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fiction-heals · 17 days ago
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This was a blast of a day 🌈🫧🌅🍄🥰
22-march-2025
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meowuff · 2 months ago
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I have the weird feeling that I have a specific pattern in picking my fav character from any given show...
I wonder what that says about me...
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defiledtomb · 4 months ago
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How did it go ? 👁👁
I FEEL ALIVE
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nerbos · 7 months ago
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hellooo every-nyan
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grahamcarmen · 1 year ago
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Nothing making my eyes roll all the way back in my head more rn then " he doesn't deserve her but -" in reference to any type of relationship they could have [usually to the tune of him returning to being the " like a big brother" she used to think he was and completely ignoring the *everything*]
Its so off handedly dismissive of gray and by proxy carmen for caring about him I hate it
Do I understand hating the double down decisions? Sure. but like wow its almost like hes literally the one who got shot FOR her sake BY her after thinking he would be left with nothing but a [hey she made it]
and then people start pulling the *deserve card for a [ I GUESS they probably can acknowledge they give a shit about each other or smth as a lil bow, maybe continue the same old same ol']
Because Heaven forbid carmen actually have to fully go through a complex thought about a dynamic that wasn't as simple as her side or nothing at all when how it ended currently was her side and nothing [because wattya know he probably has feelings about this whole thing that aren't so simple and double forbid his feelings be allowed to be more complicated than gee wilikers im ready to be the brosef i guess you wanted me to be. 😒barf.]
CARMEN values his past kindness and she decides. This person is important to her. She wants him to be with her.
her reaction to him
* getting what he deserves* is to break down
[Which I guess side note: 🙄there ya go. what a VILE agent might "deserve" canonically all done.]
saying he doesn't deserve her caring???
Bro HE GOT ELECTROCUTED
AND the phrase is a mild stab at carmen at literally any point even when they're guarded [mildly still nostalgic] towards each other like in the pilot because SHE IS THERE BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO SEE IF HE COULD BE ON HER SIDE AGAIN, KNOWING! WHAT HE WAS CAPABLE OF.
She still thought he deserved* that much at least.
And she still has affection for him even when it looks like he's someone who doesn't *deserve* it
She wants to be allowed to care.
Like sometimes
Love&affection =/= only to those who deserve it
Like sometimes -
Its just something someone wants to give [and hey look its almost like he ends his current arc giving back to her as well] and the phrase "doesn't deserve but I guess -" just -
Just -
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Youtube look straight into my eyes and explain why it occurs to you to think that that is what I love seeing on my browsing experience
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bangcakes · 1 year ago
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#personal#im like so happy rn. but also terrified#bc like. uh. gotta go back to the real world of having a job after bein in school for 3 years DNDNJDNDNDNDN#and also like. my boy problem. like NDJFJDJDJJDJDJDJD#big transitions oml#i can only do 1 thing at once and like so sorry to me but the job search thing is kinda taking a back seat NFNDDJFN#OH I HATE TO SAY IT. AS LIKE. A USUALLY CAREER DRIVEN PERSON BUT..................#JDJDJDJDJDJDDDJDNDNDNDNDND I CANT EVEN SAY IT............#but rn ya. my priorities.... im ashamed NDNNDNDNDNDNDNDNDNNDDNDND#but.... HHHHHHHHHHH its the more fun thing so !!!!!!!!!#but gah..... i also am like takin a break bc its like christmas n who the fuck is looking to hire rn lmao#the time between xmas n new years isnt real so !!!!#and also !!! i think i deserve a break after 4 months of non stop work !!!!!!!!!!#also like the faster i resolve my boy problem the easier itll be to focus#on job searching ?????