well only if you were comfortable about it obviously, she just thinks you're the cutest person ever and from her caring persona, it makes her want to baby you

- So here's a literal angel, this girl can drive you insane just by her laughing at you for not being able to do stuff by yourself yet she wouldn't let you take shit from other people, loving you too much to see you get made fun of, she loves taking care of you and will protect you as if you're the only thing that matters in the world, because truly, to that dear Chaewon, you are her whole universe, and even if sometimes she doesn't know how to express it, your relationship is healthy enough to make you feel safe and loved whenever she's around you

Choi Yerim

- the softest girl ever, there's no way you could really express the love that Yerim gives you, it's just incredibly beautiful and so sweet you can feel yourself crying whenever she rambles just about how much she's in love with you

- You being short only makes her grow even kinder towards you, always making sure you're not hurt and that you're feeling okay, protecting you from any potential dangers out there, putting herself in front of you if you're scared, placing her hands on your shoulders and staying right by your side for when you need it, carrying you around if you're tired, Yerim cannot get enough of treating you like a helpless baby sometimes

- Compares you to Yeojin a lot, not in a way to make you feel bad or not good enough, of course not, Yerim wouldn't want to ever make you uncomfortable in the slightest, it's more her way of teasing the both of you, she wouldn't want to make fun of you as in to be mean but she can't help laughing when she sees you all cute, especially when you need something, it gets her all giggly and the smile on her face is so huge you'd swear she could explode at any moment soon

- Cuddles with big spoon Yerim are always super warm, wrapped in a big blanket she has just for you, she'll never set you free from her arms, feeling at best whenever she can have you close to her, always planting kisses all over you before bringing you even closer to her if it's humanly possible, not wanting to lose any kind of contact and touch she can have with you

- matching pyjamas with Yerim, in general I think she'd love to spoil you, but like I can imagine her buying a kid's size for you and bringing it to you for you guys to have a cute sleepover together and for her to take loads of selfies and ramble about how cute you are with her

(opening your front door after hearing a knock)

"Yerim !! I missed you !! What are you doing here oml !" you would squeal out of excitement when seeing her

"Baby you're so cute ! Look I bough you this ! Can you try it on pleaseeee ?" she'd ask, strangely a bit flirty

"Of course ! Come in :D thank you so much for the gift !!" you'd tell her, right before running to your bedroom to get dress and come out finally fully clothed with what she gave you before joining her on the comfy couch

- does treat you like a kid and does it with absolutely no shame, of course she would immediately stop if you told her you were uncomfortable or if she'd notice something off, but other than that, she loves booping your nose and feeding you food, your cuteness just brings out an even softer side of her, making her want to baby you so bad

- The girlfriend we all need, so protective but not in an overwhelming way at all, in a way that makes you feel warm whenever her arms are around you, after she adjusted to your height, and she whispers how much she loves you, lots of kisses and loads of love, your relationship is like a dream come true, and you'd certainly hate to wake up from it

Son Hyeju

- You seriously thought she despised you the first time you met, especially because you bumped straight into her, not expecting some tall person to walk around at night, her eyes piercing yours, you were really wondering if you had done such wrong to her for you to apologize a couple of times, never could you have imagined going out with this oh so attractive yet scary girl

- However, that's exactly what happened, she started hanging around you more often, blaming it on the fact that she was bored and wanting to look after you (which is half true) when truly, she just wanted to stare at your figure in silence, completely dumbfounded by how short you are, and how much you make her heart flutter

- Definitely still does that, getting lost in your beauty while still not being over your cuteness, Hyeju can be such a dork from time to time, often day dreaming about you being with her, you make her feel too much love and that dumbass doesn't know how to express it

- Sometimes has literally no shame, will kiss you in front of people, yes even if she had to make you wrap your legs around her waist in order to reach you, she loves showing off to other people just how cute you can be and how lucky she is, she can tend to be pretty jealous and will not hesitate to show everyone what's hers, lowkey scared someone better could steal you and your cuteness away from her

- Actually clingy when it comes to you, she doesn't really know how to show her love but it just seems to be natural when it's you, whenever she comes across you she feels the urge to take your tiny face in her hands and pepper kisses all over it

- Oh seriously she's the biggest tease out of everyone, there's not a single moment for you to catch a break, there'll always be something for her to laugh about, and the worst thing is that, you do kind of enjoy it, seeing her enjoy herself, even if you have to embarrass yourself in order to see that happen, Hyejoo is such an incredible person that you're kind of let her do whatever makes her happy

As an example of her bs :

(taking a walk with Hyejoo)

"What the hell are you doing Hyejoo hello??" you say, while trying to remove her elbow from the top of your head but with no success

"Mhh oh that ? well you're just a really good place to rest on yknow?" she answers, while giving you that signature smirk of hers

"seriously, not this again" you sigh, but deep down, as much as it annoys you, you know there's no way to win against her, so you kind of let her be and she lets out a satisfied sound before continuing her way, of course not without having her arm around your waist to keep you close

- To conclude for this magnificent girl, as annoying as she can be with her sarcasm and her way of being mean yet one of the most charming people on earth, Hyejoo is actually pretty caring, noticing small things when others don't, small just like your height actually (she would most definitely say something along those lines), she could make fun of you for hours and still be the best girlfriend in the entire world, and someone you'd be willing to spend your whole life with because of how priceless and protective she is, and quite honestly, she would do the same

Im Yeojin

- Never ending arguments about your height, she doesn't want to let you win, if you happen to be slightly taller than her than she would be so grumpy and pissed about it, if you were about the same height then she would act as if she was a bit taller and so was right in any given situations, and if you were to be smaller than her (I acc am help) then she would never let that go

- First meeting you was sort of a shock for Yeojin, finally someone who corresponded to her height spectrum somewhat, not too til and just perfect for her, of course she loves you way more than your physical appearance but you could surely say that your height not only played a role in her confidence but it also did in her feelings

- Yeojin tends to be sarcastic a lot, even a bit mean sometimes, though you're too precious for her to let slip too much out of her mouth when she's with you, helping her control her thoughts before spitting them out loud, everyone says you're the good, or more great (yall are great, I love you all <3) influence that she needs

- Being close in height by being short together often leads to do things that matches together, you love it when she teaches you some of her dances so that you can do it in sync in mathing outfits as well, a powerful cute duo

- Sometimes tries to make little contests with you, to see if she can beat you with her height, playing with someone else would make her blame her loosing on her height, but playing against you seems like a new challenge, and Yeojin is ready to fight it

"Ayo Y/n ? Angel ?" she'd ask you while you were on a date

"Last one reaching the fountain over there has to pay the other ice cream" she'd tell you, expecting you to already accept to participate

"Hmm"

"awe come on say yes" she would whine

"fine fine dumbass" and you'd bother start running

If you were to arrive first, Yeojin would try to find any imaginable things to blame it on, and if she were to win, oh god you would hear about this for weeks

"see how short people cannot do shit, look at you I swear🤨"

"Yeojin you're literally 4"10 ??"

"Hmm what are you saying ? I can't hear you😍"

- You can never catch a break with her though, not only because of her clinginess which never fails to make you smile, but more because of how much she loves teasing you, any occasion given is a perfect occasion for Yeojin, doesn't matter if it's embarrassing, she just can't help but make fun of you a little for making her blush over you being too cute for her poor heart

- Finally, we here have a girl that can be pretty similar to you, such a tease but the cutest on earth (with you ofc), and for that, you can't stay mad at her for a long time, just like she can't resist how adorable you look, you share a strong relationship that relies on such a soft love and filled with loads of dissing each other but knowing well that you cannot live without one another, a power duo you would say

The end <3

And it's finally the end of this haha ! I hope it was enjoyable enough, thank you for reading ! Fellow short people, let's stick together fr😔

Take care of yourselves lovelies

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gaypeople4itzy · 3 years ago

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Loona - Home

Requested ? No

Genre : Angst, hurt/comfort and fluff

Pairings : Poly! Loona x reader <3

Word count : 2,7k

Warnings : Fainting, mentions of not eating, overworking, anxiety, insecurities, brief reference to death

Disclaimer :

I do not know the idols personally, this is for entertainment purposes only :D

I wrote this in the span of like, less than two hours between one and three am and I didn’t re read it much afterwards, hoping you guys will like it still !

So I convinced myself that was going to be short ?? Erm anyways, I don’t really do that style usually but I like it, I think it lets me write stuff that don’t require a lot of proof reading and the best wording hehe, I hope you’ll like it <3

So basically we have our twelve moon girls who have been especially busy lately, and a scared reader who doesn’t want to lose them but is too focused on their studies to try to forget what is making them afraid and their girlfriends find them in the middle of a breakdown before they pass out due to exhaustion, but hey don’t worry ! Lots of care is coming :))

This comes in the form of a bulleted scenario !

