#fr tho i can't listen to anything now unless i go over to my room instead and it's gonna kill me
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headphones well and truly dead now, way beyond salvaging
hate and seethe on planet earth
#one side was already unusable but the other one died too just now#cables not even attached anymore on the inside on the side that worked#hate that i can't listen to anything anymore now#bc i'm not gonna be listening to music without headphones#or any videos really#i absolutely refuse. never#so i'll go without any youtube or music for a few months now#fuck this stupid baka life#fr tho i can't listen to anything now unless i go over to my room instead and it's gonna kill me#i actually deadass cannot live without music. i will be upset for the next however long i go without headphones#also bc i can't drown out the noise of Everything Else that happens around me#it's so upsetting that everything is so loud sometimes. normally i'm okay with it but sometimes Sounds in general just upset me#hate hate hate this#i wanna hit something so hard it evaporates rn#let me violent please i need it or i Will be upset with too much noise#personal
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Indie & Rio
Indie: are you done w him yet cos i have a question like Rio: Sorry Rio: Fire away Indie: serious how do i make it that good Indie: without meshing mckenna Rio: Honestly? You just find out with experience, what you do and don't like, then you have to ask for that Rio: then you ask them what they like and if they know you can do it Rio: most lads your age haven't got a clue but are easily pleased so Indie: ๐๐๐๐ Indie: not what I was hoping youd hit me w Indie: I dont have experience & he does Rio: Soz, if this was Cosmo I'd give you some weird ass tips involving household items but I ain't gonna do you like that Rio: You can get experience with yourself Indie: thats such a ma answer ๐ Rio: It's true tho babe ๐ Rio: Why, didn't you like it? Indie: i was shook i still am Rio: 'Course you were Rio: It's a big deal Indie: not too any other heads in these endz just this bitch here being cringe bout it Rio: Nah, people always lie about that shit Rio: whether it's under or over hyping Indie: we got both cos im amp and hes not bothered is that just how its destined or Rio: How you know that for sure? Indie: ๐ & ๐ Rio: There's so many answers that ain't that still though Rio: 'less I'm missing something Rio: he could be playing it cool 'cos he's as hyped, for example Rio: or just fucking hungover 'cos you know, ain't we all a bit Indie: nah cos last night isnt the only Rio: What you mean? Indie: since i gave him everything now he dont want it Indie: thats how it goes Indie: talking at new ones and bout his olds and how they be like im not there Rio: What a prick Rio: That's not on Indie: cos he dont wanna roll w no tourist which is how i am to this Rio: Nah, don't get it twisted, he don't wanna roll, period Rio: playing a numbers game like a typical teenage boy who's spent too much time alone in his room ๐ฎ๐๐ Rio: this isn't anything you did or didn't do, fuck that noise Indie: yeah cos i made the chase sick but then couldnt come through how he needed beyond that Indie: just school me and then Rio: Babe Rio: If he don't fuck with loyalty then he don't, that's on him not you Rio: doesn't mean you weren't good and even if you weren't, fuck getting better for a wasteman who ain't trying for you how you need it Indie: its what drew reckons too it aint just me chatting Indie: help me step my game up thats how you do Indie: he was with his previous for time i can make me stay for me too like Rio: What does he know, like Rio: I mean I can show you some things, yeah, but you gotta feel it and feel yourself, you know Indie: hes a lad & he knows the game, how they think & do idk he was on it with what he was saying i felt it Rio: You wanna get on a lad like your Dad Rio: they ain't all the same Indie: cos you landed mckenna & you outta that madness Indie: theyre the same for me Rio: I ain't saying a lot of 'em aren't shit, but like Rio: what about lads like your mates, they're all alright Rio: it ain't one extreme or the other Indie: to roll with if i was trying to link em theyd doing it exactly Indie: rudeboys my age want they want & get it how they do Rio: alright but idc 'bout them Rio: what do YOU want, Inds? Indie: I want him to feel for me how i do for him Indie: like he can do anything to me and wants to Rio: You reckon boys your age get it how they do Rio: so do like them Rio: how'd a fuckboy get your attention? Indie: it aint gonna go that way Indie: he scares me Indie: theres no power in it for me Rio: What scares you about it? Indie: im fallin all the time Indie: its deep and its heavy and its a total madness Rio: Oh baby Rio: If I had the answer to that shit, I'd be selling it for the ๐ธ and good of us all Indie: he makes me feel owned not like ๐ but ๐คก Indie: i cant do for him anything Indie: boys dont play me i play them 'cept now Rio: That is scary, no avoiding it Rio: Best you can do is front the bad bitch still, even when you ain't feeling it Indie: id let him put a baby in me when were olders and living that and he cant turn from edie for me Indie: what is that gonna be Indie: im just like my ma arent I Rio: Don't say it like a bad thing, your Ma was awesome Indie: nah Rio: She was though Indie: your ma can front it cos she got love for her Indie: if she was she'd be here Rio: nah, she don't get to be reduced to just how she died when her life was more than that Indie: she let him run her & i was never trying to be that but this is me younger and letting a boy play me Rio: You aren't that Rio: and I won't let that play out like that Indie: im over having my own back innit i wanted him to carry Rio: ain't a crime Rio: you got so many of us though, even if a boy does you dirty Rio: you ain't