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I have a bad habit.
I skim through books in tired moments, when I want to know the story but don’t have the brains to properly read it. I do go back to them all and reading them in my own pace, even if I already know bits or chunks of the plot. I spoil it for myself.
That’s that I did with Cytonic months ago, and what I just did to Defiant too. So, yeah, this contains spoilers. Be stronger than I am lol or not.
Or not because this came in such a good moment. It’s my 28th birthday today. It’s 1:44 AM, I have a glowing in the dark mushroom keychain I can see in my bedroom. For the first time in years I planned a party and I have friends I actually want to spend my time with. I was shocked and surprised and glad that they accepted — wow, I’m worthy being cared for?? About?. So I share the same realization and boasting feeling that this book brings or represents or stands for. I’m not alone. One does not withstand pain alone. One moves forward hand in hand with friends. And we stand together for each other. This is powerful.
It’s about connecting. Sharing. Welcoming. Comforting. The good and the bad moments. No matter your species. (We are all aliens, in a way, anyway. We feel the same, though.)
This represents how much I have grown in the past year, how far I’ve come, who I am becoming. It’s much farther than I envisioned, but pretty close to where I dreamed to be.
I gotta share this and see if my friends feel even a fraction of what I feel and make sure they know they are not alone either.
I’m just so happy and grateful ❣️ for them in my life. For myself. For my trust and fierce need of knowing and becoming.
So, a good habit. Be brave, y’all. It’s all in you.
You know, as the Saint says. Seeds already carry trees in them. Stars are already galaxies, or whatever.
Bless your stars ✨
(Come on, even the mushroom is a parallel lol i love it. Thanks for the laugh, M-Bot. Always.)
#defiant#brandon sanderson#CONTAINS MILD SPOILERS#SPOILERS#YES YOU READ THAT#but also#gah its mine#aster#is shining#skyward
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hellooo every-nyan
#how are you? fine thank you#OH MY GAH#also hi its been a while#4th year kinda kicked my ass and i lost my footing but we are so back#working on a gael piece but dont mind me posting older stuff for a bit#mine#traditional art#azumanga daioh#chiyo dad#chiyo chichi#azumanga fanart#artists on tumblr
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so anyway i commissioned @albino-whumpee to draw that one cigarette scene
#alksfjdklkjh#LOOK#at THEM#they are having SO much fun#look how much fun theyre having!! hihi#adklfjs#albino-whumpee#renee#conrad#adding this to the list things i want to print out and put on my cork board its beautiful#gaH#cigarette burns#manhandling#implied captivity#torture#hnNGNGBbbbbbbbbbbbb#screeching#moneymakers fanart tag#technically not fanart since its a commission but hmbg i dont know where else to put art that isnt mine#im gon stare for a while brb
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Nothing making my eyes roll all the way back in my head more rn then " he doesn't deserve her but -" in reference to any type of relationship they could have [usually to the tune of him returning to being the " like a big brother" she used to think he was and completely ignoring the *everything*]
Its so off handedly dismissive of gray and by proxy carmen for caring about him I hate it
Do I understand hating the double down decisions? Sure. but like wow its almost like hes literally the one who got shot FOR her sake BY her after thinking he would be left with nothing but a [hey she made it]
and then people start pulling the *deserve card for a [ I GUESS they probably can acknowledge they give a shit about each other or smth as a lil bow, maybe continue the same old same ol']
Because Heaven forbid carmen actually have to fully go through a complex thought about a dynamic that wasn't as simple as her side or nothing at all when how it ended currently was her side and nothing [because wattya know he probably has feelings about this whole thing that aren't so simple and double forbid his feelings be allowed to be more complicated than gee wilikers im ready to be the brosef i guess you wanted me to be. 😒barf.]
CARMEN values his past kindness and she decides. This person is important to her. She wants him to be with her.
her reaction to him
* getting what he deserves* is to break down
[Which I guess side note: 🙄there ya go. what a VILE agent might "deserve" canonically all done.]
saying he doesn't deserve her caring???
Bro HE GOT ELECTROCUTED
AND the phrase is a mild stab at carmen at literally any point even when they're guarded [mildly still nostalgic] towards each other like in the pilot because SHE IS THERE BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO SEE IF HE COULD BE ON HER SIDE AGAIN, KNOWING! WHAT HE WAS CAPABLE OF.
She still thought he deserved* that much at least.
And she still has affection for him even when it looks like he's someone who doesn't *deserve* it
She wants to be allowed to care.
