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selunesdreams · 3 months ago
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Idleness and Dissipation
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Smut excerpt from my fic Forms of Imprisonment. Read full fic on AO3 or Tumblr. Posting as a standalone, can be read as a one-shot (maybe with some limiting context) if you're not a longfic reader.
Characters: Astarion x OFC
Word Count: 2.1k
Warnings: 18+! MDNI. Smut, piv, fingering, fluff, blood/injury, praise kink (if you squint - that's my girl), mdom, rough, blood drinking/vampirism.
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With his mouth near her ear and his fingers softly encircling her throat, Astarion leans down. “What’s tormenting that pretty head of yours, Celeste?” He strengthens his grip, more an assurance than a threat. “No more secrets, remember?”
“In case you haven’t noticed, Astarion, my waking life is full of horrors. It shouldn’t surprise you that my dreams are too.”
“You know what I find interesting?” He asks, his hand falling away. “There are very few things that seem to truly bother you. You are remarkably unflappable. And yet, this is what you decide to be stubborn about.”
“I’ll tell you about my nightmares when you tell me why you’ve been treating me like a porcelain doll as of late.”
Astarion stiffens and retreats, eyeing her warily. He leans back against the ledge of the pool. “Care to elaborate on that?”
“You’ve been subsisting on leftover, cold animal blood since you’ve returned, refusing to drink from me even when I offer.” 
He’s silent for a moment, watching her, his eyes narrow as he evaluates. “Why do you think I do it?”
She grazes his bottom lip with her thumb, revealing a hint of a fang. “Guilt.”
A flicker of irritation flashing across his face and he looks away with a scoff. 
“Do not mistake self-control for self-loathing, darling.” Astarion sneers.
“Self control?“ She releases a bitter laugh. “You really expect me to believe that you’re suddenly interested in exhibiting self-restraint?”
Irritated, he runs his hand through his hair and lets out a huff. “I wanted to give you time… I didn’t want to take more from you than necessary…”
“You lost a lot of blood tonight.” She says, “now isn’t the time to practice moderation.”
With a forceful motion, he pulls her through the water, trapping her against the ledge with his hands on either side. She braces her palms behind her, shivering as her spine touches the icy chill of the marble against her back.
His eyes rake over her face, then down her naked body in a predatory fashion, somehow both unnerving and alluring.
“Is this what you’d prefer?” He grips her waist and chuckles softly. “I’m trying to be better ,” he says, pressing his lips to her shoulder, “for you, as difficult as it’s proving to be.”
He holds her in place by her arms and drags his tongue up her neck, delighting in the reactions it evokes - the racing of her pulse, the arching of her hips as she seeks contact.
“I won’t argue.” His voice is low and dangerous. “Say the word, and I’ll stop.”
Her fingernails dig into his back and Astarion relents, smirking at her stifled gasp as he sinks his teeth into the soft flesh of her shoulder. Each space between heartbeats is a fight against his thirst as he forces himself to drink with caution.
“Wicked thing.” He growls between pulls of her blood, “you enjoy this, don’t you?”
His hand dips beneath the water’s surface to the apex of her thighs, drawing a finger across her center. Celeste’s pulse thrums in her veins.
With each stroke, her moans intensify, and her legs tremble. He holds her tightly with his free arm encircling her as he feeds.
As the flow of blood slows, he laps at the wound on her neck before examining her with a brooding intensity. 
“Look at you, falling apart already,” he purrs, his thumb and index finger positioned just under her jaw so that he has complete control of her face. His hands tighten around her throat, but there is an affectionate hesitance in his touch as he tilts his head to the side, a sly smile spreading across his lips.
His hands move to her legs, effortlessly lifting her out of the bath, and she wraps them around his waist, her arms securing themselves behind his neck as he carries her out of the pool. She nips at his shoulder the moment they leave the pool, teeth scraping against his skin. Astarion laughs, gripping her thighs to hold her against him. 
“Careful, darling. I’ll bite back if you keep that up.”
Forgoing the bloodied mattress, he eases her to her feet on a plush rug in front of the fireplace. 
“Lie back.” 
He gives her a gentle push towards the floor and sinks to his knees, crawling over her as she reclines backwards. His hands rest at her sides as he hovers above her, eyes roaming over every inch of her body.
“Is this alright?” 
She nods, her wet hair sticking to her skin. 
With a feather-light touch, he traces circles on the sensitive spot just below her ribs, noticing the uneven rise and fall of her breath against his thumb. She moans, a soft, breathless gasp of his name, as her hands clench the fibers of the rug. His mouth travels the unmarked side of her neck.
“Have you missed me inside of you, darling?” He murmurs against her skin. 
She tries to summon a response, but her mind is a hazy mess of overstimulation, her own body writhing and squirming under his. One hand holds her in place as he shifts above her, nudging her legs further apart with his knee. He slides the other hand between her thighs, teasing her arousal that’s formed there for him.
“This is where you’d hoped we’d end up when you offered me your blood, isn’t it?” his fingers glide against her, coaxing a confession. “ Admit it. ” 
He pushes two inside of her, and his fangs graze her skin, the threat of a bite. 
“Well?”
His thumb brushes her clit, and the sound that escapes her is sinful. A broken gasp leaves her as her hips buck against his hand, her nails digging into his shoulder blades. He watches her intently, his ruby eyes hooded with desire.  
“You’d do anything to finish, wouldn’t you?” He taunts. She lets out a frustrated whine, her plea echoing through the room.
“Go on then.” His free hand comes up to grip her hip, holding her still as his fingers continue to play with her, crooking and twisting, driving her closer to her peak. “I want to feel you.”
Every inch of Celeste reverberates with release as her legs wrap around his middle. Her body arches towards the ceiling, then falls against the rug, her fingers twitching against his ribcage. Astarion wrings the last of her orgasm from her with his fingers, gently toying with her as she comes down, the aftershocks causing her to shudder against him. He hums in approval and slides his fingers between her lips, still slick with her climax.
“That’s my girl.”
She whimpers as he touches her tongue, tasting herself, and looking up at him with glassy, bliss-filled eyes. There’s no mistaking his own arousal throbs against her thigh, hard and wanting.
He withdraws his fingers from, taking a few moments to admire the scene below him. Her hair is nearly dry from the heat of the fire, splayed across the rug, her half-lidded eyes glazed over. 
“Still with me, darling?”
“Yes,” she pants, her cheeks flushed. 
“Good.” 
Astarion captures her lips in a demanding, possessive kiss, his tongue chasing hers, licking into her mouth as he moans. She whines and her hands move to his biceps, gripping the muscle there for support as his hips grind against her in a languid motion.
“As enticing as this is…“ he murmurs, his breath catching in his throat, “I’d rather not finish like this.”
“Then don’t,” she says in a challenging tone.
He considers her, pinning her beneath him. 
“Is this really what you want? Right here on the floor?” He taunts, his hips rolling against her in a slow, measured movement, the sensation intensifying with each deliberate thrust. “Hardly befitting of a goddess’ prodigy.”
“I don’t care ,” she hisses.
“Just can’t get enough, can you?” His grin widens and in one swift motion he reaches for her hips, flipping her onto her hands and knees. He bends over her, his chest pressed to her back, and positions his aching length at her entrance, nipping at her ear.
“As you wish.”
She tenses only for a moment as he eases himself inside, stretching her just on the fine line of pain and pleasure. He gives her time to adjust to him, his hands gripping her hips as he holds her close. When her body’s tension dissipates, he rocks against her, a strangled noise escaping him as he throws his head back. 
“Fuck,” he shudders, “I almost forgot how good you feel.” 
Her hands curl into fists as he rewards her with another long stroke. Her name spills from his lips as he sinks deeper into her, the wetness of her arousal gliding against his length. He desperately tries to slow the mounting pressure in his stomach as she squeezes him inside of her. 
“I’m not going to last long,” he whispers against her, his grip on her hips almost bruising as his fingers dig into her skin. “You’re too damn beautiful , darling, I need-“ his words fade into a choked-off litany of gasps and curses as he thrusts into her. 
“Come for me, Astarion.” She says, the words coming out as a taunt.
As she tries to make him move faster, he grabs her chin and inhales sharply through his teeth. “Gods below,” he mutters, his voice strained as he releases her, “just a little longer, pet. Let me at least try to be a gentleman-”
“I don’t fuck you because you’re a gentleman.” With a wicked grin, she relishes in the knowledge that her words will send him over the edge.
Astarion drives into her harder, eliciting a small gasp of surprise when the angle evokes an unexpected spark of pleasure. 
“Fine,” he pants out, setting a far more brutal pace now, “have it your way, darling.”
He palms one of her breasts, his other hand fisting in her hair as he fucks her. 
“Still feel like a porcelain doll, or is this rough enough for you?” He snarls in her ear.
Consumed by need and the overwhelming sensation of him, she can’t think of a clever response. She shatters, and his thrusts become sloppy and disjointed as he chases his own orgasm, spilling with a ragged moan. He lets himself collapse on top of her, their bodies sweaty and spent as he presses his face into the crook of her neck and shudders with a giddy laugh. Reluctantly lifting his head, he slowly pulls out and collapses to the floor, slumping on his side. Dazed and wrecked, he draws her against his chest. Behind her, the fireplace glows, its crackling audible now that they’ve fallen silent.
Time seemed to stand still as they lay in silence beside each other, Astarion keenly aware of the gentle cadence of her breathing returning to its natural rhythm. He rolls on his back, staring at the ceiling.
“I won’t press you further on your nightmares.” He says, “Just know I’m here if you want to talk about them.” 
She exhales. “It’s a reoccurring dream. An…amalgamation of memories, some from the night my parents died, some from when Gale and I slept together when we were younger.”
Astarion’s brow furrows as he listens to her.
“I pushed myself into something with him I wasn’t sure about because I just wanted to erase the awful things that had been done to me. As if I could undo the touch of someone so sinister by lying with someone so kind.” She blinks. “I used him.”
“I appreciate the candor.” He says, idly tracing shapes on her arm with his fingertips. “But in all seriousness, my dear, I think Mystra did far more damage to Gale’s ego than you ever could.”
“Does it bother you?”
“Mystra? Yes. Your history with Gale?” He snorts. “No.” He tips her chin towards him. “Gale’s a big boy. He can handle himself.” His lips curl into a mischievous grin. “Now that I think about it, though, I actually don’t know. Is he…?” 
 “-You’re such a letch.” 
“This is the first I’ve heard you complain about it.” He reaches down, gently pulling one of her legs over his hip, enjoying the scowl she gives him. 
“It’s no wonder he and Shadowheart get on so well.” He muses, “They’ve both been burned by their former goddesses.”
He frowns. “And then there’s you, of course.” 
Her eyelids grow heavy and she lays her head on his chest, staring into the embers of the dying fire as his arms snake around her.
“Gods and monsters masquerading as saviors.” She sighs, and slips into a dreamless sleep.
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selunesdreams · 3 months ago
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Look at this beautiful commission of Celeste and Astarion by @nikoadmeliora!
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selunesdreams · 7 months ago
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Chapter 23: Desire
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Smut chapter from ongoing fic Forms of Imprisonment. Full chapter/story on AO3.
Pairing: Spawn Astarion (post-tadpole) x OFC
Word count: ~1.7k
Warnings: 18+!!!, smut, piv, oral, blood drinking, dirty talk, cumplay, slight fluff, preexisting relationship, part of a series (but readable without context)
A/n: a very specific part/scene was inspired by this post from @looneylolita and they deserve credit!
“You know, darling, I could do this all night, but it would be more fun if you were paying attention while I did it.”
Astarion rises from his position between her legs, where he’s been watching her stare and sigh at the ceiling as he’s worked his mouth against her for the past twenty minutes.
Celeste snaps to attention and blushes. “Sorry.” She squeaks.
His tongue gives a few final lazy strokes against her cunt before he wipes his mouth, glistening with her arousal, against the back of his wrist. The vampire kisses his way up her torso until he’s hovering over her, hands bracketing her on the bed.
“I know that look. I invented it. You’re a million dimensions away.” He cocks his head. “What’s troubling you, my dear?”
Celeste turns her gaze towards the balcony. “My thoughts are so demanding,” she exhales slowly. “I want to be here. I’m trying…I just can’t find a moment of quiet in my head.”
“Only you could overthink yourself into oblivion far enough to only casually enjoy my talents.” His words are mocking, but there’s a gentleness to his demeanor as he speaks to her. “If you’d like me to stop, darling, you only need to ask.”
“I don’t want to stop,” she says, frustrated tears brimming her eyes, “It’s just…everything is so horrible and I can’t focus, can’t relax,” she lets out a sound of agitation, “I can’t come.” She says and flushes with embarrassment.
“Oh, little love,” he says, kissing her jaw, “I’m acquainted with that feeling better than anyone. Just let yourself enjoy something for once. That pesky guilt of yours is getting in the way,” He reaches down for his trousers and unlaces them with one hand, pumping himself against her thigh. “And getting on my nerves.” He adds with a growl. She whines as the tip of his erection weeps precum against her skin.
Astarion sits up on his knees, baring every inch of his chiseled torso to her as he continues stroking himself. “Are you sure about this?” He asks with a raised eyebrow.
She nods and he removes the rest of his clothes, returning to his former position over her, catching her lips with his own.
“That’s okay, you don’t have to say a word.” He whispers against her upper lip, releasing it from between his teeth. Her throat feels dry and all she can do is whimper in response, eliciting a smirk from Astarion.
He teases the tip of himself against her entrance. “But I will need you to look at me so I know you won’t wander off again.” He purrs the words into her ear and grips her face, the tips of his fingers pulling at her skin as he enters her. A gasp of surprise escapes Celeste and Astarion offers her a roguish smile.
“Is this what you wanted?” He feigns a pout as he works in agonizingly slow, yet powerful movements that rattle her with every push, eyes locked on hers with a dominating intensity. She arches her back in response and rakes her nails down his shoulder blades, causing him to tense.
“That’s my wicked girl.” He says with a snarl that turns into a kiss, bringing his mouth against hers as he thrusts.
Astarion had fucked hundreds of people before her, but it was kissing that had always left him hesitant, not the sex. The vulnerability of baring yourself in that way to someone. He could flip a lover over, turn away to escape as he did nothing more than service them, but the meeting of lips, the exploring of tongues in mouths and hands tugging and pulling and grasping…it was hard to fake that kind of intimacy. Not impossible, especially for him, but it took more out of him. More care, more energy. With her, it made his chest ache, his throat tighten with want. Need.
Astarion’s hands squeeze her upper thighs apart as he drives himself into her, while his thumbs trace circles and lines, feather light, before they roughly dig into her skin. Her moans become sobs of pleasure against his shoulder, hands desperately grasping at his scarred back as she draws herself closer, as if she could merge with him, dissolve into his very being.
“Celeste?” He asks apprehensively, a pang of concern in the pit of his stomach as her cries become more and more tortured. He pulls away, tilting her chin towards him so he can search her face for signs of genuine distress. Her breath comes in pants as her lips crash into his, answering with a demanding buck of her hips.
Astarion wraps her legs around his waist and pulls her closer by the small of her back. He lifts her with him as he leans back on his ankles, situating her in his lap between his knees. She takes over his rhythm, riding him as he peppers her neck and chest with kisses. Her fingers weave through his curls as she straddles him, lowering herself so he’s buried deeper within her.
He lets out a groan as she grinds into him with her entire body, controlling her own pleasure, tightening around him every time he bottoms out inside of her. Celeste pulls away, hands grasping his shoulders as she watches him. Astarion meets her stare reverently, as if worshiping her from the mattress. He finds one of her breasts and sucks at its peak, languidly flicking his tongue against her nipple, looking at her underneath lowered eyelids.
She melts in his arms as she feels a warmth at her core, her cunt clenching and dripping more of her own desire onto the base of his cock. Astarion releases his mouth from her skin and closes his eyes, appreciating the sensation. His deft fingers crawl down her stomach, a thumb finding her slickened clit and tracing delicate, then firm circles. She bites down on his shoulder, muffling a guttural scream.
“Now, now, darling, if you get to bite, then I do too.” He teases as he kisses the base of her throat. She bends to nip at his ear.
“Do it.” She rasps, and he throws her onto the pillows without warning, realigning himself and rutting into her with rugged precision. His fangs brush her neck, waiting for permission.
“Are you sure?” He breathes, fingers twisting themselves her hair, tugging her attention towards him as he searches her face for hesitation. She bites her lip and nods. Astarion shakes his head and pulls back and looks at her. “I need your words, Celeste.”
“Yes.” She squeezes her thighs against his hips as he drives into her.
Astarion hums in approval and leaves one hand knotted in her hair while the other returns to her center, teasing at her while he fucks her.
“I think you’re close, Celeste. Let’s help each other.” Astarion grins before his fangs find her again, piercing her skin without warning. Her breath hitches and her chest buckles as he sups at her neck. The mounting pleasure nearly sends him over the edge and he tries to keep from spilling himself as her walls tighten around his erection. When she clenches again, he knows she’s doing it on purpose.
“Fucking hells, Celeste,” he murmurs between pulls at her vein. Blood trickles past his bottom lip and his tongue drags a sloppy line up her neck to catch it. “That’s going to make me come, and I’d rather not do it alone,” he grumbles as he reaches her ear.
She cries out and he licks away the rest of the blood as he pounds into her. Her throat bobs, as if stifling a scream, and his lips cover hers to capture it before it escapes.
“What was that earlier about you not being able to come?” He pants. The vampire listens to the racing of her heart and the blood furiously rushing through her veins, sensing her orgasm approaching. She squirms underneath him, a whimpering mess as her climax finds her. Astarion finally allows himself release, groaning her name like a prayer, his forehead pressed to her shoulder as she mewls in his ear. They stay intertwined for several long moments before he pulls back to assess her.
Her cheeks are flushed as she gazes back at him. A smattering of blood on her neck where she’d bled more while he’d been fucking her catches his attention and he sucks his teeth and smiles.
“Oh dear, I’ve gotten sloppy.”
Her brow furrows, and her fingers fly to the wound. She stares as they come away slick with blood, glancing at him with concern. Astarion takes her fingers in his mouth and cleans the blood from them before rolling her on top of him, his hands eagerly gripping her waist as he draws the flat of his tongue over her neck, moaning at the taste of her. She grasps his curls with both hands and presses herself to him, her breasts flattening against his torso. Astarion’s hand ventures over her ass and back between her legs, encountering the wetness of his own spend seeping from her cunt. He slides his middle finger inside, teasing more cum from her as he laps at her throat.
Satisfied, he eases her back onto the mattress, a sly smile playing on his lips. “Are you still with me?”
“Mmm,” she sighs contentedly. There’s a tug at his heart as he takes her in. She’s stunning, all mussed hair and flushed skin, like a painting against the white sheets.
“I love you, Celeste,” he croaks, the words catching in his throat. His chest tightens with icy dread as he anticipates her response. They’d been skirting around those three words for days, repeatedly prompting arguments and slammed doors.
Her fingers reach up, wrapping themselves around his throat, exerting a slight pressure as she pulls him down until his lips hover above hers. Astarion swallows nervously, surprised by the shift in control. What’s left of his erection pulses against her thigh and he hopes she doesn’t notice his revived arousal.
“Getting sentimental on me?” she teases, a sinful smirk gracing her lips as she kisses him passionately. Sensing his trepidation, she breaks away, holding his gaze as she whispers back, a mix of understanding and desire in her voice.
“I love you too.”
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selunesdreams · 1 month ago
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Chapter 50: Hope in Half Desire
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“I dreamt about you while you were away.” “People dream of me all the time, darling. You’ll have to be more specific.”
Chapter from ongoing fic Forms of Imprisonment. Full story on AO3
Pairing: Spawn Astarion (post-tadpole) x OFC
Word Count: 1.9k
Warnings: 18+, mdni. Brief allusion to history of SA, forced restraint See AO3 for other chapter-specific warnings
Around nightfall, Gale and the others had returned with a handful of Noblestalk from Halaster. Shadowheart hastily brewed it into a concentrate, and Astarion carried it to Celeste’s room with a grimace. After centuries without eating, he wasn’t sure if he had a natural aversion to mushrooms, or if it truly was that awful. 
When he looks in on her, Celeste is curled atop the sheets with her father’s journal, the displacer cub sleeping in a ball at her side. He knocks softly upon the doorframe to warn her of his presence. Noticing him, she shoves the book aside and sits up.
“Hi.” She breathes. There was something in her eyes that hadn’t been there before, like she was actually…happy to see him. 
Astarion gives her a small smile as he steps inside. “How’s the reading?” he asks, sitting at the edge of the mattress. 
“Strange.” She glances at the journal, “My father wrote about abandoning the Dark Lady, the falsehoods of her teachings...” she hesitates, carefully choosing her words, “It still feels…sacrilege, but I’m trying to give it the benefit of the doubt. ”
“And what finally convinced your father to abandon Shar? Perhaps it would work on you.” 
Celeste swallows. “My mother. Their relationship began as a sinister plan, but…he grew to love her more than his goddess.”
Astarion hums to himself, pursing his lips. Uncomfortable with certain parallels and eager to change the subject, he holds up the swirling, deep indigo vial of Noblestalk.
“How about we retrieve your memories and get this over with?”
She cradles it between her palms, wrinkling her nose and abandoning it on the nightstand. 
“Gods below, it’s worse than earlier.” 
“Shadowheart’s been tinkering with the potency. I was hoping you’d take it willingly this time.” Astarion says, “But if you’d prefer to be pinned down again, that could be arranged.” A grin tugs at the corner of his mouth. 
“Oh?” Celeste tilts her head to the side, as if calling his bluff.
His smirk fades. He’d been expecting a biting retort. Not for her to be coy and play along.
Before he can respond, she uncrosses her legs and leans forward.  
“I dreamt about you while you were away.”
“People dream of me all the time, darling. You’ll have to be more specific.” The flirtation comes to him instinctively, like a familiar knife. This was the woman he loved, the body he was comfortable with, attracted to. But something about her advances was so foreign. So…wrong. 
“I think it was a memory.” She says. “You used to feed from me when you were a vampire. On several occasions, it seems…”
“You were an enthusiastic volunteer.” The playful air is gone from his voice.
“It does seem I enjoyed it. A shame I can’t sustain you that way anymore.” As she crawls towards him, the displacer cub abruptly leaps from the bed and paws at the cracked door, letting itself out.
“But there are others ways I could… sustain you.”
Astarion stares in disbelief, searching her face for any sign that she’s manipulating him again, or perhaps joking. 
“Come now, darling, we’ve made so much progress. You’re not relapsing into Sharran pain and suffering fantasies, are you?”
“It seems I enjoyed a bit of pain all along.” She says, her hand sliding towards his thigh. 
Astarion bites back the groan building in his throat and grabs her wrists, holding them in place as he leans down over her.
“I’m not sure we should do this.” he shakes his head. “And I don’t think you want to either.”
She arches her back, pressing her body to his, as she slips a wrist out of his grasp and traces the line of his jaw. 
“I’ve never wanted to remember something so badly…” she whispers. “You could make me forget my goddess…”
Astarion closes his eyes. Despite his resistance to her advances, he can’t help from leaning into her touch, pressing his face into her hand. Desire throbs at his core. Gods, he wants her. 
“How can I trust you? That this isn’t another ruse?”
“How’s this for trust?” She murmurs, hooking her fingers around the back of his neck and pulling him in. Her lips crush against his, her tongue slipping into his mouth as she deepens the kiss. Their last kiss had been a lie, but this…this was genuine. If not a little too desperate.
But it still wasn’t all of her. Just echoes. 
She tugs off her shirt, lying half-bare underneath him, and he tenses. Her eyes pour into his - she knows what she’s doing. Or this version of her does. Without her memories, Celeste is less reserved, and far more seductive than he’d expect her to be. She isn’t seeking escape or control. No, she just wants him .
But at her core, there was a reason his Celeste was hesitant about these things. 
And that was the heartbreaking part of it all. That in making her remember, she’d experience all that pain again. Perhaps they should allow her to remain oblivious. He could make love to her here and pretend everything was normal. Let her fall for him all over again, let those feelings turn her from Shar. Forge a new life, one where her past is only a shadowed memory…
“Stop.” he growls, more at himself than her, and gently pushes her off.  
As he throws his legs over the side of the bed, she hastily pulls her shirt on, cheeks flushed with embarrassment. 
“I’m sorry-“ 
“You don’t know what you’re asking of me.” He says, running a hand through his hair. “It’s not- this isn’t you.” 
“You can’t tell me who I am! It isn’t fair. This is all I have. The only thing I know about myself is that I loved you. Or she did…Does. That…other version of me.”
There was a hint of jealousy in her voice. As little sense as it made, she was jealous of herself.
“Celeste, listen to me. I want this. Gods, trust me, I want this.” He takes her chin with his free hand and turns her head, looking into her eyes with desperation. “But I need all of you, darling. Not just scraps and fragments and a body acting on familiar desire.”
Astarion smiles in an attempt to placate her humiliation, resting his forehead against hers, and closing his eyes. Gods, this is painful. 
