#fox going thru the horrors ....

[blueflipflops]

I think one of my favorite genre of clone centric star wars fics are where Fox and the Coruscant Guard gets their own jedi. Usually by digging through trash chutes. There's usually a jedi there or two. Fox found them so he's keeping them. And this somehow saves the galaxy.

[mawu-yama]

forgot to post a bunch of stuff i drew on mspaint so here's an inconsistent dump of it

[joejhang]

my unasked-for input in the jeremy discourse

been seeing a lot of jeremy knox discussion as of late while mindlessly scrolling thru the aftg tag so i've decided it's time to step in. spoilers ahead continue at ur own risk.

the main criticism of jeremy i've seen in the fandom is the way he treats/deals with jean's situation. a lot of people think he's just not doing a good job and can be insensitive or thoughtless at times. i'd like to counter this by saying: he's doing his best, and he's actually doing pretty well.

the aftg fandom at large has this superiority issue where they seem to always know the right thing and the right way to go. i'm gonna remind y'all that we are very used to the foxes and andreil, and the trojans are a totally different environment to the one we've been acclimatised to. the foxes are not well-adjusted AT ALL and to an outsider's eye the way they deal with each other is probably really cruel and rude at times. it works for them because they're in similar positions in life and have no time for politeness and courtesy, and the only way for them to work together is to work out all the fights and issues head-on, with little concern for hurt feelings. it works for them, but that doesn't mean it's the best or only way to go for anyone else.

jeremy may have an untold backstory of his own, but i think we can all agree that he's much more well-adjusted than jean, who has been living in an abusive cult environment for years. the trojans and jeremy are completely unfamiliar to jean, but so is jean to jeremy. jeremy has no idea the full extent of jean's past and history of abuse, so you can imagine his shock and horror when he finally begins to realise the ugly details of what happened to him.

there's a lot of emphasis on action and reaction in the way the fandom sees characters and relationships, but not a lot on intention. i think, no matter the mistakes jeremy makes, his intentions are good. he wants to support jean and help him in his healing journey. was it wrong of him to tell cat and laila what happened in jean's freshman year without his permission? yes, of course. but i think people need to consider that jeremy is literally only human. he's a 22 year old boy who has unresolved issues of his own that's just trying to do the best he can with what he has. he shouldn't have talked about jean's past without his consent, but it's important to know that he didn't do it with malicious intent or just to gossip. he probably genuinely thought it was the right way to go to let cat and laila know, so they can help jean better by knowing what happened. it wasn't the right thing to do, but honestly i think people in the fandom are more pressed about it than jean is. jean remarks on it and seems a bit annoyed, both with himself for telling jeremy and jeremy for telling the girls, but he doesn't hold it against jeremy and clearly still trusts him. jean knows that jeremy wants the best for him, and is doing his best, and the fandom should remember that too.

i think a lot of the issues the fandom has w jeremy and also jerejean is that they seem to think jeremy is going to "heal" jean. i cannot explain how much this take boils my blood because people can't "heal" other people. healing is a complicated and long process that requires, yes, help from others, but also changes in perspective, environment and core belief. jeremy alone is not going to fix jean and make him good as new, and that attitude towards them is unhelpful when analysing the narrative. jean's slow journey of healing comes from the combination of: a huge change in environment (the mob mindset of the raven's nest -> the sunshine court), a support network (jeremy, cat, laila, wymack, the trojans, occasionally kevin and neil), a change in mindset (both towards exy as a sport and towards relationships with others and a relationship with himself) and simply time. no one person can heal another, and no matter how large a role jeremy plays in jean's healing, he knows he can't do it on his own. so do the other people around jean. it's why cat takes him on a motorbike ride, just to let him relax and see the world. it's why renee doesn't get jean to stay with her, because she knows how good the trojans will be for him. jeremy is not going to heal jean, but he can definitely help him with it.

the last and arguably most important thing is this: jean trusts jeremy. y'all can talk about how jean is traumatised and unfamiliar with the world outside the nest but i swear to god this fandom babies and uwufies him to unbelievable extents. jean may be unspeakably traumatised and at the end of his rope, but he is an adult, and he does have agency. he understands that jeremy cares about him and his wellbeing, and he trusts jeremy. jeremy isn't perfect. he's inevitably going to make mistakes and do questionable things along the way, but i don't think he's at all impeding jean's healing or growth, and he is doing everything with genuine good intentions. one person's definition of the "right" thing to do is not objective and all-encompassing. jeremy may do things that offend you, and that you would hate, but everyone has a different opinion on these things. do you guys remember the conversation between andreil after dr*ke's attack, when neil pushes andrew just to see him crack? if u think about it on an objective level, it was wrong, even cruel, to press someone about their history of trauma after a horribly traumatic event has just happened to them. but andrew doesn't hold it against neil, and doesn't even seem all that bothered by it. i think the aftg fandom would do well to look at things and events that happen in the books in context and stop thinking that there is only one right answer to every question and only one correct solution in every situation. just because something would be a no-go for you, doesn't mean it would be for everyone, and that goes for fictional characters as much as it goes for real life.

anyway i just find it so interesting how critical and quick to judge people are when it comes to jeremy, when, objectively, the foxes and even andreil have done probably more pressing and objectively "wrong" things to each other. if u read the series back, there are a lot of times when they push and challenge each other's boundaries, but there's an understanding that that is the best way for them to engage with each other. it would do everyone a lot of good to apply the same attitude to the sunshine court, considering how vastly different of a context this new series is in.