You had been working all day, no one really noticed what you were doing nor recognized all the efforts you were putting in your studies, you were tired of always being repeated the same thing, that you shouldn’t stress over it, you knew your own worth yet you were convinced you weren’t doing enough, as if there was always more assignments added on the pile of work you were already climbing

Living alone did have some advantages, it helped you concentrate better, you had all the time in the world for yourself and your own priorities, even if that meant reading your notes from classes a thousand time until you knew them by heart, there wasn’t anything to bother you, it was always pretty quiet, maybe a bit too much actually

Secretly, you did wish to have people around, maybe it’d actually be helpful to be reminded to eat or take a break, to be told you were doing great when you thought of yourself as the worst student possible, you seriously just wanted to feel loved and supported through this, when nights would get too quiet, the only thing we could hear were your quiet sobs from the loneliness you felt through your situation

Yes you had people you were supposed to count on, yet you felt like a burden on their shoulders, you were scared, no, terrified, terrified of losing them, terrified of making them leave, terrified to disappoint, terrified to not be as good as they thought of you, making you want to isolate yourself, in case you could get hurt by someone

Weirdly, you were in a relationship with multiple people, but you still felt somewhat alone, not that they weren't loving of course, you blamed it all on yourself, for never being able to let yourself cool down, or struggling to answer their calls, that’s if they actually talked to you

Because having twelve girlfriends was amazing yet saddening, why didn’t you feel more included ?? Well of course they had to all work together, often creating an image of you not being related to them in any way, shape or form, just like an unknown person, as if you didn’t exist

You tried your hardest to not think too hard about it, after all, they were idols and were busy, it’s understandable they couldn’t always be there, you could attempt at convincing yourself it didn’t affect you however the tear in the corner of your eye whenever seeing them all together online without you made your heart ache

They were usually very present, sometimes knocking at random hours in the night at your apartment’s door, wanting to barge in and cuddle you to sleep, or other days bringing you breakfast, or taking you on a surprise date

and if not there, there was always loads of messages sent, if it wasn’t from the group chat with all of you, it was from some of them individually, enough to warm your heart before heading to class, these girls were the reason you could still stand to this day

Though lately, they had been pretty,, absent, so much that people wondered if you guys had fallen apart since classmates noticed you walking home by yourself instead of being taken somewhere by your lovers, wondering what could had happen to cause this

And truly, you had no idea yourself, barely any news lately, you were starting to think maybe they were purposely avoiding you, or maybe the company had chosen to cut you off, were you bothersome ? Somewhat, you felt as if your presence didn’t matter to them anymore, some would call this assuming things but you’d rather imagining the worst case scenarios than comforting yourself through lies and fake promises

So today, already feeling extra tired, even for a mere Sunday, you didn't even want to check your phone, only for your eyes to meet an empty lock screen, no new messages, just like it had happened the day before, and the day before that, and during the past week, you felt weirdly, empty ?

The strength of getting out of bed was found in the comforting thought that maybe they’d show up to your place at some point throughout the day, you didn’t really believe it would happen but it was better than crying over school like you were about to do

You got out your notes and started working, losing track of time, and your thoughts, who were flying all over the place, you weren’t even able to take a proper break, scared to check your phone to be met by loneliness again, so you chose to work harder, being harsher towards yourself

You were starting to get lost in a spiral of questions, one algebra problem and you were wondering if you were still loved by them, a biology question and you were thinking about dropping everything just then, an english text to read and the sudden urge to give up

You were terribly exhausted, but even greater than that, you could feel a terrible anxious sensation take over your body every time you weren’t focusing completely, as if that little minute of rest would affect your next grades

All of this work and studying was sickening, no one should have to suffer through that, yet you did, maybe it was to prove yourself you were worth something, maybe it was to forget about what was bothering you, maybe it was to convince others you weren’t a failure, maybe it was for someone to say they were proud of you, maybe it was for teachers to not call you stupid, maybe it was to be what you wished to be, you just wanted to be special, at least a little bit

You were scared, shaking slightly, what if you were meant to fail over this, what would you if you were to fuck this up, would anyone even comfort you, did your feelings matter ?

You missed the warmth of their arms, you missed the feeling of them hugging you tightly, you missed hearing them fighting over you as if you meant something, you missed forgetting about what was sad because you could only think of their smile when they were around, you missed them so bad

And what made you even sadder what was had happened a while ago, a few days back then, where you had been trying to get their attention and explain how stressed you felt, and yet the only few responses you had gotten back were so,, detached, so much that you hadn’t been able to open your phone since, scared that you had done something wrong, you just wanted to be understood, no, you needed to feel loved again

While your hand written notes were getting dirtied by tears rolling down your cheeks, you were confused on what was happening, losing the sense of thinking properly, as if the environment around you was starting to disappear

You tried closing your eyes to rest for a split second yet the image of them rejecting you popped in your head and your state immediately worsen, not knowing what to do with your hands, or your head

Anxiously fidgeting with your pen, you tried writing the answer on your homework sheet, scared to not pass that subject for the exam awaiting for you, you did understand everything well, yet felt as if your efforts were worthless, always needing to do more

Without even noticing, your hand started writing down your feelings, you were confused but you couldn’t go against it, you needed a break, something was restraining you though, you thought of yourself of not worthy of getting rest, you thought that working harder would make your girlfriends possibly come back, so you followed your thoughts, letting your hand write down what crossed your mind, from the anxiety you had been feeling to the tears drenching the sheet and the cold feeling of being alone in the dark while the ones you loved were out there probably having a normal day, embracing each other, and of course, without you, who didn’t deserve to be there

A sudden hand on your shoulder brought you back to reality, there stood Yerim, one of your lovely girlfriends, grinning at you before looking at you in disbelief as you watched the others do the same, concerned by the drenched look on your face

You were worried of them finding out what you had written, or that they came here to break up with you, yet you couldn’t form a single sentence even with all the words you wanted to say, when chuu took your face in her hands and asked you if you were okay, you could feel your body lose up a little

A clear sentence was what you wanted to form, but only a sigh came out of your mouth, as tears filled your eyes and suddenly, everything went blank, not a single memory of what had been happening

Time went by

Was it over ?

Was that what they called, the after life ?

Maybe it was your place to be

Still alone

In another life surely

In an all white space with nothing but emptiness was where you found yourself to be

A voice then called your name, going somewhat like this “Y/n.. please don’t leave us princess, we love you so much, stay, do it for us, do it for you, you deserve so much better, we love you”, sounding like an angel mixed with a crying soulmate who had just lost someone, you felt sorry for whoever was that, hearing how heartbroken they seemed to be, “must be talking to someone with the same time as me, even if the voice is low-key familiar”

And weirdly, the white space started to feel warmer, if it was comforting before then now it was a literal paradise, you didn’t wanna get out of it for anything in the world

You closed your eyes for a split second, not knowing why, you just did, as if that would help you remember the sensation you never wanted to forget about

Your eyes opened again but this time, it was in a foggy environment, familiar to your gaze who was trying to figure out what was going on, the warm sensation was still there, even stronger actually, as a sweet scent warmed up your poor heart

That’s when you felt a kiss on your cheek, and it hit you

You looked around and saw you were laying down Hyeju, who had her arms wrapped tightly around you and her face in your neck, a hand holding yours and a protective smile on her face when she met your eyes

You didn’t really understand what happened as she leaned in to kiss you before Jiwoo interrupted the both of you, coming up to you to cuddle your side

“Y/n !!! baby !! You’re finally awake ! You had us so scared, are you feeling okay ???? I love you !” she then said meanwhile Yerim arrived jumping around before kissing your nose and asking you about your state as well, rubbing little circles on your hand

Hyeju pouted a little bit, not wanting the two girls to take your attention away from her, she made her grip a little stronger, not enough to make you uncomfortable but perfect for you to stay in her embrace for a while, before the others came in

Haseul made you sit up and fed you something she had been cooking with Vivi and Jinsoul just before, wanting you to take your vitamins and stay healthy

“My poor love, what got you so worked up lately ? You know you can always count on us, don’t ever let yourself so down okay ? We love you very much sweetheart, please never forget it” you could almost feel yourself crying at Haseul’s words as Vivi rubbed your back in such a comforting manner

Jungeun then walked in followed by Yves and Yeojin who nearly jumped on you before Yves stopped her, not wanting you to get too shaken up just after such a draining afternoon, and of course, she wanted your attention first

Jungeun took your hand in hers as the others were sort of bickering with each other, Haseul still feeding you, Vivi kissing your forehead from time to time and Jinsoul patting your head repeatedly

“Baby, don’t worry okay ? You’re at our dorm and you’re staying here for a while, we contacted your school and they were fine with you taking as long as you needed to rest” Jungeun said seriously, making you remember what you had been working so hard for

“B-but my exams ??! And my grades, I can’t afford failing and-”