He grants her one kiss. Innocent, tender, comforting. She returns it hungrily, and he pulls away, his thumb resting on her lower lip as she blinks at him in surprise. 
“Come now,” he says, taking the Noblestalk suspension from the bedside table, “I know seducing me is an appealing path, but I’m afraid this is far more effective.” 
He takes her silence as her answer, and uncaps the bottle, raising the rim and parting her lips with it.
“Drink.”
She holds his gaze, looking at him under lowered eyelids, but allows him to tilt her head back. She stops to cough, wincing at the taste, before taking the rest from him and finishing it in one swallow. As she pushes the empty glass back into his hands, she rises to her feet, wiping her wrist across her mouth. 
“It burns…” she whimpers, running her fingers through her hair as she stares at the rafters. 
Astarion sets the vial on the nightstand as he watches her pace frantically. When she becomes more distraught, he crosses the room to stand in her path.
“Come, Sit.” he pulls lightly on her arm and she sways in place.
“No, you don’t understand, it-“ she looks at him wide eyed. “Something’s wrong.”
“Look at me.” he wraps his hand behind her neck and studies her. The flush of her skin had vanished, and her pupils were dilated.
“What...did you...?” She slurs with a look of betrayal before her head lolls back and she faints.
“Shadowheart! ” 
He calls for the cleric in a worried tone as he catches Celeste around the waist. Lowering her gently to the floor, he checks her pulse, taking a relieved breath when her heartbeat flutters beneath her skin.
The stairs creak under his companions’ footsteps as they enter the room. Shadowheart rushes to Celeste’s side, pressing her hand to her forehead.
“Did it work?”
Astarion scowls. “Did it work ? How am I supposed to know? That Noblestalk put her in a bloody coma!”
“Don’t be dramatic. It’s not a coma,” she says, opening each of Celeste’s eyelids to check her pupils. 
“Did you plan this?” he asks, incredulous, “What possible reason could you have-” 
“One bad memory sent her into a fit. What do you think remembering a lifetime all at once will do?” Shadowheart snaps at him. “I mixed in a draught of angelic reprieve so they can come to her in dreams, slowly. Being conscious is the last thing she needs. If it works, she’ll wake as if nothing happened.”
“It’s rather brilliant, actually.” Gale murmurs admirably from behind her.
“And why,” Astarion asks through gritted teeth, “are you just now telling me this?”
“Your head isn’t straight when it comes to her, soldier.” Karlach says. “We had to keep you in the dark until she drank the Noblestalk.”
“We couldn’t risk you changing the plan.” Wyll adds.”which you are apt to do, when you assume you know better…” 
“Unbelievable. So because I have her best interest in mind, I suddenly can’t think clearly?” Astarion lets out a bark of laughter, scrubbing his hands over his face before he turns on the wizard. 
“I spent the last two centuries being controlled like a puppet on a string.” He seethes, “Pardon me if I don’t want Celeste to not bear the same-“
“Spare us the centuries of torture speech and be grateful they didn’t knock you unconscious as well, faerie.” Minthara growls. “That was my plan.”
He makes an irritated sound and pinches the bridge of his nose. “Fine.” 
Crouching beside Celeste’s unconscious form, he brushes hair out of her face with his fingertips. They linger at her temple, and he frowns. 
“Will it work?” he rasps, barely audible. 
“We have no reason to believe it wouldn’t.” Gale says. “But there is one more thing.”
Astarion slips a hand under Celeste’s knees and the other under her back, lifting her from the ground and carrying her to the mattress. His movements are stiff and controlled as he eases her down gently, before glancing over his shoulder at the Gale with narrowed eyes.
“What? ” He asks, a command, rather than a question. 
“Halaster had some insight into what happened. The Noblestalk will help but…the only way to truly break Shar’s hold is to destroy the connection to Nightfall. Otherwise, we risk her recasting the spell, putting us right back at the beginning.” Gale says. 
“Which means we need her to remember enough not only to turn from Shar, but to want to help us kill Keresta and Nightfall as well.” Shadowheart says.
“She’ll help.” Astarion says, staring down at her unconscious face. He sighs and leans against the wall, rubbing his temples.
“So. What’s next in this clandestine little strategy of yours?”
Shadowheart takes a seat at Astarion’s desk, crossing one leg over the other. 
“We wait.”
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selunesdreams · 3 months ago
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Chapter 46: Abnormally Attracted to Sin
A/N: Celeste/Astarion commission is here! Thanks to @nikoadmeliora for helping them come to lif
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Chapter from ongoing fic Forms of Imprisonment. Full story on AO3
Pairing: Spawn Astarion (post-tadpole) x OFC
Word Count: 3.7k
Warnings: 18+, mdni. Smut, oral, piv, church sex, a little Astarion-related trauma talk. See AO3 for other chapter-specific warnings.
Condensation clings to the arched windows lining the narrow, winding stairwell, offering a diluted glimpse of predawn’s blue glow. Light and shadows dance between Celeste’s fingertips as she drags them against the stone walls, climbing towards the roof. Astarion follows, hands hanging at his sides, aching to reach for her. 
He’d follow her anywhere. 
She throws open a pair of oak doors and the wind rushes in, whipping strands of her hair across her face as she steals a glance at him with an inviting grin. Inhaling deeply, the crisp morning air is somehow different than he remembers, and a sense of longing envelopes him. 
There was a common misconception about vampirism heightening the senses. Perhaps it did, but he had always filtered out the subtleties, with bloodlust paramount to everything else. After all, why bother appreciating anything when it would last forever? It was the fleeting nature of things that made them precious. If food turned to ash on his tongue, if his heart couldn’t beat even when filled with desire, if he could bleed and feel the blood coursing through his veins but never experience its warmth on his skin, what set him apart from a common ghoul? Many times, he questioned whether he possessed a soul.
Celeste settles on the rooftop, dangling her feet over the edge. Astarion braces a hand against the shingles with a grunt and joins her as she leans forward to look over Waterdeep, sprawling underneath them. It’s enough to cause a sharp stab of fear gripping his stomach, and despite knowing she’s not likely in any real danger, he snatches her by the waist and tugs her back. 
“Careful, love.” He murmurs. “I have a beating heart now, and it seems to be prone to palpitations.”
She smiles, inching backwards to placate him. He keeps his arms wrapped around her middle, searching a treeline on the edge of the horizon for the first rays of sunlight. 
“What did you think of your reflection?” She asks him as they wait. 
“I…haven’t looked yet.” 
“Shying away from petty vanity?” she teases, her words laced with affection. “What has happened to you?”
He snorts. “I always have time for petty vanity.” 
“What are you afraid of? That you won’t like it?”
“I’m not afraid.” His lip curls before his expression fades into something more contemplative. “Tell me, Celeste, what do you see when you look at me?”
She traces the curve of his cheek. “Piercing eyes, a jawline carved by the gods…” 
“Mmm.” He leans into her touch, eyes falling half-lidded. “Flattery will get you many places, darling.”
“If you’re wondering, you…haven’t changed. Since the ritual. By all appearances, you still look like a vampire, with the exception of a little blush on your skin now.” 
He lets out a bitter huff. “Well, at least I can see the face that’s charmed so many unlucky souls.”
“Are you disappointed?”
“Are you?”
“As one of those unlucky charmed souls, I couldn’t be further from disappointed.” She lays her head against his chest. “Somehow, if your eyes were different, or your sharp grin became dull, or the ridges of your scars became smooth…you wouldn’t be you, in a way. I could learn to love your body in any form it takes, but this one…this is the one I know.”
Astarion remains quiet. She’s confirmed what he already suspected, and he runs his tongue over the tips of his fangs. His skin had prickled at Cazador’s infernal contract, still carved upon his back after the ritual. It was the first thing he noticed when they reached the balcony. As the breeze had dried his damp shirt, it clung against his skin, the familiar, uncomfortable tingling where numb tissue met nerves. He finds himself surprisingly indifferent to the realization that his mortal transformation won’t erase the scars of undeath.
They are silent for several long moments as he holds her against him, fingers curled around her arm. Daylight spills into the sky above, casting a gentle glow over distant fields. Hues of pink and orange filters through the clouds, and the fog on the temple’s lawn below dissipates, revealing the world in all its clarity. 
“Ha!” Astarion throws his head back, a bark of a laugh that lifts the weight from his shoulders. “I guess I didn’t burst into flames after all.” 
As he takes hold of Celeste’s chin, he tilts her face toward the sunrise, appreciating in the golden light that accentuates every fine feature.
“I like seeing you this way.” His hand combs through her hair. Gods, her hair, the ashen and silver strands of it warming under the sun... 
Unable to resist his longing any longer, his mouth crushes against hers in an ardent, desperate kiss. His fingers find her hip, pressing against the velvet of her dress to pull her over and into his lap. Back facing the roof’s edge, she straddles him, clinging to his shoulders.  
“Slow down,” she pants, her words breaking through the haze of his mind. His lips hover a breath from her skin, the ruby hue of his irises gleaming.
“Apologies, I’m getting ahead of myself, but it’s just…hells, I feel like I’m starving-”
She rolls off of him. 
“Astarion, have you eaten yet?”
He grimaces, the burning growl of his stomach becoming more prominent, the nausea of a hunger he hasn’t experienced in years.
“If I say I have, can we continue?” 
She laughs, offering her hand. 
“I don’t think it’s sex you need.” 
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She drags him downstairs to the banquet hall, the aroma of freshly served breakfast wafting through the air. Several clergy members file out, watching them as they walk by. Their companions are together under a far window, the morning sun illuminating their cheerful expressions as they pass food around the table. Celeste pulls Astarion away from prying eyes, the murmurs of conversation fading into the background, and takes a seat next to Shadowheart.
“Astarion!” Karlach greets him with a mouthful of food. “You have to try the eggs.” She slides two clean plates towards them, gesturing to the spread at the center of the table. He sits, eyeing loaves of bread, goodberry jam, porridge, bacon and goose eggs with uncertainty as his companions eat around him. 
“...gods, how do I even begin?”
“Perhaps slowly…the bread’s a safe start.” Gale offers, dropping a roll onto his plate. Astarion takes a knife, spreading jam across its surface and nibbles at it, chewing thoughtfully. It’s not the sensation of ecstasy, of drinking blood, the intimacy of his teeth in Celeste’s neck, her life between his fingertips, but it’s…adequate. 
“Did you see the sunrise?” Shadowheart asks, interrupting his thoughts.
Astarion nods, finding himself more interested in eating than conversation, and scoops a spoonful of eggs onto his plate. The texture is bizarre to him, but the taste is pleasant enough, if a bit lacking in flavor. 
Celeste watches him push food around his tray and changes the subject.
“We should leave tonight. I don’t want to overstay our welcome here, and I think we’ve accomplished all we can at the temple.”
“I’m inclined to agree.” Gale chimes in. “There’s been a response to my recent sending spell…”
“Sending spell?” Shadowheart’s look of surprise indicates that he hasn’t discussed anything with her.
“I requested a…visit with an old friend.” Gale reveals tentatively, meeting Astarion’s gaze. Celeste raises an eyebrow, intrigued. “A...colleague with far-reaching influence in the Undermountain. Halaster Blackcloak.”
“Your pet sitter?” Shadowheart asks.
Wyll chokes, grasping for his water and drinking frantically.
“The mad mage?” he coughs, attempting to clear his throat. “What in the nine hells do we need him for?”
“He’s well connected. He could help us ambush the Sharrans, and it’s crucial that we have every advantage-“
“Well, with a moniker like that, I’m sure he’ll have our best interests in mind.” Astarion glances down at his breakfast and shoves his mostly full plate away with a frustrated sigh. “I think that’s as much as I can do for now.”
“Halaster has his moments of…clarity.” Gale continues, eyes flickering with concern to his friend’s largely untouched meal.
“How did you become tangled up with him?” Wyll asks.
“It’s a long story.” The wizard mutters.
Astarion leans forward. “So this…mad mage. Are we talking Volo strange, or is this more of an unpredictable and homicidal kind of situation?”
Although he is taking nothing seriously, Celeste is encouraged to see bits of his eccentricities edging their way back into his personality.
“The latter, unfortunately.” Gale says, “I was in a…rebellious streak when I met Halaster. “
“Ah, right. Of course. What was your colossal blunder nicknamed, Gale’s folly?” Astarion sneers.
Gale’s face contorts with an uncomfortable grimace as he scrutinizes his hands. 
“Yes, well… my point being, Halaster would be a valuable ally. He holds no alliances…and a tempting enough offer can persuade anyone.” 
“I can’t believe you would entrust your Tressym to a lunatic,” Minthara taunts. 
“For the last bloody time, I don’t own Tara, and she can fend for herself quite well, mind you-”
To ease her friend’s agitation, Celeste lays her palm flat on the table in a reassuring gesture. 
“If you think it will help, Gale, I trust your judgment.” 
“Thank you.” Gale returns with a nod, lifting a curious eyebrow as Astarion pushes himself to his feet.
“Well, I, for one, can’t wait to meet this Halaster. We’ve seen more than enough temples and fanatics these past few weeks.”
Nocturne looks up from picking at her food. “Where are you off to?”
Astarion motions towards the exit. 
“I thought I might try out sunbathing.” 
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Wherever Astarion went after breakfast didn’t include a request for company, so Celeste returns to their room to pack, tucking away several of the finest garments in the wardrobe as souvenirs. It would be a waste for them to go unworn here. 
Changing into a flowing blue silk gown that cascades over her body like rippling water, she spends the rest of the afternoon in the temple’s library, reveling in the House of the Moon’s extensive collection. Strange, how much more enjoyable a hobby is when it’s not a profession. She wonders just how terribly Anders is faring without her at the Castle Waterdeep library, and a mischievous smile played on her lips.
Still no sign of Astarion come evening, Celeste wanders the halls in search of her companions. Instead, she finds herself in one of the smaller chapels of the temple. The pews are vacant, and a few candles flicker around the room. Turquoise and purple glow against the frosted glass as the sun sets outside. The doors shut behind her with a resounding slam and Celeste approaches the altar, taking an incense stick and twirling it between her fingers. With a steady focus, she wills it to burn and, to her surprise, it ignites effortlessly in her hand.
She lights several candles, considering not only her new power, but the control she’s gained over it purely from acquiring more. Seated in the front pew, she doesn’t ask for the moonmaiden’s guidance, simply watches the flames dance in the fading light. Maybe this is what draws people to faith. An excuse to be still in such a demanding world.
Suddenly, the chapel doors creak on their hinges, breaking her moment of serenity. Footsteps draw nearer, steady and confident, and Astarion pauses beside her, drawing one finger along the smooth wood of the pew as he approaches the altar. He plucks a fresh stick of incense from a basket and raises it to his nose, breathing in its scent, before bringing it to the edge of a candle, setting it aflame.
“Copper for your thoughts?”
He doesn’t turn around when he speaks to her, shaking the incense to snuff out its flame. The remaining ember swells before settling into a calm orange glow and Astarion sets it aside on an ash covered abalone.
“How are you doing?” Celeste chooses her words carefully, unable to read his expression.
He faces her, leaning casually against the altar, attention drifting around the chapel, taking in the scenery.
“Let’s see. Yesterday, I was a vampire, and now I’m…” his voice trails off and his eyes flicker down at himself, then back to her. “Not quite like you, am I? But close enough.” 
“Teu-guenhwyvar.” she says. The grit beneath her sandals crackles, her soles dragging on the stone floor as she rises from the pew.
“Elvish. How charming.” Astarion glances off towards the window and scoffs, amused.
“I saw my reflection.” He adds a few seconds later.
“Devastating, I’m sure.” 
The levity of her response earns an appreciative grin from him. “No complaints. After all, you seem to enjoy it enough.” 
“Your appearance isn’t of consequence to me.” 
“An admirable thing for you to say, but let’s not pretend you aren’t a little relieved I’m still this enticing.” 
Astarion pushes off the altar and tilts his head to the side. He had lost none of his graceful reflexes to the ritual. Perhaps the Tear’s magic filled the gaps vampirism had left behind.
Or perhaps he’d become something even more powerful than either of them had yet discovered.  
“You’re worried about me.” He observes, caressing her face with his knuckles. “I assure you, Celeste, I’m fine. You can stop treating me like a porcelain doll. I seem to recall you disliking it yourself.” He sinks down onto the pew and leans back.
“Sorry.”
Astarion snorts, “No need for apologies. I rather enjoy being fussed over. It’s sweet that you’re worried.” His voice is dripping with far too much sensuality for a holy temple as he plays with the fabric of her gown, drawing her closer. Silk bunches in his fist as he slides it up her legs, pressing a kiss to her thigh.
“They always have you in such lovely dresses here….”
“We should go-“
“I have stood in the sun, eaten, looked in the mirror, all the things you’ve insisted I partake in today.” He brings her dress to her hip and draws his tongue up the front of her undergarments, wetting the silk. “I’m going to have to insist you indulge me with a rather…simple request.” 
“Astarion-”
He growls, fingertips digging into her thighs as she protests, bringing her closer and balancing the back of her knee on the bend of his elbow. She steadies herself with a foot on the pew next to him while his mouth and tongue work against her through her panties. He hooks a finger under the fabric, pulling it to the side and lapping eagerly at her sex. 
She whines as she watches, one hand squeezing his curls between her fingers to encourage him, the other guiding his face deeper and deeper between her thighs. 
The dress falls back into place as Astarion comes up for air, looking around at the stained glass windows and empty pews.
“Why is it that the most pure of spaces are always the most fit for a bit of debauchery?” 
Celeste swallows, her body aching for where his mouth had just been, wet and hot with anticipation. 
“Well, if it’s blasphemy you’re after, then I suppose we should see to it properly.” He turns her around and situates her into his lap, pushing her legs open and gliding his fingers against the slick of her, his other arm wrapped around her body, holding her chin so she can watch herself.
“That’s my girl,” He encourages her, pushing his middle and ring fingers inside of her, curling them upwards until she jerks at the sensation. His thumb encircles her swollen clit, watching the arousal seep from her, around his fingers, dripping onto the pew beneath them, “let it all out, love…”
She clenches around him and arcs forward, wrapping her arms behind herself around his neck, moaning as a burn spreads from her belly and between her legs.
“Tell me how it feels.” He purrs, his mouth against her ear. 
“Profane.”
“Let’s see if you can take another.” He says and inserts a third digit. Her walls constrict, hot and wet as her cheeks flush bright red.
His words push her to the brink, and with a whine, she reaches her climax while he keeps pleasuring her until she shivers in his embrace. With an amused smile, he removes them, drenched in her arousal. Muffling her whimpering, he pushes them between her lips, eliciting a soft, strangled noise before she suckles on the taste of herself. 
Astarion grins, removing his fingers and taking a fistful of her hair in his fist. 
“Get on your knees.”
Celeste slides from his lap to the floor obediently, guided by his grip on her, the hunger in his eyes deepening when she turns to face him, looking up with a devotion that drives him mad. His thumbs come to stroke her temples.
“Is this alright?” He whispers, waiting for her nod of approval. When she complies, he offers a smile, kissing her as he unravels the laces of his trousers with one hand, freeing himself as he strokes the tip of his weeping cock. 
Celeste draws down his waistband until his pants fall to his ankles and holds him at his base, teasing him between her lips with a maddening lack of urgency. She grins around him as he lets out an impatient moan, carefully guiding himself deeper into her mouth. Her tongue curves around the underside of his cock, moaning and pushing him further back, her mouth becoming wetter for him as she gags herself. 
“Keep going, just like that-“ he chokes out. 
He’s gentle, letting Celeste lead and control the pace as his entire body burns for her. She pumps him in a coaxing motion, head bobbing in rhythm with her movements. Sweat trickles down his forehead as he focuses on the sensation, and there’s something almost reverent in the way he’s staring at her. 
Her lips make a quiet pop as she releases him from her mouth, continuing to stroke him.  
“Is this what you like?”
He whimpers and nods emphatically, breathless. 
She flashes a self-satisfied smirk, enjoying his reaction as it becomes clear this is likely the first time he’sreceived oral on his own terms. It encourages her, and she takes him deep in her mouth enthusiastically until he bottoms out in the back of her throat.
“Exactly like that-“ he manages to choke out, and pulls her head back, stopping himself from climaxing.  
“I’m not through with you yet.” Astarion cradles her face in his hands as he hoists her to her feet. He kisses her deeply, and when he pulls away, there’s a wicked gleam in his eyes. 
“I’m going to ruin you right here, darling.”
And then he’s tearing her dress off over her head, exposing her breasts to the cold air, and pulling her panties to her knees. He presses his mouth to hers, seeking entry, his tongue inquiring against her lips before she parts them. The kiss turns brutal, possessive as he guides her body onto the front pew, skillfully unbuttoning his shirt with one hand. 
“Please,” she pants, rolling her hips up against his. With a sense of urgency, she helps him remove his shirt, the fabric slipping from his shoulders and landing soundlessly on the floor. He’s balanced precariously over her, one knee between her hip and the pew and his other leg anchored on solid ground. Celeste arches her back, the surface cold against her skin, ridges of wood grain caressing the mark of Selûne on her shoulder, a stark reminder of the sacred space they’re defiling.
Ungrateful, wanton, twisted…
“I’d forgotten what it was like to have a pulse.” His lips move frantically over her body between words, words intermingled with kisses and breathless gasps, “to desire someone so strongly that your skin flushes for them, breathing stops for them-”
With a shuddering moan, he grips the back of the bench and aligns himself with her entrance, before thrusting himself inside of her. Their foreheads meet, and she loses herself in the overwhelming pleasure, pushing away any thoughts of guilt or consequence.
“Fuck,” he grunts, adjusting to the feeling of her around him. As she claws at his spine, he silences his own moan by mouthing at her neck. “You had me so close with your mouth, I’m afraid I-”
His head falls back, and he groans through gritted teeth just as she squeezes around him with a high-pitched whine that turns into a series of helpless whimpers. Astarion’s body becomes rigid over hers as he finds his release. Propping himself up with one arm, he pants, his mouth agape, a soft laughter of surprise escaping him.
The strain of holding himself up causes his limb to shake, and he brings his other palm down to steady himself. Slumping to the floor, he rests his back against the pew, and Celeste nestles against him, her head finding solace on his chest, her ear attuned to the rhythm of his racing heartbeat.
“Mortal stamina aside…” He laughs, a breathy sound with a hint of apology. “That was…incredible.”
“I can’t believe-”
Astarion clicks his tongue. “As I recall, you were a more than willing participant, darling.”
The doors open behind them, and Celeste scrambles for her dress, covering herself as the noise echoes against the walls. 
“A church?” Gale says, standing in horror, though not entirely surprised.
Astarion nonchalantly gazes in Gale’s direction, unapologetic, his hands suspended in the air where he’s let go of Celeste. As he stands, he tucks his half-erect member back into his trousers, the fabric sliding over his hips, lacing them as he speaks without looking at the wizard. 
“This is the second time you’ve interrupted us today. Are you feeling left out, Gale? Or just enjoying the show?”
“At least I gave the courtesy of letting you finish.”
“Oh gods, oh gods, oh gods.” Celeste whispers, looking over her shoulder and fixing her gaze on the window as she her cheeks turn a bright crimson.
“Get up and get dressed.” Gale pinches the bridge of his nose and looks up at the ceiling. “It’s time to go.” 
He turns and leaves, muttering something without glancing back. 
Reluctantly, Astarion retrieves his discarded shirt from the floor with a resigned sigh and offers Celeste a crooked grin. 
“We should do this again sometime.”
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selunesdreams · 2 months ago
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Chapter 49: Strain Your Memory
Chapter from ongoing fic Forms of Imprisonment. Full story on AO3
Pairing: Spawn Astarion (post-tadpole) x OFC
Word Count: 4k
Warnings: 18+, mdni. Brief allusion to history of SA, forced restraint See AO3 for other chapter-specific warnings.
“Astarion…hey.”
Wyll is nudging his shoulder when he wakes from his trance, still slumped against the wall by the stairs. Gale lingers on the top step,  holding a tray full of breakfast, presumably for Celeste.
“I didn’t even think, Astarion,” the wizard says sympathetically, “You would have been more than welcome on the couch or...”
He shakes his head and pushes himself to his feet. He feels weary, hollow. 
“I’ve tranced in worse places. How is she?”
“I’m about to find out.” Gale says.
“Do try to keep your hands and mouths to yourselves,” Astarion grumbles. “Without her memories, she seems to have resorted to seduction.”
“So let me get this straight, because the Sharrans seem to only have tampered with recent history in her mind, she still remembers you from when you were younger?” Wyll asks Gale.  
“Lucky, isn’t he?” Astarion doesn’t hate Gale for it, not really, but Celeste’s hostility towards him the previous evening had taken its toll. He crosses his arms and leans back against the banister.
“We’ll get her back.” Gale assures him, before disappearing inside the room.
Astarion purses his lips and nods, the wizard’s hope barely penetrating in his pessimism.
“This must be hard for you…” Wyll begins. 