[pondslime]

just sayin.............if any of u like campy 90's horror and are in need of smthn to binge..........HIGHLY recommend tales from the crypt. it's raunchy & goofy & SO delightfully foolish.

rewatching it this week bc some absolute legend uploaded the entirety of it on youtube lmao

droppin some episode recs below:

forever ambergis: 30-somethin steve buscemi plays a v cute & endearingly pathetic guy. he loves his wife. things go badly for him.

only skin deep: shitty garbage man has the worst night ever w/a sexy weirdo. my FAVORITE episode. if u watch any of em........watch this one. molly? oh, the character of all time. good for HER (episode one)

abra cadaver: boys will be boys (DEROGATORY)

carrion death: do u wanna watch a shirtless kyle maclachlan play an unhinged psycho? as he monologues his way stupidly thru the desert? and loses his mind? sure u do. he's making a lot of acting choices in this one. none of them are particularly good. I'm obsessed

lover come hack to me: good for HER (episode two)

the trap: directed by michael j. fox! v cute.

four-sided triangle: good for HER (episode three). additionally........this episode walked so that pearl (2022) could run. know ur roots..............research ur ancestry.......................

[chaos-le-mieux]

Error Chara: Killer Statements

It's been six months...

How has this year been more stressful and time consuming than the previous ones ; -; Anyway, despite it how long it's been, I feel like I could have done more.. but I also feel like I need to upload something.

So Yeah, How the Turn Tables :3 Killer Chara monologuing/narrating, aiding their Sans in this fight. and oh Look! A new Challenger!! What's the worst that could happen?..

Normally I'd write something more in-depth to what's going on, but I can't think atm.

Have Fun~

Also, it's been brought to my attention that viewing these on mobile thru the Tumblr App compresses the image to the point where a lot of the text is not legible. I'll eventually upload a Mobile Version where each panel is it's own thing for easier reading. Just something else that will take a lot of time to do = -=

Undertale © Toby Fox Killer!Sans © @rahafwabas Horror!Sans © @sour-apple-studios Dust!Sans © @ask-dusttale Nightmare © Jukoblog (the @ won't work some some reason)

[gorgugplushie]

BAD KIDS GAMING HCS

Nobody asked but i cant stop thinking abt it so

Fabian - canonically doesn't know what mobile games are, much less actual videogames. He sort of sees them as pointless (why do quests and adventures in a videogame when he could just do them in real life?) Of course the bad kids pull him into their gaming sessions, though he spends most of them asking what the controls are again and raising an eyebrow at their shenanigans. Ragh sits him down and makes him play some sport based video games which he does enjoy, he can get really into it if you give him time (he yells so so loud) he also gets into ddr style games bc he likes beating the other bdkds at them. Videogames are a good excuse to hang but he'd rather go out and play football irl.

Kristen - coming from a heavily sheltered and what i assume monitored family, kristen probablyyy isnt all that into videogames. At most i think she'd have some mobile games like idk candy crush on her phone, like fabian she'd get confused and spend her in game time running around and just watching the others play, she goes along w the others shenanigans v easily tho and loves doing silly bits while playing.

Riz - Riz is the type to play window games on their families shared computer for hours on end. Stuff like sudoku, pinballs, or solitaire. He'd love those games like the nancy drew mystery ones, or those games where you find items like I Spy. The only downside is he gets unhealthily fixated and will spend 3 days getting to lvl 100+ on Tetris if you let him, obsessed w 100% games and making funny number go up. Surprisingly good at rhythm games.

Adaine - into open world games, like fallout or outerwilds. Will spend days writing and churning out backstory and lore for her in game character. Veryyy picky and wants every decision to be true to their newest ocs backstory, will spend a solid hour on the character creation screen. She also loves more violent shooting games, although playing online with strangers gives her anxiety and she cannn get gamer rage, she'll get fixated on getting stuff like headshots and Winning and Being a good teammate that she'll start shaking and have to step away from playing for a bit. Single player fighting games w blood where she can turn her brain off and just fight are more cathartic for her. I feel like she ends up doing insane shit in them like saw and hack off limbs and go full dark story mode route and then regret it so so much and lie awake at night not sleeping bc of it and delete the save file. Its her dark secret shell take to the grave.

Fig - plays a large range of games, mainly more colorful and silly goofy ones she can play with the badkids. Shes sort of a little nuisance in games tho, she will troll and grief a lil bc she finds it funny. In singleplayer games she does love being a huge stinker and do silly stuff like pickpocket and get caught or accidentally set a bomb off in the middle of a cutscene or glitch her character to a-pose, she does a bunch of shit and laughs and doesn't take it seriously at all. Like adaine she also gets gamer rage. she gets them both banded from online for a month bc they team up to cast a spell on someone thru the screen. LOVESS shit like guitar hero and skater games sooo much, also into those wwe type games. Cant stomach horror at all but will make the rest of the kids sit down and play horror games w her so they can laugh and scream together.

Gorgug - he tends to like more older games, say in the style of star fox/loz and stuff. His parents gave him and older gaming system when he was younger n he still has it around and collects games for it, its seeing a lot more use than it originally did bc now he has friends to play with. The type of guy to still carry their ds around. I feel like hed also modify and rom hack stuff for his friends. He likes going to the arcade in person and playing there than sitting in front of a computer.

Ayda - yes im including her shes a gamer girl in my heart. I feel like she loves life sims/complex puzzle games, stuff like slime rancher, portal, animal crossing. She has 1000+ hours into a single sims save file. She spends hours and hours building and working on the most elaborate farming system for whatever new sim shes getting invested in. She especially loves organizing in games, she gets a bit antsy playing more survival based games with the bad kids because they leave their systems so unorganized (shes def the type to redo the entire base from top to bottom in dont starve while the rest die off screen). neat and orderly decoration is soo fun for her and the bad kids try not to step on her turf too much. refuses to play multiplayer if it's with anyone else but the badkids, but if anyone would start a gaming channel its her. will do obscenely gay cutesy stuff w fig n game. They build their own little base and junk and pretend to hosts weddings n stuff. Shes also very into speed running and breaking games with glitches to figure out how they work.

[stitchwraith-stingers]

cupid the only time ive encountered animorphs was thru an old neil cicierega sketch video where hes in an interrogation room and the interrogator is explaining the animorphs lore to him. what do you mean this series is about the horrors of war. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivQ9OU2B5so&t=8s also its aGood video i think you should watch it

WHAT do you mean niel had a skit where he discussed animoprhs lore . next im going to find out this man is also toby fox

[alvisthefox]

Original Alvis.