“Baby, it’s a no, you’re resting with us now” Hyeju cut you short, before actually kissing you, making the others whine from her getting your attention more than others

Heejin, Hyunjin and Chaewon then walked in, they were now all complete, and ready to shower you with love, they admitted reading what you had written and promised you to never let you feel that way again, that if they needed to skip practice to take care of you, they 100% would, you still remained their first priority and your health was their main concern at all times

You were a bit shocked at first, wondering if it was even real, but when you saw Yeojin and Yerim fighting for who would get to steal a kiss from you first meanwhile Hyeju stuck out her tongue at them as she held you close to her, your head laying down her chest, you knew you it was true, you realized just how safe you felt around them, maybe you weren’t perfect at all times but they were the right home you needed

You went taking a bubble bath with the kind and caring Chaewon afterwards, to clean the body you hadn’t been taking care of and to get the occasion to cuddle warmly with you in the middle of bubbles, giggling from Chaewon’s lovingness

“princess, I love you so so much, thank you for staying by our side, please don’t do that to yourself again, I’m so proud of you for who you are, I love you way too much to lose you” she had said, not even making fun of you one bit or commenting on how pathetic you thought you looked, she only wanted the best for her little love

Right after you got out, wrapped in towels, heejin and Hyunjin walked in, offering you a cute pyjama they had bought for you, wanting you to be comfortable, and of course right after changing, you hugged them as hard as you could

You were still tired but you wanted to spend time with everyone for a bit, you understood quickly that you had fainted from exhaustion, and Jinsoul proceeded to explain how they took you to the hospital in concern and that there, they told them to take care of you properly, that it could be dangerous if it were to happen often but that they couldn’t really anything except from giving you better health tips, being interrupted by Hyeju and Yeojin who thought they weren’t helpful at all

Luckily, Vivi and Yves actually had quite a lot of medical knowledge, and even Jiwoo had studied to become a nurse at some point, so they had tried making it the healthiest environment for you to wake up to

They were all around you and you could feel a smile being drawn on your face as you cheeks were heating up from the love you were getting, you finally felt at ease, you were so glad this was behind you, you slowly drifted asleep as they promised to cherish you with all they had, these girls, maybe if sometimes failing some stuff, were the best thing that had ever happened to you, you couldn’t imagine a life without them by your side, and you were glad to be by their side again at the end of the day

The love you got there, what was people called a home

Nothing in the world could separate you guys by now, your relationship stronger than ever, your insecurities and fears being known, they swore to not let you feel bad about yourself again

The end <3

Hey lovelies !! I hope you all enjoyed :)

Please take care of yourselves and never hesitate to hmu if you don’t feel well, love you all <3

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gaypeople4itzy · 3 years ago

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The murmurs of the night <3

pairing : yyxy (loona) x reader

Word count : 2,2k

Genre : hurt/comfort, fluff

Warnings : implied overthinking

Hi hi hi !! I've been so busy lately sobs </3 but here is a (short) post that I hope can make it up to you all :)) Thank you for being so patient with me ! I have bigger works that I need to finalize ehe ! I hope I can get to write more often ! But that's besides the point ! I hope you enjoy the following story :D

The ceiling above you was getting boring

You have been looking at it for a long time now. It's been, minutes ? Hours ? You don't have a single clue of even what time it is now, the only thing you can clearly understand as of right now, is that no matter how much you wish to fall asleep, you just can't seem to find the strength to close your eyes and drift away to dreamland

Ironic isn't it ? It shouldn't take much to just lay down and let yourself rest, yet, you can't bring yourself to do it, it's like there's something restraining you, and it's getting tighter by each second that passes, so much that you can feel yourself running out of breath, even if you're barely moving in your empty bed. The stress of fighting against the part of you that isn't willing to let your mind rest is tiring you, so much that you can feel a tear caressing your poor cheek

It's cold, a cold breeze that causes you to not be able to stop that shivering manner of yours, a cold breath coming from the thoughts that have been worrying you lately. Why couldn't today be a normal night ? Why did you have to cry today ? That was only draining you more, and yet again, you just couldn't fall asleep

"what to do" is what you kept asking yourself on and on, not knowing how to handle things, how to handle your poor figure sitting down, your hands covering your face from the embarrassment that someone could ever find you in that state

When it comes to scientific manners, the cold is described as in an absence of warmth, and for once, you can say you agree with the boring lessons you have to go through everyday at school. There is something missing, something that would help you get warmer, a whole bunch of blankets wouldn't be enough to compare to the comfort that something gives you, you miss a certain someone

You miss them, you miss their presence, you would do anything just to have them talk to you, you know you shouldn't feel like this, you should be grateful to even have them in your life, but you do feel lonely, you feel like you may not be as important as you've always been to them, you feel as if you're failing, you are scared

Scared of waking up and knowing they're not there anymore, scared of breathing without sharing the same air as them, scared of eating at a restaurant alone, without them to accompany you, scared of loosing yourself through their absence, scared of falling asleep alone, you just cannot do it

It's rather difficult to explain your own feelings sometimes, we're all mysteries after all, even for ourselves, even if we'd like for everything to make sense, it sometimes just doesn't, and it's something we have to learn to accept, or else, we'll always be stuck in a spiral of infernal questions, lost in a crowd of thoughts that can stab right in the heart you at any given moment with no warnings

Life isn't made to always be fair

You miss them so much, but you feel so scared to even look at your phone, and realize that they're once again not texting you, that they're once again busy together, without you, without even thinking of you, you just want them to be there

The people who you keep thinking of are your lovely girlfriends

They are awesome people, truly, though they haven't been very present lately, you are conscious of their tight schedule, yet, you are terrified they don't want to put in efforts in your relationship anymore, you would do anything for them, but would they do everything for you ?

...

Your dear girlfriends

As much as them not being here breaks your heart, thinking about them automatically makes you smile

Sooyoung is such a kind girl, she always assures you are feeling safe and the thought of being away from her is genuinely terrifying, because her being there means you being alright, she has a way to make you calm, even if she makes you incredibly nervous. She always looks out for you and defends you no matter what may happen, she loves to bicker with Hyeju about who gets to protect you the most, and you can't help but grin whenever you witness their "fights". Sooyoung feels warm, warm because you know there's always a spot available in her arms, for you to slip in and for you two to stay that way for hours

Jiwoo is your happy place, a sunshine really, she colours the days that are too bland, she brings such a bright energy around her, that just the thought of seeing her makes you smile more than anything else. She clings onto you endlessly, and you would never complain about it, since it makes you feel so loved, making you feel like you matter. When she takes your face in her soft hands and kisses you, you feel at home, you feel like nothing else matters in the world. You feel at ease with Jiwoo, at ease when she brings you close to her and swears that she will never leave your side, her words staying in your mind for days after you and her talk

Chaewon is like an angel, she doesn't need to say much for you to feel at ease, her beautiful self makes you question regularly how lucky you got to be to meet someone as amazing as her. Chaewon is such a loving girlfriend, even when her mouth stays closed for a long while, her lovely glances are comparable to thousands of love letters, she brings you peace when you need it. Life might be a mess sometimes but when Chaewon is around, it feels like paradise is being brought to you, her way of holding your hands, by gently grabbing them and rubbing her thumbs inside of your palms to remind you that she's here, or when she kisses your forehead to help you forget about what's troubling you. Chaewon is peaceful, you find an indescribable source of comfort in her, so much that if things are going wrong, your first reflex is to think of her, and suddenly, things seem to be stable again

Hyeju is not always expressive about her soft feelings, but sure thing is, she is trying to be the best for you, reminding you that she loves you whenever she thinks about it, so that you never forget just how much she cares about you. Even when you get scared to lose her, she'll kiss you on the spot to make you accept the truth that she simply cannot leave your side, she cares about you much more than you could ever imagine. Her protective gaze over you as well as her way to always have you in her arms and the few words she says to express her love for you is enough to make you feel like you matter. With Hyeju, you feel like you belong, because you do, and you will for as long as you desire, because Hyeju promised to never leave you

...

Thinking about them made you feel a bit of hope again

Suddenly the empty feeling faded a little bit, of course, not at all erased, it's still there, smudging your heart, but at least you get to feel a little better

Missing them so much, you just give up on worrying that you might bother them and you roll over the bed to text them. They obviously won't answer tonight, but at least it'll make you something to wake up to. Wearing Hyeju's hoodie and Sooyoung's sweatpants, you feel a bit warmer remembering it's theirs, giving you just the courage you need to open your phone

Opening your messages, you click on the conversation you share with the four of them, curious of what the new messages they sent are about

Jiwoo

Where's Y/n D: !!

Y/n !!!! Come onlineeee <3333

Y/nnnnn

Y/N SOBS

Chaewon

They might be sleeping woo

Jiwoo

Yes yes, but like-

I miss them :<

Sooyoung

I miss them too

Hyeju

Then let's wait for them to wake up

It's not that long

We can do it

Right ?

