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why is NO ONE talking about how whiny he was during this movie. idc how rushed this movie was. this man is so fine and so whiny and i need him under me or i will die of starvation cause he is a SNACK.
#the strangers chapter one#the strangers#ryan the strangers#velvrei#smut imagine#trending#smut#writing#velvrei smut#horror#horror smut#strangers movie#the strangers movie#froy gutierrez
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This is literally the worst fucking photo ever taken I love it sm😭
#why does Dylan look uncanny and why is he half off screen#why is cody making that face#nothing to say abt Froy and Andrew 10/10 I love them#I like to imagine Melissa was like ‘let’s take a photo to prove we survived🥰 everyone smush together’#and fucking none of them wanted to be there#well— everyone but Gabe💀💀#teen wolf#theo raeken#liam dunbar#nolan holloway#gabe valet
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Nolan Holloway / Y/N Dunbar (Liam's twin sister)
Please be gentle. English is not my native language. I'm still learning it, so there's probably a bunch of mistakes 🙈
“What are you doing here? Together,” Y/N asked, shifting her suspicious gaze from her brother to her boyfriend. “You guys hate each other”.
“Um, we're here…” Liam hesitated, a little confused by the unexpected appearance of his sister in the locker room.
“We're talking, we're just talking here,” Nolan explained with a smile, trying to defuse the situation. “Isn't that right, Dunbar?” he put his hand on the guy's shoulder as if there were no quarrels between them. Liam himself stared at him with displeasure at this time but still did not throw off his hand.
“Yes, it's true”, he tried to smile, but the smile came out strained, which was especially evident in his eyes.
“I don't believe you,” Y/N said, folding her arms and shaking her head, quickly seeing through the lie. “Admit it, why are you arguing this time?”
Sometimes Y/N felt like the mother of two naughty, quarrelling sons. It wasn't the first time she had to settle a conflict between Nolan and Liam that could flare up in a second. At several points, Scott caught his beta half-turned and ready to rip open his opponent. He needed to have an educational conversation with him over and over again about how they should keep themselves in hand and not show their new essence to others. Y/N told him the same thing, to which Liam only muttered discontentedly, assuring everyone that he could cope with anger.
“Everything is fine, baby,” Nolan persisted, continuing to play the performance imposed by him. He even ignored the disgust on Liam's face when addressing «baby» to his twin sister. “You have nothing to worry about”.
“Yeah, of course”, the girl smiled condescendingly, also not going to give up. It will be better for everyone if their conflict is resolved before training. “Tell me the truth”.
Realizing that their hastily folded lies were quickly revealed, Liam immediately threw off Holloway's hand, moving away from him a few steps. Nolan rolled his eyes at this but also stopped behaving suspiciously friendly towards his girlfriend's brother. This was their behaviour that was more familiar to Y/N, who only mentally praised herself for guesswork.
“The coach told us to decide which of us will be the team captain for this season”, Dunbar was the first to give up, boring Nolan with a frown.
“Is it necessary to choose one of you two, as I understand it? There are no other options?” quickly figuring out the list of the other players of their team in her head, the girl clarified.
“Nah,” Holloway shook his head, taking a deep breath and running his hand through his hair. “That's the point. Finstock told us not to appear on the field until we decided which one of us would be the captain”.
What she heard made Y/N pinch the bridge of her nose, closing her eyelids for a while. Fate seemed to deliberately push people dear to her, who, it seems, were equally stubborn and were not going to make concessions to each other. As it turned out, they were equally ready to lead the lacrosse team, since even the coach himself could not choose one of them, throwing such responsibility on the players themselves.
“I think I'm better suited for the role of captain,” Liam was the first to speak again, which caused surprise on the face of the second guy. “Think for yourself, who better than me to be it after Scott's graduation? He's our…” he immediately stopped, realizing that he had almost said «alpha», “our former captain”.
“Yeah,” Nolan laughed, not noticing the hitch. “With your outbursts of anger, you can't be trusted to lead anyone at all! You'll also hurt someone if you're not stopped. And then we all have to take the rap for you”.
“You know what…” Dunbar instantly flared up when he heard the mention of his problem, but he was stopped by his younger sister, who got between them.