alone Indie: i feel it today Rio: I'm sorry Rio: Do you want to go somewhere with me Rio: I can get rid of Buster but I can't hang with Drew all day getting high, that's all Indie: idc bout mckenna but I want Drew to go Indie: theres a vibe Rio: We'll get rid of him Rio: or duck out home, he can sit here himself if he likes Indie: do you feel it or am i that faded on this ๐ฌ Rio: Nah, I do Rio: sure we didn't help, sorry again Indie: it's chill Indie: i would if i could Rio: gimme a sec to get decent and we'll bounce Indie: has he hated mckenna proper since the start or is it just since you two started riding each other? Rio: idk what else his reasoning would be tbh Rio: say what you like, he ain't that bad Indie: but he aint your hot half bro Indie: makes no sense Indie: you two can link up if you want Rio: you'd have to ask him, babe, but i wouldn't bother Rio: taking the moral highground on this one, i guess, idc Indie: is caleb home? he needs to cook for me cos mckenna is lax at providing Indie: that breakfast was dred Rio: i'll bell ahead and see if not we'll swing by the restaurant init Rio: did he try and make you eat something healthy? ๐ Indie: safe Indie: shouldve known not to trust a posh boy innit Indie: sneaky greens up in everything like Rio: gotta get those vitamins babe Rio: how cute Indie: youre so whipped for him i cant be listening to none of your words ๐ Rio: Shh ๐ Indie: tell yourself Indie: but nah cos its well too late Indie: ๐ & ๐ man Rio: Erm you keep them ๐ down, I know that door was closed Indie: you two are so amp for each other you aint always keepin it behind em Rio: I know, but it's hard ๐ฉ๐ Rio: Honestly, the fact only you and Drew know has me worried for this fam and their senses, like Indie: ๐๐ hes hard is how you mean Indie: standard Indie: might be a tourist still but i aint bait Rio: Don't be nasty ๐ Indie: tell him Indie: that boy so horny for you its a pure madness Rio: you been knew i'm peng gurl come on Indie: making me shook about myself Indie: its rude Rio: ๐ Rio: you ain't gotta be like me Indie: gurl please im not gonna seckle for less than Indie: youre goals Indie: ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ Rio: you're a babe Rio: need you about, only one Indie, like Rio: Mum enough for you? Indie: ๐ Indie: does that make mckenna my new daddy ๐ Rio: Watch it ๐ Indie: โ thats a yeah if i heard one ever Indie: ill get his take on my ๐๐ Indie: but not over food like Rio: It's a gonna be a bit weird for us all if we both call him that but not trying to give you incentive biatch ๐ Rio: probably not in front of my actual da either, unless you want his input too Indie: ๐๐๐ Indie: I aint trying to call nobody that Rio: Fair Rio: Can whack it out when you wanna throw subtle shade Indie: innit Indie: marko can dash me fore that word comes outta my mouth Rio: Deffo, you don't need to be on that hype Indie: he called me baby the other day boy please im grown Indie: stop playing Rio: ๐ Rio: See, boy got no clue Indie: him on that shelta and me on my ๐ aint no wonder we got crossed wires bitch Rio: Sometimes it's better when you ain't know what they ๐ฃ Rio: Done that, or pretended I ain't fluent like ๐ Indie: innit tho Indie: me on your fams hype like im from there too sometimes Rio: Multilingual and ready to mingle ๐ Indie: bit late to switch that with him but Rio: You know, babe Rio: how you think I got stuck with him ๐ nightmare, like Indie: fix my face? i gotta be fresh for all the ๐ท imma lure this boy back w Indie: a bitch knows how to take a nude least Rio: 'Course Rio: but you best not be putting your face in no nudes Rio: you need denialabilty for so many reasons, main one being its technically CP Indie: no shit my face is for all the snaps to show what a sick time im having Indie: not missing him at all Indie: the nudes are for when he remembers hes missing me Rio: That's allowed then Rio: ๐ Rio: Proceed Indie: i gotta say if tho cos hes still giving me the most air ever Indie: ๐๐๐ Rio: You're gonna fake it so hard you'll actually get there, trust Indie: last nite was so bangin til she fucked it up for me Rio: I know, babe Indie: do you reckon he wouldve Indie: with her Rio: Nah Rio: I mean, idk the lad and he sounds like a bit of a twat but Rio: sure he ain't gonna do you like that Indie: shes got ways tho Rio: She just ain't afraid of anything Rio: it works in her favour sometimes, other times it don't Indie: im not scared of no thing either Rio: 'Course Rio: but you know Rio: Edie not in a good way Indie: yeah Indie: on the subject drew wont go Indie: aint about leaving him here around all our shit but not trying to stay Indie: reckons he needs to chat at you Rio: Right Rio: I'm coming ๐ ffs man Indie: is mckenna coming home w us? Rio: Up to you, babe Indie: it aint vexing or hyping me either way Indie: if he wants to be schooled for what proper food is Rio: ๐ he's swearing down it was Nance's fault but idk Rio: either way, we got a date so I gotta kick Drew to the curb Indie: standard she does eat how a ๐ฐ do Indie: he aint done me dirty fore so daddy can have another shot at winning me Rio: I'll let him know, in roughly those words ๐ Indie: tell the boy he gotta get in my snaps ๐ Indie: make me ๐๐ Rio: Gurl, it's literally still a sore subject but we will brawl s2g ๐ Indie: jam mama Indie: not trying to co-ord these bruises Rio: ๐ Rio: Stay 'way from him fr then you get me ๐ Indie: he's just a peng piece of staging Indie: not trying to ride it Rio: s'all ๐ up in here Rio: will be when we've ๐ anyway Indie: i wanna get done again now im ๐ popped but he can chill on it Indie: not my speed Indie: and I'm too ๐๐๐ Rio: You a fool Rio: but I love ya Indie: you've been chatting at the old man for long Indie: come through w you Indie: โโ Rio: ๐ no need to tell me, he's in a chatting mood Rio: aight Rio: coming
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