Chaewon

I mean, I do really miss them

Hyeju

Me too wonnie, but they're probably asleep

And that's only a tiny glimpse of everything that was being said about you

So you were worrying over nothing ?

Crazy how many things the dark of the night can make you believe

It'll start by a few shivers, becoming more and more bothering, going down to the bottom of your spine, making you feel nude, from how cold you feel, from the absence of warmth around you. You then start getting dizzy, a headache that hurts more than what it sounds like, isolating you from the rest of the world. And there it comes, the night, between the four walls of your room, the darkness becomes able to mouth words, little innocent worries that soon turn into fears you cannot forget about, forcing you to stay awake, wanting to sort things out, even when it's not possible. Facing the empty sky of your ceiling, you can only imagine what it would when it's filled with stars, them, the people who make you feel important, who complete your universe

You can strangely feel your tears coming back, but this time, out of pure enthusiasm, the euphoria to know they care, and they are there, even when you are apart, separated from having lives that are too different

You choose to answer your dear girlfriends, to notify them of your restlessness

Y/n

Hello :)

Jiwoo

Y/NNNNN !!!

Hyeju

Baby, I'm so glad to see you

But shouldn't you be asleep ?

Chaewon

Hyeju is right love

Is everything okay ?

Sooyoung

You know you can always tell us

What does it cost to be honest ?

Y/n

I just miss you all so much

...

You wait for an answer

But nothing

"Huh ?"

You try hard to not think harsh about it

But why did they suddenly disappear ?

Did you do something bad ?

You stare at your phone, ignoring your surroundings, feeling yourself falling back to the state you were a while ago

"No, no this can't be !"

Why do you always have to feel that way ? Why do little things hurt so much

"How am I going to even fall asleep now ?"

...

It's strange, the night seems to be taking over again

...

You feel ashamed even

...

"What made you believe you could stay happy" this thought resonates louder and louder in your aching head

...

You close your eyes

Just to forget for a second

Even if it won't do much

...

"It's so warm" you think, you can feel yourself laying down on something that seems to be the warmest thing you have possibly ever touched in your entire life

Confused, you open your eyes again, only to be met with the sun shining right in your face

that's right

your sun

Jiwoo is here :)

To your left you can see Chaewon sitting on the bed, stroking your hair gently, and to your right, you can see Hyeju admiring how beautiful you look, not wanting to interrupt your sleep

And around you

Sooyoung's arms

...

They're here, they're finally by your side !

This wasn't all a dream, they really did stop answering for a while, just because they were preparing themselves to come see you in the middle of the night

"Hey cutie ! How was your sleep ?" Sooyoung asks you softly

You answer her that it was great, and you try to get up to get a hug from everyone, though, sooyoung keeps you close to her

"nono, today you're resting baby, stay here okay ?"

And well, who are you to refuse Sooyoung after all ?

"Sooyoung is right, stay there, if you need anything you can always ask us" Hyeju smiles at you, coming closer to kiss your cheek before sitting back to the place she was at

Chaewon takes your hand in hers, kissing it, before murmuring "beautiful, how could I ever fall for some this much"

And Jiwoo, her, not even a word yet, just screams and whines from not being able to kiss you because Sooyoung is keeping you away from her

“I’m so glad to be here” Jiwoo said while climbing up on the bed, joining Sooyoung to cuddle your sides

“Me too, it’s so glad to get back to our angel” gowon agreed

You smiled at them, not even knowing what to say, them being right here, was so, magic :)

“We tried to come as fast as we could yesterday night but when we arrived, you were already asleep like a baby” Hyeju laughed

“You were so cute, I had to resist the urge to wake you up and ask to kiss you on the spot !! Sooyoung made me wait until this morning”jiwoo whined

“mhh ! but now that I’m up, why don’t I get a kiss ehe !” You replied giggling, and jiwoo obviously did what you desired, soon followed by the rest of the girls, making you feel like the most important person in the world, because, in their eyes (and in mine bc ily all), you are <3

This is only the beginning of a new day

And yet you feel so right already, you just, feel, like everything is back to normal, the loves you just cannot get enough of are back, and that dear night that loves to keep you company through the dark is finally gone, letting you enjoy some kinder words from the ones you love, murmurs that remind you of your worth, and of how perfect you are :)

The end 0:

I hope this was enjoyable aha ! I wrote this in the middle of the night ! It's just a short lil fit because I thought it fit my mood well :) I will now drift to sleep myself, I wish you all to have an awesome day/night, take care of yourselves lovelies :D <3

And yes I will answer requests and inbox messages v v soon ! Thank u to everyone sending me stuff :))

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gaypeople4itzy · 3 years ago

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Snow

Pairing : Ha Sooyoung x reader

Requested ? Yes !

Genre : fluffy fluff <3

Word count : 2,1k

Warnings : mentions of food, exhaustion

Disclaimer : might have some mistakes :((

Credits for the vids -> jichuutea on ytb

(Made the gifs myself)

Hi hi hi !! I started working on requests again, this was actually based off a fic I wrote for one of my good friend’s birthday ! I’m so sorry it took me so long to answer this, but hopefully, it’s enjoyable for you :)

Who isn’t a sucker for fluffy fluff from time to time huh ?

The couch

First place you went to after arriving in your quiet apartment, not even bothering to check your phone for any new messages or your surroundings, you had one thought in mind, and that was to lay down, close your eyes and forget about this exhausting day

Inherently, it wasn’t that bad, from an outside point of view, people could call this a normal work shift, yet you felt especially drained, strangely it felt like something was off, things weren’t going the way they should be, something was missing, however, you weren’t able to put your finger right on it

You could’ve sat there and spend time questioning yourself but the urge of falling asleep and finally get the rest you deserved since the very second you stepped into your work place, your thoughts were empty, the environment getting a bit foggy, you walked in your living room and fell right there, on the couch, no idea when you would wake up, it didn’t even bother you if you were to be honest, “later would come later” was your last thought before drifting to sleep

Sooyoung knew you were forgetful, that was what she first thought when she stepped inside your shared place and found you all curled up, not even changed nor in bed, she would’ve loved to stay there and stare at your cute little expressions in adoration yet as much as she hated to disturb your peaceful sleep, she knew she had to wake you up, something important was waiting for you

She had been anticipating this for a few weeks, Sooyoung is a caring girlfriend, always willing to do the most for her lover, even if it’s hard for her to admit it, there’s not a single thing in the world she wouldn’t do for you. She had been planning this for a long while, she just wanted to make you feel as loved as she could

She would’ve loved to spend the day in bed with you, but she knew, as soon as she woke up, that you were gone already, in a way yes she did feel sad, but on the other hand, as much as she missed the warm sensation of you in her arms, she was glad she had time to prepare everything for when you would come back

She had texted you a few cute little notes throughout the day, you hadn’t answered as you were too concerned with your boss and clients making tons of complains about your company, but she was simply happy to give you the love she thought you deserved. She cherished you so much, she was sad to see you exhausted on a day you were supposed to celebrate, however, she had thought of this before anything else, to avoid dragging out somewhere you wouldn’t like to be at on your special day

You both didn’t like going out much, she would’ve taken you out on a romantic date but seeing your state, she judged it was better to make you food for you to wake up to, and that’s what she did, as quick as she could so that you could both spend as much time as there was left together

It was a quiet evening, just the both of you, one sleeping and the other hesitating to wake her lover up for you to be met by all the presents and love she had to offer

So she chose to get you out of your sleep as softly as she could, patting your head and rubbing your back lovingly, awaiting the moment your eyes would open, which eventually happened

You sat up firstly confused, barely remembering this day, the few memories you had were you sitting in your car, drained from the efforts after work and wanting to get inside your place as soon as you could

And suddenly, you were met by her eyes, a barely noticeable sparkle in them but enough for you to feel reassured, you were glad she was there, you weren’t sure how to explain it, but you just felt like it was necessary for her to be there, and finally, she was !