“Shut up, both of you!” resting her palms on the protective equipment on the chests of the two guys, Y/N demanded and glared at both of them in turn. “You won't achieve anything by mutual claims, as you don't understand it! Do you think why Finstock left the choice of captain to you? He could easily have chosen one of you himself or let the team vote. He needs you to finally stop fighting and find a common language. At least for the duration of the game and training. Don't you realize that your quarrels interfere with the team? If you don't want our results to sink to the bottom because of the two of you, turn on your brains and solve the problem without assault”.
Such words somehow managed to cool the ardour of both guys. Although they continued to frown at each other, no one entered into a verbal altercation. This could already be considered a small victory for Y/N.
“She's right,” Nolan began, reluctantly admitting the truth. “If we don't stop, Finstock will throw both of us out of the team. I don't need it”.
“Me too,” Liam grumbled to himself and took a deep breath to calm his emotions. “Well, which one of us will be the captain?”
“Maybe both?” the girl suggested, instantly catching surprised glances at herself. “What? I heard that two years ago Scott was also a co-captain on a par with Whittemore. So it's not against the rules, right? Maybe this is our way out?”
“I don't mind,” realizing that they simply had no other choice in the current situation, Liam agreed.
“Okay, so be it,” Holloway also made concessions, which made Y/N smile.
“So shake hands, co-captains,” on the wave of success, she decided to push them a little bit closer, for which she immediately saw dissatisfied expressions on the faces of the guys. “Okay, let's leave it for later. By the way, it's time for you to go already,” Y/N reminded, nodding at the wall clock. “Otherwise, the coach will find some new captain in your absence”.
Hearing these words, both players immediately rushed to their equipment and, picking up their clubs, ran to the exit. However, at the doorstep, Nolan stopped and returned to Y/N, briefly kissing her.
“Thank you, baby,” he whispered to her, looking straight into the girl's eyes. “I owe you”.
“Go,” younger Dunbar grinned at him, “This time you are forgiven. Have good training!”
#nolan holloway#nolan holloway imagine#nolan holloway x reader#liam dunbar#teen wolf x reader#teen wolf#teen wolf fanfiction#froy gutierrez#teen wolf imagine
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regarding yesterday my most evil sinister i/f daughter is the one who comes out the spitting image of balthazar and the princesses & as such is consigned to the torment nexus forever
#from her perspective the most normal adult (not necessarily her fave but. normal-est) she knows is froi*. like that's how dire it is#*because he entirely lacks that specific trauma (?wording) that literally all her other parents's friends have. + he does know about the#mild nightmare of being the spitting image of someone you've never met & will never know (albeit from a very different angle)#anyway can u imagine if they continue the naming scheme & call her rosemond or some shit. doomed i tell ya
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It's probably not a fancast, because I'm not looking at the actor I see, but rather those people whose appearance is closest to what the characters would look like for me in real life. Freddie Fox is probably the closest thing to Andrew for me. For many, his appearance is too soft for Andrew, BUT Andrew's face is also Aaron's face, so I think Freddie is perfect for the two of them. Neil, I'm fine with both of these actors. In fact, I'm not quite sure yet, because Neil's appearance generally fits me perfectly in the works of one artist, and so far I haven't been able to find at least 90% of the match. But Benjamin is very atmospheric for me. Especially the cadres from the death academy are straight 1,000,000 out of 100 Neils. Froy is also good, but I found out about it recently, that he is being taken on a fancast. And then I thought, "Oh, why not?" There was also once a ticktocker, but I'm not very sure now. And so far, the one I roughly imagine is exactly the atmosphere of these Louis Garrel frames as Jean. But only these shots. Not the whole actor.
Write your preferences and visions
#aftg#neil josten#nathaniel wesninski#andrew minyard#andreil#jean moreau#all for the game#If I find the others#I'll make another post.