Like sometimes
Love&affection =/= only to those who deserve it
Like sometimes -
Its just something someone wants to give [and hey look its almost like he ends his current arc giving back to her as well] and the phrase "doesn't deserve but I guess -" just -
Just -
Youtube look straight into my eyes and explain why it occurs to you to think that that is what I love seeing on my browsing experience
#its annoying. i dont subscribe to the i GUESS sentiment concerning them. never will.#op vents#if you were real sibling truthers you'd understand (i know theres better brothers but your the only one thats mine)#GOD and thats why im not a sibling truther at all#barf if the conclusion is that carmen not have to actually have a complex thought about their dynamic at all#barf if gray has to swallow any feelings for the rest of time just to fall in line#like gah#i know i say i hate them sometimes but its just a joke on how they just shake my feelings in their storm of emotions. i love it.#maybe if you guys love each other true youll feel better 😤#youtube why dont you offer me amvs i like instead#stupid ass
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#personal#im like so happy rn. but also terrified#bc like. uh. gotta go back to the real world of having a job after bein in school for 3 years DNDNJDNDNDNDN#and also like. my boy problem. like NDJFJDJDJJDJDJDJD#big transitions oml#i can only do 1 thing at once and like so sorry to me but the job search thing is kinda taking a back seat NFNDDJFN#OH I HATE TO SAY IT. AS LIKE. A USUALLY CAREER DRIVEN PERSON BUT..................#JDJDJDJDJDJDDDJDNDNDNDNDND I CANT EVEN SAY IT............#but rn ya. my priorities.... im ashamed NDNNDNDNDNDNDNDNDNNDDNDND#but.... HHHHHHHHHHH its the more fun thing so !!!!!!!!!#but gah..... i also am like takin a break bc its like christmas n who the fuck is looking to hire rn lmao#the time between xmas n new years isnt real so !!!!#and also !!! i think i deserve a break after 4 months of non stop work !!!!!!!!!!#also like the faster i resolve my boy problem the easier itll be to focus#on job searching ?????#or like god i guess i could do both. my mom keeps being like.... youre both looking for jobs... why dont you ask him to do it together NDN#um.... 1. hes my competition LMAO. we literally had the same gpa down to the decimal#(tho this may no longer be the case bc we got our grades for the semester n mine went up. idk the state of his. would be fuckin funny if it#was still the same tho JDJDJFJDJ)#and 2..... LOL ID RATHER DO LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE WITH HIM........#god idk where this post is going. but 1. i wished him merry christmas and he answered back with a 'merry christmas 😄' which !!!@@@#from a reserved/grumpyish guy...... im just kind of like NDNNDNDNDNDND IDK. IDKKKKK. LIKE IM HAPPY ???? BUT IM ALSO LIKE FREAKED OUT ??????#i dont think i'll be able to deal if he actually likes me back#and 2. i like have a draft message of like. asking him to hang out JJDJDJDNDNDM#if youve been following these posts.. maybe u remember me askin him if he wants to keep in touch with me n our mutual friend and he said#he would. so that friend is like. going away for a month and like ok lets be real. if i have to wait until feb to see him i'll um Die JDJJD#so i have a message planned. IDK WHEN IM GONNA SEND IT. BUT IT WILLLL GET SENT. I JUST.... HHHHHHH I HAVE TO GET THE NERVE....#but .... ya idk i hope he says yes but i'll also get if he says no. may be awks just the two of us. maybe we're not ready LMAO IDK. ive bee#alone with him maybe like. 30 mins max. and like the convo keeps going but there are pauses. IDK. maybe i should stop thinking and go to be
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it's thinking about iwaoisuga long distance and being kinda sad hours. they are playing on hard mode!! imagining them trying to navigate the timezones, it's such a headache but also worth it. they're staying up way too late or waking up earlier than they really need to, squeezing calls in between classes, etc...
#iwaoisuga#in the tag...? sure#i think oikawa (and iwa <- sees him playing in college) is calling a lot from the locker room#sometimes when the rest of team is there and they tease him so much and try to embarrass him and it's fun#and then sometimes it's just them bc the team isn't there yet or they just left and. yeah#AND LIKE ANGST... sometimes there are weeks when things just don't line up and they can't call and its so hard.#like they try!!! but one of them falls asleep or they have to study or they have to go practice and it just doesn't work out#gah. laying on the floor#<- has more thoughts but is stopping here. if anyone else has thoughts or i guess wants to hear more of mine... lmk..
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everyday i think about this split-second tender moment from episode 20 and immediately Cry™️
#shenlan qiyu wushuang zhu#the land of miracles#donghua#chinese animation#im so fucking soft for them its insane#;-;#this wasnt in the novel qwq but it fits them and their relationship perfectly#i love the donghua team sm for this#they captured fh's fondness for lg so well gAH#ALSO IF YOU PAUSE RIGHT AT THE START YOU CAN SEE THAT FAHUA IS SMILING OH MY GOOOSSHHDSJD#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-- *SOBS HARDER*#mine#my gif#the way i had to slow down the clip itself bc it went by SO fast omg like if you blink you miss it fr
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every so often i get autism blasted by pokemon black and white and its happening right now
#mine#OUGGHHHH I MISS YOU SO MUCH#I NEED TO REPLAY IT RIGHT NKWWW BUT ITS LATE#AND THE MUSIC N POKEMON N EVERYTHINGG GAH.#sorry. best gen.
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speaking of frank i need to write hawnk fic or ill actually die but i have no idea where to start
#ive written them both in separate contexts n i think i can do their voices p well#hawk idk if i can do his jokes uber well but i wrote him in a hawkahy thing and i enjoyed it + thought it was ic#n frank is SO fun to write fhsdjfk his neuroticism..#but idk what to do like. do i do post-war#frank goes to maine or hawk goes to indiana#do i do set durin the shows run#i hav a lot of ideas but its picking & making it happen#gah#txt#mine
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Yes I am back to listening to Orville Peck daily. Obviously I need to be emotionally destroyed by let me drown.
