#ft.loren

[malakhai-ozera]

Discord Text Thread || Khai & Landon

Discord thread featuring: Khai and Landon ( @davieslandon )

When: July 20th

Mentions:  Roman ( @romanbeckett ), Emily ( @warmvlbes ),

 Aaron ( @aaronhart93 ) and Loren ( @lorencourtier )

Description: Khai and Landon spend the day at Coney Island.

Trigger Warnings: Feels…Lots and Lots of  FEELS!!! Also, this got pretty lengthy oops. Hahaha

Malakhai Khai pulled up outside of Landons place in his new Bentley. Shooting him a text that he was there before waiting patiently for him to come out. They had a long drive ahead of them but, he was super excited. It had been so long since he and Landon actually got to hand out like this. Even though he knew a lot of people probably wouldn’t be happy about them hanging out. He saw Landon appear from his side mirror and watched as he got into the car. “Do you wanna switch places since it’s a long drive? I know you don’t really like riding with other people”’he said trying to thoughtful. Leaning across the center console to kiss Landons cheek before moving back to his place. “You like nice by the way” he complimented, giving him a smile.

Landon Landon was excited to spend some time hanging out with Khai, having some fun and relaxing. He was also looking forward to seeing the other so he could confirm for himself that he really was okay after his stay in the hospital. He kept his outfit pretty simple with a pair of jeans and a white t-shirt, pairing everything up with his favourite pair of converse and was ready to go when he got the text from Khai that he was there. "Hey, sweet ride", he said as soon as he got in the passenger side. He wasn't expecting Khai's suggestion and his friend could probably tell by his stare. "Oh, thanks...you look nice too. Um...are you sure though? I probably wouldn't want anyone else driving a car like this."

Malakhai “Thanks,” Khai smiled. He hadn’t had the car long but, he was actually realty proud of it. But his mind was taken away from those thoughts when  Landon said he looked good too. He wasn’t really expecting a comment like that in return, but he’d take it. “Thanks babe. I dress up just for you” he mused with a wink. Leaning back into his seat as he shook his head. “Of course I’m sure. I just want you to be comfortable, and I trust you” he said honestly. Opening his door and getting out to go to the passenger side. He opened Landons door and looked down at him with a smile. “Come on sexy, drive me around like you love me” he teased. Waiting for Landon to get out of the car and switch places with him. Once they were situated Khai smiled over to Landon again. “So, you excited? I know I am.” He rubbed his thighs with his hands excitedly as he leaned back into the seat. “It’s gonna be a great day.”

Landon Landon was still a little hesitant but he got out of the car and switched places. It’s not like he thought he was going to crash or anything like that but driving a car that wasn’t his own always made him a little worried, especially when it was an expensive car such as this one. Khai was right though that he’d feel more comfortable being the one to drive, especially for such a long ride. And he was also touched the other boy still remembered one of their first conversations where Landon had admitted that. He started the car and they were off, on their way to Coney Island. “I’m so excited. Coney Island is always a great place to go for a bit of a getaway and a nice day away from home.”

Malakhai Khai was definitely the type of person to remember things. Especially important things about the people he cared about. He wanted Landon to be comfortable and to have the most fun possible. “Yeah, me too” he replied as they began on their way. “I haven’t been in so long and I’m determined to have the time of my life today.” He had been going through a lot recently, his step dad being in town, his break up with Emily, drama with Roman, being in the hospital, and so much more. He really just needed a break. He smiled over to Landon and reached over to squeeze his thigh. “So, how have you been babe? Good I hope.”

Landon The last time he’d been to Coney Island was back when he went with Roman and Elle, before everything started going wrong. Landon didn’t bring it up with Khai though, not wanting to remind him about the other boy in case it was something that upset him. “Yeah, I’ve been good apart from the waking up early in the morning issue. I should be asking you that though. How are you?” When Aaron texted him to let him know Khai was in the hospital and they thought it was drugs, Landon felt so bad so he was glad to see that he seemed to be doing better.

Malakhai “Well that’s good. Not the not sleeping part, but that you’ve been good. I worry about you” he said honestly. He nodded his head as Landon put the question back on him and he took a deep breath in. “Yeah, I’m good. Better” he nodded again. “I wasn’t sleeping so well myself, still don’t really. But I guess it all just finally caught up with me. I took too many of my pills and it didn’t end well. I was just trying to sleep, ya know?”  He really had been doing better about staying clean, aside from the slip he got from a client at work. But he was really well. Just super stressed. “Maybe we could help each other sleep” he mused. Pressing his tongue to the corner of his mouth as he smiled at Landon. Of course he had to tease him.

Landon “You don’t need to worry about me, I’m doing well. There was a point where I was not doing that great but I feel like the worse is over.” There was no point in lying about it. At this point most people he cared about knew that he didn’t take his breakup very well and that he needed some time but he felt like that was quite normal. Landon knew what it felt like to really want to sleep yet being unable to but he still made a mental note not to make use of any sleeping pills like he’d been thinking of doing. What if something similar was to happen to him and Elle was the one to find him? No, too much of a risk. “I know and I know that not being able to sleep sucks just...be careful yeah? Things could have gone much worse.” Landon rolled his eyes but his smile gave him away. “And how do you suggest we do that?”

Malakhai “I do worry about you though” he said honestly. “I care about you, Landon. More than you know.” He really did care for Landon, more than he let on most times. But above all else, he was his best friend. He wanted him to be okay, and he hated that Loren hurt him. He wished he could take him pain away so badly. “Yeah, it does. I’m definitely gonna be more careful from here on out. I really scared myself and it was unintentional” he shrugged. He knew he could be careless. But this time truly was an accident. He grinned over to Landon and squeezed his thigh again, leaning over to whisper in his ear. “I’m sure you know exactly how we’d do that” he purred. “Just think about it” he smiled

Landon "I know but it's over now with Loren and I just have to focus on moving on. I'm sure he's doing the same. I'll get over it eventually, I always do", he shrugged. "Yeah, and you did a pretty good job of scaring everyone else as well. Aaron texted me to let me know you were in the hospital before Emily could and...we didn't think it was sleeping pills or that it was an accident. I'm sorry about that, by the way, it's just that we were worried." And he really was. When Aaron texted him Landon panicked. They'd seen each other for breakfast in the morning when Khai brought breakfast for him and Elle and he looked fine. Landon couldn't help but start blaming himself again for not noticing something was wrong so he was glad it wasn't the case. He smirked at the other's words and touch and pushed him away with a laugh. "Don't distract me from driving you menace."

Malakhai Khai nodded his head. He didn’t want Landon to hurt, but honestly. He was glad Loren wasn’t in the picture anymore. He felt like Landon deserved better than what he did to him. “I’m sorry, Landon. I’m here for you. But you already know that” he assured. Nodding again to his next words. “I know, I’m sorry. I’ve been clean for months now though. I wouldn’t do that, and definitely not on purpose. I’ve just been so stressed myself and not sleeping wasn’t helping.” The last thing he wanted to do was scare anyone. Especially Landon. Not after his accident. “You know, the best part of my day was seeing you and Elle. It definitely helped ease the stress” he added. He couldn’t help but tease Landon though. Laughing as he pushed him away and called him a menace. “Mhm... I’m a distraction now hmm?” he grinned. Sitting back in his set and continuing to smile over at him.

Landon "I do but thank you. Don't be sorry though, better all this happened now than months down the line where I would have felt even worse." Landon was still very hurt and it wasn't something he was going to get over at just the snap of his fingers but at least he could look on the bright side of things instead of constantly focusing on the negatives. "I know...a part of me knew that you wouldn't do that but I still got scared and I guess my mind automatically went to that. But I'm glad we at least helped ease your stress a little bit. I know not sleeping can be really tough but you know you can always talk to me right? About anything." Landon made sure to keep his attention on the road and switched the lane. "You know you can be very distracting. I'm pretty sure you don't need me to tell you that."

Malakhai “Yeah, that’s true. I would have had to kick his ass then” he said with his tone filled with mirth. Even though he was totally serious. He could see Landon was still hurting but he hoped he could help take his mind off of it. Even if it was only temporary. “Well yeah, I’m a recovering addict. I would have thought the same thing” he said honestly. “You guys definitely helped though. I promise” he smiled. “Yeah, I know. Sometimes things seem a little out of bounds. But. I know you’re here for me, and I appreciate it.” Another grin pulled at his lips and he shrugged nonchalantly. “Maybe not... but. I like knowing I distracted you in particular. Just saying.”

Landon Landon rolled his eyes playfully, even though he was thankful to know he had a good friend on his side. If all of this taught him anything, it was that he now knew who the people he could trust were. What happened suck and anyone in his place would probably think the same but it was nice to know that there were people on his side who loved him and cared about him, even when he was not doing so well. It meant a lot to him. "Of course, I'm always here for you, whatever you need." He laughed but Landon really should have expected that. "Don't flatter yourself too much, you're going to get a big head."

Malakhai “I saw that” he mused. He knew Landon had been through a lot. Maybe even more than he had been through himself. But he loved how strong he was being. He wished he had that strength within himself. “Thank you, I appreciate that more than you know” he said honestly. Things had been a bit awkward between the two for a while. But he was happy to know they were becoming close again. He never stopped caring about Landon. Regardless of anything he might have said. He laughed again and shook his head. “I don’t know babe.. I’m not sure it can get much bigger. Especially when you smile like that” he teased. Reaching over and poking his cheek playfully.

Landon Things between him and Khai had been a little awkward in the last few months after everything that happened. Between their kiss at the bar, the argument in the bathroom and everything with Roman, it wasn't that surprising that their friendship took a hit. But it was nice to see that they were finally getting over it and moving on. It seemed like they were getting to a point where they were both comfortable with each other again. "You're right, if it gets much bigger it will explode", he laughed. "So I'm going to make it my personal mission to help you keep your feet on the ground. Especially today while we're at Coney Island."

Malakhai “Well, I don’t know about explode. But, it could definitely get me in trouble”’he mused. He smiled at Landon again and nodded his head. “I’m sure you’ll have no trouble doing that. You always seem to keep me pretty level headed.” He kept his eyes on Landon for a while as he drove and he pulled his bottom lip between his teeth. There were lots of things going through his head. But, he didn’t say any of them. “You know, I hope I can take your mind off of things too. You deserve a break... and some genuine fun. Just no getting sick on the rides or I’ll have to gag you. Although you’d probably like that” he teased.

Landon “As I’m sure it’s gotten you into trouble before”, he chuckled. “I’ll have you know though that I’m pretty good on rides so you should be fine. I promise I’ll keep the getting sick to the minimum. He shook his head in mock annoyance but it was obvious he didn’t really mind. “You know, I’m actually not as kinky as you seem to think I am. Although I’m really not sure where you got the impression that I’m kinky in the first place.” Landon had his moments of course, but he didn’t really get to have sex often enough for him to make a habit of turning it kinky.

Malakhai "Yeah, it definitely has.. and yet Roman just keeps boasting me up anyway" he laughed. "Yeah, that's good. I didn't really take you as someone who would get sick. But I had to give you a hard time anyway" he mused. He laughed again and shook his head, this time his smile definitely more of a blush. "Uhm... it's not really that I got that impression. I just... I guess I'm kinda kinky myself and I just like to tease you." That wasn't the full truth because, even though he was teasing. He definitely hoped it would go beyond that at some point. Then maybe he could find out how kinky or not kinky Landon actually was. "I mean, you seem to like the belt as far as I can tell" he grinned. Pressing his tongue to the corner of his mouth as he looked over at the smaller.

Landon "Yeah but Roman's just too nice not to do that." Landon looked at the other from the corner of his eye and smirked at his reaction. "Is it just me, or have I actually managed to make you blush? I have to admit that it feels great to be on the other side of things for once", he laughed. "As for the belt, wouldn't you like to know?" The truth was that Landon knew there were things he was probably into that he just wasn't aware of because he never got the chance to try. Could he say for certain that he was into the idea of a belt being used on him? Not really, but he wasn't against the idea of trying it out either.

Malakhai "Are you trying to say he's lying to me?" he asked. A look of faux hurt playing at his features as he placed his hand on his heart. It wasn't until Landon called him out on blushing that he actually started to blush more. "Stop it.. drive the car" he chuckled. Bringing his hand up to cover his face as he playfully pushed Landons shoulder. "You make me blush more than you know, babe. But. we aren't gonna talk about that" he grinned. "But yeah, I actually would like to know. Does that bother you?" he wasn't sure why he asked if it bothered him. Hell, he was just trying to tease him. But maybe deep down he knew his teasing was a bit more than that. "I already know you are quite intrigued with my piercing" he winked.

Landon "I would never even try to imply he's lying to you but also he might be lying to you", he teased. "Oh no, now that I know I can make you blush I'm definitely not letting this go. If I had known the thought of me being kinky would have you turning red I would have brought it up ages ago, whenever you were threatening me with that stupid belt. To answer your question, I wouldn't know since I never actually tried it." Did it bother him that Khai wanted to know? Not really, after all this was all a part of their friendly conversation and their tendency to tease each other. And Landon knew deep down that there was probably more to it than that but he pushed it to the side, pretending not to have a clue. Landon rolled his eyes at the mention of the piercing even though his thought went straight to the picture Khai had shared with him. "I still can't believe you actually did that." And to think Landon used to think he was edgy for having so many tattoos. Clearly, he was wrong.

Malakhai "Mhm.. who knows maybe he is" he shrugged. The smile staying clear as day across his features as he spoke. "Oh God, I've gone and done it now. You're never gonna let me live this down are you?" His words were laced with an amused yet slightly embarrassed chuckle. But honestly, he thought it was cute. Landon had finally found something to use against him in his defense. He knew it had to be a bit uncomfortable for him that he flirted the way he did in front of so many people, especially in the chat. But he couldn't help himself. All he could picture was Landon smiling on the other end and that gave him all the fuel he needed. "Hmm.. maybe we should try it then. You know, just a little friendly encounter of one friend helping another find his kinks." God, he was blushing even more now and he couldn't even hide it. "Yeah.. I know right? I can't believe I actually did it either. But, it's quite nice actually. I think you'd enjoy it" he mused. Biting at his bottom lip as he watched the expression on Landons face.

Landon "Nope I'm going to bring this up whenever you're being annoying, which is a lot mind you, just so I can see you turn bright red", he grinned. Landon had to really focus to keep his eyes on the road at that and he bit his lip, unsure. He could never quite tell when Khai was being serious or when he was just teasing him. They were both to blame for flirting on the group chat but he felt it was all very teasing and something that was done between two friends. It's what he did with Roman as well. Then again, Roman was never just a friend and he doubted he would ever be. This left Landon more confused than ever. Was Khai really suggesting they do that or did he say it as a joke? "I don't know...I think I can do that by watching some porn as well." There, that was vague enough, right? "Yeah, I don't think I'm going to let anyone go with a needle gun anywhere near my junk anytime soon, sorry to disappoint."  Landon wasn't actually this obtuse, he knew what Khai really meant but he felt this way was safer.

Malakhai “You would” he laughed shaking his head. Khai knew his words could be hard to swallow sometimes, and most times.. his tone was hard to read. He had become and expert as sweet talk. But with Landon, it was hard to decipher if he was just being playful or not. Especially when his feelings were pretty well known. “Yeah. You could do that” he nodded. “But where’s they fun in that?” He asked raising his brow. He licked his lips and leaned closer to Landon as he continued to drive. Knowing damn well he was distracting him. “I didn’t mean that you should do it. I meant you should play with mine” he said in a low almost way too seductive tone. His breath hitting against Landons neck. He knew he knew what he meant. But this was too good not to take advantage of.

Landon Landon would like to see anyone manage to stay cool and collected while driving with someone as good looking as Khai doing his best to tease. “You’re trying time distract me and it’s going to end up with me crashing the car”, he rolled his eyes. “And you really don’t want that to happen because, one, your car is brand new and expensive. Two, last time I was in a car accident it kind of ruined my life so I’d like to avoid that happening again if possible.” Years later, Landon still wasn’t able to joke about that day, not that he could be blamed. There wasn’t anything funny about it. This right here was the closest he could get to bringing it up without panicking. “I think your dick piercing gets played with more than enough without me adding to that.”

Malakhai A playful smirk pulled at his lips as he watched Landon and he nodded his head. “Yeah, I guess that’s a good point” he chuckled. Moving back into his own seat and slouching down as he played with his phone. His eyes gazing over to Landon every so often with a small smile. It seemed no one had ever tried so hard to not fuck him and that was slightly amusing to Khai. “I mean, I am a frequent masterbator” he grinned. “So you’re probably right.”

Landon Landon sometimes got the impression that Khai wasn’t very used to not getting what he wants although he would need to start getting used to it. He planned on keeping their trip today strictly PG, mostly because he really didn’t want to ruin their friendship. It was awkward enough after their kiss a few months ago, they didn’t need to add more to that. “Why am I not surprised? Then again, aren’t we all?” Landon wasn’t ashamed to admit that he frequently took care of himself, especially when he wasn’t in a relationship and so didn’t have anyone to help out. He even kept a box of some toys he could use hidden on top of his closet so that Elle wouldn’t ever find it by mistake.

