#fucken aquarius

[fluidstatick]

ghhh (injury description tw)

stabbed into the tip of my thumb while trying to shave down a fucken stick. it bled for so long i decided to call 911. fire department came, wrapped it in gauze, offered me an ambulance. I'd rather wait for my cg to give me a lift to urgent care (for the second Wednesday in a row). i dunno, Wednesdays are kicking my ass this month for some reason ...

edited to add: looked up my star chart for the day - last week mars was exact my natal mars in 6h aquarius; prime Injury Hours. "anything you try to do today will meet stiff opposition." today it's halfway between natal moon and mars, near opposite my ascendant and directly opposing chiton in gemini, which explains the dramatic bleeding, being injured in the EXACT SPOT i got the splinter last week, and the feeling of not being able to express myself about the problem.

also i haven't eaten yet today and now I only have use of one hand, so that's lovely

[graysongraysoff]

the zodiac based on people i know personally (this is all in jokey jokey good fun i'm just bored at work pls don't take this too personally)

aries: exhaustingly confrontational but much to my chagrin they are usually right.

taurus: How About I Do Anyway?

gemini: knife cat.

cancer: drafted into the role of mom friend. it's a tough job, but somebody's gotta do it.

leo: even if it's not a competition yes it absolutely is, especially if "it" is who your best friend is.

virgo: they have a SYSTEM.

libra: october libras we cool. september libras y'all test my fucken patience ngl.

scorpio: the best zodiac sign with all the best people. i will not be receiving criticism on this.

sagittarius: fully wildin at all times. no matter how medicated they are for their adhd they should probably be on a higher dose.

capricorn: chill, mostly. But Watch Out.

aquarius: also wildin, quite probably in cahoots with sagittarius.

pisces: they really do just have a lot of feelings. they are full of love and also tears.

[oldyears]

the one aquarius character i can actually fully relate to and “kin” (as the kids would say) won’t fucken come home c’mon man i already spent 80 wishes.............. and i’m guaranteed. what are u Doing alhaitham. 

[solardick]

What i do.

But this is hell.

And of course. The indian speaks english fluently. He had a thought one day. And when i said. “Well, how am i supposed to know? Half the time you’re being a fucken idiot.” He laughs. Other times. He doesnt want to inderstand.

Im already dead man. Wtf do j care. I can do all kinds of mean rwisted shit now. Because im not going to be alive much longer somthey eont be any consequences.

They ve been doing this to me simce i was a fucken child man. Dame fucken tactivs. If fact its has my brothers signiture all

Over it.

My noose is ready and lovked on my door. All i

Need is a push. Theyre fucken wi th y hormaines for fucks sake s

Lets go

Back home and think about my asshole cause its the only thin gg i can feel. 24 hours a day. At leadt its not spwaking like a girl. With all that estrogen laced weed thyeve been giving ober the last several years.

Sorry ive never liked looney toons. I font have a sadistic sense of humour. Brainwarping children with violence and laughter. Degenerating the inner spyche to produce degenerating invclined offspring. And neither do i have beef with nature: “cuz nature sucks!” Lets all get high and touch thr moon and based or future generations eith ambitions to please the body over the spirit.

Ive come to put it all together. Over these years. This is the third reich. The nazies won. And all it took is 60 million lives to make possible. And half of those lives were russians. Didnt hear a single care in all of my education about world history.

Not enough russians lives were taken thoigh. So the north western idealogy is trying to side curb its way into foreign lands to take over and dominate the world. Nazies.

I wanted a job at the pet store or the art store so the pisces moon would have a positive outlet. And the at osphere would be calm and positive. But they didnt want me to. The plans are in motion to continue raping my existance.

Then on the brink of suicide, again, i find a roofing job serrounded by toxic, degen, masculine personalities. With thr exception of one. Theres not mych in the way of media that gives positive light to the masculine. Its all connected to hardship. And lack. And degen, tendencies.

