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dotedlover · 4 months ago
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I need you to yap about your oc……….
YES YES YES I LOVE HER SM,,, she's my main oc,,,
The Caregiver | Cecille Maduro
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"I miss my babies. All I wanted was to be a mom."
Dear Detectives, warmly welcome the Caregiver to the manor and she will make a special spot her you in her heart! Time spent with her is always comforting and she will enjoy the time spent with you.
Character Profile:
Name: Cecille Maduro
Career: The Caregiver
Item: Blanket
Role: Rescue/Assist
Faction: Survivor
Hunter Identity: Weeping Angel (not yet developed im NOT locked in)
Difficulty: 1.5/3
Birthday: February 29th
Gender: Female
Age: 25
Height: 5'7
Ethnicity: Native American/Spanish/Mexican
Voice Claim: Kara (From "Detroit: Become Human")
Symbol: 🫂
Kamoji: (∴◓᷄‸◓᷅∴)
MBTI: ENFJ-A
Alignment: Neutral Good
Likes: Quality Time, Baking, Toys
Dislikes: Fire, Loud Noises, Fireworks
Character EP (The songs they've been releasing for characters): Almost ANYTHING made by Øneheart. absolute melancholic music.
Abilities:
Sacrifical Comfort: The Caregiver carries a blanket with 3 uses per match. She comforts a selected survivor, allowing the survivor to decode 5% quicker and the fear radius grows by 20%. When dealt damage while wearing the blanket, the damage will transfer over to the Caregiver, leaving the attacked survivor unharmed and making the blanket dissapear. If the offer of comfort is rejected, The caregiver decodes 10% slower for 20 seconds. She is able to see the survivor with the blanket at all times until it is no longer in use. 
Urgency: Due to the Caregivers nature, she worries greatly for her teammates. Once a survivor is hit, they will be highlighted to her for 10 seconds. When a survivor becomes chaired, movement speed increases by 20% and time to be rescued is decreased by 15% percent. Once rescuing a teammate, she will immediately pass on a blanket if avalible. If the rescued survivor gets damaged within the following 5 seconds, both the rescued survivor and the Caregiver will recieve 0.25 damage.
Sensitive: The Caregiver has an incredibly low tolerance for paid. When dealt any sort of damage, healing time increases by 5 percent and can be stacked up to 4 times (20% total). Additionally, due to having sensitive ears, the loud sounds of the cipher machine gives her a headache. Decoding speed is reduced by 10%. If a callibration is failed, she decodes 15% slower for the next 15 seconds and the setback is 2% more than a normal survivor. Bleeds out quicker by 15%.
Empathetic Soother: Having taken care of others for the majority of her life, she is soft and gentle with her hands. Heals 10% quicker. Knowing when others are in pain, she is able to detect injured survivors from 20 meters away.
Lore:
(now for the juicy part 😈)
Character Introduction:
Born as a twin in a low income family with absent parents in the West Coast of America, Cecille and Caden had to fend for themselves. Cecille took upon a more domesticated home life as her twin scavenged for food when they had no money. Cecille took up a position to aid wounded soldiers to have some sort of revenue, and here is where she met a man named Silas Barnett, the two soon fell quickly in love. Dreaming of having children of her own, the couple realized that Cecille was infertile. Falling into a depression, Silas decided to move them both to a new life in Britain. When Caden was urged by her sister to join them, he declined, not wanting to leave their home and a strong dislike of Silas.
From there, Cecille and Silas opened up an Orphanage/Daycare center where Cecille slowly began to recover from the news of unable to have children. This quickly became her entire life, she loved taking care of children and finally felt fulfilled when Silas proposed to her. However this dream didn't last long. Soon, Silas realized that this hadn't been the life he wanted and urged Cecille to close the center. She obviously struck the idea down, and their relationship became extremely rocky. Silas felt as if she began to nitpick on habits around the children such as no smoking, drinking, or any behavior that would be a negative stressor for the children. On the other hand, Cecille was worried about Silas completely calling off their marriage because they constantly argued about the life they were living.
On New Years Eve, the two had a major argument when discussing New Year's resolutions. Cecille decided to send everyone to bed early (mainly because these children being extremely young), and slept in a separate room than Silas this night. Silas at the end of his patience, decided that he was going to start his new life without Cecille and leave this behind. In a fit of rage, he pours gasoline sets the entire building on fire. Everything was set off rapidly to the point where Cecille barely had time to react, thick smoke already flooding the rooms. Cecille grabbed the crying infants that she slept next to and ran outside, though most of the damage was already done. Many people quickly came to Cecille's aid with the children she held in her hands, and she impulsively ran back in to attempt to save more small children from the crumbling building. People ran after her as she made her way inside because everything was already lost. Her entire body covered in burn scars, she cried as she looked at her life burning down in flames as fireworks went off to celebrate the New Year.
Everyone but Cecille dies in this fire, even the babies she initially saved. Their young and developing lungs couldn't handle the smoke inhalation and passed shortly after. Waiting for the police report, Cecille quickly has her wounds treated and she is released to a small home that she and Silas bought in the past.
As soon as the police report gets back to Cecille, she is told that they have all the bodies accounted for except for Silas and the fire had been deemed intentional. This is solidified because neighbors outside waiting to celebrate the New Year seen Silas leave the building shortly before the fire roared. They are unable to find Silas and with this information, Cecille has a mental breakdown. Looking at her engagement ring in disgust, she yanks it off her finger and begins to have a manic episode. She destroys everything in the house, shoving everything off of countertops, tipping over tables and breaking chairs, smashing glass and windows, shredding photos of she and Silas all while screaming and crying. Ripped bedsheets that the two confided in together and stained them with whatever she could find.
Manor Invitation:
Torn by the events and everything she's lost, Cecille receives a mysterious invitation that proposes an offer that she cannot pass up: Participate in a "game" for ensuring the capture of Silas.
Character Lore Summary:
Growing up with many hardships, she worked to change her fate and soon made a wonderful life for herself. Unfortunately, said life came crashing down in flames. Grief-stricken and in unbearable sorrow, the losses of the ones she called her own left her in heartache. She has to hold him accountable and can no longer bear to call him her "lover".
Cannon Oletus Manor:
I haven't created or stabilized enough OC's to create a survivor cannon match for her. However, she DOES have a hunter identity.
In the match where Cecille is the hunter, Weeping Angel, two survivors that participate in the match happen to be Caden and Silas. Both are TRAUMATIZED to see what she has turned in to. She runs into the both of them arguing (rightfully so, Caden was devastated to hear about what happened to the orphanage, and it turns out Silas had been keeping all the letters he wrote to her, which is why he never received a response since Cecille believed that Caden hated her after she left). Cecille is shocked to see her twin, but immediately turns her attention to Silas where she,,, murders him. She does NOT care about capturing anyone else and focuses directly on torturing her ex-fiancee.
Fanon Oletus Manor:
Fannon Manor Events (which I focus more on because tee be ache, its much more fun) differ. A little but of background: I used to ship Cecille with Eli until I felt guilty because Eli literally has Gertrude so I just decided to traumatize Cecille even more by making her "the other woman" (LANA DEL REY REFERENCE????) (im evil 😈) Im not going to get to it here but ill do some angst fics with them in the future.
Eli and Cecile start off pretty solid, they're both caring and generally work out together well. Lowkey a power couple until Cecille finds unsent letters to someone from Eli that she is NOT happy about. She feels stupid because the signs were always there, for she had comforted him on nights where he broke down but never told her why, though never pushed it for his own privacy. Cecille feels used, betrayed, all of the above. Though she takes it like a champ and while she would rather NOT interact with Eli, she won't be an asshole if she has to be around him.
