#fr tho depressed me is such a bitch how can i be bored or sad or apathetic when i can do THIS.
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i think i might have caught a mania stage fixated on work. holy hell am i lucky. life is good. being mental is great. i am so productive im going to fucking idk. earn money I guess. and be my best self
#fuck i LOVE my manic episodes when it's not a mania about something stupid or just an agitated state#and i know im gon whine about how this was terrible letter on when i have fucking ulcer or whatever from not eating#and really heavy eye bags from barely sleeping#but dang do i feel like a superhuman rn#this is dream come true#my focus is NEVER fucking there except for these times#like okay it's still terrible and i have to fidget a lot and play stupid background videos and like idk#i still have trouble retaining information and print attention to the conversation but it is much better than what it usually is low#like* not low#ah okay fine to catch my sweet 4 hours of sleep before i go get more work done 🥰#future me is gonna be so pissed at me for saying this but#whatever this mental state is called is great can't recommend it enough 🤭🤭🤭#fr tho depressed me is such a bitch how can i be bored or sad or apathetic when i can do THIS.#holy hell this is refreshing#okay bye
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