#or like god i guess i could do both. my mom keeps being like.... youre both looking for jobs... why dont you ask him to do it together NDN#um.... 1. hes my competition LMAO. we literally had the same gpa down to the decimal#(tho this may no longer be the case bc we got our grades for the semester n mine went up. idk the state of his. would be fuckin funny if it#was still the same tho JDJDJFJDJ)#and 2..... LOL ID RATHER DO LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE WITH HIM........#god idk where this post is going. but 1. i wished him merry christmas and he answered back with a 'merry christmas 😄' which !!!@@@#from a reserved/grumpyish guy...... im just kind of like NDNNDNDNDNDND IDK. IDKKKKK. LIKE IM HAPPY ???? BUT IM ALSO LIKE FREAKED OUT ??????#i dont think i'll be able to deal if he actually likes me back#and 2. i like have a draft message of like. asking him to hang out JJDJDJDNDNDM#if youve been following these posts.. maybe u remember me askin him if he wants to keep in touch with me n our mutual friend and he said#he would. so that friend is like. going away for a month and like ok lets be real. if i have to wait until feb to see him i'll um Die JDJJD#so i have a message planned. IDK WHEN IM GONNA SEND IT. BUT IT WILLLL GET SENT. I JUST.... HHHHHHH I HAVE TO GET THE NERVE....#but .... ya idk i hope he says yes but i'll also get if he says no. may be awks just the two of us. maybe we're not ready LMAO IDK. ive bee#alone with him maybe like. 30 mins max. and like the convo keeps going but there are pauses. IDK. maybe i should stop thinking and go to be
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monstrsball · 2 years ago
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it's thinking about iwaoisuga long distance and being kinda sad hours. they are playing on hard mode!! imagining them trying to navigate the timezones, it's such a headache but also worth it. they're staying up way too late or waking up earlier than they really need to, squeezing calls in between classes, etc...
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yellowstriipes · 3 months ago
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hate it when people dont wanna meet a story on its own terms and where it is.
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cloudy-squid · 2 years ago
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Yes I am back to listening to Orville Peck daily. Obviously I need to be emotionally destroyed by let me drown.
Wrecked by hexie mountain
Vibe with Daytona sand
Spin about while listening to take you back
Big sky? Adore it
Dead of night? Hits so good
Drive me, crazy? Aaaaaaaah
C'mon baby cry? Yes
Okay so yeah basically I love every album he's made and listen to all three near weekly
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fiction-heals · 1 month ago
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Poetic.
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oikarma · 26 days ago
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how you get the girl | pt.2
pairing: lando norris x reader
summary: what is up with your ex-situationship's timing?
a/n: time to lock in and actually work on this fic LOL.
part one / part two
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yourinstagram to new beginnings
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lilyzneimer will miss having you as a neighbor </3
yourinstagram oh but lily no distance could separate us yourinstagram i'll call you so often you'll get sick of me lilyzneimer you already do yourinstagram oh. so.
hattiepiastri what happened to "catch flights not feelings"
yourinstagram in the making of this post no feelings were caught hattiepiastri but you are catching a flight yourinstagram it's for my freaking job let me BREATHE
yourfriend chef ramsey
yourinstagram ❤️ come over and i'll let you try some, they're sooo good
lando missing you in shanghai
yourinstagram you called me hours minutes ago lando wish you'd come visit yourinstagram what, are we in an established relationship? hattiepiastri OOOH CLOCKED!!
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yourinstagram home is where the heart is
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yourfriend so much fun with you!
yourinstagram can't believe we live so close now
hattiepiastri but i'm literally in aus.
yourinstagram didn't say where my home was, read the caption again hattiepiastri sorry queen ☹️
lando but that's not where mine is?
yourinstagram lando have you been listening to ts recently lando maybe yourinstagram didn't peg you for a lover boy @/oscarpiastri come here lilyzneimer don't make fun of his music taste yourinstagram who, oscar's? don't you worry, i was just sharing information so oscar could bully lando oscarpiastri Thanks, mate. yourinstagram good lad! lando ...
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deuxmoi Well, what do we think?