Then Ganji arrives at the manor and they kiss and they're in love and no one or anything can ever separate them and,,,, AOUGH I just love cecille x ganji so much im going to THROW UP
ill lock in with them soon,,, trust,,,
CECILLE FUN FACTS YAYAYAY:
(just little worms about her that eat my brain)
SO SO SO SO SO kind and giving. She's just a comfortable character to be around and won't react negatively to some intimate actions. Share a drink with her using the same straw, literally undress butt booty naked and she wouldn't question anything (though the latter might come from her usually seeing people naked due to taking care of them.) ask her to take you a bath, for a kiss, to have her sleep in the same bed if you've had rough matches. All platonic and she's just so sweet. hold hands with her as you travel with her around the manor or during a match. ask for a massage or for a well cooked meal. her love language to others is DEFINITELY acts of service, but everything she's willing to do might as well be all 5 of the love languages. (please make ur oc x cecille art im all here for it)
On the other hand, she's also honest. She doesn't sugarcoat anything and WILL point out if you've done something wrong. Scolds people for treating others unfairly for no reason. (stuck up characters like Edgar and Freddy are usually on the receiving end of her scolding for this reason) She doesn't treat them disrespectfully, but will just be blunt of what they've clearly done wrong.
Positive traits: Empathetic, loving, hardworking, patient, encouraging
Neutral Traits: Unassuming, firm, cautious, analytical, frugal
Negative Traits: Melancholic, overbearing, worrywart, wary, sensitive
She CANNOT stand arrogant and rude adults,,, she literally LOOSES her mind and think of how disappointed their parents are because,, she's just appalled.
She's lowkey a little silly,,, Cecille LOVES having quality time with other survivors that are enjoyable to be around. She won't mind baking for them, or making an abundance of food to get fat while they are together. (She sometimes throws secret "parties" in her room that she invites anyone who won't tell) (Emily has caught her on multiple occasions)
Tries to unwind at the manor. She never had the chance to experience the lack of responsibilities because she raised herself and her adopted children afterwards. Does try to experience some things she wish she'd done when younger.
She dosent smoke, but she enjoys a nice alcoholic beverage once in a while.
isn't one of those annoying mother characters that infantilizes others, she UNDERSTANDS that people are adults. wont say stuff like that "omg dont curse" or continuously does things that puts people in those situations that make you wonder why she's treating them as if they're 12.
Though, she WILL baby and spoil people who outright ASK for it. who is she to deny when people come to her for it? however, she sees that not everyone wants her to be affectionate and if she is rejected she won't offer again until it is asked for. (she might be a little butthurt but its okay, she'll get over it without holding a grudge)
literally body blocks for EVERYONE.
bleeds out a LOT!!! with the time to bleed out decreased, going up against Percy or Joseph is her worst nightmare.
Sometimes, some hunters might just be dicks and bleed her out for fun
When meeting someone new she's usually formal, calling them by their last name unless specified otherwise
enjoys some sort of physical initiation when meeting up with someone (hug, pat, handshake) but still understands if thats not someone's thing
She loves bonding with the hunters so much, loves Leo, Bane, and the grumpy old man Burke to death
KEVIN!!! SHE LOVES KEVIN SO MUCH,,, they're besties and id lowkey ship them together too #mexicansinlove
this specifically has always been brewing in the back of my mind, but I feel like Kevin still carries much guilt with Angelina and he somewhat connects the two together which draws and pushes him away from Cecille in a romantic sense,,
cuts her hair when it gets too long to let go.
LOVES eating. LOVES cooking to eat. professional big back right here (her model is OLD OLD, ~2 years. id love to visit it again to make her chubbier)
she dosent have much stamina, but lord is she STRONG!!! can pick up almost every survivors in the manor
probably teases ganji when they're doing smthn sporty together, (I dont think ganji can lift her up, but she can FOR SURE carry that man) they're racing and she's huffing and puffing but she tells him in a shit ass teasing voice, "just dont let me catch you, gupta." cecille being bold makes ganji WEAK, he dosent know if he should let her catch him or run faster
holds ur hand when youre venting to her!!!! one of those people who you just know who actually cares about what youre saying
some of her habits are:
paints her nails just to scrape the paint off
rhythmic blinking
just bumps people with her hips randomly or when playing around
her hands are for some reason always cold as fuck???? so she always puts them under or between her thighs to warm them up
ALWAYS!!! and I mean ALWAYS!!!! has butterscotch candy on her. her ABSOLUTE FAVORITE THING
like, she's munching on that shit mid kite
She enjoys baking/cooking and cleaning
Trivia:
Cecille was actually originally made to be a self insert until I was really unhappy with the idea and she became a oc
Was originally meant to be a therapist until Ada was released! Her abilities were extremely similar to postman but worse since the characters would have to find each other mid match to receive buffs
she dosent mind that she's a little overweight, actually really loves her body! the only reason why she's always covered up is because of the burn scars on her body that she's embarrassed of
her birth certificate reads "cecil" and not "cecille". the nurse made a mistake on the spelling (reference for when I made her my dumbass thought that cecil was pronounced cecille. smh my illiterate ass)
despite hating loud noises, she can tolerate children. maybe she's grown deaf to it over the years
going back to the therapist and then ada being released, net ease has always been my opp when it came to ideas with her??? her once skin was meant to be her in a wedding gown and the skin was going to be called "promised day" and then the Mary skin came out. Then her deduction star would have been "Dorthy" from "The Wizard of Oz" then Memory received that skin as well. Lastly, Ada's "Everlasting Night" Skin is THE EXACT same concept I had for a skin for Cecille but it would have been called "Bleeding Blossoms" and would have been white instead of black. cant believe u net ease
Cecille's favorite flowers are babys breath, Lilly of the valley, and forget me nots
Playlist:
Harpy Hare - Yaelorke
Die in a Fire - The Living Tombstone
Evelyn Evelyn - Evelyn Evelyn
I Bet on Loosing Dogs - Mitski
The Other Woman - Lana Del Rey
Nothings New - Rio Romero
Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want - The Smiths
It's Been So Long - The Living Tombstone
The Moon Will Sing - The Crane Wives
Little Soldiers - The Crane Wives
Army Dreamers - Kate Bush
(there's probably more for her playlist but im so tired rn)
cecille if you were real you would have loved Lana del Rey and mitski and would kin Emily from corpse bride and loved Anya from mouth washing....
NETEASE!! ADD HER TO THE GAME RIGHT NOW!!!!
tytyty new oomfie for asking about her,,, I love yapping about her she makes me mentally ill
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kukustreehouse · 28 days ago
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GANJI SCENARIOS -TAKE 1
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ORANGE PEEL THEORY.
It was late in the afternoon by the time you arrived home from the grocery store. Rushing in the kitchen with only 1 bag in hand, you took out the singular orange you purchased and placed it down on the kitchen counter.
“GANJI!” You called out, holding in your excited giggles.
He ran down the stairs, almost slipping because of his socks.
“Yeah? What happened?” He asked, walking towards you; wrapping his arms around your waist as he gave you butterfly kisses on your check.
Giving a gentle smile, you asked “Can you peel this for me please?”
He chuckled before you a glance of mockery.
“Babe are you serious?”
Your smile slightly faded. “Yeah…”
He then laughed in your face. “Did you break your fingers or somethin’ ? Peel it yourself, lazy.”
You balled your fist as blush took over your face.
“W-Well, I just thought it would be nice if you peeled it for me!!”
“No, you can peel it yourself.”
You whined his name as you held onto his arms; making him stand right next to you.
“Y/N i'm not doing that shit.”
“So you hate me?!”
His eyes shot back as his brows furrowed into a confused expression.
“HUH? SINCE WHEN DID I SAY THAT?!” He yelled.
