#gaypeople4itzydailyupdate

[gaypeople4itzy]

Hello my loves, and whoever may read this and not know me <3

I wanted to inform all of you that some changes have been made concerning the content put out on my account ! If you wish to know more in detail, you can look at the pinned post on my profile :)

And if you do not know me, hii ! I am a sapphic writer, who mainly writes fluff and tends to write for groups such as Itzy, Loona, Lesserafim, Aespa and whoever you may think about <3

Have a wonderful rest of your day, and please treat yourself well :)

[gaypeople4itzy]

Hello my most precious loves <3

I hope you are all well, snd well rested, after these few days of vacations. I took some time for myself since my birthday came, I hope you didn't mind my little absence

Stay tuned for more gatpeople4itzy content, it is coming !!!! <3

Make sure to take care, as always, and to be kind to yourselves !!

[gaypeople4itzy]

Itzy - their s/o is feeling unwell

Hello lovelies !! Finally gaypeople4itzy is posting her silly little writings again !! Hopefully you will all enjoy this one :) It was very nice to write, I absolutely loved it !

Warnings : mentions of reader feeling unwell, brief mentions of stress and slight isolation

Pairings : individual itzy members x reader !!

Word count : about 2k !

Enjoy loves !

Hwang Yeji

Sweaty and tired, Yeji came to your place after practicing for hours. If there was one thing she was looking forward to after those hours of dancing, it was to see your pretty face. Though when she walked inside, she was met with silence, which left her to walk around to find where you could possibly be

She opened the bathroom door and glanced at the sight of you quietly crying on the mere floor, without seeing your face, Yeji knew she had to do something, her heart breaking by seeing you so hurt. She made you aware of her presence as she came closer to you, wanting to sort this out

She picked you up in her arms, you seemed weak, and she did not want you to waste any more energy. She carried you to the nearest couch, and made you lay on her lap. With a reassuring hand, she started playing with your hair

She broke the silence by asking you "do you wish to tell me what is upsetting you my love ?", to which you only responded by silence. She understood, and she continued playing with your head, telling you to take your time, and that no matter what, she would wait all the time you needed

She spent a while reassuring you with her words, she felt calm, and safe. Yeji was a home that you knew you could go to, and that led to you speaking about what was troubling your mind. Her long responses and her care for you made you feel understood, and you started to feel better

She asked you if you wished to stay like that, to which your answer was positive, and so she did not move one bit, you two stayed that way for a moment, feeling as if nothing else could ever better, there was no better sensation ever than that

Yeji had a way of seeing you that others didn't, and you could never be grateful enough for it <3

Choi Jisu

Lia and you had been spending a wonderful morning together, in your shared home, you had spent time cooking and messing around each other. It was so lovely, truly you couldn’t have hoped for something better ! 

Though when noon came, you took paused what you were doing to look at the notifications on your phone, suddenly, your throat was sore, and your vision seemed blurry. Lia looked over you as you told her you were starting to feel a little tired, wanting to take a nap, she told you to rest, and that she would come by later

She was obviously worried, but she understood that you might need space. So she let a few minutes pass by, until she decided to join you upstairs

She found you asleep, she couldn’t resist laying next to you, she just wanted to be by your side. Not wanting to rush you, she sat there and waited for you to wake up by yourself

You opened your eyes a few minutes later, a sigh escaping from your lips until you were met with Lia's worried gaze, she had such a sweet way of looking at you, it felt as if, without any words, she had assured you that she was there for you

You could feel yourself tear up, so she took one of your hands in hers, and cupped your cheek with the other, looking at you in the eyes and kissing the crown of your head, before whispering

"You're safe my love, I'm here, no one can hurt you, I won't let them. I love you so much, and I want you to know that you can trust me , that you don't have to talk about what just happened, but that I'll stay here as long as you need me :)"

You explained to her briefly what had happened, to which she said what she thought, meanwhile reassuring you that she was right by your side, and that you hadn't done anything wrong, that you weren't deserving of what had been happening

She made you lay your head on her lap, playing with your hair and humming you lullabies till you felt comfortable again, promising you that you would both continue what you had started this morning later

You fell asleep once more, but this time, way more comfortably, she was who watched over you when you needed it <3

Shin Ryujin

Ryujin was quite the romantic, if it wasn't obvious already with how many times she'd say she love you in a day, she always found a way to surprise you with little gifts, as she loved the smile it put on your pretty face !

