#for some of you all it is is a way to congradulate yourselves for having the correct emotional response to something

[problemnyatic]

people are way too comfortable using feeling guilty as permission to do nothing

[jayswritings13]

Verosika Mayday with an S/O that moonlights as a cage fighter in underground matches for money.

Verosika has done many different odd jobs for money before she became a big pop star and one of Hell's favorite succubui.

Her words, not yours.

Basically, Verosika gets why you would do any job for money.

But what she can't wrap her head around is why fighting?

She can fight with the best of them, but would rather not, which is why as soon as she was able to, she always hired bodyguards to do that for her.

She may not outright say it, but she's worried about you getting hurt.

She's always there to help clean you up afterwards though.

Or at least try her best, as she's not the best at dealing with wounds and often leaves that for Tex and others in her crew to handle.

Luckily, you teach Verosika some more advanced first aid skills, so that she can not just help you, but use them on herself.

"Tex might not be around if you're hurt. You need to know this shit, V." You said, kissing Verosika's forehead, as she grumbled about the lessons.

You also teach Verosika some advanced self-defense moves.

"...and then you strike like this." You said, hitting the dummy in the jaw with your elbow.

"This the exact reason why I hired Tex."

"And what if Tex isn't around??" You asked, grabbing Verosika's hands. "What are you going to do then?"

"....."

"V?"

"Okay, fine. I guess learning some more moves couldn't hurt." Verosika said.

You had to give to her, she took it seriously until near the end of the session, where she defiantly started to flirt hard with you.

The two of you eventually got off track, finding yourselves making out on the couch.

Due to to your fights at night, you often aren't able to go to Verosika's concerts as much as either of you would like.

Sometimes Verosika gets a little pissed about how you can't spend that much time with her at night.

"Is this about the money?! Because, I'll pay you triple whatever those fights are to be my bodyguard."

"What about Tex?"

"What about him?"

"Really Verosika?? Tex has been your best bodyguard yet."

"So?"

"So, I'm not replacing him. Besides I like doing the fights."

Whenever Verosika has time, she does pay you a visit at one of your fights.

She's your number one cheerleader, cheering you on as you fight.

After each and every fight, whether she was there or not, she's always there to help with all injuries or just congradulate you if won.

If not, she's totally down to drink out all of your feelings.

Even take you out to this one axe throwing place that she knows to let out any anger that you might have.

Of course, she'll always suggest sex as an outlet for anger, as anger sex can sometimes be the best kind.

She'll also suggest sex if you win too, as a way to really show you how much Verosika is congratulating you on a great job done.

".....so how was work today?" Verosika asked, sitting down next to you.

"It was great. I got this guy into a headlock and then I-"

Verosika couldn't help but stop focusing on what you are saying, losing herself in watching you.

"You're so sexy whenever you talk about your fights." Verosika grinned, "I love it. I love you."

"I love you too, V."

[hamfan22]

Chapter 41 (adopted)

-Time Skip To A Few Weeks Before Graduation-

-Nicole’s Pov-

I was sitting in my US History 2 class, taking notes. “Ok now, this is going to be part of your final, we aren’t going to have a test, you are going to make a poster on a founding father or a battle either during the revolutionary war or the civil war, and it’s due the day before finals start, which is next week, so at the end of class I would like everyone to please give me a piece of paper with your name and who or what battle you are doing” Mr.Schuyler told us. I smiled “I’m so doing either James Madison or The Battle Of Yorktown” I say to myself. Before the end of class I take out a piece of paper and I write my name down and the name James Madison on it and after the bell rings I hand it to Mr.Schuyler and then I go to my last class. I walk into my Theater History class and I take my seat. Then I see my dad, Daveed, Chris, Leslie and Lin walk in. The bell rings and we all take our seats. Mr.Jefferson walks to the front of the room and right in front of me since I sit in the front row. “Ok lords and laddies we have some special guests, we have Lin Manuel Miranda, Daveed Diggs, Chris Jackson, Leslie Odom Jr, and Oak Onaodowan, from Hamilton” Mr.Jefferson says. Suddenly James runs in “I’m so sorry I’m late, I got called down to the office, here’s my pass” James says handing his pass to Mr.Jefferson. “Ok James, please take your seat” Mr.Jefferson tells him. “Yes sir” James says taking his seat which is right next to mine. “Ok so as I was saying, since it’s almost the end of the year and it’s almost graduation day for some of you, so I have a little surprise for you all, now if you all could follow me please” Mr.Jefferson says. We all get up and follow him to the auditorium and we see that the whole auditorium was decorated with streamers and balloons and their was a few tables with a lot of food on them. “Surprise lords and laddies, I’ve put together a little end of the year party, so for the rest of class you all can enjoy yourselves, now go, eat, talk with each other, take pictures together make memories, and sign each other's yearbooks, and have fun!” Mr.Jefferson says. We all smile and we go and grab some food. Someone puts some music on and we start dancing. I take out my phone and I start taking pictures. I take some with James and a few with some of the other students and one with Mr.Jefferson. We all then sign each other’s yearbooks. After that we spend the rest of class dancing and having fun. “Ok seniors get together, we’re taking a picture!” James says as he hands his phone to Mr.Jefferson and runs over to me, he then puts his arm around me and I do the same. “Ok everyone say “Seniors Rock” Mr.Jefferson says. “Seniors Rock” we all say smiling. Then Mr.Jefferson gives James his phone back, and then James walks over to me. He wraps his arm around me and he goes to take a picture of the two of us. After we take the picture I hear someone say “Ok whens the wedding?” I turn around to find Mackenzie and Philip. “It's a week after graduation, didn’t you two get the invitation?” I say jokingly. “Very funny” Mackenzie says laughing.