“IF YOU LOVE ME THEN YOU WOULD PEEL THE FUCKING ORANGE FOR ME!”you yelled back.
Ganji scoffed, cursing under his breath as he snatched the orange from the counter; using his thumbnail to pierce a hole in the top of the orange before peeling it. When he finished, he handed it to you.
You looked him up and down before giving a blank expression at the orange.
“So no plate?”
“Y/N DON’T PISS ME OFF, EAT THE FUCKIN’ ORANGE!” he threatened. Playfully rolling your eyes, you took the orange from his hands and watched as he grumply went back upstairs
FLIRTING.
It was late in the day as you were getting ready for bed. School wore you out and parents finished whatever was leftover of you. As you comfortably laid in your bed, you decided to go on instagram and do a little bit of scrolling before resting.
Midway through, your scrolling was disturbed by a message from your crush. As fast as the light, you clicked the notification and squealed like a child in a toyshop.
He, Ganji Gupta, was replying to a photo of you that you posted on your story.
G. 🏏: till the bed breaks.
You hid under your blanket; the heat from your heavy breathing created an overwhelming environment for you.
You texted back.
Y/U: OH?
Giggling as you waited for a reply, you shot up from underneath your blanket and ran to the other side of your room. What if this goes too far and you guys end up...you know? What if he sends a picture? You wondered so much. Then, your phone dinged.
Jumping back on your bed, you unlocked your phone and clicked the message.
“what?” was all that escaped your mouth when you read it.
G.🏏: yea.
Suddenly, you weren’t as turned on as before. It was very…unexpected. The energy he had before got drained instantly. Maybe flirting wasn’t his thing? It was ironic how he was all talk around you and his friends and in text he couldn’t even flirt!
Y/U: are u trying to ask me out or smth??
G.🏏: if you want to go out then i guess we can.
Y/U: okay then! We can probably go out this weekend if you want! :)
G.🏏: alr cya.
Y/U: bye!
He’s so awkward.
AFTERSCHOOL GAMES.
One of your favorite things to do is be a supportive significant other and show up at his cricket games after school. You love recording him and snapping photos of him whenever he's on; you literally have a whole album in your phone gallery dedicated to him and his games.
As you sat in the front row of the bleachers, you held your phone out high to make sure you captured another one of his victories. When you saw him come out, you stood up and cheered him on.
After the game, you ran off the bleachers and threw yourself onto him.
“You did so good, Ganji!” you complimented. He held you by your waist as he looked away, flustered.
“Thanks, this was an easy win, honestly,”
He looked at you and chuckled.
“Those guys fuckin’ suck!”
PROM
This was the scariest day of his life. He didn’t wanna admit it, especially in front of his friends; they knew how much of a crush he had on you, so they dared him to ask you to prom.
“Bet, that shit is lightwork!” He said, knowing damn well he folds around you.
He nervously balled his fists and kept them at the side of his torso as he repeated cool, nonchalant ways to ask you out. When he approached you, you looked up with a smile. That immediately caused him to smile before resting a hand on his neck and soon looking everywhere else but you.
“Prom…uh…” He managed to get out. You nodded slowly, “uh huh…what about it?” You asked, chuckling playfully.
A blush of red spread across his face as he continued to look away.
“You should come with me…”
Now you were a blushing mess.
“Okay! I would love to!”
Ganji nodded, saying “Cool..” before rushing off back to his friends.
When you two got there, it was awkward. The only people up and moving were Demi, Mike, Lily, and Emma. Everyone else was either eating or doing something else.
It took a few minutes of being on your phone and silently watching everyone do their own thing before you asked him to dance.
“School parties aren’t really my thing…” he mentioned as you both slow-danced to some 2000s classic song.
“Yeah, same here!” You laughed.
His cheeks turned red to your response.
“D-Don’t get me wrong- I’m always down for a party but it’s just school parties that bore me.” He further explained, looking down at the floor.
“Forreal!” you agreed, “School parties are ass!”
‿︵‿︵୨˚̣̣̣͙୧ - - END ୨˚̣̣̣͙୧‿︵‿︵
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corruptedroses · 2 years ago
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Out of curiosityyyyyy... what's in your inbox rn? (Don't wanna send shit twice sorry ><)
Oh this is gonna be a long list then— I'll split it in two for my nsfw (here) and sfw (@smittenroses)
Find the list underneath this read more!
🔴 have started/working on
🟠 plotting/have a plot
🟡 haven't started yet
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🎮 Corruptedroses WIPs (you are here)
🔴 Drown in You — Nightmare x OC (FNAF) (COMMISSION) — She couldn't help finding herself drowning in him, but when fate heeds an ugly head and she's forced to confront her own self, will Amelia decide?
🔴 Ringing on your phone — Phone guy/reader freeform (FNAF) — Scott always had a tendency to push your buttons. It's time to push his in a way that is pleasurable for both of you.
🔴 As the Sinner's Bell Toils, part 2 — Andrew Kreiss/reader (IDV) — Your night of sin stays forever on his mind, when he begins to act strangely, its you who comes straight into the web.
🟠 Pegging Mr Cotton Tail — Toy Bonnie/reader (FNAF) — Brats need to remember that its all fun and games until you come to play
🔴 Chica smut headcanons (FNAF) — Headcanons for FNAF 1 until SB (has been worked on)
🟡 Scream for Gold — Norton Campbell/reader (IDV) — He's so big, so rough, yet all he could see coming from your mouth was pure, filthy gold.
🟠 Skin to Skin for Warmth — Mark Watney/reader (The Martian) — When the station loses power for a few hours, you and Mark have to come up with a way to keep warm.
🟡 Sweeter Than Wine — Vampire! Mike Morton/reader (IDV) — Quinlan can't help you're so addicting, especially with your legs thrown over his shoulders
🟡 Toss you to a bed of flowers — Bane Perez/reader (IDV) — You're needy, easy to hold, how could he say no?
🟡 Ganji Gupta NSFW headcanons (IDV) — Headcanons with the boyo
🟡 William Ellis NSFW headcanons (IDV) — Headcanons with the boyo
🟡 Show your face to the dark — Andrew Kreiess/reader (IDV) — Shy and nervous reader w Andrew
🟡 To make death whimper — Aesop Carl/reader (IDV) — Aesop's first time being pegged
🟡 Red as a Rose — Jose Baden/reader (IDV) — He just loves to see you blush red
🟡 Topping the Merc — Naib Subedar/reader (IDV) — Getting him to top was easy, bottoming is another thing altogether
🟡 Three beards and something smooth — Jose/Servais/Kevin/reader (IDV) — Seeing all these powerful men at your mercy was thrilling. Seeing them all lust after you was exciting
🟠 The Unashamed and The Sinful Games — Jack (The Ripper)/reader (IDV) — You never realised just how big he was until he was deep inside of you
🟠 Greed until Full — Svarog/reader (HSR) — Part 2 to GLORY GLORY WHAT A HELL OF A WAY TO DIE
🟠 Baby Fever — Welt/reader (HSR) — Making your rounds on the railway, you saw a family with their baby. Even if you may be 50, it doesn't stop you front wanting it. Your husband is too happy to indulge in your desires.
@smittenroses WIPS
🟠 Safe With you — Jose, Kevin, Kurt, Servais, and Norton/reader (IDV) — Cuddling headcanons with the boys
🔴 Listen to Me — Cole and Scale/reader (Blush Blush) — Sometimes words are just enough to let them know they're loved
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inklingirl · 3 years ago
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Little Fifth Pentacle drawing
Basically in these last months I had to keep up with school, I recently found out my sexuality, I can't talk to a cute classmate and I started many unfinished drawings
Also here if you want the template:
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thekingthatwrites · 3 years ago
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REQUESTS ARE OPEN
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Please read these rules before requesting anything! If you do not, and send me an ask beyond my rules or against them, I will be blocking you.