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Froy and Posey? Imagine putting a black light on in that bedroom 😂
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NARCISSISTIC
EVERYONES SICK
TOKSIK
(yeah im back to my starset phase after the concert tonight)
IM OC POSTING GUYS YIPPIE HOORAY!!! i want to introduce to you: my favoritest oc ever Froy!!! hes just a silly little guy who took the L to hypothermia and became a zombie somehow (im still developing that ok😭) and i make him suffer because hes fr*nch💔. Yall should expect more of him cuz i do be brainrotting abt him HEAVY (by that i mean i have a playlist on spotify i made based off of songs i imagined hed like for the lols and its. over 9 hours... help)
heres one without the green bcuz im lowk proud of the facial expression i got in here lol
Heres a detailed rendering of what i imagine his face scarring to look like (slight gore warning lol idk how to spoiler pics in here so i hope this works)
his hair is actually a tad bit longer but idk if i managed to draw it properly here lolol
#art#my art#oc#oc art#original character#that starset concert was insane#my ears still ringing doe lol#zombie#toksik#the amount of times i drew him is insane it could probably fuel this page for a few years if i started posting those🤑☠️☠️#he originally started out as a joke too lmao idk how it got here#Spotify
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Aqui encontraram imagines feitos com amor e carinho, estão postados do mais antigo ao mais recente
Zayn Malik
Froy Gutierrez
Harry Styles
Lewis Hamilton
Daniel Ricciardo
Niall Horan
Harry Styles
Sam Claflin
Zayn Malik
Eddie Redmayne
Noah Centineo
Sam Claflin
Pedro Pascal
Tyler Posey
Liam Payne
Niall Horan
Henry Cavill
Chris Evans
Niall Horan
Liam Payne
Eddie Redmayne
Bruno Lima
Johnny Depp
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I'm so bored right now, not sure what to do with myself at this hour.
So, a few months back, I finished up the Folk of the Air trilogy, and man, I loved it! The whole story was awesome, the characters were even better, and the world-building was pretty solid.
As I was reading, I never really settled on a single image for any character. It's funny how my mental picture of them kept changing as I went along.
Anyway, here's my fancast. It's not super accurate, just how I imagine some characters based on what Ms. Holly described and some actor that I think fit well with the characters. But if you think differently about any of my choices, feel free to drop a comment!
Locke
I despised Locke so much, and a part of me wanted to picture him as ugly or something, but I couldn't bring myself to it because Jude kept emphasizing how the fae were supposed to be really beautiful, and Locke was handsome (I mean she fell for him and ik my girl has good taste). I think Froy Gutierrez would be a good pick
Vivienne
My girl, my wife, she wasn't the perfect sister, but unlike some folks, she didn't go betraying anyone just to get what she wanted. Renne Rapp was the closest match I could think of when picturing Vivi's looks.
The Bomb
I never really pictured The Bomb as an adult or even someone in their late teens, but rather as someone young and tiny, probably around 14 or so. And lately, I've been loving Leah's work on Percy Jackson, so I think she'd be awesome here too. So, everyone, Leah Sava Jeffries.
Heather
She's cute and makes my girl happy, so I like her. Have y'all watched "Bodies Bodies Bodies"? I picture her like Amandla Stenberg in that movie—very artsy, very alternative. (Honestly, I don't know why.)
And that's about it, now I'm tired and ready to sleep.
Have a nice night, wherever you are.
