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[the-nebula-sys]

Oh. Fuck. Fuckityfuckfuckfuck.

theyre gone now

why dont i

[joeypottrs]

they really are saving up all their clips for friday huh....

[princessniquane]

Next time I’m just gonna start writing things down on paper and then putting it on tumblr from a lab top because ugggghhhh

[mitchellkriegman]

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[dwindlingashesburnt]

Undertale ideas

...I don't generally like angst, but a majority of Undertale angst seems to centre around Sans in some way, the concept of resets or of genocide routes, or of one of the people capable of resets going "ahahahah no consequences I can do whatever evil things I like and you can't stop me!!!"

Well

I'd like to propose a different variation for undertale angst - namely someone capable of resets going "oh fuck oh no there's no consequences oH FUCK HELP ME"

I mean.

Think about it.

All three capable of resets - Chara, Frisk and Flowey - have every single basic rule for life on Earth flung out the window, and are then told on top of that "btw no consequences for you, lol". Are they going to say "hell yeah, sweet"? Nope.

They're going to freak the fuck out. The fundamentals of how they understand the universe have just been torn out from under them - they're KIDS, they haven't made their own rules for their worldview yet, not really, they just have the fundamentals.

Think about those fundamentals:

What comes up, must go down, everything falls -> uh yeah gravity magic exists so that immediately goes out the window

What happens, happens, time cannot be rewritten -> ...resets.

There will be some form of consequence or reaction for every action taken -> ...well kind of a bit, but resets ultimately mean it doesn't make any difference, there are no TRUE consequences which means it likely very quickly fewla like there are none true or technical

For Chara and Frisk specifically, magic breaks the laws of physics, as does stuff like the snow in Snowdin, the whole concept of intent causing harm an of SOULs existing is also likely to rip the floor out from under their feet. I know most of this would be somewhat old news for Chara but I'm thinking it may end up being the straw that breaks the camel's back type thing

For Chara and Flowey specifically, their very existence is now likely to tear a pretty huge gap in their worldview. Flowey is now FLOWEY the flower, has no soul, potentially has his magic messed up due to the different form and or soul issues, does he even need to eat as a flower? Does he need sunlight, hell, does he photosynthesise? What about Chara - the fuck, how are they even existing? How if at all are they linked to Frisk? Were they aware since their death? Do they know anything about Frisk?

Further point for Chara and Flowey -> how much time, if any, has passed since the last time they were aware? Is the Underground drastically different to what they remember? What about their brief trip to the surface, when compared to Frisk and or Frisk's experiences??

Frisk specifically-> HUGE UNDERGROUND with MONSTERS and MAGIC and hoooollly shhiiiiittt what. Shouldn't that fall have killed them?

All -> the concept or lack thereof of an afterlife is probably a pretty huge knock to their worldview too

So now you must imagine these kids, who have had everythig and anything they could base their understanding, predictions, actions or reactions on, torn out from under them, leaving them completely lost and probably extremely panicked. Oh, they also have literally no idea what's happening....unnnntil they do, ok, they now have a huge amount of power that doesn't really help them at all with little knowledge to back it up and NO GROUNDRULES to guide them

Like this post sucks so bad compared to the idea in my head but like. I'm imagining Flowey and Papyrus getting on well because Flowey came up with his own rules to replace the usual gravity and time and consequences...But they don't make that much sense, his rules, however Flowey has made em a fundamental part of his worldview so anytime he sees them violated it sends him right off the deep emd, flailing as the world is again pulled out from under him, often resulting in panic, and or anger, and or violence. But he gets on well with Papyrus because Papyrus is very good at figuring out the fundamental rules of Flowey's worldview, and then operating within those rules - meaning he is one of few or perhaps the only person whom Flowey doesn't inevitably get distressed spending time with

I'm also imagining that Chara and Frisk very notavly don't make their own rules, but stubbornly cling to what should be their foundation but no longer is. This results in them taking a rather short route to a rapidly impeding breakdown as they frantically keep trying to prove the usual rules in any way they can. They try good consequences for their actions at first, but that doesn't really work out too well, and they can't figure out how to get out from the Underground so they inevitably get killed and end up resetting no matter what they do (meaning no sense of permanancy can be added to the other issues), so instead they start gradually doing things that SHOULD have worse and worse consequences. But they don't, not really. For one thing, it can be undone in a blink of an eye, for another...Well. There's no real consequence for Toriel or amy of the unnamed monsters anywhere in game. You don't find out the consequences for Papyrus' death until much later - late enough that it probably no longer feels like a connected sequence of events to these two kids who went throygh who knows how many resets getting from a to b anywsy - and Papyrus certainly doesn't hint at any consequences himself. He forgives them - who wants to bet that feels more like a slap to the face than anything else, to these two increasingly hysterical children who are starting to feel the world isn't quite real, they aren't quite real, none of it matters because no matter what they do they're not meeting any real consequences...

