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I'm going to strangle my roommate! :)
#he's woken me up like a half hour after I've fallen asleep two nights in a row now#just by being loud#like dude there's absolutely no reason for you to be so loud i can make out every word you're saying#from my room with the door closed#at this rate I'm going to move out before September if i have the opportunity
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#you#...#you...#Congrats with surviving... I hope it wasn't too bad...#We had something similar last year#We live in a kind of a distant village#And our streets are connected to one heating system#And it was so cold last year that this station just broke#Me and my sister have been without water electricity and heat first day *giggle* It was funny to wear 2 complects of cloths and jacket#It was... like... -14 inside of home? *giggle*#On the second day we at least got electricity back and got a little heater (We were separated from parents so the have been calling 3#times per day XDD) We closed all doors to not let the heat outside#Since we got sick and couldn't take a shower#We were able to go to school but we looked like shit XDD#Then we were lying next 2 days like potatoes in one room with a heater... it felt awful XDD#They couldn't fix the main heating system for almost 3 days#It was... funny.... never want to experience the same again and hope you will not too
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me when i fuck it we ball
#ortismypassion#undertale#sans#papyrus#flowey#frisk#i did not lovk in i actually got locked the fuck out abd climbed through the window instead#anwyasys i think about them alot. too much#thinking about them all remembering resets and all burdened by tue fact that theyve all killed each other and they've all watched each othe#die over and over.#but its ok they're silly with it now and are not totally a little co dependent and trauma bonded abd cant be away from each other for a few#minutes at a time#anwyags i have this scene in my head of toriel opening the bedroom door and looking at them all fondly . a soft smile on her face#before closing the door and sighing. letting a worried frown mar her face#because shesso worried about them.#worried about how they seem so close yet they have not known each other for even a month before getting to their surface home#and how theyre never apart#or how all of them get nightmares and seem to seek each other out for comfort. so mucn so that theyve all moved into one room together#anwyays do you get me. do tou get it (wjo tf is reading this anymore)#they've been through so much and seen so many things that theyre not the same peoplen they were. never will be.
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Sunny Feels like 120°
#0253c#i actually cant be like this rn because i live with family and if i close the door my room turns into more of an oven#so instead my entire tank top from underboob down is drenched#😭
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catch me laughing in the club awkwardly because this season has a 19 year old blonde female companion from London, a space travelling left of law brunette queer boy who flirts heavily with the doctor, absolutely zero writers of colour and no mention of sensitivity readers…….and next season the new companion is a woman of colour. uh oh!
#he’s not stupid enough to do Martha again but be REAL with me. do you think this man can handle writing for a brown woman and a black man#and make it in any way genuinely tasteful. the one race he’s punched down and the other he’s basically ignored during his tenure :/#rtd seems to think because he has the lived experience of the great struggles of being queer in the 80s and onwards#which was a serious struggle and came with its issues#that he understands being a person of colour? like he wrote an episode about racism and then laughed about not needing a sensitivity reader#before he handed it off to ncuti. but it needed one because it was a stupid episode because he’s white and moreover#seems to think he understands WITHOUT actually getting any of the nuance. which makes it worse.#im just concerned to put it lightly#like chibnall’s bad habit was ‘good episode followed by a bad episode so bad you forget the good episode even existed’#but at least he got writers of colour in to make some of those episodes! he actually cared! and also fumbled real bad (nazi uniform… ://)#still. he actually gave it a pretty good shot and opened some doors behind the scenes. like the writer’s room which is just as important#and also in the scenes tbf like yaz and ryan sharing scenes as poc companions during the same run was groundbreaking#and rtd just closed them again going actually no im doctor who’s most specialist boy and we should do my run all over again#stop this man. get someone new in. he is not much better than chibnall rn like he is not batting hits#stop letting the world’s most charismatic doctor (ncuti i will get rid of regeneration to keep you. i love you. wish you had better writing)#distract you from the fact RTD is doing a ‘biggest hits’ tour rn. stop him!!!!!!! please can we have a showrunner of colour! a woman! please#rtd critical#doctor who#dw