Malakhai Khai had always been a very sexually intense person. After what he went through growing up, and using his body to make a living when he was younger. It wasn’t unusual for Khai to be overly assertive when it came to flirting or sexual pleasure. Landon had been on his radar for quite some time now. but the fact that they were friends meant way more to him than actually getting his way with his sexual. Although, he did often wonder what would be so wrong with a harmless hook up. That wasn’t his intention today though. He was honestly just teasing Landon and giving him a hard time. It’s what he did when he liked someone. “Yeah, I’m pretty sure we are. No shame” he grinned, looking over at Landon once more. “Smile” he said leaning closer to him and snapping a picture of them both. “First photo of the day” he said holding up his phone with a wide smile. “And it’s caption will be... Landon talks to me about masterbation” he chuckled.

Landon Landon was a perfectly healthy twenty eight year old who also happened to be single. It was natural for him to need to let off some steam sometimes and having no one to help him out meant having to get creative. Not that he minded. He knew just what he liked and how he liked it which couldn’t always be said for how get he was about to sleep with. Landon tried his best to smile for the photo while also keeping his eyes on the toad, although he wasn’t sure he did a great job of that. “If you write that I’m going to throw your phone straight out of the window”, he joked right back.

Malakhai “You wouldn’t dare” he laughed. Looking down at the photo with a smile. “Your face says it all though, babe” he teased. Pushing his phone into the crotch of his pants as he leaned back into the seat Shai . “There now it’s safe” he smiled mischievously. “Keep making faces like that though and my masterbation album will be complete” he mused

Landon “Do you really want to risk your phone  in order to test that theory?” Landon was obviously joking but he wasn’t about to say that. Besides, he was pretty sure Khai knew not to take him seriously. “For now, but I could just get it from you later and break it into pieces”, he reasoned. “Also, are we really going to ignore the fact that you need a whole album to masturbate?”

Malakhai The look on Khai’s face as Landon teased him was priceless. It wasn’t very often he got the other male to really open up and start spouting threats or flirting back. But this was too good. He shrugged his shoulders, but then burst out into laughter. “I did say that didn’t I?” he continued to laugh. “That’s not what I meant... I just meant.. with photos of you” he kept laughing knowing that didn’t sound any better. “You just drive. Behave” he grinned.  Chewing on his bottom lip as he kept smiling over at the other male.

Landon “Yep, that is exactly what you said”, he listened to the excuse Khai was coming up with and laughed, shaking his head. “You know that doesn’t really help your case right? I’m kind if worried about your dick if you need a whole album of photos of me to get off. I think getting that piercing might have broken it. Rest in peace Khai’s cock. Gone but never forgotten.” Landon could see that there were no longer any cars in front of them and accelerated a little, still keeping under the limit. “You’re one to talk, Mr Dirty Mind.”

Malakhai “Hey, there is absolutely nothing wrong with my dick. I just so happen to get off a lot better when it’s live action play” he grinned. Of course this was where Khai would normally want to prove his case. But instead he just pulled his phone out of his pants and rubbed his hand over his crotch just once to settle himself down. “I’m not one to talk” he chuckled. “I can see you over there getting off on teasing me” he teased. “Too bad your driving. But hey, there’s always road head of that helps” he joked. He definitely did look at Landons crotch but he just leaned back into the seat trying to distract his mind with something else as he looked out the window. “Hey.. did you bring a bathing suit? Cause I definitely wanna go swimming” he said trying to change the subject.

Landon “Did you really get hard just from talking about this? You are unbelievable!” he laughed loudly, although he did try to get a little peek of Khai rubbing a hand over his crotch without making it too obvious that he was looking. “Contrary to you I’m not desperate enough to get hard just from talking about getting hard. I have this thing called control.” Once again, he was only teasing. “Oh yeah, I did. I’m wearing it underneath. You can’t go to Coney Island in summer without going for a swim. I think that’s literally a sin.”

Malakhai “I don’t know what you’re talking about” he chuckled lightly. Knowing full well exactly what he was talking about. “Desperate?” he asked with a louder laugh. “Baby, the only thing I’m desperate for is...” he stopped talking and shook his head. “Is control” he finished. Deciding not to say what he was actually thinking. “But you’re right. That would be sin. It would also be a sin not to see you in a bathing suit. But, luckily that won’t be the case” he smiled. He knew Landon was trying to catch a glimpse of him. But he didn’t make any mention of it. This was a battle within himself that he just wasn’t going to win. Not today.

Landon Landon raised his eyebrows when the other stopped talking before saying he was desperate for control but didn’t push him on it. If it wasn’t something Khai wanted to talk about then he was going to accept it. “Lucky you. I really don’t think it’s as amazing a sight as you’re making it out to be but I’ll let you dream”, he laughed. The time had gone by so fast while they were talking that Landon barely noticed they were almost there.

Malakhai “I think it’s much better than you’re leading on, Davies” he smiled. Lacing his hands together around his phone in his lap. He looked out the window again and saw the Ferris wheel and he smiled widely. “Jesus, I haven’t been here in so long. We’re going on that first right?” he asked. His eyes lighting up with excitement.

Landon Landon rolled his eyes again and didn’t comment. It’s not that he was very self conscious about his body but he also didn’t think he could compare to some other guys around town. “Last time I was here was with Elle and it was like she’d never seen a Ferris wheel before in her life. It was very amusing to watch”, he said, leaving out the fact that Roman was with them. “We can go on whichever ride you want.” It was a good thing that they headed out early since it meant parking wasn’t too bad yet and he found a spot without problems.

Malakhai “Don’t roll your eyes” he said with a soft smile. “You’re very attractive, Landon. Very! I mean that” he said honestly. He listened to Landon talk about Elle, and it made him smile more lovingly. He knew Roman was with them, but it didn’t bother him that he left him out. “That’s so cute! We should bring her with us next time. I love kids and she’s a doll” he said honestly. “But yes, I definitely wanna go on that first. It’s probably my favorite ride even though that’s probably lame” he shrugged

Landon Landon believed him and knew Khai was saying the truth but at the same time he was very confused as to what the other guy apparently saw in him. “She had a blast last time we were here so I don’t think she’ll need much convincing to come again”, he laughed. “And that’s not lame. I love the Ferris wheel as well, it’s not too extreme as far as rides go and you get to enjoy an amazing view. What’s not to love?”

Malakhai If anyone understood low self esteem it was Khai. Sure he acted all confident and strutted his stuff like he knew he was hot. But deep down he really couldn’t understand what anyone saw in him. “I’m sure she did. She had the best company” he smiled. Pushing Landons arm lightly as he nodded. “Yeah, it’s definitely an amazing view if not anything else.” He kept his eyes on Landon and smiled as he thought the view here was pretty good too. But he’d keep that thought to himself. At least for now.

Landon Landon smiled the way he always did at the thought of his daughter. If there was one thing he did right in life it was her and raising her to be the wonderful little girl she was today. And she never failed to make him feel special even when he messed up. Landon parked the car, being even more careful than usual considering he wasn’t driving his own car then got out. “Ready to go on that Ferris wheel?”(edited)

Malakhai Once the car was parked, Khai pulled his hair back and tied it up into a top knot. Grabbing his ball cap before placing it on his head and getting out of the car. “I’m so ready” he nodded with a wide smile. Walking up behind Landon and draping his arm over his shoulders as they walked toward the entrance

Landon Landon watched as Khai fixed his hair, even though he wasn’t quite sure why he was hiding it. He followed him to the entrance and they made their way inside in no time at all. “Ferris wheel first or have you changed your mind?” he asked, grinning. He could see the line for the Ferris wheel slightly ahead of them but it wasn’t too long. It would probably be smarter for them to go now to avoid disappointment later.

Malakhai “Ferris Wheel definitely now” he nodded. “I don’t change my mind that quick” he mused. Pushing Landon playfully toward the line. Khai definitely didn’t have much patience,But thankfully Landon was there to keep him company. “After this we should definitely get food. I don’t know about you, but I’m famished” he smiled rubbing his own stomach under his slightly lifted shirt. Using his other hand he turned his hat sideways a bit and sighed. “I hope this line goes fast...I wanna ride.”

Landon Just the mention of food almost made his stomach growl. He didn’t have much time to make himself some breakfast because of their early start. He’d been more worried about getting Elle ready and to Aaron’s place before Khai picked him up so now he was definitely feeling the repercussions of that. “Food sounds amazing right now”, he said, already thinking of what he could get himself after they were done with the Ferris Wheel. “I don’t think we’re going to have to wait for much longer. The line doesn’t seem to be too long.”

Malakhai Khai could head Landons stomach growl and it made him think about whether or not he was actually hungry. He hasn’t eaten anything, but he wasn’t eating much lately anyway. “You wanna grab a burrito after this? I hear they are really good here” he commented. Moving closer to the rides entrance when the line moved. “That’s good cause now you got me thinking about food” he chuckled. Leaning his arm on Landons shoulder as he leaned chin on his arm.

Landon Getting food after the ride was probably a good idea. Not that he thought a simple ride like the ferris wheel was going to make him sick but better safe than sorry. "Sure, that sounds like a plan. The street food over here is some of the best I've ever had so I'm good with anything", he said, thinking back on the times he'd been there and the different food he had every time. The line was moving consistently so it didn't take long for it to be their turn and they were soon paying for their tickets and getting on. "You ready for this?"

Malakhai Khai was all smiles as the line started to move a bit faster. His excitement clear as day in his face as he listened to Landon speak about the food. “Well, I haven’t been here in forever. So, I’ll just have to take your word for it” he said with a soft chuckle. They were finally paying to get on the ride and he sat side by side with Landon. “Oh yeah, I’m so ready” he mused with a wide smile. Waiting for the ride to start moving before slightly rocking the cart.

Landon Landon took a hold of the cart when Khai rocked it and he directed a playful glare towards the other. "If you do that while we're all the way up, I'm going to kick you out right now", he said, on;y half kidding. Heights were never really his thing, although he was usually fine on a ferris wheel as long as it wasn't moving too much. "Or even worse, no burrito for you."

Khai. Khai laughed when Landon said he’d kick him out. Rocking the cart a bit more as they went up another level. “No burrito? That’s just cruel” he grinned. Placing his hand overs Landons on the bar as he looked over at him. “Are you scared of heights, babe?” he asked. Not wanting to rock the cart anymore if he was. He was just trying to be silly.

LANDON "That's it, I'm going to buy myself all the burritos and I won't let you have any", he teased with a smirk. "Well, heights are not my favourite but it's fine, don't worry about it." It all made him feel a little silly. He was the one driving here because he was uncomfortable being in a car with someone else driving for a long journey, now heights...it made him feel like a bit of a wimp really. "Just my mind playing tricks on me sometimes."

Khai. Khai grinned at him and shook his head. “You wouldn’t dare” be spat, his tone filled with mirth. He pulled his bottom lip between his teeth as Landon explained himself and he shrugged slightly. “How about I just get your mind off of it instead?” he asked. Not really giving any time for Landon to respond before he was leaning over to kiss him fervently. His hand resting on top of Landons on the bar to make him feel secure. Sure, this was a bold move. But being on a Ferris wheel, it wasn’t like Landon could really kick him out.

LANDON Landon should have known that this was bound to happen eventually. He could try to convince himself that they were just friends and nothing more as much as he liked but everyone could tell there was a sort of sexual tension between them. He still thought it was a bad idea as they were both going through so much and they probably needed some time on their own to figure things out. They were on top of the Ferris wheel so it's not like there was a lot he could do and Landon couldn't run away either. So he kissed him back but was the first one to pull away. "We shouldn't have done that", he sighed.

Khai. When Landon pulled away, Khai kept his eyes closed for a moment. He could hear the mans  words ringing in his ears over and over. We shouldn’t have done that, Khai knew he was right. But it was just something he had to do. His heart was racing and when he finally opened his eyes he just smiled. “I’m sorry. I know I push” he said softly. His eyes zoned in on the deep blue orbs looking back at him. “I just... I- I can’t help how I feel.” The last thing Khai wanted was for this to be awkward again. So he quickly pulled his hand from Landons. “It was just a kiss”’he said a lot faster than he meant to. Looking away from him as he chewed is bottom lip for a moment. “Let’s not be weird okay? We’re friends.” He was mostly trying to convince himself. But his heart was still racing and he was sure Landon could tell. He couldn’t even look at him now. God! Why did he always feel the need to rush things. But was he really rushing things when he had liked Landon for what seemed like months now? It didn’t matter though, he knew Landon didn’t want to be more than friendship. Maybe if he could learn to respect that, things wouldn’t be so awkward.

LANDON Landon felt like he was always a bit lost when it came to relationships and matters of the heart. Ever since the disaster that was his marriage, he found it hard to trust anyone else in that way, especially since it wasn’t just about him. He also had a daughter to think about. It’s why he was so hesitant to start anything with Loren. Past experiences told him that serious relationships just wasn’t for him and he took some blame for it. After all, he’s also the one who slept with his ex/best friend right after they both broke up with their boyfriends. Someone who was doing okay and had everything under control probably wouldn’t have done that, no matter how drunk they got. That’s one of the reasons why he was so scared of taking his relationship with Khai beyond anything other than friendships. He had his heart broken so many times, lost important friendships...he didn’t want what he had with Khai to end up like that as well. And the other boy scared him, in a way. He had a turbulent past with relationships just like Landon. What if together they just made one even bigger mess? Maybe Khai just thought he liked him but it was just a phase. Landon wasn’t sure he could risk that. But he was also unsure how long they could go on like this. How long could they keep trying to convince themselves they were just friends before doing something to crush that thought and then repeat the same cycle all over again? Landon almost said just that but they were having such a good time and he didn’t want to ruin it. “It was just a kiss”, he nodded, repeating what Khai had just said. It was such a lie but it’ll have to do for now. “We’re friends. Let’s not ruin that, yeah?”

Khai. If anyone could understand turbulence or failed relationships, it was definitely Khai. He did have some what of a bad past, and he definitely had a reputation. One that had only seemed to grow even more wildly out of control after his breakup with Roman and Jaycee. It was like he was constantly trying to fill that void that leaving them left in his heart. Was that healthy? Hell no it wasn’t, and deep down he knew that. But he just wanted so desperately to be loved. It just always seemed like he was trying with the wrong people. Landon was different though. They had never hooked up, and their one make out session was barely a blur anymore from how drunk they both were. He didn’t blame Landon though. Of course he probably thought he was just a phase. He would bounce around from person to person like he was a god damn pinball machine. What else would he expect him to think? He probably just thought he wanted to get into his pants. But, even if that were the case, would it really be so bad if they hooked up? If they were friends with benefits? Khai just shook the thoughts from his head and brought his hand up to his mouth the pull at his bottom lip. “Yeah” he hummed. He could still feel Landons lips on his own, and the rejection, as soft as it was, it still hurt. “How long is this ride again?” he asked. Placing his hand onto his thigh as he rubbed his sweaty palm against it. Still unable to even look directly at the other male. “I’m starving” he added. Just trying to change the subject and pretend like it never even happened. That was much easier said than done though, seeing how he could still taste the bitter words we shouldn’t have done that on his lips.

LANDON Landon knew he disappointed the other boy. It didn’t take a genius to figure out Khai was avoiding his eyes and that it was awkward between them now, even though they tried to keep it from getting so. It didn’t help that they were stuck in a Ferris wheel ride with no way out. Landon could only hope that it didn’t take too long to finish. All thoughts of his fear of heights went out the window and all he could think about were things between him and Khai. Why couldn’t things ever be simple for him? All he wanted was to spend some time thinking things through with his close friends by his side but it seemed like that was too much to ask. And he was scared that things with Khai would always be awkward because the tension between them wasn’t just going to disappear but Landon didn’t think he could do anything about it. Not without ruining things between them for good. How could they hook up without everything going to shit? “Oh um...I think it’s almost done? Then we can go get you that burrito”, he said, biting his lip nervously.

Khai. It was a really good thing that Khai was mostly resilient. Being a Scorpio he would get pretty down, but he always had a way of bouncing back with a nice recovery. To be honest, he was mostly just embarrassed. He wasn’t used to being rejected or being told no, so it always shook him up a bit. Maybe hooking up for them would change things. Khai knew deep down that it would. That it would only make things more difficult because he would want him even more.  But once Landon mentioned burritos again, it was like Khai was snapped out of whatever weirdness he fell into. “Oh, I still get a burrito?” he asked. Turning to finally look at Landon with a slightly crooked half smile. “Is it okay if I kiss that?” he asked with mirth, quirking his brow. Maybe his sense of humor wasn’t always the best. But if they couldn’t make light of it, the rest of the day would be weird. He definitely didn’t want that.

LANDON Seeing Khai smile again filled him with relief. Maybe their day didn't have to be completely ruined after that kiss. It would be a pity for them to have driven all the way here only to leave after just one right because of what happened. And Landon knew that if they didn't try to get over the awkwardness now, it would be even harder to do it later. "Don't make me take back the offer of the burrito", he said, teasing him right back. "Keep on going like that and I might just hit you with it instead of letting you kiss it." Their ride on the Ferris wheel came to an end and Landon hopped off, holding his hand out to Khai to help him get down as well.

