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wheeboo · 1 year ago

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— bias tag game *ੈ✩‧₊˚

rules: you're going to pick 10 of your biases (or as many biases as you have and then fill in the rest of the spots with idols you like) and number them 1-10. then answer the questions below! try not to look at the questions before you make your list!

thank you @fairyhaos for the tag <3

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rania's bias list:

seungkwan (svt)

wheein (mamamoo)

jeonghan (svt)

wonwoo (svt)

hoshi (svt)

jun (svt)

seulgi (red velvet)

yunjin (le sserafim)

soobin (txt)

lee know (skz)

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1. between 7 and 5, who did you bias first?

i biased my girl seulgi first :> i started stanning red velvet in between peek-a-boo and bad boy era and i literally love her sm i gay panic whenever i see her and she's so cute and quirky i fell in love instantly !!!

2. between 2 and 6, who are you more attached to?

umm,,, how dare u give me this question rn. wheein has been my ult for the past 5-6 years and i feel like i can declare us as a v chill married couple lmfao and i love her w all my heart. but tbh jun has grown so much on me and finally putting him in my bias line is just ugh <3 <3 got my heart flippin and feet kickin (it doesn't help i have like,, a lot of ideas for him in terms of wips)

3. if you were to spend the day with either 3 or 1, who would you choose and what would you do?

again... what the hell U R MAKING ME CHOOSE BETWEEN MY TOP BIASES IN SVT?? absolute insanity. ugh,, okay jeonghan ily babe but i gotta go with my fav boy seungkwan <3 i feel like he'll take me out of my comfort zone n just take me out to places n just be the most supportive person ever. like i can imagine our arms locked together while walking down the avenue or sum idfk

4. what is your favorite physical feature about 9?

his MF DIMPLES OFC. i have such a thing w dimples on my biases its actually so funny

5. what is your favorite part of 6's personality?

i just,, i love jun's quirkiness and awkwardness sometimes i always swoon over him <3 he may be quiet at times but he's such a big source of strength for not just me but for all his members. i get why they all love him sm

6. if you were to tell 8 anything you wanted, what would you tell them?

my gf yunjin KEEP BEING YOU MA'AM. do whatever you want that makes you happy. you're such a big inspo to me and so funny and talented and beautiful and all those synonyms i cannot grasp how much i love her

7. between 1 and 2, whose closet would you raid?

ohhhhh definitely wheein. our styles r very similar and honestly she's the reason why my style is like this to this day!! she has such unique fashion taste and omfg i'd love to raid clothing stores w her. altho i'd rlly love to steal some of seungkwan's sweaters,,,,...

8. what is a style that you want to see 3 try?

omfgomfg uhhh honestly jeonghan can literally pull off any damn style he wants, and im too scatterbrained rn to think of a specific style. i love his soft boy looks tho n the style/clothing he wore in berlin got me feeling some type of way yk IT SUITS HIM SO MUCH

9. between 5 and 4, who are you closer to in height?

hoshi LMAOO even tho there's barely a difference between him and wonu. they'll both still tower over me tho im only like 158cm fml

10. between 10 and 9, whose music do you like the best?

soobin n txt! i love their discography so much. some of skz songs r just not my style and i can rlly only listen to them when i'm feeling that kind of energy yk. still love them tho ofc

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tagging (no pressure!): @slytherinshua @itadorins @hannyoontify @wqnwoos @icyminghao @etherealyoungk @blue-jisungs @mirxzii @yeonjuns-redhair @rubywonu @ylliris-hanniehae @rubyreduji @toruro @weird-bookworm @planetkiimchi

#this was very fun to do HHSDKSDF #tag games!#friends ༊

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voidsteffy · 2 years ago

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Hi! Loved your response to my SSR knowledge questionnaire!

Also, could you rate every SSR Villain from all his movies out of 10, with reasons provided please?

Also also, thoughts on the upcoming SSR/Mahesh Babu movie? What's your theories on what the movie could be about given the limited plot details about it being an adventure movie inspired by the Indiana Jones movies?

haha thanks for another ask!

It's been a long time since I watched Student No. 1 so I can't really rate whatever obstacle in that movie

Simhadri - 3, from what I remember feeling, it was like the story was the villain. Villain wasn't villaining that much if ykwim

Sye - 7, I love dumb villains

Chatrapathi - 9, the villains in this are pretty much like colonisers which is what i love about this movie (among the other fabulous things about it). they're genuinely evil, they don't give a fuck about anyone but themselves and rule like an iron fist gripping a mound of sand

Vikramarkudu - 10, just for the oily curly hair that gives me my hair goals😍😍

Yamadonga - 2, again, villain wasn't villaining. the actual thug they hired wasn't even there for 20 minutes. Mahi's relatives can go get whipped (literally)

Magadheera - 9, he's so evil I love it. no tragic backstory, no psychosis story, he's just possessive (the lengths I go to defend tall men, sigh, fml) and an absolute asshole.

Maryada Ramanna - 1 (and only because I can't give it a 0). i get that family feud is the real villain but nope. NOPE. you ain't killing YOUR OWN FAMILY MEMBER because he's more humane than you. Also, I hate the hypocrisy in their we-can-only-kill-outside-the-house-because-house-blesses-family theory . Speaking like that, Veturi said "Jagamantha Kutumbam Naadi" (the world is my family) so what then huh Reddy gaaru?

Eega - 10 (and only because I can't give it 1000). by now you must have understand that I love villains who are unapologetically assholes. He's rich, and he wants to keep it that way. So he killed his best friend for money. So what? He was annoyingly right anyway, no use. Sudeep is the perfect maniac obsessed zillionaire that I would want to kill as a fly.

Bahubali The Beginning - 5, I kinda don't like amped up villains. Bijjala does good, but I draw the line at the Pandit making evil faces at thin air in the middle of celebrations. Bhalla isn't a villain in my opinion, he's a smol bean who is a rich dad's spoiled brat. Being evil and underappreciated is the only thing he knows my poor baby. (@juhiiiiii gets me on this topic, don't you agree akkay?)

Bahubali The Conclusion - 3, you know why honey. I desperately wanted to beg Rajamouli to read the books (at least the first one) to make him realize how ooc Sivagami was. But Bijjala is properly characterised I must say.

RRR - 5, I want a 3D British colonizer for once.

I don't make the mistake of creating expectations in my mind for SSR's movies before 2 months of the release. I did that for Bahubali 2 (as did the entire world right?) and for Maryada Ramanna, and Yamadonga. I honestly can't picture Mahesh Babu as anything but a preacher or a politician or a police officer. But let me just say this: the last time MB wore a cowboy hat on an adventure, it was either horrible box office numbers:

(Movie: Takkari Donga)

or mindblowing box office numbers

(Movie: Athadu)

thanks for the ask!

#ss rajamouli #mahesh babu #rrr #manu answers #desiblr #indian cinema

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ms-rampage · 4 years ago

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Eden’s Gate: Aftermath Chapter 5 - The Growing Family of Hunters

Warnings: Swearing.

Word count: 2.9k

This is a short follow up series to Kidnapped leading up to the nuclear holcaust, and the beginning of New Dawn.

Summary: Kate recovers from her Bliss hallucination after being forced out by her Archangel, Paige gets a new lead on Joseph, and the guys' families come by.

Guest OCs: Too many at this point. FML.

Guest Characters: Gabriel [mentioned], God/Chuck [mentioned], Sam and Dean Winchester [in flashback]. Too many FML.

**********

Flashback

One year earlier

Toledo, Ohio

"So you sure you're not mad at her anymore?" Dean asks Paige.

She sighs, "Yes Dean, I'm no longer mad at Kate".

Sam, Dean, Paige and Kate are tracking down a nest of vampires in the Ohio woods.

"Okay but from what Brent told me. You were very upset because she wanted out of this life" he tells her.

She sighs again, "Yeah, yeah I know I was, but I got over it".

10 feet behind them, Sam and Kate have their conversation on the whole "leaving the hunter life behind".

"You know I wanted to stop hunting as well" Sam tells Kate.

She looks up at her tall cousin, "Really?".

He nods, "Yeah I went off to college at Stanford. Studying to be a lawyer".

"What happened?!" she asks.

"Our dad went missing, and Dean went by my dorm. I helped him out on one hunt then that night I went back to my room" he takes a deep breath, "Then the demon that killed our mom killed my girlfriend Jess".

She looks up at him once more with sad eyes, "Oh, I'm sorry to hear that" she tells him.

He exhales, "It's fine. We were able to kill him".

"What demon?" she asks.

"Azazel. Yellow eyes" he tells her.

She looks up at him again, "Azazel?. He killed our dad".

Dean and Paige look back at them.

"What happened?" Dean asks.

"Paige the demon that killed dad, what was his name?!" she asks.

"Azazel" she responds.

Kate scoffs, "What is up with that bastard killing our parents?!?"

"We're Winchesters" Dean replies, "That's what happens to us".

*******

Trying to recover from her hallucination trip. Fucking Gabriel pushed her out. Forcing her ass to wake up. Dealing with the withdrawals of the Bliss.

The sun shining in her face, making her go blind for a brief moment.

“It’s morning already?!” Kate thinks to herself.

She stares off into space, staring up at the ceiling. “What the hell Gabe?!”. She gets startled by a knock at her bedroom door, followed by the knob jiggling.

“Kate!!” Paige calls out, “We got a lead on Joseph come down and we’ll talk about it”.

She gets out of bed, and looks in the mirror.

Her eyes aren’t as white as she thought they would be.

Unlocking her door, and going downstairs with the others.

Everyone including Rachel are sitting at the kitchen table.

“Okay so now that we’re all here” Paige says, “I finally got the lead on Joseph’s whereabouts”.

“So where could he be hiding out?!?” Cody asks.

“It could be anywhere in Hope County” Marty says.

“True!!” Paige says, pointing a pointer at them like she were a teacher, “But I got an exact location, and its pretty fucking obvious”.

