#fucking hate it here i swear to god
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Kondraki in a more realistic style than my usual!
Variations + bonus under cut


I will never shut up about this fic ^
#scp#scp foundation#art#scp fanart#scp fandom#dr kondraki#fanart#kondraki#dr benjamin kondraki#benjamin kondraki#secure contain protect#look to the right#scp kondraki#scp 408#scp 7408#traditional art#I swear to god this fic genuienly inspires me everyday to change the bad circumstances I get into/live in#this fic is why I’m posting on tumblr#this fic is why I’m so deep into scp#godbless whoever made it#Dr.Benjamin Kondraki: I fucking hate it here.
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Ok I’m sorry to my like- 5 followers for posting about politics again, but I keep seeing a lot of comments everywhere about there being “problems on both sides” (cough chappell roan cough). Which is fair. Absolutely, of course there are problems on both sides. The Democrats are far from perfect.
But if you are continuously arguing that there are problems on both sides, what is your plan? To not vote? Vote for a third party candidate? If so, you are actively, willingly helping to elect a man who is a rapist, misogynist, white supremacist, and felon. I’m sure I missed something there, but you get the point. You are rolling out the red carpet for the guy who has repeatedly expressed his desire to be a dictator. To deport all immigrants, legal or not. To persecute LGBTQ+ people. To take away a woman’s basic bodily autonomy. To strip away voting rights.
It is perfectly reasonable to say there are problems with both parties. But for the love of all that is holy do not pretend they are the fucking same. It is not the intelligent take you think it is. Because you may not like Harris or the Democratic Party, but if Trump is elected, there will be a far, far worse outcome. If you are not a rich cis straight white Christian male, the GOP does not give a shit about you. In fact, they probably are actively trying to make life worse for you. In case you haven’t noticed, the GOP is full of literal Nazis.
So if you aren’t voting, what the actual fuck are you thinking? Honestly. I get that you may not like the Dems position on the war in Gaza. You want to support people’s right to exist. But if that is what you truly believe in, then there is a VERY clear choice here. Please, please make the right one.
#us politics#politics#2024 presidential election#presidential election#donald trump#kamala harris#get your ass out there and vote#god I hate it here#but can we at least try to keep from completely falling off the very avoidable cliff?#vote blue#vote kamala#fuck trump#I swear this is my last post about politics#maybe
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On one hand, I need to calm the fuck down about Sephiroth and stop giving into Twitter to debate lore. I KNOW I’m better than this lmao.
On the other hand, I see people genuinely angry about “how Crisis Core ruined Sephiroth by killing part of his agency through Genesis,” and “how having friends made him less cool,” and “how all the Compilation is humanizing him too much and taking away his mystery,” and “how he went evil for no reason,” and “how he was always an asshole that saw himself as superior to others and only broke down because he found out he wasn’t all that.”
I see unironic worship of “canon” traits he has that apparently mark him as a perverted alpha daddy dom sex god instead of the actual raging, delusional murderer with a loathing for all life he becomes for a reeeeeeeally key and important reason.
I see remarks like “I hate how First Soldier is ruining my favorite character and taking away more of his agency,” when said “favorite character” is Sephiroth’s most surface-level traits as a villain with no further depth and he has to be cool and perfect 100% of the time or else he isn’t Sephiroth anymore and he’s suddenly “badly written.”
That’s not the same character.
Yes, I know.
Why am I mad that one of the most beautifully designed and canonically objectified and powerfully portrayed and sensually voiced and thirstily fawned over characters in video game history is being reduced to singular traits???
I don’t know.
How can I demand the luxury of rage when faced with such odds.
What did I expect.
Yeah, this one’s on me.