Khai. The way Landon could always snap back, with such sass. It made him chuckle as he shook his head. “You wouldn’t dare hit me with it” he countered. His smile widening because of course he was taking that comment to a whole other level. He didn’t want to push his luck though so he just kept the thought to himself. Grabbing Landons hand with his slightly sweaty palm as he let him help him. Even just holding his hand for a second made his heart race. Jesus, Khai get a grip he thought to himself. Smiling at Landon as they got of the ride and he pulled his hand back. He probably would have held onto the others hand all day if he would have let him. But he was walking on don’t make it awkward territory. “So... “ he chuckled a bit idiotically as he looked over at Landon. “How about those burritos. Yeah?”

LANDON "You're always threatening me with the belt, getting hit with your own burrito is the least you deserve." It slipped out before he could even think about the fact that now was probably not a very good time to be bringing up the belt. Not after what had just happened and how they were both clearly trying very hard to move on and keep things from getting awkward again. Well done Landon. "Burritos, yeah..great idea!" he rushed to say, anything to get them out of the current situation. They walked over to one of the stalls which Landon was pretty sure sold the best street food. "Hi, we'll have one burrito and a hot dog. Anything to drink?" Landon turned back to Khai to ask.

Khai. Of course he would mention the belt while Khai was think dirty thoughts about a burrito. Or, not a burrito so much. It just made him laugh. Especially when Landon so clearly was trying to escape his words. “Yeah, come on slick” he grinned. Placing his hands on Landons shoulders as they made their was to order their food. He let Landon order and watched the way his mouth moved as he talked. He couldn’t help himself. But, he was a bit taken back at the drink question. Sure he had just gotten caught starring again, but oh well. “Uh.. yeah. Water. Waters fine” he smiled. Pulling his hat from his head to get more air because man... it was getting hot.

LANDON Sometimes Khai was not subtle at all in the way he stares at him and if it wasn't for their current situation, it would make Landon smirk. Instead, he ignored it and turned back to the server to let them know they were having two bottles of water. He took the bottles from him and handed one to Khai, before getting out his wallet to pay and it wasn't long before they were getting handed their food as well. One of the advantages of getting street food was the short waiting time after all. "Should we find a place to sit down and eat?"

Khai. Khai took the bottle of water and   and watched as Landon paid. He thought to himself for a moment that maybe he should have paid. But, he just shrugged it off. He would make it up to Landon later, he always did some how. “Yeah, I think there are some picnic tables on the other side” he pointed. Walking with the other male to go sit down before opening his bottle of water. He chugged almost half of it in one swig and then smiled at Landon. “A hot dog?” he finally commented. Fighting the urge to the entire time they were getting food. Of course his next comment would have been way out of line so instead he just pushed his tongue to the corner of his mouth and smiled. Draping his hat over his knee before reaching for the burrito and taking a bite. His eyes never leaving Landons face as he chewed slowly. Just waiting for him to take a bite of that hot dog.

LANDON They walked to the picnic tables together and Landon took a seat in front of Khai, opening his own water bottle and taking a sip. It was clear the other was suffering through the heat a lot more than him and he had to bite back a smile. It quickly turned into a mock glare though when he heard what Khai had to say about his hot dog. "I can't even enjoy my hot dog in peace without you trying to turn it into something dirty", he rolled his eyes. "Just because you've started eating your burrito doesn't mean I'm not still in time to hit you with it." Landon was glad to notice that even though their topic of conversation was once again a little dirty, it was more teasing and it wasn't as awkward between them anymore. It made him hopeful that they could get through this.

Khai. ! Khai was definitely way hotter than he expected to be. Beads of sweat kissing his dark skin even though he was in a tank top. Maybe it wasn’t just the heat though. Landon was so damn attractive, and the flirting back and forth was very exhilarating. He laughed at the other males words and shook his head. “Don’t threaten me with a good time” he grinned. Extending his tongue to lick at the filling of his burrito before shooting his eyes over to Landon. “Eat your hot dog” he blushed slightly. Feeling Landons eyes on him as his sat across from him.

LANDON Sometimes it still shocked Landon to see the effect that he could have on the other boy. He knew Khai liked him but it was a different thing entirely to see him blush. With the way they were and talked to each other, it wasn't often that he got to see the other blush so when he did it was the perfect confirmation that his words had gotten to him. Or maybe it was just because he was looking at him while eating? Landon almost teased him about it but changed his mind at the last second and took a bite of his hot dog instead. "Thanks for this. You know, bringing me here for a day off. I really needed it."

Khai. khai: It wasn't too often that you would catch Khai blushing. Usually he was pretty damn good at hiding it. But, with Landon. It was so hard to hide it. Especially when he was looking right at him. His lips curled up into a grin once Landon finally took a bite and he nodded his head. "Yeah, of course. You don't need to thank me. I needed it too. Life has been pretty crazy lately, ya know?" He shrugged slightly. He was pretty sure Landon knew exactly what he meant without giving too many details about Emily and everything else. "I'm just glad you could come with me. I always have fun with you" he said honestly. Finishing off his burrito before grabbing his water and licking his lips.

LANDON Landon knew Khai probably did not want to talk about it but he knew that things were not going that well with Emily from their text messages. As long as he could distract him and allow him to have some fun, he wasn't going to pry. After all, he didn't feel like talking about Loren either so he could definitely understand why Khai would want to keep quiet. "Yeah, I know. It's been crazy for me too and it's nice to get a day to get away from everything and focus on having a good time instead of al the crazy shit going on right now."  Landon took a sip of his own water and finished his hot dog. "I'm glad. I'm having fun too and I'm glad we could do this." Awkwardness from their kiss apart, they were having a pretty good time.

Khai. Most days Khai was an open book. He would run his mouth and lay his feelings out there for everyone to know. But, with Landon, he didn't like to do that. He knew his friend had a lot of his own drama going on, and he just wanted to be able to be there for him. "I'm glad you're having fun. I'm having fun too. Even with the kiss.. No regrets" he smiled. Standing up and reaching his hand out for the other males. "So.. Wanna do another ride? Or maybe play a game? I could win you a teddy bear" he grinned. Was he treating this too much like a date? Maybe so. But, he couldn't help it. He was infatuated.

LANDON Landon wasn't sure how he felt about Khai bringing up their kiss again because he wasn't sure what was better. Pretend it never happened and move on with their day or acknowledge that it happened and try to move on with their lives? It seemed like Khai decided to go with the latter and Landon didn't want to disappoint him again. The other might not have said it out loud but he knew him enough to know that he was disappointed at his reaction on the Ferris wheel and Landon just didn't want to make it worse. So he didn't say anything about it and instead took Khai's hand to get up. All he wanted was for things to be okay with them, that's all. "We can do another ride if you want. I don't think you have what it takes to win me a teddy bear", he teased.

Khai. Khai’s face went a bit blank for a moment before expressing complete shock. “You don’t think I have what it takes?” he asked with a baffled chuckle. “I’ll have you know, I am king of the dark game. Also the squirt gun game.” He didn’t know the names of these games but he did have pretty good aim. “But suit yourself, babe. What ride you wanna do? A roller coaster?” he asked raising his brow as he smiled at the other male.

LANDON Landon laughed and shook his head. "I definitely don't think you have what it takes especially since most of those games are rigged anyway. You can never win but they keep taking your money while you attempt to show me you know what you're doing." He really did believe those games were rigged but he also loved teasing Khai like this. "A rollercoaster sounds like it could be fun, as long as you're ready to hear me scream my lungs out."

Khai. “Well, even so. I’ll just buy you the damn thing” he laughed. Of course the games were rigged. But he would spend all the cash he had on him to get Landon what he wanted. “Babe...” he laughed again. There was that blush again as he went back into his dirty thoughts. “I have no issue with you screaming. Come on.. let’s go make that happen.” He pulled Landon by the arm toward the nearest roller coaster. “Front or back?” he asked as they waited in line. His brow quirking up as he gazed into Landons blue eyes.

LANDON Khai might not have said it outright but Landon had a pretty good idea of what was running through his mind judging by the fact that the other's cheeks had turned red. It made him smirk to know that even innocent things he said without really thinking about it made him think dirty thoughts...almost made him feel powerful in a way even though Landon knew that it was probably wrong to think like that. As soon as he heard Khai's question his head snapped back to look at him and he narrowed his eyes. The little shit knew exactly what he was doing. Well, two could play at that game. "I'll do you a favour and take the front. Don't think you can handle me at the back", he winked.

Khai. The way Landon turned to look at him definitely stopped his heart for a moment. His mouth practically dropping open at his response. Did he really just say that? “Uh...” he chuckled a little before blushing again. This time covering his face with his hands as he shook his head. When he looked back at Landon again he just grinned. “You know, you can’t say shit like that to me and not expect me to wanna find out. Damn, Landon” he chuckled again. “Just get on the damn ride” he teased. Pushing him lightly toward the front of the ride before slapping him on the ass boldly with a wink of his own.

LANDON “I’m so sorry to keep you wondering but you’re right, we can’t keep everyone waiting”, he said, about to get on the ride when he felt the slap on his ass. “You really are a menace and I’ll have you know that you started this.” Landon sat down with a shake of his head but he was amused more than anything. There back and forth was very entertaining.

Khai. “Yeah, I started it. I plan on finishing it too” he grinned. Sitting on the ride right beside Landon and he pulled the bar down over their laps. “You know, you can’t deny me forever. It’s just inevitable.” He was mostly teasing. But Landon had to know he was also pretty damn serious. He had been craving him for such a long time now, it was almost becoming useless. But Khai was definitely not the type to give up on someone once he had feelings for them. Even if just being friends and flirting back and forth was all he could get. He would gladly take it. As long as he could look forward to moments like these. Once the ride started moving Khai pulled his bottom lip between his teeth. His hand moving to rest half way over Landons as they inched up toward a huge drop. He wasn’t the biggest fan of roller coasters. But he did his best to keep his composure.

LANDON “Maybe not but I can definitely try.” He was only half teasing. A part of him knew that they could only keep doing this for so long before something inevitably changed. Now what that was, he couldn’t be sure but he knew for a fact that they couldn’t keep running circles around each other for much longer. And yet he was willing to try because this wasn’t the right time for them to try anything between them, not to mention that he was still terrified. If it wasn’t for the fact that Khai suddenly got so quiet, Landon probably wouldn’t have noticed that something wasn’t quite right. “Hey...you okay?”

Khai. “Yeah, you definitely can” he nodded. His adrenaline suddenly sky rocketing way too high for him to actually come up with something witty to say. His hand tightened over Landons as they inches closer to the top and he nodded his head. “Yeah, I’m good. Just not a big fan of roller coasters” he chuckled. Of course it was much too late to back out now though. He sucked in a deep breath as he closed his eyes and they were off. Falling for what seemed like way too long as he held his breath. Wow, Khai. way to play it cool now he thought to himself. His stomach doing tiny flips as he held onto Landons hand with a death grip.

LANDON Landon looked at him with wide eyes. "You're not a fa - I can't believe you suggested we go on a rollercoaster when you don't even like them." This wasn't the time to give out a lecture about not doing things you don't like just to look good in front of others so he stayed quiet and let Khai grip onto his hand, holding back a wince at the death grip. It was just their luck that out of the rollercoaster at this place they seemed to have chosen the one with the most drops. "Still doing okay?" he asked during a brief reprieve where they were inching up to yet another drop.

Khai. Jesus Christ! He thought to himself. Of course this roller coaster had a damn drop around every fucking corner. Besides going upside down, which thankfully this roller coaster hadn't seemed to do yet. The drops were the worst part. He felt like he left his stomach way back at the first drop, and he was starting to feel a little sick. He looked over at Landon with a slightly pale face and nodded his head. "Yeah, I'm good. Is it almost ov.." he couldn't even finish his question before they were dropping again. His hat flying off his head and lost to the wind as he closed his eyes again.

LANDON Landon wasn’t sure whether to believe him or not as Khai looked a little too pale to be completely okay. It made him feel really helpless because there was no way of getting off the rollercoaster unless the ride was over. He was trying to figure out how long it was going to be until it was over but that was hard to do while going down various drops. He might not be as affected as Khai but it was still hard to go down the drops without at least closing his eyes. Landon watched as the other’s hat flew away on the next drop and he tried to catch it but it was too late. Shit. Luckily for them, that seemed to be the last drop and the rollercoaster was soon coming to a stop. He lifted the bar and got up, offering Khai his hand to help him out. “Let’s get you somewhere you can sit down love.”

Khai. Thank God, that was the last drop. Khai exhaled with a sigh of relief and he was most definitely eager to get off of the ride. Taking Landon's hand and standing up as he felt a bit light headed. He did not remember roller coasters being that bad when he was younger. But, he would definitely remember not to get on another one again. "Thank you" he breathed out as he stepped off the ride. Walking with Landon back to the picnic tables before taking a seat. "I'm sorry, I didn't think it would be that bad" he said honestly. His head was hanging down as he tried to regain his composure. Almost feeling way too embarrassed to even look at Landon at the moment. "I didn't hurt your hand did I?" he asked. Barely looking up as took deep breaths. "I don't think I should have eaten right before that" he chuckled. Trying to make light of how ridiculous he was being.

LANDON Landon led the way back to the picnic tables and took a seat next to Khai. It seemed like they couldn’t get anything right and kept doing things to make their day take a turn for the worse. Not that Landon minded. For once he was not the one being effected by something and he had no problem helping out Khai after a less than ideal rollercoaster ride. “Don’t apologise, it’s fine. We’ll just have to remember not to get onto any more rollercoasters today. How about we just sit here until you’re feeling a little better then just walk around? Take it easy for the rest of the day”, he suggested. Landon could tell the other felt bad and tried to reassure him. “My hand’s fine. It’s been through worse so I’m sure it’s going to survive just fine. Let’s just focus on making sure the burrito doesn’t make a reappearance.”

Khai. It did seem like one bad decision right after the other. But it wasn’t anything out of the ordinary for Khai. He should probably just start walking around with caution tape wrapped around his body. Beware, this fool makes shitty decisions on the regular. He smiled over to Landon at how understanding he was being and just nodding his head. “That sounds like a good plan to me. But, just for good measure. I’m gonna win you that teddy bear. It’s the least I can do after almost breaking your hand” he chuckled softly. He was already starting to feel better now that he wasn’t dropping over and over. Which was pretty evident since the color was coming back to his face. “I can’t believe I lost my hat. That was one of my favorites too” he joked. “I’m just gonna get another bottle of water and then we can explore.” He grabbed Landons hand and lead him back over to the concession stand to buy them both another bottle of water. Throwing in a bag of cotton candy for Landon as well. “Come on, mr. I can’t handle you from the back” he chuckled and winked playfully. “Let’s go get that teddy bear.”

LANDON Landon rolled his eyes but he wasn’t about to argue with him. If Khai wanted to go against a rigged game and attempt to buy him a teddy bear, he wasn’t going to stop him. Especially not if it made him feel a little better about what happened on the rollercoaster. Not that Landon thought there was anything to be embarrassed about but he knew he wouldn’t have liked it very much if it was the other way around and he was in Khai’s shoes. “How about you win me a teddy and I’ll buy you a new hat to make up for your favourite one.” He took the bottle of water and cotton candy from Khai and together they made their way to one of the game stands. “Well, I wasn’t wrong was I?” he asked with a laugh.

Khai. It made Khai chuckle the way that Landon rolled his eyes. But he didn’t make any comment on it. He knew damn well the games were rigged. But it didn’t matter to him. He just wanted to have a good time with Landon. If that meant making a fool out of himself at a cheesy game than so be it. “You don’t have to buy me a hat. It’s okay. Besides, wasn’t it you who said I didn’t need it?” he questioned. Raising his brow as he looked over at the other male. “...and for your information. I think I could handle you just fine from the back. But I guess we’ll never know will we?” His tone was filed with mirth as he spoke, and his grin never left his face. His attention only being pulled from Landon when the game host game over to hand him five dark. “So.. should we go for the life sized teddy bear? Or would you prefer the lion?” he asked. Throwing a dark and popping the first balloon with no problem. Wow, if it went that well the whole time he would be thoroughly impressed.

LANDON “Just because you don’t need it doesn’t mean we shouldn’t get you another one since the rollercoaster was rude enough to take it away from you...sort of”, he laughed. Landon was glad to see that Khai felt much better since he was joking around with him. “I guess not.” Maybe it was better that way. He was surprised that the first dart managed to pop the balloon and he looked at him with an impressed look. “Nice. Let’s go for the unexpected and get the lion but you need to pop them all first.”

Khai. “Alright, fine. But, only because you insist” he smiled. Of course he was touched that his friend wanted to buy him something. Even if it was something as simple as a hat. It was nice to know that Landon cared about sometime he knew deep down Khai cared about as well. He rolled his eyes as he playfully shook his head at Landons next comment. Of course he would say that. But did that mean Khai would ever give up? He’ll no. He was persistent and when he really liked someone, he never really did give up on them. He popped the next balloon as well and he got a bit excited. Jumping in place for a second as he smiled widely at Landon. “I got this” he tried to convince himself. Because he knew damn well he was running on luck he didn’t have. He tried to shake himself loose a bit before throwing the next dark. Popping that one as well which only made his ego that much bigger. “Two left... go hard or go home right?” he grinned at Landon. Throwing the last two darts simultaneously and  dropping to his knees when they both hit and popped the same balloon. “Shit! That counts right?” he asked wide eyed as he looked up at Landon. “I totally popped it.” He was like a little kid winning his first big prize but he couldn’t help it. Even with all the big shot talk. He never actually won at one of these games before.