The original story was he was made. Very much more relatable with shadow.

He was basically a Darkling looking like a 2 tailed fox with hedgehog, Fox and echidna dna. He would of been 48th experiment code name PW48-B or 48B

He would have a Sibling. 48A. So it would if been Alvis (48B) and Darius (48A) the colours would of been swapped around. So take als light purple and body markings and swap them around. Al would have messy hair and Darius would of had more neat shorter hair

Instead of the 11 to 13 year old what's been seen in the art I have. Al would of been younger. First seen as a 5 year old found by Sonic and stuff. Would lead to his ties with eggman and story line begins

Al would be seen as a defenseless child with some trauma but he's just hiding his purpose. What is to defeat and kiss team Sonic. Al is obusly not. But this gets brought up later again

Al would be with tails most the time showing his gadget skills and stuff

But would leave him with Amy and well. Show his love for baking (yes. Al likes to bake. Even tho he dosnt eat it. Dosnt have a sweet tooth really. Maybe a cupcake at a party)

Shadow, Sonic and Tails go to the base Al escaped from. Showing a huge hole in the wall what he escaped from

Sneaking thru would find .EXE type monsters walking around in this gymnasium looking room. Eyes black, some shearing fox trates to some having Hedgehog and some Echidna. Some hybrids. Some tall. Some short. Some coverd in grusum cuts and infections. Some body's have been broken and just lay there

The pace is abandoned.

They would all look up, some not having eyes would still look at the 3 and with some shrieks they would start to run for them. Some climbing the wall to the observing window. Showing the size of some. Some horror stuff!

They escape with some info from the computer in the base and as they seen Al resembled them. Rushed to Any, would then show Little Al who's just started to open up with amy finishing a pie

Shadow being the suttle one runs at Al grabbing him and putting him to the wall. Shadow knowing the tech what grew him wants answers

This when Al shows first of his powers. Teloporting.

He would back up and exsplain. And they get to Tailes workshop and well exsplains as much as he can what's on the info they took and he is stopped what it comes to his file

PW48A/B

Would go to show his brothers but it's empty Sept simple line of "The perfect ultimate lifeform, obedient. Unlike the other. 48B who is weak and shows sines of resentment"

Al would tell his brother was taken. Probably trained and to be a fighter and maybe 2nd in command. While Al was torcherd and beaten and had to fight. Was attempt to neutralise Al but it didn't work and that's how he escaped

Just to say. I have like 5 story's of a beginning for Al. Leading to the same stake he was gonna be in. Seen as evil but is really good

[red-dyed-sarumane]

what are some cool games u have played? dont matter if u mentioned before. tell me again tell me again :D

uhh hmm.

well okami is my all time favorite the art & the music & the message/story are all just incredible theres not a single time ive finished it i havent cried. i absolutely adore ryoshima coast ive spent so many hours just running around there to listen to music. which fun fact for u i only know about this game bc in about 6th grade i picked up okamiden bc i thought the little doggy was cute & was like fine i'll play as this boy if i get a cool dog and u cannot imagine how excited i was to find out u DID play as the little dog. i was SOOOOO obsessed literally my exact thoughts were 'if issun is ammy's celestial envoy then i am going to be chibis' i have a metric fuck ton of fan art i did at the time bc i thought it was quote "the epic-est game for ds ever" also cried every time i finished it. i was 13 so i didnt know what "being down bad" was but do know i was as obsessed with kurow as i was with d-ne later and now tenshi not a single irl friend was unaware i was in love with him. also fun fact for u bc at the same time i was also getting super into vocaloid i was so convinced my vocap name would end up as chibiP to the point i named myself that in pkmn x chibiP after chibiterasu of course. please enjoy my banger old art which is not even a fraction of my output

yume nikki is my next favorite game specifically the og that changed my brain chemistry as a kid. i adore that game so much its hard to put it into words. its just so unlike anything else. there is absolutely nothing in the game that can directly harm u theres no real health meter theres no way to die during the main play the absolute worst that will ever happen is u get stuck or woken up. in a horror game. which is already just amazing. and the whole horror aspect just plays on something i dont think is often done as well in many other things. ur alone. u wander and wander thru worlds that loop and connect and seemingly have nothing to do with each other. theres no dialogue; talking to npcs just gets u a noise or animation at best. ur entirely alone with just urself. its all dreams so u know everything is of madotsuki's own creation, another layer to the all u have is urself feeling. the art is just unusual i cant even say any of it on its own is in anyway scary. the whole thing shouldnt be scary and yet every time i start wandering in a world i cant help but feel unease. amazing 10/10 no other game will ever have what this gave me.

everyone knows i play pkmn the best is still pmd sky that also rewired my brain i still cant play it without crying.

its been a long time since i was really just playing it as the chapters released & got translated but 1bitheart is so so so important to me too. i dont kin for multiple reasons but if i did nanashi would be my first choice. like- without saying that to her i got my one irl friend to play once & when she saw how nanashi was she turned to me and went "this is just you" hes very important to me even now. absolutely loved the whole friendship sim & the story & its twists & the endings & their implications left me in shambles at 1 am on a school night. my fave charas are nanashi enri & saaya btw. i should replay this.

i also love the etrian odyssey series i love the character portraits (esp with the more recent games' color customization) i LOVE the dungeon art & i think all the monster designs are so cool. adore the whole make ur own map aspect keeps me so entertained to take a step & look around & chart all the walls & path ways. unfortunately i fucking suck at every single one i am not very good at strategy games so i end up stuck at or before the 3rd stratum. but thats okay its still fun to me.

the other one i'll talk about at length is spirit of the north another game i loved the art of. u play as a fox & get a partner spirit fox & i just love it SOOOO much. its also a game with 0 dialogue but theres A Lot going on it if u care to follow along & explore & dig into details & the game play is also pretty fun to me. this is the one game i started learning the speedrun btw thats also a very fun way to play it but ABSOLUTELY play it as intended first it has so much to offer

aaaand special mentions to omori, oneshot, witch's house, mermaid swamp, corpse party, & limbus company