Wrecked by hexie mountain
Vibe with Daytona sand
Spin about while listening to take you back
Big sky? Adore it
Dead of night? Hits so good
Drive me, crazy? Aaaaaaaah
C'mon baby cry? Yes
Okay so yeah basically I love every album he's made and listen to all three near weekly
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okay i’m back to yap. not even image limit can stop me.
after that mina and ebina visit hoshina in the hospital to reaffirm her request from before the attack happened and she unknowingly dispels his fear that it’s all just one big prank. she’s 100% serious and she 100% believes the skills he’s been constantly put down for will be useful to their team.
look at his shocked face dawg im gonna die we love u ashiro mina… the fact that he probably thought she forgot about it… because he never believed she was serious in the first place
he lays himself bare and tells them what he really thinks about himself and his swordsmanship (despite taking so much pride in it) and mina slaps him with the fact that she believes it’s possible for him to evolve just as kaiju have and with a team that encourages his unique skills, he’ll absolutely do much better than with a team that only knows to look down on him (she didn’t say this i’m just putting my ship goggles on but it’s true)
i just think the amount of faith and trust they have in each other could kill a man <- me. also the fact that he rose to vice-captain position even after all the years of being told he’s nothing more than a burden in other platoons . wow third division i love you
mina has faith that hoshina will successfully clear the path for her no matter what and he has faith that she’ll be there to take down any giant kaiju afterwards… GWUH!!!!!&3;&; i’m sorry okay it’s about the loyalty the devotion the trust..
(trust and faith in particular, because we know how mina feels about betrayal)
bonus hoshina for anybody who read until the end. little insect.
hoshina/ashiro agenda b-side edition!
i have so much to say about this but i’m so happy they went into further detail about this and hoshina’s thoughts prior to this moment… the fact that he genuinely thinks she’s playing a prank on him is so ouch
but then we get to the part where’s a sudden outbreak and we see how ashiro views him vs how he views himself because of being constantly put down by the people around him - even his own father, someone he desperately wants approval from. mina however, even before witnessing his skills on the field, already believes that he’ll be an asset just based on what she’s seen from joint trainings.
and mina probably knew the answer would be that he couldn’t take down the kaiju as he was, but she asked him anyway despite ebina’s orders on staying behind.
and her belief in him doesn’t go to waste because without his help and his skills, she wouldn’t have been able to kill of that kaiju. she was waiting on hoshina to ensure that child’s safety like he promised he would and she knew he would see it through
tumblr doesn’t let me post more images so i’ll just continue in a reblog 😒
#egg boils#in my head it would take her a long time to trust anybody again and like she believes in the strength of her men obviously but . Idk#rattles my brain….#hoshimina#hoshina soshiro#ashiro mina#i keep using the different variations for them sorry LOL#kaiju no.8#the parts where she reaches her hand out and where he stares wide eyed take me the fuck out bro.#i would’ve fallen love at first sight sorry . But like. first person to fucking believe in him. he’s been dismissed by everybody around him#since he was like TEN#GODDDDDDD#i hope the spin off gets to mina eventually#we’re at narumi now and oh boy that’s a whole other land mine for me#i know mina’s will be kafka focused but i’ll take anything that gives me further insight into her brain i need to know how she’s doing.#(unwell!)#btw i think. i think that if mina recruited hoshina with high hopes that he would become vice captain i think thats very ..!! agh its like#she’s letting someone take over the spot she specifically reserved for kafka u know and it’s not like she’s replacing him per say but just.#LETTING herself rely on someone else for once after putting so much burden on herself#i mean she still Does but . like#at least she has hoshina now…!#favourite ship idea that keeps rotating in my mind is the idea of mina letting her guard down with hoshina and leaning on him.. like#physically resting on his shoulder… w#GAH!!!!!!!!!#i love the way they draw mina’s eyes when she’s being sincere… when she lets herself express some emotions#soshiro hoshina#mina ashiro#soshimina
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25-june-2023
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never so pissed the fuck off in my life as when someone is In The Kitchen when im trying to do the dishes. immediate fuck off button.
#like ? im literally doing the dishes go away#respect my privacy#like. even when someones trying to help by drying them when i put them out to drain its like.#i appreciate the sentiment but im exploding you in my head rn#cant deal with it#dont know what it is my skin physically crawls . having someone trying to dry while i clean unless i specifically ask for it is the worst#experience anybody can ever have i think#i feel so rushed i cant have a podcast on blast i cant. think? i hate it#society if nobody ever existed in the kitchen while i was there without express permission#GAH. bad time. ants in my brain#mine
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christmas spirit’s | f1 grid
a/n: super rushed but enjoy 💀💀
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ngl guys, I actually finished the mark webber one first and then the poll shifted 👹👹👹👹
if you guys enjoyed it, any interaction would be appreciated. if not, then why the fuck not? 😘
today’s a great day to get out and take care of yourself 🫶
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Landing a Blow
Pairing: Messmer the Impaler x Reader
Synopsis; The tarnished invaded his keep, Messmer on the brink of defeat, thinks of his wife.
But wait, isn't that her pushing towards him and the Elden Lord ?
Warnings: Blood, Fighting, Violence, Anger.