Which is why she was now in front of your house, holding your favourite flowers behind her, she waited for you to answer the door after she had rang the doorbell ! So excited to see you, she had trouble hiding the slight blush on her face

The door finally opened after what seemed like an eternity ! To her surprise, your parents were the ones in the entrance, a worried look on their faces. They greeted her and explained to her that you were upstairs, and that you hadn't left your room since this morning !

She thanked them for letting her in, and she immediately rushed upstairs, worried for her love's well being ! She knocked on your closed door, and waited for a response, but there was nothing

She slightly opened the door, greeted you, but she understood that you weren't going to move from your spot. Facing the wall and listening to music, you hadn't noticed her until she removed your headphones and sat next to you

"Hey my love, I wanted to come surprise you ! Everything okay ? If you're not up to talk, I can leave, and we can talk later if you'd like ! As long as you know I'm here for you baby :)"

You didn't have the strength to respond, so you simply looked up to her, which made her open her arms for a hug. You shifted to the side a little bit, letting yourself fall in her embrace as she placed the flowers on your bed

Kissing your forehead from time to time, you both stayed that way for a while, just in silence, you already felt better with her by your side. And once you were ready, you began telling her what had been upsetting you lately, and she listened very carefully

When you were done talking, she took your hand in hers and kissed them :) she assured you that she understood, and that she would do anything to make your current stress go away ! She offered you the flowers and put one in your hair, as well as in hers, just to see that beautiful smile of yours :)

She stayed the night, and took such good care of you, you couldn't possibly feel any better than when Ryujin was around <3

Lee Chaeryeong

Chaeryeong never wanted to take too much space, nor overwhelm you with her love and clinginess, as she was afraid it'd make you go away from her. She wasn't much of a heavy texter before she had met you, but now, she absolutely loved spending the day sending you texts

So when she realized that you hadn't answered her at all today, she felt a little off, though she did not want to rush you, as she still had this fear of being too much for you

To ease her mind, she went for a walk, she was looking around and admiring the view. It was still early this evening, there wasn't many people around however, as it was a bit cold already

She walked in what seemed like an empty park, she felt peace even if her mind was filled with worries about you. When suddenly, she saw you on a bench, seeming troubled

She approached you, and even though you were visibly upset, your expression immediately softened at the sight of your girlfriend, who sat right next to you, in silence

Trying to find the right words, she opened her mouth and spoke "Baby, you know you can always talk to me if there is something the matter right ? I love you so much, and I hope you realize you aren't alone at all, far from that :)"

You looked at her, tears filling your eyes, which made her take you in her arms, she just couldn't bare seeing you sad. She rubbed your back and let you speak about what had been eating you from the inside for a while

She listened to every bit of it, and offered you her advice, which was very wise in your opinion, and made you thank the sky for sending you such an angel !

Worried to leave you alone, she took you to her place, where she made you hot chocolate and took care of you all night, making sure you had all of what you needed ! Holding you against her, she wanted you to know that she would never leave you,

Chaeryeong loved you more than anything <3

Shin Yuna

Yuna loved going out ! She was such an extrovert, and always wanted to take you to the loveliest places, wanting to spoil her lover with anything they could ever want !

Which is why it wasn't uncommon at all for you to go on dates, even if they weren't planned in advance ! What could she say, she just loved surprising you, and always wanted nothing more than your happiness, because it always brought the best in her :)

Today she was on her way to your place, it had been a busy week for the both of you, and she wanted to catch up ! On her way there, she tried calling you, twice, but she was left with no responses, which made her heart hurt a little

She didn't want to seem too insisting, although she was worried, you were usually quick to pick up, and if you were not available, you would always let her know in advance ! She did try to not make a big deal out of it as she was at your door, not wanting to make you feel guilty in any way !

When it finally opened, she immediately noticed how tired you looked, your eyes looking down, you seemed as if there was something you wanted to say but it just wasn't coming out of your mouth

Wasting no time, Yuna came in and picked you up, carrying you to your bed, where she made you lay down, before coming right next to you

"Angel, what's the matter ? Did someone hurt you ? Or is it school ? I'm all ears if you want to talk about what's bothering you ! And if you'd rather do something else, then I understand :) I love you so much baby"

You slowly turned around to face her, and buried your face in her chest, mumbling words that no one other than her could ever understand. You spend a while like this, trying to find the words to explain what was wrong, as she made sure you knew she was there for you

She was the reassurance you needed, and made you feel as if all the problems in the world were gone !! You felt so comfortable that you ended up falling asleep right there, exhausted from all the emotions you had been feeling lately

When you woke up, she offered to take you on a quieter date, where it would just be the two of you, and no one else around, which touched you ! You were so grateful to have someone like Yuna with you, and it was by far one of your favourite dates with her

There was no greater love other than Yuna's <3

I hope this has cheered up some of you ! I know life is really tough sometimes, and I can speak from experience when I say that there are times where I'd rather just not see anyone, but remember that you are all loved, and that if you aren't told enough, that I love you <3

[gaypeople4itzy]

Spending the holidays with Itzy !!