Scroll to my master list to know who and what I will write for!
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Do know that sometimes I do get tired of writing, so if I just stop writing then I will get back to doing so as soon as I can, please be patient with me.
I will get to requests as soon as I can.
I do write x readers but I do not feel comfortable with writing x female readers. I will only do x Male and x GN readers but mainly GN.
If you have a specific request then please make sure to give me the details I need to write what you want me to.
This is all for fun, as I want people to enjoy my writing, so if you’re unhappy with something I write then Im sorry.
You can also request me to try and write a character from media that I have listed and I will try my best. 
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I will do x reader, as said before.
Fluff
Angst
Gore
Hurt/Comfort
I will also write oneshots for just the characters as well.
I will also do character ships just ask!
You can also ask for more than one character
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Yandere
Incest
Podophilic ships
x Oc
Nor Abuse
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Fandoms I write for:
Encanto
Fullmetal Alchemist
Undertale
Homestuck
Genshin Impact
Toilet Bound Hanako Kun
Five Nights at Freddys Security Breach
Identity V Detroit Become Human Bungou Stray Dogs
The Owl House
The Legend of Vox Machina
Marvel
The Adventure Zone: Balance 
God of War: Ragnarok
Hermitcraft/Life Series
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Characters I write as:
Encanto Camilo Madrigal (Main) Bruno Madrigal Mirabel Madrigal
FMAB Greed (Main) Ling Yao Edward Elric Envy
Undertale Sans (Main) Chara Frisk Papyrus Asgore
Homestuck Karkat Vantas (Main) Jade Harley Dave Strider Roxy Lalonde Rose Lalonde Tavros Nitram Eridan Ampora Feferi Peixes Gamzee Makara Nepeta Leijon Kanaya Maryam Sollux Captor Vriska Serket Cronus Ampora
Genshin Impact Aether (Main) Venti (Main) Noelle Childe Zhongli Xiao Kaeya Diluc Thoma Beidou Xinyan Scaramouche
Toilet Bound Hanako Kun
Hanako
FNAF SB
Sunnydrop  Moondrop Glamrock Freddy 
IDV
Naib Subedar William Ellis Norton Campbell Mike Morton Luca Balsa Ganji Gupta Antonio Paganini  Robbie White (Platonic Only) Detroit Become Human
Connor Nines Gavin Reed
Bungou Stray Dogs
Dazai Osamu (Mafia and Ada)  Atsushi Nakajima Chuuya Nakahara  Akutagawa Ryūnosuke
The Owl House 
Hunter (Main)  Gus Porter Willow Park Amity Blight Luz Noceda Raine Whispers King Darius  The Collector 
The Legend of Vox Machina
Percival De Rolo Vax Vex Scanlan Shorthalt
Marvel
Steven Grant Mark Spector Peter Parker (Tom Holland)  Doctor Stephen Strange Tony Stark
The Adventure Zone
Barry Bluejeans Lup Tacco Taako Tacco Kravitz Magnus Burnsides Lucretia Davenport Angus Mcdonald (Platonic) Lucas Miller  Duck Newton Minerva Aubrey Little Ned Chicane Dani Indrid Cold Amber Gris Devo La Main Oksana
God of War Ragnarok
Kratos Atreus Sindri Tyr Thor Baldur Fryer
Hermitcraft Impulse Skizz Grian Scar Tango (?) Bdubs Etho (I Can TRY some others)
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dotedlover · 1 month ago
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the morning after
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you give me the warmth that reminds me of home
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dotedlover · 2 months ago
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CECIJI VALENTIES DAY SKINS
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Design Notes:
okay first off
I think that neither of them like the scars on their own body, but they adore the scars on the other because it shows resilience, and it makes them both feel even closer, therefore their scars here are highlighted in gold
second off,,,,
smudged lipstick. on the both of them. I KNOW WHAT THEY WERE DOING 🫵🤨
ganji has kiss marks on his scars on his nose, chest, and one on his hand, while cecille has one on her chest and thigh (one on her left hand as well but its covered by the glove.). those are their favorite places to kiss one another
cecille is missing a garter and ganji is missing his thigh chain thingy, the other one has it wrapped around their hand 😭
these skins are like the,,, ceciji final boss
Personality Change:
I like to think when it comes to skins for characters, it alters their personality in a way, and I know that this is a common head cannon as well so,,, :3
they're both like... freaky in a non freaky way... idk how to explain it
always flirty, teasing, kiss each other when they can, both EXTREMELY dramatic and poetic with their words... so sweet to the point where you get cavities....
they're so in love that they make each other woozy and lightheaded from just holding hands, slurred words and gentle praises, and when they kiss?
forget it. they're probably passed out on the floor
default ganji isn't the biggest fan of pda. though, eternal promise? he does not CARE
he needs his wife and her needs her NOW!!!!!
like, if they're decoding they'd have their sides squished together or would extend their legs so they be touching
oh my god.
both of them are so... posessive...???? but they're rather polite about it, at least in front of other people...
you thought Ganji's jealousy was bad before hand
lord look at him now
like if shes getting healed he'd just swiftly tap the person with his bat and say, "shoo. she dosent need you." And smile down at them innocently.
if the survivor just keeps healing her and the timing isn't urgent, cecille literally rejects the healing and moves closer to ganji and kneels down to get healed by him.
cecilles jealousy does show much more often in this skin, seeing ganji get healed by someone else when shes right there upsets her, especially if its a survivor who dosent have a healing buff. if ganji gets hit again and she heals him, shed tell him something like, "you know I do a much better job than they do when taking care of you. you only need me."
its safe to say that their tummies get butterflies when they're possessive 😭
if they be regularly kissing mid match and someone says, "theres people here, yknow.", they're getting ignored neither of them really gaf and they keep smooching
if the hunter is friendly they probably giggle and run away to the basement to make out or smthn idk they're lowkey freaks
both in general are very bold and very confident, the clothes add onto it. they both know they look good and will put on a show for the other if they're around. wether It comes to kiting, saving, or just simply running by.
I like to think that its cute that they were getting dressed to put on the outfits and then they were absolutely fucking clocked by how good the other looked when they finally changed, they probably started kissing like crazy (hence the kiss marks and smudged lipstick) and ganji pulled off cecilles garter, kissed her thigh, wrapped her garter around his hand, and took off his gold chain on his own thigh and gave it to her.
(im ngl this skin might have been when ganji realized hes a thigh guy. shout out to thighs)
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dotedlover · 2 months ago
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been obsessed with drawing him lately ohmygod
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dotedlover · 2 months ago
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cecille and ganji hand headcannons,,,,
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dotedlover · 2 months ago
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This meme is totally them
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dotedlover · 2 months ago
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a little something i did a few days ago :3
on my god don't ask me why it lowkey looks sus af idk what happened
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dotedlover · 2 months ago
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oh my god in the distant universe where people actually escape from the manor and ganji introduces cecille to his mom... I can imagine him being the most giddy and happiest hes ever been because he knows that his mom would absolutely LOVE her. like he'd run to hug his mom and then basically DRAG cecille for them to meet OH MY GOD.
"here's my wife" headass smh
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dotedlover · 3 months ago
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I am coming back to ask for more cecille and ganji headcanons……….i mean since its your oc arent those just canons at this point…….anyways…….me is asking for cecille and ganji canons
in your arms, i find home
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paring: ganji gupta x cecille maduro (identity v ccxoc)
summary: genreal ganji x cecille cannons
warnings: slight mention of nsfw at the end
note: willamkisser im going to kiss YOU‼️,,, im boutta become williamkisserkisser 😈(EDIT: THIS IS OUTDATED! IM REWORKING THEIR RELATIONSHIP AND WILL UPDATE WHEN DONE!!!)
