#fuuuuck this is so sick
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Idk man. Not a fan of the theory / headcanon about Moonpaw hearing the voice of the sibling she absorbed in utero. That gets a little too close to "fetuses have souls" for me to feel comfortable around and I seriously hope that's not what's gonna happen. Chimerism doesn't make you into two people. It's not conjoined twins. She's just one cat made with two sets of genes. We don't have to get too weird about how bodies just naturally turn out sometimes. Idk.
#(obviously this is just my opinion and you're free to ignore it. everyone is entitled to their own opinion)#maybe I'm also a little tired of uncommon physical conditions being used in weird ways in fiction#sometimes people just look or act a certain way and it doesn't make them psychic or whatever#i should honestly just block the moonpaw tag bc i am tired of people being weird about this cat#this isn't even getting into the incest jokes or the ''UMMM ACTUALLY she's not a real chimera'' posts which i am fuuuucking sick of#and I'm not even a person looking for moonpaw posts on purpose!! they just come up in blogs i look at or my for you tab#and I'm already so so so so tired#that said i am looking forward to drawing her later. i already have ideas for her shape and made a quick sketch to come back to someday#i might delete this post later so I don't have to think about this issue when i look at my blog. idk. I'm just venting#pigeon mews
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*german accent* the baboon uterus removal procedure was a success!
#conked the fuuuuck out#im sick so im legally allowed to stay home from uni to look after her <:)#didi
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Every fucking time I think my stupid ass hyper fixation for SPECIFICALLY getter robo Armageddon is gone it reignited at 2 fucking am when I’m supposed to be asleep and I dm my moot who has a different timezone then me about it cause he started watching and I’m telling him all the stupid shit I know and ohhhhh my god it never fucking ENDS
#meg text#this is not me even being mad at myself it’s just arma so fucking insane it really DID alt my brain chemistry#like are their shows more fucking weird and incomprehensible? Absolutely. But does it change arma being an experience? NOPE#we are legit in a era where everyone is sick of this show and i understand and yes new deserves more#HOWEVER yeah no the more i remember this show i get why its more fucking appealing to people#I said it shouldn’t be the only getter thing people consume but also not everyone going to want to get deep into it anyways#and if your gonna go with one might as well go with the one that doesn’t make any fucking sense#yet still is weirdly compelling for the fact it’s held together by fucking sticks and glue#oh and a lot of hot blooded passion#I’d say this is me coping that arma writing is poor but it’s honestly not the worst even if it’s not ideal#they did a lot of genius stuff just- yknow- swapping directors moment#but also something being a bit of a mess adds to the experience#I now wanna rewatch this too when I said I’d rewatch sins and I have two things im rewatching rn fuuuuck
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CRYING LAUGHING
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Your fic "Tell Me to Run (Or Dare to Sit and Watch What We’ll Become)" is definitely one of my favorites, and I often reread it ❤️
Omg. This nearly put me in tears thank you soooooo much like seriously my gratefulness is beyond words! I promise I haven’t forgotten about that fic, it is still firmly lodged in my mind. But finals week is kicking my ass (like literally, my body is shutting down, I’m pretty sure I have covid again (what are the fucking odds..) (and my wisdom tooth is infected (tmi I know)). Anyways, again, thank you so much for the love, and after the next two weeks you can expect many chapters out of me, I promise :)
#like I said#tmi#but seriously thank you#so so so so much#my writing#ask#I’m sick as fuuuuck#I’ve had a fever since yesterday#and on top of all that#I have a wedding to be in on Saturday#😍#fml#sorry for oversharing
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Thinking about layclaire again
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#they just make me so unwell#they loved each other sm...#layton about to propose to her makes me so so sick#what the fuuuuck#:'[#me babbling#pl
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it's wild that i'm not worried about my upcoming surgery itself, but more the like, preoperative requirements conflicting making me really nervous about whether my surgery will get canceled. them cutting me open in 3 places and manhandling my organs and inflating me like a human balloon? fine, funny to imagine even.
#them requiring a piss test before the surgery but requiring no liquids for 8hrs prior to the procedure is like... bro.... how tf#im gonna be dehydrated as fuuuuck#and my bp is probably gonna be even higher than it usually is at the drs office bc i'll be stressed abt the piss test up until i can piss#evil that u can't sign a waiver to opt out#personal stuff#any time i have health procedures it's never the procedure that scares me#just all the random bs that comes with#i especially hate IV's mostly because so far half the time they've had a hard time sticking me#and it's really painful when they just keep re-poking you in the same spots#i'm also worried about getting sick before my surgery and it getting canceled#a lot of my worries are around my surgery getting canceled#mostly because i don't know how long getting this surgery will even be an option given the trajectory of... everything...
