#full paralysis either pacing or on the floor like we cannot keep doing this this isn’t normal or fine
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Idk I think maybe they want me dead and will kill me but that’s not going to happen because obviously not. But my body doesn’t know that
#eaii#faculty members don’t want to hurt me faculty members don’t want to hurt me faculty members don’t want to hurt me faculty members don’t wan#what if they hate me. and I’m the only person available to do this job so they have to let me do it#but they hate me. and resent me for it#my mentors have both left the school and I’m certainly not going to bother them about this#I have technically been assigned a new faculty member but I haven’t met with him like at all#he keeps asking me to and I keep not doing it#I should probably email him#it’s going to be a very very difficult few months if I can’t figure out how to be normal about mundane and regular correspondences#like hahaha emails hard lol! but no seriously this is absolutely not something that should take hours out of my day#many hours. about four of them not counting the ones where I was doing other things to try and cope but was still sick to my stomach#full paralysis either pacing or on the floor like we cannot keep doing this this isn’t normal or fine
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