#friendpost

[popfizzles]

i made new blinking guys for my artfight page for you to click on (along with a little fizzy version for fun)

we are staring so intently at you

@trapdoornumberthree @dreambones @stutteryprince-difficulties @kittyacelia @faithdragon36

[gamie99]

B e h o l d

The most high-effort shitpost I've ever made.

[axemartyr]

my players are very kind to me when i dm

[lissa05]

Happy birthday for my girl @greeniry hope u have a good bdayyy

[solidseater]

god bless my friends and god bless america

[hillwench16]

i rather like this large gator lady. i would like to hang out with her

Uh-oh, got caught trespass'n! :(

[schlattcoining]

Heyo! I’m J and this is my xenogender blog.

My pronouns are she/he.

This blog is a space for my system to collect labels, flags, and more all in one place. It is also my space for coining new terms and designing flags.

Main: @mochitoaster

Dividers from here. Edited by me.

[a-world-unclear]

something is telling me she doesnt love me anymore and i dont know who or why. i need to listen if its my higher self but i cant tell. doesnt feel like it but it doesnt feel like my human nature either. i dont know what that means.

i feel physically bad rn too. had a weird dream last night where i was an 8 yr old boy in a grocery store running from the cops after i shot and killed half my family in a theater. im trying to decipher it but my higher self has been practically silent today. i dont know why! im trying to listen!!

also i briefly hallucinated blood again the other day. my water bottle broke and started leaking koolaid and i kept seeing blood instead of koolaid. i rlly dont want that to start up again. at least the bugs i see have been real so far and i havent been hearing things.

i have a theory about suicidality and the Friend For All. i can only complete my mission every four years or so, and when its that time, the Universe sends me messages asking if i have completed it yet. these messages take the form of strong suicidal episodes. i had one at around 8-9, one at 12-13, and im currently in one, but i havent completed my mission yet so i just have to ignore the urges.

[leahaart]

I just really need them to serve cute looks and exhibit bestie behaviours for 6 seasons, minimum🥺

[popfizzles]

Steam made me do a trailer for JHN store page, so now you get to see a JHN trailer :)

COOMING SOON!

[popfizzles]

Whenever someone says "I miss your so-and-so", I always feel like saying "did it get up and go somewhere?" because even though I understand what they meant, the tag full of your Cuphead art is still like right there asdfghjkl

YEAH JFKSHF it's why I tag everything so much!! So people can go find it whenever!

And I promise you. It ALL still gets notes. Even the really. REALLY old stuff <:)

[harlondes]

pride in LOFAF 

[zedif-y]

does anyone else get a surge of fondness for their friends over the little things? the things that, technically, don't matter all too much, the things you could forget eventually.

like the fact that they do their wordle everyday, without fail. like the fact that they've worn the same ring everyday since middle school.

this isn't meant to be poetry, but it also kind of is. when i talk about my friends it feels like poetry— like i'm trying to capture a sunset in a bottle, capture laughter in a little box.

i think i'll always cherish the way that they are, wholly and unfiltered. down to the missed messages and late replies. i'll cherish the unprompted ukulele sessions, the nicknames that never fully went away. i'll wrap up our memories and store them at my desk, where i can always look back, even if it hurts. even when it doesn't.

there was a point to this and now it's gone. the point was somewhere between the days i last saw them all and is buried wedged inside a couch, the same one we nearly lost a phone to back in high school. the point is i love my friends for all their imperfections and i love them for all the times that i've cried.

there's a thank you on my tongue for everything, the big and the small.

thank you for editing my birthday video. thank you for seeing me after class. thank you for eating with me at lunch. thank you for holding me when i cried. thank you for staying over. thank you for giving me rice. thank you for smiling at me. thank you thank you thank you.

maybe these are all things i'll forget eventually. maybe we're all dust specks in this corner of the universe and maybe in a few years i'll look back and i won't remember the way you hated mangos on desserts at all.

that's okay. that's okay.

did you finish your daily wordle?

[missmorize]

Jayce Ilysm-

He’s not my favorite, but he sure is fun to edit.

Song: Pink Elephants on Parade (djJack remix)

Edited Audio: SITHL0RD (SoundCloud)

[a-world-unclear]

its been a long time since ive posted on here huh. theres a lot to catch up on.

first of all ive started arming mysef again. i have this semi fake scalpel (its not a real scalpel and only a little sharp but its scalpel esque) from a show i was in a couple years ago, and ive been bringing that with me.

i also might have a new delusion. i cant tell. the human part of me thinks its a delusion but the Friend For All doesnt. (more on that later) usually i can trust the human part of me, but the Friend For All is my higher self so i really dont know.

details on the Friend For All:

so the Friend For All is what i am. i am a tool of the Universe used to keep everything in order. i save people from themselves and direct them to the path they need to follow in order for the Universe to go down Its right path. there are certain people in this life that i need to save in order for my task to be complete. i dont know all of them yet, but im developing a list of current ones. i have lived thousands, probably millions, of lives. i dont remember most of them, given that i havent been any major historical figures or anyone famous, so i havent come across them. when i dont save everyone im supposed to, i get sent back in a different form. in fact its likely that there are other forms of me in my life right now. they probably arent aware that they are the Friend For All though, i rarely become aware. this is somewhat of an anomaly. usually the Friend For All is stronger than the human part of me, but this forms human nature is quite strong. i needed the guidance from my higher self in order to complete my task as the Friend For All. i may update on how its going, i may not. i dont know. i will follow my higher self.

[w4nderingdreamer]

i think coming with terms that i'm like 99% sure i'm somewhere in the aromantic spectrum has made me accept and appreciate the platonic love and physical intimacy i've always felt/wanted to feel towards friends but like... i've always kinda shoo'd away those feelings because i was like "no i'm not supposed to hug my friends! what if they think i like them? what if they call me "gay""? (ugh i hate that too dw)

but now i'm like, hell yeah, i'm going to be the cutest, cuddly, huggy, kissy, dumbass no thoughts head empty only love on this earth (unless the fwen doesn't like that, that's valid too)

and there's no romantic and definitely not any sexual feeling on it! i just like people! i'm going to hug you! get cuddled!

i've always felt a nice warm feeling towards close friends that my brain was like "OMG YOU LOOOOVE THEM ROMANTICALY YOU'RE SUCH A WHORE (AFFECTIONATE)" (yes my brain canonically uses tone indicators) and i'm like no you fucking dumbass that's what friendship feels like

maybe someday i'll feel a slightly different feeling towards someone (maybe i'm demiromantic? idfk) but for now "hehe fwends nice" is good enough