[rollercoasterwords]

opinion on the last film u watched (or book u finished) <333

HI long train ride got. canceled so was not checking my tumblr inbox as expected but hellooo hi love this question

have actually been watching like. a shitload of movies lately. most recent one was called 'fear, inc.' it was a 2016 horror movie abt this guy who hires like...an extreme haunted house company except instead of u going 2 a haunted house they come 2 you + scare u. so the movie was like. oooh what's real what's fake...kind of a fun premise + decent start but lost steam pretty quickly and overall was just v mediocre imo...i do think the extreme haunted house industry is interesting tho i went down a rabbit hole reading articles abt it a few years back lol

BUT most recent book i finished was 'cursed bunny' by bora chung. short story anthology + i love short story anthologies + this writer in particular was like...exactly up my alley w how she blends horror + sci-fi + fantasy. i was reading the english translation so cannot speak 2 like...her direct writing style i suppose but i loved her writing style thru the translation & also really loved the undercurrent of themes running through her stories...lots to do with motherhood + childhood + power + punishment...my fave stories were one called 'snare' about a man who finds a fox caught in a trap + discovers that it bleeds gold, and one called 'scars' abt a boy who grows up chained in a dark cave where a monster comes every so often 2 drink his blood. highly highly recommend 2 anyone looking 4 a good book the fact that it's a short story anthology makes it v readable bc it's like. u don't have 2 read the whole book u can just take it one story at a time...and even if fantasy + horror + sci-fi aren't really ur thing it's not like. leaning super heavy into any of those genres they're just sort of...blended + sprinkled throughout....honestly one of my fave books i've read this year probably

[tyonfs]

GIRL DONT GET ME STARTED ON WEBTOONS I WILL NEVER SHUT UP!!!!

but omg yeah i see what u mean w operation true love HAHA the sister is so annoying so it gives me SO MUCH satisfaction to see her not getting her way rn!! omg if u do decide to start it again lmk!!! 🤭 AND JIMIN AND YE EUN ARE GETTING THEIR OWN WEBTOON??? OMG E2L ARC I LOVE THEM SM CRIESNFKGNRN

i'm literally keeping up w so many webtoons rn (i gave up on anime bc of webtoons im sorry alice 😭😔) but my two absolute favs r seasons of blossom and honey lemon!!! (both of them update on the same day too so that's lucky for me LOL) but i recently found this new webtoon called muse on fame and i am Very Invested already!!! i also keep up w hello baby, go away romeo, operation: true love, maybe meant to be, the guy upstairs, get schooled!, perfect marriage revenge, there must be happy endings, dark moon: the blood altar, and marry my husband!! plus a lot of daily pass ones like designated bully, reality quest etc. OH and i don't even like horror but i found this rlly good dystopian one called everything is fine! it's currently on hiatus but i m super excited for the next season! i might also start purple hyacinth bc it's on hiatus rn and i can catch up quickly! beyond virtual is also rlly cool but it's also on hiatus rn unfortunately :(

which are ur fav webtoons??

also omg i saw u saw the dreamies live!!! THATS SO AWESOME I SHALL HAVE TO LIVE VICARIOUSLY THRU U :') which of their songs did u enjoy seeing live the most? and how were they irl? like . do they look the same as in videos? (idk if this makes sense but like are they taller than they seem or like. basically how are their personalities irl? 😭)

I'm so sorry for the long ask lmao i tend to get too excited whenever someone asks me ab webtoons 💀🥲 i hope ur day has been great and you got to eat lots of good food and stayed hydrated!! – anime :)

HAHAH i’ve been on the webtoon grind for the past 6 years it’s hard to escape 🫨

the art style is still rlly nice so i would consider reading true love operation tbh LMAOAO but love triangles also stress me out 😔 (odd girl out you have ruined me) also i’m not sure if i translated the raws wrong but i think they’re just getting extra chapters :’)) lowkey…….. i like them more than the main couple 🫣

LMAOAODJJ ANIME ANON U EVOLVED INTO WEBTOON ANON 😩 omg seasons of blossom is my absolute fav i remember when the first three chapters were out and i thought it was the cutest webtoon ever and now it’s the most emotionally damaging work of art i’ve ever read 😭💗 i fast passed to the end and wow. incredibly beautiful. and honey lemon is so cute too!!! i hate the boyfriend 😡😡😡 cant wait for her to break up with him!!! omg muse on fame is sooo good i love the art style so much 🤭 hello baby is from the author of age matters right ?? i subscribed but i’m yet to check it out :0 i will have to once i catch up with unordinary LOL

omg i read those too except the daily pass ones 😩 dear x and suhee0 are the only ones i’ve been trying to keep up with </3 everything is fine is one of my favoritesss i’m so sad it’s been on hiatus tho 😔 omg the hybe webtoons im ngl i think the only one that caught my attention was the lesserafim one :’)

hmm i’d say my favorites at the moment are seasons of blossom, villain with a crush, cursed princess club, phone addict, our secret alliance, odd girl out, exchange student, the fox club, act like you love me, my dud to stud boyfriend, and after school lessons for unripe apples 💗💗 my all time favorites would have to be romance 101, swimming lessons for a mermaid, and seasons of blossom 🌷🌷

oh my god i have post concert memory loss from tds2 i swear but they were so unreal 😭💖 like i couldn’t believe they were right in front of my eyes they were incredibleee i think my fav stage to watch was trigger the fever 🥹🥹 ngl i think they’re shorter irl . but my guy friends are also 6’3 and i’m pretty short so i have a skewed perception anyways LMAOAO but they’re so passionate when they perform and RENJUN was so energetic i was so soft watching him 🥰 but they are all so much more gorgeous irl like YES they are beautiful on camera but it’s such a different experience in the flesh

don’t apologize !!! also i hope you’re staying healthy as well and make sure you have a good day 🥰💖

[sillyhahasilly]

1 & 17 for the ask game thang 😁

omg THANM YOU!! this was very fun :)))))

1. if someone wanted to understand u, what should they read/watch/listen?