“Happy birthday love” was the first thing she said to you as you stared at her in disbelief. “Birthday ??” you asked confused as she grinned at you, bringing you closer her to her, “of course ! It’s your birthday babe, don’t you remember ?” You shook your head to her words, today had been so much on your shoulders that you had forgotten about your own birthday

“Mhh, love are you feeling okay ? Is everything alright ?” You once again shook your head and proceeded to explain to her what had got you so worked up, and apologized for not answering your messages, which she immediately answered that it was fine and that she understood how you feel

If you were feeling exhausted a while ago, now you definitely felt better, so warm just by the way she was smiling at you, it was cliché but you were so in love with her, there was nothing more that you wanted for your birthday than her being by your side

But of course, she had other stuff prepared, wanting to make sure you would spend a comfortable birthday with her. She wasn’t always the most affectionate person nor the type of people to voice her feelings much, so her thoughts were often expressed in the form of little gifts she had found just for you

“Sweetheart ? Please close your eyes, I’ll bring you something I hope will make you smile” She then said, standing up to take a present placed on the nearby table before putting it in your hands, wanting you to guess what it was, you could feel something soft and fluffy, yet you couldn’t manage to guess, which made her giggle

“Open your eyes then” and you then saw two little teddy bears, one white and the other one brown, they both held a heart with your initial and Sooyoung’s written in the middle of it, you were trying hard to not jump out of the couch out of excitation, the fact that she had thought of this just for you made you smile in a way you didn’t even know was possible, you felt at ease finally

“I thought that you know since sometimes, we can’t always be together because of work, I thought we could keep one for each other and hold it when we’re not next to each other to cuddle, what do you think ?” she asked, a bit nervous, she wasn’t used to do that kind of stuff, hell it wasn’t just nervousness, she was so shy at the thought that you would make fun of her for her sudden clinginess

“Sooyoung.. I don’t even know what to say ! You’re just the best girlfriend ever” you said while wrapping your arms around her neck, attempting to get a hug from her, you two stayed cuddled up for a while until she remembered she had a few other gifts to offer you

By the same process, she made you guess them, overall you had gotten jewelry, chocolate and even matching bow ties, that had similar colours to your teddy bears ! You were melting on the spot, your cheeks warming up from how hard you were smiling at her who was a bit awkward, not used to deal with all this love

Time went by, you ate together while hold each other close, strangely not being able to get enough of each other’s presence. She even insisted on singing happy birthday to you, an angelic voice you’d recognize in thousands, she felt so sweet to be around, without needing to say much, she had made your whole day so much better, that work shift now way behind you

And now in the middle of the evening, you were playing video games together while the cake she had bought for you was already half eaten, laughs filled the room as she lost yet another game to you. To make it up to her and for everything she had done, you chose to go easy on her, not wanting to see her pout, as adorable as it was

You had been playing Mario kart together for a while now, but she insisted to play more, wanting to prove to you how good she was, and even if it was your birthday, you found it somewhat sweet to see her this determined to win for you, words coming from her own mouth, surprising you by her loving manners, one arm pulling you closer as she was holding the controller, desperately trying to win. Sooyoung was like that sometimes, full of surprises, who would’ve thought such an intimidating girl from when you first saw her could be so childish and excited about winning against you, and who thought she would shower you with so many gifts for your special day !

After another game lost (purposely of course) by you, you were distracted by a little sound, a small squeak, you didn’t know where it was coming from but you were sure it wasn’t just out of your pure imagination. You then looked at your girlfriend wondering what was going on, being met by a grin on her face, telling you she had been planning yet another thing

“Can you please close your eyes again love ?” you did as asked before feeling something even softer than the teddy bears in your hands, it was warm, and smelled just like Sooyoung’s perfume, making you want to find out what it was

What was your surprise when you looked only to see a kitten in your arms, and a proud Sooyoung smiling at you, all blushy from seeing you so happy as you squirmed seeing the cute little cat

You remembered mentioning the wish of having a cat once or twice, and Sooyoung had never forgotten that information, she had been looking for that little guy forever, wanting to make sure she had everything right to take care of it as well as the right amount of money to do so, and most importantly, she was a bit impatient to see your reaction, an exciting feeling she only got to feel around you

You were so happy you were at loss for words, you wanted to thank her but no words could come out of your mouth by how excited you felt, she proceeded to pat both you and its head, watching the both of you already so close to each other

“So what will you name it ?” She said, referring to the little animal all black covered except for its tummy, its paws and the tip of its nose, reminding you of the mere snow that was falling outside, remembering when you first met about a year ago, in the middle of snow, pure strangers who weren’t able to look away from each other, and since then, you never left the other’s side

With all that reflexion in mind, you sort of spaced out, well until she caught your attention by asking you the same question again, which you answered simply “How about, snowy ??”

Sooyoung couldn’t help but grin at your answer, you seemed so proud of yourself, “it’s a cute name, I love it Y/n” she said, before pulling you both closer, the cat resting between the two of you, sitting on your lap as your girlfriend stared at the both of you in adoration, wondering how did she get so lucky

The rest of the evening went by when you both fell asleep watching a movie, her head laying down on your lap, next to snowy’s paws as little snores came out of both of their mouths. You woke up from the tv making a sound, an action scene from the movie came up and now, you surely wouldn’t be able to fall back asleep, especially seeing your girlfriend in that position on you

You thought she would feel surely uncomfortable, so you quickly brought her upstairs, wanting to prevent her from waking up in an awkward position. You placed her on your shared bed and joined in, happy to finally relax after this long day, grateful enough for everything Sooyoung had done for you, as well your snowy, your little cat now sleeping on your pillow, nothing could make you happier

The end <3

Hi againnn I hope this wasn’t so bad hehe ! Thank you so much for reading :)

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gaypeople4itzy · 3 years ago

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Our universe together

Yeojin birthday scenario <3

Requested ? No

Genre : hints to angst + fluff

Word count : 3,5k

Soulmate Au

I absolutely wanted to write for Yeojin’s birthday and I tried to do as fast as I could hehe ! For our birthday girl (slightly late but technically, her birthday wasn’t over at all when i started this so), I hope you’ll appreciate this work !

Also know that it’s my first soulmate Au soo😭

Im Yeojin, well known idol, cherished by many and recognized for her natural talent, she's a born rising star, and since her debut along with her members, it seemed as if nothing was impossible for her. Between dance practices finished late at night with barely any energy left in her body, voice recording in an angelic tone, lives where she would let herself be a little bit, and overall moments shared between the people forming the group she's apart of, as tiring as it could be, one thing never left her mind through all those moments

It was a blurry thought, sometimes she couldn't even remember it fully, yet it drover her insane how stubborn those words were to stay in her mind for such a long period of time. She couldn't recall when she had first heard them or even when she started to understand the meaning behind it, it felt as if it was just something to be known. Weirdly enough, she didn't know, she didn't grasp the concept of it, people would talk about it as a daily matter, common knowledge for one in this universe, but she was quite confused

The mere explanations went like

"The universe will send you your soulmate when they well be needed, and it will only let them reveal themselves when the time has come that the ones bound together are ready. Those very signs will manifest on both of the people on the day of their birthday, meaning that they will come across on one of the person's special day, presenting themselves as the greatest gift one could ever wish for"

Or something along those lines

"Soulmates huh ?" She often asked herself, losing her mind while looking outside, wondering where that person could be as she was thinking just now, thinking of the odds of even meeting. Yeojin wasn't a particularly patient person, she kept it to herself most of the time though, too embarrassed to even consider mentioning it to her dear friends who only wanted the best for the youngest among them

She was happy already, of course she was, surrounded by the sweetest people the world had to offer as well as mostly kindhearted fans that supported the young one through her hardships and accompanied her for her victories. Though, that alone wasn't enough to stop the growing thoughts of finding the one meant for her, it was appreciated well, she couldn't be more grateful, but the loneliness she felt when she saw everyone accomplishing their lives, all their needs fulfilled by their other half, the feeling made her heart ache, leading to countless sleepless nights, where she wished she had the comfort of one's arms to be at ease

It might be considered foolish to some people, but she had already accepted the truth of being a fool when it came to love, all over heels of a person she hadn't even met yet. Seeing her friends, already engaged or at least, not alone anymore, she felt herself lost in all of this, why couldn't she be like others ? Of course, she wasn't that old, she had plenty of time to dream about her soulmate before they would reveal themselves

However, she wanted to meet her destiny as soon as she could, a kiss what all she wanted. But here, she wasn't thinking of an ordinary kiss, she wanted something meaningful, where a thousand words were waiting to be said while nothing could be pronounced due to to the nervousness she would share with her new found soulmate the day of their meeting. This would be the fresh start of a bound meant to be broken apart by death only, between cute dates, late night talks, hand holding while looking awkwardly at each other, putting trust in one another, inoperable lovers, that's what she was desperately aiming for

Knowing she was supposed to meet fate on a certain birthday of her life, she would always wait for those with such excitement that even her members, who knew her as an energetic and bright person already, would frown, confused about that sudden rush of adrenaline she had when considering the possibility of her first kiss happening that very day. As soon as the date was around the corner, she would jump around, more than usual, getting excited every year and that feeling growing through the years, waiting for the signs to manifest themselves

Talking about those signs, it was different from a person to another, except for meant lovers, who would share the same fate together so the same marks or events were to happen to the both of them. Signs were to show when you had met your soulmate, just like love indicators sort of. In Yeojin's case, she had a heart shaped mark on her wrist. She had no idea what it really meant or where it was from, only remembering that promise she had made to herself when little, she would never give up on finding the one meant for her

The heart was actually a bit particular, it was only half shaped, as if there was a missing piece, that piece would only appear when the soulmate in question would cross the path of the other person, in any way, shape or form. Meaning Yeojin would have to be pretty aware of her surroundings the day of her birthday, not wanting to miss a single chance with her destined half

Im Yeojin had the luck to have another sign possible to announce her soulmate's presence. She had been told that if she were to lock eyes with the other person's eyes, they would both change colours, going from a lifeless grey to their natural colour, the colour that was only meant to be when your future was certain

And by now, the only thing Yeojin could do was wait, days would go by, the day she would usually celebrate with such enthusiasm coming right around the corner. Only, this year, she seemed out of it, as if the thought of that very celebration for herself was too much of a weight on her shoulders. Or maybe was it the fear of being alone forever, she wasn't sure, but the little hope she had left was slowly starting to fade away as she tried her best to keep her cheerful smile on

[...]