“I’ll manage.” Astarion snaps, before pressing his ear to the bedroom door, listening for snippets of conversation, but it’s difficult to make anything out without vampiric hearing. 
“Gale! Praise the gods. Please, let me out.” 
“Celeste.” Gale’s voice is stern but gentle. “I can’t do that.”
“I won’t hurt you - I won’t hurt any of you. Just let me go. Let me return to Lady Shar in peace.”
“There’s a lot you don’t remember.” Gale says. “And even more memories Shar has altered..what do you remember of your parents?”
“They were killed by rogue Sharrans, because my father betrayed our goddess.” She says. “It was terrible, but he should have known better…”
“And you blame him for what happened?”
“Of course. If he’d never turned his back on the Dark Lady, but…I think he was sick. Selûne poisoned him against Shar. And my mother…perhaps if my father had more time to convince her of Shar’s wisdom…”
Astarion’s nose wrinkles in disgust. This isn’t her. He can hear it in her voice, the cold, fanatic devotion that he knows is not her own.
“You have Selûnite blood.” Gale says. “Why are you so quick to claim Shar as your goddess?”
Thank the gods for his endless patience, Astarion thinks to himself. 
Celeste pauses, seemingly deep in thought.
“She saved me. When the Harper’s abandoned me, Keresta and the Sharrans gave me a place to stay. Helped me go to university, kept me hidden from Selûnites…” she wrinkles her nose “until Selûne sent that vampire to test my faith.”
Astarion frowns, and Wyll joins him to eavesdrop. 
Gale laughs. “He wasn’t sent by Selûne, Celeste. I promise you. If you had your memories, you’d realize how preposterous that statement is.”
“He turned on Keresta, you know. He came to us and I believed him and he turned on her!” Celeste says. “I won’t make that mistake again.
Astarion winces on the other side of the door, not liking where this is going.
“Celeste, he went to Keresta to save you. How can you think Astarion had bad intentions? Keresta tied you in a cellar! He freed you.”
“Is that any different from what you’re doing to me now?” She asks, “Gale, you could free me. I know you’re with that cleric, but…maybe we can convince her to reject Selûne, too. Return to the Dark Lady. That tiefling too…”
“I need you to drink this, Celeste. It will inhibit your powers for some time, but I’ll at least be able to untie you so you can be more comfortable.” Gale says, effectively silencing her fanatical ranting.
“If it will earn me freedom from this chair...” she consents. “You will release me from this room eventually, right?”
“Yes.” Astarion can hear the lie in Gale’s voice.
There’s a brief sound of shuffling and cutting of rope. Astarion presses his ear closer to the door, trying to hear anything else, as Gale pulls it open, his eyebrows raised in surprise as Astarion and Wyll pitch forward into him. Behind the wizard, Celeste rubs her wrists, still seated in the chair, giving Astarion a nasty glare.
Gale shuts the door behind him and places an arcane lock over it. 
“I take it you’ve heard?” He asks Astarion and Wyll with a grim look. 
Astarion’s jaw sets in annoyance. 
“Every word.” He mumbles. “How long will that stuff last?”
“A day. Enough time for me to brew another. In the meantime, we need to find some Noblestalk - more than what Shadowheart has leftover. She already tried to remove any curse set on Celeste, but it appears that’s not the root of her…condition.”
“Do you have any connections?” Astarion says, pushing himself off the wall.
“I may have to meet with Halaster again. I should probably tell him about Shovel as well…”
Astarion recalls the grisly sight of the quasit’s head rolling across the ground. Wyll had dug a shallow hole in the yard and buried the creature while they took Celeste inside, and he almost felt a pang of sympathy for it. 
“Is it safe to venture into the Undermountain again?” Wyll asks. 
“Halaster showed me paths on that map no one knows about. But we’ll take everyone to be safe in numbers. Astarion, Shadowheart and Nocturne can stay behind.” Gale says, gazing at him, “Between you three, hopefully you can get through to her…”
Astarion looks at the shut door across the hall. “I’ll…try.”
His musings are interrupted by the sound of a crash from the den, the front door sounding as if it had been ripped off the hinges all together. The three men exchange panicked looks before hurriedly descending the stairs. 
“What have you done!?” Aylin’s voice bellows through the house.
“You told her?” Astarion asks Gale, sliding his palm across his face with a groan.
“Sending spell. She needed to know. We were supposed to ambush the Sharrans today.” 
The doors to their companions’ rooms creak open in time for everyone to stumble out, joining them to greet the aasimar, all in various states of undress and bleary-eyed.
Astarion pinches the bridge of his nose and lets out a frustrated sigh. “This isn’t the best time. We have a…situation to deal with.”
“I am well aware. So fix it, Shadow. Did my mother not bestow her gifts upon you? Did she not task you with protecting her granddaughter from harm?”
Astarion clenches his jaw, irritated by the accusation.
“She ran out there prepared for a fight. We tried to stop her!”
“And you failed.” Aylin says. 
“Aylin…” Isobel cautions, “he’s grieving.”
“You think I like this?” Astarion demands. “I don’t. I loathe seeing her this way, hearing her spout Shar’s dogmatic shit all day!”
“Easy there, soldier…” Karlach says, placing a hand on Astarion’s shoulder. 
Aylin schools her expression into one of more sympathetic determination. “Do you have a plan?” 
Astarion lets out a slow breath, bringing his volume back down.
“Noblestalk.”
“It’s the best shot we have, at present,” Shadowheart says.
“A good start.” Isobel says encouragingly. “Selûne’s magic can’t touch her in this state. Whatever they’ve done, we can’t help her until she’s willing to allow the Moonmaiden in again.”
“And what if we can’t reverse this?” Astarion’s voice is uncharacteristically vulnerable. “What if she’s trapped in the Shar’s grasp? What if we can’t…save her?”
“Astarion, it took immense effort to keep me under Shar’s influence.” Shadowheart assures him. “They manipulated her mind once. She’ll come back. Thank the gods they didn’t force her before a Mirror of Loss…”
“There’s no guarantee we’ll get all of her memories,” Nocturne says, “but she’s still her. You two have centuries to aid her in finding herself again.”
Astarion recoils at the suggestion.
“Let’s get this mushroom, then.” Minthara says, “it’s our only lead.”
“We will check at the Selûnite temple for solutions. Convene with the Moonmaiden. Perhaps there’s something we’re missing..” Isobel says.
Astarion nods. It’s not a solution yet, but it’s a plan, and it’s something for him to hold on to. 
“Be safe.” Shadowheart says to Isobel and Aylin, as they turn to leave, abandoning the door the aasimar wrecked on her way in. 
Gale hands Shadowheart a bundle of scrolls and a potion. 
“Use these for removing and reinstating the arcane lock. There’s a permanent ward on the window to keep her in, and a few scrolls of hold person should things come to it.” 
“I hope we won’t need these.” She murmurs, looking nervously up the stairs.
“Astarion, you should go speak with her first.” Nocturne says, “see if you can make any progress.”
“Because that went so well last time.” He says under his breath and climbs the stairs begrudgingly. 
“Just don’t let her near any black hair dye while we’re gone!” Shadowheart calls after him. “Took a divine intervention to get it out of my hair…” he hears the cleric mutter to herself.
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Celeste is lying on the bed, her breakfast untouched on the nightstand. The displacer beast cub curled up with Tara at her feet, Gale seemingly sending in his Tressym to keep her company. 
Astarion slowly approaches, sitting down on the edge of the mattress. He watches her silently, then reaches out towards her arm. 
“Celeste?”
She cracks open an eye.
“You.”
Astarion flinches almost imperceptibly at the tone in her voice as she throws herself forward. 
“Yes, me.” He forces himself to speak evenly. “Can we talk?”
She gestures in front of herself. 
“Talk all you want. It’s not as if I can go anywhere.”
He bristles, but bites down on any sort of argument. At the bottom of the mattress, Tara stirs and gives them a contemplative look before leaping through the open window, taking flight. Now alone, the displacer kitten stirs and moves into Celeste’s lap. She looks down curiously before scratching between its ears.
“Celeste…” Astarion begins. He lets her name linger in the air before continuing. “I know you can’t remember this, but you’ll need to trust what I’m going to tell you.”
“Trust you? You’re holding me against my will.”
Against her will. The words make Astarion’s head spin. 
“Darling…you couldn’t be more wrong. Trust me, I know you.”
“Then why don’t you tell me?” She says, “it’s clear none of you think I’m sane. Perhaps the Celeste you knew might have just been brainwashed by Selûnites? Perhaps this is who I am.”
He snorts. “Brainwashed by Selûne. Are you so desperate to prove me wrong?”
“My mistress saved me…” 
“No, I bloody saved you!” Astarion shouts. 
Celeste flinches when he raises his voice, but quickly recovers her mask of indifference. 
“Saved me from what, exactly? Is that what we are to each other in your world? I’m some damsel that needs you?”
Astarion steadies himself, trying to calm his emotions.
“We were friends. Allies. Partners.” He says, “We loved each other. You may not remember, but I do.” 
“As you’ve mentioned several times..” she tilts her head, “would you like to fuck me Astarion, is that it? I could oblige you. Come back to Vanrakdoom with me. Perhaps we can work something out...”
He swallows. The thought of her trading herself for freedom made him sick, shameful. But every instinct in his mind tells him it could work. Freeing her, letting her run to Keresta’s side. What would it matter which goddess she served, so long as she loved him? He’d never allied with one, truly, but it was Selûne’s gift that’s given him back the sun. It was Selûne’s that saved her, once. 
The cool, detached calculation in her eyes makes him feel nauseated. 
“No.” He says firmly, “I could never do that.”
She scoffs. “Noble of you.”
“Don’t pretend to be surprised.” Astarion says, a slight edge coming into his voice. “And don’t mock me. I know you’re desperate to be cruel right now, but let’s not act as if you aren’t perfectly aware I would never lay a hand on you. Not like this.”
She assesses him through narrowed eyes. “Why not, though? Why are you so insistent? If we’re lovers, you should have no problem...”
“Because this isn’t you.” Astarion sighs, a sound that’s almost a growl of its own. “You may not remember this about me, but I spent two centuries playing the rake. I wouldn’t inflict it on anyone else. Sex doesn’t matter to me like that.”
Celeste studies him for a short time. 
“Humor me, then. What is this terrible history of yours?”
His lip curls.
“I was a slave, darling dearest, for centuries. I was forced to serve a cruel master, forced to live my life at the edge of his whim, to lure people back for him...” His words are clipped and even. “Is that sufficient, or do you desire the particulars?”
She keeps her cool demeanor, but he notices she begins to wring her hands in her lap. 
“And that’s it? You were a slave?”
Astarion gestures wildly. “What do you mean, that’s it? You want me to tell you about the torture? Want me to regale you about the starvation and the mutilation and the use of my body for his own gain?”
“Shar could help you transcend your sorrows, erase the memories of what was done to you...”
“I begged for every god, including Shar. None saved me. None listened.”
She bites her lip, but seems engrossed in his story. 
“So your master…you escaped?”
“In a manner of speaking.” Astarion says, his voice soft and cold. “And then I returned to kill him.”
She raises an eyebrow. “Impressive.”
“Yes, well…” He tries to smirk, knowing it probably looks more like a grimace. “I had friends. It was not so simple a task.”
“Friends…like Gale?”
“Yes.” Astarion replies. “Shadowheart, Karlach, Minthara, Wyll... We traveled together, for a time.”
“How did you meet?”
“We were abducted by mindflayers, believe it or not. It’s a long story, really.”
Celeste leans back, settling against the plush pillows, her gaze fixed on him.
“We have time.” 
And so he tells her, vividly recounting their adventures through the untamed wilderness and the eerie, shadow-cursed lands. Defeating an Apostle of Myrkul, fighting Raphael in the Hells, killing Cazador, turning down Ascension. He told her everything. Orin shapeshifting into Gale and kidnapping him, how they had to kill Gortash - much to Karlach’s delight - to convince the Bhaalspawn to spare the wizard’s life. The insufferable Emperor that they turned against before their victory against the Netherbrain, and Gale’s invitation for Astarion to return to Waterdeep when it was all over. 
“You know, I’ve told you this entire thing before.” He remarks after he finishes. 
“You did?”
“Indeed.” Astarion mutters bitterly. “I thought it might make you remember something, but it didn’t seem to do any good.”
She shrugs. “It passed time.” 
“I’m glad I’m entertaining.” Astarion’s tone drips with sarcasm.
“I remember nothing from the past two months, you know.” She confesses suddenly. “Everything before that is…hazy.”
Astarion hums in acknowledgement, squinting at her.
“And that doesn’t give you pause? You don’t think your memory has been tampered with, rather than restored?”
She glances down at the displacer kitten purring in lap and pets it, not giving him a response.
“Does this creature belong to me?”
“It’s a shared pet. You’ll have to fight the cleric for it if you want to leave with it. The cub was gifted to you by a mad wizard only a couple of days ago.” 
“Displacer beasts are well aligned with Shar’s intentions…” Celeste begins. 
“Well, here’s hoping Gale’s Tressym is a good influence.” As Astarion looks down at his hands, a sense of desperation seeps into his voice.
“This isn’t you. Trust me. I know you.”
“How can I trust anyone when I can’t even trust myself?”
“You think it’s better to be a mindless puppet?” Astarion counters. “An obedient little zealot?”
There’s a soft knock as Nocturne peeks in. 
“Everything alright? I brought tea.” The tiefling offers Celeste a steaming mug, and she accepts it, but eyes it suspiciously before passing it to Astarion. 
“You first. Maybe you can earn some of my trust.”
“No one would poison you here, darling.”
Celeste doesn’t blink. 
“Fine.” He mutters and sips at the tea with reluctance.
For a moment he feels nothing, then, a slight memory, one long forgotten. A flash of something, hanging on to his mother’s skirts as a child, hiding from the busy streets of Baldur’s Gate as they walked to the market, her hand reaching for his, the comfort in her smile…
He dismisses the thought and returns the mug to her.  
“It’s just tea,” He says flatly. He hates lying to her, but the Noblestalk is the only chance to get her back.
“Just tea,” she mutters as she lifts the cup’s rim to her lips. She drinks, holding Astarion’s gaze. Nocturne takes a step back, and he sees Shadowheart lingering in the cracked doorway, watching. Astarion ignores them, watching as Celeste swallows the liquid. 
She sets the mug down, still half full, and stares at the quilt. She winces, touching her temple. 
“What did you do…” she growls.
“You remembered something, didn’t you?”
“Yes, I remembered the worst day of my life.” She glowers at them from under her tear-drenched lashes. “This is how you earn my trust? By lying to me?”
Astarion feels a stab of guilt. 
“You just recalled a painful memory.” Shadowheart interrupts them. “Keep drinking. There are good ones to recover as well.”
“I don’t want to see more!” Celeste knocks the tea from the nightstand and Nocturne jumps forward, catching it before it hits the ground. A bit sloshes out of the side, but she saves the rest.
Astarion moves before he has a moment to think about it.
“Stop it!” He reaches out and holds Celeste by her shoulders. “You remembered something! That’s progress. If you just stopped resisting-”
“I don’t want to remember that.” She sniffs. “The Lady of Loss must have taken the memory to provide relief…”
“What did you see?” Nocturne asks gently. 
“My parents dying. In perfect clarity. What those monsters did to me afterwards...” she says through gritted teeth. 
Astarion hadn’t considered that the memories that returned would also be some of her most traumatic.
“Noblestalk is an indiscriminate herb, unfortunately.” Shadowheart says. “I’m sorry what you saw was unpleasant, but your memories can’t lie to you. If you drink more, you’ll find joyous ones returning as well…”
Astarion tightens his grip on Celeste’s arms, giving her a pleading look. “Those monsters are the same Sharrans poisoning you against us now. Please. Just take the Noblestalk. You’re just making yourself suffer by refusing...”
“My whole life has been suffering, has it not!? From what memories I have, it’s been miserable! What good is there to remember?” 
“We don’t have time for dramatics.” Shadowheart says, snatching the tea from Nocturne. She forces Celeste backwards, pinning her to the bed.
Astarion reaches out to stop her, but the cleric gives him a threatening look over her shoulder when she feels him shift forward. As Celeste thrashes under her hold, screaming in protest, Nocturne pushes the mug back against Celeste’s closed lips with surprising force, tea dripping out the sides as she resists. 
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” The tiefling says to her as Astarion watches helplessly.
Celeste attempts to spit out the Noblestalk, but Shadowheart puts a hand over her mouth, forcing her to swallow. When the cleric eases off her, Celeste jolts forward, coughing and gasping for air.
Astarion moves quickly, pulling her against him. She clutches at his shirt, tears staining its collar.
“I apologize.” Shadowheart says, “but you need to remember Celeste. Before Shar takes a stronger hold,” she turns to Astarion, “that’s all I have leftover from the shop in Baldur’s Gate. When Gale returns later, we’ll have more. If we can restore even one good memory of hers..” the cleric’s voice trails off, sympathy passing across her face as Celeste weeps into Astarion’s shirt.
“We’ll leave you.” She says and departs with Nocturne, shutting the door behind them.
Astarion doesn’t speak as they leave, waiting for Celeste’s sobs to quiet into sniffs before he tips her chin up, searching for a sign of the woman he loves. 
“Are you alright?”
“No, I’m not alright!” She pushes him off of her, as if surprised she’d sought solace in his arms in the first place.
Astarion lets her push him away, staring at her stonily. 
“What did you remember this time?” 
“Keresta bit me.” She whispers. “I had to crawl out of a grave - your grave - and you found me in that alley...”
Astarion’s hands reach out, clasping hers between them. 
“Keep going.” He says. “Please. Just keep talking. Just talk, darling.”
“When I was recovering. You came and told me how you’d been lying to me…about Keresta’s offer.” She closes her eyes as if trying to remember, “I forgave you. And the next day we…confronted…someone..”
Astarion’s gaze doesn’t leave hers as she recounts the memories.
“Daniel. Your ex.” He doesn’t mention she killed him. Best not venture into that territory yet. “He’s the one who led the Sharrans to you.” 
She nods. “You walked me back to the tavern after. I was struggling…with the two goddesses’ claim to me. The moon and the dark, the compulsion to be good. You…comforted me that evening.”
She blushes, undoubtedly recalling the lengths at which they “comforted” one another.
Astarion can’t help the tiny, almost painful grin that crosses his face at her statement. 
“Keep going. Please. What else?”
“We got in a fight after. Because you implied you loved me and I was so…taken aback by it.”
He winces as guilt washes over him, remembering how much of a dick he had been to her.
“I was devastated when you left.” she looks up at him. “Did we..make up? Apologize?”
“Yes.” He clears his throat. “We did.”
“That’s all I have. but I…” She shakes her head. “I know I love you. I felt it in that memory. I cared for you then.”
Celeste stands, pacing the room.
“If you say Shar and Keresta are lying…I’ll try to hear you out. After what they did to me before your intervention...you must be right about something.”
He raises an eyebrow. “Is this another one of your tricks?”
She lets out an annoyed huff. 
“Your friend, Shadowheart, that’s her name, yes? She said I’ll get back more memories if I keep taking the Noblestalk. So if it will help me get back to…whoever I was, I’ll do it.”
Astarion stands abruptly and strides purposefully to the wardrobe, rummaging through it.
“What are you doing?” Celeste asks as he brushes past her.
“Looking for something.” He replies, retrieving a book and pressing it into her hands.
“This is your father’s diary. He turned from Shar, once. Perhaps his words can help you find the strength, too…” He snatches a stuffed owlbear and tosses it onto the bed, “and this is apparently a childhood memento of yours. I found it in the remnants of your house fire. See if it jogs your memory at all.” 
He steps around her, placing his hand on the doorknob.
“I’ll leave you with your thoughts for a while. Come find me when you’re ready to talk again.”
Celeste stands in the center of the room, clutching her father’s journal to her chest.
“You’re not locking me in?”
Their eyes meet, and he holds onto the moment. Perhaps she’s not herself, but she once gave him that same look after he kissed her for the first time. 
“A gesture of good faith.” He dares to smile as he slips into the hall.
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Chapter 47: Unrepentant Vagabonds
Chapter from ongoing fic Forms of Imprisonment. Full story on AO3
Pairing: Spawn Astarion (post-tadpole) x OFC
Word Count: 2.8k
Warnings: 18+, mdni. See AO3 for other chapter-specific warnings.
a/n: The gang runs into an old friend, meets the Mad Mage, acquires a new pet, and plays a game of poker. This chapter was me trying my hand at some more campy/fun interactions. ALSO I got sidetracked and started a Gale fic, because the pipeline is real. You can read it here.
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The Undermountain is just as unsettling as Celeste remembers. 
Halaster’s lair, according to Gale, was nestled far within a network of hidden passageways and tunnels. To Celeste’s dismay, they entered through the alley of the Yawning Portal again, Astarion reaching for her hand tentatively as they descended through the hatch. Thankfully, they took a left before continuing down the same path Astarion had brought her down weeks ago, and soon were deep enough underground that Celeste was confident Vanrakdoom was too far to be of concern anymore.
For most of the trek, Celeste kept her eyes to the gray granite floor, taking extra care when they’d descend the railless staircases, Astarion’s palm on the small of her back to reassure her. The lower they went, the colder the atmosphere became, and the familiar scent of damp earth filled her nostrils. Throughout their journey, their companions stayed silent, aware that one misplaced step or a too-loud word could result in certain death. 
Finally, Gale presses a hand to a wall in a dark corridor and disappears through, the rest of them following through the illusion apprehensively. Illuminated by a series of acid green torches, the hall glows faintly as Gale approaches a bolted shut door, and raps his knuckles against the wood three times. 
“Master Blackcloak is not accepting solicitors!” A small voice snarls as the door cracks open. A quasit stands in the frame, looking up, assessing. 
“Hello, Shovel.” Gale’s arms are folded as he looks down at the creature. 
“Is that really you, Meaty? You fleshbags all look the same to Shovel!” 
“Shovel?” Celeste whispers to Astarion, raising an eyebrow. 
“A quasit.” Astarion answers in a low voice. “Demons trapped in service to whoever summons them. This one’s called Shovel.” 
“Yes, but why Shovel?”
“She came with the name. Felt wrong to change it.” He responds with a shrug. 
The demon continues on in a shrill tone. “And you brought Fangy!” She springs forward, wrapping her claws around Astarion’s calf.
“Oh, for the love of-get off!”
“Seems quite taken with you.” Celeste observes. 
“Astarion let her eat his camp portions.” Karlach reveals, “he’s more softhearted than he lets on.” 
“Let’s not get carried away, my fiery friend. After all, stale bread was wasted on me,” Astarion says as he struggles with Shovel, who appears to be having fun biting at his leg, hanging from his pant leg as he shakes his ankle wildly.
“He made a mess, lying on his cot and tossing food about like he was feeding the pigeons.” Minthara says disapprovingly.
“Can you all shut up?” Astarion snaps, finally dislodging the quasit. 
“Gale, why does Halaster have Shovel?” Shadowheart asks. 
“Well, we…arranged a trade. Halaster is a collector of creatures, Shovel needed a home, and I…” he pauses, bringing a fist to his mouth as he clears his throat, “was in need of night orchids.”
“Cuuuuttteee.” Karlach elbows Gale in the ribs as his cheeks begin to turn pink.
Shovel guides them through the door, scurrying down the hall.
“Come, Meaty, master Halaster is eager to see you.”
They follow the quasit inside and Celeste’s gaze drifts to the walls, lined with displays of various oddities, skeletons, and jars of mysterious substances. 
“A little unnerving…you don’t think he’ll add us to the display?” Astarion murmurs, taking in the surroundings. “Gale, how did you get tied up with an archmage of such an ominous reputation?” 
“Believe it or not, Elminster introduced us.” 
“Elminster?” Astarion asks, surprised. “I would have thought the wizard too much of a do-gooder to associate with someone in the Undermountain.”
“Only proves how little you know about Elminster, then.” Gale says as they reach a vast, circular room, filled with mechanical contraptions, piles of books, and large aquariums of strange-looking fish. At the far end, a man with long white hair and a frumpy wizard’s hat bends over a terrarium, dropping in a beetle for a fat, purple toad waiting with an open mouth at the bottom. When he notices them, he leaps forward, rushing toward Gale and engaging him in a vigorous handshake. The mage’s wrinkled face contorts into a pleasant expression, his gray eyes gleaming.
“Mystra’s Chosen returns!” He exclaims. “Your tressym has made herself quite at home here, once again, in your absence.”
“I appreciate the favor, Halaster, but we’ve discussed this. I’m not Mystra’s Chosen anymore.” 
“Right, well. You’re still my chosen insurance policy.” Halaster waves dismissively.
Shadowheart’s head jerks up. “What is he talking about, Gale?” 
“In the case of Halaster’s untimely death, the magic of the Undermountain would destabilize. That alone should deter anyone from challenging him, but just in case…Mystra’s Chosen has the power and knowledge to set the…security system back into place.”
“But you’re not her chosen.” 
“Tell that to him.” Gale points a thumb at the mad mage. 