Imagine when Sans pretends to offer mercy. Imagine the kid(s) feel a dull roaring in their ears, because just when it seemed like they'd finally met some sort of consequence...Imagine them sprinting up to Sans with renewed fury as what's left of the two kid's sanity splinters along with the last remains of any solid worldview. Imagine they finally manage to kill Sans and sort of go into shock for a minute, because no. Nononono that wasn't supposed to happen, he said that was the consequences, that was no real consequence, what are they supposed to...

They don't care what the consequence is at this point, just something real and solid that proves that their actions affect things in the world and have been acknowledged felt and witnessed by other real living people.

Imagine Chara, in a fit of dark humour, asks Frisk, wheezing between paindul laughter as they demand to know "Do you think you are above consequences?"

Frisk can't breathe for a moment. They gasp, their breath hitches. A "Yes" escapes and then a child or two is half laughing, half crying, absolutely hysterical as they rock, trying to comfort themselves and each other. Neither of them notice until a good twenty minutes later that a near constant mantra of "yes yes I am we are above consequences yesyesyes there are no consequences none yesyesyes we are above, we are, oh god please help, helpmehelpmehelpus, yes, yes, yes" has barely stopped since Chara asked that question. They think, or would have, if either of them could think anywhere near coherently, that they may have had a bit of a panic attack there. Just a bit. They have no idea how long they were freaking out for - they try to check, turns out it was a couple of hours. They thought it was ten minutes.

IMAGINE THEY HAVE ENOUGH POWER TO ERASE THE WORLD they don't, but only because of the same type of mental block that stops you crunching your finger like a carrot. the realisation that they have that option, however, sends them into a near catatonic state for the equivalent of hours (saves and resetsare screwy). Then one or both of them decides now would be a good time to reset

IMAGINE THESE TWO KIDS GOING ON A COMPLETE GENOCIDAL RUN AND THEN FACING EVERY SINGLE PERSON THEY SLAUGHTERED AND WERE SLAUGHTERED BY, AS THOUGH NOTHING HAPPENED

imagine what that does a the psyche of these two kids who aint even 18 and quite possibly arent even teens?

Imagine Sans and or Papyrus thinking they're stuck in this hell of resets. Imagine Sans, determined that there is his friend, and there is the evil anomoly.

Imagine the people in control of those resets being as much if not more of a victim than the rest. Imagine Sans coming across a hysterical child having a fit of emotion and fear that mostly involves screaming and crying or laughing a lot and breaking things, because why not? It's not like they'll face any consequences for it.

Sans eventually figures out what's wrong with Chara and Frisk, very roughly anyway, and immediately goes...Ohhhhhh. Shit. Fuck. Fuckityfuckfuckfuck.

Papyrus is mildly bewildered by Flowey suddenly mildly changing his rules upon Frisk falling into the Underground and taking the reset option from him. Maybe Papyrus tries to guide Flowry to a healthier mindset or get him to a therapist, and instead ends up in a whole load of trouble. Flowey is concerningly dpendent on him and they're both feeling the strain

Just...just imagine the possibilities, yaknow?

I just think "oh fuck, no consequences" has pretty great angst potential. At LEAST as much as "oh yeah, no consequences" has

[suecopeman-blog]

My friend just posted this and I had to steal it as it really made me laugh out loud 😂 Its not how I feel but I just think it’s very healthy to exude a little bit of fuck off every now and then #fuckoff #offyoufuck #fuckityfuckfuck #fuckityfuckfuckfucker #newyearsresolution (at Pie Land)

[marmotsomsierost]

okay, internet, give me strength.