Today was finally her 19th birthday, the day of the year she would've woke up so cheerfully if it wasn't for the fact that she had given up already. A barely visible grin on her face, she didn't want to ruin the fun of her own celebration, so she tried her hardest to light up the atmosphere around her, even if the negative aura came from herself and not anyone else

She wasn't a typically angry person, well not like, actually feeling anger or disappointment through her body. She was human, of course it was normal to feel that kind of stuff on a daily basis, but that was nothing compared to the loneliness she was feeling, and the killing sensation of not being able to tell others about it, silenced by her own embarassment

The day went by normally, she even studied a bit, trying to keep herself busy to avoid thinking about what was bothering her most, almost like an obsession, which made her feel weirder. The celebration was meant to be later anyways, in the evening to be specific, a live would be done along with the members, she would get gifts, sweets and probably the order of making a proper wish for something she wanted to happen. And like every year, it would be the same words thought in her head, no need to repeat them, we all knew what she desired most

[...]

It was in the afternoon, she had played along with her friends, letting them sing her happy birthday as she laughed and had good time around her loved ones before her family wished her the best for her nineteen years as well, which warmed her poor heart that only wanted the affection of the awaited one

However, now she was all alone, the eleven other girls gone to go shop, probably related to the event of tonight, which she wondered how it would feel to spend all together yet alone at the same time, at least in her head. She was bored of it already, no, sick of it, literally, when was her happy ending suppose to happen

"I really wish I could meet you love", she had thought while standing up from the chair she had been sitting on for the past thirty minutes, trying to process everything that was running through her mind, frustrating her even more than before. Grabbing a jacket and her phone, she headed outside of the dorm, wanting to get some fresh air, a sigh falling from her lips

She wasn't sad or anything, seriously, she was simply impatient, she hated the thought of being too attached to a foolish ideas probably made up by older people, but she had to face the truth, she wanted to meet love so bad. She forced herself to try to not care about it too much, only causing it to haunt her mind, following her wherever she would go, either between the walls of her dorm, or when on tour in another country

[...]

Walking her way to the nearest park, hands in the pockets of what kept her warm, even if her heart remained tepid, not enough to keep her body under good conditions without clothes, not beating fast enough to keep her focused on something, her mind getting lost as she didn't even know where she was heading to

[...]

And that's when she saw you, sitting down an isolated bench in the empty park, only in a hoodie, your head looking at the ground, a barely visible face as your hair covered the side of it, making it hard to observe your tender figure from where she was standing

Weirdly, she felt a rush through her heart, a shiver sent down her spine, something indescribable that the elders had tried to explain to her countless times as she couldn't stop questioning it when she was only a kid. She started to understand what they were talking about when mentioning butterflies, not talking about her dear member, Park Chaewon, represented by a beautiful butterfly, no here we were describing the sensation that kicked the poor Yeojin in the stomach, making it impossible for her to continue her walk

She wasn't sure how to approach you, maybe you were better left alone ? But then again, she didn't want to take the risk of losing what would be considered the most precious person to her eyes soon enough if she would at least attempt to communicate. Hesitating, she didn't know what to do, instinctively looking at her wrist, the sign that she once hated because of how it reminded her of her loneliness, was now glowing a bit. She saw it with her own eyes, the little mark starting to complete itself, a now full heart was freshly marking up her arm, meaning that her dear soulmate was near, and considering how little people was around, it had to be you, she wanted it to be you

So she walked, slowly, trying to process what was happening, wondering if she would even be able to pronounce any kind of words in front of an angel like you, but as nervous as she felt, her heart was beating out of excitement, she was happy, finally her hope came back, she wasn't ready to let go that occasion

...

"Hi.. um.. hey are you okay ?"

A unfamiliar voice was heard, close enough to you, you understood quickly it was addressed to you. You were wondering just who could ask such a question in the middle of a park, who was willing to worry about someone they didn't even know, so you looked up

And it hit you

A jolt through your heart, your hands trembling, the loneliness you had been feeling till now completely fading away as her eyes met yours, you could even swear her eyes changed when meeting yours, but you couldn't confirm anything because of how strange you felt at that vert moment

You invited her to sit beside you, and the conversation went by smoothly. You immediately recognized her as the idol she was, but didn't make much comments about it, the fact that she was coming to talk to you all alone, you thought she'd like it if you'd see her as her own person and not just the image she would project on stage

She was pretty sweet, distracting you from the earlier worries that were actually the fear of living alone for the rest of your dear life, a destiny you weren't ready to accept. Just like Yeojin, without even knowing, you were in a similar situation concerning your feelings, wishing to find your other half without too much trouble

And what if it was her ?

Through the words shared, you were both too shy to point out the obvious, from the marks on your wrist that completed each other, to the colour of each other's eyes, you were too busy losing yourselves in the gaze of one another

When suddenly, she caressed your cheek with her soft hand, looking at you tenderly

"You know Y/n... I know this might sound crazy but you know what, fuck it, I'm tired of waiting, so Y/n, I think we were meant to meet today, look at our arms, as well as your eyes, they've changed !" She said, completely out of the blue, shy Yeojin was gone, now replaced by a much more confident person, ready to make her other half as flushed as she could make them be

"I don't think you're wrong Yeojin, but... what do we do then ?" You asked, slightly confused, truthfully speaking, you had never thought that this situation would even happen, you had to pinch yourself to prove you were awake, but even with that, you still felt as if it wasn't convincing enough

And with no words coming from her mouth, she took both of your hands in hers, placing them around her own neck before she put her arms around your waist, pulling you closer for the very first kiss you would share

All of this had gone so fast, not far from a 20mins conversation and you were already whipped for one another, not wanting to pull away as your lips were connected together, time seemed to be frozen just like people had described it to you

Sadly, your passionate session had to be interrupted by the arrival of our eleven other moon girls, who cheered for their youngest one, so happy that she had found herself on such a day, a day where she was considering giving up on the idea of meeting the right person

[...]

Introductions done, you headed together to Yeojin's dorm, holding hands and not pulling away, intensely looking at one another, not wanting this moment to end. You had been invited to spend the night over at their place, meaning you were also meant to participate in the live they would do, and if you were to be honest, you didn't even feel like complaining, you were happy enough like this, ready to do anything for things to stay that way

[...]

The evening had went so well, obviously, as expected, a lot of teasing from the members, but you didn't mind, seriously, you couldn't detach your attention from Yeojin anyways. She looked so beautiful when smiling and giggling like she had been doing so much during the night, sometimes due to how flustered she felt, or other times because she was having a great time. Pecks on your cheeks, on your forehead, on your hands and even on your lips, anything to make the fans react really, it was awesome if you were asked to be honest

Because yes, it had been a while people were asking about her other half, and now that she had met you, you who completed her symbol, and changed the poor colour of her past pale eyes, she wished to show you off to the entire world, so proud of having you as a significant other, the best wish she could've ever asked for

And when she ate the cake, not without making a wish of staying with you for eternity, not hesitating one bit, she insisted on feeding you some, as well as putting icing all over your face, as an excuse to kiss it clean later on. Yeojin could be a little tease but as far as you knew her, you didn't want her to change, she was perfect like that, it had only been a few hours but you felt so comfortable already, remembering what others had said about soulmates

"It's like a spell that you cannot undo, and in the circumstances, it's a spell you wouldn't want to undo, the thought of doing so probably wouldn't even cross your mind if it wasn't for the words I am saying just now, when meeting a soulmate, a minute feels like a thousand years, you understand them the second you look at each other, and it's when you realize that, no matter the length of time between that realization and the first thing you said to one another, it means you're officially meant to be together"

Words you used to find stupid yet you had fallen exactly like described

[...]