HEADCANNONS
Early Interactions:
his tough exterior dosen't completely discourage cecille, though it does set a clear boundary between the two and she dosent pry in their early stages
word about a new survivor gets around the manor quickly, though all what she's heard about him have been vague. people obviously acknowledge that he's come from a troubled past and because of this, dont share all the details between one another
she understands that he has a distrust of others because of this, and she's just as patient as ever, not prying during their first conversations
their conversations aren't necessarily long, they're somewhat awkward but not because they hate each other, they just dont know how to connect just yet
their initial meetings are similar, and in the beginning they always seem to run into one another outside of matches
emily calling in cecille to aid her with patching up survivors that attended a tarot game and ganji just so happens to be one of the participants, its his first match of the mode and they all talk and mike comes in to be a little shit and make everything awkward (I have a draft on this, i need to lock in)
shed run into him in the library or linger a little too long when she catches a glimpse when hes training. she would find him in the middle of the night throwing together whatever the manor had to offer, feeling guilty, she cooks something for the man she knows is starving
he would run into her when she's baking something for the survivors, when she's doing one of her hobbies like embroidery or reading, or just being lazy around the common area
none of these interactions are long, cecille gets the feeling that ganji really isn't all about socializing or that he just might not want to be close to her, but she dosent take it to heart. she still treats him with respect as he gives words of appreciation to her efforts
Their first match together is traumatizing for ganji. He finds out how sacrificial her abilities are and he ends up believing that she’s not putting up a front. Its duo hunters and everyone runs to the gate, though the hunters decide to down cecille. She’s about to bleed out, and ganji looses his shit, he doesn’t want anyone to die. He ends up fumbling hard and is downed next her her
So yeah first match together and cecille dies right next to him, and he believes that she’s gone for good
Apparently no one’s told him that survivors don’t actually die, and he thinks this is all a sick joke when she comes stumbling in
after their first match with one another they dont recognize it yet but their actions complement one another, cecille healing an injured survivor while ganji is defending her, keeping the hunter occupied nearby
they have unexpected soft moments when cecille handles him gently during matches. no words are exchanged but "thank you's" from ganji once she heals him, patting him on the back when parting ways with a smile
although he is still weary after their first match together, he is still helpful when he thinks cecille needs it
simply passing by, he might see her put a heap of items in a box and before she picks it up, he'd offer to take the box to where she needs it
she knows she could carry the box with ease, but she wants to form some sort of connection with ganji, so she takes him up on the offer and they engage in fleeting small talk
they finally begin to warm up and see one another in a softer light when they see the other caring for another survivor from a distance
I like to think of these moments where ganji sees cecille patching up robbie and little girls' knees after they've been scraped when they've been playing around, putting little bandaids and kissing their foreheads, or he might find her reading to helena as the young woman has her head down, listening to cecilles voice
On the other hand, I believe cecille to be more drawn to ganji when she sees him doing something, specifically for the children. shed be in the library doing her own thing and from a distance, see ganji acting totally different, hes smiling and laughing as he is bonding with little girl, lifting her up to help her get a book that she couldn't reach
from this point on, cecille truly knows that this man has a kind heart, and ganji thinks fondly on how gentle she is with people
warming up:
ganji definitely feels drawn to cecille after a while, anxiety pooling in his stomach whenever she is being chased during a match. however, he chalks the feeling up to be team morale
they both enjoy the silence that they share every now and then, one of them spending the day in the common area or the library and the other sitting down to do their own thing in the same room. its comfortable for ganji, for the woman dosent pry and cecille appreciates him warming up to her. they both get embarrassed when their fluttering eyes meet the other stealing glances and their eyes meet. cecille lightly laughs as ganji looks away flushed (I LOVE THEM IM GOING TO THROW UP) they still aren't on first name basis here, so moments like these are just silly for them
cecille was raised mainly by her mother (at least when her mom was around ☠️) who's hispanic, so of course she grew up learning to cook Mexican dishes. this actually proves to be something that draws cecille and ganji closer, because she is the source of food that is relatively familiar to him. of course, not the same, though its close enough for him to be reminded of home
this makes ganji look forward for when cecille takes on dinner duty at night, and something that would actually make him join the rest of the survivors for dinner service. when they become even closer, he'd sheepishly ask if shed be willing to make him something to eat.
food related, i think ganji can cook, but nothing more than simple meals. I also like to play into the head cannon that he cant handle spice very well, for sillies. also a similar head cannon to naib, and based off of a cannon twitter reply of his, this boy can EAT and dosent do any maintenance when it comes to eating, but due to all of his training, he burns it all off rather quickly
so since cecille cooks heaps of food, he always makes sure to eat his fill, and he cant be angry when hes on a full stomach
maybe people are right, food is a key to a mans heart 🤷‍♀️
not very close at this point, he is still a gentleman, just like his mom raised him to be. he holds the door open when she passes by, gives her a nod as they see each other in the manor and tells her good morning if he sees her during those hours
although he tells himself he shouldn't be, ganji is surprised on just how kind she is to others. somewhere in his heart, he sees himself in her before he was used: kind, giving, going above and beyond for those who didn't deserve it
I do have dialogue written between the two somewhere, he tells cecille something along the lines of, "youre too nice for your own good. dont let others take advantage of you."
cecille does feel awkward in this situation because ganji doesn't know that it already unfortunately happened ☠️
she humbly brushes it off, saying its no big deal and its her job, and they're left in awkward silence with the weight of his words
friends:
as they begin to actually become friends, ganji no longer actively tries to keep a large amount of distance from cecille.
They both still enjoy to sit in silence with one another, and just like earlier in their relationship, catch the other glancing and they both look away embarrassed
they talk more often but they still avoid overly personal topics regarding their background, they both think its unneeded to bring it up, and the other never asks (again, word gets around the manor. they've heard fragments of the others history and neither of them want to pry on such a sensitive topic)
when first meeting her and she offered to comfort him to use her blanket ability, she's standing there with her arm open to initiate a hug. he obviously declines, not comfortable or familiar enough with cecille to accept. Though, once becoming friends, hes not totally against the idea. he's still reluctant of course, receiving minimal affection ever since he left his home. he just needs time to warm up, is all
makes space and saves a seat for her in crowded rooms if she ever mentioned joining them, cecille appreciates it when he keeps her in mind
ganji now tries to initiate more of their interactions, hes comfortable with her, at least much more than the other survivors in the manor
he definitely feel guilt when she bleeds out during a match, she's always woozy and almost not even there, though he finds it amusing when she goes and is overly affectionate to a survivor who's willing to help her. though when ganji is his target, he gets overwhelmed by her affection, even if its obvious that she tries to hold back with him
they slowly start doing things for the other without them asking. cecille would always be sure to bring him food whenever she cooked or baked, if she caught a glimpse of him after a match shed call him over to patch up his injuries and sew his clothes back together if they were torn. if ganji might find her asleep in a common area during the day, he was sure to cover her properly with a blanket and continue on with his duties. though if it was late and she had a long day, he'd sit down next to her, lightly calling her name to wake her up. "miss maduro, its late. let me walk you to your room."
shed definitely give her thanks in a large way, preparing a care package, including some of her baked goods, like bread and cookies, a few pieces of butterscotch candy, herbal teas, homemade muscle rub, and a hand crochet scarf. shed invite him down to dinner, cooking a small pot of a hearty soup. he'd attempt to decline, but cecille wont have any of it. "oh, dont be silly. i appreciate you, ganji."
