#fucking end me (affectionate)
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I think that the party's communication issues can be summed up as "man, is it awkward to tell someone that you want to spend the rest of your life with them if you've only know them for a few months? Probably."
#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#listen they will kill for each other but also its such a short time???? like??? thats part of the tragedy tbh#like!!! yeah theyll go back to their previous lives bc who in their right minds throw out everything they were doing before for people youv#only known for a few months and it turns out all of them do bc theyre insane for each other but!!!! like!!!! thats still a big ask!!!!!#yeah lets throw out everything we've ever know to be together lets fucking go and then they do in the end!!!! but!!!#thats because theyre all are ride or die to the extreme for each other!!!!!! far more than siffrin thinks anyone will ever be for him!!!!#anyway I have a lot of feelings about the party and just how bonkers (affectionate) they are#yeah no siffrin I too would not expect people to put aside their previous lives especially if its clear they have other plans#'yeah im gonna invite myself over to your house to live here lol' yeah no I would not assume that!!!!!!!#the issue is more that issue doesnt communicate what he really wants because if they do and his family says no then... being together truly#will end so he doesnt ask so they never will get a no so it never has to end (and has his reason to keep going)#this is turning into an essay in the tags but like. God its a wild set of circumstances so#tbh Siffrin not thinking the party wants to travel together is not wild to me neither is family not communicating#them wanting to be together ALL OF THEM wanting it is... unbelivable in these circumstances#but they do bc theyre all insane and ride or die but the extent of which is a mystery to all of them#anyway thats my essay in the tags#just read the no loops fic where the adults minus siffrin all offer to bring bonnie to bambouche and had FEELINGS about it#my posts
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Look i draw CecilDonald as cats. meow meow meow haha miaouu
That's it that's the post. Little meow meow headcanons + their inspo moodboard under cut
Cecil!!
bites (hard)
ugly ass cat who looks like he lost a fight with a woodchipper
foul beast. growls a lot. probably had rabies.
fur is clumpy, has the texture of crimpled paper. he doesn't allow brushing so it stays that way.
claws are out at all times
food thief
Donald!!
Just a lil guy
Aloof. Anxious, even. Absolutely terrorized, if you wish
Doesn't allow petting. Just awkwardly wiggles out of the way.
If you look miserable enough he will loaf next to you and purr gently
Very patient. If he swats at you he will look very guilty about it. Please don't make him do this.
#invincible#invincible fanart#cecil stedman#donald ferguson#art#normalise letting me draw nonsense about these two old men#round cats my beloved#ofc cecil sounds like he's getting the short end of the stick but every single headcanon is affectionate#he can't be a majestic white cat with pretty soft fur. that was before the woodchipper episode#cat cecil is like human cecil. you look at him and go âah what the fuck is wrong with itâ#cat donald and his human counterpart on the other hand. you see them and nothing happens in your head. theyre just little guys
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You know what would absolutely destroy me?
If my dom came over at the end of the day, lifted up my small body without preamble to carry me to the bed and throw me onto it, not saying a word; I would ask what they wanted, terrified of the dangerous look in their eyes, and they'd tell me to shut the fuck up, while tearing both of our clothes off. Then they would climb on top of me to hold me down, force my thighs apart with enough strength to bruise my skin already; then they would bury themself in my dripping wet boycunt, starting to fuck me so hard like I was not an actual fragile person but a mere object to take out their anger and frustration on. They would use my holes like this for hours, making me cum over and over again, not for my own pleasure but to amuse themself with my pathetic whimpers and expressions ans trembles when I orgasm, and to gradually turn it into torture, to make me beg for them to stop when I can't take it anymore, but they won't, not until they filled me with so much cum it's flowing out from my holes in streams. By the time they stopped, I would be barely conscious, hurting all over, marked with bruises and hickeys, my eyes red from crying. I'd be just lying there, looking up at them with a clouded gaze, not believing they finally stopped and I'm still in one piece more or less.....and then they'd lean in and kiss me on the lips with such gentleness, my stomach would flutter despite the pain and exhaustion. They would lie down next to me and cuddle my small, half-ruined body; I would wrap my weak, shaking arms around them; they would rest their head on my chest, falling asleep there. Because they know that is what will end me completely.