And now we were later

It was night, you were both curled up in Yeojin's bed, exhausted from the day you had gone through together but oh so glad to have found each other, refusing to pull away, you had struggled putting your pyjamas on before jumping to bed, you didn't feel like letting go of one another

Today was a great day, just as people had described it to her, Yeojin felt as if this was the best day in her entire life, nothing could beat the connection you shared by now, it hadn't been long but it felt like years together

All these birthday wishes had worked actually, those sleepless nights as well as those overwhelming thoughts were meant to be gone now too, only leaving space for love and a brighter future for the both of you

You were both normal people, you being a lonely type of person, who had always felt as something was missing, as if there was a piece of you that was completely out of reach out there. You couldn't express how happy you were feeling just now, so glad that the own wishes you had made yourself once didn't work in the past, just for you to have the best thing ever happen to you now

...

Before drifting to sleep for once, you looked at Yeojin and whispered

"Hey jin, look outside, the sky is so beautiful right ?" Pointing the window on the wall in front of you

"Nearly not as beautiful as you though" she answered

"You're way too sweet ! But woah look at all the stars !" you said excitedly

"You're seriously adorable, you're like my own star now, ready to shine through a sky we'll build together"

Yeojin wouldn't consider herself much of a flirt necessarily, usually more sarcastic and spending her time getting purposely on the nerves of her oldest friends, yet it came out naturally when it came to you, you truly were special, the brightest person out there

"Then that means you're my star too ! The prettiest one out there too hehe" it was your turn to see her cheeks turn pinkish at your compliment

Looking at her lovingly, something moving caught your attention in the window again

"Oh a shooting star !! Quick ! Make a wish jin"

"Make one too then !" she said

And without needing to say it out loud, you both knew you had wished for the same thing, for you two to build a new universe together as you were the brightest stars out there. With all the little wishes you had done in life, going from "I want to meet the one I'm meant to love" to "I want to fall in love" to "I want to kiss them" or then again to "I want to have a family with them" but also "I want my happy ending to happen one day" and of course "I never want to be apart from my soulmate", you were slowly entering your own little world, with the two of you as creators

Sure thing is that, when your eyes were closing, your head buried in her neck, it was far different from the day before, her heart was warmed up as you couldn't stop smiling, you could only look forward to what would happen next, so grateful that you had found each other, finally ready to build a relationship together

The end <3

I hope this was enjoyable !! Take care of yourselves lovelies :))

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gaypeople4itzy · 3 years ago

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Hiiii, quick update just to say that I posted finally woo, these days have been a bit rough but I'm glad I was able to write properly ! I hope you'll like it lovelies, have a nice day/night and take care !

it's literally 4am rn I should sleep but anyways

Oh and ofc i’ll answer rp asks tomorrow for sure hehe ! Sorry for making yall wait for so long :((

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gaypeople4itzy · 3 years ago

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pls post a part 2 of the loona x small gf, bff🙏🏻 thank you🙏🏻

Ahh i’m glad you seem to have liked it ! Part 2 is finally up :))

Have a nice day/night and take care of yourself bff🤞

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gaypeople4itzy · 3 years ago

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YALL YALL YALL

I FINALLY POSTED WOOOO

check it out🤝🤝

and yes of course i’ll try posting the stuff i said i’d post for this week as well <33

BUT ANYWAYS WOO ALSO HAPPY (late) BIRTHDAY TO OUR GIRL YEOJIN MWAH MWAH SHES SO CUTE HELLO???

Also i had a science exam💀 which is why i was too tired this week because I spent most of my time studying and stuff :((

But anyways i’m back and I don’t have school tomorrow (well it’s 2:06am so technically we’re already tmr but whatever) and even if i have homework, i’ll try to write as much as I can !!

Have a nice day/night lovelies and don’t forget to take care of yourselves <3

Look at Yeojin yall :D

Cutie☹️☹️

Me too Yeojin😔

Me when the science teacher was nice for once today, suspicious im telling you guys🤨 because after complimenting my heejin photocard that i put on my desk (its a good luck thing🙄), she said super rudely at the class that if we forgot to write our name on the exam sheet, it’d be 10% off our grade💀

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gaypeople4itzy · 3 years ago

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WASSUP LOVELIES

so i was about to make a short update apologizing for not posting but nvm i just wrote sum in less than two hours so i hope you enjoy hehe

Considering writing like that more often fr

I’ll answer all of my inbox messages (besides from all the requests im working on rn) tomorrow, I love you all, please don’t forget to take care while I go sleep because it’s 3am <33

Pretty dumbass😔😔

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gaypeople4itzy · 3 years ago

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If u are ok with it may u write a fluff scenario with Yves....I wish I had sth specific but I just want some fluff honestly

Hii ! Super old request i’m so sorry it took this long😭 but here’s what you asked for :)) I hope you’ll like it !! Mwah mwah, thank you so much for requesting <333

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gaypeople4itzy · 3 years ago

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Okay finally a daily update that’s a bit more clear on what I’m working on lmfao

1) My bad I have a bunch of requests to work on at the same time and I’ve been so tired again, school is really draining and two big weeks filled with exams are coming

2) Hopefully I can still write though, I have a bunch of ideas planned, I just need more time, which explains why i haven’t answered a bunch of stuff in my inbox lately, it’s my mistake sorry yall

3) Roleplay asks are going well, reminder that you can roleplay anytime, I honestly really enjoy it <3 I posted a bunch of them just now

4) For the stuff I’m working on, here’s a quick list so you know where I’m going

[in order of priority]

- Loona - being needy part 2 (smut)

**ideas have been written down, planning to post it this weekend

- Winter - bad day (fluff + hurt/comfort)

**asked by a friend who felt down lately !

- Heejin - Birthday scenario (fluff and angst)

*for our birthday girl I wanted to write something big, ideas are on their way but i’ll try my best to post it as soon as possible

- Chuu - Birthday scenario (fluff and smut)

**Princess Au hehe, asked by my friend😼

Hyejoo - jealousy (smut)

**requested a while ago, all ideas are written down, I just need to word them better and stuff

Ningning - birthday scenario

**Her bday is coming soon i’m pretty sure soo😼

And I have a bunch of other stuff planned but these are the main ones for the meantime, remember that if you did send me a request or asked me something and I didn’t answer yet, it simply means I’m going to work on it as soon as i have time to do so

And so thank you for being there yall ! Your sweet messages always make my day, even if this week has been pretty shitty lolol, love all of you <3

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gaypeople4itzy · 3 years ago

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Wsh what’s up yall, currently so tired i can barely keep my eyes opened but hey, this is your daily update, 3 roleplay asks have been answered and will be posted shortly😼

Feel free to request anything ! And for any other message in my inbox, i promise I’ll answer them as soon as i’m in a better state to think😭

Have a nice day/night, take care of yourselves ! Love you <3

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Loona - dating someone much smaller than them

Pairings : individual Loona members x reader

Genre : fluffy fluff

Requested ? No

Word count : 2,5k words

Warnings : mentions of food and I think that's about it :)

Clips from

-> rap no no no on ytb (all of Loona)

-> heeki clips on ytb (haseul + yves) -> heeki clips on ytb (jinsoul + kim lip)

-> froggieykh on ytb, insta and tt (vivi)

-> dirozes (chuu)

-> (i made the gifs)

Pretty much collaborating with my love right here @st4rsoo

(go read their stuff and follow them mwah mwah)

Anyways moving on so

sort of short (for me okay😭) but I like the style of it :))

Disclaimer : I wrote this half asleep at like midnight but I hope it'll be enjoyable enough^^

Jo Haseul

- I think we pretty much all know how sweet she is in general, taking care of eleven other girls is already a lot, and let's say she's experienced enough in terms of taking care of someone,

- Will literally protect you as if you were too fragile to even live, there's not a moment you can recall without her worrying for you, she does deal with her worries easily but it's all different when it comes to you, she loves you so much and if something were to happen to you, she would 100% take the blame

"Haseul it's just a bruised knee and I-"

"But I wasn't there to hold you properly :(, I'm so sorry sweetheart"

- Loves acting motherly with you, not in a controlling way whatsoever, she understands and respects all the boundaries you set for yourself as well as your relationship, though she does love treating you like a little kid and since your height makes you look like one, she finds it even funner

- Holding your hand 24/7 is a must, she loves to see you close to her, and she gets super scared of losing you in big crowds, after all, you could easily pass as a kid part of a family and could find yourself in some random place without her to make sure you're doing okay

- Always adjusts her height to you so that her kisses can be better for her s/o, sometimes it may look funny in public but she'll always lean down so that you can reach her, though she finds it adorable when your poor self can't reach her face

- Doesn't tend to tease much however she finds you so cute that it's hard to resist the temptation of messing with you once in a while, which would probably result of her apologizing with a letter and a plushie, romantic enough to win your heart back

- In conclusion, this girl is the most protective person ever, there's no way for you to not feel safe around her, and being small just makes it even better for her to take care of you, you two's relationship is just filled with kindness, something you'd never want to let go of, just like when you don't want her to put you down when she picks you in her arms

Wong Kahei

- She's typically such a caring person, but when it comes to her s/o being short, it gets on whole other level, usually very soft and will treat you like a little teddy bear she wants to cherish until the very last days of your relationship