A/N: Wooo boy! enjoy :)
Read with my Messmer playlist ! https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4Lv2RUNKH2voR45QP07ryd?si=WjtWV47iSiywnT7JhADyUg&pi=u-iz0Wfu53T36-
“Gah- Ah,”
The tarnished, as if to mock the legend of flames, stood proudly above him; with his weapon pointed downward towards Messmer, ready for the final strike, once and for all sealing their prophecy of lordship.
He followed the roads, the soldiers all the way to the darkened castle. And now, with the last standing relative of the grace; he could begin his reign. For only him could be Elden Lord.
“To fall- to such a- an indictment upon light; a curse to smother beneath mine own heel,” Messmer gritted out, blood falling off in rhythm off his temple and with teeth bared spat red at the man. His vision blurred, trying not to groan; he focused- the figure in front of him was too shaky for his liking, black dots entered his view.
His opponent said nothing, with a calm but eerie facade, the tarnished raised his sword above Messmer. It shined against the rising fire cascading the surrounding walls.
He couldn't believe it- to die by such indecent hands?
Despicable, what would his family think,
His followers,
His mother?
“O mother,” head tilted down, he could no longer hold the strong appearance, the pain numbed his senses.
His eyes burned, cuts lay waste to his body and his hands- were covered in blood and ash.
The maroon stains were dry, flaking off with each nervous twitch of the man's limb and his nails scratched at his knuckles in shame.
The silence of the room, it pissed him off to no end. For the tarnish to have such a stance- such ground before him, it boiled his blood, flamed his knuckles once more and made him bite down with such a pressure that made the bones in his teeth click and grind.
“Do it,” Messmer urged, red brows furrowed.
“Or is thou such a coward, thy won’t serve me deliverance?”
The blade began its descent, and Messmer couldn't physically shut his eyes. Memories upon memories graced his presence.
And it all involved his wife; his beloved.
Her laugh, the way she kissed him, smiled at him.
She was so, so proud of him, even through all the bodies that lay wasted upon the fields; she stayed upon his altar.
“I'm sorry, my love.” With those final words, his form could now relax and with a wobbling lip, smiled. The smell of Erdflowers and apples comforted his last moments as the blade grew closer.
“Stop! Please!”
A voice so delicate, so desperate drew the man from his displayed remorse.
“Wife?” He all but whispered. It wasn’t possible. It couldn't be real.
And yet there she stood, just beside the pushed open stone hinges- panting and wobbling toward the pair.
“Stop, please, I beg of you!” Tripping over a fallen piece of debris she cried out. Messmer couldn't help but jolt towards her in response; only to be stopped by a blade to the neck.
The girl's eyes widened, still laying on her chest adrenaline began to rush through her bones, shaky arms lifted her upper form yet her bottom half lay sprawled out. Too afraid of the sword running across her husband's skin, distance was kept between them.
However, the flames held no patience; they burnt the wooden beams around the ceiling, every second that passed meant that more instability entered the chambers. Suddenly, a large pillar fell atop the girl, she screamed out from underneath it and Messmer shuddered. Racked with fear he pushed against the blade, looking- wanting to see if her form laid whole.
It had.
She stared back at his yellow iris with blood dripping down the middle of her forehead.
The walls began to crack under such heat, paintings lay melted upon the ground and more objects fell upon the vicinity with a startling bang.
Her eyes, how they shined with such a deep remorse- a sadness that Messmer wished he could pluck out. His hands shook, just how was he supposed to protect his wife in such a state of disarray?
The tarnished so called, “Lord,” did nothing but glance at the woman and her pitiful state.
He felt the need to cut- maim such a pathetic sort in his presence. So with a kick to Messmer’s chest, he acted upon such intrusive thoughts.
The air plummeted out of the knight's throat, landing on his back he did nothing but cough out the ash that had landed in his windpipe. From the corner of his eye, he saw the movement and how the tarnished gripped onto his sword.
“No,” with every fiber of his being he lifted his figure, it was hunched and bloodied, but it stood afoot. His eyes, crazed and desperate, looked towards his cowering wife.
“Halt!” Ignoring the knight's pleas, the intruder quickened his pace. The girl tried to wiggle out from the object atop of her. It burned the back of her skin and she yelled out in fear.
He had to act.
Go.
GO
GO!
“Mmph!” Finally free, his wife leaned back and tried crawling anywhere away from the approaching mongrel feasting upon her delicacy.
But, it was too late.
For the lord had gripped her hair and pulled back with all the might he could. Her feet scraped against the ground until she hung up like a rag doll, clinging desperately onto the man's dirtied glove.
She cried out, tears littered pinkened cheeks as wails left her throat unconsciously.
With his back to Messmer he had to be quick.
It would be clean; one slice.
The blade struck against her throat, creating a line of blood that reached down to her ruined dress.
For it would have been deeper, if nobody had slammed against his backside.
“Augh-”
“How dare you,”
Long fingers found their way against the tarnished neck.
“Touch my wife, with your graceless, vile hands.”
Desperate for air the man kicked- wriggled under the tall flame.
It wasn’t enough- for the knight was fueled with fire and anger; only to be snuffed out by the revenge he sought.
His wife did nothing but push her back against the farthest corner, sobs racked her body and the tears flowed freely.
She didn't hear the plethora of curses,
The kicking of the crazed lord,
Or the stillness that came after.
