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I think I've become an official HI3 player. I check the HSR leaks hoping for iterations of HI3 characters now
#I have little hope about some of them. For instance the Su and Kevin voice actors are taken by Aventurine and the Trailblazer iirc?#Kalpas' voice actor does the male Dreamseeker in Part 2 of HI3 which is not as terminal considering HSR is a different game but still#Luocha thankfully exists. I don't think they'll be introducing Kiana anytime soon#I would love Sakura but I'm way more into PE Sakura than CE Sakura and then there's what they did with Miko#Some of my favourite things of PE Sakura they gave to Jingliu or Acheron already (freeze time‚ haunted and corrupted by loss‚#unable to unsheathe a sword and memories coming back to her when she does‚#piercing someone's heart with her sword but the other person living on with a new life‚...)#Thus an iteration of all that but with the cool things missing could get messy and unsatisfactory pretty easily#Mobius and MEI are similar to Mei and Herta so they're in a similar situation to PE Sakura#I find Griseo somewhat unsettling in a good way and in a way same with Eden. I love all the loss weighing on her as if she had already dead#with the concept of her being The Era itself and the era dying. So I wouldn't mind seeing them too#Hua seems like she may appear in the Xianzhou? Given the Marshall existence and that the Xianzhou drinks a lot of those concepts#Blade‚ Dan Heng and Jingliu drink so much of Fu Hua. I don't care about Hua though. The Herrscher I did like though#I'm curious about what they'll do#Other than the Chinese voice actor having already a steady job in Mihoyo‚ there's echoes of Kalpas in Blade‚ Arlan and Sam#so I really don't have much hope there. Not as little as with Kevin and Su perhaps but... yeah not really a lot of hope#Yet here I am. Hopelessly hoping for a Kalpas iteration. Imagine how beautiful the fire would be *sigh*#I was so mad about him being my favourite in HI3 but it just makes sense#Besides the Guzm.a process he went me go through‚ he truly has a lot of themes going on that recall Blade. I don't know...#I like his CN voice actor a lot‚ and how he plays Kalpas in particular‚ both when he's calm and when he's deranged#The Dreamseeker doesn't have the same voice at all unfortunately. I would really love to see him in HSR what can I say#That's the kind of person I've become. In a little bit of time I'll be wanting a Kalpas plushie at this rate#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later
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A Writer's Masterlist!
For those who wants to read my work!!
This post will be updated often 🌹
Another way to find my fanfics just search #kichisfwfanfics 💌 only applies for my swf works :)
Masterlist for: Genshin Impact Honkai star rail Welcome home, Kung Fu Panda and more!
IF YOU WANT TO REQUEST, PLEASE READ THIS FIRST!
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Genshin Impact
WANDERER ¤ Eons adrift
Trust,6 months and physical touch (fluff)
Rainy day (fluff)
Not in my eyes (comfort,fluff)
"Lonely" (comfort, fluff, platonic/romantic)
"Thats my girl" (suggestive)
Just a quickie♡(smut)
SCARAMOUCHE/KUNIKUZUSHI ¤ The Balladeer
Bento box of love (headcannon, modern AU fluff)
Home (fluff)
3rd times the charm (fluff, modern AU)
Your neck my canvas♡ (smut)
Don't you dare leave me! (Headcanon, fluff, mild angst?)
KABUKIMONO ¤ Puppet without a heart
For you, and you only (headcannon, fluff)
KAVEH ¤ Empyrean reflection
Sweeter kisses (fluff)
Slow burn or love at first sight? pt.2 (Headcanon, fluff)
TIGHNARI ¤ Verdant strider
First valentines (suggestive at the end)
Exhaustion (fluff)
Slow burn or love at first sight? (Headcanon, fluff)
Accepting the loss of your animal companion (headcanon, fluff, comfort)
KAEDEHARA KAZUHA ¤ Scarlet Leaves Pursue Wild Waves
Slow burn or love at first sight? (Headcannon, fluff)
For you, and you only (headcannon, fluff)
Accepting the loss of your animal companion (headcanon, fluff, comfort)
Mr.Gentleman (smut)
Don't you dare leave me! (Headcanon, fluff, mild angst?)
SHIKANOIN HEIZOU ¤ Analytical harmony
Slow burn or love at first right? (Headcanon, fluff)
For you, and you only (headcanon,fluff)
VENTI ¤ Windborne bard
Bento box of love (headcanon, modern AU fluff)
ARATAKI ITTO ¤ Hanamizaka heroics
Bento box of love (headcanon,modern AU fluff)
CYNO ¤ Judicator of Secrets
For you, and you only (headcanon, fluff)
THOMA ¤ Protector from afar
Accepting the loss of your animal companion (headcanon, fluff, comfort)
KAMISATO AYATO ¤ Pillar of fortitude
Slow burn or love at first sight? pt.2 (Headcanon, fluff)
TARTAGLIA (AJAX) ¤ Childe
Slow burn or love at first sight? pt.2 (Headcanon, fluff)
𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘
Honkai star rail
DAN HENG
Luckiest man (headcanon, fluff)
SAMPO KOSKI
Luckiest man (headcanon, fluff)
GEPARD
Luckiest man (headcanon, fluff)
NANOOK
Destruction and love (drabble, fluff?)
𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘
Welcome home
WALLY DARLING ¤ Neighbourhood's artist
Trip to dreamland (fluff)
Opposites attract eachother♤♧ (fluff)
Our little family (headcanon, 8 neighbour cameo,fluff)
𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘
Kung Fu Panda
PO ¤ The Dragon Warrior
"What do you like about him?" (Headcanon, fluff)
TAI LUNG ¤ The great dragon
You, Always. (Headcanon, fluff)
𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘
OBEY ME
LUCIFER ¤ Pride
Our Angel in Hell (headcanon, fluff, sibling love, little sister reader)
MAMMON ¤ Greed
Our Angel in Hell (headcanon, fluff, sibling love, little sister reader)
LEVIATHAN ¤ Envy
Our Angel in Hell (headcanon, fluff, sibling love, little sister reader)
ASMODEUS ¤ Lust
Our Angel in Hell (headcanon, fluff, sibling love, little sister reader)
SATAN ¤ Wrath
Our Angel in Hell (headcanon, fluff, sibling love, little sister reader)
BEELZEBUB ¤ Gluttony
Our Angel in Hell (headcanon, fluff, sibling love, little sister reader)
BELPHEGOR ¤ Sloth
Our Angel in Hell (headcanon, fluff, sibling love, little sister reader)
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Kitty Kitty Cat!
You are their treasured kitty!
[JingNyan, Blade, Kafcat, Luocat]
Extra
SPAY /NEUTERED YOUR PET, reader is not spayed yet because plot, Modern AU?, reader is a female cat, no proofread, BAD GRAMMAR
Context added to each 'chapter'.
@jymwahuwu wants cat, i give cat.
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Jing Nyan
Yukong feels so lonely after her daughter left the house for college, she wants a company and someone to take care of.
She is happy to feed you, a stray one, and you officially become hers when she managed to put on a collar on you.
However, she is ill-informed about taking a stray as a pet and never crossed her mind to spay you.
Resulting her kitty to be missing for days, only to come back with filled belly.
On the other side of the neighborhood, Fu Xuan has this healthy fat cat, she foolishly thought her cat is so lazy as long as he is inside, it will be okay.
Oh how wrong she is that Jing Nyan is determined enough to meet up with the stray cat walking outside their house.
Imagine the surprise on Fu Xuan's face when she sees the status from her neighbor about the oh-so-familiar looking kittens.
The meeting started with both women apologizing for not spaying their cats, and ended up with Fu Xuan roasting the hell out her own cat.
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Stellaron Stray
In a small studio house, the Express Family got an indoor cat, you, a very curious yet timid kitty.
The neighborhood got many stray cats but one of the most famous one are the so called Stellaron strays.
Two of the old cats taking a liking on Express's beloved cat. They don't worry much since every single windows and door are clo-
Oh my god how did the cat get pregnant?
March was quite upset, she has a male cat in mind to mate with her purebred cat. Only for you to just have kittens with the neighborhood gang cats. And how the hell you got a female cat to impregnate you
However, the Express didn't expect the strays to keep visiting, and even leaving animals that they hunt for you!