And people have always taken it for themsleves to put themselves over me. That has been thr only reality ive ever known. I dont want to be alove anymore. Especially if i get treated and punished fir being how the world has always treated me.

Im not even a person.

Gay men, women, hetero’s, government bodies of people. family, friends. To a lesser extant. Going on 40 and people are stoll making decisions for my life. I dont get to make them. Because they do.

All the world has ever done is harm me. And im the bad guy. Growing up hearing all this shit about peace and love and the age of aquarius. Just to insult you. While your surrounded by Leos. And disfunctional familial habitudes. Watching sibblings go after each other and me with hammers and axes and shit. Giving young teenagers ciggarets and drugs. Purposefully rolemodeling bs cause its funny. Killing animals and pets. Burning down buildings. Driving drunk. Fag bashing, bigotry, elitism. Destructive habits. Bipolar eruptions of violence. Absenteeism. Zero guidance. No communication. Lack luster tries at it.

Over 30 years of that. Then battering after battering, year after year. Into a beligenrent mess of bs.

And now, years after being complety fucked with to the extreme. Theres an entire community of dicktwats fucking with my system, and sexually manipulating me. Into becoming a queer. And through right back into childhood and fortifying self destructive lunar habits. So they can all feel good about being superior humans beings. And quenching that demonic thirst.

Thats pretty ficked up man. Dont blame me for tending to phatasize about national destruction. Because its the maine theme of pop media.

Since birth the world has been nothing but a giant fuck you to me. Everythign in between in inconsequential on that regard.

This isnt the real world. Its a pre-life. Or an alter life if another being. Which is me. Experimecing this instead of that. To break it all doem. Its the only thign that makes any sense.

And then after at those places. I wanted to work at. Id need an avenue for physical work. So i would have been more inclined and have the motivation to go to the gym instead. But nope. I need to be sexually harrased by another girl and then raped into become a girl. Not allowed to be away from toxic intended people, playing to a script. Somim still sick. Not allowed not to be.

In all that darkness and negativity and entropy. Once the light is seen, a peace and normalcy is glimpsed, in the venusian qualities upon the face of a pretty girl. Drive me insane. With the desire for tranquility and good tidings. Motivation and will to produce good life. Comes over like an obseesion from desperation and lack. But they harm you all the while. Boices and shadowed faces hiding in the background in the crowd. The will to drop it. Isnt strong enough to hold. For what if. An accomplishment from something good. Would strengthen my spirit. And i could live again. Or for the forst time.

My life is little foot vs freddy krugger. But i come from the generation where horror was intwine with child phatasy. Theres not much defermeve bewtween land before time. The original. To a nightmare on elm street. Beyond finding the garden of eden versus just surviving the T-rex and still being lost. Comsidering im living on maple street. Is just another insult to being alive.

I cant afford a noce appartment. I live by myself and always will. An di dont make 30$ an hour.

In fact Ir wasnt far between watching land before time an dmy life going to shit.

Heres some dick, kid. And the entire world thinks its hilarious. Perverting children.

It should be manditory for all families to get psychologically evaluated every 1-5 years. Which i don’t understand all this pride about free health care. What health care? If uou can give an athlete 10 million$ a year. Im pretty sure you can find some funding for better health care practices.

Then the bs about national compassion and what woukd have a stringer expression in the masses knowing that these games to pay exorbitantly for is actually supporting their freinds and family and a better world jnstead of giving entitled assholes an easy life of luxury. If a movie actor cane make 60 million $ a film then wtf. Fuck tom hanks.

Too bad its not my thy hair that is patching. If it were a choice it be the other way around. Then it be more like the arms. With heavier forarm than upper arm hair. Am i right? Maybe i will do the ipl treatment. Then use the electro therapy to get whatever is left over. Leave the pubic region, the love trail and the fuzz on my belly. Insteas of looking like a satyr. You know since i’m a woman now. Nd it be sexy. Since sex is all that matters.