#Ummmmmmmm I started writing and this happened#I don't have a irl dom this is all hypothetical đ#also I just uncovered my probably biggest kink: full-on cnc violence mixed with gentleness in the end#but not like in a I'm sorry for the violence way#more like a I still have the right to be gentle and affectionate with you after I fucked you half dead#idk if it's clear I hope my point gets through#like the cnc by itself will fuck me up but if you do this in the end#I'll be destroyed in every possible way and forever yours#mine#ftm bottom#ftm ns/fw#ftm nsft#ftm sub#queer ns/fw#queer nsft#mlm ns/fw#mlm nsft#mlnb nsft#mlnb ns/fw#cnc k!nk#queer cnc
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Thinking about the symbolic weight of smoking in the TLT universe that comes to the fore in The Unwanted Guest -- the way it moves through from person to person: Pyrrha smoked, and Augustine wanted to impress her in all her stone cold fox MILF James Bond glory (and tbf who wouldn't) so he started too. and even though as far as he knows she's been gone for a myriad and is never coming back, he keeps the habit. Ianthe sees something in the hollowed-out Faberge eggshell of Augustine that resonates with her, all that gilded eloquent emptiness and disdain through the ages, so she picked it up from him to try to emulate it. She picked it up so hard that Palamedes -- the exact spiritual antithesis of the 'smoking! on a space station! what a powermove' ennui Ianthe so admired -- spontaneously unnerded enough to even known how to, simply from a sort of contact contamination of the soul.
G1deon and Augustine sharing a jittery smoke after their near-Harrow experience during soup night, and it's the closest thing to any real sense of brotherhood that remains between them. Pyrrha going ten thousand years dying both literally and for a smoke (and then Camilla sold her fucking cigarettes (for a third of what they were worth, probably Pyrrha's own good, and also more importantly grocery money). what an entirely haunted time to be alive etc.). Augustine and Mercy trading a cigarette back and forth in the middle of their collusion over the love and murder of god.
An act of small and measured self-destruction in the name of something a little bit like connection when you're stuck somewhere in yourself where love itself dares not or cannot tread (ritualized, transmissible)..........
#the unwanted guest#the unwanted guest spoilers#the locked tomb#ianthe tridentarius#augustine the first#pyrrha dve#palamedes sextus#this series is going to make me lose my mind completely one day (affectionate)#the locked tomb meta#the fact that ianthe seems to have had some genuine admiration for augustine makes my head spin. of course though.#of course she sees the person who looks the most like he's successfully made himself impervious to the world#utterly untouchable and impossible to hurt because he isn't even really there#and she believes it! even after seeing the john mercy augustine mess at the end! because it's such a seductive idea#when you've stuck yourself in an inevitable ocean of pain to think you could make yourself numb enough that it doesn't matter#it's the emotional equivalent of 'oh there's water all around? well I just won't breathe in then. easy lmao get on my level'#she holds on to that thing from him even when it's been proved to be both impossible and ultimately untrue even in him#because uh. oh I'm about to be kind of sad for ianthe what the fuck is going on. he might actually have been the closest thing#to parental and especially paternal affection she's ever known. certainly known enough to try to model herself after#IMAGINE how fucked up the nine houses must be when augustine the first registers for anyone as a model of psychological survival#ianthe do you really want to be yourself completely so much that you're willing to be nothing. I mean yeah probably but. oh my god#gaining nothing at the cost of everything
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wow i can't believe some guy's auditory processing disorder almost made a precure season end after one episode
#you and idol precure#kimi to idol precure#precure#i'll admit i would fucking do this#if there was a kind of magical girl that sounded vaguely like alexandria i would be like that's me! and end up in a magic fairy world#most relatable character#btw i don't normally watch precure as they air but i just had to for this one#god it felt like such a parody of itself (affectionate)#shitpost#my post
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Itâs missing blitzfizz hoursâŚ.. I miss them so much đđ
Warning for long tags
#hc that theyâre literally always touching cuz they canât bear to be apart again after so long#theyâre tails are always intertwined or theyâre holding hands or laying against each other#just so casually affectionate always#and itâs so nice to have that level of trust and love back after so long cuz theyâre bond was so close and theyâre so thankful to have#each other back#at first they walk on eggshells a bit but they go back to pre fire almost immediately bc they were so close nothing could truly break them#apart forever ahhhhhhhh#I miss them so much :(((((#theyâre literally soulmates.#also the angst of even after everything not getting together and staying apart literally made me cry#itâs why theyâre canon in my head I canât except that after everything theyâve been through they donât end up together they deserve their#happy ending fuck u tag character count lemme ramble#talk to me about blitzfizz I wanna draw them and my blitzfizz Fankid again#also married blitzfizzarozzie ⌠<3
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i can't deal w/ this. i bought molly's camp uniform on mercari but the seller also sent me a fucking kirsten.
i have three kirstens now (pc 1994, 35th anniversary, and the one i was sent is mid-2000s).
will anyone take a kirsten holy shit.