Clips from —> hyunjin’s smile on ytb

Pairings : poly itzy x reader :)) —> (truly one of my favorite pairs !!)

Genre : fluffy fluff <33

warnings : mentions of food !

Disclaimer : this is short </3

Hii !! Yes gaypeople4itzy is officially back :)) it’s late and this is probably going to be short :(( but I wanted to at least offer a little bit of content !! I’ll make clearer posts about my absence and what’s coming soon ! Thank you all so much for being so patient with me :D it truly means a lot !!

This is really like, a post i’ve written just for fun and quickly, my normal content should be back soon :))

Summary :

ahh finally the vacations !! After giving everything you’ve got for the last bit of school you had, you’re glad to say that you can finally rest ! If you weren’t planning to do anything, forget about that ! Your five lovely girlfriends will make sure to make the next days truly memorable ! For once, let yourself be taken care of, your worries soon forgotten as they come to take you home after your last final ! Let the fun begin :D !!

- When your finals were done, all the girls came to pick you up and congratulate you ! They all had their own particular gift to start the vacations nicely !

- Ryujin was the first one who approached you, she had a bouquet of your favourite flowers, she went to take them that very morning, just to see that pretty smile of yours on your face

- Lia was more than glad to bring you your favourite chocolate !

- Yeji came with a poem ! It was in a perfectly decorated card and the way it was written assured you that she put all her heart into it :))

- Yuna obviously baked you some gingerbread cookies ! Only a few of them, apparently because Yeji wanted to avoid the both of you eating too much sugar ! Though she promised you would make some together soon !

- Chaeryeoung came in with cute clothes she had bought for you ! An outfit exactly in your style ! Perfect for the date the girls were planning to take you on

- Talking about that date, they first brought you home and made sure you felt comfortable in the clothes Chaeryeoung had bought for you !

- Then, they treated you to a fancy restaurant, the food was absolutely delicious but what made it even better was the presence of your lovely girlfriends

- Then, they insisted on walking you around the town as snow was falling, each of them stealing kisses from you and the whole time being really enjoyable ! Ryujin sneakily pecking your lips as Chaeryeoung was showing you ideal spots to come later on while on break, or yuna arguing with lia about holding your hand meanwhile Yeji, who already had hers in yours, kissed your forehead before making a tiny heart in snow, made specially just for her dear love

- When you started feeling tired, they immediately brought you home, despite Yuna and Ryujin’s whines from wanting to continue wandering around, Chaeryeoung was categoric, you were the priority, and if you felt tired, you would all head back home !

- Once there, they put you to bed and stayed with you for a while, childishly fighting on who would get to sleep with you for that night ! Yeji telling everyone to quiet down once in a while, afraid to wake you up </3

- The next morning, as well as pretty much every morning that followed, you got greeted with food, breakfast in bed is a must from now on !

- They told you to stay in bed, scared you were too tired, until they all agreed for you to get up and start another fun day !

- During the vacations, days might’ve seemed similar in a way ! But you wouldn’t exchange those moments for anything in the world >:(( !!

- As an example, you spent loads of time playing board games with the girls, yes, something you used to be forced to do with your parents ! Yuna whining about losing against ryujin, lia trying to cheat, chaeryeoung picking a fight with whoever won over you, basically, all dumb but fun little memories here and there !

- Another example is just lazily cuddling with them in bed ! Or anywhere really ! You did this with all of them of course ! But the best cuddlers remained Yeji and Chaeryeoung :)

- A bunch of other little activities occurred, but the main point is that you didn’t feel the need to do loads of incredible things for the moments to be amazing themselves ! The presence of your five girlfriends and the chance of sticking with them for the whole day was way more than enough to warm your heart !

- You did a few vlives with them, at first, Yeji and Chaeryeong weren’t sure about showing you off, Yuna ended up convincing them it would be fun to introduce you to the fans as you were now present in their house, and would be there for a few weeks !