The Express decided to keep your babies too instead of giving them away.
Now Himeko is followed by kittens who always beg food to her.
And Dan Heng being haunted by the kittens who just....stare at him for some reason.
The Express also realizing these kittens are escaping artist, no matter how tight the door and windows are locked, the cats always find a way to get everywhere.
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LuoCat
Your dad, Welt, doesn't approve your cat boy friend.
#imaginedraw#hsr imagines#jing yuan#blade hsr#kafka honkai star rail#luocha#jing yuan x reader#kafka x reader#blade x reader#luocha x reader#hsr x reader
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Oooh, I'm loving the magical girl! reader requests! Could I request Himeko, Gepard, Jing Yuan, and Dan Heng with a reader who's capable of changing their body heat?
Warm and cold!
HSR Characters with a reader who can change their body heat!
Featured characters: Himeko, Gepard, Jing Yuan, Dan Heng
Warnings: lots of fluff! Angst and comfort on Dan Heng, many mistakes it's 2am, and you call Gepard Geppie and Dan Heng Danny
Notes: This may not be good 😭 i also have an unhealthy obsession with Jing Yuan.
Himeko
Honestly, i think that in the Astral Express it's a bit cold, since y'know, you're in space and stuff.
Let's be honest, the way she wears her jacket, doesn't really provide her warmth, so, she sits closer to you for warmth. <3
You finally came back from a mission on Jarilo-VI, to Himeko greeting you. She was sitting on the sofa, as usual, sipping out of her warm (burning hot) tea. "Welcome back, [Name]. How was your mission?" You look at her, move your hand in a waving gesture and answer. "Well, it was alright." You speak as you walk over to the sofa and sit next Himeko, not too far, but not too close. A few seconds later you notice Himeko, moving closer and closer, to the point she was leaning on you. "Himeko? Is there something wrong?" She looks at you and shakes her head. "No, not at all."
An evil idea popped in your head, you changed your body heat to freezing cold. Making Himeko flinch and stop leaning on you. "Pff, sorry sorry." You giggle, as you then change your body heat back to the warm one, and let her lean on you. <3
Gepard
Jarilo-VI' temperature is COLD. Very very cold. So, your body heat is usually really warm.
So, despite all the thick and warm clothing that Gepard wears, including his armor, he still tends to lean in closer to you because of your warmth.
You and Gepard were taking a walk through the District while he was off duty, stopping here and there once in awhile. "Geppie?" You call out for Gepard whose mind seemed to be in the clouds, as he was focusing on enjoying your warmth. "Huh? Oh, yeah what is it?" You then turn your attention to a cafe. "Let's go to that cafe!" Gepard turns his attention towards the cafe you were looking at. "Alright, sure." Once arriving at the cafe, you sit in the corner at a table that had a sofa which looked big enough to fit you and him, so you pat the sit next to you for Gepard to sit next to you, and he does just that. You both order hot cocoas, and Gepard ends up leaning so close to you, and became so comfortable that he fell asleep with his head on top of your own!
Jing Yuan
Ah, the big sleepy general, this man would slack off from work each time he had the chance. Such as, taking naps, doing ANYTHING but work.
Imagine being Jing Yuan's cuddle buddy. Even better that you can change your body heat, he'd do anything for a cuddle session with you especially during winter.
Jing Yuan pulled(dragged) you out of work, just for a cuddle session which he masked as an important buisness matter! So you had to go, all that it actually was... Was just his need for his cuddle. You ended up laying on top of Jing Yuan, who laid against Mimi. He was hugging you so tightly as if you were a warm plushie! Can you blame him tho? At some point he was hugging you so tight that you had to wake him up cuz you almost couldn't breathe! "'Yuan.." you poke at his face, yet he doesn't budge. "JING YUAN!" You had to yell at him to wake him up. "Huh? Hm? What is it?" He speaks as if he isn't squeezing you alive. "You're squeezing me!" He released his grip, but just dozed of back to sleep.
Legend says that he never heard the end of it from Fu Xuan, not only did he slacked off from work, but also dragged you!
Dan Heng
Imagine you and Mr. Grumpy sleeping together. And your body temperature dropping as you were sleeping!
Poor boy would be scared thinking you died, he had to shake you awake!
When you were tired, it was easier for you to let your temperature drop, as it wasn't consuming too much energy. Dan Heng didn't know that yet. You two were laying in bed. He was scrolling on his phone and holding you close to him, while you fell asleep, and your body temperature was slowly dropping, at some point, it started dropping so quickly that you scared him. "[NAME]! WAKE UP!" He shook you awake. "Danny..? What's wrong?" You looked at him confused. "Oh thank aeons, i thought you were dying!" That statement left you even more confused, as you were trying to process everything, Dan Heng hugs you. Soon after you hugged him and dragged him back to sleep, while running your fingers through his hair. "It's alright, i'm alright, go to sleep..." With a yawn you fell asleep and he did aswell a few seconds later.
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Heyo, small disclaimer here, this is a Star Rail lore/theory dump abt the Rating Pistol Curio with A LOT of spoilers. Most of them are from the Penacony storyline, but there might be a few major ones from the Xianzhou Loufu arc. Most of them are Penacony 2.1 and 2.2 tho so if you aren't there yet I do not suggest reading under the cut!!! Ty <33
Those of you interested, buckle up y'all, it's a long one.
Okay, so I was feeling a little silly while doing my daily quest on the space station and decided to rate (with the Rating Pistol curio) my main team, which consists of Acheron, Pela, Sampo and Luocha.
So you could imagine my surprise when it only gave me a number per usual for one character, that being Pela. (She was like a 98 or something)
Instead, for Acheron, Sampo, and Luocha, it gave me this:
The same message, everytime, no matter what I did. I can't say I was very surprised abt Acheron - I mean, she's an Emanator of Nihility. Of course she's probably gonna get a weird response. Who intrigued me the most, was Sampo. Why was he getting such a weird rating like Acheron and Luocha (who we know quite literally nothing abt from the game itself, only some theroies from past Honkai installments)? Was it because he's a Masked Fool?
Well lucky for me, I have Sparkle, so I decided to see if that was the case.
No dice, it gave me the standard response. The character's name, and a seemingly random number that, from what I can tell, never changes. I decided to try the Trailblazer next, thinking the Stellaron they carry might have some kind of influence on the score, but I got pretty much the same result. The name I gave, and a seemingly random number. (84, if you're curious to see if it's the same on all accounts.)
So, I decided to run down the roster of all the characters I own, and came up with 4 other different ratings among my 34 characters.
First hit was Huo Huo, likely the Pistol discerning her and Tail as two separate but very closely tied entities...or just digging on the poor girl because that's just Hoyo's favorite thing to do I guess.
Second hit was Clara - which makes sense considering it seems to have done something similar to HuoHuo and Tail. It read both Clara and Svarog. Who's score is who's however, I cannot tell. I wouldn't be surprised if Hoyo has a random number generator they use and just assign a character a number.
Third hit was Dan Heng's. This one wasn't really a surprise considering the whole Imbibitor Lunae thing. I wish I had Dan Heng - Imbibitor Lunae though, cause now I'm curious to see the rating it gives him, and if it's the same or not. If anyone has him and is willing please reblog or send me a ss of the response!! I'm super curious!!
The last hit though probably surprised me the most. I was expecting Tingyun, Misha, or maybe even Gallagher to have a hit of some kind, even if it wasn't as major as "Rating Invalid." Just something to indicate confusion at either Misha not even being real, or Tingyun being a puppet of Phantilya and likely not the real Tingyun (I'm coping shut up).
No no, instead my 4th hit was none other than -
March 7th.
This actually really shocked me at first. Why in the world is sweet March 7th getting a similar rating to an Emanator??? Of Nihility at that?? And then it hit me.
March 7th's companion quest.
The majority of the quest is March 7th and Fu Xuan using the Matrix of Prescience to search March's mind for her lost memories, trying to see if maybe they're simply blocked by trauma response or if they've been tampered with. They find out someone has indeed tampered with her memories after all, and it's not just some random bad guy either. It's the Garden of Recollection themselves. And they are insistent on March not digging any deeper into her memories, claiming it doesn't matter to her anymore, what matters is who she is as a person right now.