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#mod chilchuck#she worked in the grooming section of the pet store and there a huge window between the grooming room and the rest of the store#and you can see in from the register and the entryway of the store#i say my manager walk in and start talking to her. they literally fired her infront of me and anyone who walked past that window#granted: i couldnt hear because the door was closed. but it was kinda obvious based on the expressions.#and she wasnt the only worker in grooming at the time#there was another grooming employee in the room.#like damn.#dungeon meshi#namari#laios#kabru#(kabru is the one talking) (this is from this week's episode)
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i love having cats. there's just a Little Guy in my house that i can go annoy when i'm bored
#she's my bestie she's my nemesis she's my comedy partner she's my little meow meow#i poke her she smacks me#i say hi she makes an unholy noise in return#i crochet she sits in my lap and watches#i freak out bc theres a spider & she eats it#and when i keep my door closed for more than five seconds she yowls and scratches like she's been exiled#she truly is The Most Cat Ever#except also not bc she acts more like a person. shes too smart#absolutely unprompted#sorry im just feeling Affection for my small ginger menace#she is currently crouching on the rug trying to Entice me into shenanigans#ohhhh nvm she just brought one of her toys into the room. she wants me to throw it so so badly#get you a cat who plays fetch#and Wont Stop Staring oh my god i can feel her eyes boring into the back of my skull#she's just staring at me from the hallway. menacingly#her tiny murder paws.... her weirdly strong tail that hurts when it slaps me in the face... big ol ears... pink nose... She <3#i've never had a cat with such a strong personality#sorry *purrsonality#her range of expressions and vocals... unparalleled#helped me carry a bit for a full five minutes a lil bit ago#meowed back in all the right places with the right tone#she knows whats up <3
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U of M sounds like a nightmare rn. I’m an MSU graduate who wants do my PhD in geophysics and I’ve considered U of M bc they do have a good geology department but I think I’m just gonna uhhh Not Go There. I haven’t really heard what’s up with MSU but I know we had an SJP chapter 🥴 So I suspect it’s not quiet. But U of M’s antisemitism makes HEADLINES, stay safe
It's really more of a mixed bag. The antisemitism here is very real and very scary, you'll never catch me denying that. But it's not the whole story.
On October 7th this year, there may have been an SJP protest at Rackham. But the Diag was like a mini Hostages Square all day long, and there were hundreds of people at the memorial in the evening. Hundreds of people saying a prayer for the state of Israel and mourner's kaddish, hundreds of people singing acheinu and hatikvah. A week or so prior, 500 people gathered on the diag in support of Jewish students and our right to be here. And I can't speak to the latter, as I wasn't there, but on the 7th campus security was by us all day to make sure nothing happened.
If I recall correctly, about 15% of the student body here is Jewish. We have a very active Hillel, as well as a Jewish Resource Center and a Chabad. Even when campus is scary, we've got each other and we've got a lot of each other. There is fear, but there's hope too.
#spent awhile figuring out how i wanted to articulate this#cause like. on one hand i don't want to minimize the very real antisemitism here#i know of all the attacks on jewish students and i know that a lot of my peers hate jews so much. i know it real deep#this is my second year in a row where the dorm room directly across the hall has 'from the river to the sea' on their door#(different people)#i lost probably a majority of the friends i made last year to jew hatred#but at the same time my day to day experience of campus is largely positive#i wear a bring them home dogtag every day and only two people have ever commented on it#one of them was also wearing one. the other was a hebrew classmate who told me he's close friends with one of the hostages#i see visibly jewish students around all the time even excluding my hebrew classmates (as that is admittedly a biased sample)#idk how to conclude here i guess i just wanted to get across that it's not all bad#we're here and we'll continue to be here and we're gonna be okay#jumblr
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things aren’t going well with peach. while i think my dad’s very right to be concerned that she hasn’t eaten anything in nearly 60 hours (obviously i am too), im becoming increasingly concerned that she hasn’t slept at all in around 36 hours and prior to that she was under anaesthetic, which isn’t exactly restful, so it’s closer to 48 hrs
like dad took her back to the vet today and we’ve got injections for her painkillers now because she’s not eating, and also injections for fluids (because she doesn’t drink; she only gets water from her food), so the not eating is Bad but also kinda under management, but if she doesn’t sleep soon i’m extremely worried. dad was like ‘if she doesn’t eat by tomorrow afternoon we’ll take her back because the injections will run out’ but like. if she doesn’t sleep tonight we have GOT to take her back first thing in the morning so they can sedate her or something