Waiting and already knowing of his whereabouts. They all just want to see Paige look like an idiot, or more like an idjit.

“Where is he hiding?!” Kenny asks in a smartass kind of way.

“His fucking church” she mutters angrily, “Please fucking kill me!!”.

Everyone stares at her as if she were a fucking dumbass.

“I could’ve fucking guess he was there!!!” Adrian yells.

“Well he wasn’t there before” Paige says in her defense, “He wasn’t anywhere near the statue. Or Teller Ranch which is a real location in a different part of Hope County that I didn’t even know existed!!”.

“So now what?!?” Mandy asks.

“Well we go there, we get him, and we fucking kill him” Paige answers as if it were a dumb question.

“Is killing Joseph Seed really a necessary thing?!?” she asks.

Paige glares at her mother with furrowed eyebrows, “Is that a real, serious question?!. Of fucking course killing him is necessary”.

“I mean we don’t have to kill him though. Maybe have him arrested? Maybe?” she says.

Paige scoffs, “Mom I get you were the “Mother of Eden’s Gate” for a few months, but come fucking on. This man fucking tortures, and manipulates people. Rachel is a good fucking example of that”.

“You’re not going soft for this man are you Mandy?!” Kenny asks in a calm voice.

“I feel like he needs to be protected” Mandy says, shrugging.

“Protected?!?! What the fuck?!?” Paige blurs out, “He doesn't need to be protected. If God, or Chuck wants Joseph to be protected he would’ve shown himself to him. Like he has with us in the past. Like he has with Sam and Dean”.

Barbara steps in and defends Mandy, “Paige you shouldn’t talk to your mother like that. If she says Joseph needs to be protected then he needs to be protected”.

Paige sighs, and says “Barb I know you and my mom are close. But this man, he doesn’t deserve to be protected. Not by my mom, not by my family, not by his followers, and definitely not by Chuck”.

Barbara and Paige stare at each other for a moment, then Rachel clears her throat and speaks up. Everyone looks over at her.

“Joseph, he may seem like a good person to his followers. But he’s a monster. I was afraid of him, and so was John. Jacob not so much. I’m still afraid of him. Joseph, he drugged, manipulated, and threatened me. I was only 17, he took advantage of me. He helped me find my purpose but I was still scared of him.”

Mandy speaks up, “Is that why you were always around me when I was The Mother?”

Rachel nods, “Yes because I felt safe around you. Joseph wouldn’t hurt you because you were The Mother. He wanted to keep you safe, protected and to guide us to New Eden”.

“Mom did Joseph ever try to do anything harmful to you?” Kate asks, still recovering from the Bliss trip.

“No, he didn’t try to do anything that’ll cause me harm” she says, shaking her head.

Mark clears his throat, and awkwardly says “Very bad timing, but our families are coming over to live with us. They’ll be over around 1pm”.

“Alright good, but where are they gonna stay?!?” Kate asks.

“Well my wife and kids can sleep in my room” Nate says, “Since the extra houses are still being put up”.

“My family can do the same” Mark says.

“My wife Brandi is gonna live with us as well” Cody adds.

“So is my wife” Adrian says as well.

“And my fiance as well” Martin says.

“Okay!!” Paige says loudly, “So we’re gonna have Nate, Ellen and your guys 3 kids, Mark, Dana and your guys 2 kids, Cody and Brandi, Martin and Megan, Adrian and Amanda. As well as Kenny, myself, Cristina and baby number 2. Rachel, Kate and the Seed spawn, mom, and Barb”.

She lets out an exaggerated exhale after saying the names of all the people that are gonna live with them in the one huge soon to be 3 house.

“Are we gonna ignore the fact that we’re gonna have more people living here with small children. When we have a bunch of crazy Cultist fuckers running around and trying to kill us?!?” Kenny asking the real questions.

They all exchange looks for a bit, and Paige speaks up.

“I mean Kenneth. We all hunt demons, ghosts and monsters for a living. We all have died at least 3-6 times at some point, and came back. Who wins? A bunch of human cultists? Or a bunch of demon boys with powers?”.

They all once again exchange looks. “She has a point, Kenny” Mark tells him.

They all agree with Paige’s analogy. They’ve all died several times in their lives, were brought back and continued their lives as hunters. Them being hunters is how they all met. It’s how Paige and Kenneth met. It’s quite a romantic story. How they met.

“Well, thank Chuck we’re putting up 2 more houses” Kenny chuckles.

“Speaking of that!” Adrian speaks out, “We should get going with that”.

“Agree” Cody says, getting up from his seat.

The guys all go upstairs and change into their construction gear. They spent the next several hours putting up the houses with the help of 8 Holland Valley locals.

******

1pm arrives, and the guys families, and significant others arrive.

They hug and greet each other. Catch up on life.

Introduce each other to their families.

The children go, and explore the huge 11 bedroom house.

All of them sitting at the kitchen table.

“How was the drive?” Paige asks Cody’s wife Brandi.

She groans, “Hell. Complete Hell”.

Paige laughs softly, “Sounds about right”.

“This house is huge!!!” Dana says, looking around.

“Yep, when Kenneth and I bought it last year after we got married. It had 4 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, the living room was 450 square feet I think. The kitchen was 450 as well, but with the dining room it’s 780 square feet. The backyard was 2 acres. After a few months we remodel the entire house. It took 7-9 months, we finished back in April of this year. We added 6 more bedrooms, 6 more bathrooms, the living room is now 690 square feet, we purchased 2 more acres of land, so we now have 4 acres of land. We have a bunker that I didn’t had until we’re half way through remodeling the house.”

“It’s huge!” Kate says, “The bunker. It has a full kitchen, a library, a medical room, I think like 10-12 rooms, 6 bathrooms. I think it was a hidden military bunker because we found a lot of Army paraphernalia, old weapons and shit. There’s beds, it’s all stocked up with canned foods, pasta, water, toilet paper and all that shit”.

“I really like the garage that leads down to the bunker” Mandy adds.

Paige says, “Oh yeah the garage we have has a secret entrance inside. That’s why we park our cars in the driveway because we often go down there. The floor lifts up and leads underground. Very Batman-like. My cousin Dean would be very jealous”.

*****

Later that evening they all sit outside, and have dinner.

Mandy, Paige and Kenny made some burgers, fries and a bunch of other meats for them, and their guests. Celebrating the freedom from 2 of the 3 Seeds. Since Faith/Rachel has a change of heart and she’s proving everyday that she has.

Kate invited Wheaty because she’s dating him, as well as all her friends Morgan, Alissa, Sarah, Ryan, Dylan, Kevin the twins Ivan and Isaiah. She really needed to get John off her damn mind and having all her friends around will help with that.

Hoping they’ll give her some comfort. Paige also invited the Rye’s, Mary May, Pastor Jerome, Grace, Sharky, Hurk Jr, Eli, Tammy, and Jess Black. Amongst others.

Kate hugs Wheaty tightly, sinking into his arms, forgetting all about John, and actually listening to Gabriel’s advice.

“I missed you” she says into his shoulder.

He chuckles, “I missed you too”, and kisses the side of her head.

Everyone has a great time, eating, talking and either getting to know each other, or catching up. Paige and Jess finally caught and set up a day for them to go hunting. Seeing her goddaughter Cristina for the first time in several months.

Kate goes the rest of the evening not thinking about John, or even having any memories of him, or his existence in her life. Doing what her Guardian Archangel told her to do and forget about him. Thinking about the good things happening in life.

The tiny human that's growing inside her, she’s with someone that makes her happy. She has her family, and friends.

"So what do you wanna do on Halloween?" Wheaty asks her.

Paige gives Kate a narrow eyed look, "Tell him" she nudges her sister's arm.

She stumbles and tells him, "To, to uh. To be 100% honest Wheat, I don't like Halloween".

He raises his eyebrows at her, "Really? I figured you would love Halloween!".

Paige looks over at her little sister, "Kate tell him why you don't like Halloween!".

She shakes her head, "Uhh no I don't want to".

"I'll tell him if you don't" she playfully threatens.

She groans, rolling her eyes, giving in to tell them "Okay fine!. One time when I was 11-12 before we were taken away from our mom. We were living in Louisiana at the time, and I was invited by one of my classmates to go to her Halloween party. She invited one of our classmates that I had a huge crush on".

"It gets better!!" Paige interrupts, telling Sharky, Jess, Eli and Wheaty.

Kate rolls her eyes, "Anyway. She had a bobbing for apples game thing, and I for some fucking reason wanted to impress that boy in my class. So I bobbed for the apples, but when I’m around someone I like, I tend to get a little queasy. When it was my turn, I went to grab an apple and I threw up in the water”.

Paige bursts into laughter, while everyone at the table looks over at Kate either trying to hold back laughter, or gasping dramatically. Wheaty puts his arm around Kate as a sign of comfort, kissing the side of her head.

“But wait!. It gets better!!’ she tells them, “Everyone saw that I threw up in the apple bucket. Some laughed, some gasp in shock. The boy that I liked saw everything, I went to run away, but I slipped, I stupidly grabbed the bucket and the water along with my vomit and the apples spilled all over me”.

Paige continues to laugh hysterically. “What happened afterwards?!?” Sharky asks.

“I ran out the house and hid in the woods behind her house until my mom came to pick me up”.

Wheaty kisses the side of her head again, comforting her.

“Ya know the same thing happened to me when I was a kid” Sharky tells her.

“Really? What did you do?” she asks.

“I don’t know. I don’t remember much from that” he tells her, and walks away to the other guests.

“Anyway, we can still do something for Halloween. It doesn’t have to be Halloween related” Wheaty tells her.

She’s hesitant about answering him. “C’mon Kate that was 10 years ago. Get over it!” Paige tells her.

“Paige that was humiliating” she tells her, “It all happened in front of a guy I liked”.

“Well what if I told you we can hang out and it won’t involve bobbing for apples or any Halloween related games” he tells his girlfriend.