#the cruel prince#tfota#the folk of the air#the bomb#locke#heather#vivienne#again this is just my opinion#nat's rambles#nat's books
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TDA FANCASTS / FACECLAIMS (repost)
I’ve decided to add to the noise with my own content because at this point I’ve seen Froy Gutierrez and Timothee Chalamet fancast for just about every single male TSC character and I think we all deserve some variety. This will probably be followed up with posts for the other series in the near future. I’ve tried my hardest to find people as close as possible to my headcanons, but I feel like 95% of Cassie Jeans art still does the best job at representing what I picture these characters to look like in my head. Feel free to agree or disagree and let me know what your fav faceclaims are 🤗
Emma Carstairs - Bridget Satterlee (it’s not perfect and personally I still imagine Emma with sharper features, but at least she’s got the brown eyes and Emma vibes)
Julian Blackthorn - Darwin Gray (again pretty much the best I could find, idk why Jules and Emma are so hard to get right)
Cristina Rosales - Natalia Castellar Calvani
Mark Blackthorn - (Young) Gerhard Freidl (look I even added the golden eye😌, he’s def one of my faves with the soft and ethereal vibe he’s got going on)
Ty Blackthorn - (Young) Asa Butterfield (Ty was so damn hard to find, and he def wouldn’t work for grown up Ty in my opinion)
Livvy Blackthorn - (Young) Amalia Zadro (she’s literally so perfect I can’t)
Kit Herondale - Griffin Mark (sorry for the picture quality, he’s a tiktoker and I couldn’t find anything better, but LORD does he look like young Kit)
Dru Blackthorn - (Young!) India Eisley
Tavvy Blackthorn - Random kid I found here
Arthur Blackthorn - Jude Law (just picture him with glasses chilling in an a dusty attic)
Diana Wrayburn - Lehlogonolo Machaba (she’s a South African trans model, I know this is literally just fancasts but I thought it would be nice for proper representation anyways, plus she’s giving off the biggest Diana vibes)
Kieran Kingson - I’m so sorry I can’t find the original image source 😭
Gwyn ap Nudd - Ed Skrein
Annabel Blackthorn - Esme Creed-Miles
Diego Rocío Rosales - Jorge Antonio Guerrero (he def looks too old but otherwise fits well enough)
Jaime Rocío Rosales - Jacobo Cuesta
Manuel Villalobos - Zak Henri
Zara Dearborn - Iris Law (yes the eye colour is off but look at her she’s got just the right energy)
The Unseelie King - Rogier Bosschaart
Prince Adaon - Davidson Obennebo
Divya Joshi - (Young) Shriya Saran
Rayan Madabuchi - Ronald Epps
Anush Joshi - (Young) Jeenu Mahadevan
Ash Morgenstern - (Young) Lucky Blue Smith
Lady Nene - Pauline Darley
Horace Dearborn - Woody Harrelson
If you’re wondering where Malcom, Helen and co. are: they’ll be in extra posts with all the characters who are kind of all over the place. As for Johnny Rook, I just didn’t have the patience anymore…
Bonus gifs: Cristina looking pretty + laughing about something Emma said off camera while they’re being girlies together having a photoshoot
#the dark artifices#fancast#faceclaim#Emma carstairs#Julian blackthorn#Cristina rosales#mark blackthorn#ty blackthorn#livvy blackthorn#kit herondale#dru blackthorn#tavvy blackthorn#Arthur blackthorn#Diana wrayburn#kieran kingson#Gwyn ap nudd#Annabel blackthorn#Diego rosales#jaime rosales#zara dearborn#Manuel villalobos#unseelie king#prince adaon#divya joshi#rayan madabuchi#anush joshi#ash morgenstern#lady nene#Horace dearborn#the shadowhunter chronicles
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Have you seen the new Froy Pics? He looks so cute!
I was at work all day and LEFT MY PHONE AT HOME can you even imagine
this is something called the Elle Hollywood Rising Stars event and he does indeed look amazing!
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Oh, is that ANGELO D'AMIANO? I heard the TWENTY-SIX year old is RESOURCEFUL. But don’t let that pretty face fool you, they are also ANXIOUS. Makes sense seeing how they are a DIRTY civilian allied with THE SERPENTS who works as a PARAMEDIC.
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full name: angelo dante d'amiano
nicknames: leo, doc, angel
faceclaim: froy gutierrez
birthdate: june 21st
alliance: serpents/the founding families
gender: cis man
pronouns: he/him
occupation: paramedic (emt)
hometown: manhattan, new york.
sexual orientation: bisexual disaster
relationship status: single
height: 5"11
red and blue flashing lights, the burn in your eyes before tears well over, amaretto sour, a tremor in your hand that never quite goes away, biting your lip until it bleeds, the softest cashmere sweater you can imagine, the stillness of the world the moment you take the first step into fresh snow, a silver chain dangling from your lover's neck against your chest, overlapping chatter in italian, espresso and a cigarette for breakfast on the fire escape, the stinging bite of stitches, someone falling asleep on your shoulder on a long car ride.