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i hate tourettes what do you mean i am permenantly infuriatingly uncomfortable unless 🤓☝️ i hold my elbow at just the right angle
#25 years of this i've never had more than a few minutes without the premonitary urge making me want to peel my skin off#put up with the urge or feel the pain of the RSIs i have from 25 years of non stop overextension of my joints#i hate it#and dont get me started on the fuuuucking whistling im so sick of it#this whole thing is brought on by the fact that i signed up to try to get tickets to see taskmaster filmed#got excited#and then was like “no i cant do that cos i cant shut up or sit still”#so now im just mad at my dumb ass brain
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puter how insane would it look to get the entire lyrics of one bands entire discography all over my body. Puter do you hear me
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"I hoped my loved would save me"; "help my friends as they helped me" 😭😭😭
This dialogue is now available. Speaking with Halsin after Orin kills him.
#fuck.#halsin#bg3#video#yo this breaks my heart#not to mention minthara tortures and kills him if you leave him/betray him#fuuuuck.#this makes me feel sick#Halsin deserved so much better 😭😭😭#I need him to has as many gameplay hours and interactions as Astarion has
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#fuuuuuuck everything#I am SICK of being shitty at everything#and I know how to fix it but it all requires so much effort#how can it be that i feel tired by everything all the time#and yet I don't do anything well?#or put full effort into anything#I'm shitty and rubbish at every single thing and too lazy to fix any of it#fuuuuck#I KNOW I'm being ultra pathetic haha
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trying to figure out how tf I'm gonna get home from this gig next week..
#doors open 7 and they only have 1 support so i would expect support to be on at 8 and the main act at 9 but it finishes at 11......#but id need to leave around 10pm to catch the last train home if i miss that im fuuuucked#but that might mean missing out on most of their set if they dont start until 9:30 or later :(#ahhhhh#i have a friend who still lives in that city so maybe ill ask them if they could put me up for a night..... hmm#i think they live a fair distance from the venue tho.. if i miss some of it i miss some of it i guess. its not the end of the world#they HAVR announced new dates for next year and theyre playing in my current city so maybe. i could resell these tix#and just go see them in february instead#WAIT. THE ONE IN FEB IS LITERALLY 10 MINS WALK FROM MY FLAT ??????#what the fuck. well i might as well just do that then lmaooo#saves me buying train tickets too#theres a gig w 4 post punk bands next week that i also really wanna go to bc one of the bands i LOVEEE but i think id run into the same-#problem travelling there ARGHHHH#so fucking annoying cuz its a tiny venue (~200 capacity) so rly intimate and they have such good sound there ive been before#and the band i love is relatively small and canadian so the odds of them playing here again are slim to none so 😭😭😭😭#ill check the venue page maybe theyll end a bit earlier so its feasible. maaaannn#i havent been to enough live music lately i rly need to get back into it#theres a jmath band ive seen before on tour again i think they hit my city in a couple weeks so might go to that they were sick last time#we will SEE#anyway lunchtime baby#.diaries
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#i rlly just gotta get through the next month and then life will feel worth living again#i mean im gonna be on autopilot and living in that weird headspace i get when everything feels Too Much#but once i see twice ill have a new found joy for life and . itll kickstart something in my brain#it alwahs does#t1975 did jt last time#however . i do not wanna be alivs for the next few months bc despite the minor relief i feel#i feel like ive nust lost everything and theres a emoty Pit in my chest#its fun its fine its for the plot#anyway i wanna fucking kill myself. here we go again i gotta get this over with eventuslly#rip the bandaid off or something#bc evsn tho i know how i want this to pan out - there is a middle part i dont wanna deal with or accept is haopening#but too bad bc it IS happening !!!!#and . i cant or wont talk abt this bc its sl fucking delusional and . cringy but i am a just a teenage girl in a 21yr old#but FUUUUCK this makes me SICK and i should 100% activate my ego or wtv it is im supposed to Have#but diggity dawg .#side note i feel like i have imposter syndrom or something bc the way i do feel abt this is very . New#like i do genuinely think my self esteem or something has gotten better bc i am so fucking sad dont get mw wrong#but i also dont feel like ive lost a chunk of who i was this time. its just . Upsetting ti know that i dont get to experience that anymore#i gotta find a new way to mmget the same happiness or whatever.#i dont nnow.#i wanna die abt it regardless even if i think im okay#bc i am inherently and i will be !!!! but . hnhnhnhnhnhhn u all get it .