- I think she'd be somewhat positive about your height ? Always finding a good aspect in it, of course you hate being so short sometimes, though she'll never miss an occasion to make you feel better about it, and without even realizing, she never fails to make you blush while doing so (flirty without thinking damn)

"I seriously hate being so short I can't even do shit and-"

"But sweetness, you're like the cutest angel ever to me :("

"I- I just- :0" shock for you

and then stares at you lovingly while your cheeks start to warm up

- Clearly not a tease, but she can't help laughing at how adorable you look whenever you stand around her taller members, or even around her, she's not the tallest and seeing you being so short makes her giggle, not in a mocking way but really just out of pure adoration when she looks at you

- Hugs with her feel so safe, she usually kneels down so that you can come in her arms and stay there for a while, she hates having to let go of you, you fit so well in her embrace that she swears she could stay that way forever

- Sometimes worries about your health, gets you checked up often and feeds you food she cooks herself to make sure you stay in good shape, the last thing she'd want to witness is for you to be sick and not being able to do anything about it, similar to Haseul, she can panic easily because she wants to keep you safe

- She's not necessarily the most clingy but she'll love to hold you close when cuddling under a warm blanket, playing with your hair and whispering sweet nothings while you stay comfortable in her arms is like the perfect date to her, she swears you get cuter every time she gets to see you

- To conclude, here we have such a softie as your girlfriend, you lucky little one, with Kahei close to you, there's no way you'll ever feel unloved, she can make you warm the second her loving gaze comes upon your adorable face, she won't always be vocal about it but she values you as the most important thing in her life and will never get over how adorable you are next to her

Ha Sooyoung

- Now this dumbass acts like she's the tallest person on earth in general already, but when it comes to having a short s/o, believe me, she'll see herself as the greatest giant ever and you'll be a cute little dwarf she has to protect

- Swears to be your knight in a shinning armour, ready to come save you at any occasion given, even though you absolutely don't need any help, Sooyoung loves to act all proud and pretend to save you from potential "drastic" situation, what a dumbass

"Sooyoung can you help me pick up this box it's too hi-"

"Oh my love, here I come to save you again, tss babe you should stop placing stuff too high for your cute ass, I always have to come give you a hand, not that I mind though"

*winks at a disappointed you*

- There's no way she'll ever stop teasing you, like seriously, she can't get enough of your whines whenever she mentions your height while comparing it to hers, or planting stealing your stuff and holding them in the air with her arms, making it impossible for you to reach no matter how high you can jump, and just for that, she'll do it 10 times all over again

- Very protective of you, and somewhat a bit possessive, she knows you're absolutely irresistible, and being so short makes her believe you can't defend yourself from people that want steamy business with you, she'll always come around in front of you and pick you up so that the person understands and leaves shortly, don't be surprised of her hand sneaking up your waist and pulling you close to her again

- your legs wrapped around her waist, nothing much to say, she just loves it so much when you run to her and jump to reach her arms before securing yourself in her embrace, and of course when sleeping, she loves having you laying on top of her with on leg up and the other down on the side (sort of the sleeping position of the wrapped around her waist one), basically she just loves having you cling onto her

- makes you sit on her lap during lives because why wouldn't she, uses the excuse that she wants to assure your well being, when in reality, she just finds you too cute and loves showing you off as hers to everybody else

- In conclusion, we have a slightly jealous girlfriend who has way too much pride when it comes to her own height yet wouldn't change things the way they are for anything in the world as she gets to tease you as much as she wants considering the fact that you can't really fight her anyways, and of course, that kind of mess would end up with a peck on your lips, a dumbass, but the one you love most in the entire world so

Jung Jinsoul

- Dumb dork sometimes, like she cannot help making jokes about your height, or comment/observations she makes while looking at you in disbelief, wondering what it's like to be so short

"No because how does it feel to be so close to the ground"

"Jinsoul I-"

*lowers at your level*

"omfg aren't you scared to fall sometimes ??"

"I mean.. no ??"

"no because you could literally just boom"

and then she would proceed to gently push you before catching you and planting a kiss on your frowned forehead while you pouted at her, she wouldn't be able to stop herself from grinning when seeing just how you react to her teasing

- Loves seeing you in her clothes, you look so tiny that she can't help but to take pictures of you, not without begging you to stay in those for as long as she wishes you to, steal her shirt and her heart will come with it :)

- random kisses all over your face even though you can't reach her, and when you blush in embarrassment and look away, she'll take your chin with her fingers and she'll make you look at her, even if you then still can't kiss her back

- Is so whipped for you though, you'll catch her stare at you in awe whenever you do something around her, weather that would be working or just walking outside, she can't process how lucky she got to have such a cutie like you

- randomly picks you up in her arms and walks you around, like even when you're in the middle of a conversation with someone, it's like she gets the sudden urge to lift you and swing you around, carrying you like a new born baby, stealing you away from other people's attention

- insists on you having a special higher seat for concerts so that you can see her properly (and she can watch you while performing), will not hesitate to fight managers about it, she laughs at your height a lot however the last thing she wants is you feeling uncomfortable in any kind of situations because of it

- Lovey dovey girlfriend you could swear you hate because of the amount of teasing you get from her yet the love she brings you is so genuine that it's impossible to not want to stick around her, she loves you so deeply and you do as well, between laughs and insults, you both know that nothing can come to disturb your love

Kim Jungeun

- when you first met, you thought she hated you because of how much she made fun of you, there was never a day without Jungeun pointing out your obvious and pretty noticeable height to everyone else, so much that she had to formally confess to you about three times so that you would finally accept the truth of her love even if you remained a bit intimidated by her aura

- she's not always the best at expressing her emotions but seeing you so short and huggable makes her feel some type of way, that including the urge to hold you close to her and never let go, yes even if you're busy doing something else and she knows she'll caught you off guard (it makes things funnier to her anyways)

- Definitely laughs when you can't do something by yourself until you whine enough for her to come and help you, it's nothing like she wants to make you feel bad about yourself, but oh gosh she finds you way too cute for this world's surface, and so, it makes her want to mess around a lot

"Jungeunnn why did you put stuff so high :(("

"Hmm what's up cutie ? Oh that, well, not really my problem"

"But Jungeun come on"

"Mhh let me think... no"

"seriously.."

"okay okay fine doll I'm just messing with you"

- rambles about your cuteness to people without even realizing, and sometimes she gets really embarrassed of it, but she loves you so much sooo

- loves to pick you up and sit you on her shoulders so that you can feel taller and see stuff properly through big crowds of people, also a great way to avoid annoying paparazzis that could bother her precious baby

- once someone thought she was your babysitter and she laughed so hard you made her sleep on the couch, she apologized by making you breakfast and fed you the food she made, patting your head while doing so, restraining herself from making more comments about your height

- Love hate relationship with each other, people are never sure if you're dating or not, but sure thing is, the love shared by the two of you isn't something common, from the way she looks at you to the so many times in a day that she lifts you up, never without making fun of you a little bit, she never once failed to make you smile

Kim Jiwoo

- purposely sets up situations where she can save you, similar to Sooyoung, this dummy loves to act all proud and strong because she knows she has an advantage when it comes to height situations

- compares everything that's small to you, a cute puppy she sees on the streets and suddenly *ding*, you get a notification of her saying how much it looks like you. Seeing small stuff in a shop, woo, immediately thinks "woah these are y/n size !! gotta buy them !!"

Exhibit A

"Y/n !! Look !! A small teddyyyy, it looks just like you don't you think ?"

And before you could even answer, she bought it and named it after you, swearing to sleep with it forever

Exhibit B

"Y/nnnnnnn I found shoes but they're too small for meeeeee"

"why would you buy them then Jiwoo-"

"BECAUSE well, they can fit you !!"

"these are barbie shoes Jiwoo, they barely fit on my finger"

"BUT BUT BUT PLEASE TAKE THEM :(("

- literally babies you for everything you do (despite being a huge baby herself), from pinching your cheeks to booping your nose, that girl thinks you're a little kid, and the worst part of it, it makes your cheeks warm up

- loves giving you piggy back rides, she's not the tallest nor the strongest but she'll surely act like she is, she loves feeling like taking the lead in the relationship

- lots and lots of praise whenever you accomplish something, especially physical, it's not that she believes you're weak, though she thinks you can be easily helpless when put in a situation that requires a natural body strength

- treats you like a little doll sometimes, very careful with her movements, softly playing with your hair while she peppers kisses all across your face, swearing to never leave your side

- Jiwoo can be one of the biggest dummies out there, yet this is exactly why you love her, her naturally kind hearted soul makes you feel at ease whenever she's around, always ready to cherish you like you're the only matter in the world, your relationship is filled with sweet surprises and a love that's meant to last forever

The end <3

Soooo ? How was it ? Do yall want a part with the other members ? Just let me know :))

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