#american girl#american girl doll#kirsten larson#american girl kirsten#agblr#3 kirstens!#6 year old me would die if she knew i'd end up having three of those fucking things (affectionate)
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One side effect of the autistic sense of justice for me is going insane over justice and vengeance as concepts in themselves whenever applicable in media.
Which unfortunately means that thinking about justice dragon age for too long (especially with the post inq takes on spirits) makes me want to rip my hair out.
#i can't reconcile with the idea that vengeance is a corrupted 'too much' version of justice im sorry i'll always believe in Anders simply-#being stupid and catholic about it (affectionate)#It just. even if we're strictly viewing one as 'more violent' . that idea is.. not quite 100% applicable? kghfdhg đ#it strictly depends on what is the driving force right? what are we avenging/ seeking justice for#and if violence for it is called for- then well- that response would be /Just/ just as much as it'd be an act of vengeance/retribution#if not more#Thing is Justice is the one type of spirit we've met(that i remember) that's intrinsically tied with morality by his very nature#/you can be wise and immoral or compassionate to people who very much do not deserve it etcetc#(i hate Mythal as benevolence ((SHE WAS A SLAVER)) -> retribution as much as i hate all evanuris lore but shes a good example of this)#but Justice? Justice to be Justice has to be objective#which IS BORDERLINE IMPOSSIBLE to apply in the real world outside the fade. which i suppose is where you CAN bring vengeance in.#vengeance as justice but looking at the world through a subjective lens. Since Vengeance and Justice CAN be two sides of the same coin.#Vengeance can be as Just as you make it- it's just that /unlike/ justice- it doesnt have that same objective moral tie.#ie how you get someone like elgar'nan on the opposite end of the morality scale being called the god of it#but dragon age overall has the most wack and muddled sense of that all these words /concepts-#mean/are meant to convey that im starting to feel like im losing my grasp on the english language overall đ#bc even after this entire philosophical talk - anders' justice-> vengeance as a transition makes me go???#at that the fuck elgar'nan 's deal was supposed to be originally then? certainly not justice. unless maybe we mean justice as in law??#BUT THAT'S A WHOLE OTHER CAN OF WORMS. DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN.#veilguard spoilers#dav spoilers#for the mythal thing#elluin wotr and whatever the fuck he has going on with calistria and iomedae save me from this. save me ellu
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this might be targeted to a very specific audience but for the past while iâve been driving myself nuts bc in crimson rivers, remus is the only one who can tell when sirius is like dissociating right? not even james, his best friend in the world, or regulus, his little brother, can see it the way remus can (âyou were gone for a bit, i thinkâ). and the reason i was going nuts is bc i felt like there was something similar to this but for the longest time i couldnât put my finger on it. but then. THEN i was rewatching thee best show of all time, fleabag, and it hit me. itâs like when the priest is able to tell when fleabag breaks the fourth wall when nobody, not claire, not boo, has ever been able to before (âwhere did you just go?â)
and idk thereâs something so beautiful and kind of heartbreaking to me about that, how maybe only the person who is best described as your soulmate can see even the most minuscule things about you, the parts of you that maybe you didnât even realize others could see. the things that had been just for you, your whole life, are things that they share in bc theyâre the person who knows you and loves you best. i dunno maybe this doesnât make sense but it makes me kind of teary to think about. itâs just. lovely.