- Regardless of if you all celebrate christmas or not, you collectively decided to do a little gift exchange all together ! Of course a few limits were set, knowing those girls, they would buy the moon for you if they could, and clearly, as much as you’d like to, you wouldn’t be able to afford doing the same !

- It was a really fun time all together, Yuna, who had picked you, had decided to offer you not only loads of candies for your sweet tooth, but also a bunch of plushies, so many that you ended up starting a plushie collection over the vacations ! Simply because of how attached you grew of the ones Yuna offered you !

- The girls hadn’t been able to see you in a while due to your studies, and that caused Lia to feel sad, since she had not been able to offer you an avent calendar, regardless of if you celebrated Christmas or not, she just wanted you to enjoy chocolate she had for you :0

- Since she couldn’t buy it back then, she decided to do something else ! She convinced you to start making your own chocolate with her ! And surprisingly, after buying all the necessary materials, it was way easier than you were anticipating ! So much that it was decided that it would become a tradition to make chocolate for the holidays every year !

- Yeji, her, insisted to make all of your meals for you ! You’re hungry ? Don’t even worry about it ! Food is coming right up ! She actually enjoys cooking quite a lot and the thought of making something for you overwhelms her with joy, she seemed so happy with her cooking that, once in a while, you join her in the kitchen so you can share fun times together ! Christmas recipes sure are cute, and you both had so much fun doing these things all together !

- Chaeryeong would come see the both of you sometimes ! She spent the holidays trying to learn crochet, secretly wanting to make you a gift ! As shy as she can be, she was so excited that you ended up discovering it :0 ! Though it didn’t really matter, as the thought of her making something for you was already great enough to satisfy you :))

- Ryujin has always been a great cook, so it was no surprise when she came to join both you and Yeji in the kitchen, not without mentioning her cooking skills of course ! Learning new recipes with you both really made her happy, she might not have said much, as she’s not always the most expressive, but she was more than glad to have fun with the both of you !

- Though sometimes she got lazy and preferes to order food ! Which often lead to small “fights” over what to pick, it was funny to live with your girlfriends for the whole while for holidays, and things like that were meant to happen ! Though they always turned to you, letting you choose, claiming that you deserved it after all that work !

- Yuna found herself a new hobby, puzzles ! She finds them irritating at times but the satisfaction of being done with one brought her so much joy that she did not care anymore ! She often dragged you out of bed so you could come with her :))

- You had tons of movie nights, always popcorn in stock somewhere in the house, tons of blankets, pillows and plushies !! And of course, a bunch of candies to satisfy everyone’s sweet tooth ! Sometimes it was cheesy romance movies, resulting in the girls all kissing you one by one ! And when it was horror movies, it gave them an excuse to hold you close to them !

- Ryujin spent a whole punch of times playing video games with you ! You could both spend hours curled up together, the controller in one of her hands and another hand in your hair, stroking it gently as she swore she would win against you ! You both wished to become stronger and better at the games you were playing, and it truly did work after all that time spent in ryujin’s room :D !

- Yuna took you outside quite a lot of times ! Insisting on building a snowman with you ! That and doing snow angels :0 !! As well as writing your initials in a heart made of snow !! All those cute little things done while preciously holding your hand, never letting go of it because it brought her (and to you too) such a warm sensation :))

- Sometimes, all of the five girls would bring you outside to take walks like the first night when vacations started ! They always protect you in case anything happens of course ! They just absolutely love how calm the night can be ! And the romantic atmosphere reminds them of you so much, they used to walk all five alone but now that you’re here, why not bring you with them :0 ?

- Finally, just know that the girls tried their best to make your vacations special ! Making you forget the stress from school and your daily life ! It was genuinely nice to let yourself get pampered for once ! They made you feel the safest you’ve ever been in your entire life and you cannot thank them enough for that :D !

The end !

Like I said, this is a reallyyyyy short post aha ! My apologies, though I hope it was enjoyable :)) love you all <3

[gaypeople4itzy]

Hii my lovelies !! So glad to see all of you again !! I missed you guys a whole whole lot !!

As you’ve probably guessed, gaypeople4itzy’s return means… DAILY UPDATESSS !! Yes yes yes !! The awaited daily updates are finally back :) so so glad to be here to write them again !!

Once again, I really did miss all of you !! Thank you for still being here and the notes on yesterday’s post :) <3

Wishing you all a lovely day and I hope you are all well !!!