Everything went quiet. Only smoke clouded her vision and it began assaulting her throat most viciously. Coughing she looked, she needed proof of her husband, she wouldn't leave without it. Blinking she tried to push past the itching of her face- ash fell atop it gracefully as her nails itched without care upon her features.
“Mess-” a dry cough
“Mess-mer!” With such a scratchy tone, there was no way to hear her over the roaring of the flames.
For once, she crumpled. Did nothing but lay wilted against the floorboards as grief seeped into her bones like a plague.
Eyelids heavy, they sagged against the itchy smoke filled air. She couldn’t find the energy to leave the chambers.
Finally allowing her lids to fall; she waited. For death to come and pluck her away, away from the smoke and bodies.
Warm fingers touched her cheeks, the tips reached to her ears and her eyes jostled open.
It was him, her darling husband covered in fresh blood, with blackened ash clinging onto his frame. His snakes not upon his form, only ripped pieces of armor littered with maroon stains.
Grunting the man pushed forward, with everything he had left he began to lift the withered girl.
She tried to cry out in joy, cheer on her husband for such a monstrosity of a fight- but the tears ran thick. They wouldn't stop leaking out and falling atop her husband's hair and face.
Bursting through the doors, Messmer leaned against the wall as he descended down the walkway.
His wife whimpered out incessant worries, nabbing at his face as the man tried his best to find the way out of such a destroyed place.
“Wife- Ah, please,”
Her lips wobbled as the man continued his trek, never once did her eyes strain from his bloodied form.
Her hands gripped onto his shoulders, his face, neck- anything she could touch- she did.
Finally bursting through the last set of doors, Messmer collapsed, his knees skidded against the floor as he held his wife up against him.
She crumpled with the knight, leaned right into his form with a tight embrace.
“You- Are you hurt?”
He felt her head shift back and forth.
“Thou is- ah, sure?”
Another shift.
His palms rested on her back, soothingly trying to comfort the sniveling woman.
She jolted back, and Messmer would have been relieved to see her if not for the harsh slap that accompanied her features.
“You fool!” She bellowed.
“You- you ingrate, you nobody! You swore to be the strongest- to protect the order-
“I swore to protect you, darling- stop this,”
A single hand rose to capture her violent fists.
“Thou is fine, the order is fine. That pretender? He lays in the flames of the past, my love-
“Don’t ‘my love me!’ You could have died Messmer, and what then? Am I just supposed to forget you-us?!”
“Don't be foolish.”
No longer interested in such a conversation the man leaned back, he groaned out in pain as his bones once more lit aflame with agony.
His eyes were on hers, and with the other hand, captured her jaw.
“Thou remains safe, that's all that matters.”
She was too tired to argue- after such an event she was grateful to have her husband alive and well, but the fear had been replaced with anger.
Remorse hit her like a bolt of lightning.
“I'm sorry.” She whispered.
“I thought you died.”
He smiled lightly upon the girl- ever infatuated with the love she held for the man.
“Mmm,” He hummed. “That’s alright, dear wife.”
Without hesitation she leaned in, her bloodied forehead molded against his.
He could do nothing but stare with half lidded eyes- fighting the sleep off with only her image.
Noticing the blank expression upon him she laughed, it was rough and exhausted.
“Sleep, my husband. I will watch over thee, hm?”
Nothing more needed to be said, securing his head against the stone support behind him, sleep took over the lanky man.
His wife sighed and with an adoring smile, kissed upon his stained lips.
It was her time to watch over and protect.
Nothing would get between her and the knight snoring tiredly against her body.
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Sleep Over 18+
Reader x Rachel Daly
Warning: Smut, Smut, Smut!
Word count: 3.6K
*Y/n's Pov*
It was team bonding night, the team was gathered in Rachel's and Chloe's room. We were watching movies, I laugh as we watch the movie Chloe's and Rachel's room was right across the hall from mine so I didn't have to go that far.
The girls laugh at the movie as well. When the girls aren't looking Rachel moves into the bed with me. I smile and cuddle with her, truth is me and Rach are deeply in love with each other. We've never had sex but we've kissed, cuddled, and sent nudes to each other.
She obviously knows that I have a dick, I didn't know how she would react but she accepted me and loved me for how I was and thought it was extremely sexy.
Rach smiles and kisses my neck. "Hey love." Rachel says.
I smile. "Hi beautiful."
Rachel smiles and places her hand on my abs she smirks and slips her hand under my shirt and traces my abs.
I bite my lip and quietly moan. She knew this was a turn on for me, she knew exactly what she was doing. Rach pulls the covers over us, I lift my knee to kinda help hide her touching me under the covers.
I quietly moan as Rach lowers her hand and rubs my bulge over my shorts and kisses my neck.
"Relax, keep your eyes on the movie. Relax and enjoy." Rach says.
I nod, it was super dark in the room so luckily the girls couldn't see what was going on. Rach goes under the covers, I bite my lip as she lays between my legs.
I bite my lip as Rach slides my shorts and boxers down my legs enough where my cock springs out. My length springs out and at attention once it's freed from its confinement.
I bite my lip as Rachel licks my dick and spits on my dick. I blush as her spit drips and runs down my length. I bite my lip and blush as Rach takes my length in her mouth. Mmm fuck her mouth was so warm.