“What makes you so confident the wizard wouldn’t kill you and take the Undermountain for himself?” Minthara asks Halaster curiously. 
Halaster’s attention settles on Gale with a chilling expression. 
“He won’t.”
The two exchange a warning look, silently communicating thousands of words, and Celeste looks away uncomfortably.
“Sounds like a nasty contingency plan…for both of you.” Wyll says. 
“Who have you brought for me, boy?” Halaster asks, tiring of the conversation as he peeks around Gale, gaze lingering on Celeste and Astarion. 
“These are my friends. We need your help to gain access to Vanrakdoom so we can permanently put an end to Shar’s operations here.” 
“I would like nothing more than to evict the Lady of Sorrows’ followers from my dwelling.” Halaster strides over, hands clasped behind his back as he circles the group like a carrion bird. “Did you know Shar enthralled me and tried to convince me to steal Mystra’s silver fire a century ago? Things got very messy. Had to go to the Hells to rescue Elminster to make up for the ordeal.” He says to Gale. 
“I’m well aware of your history, Halistar-”
“I’m not.” Nocturne cuts him off. “You rescued Elminster from Avernus?”
The more Celeste came to know the tiefling, the more she admired her thirst for lore, collecting stories like one would collect precious gems.  
“I tried, but Alassra Silverhand beat me to it, bastard. Still, Mystra forgave me and cured me.”
“Cured you? Of what?” 
“Of my insanity, of course.” 
“Right...” Wyll says under his breath, pulling Nocturne closer with a subtle touch on her belt. 
The Mad Mage pauses in front of Celeste and Astarion, his eyes narrowing. 
“You two reek of the heavens.” He lifts a wrinkled hand to lift up Celeste’s chin, and she stiffens, trying to remain composed as his gnarled fingernails come dangerously close to grazing her skin. He releases his hold on her and turns to Astarion. “And a fresh blood oath. Intriguing.”
“He can smell magic?” Celeste hears Karlach whisper to Gale behind her. 
“Our lives are bound.” Celeste explains before more intrusive questions might be asked, “In order to free me from an oath my father made to Shar before my birth.” 
“Broke Fangy, she did!” Shovel squeals, pointing an accusatory claw in Celeste’s direction. “Used to stink of blood and sweet undeath, now just rotting fleshbag like the rest!” 
“A free vampire spawn?” Halaster muses, somehow gleaming the information from the quasit’s lamenting. Perhaps in their madness, he and Shovel had formed their own language. “And cured, at that. Rare, indeed.”
“More or less.” Astarion mutters, avoiding eye contact.
“How?”
“I’m Selûne’s granddaughter, in a sense, I’m Moonborn. It was the moonmaiden’s promise, in exchange for freeing me from Shar’s claim.” 
“I doubt he needed much convincing to be bound to such an alluring anomaly of magic...” He muses, before addressing Gale. “I’d love to add them to my collection.” 
“Excuse me, we’re not cattle to be bought and sold!” Astarion snarls. 
“He’s right, Halaster. I brought them as a courtesy, so you might witness the way the weave has affected them, but I believe you’ve misunderstood my intentions…”
“Fine, fine.” The archmage grumbles, “Though the last of her kind and the first vampire spawn to walk in the sun in millennia, you’ll have to excuse my enthusiasm.”
“As long as my head doesn’t end up stuffed on your wall of horrors.” Astarion says in disgust. 
“Come,” Halaster ushers them into an adjoining room, “I have maps.”
On a spacious table, a replica of the Undermountain is on display, hidden tunnels and passageways carved into its surface. Dependent on the angle of viewing, fragments disappear to reveal more detail. Beside lies a hand-drawn map, notes scrawled in the margins. Underneath the table, Tara naps in a wicker basket, her wings wrapped around a small, black mass of fur naps, its back rising and falling with its breath. The creature’s three tails hang over the side of the basket, appearing almost like tentacles.
“Is that a…displacer beast?” Wyll inquires with some disbelief. 
“What? Oh, yes.” Halaster says, disinterested. “An orphaned cub. I traded a Wish spell to a Warlock for it. Seems to have taken to the tressym quite nicely, but despises me.”
“Her mothering nature does usually get the best of her…” Gale muses. Tara yawns and stretches before blinking at him expectantly, and he stoops and scratches behind her ears. 
As if summoned, the kitten - roughly the same size as Tara herself - jumps out of its bed and sniffs at the air before weaving between Celeste’s ankles. 
“Seems to prefer the company of women.” Halaster grumbles. 
“Nasty kitty.” Shovel growls with displeasure. The displacer beast turns on her, tackling her to the ground and chewing on her leg.
“Master!” the quasit shrieks in dismay, before Halaster plucks the small creature off by the scruff and shoves it towards Celeste. 
“Take it.” The archmage says, “They’re expensive to feed.”
“I-” Celeste is interrupted by the creature being forced into her open arms. She squeaks in surprise, adjusting her grip as the cub squirms. 
“A fine gift.” Minthara says, “A formidable ally, given the right training.”
“Absolutely not!” Astarion cries, taking a step back when it swats at his curls from Celeste’s arms. 
“Astarion, it’s just a baby.” Karlach says, suppressing a smile as he struggles to keep himself out of its reach.
“That will grow into a full sized, uncontrollable beast!” He seethes, ducking as the cub gives his hair a pull. “A bloody abomination is what it is.”
“Oh come now, it’s the size of your head. What’s it going to do, nibble your ankles to death?” Wyll mocks him, assessing the small creature. 
“I will not be hunted in my own home.” 
“Well, it’s my home, so I suppose that settles it.” Gale announces, giving Shadowheart a wink. She beams in response and holds out her hands towards Celeste, requesting a turn with the cub. 
“Fine. Can we be done with the godsdamned petting zoo? I thought we came here for information.” Astarion mutters, eyeing the animal with a scowl.
“Yes, quite right. Down to business.” Gale agrees, joining Halaster at the table. He leans over the map as the archmage traces a route with his finger. 
“If you take this passageway, you’ll gain covert entry to Vanrakdoom. I’ve installed several traps planted along the passage, but you should have no trouble…”
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After their meeting with Halaster, he granted them a quick portal back to Gale’s Tower. Although the amenities of the attic paled - and paled was hardly a strong enough word - compared to the lavish offerings of the House of the Moon. When Celeste dropped her bag on the bed, she somehow felt at home.
With a frown, Astarion walks over to the boarded windows, splintering planks of wood as he pries them backwards. The nails that held them in place separate from the frame, with sharp cracks, leaving behind tattered and peeled wallpaper in their wake. He discards the wreckage in the corner and continues his demolition, lip jutting out in determination. The moon filters through what could only classify as a gaping, square hole in the wall, and Astarion smiles at his work. 
Celeste pinches the bridge of her nose. 
“We’re going to get all sorts of pests in here.” 
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Upon discovering Astarion missing following a much-needed nap, Celeste makes her way downstairs to find him sitting at the kitchen table with their companions, engaged in an unfamiliar game of cards. Tara and the displacer cub are tucked away beneath the table, dozing atop Gale’s feet as he appraises Astarion with a disgruntled expression.
“Darling, come, join us. You can watch me decimate our friends at Azoun’s Hold ‘Em.” 
Astarion fans his cards in one hand and holds out the other to invite her into his lap. She takes a seat, crossing her legs, and he secures her to him with an arm wrapped around her middle, showing her his draw. 
She examines the game laid out before her. “I’ve never played.”
“Funny, Astarion said the same thing when we started an hour ago, and somehow he’s won every hand.” Gale says irritably, not looking up from his cards. 
“You were a fool to believe a vampire who spent nearly two centuries haunting the taverns of Baldur’s Gate would not know how to gamble.” Minthara’s glare shifts towards Astarion as she speaks. 
“Ah, ah! Former vampire.” Astarion drawls, sipping at his wine and returning his attention to Celeste. “Lucky for you, it’s a simple game.” He hands his cards over to her so she can see what he’s holding, then drops the arm at her waist a bit lower to rest his hand on her hip. “All you have to know is that I’m going to win.” 
Wyll snorts, drawing a card from the top of the deck and laying it face up on the table. “Alright, show ‘em.” 
“Watch this.” Astarion purrs in Celeste’s ear, before tossing three nines out. He grins as Gale drags a palm across his face and slams his head against the table, slapping down a pair of twos and a seven. 
“Bullshit!“ Karlach roars, rising from her chair. “That’s your third time with pocket triples.” 
“Easy, Karlach.” Shadowheart says with an amused smirk, leaning behind Gale with her arms encircling his neck as she observes the game. “You’ll get him next round.” 
“Dishonest wretch.” Wyll mumbles. 
“Is it so hard to believe I’m just lucky?” Astarion asks with feigned offense, gold scraping against the surface of the table as he rakes in his winnings. “Honestly, you all take this so seriously. It’s like you hate fun.” 
“Easy to say when you’re winning.” Karlach grumbles. “Sleep with one eye open tonight.” 
“Oh darling, I don’t sleep at all.” Astarion chuckles. Under the table, he parts the slit of Celeste’s dress and slips a card into the waistband of her underwear, snagging its corners on the lace. The edges scrape against her skin and his fingertips trace circles on her thigh, a quiet request for her discretion before he draws his next hand. 
“I never agreed to helping you cheat,” Celeste hisses in his ear. 
“But you agreed to be bound to me for a lifetime. Surely you considered the consequences.” He counters in a hushed tone, nipping at her earlobe. “Be a good girl and I’ll split the pot with you, hmm?”
She scowls as he deftly exchanges a ten from his hand with the queen at her hip to complete his royal straight.
“Oi, lovebirds! No private conversations. Let’s keep things moving.” Karlach gripes, pulling a cigar from her pocket and trimming it. “Someone get me a light, please. I can’t do these myself anymore.” She says, holding it out. Before Gale can utter a spell, Celeste reaches forward, ignoring Astarion’s grunt of surprise as she shifts in his lap, and takes it from the tiefling. As she flicks her wrist, it ignites with a pop, and a cherry burns at the end. A trail of smoke drifts trails behind as she hands it back.
“Impressive.” Karlach examines it before puffing at it satisfactorily. “New trick?” 
“What else have you learned?” Gale interjects, leaning forward, eager to abandon the game in favor of discussion.
“I haven’t done a lot of experimenting.”
“Fascinating, nonetheless. I would surmise that after the ritual, your abilities may rival Aylin’s. If you were limited to enhanced skill with a blade and illusionary magic before, the expanse into even the simplest of evocation magic could indicate much further reaching-”
“Can’t this all wait?” Astarion whines.
“Jealous, all that power used to bring you back from the dead burned out before you could perform a few spells, too?” Shadowheart sneers. 
Astarion scowls, and his grip on Celeste’s waist tightens. 
“On second thought, perhaps I’ll collect my winnings and turn in for the night.” He says, snatching his bag of gold and hoisting Celeste over his shoulder. “After all, we have a day full of Sharran slaying ahead of us tomorrow. Best get some rest where we can.”
“What in the hells!” Celeste pounds at his back with her fist as she hangs upside down, the card in her waistband slipping loose and fluttering to the floor. Karlach stands, chair flying back against the stove, and points.
“I knew it!” She calls out, “You owe me fifty coppers, fucker!”
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a/n: I just finished my honor mode run and earned my golden dice and somehow, Shovel did not die during my playthrough? Our little quasit friend had so few lines (presumably because their health was so low, it probably isn't intended for them to withstand so much of the game?) that I found myself making up headcannon about her.
August was a long month, and I think we could all use a little levity (particularly since the next chapter may or may not be heavy. Don't say I didn't warn you.)
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Chapter 35: The Way the Moon's in Love with the Dark
“Allow me to remind you of the benefits of warming my bed, darling.”
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Chapter from ongoing fic Forms of Imprisonment. Full story on AO3.
Pairing: Spawn Astarion (post-tadpole) x OFC
Word Count: 3k
Warnings: 18+. Smut, violence, blood, trauma, oral sex, facesitting, orgasm denial (if you squint), fluff, protective Astarion, Gale in peril, preexisting relationship/storyline.
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“Stay.”
Astarion catches her bottom lip and kisses her sloppily, greedily. His hands wander her body as if he can’t be close enough to her, consumed by an unrelenting craving for her, as if she could physically scrub away the shame that permeated his being. Every touch was a plea, a question. Celeste yields, her hips arching against his, eliciting a whine from Astarion that would have brought her to her knees if she weren’t already underneath him. Sparks form from her core to her throat and she hums with desire.
“Maybe we should take things slow. Besides, Gale and Shadowheart are probably wondering-” Celeste protests against his mouth.
“They’re fucking, dear. They’re not wondering a damn thing.” Astarion pulls away and props himself on an elbow. “I can hear it through the floorboards,” he taps a pointed ear, “vampire.”
Celeste settles on the pillow next to him, resting her cheek on her arm. “Oh?"
Astarion mocks a pout. “So desperate to warm someone else’s bed.” With a firm grasp on her hips, he tugs her into his lap. “You wound me, Celeste.” He says, kissing a trail down her neck. 
“It was never like that.” 
“I know,” he grumbles, guiding her arms above his head on the mattress. “But you can hardly blame me for a bit of shock finding you there.” 
Tentatively, she holds onto his wrists, keeping him in place. With a sensual amusement, his gaze drifts down her body, taking in her wrinkled nightgown, its black lace trim grazing her skin as it bunches around her waist, silk red underwear peeking from the apex of her thighs. She narrows her eyes at him. 
“I like the view from here.” He says with a sultry grin, leaning up and brushing his lips against her ear as he mumbles. “But if you insist on taking things slow.” He lets out a performative sigh of reluctance.
Celeste presses him back down into the sheets before palming him through his trousers, feeling his eagerness against her hand. Astarion’s breath hitches, staring at her in surprise. 
“That’s not slow.” He purrs, “What is it you truly want, Celeste? Consequences be damned.”
“To forget any of this ever happened.”
“Then allow me to remind you of the benefits of warming my bed, darling.”
Astarion settles one hand on her lower back, the other squeezing her thigh for leverage and pulls her onto his face. She yelps in surprise, catching herself on the wall as she pitches forward, and he smirks, assessing her arousal. 
“So you did miss me. Good.” He drags a knuckle against her core, causing pleasure to ripple up her spine. He delicately draws the fabric of her panties aside and takes the silk of her nightgown in one fist, holding it against her stomach.
His tongue glides against her with a moan that reverberates through center and she rises to her knees, palms flat against the cool, rough brick as Astarion’s ministrations intensify. 
“Gods, I missed you,” she sighs, her gaze fixed on the ceiling above as she moves her hips in rhythm with his mouth.
Astarion answers with a hum of approval, two of his fingers penetrating her and coaxing her towards release. Celeste squirms as he pumps them inside of her, his tongue drawing circles until it finds the most sensitive part of her clit, provoking a telltale whimper from her that encourages him to keep his focus there.
“Astarion, that’s going to make me-”
“Mmm. Not just yet - patience.”
Time loses meaning as she remains in place, desperately holding back her impending orgasm. His hand abandons her thigh to cup one of her breasts, lifting her nightgown higher to expose her to the brisk air of the attic. She gasps, her fingers grasping his silver curls as she rides his face to her climax. She spasms and pulses against his mouth, a moan catching in her throat, reduced to a squeak of pleasure.
“Fuck, you’re messy,” he remarks, his words dripping with satisfaction.
Astarion opts against making her frantic with overstimulation and presses his lips to her teasingly, his tongue delivering one last pleasurable stroke, savoring the slickness of her. Gradually, he eases her writhing body onto the sheets.
“Come here, darling,” he murmurs, his voice a soothing balm. Celeste nuzzles into his neck, whimpering as his fingers dance across her lower back.
“Shhh…” he strokes her hair and holds her tightly, “I’ve got you.” She tremors against him, the aftershocks of her release still reverberating throughout her. The orgasm that crashed upon her seemed to carry a wave of pent up emotion with it, something akin to relief, mixed with simmered rage and fear. 
“It seems I’ve finally rendered the highly opinionated Celestria Delios speechless. Gods above, you are even more beautiful when you’re a simpering mess for me.”
The corner of her mouth curves upwards at his teasing and she lies down and embraces him tightly around his cord, laying her head on his chest.
“Thank you,” he says after a few beats of silence, his tone suddenly serious, “for what you said earlier.” 
“I meant it.”
“I know. I…I think I needed to hear you say it.” His fingers gently comb through her hair and her eyes flutter shut, allowing the sensation to soothe her. 
“You should let me-”
“No,” he declines, his voice muffled as he speaks against the crown of her head, “I’d rather just enjoy this.”
For the first time, she consciously notices the absence of his heartbeat, wondering, with a pang of sadness, if she’d ever be able to get him back even a fraction of what he’d lost. 
“I love you.” Astarion adds quietly, and it echoes through her unconscious mind as she drifts off to sleep.
She dreams of ruby irises gleaming in the sun. 
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Celeste wakes in the same position, the muscles of Astarion’s abdomen working slightly as he tosses her stuffed owlbear at the ceiling with one hand, catching it over and over, absentmindedly, bored. As she stirs, he assesses her out of the corner of his eye.
“You’re up.” He observes dryly, shaking her childhood memento so its worn limbs flop about. “I found this under your pillow. You really did miss me. Cute."
Celeste makes a face and snatches it from his grasp, tossing it on the nightstand behind her. 
“How long have I been asleep?” 
“The rest of the night and half the day.” 
“I should check in with the others.” She sits up, and Astarion doesn’t hide the disappointment or envy in his expression. 
“Go on. I’m sure you can fill me in come nightfall.” 
“Astarion-”
“Go,” He nudges her towards the edge of the mattress. “Don’t let me keep you locked up here all day.”
“Meet me downstairs at dusk?” Celeste pulls her nightgown over her head. She rummages through her bag near the wardrobe for a change of clothes. Astarion’s pupils track her every movement as she shimmies into a pair of tight trousers and laces on a leather corset.
“Mhm.” He stares distantly, gives her an affirmative nod.
She tosses her hair over her shoulder with her fingertips, the strands cascading loosely down her back, and winks at him before slipping out the door and down the stairs.
“Welcome back, you leech!” Karlach greets Astarion as he takes a seat next at the kitchen table. He scans the room for signs of the others. A cauldron of leftovers from dinner remains simmering on the stove.
“I presume everyone else already filled you in?” 
“We heard your return last night, but yes, the wizard provided the rest of the details,” Minthara replies dully, sipping at her stew.
“Apologies. There was an…altercation upon my arrival.” 
“It was mostly the fucking we heard.” The drow grumbles.
Karlach chokes on her porridge as she stifles a cackle. Astarion blinks in annoyance. 
“Where is everyone else?” he asks impatiently.
“Outside, training.” Karlach says, inclining her head to the window. Astarion glimpses Shadowheart’s braided hair as she spars with Wyll. 
“If you’re looking for the Moonborn, she’s with the wizard near the treeline.” Minthara says pointedly.
“Thank you,” Astarion mutters, pushing himself up from the table, not bothering to excuse himself. He strides towards the den, a sense of familiarity washing over him. It’s the closest thing he’s ever felt to... home.
“Hey, ‘Star,” Karlach calls after him. He pivots to face her.
“Yes?” 
“Good to have you back, soldier,” she says, her voice filled with warmth. Astarion gives his friend a soft smile before pushing out the front door.
“Good to be back,” he says, the breeze weaving through his curls as he steps outside.
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“It’s a useless parlor trick, Gale.” 
“Illusions can be some of the most complicated magic there is! It just means you’re capable of truly strong spellcasting, Celeste. Don’t chalk it up to luck or theatrics.”
Sitting side by side on a fallen tree in the dense woods, Gale watches intently as Celeste invokes her magic, conjuring ethereal threads of stardust that cascade down like delicate ash. Some of them shimmer and fade, while others smolder and sizzle upon touching the leaf-strewn ground.
“It’s a shame, Gale. She conjured an entire galaxy for me last night.” 
Astarion leans nonchalantly against a nearby tree with crossed arms and a smug smile playing on his lips.
“So I heard,” Gale responds, rising from his seat and pacing along the treeline. He examines the edges of the protective wards he had meticulously established. An owl hoots in the distant woods.
“Apparently everyone heard-”
“Oh no, no, please don’t.” Celeste interjects, glaring at Astarion. He raises his palms in defense and saunters towards her, offering her his hand. 
“What are you two doing out here at dusk, anyway?” Astarion asks, his voice sultry and laced with intrigue as he looks at Celeste under lowered eyelids. She accepts his help standing up, and he pulls her close against him. “You never know what terrible creatures are lurking out here.”
“You shouldn’t speak about yourself that way,” she teases, giving him a swift, affectionate peck on the cheek.
“We were discussing Celeste’s capabilities,” Gale grumbles, crouching and prodding the invisible barrier with his index finger. Sparks of weave magic respond to his touch, creating tiny flickers of light that seem to sizzle in front of him. “It’s perfectly safe on that side of the wards.”
“Then perhaps you should have stayed inside of them.” 
A sudden, violent force propels Gale across the clearing, his head colliding with a sizable boulder. He groans, feeling the warmth of blood trickling down from his temple. As he pulls a hand from his face, fingers covered in crimson, and tries to rise, the firm heel of Keresta’s boot presses against the back of his neck, pinning him mercilessly to the ground.
Celeste reacts instantly, rushing toward her injured friend. Astarion swiftly seizes her arm, holding her close against his body, preventing her from intervening.
“She’s baiting you to get you past the wards,” He growls in her ear, not taking his attention from Keresta. “Don’t fall for it.”
“Very good!” Keresta coos, clapping sarcastically, her applause echoing mockingly in the clearing. Gale winces beneath her foot, pain searing through his body, but he remains trapped.
“We can’t just let her-” Celeste chokes.
“We won’t.” Astarion says in a low voice before addressing Keresta directly.
“This is between you and me. Gale has nothing to do with this.”
“We’re past negotiations, spawn. You had your chance. I warned you of the consequences.” 
“Gale!” Shadowheart cries, running into view, trailed closely by Wyll and Nocturne.
“Shadowheart, wait!” Astarion barks. Catching the warning, Wyll swiftly pulls her back from crossing the ward line. The cleric struggles against him as he restrains her.
“What are you doing?” she hisses.
“We’ll get him back.” Wyll reassures her, casting a worried glance at Astarion, who dips his chin in response.
“Gods, is it always like this?” Keresta peers down at Gale condescendingly, as if seeking confirmation. “So much drama. How tiring.”
Astarion scowls. “Stop dragging this out, Keresta. What do you want?”
The vampiress examines her fingernails before looking up with a sinister smile at Celeste. “Just a little girl talk.” 
“Then talk.” Celeste says through gritted teeth. As she steps closer, Astarion eases his hold on her, but doesn’t let go completely. 
“I think it’s time for you to realize the lie you’ve been living.”
“What lie?”
“Haven’t you wondered how Shar gets in your head? How she can punish you despite Selûne’s claim to you?”
Celeste remains motionless as Astarion’s hand tightens around hers. 
“You were promised to Shar before you were even conceived.”
“That’s impossible. My parents both served Selûne.”
Keresta clicks her tongue and in a singsong voice, answers, “Not always.” 
“Are you implying one of her parents was Sharran?” Wyll presses. 
“Her father.” Nocturne interjects, stepping forward. The usually reserved companion suddenly found everyone watching her intently.
“Nocturne, what are you saying?” Wyll urges. 
“Finally. Someone puts it together. Go on, little defector.” Keresta says.
“There were whispers, pieces of the story, but didn’t have the context until now,” the tiefling continues, giving Celeste a guilty look. “Your father was recruited to serve Shar by Vanrak Moonstar, a former Selûnite-turned-Sharran death knight.”
“Vanrak,” Astarion mutters, his eyes sliding suspiciously to Keresta, “as in your dead lover?”
“The very same,” Keresta says. A flicker of grief passes over her face. “Vanrak killed and freed me from my vampire lord, reclaiming his lair for Lady Shar in the Undermountain, Vanrakdoom, as you know it.” She glances between Celeste and Astarion. “I was his lieutenant and lover for over one hundred years. I knew your father well, Celeste…once. When Vanrak was manipulated by Selune and repented -” she spits the words with a disgusted expression, “he persuaded your father to do the same with the moon goddess’ poisoned words.”
“That’s-no…” Celeste’s throat catches and Astarion looks on helplessly. 
“Continue, tiefling. Indulge us with a bit more context.” Keresta coaxes. 
Nocturne swallows. “Your father is known as a betrayer amongst Sharrans because he was supposed to be a double agent - to seduce one of Selûne’s children so she might bear his child - a child of Selûne’s power with dark allegiance, that he blood-promised to Lady Shar… you, Celeste.”
“But he can’t-he couldn’t-”
“He did.” Keresta interrupts, “What your father hadn’t expected was to fall in love. He swore himself back to Selûne and repented, along with Vanrak. But your mother was already pregnant, and the blood promise remained. And so Shar and Selûne both have a claim over you.”
“Withers, at the party-” Celeste says, giving Astarion a panicked look, “He said Shar had marked me, that I was… am a living dichotomy of Shar and Selûne.” 