You should have seen the expectant joy on my fathers face while he was calling me a woman. That was like what. 8-9 years ago now.

His favorite song. Used to sing it around me all the time.

Dont have a choice i have to kill

Myslef.

I just want a girl whos loves sucking dick. So she can squirt over my dace as i stair up i to her browneye and ponder the mysteries of life.

No need of shame for the sexual appetite. Of dirty vs. carnal desire. I know most then some.

Fucken creep. Yeah, i am. I was. Will be again apparently.

I want a woman, help me feel like a man. Instead i have an entire community of smut peddlers.

Kings are ni longer bred. There is no ower to veto a way of life. It’ll just fester.

Pray ipon my god and see, i never stop burning.

Man, i feel like a woman. And along eoth it everything worth living for is gone. Intellectual persuit. Gone. Artistic persuit gone. Desire to sedate increased. Desire to socialize gone. Desire to produce. Gone. Desire to accomplish gone. Desire for further education. Gone. Desire for physical satidfaction increases. Women suck. Its a handicap.

Looks like i was born and bred for the sole

Purpose of being a slut. Something to be proud about apparwntly.

Mrystal is the closest thing. Though a lie, ive had to hanging out with a girl for over 25 years. Just toxic masculine and feminine personalities. Thats all there is.

Hard to live in your own head. When theres an entire army manipulation from the external. Been fighting it for years. Hasnt brought me in anything

Well shit. Hello dark side of me. Hows it going? You go n abe alright not being monitered. Not going to do anythignstupid now are you? Creep some people?hive my body full reign to the family demon. Become possessed. Give in to sin. Noones safe.

Why they want that. Fuck their dumb.

Too i secure to walk i to a bisy stire anymore. Back to where i started there goes 8 years of life.

Guess ill be dressing up as a souless demon this holloween.

Maybe i can pull card lettered И, centre it by maybe 8 other cards to be connected to. Maybe. See what influences bare upon it.

Do that while the world is busy olaying with my penis. Pervs.

Ger me out of this nughtmare. 40 years is too mich.

Theyre fucken kilking me and laughing at the same time. My entire fuckne life man this has lal it ever been.

What to say to the dictor in the shrinkwarf. I have an entire army of cocksukrrs raping intk suicide and indotn want to be alive anymore. Tired that already. Didnt do anythign. Half of rhem are probanly in in it anyway. Can youvexorsize this demon. Fucken ne since birth? Look how populous its become.

Die for what you belive is certsinky gonna happen.

Maybe one day i wont be thrown into an envrionemt. That is full of enemies. Or assholes who just oass it off their shoulder like it doesnt matter. Mothwr was good at that.

Oh you know its just him. Hanging out with a bad crowd. Instea dof being talked to its being talk about while your still next to the person talking. Noe like ive ever been treated as a person anyway.

Apparently im not allowed to have a job or any social connections. Not allowed havign want i need to live.

Only endless years of people talking about you than to you. Thats all its ever been. 40 years.

I lneed to leave. Byt noones going to

Help me so im stuck here being taped by fucken cocksucker s

Doni fo to work today or do it quit. And count down till im dead? Tough decision.

Dtarted crying again lastnight over how fucied i am.

Kife will always fo this to me. It always has abd it always will.

I have ti kill myself. Its the only way to keep wveryone feom interference with my lifw and forcing me to kill myaelf.

Quit the job and start passing out more cvs i can di that much atleast. Not that ill find a job anyway. Not one ill be happy with.

I deswrve to be raped into suicide foe being born. It only makes swnse

Indont know what not being serrounded by enemies feels like. Something that will never getnoff the bucket list.

I simt have a single cruel abusive bone in my body. Always strived for whats good. Fight agaisnt people fucken with me. They jsut fuck more with you.

So the reason i was born was to be bullied into suicide. So that my family can work out the demon.

They’re trying everything except giving me a substantial anount of money.