“Come on Kate spend some time with your boyfriend” Morgan tells her, “Who cares if it's on Halloween”.

“Just pretend it’s another day” Sarah tells her.

She finally gives in after all her friends and sister convince her after 10 minutes “Okay we can do something for October 31st” she finally gives in and gives him an answer.

“Don’t dress as a clown” Morgan tells them, “Kate hates clowns”.

“More like is afraid of clowns” Alissa adds.

They all laugh and have a great night together. Celebrating their freedom from the Seeds with only 1 more to go. With the Winchesters around they’ll all be gone before Halloween.

Joseph’s days are numbered.

******

Later that night when all the guests leave and everyone goes to sleep, Paige and Kate are down stairs putting leftovers away. Once they're done, Paige goes upstairs to her bedroom.

“Welp I’m gonna get some shut eye” she tells her, “You coming up?”.

Kate who is distracted by her thoughts, snaps her head up to look at her sister, “Uhh yeah, yeah I’ll be up in a bit. I just need to do something first”.

Once she leaves upstairs, Kate goes to the backdoor and steps outside into the backyard out into the cool Montana night.

She walks 20 feet away from the house, far enough where the others won’t be able to hear her. Looks up into the sky, looking at the stars, moon, thick clouds covering the moon, the visible galaxies from Earth and prays.

Taking a deep breath, “Hey Gabriel” she starts, “It’s me. Ya girl”. She lets out a short laugh before continuing.

“I just. I just wanted to say” trying to keep her breath steady, “I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for getting me over John. For getting me out of Hell, protecting me from Lilith. Everything. I don’t. I don't think I ever thanked you for all that".

The night goes completely silent, the crickets go silent, “If you can show me a sign that you heard me that would be great”.

She looks around the property to see if anything changed, she looks up at the moon and sees the clouds surrounding it disperse. Moving away from the glowing rock in the sky.

She chuckles softly to herself, looking up “Is that you?”. A shooting star flies past the moon confirming that her Archangel heard her and is giving her a sign that he heard everything she said. Followed by a cool gust of wind, making her hair dance in the breeze.

Smiling up at the sky, “You heard” she mutters and goes back inside the house.

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mae-gi-writes · 4 years ago

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Deobi Playlist (EP 10) | The Boyz Imagine

The Boyz x Hospital Playlist inspired drabble series.

Main characters: Kevin, Juyeon, Hyunjae and OC (Mae)

Sides: the rest of The Boyz

Genre: fluff, slice of life, BROMANCE BRUH

EP 1 | EP 2 | EP 3 | EP 4 | EP 5 | EP 6 | EP 7 | EP 8 | EP 9 | EP 10

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"Excuse me."

"Yes," Juyeon whips his head up to see a pregnant woman waddling over to the counter with an expression that looks murderous. Holding her belly against herself with a grocery bag slung over her shoulder, she slams her entire body onto the front counter, which causes him to jump in surprise.

"How are you, ma'am? How can I help you today?" Juyeon flashes a wan smile, used to dealing with unnerved clients. There's usually always a reason behind their madness.

"I have been waiting for at least an hour!" The woman bellows, practically red in the face, "I'm due in two weeks, and there are so many other pregnant women waiting behind me. How come it's taking so long?"

"Ma'am, I'm sorry we--"

"Do you know how hard it is for us, pregnant women, to sit here in this stuffed waiting room while babies are kicking?!" She interrupts with another yell as Juyeon's hands come up in defense, "I want to see Dr. Bae right now! Right now, you hear me? I'm tired! I want to go home!"

Panic rises at the back of Juyeon's throat, "I--I am so sorry about this ma'am. But due to the number of patients today, the office is running a little slower than usual. I'm really sorry--"

"I don't want to hear your stupid reasons. I want my appointment!" She bellows, "Now!"

Fear coils through his stomach, a sick feeling tying into knots as his throat dries up with the countless excuses dying on the tip of his tongue.

Shit, his heart races. How is he supposed to deal with that?

He'd give anything to be shadowing a doctor right now.

The door to the doctor's office suddenly slides open, revealing a gentle-eyed Jacob who's gaze quickly flits between them in understanding. The woman doesn't even wait a second, quickly twisting her body and waddling towards him.

"Dr. Bae, I was just telling your stupid staff here that you need to speed up your process! Do you know how painful it is to be sitting around with that?" She motions towards her belly, legs wide apart and fists clenched at her sides as though she's preparing for battle.

But Jacob's expression stays unfazed, "I apologize, ma'am. Unfortunately the speed of the diagnosis does not rely solely on me, but my patient."

"Yes, but--"

"Some have--" Jacob pauses, presses his lips together as sympathy flashes through his face, "some have difficult obstacles they've had to face in regards to their pregnancy. Not everyone is as lucky that their baby is growing up to be healthy."

The woman blinks, opening her mouth, then closing it upon realizing that she has been shocked into silence.

"I understand your frustrations, I really do," Jacob's voice is gentle, a soothing lullaby that instantly makes Juyeon feel like the world is a better place, "but we all have to cooperate a little, work together to make this work. Don't you think?"

For a moment, there's a complete silence so palpable that Juyeon can hear the ringing in his ears. He can feel the eyes of a multitude of patients drilling into the back of his skull and goosebumps suddenly explode along his arm at the sensation.

"Alright," the woman finally lets out a grumble, "fine. Whatever."

And she turns around, wobbly on her feet, before plopping back down at her seat looking slightly disconcerted by the effect of Jacob's words.

Juyeon sends the said doctor a look of utter gratefulness, which Jacob answers with a wink of his own before retreating back into his office.

Thank god.

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It's been a long day running back and forth between the maternity department and the pediatric ward, but it is only when the last patient bids their goodbyes that Juyeon allows his neutral mask to fall.

"I'm sorry doctor," he bows his head to the ground, not daring to make any kind of eye contact due to the embarrassment coiling through him, "It was my fault. I couldn't calm her down in time."

"No no," Jacob's lips curl up into a smile, face softening with understanding, "it happens all the time. Impatient patients are the norm around here. Mothers-to-be, especially."

"Still, I'm sorry."

"Did that swear you off the Maternity Ward then?" Jacob's smile widens into a teasing grin.

"Maybe."

"Well, if it's of any comfort, it's no better in the other wards."

"What do you mean?" Juyeon frowns.

"Some of them are always looking for donors, others always doing extra shifts. The pediatric ward is the only one that's doing okay, as of late. Cancer department is just a hole of sadness."

"That's...not very encouraging."

"That's the reality of it," Jacob shrugs, "did you give it any thought? What you wanted to specialize?"

"I don't know. Cancer, maybe. I'm not good with kids and the Cardiac Department looks like hell. Also, Organs make me squirm."

Jacob laughs at that, the sound bouncing through the room like sunlight, "that's exactly the same reason why I didn't want to specialize in surgery."

"That makes the two of us."

After packing up their belongings and clocking out for the day, Jacob offers to buy Juyeon dinner as a thank-you for helping him throughout the day and though the latter tries his best to refuse, the doctor insists that it's just something he does with all of his underlings, and that not treating Juyeon would just not be right.

So Juyeon has no other choice but to follow as they walk to the parking lot. They unexpectedly bump into Hyunjae and Changmin in the lobby, causing Jacob to invite them both to join.

"Why Jacob, I think that's the first time you're buying me dinner," Hyunjae can't help but comment as they settle at one of the tables of Mama's chicken, a small restaurant just down the street from their hospital. Juyeon smacks his thigh in protest, aiming to be subtle while the former stifles his groan of pain.

"What?" Hyunjae hisses venomously.

"You don't say those kinds of things," Juyeon hisses back.

"You only care because you want him to give you a good review."

"Piss off, Hyunjae."

The dinner goes surprisingly well considering that Juyeon isn't really familiar with Jacob. Having Hyunjae helps ease the tension between the interns and the doctors, lightening the atmosphere and loosening up his tongue. They share stories about patients, heart-wrenching stories about the ones they lost, and the ones that they managed to save. The more they spoke, the more Juyeon felt like this was the right path he'd chosen, after all this internal dilemma that had cost him a few years.

"So why did you want to study medicine?" Asks Hyunjae to Changmin, who is already slightly flushed from his second beer.

"I--uh--I just wanted to make the world a better place," Changmin stammers, ears flushing red, "I don't think I've considered anything else."

"See, this is the problem with interns," Hyunjae shakes a hand at him, "you guys think that being a doctor is honourable. It fucking sucks, okay? Like, it's really shitty. The shittiest of everything shitty in this world."

"Not all that shitty," Jacob intercepts.

Hyunjae scowls at him, "for you, maybe. You work in the Maternity Ward. What's the worst? That a pregnant woman comes screaming at you?"

At that comment, Juyeon can't help but glance at Jacob, eyes meeting for a quick second in understanding.

“I think I got used to that,” Jacob answers with a small smile, “Pregnant women don’t scare me.”

“You’re brave, Dr. Bae,” Hyunjae sniffs, “there’s no way I’d be able to make it.”

“Do you regret choosing to be a surgeon?” Changmin pipes up.

“Nah,” Hyunjae flashes him a grin then, leaning back against his seat and poking Juyeon’s neck as he does so, “couldn’t find myself a better match. Surgery is all I live for. It’s like me against death, and most of the time, I always win.”

“And the times you don’t?”

“You win some, you lose some. That’s the reality of it.”

When Jacob and Changmin bid their goodbyes, Juyeon accompanies Hyunjae back to the hospital -- the latter has a night shift. It is his second one in a row -- while throwing his friend a couple of worried glances out of the corner of his eye.

He knows more than anyone how much Hyunjae gives to the people. No matter how much bravado he puts on about doctors and how medicine really is like a beast you can’t tame, there’s definitely always a sparkle in the said doctor’s eyes whenever he talks about it. Juyeon admires that, and he admires Hyunjae (not that he’ll ever tell him though), but his stomach can’t help but churn with worry when he notices the darkening blue aprons underneath his friend’s eyes, or the tiredness lining them, red-rimmed and mouth pulled down in a way that only suggests he lacks sleep and energy.

