#fromthejournals

[ahsanerthedaydreamer]

After all I've come to realize what everyday is about,

It's "Remembering"

[breanna-lynn]

"It's not that You're simply loving, but the way You have loved me. It's the way I know You and who You are. That is how I have come to love You. Not just knowing You in thought, but through every touch of Your hand to my heart. That's what's made it real. That it's personal." - @breasimon

#fromthejournals

[dopaminedeathwish]

Teach me something

In order to teach anyone something of value we ourselves must be able to do so with empathy. You cannot expect to transfer your wisdom to another successfully without understanding why they are not processing your methods. If you expect a person to fully understand without being patiently guided through a subject, you’re in turn hindering their knowledge. This is often met with indignation. Approaching them with a degree of compassion ultimately yields a better response. When you have something to bestow upon another, do it with compassion. If you simply expect them to understand, they won’t. You must be thorough and sure. We as humans are capable of doing so. Communication with empathy and reassurance makes all of the difference. It’s in my belief that this is only possible once we show ourselves the same courtesy. In order to be patient with others, we must first be patient with ourselves. In order to be empathetic towards others, we must first be empathetic with our selves. In order to be compassionate towards others, we must first be compassionate with ourselves. It’s within us to be pragmatic. Be willing so you may be able. 

[kikonara-blog]

Its a rough road where we get to see what's happening among us, the mistakes... problems nd sacrifices.. We get to hear ones true voice where we know where we stand in each other's life.. Scream and shout and tears to express emotions can never be heard or seen by just a glance.How we overcome such impossibilities to make them believe that we are sincere in what we do and everything we do.. #theoneselfjourney #throwbackthursday #littlewonders #fromthejournal

[ahsanerthedaydreamer]

And in my dreams, I meet the ghosts

Of all the people who have come and gone

Memories, they seem to show up so quick

But they leave you far too soon

Naïve I was just staring at the barrel of a gun

And I do believe that,

But I've got High Hopes.

[ahsanerthedaydreamer]

And when you cry, I'll be right there telling you

You were never anything less than beautiful.

[ahsanerthedaydreamer]

A thing about shyness and low confidence is that you never really get to let people know you. People might have a thought about you that you're like this or that but reality is totally different. Can't stop imagining the opportunities and people you've lost just because of your shyness. Even though you're sometimes the most frank guy ever.

But still I'm gonna keep trying with the motivation from Taylor's song "This is me trying". With the hope that things get better.

You might keep on going with the flow instead of just floating.

[dopaminedeathwish]

This time

I want to take things slow. I mean so slow that watching paint dry seems fast.

I want to learn that we can be friends before the next step.

I want to get to know you again. The real you.

I want to relearn your past and all of your flaws so I can learn to accept them again.

I want to see your scars for the first time since we parted ways and kiss them all. Like I did before.

I want to learn your boundaries and take them seriously. I hope you’ll do the same.

I want to wait a few dates to kiss you again. Let the feelings build up to the moment.

I want us to understand each other and relearn to respect one another. Let’s mean it.

I want to see your worst all over again and be better at understanding why it gets that bad.

I want to let the feelings come with time instead of rushing in blindly hoping for the best.

I want to communicate with you. Really communicate and help each other understand why things happened. To teach each other why “that hurt” or what “can we do to be better from this?”

I want us to relearn the empathy lost and to actually fix the problems instead of patching them and pretending it didn’t happen.

I want us to say “I understand” and have meaning behind it.

I want us to really try and keep our word. Try and understand that not every promise can be kept. But we’ll do our best.

I want you to believe in us the way I believe in us.

I want you to be here as badly as I do.

I want you to shut me up and demand I listen when you have something to say. I will listen. I’ll hear you. I’ll hold you when you’re done.

I don’t care about chances. I care about effort.

I want us to make time for ourselves so we appreciate “our” time.

To be with you and know “we can do this.”

We both have to want it. Without you I am without a home.

When you’re ready. When you’re willing. Call me.

Because I still love you.

Come home.