And considering the rating and who she shares that rating with - talk about suspicious. I don't think it has to do with her amnesia, while she does share memory problems with Acheron, there is nothing to indicate Sampo or Luocha suffer anything similar. Another thing is - the Rating Pistol never says any of their names, hinting that maybe that's another thing they share with Acheron - a fake name, or an alias...and if you know even a little about past Honkai lore like I do (and the stuff ik surrounds Welt) then you know that possibly implicates Luocha.
So what could this all mean?
I think it could mean a multitude of things. Considering we don't know exactly how the Rating Pistol's score works, it makes it difficult to know it's criteria, especially since I don't have quite a few characters that have a possibility to give us a better understanding. Characters like Blade, Jingliu, Imbibitor Lunae, two essentially undead powerhouses and the reincarnation of a former High Elder, or even Topaz and Aventurine, two of the Ten Stonehearts. (Again if anyone is willing to ss the Rating Pistol's response to any of these characters and reblog, please do!!! I'd love to hear your two cents on the matter too <33)
But what we can tell is it seems to recognize a certain level of power. Which only makes this more confusing - because if that's the case why is an intelligence officer like Pela getting a 98 for a score while Boothill, a Galaxy Ranger with a hefty bounty on his getting a 44?? But, putting aside the Curio for a second, let's look at what the 3 share in common along with Acheron.
Mystery. We know nothing about March prior to the Express, we know next to nothing about Luocha besides that he doesn't seem to be a fan of the Abundance and there is something or someone wicked weird in that coffin - and all we know for sure about Sampo is he's a Masked Fool. Otherwise, we don't know shit about the guy.
( There's a lot of theories the guy isn't even from Jarilo VI after Topaz's trailer, and I can't say I blame them. The whole Masked Fool reveal and him leaving his Mask at the Tavern isn't helpful either. Maybe Belobog was a place for him to lay low, not his homeworld. Either way, he's likely left the planet at some point.)
What I honestly think is that maybe the Emanator of Elation! Sampo theories may hold a little more merit than I thought. I can't say I support the theory for sure, but this along with Sparkle asking him if something bad is coming to Jarilo VI once he asks for his Mask back...certainly does hint at the fact man is quite a bit stronger than he acts. He is a Masked Fool, I suppose. Acting is kinda their schtick.
But that doesn't mean March 7th or Luocha are Emanators either - only that they definitely possess power - power likely close to an equal level with an Emanator, whether they know it or not. Besides, I struggle to think of any path Luocha could follow, unless he was somehow made an Emanator of Abundance against his will, and his hunt for the Aeon is so he can be free of being tied to the path. But March doesn't entirely show much evidence of being an Emanator. In fact there's nothing really specific that points to anything about her past identity.
All we know is she definitely holds more power than what she currently uses, and what kind of power that is exactly is something we'll have to wait and find out, unfortunately, just like we do with Sampo and Luocha.
Anyways, thank you for reading my longass rant, if you enjoyed it or have something to add please please PLEASE comment or reblog/tell me in the tags or SOMETHING, I love talking abt lore with other people and learning stuff abt some of my favorite stories <33
#the bottle came uncapped#honkai star rail#hsr#acheron#sampo koski#luocha#march 7th#imbibitor lunae#blade#jingliu#topaz and numby#aventurine
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wait.. i’m literally on here or weibo almost 24/7 ( as you can tell lol ) but I feel like i missed something. i’m seeing clowning related to xz’s photos and how it looks like he is a groom and it’s a wedding photoshoot. the place is also famous for wedding shoots ( allegedly, idk. i’m not from there ) so turtles are imagining again. lol. freakin coincidence that wyb’s GRA photoshoot was done at a wedding shop. plus the “wedding outfits” for weibo night. which is all clowning and galaxy braining.🌌
now, we’re joking around, like where’s yibo? he should be taking photos with his partner.
then i see comments that there is this one song WYB recently listened to. meaning, as recent as when XZ flew to singapore which is called 超人不会飞 (superman can’t fly) by Jay Chou. i know WYB and everyone else is a big fan of Jay Chou but the clowning comes from the timing of when he listened to it. let me get to that first.
here is the song if you wanna listen to it. 🎶
youtube
turtles are interpreting it as WYB longing to “fly” to where XZ is and be with him but he can’t because of all his work commitments. he wants to take a breather. thinking about what his life is and the constraints, and at times like this, when they spent days in Beijing, but now they have to be apart, it affects him even more.
however when i read the lyrics, it could also be because he can relate to what jay chou is singing about. here’s the english translation i found here. i have bolded the ones i felt like WYB relates too. literally no need for explanation. just read it. It fits with his status in life so much that it’s almost scary.
妈妈说很多事别太计较
ma ma shuo heng duo shi bie tai ji jiao
Mum said one should not be too fussy over most matters
只是使命感找到了我 我睡不着
zhi shi shi ming gan zhao dao le wo wo shui bu zhao
But my sense of mission found me and i can't sleep over it
如果说骂人要有点技巧
ru guo shuo ma ren yao you diao ji qiao
If scolding someone requires some skills
我会加点旋律你会觉得 超屌
wo hui jia diao xuan lu ni hui jue de chao diao
I will add a tune and you will feel it's very cool (diao)
我的枪不会装弹药(弹药)
wo de qiang bu hui zhuang dan yao (dan yao)
My gun is not loaded with ammunition
所以放心不会有人倒(人倒)
suo yi fang xin bu hui you ren dao (ren dao)
So don't worry, nobody will collapse
我拍青蜂侠不需要替身 因为自信是我绘画的颜料
wo pai qing feng xia bu xu yao ti sheng yin wei zi xin shi wo hui hua de yan liao
I don't need a double for The Green Hornet because confidence is the coloring for my painting
我做很多事背后的意义远比你们想象
wo zuo heng duo shi bei hou de yi yi yuan bi ni men xiang xiang
The meaning behind the things I did is far beyond your imagination
拍个电视剧为了友情与十年前的梦想
pai le dian shi ju wei le you qing yu shi nian qian de meng xiang
Filming a tv drama is for friendship and a dream 10 years ago
收视率再高也难抗衡我的伟大理想
shou shi lv zai gao ye nan kang heng wo de wei da li xiang
No matter how high the rating is, it can't match my noble ideal
因为我的人生无需再多一笔那奖项
yin wei wo de ren sheng wo xu zai duo yi bi na jiang xiang
Because my life do not need another award
我不知道何时变成了社会的那榜样
wo bu zhi dao he shi bian cheng le se hui de na bang yang
I don't know when I have become a society's role model
被狗仔拍不能比中指要大器的模样(怎样)
bei gou zai pai bu neng bi zhong zhi yao da qi de mo yang (zen yang)
Can't show the paparazzi the finger and have to put on a magnanimous front
我唱的歌词要有点文化
wo chang de ge ci yao you dian wen hua
The lyrics I sing must have some degree of literacy
因为随时会被当教材
yin wei sui shi hui bei dan jiao cai
Because it might become teaching material anytime
CNN能不能等英文好一点再访
CNN neng bu neng deng ying wen hao yi dian zai fang
Can CNN interview me when my English gets a little better
时代杂志封面能不能重拍
shi dai za zhi feng mian neng bu neng chong pai
Can i reshoot the Time magazine cover
随时随地注意形象
sui shi sui di zhu yi xin xiang
I must take care of my image at all times
要控��饮食不然就跟杜莎夫人蜡像的我不像(本来就不像)
yao kong zhi yin shi bu ran jiu gen du sha fu ren la xiang de wo bu xiang (ben lai jiu bu xiang)
I must control my diet or i won't look like the "me" in Madame Tussauds (it doesn't look like me in the first place)
好莱坞的中国戏院地上有很多手印脚印
hao lai wu de zhong guo xi yuan di shang you heng duo shou yin jiao yin
There are many handprints and footprints at Grauman's Chinese Theatre
何时才能看见我的掌
he shi cai neng kan jian wo de zhang
When will mine be seen there?