music first--

this is one of my favorite songs ever. it encompasses the loneliness I have felt in my life perfectly, the longing for something more then myself. I have struggled w the believe that am inherently incapable of being apart, and have sort of a learned helplessness abt forming relationships, fighting w my need for emotional intimacy. I could never explain enough how perfect this song is man.

another song abt loneliness lol. there is a pattern here. when I was younger, before I realized that my mental illness was something that will forever be apart of me, I used to think that finding a friend group would fix me. also is a bit abt not doing anything to seek out the relationships u want.

what I want death to be like. that's all really. when I've experienced heavy sucidial ideation I actually planned to kms listening to this... so...

also mitski was my first step into my music taste today. I listened to her all throughout covid, so she really shaped me as a person. I've listened to all her music and can name her published songs within the first few seconds, I've tested this lol.

books ----

how it feels to float by Helena fox. all abt someone going thru mental illness shit. it's so good and it's the only book I've re read multiple times, like ever.

I grew up a warrior cat kid and I've never read a single Harry potter or Percy Jackson book.

I have a soft spot for mid wlw romance books with dark subtext. I rlly like horror.

watch --

used to be a huge stranger things fan and byler truther, but I've lost a lot of faith in the series. I still luv it dearly tho.

the anime movie a silent voice. I sob everytime and sometimes watch it purposefully to make me cry.

I really like realistic indie movies w coming of age themes. obv zero day. my fav movie is the florida project. i luv super dark times. my first non warrior cat related fandom I was in was for the newer it movies, peak mentally ill teen shit, so that really shaped me. i also love the pretentious movie that is a ghost story.

17. is ur tumblr a fair rep of the real you?

uhhhh this one?? partly. it's the edgy ass side of me. this timblr is only a week and half old and I've made it at the dawn of a terrible mental health drop so it's kinda like my mentally ill side. I feel like my main is more like my regular self, which is linked in my pin lol. tbh I don't think I even have a real me

[little-goose]

OoooooooooOOOOOooo I cannot recommend enough that yall take an edible and watch Immaculate

This movie is absolutely unhinged and I’m in love with it.

It’s the perfect scary movie, it has literally everything:

Well earned jumpscares

Fake out modern time period

Boldly rehashes the question “man but wouldn’t it actually be a horror story from mother Mary’s perspective?”

It’s a Christmas movie

OhhhhHHHHHhhh god no why—sorry they’re using their holy relic in a bad creative way

It’s a good for her movie!! A perfect pair to Ready or Not

Makes you feel like you’re more on drugs than you are thanks to the trippy eyes wide shut visions in the first half, so that’s something

Ever expanding confessionals

A growling baby

“You’ve heard of Chekhov’s gun? This is Chekhov’s rosary and we’re very proud”

Toxic yuri

Terrifying religious imagery

Terrifyingly beautiful religious imagery with gaudy outfits that fuck a lil too hard

Perfect sound design like DAMN they know to to build tension

A perfectly framed shot of a single tear running down from someone’s eye as seen through an old keyhole

Is it a critique of Christianity as a cult? Unethical science? The horror of forced birth as performance art thru film in the modern age?

Sidney Sweeney has set the new standard in “gothic white nightgown woman running away in the middle of the night”

A couple of men who are just genuinely so upset that they aren’t the next Mother Mary

Rosemary’s baby in Giallo font (complimentary)

Ok so apparently a lot of critical reviews hate it and say it’s not giallo but it is?? Like this movie is all about being just as unnecessarily horny as it is gory

This movie feels like the film equivalent of what Lana del Rey thinks she did with the Heavenly Bodies met gala look

If you are like me and have a PHOBIA of pregnancy, you will particularly hate this movie but you are absolutely going to be the ones who pick up on the just subtle dread and horror so it’s fantastic but I think a lot of people forget that every movie doesn’t have to be for them

Yes, I may have actually screamed at a horror film for the first time in ages

When you think about it, this should’ve had the evangelicals SO MAD I’m shocked I didn’t even hear about people being mad about it???

Ends with what I assume Fox News thinks “pro choice” means which is funny when you remember art isn’t made in a vacuum bc it’s arguably definitely trying to hold a mirror up to the religious zealouts after repealing roe to be like “yeah forced birth is fucking horrifying even if you think you can scientifically create Jesus 2.0 isn’t it!?” And I respect it

This got off track, but it’s also got smoking nuns

This movie can’t scare you, kids, nuns aren’t real

Will make you hide behind your fingers like you’re 13 and watching a scary movie at a sleepover as you whisper “This shit would’ve never happened on Sister Michael’s watch.” To calm yourself through the torture scenes

Sidney Sweeney, the woman that she is

I’m sitting here thinking I’m in for like the nun or the first omen again, and they really went oh noooooo we’re not that kind of horror film break that girls leg in the first two minutes to let them know what we’re about

8/10, I love it but I don’t think I can watch it again for a while. I run half marathons and this shit was more exhausting

They really said “this movie has 89 minutes and you will feel every. single. One.”

[rustbeltbabey]

ok by far the most insidious thing my cult ever did was our pastors wife once a week would force us to listen to a passage from foxe's book of martyrs (which is u dont know is literally just a book detailing protestants getting tortured to death by catholics, which looking back, im not sure the stories in there are totally true or were embellishments but as a child I 100% thought they were entirely true) they were the most wretched disgusting terrifying vile disturbing descriptions I've ever heard in my life like truly horror that made me physically feel pain n gave me the worst nightmares and we were not allowed to cry or cover our ears to stop hearing it. imagine making children from the ages of 8 to 16 sit thru 20 minutes of describing torture every fucking week n spanking them if they tried to cover their ears or leave. genuinely it was the worst part of my childhood, I actually preferred when my dad would beat me black n blue than listen to that stuff it physiological fucked me up so bad it was the one thing I dreaded the most. also it rlly did not help me appreciate what martyrs when thru to not deny God or whatever it just made me think it was fucking awful thst these ppl had to be tortured to death n then there was a 96% chance they ended up in hell anyways bc my cult taught that anyone who did not believe 100% exactly like we did were going to hell.