LANDON At first, Landon thought it was just luck. The last time he’d been at Coney Island he tried to win something for Elle and he only managed to pop one balloon. He though he confirmed the common knowledge that there was no way of winning these sort of games but apparently he was wrong. Maybe it was beginner’s luck or maybe it was fate’s way of smiling down on them after the day they had. Whatever it was, Khai won and Landon couldn’t be more impressed if he tried. “That definitely counts. Wow, I can’t believe you managed to pop them all. That was great!”

Khai. This definitely had to be beginners luck. But, Khai was ready to take the win and celebrate regardless. "Seriously? It counts?" he asked looking up at Landon from his knees with a wide smile. He had his hands laced together in his lap. But once Landon clarified that he had indeed won. He popped up and wrapped his arms around Landon's waist. Picking him up off his feet and spinning him around excitedly. "Hell yeah, I won" he exclaimed with excitement. Placing Landon back down before clapping his hands. "Holy shit" he laughed, a bit embarrassed now at how excited he had gotten. "I told you I'd win you that Lion" he said. Pulling his bottom lip between his teeth as he grinned cheekily.

LANDON It was cute seeing the way Khai got so excited over winning him the lion and yet he was still caught of guard when the other wrapped his arms around him and picked him up. Landon would forever deny the little shriek he let out at being spinner around and he held on tightly to Khai’s shoulders. “Put me down you menace”, he laughed, playfully hitting his back. “Hm yeah I guess you did tell me that. I’m sorry for ever doubting you oh great dart thrower.”

Khai. Khai was still grinning from ear to ear. He couldn't help it really. The day had been taking wrong turn after wrong turn, and now something finally was going right. He managed to make Landon smile and impress him all at the time. Something he hadn't seemed to be able to do very often. The sound that came from Landon though, that was one he wouldn't soon forget. "That's right, I'm the dart king" he mused. Accepting the Lion from the game host and handing it over to Landon. "That was fun. But, I better not press my luck" he laughed. "Do you wanna go for that walk along the board walk now?" he asked. His eyes searching Landon's for a moment to see if he really was impressed with him, or just teasing him again. Either way, he couldn't be happier at the moment. He just wanted to bask in the feeling a little while longer.

LANDON Landon took the lion plush from Khai, a bright smile still on his face. “Thank you.” It’s true that he told the other boy there was no need for him to win him anything but now that they were here he was touched that Khai had gone through all that trouble just to win something he could give him. Landon doubted he would ever say it out loud but he was flattered. “Sure, let’s go for a walk. Although I think we’re going to get quite a few looks dragging a huge plushie around with us”, he laughed. It was so nice to see that their day was taking a turn for the better.

Khai. “You’re very welcome” he replied proudly. The smile on Landons face giving him all the praise he really needed. “Maybe so. But I think they’ll really just be staring at how cute you look with it” he grinned. Pressing his tongue to the corner of his mouth playfully as he reached out to lightly pinch Landons cheek. “You’re not embarrassed are you? I mean, we can always just take it back to the car if you are. I don’t mind carrying it for you either,  if you prefer not going to the car?” He was standing there messing with the tail of the plush lion now as he rambled on. Part of him still just wanting to show off that he won something for someone who meant a whole lot to him.

LANDON Landon rolled his eyes but he held the lion a little tighter. “Do that again and I’ll bite your finger off”, he narrowed his eyes, although it was pretty obvious he was only joking. “No, it’s fine. There’s no need to go back to the car I’ll just hold it myself and if I get tired I’ll make you carry it for me.” He still wanted the enjoy the feeling of having something that was won just for him.

Khai. He widened his eyes at Landons threat and he laughed a bit taken off guard. Of course he was only joking, but the way he retorted was actually kinda hot. “Well, okay then” he continued to laugh. “Sounds good to me, babe. But I still think you look cute as fuck holding it.” He let go of the lions tail and headed toward the board walk with Landon by his side. “So... what should we talk about? Tell me more about you. I wanna know everything.”

LANDON Landon rolled his eyes again but he didn’t argue. If Khai wanted to say that he looked cute holding the lion, he wasn’t about to argue. The question brought him up short because he wasn’t sure what he was supposed to say. There was a lot Khai knew about him, things that he didn’t go around telling just everyone. He knew about the car accident and the repercussions of that, had an idea of everything he’d gone through with Roman...his daughter. “What do you want to know? I feel like you already know so much about me that I wouldn’t even know where to even start.”

Khai. It was true, Khai did know things about Landon most others didn’t know. It was the same for Landon when it came to him. He knew all about his drug struggles, his horrible past with his family, and his misfortunes with Roman and nearly everyone else. They really did get rather close for a moment there after his initial break up with Roman and Jaycee. But that all seemed so far away now. There had been troubles for Landon with Loren, and his constant ups and downs with Emily. But he wasn’t really sure what exactly happened with Loren. Not that he was gonna bring that topic up any time soon. “Tell me about Elle. What grade is she going into? When’s her birthday? What’s her full name and her favorite tv show?” Khai really did love Elle. He had only met her once or twice before, but only for short periods of time. He was in awe of Landons relationship with her though, and his love for kids only made him want to know more. Not to mention how proud of Landon he was when it came to her.

LANDON If there was something Landon never got tired of talking about, it was his daughter. Elle was maybe one of the most unexpected things that had ever happened in his life and yet, the most important. He could remember it like it was yesterday when his mum called him to let him know Jo was pregnant. She couldn’t keep her and asked him to adopt her. Only twenty two years old and recently married, some had thought he was completely mental for saying yes and he couldn’t deny that it was a huge decision but one he never regretted. So many things in his life had changed over time but Elle was the one constant who never left. “She’s going into first grade next September and it’s going to be the first time she’s away from home everyday for more than a few hours so I’m nervous. She’s going to do amazing but all of a sudden it seems like she’s growing old so fast”, he smiled. “And she’s a December baby, like me. Her birthday’s on the 22nd and then mine’s right after on Christmas Eve. Her full name’s Elle Lily Davies, for my mum and her favourite tv show is Peppa Pig...unfortunately.”

Khai. It was so endearing to watch Landon talk about his daughter. The way his eyes lit up and his voice changed. It was clearly evident that she was the one thing in Landons life that would always be perfect. Regardless of any failed relationships or bad decisions. She was the light at the end of the tunnel for him, and Khai was envious. But not in a bad way at all. He only wished he could feel that type of love toward someone. That kind of unconditional love that would never be questioned or faltered. There was a purely genuine smile on Khai’s face as he listened to Landon speak about his daughter. His full attention centered on his words as he felt his heart melt. “Wow, first grade. Time always seems to move so fast when you least expect it. Doesn’t it? I think she’ll do great though. She has her father’s witty sense of humor, and she’s tough as nails. She’s been raised to perfection. So, I really don’t think you have anything to worry about. But, hey... if anyone ever messes with her. I’ll be right there with you fucking people up.” He meant that whole heartily and he was sure Landon knew that too. “Nice... a Capricorn. Just like daddy. No wonder I get along with you both so well” he grinned. “Elle Lily Davies” he repeated. “That’s a beautiful name, She’s beautiful. Inside and out just like you.” The way his words cane out actually didn’t sound flirty or flattering at all. There was a realness to them that he didn’t express very often at all. “Even with the whole peppa pig thing.. she’s absolutely precious. You should be proud.” Khai had always wanted kids of his own one day. Even with the constant fear of being just like his father, He had a deep love for children.  “We should really bring her with us next time. We could do a whole beach day, and hey... maybe I can get lucky and win her something too” he smiled.

LANDON While Landon didn’t have any doubts that Elle would do amazingly in school, it was still a new chapter of their lives and so it was natural for him to worry. What if she didn’t manage to make any friends? He went above and beyond to make sure that Elle would be attending the same school as Des so at least they would have each other and he knew that his daughter was very friendly but he still worried. It was his job as her dad to worry after all. “I hope so. I mean, I know she’ll probably be just fine but until I know for sure that she’s been attending school for a few weeks without problems, I’ll be worrying. It’s good to know there’s someone else on the Elle Davies defense squad though.” Landon could feel himself turning a little red at the compliment but he didn’t mention it and hoped Khai wouldn’t either. “I don’t think you would be saying that if you had to spend your days listening to a posh British accent and pigs snorting”, he teased. “I am proud though. And yeah, Elle never says no to a beach day and she loved Coney Island the last time we were here.”

Khai. “Yeah, I get it. I’d be worrying too. It’s just that you put all that time, love, and care into someone, and you just want people to see exactly what you see when you look at her. It’s scary to think anyone could see anything different. You just want the best for her and that makes you an amazing dad, Landon.” He let out a soft chuckle at the comment about the show and he shrugged a bit to one side. “I mean, I’ve lived through worse.  I’d gladly spend my day’s with a British pig. As long as that meant I could spend more time with you as well.” That last bit wasn’t actually meant to be said out loud. But he just pretended like it was a natural thing to say. He didn’t want to make things weird again, that was for sure. He stopped on the pier and rested his arms on the barricade. Looking out over the water as he sighed contently. “Who wouldn’t love it here? It’s so tranquil” he said softly. The water was reflecting off his eyes as the sun angled just right to glisten off it’s ripples. He was obviously in deep thought as he just gazed out into the distance. “Thank you for coming here with me today. I mean that. I really need it” he said softly. Looking over at Landon with an appreciative smile before resting his chin down onto his arm and looking back out over the water.

LANDON Khai somehow managed to put into words exactly what he was feeling. He knew he raised an amazing young girl and that Elle was going to be doing great things but what if others wouldn’t see what he saw? It would break his heart. “That’s pretty much it. Sometimes I think you give me way too much credit, but thanks. It...wasn’t always easy, raising a kid so young. And then with the accident it only got harder but I think we’re at a good point now.” It was clear the other didn’t know just how irritating Peppa Pig could get but he wasn’t about to argue with him, especially if it meant maybe having another person that could watch over Elle when he needed a babysitter. Landon leaned against the barricade and smiled. It truly was beautiful. “You’re welcome”, he turned to look at Khai with a smile. “We kind of helped each other since I also needed to get away for a bit.”

Khai. Khai could see it all in Landon’s eyes. How much love he had for his daughter, the turmoil, the struggles, and even how proud he was. It was hard not to see it. Especially since he felt so close to Landon. “I don’t think that’s true. With everything you’ve been through, you’ve only made your bond with her stronger. You can’t have good without bad, or triumphs without struggle. You did amazing, Landon. You are amazing, and you raised an amazing little girl.” Khai truly meant every word he was saying.  Even if he didn’t know Peppa Pig all that well, he would suffer through it just to be part of Elle’s life. He had only meet her a handful of times, but every time he seemed to get closer with her. He loved cooking for her and reading to her. But mostly, he loved when she would put make up on him and do his hair. It made him feel accepted. “Well, you’re welcome too” he smiled. His eyes gazing over Landons face for a moment as he thought about kissing him again. Instead he let out a deep sigh and licked his lips slowly. “So... should we head back? I know you gotta pick up Elle still and I don’t wanna keep you away too long. I mean, unless you want to go for a dip?” He asked with a slight grin as he pointed at the water.

LANDON Regardless if his words, Landon did feel proud of himself for raising Elle into the little girl she was today. He managed to overcome all the problems that life threw at him and cane out of it stronger with a daughter that thought the world of him. And he did it all on his own because Harry had only come back in the picture recently. Sure, his mum helped out while he was staying in London after the divorce but for so long it was just him and Elle against the world and Landon didn’t think that was ever going to change. “Thanks. I try my best so I’m glad it shows”, he smiled. Landon looked over to the water and shook his head with a laugh. “I would but I didn’t bring my swimsuit with me and I’m not planning on skinny dipping at this time of day.”

Khai. It was clear how proud Landon was of Elle, and maybe even a bit of himself. But Khai just wanted him to know he was proud too. Of the both of them, whole heartily. A small grin pulled at his features as he nodded his  head. The words skinny dipping pulling him completely off the subject of the others daughter. “Damn, and just when I thought I’d get to see your sexy ass naked” he teased. “You could always swim in your briefs though, no?” Khai pulled his tank top off and began to undo his jeans. His eyes watching Landon watch him until he was standing just in his own briefs. “Come on, babe. Don’t be shy. I don’t bite... hard” he mused. Placing his hands behind him onto the barrier as he waited to see if Landon would follow pursuit.

LANDON “You’ve already gotten lucky with the darts today but no one can be that lucky in just one day”, he said, throwing his head back to laugh. The last thing he was expecting was for Khai to start pulling his clothes off. He just couldn’t make this easy for him could he? Landon looked around them and was relieved to note that at least there weren’t that many people nearby. “You’re unbelievable, you know that right? The things you make me do.” He started taking off his own shirt and jeans. If you can’t beat them, join them.

Khai. “Ahhh, burn. I betcha think you’re pretty clever don’t ya?” he asked with an amused chuckle. Landon could definitely be sassy when he wanted to be. But that was only one of the many things that drew Khai to him in the first place. He watched Landon look around  before pulling off his shirt. His eyes scanning the other males body as he licked his lips and tucked the bottom between his teeth. “Unbelievable maybe. But, you’d be so bored without me, just admit it” he winked. His hand reaching out to pinch Landons nipple playfully before climbing over the railing and jumping into the water. As he came back up for air he pushed his wet hair back with his hand. Smiling up at Landon as he encouraged him to join him with his hands. “Come on, babe. The water feels great. Don’t be shy.”

LANDON “Oh yeah, I know I am.” He could feel eyes watching him as he took of his clothes and tried not to let it get to him too much. The last thing he needed was to turn into a blushing mess right now. “I don’t know, I think I would still manage to have so fu - you little fucker!” he yelled when Khai pinched his nipple. The other was jumping into the water before he could get to him so he was quick to follow. He jumped as well, getting back up for air soon after. “I’m so going to get you for that. Forget the belt, you’re getting a stick or something”, he laughed.

Khai. It didn’t matter how comfortable these two thought they were together. There was always that bit of awkward tension that neither one of them could shake. The moment Khai bit the bullet and went for Landons nipple though, all guards went down. He was laughing so hard and trying to keep a fair distance away from the other male as he treaded over the water. “Oooh, there’s that feistiness” he grinned. His cheeks turning a blushing shade of pink as he tried not to show too much excitement about his words. “You gotta catch me first though” he laughed again. Splashing water at Landon playfully before trying to get away.

LANDON If a water fight was what Khai wanted, a water fight is what he would give him. Landon splashed water right back, trying to get close enough to make a grab for him. “And you’re a coward! Come and face the repercussions”, he called out gleefully. They kept splashing water at each other until Landon was able to get close enough to jump on his back. “Got you!”

Khai. Was this really happening? We’re they really having a water fight and was Khai losing? They were indeed and Khai was giggling like a little school boy again. “I’m not a coward” he tried to spit out through his fits of laughter. An all too embarrassing squeal coming from his lips as Landon jumped onto his back. He almost dropped completely under water from the weight as he lunged forward a bit. But instead wrapped his arm tightly around one of Landons legs and reached back his other hand to slap Landons ass. “Where’s my belt at” he mused, his  tone filled with mirth. He spun them both around keeping a firm grip on his friend before dropping backwards into the water. Letting go of the others leg as he fell back on top of him.

LANDON Landon didn’t even want to think about how they must look to other people right now. Splashing water and goading each other...like two kids. Later he will probably feel embarrassed about it but right now he was having too much fun to care. “Hey, hey, hey, keep your hands to yourself”, he laughed. “Consider yourself lucky you don’t have your belt or I’d be using it on you.” Landon drooped back down in the water and ran a hand through his wet hair. “I told you I’d get you.”

Khai. “Maybe I don’t want to” he retorted. A way to mischievous grin spreading across his lips. How was he really supposed to keep his hands to himself when Landon was holding onto him like that. Once Khai came back up from the water his eyes landed on Landon. Watching him push his hair back as the water dripped down his face. Damn it! There was that feeling again. The feeling where he just wanted to swim right over to him and kiss the breath right out of his lungs. He didn’t budge though, instead he just laughed again. “You gotta stop threatening me with that belt. Cause it’s doing all kinds of bad things to me” he mused. His grin pulling at his lips again as he splashed some more water at his friends. “Yeah.. you got me alright.”

LANDON “The belt master himself wants me to stop threatening him with the belt. I’ve got to admit I never thought I’d see the day”, he teased. Landon splashes water right back and laughed. “Asshole.” The two of them being like this...it was dangerous. They’d already messed up once today when they got carried away on the Ferris wheel and he didn’t want that to happen again so he smiled and started making his way back to where they left their clothes. “Come on, it’s getting late and it’s a long way back. And we don’t have a change of clothes.”