如果超人会飞 那就让我在空中停一停歇
ru guo chao ren hui fei na jiu rang wo zai kong zhong ti yi ti xie
If Superman can fly then let me take a breather in the sky
再次俯瞰这个世界 会让我觉得好一些
zai ci fu kan zhe ge shi jie hui ran wo jue de hao yi xie
Overlooking this world again will let me feel better
拯救地球好累 虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
zheng jiu di qiu hao lei sui ran you xie pi bei dan wo hai shi hui
Saving the world is tiring, though I am a little tired, I still will
不要问我哭过了没
bu yao wen wo ku guo le mei
Don't ask me if I have cried
因为超人不能流眼泪
yin wei chao ren bu neng liu yan lei
Because Superman can't cry
唱歌要拿最佳男歌手
chang ge yao na zui jia nan ge shou
(You) must get best male singer award as a singer
拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人
pai dian yin ye bu neng zhi na ge zui jia xin ren
A newcomer award is not enough if you act
你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌
ni bu can jia ban jiang dian li jiu shi mei li mao
Not attending award ceremonies is considered rude
你去参加就是代表你很在乎
ni qu can jia jiu shi dai biao ni heng zai hu
And if you do, it means you are over-concerned about it
得奖时你感动落泪(落泪)人家就会觉得你夸张做作(做作)
de jia shi ni gan dong luo lei (luo lei) ren jia jiu hui jue de ni kuang zhang zuo zuo
When you won an award and teared, people will think you are fake and exaggerating
你没表情别人就会说太嚣张
ni mei biao qing bie ren jiu hui shuo tai xiao zhang
When you have no expression, others will say you are too arrogant
如果你天生这个表情 那些人甚至会怪你妈妈(妈妈)
ru guo ni tian sheng zhe ge biao qing na xie ren sheng zhi hui guai ni ma ma (ma ma)
And if you are born with that expression, they will even blame your mum
结果最后是别人在得奖 你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑
jie guo zui hou shi bie ren zai de jiang ni ye yao ge yu chong fen de zhang sheng yu wei xiao
In the end someone else gets the award, you also have to give ample applause and smile
开的车不能太好 住的楼不能太高
kai de che bu neng tai hao zhu de lou bu neng tai gao
The car you drive can't be too luxurious nor can you live too high up
我到底是一个创作歌手 还是好人好事代表
wo dao di shi yi ge chuang zuo ge shou hai shi hao ren hao shi dai biao
Am I a singer-songwriter or a representative of good men and good deeds?
专辑一出就必须是冠军
zhuan ji yi chu jiu bi xu shi guan jun
My album must be ranked top once released
拍了电影就必须要大卖
pai le dian yin jiu bi xu yao da mai
My movie must sell well
只能说当超人真的好难
zhi neng shuo dan chao ren zhen de hao nan
I can only say, being a Superman is difficult
如果超人会飞(超人会飞)那就让我在空中停一停歇(停一停歇)
ru guo chao ren hui fei (chao ren hui fei) na jiu rang wo zai kong zhong ti yi ti xie (ti yi ti xie)
If Superman can fly then let me take a breather in the sky
再次俯瞰这个世界 会让我觉得好一些
zai ci fu kan zhe ge shi jie hui ran wo jue de hao yi xie
Overlooking this world again will let me feel better
拯救地球好累(地球好累)虽然有些疲惫但我还是会(我还是会)
zheng jiu di qiu hao lei (di qiu hao lei) sui ran you xie pi bei dan wo hai shi hui (wo hai shi hui)
Saving the world is tiring, though I am a little tired, I still will
不要问我哭过了没
bu yao wen wo ku guo le mei
Don't ask me if I have cried
因为超人不能流眼泪
yin wei chao ren bu neng liu yan lei
Because Superman can't cry
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I don’t think there is anything wrong with how cpfs are relating this to cpn cause that’s just how it is. But sometimes, there are other reasons why they do what they do.
SO MY CONFUSION COMES FROM HOW THE HELL DO PEOPLE KNOW WHAT HE RECENTLY LISTENED TO. I can’t seem to dig up how or maybe it’s something we don’t talk about. I have never experienced this kind of tidbit related to them before so I wanna know the source. Or is this like the gaming cpn where certain people know and they will not divulge the boy’s account for privacy? if anyone knows, feel free to comment. If i find out in the future, I will share.
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I've been posting a lot about Sunday since the drip marketing! (I got hyped as soon as I heard he might be joining The Crew™, but overall I really like him!)
They better give me Boothill jumpscare moments in Amphoreus, don't think I forgot about the fake-out of Boothill travelling with us (I'll continue to be delulu and think he will!!) at least my lovely Black Swan will be with us!
I've just been thinking of another funny scenario, imagine the crew are on the express, about to leave, lights go out, and there's this Argenti style cutscene, but instead, there's church gospel music (like the ones played with the organ) Reverend Sunday gives a short sermon about his new life goals and wishes everyone else a safe journey on their next trailblaze mission!
Sunday: "Amen, brothers and sisters, and magical rabbit things!"
Church organ abruptly stops
Himeko: " Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, he's gonna be travelling with us from now on, welcome aboard our newest Trailblazer!!"
March, Dan Heng and TB: "WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FU-"
Pom Pom (the bunny, not the tall man): "MORE CLEANING?!?!?"
Good luck for your Sunday pulls!! May all Sunday wanters be Sunday havers!!!!!
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"Say if I DID one day wake up transformed into a cat. What would you do?" [Jing Yuan]
@shallliveoninsong || unprompted! || From Jing Yuan!
"Well... I'd ask how this happened. But since you're a cat we wouldn't be able to communicate." Fairly reasonable in the Fool's opinion. Nodding, he continues,
"Then I'd probably contact Lady Fu Xuan or Dan Heng to get you back to normal of course. But keep you away from snacks or General Meow. One so you don't get heavier. Two, so we don't mix you two up. I imagine you two would look similar so let's not make this more of a hassle for all of us."
#double the pay double the service;; answers#shallliveoninsong#even fools have favorites || jing yuan + sampo || shallliveoninsong#ooc. Sampo has a plan ready yes#ooc. bc you never know xD
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finally posting my hsr age hcs
(note: these are all physical age only for obvious reasons)
notes below the cut (any i havent elaborated on are just there for vibes)
i know we joke that welt is a grandpa (because he is), herrscher shenanigans make me think he doesnt look much older than his early 40s (in alien space he canonically looks really young for a professor which is why i think theres some aging shenanigans occurring)
nat basically raised seele and seele is a young woman so nat has to be at least 40
i feel like as the resident milf and dilf gallagher and yukong are self explanatory
jade is a senior in the ipc and that doesnt happen over night, plus it seems like she was already fairly senior when a (potentially teenage?) aventurine met her
blade was old before he was de-aged and idk why the powers that be would be worried about youthful beauty so i think hed have gone back to his physical prime rather than early adulthood, and all the best blacksmiths ive met have been late 30s/early 40s
kafka imo is close to 40 because i like to hc that she mostly raised us
i just like the idea that a pretty blond twink can be pushing 40
serval is old enough to be friends with someone's mother, but bronya wasnt adopted as a baby so i think theres some wiggle room with cocolia being slightly older than serval that could plausibly put her in the early 30s bracket
sampo because of his long legacy of crime
all the xianzhou natives (homo celestiae) i imagine would stop aging entirely in their early-mid 30s. fu xuan is just short (sidebar, i have many questions about the xianzhou world building but thats for a diff post)
ruan mei could be a xianzhou native but personally i rather interpret her as a normal abundance abomination species since she has a home 'planet' and not a home 'ship'. anyway her aging is probably screwed in a similar way to xianzhou natives regardless since she seems a similar age to herta, who is over 200
himeko because i feel like she's older than her hi3 version
i didnt pay that much attention but i vaguely recall ratio being especially accomplished for his age, which makes me think he's fairly young, along with aventurine
asta is renowned enough to run a research base, so i would imagine shes old enough to have a phd
gepard only seems to be a couple years younger than serval
topaz also is notably young to be in the position she is
silver wolf noted to not be a child anymore, which makes me think she's only recently an adult.
trailblaze trio all come across as younger adults, although i imagine dan heng is slightly older than the other two, and march is the youngest
sushang came of age recently as per the letter from her mother, and gui is her bestie, so theyre probably similar ages
arlan imo isnt massively young, hes just transgender
i feel like xianzhou native aging slows exponentially until it stops which is what makes me think qingque is in her early 20s physically despite being over 100 years old
firefly's body slowing down over time probably includes aging so although she's old enough to be in glamoth's iron cavalry, i imagine she's physically fairly young looking
pela is canonically 16 and lynx is her best friend
these guys all strike me as being early teens (what with yanqing being 14 and the rest sharing a height and a model with him)
the babies are self explanatory
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i was thinking about xingyue child again today.