[gaypeople4itzy]

Childish

Hi lovelies !! So sorry for my inactivity ahdjsjd :(( I hope you can all forgive me <3

Pairing : Yuna x reader

Genre : hurt/comfort + fluff

Word count : 2,7k

Warnings : anxiety, implied overworking

Summary :

Basically you've been stressing all week, not just worried but anxious to the point where you had horrible stomach aches and had to hold on something if you didn't want to faint just now

You always found comfort in Yuna, your childhood best friend, but you were way too scared to face your own feelings, wouldn't want things to end up badly and have more things to worry about

You missed being a child, so fragile but so innocent too, when your mind wasn't constantly overwhelmed by worries, when you could be yourself completely and didn't give a shit about what others could think

Yuna well, she wasn't someone who stressed a lot, and as your best friend, had to see you go through all of that anxiety by yourself and she was tired of seeing you suffering but still refusing any kind of help

She was just who you needed

This comes in 2 parts !!

Childhood was far, far away.

Studies, work, achievements, "Work harder", "Concentrate", "Are you stupid ?", "You could've done better", "Everyone else is better than you", "Maybe you were born to fail", "You should care about your future more", "Why do you study so much", "Why are you always stressed", "Chill out bro it's not that deep", "So what if you fail, no one will care", "If you fail, you'll be done for",...

So much conflicting thoughts

Disappointment

That's what you aspire to NOT become, wouldn't be a shame if everyone saw you ridiculously struggling while they were doing so good ? It seemed so easy for the rest of the population to be carefree about that matter, meanwhile you, meanwhile you barely had a second to think about yourself. Resting wasn't part of your vocabulary, what you called rest was simply laying down, unable to close your eyes, and tiring yourself by the thoughts that ran through your mind, troubling you.

You wondered for a long time

"Why did I turn out like this ?" You'd take a look around, and you'd see people who didn't seem bothered by the pressure you felt upon yourself, the burden of success on your shoulders, day by day, making your legs weaker, and the path ahead of you, vaguer. Why weren't people phased by the obsession of achieving in life ?

Achieving

What did achieving even mean ? Was it to work yourself so hard you'd need to be brought in the hospital ? But hey ! At least you'd end up rich later on ! If you're not dead by now, of course..

Your head was hurting

Hurting so bad you felt like screaming your lungs out yet couldn't, you felt trapped. Trapped because you knew school wouldn't want anything that had to do with a failure, you knew parents, even if they were absent most of the time, would be utterly embarrassed to have a child that refused to continue. Worse was that you knew you couldn't stop, life wouldn't wait for you, if you wanted to do great, you had to work harder. You were a prisoner, the jail was built with a strange material, something everyone knew, the building was built off expectations.

But whose ?

Sometimes, you didn't know why you worked yourself out so hard, why you'd stay late up at night to study until the sun would rise again and everyone else would be happy of it, while you were aware it was just another day of work.

You just did because,

Because you felt like you had to, you never questioned yourself on why or when you became a student that barely slept just to keep up with their top grades, but that's who you were, and you were, well, way too scared to change that.

So you didn't rest, you just worked on and off, sometimes falling asleep on your book, sometimes nearly fainting in your kitchen, on your way to get a glass of water, sometimes your head hitting your desk in the middle of class because the 3 hours of sleep from the night before weren't enough to keep you up.

You sounded, looked, were, miserable

And you hated it

"Take a break", How ? When ? Where ? Why ? "There's english homework to finish, I'd rather get done with it as soon as possible and then fall asleep in the warmth of my bed while everyone else is stressing to get it done." Yet you were stressing out yourself even when you were done as well, "Was it good enough ?", "Do I really deserve to rest after such little work ?", all thoughts that crossed your mind, and were not ready to leave it.

"Study less if you're tired", What ? How could I ? That doesn't even make sense ? "The school isn't going to cancel a test because I'm tired. I'll still have to attend it, sleeping isn't going to solve anything ?? I just need to get my work done, yeah, that's it, that's what I'll do ! I'll finish it, and then, after the test, I'll finally rest !" You'd reply excitedly, definitely not aware of the new project waiting after the test to tire you more.

It was a repetitive cycle, an endless one.

And now what ?

Now you were laying down in your room, exhausted from all work you did tonight, the moon being the only bright thing around at this hour. You sit up and think, think, think, think, and think again. Is there a moment in the timeline of humanity where people inherently stopped thinking ? Scientifically and psychologically speaking, it was obviously impossible, you knew that well, but you did wish you could.