during this moment, they probably touch on slightly personal topics, she briefly skims over eli and her past, though the latter she dosent want a mental breakdown so she literally just mentions that shes lost people that she cared about. I dont think ganji would open up fully just yet, though would give little bits of his past so her vulnerability is reciprocated.
crushing:
this entire section is going to make me throw UP THEY MAKE ME SICK
in the beginning, the denial, especially on ganjis behalf, is strong.
he assumes his protectiveness, even stronger than before, is because she's a good teammate. he tries to phrase it in a way where he believes its his job to protect others, though all what he is doing is lying to himself
ganji overthinks EVERYTHING. if he did the right thing, if he seemed out of place and made himself look like a fool in front of her. additionally, when it comes to cecilles affection towards him, he pushes it aside, telling himself that thats just the way she is
overall, I feel cecille handles her feelings better than ganji does, especially since the whole experience is new to him and she obviously has experience. yes, when he was younger and before he left India he had his own crushes, though the gap from being 16 to 21, he had MUCH more things to be worrying about, and its been a long time.
though deep down, he always wanted to find that special someone to spend his life with, someone to love him as much as he'd love them
they both make excuses to themselves to do things that will bring them closer to the other person. oh, ganji went to go train out in the field? cecille happened to tend to some plants out there as well. cecille is in the infantry patching up other survivors? ganji would claim that he injured one of his limbs and would wait his turn so cecille can look at it
lingering touches are things that drive the other nuts. cecille claiming that he "had something in his hair", lightly holding his head as she gently dusts her fingers through his hair. hands brushing against each other as they pass objects back and forth, ganji giving her a pat on the back after a difficult match, or leading her somewhere with his hand lightly on her upper back to show her where to go
I feel like both of them pay attention more to their appearance at this stage. he tries to fix his hair and attire to be a little more presentable, and cecille may apply a little more makeup to her eyes or lips. they just want to look good in front of each other, they're big doofs
cecille definitely becomes more fidgety around him, whereas ganji stumbles over his words more and drops his tough exterior
them always making awkward eye contact will never NOT make me sick. once at this stage ganji has most definitely opened up to more people, so he would be hanging out with his friends (more of the open and easygoing guys, William, naib(though not open, the two have familiarity due to their cultures), Norton, Kevin, Luca, and mike, though hes probably tagging along because he has nothing better to do) in the manor. cecille would pass by the room they're occupying, and ganji would turn his head around just for them to meet eyes as she smiles at him and continues on with her day.
this does NOT go unnoticed by the rest of the group
they tease him and he does his best to brush it off (not going into detail because ill probably write a scene on this later... :3)
when teasing comes to cecille about anything romantic, it is minimum. the ones that know of her past assume it is a touchy subject, with silas and eli both betraying her. survivors don't want to trigger something unnecessary with her
obviously, both end up being protective of the other. cecille would be hesitant to sue her blanket during a match to a survivor who his not ganji, hoping somewhere in her heart that he would come and find her. ganji always putting himself between cecille and harms way, going above and beyond when its her turn to be saved
regarding her blanket, he now takes her comfort without any hesitation. he tries to play it off as if it dosent affect him, but as she wraps her blanket around his shoulder and gives him a warm and welcoming hug, this may be the only thing worth participating for in a match. because god forbid he ever comes up to her somewhere in the manor, asking for a hug. (scaredy cat)
their relationship definitely takes a SHARP turn when they begin to give each other words of praise and playfully banter with one another, and when their flirting becomes a lot more obvious, and they've slowly began to accept that they like the other
cecille flirts a lot more than he does, maybe because she's more confident with her advances, and as time progresses, she becomes bold and leaves ganji not knowing what to say. over time he gets the hang of it and does his attempts
but she's not bold off the get go, shed ease into it when she is more confident on his feelings towards her
she mainly throws words of praise towards the man, and soon enough that fuels ganjis urge to impress her
it could be during matches, defending her until he has no more cricket balls left, doing everything to stall her first chair. he would insist on always being the one to save her and do things that are beyond unnecessary and putting himself in harms way much more than he has to, saving on half health but actually pulling it off, using up all of his resources just to make sure she gets out. after the match, shed lightly scold him, though he knows that her praises will be following. "youre great out there, ganji. did you know that? youre my savior."
if the survivors would be hanging outside in the field in groups, cecille would do her own hobby, watching the more athletic people practice or have fun. once she and ganji met eyes and acknowledged one another, he'd show case his confidence and do unnecessary tricks with his bat before he swings. every time he struck the ball and it would go flying, he'd shoot his eyes to the woman try to see if cecille's attention was on him
he'd sit down next to her after practicing, shed give him some water and if hes sweaty, would probably hand him her handkerchief. shed pretend that she "forgot" it, knowing that later in the day he'd come knocking on her door to give it back. maybe thats why he plays along, "accidentally" taking it so he has a excuse to see her later
"wow, you really are the best there is out there, aren't you gupta? that was really impressive, im glad im here to watch."
"its nothing, im just out here trying to have fun, but im glad I keep you entertained."
cecille would smile down at him, lightly poking his head. "uh-huh. are you sure it was just 'nothing'?"
ganji would probably give a light laugh and look away. "maybe."
the doofus is just trying to look cool for his crush and earn the words he yearns to hear, hes just silly
THEYRE GOING TO MAKE ME JUMP I LOVE THEM
she might fix his collar, looking at up at him and giving him a look that he cant shake from his head, her cold fingers lightly brushing his chest as she reaches for his buttons of his shirt, "you have a match in leos memory, make sure to stay warm." ganji would do his best to try and brush it off with a shy smile on his face, saying something like "you didn't have to." all shed do is hum and say, "dont worry, I wanted to."
I dont think cecille would be insecure when it comes to thinking if she sizes up to ganji, although in the beginning she might think that their interests dont entirely align and this might dishearten her, she quickly gets over this when thinking that at the core, they both care for others and go out of their way to protect them. she knows ganji to be a sweet, caring, and kind man at heart, and that is all she needs to know. him being handsome is just a cherry on top
her body definitely isn't something that disheartens her, either. ganji is thinner than her but she's strong in her own ways, and she's confident in herself so 🤷‍♀️go queen
ganji on the other hand may put himself down, especially seeing how much she actually does for other people. she's sweet, she's kind. she's so giving to the point where he wouldn't be surprised if she offered her heart. the majority of the people at the manor like her, and he might think that hes undeserving at first. though, as time goes on, he learns to accept it.
they open up a little more halfway during their crushing stage. although not everything is in full detail, names and events begin to pop out from their past and they been to understand one another. cecille finally understands the gist of why ganji was so closed off, though cecille's side of the story isn't as much in detail. she briefly mentions eli, saying "i know you've seen the tension between us. all you need to know is that he betrayed his poor fiancee back home." ganji is smart enough to fit in the pieces, but isn't too sure how to respond when cecille becomes angry when she mentions Silas, saying "I was a fiancee too, at some point. I was silly enough to trust a man like that. he took everything from me."
when jealousy comes into play, this is when shit gets real
cecilles jealousy isn't obvious, but she does get disheartened. she's more weary and second guesses herself much more than ganji, but poor woman just dosent want to get her heart broken again
she would notice if ganji spends more time with another survivor, or she would feel a pang in her heart watching a interaction from afar
if cecille and ganji are spending time together and another survivor captures his attention for an extended amount of time, she would slowly distance herself to do her own thing, assuming that ganjis priorities are elsewhere
she definitely tells herself that she has no business feeling like this, especially because they aren't necessarily a thing at this point and that ganji can do whatever he wants with whoever he wants, but that just leads her to feel worse
if ganji confronts her at a later time, asking where she went, shed try to brush it off saying something like, "oh, I left you both to talk, it seemed important! I went to do my own thing."