That in itself would make a great post i'm sure. Anyways:
Xingyue child being a child that runs, climbs, plays... but nobody has the energy/mentality for them.
Tiny toddler xingyue child who runs around and wants to play
Early morning they push some dried fruit into dan fengs mouth, climbs up on his shoulders and screams "how is it!?" And he answers "mhm" because his mouth is full and he just got up.
Toddler xingyue child who hides, sneaks, and leaps at yingxing the moment they think he doesn't see them (he knows. They're not great at hiding), then he catches them mid jump and twirls them around two or three times. But he's an old man at this point so playtime is usually rather short (also they get scolded by dan feng when they overdo it. Like, both of them)
Due to this, xingyue child's energy goes THROUGH THE ROOF whenever uncle jing yuan visits. Someone they can play with a lot? And no danger of getting scolded? Yeah!! Well he's technically a lot younger than yingxing. And even if the child was TOO energetic for him, yingxing would just see it as revenge for how jing yuan was when he was younger.
They play nicely with baiheng. Nobody knows why. Baiheng is the only one who gets the "calm toddler" experience (mostly because xingyue child just cuddles with them, due to baiheng holding them over her head, claiming they're a starskiff, and xingyue child didn't like the experience.)
They don't play with jingliu. Why not? They don't want to bother her. They're just happy she decided to visit.
The first time they all wanted to bring her to a festival, dan feng started fussing and was like "no. Too dangerous. They can't." Only to be coaxed into letting xingyue child come along because there is no way anyone would go up against all five of them, right? They had a lovely time too.
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Current xingyue child using the ribbon on blades back as a stepladder to get up on his shoulders. To have a better view.
Running up and down the astral express when dan heng fails to entertain them adequately. Dan heng trying to catch them but this isn't their first life. It's the second and they decided to live it slippery and as a menace.
The entire astral express crew absolutely giving up when xingyue child ate candy from the IPC and now they're high on sugar because they've only ever eaten xianzhou sweets, if anything, which aren't that sweet.
On second thought maybe they're just used to dried fruits because of their upbringing.
Dan heng trying to help them brush their teeth but they don't like it so they bite his arm instead. The teeth barely even go through the sleeve but it's the thought that counts (????)
Take two with blade who just says "are you a good little kid? Good kids get their teeth brushed." And they just let him bc yeah y didnt u just say so.
i don't know why but i think yingxing, and also blade, are somehow better at parenting than dan feng/ dan heng. Maybe a short-life thing. Parental instinct and such. Whereas dan feng just thought every vidyadhara can do this/that from birth (spoiler: they can't bc its literally their first time around) and dan heng is torn between his memories, which suggest they can do this/that from birth, imaginary dan feng who lives in some corner of his mind and claims maybe they need some help learning this/that, and blade, who tells him he's stupid for expecting a toddler to be able to do this/that the reason being x/y/z.
Jing yuan as a babysitter. But really he just sleeps the whole time (or pretends to) and yanqing and fu xuan are the ones actually looking after xingyue child. if he is awake he just takes them to the seat of divine foresight and plays works a bit with them
Xingyue child playing with bailu by following her every step. Like a little duckling. Bailu feeds them a lot. They gain a bit of weight every time they're with bailu.
Ok, the stellaron hunters probably not being as involved. But i can imagine kafka holding them up by their neck/tail and asking if anyone lost their hybrid.
Also xingyue in both lives with an azure dragon plush(?) And dragging it with them always, even though the damn thing is slightly bigger than they are.
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HEAR ME OUT
RenHeng, but TGCF/Heaven Official's Blessing AU
But also, barely OOC
Just imagine once:
Blade/Hua Cheng giving Dan Feng (or Dan Heng)/Xie Lian one of his mara ginko leaves sealed in a ring. Admittedly not as significant as Hua Cheng giving Xie Lian his ashes but the idea is still present.
Jing Yuan as Ling Wen would be mildly hilarious to me.
Caelus and Stelle being Fu Yao and Nan Feng (or one of the two trailblazers being one then March 7th being the other)
Definitely a lot more to add but i got 0 sleep last night so add on at will.
#hualian#tgcf#mxtx tgcf#heaven official's blessing#this would be hilarious to me tbh#dan heng#dan feng#the aeons would be ridiculously high ranking officials probably#blade#honkai star rail#hsr#renheng#alternate universe#imagine#the hualian mountain scene with xie lian as the bride and hua cheng as the “ghost groom” is what sparked this#also the fact that both are immortal and blade is by all technicalities#...dead. blade is technically dead.
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Shoving a lot into one ask sorry but —
Thank you so much for the food Miss Mao it had me scaling the walls and shredding my bedsheets 😩😮💨
Honestly the fact that Dan Heng is sterile and can’t actually breed us feeds into my personal breeding kink perfectly cause I’m a “no pregnant only breed” type of girl lmao /degen 🥴
Dan Heng folding me in half and pounding me into the mattress, trying to get every last drop of his load into me, and then plugging it up after? Hell yea Actually getting pregnant? Hard pass
Also I think my SI/MC would probably be some type of harmony/pres(?) char, but she’d be like a single target dedicated buffer (only meant to buff DH of course 🩵) Her base skill would link her to an ally unit, and subsequent uses would buff the linked unit
I think if it’s not too OP (what really is OP in HSR at this point tho lol) she’d probably have an eidolon or trace that lets her also provide healing or receive damage in place of the linked unit like Fu does.
- 🩵 love you, hope you’re doing well 🥺
FDHFANONNNN I hope u have been well!! 🫶🫶🫶
I AM WITH YOU ALSO I've got a huge breeding kink but actual pregnancy is a squick (go figure) so dan heng is perfect as far as I'm concerned 😇 I think he already prefers finishing inside you all the time bc it feels so intimate (though it would make him die to admit it out loud lol), but I think the idea of breeding you just makes his vidyadhara brain go extra wild. I think it's a territoriality/possession thing - he needs to fill you up and claim every part of your body as his. though as much as he wants it to stay inside you... there's always so much of it that it leaks out of you, and then sometimes he can't hold himself back from eating it all out of you 😔 okay omg sorry for this horny posting I need to STOP
I LOVE YOUR KIT CONCEPT! and I don't think it's overpowered at all, it's actually a combo of E6 and tingyun - single target shields that provide healing + single target buffing. it's an actual kit I can imagine coming out !!! super focused on hypercarries (aka danheng LOL)
thank you for sharing your thoughts !! 🥺♥️
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Under the Heng Gate - Chapter 47
Chapter 47 : She allowed herself this momentary indulgence, conversing with her dearest family member.
Qichi did not respond.
She had never imagined that one day she would hear that familiar address come from her husband’s lips.
Fu Ting didn’t wait for her response, he suddenly drew the saber from behind his waist.
With a swift motion, he pointed the saber at the people kneeling before him, his voice sinking deeper. "Is the one behind the screen your master?"
The crowd dared not breathe. After a long while, one person finally stammered, "We don’t know. We only recognize the green jade token."
Qichi listened quietly.
She knew Fu Ting wouldn’t get the answers he wanted, for they were speaking the truth.
They only knew that their master was from Qingliu County, a woman of some status who never showed her face. To them, seeing the green jade token was the same as seeing their master.
If they knew that she was the wife of the Grand Protector, perhaps they wouldn’t have been so panicked today.
Fu Ting's gaze landed on one person. "You, speak."
It was the shopkeeper from the grain shop.
He raised his head slightly, then hurriedly lowered it again. "It’s true. We only recognize the green jade token, we don’t know our master."