#do you get me or no#theyâre in love your honor#no i donât believe romantic love is the be all and end all of life#but itâs still beautiful#especially with these fucks (affectionate)#yes i whipped out cr AND fleabag the scriptures to find those lines#wolfstar brainrot till i die#rewatch fleabag till i die#fleabag#phoebe waller bridge#hot priest#crimson rivers#wolfstar#remus lupin#sirius black#marauders#em saying things
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^ face of someone (me) who just finished the arcane finale
#GOODNIGHT I NEED TO PROCESS#im STRUCK#there r tears rolling down my cheeks fuck this damn showđđ (affectionate. this is the peak of all media ever)#okay yall arcane spoilers#arcane#arcane s2#that ending was honestly SO well done#the WHOLE finale#and all the rest lmao#but fucking GOD#the cycle....and the way each character was considered within..just- SO GOOD#and ekko......#and JAYCE oml yall better take back all the shit tbh he's genuinely become such an intriguing character throughout s2#and going to admit. i did Not care abt him in s1 sryđ#but the s2 arc has been captivating from the start and jayce is NO exception#also viktor's eyes im so glad we got to see them again. ohhh the irony of grief and relief mean SO much to me#his eyes. mean sm to Me. doomed scientist yaoi i lov e u#and mel.....omg not much to say regarding initial thoughts. im afraid haha. buuut i wanted to learn more about her link to the black rose#LOVED ambessa. her characterisation was so brilliantly captivating that i dont think i ever rlly hated her lmao#and jinxx omfg im sick. i love her so much. oh fucking hell ep7 killed me actually. im dead.#the sisters r so close all throughout the show and i loved the little direct confirmation of this like i actually started crying then#and VI oh my goddddd vi. could write a thesis on her. the visual rep of the lessening of her guilt after jinx. with singing. with acceptanc#oh fml im going a little insane i love this show so much#and VANDERRR and the beast and FUCK how even at the end he covered jinx.#i love how the show covered her end. it feels like a sigh of relief. the final breath. u end up hoping the best for her.#OH MAN THE MUSIC STARTED AND I STARTED CRYING SO HARD.#this is s1 ep3 all over again#oh and HOLY SHIT we got lesbian sex im ECSTATIC. thannk u fortiche for the whole show but yeah. especially. uhm. this.#okay im loggin off now i need to clock out and sleep. process my thoughts and then word vomit tmr.#nyx talks shit
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do you think it counts as a toxic lesbian situationship if you didn't realize you were a girl yet?
#the person it was with identified as a lesbian at the time#my best friend of several years#who 'liked me back' and would be physically affectionate with me#not just affectionate but like. very intimate#they'd sit in my lap with their arms around my neck#they invited me camping. when we went swimming they had me hold them while they wrapped their legs around me#we held hands as we fell asleep in that tent every night#we were inseparable. texting every night. sitting next to each other at every opportunity. shit like that#but they didn't want to date because they 'felt too connected to their label'#which could have been the end of it#but a couple months later they were asking me for advice on how to get the attention of some Guy they had just met#it hurt so fucking bad dude.. then it was even worse when they brought their Boyfriend to my mom's funeral a few years later#**y if my some fucking chance you're seeing this. no you don't#and I'm sorry i can't let you go. i really loved you. a whole lot. and you really hurt me. a whole lot#and thinking back on it i deserved to be treated better. but i was so stuck to the idea that maybe you'd change your mind#and you did. just not about me
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Holy shit holy shit holy shit.
Wilbur ended stream and then this happened:
He said "sorry Tallulah, but you are in a cold world", he took off his sword "it takes only one click". But there is no click, no sound, only q!Quackity questioning whether or not to kill Tallulah, silently watching her sleep.
He goes to thr canvas, and draws TilĂn, his dead child, and hangs the painted canvas in the wall. The. Looks around, reading the signs that Tallulah used to talk with Wilbur, and then he retracts from what he was about to do.
q!Quackity gives a last watch at q!Wilbur and Tallulah's little wood and dirt house, and he leaves.
And then he ends stream.
#TilĂn would not have liked this#the STRESS. and the BITCH JUST ENDS STREAM so happy and chill#cc!Quackity really fucking knows what he's doing. like holy fuck#I can't believe this minecraft server is what is making me feel more things this year#qsmp#qsmp quackity#qsmp Tallulah#qsmp wilbur#the chat was saying at one point. and I'm crying over it#never get attached to a Minecraft server everyone. the content creators sre evil malevolent people (affectionate) (I'm knee down into this#shit)#qsmp :]
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sometimes i feel like the "marcille hates laios" jokes are going a little too far.............