(tldr angelo is a bastard d'amiano who is basically carmy from the bear. youngestish sibling baby vibes, my man has an anxiety disorder FAMILIA, he can't do organized crime! but then he works as an emt because he can only thrive if he's constantly anxious ✨ is trying to stay out of The Life but can't stop giving free under the table medical care 😭 )
leo had childhood cancer and still needs an inhaler. perfectly healthy now but this lead to him needing extra care and coddling when he was small. people never really expected much from little angelo, he just needed to focus on getting better. because of being in and out of hospital he deals with a pretty minor case of contamination ocd that he's worked on since he was a teenager.
mama and papa d'amiano had a fairytale italia love story from his perspective, slow dancing to dean martin after dinner and making the kids gag. this was before they found out that angelo was their half-sibling, a result of infidelity and shattered the illusion.
doesn't talk about his parents at all, can't because he instantly chokes up.
leo had brains, that much was clear to see as he started running with the family business he showed a quick mind for logistics, details and solving problems in a pinch, he could macgyver their way through most situations. earning slaps on the back as he earned respect for his actions not just his blood.
though, he mostly remembers this as gi describes it back to him.
as he rode the adrenaline down from a job well done he'd spiral into anxiety attacks that made him sick and eventually start blacking out with their intensity. his heart would race, hands, knees shaking but instead of gasping loudly for air he'd withdraw to some place far inside and go deathly silent. as the world caved in around him and his pulse roared in his ears and the static overtook his vision, he wondered how long he could keep going like this.
someone very important in his life [wanted connection] talked him around to mostly leaving the life behind, worried he was going to get seriously sick from the stress. he tried to go into a less practical more academia-focused field but the quiet nearly drove him insane. he had tried to abruptly draw himself out of the never ending bustle of that life but learned quickly that he had no idea who he was without it. the stress is why he liked it so much.
leo is a classically trained pianist who got into juilliard but realized that performing live would put his life and his family in unnecessary danger so quietly declined. teaches ice skating at the weekends in a nearby rink, as he used to play hockey as a teenager.
angelo attempted to join the army medics but his asthma discounted him from active duty. changed gears into pre-med but once again after four years the stress was nearly overwhelming. leo now rides manhattan's streets and area hospitals in an ambulance: as long as other people were panicking or needing him he could remain totally calm. has a surprisingly incredible bedside manner for someone known to be sarcastic as hell and highly strung.
very often gets pulled into doing emergency surgery in the back of a truck with nothing but a hello kitty flashlight in his mouth and a dream. okay, the serpents mostly make it to facilities but things happen. won't tell his family but he pretty much patches up anyone if he stumbles across them in need. is mostly 'out' of the game but really he's always got one toe over the line back in.
doesn't know how to cook for himself and never will. think of robert pattinson microwaving tin foil pasta. is it wilful incompetence? or is he just that kind of rich kid? he's italian enough to know what good food tastes like. i guess we'll never know. likes to throw himself dramatically over furniture like an 1800s novel heroine and sigh pathetically until someone brings him coffee in the morning. doesn't know how to drive, obviously.
angelo has never worn a matching pair of socks in his entire life and can fall asleep anywhere. always cold, probably wearing a scarf rn. doesn't take care of himself properly, 'wdym gi? i know tons of people who cry every day'.
lives in a shitty little apartment in brooklyn, the price of trying to remain self-sufficient with his nose clean. has insomnia and works way too much, hates being alone in his apartment even though he wanted independence so badly?
self-conscious and prideful in equal measure, a little sheltered and naive in ways but also speaks five languages fluently. can be spiky, cranky with a sharp tongue to hide his anxiety and a bit of a cry-baby brat to be honest. craves and hates attention at the same time.