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user1 cheating already? gah. men.
user2 well maybe kylie's had a change of mind we never know. might be an inside joke or something
user3 she VEHEMENTLY hates green user4 wow fancy vocab user2 i'm just saying, maybe there's another meaning.
user5 are we sure its timothee
user6 ma'am this is a wendy's
user7 where even was he
user8 he posted his poker night at chateau marmont then dipped so no idea user9 on his story he posted a pic at an airport so prob not in LA anymore
user10 what was that girl he was hooking up with called again? swore i heard her talking in one of her tiktoks how she loved green
user11 that's crazy user12 delulu 101 user13 think her name was y/n or something just google it
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close friends only
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lilyzneimer ...what now
yourinstagram TURN OFF DND AND RESPOND TO ME
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@/chalametss timothee and kylie spotted at a concert
user1 guess it was an inside joke after all
user2 what user3 there was a rumor going around that he was buying stuff in her least favorite color user4 what even are these theories
user5 mom i don't like what i'm seeing
yourtiktok @/lilyztiktok bro this comment has been deleted
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lando Shanghai P4. Not the best pace today. We got off to a bad start but made what we could. Good job, Oscar.
user1 ohhh the first pic
user2 ovaries just exploded
user3 lando norizz who? he looks at me like that and i drop dead
user4 You got it mate
oscarpiastri Thanks Lando!
user5 mclaren's 2025 wdc + wcc
yourinstagram congrats! wish i could've been there
lando come to suzuka? user6 @/maguiwhateverheruseris keep an eye on your man user7 she's actually really pretty...why y'all hating? user8 no one's hating?? yourinstagram i'll see
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hattiepiastri oooh SPICY
yourinstagram 💓💋
lilyzneimer i approve of p3 wholeheartedly
yourinstagram almost forgot i had him blocked for a moment and worried that he'd see it lilyzneimer what are you worrying about?? you don't owe him anything
lando coming?
lando to suzuka? yourinstagram why'd you phrase it like that lando 😉 oscarpiastri Can you guys not. yourinstagram pop off oscar, tell him off lando 😔
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a/n: got kinda messy...
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narugen · 10 months ago
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okay i’m back to yap. not even image limit can stop me.
after that mina and ebina visit hoshina in the hospital to reaffirm her request from before the attack happened and she unknowingly dispels his fear that it’s all just one big prank. she’s 100% serious and she 100% believes the skills he’s been constantly put down for will be useful to their team.
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look at his shocked face dawg im gonna die we love u ashiro mina… the fact that he probably thought she forgot about it… because he never believed she was serious in the first place
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he lays himself bare and tells them what he really thinks about himself and his swordsmanship (despite taking so much pride in it) and mina slaps him with the fact that she believes it’s possible for him to evolve just as kaiju have and with a team that encourages his unique skills, he’ll absolutely do much better than with a team that only knows to look down on him (she didn’t say this i’m just putting my ship goggles on but it’s true)
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i just think the amount of faith and trust they have in each other could kill a man <- me. also the fact that he rose to vice-captain position even after all the years of being told he’s nothing more than a burden in other platoons . wow third division i love you
mina has faith that hoshina will successfully clear the path for her no matter what and he has faith that she’ll be there to take down any giant kaiju afterwards… GWUH!!!!!&3;&; i’m sorry okay it’s about the loyalty the devotion the trust..
(trust and faith in particular, because we know how mina feels about betrayal)
bonus hoshina for anybody who read until the end. little insect.
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hoshina/ashiro agenda b-side edition!
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i have so much to say about this but i’m so happy they went into further detail about this and hoshina’s thoughts prior to this moment… the fact that he genuinely thinks she’s playing a prank on him is so ouch
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but then we get to the part where’s a sudden outbreak and we see how ashiro views him vs how he views himself because of being constantly put down by the people around him - even his own father, someone he desperately wants approval from. mina however, even before witnessing his skills on the field, already believes that he’ll be an asset just based on what she’s seen from joint trainings.
and mina probably knew the answer would be that he couldn’t take down the kaiju as he was, but she asked him anyway despite ebina’s orders on staying behind.