#i need to chill#i really do#this isn’t me i swear i’m not normally this willing to even LOOK at fandom bs nowadays#i used to spend hours arguing for my favs on reddit and youtube lmaoo but i kinda got past it for years#seph just….woke the momma bear in my soul? does that even make sense?#it wouldn’t be so bad if he wasn’t SO widely misinterpreted#and does that sound arrogant? maybe? but it also shouldn’t because i feel like almost everyone else here on tumblr would feel the same way#like it’s just this uncanny perspective that exists in the “normal fandom” but somehow doesn’t even begin to thrive here#the problem is…the “normal fandom” is much louder than we are#so part of me feels obligated to crawl through the mud and try to spread a different outlook if nobody else will#but then i feel like it’s contributing to an endless cycle so idk if this is worth it#god i should relax#i’m just worried the devs will get discouraged and we’ll never get more stuff but that’s probably irrational#i also hate seeing big tweets with some really bad faith take on a character with thousands of people liking them and later parroting them#i don’t care how popular or beautiful the character is JUST STOP REDUCING THEM TO ONE FUCKING THING FOREVER#anyway i’m fine#(i’m mentally ill)#sephiroth#fandom vent#ff7
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Friendly reminder that Blitzstone isn’t canon but Caleo is.
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#pjo#percy jackson#pjo hoo toa#heroes of olympus#percy jackon and the olympians#calypso pjo#pjo leo valdez#i hate it here#I hate caleo#fuck caleo#all my homies hate caleo#leo valdez pjo#leo valdez#magnus chase series#magnus chase and the gods of asgard#blitz and hearth are perfect#blitzen#hearthstone#blitzstone#I love them#the gay dads#anti caleo#anti calypso#all my homies hate calypso smh#pjo fandom#riordan universe#rick i swear its on sight
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do you have any fanfiction recs??
I DO!!!!!! im honoured that someone's thought of Me to ask for recs omg... anyway theyll be under the cut because making long posts without a cut makes me feel mean
okay im assuming u mean gatty cos. its Me so sorry if u didnt 😞 smut is marked with * btw!!! (also before i start i'm sorry to everyone i tag i Hate tagging it's really scary.) SO. in no specific order. let's go
love me to death* by...somebody who i do not know the tumblr of (sorry) is amazing. i'd also recommend everything else by this person, too, because all of it is beautiful.
all the king's horses by the wonderful @allylikethecat is one of my all time faves, it just makes me want to scream and cry and yell and jump up and down. in a very, very good way!! (also, it has horses, so.)
the big light by @betweenthings2 is for real godsent, and i would die to be able to write like this!!!!! (but if u do then tw for speak of s/a!! keep urself safe!) it's beautiful and sad and sad and sad and wonderful. again, i'd recommend everything else by them, too!!! (also loads of crisps because it got updated like three seconds ago, and i Love It)
in the search for it, inside of you* by @arainesque is so beautifully sad, and the best thing ever. it's so soft and wonderful and lovely and aaaaaahhh!!! the way she wrote their dynamic makes my heart ACHE. obsessed always :(((((<3
how little i really know (about the things that matter)* OH MY GOD. farm boy george. literally almost entirely what inspired deus like it's AMAZING. beautiful and i love it so much
roadkill, again, by @betweenthings2 because she's genuinely amazing and deserves nine hundred thousand billion kudos on every single fic <3 (tw for restrictive (i think) EDs btw!!) i think if i read this while not in a good mood i would explode and die. it's amazing
into my spiral patterns you (my love) by @lookedlikethebins which is in progress rn is HWHSKJSJSJ. beautiful. obsessed with how they've written george in this one <3
okay im Very sorry to everyone who i tagged here i genuinely hate tagging people so much it makes me SICK but i kinda felt bad speaking about fics and Not tagging people. LORD. someone give me a tumblr etiquette class
#TELL ME IF THESE LINKS DONT WORK OR SO HELP ME GOD...#sorry for taking years i was watching the dragon prince and im SO INVESTED??#and to dust thou shalt return or whatever#okay no im sorry theres only like five i was getting stressed and i didnt know whether i should do not many or loads or what so i settled#on not many so im not irritating people with tags omg im stressed to fuck dude#why is everyone saying bed chem is good . stop lying .#im sorry like how can u say bed chem is good when taste is RIGHT THERE.#i genuinely think i have the most ridiculous hate in my heart#i dont like bed chem But the lyrics are making me giggle#i like this new era of unapologetic horniness in women musicians#i was gonna say female but. FEMALE#ull just have 2 taste me when hes kissing u 😁#sorry im still stressed like guys im tagging you im.SORRY dont hate me#anyway i think ive cried to half of these#everyone mentioned here i would DIE for you i swear to god#ive been waiting for someone to ask me for recs literally just so i could sit and gush about my favs honestly ☠️#asks#anon#blah blah!#fic recs#gatty#i hate that word.#delete it from existence pls i DONT WANNA TAG IT ANYMORE it just looks weird#however i will Continue to use it#matty x george#thats Slightly better...#ANYWAY.