“Hey,” Juyeon speaks up when they reach the hospital doors. Hyunjae looks back at him as he says, “try getting some sleep. You look like crap.”

“Thanks Juyeon. I’ll keep that in mind.”

“I’m serious, Hyunjae. Continue doing that and you’ll pass out in mid-surgery.”

“Yeah yeah,” the older man sticks out his tongue in retaliation, “I hear you, mother. You heading home now?”

“Yup. I’m done for the day. I got tomorrow off too.”

“Lucky bastard.”

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Tagging: @juyeonzz @thesingingfae1905 @gratefulmaria @nochuu17

Let me know if you want to be added to the tag list!

Also, for all those who have sent me requests, don’t worry I’m working on them! they shall be up soon! <3

I’M SO SORRY IT’S SO SHORT FML BUT LIFE IS GETTING IN THE WAY AND MAE IS TRYING TO ADULT AND GO TO JOB INTERVIEWS SO YEAH IM SORRY FHSDLSDLKJDBUT I HOPE YOU LIKE ALL THIS BROMANCE.

NEXT EP WILL BE FULL OF MAE AND KEV SFKSDHGKDSJGDSLGLDKN <3

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surgeonsoath · 3 years ago

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It’s been a long day....so I just need to rant

I went to work and it was a MESS. Reception which is where I work, was just so messy so I had to tidy that up but then kept getting called away to fix the different arcade machines. Then I went on my break and got called off it after 5 minutes. Then later on these guys were put on a lane but the bumper broke. So he comes up to me and is like ‘oi you’ so I said ‘I don’t respond to Oi’ and he was like ‘I said excuse me’ and I was like ‘no you didn’t. Speak to me properly please.’ So he said his lane was broke and I said ‘which lane are you on?’ and he went ‘that one’ so I asked him to get me the lane number and he said 3. So I went to fix it and whilst I was on the guard rail trying to fix it they tried to bowl at me. Then I couldn’t fix it because it had snapped so I moved them to a different lane. I caught him vaping so I asked him not to. Then I was cleaning the VIP area so we could get closed early and me and my friend hear a big smash. They’ve moved onto the next lane and smashed a glass. So he gets angry when I confront him asking why he was on that lane when his game had finished. He is like ‘why are there glasses on here anyway?’ and I said because I haven’t cleaned it yet and you aren’t meant to be on there. So I clean it up and they start spraying me with the sanitizer we use to clean lanes. I’m allergic to this, plus it’s going in my face. So I ask him to stop. Then his friend bowled and it went three lanes down. So I asked them to leave because they are putting other people in danger so the main guy gets right in my face and starts calling me a fat bitch and saying ‘fuck your mum you fat bitch’ so I go find my manager as this had been my only opportunity to actually find her. I was shaking I was so angry. I go to the team room and try calm down. My other colleagues came and checked I was ok and my manager threw them out but nearly had to call the police. I was so close to hitting him because he got all up in my face.

So after that I just carried on with my job trying to close for 11 as I don’t have taxi money so would need to get the bus. We had a new girl start and she just follows this guy around who trained her. Doesn’t do any work. Then she’s on my name and she’s fucking things up. Then when I asked her to help she did one bit then went back to the bar to clean glasses when there were already two people doing that. Then I’m cleaning lanes with another girl and we see them all on the bar cleaning it so I asked one of my friends who was cleaning bar if the diner was done and she said no. So I was like ‘someone really needs to do it’ and she said ‘I’ve been doing this’ and I was like ‘but your job is to clean diner’ so she storms off. Then I catch her talking about me!

It just made me so mad. I ended up calling my best friend crying down the phone and she sent me money for a taxi home and I told her what happened and she was fuming. I’m just so angry and want this day to end. I need to eat something but it’s nearly 1am and I have to be up at 7. Fml.

#tbd #just needed to get it off my chest and rant.

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mindareadsoots · 5 years ago

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I’m not looking forward to Homestuck 2

I feel like I have to state that as clearly as possible because, “Haha, Homestuck is forever, the ride never ends, fml, right?” has basically been a fandom joke for longer than I’ve been reading Homestuck.

There’s a quote that I keep coming back to whenever I try to analyse the Homestuck Epilogues, and it’s from midway through Act 5 Act 2 when Karkat discusses the risk of messing with the fourth wall.

The subtext is fairly obvious. Tying the story too directly into homestuck’s meta-commentary on storytelling carries with it the risk that the story itself will fall apart. The audience will no longer be able to get invested in the struggles the characters are going through if at any time Hussie could literally drop in out of the sky and dump a world saving MacGuffin on their heads. Indeed, Hussie directly addressed this very fear during one of his SB&HJ inspired intrusions.

It’s clear just from reading Homestuck that Hussie delights in exploring this territory. Hussie (along with several characters who share his disposition) spend a great deal of time analyzing, picking apart, and outright breaking the seemingly arbitrary rules set for narrative fiction.

“Stories must have a three act structure.” Homestuck has 7 “Acts” and the fractile Act 6 takes up almost half of the story’s run time. (That said, despite the attempts at subversion, Homestuck does have a fairly conventional three act structure, with the first act ending at Cascade, and the second ending at Game Over)

“Intermissions are basically a waste of time.” Two of the story’s major antagonists were introduced in the first Intermission of Homestuck, and in Act 6, the so-called Intermissions become the bulk of the story.

“You can’t have an author insert running around in your story.” And yet, Hussie can, and does.

And all of that can be very interesting, but the core risk of telling a story that way still exists, even with Hussie laying his cards on the table so plainly about what kind of story he wants to tell. Because while Hussie’s meta-commentary on narrative is one appeal of Homestuck, there is a second appeal, and it is as important, if not more important, to the experience of reading Homestuck, and that is the characters.

I’m certainly not alone in saying that my first exposure to Homestuck was the cosplay. Homestuck cosplayers took over (almost literally) the convention scene when the comic was at the height of its popularity, and the reason for this is very straight forward. Homestuck has a large cast of likable and/or relatable characters, and they’re written in a way that captures all of the quirks, fears, and uncertainties of growing up in this age of online communication.

It is perhaps not strictly true to say that Homestuck is a character driven narrative. On the contrary, most of the time the characters express the fear that they’re getting swept along mercilessly by the tide of the plot, desperately clinging to any sign that they have some sort of agency in determining their own course of action. And yet, at the same time, it almost feels like the actual plot of Homestuck doesn’t matter. The plot is like a MacGuffin. It has to exist so that the characters have a reason to interact with each other, but it is those interactions themselves are the real point. Apparently major story beats will oftentimes get glossed over (like most of the Beta Trolls’ session, or the catalog of changes that happened in the post-retcon timeline) because they don’t really matter in the grand scheme of things.

It’s for this reason that I have been very much enjoying Pesterquest! It’s not just the fact that Pesterquest exists in a blessedly low-stakes environment (for now), it’s that we’re getting to see the characters just... talk to each other about bullshit. Even when we did get moments like that in the Epilogues, they were overshadowed by War of the Narrators in Meat, or John’s ennui over existing outside of canon in Candy, or some other meta-nonsense that I was already finding exhausting before the Epilogues even came out.

And now we’re jumping back into that breach.

With the number “2″ hastily scrawled into the header like we’re reading Dirk’s Detective Pony rewrite.

So yeah, I’m just... not really excited for this.

Maybe later I’ll write another post saying what it is I’m hoping for. What would get me invested in Homestuck 2 again, but I thought I’d have more time to put those thoughts together. I really did think Homestuck 2 wouldn’t happen until after Pesterquest finished up, and so trying to assemble my thoughts on what I want, expect, or predict for Homestuck 2 is just not something I’m ready to do yet.

In the meantime... there’s an upd8 to read.

#homestuck #homestuck2 #homestuck 2 #minda reads #minda reads homestuck #homestuck^2 #hsday340

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isolationaroundus · 4 years ago

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I’ve been tagged by @rotting-metal-maiden-rld to answer the following questions. Thank you so much!!

1. Do you make your bed? Sometimes.

2. What’s your favourite number? I don’t really have a fav number!!

3. What’s your job? Currently unemployed fml.

4. If you could, would you go back to school? Meh not really.. It sucks.. Although i kinda miss messing around with my old friends in school..

5. Can you parallel park? I got no idea about driving.

6. A job you had which would surprise people? None of the jobs i’ve had would surprise anyone.. They were just regular jobs.

7. Do you think aliens are real? I mean the universe is fucking enormous.... They’ve already discovered planets that COULD sustain life as we know it. So... Dunno... I personally think that they do exist.

8. Can you drive a manual car? No freaking idea.

9. What’s your guilty pleasure? I kinda like some trap songs that have incredible music melodies and beats in them (mainly suicideboys & ghostemane) and i just fuck with them even though i generally dislike trap myself..

10. Tattoos? Don’t have any, i do want some though!

11. Favourite color? Black, Red, Purple, Blue, Teal

12. Things that people do that drive you crazy? Posting their s/o on social media like they’re some exhibit or a flex or smth... Absolutely hate this shit. I don’t understand it at all. One other thing, again in social media, is posting stories showing literally every single thing they do throughout their day.. But why..

13. Any phobias? Fucking centipedes dude.. Absolutely terrifying. And i’m also kinda scared of heights

14. Favourite childhood sport? I used to play football... Wasn’t any good at it.. I suck at sports big time.

15. Do you talk to yourself? Quite often actually.

16. What movie do you adore? Toooooo many movies... But i’ll mention my two favourite of all time which are Taxi Driver and Oldboy

17. Do you like puzzles? Puzzles are incredible! I love them! Haven’t solved many in my life tbh tho..

18. Favourite kind of music? I listen to so many genres of music!! But my favourite ones that i listen the most of are Metal, Rock & Alternative rock.