“Whatever one sister is promised, the other has equal claim to.” Shadowheart echoes distantly. “It’s an old Sharran saying.”
“Your parents and the Moonborn tried to conceal you from Shar,” Keresta gestures towards the moonstone pendant resting at the base of Celeste’s neck, “That necklace bore a concealment enchantment against Shar, it’s what made it so difficult for us to find you all these years. We had no idea what you looked like once you were grown, only a description from a rather zealous Sharran pervert who disobeyed orders and preferred to track you himself. I believe you immolated him.” Celeste’s stomach turns at the thought of Tohkis.
Keresta continues with contempt. “But when we eventually had a hunch, I planted a spelled Sharran journal in your archives that broke the enchantment, confirming my suspicions.” 
“The pain…” Celeste recalls being burned by the book, the night Astarion brought her to the tower for Shadowheart’s help. “But my mother wore this necklace-”
“Different necklace, same magic. As she died, she changed the enchantment on hers to work in the opposite manner, drawing any attempt to track you back to her dead body. Giving you time to run, live concealed when the Harpers took you in, to lead your semblance of a normal life all these years. When you put on that second necklace in Baldur’s Gate, though, I had to enlist some help from your former lover to find you.”
“But the power I invoked at the House of Grief-”
“The moonstone holds the power to conceal. , Nothing more, nothing less. Your power lives in your veins, as I believe your wizard friend has taught you by now.” Keresta grabs Gale by the collar, dragging him to his feet. “Story time’s over. Come with me, Celeste, answer for your father’s blood promise, or I’ll find another way to convince you.”
“She’s not going anywhere,” Astarion snarls, stepping forward and guiding Celeste behind him. Keresta shrugs in response. 
“Alright then, let’s try something else. No wizard, no wards.” 
The vampire lordess’ fangs sink into Gale’s neck, driving into his carotid artery as he struggles against her.  
Celeste’s piercing scream echoes through the night, accompanied by a blinding stream of radiant light tunneling towards Keresta. The blast sears her cheek, and she shrieks, involuntarily releasing her grip on Gale just long enough for Astarion to dart across the wards and yank his friend back to safety. Gale’s hand instinctively presses to his neck, trying to stem the flow of blood from the bite. Shadowheart falls to her knees at his side as she tries to heal him. 
“The next time I see you, Moonborn, you’re dead! ” Keresta roars, the skin of her face festering where Celeste burned her. “Shar’s promised or not.” She disappears in a flash of shadow, a bat flickering away through the woods from where she stood. 
Gale hisses in pain as Shadowheart fusses over him. He winces up at Astarion. “Please tell me I’m not going to become a bloody vampire now.”
“I’m afraid you didn’t complete the process. You’ll have to try harder next time.” Astarion responds flatly, his expression neutral, but internally reeling.
“Oh, Gale.” Celeste sobs, throwing her arms around his shoulders as Shadowheart closes the wound. Gale entwines his fingers through Shadowheart’s with a feeble smile as Celeste’s forearm momentarily cuts off his air supply. He pats at it as he gasps for air and she swears apologetically, releasing him.  
Footsteps pound against the ground as Karlach and Minthara reach them, Karlach bending over to catch her breath.
“What did we miss?”
I hope you enjoyed this installment! If you feel so inclined, ANy interaction/kudos on AO3 or Tumblr means the world to me! If this is where you first found the story, you can go back and find the full fic on AO3 here! Thank you so much! x
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selunesdreams · 4 months ago
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Chapter 40: Martyrdom and Masochism
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Chapter from ongoing fic Forms of Imprisonment. Full story on AO3.
Pairing: Spawn Astarion (post-tadpole) x OFC
Word Count: 3.1k
Warnings: 18+. Fluff, blood, blood drinking/vampirism, possessive/protective/asshole/drunkish Astarion, restraint, discussion of murder/death, religious trauma. Smut in other chapters/throughout story.
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Celeste wakes in bed, unsure how she got there, her satin nightgown clinging to her skin. Her fingertips graze the clean sheets as she raises her head, disoriented. Sunlight warms the velvet curtains, closed tightly against the window so they only faintly glow around the edges. Astarion, dressed in only his trousers, sits in a chair by her side, absorbed in a book.
“Good…” Astarion’s eyes flicker to a clock on the wall, his expression inscrutable. “afternoon.”
“Afternoon?” she asks, pushing herself to a seated position. “You let me sleep all day?”
He discards his book carelessly on the floor, leaning on the mattress as he looks down at her. “You needed it. You’ve been restless as of late.” He inclines his head towards an untouched meal on the nightstand. “A maid came through while you were sleeping and changed the bedding. You slept through it and missed the scandalized look on her face as I pretended to be asleep on the rug next to you…” He says with a smirk. “And then when she saw all the blood on the sheets…”
“Hells below, Astarion! They’re going to burn you alive for defiling this temple.”
“You woke up in a clean bed, did you not?” He purrs, crawling on top of her.
“We were supposed to meet with the high priestess-”
She’s silenced by his hum of acknowledgement as he presses a kiss to her jaw. “It can wait.” He says, his lips trailing down her neck. “The past few days have been eventful enough. Don’t fuss over the high priestess.”
Celeste closes her eyes slowly, enjoying the sensation. “I’m worried about whether we can trust her.”
His teeth graze her skin, teasing. “Do you think she’s a risk?”
“Everyone’s a risk these days.”
He pauses, his tone turning mischievous. “Even me?”
“Especially you.”
His lips travel down her collarbone, a low chuckle rumbling in his throat. “And here I thought we had such a good thing.”
“What’s that they say? Keep your enemies close?” 
Astarion glances at her with a hint of a smirk. “Did you just call me your enemy?”
Celeste shrugs. He smiles in response, straddling her hips. Gently, he tilts her head back, his thumb and forefinger caressing her jaw.
“You really think of me as an enemy, darling?” He asks, pressing his thumb to her lower lip. “As a threat?” He brushes his mouth against hers as he speaks, but stops just short of kissing her.
“You know I trust you, Astarion.” She mumbles, suddenly unsure if they’re still teasing one another. 
He laughs again, but it sounds a little breathless, then finally closes the distance between them with a kiss. As his hand slides down to the base of her throat, there’s a hint of urgency, a desperate hunger in his actions.
A knock at the door interrupts them, and Astarion reluctantly breaks the kiss as he looks in its direction. He lets out a low growl and releases her jaw, but keeps her pinned to the bed.
“What is it?” He barks.
The door swings open, and Shadowheart enters, her eyebrow raised at the scene before her.
“The knock was a courtesy.” 
Celeste shoves Astarion off of her and he falls backwards onto the mattress with a huff. Grabbing a nearby robe, she wraps it tightly around herself.
“Why bother knocking, then?” Astarion grumbles.
“In case you were doing something like…whatever you were up to.” She looks past him at Celeste. “Out, vampire, I need to talk to the Moonborn.” 
Astarion lets out an exaggerated groan and rolls off the bed. He casts a glare in Shadowheart’s direction, slipping on a shirt from the nearby chair. “I’ll return later.” He murmurs into Celeste’s ear before cupping her face and kissing her hungrily. “Do try not to have too much fun without me.” He says, buttoning his shirt as he walks towards the door, giving Shadowheart a pointed, satisfied look as he leaves. 
“Out with it.” Celeste opens a nearby wardrobe, searching through its contents. “What matter did you need to discuss with me privately so Astarion wouldn’t have a fit?”
Shadowheart smoothes the sheets on the bed and sits on the edge. “First things first. How are you holding up? I’ve barely had a moment with you these past few days.”
Celeste pulls out a simple black gown, retreating behind a folding screen in the room's corner. Shedding her robe, she slips into the dress, shivering at the chill of silk against her skin.
“I’ve been better. It’s a lot to process. With my father, the high priestess, and…”
“Astarion?” Shadowheart asks. “Seems the two of you are cozy again.”
Behind the screen, Celeste blushes, stepping out and turning her back towards her friend. “We’ve been working things out...slowly,” she admits. “Lace me in?”
Shadowheart rises and starts fastening the gown’s corset. “I think you and I have different definitions of slowly.” 
“Are you going to tell me why you’re really here, or did you truly come to admonish me about Astarion?” Celeste asks impatiently.
“I’ll let it pass, but only because I almost feel bad making you squirm like this.” With a gentle tug, Shadowheart tightens the final lace, securing it in a bow. “And because there is something we need to discuss.” 
Celeste turns and looks down at herself, admiring the way the fabric hugs her skin. “What?”
“Aylin and Isobel spoke with me this morning. They said…Selûne wants an audience with you.” 
Celeste doesn’t hide her surprise. “Why?”
“I’m not sure. But there’s apparently something wrong with your dreams. They’re encompassed in shadows. It’s why Selûne hasn’t been able to contact you since she resurrected you.”
“And likely why I’ve been plagued with so many nightmares.” Celeste muses. “Aylin couldn’t come tell me this herself?”
“You and I both know how Astarion would react to any news of Selûne wanting something from you. We agreed it’d be best if I spoke with you privately.” 
“He’s going to be livid when he finds out later.” Celeste flops back onto the bed. Shadowheart lays down next to her.
“Forget him for now. We never spoke about…what you learned of your father’s blood oath.”
“What’s there to say?” Celeste asks bitterly, “He couldn’t undo it, but what I can’t understand is why he’d even risk a child, knowing what would happen.”
“Maybe voracious sexual appetites run in the family?” Shadowheart offers with a placating smile. Celeste playfully jabs her in the side.
“So, what about this meeting? I have to contact Selûne in a room full of people?”
“I don’t know the specifics, but perhaps they have to put you to sleep through a specific ritual to guard your dreams or something.”
“This sounds ominous.”
“You’ll be fine. We’ll all be right there, and if nothing else, I’m sure Astarion will tear anyone to shreds if they lay a finger on you.” 
Celeste’s brow furrows. “Why aren’t you all more wary of him? I had been expecting a speech about treading carefully from one of you…”
Shadowheart shrugs. “We’ve all spent quite a lot of time together, a great deal of it under immense, life or death pressure. He likes to play at being heartless, but he’s…more complicated than he’d care to admit. All that impulsiveness he disguises as apathy is really just thinly veiled fear.” She glances towards the doorway. “The way he looks at you isn’t that calculating gleam he gets in his eyes when he wants something. It’s sheer terror at the thought of losing you. He wouldn’t do anything that would jeopardize your safety. Not intentionally. Though I suppose I do worry about one thing…”
Celeste frowns. “What?”
Shadowheart cups the wound on Celeste’s neck and it fades into nothing under a faint blue glow. “His tendency to leave teeth marks all over you in the middle of a Selûnite temple.”
Celeste rubs at the phantom bite. “Right.” 
“Wouldn’t want the high priestess seeing that.” Shadowheart sits up. “I can see no reason to not be presentable for this…meeting.” She gestures in front of her, sitting cross-legged. “Sit, I’ll do your hair.”
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Downstairs, Astarion weaves through dormitories until he finds Gale and Wyll lounging in a cozy common room over a lanceboard. He slumps down into a plush chaise by the fireplace.
“Loser plays Astarion.” Wyll says to Gale, glancing in the sulking vampire’s direction with a grin before the humor fades from his voice. “How are you feeling? You were in poor shape when I saw you last.”
“Yes Astarion, you look…almost alive now.” Gale says, offering a taunting smile as he moves his rook into a position that compromises Wyll’s queen. 
Astarion crosses his ankles on the back of the chaise, resting his arms behind his head. “How sweet. You two really do care.”
“How’s Celeste?” Gale asks, frowning as Wyll moves his queen to safety. 
“She was resting. Until Shadowheart showed up. But you already knew that, didn’t you?”
“I imagine Shadowheart wanted to talk to her without one of your fits interrupting,” Gale retorts.
“About what?”
“Selûne wants to meet with Celeste.”
“Meet with her?” Astarion asks disdainfully, sitting up. “Why?
“Deities can often speak with their followers in dreams. But Celeste’s are…guarded, apparently. No doubt Shar’s doing. Probably how she’s able to torment Celeste in her sleep, but Selûne can’t relieve her of it.” He moves one of his pieces.
“Check.”
Astarion slouches back into his seat with a frustrated sigh. 
“Uncharacteristically accepting of the news,” Wyll observes, moving his king into a safer position. Astarion glares at him, his arms crossed tightly against his chest.
“I’m right here.”
“Good, then you’ll hear me when I say this,” Wyll interrupts their game, turning his attention away from the lanceboard. “Celeste will be just fine.”
“And if she’s not?” He shoots back, his eyes locked on the lanceboard as Gale executes the trap he had laid for the warlock, winning the game.
“Selûne’s a more reasonable goddess than most,” Gale reassures, sitting back in his chair with a pleased expression as Wyll looks at the board in surprise.
“Oh yes,” Astarion says, voice dripping with sarcasm, “because you’re the authority on how reasonable goddesses can be.”
“And you are, Astarion?” Wyll challenges.
“Remind me how you got those horns again?” Astarion replies sharply, “Devils aren’t so different from gods.”
“You’re being a prick.” Wyll says, slapping his hands on his knees and standing up. “And I’ve just lost the game. Why don’t we get you a drink?”
“That’s the first interesting thing I’ve heard you say since I sat down.”
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Frustrations sated by several goblets of blood and wine, Astarion knocks at Celeste’s door, not waiting for a reply before walking in.
“Cleric gone?” He asks Celeste, who is now reading the book he’d discarded earlier.
“She left a few hours ago.” She says, waving the text at him before setting it on the nightstand. “Interesting choice.”
He narrows his eyes. “Do you think me above poetry?”
“Just surprising.” Celeste says with a grin that quickly fades. “I need to tell you about-”
“Your little meeting? I’m aware.”
“Gale told you?”
“He and darling Wyll.” 
“And then they…got you drunk?”
Astarion scoffs. “Hardly.” He takes a few steps closer to her. “I don’t like this, for what it’s worth.” He brushes his fingers across her bare shoulder.
Celeste shudders slightly from his touch. “I don’t either, but if there’s something Selûne can help us with…I have to try.”
He tilts his head to the side, twirling a strand of her hair around his finger pensively. “Must you be the hero in everything? It’s so like you, to throw yourself into danger for some…greater good.” He sneers.
“It must be dreadful for you to love someone with a moral compass.”
Astarion scowls. “It is.” His expression becomes guarded, his eyes shifting away from hers as he suddenly looks very interested in the carpet.
“To do selfless things, endlessly. Foolish things. For a goddess who could be asking you to martyr yourself.”
“I wouldn’t agree to that.” 
“She’s going to ask something of you. And you’ll undoubtedly suffer for it. Call it martyrdom or masochism. I don’t care for either.” He pulls her in by her waist, eyes blazing. “Don’t let the gods use you as a pawn in their divine games.”
Celeste turns her head and pulls out of his arms. 
“It’s just how it has to be.”
Astarion grabs her wrists, preventing her from walking away. 
“No, it’s not.” He hisses. “Is this some self-imposed penance for your father’s crimes?”
“No, Astarion, and it isn’t up for discussion. Are you with me or not?”
“You’re impossible.” He grumbles, releasing her. “Of course I’m coming with you. Where you go, I go.”
“Good.” Celeste says, beckoning him to follow. “Because we’ve wasted enough time bickering.”
“One more thing-” He warns, locking eyes with her, “If this is a trap, if I see any harm come to you, I will slaughter this entire temple.”
“Charming.” Celeste steps forward, tenderly reaching for his cheek, “It won’t come to that.”
Astarion slips a strand of hair behind her ear, searching her face. “Let’s hope you’re right.”
He offers his hand and they descend each floor to the main hall where their companions, along with Aylin and Isobel, have already gathered. There’s no sign of the chaos from the previous evening. The ballroom, once splattered with crimson from Astarion’s stabbing and Seraphina’s death, is now free of any evidence either came to harm at all. As if it never happened.
“Celeste,” Rayne says, entering the hall behind them, flanked by three acolytes. “It’s good to see you in good health after last evening’s…events. Thank you again for acting so quickly.”
“Yes, I would congratulate you but, I imagine the circumstances are not ideal. Please accept my condolences.” Celeste gives a slight bow. With a solemn expression, the high priestess nods.
“Please accept mine as well. I know you and Seraphina were not close, and she could be…opinionated, to say the least,” offering Celeste a knowing look, “but I know there was a history there.”
“Thank you.”
“Shall we?” The high priestess motions for the group to follow her. They traverse a series of heavily guarded corridors and archways before making their way down a long, winding staircase. At the bottom, Rayne’s finger skims the surface of an imposing stone door with ancient runes etched into it. It responds with a mesmerizing luminescence and slides open to reveal a serene, candlelit room. The massive marble pillars welcome them with a shimmering display of moonstones embedded in blue and gold accents. A captivating pool sprawls across the back of the room, far surpassing the size and depth of the one in Celeste’s chambers, an otherworldly mist hanging in the air above it.
“The resemblance to the pool in the Gauntlet of Shar is almost uncanny.” Shadowheart remarks.
“This one is clearly Selûne’s interpretation.” Minthara says, eyes not leaving the scene before her. Karlach lets out a low whistle.
Gale glances around, his gaze drifting from the stone carvings of the moon maiden on the walls to the pool. “This room is ancient, older than the House of the Moon above us…”
“It’s rarely shown to outsiders. The pool is a portal to Argentil in the Gates of the Moon, Selûne’s palace.” Rayne says.
“It’s the easiest way to get Celeste there.” Aylin continues for her. “I’ve used it regularly.”
Astarion’s mind races. There’s a million ways this could go wrong, every terrible fate that could befall Celeste. The goddess could demand she stay with her, never to return to Waterdeep... 
He reaches for Celeste’s hand.
“I’m coming with you.” 
“A vampire has never entered Argentil before.” Rayne warns, “I can make no guarantee you would be received kindly.”
“If she’s going, so am I.” Astarion responds, as firmly as possible.
“He’s a valuable ally. I will vouch for him.” Aylin interjects. “Selûne is fully aware of his loyalty to Celeste and our cause.”
“I’m also incredibly charming.” He adds.
The high priestess rolls her eyes and motions towards the pool, and Aylin and Isobel descend together, disappearing beneath the surface. Celeste takes an apprehensive step into the cool water, her ankle shimmering beneath its surface. Encouraged by a mystical sensation of tranquility, she takes a confident step forward, feeling the weightlessness of the water embracing her body. Astarion follows closely behind, his hand securely placed on her lower back.
The world plunges into darkness around them, and they become suspended in time. Unlike crashing through the Shadowfell, they arrive in Argentil gracefully, on solid ground, just beyond the shore of a secluded island. The unmistakable pull of gravity tugs at their feet, grounding them firmly in this unfamiliar realm.
Stars litter the sky, while the moon bathes the ocean in a soft, ethereal light. Overhead, chaos dragons circle above the palace, gliding low over the ocean’s surface between veering into the air again. Terror seeps into Astarion’s chest and he takes an instinctive, yet unnecessary, breath.
“Quite the welcome party.” He mutters. 
“Chaos dragons are common inhabitants of this plane.” Aylin says, standing with Isobel several steps ahead of them. “They will bring you no harm, so long as you respect the land.”
“Wonderful.” Astarion says sarcastically, following Celeste as she ascends, pulling her gown up above her ankles, taking her time with each marble step. 
“I’ve been here before, I think.” she says.
“When you died, Selûne spoke with you here. It was more of a dream than a portal. The space between life and death. This is the first time your mortal body has touched this plane.” 
Two winged women, bearing a striking resemblance to Aylin, open a set of golden doors for them once they reach the summit. Their complexions are free from the cracks and scars that grace her own, but they share the same long, silvery hair billowing from under their helmets and across their armor. 
“Who are they?” Celeste whispers.
Isobel’s answer is barely audible. “Shards, servants of the Moonmaiden. They are much like the Moonborn were, but there are only seven, and they primarily dwell here, at the Gates of the Moon.”
“Greetings, child of Selûne.” One says to Aylin as they evaluate Celeste and Astarion. “You’ve brought your lover and the Moonborn, and the vampire spawn…untouched by the Moonmaiden,” she says skeptically.
The other casts her a look of disapproval. “His presence is expected and welcome.”
She escorts them into a circular room with several closed doors and archways ringing it, leading deeper into the palace
“Expected?” Astarion asks, frowning. 
“Does that surprise you, pale one?”
Stepping through the largest archway, a woman of exquisite beauty emerges, her long white hair cascading down to the waist of her ivory gown. 
Astarion curses. “Gods below-”
“-Above, if you don’t mind.”
With a pleasant smile, the woman turns to Celeste and speaks. 
“Welcome, granddaughter.”
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Chapter 34: Starburned and Unkissed
“Cazador took everything. He’s dead, and he still has everything. I can’t see my reflection, can’t stand in the sun, I don’t even remember what it’s like to draw a real breath. All my respiration is a force of habit. Half of my personality is from simply trying to survive. You’ll never hear my heartbeat or see the color of these eyes before they turned red. Before I grew fangs.” His nose wrinkles in disgust. “There is nothing to be lost because he took all of it. You’ll never know the man I was before-” She groans. “Please don’t try to convince me you were ever a man of virtue.” 
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Chapter from ongoing fic Forms of Imprisonment. Full chapter/story on AO3.
Pairing: Spawn Astarion (post-tadpole) x OFC
Word Count: 2.3k
Warnings: 18+. Violence, blood, trauma, mild violence (this chapter), sexual tension, fluff, soaking wet Astarion, hot angry Gale, Shadowheart acting like the only adult in the room, Astarion being an ass. Preexisting relationship, relatively mild chapter but part of a series (that is generally explicit).
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“Hello, lover.”
Astarion’s grin widens as Celeste pins him to the ground. Water trickles from his damp hair while his rain-soaked trousers chill through her inner thighs as they bracket him in place, her nightgown bunched around her hips. A puddle forms by the open balcony doors as it thunders outside and the curtains, drenched by the storm, ripple in the wind.
“Celeste, darling, drop the stake.” Astarion says precariously, his smile fading, but she remains frozen in disbelief as she stares at him.
Gale, now awake and disoriented, gapes at the scene before him, his eyes wide as if Astarion were a ghost. Shadowheart sits on her knees, her body tense as she contemplates how to best react.
Astarion’s free hand reaches out, his fingers grazing Celeste’s cheek before sliding his thumb around her wrist to the center of her palm, applying light pressure. Slowly, she eases her hold, and the stake clatters to the floor, rolling under the bed. He gives her a slow nod and releases her.
Shaking, Celeste falls to the side, slumping against the bedframe, her gaze fixed ahead, numbness enveloping her. Astarion props himself up on one arm, wincing from the pain of the impact, as he rises to his knees in front of her.
“Are you alright?” His voice is filled with concern, but he refrains from touching her. Her eyes slide to meet his, rage and relief simmering within. When she doesn’t respond, Astarion stands and brushes himself off, looking between the three of them.
“Well, this is an interesting development.” 
“I assure you,” Gale says as he steps over a puddle and shuts the balcony doors against the howling wind and rain. “There have been no developments.”
“Aside from Astarion poisoning Celeste, stealing from us, and then disappearing, you mean?” Shadowheart leers.
Astarion’s scowl deepens. “I don’t recall asking for your opinion.”
“Why are you here?” Celeste interjects, her voice detached as she gives him a cold, piercing look that makes him wish he’d never come at all. Astarion’s gaze falls to the floor.
“Celeste, I…” He begins with a sigh, crouching before her once again, “I had a plan. To get the Tear safely to Aylin and Isobel, to distract Keresta from you until I could kill her. I never…” his voice falters, “I never anticipated how much I would hurt you. The ways I’d break your trust, what it would do to you…and when I realized what I’d done, I told myself it would be worth it as long as it kept you safe…And now it seems I’ve failed even in that.” He reaches for her hand, but she pulls it back.
“So, why are you here?”
Astarion closes his eyes for a long moment, rain still drips from his soaked curls, cascading down the bridge of his nose. “The Sharrans have…so much power at their disposal. Their cleric incinerated Artor Morlin in shadows right in front of me. Keresta said…” He swallows hard, his throat tight. “She told me she’d do the same to our friends, to you, if I crossed her.”
“So you chose to leave,” Shadowheart interjects, raising an eyebrow in disbelief, “and thought she’d be perfectly okay with that outcome?”
“I had no other choice,” Astarion reaches out and grasps a disoriented Celeste’s arm, “Which is why we need to get out of Waterdeep.” He urges, pulling her to her feet.
“Because that worked out so well the last time,” Shadowheart grumbles. 
Celeste shakes her head. “No. No more running.” 
“Did you hear a word I just said?” Astarion asks incredulously. 
“Give her a moment. This is a lot to take in.” Gale interjects. 
Astarion’s frustration grows. “Fine, I’ll make it simple then. We need to leave now.” He tugs Celeste after him towards the door, but she digs her bare heels into the floorboards, ripping her arm away from him.
In an instant, Astarion catches her wrist, barely an inch from his cheek, just as she attempts to slap him. His eyes grow dark as his fingers curl around it roughly. He slowly backs her into the wall, careful to keep their bodies from touching.