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welcome back to your favorite game “who said that”! on todays episode, the quotes come from the la jolla script specifically, however the version we all know and love works just as well.
the rules are as follows folks: i’ll give you a quote and two options for who said it, and you’ll tell me who you think said it. alright are you ready? get set, go !
Here are your quotes:
A: “maybe you’d be best without me”
B: “maybe you’d be better with me gone”
you’re choices are between darry and ponyboy. good luck folks !
#real talk though#i’m listening to la jolla again and#when i noticed i swear to god my heart stopped for a second#darry and ponyboy parallels go so fucking crazy#i hate it here so goddamn bad#the outsiders#darry curtis#outsiders musical#ponyboy curtis#the outsiders broadway#the outsiders musical#the outsiders la jolla
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CAN WE GO ONE FUCKING GAME WITHOUT ONE OF KIRYU'S CLOSE FRIENDS/ALLIES DYING IN HIS ARMS I AM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES RIGHT NOW
#(y3 spoilers for whoever's reading this for whatever reason i guess)#I WAS JOKING. I WAS FUCKING JOKING WHEN I SAID “lmao okay now it's kashiwagi's turn to die" IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A JOKE#AND EVEN THEN. I WAS THINKING IF HE DOES DIE IT WOULD EITHER BE NEAR THE TAIL END/CLIMAX OF THIS GAME OR LATER IN THE SERIES#HE WASN'T SUPPOSED TO DIE LIKE. 10 MINUTES MAXIMUM AFTER I SAID THAT. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE /NSRS !!!1#oh wow and like that pretty much every major ally we got to know as kiryu in yakuza 0 is now Dead they're all Gone#fucking. reina kazama nishiki kashiwagi like STOP ITTTTTTTT HE'S BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH#GONE LIKE THE FUCKING WIND I GUESS! JESUS CHRIST#oh my god i hate it here (<- enjoying it (i'm actually really enjoying y3. Unfortunately. Sigh.))#i swear to god and i think kiryu's gonna become a murder suspect. AGAIN. A-FUCKING-GAIN. GET ME OUTTTTTTT#the survivor's guilt gonna go fucking craaaaazy with this one boys haha :) (<- in agony)
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robots are so cool and kissable kiss your local robot today
#I swear to god if I end up being objectum- /hj#NO HATE TO OBJECTUM PEOPLE YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING COOL BTE#but crystal rock candy tech(the see through tech) that's fucking sexy#(sexy is used loosely here (aroace swag))#🍰bakerytakes
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a guy brought a gun thru TSA at ohare today, grabbed his bag (where the gun was) out of the scanner and ran off into the terminal and they just...let him? yet i get accosted for bringing candles in my carryon???? pack it up everybody this years rosemont, il community theatre production of "airport security" was a rousing success
#speak friend and enter#the tsa should be abolished and i should personally get to kick in the teeth of every tsa agent who has personally wronged me.#it'll be a long and arduous process but im willing to make that sacrifice. the line would stretch all the way to the freeway#also for those unfamiliar with the Candle Incident of 2024 i was living in my parents house at the time and had come to chi for a visit#and i'd bought a candle up here and was going to bring it back as one does#so i put the candle in my carryon and went through tsa as i always do but i was in a bit of a hurry because i was about to be late#and of course the stupid screener had a giant stick up her ass and dumped the entire contents of my carryon onto the table.#i was getting visibly frustrated by this point and she was giving me the third degree about the aforementioned candle#so i said 'it's just a candle. can you please just let me go'#and i swear to god that woman fucking smirked as she looked at me and said 'well people make bombs out of anything these days'#and in that moment the spirit of all the mean white women in my ancestral line possessed me#and i said 'my flight is in four minutes. stop being a cunt.'#she looked at me and i was pleading to whatever fates would listen that she wouldn't arrest me#but then she dumped all my stuff back into my bag (in such a manner that it wouldn't close) and said 'you're clearly having a bad day. go.'#and i still hate her for it! every time i fly out of ohare there is a sick part of me that wants to have her screen me