The anount of time, resources and man power to rape me into suicide is staggering.

Well rested for the first time in months. Almost died again yesterday. Spend the day half conscious, puking and depressed. Wonder what they dosed me with me.

I forgot what it feels like not fighying got tour life.

What s the point. Im being gorceably removed from the gene pool and im not going to accomplish anything thst will outlive my life and influnce the fallowing generation. Theres no poing being alive. Instead i was born so that other people can enjoy thrmeslve putting themselves over me.

I wush the same fate to all tour children. Thats all

Ive ever known. I cant even do anythign withmyself because thats my only life experiemce.

So i dont even bother trying and i just do this instead. Norn i to a world where not a single person has ever been upfront with you.

Hey look im dtill 8 years old being treated likedhit by my family. Hahhahab

Im afraid if a get a et soemones is judt going to kill again.

What about. Y brother he should be in my shoes. Guys a sexist, fag-basher, drunk driver, drug popping macho. Whis killed several of his sibblings pets. Gave drugs and ciggarettes to minors. Racist. Had. Apicture of the nazi flag accomanied with a sense of pride. Trashed every behical hes ever had. Put lots of lives in jeoperday. Broke peiples bones in highschool while fucked on chems and steroids prabably. It just seems to me that im being punished for his crimes. He gets to have a wife and a family. I dotn eant to be alive anymor e.

Well im ten years too young for hormone problems. What ghe fuck did tgry inject me eith? Not wven my “best” friend from going into highschhol would wven tell me.

I dont feel safe. I dint feel secure. Ive been co sysntky under attack fir years. Cherry was my last hope for having sonething that wasnt chaoctic in my envireibnent. Donething better, abseebce of bs. A perdon to comune with. Would havw dolved all my problems. Would have gotyen healthy. But, whatever.

Now my only motivation is to kill myself. All i can feel is my ass 24 hours a day and its dtiving ke tucken insane.

All the best partd of me are dying snd all thets honbs be lrfy over is bs. Fuckrn kill me already.

Just survive a while longer. Everything will be ok. You’ll see. You’ll be ok. I don’t waht to anymore. Theres nothign good for me

In life. Its just full of fucken evil. Theres nothign good init. Theyve just waste my life away framing me ip for bs. Whats the point

I just want to quit this dayrape job and go back to having nothing. Cuae whatever they gove me is fucken bs.

I just go around spending everyday likes everything i s ok and so do they, will they rape my existance. Sometime sinsnap becaus eof it. And then they just hurt me.

Im hust ehatever they say i am. Which i don’t know what.

Asked my mother for help one. While she was busy stairing off at nothing and she told me she didn’t care. Next thing i m ow my btothrrs trying to mill me with an axe. And i get kick oy tog thr house again. And now im here.

I dint belong anywhere and i was just born to be fucked

[rasplace]

And to the prik ET’s - suck it hard bitches and whores - suck my mutha fucken dick!!!!

Ra

[neptunianashes]

Why is not a surprise that the most intelligent woman of the 20th century and the woman that tried to ignore every emotion and rationalize every feeling, was actually a fucken Aquarius. I swear the tittle of my blog should be Nemesis of Saturn or some shit like that.

[keons]

Baby pilot is gonna be an Aquarius and as an Aquarius myself I just wanna say Baby Pilot I’m so sorry sweetie being an Aquarius sucks and all the other signs hate us you’ve got a long life ahead of you

[bxngthedoldrums]

https://youtu.be/6yG2iZhimh8 ive found semirecent william content

ah yes... I do remember this...