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#marcille donato#like i really fucking hope those are jokes otherwise i'm questioning your reading comprehension#she went from 'laios is a freak (derogatory)' to 'laios is a freak (affectionate)'#she might constantly complain about him & his methods but she's still gonna stand by him & his weird ass at the end of the day!#and lbr by the end of the series they're the ones who know the other best. they've shared things w each other that they haven't w falin#and you want to tell me she hates him??????? come onnnnnnnn#also seeing them summed up as besties or siblings-in-law is baffling to me sorry#unless you've walked your besties/siblings-in-law back from the brink then carry on idk#calemonsito notes
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sophia seeing cailan's body hanging there when they go back to ostagar, and suddenly all she can see even through the rot and the ruin is just how much he looked like alistair...... :'(
a mental image that totally will not haunt her through alistair's many years on the throne as rebellions and assassination attemps come and go. doesn't send her unhinged and unwise even a little
#I've never played back to ostagar before actually! getting some more delicious trauma for everyone#and also zev was there (affectionate)#oc: sophia amell#warden x alistair#dragon age#dragon age origins#the vibes are slightly weird in the dialogue in this dlc -- this uh. did not seem to be the relationship alistair and cailan had#such as it even was. but hey I got this angst out of it what more can I ask#I had sophia and alistair smooch on the platform place thingy where you meet him for the first time. I am a sap but I am free#what's that post about the unconquerable human spirit that's like 'despite all the horrors I am still horny' again. basically they're that#alistair is honestly The most pocket healed warrior of all time he's got two spirit healers who love him laser focused on him#at all times#(sophia switches between unleashing horrifying amounts of raw magical power on the enemy and going 'oh nooo let me see I'll fix it')#that boy is Protected. wynne and sophia glaring at you past his shoulders like 'he said no FUCKING pickles ok. last warning'#(actually probably sophia would glare at you from like. the height of his armpit; she's Short lol)#also partially why I had to change my canon b/c if alistair was left in the fade sophia would. she would quite simply end the world#long before solas had the time to. she would tear the veil to shreds to get to him. mind and circle mage restraint irretrievably lost#her greatest fear is becoming unmoored (which in many ways also means losing alistair) and everyone else should be afraid of that too#I do like how this playthrough is shaking out tho it feels like a more grown-up version of the story I told with them originally#more complicated and acknowledging the other forces pulling on them (when I was younger I liked the freedom of them both staying wardens)#but it just makes the 'we're sticking together *no matter what*' all the more satisfying and triumphant for me.#we'll find a way and if there is no way we'll fucking make it together :') and they do
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i am never going to recover from the death shroud radio play actually
#liz blogs#fallout 4#death shroud#its been in my watch later for like 3 months now and i just got around to listening to it all the way through#its got everything. its got nick valentine. it's got Funny Bits. it's got amazing universe writing. it's got a mystery.#its got nick valentine again. yes i'll mention him twice he's my peepaw :) nice old man#i should have expected That Ending with Those Voice Actors Present but i was still Unprepared for where that went#demonicae#bitch. i get it now. i get what you meant by 'it was relevant to my interest in more ways than one.' holy shit#that ending was crack to my brain i tell you#it starts like 'oh yeah thismight as WELL be canon though' and ends like 'oh my god thats so delightfully silly and fanfic-y. ... but still#-relatively in the bounds of canon even with that premise.' its good. oh my god its good#obscure videogame crack lore about glados and claptrap dating my beloved. that's the stupidest shit i ever seen (affectionate)#now THAT is a crackship. they are SO divorced#i was not ready for any of that oh my fucking GODDDDD hELP ME#also i never considered nora and danse dating but actually. thats really funny. she has a type. she just replaced her fucking husband#its basically the same guy twice.
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OKAY. DONE. the update was SOOOOO fucking good i enjoyed that sm
#num speaks#AGAIN SPOILERS FOR TKATB DAYS ONE AND TWO#JUST A WARNING FOR ANYONE WHO HASNT PLAYED!#that was so fucking good actually#ALSO I STILL DONT HAVE THOSE TWO REMAINING CROWE CGS? THE LITTLE PARTS OF THEM I MEAN? I DUNNO HOW TO GET EM#if anyone knows how to get em. pls lemme know. because wdym 1 out of 4 and 5 out of 6 is locked. NO? WHAT?#the little dinner date with sol and getting to nickname him im falling apart#i actually started giggling guys it was embarrassing#BUT ITS NOT MY FAULT#HE CALLED ME AN AFFECTIONATE NICKNAME AND I BROKE FR#im gonna ignore that he drugs us! that last part? didnt happen! we had a nice little dinner date where he was basically my husband and then#yeah whatever! yknow!#im REALLY liking how this is going though#its super interesting i love all the characters#and i am madly in love with both sol and crowe#YIPPEE! WE ALL JUMPED FOR JOY!#going to ignore the bad ending.#i had a blast.#ART.... ART SOON? MAYBE?#cg redraws... sound very fun... esp with the new ones OUGH#SO GOOD SO FUN#does this mean i need to work on my assignment now. GUHHHHHHHH
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