Khai. “Yeah, yeah. You better soak it up because you just caught me on an off day” he teased right back. Another laugh flowing from him as Landon splashed him back and called him an asshole. There was something genuinely attractive about the way he called him that too. It was a good thing Landon decided to head back to their clothes. Because if he didn’t, Khai was about to fall head over heels into another misshaped kiss. He followed behind him and nodded his head. “Yeah, but it’s okay if you just want to go naked. I don’t mind” he winked. Climbing out of the water and sitting on the dock as he smiled over at Landon.

LANDON “Now that you’ve offered I’m totally going to take off my pants and get in your car completely naked. Everything not to ruin the interior right?” he rolled his eyes with a laugh. He picked up his clothes but didn’t actually put them on, figuring it was best to wait until he dried up a little to wear them. “I can’t believe I just did that.” He pretty much just behaved like a child but he enjoyed it a lot. Neon looked over at Khai and smiled. “I had fun today, thank you.”

Khai. All Khai could do was shake his head at Landons words. He was blushing yet again, or hell maybe he was actually just flushing this time. Just the thought of Landon naked was giving him a chub. He couldn’t help it though, especially after how they had just acted together. “Yeah, me together” he grinned. Grabbing his clothe take placing them over his lap as he smiled up at the other male. “No, thank you. I mean it. I really needed this” he said honestly. “Can we just sit here and dry off a minuet?” he asked. Sure he was partly trying to hide his semi, but the other part of him didn’t want this moment to end.

LANDON Landon nodded, much preferring getting a little dry before heading back to the car. He wouldn’t care if they were using his car but Khai’s was no joke and cost a fortune so he didn’t really feel like going in with wet clothes. “Sure, we can wait until we’re both a bit more dry before heading back. Probably a better idea than walking through all those people in just our underwear”, he laughed. “That would probably raise a few eyebrows.”

Khai. Khai tilted his head back a bit to look over at Landon. A smirk pulling at his lips that probably gave away every bit of what was on his mind. “Oh, I’m sure it would” he chuckled a bit seductively. Not really meaning to, but again, he couldn’t help it. He was a very sexual person, and the fact that he had been containing it this long should be considered a miracle in itself.  “Sit with me” he finally asked. His hand patting at the space beside him as he readjusted his clothes in his lap. The last thing he wanted was for Landon to notice he was getting aroused just by looking at him. His eyes shifting back out over the water as he tried to regain his composure.

LANDON It’s not that Landon didn’t want to sit next to him but he wasn’t stupid and he could tell that, whatever Khai was thinking, couldn’t be very PG. But he knew he couldn’t say that without making it obvious what he was thinking about so Landon smiled and sat down next to Khai.

Khai. Khai cleared his throat as Landon sat beside him and he pushed his wet hair back from his face. This was so difficult for him even though it shouldn’t have been. It wasn’t like Khai to have there type of interactions without some sort of sexual exchange. But it was different with Landon, and he was trying so hard to show him it was more than that. Not that his body was helping in that matter any. “So.... you wanna stop for ice cream on our way back? I could really go for some a Mint  Oreo milkshake.”

LANDON Landon scrunched his face and turned to look at Khai with mock horror. "Please don't tell me you're a mint lover?" He was mostly teasing, at least about Khai liking it. He hated anything having to do with mint and thought putting it into ice cream was a sure way of ruining it but he didn't mind others liking it. Not everybody could like the same thing. "Sure, we can go for ice cream but I think I'll go for chocolate, or maybe a lemon slushie. A slushie on a hot summer's day is always nice."

Khai. He turned his head to look back at Landon as he raised his brow. “I wouldn’t say I’m a mint.. lover” he chuckled. “But, I do like mint Oreos and it’s refreshing in a milkshake” he shrugged. “My ultimate favorite though would probably have to be chocolate cherry or vanilla bean caramel swirl.” Khai was definitely a guy with a sweet tooth, so literally any ice cream was bomb to him.  But he thought Landons reaction was so cute. “Mmm lemon slushie, or even better... a strawberry breeze” he grinned. Thank god the topic changed to sweets because he was finally able to start putting his clothes back on without revealing what he was really craving for.

LANDON “Well at least you won’t have to worry about me trying to get a taste out of your milkshake”, he joked. “Vanilla bean caramel swirl is definitely a good one...oh, and anything with cookies or cheescake. I’m a fan of that too.” Landon always has a sweet tooth, and although for the past few years he tried his best to incorporate a bit of healthy eating as well, nothing was going to stop him from keeping his freezer stocked with different tubs of ice cream. “Yeah, strawberry breeze has definitely become your thing, hasn’t it?” Landon didn’t think he was going to get any drier than this so he got up and put on his clothes.

Khai. “That’s good, cause I don’t share when it comes to Oreos” he teased. He licked his lips as he listen to Landon list off his likes. Making mental notes for in the future as he nodded his head. “God, cheesecake will be the death of me one day I swear” he was salivating at the mouth just at the thought of it. “It has... especially when you add a bit of tequila to it. It’s so damn good” he grinned. He picked up Landons stuffed lion once he was dressed and pulled his keys from his pocket. “You drive?”

LANDON “I guess that means I’m going to have to start calling you the Oreo hoarder”, he laughed. Landon rolled his eyes at the mention of tequila but had to admit it did make it even more delicious. What can he say, he’s a tequila guy. When Khai asked him if he wanted to drive, he got quiet before giving him a small smile. “It’s fine, I trust you.” This was such a huge step for Landon that he could barely even he was actually saying that but he didn’t take it back.

Khai. “Yup, so if you buy them for Elle you better keep them locked up” he mused. He noticed Landon roll his eyes at the mention of Tequila but all he could do was chuckle. He knew Landon liked it just as much as he did, but they did tend to get a little carried away. Especially when drinking together. The song Drunk had been inspired by Landon after all. He raised his brow when Landon told him he could drive. His face softening in the most touched way when he said that he trusted him. He knew that was a big deal and not something to be taken lightly. “Are you sure?” he asked, just to be safe. A genuine smile pulling at his lips as he searched the others deep blue eyes.

LANDON “You would steal Oreos from a five year old child? Wow, talk about being cruel.” There were very few people he felt comfortable enough being in a car with while they drive. It was actually so weird because he was the one driving when the accident happened but somehow it made him feel more control. He could drive at the speed he was comfortable with and make sure he didn’t drive after drinking but he couldn’t be a hundred percent certain when someone else was driving. And even though it wasn’t too long ago that Khai got into a car accident himself, he trusted him to be careful this time. “Positive. Don’t drive too fast though or I might change my mind”, he teased.

Khai. “I mean, yeah” he shrugged with a way too pathetic laugh. Once they reached his car he unlocked the doors and put the plush lion into the backseat. Getting in himself and putting his seat belt on before smiling over to Landon. “Don’t worry. I really am a good driver” he assured. Regardless of his accident, Khai generally was a pretty good driver. He did tend to speed a bit, but aside from that, he kept pretty good control. He didn’t want to scare Landon though and honestly, he really did appreciate the trust. So he definitely would be paying very close attention to the speed limit on their drive home. “Here, you control the music” he said. Handing his phone over to his friend before starting the car. He waited for Landon to pick a song and then headed  back toward the highway.  Setting cruise control once they got on route. They were only going 60 mph, but Khai kept glancing over to Landon to make sure he was okay. “If I go to fast let me know. I tend to get a bit of a lead foot” he mused. Relaxing back into his seat as he vibed to the music.

LANDON Landon took the phone from Khai and went to Spotify, looking through the playlists until he found one he really liked. He kept catching Khai’s eye as he looked at him and could tell the other was really trying which warmed his heart. “Don’t worry about it, I’m all good.” They we’re on the highway so it was to be expected to go a little faster.

Khai. It was so hard for Khai not to reach over and hold onto Landon’s hand. This wasn’t a date by any means, just two friends hanging out. But he couldn’t help but feel like some sort of connection had been made. Maybe it was just him though. He did have a tendency of misreading the situation and moving a little too fast. He didn’t want to do that with Landon though. He really just wanted to take his time and enjoy his company. Maybe he would ask him out on a real date after this, but honestly, he was so scared of making things awkward again. He would rather have Landon in his life as his friend than not have him at all. Even with the constant struggle of wanting to kiss him all the time. “So... tell me something about you I don’t know” he asked. Smiling over to him before looking back at the road. He was just trying to make small talk to pass the time. But he honestly was interested in getting to know him even more.

LANDON Even though this wasn’t a date and they were both going through a lot relationship wise, there were a few points during the day were it almost felt like it was. Mainly their kiss on the Ferris wheel but Landon was determined not to bring it up again. His breakup with Loren was so fresh, he needed time to get over it and his focus, for once, was more on himself than on anything else. It didn’t help that Khai was going through his own issues with Emily. Anything between them would be really bad timing. Something about him that he didn’t know? That was a touch one. “I don’t know...what do you want to know? I feel like we’ve talked a lot about me today and not enough about you.”

Khai. Khai shrugged his shoulders as he chuckled softly. “I don’t know, I wanna know everything” he said honestly. Shaking his head soon after as Landon mentioned that they hadn’t spoke too much about him. “You don’t wanna talk about me. I’m a whole ass hot mess” he mused. He was being playful but his words were true. He knew Landon knew that too, how could he not? It seemed like everything Khai did was analyzed under a microscope by the whole damn town. “Tell me about your passions. Like, what is something you want more than anything in the world?”

Landon “ Aren’t we all bit of a mess? We’re only human after all and no one can be perfect. I would still like to know mir about you.” It didn’t seem fair to Landon to keep talking about himself without giving Khai the same opportunity and he really did want to learn more about him. “My passions? I guess I want to keep advancing in my career, keep doing better. Maybe try and get a masters degree once Elle’s a little older. What about you?”

Khai. “Yeah, that’s true I guess. But, I’m like the king of ultimate messes” he mused, his tone filled with mirth. He could see it in Landons eyes that he really did want to know more about him. But opening up was dangers for Khai. Hell, that’s how he started falling for Landon in the first place. “Oh... really?” he asked, raising his brow again as he once again peaked his interest. “I didn’t know you wanted to go back to school. That’s really cool, Landon” he smiled genuinely. “I still don’t really understand what you do. But, maybe you can tell me more about it?” He really wasn’t expecting the same question in return and it kind of stumped him for a minute. What even were his passions? “Uhm... I don’t know” he chuckled a bit nervously. Chewing his bottom lip for a moment before actually giving an answer. “I’ve got the whole music thing going on right now. That’s been pretty intense and eye opening. My mum was actually a lounge singer before she had me, and I didn’t really realize how passionate I was about music until just recently. Besides that, I’d really like to open my own restaurant one day. I’ve always wanted to do a kind of around the world under the stars type of thing. Serve a little bit of everything, ya know?” He gazed over at Landon with a soft smile and shrugged his shoulders. “I don’t know, its really just a pipe dream. But, it could be cool right?”

LANDON “I don’t know about that, I feel like I’m pretty messed up lately so maybe we can share that”, he laughed. Doing his masters was always something he wanted to do. He was actually on his way to an interview with a university when he got into an accident. The meeting was going to happen soon and he was late so he was driving a little too fast and didn’t see the other car heading his was until it was too late. After that, his head just wasn’t in the right place. There was a whole period of his life he couldn’t remember, a husband who he knew was hurting because of him and there was nothing he could do. Then with the divorce...it was never the right time to get back into it so getting his masters was moved to a potential dream for the future. Now that Elle was getting older and about to go to school, it seemed more feasible. “It’s something I’ve wanted to do for a while but it was never the right time. I guess I’ll just have to see what the future brings. My job...it’s not that interesting. Think of it as the development and design of chemical manufacturing processes.” It wasn’t something he talked about often as many people gave him weird looks when he really got into it. “I love your music. You’ve got a really great voice and the songs you write fits that perfectly”, he complimented. “Oh wow, that sounds incredible! I think a restaurant like that would be a huge hit.”

Khai. Khai pressed his lips together and nodded his head. He knew all to well what it was like to want something so badly, but the timing was just off. “You should do it! I could even watch Elle for you” he suggested. He really just wanted Landon to be able to live out his dream. He was willing to do practically anything to help make that happen for him. His eyes widened a bit as he tried to explain his job and his lips curved up into a clueless smile. “I have no idea what you just said. But it is was sexy as hell” he mused. His cheeks flushing over with a soft shade of pink as Landon complimented his music. “Thank you, that really means a lot coming from you.” To be honest, he never really thought he had that great of a voice. His father would always tell him that music and singing was a huge waste of time and that he sounded like a dying cat. So, it was nice to get the compliments he had been getting recently. Even though he had a hard time accepting them. “Yeah? You think so?” he asked, his face lighting up with excitement. “I know I told you my dads a chef back in Bradford. But, I really always kinda wanted to do my own thing. He wants to open a restaurant here, so I’ll probably go back there for a bit and talk details with him. He’s been wanting me to run the place, and even though it wouldn’t be my own place, it’s something stable” he shrugged. “But, I really have to try and take everything he says with a grain of salt. He’s never wanted to help me before. So, I just gotta try and be cautious, ya know?”

LANDON It meant a lot that Khai was willing to help out to allow him to live out his dreams but it wasn’t so simple.  This wasn’t like getting his first degree, where he was a student full time and working part time to make ends meet. He was working full time now and he couldn’t give that up, not without having to give up on a lot of stuff that both he and Elle were now used to having. “Thank you, I really appreciate it. I guess I have to see if I’m ready to go back to school while also working from 9 to 6 everyday”, he shrugged. Landon was really happy that Khai was getting this opportunity but at the same time he couldn’t help but worry. He knew Khai’s dad wasn’t the greatest person and that the two disagreed a lot and so he worried that this opportunity was too good to be true. “I know what you mean. Maybe he had a change of heart?” But it was clear Landon didn’t really believe that.

Khai. “Oh yeah, that’s rough” he nodded, realizing the difficulty of the situation. Things always came pretty easy to Khai, but only because he was so damn persistent. “You don’t need to thank me though. Anything I can do to help, I will” he assured. He kept his focus on the road as he listened to Landon and nodded again. “Yeah, I don’t know. I’m trying not to get my hopes up about it. But, he’s never been this nice to me.” You could see the worry in Khai’s eyes about the whole situation, but he tried not to let it be known. He had told Landon before all about how his dad was an abusive alcoholic, so he knew Landon had to be worried too. “But hey... if it all goes to shit. There’s still the idea of my own place. So, I guess I’ll just have to wait and see what the universe has planned for me.”

LANDON “Thanks.” It meant a lot to Landon that Khai was willing to help out so he could live out one of his dreams of getting a masters. He didn’t know if it was going to happen any time soon but, even if it didn’t, at least he knew he had people on his side. Landon was worried that Khai’s dad would end up hurting him again, just like he did in the past. It didn’t even have to be on purpose but he knew the two didn’t often see eye to eye. “I hope it all goes well for you. Just...keep a close eye on your dad yeah? Just in case he tries anything.”

Khai. Khai shifted his eyes over to Landon with a pure look of sentiment. It really meant a lot to him that his friend would worry about him with his dad. Honestly, Khai thought that Landon had probably forgotten all about the shit he was dumping out on him that one night over texts. He wondered now if maybe he remembered when he said he wanted to kiss him until the world stopped spinning too. “Yeah, I will. I promise” he nodded. There was a sudden soften to Khai’s entire demeanor. His hand moving to rest on top of Landons without even giving another thought about it. “I really appreciate you worrying about me. Sometimes I forget that people actually give a shit” he said honestly. He laced his fingers through his friends and squeezed his hand gently. There was a sort of  comfort about the way he was holding his hand that he hoped Landon could feel too. It wasn’t like he was trying to come off romantic or that he was making a move at all. “So... what do you do for fun usually? Do you have an hobbies or secret talents maybe I don’t know about?” he asked. His lips curving up into a slightly crooked grin.

LANDON Landon could relate to feeling like that. Sometimes life put you down to the point where it gets hard to believe there are people who care and who don’t want to see you get hurt. He was grateful that his words seemed to be getting through to Khai though and that he could tell he was being honest. It had been a while since the day Khai texted him about his dad but Landon still remembered everything and he didn’t want him to get hurt again. He wasn’t expecting the other to lace their fingers together but he didn’t mind; especially if it helped him show that he cared. When asked about any secret talents, his head thoughts instantly went to his tendency to attempt magic tricks when drunk. Emphasis on attempt. “I think you actually know all about my secret talent. I love a good magic trick. It’s gotten so bad that Alison actually gave me a magic trick set for Father’s Day to try out with Elle”, he laughed.

Khai. It was really hard for Khai to grasp that people actually wanted anything more than just sex from him. He had always been treated like a sexual object since he was eight years old. So it took a lot to really get through to him. For him to understand that people actually cared for him beyond that. When he was Landon though, it was like sex didn’t even matter at all. It wasn’t that there wasn’t any sexual tension, because damn there was a lot of that. But it was just different, a good kind of different. Hell this was the longest interaction he had probably had in months without it turning into something sexual. Even though he may have tried to blur the lines a bit, there was no denying it was much more than that. Just holding Landons hand the way he was, it was giving him butterflies. His stomach doing tiny flips as he tried to keep his heart from racing away. “Ahhh, magic” he chuckled softly. “I did know that” he nodded. “But, I wouldn’t really say that’s a talent you actually possess” he teased. “Have you always been into magic though? Or was that just something you just so happened to pick up to in order to pick people up?” His tone was filled with mirth as he continued to tease his friend. The smile on his lips definitely giving away he wasn’t being serious.