[xll]

my sign top 12

1. gemini

2. aries

3. aquarius

4. taurus

5. um. virgo? pisces maybe idk

12. libra

[punkcherries]

mmmmmthis is all i got so far :P i couldnt figure out what pose to put sam in w/o makin him look fucken RIDICULOUS so i did shane instead xd

edit: gay bonus

[heavencalledhoney]

I GOT AN 83 ON MY TEST

im a fucken genius

[obscurexodd]

Aquarius sun, Aquarius moon, Pisces rising

I know an Aquarius that owns her own store and the first time I met her she had pink hair. Later I found out she's engaged to my husband's emotional support Scorpio (small world, right? Not when you hang out with people who like bugs and rocks. Maybe it's less niche than I think it is, but my husband has so many people he knows because he met them while crawling around in the woods looking for cool rocks and beetles) and she's so fucken cute dude. I was trippin on shrooms and I was like "Where is she. I want to be her friend" and my husband tried to explain to me that you can't just pounce on people and expect them to not feel scared and I mean he's right but still. She was my bridesmaid. When I couldn't find my other false eyelash she found it for me.

Anyways the store she owns sells cool rocks and shit. The first time I was there I saw dalmatian jasper for the first time and I was very pleased with it. Then later she and I were talking about how agates are underrated and I would give you a flower agate if I were giving you a rock.

Look at how cute it is!!!

I'd get you one of these lil fish ones

[dino--draws]

Wooooo let’s get started with so much god damn pokemon art incoming askdhjasjd  This is Zodiac! She was my character for my first Ultra Moon run (and I’ve characterized her a feral and chaotic teen who can and will throw DOWN) and lemme say this game honestly blew me away? I wasn’t expecting it to be as difficult as it was and it was a pleasant surprise!  I was going in completely blind aside for ‘hehehoohoo rainbow rocket’, ‘lusamine is a bitch’ and ‘YA BOI GUZMA!’ that was the apex askdhajda So it was a lot of fun to see what the hap is fuckening in that game! The run itself was lowkey wild I got all of my pokemon (team art will be below!!) up to max friendship, so they all had the increased dodging and holy shit did it make a difference  My malamar, Aquarius, would almost ALWAYS come in with a clutch via his quickclaw, and my toucannon, Tucanna was an ABSOLUTE MAD LAD who had a tendency to dodge MULTIPLE attacks in a row and land crits. That bird was INSANE and I loved him. 

So here was my starter, Sagittarius. No, they were not shiny, I just REALLY like to feral with pokemon designs. giving them different colors to fit the theme is always fun. 

The mad lad himself Tucana!! This bird was insane and I adored him. Angry boy who can and will throw HANDS. 

Aquarius, my quick squid boi!! He was my second catch of the run, and evolving him was a pROCESS because it didn’t work the first time askjdhaksjd

My aquaranid, Scorpio! I was... honestly not expecting him to stay on the team? Originally caught him to deal with the water trail but then the lil guy just grew on me! He remained on the team for the rest of the run, and was a pretty damn good fighter! This mad lad clutched and took down Ultra Necrozama after the rest of the team had been absolutely WIPED by it. 

Virgo, my salazzle! Surprisingly, the second salandit I encountered had been a female! So I really lucked out there askjdhaksda  She was a great member of the team, super fast and good at landing crits. I love her. 

SPUTNIK MY BELOVED The funky lil dude joined the team post game (for a time, there’d been a kommo-o named Etalin on the team, but she was booted for this boi) and this fairy-type silvally absolutely WRECKED RR’s SHIT. That’s what you fucks get for stealing my dragon type hording hubris.  This lil guy was my BABY, they were super powerful and have looked multiple gods in the eyes and beat the shit out of them. Fairy types for the WIN! 

have some shitposts I doodled while playing through the RR episode It was fuckin hilarious that after Cyrus, Lysandre and Ghetsis’ fight I had to sit down in their office, and blowdry my funky fairy dog because the boi got wEHT Also fuck the memory based puzzles you have to do to get to Maxie. Those fuckin SUCK and if another grunt interrupts me I’m gonna break some shins.  If you didn’t notice the team theme, it was celestial objects/space Which started because I chose the name ‘Zodiac’ and then Sagittarius lined up with Rowlett because of the symbol being an arrow. 