[ethepromqueen]

fuckityfuckfuckfuck i relate to bi dean with mullet mustache & belly so hard

[brodudepants]

I'm going to rant because I can and need to. For those of you who know me in real life.....just probably scroll past now bc it doesn't concern you and what you're going though ( and I'm Stressed (TM) ) If I were to every really talk about it, I'm sure people would be confused as to why I 1. don't have that great of a relationship with my parents at this point. AND why I 2. refuse to do anything about it at this point. Despite all of what they've done for me to give me a great childhood, there was never a clear transition to make me an adult or to give me reason to trust them. (God I already feel like I'm whining and should be thankful for what I had but fuck you) I got everything I wanted and then some; but I still grew up thinking I was the inferior child because of (indirect and sometimes direct) comparisons and judgement of me to my sister. Of course I know she had some similar feelings toward me (quote 4/5 y/o sister "I HATE THE BABY" I was born at some point before this of course and she had to stop being the only child she had enjoyed for 3ish years, no blame, totally get it) but damn she was still always better than me despite it. When I had braces, I struggled with staying on top of the teeth brushing, as I always have. However I WAS DILIGENT. Though it was rarely twice a day, and sometimes wasn't even every day, I still knew that with this metal in my mouth I needed to brush my teeth. I also used mouthwash regularly at this point. I have also always liked chocolate. These are all important to know for when my trust faltered with my mom the first time I can pin point and say "This!! This wasn't cool!!" We we're talking with either the dentist or orthodontist about my teeth...probably dentist, as the sudden yellowing of my braced teeth was brought up. My mom openly blamed my love of chocolate for this detail to the dentist. I attempted (in all my 12y/o abilities) to shoot her down and claim it had to do with the current mouthwash I had. I even tried to use science to prove my point! Despite the yellowing going down, and a change in mouthwash, I still believe to this day she thinks I was just eating too much chocolate. (Science has my back tho, as the discoloration went away almost immediately after I stopped the current mouthwash and still ate chocolate like crazy, and then didn't return with the new mouthwash :P ) At this point, if I still have an audience, I'm sure curious minds are wondering, "you don't trust your parents because of an interaction you had with one of them 10 years ago? Damn get a therapist and move on!" No, this was an initial point. While I was in high school my parents seemed to fight a lot...I remember multiple times where I either asked or at least thought "are my parents getting a divorce?" (Def asked my mom this at one point) One night, I forget if it was something I said, something my mom said, or simply some small last straw that I was unaware of, but my dad told me and my mom that he was leaving for the night, and to not expect to see him until morning/ the next night. I was sobbing my mom was sobbing and it was at this point I got a notion (still unproven, still not gonna try to find out either way) that perhaps my dad was cheating on my mom. This explained to me why he had his own apartment closer to work for some time, why they could be fighting so much right now, and why he in general seemed frustrated and upset often. Like I mentioned though, I haven't voiced this to either of my parents and I don't plan to. They resolved their shit and appeared very happily married from then on. That was also an initial point that I can't even prove. The worst thing that has caused me to be the terrible daughter that I am today, is worth it to me. I dumped my high school sweet heart for an older man who is also somewhat my boss. I kept the whole thing a secret at first. I think partially to keep my pride intact in case it really didn't seem to pan out in the first few weeks. Then I told my """trainer""" that I was now dating one of her husband's employees. She (and eventually my dad voiced the same opinion) told me that I could fuck around with him, but I shouldn't have any form of a serious relationship with him, as it might not work out well (blah blah blah and I'm 15 years younger blah blah blah) After I showed no interest in only being fuck buddies with him (I mean come on, we had already dated for like...all of November at this point without anyone noticing, you think I didn't have a trial??) she turned to say "it looks bad for [husbands] company" to "he's just an abusive asshole and I'm concerned for you" Let us keep in mind that the lady I'm talking about willingly lies to: a. Keep people from leaving by making them feel bad for wanting to leave OR b. Keep people from leaving by making them feel mad that other people wanted to leave. Regardless she gets off on abusing the ignorant, and claiming complete innocence from all bad things said about her. In short, if you look up narcissistic personality disorder, she is fully described by the definition and warning signs. So when I bring up a private conversation that only she and I had in my car with no one around ("you're and adult, he's an adult, I don't care what you do as long as you're smart about it and don't get hurt" this was when I was LITERALLY just friends with the dude and offended hat everyone seemed to think that because I stopped feeling like a shit bag around him I was suddenly fucking him) I made it up to make myself feel justified in dating a guy who was separated from his wife and