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and her belief in him doesn’t go to waste because without his help and his skills, she wouldn’t have been able to kill of that kaiju. she was waiting on hoshina to ensure that child’s safety like he promised he would and she knew he would see it through
tumblr doesn’t let me post more images so i’ll just continue in a reblog 😒
#egg boils#in my head it would take her a long time to trust anybody again and like she believes in the strength of her men obviously but . Idk#rattles my brain….#hoshimina#hoshina soshiro#ashiro mina#i keep using the different variations for them sorry LOL#kaiju no.8#the parts where she reaches her hand out and where he stares wide eyed take me the fuck out bro.#i would’ve fallen love at first sight sorry . But like. first person to fucking believe in him. he’s been dismissed by everybody around him#since he was like TEN#GODDDDDDD#i hope the spin off gets to mina eventually#we’re at narumi now and oh boy that’s a whole other land mine for me#i know mina’s will be kafka focused but i’ll take anything that gives me further insight into her brain i need to know how she’s doing.#(unwell!)#btw i think. i think that if mina recruited hoshina with high hopes that he would become vice captain i think thats very ..!! agh its like#she’s letting someone take over the spot she specifically reserved for kafka u know and it’s not like she’s replacing him per say but just.#LETTING herself rely on someone else for once after putting so much burden on herself#i mean she still Does but . like#at least she has hoshina now…!#favourite ship idea that keeps rotating in my mind is the idea of mina letting her guard down with hoshina and leaning on him.. like#physically resting on his shoulder… w#GAH!!!!!!!!!#i love the way they draw mina’s eyes when she’s being sincere… when she lets herself express some emotions#soshiro hoshina#mina ashiro#soshimina
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biggestsimp12 · 5 days ago
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Unhealthy Obsession.
Ticci Toby x GN!Reader
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(Art is not mine, credits to misey4me on Pinterest)
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The night was too quiet.
You knew stepping into the woods at night was a mistake, but the thrill of it—of being somewhere you shouldn’t, of pushing boundaries—was too enticing. The flashlight in your hand flickered slightly, the cold air biting at your skin as you tread deeper into the unknown. The trees stretched tall and suffocating, their branches like skeletal fingers scratching against the sky.
Then, a noise. A sharp, stuttered inhale.
Your breath hitched.
A shadow darted between the trees.
A shape emerged from the darkness—a hunched figure, moving erratically, its limbs twitching with unnatural energy.
You barely had time to register the figure before it lunged at you.
Your instincts kicked in just in time to dodge, but the glint of moonlight on steel made your stomach drop. The blade of an axe swung through the air where your head had been mere moments ago.
He was fast.
He stumbled forward with an unnatural gait, his body jerking with every step. The tics were obvious now—the way his head snapped to the side, the way his shoulders twitched. A sharp giggle escaped him, like a hiccup mixed with amusement.
“Gah—! Gotcha—! Ha—! Hah—hah—hah!”
You bolted.
Your legs carried you on sheer terror, weaving between trees as the sound of heavy boots pounded behind you. You could hear him laughing, choking on his own breath, hacking and gasping as he pursued you relentlessly.
Then—thwack!
An axe flew past your head, embedding itself deep into a tree just inches away. The shock sent you stumbling, your heart hammering in your throat.
And then, something snapped inside you.
You ripped the axe from the bark.
Adrenaline surged through you as you turned, gripping the handle tight. He was already lunging again, his mouth twisted into something between a grin and a grimace.
But when he saw the axe in your hand, something flickered in his expression.
Not fear. Not admiration. Pure, unfiltered rage.
You didn’t stick around to find out what he would do. You ran, taking his weapon with you.
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He found you again.
And again.
And again.
Each time, he tried to finish what he started. Each time, he failed.
At first, it was pure frustration—his body spasming with irritation whenever you managed to slip away. His laughter became sharp and bitter, his tics more erratic, his voice strained with fury whenever he snarled your name into the empty night. You were the one who got away. The one stain on his perfect streak. The one thing he couldn't kill.
But over time, something changed.
It wasn’t just frustration anymore. It was obsession.
It started with him watching you when you thought you were alone. When you walked home late at night, he was there, just out of sight. When you slept, he lingered outside your window, his breath fogging up the glass. When you spoke—to anyone, to anything—he listened, absorbing every detail of your life.
You became his fixation. The one person he couldn’t kill. The one challenge he couldn’t overcome.
And yet…
He didn’t want to kill you anymore.