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You are SO right about relenas politician outfit. Btw. It's literally the best outfit for her
in the middle of watching gundam wing 👍
#DUO AT RHE BOTTOM 😭😭😭😭😭#yeah guys this is the whole show no more info needed#gundam wing#gundam#i adore this so much op#g team#fuuuuck i gotta do sick flips rn
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On my hands and knees begging for a fic where vi mocks the readers moans and the reader is super into it
bitch you’re fucking sick in the head. i love it. some kindaaaa spicy, borderline bdsm stuff below so read forth with caution! there’s aftercare tho. and 18+ as always.
vi’s trying to commit this version of you to memory: dazed and fucked out, tears streaking down your cheeks, your hands tensed around fistfuls of the bedsheets. your cunt is spread wide and puffy for her, so slick it damn near glistens in the dim bedroom lighting. dark, angry-looking hickeys decorate your complexion, and vi can’t even remember when she sucked bruises into certain parts of you - had she really spent so much time latched to your left hip? the inside of your wrist?
whatever, it’s not important. shes supposed to be focusing on giving you what you want - what you need. what you’ve been begging for since she’d first bit into the flesh where your shoulder and neck connect. it’s been two orgasms since then, and though you’re certainly more delirious now, drool weeping from the corner of your lips, eyes all faraway, you’ve still managed to keep up with the begging.
“please, vi,” you whisper, “please.”
your watery eyes search her frame, something akin to relief washing over your features when you process the fact that vi’s already slipped into her harness. there’s a wrinkle between your brows when you pout like this, and vi wants to lean over and kiss it.
“so needy,” she says instead, shuffling forward on her knees to settle herself between your legs. “can’t stop begging for it, huh?”
she grins when you nod along with what she’s saying, and through your lust-foggy gaze, you think briefly how hot it is when she smiles like that, lip scar stretching just so.
the thought disappears as quickly as it came, though, because now vi’s pushing the tip of her strap through your folds, moving with ease through the wetness spread through your twitching cunt.
“fuuuuck,” she hisses. her gaze is settled on your spread pussy, watching it drool onto the silicon. there’s something else she’d like to commit to memory.
she plays with you a bit more - she’s always liked to play with her food. you’re whimpering and gasping as she curls her hand around her strap, working it upward from your entrance to the puffy bud of your clit. the slick, wet sounds of each movement go right to her own clit, and she’d be lying if she told you she wasn’t leaking through her briefs right now.
“god, vi, i can’t—” you cut yourself off with a high, drawn-out moan, eyes crossing, because vi’s drawing circles over your clit with the strap.
“please,” you say again. and again, and again - a chorus of “please, please, please” until vi’s finally had enough. she pushes her hips into yours, sinking so deep inside of you that you swear you can feel her in your throat.
“that what you need, princess?” vi asks, voice hoarse. battle-rough hands smooth over the soft curves of your hips, and she digs her thumbs into the flesh to steady herself as she pulls out again, only to sheath herself back into you a moment later. all you can manage is a shaky moan in response, front teeth sinking into your lower lip.
“what was that?” vi says as she slams into you again, repeating the motion in quicker succession. “couldn’t hear you.”
you moan again, back arching off the bed, and this time, vi laughs. but as humorous as she finds your inability to answer, it doesn’t keep her from fucking into you faster, rougher. your cunt opens smoothly around her, takes her like it’s made for this.
“try that again,” vi tells you. she waits for that soft, whiny, pathetic moan again, and when the sound tears from your throat, she chuckles again - then, throwing her head back in a melodramatic imitation of you, she makes that same sound herself. she moans like you do, like you are right now - too fucked out to say any real words.
vi’s still fucking you through her mocking imitation, though. “hear that? s’what you sound like, cupcake. fucking needy.”
your cheeks burn with embarrassment, but there’s another flood of warmth elsewhere - your cunt gushes impossibly wetter. you moan again, trying for that over-exaggerated, pornstar-type sound, and whatever you do works, because vi’s red-faced and lust-drunk. she fucks you into the mattress at a dizzying pace, and all you can do is lie there and take it, moaning and gasping her name, your mouth releasing an endless stream of ah, ah, ah…
and vi mocks you at every opportunity, laughing with that self-satisfied grin on her lips, hips snapping forward to pull more of those sounds out of you.
after, when she’s made you cream on her strap at least twice, she smooths a hand through your hair and kisses that wrinkle between your brows.
“that was hot, you know,” you say, nuzzling into her jawline. she smells like sweat and sex and musk, that characteristically vi scent that’s always so intoxicating. “you mocking me, i mean.”
“figured you liked it,” vi says with a poorly-concealed smirk. “guess i’ll have to humiliate you more next time.”
“shut up.” you shove her away, but when she pulls you back in against her naked chest, smothering you in kisses, you can’t help but beam.
#vi x reader#vi fanfiction#vi smut#vi x reader smut#vi x you#vi x y/n#vi arcane#violet arcane#vi fanfic#vi headcanon#vi arcane fic#vi arcane smut#my writing
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