I reach over the blanket and hold Rachel's hair up in a ponytail. I quietly moan as Rach slowly bobs her head, Rach slightly chokes and gags as my tip hits the back of her throat. Rach reaches down and toys with my balls as she bobs her head a bit faster.
Fucking hell it's only been 3 minutes and I'm already close to cumming. God Rachel really knows how to suck a dick, I quietly moan and grip the sheets and rest my legs on her shoulders.
I grab her head and help her bob her a bit faster. After 5 more minutes of an amazing blowjob I feel myself getting closer to cumming.
My precum leaks in Rachel's mouth and down her throat letting her know that I was about to bust.
Throat pie:
I can't take it anymore bust my load is in Rach's mouth. I grab hold of Rach's head and push her head down on my cock as I finish in her mouth. I bite my lip and quietly moan and cum in her mouth and down her throat.
Rach chokes and gags a bit as I cum. Rach lifts her head up a bit and swallows my load. Rach licks up every drop of my cum and swallows it.
Rach takes my dick back in her mouth and bobs her head. I moan, my legs shake and buckle in pleasure a bit as Rach continues to suck the soul out of dick. Rach takes my dick out of her mouth.
Rach takes one of my balls in her mouth and strokes my dick at a fast pace. Rach giggles and kisses my abs as she strokes my dick faster.
Rach pauses for a moment, she comes back up and kisses my cheek. She slides and shorts and panties down, she places my tip against her clit and continues to jerk me off faster as she plays with my balls.
"G-Gah F-Fuck." I moan quietly.
Rach giggles. "Feel good baby?" Rach whispers.
"Feels so good, I'm gonna cum fast and hard if you keep doing that." I whisper.
Rach kisses my neck as she continues to stroke my dick. I quietly moan in pleasure as the urge to cum gets stronger.
"F-Fuck Rach... baby I'm close." I whisper and grip her ass.
My legs shake and buckle in pleasure under the blanket as Rach continue to stroke my dick.
I moan against Rach's neck, muffling my moans. Rach continues to massage my balls as she strokes my dick. My breathing gets heavier, letting Rach know I was close to cumming.
Rach puts my dick between her folds and grinds against my dick to help finish me off. "F-Fuck Rach, baby I'm gon-" I'm unable to warn her in time.
Cumshot:
I moan in Rach's neck as ropes of thick sticky cum shoot and spurt out of my dick. Cum spurts and shoots onto Rach's clit and in her panties.
Rach bites her lip and slides my dick inside her pussy. We quietly moan and rest our heads against each others and lock eyes, both of us moaning and craving more as the last of my cum spurts and shoots inside her pussy.
"Fuck Rach, your so tight and wet." I quietly moans as I come down from my high. Once I finish I slowly pull out, Rach smiles and cuddles into me.
I see Rach grab her phone, she goes to her messages and I see she is texting me. I smile, I grab my phone and check it.
Rachel: Can we cuddle and watch the movie with your cock inside me?
I smile as I read her text message. I type up a response and click send.
Me: Mmm yes pleasure. Take out shorts and underwear off and lay on your side with your back to me baby.
Rach smiles and bites her lip, she does as I say. She slides my shorts and boxers off and sets them off to the side under the blanket.
Rach slides her shirts and panties off and sets them off to the side next to mine. She lays on her side and scoots her ass back against me. I smile and bite my lip as I feel my boner rub and poke her ass.
I lower my hand and run my finger through her folds teasing her clit. Rach quietly moans in pleasure as I do this.
"Mmm your so wet baby." I say teasing her.
"Mm all for you daddy." Rach whispers and moans.
I smirk and kiss her, we both moan in the kiss as I slide my cock back inside her pussy. Rachel's walls clench around me as she takes me deep inside her max
I smile, I hold her close to me. This is the first time I've cock warmed a girl and fucking hell it felt amazing.
Rach gets comfy and scoots her ass back against me a bit more. Both of us moan as this allows me to go a bit deeper inside her.
"Mmm fuck." I quietly moan.
Rach moans and cutely grabs my ass. "Fuck Y/n, you're really deep in there." Rach quietly moans.
We cuddle and watch the movie. After 2 movies, 3 am rolls around and the girls are finally asleep except for me and Rach.
Rach smiles and kisses me. "Take me back to yours baby."
All I could think about was how 5 minutes ago Rach was cock warming me and now she was led on the bed, naked.
"Take all them clothes off baby, I have something to show you" Rachel whispered, immediately I began to take my clothes off and joined her in the bed.
She took my hands and guided me into the position she wanted me, on all fours. I stayed in position as Rachel stayed out behind me.
"What you doing ba......" Before I could finish my words I felt her tongue enter my ass hole.
"Fuck Rach, what a surprise" I moaned as her tongue went in and out of my asshole. "Your tongue feels fucking amazing, fuck."
Suddenly I felt her hand wrap around my cock as Rach began to jerk me off getting faster and faster.
"Oh Rach please, fuck I'm gonna cum, your tongue is amazing, I'm so so fucking close" I yelled, my mind went blank from the sensations I was feeling, the pleasure my body was being out through was amazing.
The noise continued of Rachel's tongue going in and out of my ass hole as well as the bed rocking from her jerking me off. I could feel my balls tighten, my legs shaking.