LANDON It was moments like this that really made Landon think about his relationship with Khai. There was plenty of sexual tension between them, that was for sure, but it wasn’t just that. They got on well and had fun together even when it was something as simple as playing around in the water. Landon gasped at the other’s dig of his magic tricks and frowned at him. “Now that’s just offensive”, he shook his head. “I’ll have you know that magic is a big passion of mine and I’m great at it. If it helps me pick up people at bars it’s only an extra advantage.”

Khai. Khai tried really hard to keep a serious face as Landon stood his ground. But he couldn’t help it. The laughter spilled from his lips in an almost way too embarrassing way. “Shit...” he continued to chuckle. “I was just messing with you. I think you’re fantastic at magic, babe. Maybe I’m just bitter you haven’t used it to try and pick me up” he teased. Letting go of Landons hand he reached up to pinch playfully at his friends chin. His entire face lit up with amusement as he smiled from ear to ear. “It’s all good though. Maybe one day you can show me your disappearing act” he winked. Ah, and there it was, that familiar sexual innuendo.

LANDON “I’m hurt that you seem to have forgotten the time I showed you that trick with the glass when we were at the bar.” It ended up with the glass breaking into tiny little pieces but that was neither here or there. “Correct me if I’m wrong, but I believe it worked out pretty well on you.” Landon knew it probably wasn’t a great idea to talk about that night, all those months ago, when this whole thing between them had started but the words were out of his mouth before he could stop them.

Khai. He sat in his thoughts for a moment after hearing Landons words. Holy shit! He was right. He definitely showed him a magic trick and ended up taking him home. How could he have forgotten that? Oh, I know how.. the only parts of that night that really stuck with him was his tongue down Landon’s throat. He pulled his bottom lip between his teeth as his cheeks started to flush over. A soft chuckle forcing its way out as he shook his head. “Wow... you got me” he grinned. The blush on his cheeks way too evident to even try to hide. “You weren’t really trying to pick me up though, were you?” he asked. His eyes shifting over to his friend curiously before looking back at the road.

LANDON It was kind of cute to see Khai get bright red at the thought of what happened that night. Even though neither of them brought it up, Landon was sure they both remembered how that particular night had ended. “Not exactly”, he shrugged. “I knew you were with Ronan and...I knew it was an open relationship but I still wouldn’t have done that to Ro. It’s bad enough that we...kissed. I really hurt him.” This was probably the first time they were talking about it after it happened and Landon wasn’t sure how he felt about it. Maybe bringing it up was a horrible idea.

Khai. As soon as Landon mentioned the kiss, or make out session rather. He could feel his heart speed up even more. His lips parting slightly as he remembered the feeling of his friends lips on his. “Yeah, I know. I hurt him too” he nodded as he took a deep breath in. “It wasn’t like it was intentional though. I mean, I’m pretty sure neither one of us were settling out just to hurt him. I liked you... I mean, I still do” he breathed out. “Regardless of all the turmoil from it though, I don’t have any regrets. Do you?” He couldn’t even look at Landon now as he waited for his response.

LANDON It definitely wasn’t intentional. Landon was really drunk that night and Khai was there...he didn’t think and just went with it only realising what he’d done the day after. He wished he could tell the other that he never regretted it because he knew it’s what he wanted to hear but he couldn’t really do that without lying. There was a point when everything seemed to be going badly, that Landon had regretted their kiss. He hurt someone important to him and still felt responsible in a way for breaking up their relationship. None of that would have happened if they never kissed. And at the time he had still been hopeful that him and Roman could maybe try again. It’s why he moved back to New York after all, then everything with Aaron happened and...well, that was obviously the end of everything. So many people got hurt over this. “I don’t know...sometimes I think I don’t and others I can’t help but feel like a lot of pain could have been avoided if that night never happened.”

Khai. Khai just nodded his head to Landons words. He didn’t really know how to feel about them honestly. They kinda hurt,  but at the same time he knew he was probably right. Landon wasn’t the initial cause of their break up, but he did give Khai hope that maybe he could love someone else after Roman fell for Aaron. He never did too well being alone, and when Landon backed away from him it started his whole downward spiral. “Yeah, I guess it could have been. But, like I said, l really liked you. As much as I regret hurting the people that I love. I don’t regret kissing you at all. I just... I kinda wish it could have been under better circumstances.”

LANDON Maybe everything would be different if they’d kissed under different circumstances. Maybe they’d be in a different position now. Who even knows what oils have happened if Landon didn’t consider himself to be so messed up in relationships and Khai wasn’t seeing Roman and Jaycee. It’s something they could only wonder about and Landon wasn’t a big fan of obsessing over the what if’s. “Yeah...I guess I feel guilty about it”, he finally admitted. “We didn’t know each other well, or at least not as well as we do now and I could have ruined everything with my oldest friend over it. I don’t know what I would have done if Roman never talked to me again.” Although he knew now that was never going to happen, not when his ex was seeing his best friend. What a mess. “Anyways, it’s all in the past now.”

Khai. “Yeah, No... I get it. I wouldn’t have wanted that to happen either” he said honestly. He probably never would have forgiven himself if he ruined the friendship Landon and Roman had. It was one thing to self destruct, but when it came to people he truly cared about, he never wanted to hurt them. “It is” he nodded again, smiling softly over to Landon. “I’m just glad we got a really good friendship out of it.” He wanted Landon to know he had every right to feel the way he did, and he didn’t have to validate it. Regardless of the after events they did end up becoming the best of friends and Khai was thankful for that at least.  He spotted the ice cream shop and he pointed in its direction. “Wanna go there? Or wait until we get closer to home?”

[malakhai-ozera]

“We are.”

how do you really feel about Landon and Khai dating?

“As long as they’re happy, I’m good.”

( @davieslandon, @malakhai-ozera )

[ugurgundogan]

Michael Bublé ft.Loren Allred - Help Me Make It Through The Night [Official Audio]'18 Rhum.S.===

[malakhai-ozera]

Discord Thread || Khai & Jace

Discord thread featuring:Khai and Jace ( @jace-matthews )

When: July 30th

Description: Khai and Jace hook up after he gets back from Bradford. He had a romantic welcome home dinner with Emily and then met up with Jace at his penthouse afterwards to have a little fun with the free pass Loren gave to Jace.

Mentions: Emily and Loren

Trigger Warnings:SMUT!!!

Jace ohhh what the hell? This was bad but Jace was not going to say no to seeing Khai on a Friday night, horny and needy. Loren was with emily and he was able to use this free pass with Khai. Not only that but already discussing the night previously made it even more exciting because he was getting the first taste for himself. Pulling up to his place, Jace did a quick look around before running up the stairs to Khai’s spot, knocking on the door.

Khai. Khai heard the knock on his door and he peeled himself off of his couch. He was excited to see Jace, even though every part of him was screaming this was wrong. He couldn’t help himself. He was drunk and stoned, and so fucking horny. He probably shouldn’t be doing this right after his romantic welcome home dinner from Emily. But hell, it was too late for all that now. He pulled the door open wearing a pair of low hanging joggers and a white tank top. A beany on his head hiding his messy hair as he leaned against the door frame. “Hey there sexy” he grinned. “Please come in.”

Jace Jace didn’t even hesitate. There was too much build up to do so. He asked for him to come in and it was like he was asking for more because as Jace walked in, he immediately cupped khai’s face, kissing him as he used his foot to shut the door behind them. “We’re safe here?” He asked truthfully.

Khai. Khai’s hands moved to rest over Jaces as he cupped his face and kissed him. Kissing him back fervently as he hummed softly. His heart was racing so fast, but the adrenaline of it all was turning him on even more. “Yes baby... we are” he assured. Walking backwards and pulling Jace with him toward his bedroom as he kissed him again.

Jace he smiled, kissing him again as he walked them backwards into the room. Khai’s place was nice and this was the first he’d been over there but he wasn’t even taking the time to check it out. Not right now. His main focus right now was Khai, pulling off the light coat he had on and letting it fall to Khai’s floor.

Khai. God! Jace was an amazing kisser, and he smelt so damn good. Not to mention his body felt so damn good against his. He moved his hands to push up the front of Jaces shirt to feel his abs, humming softly again at how defined his body was. “Jesus... you’re so sexy” he moaned softly against Jaces lips. Pulling his shirt over his head and tossing it wherever as he grabbed the waist band of his pants and pulled him onto the bed over him.

Jace Jace moved to take his own shirt off, letting his hands explore his body, groaning as he did so. Khai was an amazing kisser too and damn he had a nice body. “Not just me.” He muttered, kissing Khai again as he started to pull at his joggers, yanking them down, leaving Khai in just his boxer briefs. Jace didn’t even hesitate on his own joggers, kicking them off and positioning himself just over Khai, rubbing their bulges together. Both were equally just as hard, and it was making Jace moan a little more than usual.

Khai. Khai softly gasped at how beautiful Jace was as he removed his clothing. Was this really happening? He was so fucking hard already he was practically throbbing with need. Jace was rubbing their cocks together through their underwear now and Khai moved his hands to grip the others ass. His hips raising up against him with need as he moaned softly against his lips. Pulling him against him as he held his mouth open against Jaces. “Do you wanna fuck me? Or do you want me to fuck you?” he asked exasperatedly. Pushing his hands into the back of Jaces boxers as his fingers dug into his ass cheeks.

Jace honestly, feeling how hard Khai was, it was such a turn on. Jace didn’t think he even had this effect on the guy but it was clear he did. It made him feel good even though he was happily taken. He kissed him until he felt Khai pull away, biting his lip as he felt his fingers digging into his ass. God That felt fucking amazing as he continued to grind against him. “How bad is it that I want both?” He asked him.

Khai. Khai leaned his head back. looking up at Jace as they continued to rub against one another. His hands pushing down the others boxers as he let his fingers brush along his crack. “Then take both baby” he purred in a low lustful tone. Lifting his hand to kiss the other male again. Biting at his bottom lip before pulling on it and kissing him hard.

Jace Khai was teasing the fuck out of Jace and Jace was loving it. He never thought he’d even be in this position. But he was happy he agreed to come over. Kissing Khai back, he moaned, loving the feeling of his nipping at his lips. He pushed his boxers completely down, breaking the kiss as he threw them to the side now completely naked in front of Khai and smirking before he started kissing down Khai’s body

Khai. Obviously his eyes immediately went to Jaces cock, checking out how big and beautiful he was. Licking his lips as he thought about how the male must have tasted. Jace connected his lips to his body, and his abdomen tightly. His hands moving to the sides of Jaces face as he pushed him to go lower. “You wanna suck my cock baby?” he asked. Moving his hands to push down his own boxers before kicking them off

Jace he wasn’t expecting Khai to encourage him but he was which was actually...nice. He was a little nervous, not having slept with any other guy aside from Loren in kingsboro. So he only hoped he could impress him. His eyes grew wide, finally seeing his cook, which made him lick his lips before working his way down to kiss the tip, and then tracing the length entirely with his tongue.

Khai. Khai kept his eyes on Jace. Pulling his bottom lip between his teeth as he watched him. His lips were all over him and Khai’s entire body was riddled with need. His head falling back as soon as he felt Jace trail his tongue along his length. “Fuck.. yes. More baby” he pleaded. His hand moving to the back of Jaces head as he grabbed a fist full of his hair. His cock flexing with anticipation as he felt Jaces breath against his wet heat.

Jace god. There was something about Khai that was intoxicating. Maybe it was his bad boy stature. Or maybe it was just that deep down, Jace always wanted him. He didn’t even fight Khai, loving the feeling of his hair gripped against Khai’s cock. Why wait? He smirked up at him, taking him completely into his mouth, using his hand where his mouth fell short as he slowly started to stroke him with him mouth.

Khai. Khai let out a deep lustful moan as Jace finally took him into his mouth. His hips raising to get even deeper down his throat as he began to fuck his mouth. “Oh fuck... such a good boy” he growled through his clenched teeth. His free hand moving to grab his own hair as he tugged on it with pleasure.

Jace he barely had to do anything. Khai was moving his own hips and already making Jace deep throat him. Fuck it was so sexy and he could not help but smile as he started to quicken his pace over his cock, sucking hard as his cheeks hallowed out, using his other hand to fondle his balls before pulling off to catch his breath, still stroking  him. “You like that, baby?” He asked him, smirking, kitty licking the slit of his cock, tasting the Precum, humming at the taste.

Khai. Did he like it? Fuck yes he liked it! Jace was sucking him off like a fucking expert and it was making his entire body tremble. “Oh yeah baby.. I fucking love it” he moaned. His cock throbbing against Jaces hand as he continued to stroke him and taste him. “Come here baby” he breathed out through hard breaths. Grabbing his arms and pulling Jace back over him in a straddled position. “I wanna fuck you right now” he informed. Reaching down to align himself with Jaces hole before pulling him down onto him.

Jace damn. He wasn’t done but he knew if he’d gone any further, Khai would cum. That’s the last thing he wanted. At least...not this soon.  Smiling, he crawled over him, straddling just like he had placed him and pressing his hands against Khai’s chest as he slowly worked his way down his cock. “Oh fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck” he hissed, Khai being a little bigger than Loren but still felt so good as he started to rise and fall on his dick

Khai. Jace could feel Jace stretching around him. The sounds coming from his mouth causing him to lift his hips to push even deeper as his piercing rubbed against Jaces prostate. “God... you feel so good baby” he moaned. His hands moving to the others hips to lifting him up and down hard and fast on his cock. “Fuck baby.... I love how your ass feels around me”

Jace his cock felt so good and the piercing just added that much more to it. Khai knee what he was doing and it was driving Jace crazy. He pinned his knees into the mattress, bouncing his ass over Khai’s cock as he looked back on it, smiling as he locked eyes with Khai. “I love how you fuck me.” He responded, crashing his lips against Khai’s, biting and pulling at his lip before using his tongue to trace over him. “Goddddd...smack my ass daddy. Own this ass.” He nearly begged, needing that drop of pain.

Khai. Khai kissed Jace back hard with so much need for him. His eyes falling shut as Jace pulled on his bottom lip with his teeth causing him to moan deeply. He brought his hand back to lay a stinging slap to Jaces ass. Lifting him up to his knees as he lifted his hips to drill into him. His hand moving to Jaces length as he stroked him hard and slow. “Fuck Jace... “he hissed. Dropping back down onto the bed and pulling Jace down onto him aggressively. “Oh fuck... Yes!” He was pounding hard into Jaces prostate as he brought his hand back to slap him again. Squeezing his ass tightly as he continued to stroke him with his other hand. “You gonna cum for me baby?”

Jace Jace loved being used like that in the bedroom. Loren always did a good job of it too but it was nice to step out. Not only that, with someone he had only fantasized about. He kinda liked this being a dirty little secret too because it made it that much more fun. As he slapped his ass, Jace jolted forward, letting out a light chuckle at how good it felt. As he drilled into him, Jace about fucking lost it, slamming his hands into the mattress below Khai and then gripping at the mattress with hardly any grip. “Oh....my....fucking....god.” He moaned out, trying to catch his breath, jumping again at the second contact on his ass. “Fuck Khai!” He yelled out, and then shook his head. “Unless you plan to go round 2, give me that ass.” He winked, crashing his lips to Khai’s.

Khai. Jace was so sexy and Khai was loving every single second of being with him. The way his cheeks clenched around him as he slapped his ass and how he gripped the mattress. Khai was fucking reveling with ecstasy. He had no doubt in his mind there would be a round two, and right now, there was no stopping him. He wrapped his arm around Jace’s waist and flipped them over. Continuing to pound into his anus as he pressed his weight between the others legs. “You better fucking cum for me” he growled. His hand moving to grab Jace’s throat as he pressed firmly against his Adam’s apple. His thrust becoming so deep and sharp as slammed into his prostate. Their skin slapping together as their sweaty bodied peeled blissfully apart. “Fuck.. Jace” he hissed through his teeth as he felt his release building inside him.

Jace Jace could not believe what was happening. One minute he was on top of Khai, now he was below him, gripping at the headboard before being completely yanked from it, a firm hand now jjst around his neck. It made him moan, feeling the tension increasing on his neck as Khai continued to pound into his ass. The way he cursed and demanded he cum was so fucking hot, and Jace was truly having a hard time trying to hold it much longer. He gripped the head board but then moved to grab Khai’s ass, his fingers digging into the skin as she started to moan uncontrollably. “I’m cumming, I’m cumming!” He yelled out, finally releasing right into Khai’s hand, his body falling limp as his whole body shook. “God damn it.” He hissed, throwing his head back on his shoulder.

Khai. Khai was right there with Jace. His lower abdomen tightening with intense pleasure as he continued to pound into him. Even after Jace had came in his hand he kept his thrust going hard and strong until he was shooting his own hot cum deep into his anus. “Fuck... yes baby” he moaned. Rolling off of him and laying back onto his back beside Jace. “You gonna fuck me now baby? I’m so ready for you” he spoke through hard breaths. Bending his knees up as he sucked on his own fingers and began to toy with his own ass.

