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Chronicles of exhausted, overthinking, slightly depressed and panic attack prone, always getting back pain, closeted but not really that much, lesbian!
They always say, “Write what you know,” so here goes. Chronic back pain? Check. Mild depression, regular panic attacks, and the occasional overthinking spiral? You better believe it. Oh, and I’m a closeted (but really, not so closeted) lesbian. Welcome to my life.
You might be expecting a big coming-out story here, some epic revelation about how I discovered I was gay. Spoiler alert: there isn’t one. If you’re in that questioning phase, do what I did — Google it. Self-doubt is universal. But if you’re straight or homophobic, maybe this isn’t for you. Keep scrolling, nothing to see here.
So, what’s it like day-to-day? Imagine waking up every morning with a brain fog so thick you’re not entirely sure where you are. Last night I dreamed I was a 19th-century queen in some castle, dodging royal assassins and signing decrees. The night before, I was in a dystopian future where no one spoke, and everyone communicated through facial expressions. It’s exhausting, honestly, traveling through time and space every night.
Sometimes, I think these dreams are the only source of creativity I have. They’re where I go to escape the dullness of my day job, the safe but painfully mundane office life. Why write? I don’t know — maybe creating a world filled with my actual emotions sounds therapeutic. I wish I could craft a space where people like me, with similar minds and restless hearts, could find themselves without fear of judgment or expectations.
But that’s not reality. My actual day goes something like this: drag myself to the office, groan internally, sit at my desk, and spend hours inputting data and processing payments. Add a sprinkle of small talk, nods, and forced smiles, and you get the gist. It’s about as exciting as watching paint dry. Sometimes, I catch myself zoning out, half-wishing I was back in my dream worlds, where at least I’m doing something thrilling, if a little ridiculous.
So, if you see me staring off into space, just know it’s not boredom. I’m probably halfway through a sword fight, having a deep conversation with an alien, or strolling through a dystopian landscape with a moody soundtrack playing in my head.
My real-life isn’t much, but at least my mind is a theater, always playing the weirdest scenes. Here’s to all the exhausted, overthinking lesbians (or anyone, really) who keep going, even when reality is a little… uninspiring.
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Life might feel like a dead end sometimes, but you have to remember it’s okay to turn back and go somewhere new. Don’t feel ashamed or embarrassed... take what you learned on your journey and use that experience to find something better. 👏🏽 - I like to write motivational captions to 1. Remind myself to do/think a certain way 2. A want to look back on my feelings about life 3. Inspire someone else that it’s okay to be in the situation you’re currently in. ❤️ - I hope your week is kicking off nicely, happy Tuesday/Wednesday ✨ • • • • • #kstyle #kfashion #filipino #gaymexico #gaytravel #koreanfashion #pinoy #gaybrasil #gaytraveler #gayspain #gayargentina #gayfollowme #gayusa #gaychile #gaycolombia #ulzzang #gayespaña #gaylatino #gayitaly (at Rosarito, Mexico) https://www.instagram.com/p/B75Gh0GD5LC/?igshid=1twqljxl3vlye
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Morning boner 🌞
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#fit #body #muscleb#gaylove #gaymen #gayselfie #gayfollowme #gayboy #gym #likexlike #gay #gaysexy #followforfollowback #gayman #gaycute #gaypic #gayhot #gaygym #instagay #gayfitness #gaymale #gayteen #follow4folow #gayinstagram #gaytattoo #gayfit #gayfollowforfollow #modelsexy #mustache #hairymusclebeast (en Barcelona, Spain) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCY5Vq8qihG/?igshid=1sfzj72351ujk
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Waiting for @zumba class to start at @dogpatchdance like... . . . . @zumbawear #dogpatchdance #zumba #sanfrancisco #sfbayarea #citybythebay #potrerohill #dalycity #dogpatch #zumbafitness #zumbawear #zumbainstructor #zumbaclass #zumbaparty #dancefitness #skechers #groupfitness #dancecardio #danceclass #fitnessclass #fitness #FitnessAddict #FitFam #forever21 #legday #gayfitness #gayfit #gayfollowme #gayfollowers (at Dogpatch Dance)
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Si no te provoca cosquillas en la barriga no es un desafío lo suficientemente grande. . . . . . . . . #fit #body #muscleb#gaylove #gaymen #gayselfie #gayfollowme #gayboy #gym #likexlike #gay #gaysexy #followforfollowback #gayman #gaycute #gaypic #gayhot #gaygym #instagay #gayfitness #gaymale #gayteen #follow4folow #gayinstagram #gaytattoo #gayfit #gayfollowforfollow #gayfollowers #gaybcn #gaypicsoftheday (en Barcelona, Spain) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCVdyW0jKN_/?igshid=11vncmjujvinw
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Hoje, refletindo para onde eu tava indo nessa vida gangorra, decidi agradecer, agradecer por momentos bons, mas tambem por momentos ruins, que me acrescentou mais que os bons, me ensinou que a confiança pode ser um jogo arriscado e o coração e o principal alvo, reciprocidade é raro e você nao vai conseguir so agradando, agradeço as pessoas boas que ficaram e as que se foram também, cada um tem seu motivo de partir, mas tbm agradeço as pessoas ruins que cruzaram minha caminhada e me deram exemplo de tudo o que eu nunca devo ser. . . . . . . . . . . #valorize #amizade #amizadeverdadeira #confiança #reflexāo #agradeço #bonsmomentos #reciprocidade #raridade #exemplo #boy #photooftheday #instaboy #pridebrazil #gayfollowme #glbt #lovebear #instagay #man #follow (em Cordovil, Rio De Janeiro, Brazil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBzE44zjcnB/?igshid=1rgxgaj00s918
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Auch ein schöner Rücken kann entzücken ☺️ #gayboy #gayman #gaylife #gayguy #gaycute #gaytwink #gaylove #gayfollowme #gayfitness #bluesky #elbe #hamburg #hafen #hafencity #hamburgerhafen #cap #caplover #capboy #sunshine #sunnyboy #shooting #model #gaymodel #modelboy #instagood #instamodeling #instagram #modellife #boy #cute (hier: Hamburg, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_SznxqFf3J/?igshid=f82aox7tz239
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