“Let’s not start with that again.” He says through his teeth, “It’s been a very, very long night.”
Suddenly, a pair of rough hands forcefully pull him away from Celeste, throwing him against the doorframe. Gale clutches Astarion’s collar tightly, holding him in place.
“You’re not taking her anywhere against her will,” He snarls, his voice seething with fury. “I said, give her a moment.” A look of surprise washes over Astarion’s face as he recoils from the wizard’s grip.
“Both of you, stop!” Shadowheart swiftly intervenes, pulling Gale off Astarion. He stumbles back, still fuming. The cleric takes a cloak from a nearby chaise and drapes it around Celeste’s shoulders, shooting a disdainful glance at both men.
“Apologies,” Astarion mumbles, clearing his throat with a guilty look, “As I mentioned, a very... long night.” His weariness is clear as he drags a hand across his face. Now, in the light, Celeste notices the hollows beneath his eyes, evidence of how little he’s fed, despite the crimson staining his lips, dried blood on his chin and neck. 
Gale sighs. “Sorry. Blame it on the sudden awakening.” He casts a glance at Celeste, who is silently seething against the wall, then back at Astarion. “Your bed upstairs is still there for you. Perhaps we should all rest and discuss this tomorrow.” 
“We don’t have that kind of time.”
“We have plenty of time. The wards around the tower will hold just fine for now.”
“They didn’t keep me out.” 
“They weren’t meant to. As long as you have good intentions, you are always welcome here, Astarion.” Gale says softly.
Astarion's throat tightens and he nods, somewhat with disbelief, as he reaches towards the door handle, looking at Celeste before he leaves. Her expression has softened some, but remains distant. 
“Thank you,” Astarion says to Gale in a low voice, before slipping into the hall and upstairs to the attic. 
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Astarion feels her presence lingering in the doorway before he sees her. 
“Care to talk now?” He asks from the bed as he stares at the ceiling. The cobwebs cast intricate patterns of vein-like shadows against the wooden beams, dancing and shifting with each gentle flicker of light from the candle on his desk.
“That depends.” Celeste says. She crosses the threshold of the room, remaining near the wall, her vexation evident. “Will you respect my decisions?”
Astarion rolls his head towards her, releasing an exasperated sigh. “I will. But that doesn’t mean I have to like it.” 
“Even better.”
With a haughty glare, he sits up and swings his legs off the bed. “Are you here to gloat or did you want something? Perhaps you’ve brought another stake to drive through my heart.”
“You did say you’d prefer to be staked…”
“I know what I said! ” Astarion snaps. He runs a hand through his hair before burying his face in his hands. After a moment, he braces his palms on his knees, and leans forward.
“Can I do anything to fix this?” He asks in a softer tone. 
Celeste lets out a long sigh through her nose. “I don’t know.” Biting her lip, she glances toward the hall. Astarion pushes himself to his feet with a soft grunt. 
“That’s a start, I suppose.” He says with a smirk and crosses the room. Celeste’s eyes follow his every movement as he rests his forearm on the wall, leaning against it, his body inching closer to hers.
She notices his dry hair and fresh clothes, remarking, “You’ve cleaned up. Whose blood was that from before?”
“A… friend’s,” He answers, his voice carrying a hint of uncertainty. “She helped me escape. We had to stage an attack to make it believable. No harm was caused.” As he observes a flicker of concern flash across Celeste’s face, he quickly adds, “…and no lines were crossed. A newfound ally. Nothing more."
Celeste nods, her eyes flickering with a sense of relief that is impossible to miss. 
Astarion’s gaze drifts over her, taking in the subtle changes since he last saw her. She’s more toned, presumably from training, and to his surprise, her flushed cheeks and bare shoulders are sun-kissed. Sensing his thoughts, she mutters.
“Wyll has me practicing in the daylight.” 
Astarion can’t help but emit a quiet snort of amusement. “What a waste.” Without thinking, he brushes the back of his fingers down the length of her arm, feeling the warmth radiating from her skin. Celeste watches his movements, flushing in response, but doesn’t recoil.
“How so?” 
“Surely there are other undiscovered powers of yours hiding in the moonlight.” His fingers lift away, curling towards his hand, lingering, as if unsure what to do next. The absence of his touch leaves her skin in a state of constant ache.
“I’ve had some…limited success while you’ve been away.” She confesses.
Astarion raises an eyebrow, tilting his head back slightly and gesturing to the center of the room before crossing his arms. “Well, don't hold back. Show me.” 
“It’s not a party trick.”
“Of course.” He says with an impish grin. 
“Fine. But remember that I said limited success.” She extends her hand before her, furrowing her brow as she recalls Gale’s lesson. As she concentrates, a couple of sparks of light materialize in the air, their transient glow fading almost as quickly as they appeared.
“Well. I’m sure that will have Keresta quaking in her boots.” Astarion jests, his tone laced with sarcasm. “It’s never too late to leave…”
Celeste scowls, her focus intensifying as she attempts to evoke the emotions from before: the anguish, the grief, her family, the connections she had forged over the past several months…
Nothing.
Her gaze shifts to where he watches, his devastating features just barely illuminated in the candlelight. She tries to hold on to her contempt, her anger towards him, but it fades away, replaced by a familiar longing. Her desire to touch him, to be held by him, for all of this pain to…
Astarion raises an eyebrow, questioning her intent as she continues to stare at him. Her stomach flutters in response, and the sparks in the air begin to reform. Yet he remains oblivious, tilting his head to the side, his brow furrowing in curiosity.
“What is it?”
As he speaks, the shimmers intensify, their ethereal glow captivating his attention. A swirling blizzard of blue and silver light encircles them, whispering against their skin, tousling Astarion’s disheveled curls like a winter breeze. The halos of Celeste’s irises seem to flicker as the starlight surrounds them, and Astarion squints, contemplating, before he pins her to the wall, his body melding against hers with a delicate touch.
“What are you doing?” she breathes.
“Testing a theory,” he purrs.
Closing the distance between them, his lips hover just above hers. He drags his fingers across the rough texture of the exposed brick where he had been leaning as he presses himself closer, stifling a moan as her body responds to his. 
The power coursing through Celeste’s veins flares, and suddenly, a night sky bursts above them, dissolving the ceiling into a phantasm of stars. Astarion steals a quick glance upward, one hand still braced against the wall above her, while the other glides down to rest at her waist.
“You’re full of surprises, aren’t you?” he murmurs into her ear.
Celeste’s breath hitches, and the illusion dissolves. The wooden beams of the attic return as the night sky dissipates, stars falling like snowflakes to the floor and vanishing into nothingness.
Astarion returns his attention to her, cocking his head to the side and frowning as he senses her apprehension. He takes a step back, his face grim, eyelids lowered.
“I’ve lost you, haven’t I?” He asks in a low voice.
She shakes her head. “No,” she whispers, “it’s not that.”
“What do you want, Celeste? Tell me what I can do to fix this.”
“I don’t know….”
“Well, when you finally figure it out, I’m certain they’ll throw a damned ball in your honor.”
“You don’t get to be angry-”
“I get to be whatever the hells I want!” He hisses. 
“If you’d taken one moment to ask me what I’d wanted before, it would have been for you to stay. I would have crawled out of a thousand graves if it spared you from subjecting yourself to servitude again, to Keresta, I thought I’d lost you-”
“There’s no one to lose, Celeste. Cazador took everything. He’s dead, and he still has everything. I can’t see my reflection, can’t stand in the sun, I don’t even remember what it’s like to draw a real breath. All my respiration is a force of habit. Half of my personality is from simply trying to survive. You’ll never hear my heartbeat or see the color of these eyes before they turned red. Before I grew fangs.” His nose wrinkles in disgust. “There is nothing to be lost because he took all of it. You’ll never know the man I was before-”
She groans. “Please don’t try to convince me you were ever a man of virtue.” 
Astarion’s eyes narrow, his lip curling. “Oh, fuck off, I’m serious-”
“And so am I. I love the man you are now, Astarion.” She continues earnestly. “You are not tainted by what he made you do, what was done to you.” She takes a step closer, reaching for his hand, “But he’s finally dead. So leave him to rot,” she pleads, her voice filled with anguish. “and live."
He stares at her, his jaw clenching as he holds her gaze, his expression unreadable.
“Just-” 
“Stop talking.” He growls, and his mouth captures hers in a fierce kiss before she can finish her sentence.
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Chapter 39: Idleness and Dissipation
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A flicker of irritation flashes across his face and he looks away with a scoff.  “Do not mistake self-control for self-loathing, darling.” Astarion sneers. “Self control?“ She releases a bitter laugh. “You really expect me to believe that you’re suddenly interested in exhibiting self-restraint?” Irritated, he runs his hand through his hair and lets out a huff. “I wanted to give you time… I didn’t want to take more from you than necessary…” “You lost a lot of blood tonight.” She says, “now isn’t the time to practice moderation.” With a forceful motion, he pulls her through the water, trapping her against the ledge with his hands on either side. She braces her palms behind her, shivering as her spine touches the icy chill of the marble against her back. His eyes rake over her face, then down her naked body in a predatory fashion, somehow both unnerving and alluring. “Is this what you’d prefer?” He grips her waist and chuckles softly. “I’m trying to be better ,” he says, pressing his lips to her shoulder, “for you, as difficult as it’s proving to be.” He holds her in place by her arms and drags his tongue up her neck, delighting in the reactions it evokes - the racing of her pulse, the arching of her hips as she seeks contact. “I won’t argue.” His voice is low and dangerous. “But say the word, and I’ll stop.”
Chapter from ongoing fic Forms of Imprisonment. Full chapter on AO3.
Pairing: Spawn Astarion (post-tadpole) x OFC
Word Count: 3.2k
Warnings: 18+. SMUT. Praise kink, biting, blood, blood drinking/vampirism, fingering, rough penetrative sex (PIV), restraint, dom, discussion of murder/death, sexual assault/abuse/trauma mention (end of chapter), religious trauma. Soft Astarion, mild possessiveness, fluff.
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Astarion groans, his hand instinctively reaching for his pounding head as he opens his eyes. There’s an unsettling silence in the room and no sign of his companions. Only Celeste remains, her arms wrapped around his bare torso, asleep in her bloodied gown, as if afraid to leave his side.
He grunts and pushes himself to a seated position, surveying his surroundings. His stomach appears to have healed, and the effects of the poison have faded, leaving only a throbbing headache and a persistent hunger clawing at the back of his mind and throat. The mattress is stained enough of his own blood that he realizes he’d underestimated the severity of his injury.
Tenderly, he reaches out, rousing Celeste from slumber. She startles and sits upright.
“You’re awake.” She breathes.
“You say that as if you were worried.” 
Her voice carries a bitter undertone as she speaks. “I wasn’t sure if we could trust your... friend.” She emphasizes the word with disdain. “But you’ve only been unconscious for a couple of hours, so I suppose it’s a good thing we listened to her.”
His gaze flickers across her face. He reaches out, fingertips tracing her jaw, down her chin, and coming to rest at the column of her throat. 
“What did I miss?”
“The Selûnite guards have secured the upper floors and evacuated the temple,” she explains. “There were no other casualties. Everyone is in shock over Seraphina’s death, and the new high priestess has taken over her duties. We’re to meet with her tomorrow morning. I suspect they’re only allowing us to stay the night as a courtesy. No one is allowed in or out for the foreseeable future.”
“Disappointing that we didn’t get to finish our dance this evening.” He says with a sad smile, staring at the bloodstains marring her clothes. “How are you…handling things?”
“I wasn’t close to Seraphina, but she was the last connection I had to my parents. All the answers to the questions I have about them died with her.” 
Something akin to sympathy crosses Astarion’s face as his hand remains nestled against her neck, his thumb rubbing idly against it.
“I should have gone with you when she pulled you away.”
“She never would have allowed it.”
“As if that would have stopped me.” He swings his legs over the side of the bed. “What did she want, anyway?”
“To introduce me to the new high priestess,” she replies, her voice laced with annoyance. “She took the liberty of disclosing my secret without my consent. And expressed her disapproval regarding... us.”
“Us?”
“She didn’t approve of my association with you or our friends.”
He leans close, his lips brushing against her jaw. “Did she find me to be a bad influence?” He asks, lingering at the base of her throat. “All those dirty little parts of you existed long before I came around,” he says, his voice low and seductive. “Like that thing you do when you-“
She shoots him a withering glare, but he only smirks, touching her chin, running the pad of his thumb along her upper lip. “Oh, don’t give me that,” he says with a mock pout.
With a sigh, she pulls away, inclining her head towards the bath. “Come on, we’re covered in blood,” she states matter-of-factly. “I can’t believe I fell asleep like this.”
“I quite like you this way.”
Celeste makes a noise of disgust and stands from the bed, crossing the room and slipping the straps of her dress off her shoulders. The gown catches around her waist, teasingly revealing the curve of her hips before gliding down her legs and pooling on the floor.
She casts a glance over her shoulder and Astarion follows her, fumbling with the laces of his trousers as he walks.
Mindful of the slick spots on the tile where stray spray from the fountain has made it slippery, he trails behind her down the marble steps into the bathing pool. Celeste’s naked form inches underneath the surface as it laps against her, obscuring more of her body with each step. Only the tips of her breasts are visible when she wades into the center and bobs her head underwater.
As she resurfaces, she tosses her wet hair over her shoulders and drags her hands down her face, brushing water from her eyes. The dried blood on her skin fades, swirling like watercolor paint beneath the pool’s surface until it vanishes completely. Her fingers trail down her neck, her movements deliberate and enticing.
An invitation.  
Astarion steps out of his trousers and discards them next to the pool before plunging in after her. He wraps his arms around her from behind, pressing himself against her. As the water hits him at waist level, it cascades down his abdomen, rinsing away all evidence of his injury with it.
“Blood washes away so easily.” She comments, looking down at herself, a somber look shadowing her face. 
“All of life gets washed away. Blood, people…even gods.” Astarion rests his chin on her shoulder and drags his hands up and down the lengths of her arms. His palms glide across the surface of her skin, leaving a tingling sensation in their wake.
“You’d think I’d get used to it.”
Astarion emits a low hum and turns her towards him, cupping her jaw.
“Look at me,” he says, eyes locked with hers in a hesitant exchange. “You are going to live a very long time, Celeste. You’ll become well-acquainted with death long before it claims you.” He says, his touch remaining gentle, but his voice growing firm. “You can’t feel guilty about outliving them dead. It will bury you.” 
His gaze is unwavering as he looks down at her, his hands framing her face, cupping the edge of her jaw, stroking her cheek with a slow, back-and-forth pass of his thumb. 
“Is this what your nightmares have been about? Since I’ve returned, you thrash and cry out in your sleep-“
She snorts dismissively. “The nightmares were there long before that. Did you think I was sleeping in Shadowheart and Gale’s bed for fun?”
“I should hope not.” A mischievous glimmer dances in his eyes. His slender fingers trace the soft planes of her throat, his touch growing possessive.
“The dreams have nothing to do with you, if that’s what you’re implying.” She says, eager to drop the subject. 
A shadow falls over Astarion’s face. “I never said they were.”
With his mouth near her ear and his fingers softly encircling her throat, he leans down. “What’s tormenting that pretty head of yours, Celeste?” He strengthens his grip, more an assurance than a threat. “No more secrets, remember?”
“In case you haven’t noticed, Astarion, my waking life is full of horrors. It shouldn’t surprise you that my dreams are too.”
“You know what I find interesting?” He asks, his hand falling away. “There are very few things that seem to truly bother you. You are remarkably unflappable. And yet, this is what you decide to be stubborn about.”
“I’ll tell you about my nightmares when you tell me why you’ve been treating me like a porcelain doll as of late.”
Astarion stiffens and retreats, eyeing her warily. He leans back against the ledge of the pool. “Care to elaborate on that?”
“You’ve been subsisting on leftover, cold animal blood since you’ve returned, refusing to drink from me even when I offer.” 
He’s silent for a moment, watching her, his eyes narrow as he evaluates. “Why do you think I do it?”
She grazes his bottom lip with her thumb, revealing a hint of a fang. “Guilt.”
A flicker of irritation flashes across his face and he looks away with a scoff. 
“Do not mistake self-control for self-loathing, darling.” Astarion sneers.
“Self control?“ She releases a bitter laugh. “You really expect me to believe that you’re suddenly interested in exhibiting self-restraint?”
Irritated, he runs his hand through his hair and lets out a huff. “I wanted to give you time… I didn’t want to take more from you than necessary…”
“You lost a lot of blood tonight.” She says, “now isn’t the time to practice moderation.”
With a forceful motion, he pulls her through the water, trapping her against the ledge with his hands on either side. She braces her palms behind her, shivering as her spine touches the icy chill of the marble against her back.
His eyes rake over her face, then down her naked body in a predatory fashion, somehow both unnerving and alluring.
“Is this what you’d prefer?” He grips her waist and chuckles softly. “I’m trying to be better ,” he says, pressing his lips to her shoulder, “for you, as difficult as it’s proving to be.”
He holds her in place by her arms and drags his tongue up her neck, delighting in the reactions it evokes - the racing of her pulse, the arching of her hips as she seeks contact.
“I won’t argue.” His voice is low and dangerous. “Say the word, and I’ll stop.”
Her fingernails dig into his back and Astarion relents, smirking at her stifled gasp as he sinks his teeth into the soft flesh of her shoulder. Each space between heartbeats is a fight against his thirst as he forces himself to drink with caution.
“Wicked thing.” He growls between pulls of her blood, “you enjoy this, don’t you?”
His hand dips beneath the water’s surface to the apex of her thighs, drawing a finger across her center. Celeste’s pulse thrums in her veins.
With each stroke, her moans intensify, and her legs tremble. He holds her tightly with his free arm encircling her as he feeds.
As the flow of blood slows, he laps at the wound on her neck before examining her with a brooding intensity. 
“Look at you, falling apart already,” he purrs, his thumb and index finger positioned just under her jaw so that he has complete control of her face. His hands tighten around her throat, but there is an affectionate hesitance in his touch as he tilts his head to the side, a sly smile spreading across his lips.
His hands move to her legs, effortlessly lifting her out of the bath, and she wraps them around his waist, her arms securing themselves behind his neck as he carries her out of the pool. She nips at his shoulder the moment they leave the pool, teeth scraping against his skin. Astarion laughs, gripping her thighs to hold her against him. 
“Careful, darling. I’ll bite back if you keep that up.”
Forgoing the bloodied mattress, he eases her to her feet on a plush rug in front of the fireplace. 
“Lie back.” 
He gives her a gentle push towards the floor and sinks to his knees, crawling over her as she reclines backwards. His hands rest at her sides as he hovers above her, eyes roaming over every inch of her body.
“Is this alright?” 
She nods, her wet hair sticking to her skin. 
With a feather-light touch, he traces circles on the sensitive spot just below her ribs, noticing the uneven rise and fall of her breath against his thumb. She moans, a soft, breathless gasp of his name, as her hands clench the fibers of the rug. His mouth travels the unmarked side of her neck.
“Have you missed me inside of you, darling?” He murmurs against her skin. 
She tries to summon a response, but her mind is a hazy mess of overstimulation, her own body writhing and squirming under his. One hand holds her in place as he shifts above her, nudging her legs further apart with his knee. He slides the other hand between her thighs, teasing her arousal that’s formed there for him.
“This is where you’d hoped we’d end up when you offered me your blood, isn’t it?” his fingers glide against her, coaxing a confession. “ Admit it. ” 
He pushes two inside of her, and his fangs graze her skin, the threat of a bite. 
“Well?”
His thumb brushes her clit, and the sound that escapes her is sinful. A broken gasp leaves her as her hips buck against his hand, her nails digging into his shoulder blades. He watches her intently, his ruby eyes hooded with desire.  
“You’d do anything to finish, wouldn’t you?” He taunts. She lets out a frustrated whine, her plea echoing through the room.
“Go on then.” His free hand comes up to grip her hip, holding her still as his fingers continue to play with her, crooking and twisting, driving her closer to her peak. “I want to feel you.”
Every inch of Celeste reverberates with release as her legs wrap around his middle. Her body arches towards the ceiling, then falls against the rug, her fingers twitching against his ribcage. Astarion wrings the last of her orgasm from her with his fingers, gently toying with her as she comes down, the aftershocks causing her to shudder against him. He hums in approval and slides his fingers between her lips, still slick with her climax.
“That’s my girl.”
She whimpers as he touches her tongue, tasting herself, and looking up at him with glassy, bliss-filled eyes. There’s no mistaking his own arousal throbs against her thigh, hard and wanting.
He withdraws his fingers from, taking a few moments to admire the scene below him. Her hair is nearly dry from the heat of the fire, splayed across the rug, her half-lidded eyes glazed over. 
“Still with me, darling?”
“Yes,” she pants, her cheeks flushed. 
“Good.” 
Astarion captures her lips in a demanding, possessive kiss, his tongue chasing hers, licking into her mouth as he moans. She whines and her hands move to his biceps, gripping the muscle there for support as his hips grind against her in a languid motion.
“As enticing as this is…“ he murmurs, his breath catching in his throat, “I’d rather not finish like this.”
“Then don’t,” she says in a challenging tone.
He considers her, pinning her beneath him. 
“Is this really what you want? Right here on the floor?” He taunts, his hips rolling against her in a slow, measured movement, the sensation intensifying with each deliberate thrust. “Hardly befitting of a goddess’ prodigy.”
“I don’t care ,” she hisses.
“Just can’t get enough, can you?” His grin widens and in one swift motion he reaches for her hips, flipping her onto her hands and knees. He bends over her, his chest pressed to her back, and positions his aching length at her entrance, nipping at her ear.
“As you wish.”
She tenses only for a moment as he eases himself inside, stretching her just on the fine line of pain and pleasure. He gives her time to adjust to him, his hands gripping her hips as he holds her close. When her body’s tension dissipates, he rocks against her, a strangled noise escaping him as he throws his head back. 
“Fuck,” he shudders, “I almost forgot how good you feel.” 
Her hands curl into fists as he rewards her with another long stroke. Her name spills from his lips as he sinks deeper into her, the wetness of her arousal gliding against his length. He desperately tries to slow the mounting pressure in his stomach as she squeezes him inside of her. 
“I’m not going to last long,” he whispers against her, his grip on her hips almost bruising as his fingers dig into her skin. “You’re too damn beautiful , darling, I need-“ his words fade into a choked-off litany of gasps and curses as he thrusts into her. 
“Come for me, Astarion.” She says, the words coming out as a taunt.
As she tries to make him move faster, he grabs her chin and inhales sharply through his teeth. “Gods below,” he mutters, his voice strained as he releases her, “just a little longer, pet. Let me at least try to be a gentleman-”
“I don’t fuck you because you’re a gentleman.”
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Chapter 30: Safe
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“I have dreams where you kill me. Dreams where I kill you.” She says, her voice barely audible. “I don’t know which is worse.” Astarion nods. If he’s surprised by her words, he doesn’t show it.  “Me killing you,” He lets out a short huff of air from his nose as the corners of his mouth turn upwards. His gaze is distant as he absentmindedly loops a strand of her hair around his finger, a gentle touch amidst the tension. “What a waste that would be.” He adds, his voice tinged with sadness as he releases his hold on her. Her body recoils slightly, and she stumbles back a few steps. “Just do me a favor when you kill me. Use a stake. Don’t burn me alive like the Sharrans.” Astarion says, presenting her with a roguish smile. “I want to see your eyes when I go."
Chapter from ongoing fic Forms of Imprisonment. Full chapter/story on AO3.
Pairing: Spawn Astarion (post-tadpole) x OFC
Word Count: 1.6k
Warnings: 18+. Violence, sexual themes/sexually explicit imagery, abusive/abuse-adjacent, unwanted sexual advances/things you'd anticipate would make Astarion uncomfortable. Preexisting relationship, part of a series (that is generally explicit).
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“If you’re going to kill me, don’t drag it out.” Celeste says, finding the courage to speak as Astarion descends the stairs alone an undetermined amount of time later. Judging by the candle barely flickering on the table beside her, she places her guess around three hours. It would be sunrise by now. Had the others noticed her absence?
A bitter smile plays on Astarion’s lips as he positions a chair across from her and takes a seat, shaking his head.
“I’m not going to kill you, Celeste. Have a little faith.”
“Then why do any of this at all? Why are you doing it with her?”
He was a stranger. The nights she’d spent next to him, the conversations they’d had, what she’d confided in him…none of it felt real anymore. 
Astarion leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees.
“If you had any idea what I’ve been doing to keep you safe…”
“Safe? This is what you call safe?” Celeste hisses. 
“I wanted to keep you alive!” Astarion snarls, lowering his voice before speaking again. “Celeste, there’s more to all of this than you know. I just need time. Please, for once, just trust me.”
“Fuck you.” She spits, thrashing in the chair.
Astarion’s nostrils flare and he grips her jaw carefully with one hand.
“I am not your enemy.” He says, fury simmering underneath his features. His red irises almost seem to flare in the dim light, full of frustration and… pain.