Jace Jace was trying to catch his own breath, stroking himself to try and get hard again as he watched Khai fall back on his back and smirking as he watched him about finger himself. “Missionary?” He asked getting between his thighs and smacking his hand out of the way. “You wanna see me fuck you?”

Khai. Khai kept his eyes on Jace as he watched him stroke himself. His tongue sliding hungrily over his bottom lip before pressing it to the corner of his mouth. “Oh yeah baby... I don’t wanna take my eyes off of you” he chuckled as Jace slapped his hand away. “Let me help you” he purred. Grabbing his cock and stroking it slowly as he worked on getting Jace hard again.

Jace He hungrily started to eyeball Khai, pulling his thighs towards him and moaning as Khai was starting to stroke Jace. God it felt so good to have his hand around him, stroking him to get hard to his own liking. He also liked that Khai wanted to see him. That was hot. And kinda intimate. Jace thrusted himself up into Khai’s hand as he stroked Khai’s cock, meeting the same speed before taking Khai’s hand off of him, and bringing his hand up to his mouth. He kissed his fingertips as he lined himself up to Khai’s entrance and pushing in slowly.

Khai. Watching Jace was so sexy, and it wasn’t a sight he would soon tire of. The way he pulled him toward him by his thighs sending shivers all the way down his spine. Even more so when he watched him kiss each of his fingers. It distracted him just enough to not even noticed Jace was about to push into him, and dry at that. His eyes fell shut as he threw his head back and he moaned loudly with a mixture of pain and pleasure. “Fuuuuck... Jace” he hissed as his hands moved to grip tightly at the others waist. “You feel so good... so fucking good” he moaned. Lifting his hips slowly to meet him as Jace pushed further into him.

Jace Yes it was dry. He liked the feeling of raw. He was keeping his strokes slow, loving the feeling of Khai’s walls clenched around him. “Fuck baby.” He groaned out, stopping to bit right on his cock, using it as lubricant as he started to push faster into Khai, gripping his thighs as leverage to stay afloat as he started to plow into him. “Yeah? You like the way I feel inside you baby?” He smirked, leaning down to connect their lips again as he continued to pound into him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ God damn that was sexy! The way Jace just spit on his cock to fuck him even hard causing his cock to twitch. “Fuck yes baby... don’t stop” he growled against Jaces lips. His hips lifting to meet him thrust for thrust as he moved one of his hands to the back of Jaces neck. “You’re so fucking deep... holy shit” he hummed as he continued to kiss him. His nails digging into jaces skin where he gripped onto him.

Jace he kissed him hard, plowing into him as their skin was making contact over and over. The slapping of their skin just filling the room as he smiled into the kiss. Fuck, Khai felt so fucking good and with this being their first time, he could tell it wouldn’t be the last. The nails biting at his skin cause him to sit up, hooking both hands around Khai’s thighs and plowing into him even faster as he bit his lip watching Khai. “You’re so god damn sexy.” He said, watching him as he gripped khai’s cock and started to stroke him as fast as he was fucking him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Having Jace so close to him as he pounded into him was so endearing. His eyes watching Jaces features as soon as he lifted back up to get even deeper against his prostate. Moving one of his hands to reach behind him and grab the headboard, he continued to moan with pleasure. His mouth gaping open as soon as Jace started stroking his cock along with his thrusts. “Yes baby... “ he moaned out, his hips slamming up hard against Jaces as he kept up with his rhythm. His other hand moving to Jaces chest as he let his nails scratch across his skin.

Jace his release was building, and he could feel it as he continued slamming against his prostate, knowing he was probably about to send Khai over the edge too. The nails on his skin made him lean forward again and kissing him once more. “I’m gonna cum. You gonna cum with me?” He asked him, biting at his bottom lip  as he tugged on Khai’s dark hair.

Khai. Khai’s whole body was starting to tremble with pleasure. His lower abdomen tightening as Jace kept slamming into his prostate. “Uggghhn... shit” he groaned. The strokes on his cock only heightening the pleasure ten fold. “Yes baby... I’m right there. Don’t stop” he begged. His hips bucking up aggressively the closer he got to his release. The tug on his hair as he kissed him causing him to bite viciously at his lips.

Jace Jace didn’t even hesitate much before his thrust became more sloppy as he came, shooting up into Khai, deep into his anus and hanging his head just over Khai’s shoulder as he rode out his orgasm. “Holy shit.” He whispered, so out of breath.

Khai. “Fuckfuckfuck... yesssss” he hissed with pleasure as he felt Jace filling him up. His own cum shooting out of him into Jaces hand and onto his own chest as his continued to buck his hips sloppily against him. His head resting against Jaces as he started to come back down from his orgasm. “You can say that again” he chuckled breathlessly. Kissing the side of his head as he hummed softly at the feeling of the other male still inside of him.

Jace he finally rolled off of him but moved to kiss Khai soundly. “Maybe I should have railed you at the top of the roof.” He sighed. “I fully regret it.” He sighed. “But this was totally worth the wait.” He smirked, leaning down to kiss him again.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ0 Khai grunted softly as Jace pulled out of him to roll off of him and lay at his side. His lips lazily kissing him back as he hummed softly. “I fully regret it too” he smiled. Kissing him again as he brought his hand up to caress the side of his face.

Jace he kissed him back, still trying to catch his breath as he lied there on his back, running his fingers through Khai’s hair and humming before he eventually sat up. “Id stay but i don’t want to get in trouble.” He smiled, pecking his lips. “Wanna do this again sometime?”

[malakhai-ozera]

Discord Thread|| Khai & Emily

Discord thread featuring: Malakhai Ozera & Emily Davis ( @warmvlbes )

Mentions:Roman  @romanbeckett, Aaron @aaronhart93, Landon @davieslandon. Shea @shea-morgan. Nick @nicbenson, Loren @lorencourtier

When: July 17th & 18th

Description: Khai passes out while texting Emily and she shows up to take him to the hospital. The thread takes place over the duration of his night at the hospital.

Trigger Warnings: Hospital, Drug use, intense feelings, SMUT!!!

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈

"Khai!" She called out, walking to where he is. "Don't sleep. Please don't sleep. You don't know what's wrong. I need to get you to a doctor."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Laying on his couch with his face pushed face down onto the pillow. He laid on his side, his phone clutched in his hand. He was asleep, but the sound of her voice woke him. Not that it made him move an inch at all. He just groaned.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Come on." She said to him, hunched at his level and trying to help him up and walking him out to her car. He was heavy...was this dead weight? probably so. or she was just that weak with everything going on. but she didn't care to see him like this and she wouldn't stand for it. she safely put him inside, taking off her hoodie and cushioning it up against the window so khai could lie his head down. "don't sleep, baby. just please don't sleep." she pleaded, getting behind the wheel, frantically trying to fix her keys before finally getting the car cranked.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He didn’t want to move, so his body fought against her lifting him. But eventually he was up and leaning into her like a crutch. His head handing low as he moved with her to her car. He kept hearing her say not to sleep, but he couldn’t help it. He kept dozing in and out.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily was worried sick but she had to focus. she just held on to his hand before finally getting to the hospital. "I'll be back." She told him, leaving him in the car and running right into the emergency room unit to get a nurse. It felt like it all happened in the blink of an eye. The receptionist was trying to tell Emily other stuff but she couldn't even hear. She needed someone and someone now. Finally, paramedics were on their way out to her car, helping khai up on a stretcher to get him inside. catching up with them, she took his hand, following them as far as they'd allow her. "I don't know what happened. We were texting a-and he started getting dizzy. So i went to his place and he was passed out on the couch." She said, her voice cracking as she started to cry. "please....please just help him. that's the love of my life. I can't lose him."

<moving into the hospital room>

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈

Emily was a nervous wreck. Hearing what had happened with Khai was not what she expected. He was taking the right meds, but mixing them was clearly not the way to go. Surely, he was just trying to sleep and that's exactly what Emily assumed was all it was. The way of the hallway seemed so long and narrow. Every step felt like she was only moving an inch before they had finally reached his room. There he was. On the bed, the machines beeping in the background. She pulled the closest chair up beside his bed, taking a seat and grabbing his hand. "I'm here, baby." She said softly, kissing his hand, her head hanging as she broke down beside him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Khai was still pretty out of it, and didn’t really have any idea what was going on. He had taken his medicine like this before. Usually doubling up the adderall instead of the Effexor.  But, he didn’t even know that’s what had took him down. He heard Emily walk into the room and he barely turned his head to look at her. A smile trying to push its way into his features. “Emm” he hummed in a low airy whisper. His eye lids dropping heavily as she took his hand. “I’m so tired” he whispered again. His hand barely wrapping around hers he was so weak.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ The sound of his voice was even weak and it felt like a hand was reaching out and clutching Emily's heart as tight as it could. But she was so grateful he was okay but damn, did he scare the shit out of her. She kissed his hand again and then moved up to kiss his forehead where she silently broke down again, sitting back down and scooting as close as she could, reaching up to stroke his hair. "Shhh." She said to him, looking up at him. "I know you are. I know baby. I think you're okay to sleep now." She said lightly, swallowing hard to try and be strong for him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He closed his eyes as her lips pressed to his forehead and he breathed deeply. He didn’t even have the energy to hum at the moment. But he forced another small smile. “I’m so... sorry “ he breathed out with a broken voice. His eyes opening to a squint to look at her once again. “I... I... love.. you”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily shook her head. She didn't want to hear him say sorry. Everything that had happened was a figment of the past and she was just focused on the now. "shh, baby it's ok." she said, kissing the back of his hand again. what she really wanted to do was climb up in the bed with him but she knew how weak he felt and she didn't want to add an added pressure. She forced a smile up at him and leaned up, kissing his lips softly before nudging her nose with his. "i love you too." She whispered back.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ His eyes drifted shut one last time before finally falling a sleep. He slept for a couple of hours soundly before his head started to shift from side to side. Soft grunts of discomfort passing through his lips as his shift became more aggressive. “Don’t” he said loudly as he finally shook himself awake. Looking straight at Emily with wide eyes.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily was keeping calm, not leaving his side, watching him as he slept. She had picked up a magazine in the room as he was sleeping until she started to see he was shifting his head from side to side. She put the magazine down, holding on to his hand now with both hands and kissing his hand. "Khai." She said right before he was getting more aggressive, making her frown. She called out to the nurse, rubbing his arm lightly before she startled at the sound of his voice. Emily placed her hand on his chest, looking right at him. "I'm right here." She said lightly.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ The nurse popped her head in and came over to check his vital. His heart rate was up but aside from that all looked good. She spoke with Emily for a moment before leaving the room once again. Khai just squeezed her hand and a single tear rolled down his cheek. “You stayed” he finally said softly

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily listened to the nurse carefully and then turned to Khai as the nurse walked out. She saw the tear roll down his cheek which made her tear up. Pushing the chair out of the way, she took a seat beside him, squeezing his hand and using her other hand to wipe his tear. "I told you i'm not going anywhere." She whispered to him, wiping the tears that were trying to start in her eyes.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ They had been through so much in just their short time together. It made Khai feel awful because he knew it was mostly his fault, but the fact that she stayed meant so much. He nodded his head to hers words before leaning into her hand and he licked his lips. “I had the worst dream” he said through a tired raspy voice. “Thank you for being here.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily ran her thumb against his cheek bone watching him, trying to calm him. "You wanna talk about it?" She asked him, and then she shook her head. "Baby, you don't have to thank me for being here. I want to be here." She said, biting her lip before carefully lying down beside him, resting her head on his shoulder, one hand still in his, the other still against his cheek.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “No” he breathed out. Not wanting to think about it anymore. His head leaning against hers as she laid down beside him. He closed his eyes again as he soaked up the feeling of her beside him and he sighed heavily. “I just wanna go home. Can we go home please?” he pleaded. He hated being in the hospital and he hated the way people looked at him laying there helpless in the bed.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily nodded, not pushing the dream any further. She wanted him comfortable and that was her first priority. She didn't know if she could get Khai out right now. Getting him discharged would probably be hard but she was willing to at least try. "Let me talk to the nurses." She said to him, sitting up carefully. "I'll be right back." She said, calling for a nurse again to see if she could get khai out, promising that she'd keep a close eye on him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Khai nodded his head and he watched Emily interact with the nurse. His eyes falling shut again as he heard what was being said. The nurse unfortunately was not as willing to discharge him as Khai and Emily may have hoped. He was on a suicide watch,  because of the amount of Effexor in his system. Not to mention the traces of other drugs found in his blood stream. She insisted he stay for at least 24 hours. As well as stressing how exhausted his body was.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily took a deep breath and turned back to Khai, shaking her head. She knew this disappointed him and she didn't want this for him as much as he didn't want it for himself and that killed her. But there was no way of convincing the nurses otherwise. She nodded, turning, and then walking towards him and taking his hand. "I know it's not what you wanted..." She paused, sitting back on the bed as she looked at him. "But i'll be right here the whole time." She told him softly, squeezing his hand lightly.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Honestly it broke his heart to even hear he was on a suicide watch. He would never do that to himself on purpose. Not after his mom and sister and what it did to him. He shook his head as he pressed his lips together unable to say anything in fear of crying. He was so tired of crying. He cleared his throat and held onto her hand tightly. “Can you please let Landon know I won’t be able to go tomorrow, and apologize for me.” His eyes looked away from her as they filled with tears again. His hand coming up to cover his face.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily nodded, pulling out her phone and immediately texting landon to let him know what khai had said. Placing her phone down, she looked up at him and saw that he was crying and she couldn't help but to lay back down and pull him into her embrace. She knew there wasn't much she could say except to be there. She knew him well enough to know that this probably was an innocent accident. Her fingers grazed against his arm, kissing his temple. "I'm so sorry, Khai." She said to him, kissing his forehead. "but you listen to me: you are so strong, okay? I know you didn't mean for this to happen and you know that too."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He rolled over onto his side to face her and curled into her in a fetal position. His head on her chest as he breathed deeply to try and stop the tears. “I didn’t mean to. I just wanted to sleep” he said softly. “I would never do that”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ she wrapped herself completely around him and rubbed his back. “I know baby.” She said softly in his ear. “I know you wouldn’t.” She kissed his cheek, pressing her forehead to his. “I believe you. Okay?” July 18, 2020

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Thank you” he whispered. Wrapping his arm around her and pulling her closer. Sure they were technically still broken up. But he felt so close to her right now and didn’t want to let her go.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She didn’t even say he was welcome. He didn’t need to thank her. She just shut her eyes, and let him hold her as she held him. She was still in pain from everything that has happened but she was trying her damndest to not show him, even though some tears still trickled from her eyes. “No need to thank me.” She said softly.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Holding her tightly he nuzzled his face into her. Placing a soft kiss against her body where his head laid and closing his eyes. He hoped that when he opened them that everything would just be okay. But that wasn’t going to happen. “Don’t let me go okay?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Her body tensed up to the feeling of his lips on her skin. It made her feel closer but it was unexpected, especially with everything going on. Her hand cradled his head as he snuggled her and she nodded. “I’m never letting go. I never did and never will.” She choked out, resting her head against his, closing her eyes with him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Khai laid there just breathing her in. Her scent comforted him and he hummed softly. Drifting back to sleep for a bit at the sound and comfort of her words. Waking up again after about fifteen minutes he sat up and looked around. Almost as if he hoped he would have been dreaming. But alas he was still there and he laid back down snuggling into her again.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily held him so close. She wasn’t asleep. She couldn’t. She felt him move, watching as he looked around. While he didn’t want to be there, at least she was the one familiar thing he could count on. She kissed his temple as he laid back down, wrapping both arms around him.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Hope you like this. It's not much but it's something."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Smiling when he saw the gift he nodded his head. “I love it! Thank you”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She smiles, strumming on her guitar a bit and nods. "You're welcome, love." "hopefully, you won't have to be in here much longer and you can go home."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I hope” he said, sitting up and pulling the hair tie from his hair to let it down. “I need a shower”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "yeah, so do I." She said, putting the guitar down and pulling her knees up to her chest. " shower only just to Get back in the bed with the pups and read through my scripts.Do you know when they'll let you know? It feels like it's been a day already but maybe i'm tripping."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “It’s been 24 hours, yeah” he nodded. “But, i don’t know when they will let me go” he shrugged. “I’m starving though”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily sat up. "Right. Sorry. I ordered you something." She got up, shuffling her feet by her purse and grabbed a paper bag. "It's a quesadilla with rice and beans. There's some sour cream and salsa on the side and then I got you a water." Handing it to him before taking a seat back in the chair next to his bed.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Thank you, you didn’t have to do that” he smiled. Watching her as she sat back down beside him. “Have you slept at all? Or eaten?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily shrugged. "I slept right beside you. Wasn't the easiest because the bed is so tiny but i got to rest some." She gave him a little smile. "I ate while you were napping so I'm good. That's all yours." She said, pulling her knees back up to her chest and resting her chin on them. "Do you at least feel better?"