Not really.
He wanted to understand you. To break you. To see what lay beneath that adrenaline-fueled defiance.
And worse?
You started to let him.
You should have run. Should have left town. Should have told someone, anyone.
But instead, you played the game.
You left your window unlocked some nights. You spoke into the darkness, knowing he was listening. You kept the axe—his axe—under your bed, and some twisted part of you liked knowing it was there.
Because for all the fear, the chase, the danger—
You weren’t just running anymore.
You were waiting.
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Weeks turned into months. The tension between you was palpable. Every time he found you, every time you escaped, the game escalated.
You could feel his eyes burning into your back when you walked through town, his presence lurking in places you hadn’t even thought to check before. He wasn’t just watching—he was learning. Learning how you moved, how you thought, how you breathed.
Then, one night, he took it a step further.
You had just stepped into your room, exhaustion from the day settling deep into your bones, when you felt it. That shift in the air. The sensation of something being off.
Then—
“Miss me?”
Your heart nearly leapt out of your chest as you spun around, your breath catching in your throat.
He was there.
Standing in your room, casually leaning against the window frame like he belonged there, like he hadn’t just broken into your house without a sound. His hoodie was stained with something dark, his hatchet dangling lazily from his fingers.
But his expression—
He wasn’t angry.
No, he was grinning.
“Nice place,” he murmured, his voice laced with amusement. His head twitched to the side sharply, a tic that sent a shudder through his whole frame. “Cozy. You leave the window open for me?”
You should have screamed. Should have grabbed something—anything—to defend yourself.
But you didn’t.
Because deep down, you already knew the truth.
This wasn’t a game anymore.
This was an invitation.
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beiasluv · 1 year ago
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christmas spirit’s | f1 grid
a/n: super rushed but enjoy 💀💀
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ynfannss NOT CHARLES BEGGING FOR YN TO TAKE THAT PICTURE AS HIS SECRET SANTA PRESENT
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username mans knew that she loves f1 dilfs and went with it
username I NEED to see Jenson reaction
username NO because Sebastian IS her mentor 😩
username I FEEL SO BAD FOR YN ��
username RIGHT
username NOT WHEN SHE GAVE THE BEST GIFT AS WELL
username 😭😭
username BUT QUEEN WASNT FAZE AT ALL
username NO SHE LOVED THAT GIFT
username I wouldn’t be mad if I was gifted the three branches of government
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carlossainz55 ¡feliz navidad! from the sainz’s 🎄
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username carlos is in spain (without the s)
username NO MORE CHRISTMAS PARTY SAINZ😩😭
username NO MORE SMOOTH OPERATORR
username another one ticked off the list 😭😭😭
username ikr???
username YALL ACTIN LIKE THEY DONT HAVE PRIVATE JETS 👹
username FR THEY JUST HOP ON AND OFF LIKE ITS A FUCKING BUS
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alex_albon wishing everyone a very happy christmas from the albons!
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username sad day to be an albon fan
username girl imagine being a logan stan
username you’re either american or american. either way, he is definitely back in florida
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username get a fucking life yall it’s just a party
username ITS NOT “JUST A PARTY”
username it’s LIFE
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charles_leclerc family dinner from the leclerc ❤️🎄
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username okay mr. host candidate, pack it up rn
username WHERE IS THE PARTY MISTA
username so no one is going to mention that yn goes on to like every single post 😭😭
username and lando.
username they plotting sumthinh
username tell me that bitch didn’t lie to us 👹
username that’s mean. do it again
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yourinsta new player contract?? 🤭
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carlossainz55 ankles still working?
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yourinsta she was a fairy 🤭🤭
username TIKTOK QUEENNN
username YN IS IN THE UK 🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧🦅🦅🦅
username GOD BLESS FHE QUEEN (Yn)
username LANDO???? EXCUSE ME WHO GAVE YOU THE PERMISSION
username so bf??? 🤭😭😭😭
username WHAT IS HAPPENING
username football girlie here but gah daium yn looks so fine 😩
username the crossover we never (kinda) expected 👹
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yourinsta happy holidays and making cookies!