His hand slides to her shoulder, and he shifts into a kneel in front of her, searching her face for understanding.
“Gods, I just wanted you, Celeste, I swear. Only you. Us. I never wanted any of this. I never wanted you to hate me.” She rips her head out of his grasp, and he lets her, gently pulling away. “You wouldn’t be this upset if you didn’t want it too, dear.” Astarion gives her a patronizing smile that would be cruel if she couldn’t see the pain underneath it. The truth.
Safety had never been a luxury for Celeste. After her people were slaughtered, she never spent a second of her life without looking over her shoulder. She’d gotten used to it, learned to live without it. Yet Astarion had never lost that hope. Everything the vampire had done in his life was an act of self preservation. His greatest desire was to be safe, and he would sacrifice anything, anyone, for a sense of protection.
Until he met her.
And now, in his mind, he was offering her what he thought everyone, like himself, desired above all else.
Disbelief and despair surge through Celeste as she stares at the floor, cursing as a tear streaks down her cheek. Rage had been her only anchor to sanity. If she had to believe he had done any of this for her, made sacrifices for her, acted selflessly…
“I begged you.” She croaks.
“I know,” he says softly, reaching around her with both hands. Coarse fibers of robe scratch at her wrists as he takes his dagger and works to free her. With his chin resting against her shoulder, the enticing fragrance of rosemary lingering around his neck, and a solitary strand of his hair grazing her cheek, a wave of longing surged through her.
“Are you with her?” She rasps.
Astarion leans back on his heels once her wrists are free, looking up at her with a hurt, confused expression. 
“No. Never.”
Slowly, he rises to his feet, his face hovering above hers as he reaches for her cheek. Celeste flinches, but doesn’t move away as his mouth brushes against hers.
“I love you.” He murmurs, “Even if you hate me, I love you. Hells, it might make me love you even more.”  
His fangs flash behind his grin, and his lips meet hers in a deliberate gesture, as if inquiring. Anger wells up inside of her, urging her to shove him, to take a dagger from the table and plunge it into his neck. But she finds herself glued to the chair, as if her restraints had never been removed, lost in the intensity of their kiss.
It’s Astarion who draws back first, leaving Celeste bewildered as he slips a familiar ring on her middle finger. From his pocket, he retrieves her necklace, delicately fastening it around her neck once again. One of his hands slides down to the small of her back, the other on her upper arm as he guides her to her feet. He leads her outside the dungeon and down the dimly lit hall. The prisoners who had been shouting earlier were now silent, sleeping in their cells.
Astarion inclines his head toward a long stretch of dark tunnels. 
“Go,” he utters quietly, nudging her forward. “They’ll take you through the sewers. Take the first ladder and follow the water until you hear the sea. There’s a hatch there to the Dock Ward. The sun is rising soon. You’ll be safe at the surface.”
Celeste lingers, feeling the warmth of his touch on her lower back, a part of her yearning for him to come with her. Her vision adjusts quickly as it shifts towards the darkness and she lifts her hand to examine the ring more closely. Maybe it wasn’t so useless after all. 
Her jaw clenches as she looks up at him again. 
“I have dreams where you kill me. Dreams where I kill you.” She says, her voice barely audible. “I don’t know which is worse.” She doesn’t know why she says it, but something in her wants to say it. Maybe a warning. Maybe just to hurt him. 
He nods. If he’s surprised by her words, he doesn’t show it. 
“Me killing you,” He lets out a short huff of air from his nose as the corners of his mouth turn upwards. His gaze is distant as he absentmindedly loops a strand of her hair around his finger, a gentle touch amidst the tension. “What a waste that would be.” He adds, his voice tinged with sadness as he releases his hold on her. 
Her body recoils slightly, and she stumbles back a few steps.
“Just do me a favor when you kill me. Use a stake. Don’t burn me alive like the Sharrans. Like Daniel.” He presents her with a roguish smile. “I want to see your eyes when I go."
Celeste holds his stare and then swallows, turning away before he can see her cry again. She walks into the tunnels alone, her thumb brushing against the cool metal of the ring on her finger. A tangible reminder of him to carry with her.
She breaks into a run, her footsteps echoing through the empty tunnels. When she finally reaches the ladder, she gasps for breath, her heart pounding in her chest. Celeste vomits on the ground, bracing herself against the metal rungs. She holds her arm over her mouth, sobbing against it, and leans into the wall.
She lets herself have a moment before she takes a deep breath and climbs to the surface, leaving her heart in the Undermountain.
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Astarion stands at the precipice of the tunnels, wishing he could follow. 
Descending several spiraling stone staircases down to Vanrakdoom, Shar’s shadow-cloaked temple in the Undermountain, Astarion’s boots crunch against the crumbling stone steps, sending small rocks skittering off the rail-less staircases into the dark void below. The air grows colder, smelling of soil and decomposition.
In a lush office adorned with dark fabrics, Keresta reclines on a chaise, engrossed in her book. The room glows a violet hue under the flickering candles lit in honor of lady Shar. 
“You let her go, didn’t you?” Keresta says, her tone dripping with subtle amusement, not bothering to look up from her reading.
Frozen in the doorway, Astarion's limbs tensing with caution.
“I figured you would,” she continues, “No matter.” The vampiress smiles and sets aside her book, sitting up and beckoning for Astarion to come closer. He takes a few hesitant steps, his eyes untrusting. 
“You’re not upset.” He observes out loud.
Keresta flips her long, black hair over her shoulder, letting it drape down her exposed back, skimming the fabric of her black gown that clings to her waist. “You saw her face. That girl despises you. And without her, I’m all you have left.”
Astarion cocks his head to the side. “What do you want with me so badly?” 
The corners of Keresta’s lips curl up in a wicked manner. “I like what I can’t have. It makes you...interesting. When we ascend together, you’ll be a worthy lover.”
He cringes internally at her words. Nevertheless, he forces a smile. “Perhaps.”
“Come,” she waves for him to follow her as she stands, her delicate fingers gracefully guiding him forward. “we have a dinner guest.” 
Astarion follows her through the halls to a large dining room. Only a few days with her and he already hated Keresta’s dinners. They reminded him of the kinds Cazador would serve: naked humans draped across the table to be fed on until their bodies run dry. His former master would wave the corpses away. Sometimes, he’d offer Astarion a drink. If Astarion declined, Cazador would beat him for being ungrateful and have him locked in the dungeon for weeks. 
If he accepted, Cazador would serve him a putrid rat, instead.
As Keresta swings open the dining room doors, nothing could have prepared Astarion. The wooden surface of the table gleams with polished silverware and delicate crystal glasses, taper candles lining its center along the amethyst velvet runner.
Seated at the head of the table, looking at him with piercing crimson eyes and a self-satisfied, vampiric grin, was Artor Morlin.
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Forms of Imprisonment: Godless
“There’s no mandatory waiting period between suffering and enjoying yourself.”
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Smut excerpt from Ch. 17 of Forms of Imprisonment. Full chapter/story on AO3.
Pairing: Astarion x OFC (post-tadpole)
Word count: ~2k
Warnings: 18+, smut, piv, oral, religious shame?, sacrilege kink (if you squint), rough-ish, dirty talk, cumplay, Astarion keeps his clothes (mostly) on during sex, slight fluff?/preexisting relationship stuff, brief mentions of violence, part of a series (but readable without context)
Astarion reaches for her, tilting her chin to meet his gaze. “Are you alright?”
She averts her eyes. “I’m fine.”
“The question was a courtesy. You’re obviously not.” He says. “You’ve been betrayed by someone you once cared for…” he pauses. “And I think you would have enjoyed watching me rip him to shreds. Does that scare you? Are you ashamed of yourself?”
“I said I wanted to go-”
Astarion draws her face closer and she can see his jaw tense, his stare unwavering. “Because you shouldn’t be.”
She glances around them through her peripheral, his touch still lingering under her chin. People pass them on the road, but no one seems to notice. Down the street, the lights of Sharess’ Caress illuminate the area in a faint yellow glow.
“If I’ve learned anything, it’s that there are no rewards for good behavior, my dear.” He tucks a strand of hair behind her ear and cups her cheek with his hand. “Don’t be ashamed of the darkest parts of you. You owe no penance here. Not with me.”
She pulls back, appraising him. “How do you do it? You’re not tormented by the pains of virtue.”
He holds her face in his hands. “Even if that were true, I would never want that for you. Your damned virtue, annoying as it may be, is what makes someone like me have a sliver of hope they could ever trust another soul.”
“I don’t want to be good. I didn’t ask for any of this - to be Selûne’s granddaughter, to lose my family, a religion I didn’t choose. My identity will never be my own.” Tears brim along her waterline and Astarion frowns, moving to stroke her cheek. She swallows hard and forces herself to regain composure. “I’m tired.” She croaks.
He casts her a rare, sympathetic look and entwines his fingers in hers. “I know, my dear. I know.”
Wordlessly, they weave through the streets of Rivington back to the Elfsong. Celeste is relieved their friends haven’t caught up - she doesn’t want to explain herself to anyone right now. They fall into step near Wyrm’s Rock before Astarion speaks again.
“You’re not all innocence and purity, you know.” Astarion says. Her hand drops from his and she wraps her arms around herself. “You told me of your little Sharran assassinations and I saw all the carrion you left at the cloister. If it’s a dangerous reputation you’re after, you’re doing alright.” Astarion notices her shiver and shrugs off his cloak, wrapping it around her as they walk. “I shouldn’t have underestimated you.”
Celeste draws the cloak around herself tightly. “What you saw at the House of Grief was sheer luck. I didn’t do that on my own.” She absentmindedly toys with her necklace.
Astarion’s attention follows her movement and lingers at the base of her throat, the pulse of her neck beating visibly. His throat burns with want and he clears it to displace his thirst. “Lucky we found that family heirloom, then.”
Celeste snorts bitterly and lets the pendant fall from her fingers. “You have no idea.”
Astarion cocks his head. “Well, regardless of where the credit is due, I was quite taken with your work.”
“Now is hardly the time, Astarion.”
“Because you’re not in the mood, or because you’d feel bad about it? There’s no mandatory waiting period between suffering and enjoying yourself.” His tone is empathetic, but there’s a seductive edge to it.
Celeste makes a small hum of appreciation. “Not the worst advice you’ve given.”
Astarion leans down to whisper in her ear. “Didn’t you just say you don’t want to be good anymore?”
She considers his words as they step inside the Elfsong. The tavern is lively tonight, a bard’s lute ringing across the room as patrons dance and drink and stumble into corners, pressed against temporary lovers. Astarion appreciates the debauchery for a moment before offering his hand. “Come, darling.” She places her fingers into his palm and he leads her up the stairs. The music from the tavern pounds rhythmically into the wooden floors. It reverberates through her, a satisfying thud echoing each beat of her heart.
Their rooms are empty, though Astarion isn’t sure how much distance is between them and their friends. “Not here.” He guides her to the private room down the hall. A single candle burns on the bedside table, the balcony is wide open, curtains catching in the breeze. “Surely it’s our turn in the rotation.” He shuts the door behind him and pins her to the wall, looking down at her as if he were hunting prey.
“I’ll be the devil, if that suits you, darling...” He murmurs into her neck. “Let me show you what it is to be godless.”
His lips catch hers hungrily. She presses her hips against him in response and a whine betrays his controlled demeanor. He tugs at the straps of her clothes, bringing the entirety of her leather one-piece to the floor. Astarion leads her across the room and shoves her on the bed, removing her undergarments in a fluid, impatient motion.
Bracing himself, he stares at her naked form appreciatively before sliding two fingers into her wet cunt, curling them upwards and bending down to let his tongue explore her in a languid stroke, never taking his eyes from her. She arches her back in surprise, grinding herself against him as he begins to lap at her and fuck her with his fingers.
“Greedy.” He teases, before his mouth returns to her.
She rests her lips against her forearm, burying a cry of pleasure in her throat. Astarion tracks every movement with his red irises, letting a moan reverberate against her to coax a stronger reaction. His imposing, fully clothed figure arches towards her as he drops to his knees and throws one of her legs over his shoulder. Her breath catches and she looks down at him, the faint portrait of his satisfaction gently illuminated.
Celeste’s will crumbles in minutes and the borders of her vision begin to darken and pulsate as she climaxes. Astarion doesn’t stop until she whimpers, pushing against him as if trying to escape. He sucks on his fingers after removing them, still gazing at her from his knees before standing.
“We’re not finished. Not yet.” His fangs glimmer in the light as he smiles, his hands moving to his trousers. His gaze is locked with hers as he undoes the clasp. They fall to his thighs, letting her see all of his intent.
Her breath hitches in anticipation and he drags her closer by her hips, lining himself up with her. Celeste clings to the fabric of his shirt, burying her face in his neck as he drives himself to the hilt of her, teasing at first, then progressively becoming more rough. Astarion lets one hand wander to palm her breast, kissing her reverently.
“I think I might have been made to ruin you, Celeste.” He purrs as he thrusts in and out of her, fucking her roughly with eyes full of sinister devotion. Her stomach throbs with anticipation and she whines for him to keep going. An impatient knock at the door morphs Astarion’s groan of pleasure into one of frustration.
“There’s over a dozen other beds in the next room that will suit you just fine!” He snarls at the door before clamping a hand against Celeste’s mouth as he ruts into her, using his free hand to draw circles around her clit.
“Pardon the interruption.” He pants into her open mouth with a smirk, feeling the slick of her seep from his cock onto his fingers as he thrusts. “Gods, look at you. You don’t have to worry one bit about a good reputation with me, love.”
She tightens around him in response to his taunting, her muffled cries reverberating against his palm. Astarion’s speech becomes less and less coherent, replacing his hand on her mouth with a frenzied kiss, a deep growl escaping his throat.
Celeste whimpers, clawing at his shirt as he sends her over the edge. Astarion grits his teeth, sucking in air before releasing a hum of pleasure against her lips as he spills himself in her. He continues working in slow strokes long past their orgasms until neither of them can bear it. She goes still on the sheets and he finally halts, shuddering against her.
“Hells.” He braces himself against the mattress, panting against her shoulder as he pulls himself out of her. His fingers drift to where his spill mixes with her own arousal, teasing the mess he’s made until she whimpers a surrender. “I don’t think anyone else will want the bed tonight.” He devours a look of feigned disapproval from her face with a long, rough kiss before pushing off of her and readjusting himself inside of his trousers.
Astarion walks towards the balcony overlooking the street. He leans over the railing on his forearms, hands clasped together loosely. One ankle crosses over the other behind him, a delicate balance, his form like a painting. His features are neutral, contemplative. To anyone else, he might seem at ease, but Celeste can almost see him turning over something in his mind. She gives him a moment before tentatively reaching for his cloak near her pile of discarded clothes, drawing it around her naked body and padding across the room to join him.
Sensing her approach, the corners of his mouth twitch upwards and he whirls and brings her close, a thumb brushing against her cheek. He presses his forehead against hers and releases a slow exhale before he meets her gaze under lowered eyelids.
“Now who’s overthinking?” She asks. In response, his lips crush against her in a lingering kiss, smiling against her mouth when he pulls away, assessing with amusement.
Astarion hums a bit and his lip twitches. “Well, aren’t you cheeky?” He opens his arms invitingly, and she lays her head on his chest, looking off in the distance.
“You’re very important to me, Astarion.”
“I do like it when you say things like that.” He wraps his arms possessively around her waist as he speaks.
“Careful, or you might give me the impression you’re in love.”
“Would that be so terrible?” He releases her, but doesn’t move away.
“I didn’t mean it that way. I didn’t think-”
“What did you think?” His tone is suddenly cold, almost challenging. “What went through that pretty head of yours when you said that?”
“Astarion, not tonight.” She pleads.
“When is a more convenient time for you, Celeste? Would it really come as a shock if I were in love with you? Because I am…” He searches her eyes, hesitant. “…in love. With you.”
Celeste takes a step back, the emotions swirling within her.
“What, did you think I was just using you for sex?” He asks bitterly.
“So much has happened, I just thought...” She trails off, filled with a mix of regret and confusion.
“Thought I was just using you,” he finishes, his voice going quiet again.
“What of the night on the boat? When you said we were two people enjoying one another’s company? What was I supposed to take away from that?”
“And we did, enjoy it. That’s... the truth, but...” he sighs, and takes her hand, letting his fingers trail against her thumb. “Maybe that was just me trying to convince myself that’s all it was. But…things have changed. This is more than that now…for me.”
“Astarion… I just need a moment to process…”
“Take all the time you need,” Astarion replies, dropping her hand. “Keep the room for the night. I’ll see myself out.”
“Astarion - wait, please,” Celeste pleads, as he stumbles out of the room. The door slams shut, leaving her stunned and alone. The events of the evening overwhelming her thoughts, Celeste curls into a ball on top of the sheets with his cloak draped over her, a single sob escaping her before she forbids herself to cry another second about any of it. The candle on the nightstand fizzles out, leaving her with nothing but darkness.
Leaning with his back against the other side of the door, Astarion runs a hand through his hair. “Damnit,” he mutters under his breath.
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Chapter 21: Who’d You Kill Now?
Astarion pants, his breath coming in ragged gasps, as he musters the strength to hold the stake back.
“I have to say,” he grunts, his voice strained. “I’m impressed. The last time I saw you, you were pissing yourself and begging for your life like a dog.”
The ex-Harper lets out a scream of rage and pulls the stake back, ready to strike again.
“Don’t worry, spawn, she’ll be well cared for once I end you.”
“Touch her and lose your hand.” Astarion snarls.
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Chapter 12: Good Arms vs Bad Arms
Astarion? Jealous? Never.
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Part of a series, full story on AO3
Astarion x Original Female Character
Content (chapter): 18+, mdni, brief smut, piv, oral sex, blood drinking. (more) smut & fluff in later chapters, see AO3 tags or for detailed fic tags and warnings.
Astarion and Celeste spent the rest of the evening voraciously exploring one another’s bodies. On their last go, he’d pressed her against the headboard, muffling her cries of pleasure with his hand until she became hoarse, spilling himself inside her and collapsing on the bed in a state of exhausted bliss. Every kiss, every caress, every climax came with a shared ardor, a sense of wonder shining in his scarlet irises.
In over two centuries, Astarion hadn’t experienced physical intimacy on his own terms. Now, in control and with someone he chose - someone he dared to trust - it all felt alien to him. He pulls Celeste on top of him, kissing her with renewed passion. He doesn’t make a sound, but in the moonlit room, she can see his delicate smile, the way his eyes glint as they search hers. 
Astarion brushes her hair back with his fingers, stroking her cheek with his other hand. He tugs himself closer to her neck, tongue drawing a long line over where he’d bitten her last night. “Gale will have my head if I bite you again.”
Celeste lets out a soft gasp, her pulse quickening. “Do you need…”
Astarion’s playful demeanor fades. “We could try something…different.” 
Astarion pushes her up to straddle him and slides down, kissing the apex of her thighs. He draws a long, teasing line with his tongue up her center. She whimpers softly and he freezes. 
“Are you certain you want this, dear?” The look he casts her from the mattress is devastating. She nods enthusiastically and bites her lip. 
He places one palm on the small of her back before he pierces the vein of her inner thigh - quickly enough to break the skin, but with care to make the experience as pain free as he could offer. He moans as her blood flows onto his tongue while lazily toying with her, using his available hand. Celeste arches forward, the sting of his fangs dulled as arousal roars through her body. 
The vampire drinks from her for a few more agonizing moments before pulling away. He licks at the wound before sliding back to the pillows and flashing her a fanged smile. “If Gale finds that bite, you and I will be having a little chat.” He chides before rolling her onto her back and kissing her cheek.
“How do you feel?” She asks. 
“Stronger. It’s easier to stop the less starved I am.” He lowers his eyelids. “This is a gift. I want you to know I don’t expect this from you, and I certainly don’t take it for granted.” He draws her against him and kisses her bare shoulder. “Get some rest, darling.”
It doesn’t take Celeste long to fall asleep. Astarion carefully swings himself off the bed, pulling on a pair of trousers and stepping into the hall. He raps at Gale’s door. It cracks an inch and Gale peers out, standing in only his boxers, looking tired and unamused. 
“Just making sure I understand correctly. Have the room assignments changed?” A devilish grin tugs at the corner of Astarion’s mouth.
Gale rolls his eyes, but his expression softens some. “No more secrets.”
Astarion nods. “No more secrets.”
“We’ll talk about this later.” He says. “And I mean that. We will be discussing it.” 
“Understood.” Astarion gives a small bow, grinning before retreating to Celeste’s room and rejoining her in bed. 
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The ship docks at Baldur’s Gate at dusk and Celeste wakes with a start as it comes to a halt. 
“Good evening, darling. Sleep well?” Astarion’s arms are bent behind him, comfortably resting on his pillow with an amused expression when she turns around. 
“We’re here?” Celeste blinks and gathers the blankets close to her.
Astarion grunts as he stands up and plucks his discarded shirt off the floor, shrugging it on. “You slept through the entire day.” He lowers his voice before adding, “Can’t imagine what could have exhausted you so much.” He takes her pack from the chaise and tosses it to her. She rummages for a pair of pants and a sleeveless leather top. Astarion’s eyes track her every movement. When she pulls up her trousers, he comes up behind her, sliding his arms around her and lacing them for her as he kisses her neck. 
“Gods, I can’t keep my hands off you.” He purrs in her ear.
“You’ll have to try.” She turns her head, catching his lips in a lingering kiss. He groans when she pulls away to step into the hall. Their friends are waiting, propped up against the wall. As he follows her out, Gale tosses Astarion his bag wordlessly, but Celeste thinks she catches the faintest hint of a smile as they exit onto the pier. Shadowheart and Celeste trade mischievous looks. 
Gale glances around the docks. “Wyll sent word he’s secured us rooms at the Elfsong.” Astarion doesn’t say a word in response as he follows Celeste, watching the shadows. Shadowheart quickens her pace to match Gale’s, leaving the two of them several strides behind. 
Celeste leans closer to Astarion. “Are you alright?”
“Waterdeep has spoiled you.” Astarion grumbles. 
“I’ve been to Baldur’s Gate before, you know.” 
“This city is not what you remember. Although it’s always been unnerving to me at night.” 
“I’ll be just fine.” 
“You will be,” He slinks an arm around her hip, roughly pulling her towards him, his breath hot against her neck, “because you’re with me.” 
Celeste’s knees nearly buckle, and she keeps her eyes forward. Astarion’s change in demeanor isn’t surprising or far off from his usual personality, but it’s more genuine than the projection he’s been putting on since she’s met him. Even on edge, he seems confident. 
As they weave through the crowd at the tavern, a hand claps down hard on Astarion’s shoulder. He flinches, but doesn’t spill the guts of the man attached to it, so Celeste assumes he must be a friend. 
“Welcome back to Baldur’s Gate, my friends! Your rooms are waiting.” The handsome man exclaims in a velvety, charismatic voice. His charm is unaffected by the horns protruding from his forehead, nor his mismatched eyes or scarred face. While not a tiefling, something about him screamed of the hells. His smile is infectious as he studies Celeste. “I’m not sure we’ve been introduced,” he extends his hand, “Wyll Ravengard.” 
“The famed Blade of Frontiers?” Celeste asks with a flirtatious grin. Astarion rolls his eyes. 
“The very one.” Wyll answers with a wink. 
“Celeste.” She offers as Wyll kisses her hand and bows. 
“I think we’ve sufficiently exchanged pleasantries. I’d like to find a room and a stiff drink before dawn.” Astarion glances around the inn as he studies its patrons, his pleasant mood from earlier fading. 
“I’ll let you all get settled. Come back down when you’re done.” Wyll cheerfully claims a nearby table as its occupants vacate. Astarion’s hand reaches around Celeste’s shoulder as he escorts her upstairs with him. 
“Jealous?” Celeste whispers in his ear. 
He smirks. “I’m not the jealous type, pet. So long as it’s my bed you end the evening in.” Astarion opens the double doors and waves her in. The room is enormous. Several partitioned comfortable bunks line the walls, and a crackling fireplace warms it from the center. He heads for the back left corner and Celeste follows, setting her things down on the bed next to his. 
Celeste unpacks her belongings. “Is this where you stayed before?” 
“Your bunk was Gale’s. Hopefully, he’s not feeling nostalgic. I think he and Shadowheart have claimed the private room. Last we were here, it was off-limits from a rather nasty murder investigation.” Astarion says, voice rising over the partition. 
Celeste sighs to herself. “Lovely.”
Astarion appears in front of her in a flash. “Karlach and Minthara won’t get here until tomorrow. The beds are smaller here, but that rug in front of the fireplace could do nicely…” Celeste rolls her eyes as his fingers trace the back of her neck. He reaches for her chin, pulling her lips against his. She returns the kiss and wraps her arms around his waist.
“I do rather like that, you know,” Astarion says in a soft voice as he pulls away. “Come along, dear. It seems I have more friends who’d like to get to know you.” He takes her hand and leads her to the tavern’s main floor.
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“Astarion, Wyll has a surprise for us,” Gale says as they sit down. His amusement rarely bodes well for Astarion. 