19. Tea or coffee? Coffe

20. The first thing you remember you wanted to be when you grew up? I wanted to be an astronaut.. Who would have guessed i became a failure instead.. RIP

If anyone wants to answer those questions please be my guest and tag me cuz i’m too awkward to tag people!

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southsidestory · 5 years ago

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16 Questions

Rules: Answer 16 questions and tag 16 people you want to get to know better.

I was tagged by the lovely @politicalmamaduck!

Nickname: Scar, which I don’t like lol

Zodiac Sign: Cancer

Height: 5′0″

Hogwarts House: Slytherin

Team Edward or Team Jacob: N/A

Last Thing I Googled: "cold versus flu” which should tell you how I’m doing right about now 🙃

Song Stuck in my Head: “1999″ by Charli XCX

Following: 774

Followers: 3,880

Amount of Sleep I Get: It varies wildly, since I deal with both insomnia and hypersomnia.

Lucky Number: 7

Dream Job: Novelist

Wearing: Mickey Mouse pajama pants and my partner’s t-shirt.

Favourite Songs: “Every You Every Me” by Placebo, Johnny Cash’s cover of “Hurt”, "FML” by Kanye West, “Sober” by Demi Lovato, and “Praying” by Kesha

Instruments: Noooope

Random Fact: I have two half-brothers named Mike. They were named after our father, who said his name was Dennis Michael. When he died, his mother flew in from California and corrected the obituary, because his name was actually Dennis Julius. 😂

Tagging @reylotrashcompactor @shelikespretties @aionimica @the-reylo-void @birkastan2018 @mnemehoshiko

#i swear to god that last one is 100% true #meme #16 questions

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daebakinc · 5 years ago

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Monsta X We Are Here NYC 2019 Fan Account

-Opening greetings: Hyungwon and Jooheon had us screaming their names, Kihyun got scared he broke his mic with his high note, and Minhyuk asked if we missed him and Wonho.

-Wonho asked us to sing the English lyrics to “Play It Cool” for them. Kihyun didn’t believe we could and was super shocked when we did. Haha.

-During Mohae Minhyuk rapped Jooheon’s part with Jooheon hyping him up and Jooheon took Kihyun’s high note as a very worried hamster watched lol.

-All the glorious hair the fuck.

-First VCR: All the members were vloggers on Montube: Minhyuk doing makeup, Changkyun English, Wonho workouts, Jooheon cooking, Kihyun barista, Hyungwon fashion, and Shownu ASMR. Changkyun taught us different ways to say I love you and the meaning of “take my body” fml. Wonho, our “sweet and vanilla boy” taught us stretches to do during the concert. Jooheon taught us how to make a honey burrito(?) and told us not to skip meals; watching him cut veggies was a scary process. Kihyun compared some of the members to different coffees and warned us to be careful with coffee and our hearts because he’s taking them. Hyungwon’s number one fashion tip is to be confident; if you wear mismatched socks, pretend you did it on purpose. Shownu ate chicken, pizza, and cookies for his asmr

-Hyungwon: “Are you well? I’ve missed my monbebes.”

-Fucking pinstripe suits for Minhyuk, Kihyun and Hyungwon in their solo stage.

-In Jooheon and Changkyun’s stage, they did Rock Paper Scissors to do a bottle flip. Jooheon won but faked us out

-Shownu and Wonho really went and massacred Monbebe with how aesthetically orgasmic their stage was.

-When they came back from their subunit stages, the prop wall from Shownu and Wonho’s stage was still being moved, so Kihyun mimed opening a door into the “room.” Minhyuk got embarrassed and pushed him. Hyungwon said that Shownu and Wonho lit up the stage, but wanted to make sure we didn’t forget about the three of them.

-They asked Minhyuk to talk about their stage, so of course he sang some of the lyrics with swear words in them. Hyungwon and Kihyun panicked, Monbebes loved it. Kihyun immediately asked if anyone was under 15 and started apologizing while Hyungwon took Minhyuk by the neck and made him bow in apology too.

-Minhyuk said Hyungwon’s hair is more “powerfully sexy,” to which Hyungwon said he thought powerful and sexy was the same thing, so powerful plus sexy is boom. Minhyuk: “You got boom?” Hyungwon: “I got boom!”

-Jooheon and Changkyun joined them, with Jooheon apologizing for not making the bottle flip despite practicing. So he tried again and failed, then Changkyun tried and failed, then Hyungwon tried and did it. Changkyun said he was practicing backstage and made it every time so he didn’t understand why he didn’t do it. Minhyuk replied, “Practice more.”

-For Shownu and Wonho’s subunit, Wonho produced the song so Shownu did the choreo. Changkyun said their bodies were more than just sexy, and Jooheon added they had really cool abs. Hyungwon also commented, “Your bodies so angry, lots of ab flashes.” So of course they all had to marvel at Wonho’s perfection.

-During Honestly, Shownu gave Jooheon a finger heart, Jooheon poked his cheek back, Changkyun said that no matter how well we did, he’d love us forever, and Kihyun mimed playing the piano.

-Noel Hada literally had me typing gibberish it was so cute with so many finger hearts and arms hearts and just aldkfjsoejtbsklgabfk. Kihyun and Changkyun did a forehead press for two seconds before Changkyun got embarrassed at pushed Kihyun away.

-Minhyuk: “I think the vibe is amazing. And just as much as you all are amazing, we’re amazing too.” They singled out Minhyuk as amazing at producing, Wonho at performances, Kihyun at sweetest vocals(nominated himself), Shownu as the aegyo bear, and Hyungwon as the healthiest physicals. Hyungwon immediately started doing pushups, but Kihyun picked up his legs to make it harder. Finally, Changkyun added “But out of all those things, we’re more famous for best fans in the world. Please continue to be monbebes we can be proud of. My lovely proud monebe, next song. I love this song with no reason.”

-The next VCR had them as the 7 deadly sins: hyungwon pride, im envy tarot reader, Kihyun lonliness,jooheon greed, wonho sloth, nunu wrath, min agony. Tattoo artist Jooheon have Shownu a tattoo on right shoulder of flaming torch with an eye.(you bet that’s going in a fic somewhere).

-Jooheon:The energy we got was absolutely phenomenal. There are many concerts on our tour, this may be the best and we promise we’ll come back. Monbebe, stay healthy and make sure to eat Well. Tomorrow, think of us. Promise me.

-Ending goodbyes (done almost all in English, so proud of them!!! :3 )

Shownu: This is a city I’ve seen in many films and lyrics and I feel like tonight what we did with you was a movie. Will you continue by mx’s side? We always want to be by your side.

Wonho: We came to NY last winter, but it wasn’t for our tour. Because NY is not only beautiful but it’s more because here are my beautiful, most precious fans. I know you’ve waited a long time and I know I can’t satisfy you but I was glad to exchange emotions tonight. I know you’ve been worrying a lot. I want to assure I I am completely fine. I was just being careful. So thankful to you all. Love you.

Min: I’m really not a special person but when you call my name, I feel like I become a special person. I said this last year but today, just the same, it’s because of you guys that I feel so special. I will always thankful and love you guys. I promise you that I will always be on your side. Promise! Pinkie promise. All of you guys are special people.

Kiki; It’s the 3rd time in NY. Over the years, the venues have gotten bigger and we’ve made more songs and welcomes more Bebe and our abilities have gotten better, agreed? Only thing remains unchanged: our hearts and minds. Most important thing is our heart and your heart. We know your happiness depends on us so I will do the to work hard, so that’s why I want you all to stay by our side okay? Promise? We’re grateful for what you do. We love you.

Hyungwon: (the whole theater was chanting saranghae with him). I love you guys a lot and thank you for spending your precious time with us. It’s because of you I feel so happy. We will become harder working monxta x. I hope we can all meet each other again because there’s not enough time on our tour. We’ll be able to finish our tour happy because of you.

Jooheon: Today, you are so real. First I want to say how thankful I am and touched by all who came. It might not be enough but I prepared something because I wanted to look at you and tell a message from heart: I got to NY and saw everyone is so busy, seeing the busy people I want to become a small happiness for them. Sometimes you get so busy you forget what makes you happy. Take time to remember. I promise to be that happiness for Monbebe, from bottom of my heart. Love you so much. Show me the Monbebee NY passion. Love you guys. Everyone, be happy stay happy.

Changkyun: Wow, me too. I saw a lot of people busy, hope we can be a little happiness in your life. There’s a lot of preconceptions about kpop like it’s a fad. They’ll say “You don’t know language. Why’re you doing this? Just stop.” None of us are born in the US, we’re not really good in English but I believe music is a language. We are all the same, we are all human. Let’s make them shut up! Today is an unforgettable day. Please don’t forget about us, we love you monbebe. We love you so be in love with yourself.

#monsta x #monsta x fan account

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curiouser-and-curiouser-fics · 5 years ago

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Do the odd numbers B)

1. Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?

Spotify

3. what color are your eyes?

blue, green, and hazel (i have heterochromia)

5. what is your relationship status?

single 5ever

7. what color hair do you have?

blonde (if i had money i’d dye it chocolate brown tho)

9. where do you shop?

wherever’s cheap

11. favorite social media account?

Instagram

13. any siblings?

yes, 1 younger brother

15. favorite snapchat filter?

the animal ear and glasses one

17. how many times a week do you shower?

at least every other day

19. shoe size?

8/8.5, depends on the brand

21. sandals or sneakers?

sandals

23. describe your dream date

for a first date, as long as it doesn’t involve food, if i’m nervous then i can’t eat and it would just be a waste of money

25. what color socks are you wearing?

i’m not

27. do you have a job? what do you do?

well atm i don’t have a job. i’m applying everywhere and no one wants to hire me fml

29. what’s the worst thing you have ever done?

like....legally? or morally?

i’ve never done anything illegal, and i can’t think of anything i’ve done that i would label as ‘the worst thing i’ve ever done’

31. 3 favorite boy names

Sebastian, Spencer, Giovanni

33. favorite actor?

Tom Hiddleston

35. who is your celebrity crush?