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2024 reads / storygraph
Here We Go Again
adult f/f romance
follows two childhood friends who’ve hated each other since their middle school crush-based falling out, who are now both back teaching in their small town high school
when the english teacher who was like a father figure to both of them asks them both to drive him across the country as his dying wish, they give in and spend a summer on a wild road trip across the country that forces them to confront each other and maybe grow back together
two lesbian MCs with ADHD, one is likely aroacespec
#here we go again#alison cochrun#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#this is good. it’s funny. I like the messy complicated characters and relationships and it's full of queer culture#IT IS ALSO SAD. as you would probably expect from the premise. definitely not a romcom#one thing i absolutely hated was the near-constant swearing by queer celebrity named (kristen fucking stewart! etc) oh my god.#i cant tell if that was intentionally trying to be cringe lol. but it was so often. like 3 times in the first chapter#(I say likely aspec - it’s explored and brought up but she explicitly says she doesn’t fully identify with any label other than lesbian)#also the cover illustration......proportion wise they look like teenagers. hm.
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Jay not being able to make up his mind on whether he wants Alex to be nice to him or whether he wants to antagonize him into hitting him hard, is making this chapter and absolute rollercoaster to write.
#Everyone's getting whiplash here. me. Jay. Alex. None of us know what Jay's gonna do next. and whatever it is god knows its a shit decision#I swear. Jay sits there and goes “ill be good to get this over with and get the aftercare quicker” and then he's like “no no im gonna do#do whatever it is Alex told me NOT to do so that he'll use me like a human punching bag" and he keeps fucking flipping from one to#the other. like BRO make up your mind. And also please talk to Alex??? He's trying to be nice. like YOU wanted. but you don't know how to#actually deal with that so you just keep antagonizing him to make him go back to being mean to you. AND THEN THAT MAKES JAY FEEL BAD#toxic jaylex#fucking dumbasses. stupid fucking moron bitches i hate them so much go to fucking therapy you stupid fucks#i feel like the jurgen leitner rant about them. “Jaylex? Stupid idiot mother fucking Jaylex? Goddamn fools---” and so on and so forth#mildly nsft#marble hornets#jay merrick#alex kralie#marble hornets fanfic#jaylex#mh sorry its locked
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Round 6
Round: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8
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#detective conan#music#polls#detco posting#my stuff#be grateful that ai wa itsumo didn't end up in the previous round we are off to a strong start with this one#freaking iconic all right#also i swear youtube has something against naifu such BANGERS AND YET!! A CRIME!!!#in the process of making this and 5/5 so far. will this e even more of an impossible choice than the previous round? for me definitely#like wtf did my shuffle do here#at 7 and i'm dying WHAT THE FCK SHUFFLE YOU ARE EVIL#i reached the last one and god MY SHUFFLE IS PURE EVIL#i could only eliminate 1! 1!!!!! OF THESE AND NO FCKIN MORE AND EVEN THAT WITH AN ACHING HEART... perhaps 2 at the worst#i hate you shuffle I HATE YOU BAD SHUFFLE#at this point i'm surprised that mune ga doki doki and unmei no roulette mawashite is not in this round#that would be my death and absolute overkill#what the fuck shuffle#happy struggling everyone#you will suffer with this one for one reason or another me thinks#no more suffering and struggling for y'all i have mercy#no more banger polls this is the last for today#i fear y'all and i as well would die if i did more#what thE ABSOLUTE FCK SHUFFLE
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people sure do love consuming content but ignoring art huh
is it really that hard to click a kudos button (not the tumblr like button, seriously fuck that noise) if you reach the end of a fic, or writing two words ("loved/liked this") to encourage a writer?