“Does he? Don’t keep secrets now, Wyll.” Under the table, he thrums his fingers against Celeste’s knee. Wyll slides an opened letter to him and Astarion opens it carefully, groaning as he reads.
Wyll laughs. “I know reunions aren’t your thing, but it appears Withers has missed us.”
“Another one? Does the gently alive corpse have nothing better to do?”
“Care to elaborate?” Celeste looks at the other three. 
“Withers is an old ally. Cryptic in his speech but…a friend, I suppose, who apparently has a renewed interest in hosting dinner parties.”
“Oh come now, Astarion, it’d be rude to decline. It isn’t far outside the city. We haven’t been back to Moonrise since the shadow curse lifted. Might be nice to see how the area’s recovered.” Wyll says. A noise of contempt escapes Astarion’s throat, but he seems to accept Wyll’s suggestion. 
“We’ll meet him there tomorrow evening. Karlach and Minthara will be in tomorrow, so it should be easy for everyone to get there in time.” Gale says. “Celeste, it’d be an honor for you to join us.”
“I don’t want to intrude…” 
Gale waves dismissively. “Nonsense. You’re one of us now.” A warm, unfamiliar feeling settles within Celeste.
Wyll politely gestures towards her. “Celeste, Gale and Shadowheart have filled me in some, but tell me about yourself.”  
Surprisingly comfortable with those surrounding her, Celeste tells her story, the events of the past few days, and her current predicament with the Sharrans. In return, the rest of the group recount more of their adventures, reminiscing fondly. Astarion’s mood lifts again, encouraged by Celeste’s quick assimilation into their party. After a couple of hours, though, the vampire notices her gaze fixating on a nearby table of harpers. 
He presses his lips to her ear as the others carry on a separate conversation. “Everything alright, dear?” 
“I swear, that harper over there, that’s…Daniel.” 
Astarion recalls her story from their night of drinking in Waterdeep. “Just so we’re clear, Harper Ex boyfriend? As in the one that's' supposedly dead?” The vampire’s face remains stoic as ever, but his voice gives away his irritation. “Doesn’t look very dead to me.” 
“Evidently not.” Celeste answers. The rest of their companions take notice.
“An old friend?” Gale asks, eyes darting between Daniel and Celeste, before resting on Astarion as if in warning. 
Don’t overreact. 
“Something like that,” Celeste’s voice is distant.
“By all means, go say hello to the man who couldn’t be bothered to even send a pigeon any time in the last several years, my dear.” Astarion sneers.
“She should at least confront him.” Shadowheart says to Astarion. Celeste’s eyes never leave the harper, who seems completely unaware that someone has spotted him. 
Celeste squeezes his hand as she rises. “Just give me a moment, okay?”
Shadowheart tries to reassure Astarion as Celeste walks away. “I’m sure it’s fine.” 
Wyll wears a confused expression. “How are you involved in this, Astarion?”
“He’s infatuated with her.” Shadowheart’s response elicits a hard glare from Astarion before he turns back to watch the situation unfold. He has no witty quips to come back with, only a pained expression as he watches Celeste tap the harper on the shoulder. He recognizes her in surprise, getting up from the booth and embracing Celeste, eyes darting around the bar as he does so.  
“Something’s off.” Astarion doesn’t move, watching as Daniel motions towards an empty table for Celeste to join him. The group does their best to hear over the noise of the inn.
Daniel seems to struggle to find the right words, taking a deep breath as he leans closer to Celeste. “I... have a lot to tell you.” He weaves a story of how he was captured in Baldur’s Gate during the battle with the Absolute, how he journeyed with the other harpers to the Last Light Inn. A born liar, Astarion could spot manipulation miles away, and every word Daniel spins to Celeste feels like he’s making it up as he goes along. Astarion was present in the shadow-cursed lands, and despite his indifference to most of the harper’s there, Daniel’s recollection didn’t quite match Astarion’s experience. 
“Do any of you recognize him from the Last Light?” Astarion addresses his friends, still watching Celeste and Daniel. 
“I can’t say I do, but there were so many people, and so much chaos. It’s well within reason he was there.” Wyll’s eyes narrow as he tries to get a better look. 
When Daniel’s hand glides across the table and comes to a rest atop Celeste’s, Astarion determines he has grown weary of the pretense. He wants to make the other man squirm, and he wants his hands off of Celeste. Astarion rises from his seat, body tense as he steps away.  
“Get back here!” Gale hisses. 
Astarion’s gaze remains fixed on Daniel. “I just want to have a chat.” Gale raises his eyebrows and takes a drink in defeat. His companions watch with concern but none try to stop Astarion as he casually pulls a stool up between Celeste and Daniel, a wicked smile curving across his lips as he drapes an arm around each of them, pulling them in.
“How I love reunions.”
“What are you doing?” Celeste asks him warily.
Daniel flinches away. “I’m sorry. Who in the hells are you?” Astarion's expression remains unchanged as he meets the other man's stare, his eyes narrowing as he speaks. 
“Astarion,” he extends a hand, “we haven’t been properly introduced, although I have certainly heard a great deal about you.” 
Daniel glances between Celeste and Astarion. “You have?”
Astarion flashes a smile that lacks all warmth, his tone cool and patronizing. “I hear you pulled quite the disappearing act.”
“I- had my reasons. As I just explained..” Daniel stops his protest and turns to Celeste. “Is this guy your friend? What kind of company are you keeping these days?”
His condescending tone surprises Celeste. “Astarion is - yes, he is.”
“Am I? Is that all?” Astarion asks. “Even after last night?” He feigns a pout.
“Of course not - Astarion, stop.” 
He ignores her. “The Absolute did not capture you until just months ago, Daniel, so where were you all those years before? Forgot how to write?”
Celeste cocks her head, eyes boring into Astarion. “Were you eavesdropping?” 
“He’s clearly hiding something. I was looking out for you.” 
Daniel glances between the two of them with disgust. “You’ve got to be kidding me. Celeste, if you’d just come with me, we can talk-” 
“She’s not going anywhere with you.” With a swift movement, Astarion pushes to his feet, arm unraveling from around Celeste.
“Astarion.” Celeste moves between them. “Not the jealous type, really?” She asks him, her tone low and unamused. 
He doesn’t lower his voice. “Would you rather me let him continue to spew lies at you uninterrupted?”
“Stay out of my affairs.” Celeste growls. Astarion recoils in surprise, the hurt in his expression turning to rage. 
“Fine. Do what pleases you.” He throws his hands up in front of him in a mocking gesture of appeasement.
“Gods, he’s a vampire, isn’t he? Seriously, Celeste?” Daniel stares at her, past Astarion, who is glaring menacingly.
“Yes, a vampire. In fact, one that saved the Last Light. You’re spinning tales about a fight you were never a part of.”
“Astarion!” Celeste turns to Daniel with a confused expression. “Is he telling the truth? Did you lie to me?” 
“Of course he lied!” Astarion barks. “If he had a shred of integrity, he wouldn’t have disappeared in the first place!” Celeste holds her hand up to silence him. 
“Well?”
Daniel gives her a face of utter contempt. “I don’t owe explanations to fucking necrophiles.” The word makes Celeste wince. “What the fuck happened to you? You’re supposed to stake his kind, not sleep with them.” Celeste takes a step back, eyes brimming with tears. Astarion takes her by the arm and pushes her behind him as he reaches towards his dagger. 
“I’m undead. I’m afraid your assessment is far off. You, however, are about to be very, very dead-”
Wyll appears and thrusts Astarion back before he can advance on Daniel. Shadowheart pulls Celeste a few feet away as Gale rests a firm hand on Astarion’s shoulder.
Wyll’s friendly disposition has vanished as he steps forward. “Leave. Now.”
Daniel throws up his hands in defense. “She’s all yours. Enjoy.” He gives a mocking bow and backs out of the tavern. 
“The hells was that all about?” Wyll asks. 
Astarion turns and takes Celeste by the shoulders. “Are you alright?” 
Celeste removes Astarion’s grasp on her. “That was completely unnecessary.”
“What? You’d rather hang on his every word all night while he lies to you?” 
“You didn’t even give him the chance to explain himself!”
Astarion lets out a sharp laugh. “Are you defending the man who just insulted you? Spoke to you like you were beneath him?”
Gale steps closer. “Perhaps we could table this conversation-” 
Neither of them acknowledge his interruption. “You don’t know him like I know him.” Celeste says.
“You don’t know him at all!” Astarion sighs before softening his tone. “Not anymore, pet.” He tries to reach for her, but she backs away, glaring at him. Celeste storms off towards their rooms, Shadowheart protesting and rushing after her. Astarion slumps into a chair, defeated, crossing his legs and plucking an unfinished bottle of Ithbank from the table. He drinks deeply and sighs, passing it to Gale as he joins him. 
Gale takes a swig. “Do you want to talk about it?”
“I thought you’d be rather pleased to see me spoil things with Celeste.” 
“This…seems like something we need more alcohol for.” Wyll says, heading for the bar. 
“I’m not against you in this, Astarion.” Gale says, resting his elbows on his knees and taking another drink as he stares at the floor. “You were right the other night. My concern was an overstep.” He pauses. “You know, someone betrayed all of us, or misled us in a way that robbed us of something. Mystra, Cazador, Gortash, Mizora, Orin, Minthara’s own mother…” 
“Is there a point to all of this?” Astarion absentmindedly fiddles with his dagger. 
“Celeste’s known suffering, intense suffering, but not that type of betrayal. I didn’t have many peers growing up, and she always felt like a kindred spirit. There’s a certain inclination to watch out for the people you relate to. But it was unfair of me to make assumptions about your intentions.”
“Is this an apology?” 
Gale chuckles. “Perhaps.”
Astarion drops his dagger on the table, trading it for a coin that he twirls between his fingers so it catches the light. “So…you and Shadowheart.” 
Wyll returns, setting their drinks down and gaping at Gale. “You? And Shadowheart?” 
“Hard to run away from a tough conversation when stuck at sea. So we…stopped running.”
“And started fucking instead?” Astarion asks dryly. Wyll throws his head back and laughs with delight. 
Gale glowers at both of them. “Fuck off.”
The three men sit in contemplative silence before Astarion releases a slow breath. 
“I’m no good at these things.”  
“Not in the slightest. But a couple of centuries of isolation and torture warrant a pass.” Wyll pushes a fresh goblet of wine towards Astarion. The rogue nods at his friend appreciatively. 
“So I didn’t handle it well, fine. But that harper is hiding something.” 
“Oh, definitely.” Wyll raises his glass and drinks. 
“Undoubtedly.” Gale echoes. 
The three drink in silence for an hour before Wyll ventures back to Wyrm’s Rock. Astarion follows Gale as he stumbles upstairs, where he finds Celeste asleep in her bed, arm dangling off the sheets with a book in hand.
He gently pries the tome from her fingers, placing it on the floor before brushing a curl away from her eyes. The vampire hesitates over her before he blows out the candle on her nightstand and returns to his own bunk, alone.
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selunesdreams · 3 months ago
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Chapter 43: Accident Prone
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Chapter from ongoing fic Forms of Imprisonment. Full story on AO3.
Pairing: Spawn Astarion (post-tadpole) x OFC
Word Count: 2.6k
Warnings: 18+. FLUFF, violence, blood, injury, threat of death/dying, Astarion being an exhibitionist little shit, poetry?, religion, religious trauma, a dragon. *Smut in other chapters/throughout story.
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When the maid knocks with breakfast the following morning, Astarion leaps from bed, unclothed, at the opportunity to fluster her just as she sets the tray in front of the door. She turns and rushes away as he stoops to pick it up, presenting it to Celeste. The tantalizing aroma of brewed coffee and warm pastries reminds her of the hunger she’s ignored for nearly a day, nagging at her stomach.
“Do you have to torment the poor thing?” A mouthful of scone muffles her voice.
“She just makes it so fun,” Astarion purrs as he crawls onto the plush mattress beside her. “Do you suppose mine is the first-”
Celeste interrupts his words by forcefully shoving a flaky pastry into his mouth, and he grimaces, removing it and tossing it on his nightstand. The taste, once promising, turns to bitter ash on his tongue.
“Appetizing as it smells, I’m afraid this body can’t enjoy anything else,” He mumbles. “Perhaps tomorrow things will be different.” His tone takes on a faint, hopeful note as he drums his fingers against her thigh. 
Setting her food aside, Celeste reclines onto the pillows, offering her neck in invitation. “You shouldn’t go hungry, even if it is your last day as a vampire,” she drags her finger down her throat in a teasing gesture.
Astarion’s eyes darken with desire, inching closer and pressing his lips to her fragile skin.
“Careful, I’m beginning to think you’ll miss this,” He murmurs. 
“I might,” a mischievous smile dances on her lips, soon faltering into a wince as his fangs sink in. He drinks from her, reaching down her body. He savors the taste of her, wondering if he’ll miss it when he no longer needs it to survive. 
They remain between the sheets well into the afternoon, lazily exploring one another’s bodies between conversation. Celeste describes the events of her teenage years - recounting how she ended up with the Harpers before embarking on her studies, how she met Gale at a temple library he’d snuck into. Astarion, in turn, delves into fragmented memories of his past life - the way his father tended to their private garden, his mother’s hands as they’d deftly mend and sew his clothes.
“Is that why you enjoy it? Does it remind you of her?”
“I... don’t know,” He admits with uncertainty as he peers up at the ceiling, lost in his own thoughts. “Her face is a shadow in my mind, my father’s voice an echo of something I can barely recall. But I suppose pieces of them live on in me, somewhere in my subconscious.”
Celeste hums in response, snatching his novel from the nightstand. Resting against his chest, she holds the book inches from her nose and reads aloud.
“My light, my heart, my world. I would watch the stars with you to the end of time
-But night forever arches into day, and the sleepy nothing of the sunlit hours will mutter on.
So instead I shall find eternity in a moment,
And by the glance of moonbeams in your eyes, will I be brought to rest As rest should be
- enduring, still, Longing for naught but itself.”
“Pretty.” She comments. “If not a bit sentimental.”
“I found it on a body in Rethwein,” he recalls proudly, “keep going dear, it gets very horny.”
She snorts and rises from the bed, dragged back down by her wrist as Astarion kisses her possessively. He releases her with a wink, watching as she disappears into the bathroom, leaving him alone with his thoughts for what he perceives as an agonizing amount of time. When she returns, hair dry but body glistening, scented with jasmine bath oils, he eagerly sits up, tracking her every movement as she shrugs on her robe, tying it around her waist. She flops down next to him to recommence her reading silently.
Astarion idly traces circles on her hip, reading over her shoulder as her eyes flit across the pages. After several minutes, her eyelids flutter and her lips part slightly, before her limbs go limp, the book slipping from her grasp as she falls into a deep slumber. He situates her against the pillows and she sighs softly, curling against him and napping soundly as the hours pass. The glow of the sun against the drawn velvet curtains gradually fades as night descends.   
She stirs at nothing, not even the sound of knocking at the door, her face buried in Astarion’s chest and a leg thrown over his hips, anchoring him to the bed. The knocking persists, a little louder this time, and he groans, trying to disentangle himself as gently as possible from her. 
“Gods damn it,” he halfheartedly grumbles.
Eventually, he extracts himself enough to slip out from under her, leaving her to continue sleeping as he cracks the door, finding Gale waiting on the other side.
“Find me tomorrow means find me tomorrow,” the wizard says. “Not to wait until I seek you out just hours before you make a life altering decision.”
Astarion presses a finger to his lips and retreats back into the room, pulling on a pair of trousers and slipping into the hallway, beckoning Gale several steps away from the bedroom door as to not disturb Celeste. 
“She’s resting.”
“This long?” Gale asks, raising an eyebrow. “We should get going soon, if you intend to do this. Which leads me to my question…are you doing this? With the Tear?”
Astarion peeks down the hall, ensuring they’re alone before responding, “Yes. I’m-we are .”
His friend lets out a breath. “I’m happy for you, truly.” A small, subtle smile tugs at a corner of his mouth. “You’re prepared for the responsibility? You’ve never a man of faith...”
“I’ve seldom found Celeste praying in her spare time. I’m hopeful I’ll escape that fate as well…” 
“And you understand the consequences? You’ll be bound to her for eternity. At the very least, until one of you dies. Meaning you can’t be reckless - if you cut your own life short with your haphazard plans, she’ll suffer for it.”
“I assure you, no one has considered the risks more than me.” Astarion says irritably, glancing around again before leaning in a little closer. “There’s another matter we need to discuss.”
“And that is?” Gale inquires, his brow furrowing.
“Once we this…ritual is complete, we should take the fight to the Sharrans. Leave the temple.” He lowers his voice before he continues, just enough so the wizard can hear him. “We can’t trust the high priestess, and if we reach Keresta in the Undermountain, we’ll catch her off guard.”
Gale contemplates for a moment. “That’s…not your worst plan. Come to think of it..” he pauses, “I need a sending spell. I’ll explain more later.”
“Wouldn’t it be ill-advised to loop more people into this?” He asks.
“Of course, but-“
The creak of the bedroom door cuts Gale’s sentence short, and his eyes go wide. Astarion tenses and instinctively spins to find Celeste, her lip split, cheek already starting to bruise as Keresta holds her head back, one hand fisted in Celeste’s hair as she presses a dagger to her throat. 
“Don’t give her anything she wants.” Celeste says, panting through her nose as she forces herself to remain still behind Keresta’s blade.
“Hello again.” The vampiress says, cheerful and mocking, her gaze floating past Astarion. “Wizard.” she emphasizes the acknowledgement with a provocative wink.
“How did you get in here?” He snarls.
“I’ve got friends everywhere,” Keresta says arrogantly before looking down at Celeste. “Did you enjoy breakfast, love? Feeling tired?”
Astarion curses under his breath, realizing that her deep sleep had nothing to do with physical exertion. Perhaps he shouldn’t have taunted the chambermaid so much.
“If you kill her, you forfeit what’s promised to your goddess.” Gale begins, fear in his voice betraying his attempt at gaining upper ground, “Shar will despise you for it.” 
“What makes you think Shar has any interest in her anymore?” Keresta sneers as she addresses her hostage. “You’ve proven yourself to be a simpering fool for the moonmaiden time and time again. What a waste.” 
“Let her go,” Astarion says firmly, stepping closer, “and I’ll come with you willingly.”
“Don’t. You. Dare.” Celeste growls at him.
“Were beyond negotiations, spawn. You had your chance.” The vampiress responds coldly, “but I will make sure this is painfully slow.”
She plunges her blade into the center of Celeste’s stomach with a sinister smile.
Keresta evaporates into a dark mist and soundlessly, Celeste’s mouth opens as she looks down at herself, crimson seeping through the white silk of her robe, blood running down the front onto her bare legs where it parts just below her thighs. 
“Astarion?” She chokes out a shocked gasp as she meets his stare. Her eyes roll back and she collapses in the doorway.
He swears, scrambling forward to catch her before she hits the floor.
“We need Shadowheart!” He shouts over his shoulder. Gale, looking on in horror, snaps into action, his footsteps pounding down the hall. Astarion watches helplessly as Celeste gasps, blood seeping from her injury. His hands tremble as he desperately tries to apply pressure.  
His attempts futile, he tenderly gathers her in his arms, carrying her to the bed and easing her atop it slowly. The room shows clear signs of a struggle, and he can’t comprehend how he and Gale didn’t hear any of it from outside. 
“Celeste? Love, are you with me?” Astarion crouches next to the bed, brushing the hair from Celeste’s face as he tries to keep her awake. 
��Mm.” She squeezes her eyes shut in pain. He catches her hand as it reaches weakly for her abdomen. 
“Don’t touch it yet,” he pleads. “Gale’s gone to get Shadowheart, just- just hold on, alright?”
“It hurts,” she croaks.
“Shadowheart’s coming.” He says, gripping her hand, more a reassurance to himself than anything.
Celeste arches her back, straining against the mattress, hands fisting the sheets as she writhes in against them. Astarion’s chest tightens with sympathy and dread, and he becomes more and more frantic as she hiccups, struggling for breath.
To his relief, Shadowheart barrels into the room and shoves him aside. She wastes no time, immediately probing Celeste’s abdomen. The blue light of her power flickers and sizzles away over and over, but the bleeding persists.
“It’s not working!” the cleric exclaims in frustration. “Keresta’s blade must be enchanted, bone-chilled-“
Astarion’s heart sinks as he runs his fingers through his hair, turning to face the window. “This isn’t happening.”
“Astarion.” Gale says delicately, inclining his head in Celeste’s direction. The pallor of her skin grows more pronounced by the second. “She doesn’t have long.”
He glances down at her, a trickle of blood forming at the corner of her mouth. A tightness grips his chest, suffocating dread. Hundreds, if not thousands, of people had died in his presence, whether by his own hand or Cazador’s, making him intimately acquainted with death’s last whispers.
He has no interest in the untouchable grief of committing a lover to the funeral pyre.
This cannot be the end.
“No. No one’s dying today.”
With a fluid motion, he gathers Celeste in his arms, her feeble wrists locking around his neck.
“Get the Tear and the others,” he orders. “Meet me in the chamber downstairs. We have to get to Argentil now .” 
Shadowheart and Gale nod in understanding, and Astarion carries Celeste outside and to the stairs. He moves with silent precision, keeping to the shadows, evading all attention until they reach the guarded corridor. 
“Sharrans!” He gestures behind him. “That way!”
The guards snap to awareness and rush past him. Seizing the opportunity, he continues down the passage to the spiral staircase. The walls blur as they descend further below the temple. When he arrives at the chamber entrance, he realizes it has been sealed,
“No, no, no-”
His friends file in behind them, Karlach carrying the Tear.
“We hit a snag.” Wyll says, looking over his shoulder. 
“You could have just asked.”
A voice emerges from the stairwell as Rayne materializes, striding past them with purpose. Placing her palm on the door, as she did before, it obeys whatever silent command she’s given it, the runes illuminating as the stone slides away, revealing the portal within.
“Why are you helping us?” Celeste asks hoarsely, surprised.  
“There will be time to address your mistrust later.” Rayne replies calmly, “Your time is precious, and I have a breach to investigate.”  
Without a moment’s hesitation, Astarion rushes into the pool, his every sense alert. He plunges beneath the surface, the cool, inky waters enveloping him and Celeste. The sea roars in his ears as the darkness dissipates. Kneeling on the shore of the Gates of the Moon, he finds his companions nearby, taking in the ethereal landscape before them.
“Whoah.” Wyll sits up, gazing at the sky in awe. 
“Better or worse?” Astarion asks Celeste, looking over her injury. She grunts, trying to sit up on her own. 
“Improving.” she says with some uncertainty. “It’s like a weight has lifted off of me.” 
“Shar’s magic can’t reach you here,” Shadowheart explains. “Your ability to heal has returned.”
“We’ve got trouble!” Karlach calls out, as a chaos dragon swoops low with a shriek, landing on the beach between them and the palace. It bares its teeth, dripping with saliva, each approximately the length of Astarion himself. The ground shakes under their feet as the beast growls menacingly, an ominous clicking sound in the back of its throat. 
Astarion tenses, pulling Celeste towards the portal. 
“Wait.” she says, rising to her feet and bracing a fist on her stomach, staggering closer to the creature with her arm outstretched.
Astarion takes half a step forward, reaching for his weapons. “Celeste, what in the hells are you doing?”
“Trust me.” She grinds out.
He grits his teeth. 
“No offense, my love- but you’re not exactly in the best shape to be making decisions right now,” he says, drawing his daggers deliberately behind him. 
Celeste murmurs something, holding out a bloodied hand, and the dragon squints. Whether in understanding or annoyance, Astarion can’t tell. 
Because she isn’t speaking Common or Elvish.
He stares, dumbfounded, as she communicates with it, shocked he hasn’t yet seen the love of his life engulfed in flames.  
“What are you saying to it?” He blurts out.
“Shut the fuck up!" Karlach hisses.
He glares at the tiefling, then returns his attention to Celeste, watching as the monstrosity before her crouches down in the sand, lowering itself to eye level with her as she speaks. 
With a huff, it waves its head side to side and shakes itself, rough scales rippling across its back, and blinks at Celeste several times. It raises its head to the sky, beating its wings and sending gusts of wind that kick up the surrounding terrain, and takes flight. Its tail sweeps through the air, missing Gale by a breath’s width. 
Astarion scowls as the dragon departs, mud sticking to his sweat-damp skin. His eyes dart to the others, and he rapidly sheathes his blades before running to Celeste’s side, catching her around the waist and steadying her.
“You... gods damn it, you reckless woman!” he barks, “You never mentioned you speak Draconic?”
“That…” Isobel says, appearing above them as she descends the steps from the castle with Aylin at her side, “was not Draconic.”
Astarion scowls. “We could have used you two about five minutes ago.” He picks Celeste up, carrying her up the step, ignoring her protests that she’s capable of walking on her own. 
“If it wasn’t Draconic, what in the hells was it, anyway?” He demands. 
Aylin smirks. 
“The dragons here speak Celestial."
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