#her pain doesn’t seem to be too bad now that she’s got pain relief so idk what’s stopping her from sleeping#she won’t even lie down unless i’m sitting next to her. she just sits there staring out the window#her pupils are also taking up her entire eyes and have been all day#that’ll be a side effect of the medication and maybe the lack of sleep? but it won’t be making her feel any better#she can probably barely see at this point#like imagine you’ve been awake for 2 days after surgery and you’re in a lot of pain and haven’t eaten since before surgery#and are also on strong painkillers. and you also have no idea what’s wrong with you or why everyone’s doing things that hurt you#bruh your brain would be COOKED. there’s no way she has any idea what’s going on rn but she’s clearly feeling terrible#personal#like i think she’ll be ok in the long-term but she’s gotta somehow get through all these immediate issues#last time something like this happened she stopped drinking and never started again#not eating or sleeping don’t have workarounds as simple as putting water in her food#it really doesn’t help that there’s so much other shit going on rn#i’m doing a whole bunch of stuff with my phone and computer that’s taking a lot of work#but also my sister’s going on a long overseas trip that she’s leaving for tomorrow#so the combo of dad and sister coming and going constantly and also like 6 random deliveries for tech stuff in the last 2 days—#has the dogs really wound up. so georgie’s been howling at absolutely everything#and it’s rainy so my clothes aren’t trying and they’re hanging on a rack hooked on the hallway door so the door can’t close#which puts one less door between my room and the dogs so they’re waking me up every time anything happens#and i sleep during the day so that’s ALL THE TIME. i’ve had like 8 hrs of sleep between the last two afternoons#my sister always has so much random life stuff she wants to talk about and was getting really annoyed that i wasn’t very receptive#like ‘im about to go away for 3 months’ sorry i know its a big thing but i can’t just reschedule peach’s medical emergency
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talking to danielle about what we were doing a year ago and i realized last august is a hazy blur because between my sister moving without notice at the start of the month and bray dying toward the end of the month, i spent a majority of august in a weird, sick grief spiral. you may say to yourself, “okay but those are just two things; your mental health was in shambles over your sister going to a different state and a wrestler you did not actually know dying? be so for real…” and to that i say, “it doesn’t take much!”
#sometimes i wonder if i ever truly recovered from either of these things#like i think about how i am now. compared to how i was before.#and i can tell there’s a difference.#i keep the door to my sister’s old room closed and never touch anything in it and i feel cold and i feel stupid
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ITS 9 AT NIGHT DONT YOU NEED TO LEAVE AND TAKE YOUR 4 YEAR OLD HOME YET GO AWAY I WANT ALL OF YOU TO LEAVE MY HOUSE AND GIVE ME SOME PEACE FOR A FEW HOURS. literally my social battery is negative its negative and you playing cocomelon at 9pm on this Saturday night in my own fucking home is killing me. I have not had more than 30 minutes of privacy the past 3 days just GO AWAY GO AWAY
#context is my nephews birthday was today and everyone has been here since 11am except me. i just got home from work and im fucking tired#this plus a drunk family friend desperately wants to talk politics with me. literally i am in my room door half closed and he a 60 yr old#60 yr old drunk comes in like 'they told me not to talk politics with you. but i really wanna'#GO AWAY ALL OF YOU IM EXHAUSTED CAN I NOT HAVE 1 NIGHT TO MYSELF#my social battery is negative but i have no control over who comes over to the house or even the privacy of my own bedroom#TAKE YOUR KID AND GO ALL OF YOUUUUU IM TIRED I WANT TO BE ALONE
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newest chapter reminded me of like a beach episode in anime where it’s fun low conflict that still moves the plot along yes yes
also don’t know bout you but i’m getting never ending rain which yay but also ew cause it makes outside Worse. now a flashback to book one with sokka out tied up to the pole in the rain 😑
i sit Patiently for the next chapter Patience is a Virtue
OH MY GOSH HIIII!!!
yeahhh hehe last chapter was my beach episode. It was a fun mix of ‘ugh they’re so annoying’ & ‘awwww I lub them’
once again Jee has stolen the show, he’s definitely beach episode material haha.
I’m actually fine with the rain, I have lots of grass and trees so it’s happy for the feeding!! … my biggest concern is the hurricanes already acting up and what that means for our upcoming season ahhh…
dum dun dunnnnnnnnnnn….
& I love that you’re being patient because you’ll need to be this chapter is being difficult (i blame iroh & zuko)
LOVE YA GABBYTRIL I HOPE MY FLORIDA BUDDY IS DOING AMAZING!!
