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[gynaiko]

ㅤㅤㅤLute barely looks up as Abel peeks into the room, his presence already grating on her nerves before he says a wordㅤ[ He simply has that ability, as if The Almighty willed it so, ]ㅤShe exhales sharply, fist clenching with more force than necessary — patience already wearing dangerously thin,ㅤ❛ What do you want now? ❜ㅤshe snaps, voice flat & edged with irritation. Sharp gaze flickers toward him, taking in his awkward stance, & she already knows whatever he’s here for won’t be worth her time.ㅤ❛ If it’s another one of your useless attempts to make yourself feel helpful, don’t bother;ㅤI don’t need it… ❜ㅤher tone is cold, dismissive…

ㅤㅤㅤ& yet the silence that follows stretches is too much for her to actively ignore & she all but snarls at him like some rabid animal,ㅤ❛ If you’re just going to stand there wasting both our time, then leave. Or is even something like that too much to ask of you? ❜ㅤA stubborn thing; she doesn’t move, posture stiff & unyielding as she waits for him to make himself scarce. The sooner he does, the better,ㅤ/ㅤ@g00ds0nㅤSUMMONED THE GODDESS ,

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ㅤㅤㅤShe fixes him a sharp lookㅤ[ merciless: just like the rest of her ]ㅤvoice cutting when she finally decides to break the silence,ㅤ❛ Quit apologizing; it’s unbecoming. You’re Adam’s son, ❜ㅤbut he sure as fuck doesn’t act like it; his words remain hanging in the air, stupid as they are, & she forces herself to take a breath, to gain a semblance of patience. It doesn’t come easily —ㅤnothing ever does when it comes to Adam, or to Abelㅤ[ especially Abel, ]ㅤ❛ You have a voice, use it…ㅤDon’t dance around it like a coward, ❜ㅤafter what seemed like an eternity, she finally turns; posture is rigid, golden orbs are utter ice,

ㅤㅤㅤBut for just a moment, she studies him; truly studies him,ㅤthere’s cracks everywhere. Lute doesn’t see the usual trembling, bumbling fool; there’s fractures he’s barely managing to hold together ( sound familiar? ) & her digits twitch, wanting to wring her hands together in something like nervousness…ㅤSomething in her gut twists violently, making her throat clench;ㅤsympathy or, even worse, empathy.ㅤ❛ Is that what it looks like? That I’m fine? ❜

ㅤㅤㅤHer tone is bitter, but it is not directed to Abel, miraculously,ㅤ❛ Adam’s gone, Abel. The one constant in all of this:ㅤgone. I don’t know what I’m supposed to feel, much less how to be fine.ㅤYou’re not even fine; I can tell… ❜ㅤGolden orbs narrow, & she shakes her head, frustrated at him, at herself, at all of it…ㅤ❛ You have some shoes to fill; I hope you’re prepared; you're what's left of his legacy, ❜

      MILLENIA    HAVE    PASSED    SINCE    HE    FELT    –    THIS.    this pain like he can’t quite breathe properly    ,    or like if he attempts to take a breath the air will all suddenly disappear    ;    like everyone he’s ever loved will disappear    .    .    .    it happened with cain    ,    his mother    ,    & now    –

      adam was never kind    ;    not since long before heaven.    his father was cruel in a way that would challenge vultures    –    & yet    –    there’s always been that part of him    ,    deep down inside that just clung to the hope that the first man didn’t see him as an utter disappointment    ;    but as the child he lost so long ago.    the child that was always smiling & excited to see his family    ,    to be near them in a way that he can no longer imagine.

      it hurts.    the way he can’t seem to remember that love.    can’t seem to remember how to smile quite right.    they’ve lost someone together    –    is it so wrong of him to seek solace in the one person that saw adam more often than anyone else    ?

      ❛    i just    –    uh    –    want to see how you were doing    .    .    .    without him    ,    i mean    .    .    .    ❜    (    a small wince.    )    ❛    sorry    ,    i’m sorry    ,    obviously everything’s    –    fine.    i’ll just    –    leave.    ❜