Tom Hiddleston

37. do you read a lot? what’s your favorite book?

i’ve been reading less and less lately, just because of how busy i am, but i really really enjoy it. my favorite book is probably Anne of Green Gables

39. do you have a nickname? what is it?

yes, it’s Mel. i think people call me that more than my real name lmao

41. top 10 favorite songs

Radioactive by Imagine Dragons

Papaoutai by Stromae

Smooth Criminal by Michael Jackson

His Daughter by Molly Kate Kestner

All Star by Smash Mouth

Out of Love by Alessia Cara

Best Day of My Life by American Authors

Panic Room by Au/Ra

Stayin’ Alive by the Bee Gees

Que Te Vaya Bien by Grupo Jalado

43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc.)

i’m not sure what my skin type is, actually. my mom has oily skin and i usually take after her, so i might develop that more later on

45. how many kids do you want?

the most i’ll have is 5, but i won’t have just 1 bc then they get spoiled, i have 1 sibling and we’re fine so 2 is okay, not 3 bc then you have a middle child, and 4 and 5 are okay

47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)

well we’re about to move into a 1600 sq ft house we’re in the process of buying, and right now we live in a 2280 sq ft house, so we’re downgrading by quite a bit. i haven’t seen the house in person, but my mom’s showed me pictures and it’s really nice. it’s on 5 acres, so we have a lot of space to ourselves (more for my dad’s sake, he grew up completely secluded and on a lot of land, so that’s what he’s used to; i love living right in the city or close by in a suburban area, so that’s what i aim for when i move out)

49. what was the last compliment you received?

idk

51. how old were you when you found out Santa wasn’t real?

we never celebrated Christmas (my dad was raised in a poor family so they never celebrated, and it saves us money too), so i always knew

53. opinion on smoking?

disgusting. it ruins your lungs, and second hand smoke is v dangerous for other people. i have asthma, too, so if someone is smoking around me i go into a coughing fit

55. what is your dream job?

Editor in Chief at a publishing house (dream career is to be a published author)

57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?

yes

59. do you smile for pictures?

as much as i hate it, yes (my smile is so awkward)

61. have you ever peed in the woods?

thank God, no.

63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonald’s?

McDonald’s

65. what do you wear to bed?

t-shirt and shorts

67. what are your hobbies?

reading, writing, drawing (badly), crocheting, cooking, and singing

69. do you play an instrument?

yes, the piano

71. tea or coffee?

tea

73. do you want to get married?

an obvious yes

75. are you going to change your last name when you get married?

to his, yes. i can’t wait to get rid of my last name, no one can say or spell it

77. do you miss anyone right now?

YES MY BEST FRIENDS ;-;

79. do you believe in ghosts?

nope

81. last person you called?

my mom

83. regular oreos or golden oreos?

regular (double stuf)

85. what shirt are you wearing?

a navy blue and white striped tank top (it’s v soft)

87. are you outgoing or shy?

yes

89. do you like your neighbors?

yes

91. have you ever been high?

nope, and i don’t plan to ever be

93. last thing you ate?

a doughnut

95. summer or winter?

winter

97. dark, milk, or white chocolate?

dark

99. what is your zodiac sign?

Cancer

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theotomemaiden · 6 years ago

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21 Questions

Rules: Answer 21 questions and tag 21 people who you want to get to know better.

@starrycloudy tagged literally EVERYONE that saw their post 😂💕 + this looks fun, it’s 3am and I need a break from studying.

Nickname(s): Em, Emz, Emmy, Princess (by my mom)

Zodiac sign: Gemini ♊️

Height: about 160cm (around 5’ 2 1/2”) Literally haven’t grown an inch in over 10 years.

Last movie I saw: A Star Is Born (It was SO good, I cried so much fml)

Last thing I googled: Kamijo fanfic (Oh the shame...)

Favorite musicians: My Chemical Romance, Bullet For My Valentine, Bring Me The Horizon, Falling In Reverse, Avenged Sevenfold, Papa Roach, (so many other bands, help me) Mejibray, Kamijo, Lana Del Rey...

Song(s) stuck in my head: I.M.I.T.A.T.I.O.N.G.A.M.E - Diabolik Lovers Kino (Maeno Tomoaki), LOVE COUNT DOWN - I DOLL U Tsubasa (Maeno Tomoaki), Night Dream (UtaPri)

Other blogs: @venomous-sims (my Simblr that I no longer use)

Followers: 429 (I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH I CAN’T)

Following: 435

Do I get asks: Occasionally, please always remember that I am partly an Ask blog for my Diabolik Lovers OC so I will always appreciate asks for that, also whenever I post an ask emoji list or such I receive some asks (I am so appreciative of them, you have no idea)

Amount of sleep: During the day, around 9-10 hours. During night, like 2 lol. I am for the most part nocturnal.

Lucky number: 7!

What I’m wearing rn: A Hypnosis Mic Hoodie, a Black Craft Cult shirt with a satanic cemetery that says “Dead Inside”, Yuri On Ice sweatpants, Tokyo Ghoul socks lol. (Basically what I sleep in)

Dream Job: Tattoo Artist

Dream trip: I’d like to go to Japan and definitely back to California at some point.

Favorite food: Mexican food. Chocolate. French fries. Starbucks. Anything super sweet or super salty. Or both, there is no in-between lol.

Instruments played: None because I suck. I can play “Happy Birthday” on the piano though lmao.

Language: English, some Japanese (I am still currently learning. Actually should be studying for my test right now...I’m taking a break.)

Favorite songs: Desert Song - My Chemical Romance, Helena - My Chemical Romance, It Never Ends - Bring Me The Horizon, Raising Hell - Bullet For My Valentine, Video Games - Lana Del Rey...many, many others. (The first 3 hold particularly deep meanings to me...I even have the lyrics tattooed.)

Random fact(s): I have a twin brother! (Cool because I’m a Gemini lol.)

I’m pretty goth and left my dream of becoming an alternative model & tattoo artist.

I currently have 11 piercings in, I have had 15 in the past. Tattoos I have are on the right side of my neck, my chest, my right lower arm, my right wrist, my knuckles and my upper right back. I was previously a tattoo apprentice. I work at Hot Topic.

I LOVE DOGS.

I am a traditional artist!

I am a makeup artist!

I can dance ballet, tap, hip-hop, modern, ballroom and some point.

I love to sing.

...I am pretty masochistic...

I am a suicide attempt survivor, I was very close to death.

I have super serious issues but I’m progressing slowly but surely :D

When I love something, I LOVE it...and possibly obsess over it..

I try to be the sweetest I can be and I can’t say no.

My important facts are in my bio 😂

Aesthetic: A clear starry scene in the middle of a full moon night that I peer out into through a single window. Sitting upon the floor, alone in a black room with walls full of paintings. I’m wearing a vintage black Victorian dress, corset tied extra tight. Disheveled notebooks and forgotten poetry written in black ink script spread out across the dark worn hardwood floor. Black chandelier of dangling red crystals shaped like drops of blood glittering in the faint moonlight above me. Faint black metal music heard in the background. My pale skin gleaming porcelain white underneath the dim white light of the moon. Dark makeup, smudged under my eyes and deep red lipstick smeared slightly around my lips. A single tear rolls down my cheek as I hug my Hello Kitty Plushie tightly lol.

I tag: ALSO EVERYONE THAT SEES THIS IF YOU’D LIKE TO DO IT. 💕 (idea from @starrycloudy )

#21 questions #tag post #i decided to do this because it looked fun #its 3am help #study break

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neonwizardheehee · 6 years ago

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50 Q’s tag :O

tagged by the loevly @owowookies. so here i go~

1. what takes up too much of your time? SNS ofc ahahaha

2. what makes you day better? pictures of Jin

3. what’s the best thing that happened to you today? i worked out after breakfast

4. what fictional place would you like to go? Rivendell no doubt

5. are you good at giving advice? well if you want some gandalf or the dove keeper quotes as advice I’m your girl B)

6. do you have any mental illness? prob not, but i have mental issues and i want to see a therapist soon bc my disease fucks with my had and my wife has been saying i should see one for some years....

7. have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? not that i know of..?

8. what musician inspired you the most? gerard way -> robert smith -> leeteuk -> heechul -> j-hope

9. have you ever fallen in love?

10. what’s your dream date? never thought about that? but prob a planetarium...

11. what do others notice about you? my fluffy hair

12. what is the annoying habit you have? oversharing and spamming everyone with content they dont even like :PP

13. do you still talk to you first love?

14. how many ex’s do you have?

15. how many songs are on your playlist? 271

16. what instruments can you play? acoustic guitar q.q

17. who do you have the most pictures of? gerard, from my hard-stand phase - so glad that is over by now

18. where would you like to go before you die? Japan!

19. what is your zodiac? taurus

20. do you relate to it? i am faithful but not really down to earth i guess??? also i dont like rosé :P

21. what is happiness to you? having no regrets and loads of smiling

22. are you going through anything right now? yeah which issue do you mean? mental? body image? food relationship? self-acceptance? moving soon? new semester? no financial stabillity? career struggles? self-hatred? ahahahahaha

23. what’s the worst decision you’ve ever made? canÄt say that bc i believe that bad decisions bring the best aftermaths :D

25. what’s your opinion on abortion? haven’t really thought about it to to form an opinion

26. do you keep a bucket list? not one for LIFE but i do have a shitton of different lists~

27. do you have a favourite album at the moment? Three Imaginary Boys - The Cure

28. what do you want for your birthday? queen greatest hits vinyl :P

29. what are most peoples first impression of you? i’m weird and cute?