#I seriously think I’ll just barricade the door closed and light the room on fire#The room iroh and zuko are in to clarify#I know liab zuko went through a lot & had conditioned himself to be as unnoticeable as possible but that makes him having serious#conversations super fucking difficult#Anyone who isn’t sokka it’s like zuko ceases to function#& of course iroh is just so kind and allowing zuko the room to discuss and zukos just -#UGH HES SO DIFFICULT#anywayyyy that’s my liab rant#Someone come pick up their zuko he’s here and he’s gotta go#I LOVE THE RAIN IM SORRY YOURE BEING FLOODED!!!#I live in a rural area so rain washes out roads but the livestock around here LOVES IT (& eats the hydrated grass haha)#Those hurricanes though ughhhh#Keep me posted friend you gotta survive the summer#WE CAN MAKE IT AHHHHH#I MISSED YOU GLAD TO HEAR FROM YOUUUU#gabbytril4mg#Ask#leaving it all behind#LIAB#this is amazing#ITF#into the fire#ask
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I love not being able to even go to the next room over and bake my cake because my fucking father is blaring his stupid fuckjng tv so loud
#LITERALLY FEEL LIKE I CANNOT LEAVE MY TINY HALLWAY.#IT IS PAINFUL. I AM VERY EASILU OVERSTIMULATED BY SOUND.#like. 1 i dont wanna hear his far right talk show shit 2 the people are Loud and often Yell and talk over each other#3 the tv is UNGODLY loud to begin with. i can clearly understand it from across the goddamn hojse with the door closed#my mother ks like 'oh its vause he cant hesr the tv' OK?? HE HAS KNOWN THIS ID AN AISSUE FOR YEARS??#he refuses to do. like. literally anything. even though its now to the point of I Cannot Leabe My Room#and yes! k have noise cancelling headpjones on!#idek how im gonna handle getting dinner#or eating it. since its a Rule toneat at the table. which is rjght next tonthe tv#also i meed. Quiet. for cooking and baking#it uses a lot of my brain power i cannot afford tk spend on processing and filtering excess stimuli
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Happy STS Elli!
What inspires you to write? Are there things that you know that you can get inspiration from or does it just come randomly?
Happy STS!
For me, inspiration doesn't mean "to write".
There are, and always have been, a lot of stories floating around in my mind - ideas, scenes, vibes, outlines. I get inspiration from literally everywhere, from talking to my friends, and video games, and scrolling past images or prompts, and reading books, and spending too much time on reddit, and…
Many remain daydreams, or character backstories, eventually lost to time.
Now for actually being able to sit my ass down and get words on the page? I don't know. It comes and goes as it pleases. Having a beehive where a brain should be does NOT help, let me tell you that.
I just. Can't focus on shit lately. Can barely make it through a chapter when reading. Every day is just suddenly over, and I got nothing done, and I am so tired. I have a completely outlined short thing I have been trying to write since Nov, and it's like pulling teeth.
I could do with several months off work while everyone leaves me the fuck alone. How would that be.
#salad-ask#aria-benedetto#sts ask#I cried new year's because after having 1 (one) day of my vaction actually completely to myself#Which was after I already didn't get any quiet time on my LAST three attempts at taking time off because someone was sick at home#And spending most of all that time just working (in my time off) and cleaning the depression piles#My mom berated me for instantly refusing to come over for some 'if I die you need to know where stuff is' talk#(note: there's no reason to think she might anytime soon and she was talking about like... a cd collection)#'You always have something!!!'#I don't know anymore how to get people to understand how fucking exhausted I am.#I'm about to let the stupid paint course voucher from work lapse because in a year I didn't find a motive I like and the energy to even#consider wasting 3 hours of my life after work to produce some physical object I have no room for while having to run to get there on time#Not to mention people!! A room full of people!!#I've just become sooo sensitive to noise lately I can't even stand to be in the kitchen when the fridge hums#And you're always always always the bad guy if you close the door in someone's face because they're whistling or watching tv or calling#It's cool :) Sorry I was being unsocial :) Lemme just quickly slam my head against a wall until I pass out :)#So uh anyway happy STS writing has been going well
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Hiiiii babiessssss you'll NEVER guesss who just threw up
#gamer txt.#i took a little nap but the heat under my covers and from the radiator and the door of this very small room being closed was too much!#thankfully i ate very little so i didnt have too much to vom back up but good lord it never gets any better#emeto m
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#there’s this handsome straight dad who comes into my work sometimes#the first day he ever came in he said “be good’’ when he left and that’s been living in my head rent-free ever since#he came in today when it was ten minutes to close and we chatted for a bit#when I left him to do his shopping he tapped his hand on the small of my back and said thanks for the help#I showed him this jock harness I’m working on that’s cowboy as hell#he laughed and said “you stay on that western stuff huh’’#guilty as charged#he handed it back to me and said ‘‘I wish I knew how to quit you — that’s exactly what it made me think of!#I don’t know if it was a mistake but when he left he said ‘‘love you; be good”#I’d already locked the doors so I walked back to the break room away from the window view and just#like#😤🫠🥺#anyway my heart’s a hoe and I’m so fucking gay#lubbock texas#personal as hell#we've always been around
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