*Cumshot*
"Oooooh Rachel fuck, fuck I'm cumming" I yelled as cum began to splurge out of my cock onto the sheets. Rachel carried on devouring my asshole as I continued to cover the sheets in my sticky cum.
"Did that feel good baby" Rachel asked as she drew away from my ass hole.
"So so good baby, wow. I was not expecting that"I admitted as I sat up.
Rachel's eyes locked onto the patch of cum on the bed sheets immediately scooping it up and placing it in her mouth before swallowing.
"Fuck, such a naughty girl" I giggled as I pushed Rachel down onto the bed.
Rachel giggled as I hovered over her placing a kiss to her lips
"You ready" I whispered, placing another kiss to her neck
"So so ready" Rachel whispered
Teasing her entrance i slid my length into Rachel's pussy and began to thrust, watching how she closed her eyes immediately from the pleasure spurred me on all the more
"You like that baby" I whispered placing a long kiss to her neck again
"So so much, keep going fuck please keep going" Rachel moaned
I did just as Rachel pleaded thrusting in and out of her, watching her body move around from the force of my thrusts the way her boobs bounced around. The sound of my hips hitting her thighs' mixed with Rachel's moans helped me in a way I didn't know I needed, somehow my thrusts getting faster and faster.
"F-f-f-fuck Y/N, please I'm gonna cum please" Rachel yelled her eyes rolling to the back of her head
"Cum baby, let it out, I'm gonna cum as well, let's cum together" I moaned as I nipped Rachel's neck with my teeth.
*Creampie*
Rachel came almost on my command with a scream, the veins in her neck popping out from the pleasure she was feeling . Rachel's pussy tightening around my dick I couldn't hold it in any longer as my cum came flying out into Rachel's entrance, my moans becoming louder and louder, Rachel taking grip of my boobs as I filled her entrance up.
"Fill me up baby" Rachel moaned
"I have baby I have" I giggled looking at the mess I had made with Rachel's pussy, dripping with my cum.
"Need to suckyou now baby, to say thank you" Rachel asked as she got onto her stomach
"You sure baby you've already done that twi...."
I didn't get chance to finish my words before Rachel had my length in her mouth, my tip hitting the back of her throat making her gag.
"You must be sure" I giggled too myself as placed my hand at the back of her head for the third time today.
Rachel didn't disappoint as she cupped my balls with her hand and sucked me off, getting faster and faster. The grip I had on her hair getting tighter.
"Such a good girl" I moaned as I leaned my head back
Rachel ran her spare hand over my abs turning me on so much more. I had never moaned so much in my life the way Rachel was touching my as well as how her mouth felt. The room was just filled with constant gagging from Rachel and moans leaving my mouth.
"Fuck Rach, that's it keep going"
I moaned my balls getting tighter and tighter.
Rachel could feel this and she sped up her sucking going as fast as she could.
"Let me paint that face baby"
I whispered as I locked eyes with her. She gave me a little nod as she didn't stop sucking my soul out.
A few minutes last of Rachel devouring my cock suddenly I got the usual feeling in my stomach and balls.
*Cumshot / Facial*
Quickly I pulled my dick out of her mouth and began to jerk over Rachel's face. She helped pouting her lips, looking up at me
"Hold still baby it's coming" I moaned when suddenly, white sticky cum came spiurting out of my dick covering Rachel's face.
"My personal colouring book" I moaned as her face was covered in my cum, covering her eyes and some getting into her mouth. "Such a good girl" I added running my hand threw her hair "Taking all my cum"
Rachel giggled as I finally emptied onto her face, getting up off the bed
"Get in position baby, I'm gonna clean this off so I can see then I'll be back" I laughed at what Rachel said getting into position, my back against the head board
Rachel entered the room, most of the cum wiped away the odd bit still on her lips making her look so sexy, making my dick throb all the more.
"Ride me baby, need your boobs in my face as you ride me" I begged
Rachel didn't say anything as she got on the bed and lined her pussy up with my cock instantly. I took grip of her ass and guided her down, us both moaning as I bottomed out inside her pussy.
"So fucking tight baby, fuck" I moaned kissing Rachel's boob.
Rachel carried on riding me as I gripped her ass, my grip getting tighter and tighter.
Her pussy felt like a clamp around my dick as she rode me.
"Feels so fucking good Rach" I moaned
I buried my face in her boobs as I gripped onto her ass as hard as I could from the pleasure I was feeling.
I could just feel the way her entrance swallowed my dick and it was the best feeling ever.
"Uhhh baby fuck, your fucking massive" Rachel moaned as she placed her hands on my chest as she sped up riding me
"Fuck Rach I'm so close, keep on going" I yelled as the noises of her ass hitting my thighs spurred me on all the more.
*creampie*
I couldn't hold it in much longer nor did I have enough time to warn Rachel until I exploded inside of her
"F-f-f-fuck Rachel fuck. I'm cumming" I yelled
I held onto Rachel's hips as she continued to ride me helping me push through my orgasm, her pussy filled up to the brim, dripping into the bed sheets
"Feel so full" Rachel moaned
"There's still a lot more to come" I gigged immediately throwing Rachel into position onto her hands and knees, slapping her ass as she wiggled her ass.