[spookyboywhump]

Sorry to start a new post but the og was getting too long so I’m starting a new post

thank you @whump-me-all-night-long for tagging me :D!!!

Gender: Male

Star sign: Aquarius 

Height: F,,,, five ft one,,,,,,

Time: 2:38 pm

Favorite bands: My Chemical Romance, Sabaton, Alestorm, Gloryhammer, The Cog Is Dead, Steam Powered Giraffe

Solo artists: I don’t think I actually listen to many solo artists-

Following: 94 

Followers: 573

Last show I binged: Bob Burgers is my go to background noise show, will leave that shit on for 12+ hours a day

When I created this blog: This one specifically, February 11th of last year :D!!

Last thing I googled: The temperature in my town (It’s 27f, which is fucken COLD for Texas)

Why I chose my URL: I like to establish I’m a goth dude at first glance

Hours of sleep: Depends. Could be 2. Could be 12.

Lucky number: I don’t think I have one :(

Instruments: I’m proficient in the kazoo, and I dabble in the melodica

Favorite food: Popcorn!!!!

Favorite song: This changes like every week. Right now I’m gonna say Wellerman just because I cannot fucking get over this fuckin song

Dream trip: WAAAA I WANNA GO TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS IN JAPAN, I WANNA GO TO SUPER NINTENDO WORLD WAAAAAAAAA

Dream job: Stay at home house husband

Nationality: American I guess. I’m super white on my mom’s side (Southern) and super Mexican on my dad’s side tho

tagging (terribly sorry if you’ve been tagged already): @milk-carton-whump @unicornscotty @brutal-nemesis @crowned-avery @ihaventwritteninsolong @my-whumpy-little-heart @galaxywhump @muddy-swamp-princess

[a-study-in-dante]

17 questions, 17 people!

Thank you @for-nostalgic-purposes for the tag!

Here goes...

Nickname: W

Zodiac: Aquarius

Height: 168 cm (the depressing thing about it is I stopped growing at 12years old. 11 fucken years ago!)

Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff

Last thing I googled: I wish I could sound smart with this one but really I last googled “Currywurst”

Song stuck in my head: Che Vuole Questa Musica Stasera by Peppino Gagliardi.

Number of followers: 1103 wtf who are you good people?

Amount of sleep: 7-7:30. Again, insomnia makes this amount kind of a blurr.

Lucky number: what is this thing called ‘luck’? I don’t know it.

Dream Job: Medieval Lit prof

Wearing: boots, dark skinny jeans, grey woolen sweater, grey hoodie.

Favorite song: omg of all time?? Tough... Romeo & Juliet by Dire Straits I guess

Favorite instrument: violin, I guess?

Aesthetic: smell of coffee, chunky notebooks filled by undecipherable handwriting, printed copies of medieval manuscripts, empty cups of coffee forgotten everywhere, soft rock music in the background, pictures of friends and black turtlenecks.

Favorite author: the holy trinity Dante-Shakespeare-Hugo.

Favorite animal sounds: birds singing in the morning.

Random: I’m deeply pissed at the fact that I’ll finish my masters degree online.

Tagging @lithugraph @marie-curie @elgoeshollywood @volatileviolentviolet @medlit-study @figues @therepublicofletters @wildedingen @katrienstudies @elysianania @zuzajic @temakisshi @ibexsoup @pearledstudies @studywithcoffee @thotacademia @babilonias but no pressure to do it of course, just want to get to know you people if you feel like it :) 

[silverjirachi]

Fresh New Genders

voe- you would not be allowed in gerudo town

vai- you definitely would be allowed in gerudo town

desk lamp- jussssst... a fucken desk lamp

the loveland frogman

aquarius

warrior

left twix

right twix

up quark

down quark

spiritual essence

19th century victorian gentleman

court jester

dnd player

fading memory

sleep paralysis demon at 2am

Feel free to add more!