Because if you were lucky enough that your studies weren't what was keeping you awake at night, something else would and even if that something was beautiful, as pretty as a unique garden flower, precious as a teasure, and something you'd wish to never forget, it somewhat made you sad. It was so perfect, yet so unattainable, and as much as you'd dislike to admit it, it broke your heart that things happened to be like that.

All of this because you found yourself attached to someone, attached to a person who was fond of you as well, but you had no clue how fond, and in what way. You were both navigating on a river of worries, holding hands together, a million words to say, and yet, none coming out of your mouths, to worried to rip apart what you both already had. So you stayed silent, you admired her quietly, while wishing she would return those feelings back.

You were terrified that she wouldn't choose you, well, why would she really ? You were frightened she'd drift apart from you, you didn't want to lose yourself for her, but you didn't want to lose her either.

So, unconsciously, you started working harder, harder to achieve more, to offer her a better future, harder to look better, so she would choose you, harder to impress everyone else, so you would stand out to her, harder so you would have something to hold on to if she ever left your side.

You took a deep breath,

Closed your eyes,

And wished good luck upon yourself to fall asleep.

The sun fondling your cheek is what woke you up after last night's episode of harsh thoughts. You sat up in your bed, wondering if you really felt ready to face a new day. Well, it's not like you had much of a choice, and besides, you'd get to see her, so that was another reason that motivated you to get up.

After finding putting on your school uniform, brushing your teeth, washing your face, and eating something quickly for breakfast, you finally headed outside where your dear best friend, her, Yuna, was waiting.

With that charming smile of hers plastered on her soft face, she greeted you in excitement, happy to see you again, she truly was a ball of energy, and you could never be ungrateful about it, considering how much joy she brings you on a daily.

She opened her arms for a hug, and you immediately rushed towards her, laying your head on her chest as she held you, she could sense you were incredibly nervous, and if words weren't her best ability, she wanted to at least try reassuring you with her warmth.

She knew today was somewhat an important day, it was the last exam of the school year, your last final, you'd finally be free afterwards. You should be jumping around out of excitement at the thought of being on vacation, yet you were scared, terrified even, what if you would mess up the questions and you'd end up not passing ? What if Yuna passed without you, and left you behind ?

It could seem ridiculous but the fear was so overwhelming, and Yuna had no idea how much your fear had to do with her. She knew you as a hardworking person, and as someone who stressed themselves out a lot, but little did she know, you were so worried to live without her.

After long minutes of being in her embrace, Yuna pulled away, only to take you by the hand and slowly drag you in the school's direction. She was genuinely worried for you, she knew how bad your stress could get, and she wished she could make it fade away, but she had no clue how.

You were looking at the ground, your stomach aching from the fear of failing today, meanwhile, she looked at you, desperate to find the spark you have in your eyes when you're not attacked by your own thoughts. She wasn't sure what to say, so she remained silent, even if really, she wanted to make this stop.

She could see how tired you were, how exhausted you must be after working yourself so much. She admired you, much more than you knew. She wasn't one to work a lot, she managed to do good still, but never would she accomplish great things like you in her career, or at least, not anything related to academics.

She softly asked you: "Y/n, did you get any sleep last night ? How much have you been studying for this test ? You know you'll do awesome right ?" You answered: "I did get a bit of sleep, I've been studying so much, and yeah aha you're right ! I hope you slept well, and that you know you'll do amazing today !"

Do awesome, do amazing, make her proud, make everyone proud, that should be easy right ? You worked so hard, you barely slept, you've beeb stressing yourself out so much just to do well today. And yet, you were still terrified, how embarrassing would it be to do badly after everyone has such high expectations for you, after all, you could easily forget everything you've learnt, and all of your studies would have been done for nothing.

As you and Yuna entered the school, you could feel the not in your stomach hurt even more, you knew that in a few minutes, you would be in a classroom, doing exactly what you've been anticipating for weeks, and frankly, it wasn't looking so well.

Yuna picked up her books while greeting everyone else, she promised to join you to class. You made your way there early, sitting down and waiting, your head was already hurting, you hated feeling miserable like that over schoolwork. Everyone else seemed to be fine, laughing with their friends, talking about plans for the afternoon, meanwhile you struggled seeing yourself getting out of this room later on.

The bell rang as Yuna sat down, she was at the complete opposite of the classroom. She took a reassuring glance at you before the tests were distributed.