-Time Skip To Graduation-

I stand next to all of my friends on the football field. We turn our tassels to the right of our caps and our class’s valedictorian says “Congradulations Class Of 2017!” and we all cheer and hug each other. After we leave the field we rush over to our parents. We take a lot of pictures. After that we all head home and get ready for project graduation. “Ok I’m going to get changed out of this dress and into some sweatpants and a t-shirt, and put my hair up in a ponytail” I say as we enter the apartment, and I got to my room. “And take off this makeup” I add. I come out of my room 10 minutes later wearing pair of black sweatpants, a Hamilton t-shirt and my sneakers. I charge my phone and my portable charger. I then sit down on the couch and turn the TV on. “Yes M*A*S*H is on” I say as I lay down on the couch. Cookie comes over to me and jumps up onto the couch and lays down right next to me. “Do you want something to eat sweetie, it’s noon?” dad asks me. “Yes please dad, can I have peanut butter and jelly sandwich, please?” I ask him. “Sure sweetie” dad says. A few minutes later he hands me my sandwich. “Thanks dad” I say. I take a bite of my sandwich and I see dad starting to walk back to the kitchen. “Hey dad, do you want to watch some TV with me?” I ask him. I see him smile “I would love to” dad says walking over to the couch, I sit up, making some room for him to sit down. We then watch TV together for a few hours.

-A Few Hours Later-

“I’ll see ya later dad, and I have my phone on me so I’ll be sure to call you if I need you to come get me or something, love you dad, bye” I say giving him a hug and getting out of the car. “Bye sweetie, I’ll see you later, have fun” dad says. He then drives away and I walk into the YMCA. “Hey Nicole, welcome to Project Graduation, you ready for a night of nothing but fun?” Mr.Hamilton my senior English teacher asks me. “I am so ready, oh and Mr.Hamilton Rachel, Diane, Maddie and I got you a little something, to remember us all by” I say handing him a gift bag. “Aw you guys didn’t have to get me anything, I’ll definitely remember all of you guys, this year was the first year I had celebrity in my class” Mr.Hamilton says to me. “Who me, I’m not a celebrity, that’s my dad, I’m just a normal 17 year old girl” I say. “Nicole you are anything but normal, I mean that in a good way, you are very creative, smart and one of the best students I’ve had in a long time, good luck in college, are you going out of state or are you going somewhere close by?” Mr.Hamilton ask me. “Nope, I’m taking online classes” I tell him. “That’s great, now go hangout with your friends, don’t waste the night talking to an old man like me, and thank you for the gift” Mr.Hamilton tells me. “Yes sir, and you’re welcome” I say as I walk away. I spot Rachel, Diane, Maddie and James, I rush over to them. “Hey guys” I say to them. “Hey Nicole” they all say to me. “Hey” James says. “Everything ok James?” I ask him. “Yeah everything's fine” he tells me. “James I know you’re lying to me, what’s wrong?” I ask him again. “I didn’t get accepted into Hunter, and I’m kinda pissed about it!” James says to me, yelling a little. “James, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have kept asking you, I suddenly don’t feel so good, I think I’m going to call my dad and see if he can pick me up, I’m sorry guys” I say starting to tear up, I then run to the bathroom, I run into a stall and I close and lock the door. I then call dad. “Hey sweetie, everything ok?” he asks me picking up the phone. “Yeah, I just don’t feel so good, can you come get me?” I ask him as I start to cry.