[reversecreek]

hi it’s me... clicks across the linoleum of the dash wearing high heels w a spray tan like i’m a member of jersey shore suddenly..... best summary of willa is that she got moira rose as her #1 chara on a What Character Are You Most Like personality test out of thousands of options.... says so much. u can find her pinterest here n her playlist here 😋 like this or hmu fr plots!!

* ashley moore, cis female + she/her  | you know willa deneurve, right? they’re twenty-four, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, most of her life, on and off? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to watch me by the pom poms like, a million times this year, which makes sense ‘cause they’ve got that whole sticking gold stars over old polaroids until you can barely see faces, dressing as marie antoinette at your high school prom & delivering fake laughter to a bratz doll you’re pretending is a talkshow host thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is august 1st, so they’re a leo, which is unsurprising, all things considered. ( nai, 24, gmt, she/her )

HISTORY:

willa ws born to honestly like….. the perfect family not to honk my own tit bt……………. they were jst rly quite wholesome. her mum celeste was this larger than life person who could never b contained by the four walls of any room she was in. she hd the presence of a gold glitter chess piece on an otherwise mundane wooden board. her dad marlon used to always joke that he had absolutely NO idea how he landed her bc he was just this like. rly average guy by all accounts n purposes….. blended into the sea in high skl……. had a few close friends but was never rly Notable or made a proper impression anywhere…… he always retold it as him coasting thru life until he met her in college. kind of like he’d been half awake before. they just Clicked n no-one cld believe she’d chosen him bt she was jst. completely head over heels n didn’t care what anyone had to say bc that was That

willa always very much took after celeste…… there’s this one quote i remember reading that goes vaguely like “my mom and i would sit and listen to leonard cohen and joni mitchell lyrics together. from a young age i remember her being like "i’m playing this song and when it’s done i want u to tell me what’s happening in it” n she would give me a fake glass of wine when i was 8 and i would listen and b like. i think there was an affair.” which so much summarises their dynamic…… she ws just so like. dramatic n fun n always encouraged that in willa too. her mum was like. everything she aspired to be…… got scouted by a modelling agency in college n shot one campaign before blowing it off simply bc she was bored. starred lead in a play. spent a few weeks travelling asia selling handmade candles shaped like koi fish or curled up foxes or elegantly stretched hands. dated a parisian movie star during a break she and her father took n was featured in tabloids on his arm at the premiere. sm fun n exotic stories willa literally cldn’t get enough. whenever she’d tell them to willa as a kid her dad wld roll his eyes like ohhhhh here she goes again but it’d all b playful n he’d smile bc he honestly cldn’t get enough either. the stuff dreams are made of luv (lizzie mcguire stans rise)

(car accident & death tw) so u know when ur walking down a flight of stairs n then out of nowhere u miss a step n u get that lurch in ur stomach like ur in free fall? yeah. i won’t go into it too much but one night they were driving back from getting frozen yogurt and then suddenly they weren’t. she doesn’t rly remember much about it except for completely ignoring the doctors trying to give her the news and just saying “dad chose pecan. who chooses pecan?” n repeating that over n over n over until it didn’t rly register in her ears as english any more.

willa was uprooted from irving at 11 to go n live w her aunt in NY. this was like. a huge adjustment honestly….. her aunt blanche hd always been a little unconventional bt extremely glamorous. she lived in an old defunct theatre she’d bought out n came from a lot of money. willa’s mum’s side of the family hd always been well off bt celeste opted to live a little more Ordinarily shall we say after settling whereas blanche ws jst balls to the walls dripping w eccentric excess…. wld say she was never naked bc she ws always wearing black opium by yves saint laurent…… probably the living embodiment of la vie boheme….. she’d been admitted a yr early to a rly prestigious parisian design school n is an AMAZING seamstress. a corset she stitched a broadway star into got commissioned fr an actress’ red carpet walk at an indie film festival. rly just lived such a life rich w lots of stories n lots of talent too…… had that star quality essence tht her mum had n that was smthn willa found quite comforting everything considered.

(grief tw) u would think maybe a situation like this (one involving so much sudden change) wld cause a kid of tht age to withdraw into her shell bt willa only came out of her shell MORE. she coped w her situation by spinning it into a celebrity origin story inside her head. the tear jerker tale someone tells during their x factor audition to get the judges rooting for them. mentally streamlining things. repackaging all that hurt as a surefire ticket to success bc it had to be useful for something right? there had to b a point to it right? willa decided the point was she’s a star. KFHSGKFHGFKHGKJSFHG. get it girl….. she ws literally just like ok well clearly i’m destined to be famous n i’m the main character of this story. this story called earth. it’s all about me.

rly heavily immersed herself in her high skl theatre scene……. loved experimenting w fashion n literally wore the most outlandish things like. she treated the hallways like her milan f/w debut every new school yr…… a lot of the things she wore were actual like. costumes frm her aunt’s collection…… she has a multi-story closet u have to climb ladders to reach things in like a very rustic library…. it rly wasn’t uncommon for willa to turn up one day corsetted like a pirate with billowing sleeves or sporting the baby blue gingham of a swedish milk maid. it’s like she literally jst…… became a role. always. every day. the world ws her stage. the cameras were always rolling. her aunt only encouraged this tbh n honestly? icon. we love to see it. willa partied a bunch n rly lived a lax lifestyle where responsibility was concerned…. her aunt ws her best friend…… made rly gd friends with performers in the drag club scene n loved the glitz of that….. lots of wild nights turned grossly bright mornings

snagged an agent fresh into her first yr of college (she gt accepted to a pretty competitive theatre program at [redacted] in NY bc i haven’t looked into what that wld be yet <3 i’m merely a helpless british lass <3) n booked a few commercials n things….. when i say willa wld enter audition rooms like she owned the place i’m rly not exaggerating…. once she turned up to a casting call for MEN n just walked right to the front of the line scraping a random chair along the way n then took a seat w her legs crossed popping a bubble in her gum as they all glared at her like wtf is literally going on who are u. she received several complaints n she was just like “ur all acting so jealous of me….”

i feel like she got a pretty big role in a theatre production in her last yr at school. haven’t decided what yet. maybe smthn rocky horror or even mimi in rent. this was meant to b some like huge moment for willa like yes girl finally making it ur on ur way this is what u wanted n she WAS happy abt it but once it was wrapped she jst had this strange like Huh feeling in her chest……. n a la celeste w all her exciting stories was just like well i’ve done that so what’s next? i think she’d graduate n then jst suddenly decide to move to irving in a fit of impulse. to all her college friends she’d be like “ugh a beach retreat is so necessary honestly the city is sooooooooo toxic this place cld literally enlarge my pores if i wasn’t so rigorous with my skincare routine” bt like 🤔 what u seeking girl? results pending.