Fu Ting pointed the saber to his face. "Tell the truth."
The shopkeeper froze.
He had once followed orders from his master to help the Princely Heir[1] of Guang deal with the Princely Heir of Yong. He had also seen his master and the Grand Protector together on several occasions. Though he had his suspicions, he had never dared to confirm them.
Besides, when his master had ordered him to deal with the Princely Heir of Yong, she had also bought his silence. Over these years, she had never treated him poorly in any way. If something happened to the master, what good would it do for him?
All he could do was brace himself and bow his head to the ground. "If the Grand Protector does not believe me, you may kill me."
Fu Ting gritted his teeth and said, "Very well. Then who was behind the screen that day?"
"It was also the master," the shopkeeper said. "I saw the green jade token, and that means it was the master."
He wasn’t lying; he had indeed seen the green jade token, though it wasn’t in the hands of the sick man lying on the bed.
"So, anyone could be the master," Fu Ting said.
"Yes," the shopkeeper said, not daring to lift his head. "Now that the green jade token is in the Grand Protector’s hands, you could be considered the master."
"How dare you!" Luo Xiaoyi immediately scolded. "What nonsense are you talking about!"
All the people kneeling in the hall didn’t dare to raise their heads, but they all said in unison, "We wouldn’t dare deceive you."
The synchronized response left Luo Xiaoyi speechless, rubbing his cheeks several times.
His third brother had slapped him with too much force earlier, and the pain still lingered.
Fu Ting looked at the green jade token in his hand, then at Qichi.
She stood behind the screen, her face slightly pale, but calm and silent, as if she were merely an observer.
"Everyone out," he suddenly said.
The people kneeling on the ground scrambled to their feet and hurried out of the room with their heads lowered.
Luo Xiaoyi glanced at his third brother’s expression and quickly said, "Third Brother, maybe it's all a misunderstanding. You heard them, they only recognize the jade token. How could this be related to Sister-in-law?"
As he spoke, he shot pleading glances toward the screen, hoping his sister-in-law would step in and explain herself.
Qichi gripped the veil in her hand, her eyes fixed on Fu Ting.
Luo Xiaoyi grew anxious. What was going on? Usually, his sister-in-law had no trouble handling his third brother.
Just then, an official rushed in from outside and greeted Fu Ting. "Grand Protector, many merchants in the city have come to the government office, asking why the shopkeepers from the Yuxing Merchant House were dismissed. They are very worried and can no longer focus on their business. What should we do?"
Fu Ting glanced at Luo Xiaoyi.
Luo Xiaoyi froze for a moment, then quickly stepped forward and whispered, "Third Brother, do you not trust me? I took care of it before dawn. The men I sent to take over were dressed in plain clothes, and I specifically ordered and threatened the shopkeepers not to leak a word in the city. Otherwise, how could they have hurried out of the city to find the master? Besides, thunder masked any sounds they made during that time, so how could the other merchants know? Unless someone deliberately informed them."
He paused, thinking to himself, could it be that someone really tipped them off?
Fu Ting sheathed his saber in his hand and looked at Qichi. "I’ll go back and deal with this later. For now, I have more important matters to do."
The official had no choice but to leave.
Qichi remained calm, thinking to herself, it seems Xinlu has successfully returned to the residence.
Originally, she had planned to use the other merchants to pressure him, hoping to dispel his doubts. But now, it seemed she had no other choice.
Fu Ting asked, "Was it you?"
She finally spoke. "Was what me?"
He stared at her face, nodding slightly. "It seems I’ll have to confirm it myself."
With that, he turned and strode out.
Qichi stood there, suddenly realizing what he meant. She hastily donned her veiled hat, lifted the hem of her clothes, and quickly followed him out
When she got outside, Fu Ting was nowhere to be seen. Only the soldiers stood guard, in layers, as if preparing for battle.
One of the soldiers who didn’t recognize her stepped forward to block her, but Luo Xiaoyi, who had followed her out, glared at the soldier, who then quickly backed off.
Qichi grabbed a horse nearby, mounted swiftly, and galloped off without saying a word.
Luo Xiaoyi wanted to shout after her, but remembering his third brother’s actions, he figured that he could not reveal his sister-in-law's identity. He kept his mouth shut and held back.
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Night had fallen, but the city gates remained open.
Qichi galloped back to the residence, her mind nearly blank.
Upon arriving at the gate, she dismounted from the horse and removed her veiled hat before hurrying toward the main hall.
Just as she reached the entrance, her footsteps faltered.
Xinlu knelt outside the door. When she saw Qichi, she finally dared to rise and quickly left.
Qichi entered the room.
The room was brightly lit, yet everything was in complete disarray. Chests and cabinets had been opened, the entire place thoroughly searched.
Fu Ting stood by the table, holding a booklet in his hand.
But it wasn’t her ledger.
It was merely something she had casually written in, notes for calculating accounts. The real ledger had long been locked away, and she had ordered Xinlu to move it to a different location.
He might be able to detect some clues in this room, but he wouldn’t find any solid evidence.
Fu Ting glanced at the booklet.
The handwriting was different from what he had seen that night.
The characters on the note passed to him that night were wild and unrestrained, clearly not the handwriting of a woman.
There still wasn’t a single flaw.
He looked at her. "Are you going to tell me how you just so happened to come into possession of that jade token? Or how you ended up at that shop?"
Qichi softly asked, "If I told you, would you listen?"
"No," he replied. "Because it’s you, everything now makes perfect sense."
Resettling the refugees, buying horses with thousands of gold.
The origin of every bit of wealth was now clear.
The reason why this merchant house had gone to such great lengths to support his Protectorate also became clear as well.
Qichi's lips moved slightly before pursed gently.
Her subordinates wouldn’t betray her,and he hadn't found anything decisive. If she truly wanted to cover her tracks, there was still a way out.
All she had to do was fabricate another lie, just like last time.
But she couldn’t bring herself to speak.
Fu Ting lifted the jade. "This is your personal belonging, right?"
She was silent for a moment, then nodded. "Yes."
His face turned dark. "Then why don’t you continue lying? You could tell me this wealth was all left to you by the Prince of Guang."
She said nothing.
"Apart from the Turks, the only one who can make me mobilize troops and personally conduct a search is you," he said, nearly spitting out the words, "my wife".
Qichi responded, "Today, I could have stayed away. I could have ignored the losses. But I didn’t want the northern lands to suffer."
Fu Ting stared at her. "That’s right, I forced you."
She raised her eyes to him. "I only wanted you to know that, just like you, I too desire what is best for the northern lands."
Even if she had personal motives, hoping that the prosperity of the northern lands would benefit her as well, she still wanted northern lands to thrive.
He took two steps toward her. "Then why didn’t you show yourself and tell me directly?"
She spoke softly. "I am of noble birth, but I’ve been secretly engaging in business. It’s unbecoming of my status."
"Status?" Fu Ting sneered. "Do you think I care about status, given where I come from?"
Whether she was a covert merchant or an open one, since he married her, he would accept it. Why would he care about her status?
Li Qichi was so astute, she couldn’t have failed to realize this.
Her voice became even softer. "If you knew, it would only make things harder for you."
"Why don’t you tell the truth?" He lowered his head and stared into her eyes. "The reason you lied to me is simply that you don’t trust me."
Her eyelashes trembled, and she pressed her lips together.
Fu Ting's face was tense, his eyes dark. "You didn’t even see me when I summoned you, and you guarded yourself against me. Am I really so unworthy of your trust?"
He thought back to the woman who had smiled at him in Gaolan Prefecture.
She had said, As long as you’re Fu Ting, you’ll definitely be able to pay it back.
At the time, he thought he had found a wife who trusted and supported him, enough to help him through the harsh winter of the northern lands.
Even if later on he realized she wasn’t sincere, at least there was a truth between them.
But now, it turned out even this was a lie.
He gripped her chin, forcing her to look up at him. "You lied to me, yet still sought to manipulate me."
Her face was pale under the light.
He spoke in a cold voice. "Do you really think I, Fu Ting, am someone you can manipulate?"
He let go of her, turning to stride out the door.
