#frictional suckssssssssss

[puertoark]

tasi's story got it so fucking bad every time i think about the cycle of loss and grief shes inevitably stuck into i go a little crazy.. and through the game its so obvious shes trying her best to *not* be mentally where she is physically bc haha thats the whole point she cant EVEN allow herself to be mad or to be terrified or to feel anything, she has to repress it all otherwise shes lost its so fucked up.. and its not even HER shes worrying about, its amari. she keeps focusing on a future where she and amari get to be happy and amari grows healthy and they can go to parks and play together and amari can learn everything with the amazing mom tasi was meant to be....... and no happy ending near this idealized future is real. and to think this trip was the perfect opportunity for her to get away from all the shit she just had been through :/