also is it *really* that difficult to hit reblog on this site? be real with me for a second. is it?
yall are just bunch of consumers who are destroying any fun in making and sharing art cause yall are so conditioned to the quick-and-fast-blink-and-you-miss-it consumerism of modern social media content
CLICKING BUTTONS TO ENCOURAGE AND SHARE STUFF IS FREE. TYPING OUT TWO WORDS TO TELL SOMEONE YOU LIKED THEIR WORK ENOUGH TO FINISH READING IT IS FREE AND TAKES FIVE SECONDS MAX
you literally have no excuse. thats all
#back on my bullshit? yes im tired and just about ready to start throwing hands#stop being awful to fic writers. support your friends and moots. expand your horizons by reading new stuff#'i dont even go here but' is one of the most encouraging forms of commenting. fucking use it#and also reblog this or i swear to fucking god#..can you tell im hungry? i sure can but it doesnt change the fact that this is still true and i hate it how often it needs to be said#im fucking trying my goddamn hardest here. yall could do the bare fucking minimum jfc#yes i wrote this in a very guilt trippy way but i literally dont care. tough love or whatever the fuck#im gonna go make dinner good fucking day#night is an absolute mess on main
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I hope trump decides to go pay a visit to the "gulf of america" and gets fucking lost at sea or something. Absolutely fuck off. God strike him down please please.
#BIDEN DIDNT MANAGE COVID WELL BUT TRUMP WOULDVE BEEN WORSE AND NOW WE HAVE HIM FOR BIRD FLU LIKE OHHH MY GOD#AND HES DISMANTLING PUBLIC SERVICES#HES INSANE HES EVIL AS FUCK HE SHOULD BE ACTUALLY DEAD WHAT THE FUCK#FIRES RAVAGED LA AND HES DENYING CLIMATE CHANGE AND DISMANTLING CONSERVATION EFFORTS#I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT IM LOSING MY MIND I SWEAR TO GOD#WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS#NONE OF THIS SHOULD EXIST#god let me reincarnate into a different universe. one like brambly hedge. let me be a mouse wearing pants.. god
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"kunidazai is healthier than skk" annoys me so bad bc those are two very different relationships in dazai's life you Have to stop comparing them
#like did. did everyone just forget that chuuya's will to live convinced dazai to try living. am i going insane here.#that dazai got up and did something abt shibusawa bc he upset chuuya#that they have Despite Their Arguing always fully and completely trusted and protected each other????#what they have is not just like. a healthy partnership (which. lmfao imo abt well. I Shant Say)#but a bond built on recognition they cant just let go of. at the end of the day they'll always drift back to each other#bc if you cant hate urself might as well hate ur exact perfect mirror yknow#also JUST IN GENERAL fuck off abt other people not liking ur fuckass ship i swear to god i will hunt you for sport#sig.zai's already off my god damn table from those people I WILL START HATERISMING UR SHIT TOO#AND main tag it since kunikidazai fans cant fuckin learn to keep their shit outta the skk tag fucks sake
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Everytime Alice talks i want o chew on my walls (/terrified)
#Alice: *says some fucked up foreshadowy shit* me: hehe i am in danger#This is not hate on Alice. I love her but she keeps saying some very concerning shit and i am terrified#'As the longest inmate here' WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN BY THAT???#and the whole Sam and Alice convo at the beginning literally fucking me up#I swear to god Jonny is doing this on purpose he's actively trying to murder me i am going to die#alice dyer#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers#tmagp#the magnus protocol spoilers
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