if its in a group setting and the two are sitting next to one another and other people catch ganjis attention, she might attempt to slip away by pretending she has to stretch and rub out her shoulders, and move to a different seat thats distanced from ganji, (that is, if she even decides to stay in the room) if ganji notices, shed do her best to avoid eye contact and continue to do her own thing. though, warmth will pool in her heart if ganji plays off the same thing to move closer to her.
ganji on the other hand
oh
oh ganji
his jealousy is MUCH MUCH more obvious
this might also be because cecille is much more affectionate to other people, its in her nature
every time cecille would bleed out and "die" in a match, he'd make sure that she wouldn't go for anyone else (might write a silly fic on this later)
long hugs, pats on the shoulder, favors, praise, holding hands, and especially loving kisses on the cheek or forehead gets ganji FUMING when he sees this blasphemy, and he dosent know how to properly feel when he finds out that she accompanies survivors during the night to sleep with them (non sexually ofc) if they had a bad day
he becomes much more competitive, attempting to outshine and to prove to himself and to cecille that hes worthy of her attention, and to make sure that no one else has it
he definitely gets possessive, standing close to her when someone comes to talk to her and makes himself noticeable
lowkey once their crushing becomes obvious to others in the manor, if someone is talking to cecille and gets a little too friendly with ganji nearby, all he has to do is give them a look that speaks words. they'd quickly finish up whatever business they have with cecille and once their gone, he'd be there to be the center of her attention
her past, specifically with Eli, may lead him to be upset and irritated with his presence. (will touch this in a few lines)
he dosent care too much about Silas, just by reading her body language when she's opened up about him, he KNOWS that she hates that man. if anything, he cant shake off the idea of being someone else's bride
cecille isn't overly affectionate with ganji as she is with other survivors in the manor, and this is because she dosent want to cross any borders with him, especially because more of her basic forms of affection were always turned down or hesitantly accepted earlier in their relationship, so of course shed never hold his hand or give him a kiss. somewhere in her mind, she may also find it morally wrong to mask those types of affection as platonic when she clearly would have meant it romantically
ganji obviously notices the disparity of affection from cecille, and at some point becomes frustrated to the point where he confronts her about it
it would probably start if there was something that brought eli and cecille close to one another. brooke still likes being around cecille, and eli in a hurry would try to fetch his beloved bird from her. they engage in small talk, and cecille still treats eli with decency. ganji might be a onlooker in this exchange, and become frustrated and approach cecille. Eli might take his as his cue to leave with Brooke, but ganji clearly needs to talk to cecille and pulls her aside to his room
he expresses little bits of his frustration, how could she even treat eli with kindness after what happened?
though this would be a snowball affect, and it would end with ganji saying something like this, "I always see you being so- youre always giving people --things-- and, why not me? why do you single me out?"
she's left a little confused, not knowing what he meant. this is the first time hes vulnerable about something regarding their relationship, but she slowly understands what hes trying to tell her. she dosent take this in a romantic sense initially, she was used to her kids asking for more and more affection, feeling as if they were being left out, and she understands ganji through this past experience
all she can do is smile and look down at him as he feels ashamed and afraid of rejection
"you know," she hums and reaches for his hand, "you could just ask me for a kiss if you wanted it so bad."
oh yeah and their crushing stage takes OFF
ganji asks for her more and more and more, and every time hes had a bad day, he'd go to her and ask her if shed be willing to stay the night (insert the fluffy section in my "fading stars" fic, for that is actually cannon between them)
when sleeping in the same room with one another so early on, cecille does not initiate anything major. although shed be open to hug and cuddle other survivors, ganji is always a different case. she doesn't want to push boundaries shes not meant to. I dont think ganji is asking her for such physical affection while sleeping near one another either. I feel like any affection like that happens is before the two go to sleep, ganji resting his head on her lap while she plays with his hair, or he'd mourn the loss of his home, hugging cecille
it is around this time and one of the nights that she stays with ganji that they tell one another their history in full. the moment is raw, they both cry, but they're there for one another.
famous iconic line from cecille, "youre a good man, ganji. i promise to take you home."
their pasts mirror one another in a way, he had been taken away from his life where she has had her life taken from her
they become as close as ever until shit goes down
of course, cecille bleeding out is nothing new, it happens at least once a week and yk, its to be expected
though, things take a sharp turn when cecille and ganji are the last two in a match against Percy
surprisingly, she had not yet eliminated, though she frantically attempts to finish the last cipher when ganji is downed.
when she notices that ganji, for the first time in his manor career, is about to bleed out, she is going to throw up out of nervousness
the entire event is tragic for cecille once she makes it to ganji, holding his dying body in her arms gives her unneeded flashbacks of when she was holding the dead bodies of her children, waves of guilt, and devastation
"hey, hey. shh. don't cry, it'll be okay." hed tell her, and all she can do is wail as she tries her best to pull out bandages to heal him, but its too late
when survivors surrender in a match, instead of showing the eliminated symbol, it instead shows the death symbol as if they were to bleed out
the thought of it is morbid, survivors surrendering is basically them offing themselves
so yeah
cecille surrenders on top of ganjis dead body
this mirrors how when they first initially met, cecille dying right next to ganji, and what he told her in attempts to soothe her as she was dying
this parallel absolutely makes me SICK I HATE THIS THEY MAKE ME CRY
of course once they arrive back at the manor, they immediately stumble through everything to find one another. they eventually have a heartfelt moment in the garden, the sun setting and golden hour flooding the room
(the reason why the "fading stars" fic hurt so much is because no matter in what universe or au, they always confess or have serious heartfelt moments during golden hour. when shit went down between the two, the time of day was blue hour)
they make me depressed
anyway, its here in the garden that they finally confess their feelings for one another
cecille finally takes the chance to be fully affectionate with him, (asking if its okay beforehand ofc), piling on the affection, kisses, pulling him closer and ganji does NOT know what to do 😭
of course he wants it, but hes never felt loved like this before, all what cecille is doing is kissing him to the point where her lipstick is smudged all over his face and letting praises spew from her mouth that leaves him hot and flustered, and it dosent help that she just bled out, and her affection strengthens by like 3x
basically he shuts down, her eagerness of affection makes his head spin
"you didn't have to do all that" he'd say, flushed, she laughs and pulls out her handkerchief
"you look good like this," shed compliment, her hand with the cloth reaching for his face, but he puts his hand over it and pushes it back down. she can only smile. "like someone loves you, like I love you." (SHORT FIC ON THIS COMING SOON IM GOING TO LOOSE IT)
they walk out together and to cecilles room to get rest, their emotions couldn't handle the whiplash of dying together and then kissing in the garden not even 15 mins later
however, the survivors that caught a glimpse of them walking hand in hand and half of ganjis face matching the shade of her lipstick were sure to spread the news.
people congratulate them when they get the rest that they needed, but no ones really surprised, ganji was too obvious when he was crushing
couple
power couple af
still affectionate and silly as if they were still crushing
however, ganji is probably a little embarrassed of excessive pda, hes okay with hugs and nothing more than a simple kiss on the forehead or cheek, they would hold hands with one another but ganji still might feel a little embarrassed
shed wait for him to take her hand, and if not, shed kiss the back of his palm before walking together somewhere
cecille understands that and dosent push unless he asks for otherwise, but she tells him, "if you ever want something more in public, go for it. i dont mind."
the only time that I can think that he'd be outwardly affectionate in public is if hes jealous (though his jealousy has seriously diminished now that they're a couple)
he'd go up to her and hug her from behind, lean on her, give a quick kiss on her lips before standing beside her and holding her hand. he'd just be affectionate in a way that makes cecille lightheaded, she's definitely not prepared when this happens. soon enough she catches on, quickly ending whatever she's doing or making an excuse that she and ganji had errands to catch up on. shed make sure that they'd go somewhere that her full attention would be on him
when It comes to love languages, i can see ganji feeling the most comfortable receiving words of affirmation, and when giving it would be acts of service. sometimes hes not the best with words, and as expressed above, physical touch isn't his strong suit. he believes thoughtful actions speak louder, especially when it comes to cecille (will touch on this a little later)
cecille? atp shes all of them ☠️, when she's giving at least. receiving would definitely be acts of service
both are also definitely into quality time, even if they're doing nothing
regarding her words, I feel like she's silly and shed like to tease him, piling on affection through words to make him embarrassed, only loud enough for him to hear and no one else notice
shed butter him up and feed him compliments, tracing her fingers along his arm, saying things like:
"you're so handsome, ganji. i have to start keeping an eye on you so no one else gets any ideas."