Without thinking, Qichi chased after him. She caught up with him in the corridor and grabbed his hand.
Fu Ting turned his head. "Let go."
She didn't release her grip on his hand.
Fu Ting reached out to pry her fingers away.
Her heart sank as his fingers finally managed to slip away from hers.
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Li Yan heard the rustle of wind and hurried to the outside of the main hall, only to see his aunt standing alone in the corridor.
He approached her, and the sight of her made him feel as though he was seeing someone entirely different. Only after several moments did he dare speak, “Aunt, what’s wrong?”
Qichi stared straight ahead, coming back to herself only now. She shook her head lightly.
Worried, Li Yan reached out to support her. “Aunt, your complexion doesn’t look well. You should go back and rest.”
Qichi allowed him to support her back to her room and sat down on the couch.
Li Yan glanced around at the disarray in the room, clearly shocked. Standing by her side, he asked gently, “Aunt, did you have an argument with Uncle? If there’s anything troubling you, please tell me.”
Qichi touched his face and smiled softly. “It’s nothing much. It’s just that he found out my greatest secret.”
Li Yan froze, then quickly caught on. "Uncle found out?"
She nodded, still smiling, yet the smile did not reach her eyes. She murmured, as if in a trance, “If one day I can no longer help you, will you be able to continue on your own?”
Li Yan was taken aback. “Why would Aunt say such a thing?”
Her eyes flickered slightly, and she let out a soft laugh. “I was only joking. Don’t overthink it.”
Li Yan breathed a sigh of relief. His aunt had always taught him to look ahead; so how could she say such a thing.
He glanced around, worried. With such a scene, who knew what condition his uncle might be in.
Xinlu brought the food in. She noticed her master sitting silently on the couch and quickly placed the dishes before her. She then started tidying up without uttering a word.
Li Yan handed Qichi the chopsticks. “Aunt, please have something to eat first.”
Qichi accepted them calmly. “You all may leave now. I’d like to be alone for a while.”
Seeing that she seemed to have regained some composure, Li Yan felt somewhat reassured. He signaled Xinlu, and they both left the main hall together.
Qichi sat there alone, the chopsticks hovering over the food. Her mind drifted back to the scene just now.
When Fu Ting had pried her fingers away, she had said: I still have something to say.
As he had looked at her, his voice low and cold: I no longer know how many of your words to me are true.
All the words she had wanted to say suddenly caught in her throat.
She had never heard him speak in such a tone, filled with utter disappointment.
The sky was just beginning to lighten when the temple gates opened.
The abbot stepped outside and was surprised to see the person standing there. He quickly clasped his hands in greeting, “Madam, you’ve already returned to your residence. Why have you come back to the temple?”
Qichi stood before the gate, her clothes fluttering in the wind. She had only one horse behind her and no attendants.
She couldn't sleep all night and had come here at the first light of dawn.
“I recall that this temple offers the lighting of Buddha lamps.”
The abbot replied “I assume Madam wishes to light one with the Grand Protector?”
She shook her head and spoke softly, “I wish to light one for the deceased. I wonder if it's okay.”
The abbot chanted the Buddha's names, “Of course. Madam, please follow me.”
Qichi followed him into the temple.
They passed through the Hall of Great Strength and entered a Buddhist hall filled with bright lanterns.
Near the door was a small table with brushes, ink, and paper.
The abbot picked up a brush and handed it to her with both hands. “Madam, please write down the name of the deceased.”
Qichi held the brush and stood before the table, her head lowered for a long time before she finally began to write on the paper.
The abbot sighed at the sight. “It seems Madam’s heart is burdened with deep sorrow.”
She finished writing and set down the brush. “Perhaps.”
The abbot chanted the Buddha's names again, “If one’s heart is burdened, it is difficult to see the true self.”
She smiled faintly. “I have never lost my true self. It has remained unchanged.”
The abbot sighed and took the paper. Seeing that the name bore the title of the Prince of Guang, he dared not delay and personally placed the paper onto the Buddha lamp.
The lotus-shaped Buddha lamp was lit, and the abbot handed it to Qichi before bowing and taking his leave.
Qichi held the lamp in her hands and placed it among the other lamps.
She knelt on the prayer mat before the lamp, staring at its flickering flame.
It was as if she could see her brother’s face, pale as he lay on the daybed, saying to her: From now on, the Prince of Guang’s household will depend on you.
And also A’Yan.
Her heart tightened little by little.
She thought of Fu Ting.
He believed she didn’t trust him.
Last night, in the corridor, she had wanted to tell him—it was not that she didn’t trust him; it was that she didn’t dare.
He was her last support. In front of him, she couldn’t afford to make a single wrong step. She couldn’t reveal her true colors until she was absolutely certain.
But how could she possibly explain all this?
If she did, what would he think?
The wealth she held was her last assurance, and it was also the foundation upon which she intended to pave the way for A’Yan. There was no room for compromise. From the moment she arrived in the northern lands, there has been no turning back.
The flames flickered, and it felt as if her brother was lying before her at this moment, every one of his instructions still ringing in her mind.
And then, another voice rang in her mind again: Do you really think I, Fu Ting, am someone you can manipulate?
Her heart ached, and her vision blurred.
Those few words repeated over and over in her mind, refusing to fade—
From now on, the Prince of Guang’s household… will depend on you.
I know, Brother, I know.
A’Yan...
I will take care of him, I promise I will take good care of him.
She pressed a hand against her chest, her hand wet with tears. She whispered softly, “Brother, I’m sorry. I'm afraid I won’t be able to fulfill your request…”
Right now, she had not yet won Fu Ting’s heart, and she had nothing left to rely on.
Instead, she had chilled his heart.
“Perhaps I was wrong. I don’t even know where I stand in his heart. I didn’t dare. Brother, do you hear me?”
“I’m sorry, Brother, I’m sorry. If it really comes to that, please don’t blame me. Don’t blame me…”
Her vision was blurred, and she didn’t know what she was saying anymore. She just wanted to find some peace of mind.
She had come this far without anyone to confide in. Only here, only now, could she allow herself a moment of weakness.
In this deserted Buddhist temple, she allowed herself this momentary indulgence, conversing with her dearest family member.
Speaking in a voice only she could hear.
She apologized to her brother over and over again.
Hoping he could forgive her.
For a long time, until she could no longer see the candlelight, she suddenly heard a voice. “Princess?”
She slowly raised her eyes and saw a blurry figure standing by the door.
Notes: [1] 世子 means an heir. It could be an heir of princes, dukes, or other nobles. I always translated it as Prince’s heir or Prince’s son, for example Li Yan would be Prince of Guang’s son. But today I came across the translation of 世子 as Princely Heir for the heir of a prince and I think it sounds good. So I’ll use it from now on. But as for addressing, I’ll still translate it as Young Lord for Li Yan since he hasn’t bestowed the hereditary title for now.
Maree's corner:
OH NOO!!! OUR COUPLE... 💔💔💔
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hsr gameplay paths. they mean something.
"oh but the gameplay paths dont mean anything its only the lore paths" the game literally shows us what the gameplay paths are.
the difference between "gameplay" and "lore" paths is mostly due to an inconsistency between paths that are actively being walked on (ie. pathstriders) versus the paths that the characters use in game. take for instance, fu xuan, a character who is a pathstrider on the hunt path by way of her being a high ranking member in the luofu, but having a preservation path in game. or even jing yuan, who is an erudition character, yet would also be considered a hunt pathstrider with the luofu.