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He smiled at her and nodded his head again. “Okay” he said softly. Getting the food out before starting to eat. “Yeah, much” he answered after swallowing his bite

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily forced a smile back at him, happy to see he was okay and nervously pulling her sleeves up to her hands. Khai, why did you dump me? What did I do....these words couldn't even pass her lips no matter how long they sat on her mind. maybe it wasn't her fault but she was feeling mighty awful about it. But there was no denying he could probably see the hurt in her eyes. "I was thinking about getting a pedicure tonight. Gonna attempt to do it myself."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Oh yeah?” he asked covering his mouth as he spoke because he was still chewing. “Why don’t you just go get them done professionally?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Well I..." She shook her head, swallowing the knot in her throat. "Haven't really had the strength to get out of the house."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ0 “Oh” he hummed. Turning to face her more directly. “And why is that?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily looked up at Khai and shrugged, her eyes starting to water again. "Because the man I love dumped me and I've been broken since."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He just looked at her and licked his lips. “Really?” he finally asked pushing the rest of his food away and laying back down.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily shook her head. "Yeah. Really." She said, chewing her lip. "Sorry. I shouldn't have said that. We can talk about this another time." She said, resting her head on her knees, facing the wall.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I mean, you’re here. I want you here. I’m just conflicted. I don’t want you to not be here. It’s just... kinda like it was before it was official. I just needed to take a step back. Just for a bit” he said honestly. His own eyes tearing up as he turned away from her onto his side.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "So why didn't you tell me this, khai?" She asked him. "And what the fuck is up with you doing this over the phone?" She asked him. "Is it so you can flirt and fuck with another person? Was I that much to handle? You never discussed any of this shit with me and I'm beating myself up over and over. I want to be here too but you can't keep having these bad days and your go to is to keep stomping on my heart. I'm human Khai. I'm not your fucking play toy."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He just laid on his side as she spoke and he shook his head. His heart rate speeding up and the machine giving it away. He turned back onto his back and shook his head again. “I know your not a toy and I wasn’t fucking around with anyone else. I told you I’ve been stressed, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. But I’ve never been in a closed relationship before and yeah... it is a struggle. But I’m trying. I wanna be with you, but I am a flirt, and I do like dick, and I’m probably so bad for you. But I’m really fucking trying. I don’t know why I resort to texting. But it’s just easier I guess. Because doing this... fighting with you, or watching each other cry. It’s just more stressful and I’m already fucking crumbling.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily started crying as she listened to him. "Khai, the only reason why we argued was because you didn't realize the detriment of what you were doing. You can't be with me and telling another girl you'd date her. You can't be with me and sending your best friends texts about you wanting to suck their dicks. You can't continuously flirt and then when a guy remotely looks my way, you get upset with me. That's not fair." She said, her nose flaring. "I want to be with you too. You have me. all of me. But You can't ask for me to not do all of these things, but you get a free pass."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I’ve told you, I only talk like that with Shea and Landon. It’s not serious and I only said that to Aurora to boost her ego. I told her I had a girlfriend. I wasn’t trying to play games. If you wanna fucking flirt go right ahead and do it. I’m not gonna fight about it anymore. I’m stressed, and it’s not because of you. It’s me! I struggle with what you like to call double standards.   But I’m trying to tell you, I’ve never just been with one person before so it’s different for me. I’m trying, I’m trying to be what you need.  But I don’t want to lose myself to make you happy either.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily shook her head. "Khai, the thing is I never flirted with anyone. You got upset because Nick wanted french toast over a brunch I invited people over for. You say it's so you can cope, then okay. Flirt. I wasn't asking you to change. I just asked you tone it down. Like if I'm literally in the GC, is it necessary for you to do that right in front of my face? I don't want you to lose you either but I just asked for that small thing. You also practically ignore me every time it happens, Khai whether you realize it or not." She said, crossing her arms. "I'm willing to work with you on this: work on growing to get used to that part of you. I don't want to fight either. I just want you to try and if you say you're going to try, and are trying, then I trust your word." She sighed. "I just love you too much to lose you, Khai."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I don’t care about Nick, I really don’t. He’s the one flirting but it’s whatever. I don’t like him. It’s fine. I just don’t think it’s a good idea for me to be with anyone right now because I’m clearly unstable and I clearly piss you off. I don’t even know why you wanna be with me if I’m so terrible. But I’m not gonna question you. I’m just gonna step back.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily shrugged. "You made me the happiest person until you turned your back on me." She said biting her lip. "For the second time. I never asked for you to take a step back. We were even talking about trust before you decided to pull the plug. But this level of trust takes time to build and clearly, you're just not patient enough. I'm happy to know it was easy for you to just call it quits when I never walked out on you once."  She said, shaking her head. "Do what you want Khai. If you really want me, you'll prove it."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “It was easy for me? Emily, I’m in a fucking hospital”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "You've done this twice Khai. What the fuck else do I think when it's so simple for you to walk out?"

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “The first time was taken way out of context. I wasn’t trying to end things with you at all. I just didn’t want to mislead you in anyway. I was trying to be cautious and you went off”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Because I had to compete with someone who couldn't figure out what the fuck he wanted when I wanted you the entire time.Insecurities exist, Khai. I'm no where near perfect."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Yeah, I get that. I’m sorry. That’s why I wanted to step back because it wasn’t fair to you. I hated doing that to you”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "And you really wonder why I don't like you flirting with other people in front of me? ha."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I’m just a flirt, Emily. It’s not like I’m fucking them.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Yeah well so I have shit to work on too. I told you I would but you gave me no time. You broke up with me.When I promised I would be patient with you!"

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I don’t even know what to say anymore. I’m not perfect either and I do like the attention I get from flirting. I can’t help it. I was taught to be a sex object and I was told I wasn’t enough. So it feels good, am I’m sorry I’m that way. But I thought stepping back would make it easier for us both.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "You did more damage stepping back because you never communicated how stressed you were." She sighed. "Communication is key khai and because you didn't speak up, you've really hurt me this time. I said I wanted to work with you, you panicked and walked out on me and as a god damn coward." She looked around. "I'm done talking about this. I just want to go home."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “What do you want me to say?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Nothing." she shrugged. "you've said you're sorry a million times. in time, i'll forgive you."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I’m trying to be honest with you, and I’m sorry. I don’t want you to leave”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I’m still here. Just can’t say I’ve felt wanted in the last few days. Hate to break it.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Are you serious?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Khai i really don't know if you realize how broken I've been...do you see my eyes? It's hard to cope when the man you love just does something like that. I'm sorry. I'm here because i want to be here."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Why can’t you just be with me and be happy without the damn title?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "I can be if that's what you want. Like if that's what we're going to do, then okay. but I still need to heal."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Jesus Emily, I told you I just need time. I need time to adjust to being.. “ he stopped taking and just starred for a moment. Soon closing his eyes and taking a few deep breaths.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She looked at him, taking his hand and sitting beside him on the bed. "Adjust to being..."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I’m sorry... I just got lightheaded for a minute. I... just.” He closed his eyes and breathed out deeply before looking back at her. “I just need time to adjust to being with you, and only you. It happened so fast after Roman. I guess I just kind of whip lashed and panicked.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily sighed a sigh of relief. It wasn't everything she hoped for but it was a start. She reached out, cupping his face and then moved to lie down next to him. "Okay. I'll give you that time." She said to him. "As long as you give me time to adjust to. I love you, Khai." She said, hiding her face in his neck.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He closed his eyes and wrapped his arm around her. He hoped that she really did understand where he was coming from. He didn’t have any more energy to keep trying to explain. He just held her and leaned his head against hers. “I love you too”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Can I ask for something?"

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Yeah” he nodded

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Will you kiss me? Well, only if you want to."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “God, Emily. You’re so needy” he teased with a soft grin. “Of course I want to.” He places his hand under her chin and lifted her face to his. Leaning down and pressing a soft slow kiss to her lips.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Hey. It's been rough without them." She softly grinned, tilting her head up and kissing him back slowly, savoring his lips. "mm, okay one more question and I swear I'll shut up."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He couldn’t help but chuckle at her last words. It was cute, but also terrifying. “Okay...”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Is it just me or is this like last time where there's others and then I become the roman everyone competes with?" She laughed at the sound of her sentence but she hoped he knew what she meant.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Uh...” he laughed more vocally this time. Coughing soon after. “Oh god, wow. That’s not funny. I’m sorry.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Khai. I'm serious..." she said, her smile dropping. "It was already so hard."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I mean, I figure we could start as open and work our way in. I don’t have plan of being with anyone. But I think it would help adjust to the flirting. You would definitely be the one people compete with though.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "EXCEPT I KNOW WHAT I WANT!" She said, making it very clear to him. "But fine. If you sleep with anyone, you tell me. I don't have plans to do that but I'm just letting you know." [9:50 PM] "And I know you're going away with Landon on Monday. So I'll keep my distance."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He nodded his head. He did know she knew what she wanted and he was so thankful for that. He just wished he could be as confident as she was. “Okay, deal. But I’m not planning on doing that. But you tell me to, okay? You don’t have to keep your distance. We’re just friends trying to escape reality for a bit.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She nodded, trusting his word. "Deal." She said, turning her face to face him and cupping his face. "You're my number 1, Khai." She said, leaning in to kiss him soundly in hopes he'd kiss her back.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He kissed her back just as soundly and tightened his arms around her. “I better be”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "OOooh  and if you're not?" She teased.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Then I’ll have to bend you over the counter and remind you why I should be” he grinned

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Khai....we're in a hospital shhhh." She laughed, cupping his mouth.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He laughed against her hand and shrugged his shoulders. Like that would stop him. Ha!

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Do these hospital rooms lock?” She asked him seeing the look on his face. “Nahhhh you’re probably to weak to even try.” She smirked, teasing him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I don’t know” he laughed. “They do on House” he shrugged. “To weak for sex? Your joking right?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily sat up, letting him go for just a second and she tried to lock the door, successfully doing it. “Hm!” She said, walking back to him and lying back down. “I just don’t want you to hurt yourself.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ A devilish grin spread across his features as she successfully locked the door. “I like pain though... a lot”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She cupped his face, tracing his cheek bone with her thumb. “How do you want it, if you want it?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “However you wanna give it” he grinned

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She snickered. “Are you dressed under this gown?” She asked, reaching her hand up his gown.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He flinched slightly as her hand went up under his gown and he shook his head no. “Nope. Nothing”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I see.” She smiled, grabbing his length and stroking slowly. “Not much space. Might be one of those things where we’re both on our sides, and my leg is up on your hip.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He pulled his bottom lip between his teeth as she started to stroke him and his breathing got heavier. There was just something so sexy about what they were doing right there in the hospital. “Or you could just ride me... or both” he grinned raising his brow.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I’ll start to ride and when I can’t anymore, turn us to the side?” She asked him, looking at his monitor. “And what do we do about that?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Sounds like a plan” he moaned softly. His heart rate monitor already going faster as she kept stroking him. “How do we turn that off?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She laughed. “Well I can tell you that if I take these off,” she poked the at the things attached to his chest. “It’ll make you flatline.” She smirked. “Want me to actually cut it off?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Oh shit” he laughed. “Do something cause your gonna make me stroke out in a minute” he joked

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She laughed, getting up again and walking over to the machine. She stood there for a hot minute but finally found the plug before turning to Khai and climbing over his lap, straddling him. “Come here.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He chuckled softly as he watched her unplug the machine and licked his lips. Lifting to his elbows once she was straddled over him. “I’m right here”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Khai. Efforts.” She laughed leaning down to kiss him. “Or is this where you just like me in control?” She pouted. “I want you to want me just as bad as I want you.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He laughed again and kissed her back. “No, I want you. I’m just slow, give me a break” he mused. His hands moving to remove her shirt before leaning in to press his lips to her neck. His hands caressing her breast.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ thank god the blinds were closed because emily would’ve been embarrassed to be exposed to everyone. She laughed with him, her laugh soon turning into a light moan as she pulled at the strings on his gown, untying it and letting it fall off of him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “God, get these off” he practically whined as he pulled at her waistline. “I wanna feel you.” He leaned up and bit at her neck as he pushed his hands into her pants over her ass.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily arched her back so he’d get himself a nice handful, moaning as she felt his hands against her skin. She nodded pushing herself up on her knees and pulling down the sweats she was wearing and throwing them to the side, now completely naked before the boy. Leaning in, she kissed him, rubbing herself against his length as she slowly laid him back down against the bed.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “God, you’re so sexy” he hummed. His eyes trailing up and down her body. “You were prepared, huh!” he grinned. Happy she was naked beneath her clothing. He kissed her back and moaned softly against her lips as she rubbed against him. Laying back and bringing both his hands up to grab her hair

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I didn’t have much to change into.” She laughed, nudging his nose with hers. “I’d like to concur that you are the sexiest in the room.” She smiled big, keeping her hips grinding on him slowly, pulling away as she watched him, biting her lip. “I gotta tease you at least a little.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “That’s okay” he breathed out. His bottom lip pulling between his teeth as she pulled away from him and watched him as she teased him. His cock hardening against her as he moaned through pressed lips. “Fuck that feels good” he groaned. Moving his hands to her stomach before sliding them up to tease at her nipples. His hips moving against hers as he urged her to move faster.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Yes it does.” She moaned, keeping her pace slow until he urged her to speed up. “Baby, if I go too fast, you’ll come before we actually fuck.” She teased, her head hanging and pressing against his forehead as he messed with her nipples. “Fuck I missed this.” She moaned, pressing her hands on either side of his head to balance herself as she continued rubbing herself against his cock.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Mmmm” he groaned with a soft whine. His hips lifting to rub his cock harder against her as he closed his eyes tightly. The pace was infuriating but it felt so fucking good. He bit his bottom lip again as his eyes connected with hers. His hands moving to grab and hold onto her wrists. “Fuck me” he begged.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily moaned as his hips met hers, making her lips part as she felt him right there at her core. It really was hard to tease him when she was teasing herself just as much. Keeping eye contact with him, she nodded, pressing her lips against his as she lifted her hips and slid down his cock slowly, moving just her hips over him, keeping the speed up. “Fuck you feel so good baby.” She moaned against his lips.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Once she slid down onto his length, he lifted his hips to meet her. Pressing deep into her core as she rolled her hips on him. Kissing her back he bit and pulled at he bottom lip. A soft growl passing from his mouth on to hers. “God baby, uuhhh. Don’t stop” he moaned. The slow pace was driving him insane but he absolutely loved it.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily moaned loudly as his hips made contact with hers, her body holding still as he did so, and then starting to grind on him some more. She bit her lip, watching Khai, sitting up as she held her own hair back, body rolling over his cock, a smirk played at her lips before lulling her head back, her hands resting on his chest. “You...” she moaned out but couldn’t even say it, she was already out of breath.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ She lifted up and it caused him to go even deeper into her. Another groan passing from his lips as her  body rolled against him.  He moved his hands to caress her breast once again. His fingers pulling at her nipple as his other dropped to rub at her clit. “Mmm no baby... YOU” he growled.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Shit!” She hissed as he began to rub her clit and she shook her head. That was always when she would lose momentum to be able to ride because it would drive her nearly insane. Her moans were more frequent and she was starting to slow her ride as he thighs started to tremble up against him. “Khai...” she moaned out, her nails digging into his skin, rising up as she felt herself squirt, a groan coming through her gritted teeth as she fell to the side, her body still squirming with her full body orgasm. “Don’t...stop...” she begged, her leg hiked up on his hip.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He could already feel her walls tightening around him as she began to slow her movements. His fingers pinching and pulling at her clit until she lifted up to squirt all over him. Her nails digging into his skin in the best way possible. “Fuckk... baby” he moaned aggressively. Turning to his side as she dropped and continuing to grind into her. Letting her orgasm build a bit before thrusting hard into her. “Oh shit..” he hissed. His own release building fast as her walls clenched around him. “Fuuu—ckk... I’m cunning” he moaned as his hot cum shot deep into her core.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “God i love you!” She was feeling so good, her body was hanging nearly half way off of the hospital bed, her hand resting on his abs as he thrusted hard into her. Her lips were parted, her breathing was out of control, and her body craved him so much. As he shot into her, she groaned, throwing her head back into the crook of his neck, trying to catch her breath as her body was still reacting from a second orgasm.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He held onto her tightly as her body shook against his. His lips pressing a trail of kisses across her shoulder as her head dipped into the crook of his neck. “I love you” he breathed out. Nearly jumping when he heard a banging on the door. The nurse behind it not sounding happy at all.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I love you too.” Emily smiled against him, laughing as she heard the nurse at the door. “You think that she’s coming to tell us to get the fuck out?” She asked, chuckling against him. “ONE SECOND!” She yelled out, kissing him one more time before getting up and getting dressed and opening the door. “Ehemm....yes? Hi! Sorry. We were napping.”

[malakhai-ozera]

“I love you.” @romanbeckett​

listen, Roman, Khai, Landon, and Aaron just need to have a foursome together, and all should be fine! Jaycee can watch them too, if she wants. or whatever.

This isn’t a FMK, but once again - I’ll bite. I disagree. That sounds so wack to me. Both Aaron and Landon need to get their dicks out of Roman’s and Khai’s asses and find some other tail. Eden and Loren, I’m looking at you. Jaycee, hunni...you’re flawless keep doing you. 

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