"youre so great out there, helping others out. you've got this whole 'knight in shining armor' thing down, dont you?" shed laugh to herself and shake her head. "wanna know something embarrassing? sometimes I dont mind getting caught when we're in a match together, knowing that you'd come save me. my knight in shining armor."
he'd laugh, but when he sees the way she's staring at him, he'd ask, "youre joking, right?"
shed chuckle. "maybe i am." her finger would trail up his arm, to his shoulder, soon her hand on his cheek, chilly hands cupping his face if no one else was around. "but if i wasn't, you wouldn't mind, would you?"
GET A ROOM ‼️
speaking of ganji saving her in a match, shed tease him if she noticed that he was showing off
"you've been real brave lately, gupta. you trying to prove something?"
his goofy ass would try to play it off saying that he was just "doing what i have to do."
cecille hums, raising a eyebrow, and both know thats not the case, and ganji knows that she dosent believe it either.
"well, whatever youre doing, youre making me feel spoiled."
he'd cave in and laugh, saying, "well, no ones gonna protect you like I do."
he enjoys her attention, especially since she's usually busy doing other duties around the manor. her words inflate his ego and pride that he attempts to be humble about
at some point, it hits ganji like a truck, that throughout her life, cecille really had no one to take care for her the way she does for others.
in every day life, he'd pick up small tasks for her to make it easier, such as counting and organizing the stock of medical supplies, straightening up the common area, and maybe ask if she could teach him how to heal others more efficiently, would secretly take up her duties if emily calls for cecille to help injured survivors after a match
every now and then (and always after shed have a long day), he'd make sure that shed come back from a match to a clean room, something to eat, and a schedule that would be clear for the rest of the day. he'd prepare a warm bath for her with salts and oils, and depending if they are further along in their relationship would sit on a stool and wash her hair for her, talking about one another's day, or sit in silence if needed
"ceci, you never give yourself a break. let someone, let me, treat you like you treat others."
if someone comes knocking on her door asking for something, ganji would answer and shoo them away, "sorry, shes busy. go find someone else."
hes a little cold, but all the weight this poor woman carries on her shoulders would give him a headache, and somewhat annoys him that everyone is always asking stuff from her
besides people who look up to her, (Emma for example) she dosent give out affection as much besides hugs. she respects ganji and he slowly learns to accept that her hugs to others aren't anything more than platonic, especially since that is how she uses her ability during a match
I lowkey cannot think of any nicknames they'd call each other besides ceci and jiji,,, any ideas would be appreciated,,,, 😿
light nsfw
this section is rather short because there isn't much to really say about them???? (I lied, re-reading this I had some things to say)
I dont find either of them doing the devils tango for no reason, or doing it just to do it
its not because there would be a pregnancy scare (cecille cant even have children), I can just see both of them viewing it as something thats meant to be special and not happening all the time
idk how to explain it, they just both see it as a connection that is lowkey sacred. they dont do it just because it "feels good", its more of showing the other that they fully love them in a different way that isn't expressed often
whenever it does happen though, its slow, its emotional, both are vulnerable and just taking the other all in
they laugh and giggle out of excitement when it finally does happen, smiling at one another
the buildup and aftercare are sweet, fluttering kisses over each others scars and praises gifted back and forth the entire time
I find both having rather low libidos (ofc they might have their own moments where its more felt, but yk)
ganji, true to the whole process of even having a relationship with him, is in no rush to get things moving along. and again, when he was in britain he had more things to be worrying about then having sex with someone else. because of this id think he'd be generally inexperienced. though hes not completely oblivious, hes a grown ass man, but its his first few times so he at least wants to show that hes making cecille feel loved the right way
cecilles libido is, a little confusing? I think shed be fine with not partaking in sex at all, thats why I mention it being low, though she could be in the mood more often? the best way I can describe it is that she adapts to the needs of her partner without knowing it. its not forced, but It could stem from wanting to take care of people and their needs. she's more adventurous if her partner were to suggest something (though, within what she's comfortable with, ofc. I feel like things that cause intentional pain or things that seem as if there's no respect like degrading shed immediately say no)
therefore cecille is a true switch
with ganji, I feel as if hes somewhere along the lines of a service top (informed by oomfie that this is a lgbtq+ term oopsies), especially when their relationship continues on. ganji, realizing that cecille does so much for other people and rarely has people doing things for her (like mentioned above), might feel as if she needs a break and to give to her
this may make cecille emotional, he'd repeat the words, "youre always doing everything for everyone. I think youre deserving of having it the other way around for once." she was always on the opposite side, and being loved the way shes always loved makes her soft
is it bad that I say that every time I see ganji nsfw head cannons I cringe when I see him being depicted as someone whose rough during moments like these
like what the fuck do you mean degrading was even in the question when it comes to ganji 🤦‍♀️ smh
im careful of writing stuff with ganji especially during freak time because anything to do with his character that has his restrained/tied up/talked down to lowkey feels wrong, da fleep,,,
I feel like when they are like,,, doin the it,,,, would like to be in a position where they'd see each others faces, it feels more intimate and personal and they get to smooch each other and shit
overall rather vanilla, idk I feel like other versions of them would be a lot more freaky (ahem cecille coa 3 skin concept and ganji coa 5 b tier)
in the beginning, I feel like ganji understands that of course, she had a life before him, so he wouldn't get insanely jealous of her past sexual relationships, maybe a little disheartened seeing how much love she has to give. but all that fades away as time goes on, "i don't care about it cecille. i dont care. im all yours now, and youre all mine."
yeah thats all for da phreaky time
closing notes oh yeah
can you tell that im a sucker for pining because of how long the crush stage is compared to the others
I love slow burn
oh yeah
I am pondering a lot of different aus between them, one includes ivory tower(shoutout to academic rivals to lovers), his coa 5 b tier sheriff, coa 6 paratrooper, his s tier lava cake, seasonal god/godess au where cecille is spring and ganji is winter, and a bunch of other random ass things between them they are the worms eating my brain
might post a fic of cecille turning into weeping angel and ganji bullshit idk,,, I never lock in
IF ANY OF YOU HAVE OTHER HEADCANNONS FOR THEM PLEASSE PLEASE PLEAPLE PELAPLEPLAEPLAE PLEASE TELL THEM TO ME AND ILL ACTUALLY MAKE IT HAPPEN IM CRYING
(∴◓᷄‸◓᷅∴) ♡ (⊗`ʖ´⊗)
their anniversary/creation is may 10th :3
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doodles during class,,,
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ganji plush came in the mail… had to take a photo of him and the cecille plush my friend made for me a few years back :3
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ganji endearingly calling cecille "my angel" after shes changed into Weeping Angel for the first time, even if shes in her survivor form im going to cry everywhere im loosing it
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