30. what age do you seem according to most people? #forever young and smol

31. where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? nightstand ~

32. what word do you say the most? oh MAN

33. what’s the oldest age you would date? souls don’t have ages

34. what’s the youngest age you would date? again souls don’t have ages (The Dove Keeper folks)

35. what job/career do most people say would suit you? something creative, like a crazy theater lady

36. what’s your favourite music genre? epic rock numbers

37. if you could live in any country in the world, where would it be? scotland but bc of teh brexit prob japan

38. what is your current favourite song? Shadow - Taemin

39. how long have you had this blog for? longer than i can think of

40. what are you excited for? coming home T_T

41. are you a better talker or listener? talker definetly (not that im a good one b ut i love talking)

42. what is the last productive thing you did? made an important phone call i put off for a week

43. what do you want for christmas? Queen greatest hits II vinyl :P

44. what class do you get the best grades in? iconography FOLKS B)

45. on a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now? 6 bc ive wasted so much worktime while answering this :P

46. what can you see yourself doing in 10 years? GIRL, THAT’S TOO TOUGH I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT I’LL BE DOING NEXT YEAR

47. when did you get your first heartbreak?

48. at what age do you want to get married? it would be nice before 40, otherwise i marry my wife officially but no stress :P

49. what career did you want to have as a child? politician

50. what do you crave right now? to dance and have loads and loads of cheese fml

soo @vipelf814 if you’re down for it ;)))) this took so freaking long oh man

also #sorrynotsorry for all the what is love-twice gifs but yeah.... shit is too accurate :/

#me

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sodafishsims · 6 years ago

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My Simself

Geek - Music lover - Creative

I tag @hu-wa and i’m too lazy to tag more..if you read this i tag you hehe

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Crystal

2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? Depends on the person...really. Unfortunately some people call me Crystalina xD

3. BIRTHDAY? 11 September

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? I don’t really have one

5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? nahh

6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? Don’t really have one

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? I don’t really listen to the radio, i prefer listening to my own music

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? Mint

9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? Amazing

10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? Making Flippy Floppy by The Talking Heads

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? Insignificant

12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? Say it ain’t so - Weezer

13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? I’m not a huge TV show person...maybe the anime called NANA if that counts haha

14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? I’ve never really watched a movie because i was “down”...but maybe Last of the Mohicans?

15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? Yeah probably too much

16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? Not achieving my goals

17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? I always try to be considerate

18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? My Anxiety

19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? Catsss

20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? Spring

21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? Yes

22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? looking forward to the future.

23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? Felice

24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? Light blue

25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? Dark brown

26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? My boyfriend and friends

27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? the people above

28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?

29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? I’m low key excited for the game Cyberpunk 2077 to come out...can’t get too excited because it’s still so far way

30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? gaming probs

31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? WINX CLUB! I was sooo obsessed. Also Yu Gi Oh GX

32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? shhh

33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? I’m too superstitious to say yes..jk..okay maybe a little

34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? Not really…

35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? Behind

36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? Gaming

37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? It’s so easy and other lies by Duff Mckagan

38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Umm...i think it was Clueless.. lol

39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? Bass Guitar! :D

40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? Cats..I’m boring

41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? @maplesim @bloomlet @twin-creeks @dreambot @magnasimblr

42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? Teleportation

43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? When I’m with my friends

44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? Argh when my friends play DOA or Street Fighter and yell at the screen and everybody is yelling..it’s adorable. Also the freckles on my bf’s face :3

45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? I don’t play anymore but i wish i could play baseball and run

46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? Water and Ice Tea

47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? A while ago

48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? only if there’s a massive chance i’ll fall off

49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? People not being considerate

50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? No :/

51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? Nope

52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? A scientist

53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? This is hard...Maybe Lord of the Rings

54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? My future.

55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? nahh

56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? Yeah, when no one is listening

57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? Once on Swimming day because i can’t swim xD

58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? City Streets

59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? Maybe Tokyo

60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? No

61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? Night Owl

62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? Sunrises

63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? Only Automatic >.>

64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? Headphones all the fucking way

65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? Yeah

66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? Classic Rock

67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? Commander Shepard.. LOL

68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? No, they kinda hard to find in my country?? i think

69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? People being mean to my friends

70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? Real book

71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? English and Science

72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? Okay well..I have one full sister, 4 half sisters,1 half brother and 2 step brothers...

73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? A cheongsam

74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 164cm

75. CAN YOU COOK? Not entirely well

76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? Snuggles, Hugs, Games

77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? People are inconsiderate, People who are selfish, MONKEYS

78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? More males

79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? Straight

80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? South Africa

81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? My Bf’s brother’s girlfriend

82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? day before yesterday

83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? Probably Chris from Abroad in Japan

84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? nah

85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? Reddit

86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? With my Mom it’s okay. I never answer my Dad’s calls

87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? Japanese, Dutch

88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? Japan, Morocco, Hong Kong, The Netherlands, Germany, USA

89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 19? idk

90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? sort of

91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? Not really.

92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OR THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? Outer Space

93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? My mind is like yes but the other me is saying “ you’re too much of a scaredy cat“

94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? I think Kiwi fruit :/

95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? I think?

96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? No

97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? I kinda just stop talking and the person can tell I know i’m wrong lol

98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? Forest maybe

99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? Don’t worry about what others think (even tho i do all the time xD)

100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? When it’s about something serious then yes.

101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? Raven Claw

102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? Yes haha

103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? I’m neither, i love talking to people but i’m too shy and i get exhausted if i’m around people too much

104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? No

105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? No but that doesn’t stop me from giving them lol

106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? Try find the owner

107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? Yes but it depends entirely on the person if they actually want to or not

108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? Nope, I have trained myself

109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? Yes, plane food is nice

110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? None!

111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? Commander Shepard

112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? No, but i’d get if they weren’t permanent

113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? ummmm

114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? No but it’s nice when people “receive it”

115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? none

116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? NEVER

117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? My boyfriend definitely

118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? My sister’s bf’s sister introduced herself to me “Hi, I’m Robin” and all i could say back was “Hi, I’m Robin”...fml

119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? Who hasn’t?

120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? Black

121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? Yesss

122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? I don’t think so

123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 20

124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? Ummm....If they can’t do it maybe I can! - I just made that up xD

