#gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh

[savaralyn2]

[goldnautilus]

so like i barely woke up but decided to make myself sad by thinking about the siblings eventually graduating 

like?? i definitely think they would be sad about the whole thing and a little bit conflicted, because they will think whether or not they want to return to the sea of stay on land. after all the sea is technically the place they belong to, but on land they have friends that they are very close to and just ahhhh

i think aurelius would handle this much better surprisingly, because to him friends are far more important than their old home. to him, the sea was simply one chapter of their lives and while he loves it, he also believes that he can still enjoy it from time to time without living in it. after all he can still go to the salty water, and swim around. then again, the feeling of having friends on your side is far more superior and relevant to him. he wouldn’t want to lose them to a home that never felt like a home to begin with.

on other hand, i think the idea of graduating and having to choose between the two worlds is somewhat scary to lorelei. while she was an independent loner for majority of her life, and has her heart quite closed off, she also can’t deny the fact that THERE ARE people she cares about. she most definitely would miss having adele around, but so she would miss some other people. hell, she’d probably even miss the little fights she had, the arguments and annoyance of a school life. even though there were some bad and the ugly moments, she can’t say that the days she spent here weren’t fun. 

then again i think she struggles a lot still, because to her the sea IS where she belongs. that’s her place, that’s where she is meant to be. not to mention the fact that she is still in that mentality of “we will all go our own separate ways” and “everything will just go back to normal as if nothing happened” and so to her?? it’s hard to believe in the possibility that she could live on land with everyone. i think that at the point when she graduates, she doesn’t want it to be “it’s me and my brother against the world” anymore. she doesn’t want them to be alone ever again. she doesn’t want to go back to that life, because what she got to know now?? is much better. finally being cared by someone, but also just feeling alive again is something she won’t find down there. yet she feels like coming back is her only option, unless her friends make her realize that this is not the case. 

and i like to imagine that at one point she breaks in front of her closest friends about this, and just imagine they tell her that there is a way, and she has options and just AHHHH she finally bawls her eyes out like a baby for once... ever since so many years. and she feels loved and is happy too because that also means that she and her brother can have a nice, new and better life. they can both be happy at last. not to mention possibility of lorelei having another character development and she opens up much more to the idea of having friends and just AHHHHHH MAN I AM EMOTIONAL BRUH

[smoliboops]

aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

tumblr why did you have to break my 16 million milestone drawing?? ;-;

im blaming anti >:P

[monicaaaaatje]

Thatpromo... I NEED IT TO BE NEXT WEEK GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH and a telephone friendly streaming possibility please

[ramblebrambleamble]

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh.

Gah.

[synthelle]

i stayed up the whole night to watch all of durarara x2 in one go and what do i get? my favorite character stabbed in literally the last 5 minutes of the show thats what. wow ok its 7:30am. time to sleep. good morning.

[ruesaintjamie-blog]

i am at the peak of my life right now. i live, breathe and eat Vienna and Art and i just wanna grab myself by my shoulders and tell myself "at last, you are so fucking cool right now to no one else's standards but your own".

fucking awesome.

[clauncher]

There are certain things in life that feel good. A hot shower. Nice cup o' joe. Sex. Then there are feelings that surpass that of gods. Like I dunno, getting your shiny clauncher aftER HATCHING OVER 800 EGGS AND FAILING TO GET HIM AND THNE DOIN THE FISHING CHAIN THING FOR 4 HOURS WITH NOOO LUCK AND THEN HOLY MACERONI THERE YOU ARE THERE YOU ARE YOU SUNNUVA GUN I GOT YOU I FINALLY GOT YOU GREAT GOOGLY MOOGLY I CAN UNPAUSE MY LIFE I CAN MOVE ON I CAN SEE, I. CAN. FIIIIIGGHHHTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. 

And I think that's beautiful.