trying to get divorce proceedings started (remember the NPD I mentioned) So of course due to this dramatic turn in opinion (of a guy that she was praising the pants off of over the work he did on her horses, by a woman who gladly told me she's cheated on every boyfriend she's ever had and even cheated on her husband) I knew I would have some difficulty getting some niceties towards my boyfriend from my parents, who readily warned me about this lady's shit and had issue with her in the past (not enough to force me out of her program as some parents have done for their daughters over the years I've known her). So of course, when I mentioned "I have a new boyfriend, can I bring him to Christmas" I pretty much expected a "no it's a bit early in your relationship" but instead got a "yes!! Who is he??" To which I had to explain, it was the farrier I had been raving about and worked with/was learning from, and oh yeah he's way older than me. AGAIN I expect a hesitation and a "maybe not then" but instead I was met with "well we'd love to meet him!" So of course I go back to him and excitedly explain he can spend Christmas with my family and it would be great because here's all the things they're into and you'd all get along great! Of course probably by the next day my mom CALLS THE LADY THAT SUDDENLY HATE HIM (to control me) to get the lowdown on this dude her daughter is seeing. FUCK ME. After I explained that the lady DID NOT have my best interests in mind, and in fact I would not be around her any more than I can help ("oh that's probably a good idea") everything that was falsely explained to them (with enough truth to make it sound plausible (omg he wasn't legally divorced yet and has a son how terrible!) on top of a mutual agreement that my boyfriend and I would say he was divorced already to keep from an embarrassing start of "well eventually the soon-to-be-ex-wife and I will agree on custody and the like and then all the paper work will be filed so that we can have the law say the marriage is dissolved" (despite the fact that she physically moved away and did not want to stay married) All of this combined made it so that my parents had pre-conceived ideas of the love of my life, before ever knowing what he looked like, and then despite claiming to not, used this idea to paint him out to be some horrid person out to...idk marry me??!?!? And ruin my life?!??? (Literally from the phone calls I've had with my mom her biggest fear is that I will end up married to him *~without knowing it~* at least the way she says it that's how I assume it will happen?? Which is completely disregarding the fact that I have clearly stated that I do not want to be married ever, for many years, AND disregarding the fact that recently divorced guys tend to be wary of marriage in the first place. Widowers are different it seems) After all of this they have barely, if at all, moved on from this. They actually went against all of things you're supposed to do when you suspect (or know) a friend or loved one is being abused. Because of this, I do not wish to have a proper relationship with them. Because after I explained how bad of a person my """trainer""" was I was still told by my mom (I assume in support of my dad) to try and maintain a relationship with her in hopes of having professional growth come from it. Just a PSA: DO NOT TELL YOUR CHILDREN TO GO BACK TO THEIR ABUSERS WITH THE IDEA THAT IT WILL NOT HARM THEM. Jfc I almost never spoke to them again over that. Then when it was made out to sound like I wouldn't get the support I was promised due to dropping out due to deep and well developed depression. Damn they are lucky I call on holidays! Because I am visibly upset after conversations with either and both of my parents. ONLY ONE PERSON BACK HOME SUPPORTED THE IDEA THAT I SHOULD DROP OUT OF SCHOOL and it WASNT THE """"abusive and controlling"""" boyfriend. And it DAMN SURE wasn't my parents. My decision to not maintain my relationship with my parents is supported by one (1) person. That person is me. My """"abusive and controlling"""" boyfriend, who has bad anxiety, set off especially by being alone, keeps insisting I keep a relationship with my parents. He would rather I keep a good relationship with my parents than see me be upset over how they feel about him. Honestly though? I would rather keep them out of my life and say "I did this. I did this with nothing and now look where I am" I could have been one of those guys who right out of shoeing school had a brand new rig with all the tools and shoes/steel needed to run a full business. Instead I dropped out and have paid my own way through it (after spending all of my money on food) My dad insists on paying me back for everything I do in my trade (while simultaneously bashing it ("he's a redneck, Allie, how did you expect me to get along with him") if he's a redneck for working in the sun then GUESS WHAT I'm learning to do the same fucking thing asshole, who's a redneck now?) and so in keeping my neutral ground I accept it (also I don't have any fucking money so like...if I get $100 back for passing a test I spent $400 to take, fuck it) idk rant over I guess...

[daemoniatweets]

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[alwaysfindthegiant]

LORDE CONTINUES TO PEER RIGHT INTO MY SOUL WHAT THE FUCK

[alexythmian]

Oh god oh fuck I think I might have fucked up my financial aid eligibility whenever I dropped out because of abusive fuckface If I can't go back to school and get my degree I can't do what I want to with my life and so ??? Why am I even alive he should have killed me lololol

[shibae]

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