-Trigger Warning-

Suddenly I hear the stall open “Who are you and why are you in the girls bathroom, please leave me alone” I say to the person. “Nope, I don’t think so” the guy says taking the phone out of my hand. “Who ever this is she can’t talk right now” the guy says to my dad. “I swear if you hurt my little girl I will end you” I hear my dad say and the sound of a car door slamming shut. The guy drops my phone and slams his foot on it a few times breaking it. He then pins me up against the wall. “HELP, SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE, ANYBODY, HELP ME!!!!!!!!” I scream as loud as I possibly could. The guy then slaps me. “Shut up you little slut, no one is going to help you” the guy spats at me. I start to cry and I hear the sound of the bathroom door opening, and someone screaming “HEY GET THE HELL OFF OF HER!!!!” and then the guy was on the ground unconscious. I then saw that my savior was James. James then stands up and rushes over to me. “Nicole are you ok, did he hurt you, are you ok?” James asks me. “No he didn’t hurt me, I’m fine, thank you James, can we please get out of here?” I ask him. “Of course, let’s get out of here” James says as we walk out of the bathroom. When we walk out some policemen run in the bathroom, they then take the guy away in handcuffs. Not to long after dad comes, he quickly gets out of the car and runs over to me. “My little girl, are you ok, do you want me to take you home?” dad asks me. “I’m ok dad and I think I’ll stay, I’m alright, James saved me and I might need a new phone” I tell dad. “Are you sure you’re alright?” dad asks me. “Yeah, I’m sure” I tell him. “Alright, but if you need anything call me, alright, and James, take care of her, don’t let her out of your site” dad tells him. “I’ll stay by her side the whole night, I’ll keep her safe, I promise” James says. “Good, and what happened to your phone?” dad asks me. “The guy threw it on the ground and smashed it” I tell him. “Alright, we’ll go to the Apple store tomorrow and see if we can get you a new phone” dad tells me. “Ok, thanks dad, I’ll see you later” I say.

-A Couple Of Hours Later-

-The Apartment-

I get home at 2am. Once I get into my bed my phone goes off “Hey Nicole, I need you to come in at around 10 today, I’m sorry, I know you have your project graduation and probably won't get home till late, but I need you to come in today, I’m really sorry Nicole” Lin texted me. “So I have to go to work today, I wanted to sleep until like 1pm, welp that's not happening” I say out loud. “It’s alright Lin, I’ll be there at 10, I promise” I text back. “Thank you Nicole, and again I’m really sorry, you can have tomorrow off, I promise :)” Lin texts me. “Thanks Lin” I text him. I then start to fall asleep.

-A Few Hours Later-

“Who is that (who is that) emerging from his burrow? Who can see today what we won't see until tomorrow Shaman of the shadows, springer of the spring, springer of the spring, Come on! Is it a squirrel? Is it a beaver? Kinda both but not quite either That's right woodchuck-chuckers it's-” I quickly shut off my alarm. “It’s 6:30am, dad isn’t even up this early, but I’m wide awake so might as well get up” I say getting up and going into the kitchen and taking my anxiety medication. “Ok now I need to shower” I say walking to the bathroom and taking a shower. After I shower I wrap a towel around my body and I go to my room and get dressed. I put on a pair of blue jeans, a Hamilton t-shirt and I put on my sneakers. I then dry and brush my hair, I end up putting it up in a ponytail. I then go to the kitchen and start making breakfast. I make dad some eggs, bacon, and toast, along with some tea. I on the other hand have pancakes. I eat and do the dishes. After I’m done I check the time. “It’s 8am, dad should be up by now” I say walking to his bedroom door. I open the door and poke my head in “Dad you up, it’s 8am” I say. “Yeah I’m up, why are you up, you went to bed at like 2am, you should be sleeping” dad asks me. “Lin needs me to come in today” I tell him. “And he’s giving me tomorrow off” I add.

-To The Theater-

We walk into the theater and I go to Lin's dressing room. “Hey Lin, you decent?” I ask him. “Yep, come on in” he says. I open the door and go in his dressing room. “Thanks again for coming in Nicole, oh and I have a surprise for you” he says handing me a bag. “Lin you didn’t have to get me anything” I tell him. I take a brand new Iphone 6 out of the bag and a black lifeproof case. “I figured you needed a new phone, and since you just graduated high school, I figured this would be a perfect graduation present for you” Lin tells me. “Did you backup your phone on Icloud or Itunes recently, if so I can easily set up your new phone for you right now, I just need that chip thing that’s on the side of the phone” Lin says to me. “I don’t have that phone anymore, it broke” I say looking down at my shoes. “What happened, how did it break?” Lin asks me. “Last night at project graduation some guy came into the girls bathroom while I was on the phone with dad and he took it out of my hands and threw it on the ground and smashed it, but I did backup my phone yesterday before leaving for project graduation” I tell him. “Great, let's get your new phone set up shall we” he says.

-Time Skip-

I text all my friends and James, telling them I got a new phone. I then start getting texts from the cast. “Ok time to start work” I say as I rush over to dad and Daveed’s dressing room.

-End Of Nicole’s Pov-