There it was, what you were anxiously trying to avoid

You took a deep breath, a pen in your hand, and you started reading the questions, hoping for the best.

The words seemed to confused themselves with your thoughts, strange words kept taunting your mind, you were struggling to properly concentrate on your sheet of paper, as the room seemed to only get hotter. Feeling your forehead sweat, you felt ridiculous, ashamed even, to feel that way simply over a few questions, yet you couldn't help it.

As strange as it was, you kept thinking about her during the test, a part of you stressing out, thinking that if you were to do badly, she'd be disappointed in you, and that you'd never have a chance with her. 

You were exhausted from thinking.

Came the last question, luckily you knew the answer, even if the motivation to write it down was pretty much absent, you knew that at least, you'd be finally done soon.

You were so drained out in your seat, tears slowly forming in your eyes, you couldn't control them, you weren't even sure why they were rolling down your cheeks, you just wanted to not have to think about this anymore.

You still had some time to wait, since you weren't allowed to leave the classroom, even if you were finished, before the bell would ring. So you waited, closed your eyes, and memories took over your mind.

You remember being a child, carefree, running around while eating candy. When your biggest problems were to miss your favorite shows, or to forget to tie your shoes. Where when you tripped, you'd get back on your feet in a matter of a few seconds, excited to jump high again. When you had that smile on your face, a smile that would make your cheeks hurt because you couldn't stop smiling at that time.

You also remember her being there, your dear best friend. Yuna was one of a kind, you loved to playfight together, you were always by each other's side, promising to never leave one another. It was such a sweet and peaceful time of your life.

You also remember that park you both used to go do, feeling on top of the world, you were unstoppable !

You do miss it

Your eyes swollen from both tiredness and the vile tears that came out of your eyes earlier, you looked around as someone called your name. Yuna came closer to you, taking you in her arms as you were still shaking out of stress from the test.

She felt the weight of your exhaustion when your body fell in her arms, she felt incredibly sorry for you, as if it was her own fault. She hated seeing you that way, having to witness someone whom she loved with her entire life fall so down out of stress. She held you tightly, as people left the classroom to head back home. She refused to let you go, she didn't want to leave you alone, and she certainly didn't want you to face your anxiety alone.

She knew you better than what you would've thought, you had always there for her, taking care of her when she needed you the most, you were such a kind person, and she wanted to give you back the great sense of love she received from you for all these years.

She thought for a while, often interrupting the silence in the empty room by whispering reassuring words to you. Stuff like "hey hey, you've done so well okay ?" Or "it's over now, ir's all over" and "I'm so proud of you my baby". She felt the need to make everything better, she didn't want to see your world shatter once again because of stupid stress, you were more than that to her eyes, more than just a student that worked hard.

In Yuna's eyes, you were beautiful, you were gracious like an angel, pretty as a butterfly, and just so lovable, never would she have wished anything else other than having you in her life. You meant the world to her, you were her world.

After a while of staying snuggled together, you felt yourself breathing properly again, your anxiety finally going down. Though you still did feel down, not very cheerful, you were about to open your mouth to thank Yuna but she beat you to it. "Feeling a bit better ?" You nodded slightly, "Glad to know that ! How about.. I bring you somewhere now !"

Yuna obviously didn't want to let you go just yet, she wanted to help you clear things off your mind, for the both of you to just have a warm moment together. You agreed to what she offered, and she dragged you out of the classroom, holding your hand in hers.

You didn't know where you were going yet

But you felt safe already <3

The end !!

Or well, until part 2 comes out hehe !

I hope you enjoyed lovelies !! please take care :) and have a great day/night <3333

[gaypeople4itzy]

I am back :) !!

Hello lovelies <3

Yes, it’s me !! I’m still here !

Firstly, I wanted to apologize for such a long period of inactivity, I have had a lot happening in my life, and quite honestly, I was scared to disappoint because I couldn’t put as much effort in my writing due to being really, really tired

It’s been a while, and I truly did miss all of you ! I missed updating you guys about my life, and I had so many ideas of drabbles and thoughts to share, I was just too shy to come on here and speak my mind :(

I want to say a special thank you to everyone that has waited !! You all mean the world to me :) and thank you to all the lovelies that have started following me while I was absent, you truly do all melt my heart <3

I still do feel unsteady, to be honest, I’m v much in need of love and support at the moment, so don’t hesitate to fill my inbox and dms, I’ll be more than glad to answer !!