SO basically i feel like she finally moved back to irving little over a yr ago. she hd a brief stint starring on a reality tv show tht filmed in one of the larger beach houses where her dog gained a handful of fan accounts dedicated to him……. u maybe will see why in the first bullet point of her personality section………… FKGHKSHFGGKFSHKHG. honestly she ws received pretty well too (mostly bc she’s so fking dramatic n like a caricature of a person) bt it wasn’t anything to warrant actual Fame (despite what willa herself might think). she’s mostly jst like. chilling honestly. accepting scripts n flying out fr auditions still. she’ll nab the occasional part bt she’s looking for that One Thing that rly feels like her big moment….. otherwise i cn just imagine her treating irving like a little dollhouse compared to the roaring mansion of NYC n having fun playing around in it. strikes a pose w a hand on my hip…. and now to personality.

PERSONALITY:

got a very large n lithe greyhound n named him marlene dietrich bc she was a black n white hollywood starlet famously known for her affairs n “bedroom eyes”. willa was like ugh. icon status instantly. didn’t rly foresee the responsibilities tht came w owning a dog tht loves exercise n complains abt him being like “ugh he wants to run soooooooooo much 🙄 like where are u literally going”. having said tht loves him dearly n he can often be seen wearing little clothes. a baby’s bonnet. a quilted leather waistcoat. a custom dog boa. he’s very glamorous. willa calls him a gay icon despite no evidence to support this theory. she also says he can sniff out evil in ppl so she brings him sometimes when she’s first introduced to a friend’s new bf n if his nose quivers a certain way she’s like “marlene has spoken. it’s done”. her friends r like omg? what’s done? willa gets up n walks away without elaborating. marlene’s little paws clicking along the floor w attitude.

literally dressed as marie antoinette for her high skl prom even tho there was no theme pertaining to this. jst loves the spotlight. can fake cry and WILL to get out of a parking ticket or teach someone to watch their tone or even simply for the theatrics of it all. the Most dramatic………….. rly fits being an actress like when people find out what she does it’s very like oh that makes sense.

says she doesn’t get hangovers. she’s just like “i revoked that it doesn’t happen to me”. alludes tht this is bc she’s an all powerful deity that was Chosen to be Blessed bt really she’s jst great at bouncing back n acting fine even w a blistering headache. it’s about believing the performance so much that u even convince urself.

has an extremely elevated sense of self importance bc this is kind of the equivalent of several layers of bubble wrap to cushion her frm the world. strives to b extraordinary bc ordinary honestly feels like a death sentence n there’s nothing she’d want to b seen as less. despite this weight she puts on that she rly doesn’t tend to let ppl’s opinions affect fr the most part like she’s quite firmly set in this I’m Literally The Most Gorgeous And Beautiful Angel Star Creature To Walk This Narsty Little Earth view

probably an incredibly big fan of dramatic short lived love affairs. she wants the glamour of it all. the scandal. the randomly breaking up w someone in a public place n sliding on sunglasses after delivering the words over a freshly ordered coffee (tht she’ll leave without drinking bc that’s star power babey she waits fr no man or no hot beverage)…….. has no preference gets w any n all regardless of gender……… romanticises things so they hv a better spin or story in her head n doesn’t rly take things seriously like jst has fun in her fantasy world…. she’s like ugh chuck i know u wanted to marry me but i’m a beautiful bird in a cage n u literally need to undo the latch n set me free……. the guy’s like……. my name’s chase n we’ve only been on two dates….. willa’s like…… please don’t take this so hard i can tell ur besides urself but people r starting to stare……. gets up n leaves. no-one was staring. chase is confused n honestly probably semi concerned fr her welfare.

always has to b the hottest n most glamorous person in a grocery store…. probably goes to them when she doesn’t even need anything jst holding a basket nonchalantly over her forearm glancing over at a cashier in her wizard of oz corset seamed interpretation on a dorothy dress thinking he wants me soooo bad it’s not even funny….. seduces him over the check out counter jst for him to ask her to come back to his so she can lean back scandalised n cry “IS THAT THE KIND OF WOMAN U THINK I AM, PAUL?! YOU’RE A GHASTLY LITTLE MAN, YOU ARE….” with all the gusto of a telenovela. attracts the shocked glances of all surrounding elderly.

speaks fluent french. probably on her brief stint on tht reality show i mentioned earlier was like “ugh can you believe Deneurve of this guy?” n in her head was like this catchphrase is sensational it’ll catch on fast the twittersphere is abt to implode but it didn’t become a thing except for in a small isolated community. despite this she’s like “yeah it went viral….. go figure. just another day in the life.”

honestly like a lot of fun bt also a huge handful at the same time. keeps her real Serious emotions in a locked box bt is always overflowing w melodramatics n rly giving her all at the drop of a hat where Performing is concerned. probably Loves parties n sees them as another form of production in which she wants to b the lead. rly just. loves herself. except does she? 🤔 lifts my hand up like rihanna n winks. find out next time. lucky by britney plays as i slowly disintegrate in spiderman rp…..