this... isn't a mistake. it's intentional. the game shows us this. think, every time trailblazer shifts their path around. destruction? shows us nanook. preservation? qlipoth. harmony? xipe. this pattern is most likely going to continue. so what do these cutscenes have to do with the playable paths? well, trailblazer shifts their path every time one happens. this creates a clear connection in my mind: gameplay paths are distinctly connected to the aeon who has acknowledged the character in question, but has little to do with the path they actually stride on. (i think this doesnt work 100% the same for emanators, however, given that they're explicitly given stuff from the aeon in question. acheron matches nihility, and likely when herta is given a non-doll form, she will still be erudition. phantilya... i dont think matters to this discussion, but its likely if she was playable, she'd be destruction)
another huge reason why i believe this is because some characters follow paths where they are physically unable to be acknowledged by their aeon. argenti follows the beauty, an aeon who is deceased. same with all of the trailblazers, who follow akivili, who we're told again and again is dead. i have theories why fuli and aha don't acknowledge anyone either- fuli is the remembrance. they're always there. but more importantly, fuli is always watching. its likely they take a hands off approach. as for aha, i imagine regular followers don't interest them- there's that anecdote about the worm, for instance. aha is here for a good time, and very distinctly, an interesting time, which we can see exemplified in the masked fools. (this is specific for alive aeons, by the way, i don't think dead aeons can acknowledge anyone if they tried, ena aside. the order is distinctly a revival/recreation using sunday as a seed; not to mention ena is something mentioned to have been absorbed by xipe. it's possible their essence was still left over. regardless, i don't think sunday would be counted as an "emanator of the order", especially since the plan didn't work)
additional theory? trailblaze pathstriders are the most likely to switch paths. we already have 3/5 currently playable trailblaze characters with more than one path: trailblazer themself with destruction/preservation/harmony, dan heng having both hunt and destruction, and march 7th going from preservation to hunt. i don't think this is a mistake, as trailblazers canonically move across the universe with the intention of helping as many worlds as possible. my working theory is that the trailblaze path is the most likely to be acknowledged by more than one aeon. if the pattern continues, and we see welt or himeko get new paths in the future, i wouldn't be surprised by it; likely dan heng and ESPECIALLY march will be getting additional units, and trailblazer is a given, but any trailblaze character getting a new one is not something i think is out of the question: simply, with the flexibility of the path, in my mind, more aeons are willing to look at them.
#honkai star rail#hsr#not tagging characters but you get the point#tenor talks#this is explicitly meant to be an analysis and its something i wholeheartedly believe#it doesnt make sense for the playable paths to mean nothing in face of nonplayable imo#i think thats just lazy. and people decided to stop thinking about it. anyway.
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trick or treat!! 🎃🦇 (btw i loved hearing about the backstory/historical aspects of your fav wip, i’m not even in the hsr fandom but it’s so interesting)
THANK YOU <33333
(i know it's literally november 3 but shhhhh, all soul's was just yesterday it still counts—)
anyways!! the next fic i wanna talk about is... also jingfu 😭😭😭 this is embarrassing
presenting: ✨ jingfu vegas wedding ✨
there was a time i got back into asoiaf and jaime/brienne, and there's this subgenre of jb fics where they get quickly married on the quiet isle for one reason or another! and i just got obsessed with this type of wedding, and then i got to thinking about vegas weddings, and then i imagined jingfu drunk and giggly and happy and my gdocs stood NO chance
what's great about jingfu is, as i hope to never stop reminding my readers, is that they're chinese living in a chinese setting wifh chinese culture. so you can't just throw them into an actual vegas wedding situation—china has its own wedding ceremonies and the luofu must have its own technological advancements in that area too! so long story short i had a lot of fun brainstorming the wedding rituals and how it would mesh with the luofu, how people would even discover a wedding has taken place considering chinese weddings CAN technically be done without witnesses if you're feeling quirky enough (like maybe legally it's not allowed but ive seen cdramas where they do the same thing so like. me 🤝 cdramas; ignoring things for dramatic flair), and generally just trying to write their world vividly enough that it doesn't feel like Vague American Fantasy Spaceship #2432
i do think i kinda succeeded!! and even if i didn't, well, in my head i can clearly visualize it and in the end this is a fic for ME and not for yall, sorry but i come first when it comes to my fanfic :P
also i wrote my thoughts on the au while we were out with paternal relatives eating hotpot, so of course their drunken wedding feast is hotpot. i couldn't resist
It was strange to see the General and Master Diviner drinking, and even stranger to see them drinking like they were racing to their graves.
At least it would be. Extenuating circumstances, Dan Heng art thy name.
i also really like these lines i giggle everytime! because i ship jingfu but i also ship jingheng in the pathetic unrequited pining old man jing yuan kinda way.... its hilarious how down bad jing yuan still is for dan heng/dan feng and so since i needed a catalyst for the drinking i used dan heng hehe
also i researched chinese constellations for this because i needed more drunk activities and i figured i could do one of those "laying on the grass and pointing at the stars" except ofc it's the luofu so that's synthetic grass and false stars and their stars are also different and it would be very weird to mention ursa major or something! so i had to do research </3 i swear the things i do for my craft
i don't know how to end this.... i guess here's another excerpt HAHAHA
Jing Yuan, thanks be to Lan, had left behind some of his formal clothes at her residence, which meant the two of them did not have to sneak all the way back to Exalting Sanctum just to nab the appropriate garments. If they had not been drunk, the journey from the gardens to her quarters would not have taken so long. Unfortunately: they were. Unfortunately: Jing Yuan was enamored with every flower that passed him by, and Fu Xuan was busy counting the number of off-color stones in the cobbled path.
They did still make it there. Eventually.
In one of Fu Xuan’s many closets were the robes they’d worn to Qixi-jie—his a simple but elegant grey trimmed with white, and hers a dainty pink, complete with a round embroidered fan. Fu Xuan took Jing Yuan’s out, shoved it into his arms, and then shoved him out. He staggered out into the hallway, and then turned to blink at her, lost.
Fu Xuan rolled her eyes. “Well? What are you waiting for?”
“Oh,” Jing Yuan said. The light came back into his eyes. “Oh! Yes.”
Stupid, she thought, and closed the door. But apparently she’d said it out loud, because he yelled, muffled, “You’re the one marrying me!”
“I won’t if you don’t shut up!” Fu Xuan yelled back.
Immediate silence.
thank you for the ask again hehehe <3
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Summary of my Honkai: Star Rail experience
Ohhh, Canon in D... played this song way too many times (I used to play the violin)
Kafka... not my type
Wait, there are two Bronyas, huh?!??!
Bruh, why can't I climb?!??!
Funny how the names of the Trailblazers in CN are just the two words that make up the Chinese name of Star Rail.
Dan Heng, my sweet summer child
Mitsuki is just Paimon with a less annoying voice and even less empathy.
Like girl, your friend's mom just died in front of her, and all you could say is "what a trailblazing journey" ?!??!
Nice to see you again, Himeko
Welt just confirms I have a bit of a grandpa kink (as if my love for Mikazuki isn't enough)
Herta, I HATE YOU AND YOU STIMULATED WORLDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Peppy is f*cking adorable.
Can we just take Asta and Arlan with us???
*Sees Belobog* Finally, we have reached Snezhnaya!
Bronya deserves better earrings!
SERVAL MY QUEEN 👑
NATASHA, MY QUEEN 👑
Hi guys, meet Gepard, my new golden retriever
Sampo deserves to be in the sewers
Would have liked Seele more if her outfit didn't remind me of Kokomi (same could be said for Fu Xuan)
Svarog should have been the playable. NOT CLARA!
Hook =/= =/= Klee
Pela...forgot she exists
Why does everything in Jarilo-VI looks so... dead
*Sees XianZhou LuoFu* THIS IS WHAT I IMAGINE WHAT FOREIGNERS THINK SINGAPORE IS BEFORE LEARNING IT IS NOT PART OF CHINA (P.S. COMING FROM A SINGAPOREAN)
The 公主病 in Tingyun is strong...
Whenever I see a Mara struck: *points middle finger*
Digging the blue on Yukong
*Sees Jing Yuan*: ONODAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!¡!!!!!!¡!!!!!!!!
Yanqing is Xiaother's child (sue me)
Imagine if Sushang and Luocha end up having no impact to the story line whatsoever.... that would be sad....
Bailu is Bailu
WHO THE HELL IS XUEYI????
Fu Xuan... too pastel for my liking
Blade... I don't care for him
IMAGINE GOING THROUGH THE WHOLE QUEST, ONLY TO FIND OUT THE MASTERMIND OF THE WHOLE IMMORTALITY SH*T IS A RANDOM ASS NPC
In conclusion: the turn-based style started out fun, but got boring.
The music slaps as usual.
Characters range from likeable to forgettable.
Sci-fi really isn't my thing...
Safe to say I have a huge bias for Genshin...
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