125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? Savory

#sims tag #ts4 #simself #get to know me #i wish i had this outfit in real

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delulusuga · 6 years ago

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THE LEGEND OF HOW I GOT RID OF A CREEP AT AN INTERNSHIP

Hello, my dudes... this is an urban legend of how I, a 15 year old, who recently attended an internship at a hospital... met a creep (and a pedo?), and how I saved myself from the situation. (THIS IS NOT A HIGHLY RECOMMENDED WAY TO GO ABOUT IT... if you’re stuck in a situation like this, you should probably escape and get the hell out of there as soon as you can) Anyway, so... at my internship, I met this really friendly doctor who’s like 44 years old... she has an amazing fashion taste and a pretty good sense of humor and stuff... now, she is pretty social and has like a lot of friends who are also her patients and stuff .. Now, one fine day this 22 year old man walks in, who also happens to be a pretty good friend of this doctor, and tells her about a wound that he got on his toe because he fell down the stairs. When he walked in, the doctor introduced me to him, by the way, by saying “she’s a student..” or something (just so patients are not creeped tf out by a random stranger watching them succumb into diseases and death lol) ... and so he kinda happens to include me in the conversation and it’s all cool and not awkward (as not-awkward as it can get for an asocial hooman like me) ... and she walks out of the room at one point to get a sick leave (cuz he has a wound in his leg) and he asks me about the internship and school and stuff and like we kinda joke and we have a similar sense of humor and it’s KIND OF weird cuz he’s so friendly but I just take it as extroverts and their weird social behaviors lmao and I’m like okay.. whatever. He leaves and then that’s it for the day. However, he COMES BACK the next day (he has to - to redress his wound) and this time, we’re left alone for a longer time in the room and we joke more cuz like idk I’m funny?? Apparently?? Or maybe not....... Anyway, so like we’re in the middle of a conversation when the doc comes in with the sick leave paper and she’s like “I have a patient waiting” and she kinda rushes us BOTH OUT AND ASKS US TO WAIT FOR HER cuz apparently she wants to talk to him about her watch that she needs to get fixed or something (he works at like an electronic repair shop or something) ... and now this is where it’s WEIRD weird because why did she just send me out as well??? Like I’m SUPPOSED to be with her????? But everything happened in a rush so I couldn’t really say ‘no’ ... Anyway, so it just so happens that he hasn’t had his lunch and so there this cafe kind of thing right next to the hospital and he takes me there (I REALLY WANNA KILL MYSELF BY NOW) and like I have to go soon cuz like we were still conversing about something and idk it just happened in such a haze I don’t even remember how we ended up there and HE KEPT ME THERE FOR LIKE AN HOUR AND A HALF straight, no joke. And I wanted to shoot myself in the head because WHY TF WAS I BEING NICE AND NOT ASKING HIM TO FUCK OFF???? I mean, he told me about like him getting bullied or whatever in school but like SO WAS I????? AND HE IS 22??? HE FAILED 12TH GRADE??? IM SURE HE COUKD HANDLE A 15 YEAR OLD ASKING HIM TO FUCK OFF??? Anyway so that happened and I finally made an excuse to like go back. Now, we obviously had to talk during this one and a half hour like we couldn’t just stare at each other’s faces, could we? So like that happens and at one point I mention wanting to download Netflix on my laptop or something and he goes “NO THAT’S SO GAY!” And I’m like ????? That’s not funny???? And like I’m pretty defensive about it and stuff and I bring it up twice in the conversation telling him that that isn’t appropriate or like acceptable and he goes like “Are you...” and he doesn’t complete the sentence ( of course he doesn’t) and I say “I support them...let anyone love anybody..” and stuff because I don’t wanna open up to HIM about like my sexuality or whatever right... Also, he asks me my number as well but I refuse and give him my Instagram instead... Oh and, he gives me his Netflix username and password... and he says stupid things that’s like indirectly dropping hints and I’m like NO PLS THIS IS VV UNCOMFORTABLE. Anyway so after I escape from that situation, I have to deal with him on text when I get back home right... And by now I’m pretty stressed about this because I still have to see him FOR 3 MORE DAYS CUZ HE HAS TO COME FOR REDRESSING HIS WOUND and stuff so like fml... and like I start kinda getting anxiety when he says “2019 has already started on such a good note, I hope the rest of the year goes like this” on text and I LIKE PANIC AND TELL ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS WHO IS NOT EVEN IN THE SAME COUNTRY AS ME... And now she gets really concerned about my safety and so she asks me to tell the doctor the next day when I go back to the internship (which I was obviously going to do anyway) and then she asks me for his Instagram ID ... and I give it to her. These are the events that follow: 1) She changes her username and her profile picture.. goes fully undercover. She changes her name, even. 2) She TEXTS him saying “hey” and now, we wait. (She sends me screenshots of the chat) 3) He replies a few minutes later with “Hello” 4) She says that I told her about my internship and she heard about him through me. 5) and he is like “ah okay...” 6) and now I ask her to say “YOURE 22????!!!!!!” Lmao , which she does... just to get the message across #nomercy 7) and then she says , “I’m her girlfriend, by the way” And this is very very believable as well because remember how I was so defensive about the gay thing and I brought I up twice and he was like ???? So... yes.... they had a passive-aggressive conversation which at one point just got kinda disgusting because he went like “I don’t get why you texted me... are you jealous?” LIKE FIRST OF ALL, WHAT THE FUCK. SECONDLY, WHAT THE FUCK. And she is obviously like “ why do I have to be jealous of you?” And stuff and there are various instances where she rubs it in that HE IS FUCKING 22... she also indirectly calls him a pedo at one point ( I was behind the scenes, controlling the conversation as well) And then he texts me saying “are you bi? Because apparently your alleged gf is chatting with me right now” and like I did with his previous messages, I ignore this one as well... however, I realize that if I ignored this particular one, when I see him the next day, I will have to answer or at least, hear him SPEAK to me ... if I just confirmed it, he wouldn’t talk to me (hopefully) ... and so I said “yes... I have a girlfriend” and THEN LOGGED TF OUT JUST IN CASE HE WAS ONLINE LOL Then, skip to next day... I manage to escape to another doctor’s cabin like 5 minutes before he comes in... so I don’t have to see him. Now, on that day I even told the doctor about it ( I told her about what my friend and I ended up doing as well ... she was laughing her ass off cuz SAME) and she was like “it’s partly my fault” and stuff and she was nice about it and was like I’m not going to leave you guys alone, don’t worry .. and stuff... and like when we he came to visit her ( I wasn’t there) ... he went like “did you know she is bi?????” Doc (who obviously knows what actually happened... but is also very cool about gays and stuff .. very open-minded) - “So what?” creep - “SHE IS BI!!!!!!” Doc - “so what??? Why you even mentioning it?? How does that make a difference?” Creep- *falls silent and is embarrassed* Doc - “it’s not like she likes me, does she?” (This is why I love her) And yeah so I was saved on that day... However, the next day... and the last day I have to see his face, he doesn’t come in, and we do meet ... but only for like 5 minutes and again, we’re not left alone this time... and yeah ... Now I just ignore his texts straight up and he asked my friend at one point (who also ignored his texts after that one conversation) - “ hey can I take your word for it? Like are you actually her gf?” AND MAN THAT IS SO FUCKING UNCOMFORTABLE JESUS She replies with “yes” and I ask her to block him.. which she does He then says “hey why are you acting so distant?” to me on text LIKE YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY YOU IDIOT... So yeah, that’s it... that’s how I got rid of a creepy desperate idiot... All I’m saying is, there were a lot of instances I could’ve bailed out in this situation, but I decided to be nice/not make a big deal out of it which I SHOULD NOT HAVE DONE. If something seems weird to you, then it IS WEIRD. Do not try to justify the opposite person and put your life in danger. Another important thing is that it’s hard to say no to people like him cuz he is good natured and also, he is much older than I am... that means he is also capable of a lot of things... specifically because we were pretty much alone at that point... so it’s not the same as an asshole in your grade who you can ask to fuck off, for instance... just make sure you’re safe... make sure you are AWARE of what you’re getting yourself into... you don’t have to go out of your way to please someone or to be nice if they make you uncomfortable. You’re not obligated to do that. Your only obligation is towards yourself - save yourself before you fend for someone else.

#i am an idiot #how to get rid of creeps #lgbtq #hey gf where you at #stay safe kids

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fairy-cat-mother · 6 years ago

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Tagging Game

Rules: answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people who you want to get to know better.

I was tagged by the lovely, awesome and handsome @starfaring-princelotor alsdkfjs;dlfkj I saw that you had The Darkest Hour in there and just. you K i l l e d me. DED. It makes me so heppi that you like my song enough for it to be up there with your favorites. So happy <3 TT^TT <3

Alright, here goes nothin’!

Nickname: Okay, so I’ve never really had a nickname. My little brother called me “Vava” when we were growing up bc he couldn’t say my name aldsfkjas;lfk. On tumblr and discord, people usually just call me Fairy. So, yeah? Das it. Otherwise, it’s just Maria.

Zodiac: Aquarius Sun, Cancer Moon, Aries Rising...I kinda like astrology a lil a lot :3

Height: 5’2’’ (most of my students are taller than me fml)

last movie I saw: Just watched Han Solo yesterday. It was p good.

last thing I googled: “Galaxy Lotor art” ...I just want my two fav things together...mah boi, and the stars.

favorite musician: Ohdamn, I can’t just pick one...if I haaaad to...hmm...ermmmfff...okay, I’m a SUCker for soundtrack music, so Joe Hisaishi or Two Steps From Hell.

Song stuck in my head: Fucking...Baby Shark. My students are relentless. They know it gets stuck in my head so easily. Those lil shits take advantage of it so mucH. It’s okay. I’ll get them back... >:3 with some weird “oldhead” music... SomeBODy once told me the WORLD is gonna roll me~ aaaaaaahaaa :P ….okay, but when it’s not Baby Shark, usually it’s Frank Sinatra’s Fly Me To The Moon bc that song comes on shuffle all the time in my car. But I’m not complaining ‘bout that one <3 also sometimes that one heckin’ awesome Dragonborn cover by Malukah too.

other blogs: None yet. Though, I have been thinking about starting one for posting my music stuff (I’m hopefully going to get a new mic soon and start recording more. So, maybe...)

Do I get asks: Sometimes, and I always love it when I do :3

following: 630. Welldamn. I don’t even remember half of these. I should go through and clean out.

amount of sleep: I wish I had a consistent at-least-7 hours per night...but it’s more like 4 here, 8 there, naps when I come home and inevitably fall asleep on the couch. I’m workin’ on it.

lucky number: 7

what I’m wearing: A Huggle Hoodie. Or as I like to call it, a blanket dress. The most comfy thing in the world. I’m swimmin’ in it and it’s great. I’m so warm. And cozy. :3

dream job: Musician. Author. Professor. Children’s Theatre Director. I want to inspire people to feel and think and grow and learn—to own their creativity in whatever it is they choose to do <3

dream trip: I love to explore, so anywhere really. But I definitely have a soft spot for trees and water. So anywhere with those things is great. Just like, hike all day and chill and listen to the babbling water, maybe take a swim if it’s safe. Yeahhhh :3 Also, Japan. I’ve wanted to go since I was like 9. And Ireland. I wanna sit in on some trad sessions with mah penny whistle a;lsdkjfa;lsdkfj

favorite food: Lettuce. I’m not even kidding. I fucking love lettuce. Like, I will eat that shit whole, plain, for a snack, whatever. Gimme the CRONCHy GREENSTUFF ;lakjs;lfkjasdf ...also I love ramen a whole lot. Like, real ramen. With the miso and soft boiled egg and chāshū mmmmMMMM~

play any instruments: Yeh! :3 Flute, violin, piano, ukulele, and penny/tin whistle. I dabble in others, like guitar and drums...and I’m always picking up new ones to learn i can’t staaahp. I’d really like to get a harp...but they’re just so damn expensive. One day, maybe.

languages: English, some French, some Japanese, and a liiiittle bit of Spanish.

favorite songs: Ohboiiii, too manyyyy. Better Together by Jack Johnson, A Fairy’s Love Song by Jean Luc Lenior, Far Horizons by Jeremy Soule, I Still Don’t Know Who I Am by Barnes Blvd., Fly Me To The Moon by Frank Sinatra, The Path of the Wind by Joe Hisaishi, Better Things by Headshine, Seven Years by Norah Jones, Such Great Heights by The Postal Service, Hotel Song by Regina Spektor, Ocean Kingdom & Rise Above & Enigmatic Soul & Undying Love all by Two Steps From Hell (omfg, i love these guyysss ;alksjfal;dsfkj), it’s space music timeAmong the Stars by Louis Viallet, The Edge of the Universe by Alex Doan, Theory of Rain & Age of the Universe by Elephant Music (I’ve actually really been into this playlist on YouTube lately...space musicccc asd;flaksjdf;ljf <3)...so many more, but i’mma stahp now, bc this is already long AF.

Random fact: Being in deep water sorta scares me. But I still like swimming. I’m just a lil scared and feel like something’s gon’ grab my toes and CRONCH a;lsdkfjalsdfj

describe yourself as aesthetic things: Lavender bushes, wild flowers, coffee shops and old books, green tea, fireflies in a field on a summer night, the moment before a thunderstorm rolls in, rain when the sun is shining, reading with a flashlight under the covers, the purples and blues in sunsets on the beach, flickering candlelight, a cottage in the woods on a rainy day, creating rainbows in the misty water from a hose, swinging on a swing set, writing a letter by the moonlight, rainbow fairy lights, oversized sweaters, car rides with the windows down, shooting stars, Saturn rings, galaxy prints.

I tag @legendofcarl (even though you’re already tagged, izza double-tag yo! >:3), @bookerror and @ghostarian !! <3

#seriously it's hard for me to pick favs yo #i like so many thingggs #and starfaring-princelotor you really do #kill me in the best way #Thank You #TT^TT 💜#personal #get to know me #it me

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