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Siobhan's PR Universe (2023 Update)
Rainbow Express: The mysterious Necro Line is a group of aristocrats obsessed with sucking the life out of the Earth and using it for their own nefarious purpose. Four teenagers from Earth are chosen by the Conductor (Ke Huy Quan) of the Chrono Line - an opposing force to the Necro Line - to become the newest Power Rangers team to protect the Earth from falling into darkness. However, the sudden influx of light energy awakens a young android on the Chrono Line named P0PPY (Lana Condor), who becomes the unofficial leader of this rag-tag team. Also featuring Jacob Latimore as Indigo Campbell, Peyton List as Daisy McNamara, Hero Fiennes Tiffin as Forest Whitmore and Ciara Bravo as Camelia Whitmore. (Adapted from Ressha Sentai ToQger)
Digibeast - Everyone in the small town of Summerville is obsessed with the mobile game known as Digibeast - a creature-raising simulator that transforms into a game where you force those creatures to fight. What they don't know is that the app was created by a nefarious group known as the FANG Corporation, obsessed with using Earth's teenagers as an army and using the game to make them docile and more susceptible to brainwashing. To combat this, five Digibeast hatchlings contact their hatchers and use them to combat the corrupted soldiers created by the FANG Corporation. Starring Xolo Mariduena as Maddox Clemente, Hayley Tju as Dawn Sudarso, Diego Tinoco as Dante Carerra, Chantz Simpson as Caleb Jones and Emily Skinner as Brooklyn Matthews (Adapted from Doubutsu Sentai Zyuohger)
Turbo Prism - The ancient underground tribe of Jewelia is under attack by a group known as Axium, which is disguised as an Earth-based mining corporation. Desperate to save her people, Jewelian Princess Seraphina (Isabela Merced) sends four of her people's finest to the surface - a cocky royal guard (Froy Gutierrez), a kleptomaniac urchin (Rachel Hilson), a charming swordsman (Tyler Alvarez) and her personal Lady In Waiting (Savannah Lee May). The only thing missing is a leader, and thus, the group arrive on Earth to prevent Axium from stealing its resources. While in the town of Silver Hills, they meet socially awkward high school student Mitchell Park (Lance Lim) who shows the right amount of courage and imagination to become the leader of the new Turbo Prism team (Adapted from Mashin Sentai Kiramager with Choushinsei Flashman archive footage)
Cyberspace - A hot new VR game named Space Deleter has just come out, and an E-Sports team known as Alpha Phi (αφ) are tasked to test it. However, when Henri (Aramis Knight) accidentally touches something he shouldn't have, he sets off the bad guys from the game into the real world. Fortunately, the company had the exact failsafe for this situation -- grant the five test subjects the ability to become Power Rangers and protect the world from the Bugster Army. Also featuring Quincy Founce as Elijah Frank, Kira Kosarin as Flo Dupont, Lyrica Okano as Stevie Kitagawa and Ryan Potter as Kasper Kitagawa (Adapted from Battle Strike Team Space Deleter)
#ocappreciation#ocapp#ochub#queerocs#powerrangersoc#power rangers oc#story: rainbow express#story: digitbeast#story: turbo prism#story: cyberspace#these are mainly the series i have the most ideas for lol#so the ones that are fleshed out#so no cosmic force or w/e im gonna call my kyuranger adaptation lol#also take a shot whenever the big bad is a corporation or capitalist linked#in a franchise thats known for selling toys :') oops!#anyway!
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see froi's actually very lucky that he's a ya protagonist in a character-driven series bc it means that when his other father figures are projecting + impressing their own flaws onto him he can go home to august (invented skuldenorian gentle parenting) to experience like. a normal relationship. + garg is actually in a position to get through to him on the matter. compare with fitz's father-figure saw trap
#when burrich is like 'i don't expect anything of you that i wouldn't of myself' or w/ever & it's like. burrich you understand if this does#not exactly fill me with confidence. not even touching chade tonight though. jesus christ#sorry im just spit-balling here my grasp on fitz is nowhere near as strong as my grasp on froi#for those of you unfamiliar with fitz: imagine if literally everything in froi's life was default 10x worse and everything that could go#wrong did go wrong. ahh he makes me soso sad to think about#anyway. we need more assassins whove repressed the first five years of life & their birthname & have multiple insane dynamics w/#multiple insane father-figures. this will not go wrong
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It must be really difficult being Froy. I mean every time I see him doing literally anything in image, video, in person, any of it, I am filled with a visceral desire to make love to him for hours on end.
And assuming most others feel this way, as they rightfully should, I imagine regular interactions are difficult to have.