"Fuck Y/n I need you now, don't make me wait" Rachel begged as I placed one hand on her back and one on her hip.
"I won't baby" I said immediately slamming into her.
The way Rachel moaned I'd never heard her moan as loud as she did as she got used to my length. I continued to thrust in and out of her, hypnotised by the way her ass rippled after every thrust.
"Fuck baby your ass look incredible baby" I moaned and added a spank
Her ass became a light shade of red from the amount of spanks she was receiving but she wanted them more and more, the spanks turning her on.
"Pull my hair baby" Rachel moaned looking back at me over her shoulder"
I smiled as I took grip of her hair immediately as she requested and pulled on it lightly
"Fuck your so deep in there now baby" She moaned even louder then before
I couldn't say anything in response from the pleasure I was getting but she was right, I felt so deep inside of her. The feeling I had she was so tight around my length. That feeling as-well as gripping her pony tail was incredible.
My thrusts became faster and faster, harder and harder.
"Need your cum baby please" Rachel moaned looking back at me
*creampie*
I was already so close but when Rachel looked back at me, said what she said is such desperation I couldn't contain it. I'd never felt my balls tighten so much as exploded inside of her painting her insides white
"There you go, fuck, there you go baby" I moaned as I gripped her ass again as my cum carried on leaking inside of her.
"Needed that baby, needing all your fucking cum" Rachel giggled. "Love it when you fill me up"
I looked Rachel in the eyes before pushing her softly in the bed.
"How about I fuck you in missionary and then eat my baby out, how does that sound" I whispered as I began kissing up and down her chest.
"I'd love that so much" Rachel whispered back as she got herself comfortable on her back.
I wrapped my arms around her thighs and lined my dick up with her dripping entrance.
I didn't ask her if she was ready instead I looked her in her eyes as she nodded at me with a shy smile telling me she was ready.
Slowly I teased her clit with my tip before sliding inside of her easily from how wet she was.
"Fuck baby you're so fucking wet" I moaned as I began to thrust in and out.
I gripped hold of Rachel's left leg placing it on my shoulder allowing me to go deeper inside of her as well as kissing up and down her calf.
"Fuck Y/N fuck please keep going" She moaned
"Don't worry baby I am" I giggled as I thrusted faster.
It turned me on so much from the facial expressions Rachel was showing. Her eyes locked shut, moving her head to the left and right at a fast pace.
"Baby be careful with your head, you'll hurt yourself" I said a little worried
"I-I-I'll be fine, it feels so fucking good" Rachel moaned as she gripped the covers. "Keep going"
I did as she pleaded not slowing down as I carried on kissing up and down her leg.
Keeping her left leg on my shoulder I placed both of my hands in her hips and pulling her into me more and more.
"Fuck baby I'm cumming" Rachel yelled as I felt her liquids shoot onto my stomach.
I giggled as Rachel came down from her high but I didn't slow down. The way moans escaped Rachel's mouth I sped up my thrusts and rubbed her over stimulated cli with my spare hand.
"Fuck Rach your driving me crazy" I moaned
*creampie*
I couldn't take it anymore I had to release my load again deep inside her pussy. I pulled out and watched all of my cum leak out of Rachel, her forehead covered in sweat.
Rachel blushes darkly as I lay in between her legs. Rachel moans quietly as I kiss her inner thighs teasing her. Rachel grabs my head and cutely pushes my head to where she needs me the most.
*Rachels Pov*
I blush darkly as Y/n lays between my legs. I quietly moan as she kisses my inner thighs teasing me. I moan and push her head to where I need her the most.
I moan and run my fingers through Y/n's hair as she licks my folds. I moan as y/n slips in a finger and slowly fingers me as she eats me out.
"Mm fuck Y/n." I moan in pleasure.
I massage my tits and slowly grind against her face and finger desperate for a release. I moan as she slips in a second finger and fingers me a bit faster as she eats me out.
"Mmm fuck, fuck right there." I moan in pleasure.
I rest my legs on her shoulders and wrap my thighs around her head as she continues to finger me and eat me out. I moan and grip the sheets.
I moan loudly in pleasure and grip the sheets as Y/n fingers me faster as she continues to eat me out. I moan as she rolls her tongue on my clit adding different amounts of pressure.
"Holy shit, Fuck daddy." I moan in pleasure.
Y/n sucks on my clit as she fingers me faster. I moan loudly in pleasure as I feel that familiar knot forming in my stomach.
"Fuck....Y/n baby I'm gonna cum." I moan.
Y/n continues to suck on my clit and fingers me even faster than before. I can't take it anymore, I cum all over Y/n's fingers, face, and chin. Y/n helps me ride out my high.
Y/n smirks, she takes her fingers out of me. Y/n licks and sucks my juices off her fingers and wipes my juices off her face. Y/n comes back up and kisses me, I moan in the kiss as I taste myself on her lips.
"Mmm you taste amazing baby." Y/n says.
I smile and kiss her. "Fuck you really know how to eat a girl out." I mutter panting and trying to catch my breath.
Y/n giggles and kisses me. I smile and kiss her back, we lay there and cuddle. It was 3 am, and we showered together. Let's just say that we went another round in the shower and just ended up falling asleep naked. I cuddle into Y/n, Y/n smiles. She kisses my head and holds me close to her and we end up falling asleep.
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