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landonorris where’s mine
yourinsta burnt 👹
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yourinsta SAY SIKE RN 🤭
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landonorris 4h
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f1gossips photos of the F1 Christmas party parties last night were leaked. lando norris comfirmed as the party host and special guests of carlos sainz, nico hulkenburg, max verstappen, pierre gasly, kika gomes, yn ln, and charles leclerc himself. monte carlo confirmed.
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username please tell me yn took that picture of Charles
username queen getting back for his present
username no she was a savage last night 😭
username Queen was roasting no one with hesitation
username AS SHE SHOULD
ngl guys, I actually finished the mark webber one first and then the poll shifted 👹👹👹👹
if you guys enjoyed it, any interaction would be appreciated. if not, then why the fuck not? 😘
today’s a great day to get out and take care of yourself 🫶
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trulyumai · 9 months ago
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Landing a Blow
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Pairing: Messmer the Impaler x Reader
Synopsis; The tarnished invaded his keep, Messmer on the brink of defeat, thinks of his wife.
But wait, isn't that her pushing towards him and the Elden Lord ?
Warnings: Blood, Fighting, Violence, Anger.
A/N: Wooo boy! enjoy :)
Read with my Messmer playlist ! https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4Lv2RUNKH2voR45QP07ryd?si=WjtWV47iSiywnT7JhADyUg&pi=u-iz0Wfu53T36-
“Gah- Ah,” 
The tarnished, as if to mock the legend of flames, stood proudly above him; with his weapon pointed downward towards Messmer, ready for the final strike, once and for all sealing their prophecy of lordship. 
He followed the roads, the soldiers all the way to the darkened castle. And now, with the last standing relative of the grace; he could begin his reign. For only him could be Elden Lord.
“To fall- to such a- an indictment upon light; a curse to smother beneath mine own heel,” Messmer gritted out, blood falling off in rhythm off his temple and with teeth bared spat red at the man. His vision blurred, trying not to groan; he focused- the figure in front of him was too shaky for his liking, black dots entered his view.  
His opponent said nothing, with a calm but eerie facade, the tarnished raised his sword above Messmer. It shined against the rising fire cascading the surrounding walls. 
He couldn't believe it- to die by such indecent hands? 
Despicable, what would his family think, 
His followers,
His mother?
“O mother,” head tilted down, he could no longer hold the strong appearance, the pain numbed his senses.
His eyes burned, cuts lay waste to his body and his hands- were covered in blood and ash. 
The maroon stains were dry, flaking off with each nervous twitch of the man's limb and his nails scratched at his knuckles in shame. 
The silence of the room, it pissed him off to no end. For the tarnish to have such a stance- such ground before him, it boiled his blood, flamed his knuckles once more and made him bite down with such a pressure that made the bones in his teeth click and grind.
“Do it,” Messmer urged, red brows furrowed. 
“Or is thou such a coward, thy won’t serve me deliverance?” 
The blade began its descent, and Messmer couldn't physically shut his eyes. Memories upon memories graced his presence. 
And it all involved his wife; his beloved. 
Her laugh, the way she kissed him, smiled at him. 
She was so, so proud of him, even through all the bodies that lay wasted upon the fields; she stayed upon his altar. 
“I'm sorry, my love.” With those final words, his form could now relax and with a wobbling lip, smiled. The smell of Erdflowers and apples comforted his last moments as the blade grew closer. 
“Stop! Please!” 
A voice so delicate, so desperate drew the man from his displayed remorse. 
“Wife?” He all but whispered. It wasn’t possible. It couldn't be real. 
And yet there she stood, just beside the pushed open stone hinges- panting and wobbling toward the pair. 
“Stop, please, I beg of you!” Tripping over a fallen piece of debris she cried out. Messmer couldn't help but jolt towards her in response; only to be stopped by a blade to the neck. 
The girl's eyes widened, still laying on her chest adrenaline began to rush through her bones, shaky arms lifted her upper form yet her bottom half lay sprawled out. Too afraid of the sword running across her husband's skin, distance was kept between them. 