Yeah it must be hell to be that hot and cute and likable.
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What inspired your oc?
what inspired Ben?
that’s a hell of a rabbit hole, but lemme give it a crack. hope you're ready to read a whole book lol :
so, for starters, i’ve always been a spider-man kid for as long as I can remember. I’m not sure what my first introduction to spidey would’ve been, but i’d bet it was either the 90s animated series or tobey maguire’s spider-man movies. The first maguire movie came out when i was 2, but i’m positive i saw it super young because i don’t remember a time where i didn’t absolutely fucking adore spidey. Some of my strongest memories are actually of ‘wall crawling’ up my grandma’s brick sidewalk and running around her yard like i was swinging from a web. I had the toys, the pajama suit, the string-can webshooters, plastic masks, played all the games growing up, etc etc. Spider-man stuff is just like, idk INGRAINED in me. He’s what i wanted to be- and, honestly, i still dream of swinging from a web.
Now, that said: Ben.
Ben started as a x reader concept. I’d never written fics before stumbling onto homelander, but i ended up finally snapping one day and giving it a shot for two reasons. a) blindmagdalena inspired me to write and b) i wanted to finally see some form of trans rep for fanfics, particularly for transmasculine people. I have my brain trained so strictly to swap pronouns, gendered terms, and even body part names that it actually affects my reading outside of fics, too. Which isn’t necessarily good, but it just goes to show how little is out there for us (fic is usually always skewed toward fem readers- which isn’t a bad thing! It just makes it hard for transmasc folks to indulge sometimes). But yeah, i really fucking wanted to finally put something out there for us.
But, this fella had to have powers right? Tender Threads was the start of my writing adventures and i was adamant that it would follow a supe!reader. And what powers would i want if i were a supe? Spider powers, of course! Initially i was really insecure about doing this because webweaver already exists in the boys comics and i felt like a copycat. I couldn’t even figure out a better spidery hero name than spider-man, so i said fuck it and went with it. Of course, months later across the spider-verse came out and validated me putting a spider-man in another universe, but that’s besides the point lol.
The more i wrote this x transmasc!reader concept, the more and more i could see Ben in my head. He started off as a concept and just… grew? I picked his name because i really like ben reilly as spidey and i figure there’s gotta be another spider-man out there named benjamin, right? They can’t all be variants of peter and the more major characters. Funny enough, he was almost a Bennett. Anyway, i imagined him quite similar to peter parker in the ultimate spider-man comic line, but he’s steadily grown to have his own appearance, especially once i went out looking for a face claim for him and found froy gutierrez. Now, he looks like a ~2018 era froy! Funny how ocs grow and change.
I decided that i wanted him to have powers more along the lines of Miles Morales in the insomniac games (bc i fucking ADORE miles and i think his bioelectricity is SO FUCKING COOL). So, i picked that. Kept the organic webbing bc that made sense to me.
Also, it wasn’t even a thought in my head of whether or not to carry over the aspect of being trans for ben.
His suit design was heavily inspired by the unbreakable spider-man suit by @ vaughanilla_cosplays on instagram, but i’m still working on building a design that is truly ben’s.
From there, i thought of him in terms of what my ideal spider-man would be like. This part i actually struggled with until i stumbled across this video of Peter Cullen about the day he auditioned for optimus prime (hopefully the time start works, otherwise it's at 1:38-2:10). Those words hit me first, like, as a person, and i find them influencing me in my day to day life, surprisingly. But then i realized, that’s what i want for ben. If ben was going to be a hero, he was going to be a real hero. Benjamin would be strong enough to be gentle. Even being a character destined to love a man who is anything but, Ben would be strong enough to be gentle.
Above everything else, Benjamin is gentle.
And from there, he grew. He grew and grew and grew, and now he’s actually very precious to me. Ben is my spider-man, more than any iteration ever. When i think of spidey, i think of Ben.
But yeah. I guess ben was ultimately inspired by my love for spider-man meeting my love for the boys. Just, one day an egg appeared, you know?
Anyway, thank you so much for this ask. I fucking LOVE talking about my lil benny-boo
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