WANTED CONNECTIONS

unrequited flame: willa burns thru people like matches. bright n fast. honestly i feel like she struggles to take romance seriously so it cld be fun to play around with someone who’s been singed by that in the past…. mayb they hd actual feelings whereas willa was just messing around n having fun…. living la vida loca so to speak…….. we can discuss a time frame or specifics to expand upon this but. sexy angst perhaps.

those she knew from childhood: willa moved to NY at 11 n i feel like it was very sudden n soon after the accident. maybe she didn’t even say goodbye. maybe they were rly close n all of a sudden she didn’t show up to school the next day n when they rode past her house on their bike the sign said sold and that was that. honestly very dramatic of her even at a young age. we love a disappearing act. houdini who?

acting rival: honestly jst feel like this cld be funny. willa’s so dramatic she’d be like i literally want them dead they’re a despicable little gremlin fr trying to steal my spotlight. cld be as simple as having auditioned a few times fr the same parts or something.

childhood sweetheart: i think it cld be rly cute n sad if there was someone that kind of echoed the dynamic her mum n dad had except she was the celeste n they were the marlon…. (open to any gender)…….. so like. willa was always very larger than life commanding attention in a room n they were more to the sidelines but they just kind of got each other n brought out the best in one another. added angst to the fact tht willa wld maybe want to avoid them as much as possible now bc it dredges up feelings she doesn’t want to confront where her parents r concerned n also in a way any possibility of them winding up together feels like sellotaping an expiration date to both of their foreheads in willa’s brain

someone who was either a fan of or also on the reality show willa was: i imagine it like a reinvention of the hills honestly except based in these irving beach houses…. probably didn’t run that long bt there was a bunch of drama on it mostly staged…… maybe they were willa’s love interest bt it was all fake fr the cameras…… it wasn’t like. a huge deal n didn’t rly catch flight so much where popularity’s concerned bt. cld be fun to play with <3

patti frands: jogs in high knees to translate that into party friends as i adjust my spectacles. willa’s very sociable bt she’s also like kind of full of herself n obnoxious so do with that what u will. KFHGKSHGKGHFSKG. she knows hw to have a gd time tho like growing up she was rly into the gay club scene n the drag scene in NY so like. let’s hear it fr the gays who know how to do it right <3

someone equally over the top: i luv the idea of willa having someone who just like runs with made up scenarios n roles she makes up on the spot n them hanging out is like a 24/7 improv session tht they reel random surrounding strangers just fr the fun thrill

the other woman: willa is quite detached n selfish so she wld easily be the other woman in a relationship n not care about it n this cld make for good spice <3

[labetalol]

im halfway thru shadow and bone and its so well done w the pacing + atmosphere it creates and i know its based off a fantasy book so i cant help but think what if cornelia funke's reckless was adapted for an original series. like it would honest to god be so good if done correctly... some episode ideas would be:

1] into the mirror with young jacob discovering the other world after having a bad argument w mom about missing dad, whatever. baby will tries to console him but jacob just needs time alone-- we can get a peek into the dangers of the mirrorworld where he has that near death experience, but nonetheless persists to try and get a look of the world outside of the crumbling tower he stumbles into after passing through the mirror. here we can also see him grow up to be a renowned treasure hunter (literally something i want to see is like... little hidden easter eggs that give the audience a whiff that john reckless his father is here- like something that would go under jacob's radar but is there nonetheless. like a flyer here or a name there... something to hint that john was there all along..), meanwhile seeing will+clara's relationship grow i guess (lil scenes here and there) and we can end off with will stumbling upon the mirror and moving his hand to touch his reflection... like water ripples distort his face... he presses his hand ccompletely mesmerized and falls straight into a whole new world. and just like that their fates are sealed as he immediately gets attacked by the goyl---

2] with fox's introduction it should be strictly brotherly/sisterly just bc i figured w the age difference (i just assumed im not sure if we're given any ages?) as well as the fact she's almost always in fox-form. here i think we can go into the red fairy+jacob's relationship even tho i think that happens later in the book [albeit, in the past] we can see kinda how jacob is rather in love w miranda (is that her name... i haven't read it in a few years!!) and how fox knows its dangerous to be so close to a fairy. but basically we want to establish a brother/sister relationship between jacob and fox where fox seems to be acting like the older sibling as she keeps having to save jacob.

3] so now we can develop the overall plot of the war with the goyl- insight into kamien and the fabled jade goyl... as well as jacob and fox's increasing worry as they start to notice will's skin seems to resemble jade.. but no. he couldn't be THE jade goyl. we can meet the dark fairy (i read this book for the first time when in middle school.. completely and super out of touch and had no idea that its ok if girls like other girls........ yet even i knew there was something strong and terrifying about this woman and i was literally a lil in love w her GIRLBOSS!)

4] NATURALLY we need a tailor episode- horror-inducing, sort of tense thrilling episode that keeps the audience on the edge of their seats... i want to be terrified of this episode bc i was terrified when reading it back when i was 12 <3

5] not really an episode idea but the idea of seeing jacob and the dark fairy... how the two strike their own devastating blow- he whispers her name and she laces his death sentence on the skin above his heart- a brand as if mocking how she owns his death- it may not come now but eventualyl he will die a painful death... the idea of seeing that butterfly scar above his heart oh my godddddd. also one of my fave scenes in the book is the larks water... i loved clara and the idea of how they drank the water and jacob's lingering feelings for his brother's girlfriend like.. hello. he pines for the only girl that is like normal and would never get with him </3 i dont really recall the scene though but doesn't the effects last for like...ever? or am i going crazy. imagine clara so shocked and angry at herself for having persistent feelings for someone her brother would always vent about. how she spun jacob to be an evil older brother but in reality he risks life and limb for his brother because he loves him so much. ok i realize i might completely not be saying anything that makes sense bc i havent read the book in a couple of years so my head is filling blank gaps with other pieces of media i have consumed recently so .. whatever!!!!!

this is all out of place but my god... reckless mini series when. i might be like.. wack but its one of my fave books and funke is my fave childhood author and i still reread her works time to time and if i could make a high quality series on anything it would be the inkworld/mirrorworld stories like legit.... brutal huh? well im insane