However, the flames held no patience; they burnt the wooden beams around the ceiling, every second that passed meant that more instability entered the chambers. Suddenly, a large pillar fell atop the girl, she screamed out from underneath it and Messmer shuddered. Racked with fear he pushed against the blade, looking- wanting to see if her form laid whole. 
It had. 
She stared back at his yellow iris with blood dripping down the middle of her forehead. 
The walls began to  crack under such heat, paintings lay melted upon the ground and more objects fell upon the vicinity with a startling bang. 
Her eyes, how they shined with such a deep remorse- a sadness that Messmer wished he could pluck out. His hands shook, just how was he supposed to protect his wife in such a state of disarray? 
The tarnished so called, “Lord,” did nothing but glance at the woman and her pitiful state.
He felt the need to cut- maim such a pathetic sort in his presence. So with a kick to Messmer’s chest, he acted upon such intrusive thoughts. 
The air plummeted out of the knight's throat, landing on his back he did nothing but cough out the ash that had landed in his windpipe. From the corner of his eye, he saw the movement and how the tarnished gripped onto his sword. 
“No,” with every fiber of his being he lifted his figure, it was hunched and bloodied, but it stood afoot. His eyes, crazed and desperate, looked towards his cowering wife. 
“Halt!” Ignoring the knight's pleas, the intruder quickened his pace. The girl tried to wiggle out from the object atop of her. It burned the back of her skin and she yelled out in fear. 
He had to act. 
Go. 
GO
GO!
“Mmph!” Finally free, his wife leaned back and tried crawling anywhere away from the approaching mongrel feasting upon her delicacy. 
But, it was too late. 
For the lord had gripped her hair and pulled back with all the might he could. Her feet scraped against the ground until she hung up like a rag doll, clinging desperately onto the man's dirtied glove. 
She cried out, tears littered pinkened cheeks as wails left her throat unconsciously.
With his back to Messmer he had to be quick. 
It would be clean; one slice. 
The blade struck against her throat, creating a line of blood that reached down to her ruined dress. 
For it would have been deeper, if nobody had slammed against his backside.
“Augh-” 
“How dare you,” 
Long fingers found their way against the tarnished neck. 
“Touch my wife, with your graceless, vile hands.”
Desperate for air the man kicked- wriggled under the tall flame. 
It wasn’t enough- for the knight was fueled with fire and anger; only to be snuffed out by the revenge he sought. 
His wife did nothing but push her back against the farthest corner, sobs racked her body and the tears flowed freely. 
She didn't hear the plethora of curses,
The kicking of the crazed lord,
Or the stillness that came after. 
Everything went quiet. Only smoke clouded her vision and it began assaulting her throat most viciously. Coughing she looked, she needed proof of her husband, she wouldn't leave without it. Blinking she tried to push past the itching of her face- ash fell atop it gracefully as her nails itched without care upon her features. 
“Mess-” a dry cough
“Mess-mer!” With such a scratchy tone, there was no way to hear her over the roaring of the flames. 
For once, she crumpled. Did nothing but lay wilted against the floorboards as grief seeped into her bones like a plague. 
Eyelids heavy, they sagged against the itchy smoke filled air. She couldn’t find the energy to leave the chambers. 
Finally allowing her lids to fall; she waited. For death to come and pluck her away, away from the smoke and bodies. 
Warm fingers touched her cheeks, the tips reached to her ears and her eyes jostled open. 
It was him, her darling husband covered in fresh blood, with blackened ash clinging onto his frame. His snakes not upon his form, only ripped pieces of armor littered with maroon stains.
Grunting the man pushed forward, with everything he had left he began to lift the withered girl. 
She tried to cry out in joy, cheer on her husband for such a monstrosity of a fight- but the tears ran thick. They wouldn't stop leaking out and falling atop her husband's hair and face. 
Bursting through the doors, Messmer leaned against the wall as he descended down the walkway. 
His wife whimpered out incessant worries, nabbing at his face as the man tried his best to find the way out of such a destroyed place. 
“Wife- Ah, please,” 
Her lips wobbled as the man continued his trek, never once did her eyes strain from his bloodied form. 