Once again, a big thank you to all of you, I love you, a whole lot :) <3

[gaypeople4itzy]

Hellooo my lovely pretty loves <3

I have been quite busy in the last few days, as we were celebrating my birthday (which is tomorrow) !!!

I hope you can all enjoy this fluffcember post for today :)

[gaypeople4itzy]

Hello my loves <3

Just letting you guys know that I’ll be back tomorrow !! Had a very busy weekend as me and my friends celebrated my birthday !!

I’m half asleep writing this😭

Love you all !!

Take care as always <3

[gaypeople4itzy]

Hello my loves !!

How are you all in this beginning of weekend ?? AHH !! I love the weekend hehe !! Especially this weekend that is coming, BECAUSEEEE…. WE ARE CELEBARTING MY BIRTHDAY WITH FRIENDS WOOWOO !!!! I am so so SO excited !!

Aside from that :o I’ve had a pretty good week !! Quite honestly, yesterday wasn’t a great day, but that’s about it !!

If you guys want some more context, BASICALLY I had a math test, and one thing about me is that 1. i love maths and 2. I take my studies super seriously (that was two things but its okay❤️) AND !! I am pretty good in that subject, both the students and the teacher know it and ask me for help whenever

And oh my god. Yesterday’s exam had too many questions, LIKE the teacher realized too late that she had made it too long☹️ and I was so scared to fail bc i had to guess some of the multiple choice questions because I hadn’t gotten the time to answer :((

BUT BUT !! I was so happy to realize that I actually good a pretty good grade despite me feeling super stressed out about it (i legit cried in front of my teacher like omfg..😭😭 i felt so embarrassed) !!

So !! What about you my loves ??? How are you all :)) ?

Don’t forget to take care lots lovelies <3

[gaypeople4itzy]

Hello my loves !! How are you all <3

I hope you are all well :) !! Tuesday is usually a pretty boring day, but I hope you all had a great day still :>

Personally, I’ve spent half of my lunch break looking for my friend’s phone, asking teachers and running around😭 it was a bit funny🤭 I’ve also spent time preparing for this huge science project we have coming :O PLUS another science exam coming soon enough as well

Take care lovelies !! <3

[gaypeople4itzy]

Hello my loves <3

Welcome to your daily update ! How are you all ?

Today was Monday, so a pretty exhausting day for a lot of people :o ! Make sure to take care and rest a whole whole lot !! Personally, I have gotten back an exam today, studied, and wrote ! And now that my work is done, I am about to head to sleep heheheh !!

See you <3

[gaypeople4itzy]

Hello hello !!

How are you all today my loves <3 ? Personally, I have spent a day mostly in bed, working on stuff my job assigned me to do (im so so excited to work on it, its such an honour !!!) and having some family members over for dinner !!

Pretty long week ahead of me :o we can all get through it lovelies !!

Take care and stay safe, always^^

[gaypeople4itzy]

BOO !!

right no its the wrong season☹️ i totally missed spooky times on here

But anyways !! Hello my loves^^ I hope you are all well today :)

Gaypeople4itzy’s little daily updates are backkkk !!! I just could not abandon you guys again😡 so here I am🤭

Today was heather day omg !! So I obviously HAD to buy myself (yet another) sweater !! It’s so so cute and I absolutely love it !

A lot of unexpected events hit me today honestly :o, like… an ex and I had a talk ?? It was kinda nostalgic but weird :I I’m glad it’s over now at least !!!

What about you guys :O ? How are you !! I want to know everything :D

Reminder that my inbox is open 100% of the time (as well as my dms) so you can all come there to tell me about how you feel or just silly things you’d like to share or if you want to ask me a question/get my opinion on something !!

I love youuuu !!!

[gaypeople4itzy]

Hello lovelies !! Silly little gay person here to do a weekend update !

I absolutely wanted to post today, but the situation from march has resurfaced again, which has resulted in me feeling unwell (had a panic attack yay !!) and so, I cannot bring myself to write today :(

So sorry lovelies, I will be back as soon as my mind lets me ! Take care, I love you all <3

[gaypeople4itzy]

Hello my lovelies !! Hope you all had a wonderful day today :) Remember that you can always (!!!) come talk to me if something is upsetting you, or just if you want to have someone to talk with :D

As for me !! Today has been pretty productive !! I did about four hours of homework !! And now I am finally doneeee yayayay !! I just sadly sort of have a headache and my head is spinning :(

Wish you all a wonderful day !! I love all of you so so much <3