Her hands gripped onto his shoulders, his face, neck- anything she could touch- she did. 
Finally bursting through the last set of doors, Messmer collapsed, his knees skidded against the floor as he held his wife up against him. 
She crumpled with the knight, leaned right into his form with a tight embrace. 
“You- Are you hurt?” 
He felt her head shift back and forth. 
“Thou is- ah, sure?”
Another shift. 
His palms rested on her back, soothingly trying to comfort the sniveling woman. 
She jolted back, and Messmer would have been relieved to see her if not for the harsh slap that accompanied her features. 
“You fool!” She bellowed. 
“You- you ingrate, you nobody! You swore to be the strongest- to protect the order- 
“I swore to protect you, darling- stop this,” 
A single hand rose to capture her violent fists. 
“Thou is fine, the order is fine. That pretender? He lays in the flames of the past, my love- 
“Don’t  ‘my love me!’ You could have died Messmer, and what then? Am I just supposed to forget you-us?!” 
“Don't be foolish.” 
No longer interested in such a conversation the man leaned back, he groaned out in pain as his bones once more lit aflame with agony. 
His eyes were on hers, and with the other hand, captured her jaw. 
“Thou remains safe, that's all that matters.” 
She was too tired to argue- after such an event she was grateful to have her husband alive and well, but the fear had been replaced with anger. 
Remorse hit her like a bolt of lightning. 
“I'm sorry.” She whispered. 
“I thought you died.” 
He smiled lightly upon the girl- ever infatuated with the love she held for the man. 
“Mmm,” He hummed. “That’s alright, dear wife.” 
Without hesitation she leaned in, her bloodied forehead molded against his. 
He could do nothing but stare with half lidded eyes- fighting the sleep off with only her image. 
Noticing the blank expression upon him she laughed, it was rough and exhausted. 
“Sleep, my husband. I will watch over thee, hm?” 
Nothing more needed to be said, securing his head against the stone support behind him, sleep took over the lanky man. 
His wife sighed and with an adoring smile, kissed upon his stained lips.
It was her time to watch over and protect. 
Nothing would get between her and the knight snoring tiredly against her body.
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celuere · 3 months ago
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You are so real for that! Lesbian Arle, that's all there is, like there's not a speck of her that gives off 'I can romantically like guy' like NADA! And everytime I scroll past through tiktok and see these gooners of a (male) streamer thirsting over her it feels like I've been tied into an electric chair LIKE PLEASE GET YOUR NASTY MALE EYES OFF OF MY LOVELY WOMAN KISSER! She's for the girls only! For womem only! Loud incorrect buzzer to those who think so otherwise! 😤
"oh but it doesn't say that in the game/hoyo wouldn't do that"
Do we play the same games?! Yeah it didn't outright say that she's lesbian BUT ITS SO DAMN OBVIOUS! And Hoyo?! The same company that made Honkai?? Are you sure?????
it‘s so funny to me when people deny queercoding in hoyo games. they LEGALLY CANT outright state a character’s sexuality, genshin was released in 2021, the same year china introduced the whole censorship thing. see image below
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we had bronya and seele KISSING in the hi3 manga before that, that panel got removed from the canon manga shortly after the introduction of the censorship. elysia talks about kissing girls ALL the fucking time, kiana literally dreamt about marrying mei and you are trying to tell me they’re not implying eimiko, clorivia and beiguang?????
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ignoring and denying their obvious intentions and indications because they’re not outright saying that beidou showed ningguang a real firework on lantern rite is tonedeaf. the same people denying said interactions to be implied would be yelling and screaming at the top of their lungs how CANON their ship is and how fucking straight the characters are if the same interactions happened between a man and woman. don’t pmo now.
arle doesn’t really have queer coding in my opinion other than her yelling at men all the gah damn time and just looking like pussydestroyer4000 , maybe we get some more of that in the project stuzha arc and her making out sloppy style with columbina. that being said, idgaf about what other people/writer hc her as because it doesn’t affect me any way lol do what you want on your blog, i‘ll do what i want on mine<3
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